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Stonn writes a letter to T'Pring [Patreon | Commissions]
Dear T'Pring, Forgive me contacting you from the green. This is your friend _, now Stonn. I have thought of you often ever since being forced to move away but knew your parents would not allow our continued association. I have grown no richer since we last met. I have gained no greater renown than any man who lives a quiet life of service might. But I remember you enjoying my dull company and hope you might indulge me by partaking in it again.
There is a house I rent in _ which I will enclose the coordinates to if you will meet me. If you won't, please tell me quickly and I will never write again if you write the words yourself. After so long, even your rejection would be desirable if personalized. From your old friend, Stonn
#trans Stonn#trans star trek#au where Stonn & T'Pring were childhood friends but Stonn moved away and transitioned in the interim between meeting again as adults#Stonn/T'Pring#T'Pring/Stonn#T'Pring#TOS#star trek tos#bea art tag#bea writes#bee doodles#I like that people in the star trek future still write letters - very romantic#In my mind Stonn has a much lower social station than T'Pring but they became good friends anyway (her parents didn't love this)#Stonn's parents sent word of their move to T'Pring's parents since their children were friends but T'Pring's parents didn't pass the info#along so T'Pring just found Stonn gone one day and was told he moved after it'd already happened#Stonn waited as long as he could and even tried to go to T'Pring's house the DAY of the move but was barred from entering#so he sort of believed she might not have wanted to see him (since his parents told him they sent word)#neither harbors any bad feelings about this as adults and their reconnection is very smooth....very pleasant.#note: 'from the green' is a play on 'out of the blue'
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A Gaggle of Children from a Tortured Mind of One
#the binding of isaac#binding of isaac#tboi#azazel tboi#tboi azazel#blue baby tboi#tboi blue baby#cain tboi#tboi cain#my art#fanart#FINALLY GOT REPENTANCE DURING THE SALE RAAAHHHHHHHHH#I can safely say my play hours have gone up by 100+ ever since hehe#I will say my take of Cain does need a bit of polishing#I was trying to go for a rebelious pirate: Note by the fact he allows himself to have hair and clothes#But for now he's a bit off#A bit too rebelious I could say hehe#Also cringe-fail I like to imagine Isaac managed watched the Alabasta arc and that inspired to put X's on Cain that way#BUT I'll properly change that too if I decide to revamp my Cain#Otherwise we have character that I've drawn before and still really like my takes of hehe#With Azazel it was moreso about giving him a full body and with Blue Baby it was about making it a bit more unsettling#But like always I am never pleased and it won't suprise me if I decided to change them in the forever as well!!
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Wait did both Alice and Zane record Alan when he was at his lowest point? Didn't Alice make her exhibition to show the world what she sees? To show Alan the truth about himself? That it never was Scratch visiting and terrorizing her, but Alan himself? Did she depict his "self" and Zane depicted his "persona"? The two sides of him that he wishes he can eliminate bc they brought him into trouble (Scratch representing anger and the fallouts with paparazzi and stuff, Zane representing his self-destructive behavior with alcohol and drugs and the party nights)? The both sides that caused his marriage to start falling apart? Was that the reason Zane made that video of Alan when they were on that booze and drug-fueled bender while working on the Return manuscript? Is this party video the companion piece?? Alan's downward spiral, same as Alice's photos? Do they fucking work together aasdffjfjfkfk
#Can this game please stop messing with my head??#I mean we don't know how many years passed since Alice went to the dark place#She could have met Zane long ago. Over Zane's similar appearance to Alan they both have a connection to him#So they talk about him. They understand that they must help Alan to ascend the spiral bc he's too far gone to do it himself#Or Alan wrote them in their story as a plot decide bc he understood at one point that he must confront his lesser pleasant parts#In order to become “whole”#And he seems to deliberately ignore how close his marriage is to fail. Her POV is so different from his. Of course she mourns him#Bc she never stopped loving him. Although he did the things he did. That's simply not how love works.#Alan is a good man although he makes selfish and terrible decisions and has a questionable morale at times. Bc he thinks he can do it right.#Bc he thinks he can correct his mistakes later. That's how he's always been. He thinks a flower bouquet and chocolate and a bottle of wine#Is all he needs to give to Alice and she will forgive him. He was incapable to acknowledge his shortcomings but he tries!! In his own way!#And alice sees it. And she has accepted it's for the longest time. Alan is emotionally constipated except for his anger.#Guy needs to do some serious self reflection#alan wake 2#Alan wake theory#Alan wake 2 theory#Alan wake 2 meta#Alan Wake#Alice Wake#Thomas Zane#Tom Zane#Sorry for the endless fucking notes 🙏
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MARINA, BABY!
I guess I've been in a redrawing mood as of late. No original ideas lol. Also I spent about 30 minutes trying to track down the reference I used and I can't find it, so DM me if you'd like to see it.
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#mcga#magnus chase and the gods of asgard#riordanverse#alex fierro#mcga fanart#mcatgoa#rrverse#also my drawings recently haven't been getting many notes? it's been like at least a month since an art post has gotten more than 100 notes#idk about that but if my quality has gone down and you're a friend of mine/mutual#lmk please#bc I crave validation
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my mom: the dog has a grooming appointment at 4.
me, who has a class at 4:30 and has to rely on my mom for transportation: oh, okay, you can head over and drop her off and then drive back here and take me over to the university, and then head back there in time for her appointment to end.
my mom: but they said the appointment would take only ten minutes
me: ....they say that every time. and every time it's been 30 minutes at least. every time. you cannot rely on what the estimated time will be. listen to me. listen to me. drive back here immediately after you drop her off, I'll be ready to go. do not sit and wait in the dog groomer's parking lot.
anyways. one guess as to what the fuck she did and who was late for class.
#i was 17 MINUTES late to class. i had to catch up on the BRAND NEW CONCEPT that was introduced in those minutes#i was ready to go at 4:05. i sat there by the door until she drove back in at *4:37*#and now IM being called unreasonable for being angry about it???#i got home to find she put up a note saying ''im not responsible for getting you to class on time''#and ''im not responsible for getting you there if you aren't ready''#YOU ARE. YOU ARE MY ONE SOURCE OF TRANSPORTATION.#THE BUSES DO NOT COME BY AT THE RIGHT TIMES UNLESS I WANTED TO LEAVE TWO HOURS EARLY.#IT WOULD TAKE ME 50 MINUTES TO WALK THERE AND IT'S -21 RIGHT NOW.#THIS WAS LITERALLY THE SIMPLEST THING.#I TOLD YOU EXACTLY WHAT YOU NEEDED TO DO. YOU COULD'VE DONE IT.#BUT NOW IT'S M Y FAULT?????#I WAS READY. I WAS FUCKING READY TO GO. NOT ONCE HAVE I NOT BEEN READY TO GO.#I HAVE ARRIVED EARLY TO ALL OF MY CLASSES SINCE THE BEGINNING OF THE FUCKING SCHOOL YEAR#IF YOU'D HAD AN APPOINTMENT MUCH CLOSER TO MY CLASS TIME I WOULD'VE UNDERSTOOD. I WOULD'VE GONE EARLIER.#BUT THIS?? YOU COULD'VE TAKEN ME TO UNI INSTEAD OF SITTING IN A FUCKING PARKING LOT FOR 30 FUCKING MINUTES#AND THEN ACTING LIKE IM CRAZY FOR BEING PANICKED AND UPSET WHEN YOU DRIVE INTO THE DRIVEWAY 7 MINUTES AFTER MY CLASS STARTED#edit; ''why didn't you just go before 4'' because my mom said i didn't need to.#i forgot to add this in the post but#i did suggest that i leave at like 3:30 or something and sit at the uni even though i didn't want to.#my mom said i didn't have to do that and i'd get there when i get there.#leading to. this.
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If you haven't played When Twilight Strikes....... when will you play When Twilight Strikes.
dialogue in the comic taken from this scene:
#WTS#when twilight strikes#a devereux#nik dobchya#they are my little gumdrop#also excuse my 'script'. sticky note on the archival box on Nik's desk is from Noele and it says:#'hi nik. can i take a look at these before you return them to the archives? -noele'#i really wanted their desk to be overflowing with all the information they consult#since their main strength is strategy#and i think it'd be very common to see them with their nose in a book or poring over archived forms/paperwork/etc#trying to find anything useful#also the stolen mug for pencils vs the tea gone tepid on top of the book pile#was a choice i dallied over for way too long.#at first i wanted their desk to have a ton of mugs#but it was too ooc. they'd be concerned about bugs + dirtying the workplace for everyone else/themself#i finally played through chapter 11 and...... . lets just say there's gonna be a lot of WTS hitting the dash very soon#kaced
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something something neil and xiao hai comparing each other to elements that symbolize life
something something the two of them entering each other’s lives in the moment they needed it the most and helping each other move forward
something something xiao hai thinking he’s been following neil one step behind his whole life and neil thinking he’s been relying on xiao hai to keep going and how they’re actually standing side by side moving towards the future together
everyone interpreted neil's words as him realizing his feelings for xiao hai, but i feel like we're being too influenced by the preview for next episode: both moments aren't about romantic feelings, but about the way neil and xiao hai have shaped and changed each other
#TODAY ON: ANOTHER MESSY POST ABOUT FNOL#TOO MANY THINGS TO SAY NOT ENOUGH THOUGHTS IN MY BRAIN#but honestly i do feel the preview is throwing everyone off#like not about neil's feelings because that man has been gone since day 1 and im gonna die on this hill#but the shower scene is less about him realizing his romantic feelings and more about him realizing xiao hai's place in his life#and being willing to take action because of him#god idk i just love this show so much and maybe im gonna be disappointed once again but rn it's just so good#and it pains me to see the few people watching it saying that this last episode is too rushed or didn't make sense#OKAY SHUTTING UP NOW#first note of love#neilsea#m: txt
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Arakáno | the high chieftain
Day 2: Exile - Arrival to Beleriand | Fingon | Argon | Elenwë for @nolofinweanweek
#nolofinweanweek#nolofinweanweek2023#the silmarillion#argon#arakano#my art#tolkien art#he’s a fascinating character all the more for how little tolkien actually wrote about him#since he seems to exist just to die#but he was noted as the tallest of the siblings and a fierce warrior and then died practically the moment he stepped foot in beleriand#there’s an au in my brain that he leaves mandos and with all of his family gone he ends up bonding with his cousin’s ex#and slowly falling for her#and perhaps amarie feels the same#finrod willingly left her behind and she knows she’s not going to get him back until he dies#perhaps it’s time for her to move on as well
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Insane to think abt how lucanis and elio essentially went through the same thing but one came out of his prison believing more in himself and his self worth, realizing the bad things he had been believing abt himself were not true and that he deserves good things while the other came out of his with all of his insecurities validated, believing he was wrong for ever feeling hope abt the people around him and wanting good things for himself, realizing just how alone and worthless he is, becoming a much more closed off and, honestly, worse version of himself
#sorry i keep thinking abt how rook elio's arc ends up with him essentially becoming hardened#when lucanis is softened. rattling the bars of my cage#i also cant stop imagining how the people around elio might start noticing the changes.....#viago noticing how elio doesnt look at him for approval how theres this new degree of separation between them imposed by elio instead of him#teia who gets a still much softer version of elio than viago does but again. theres a new distance to their interactions#he doesnt treat her as his older brother's cool gf he treats her like any low ranking crow would a talon#the veilguard who get complete radio silence from him because he fucked off without saying anything the second#solas was thrown into the fade prison. not a goodbye not a note nothing. all of his stuff from the lighthouse gone#luar who gets very few sparse letters where elio just asks them how theyre doing and doesnt even attempt#to find smth to connect each other. he doesnt talk abt what other family they might have or make any comments abt how#since theyre twins they have to stick together and be there for each other.#even lucanis who has the better chance at catching elio sees not a single hair of him for MONTHS post dav events#elio de riva
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the best way for me to get in tune of my own native language is to just start translating a bunch of random text from my interests be it games, song lyrics, books, etc... something so liberating just piecing together words and coming up with ways on how to say certain phrases in another language
#i remember years ago in my free time i was on my old beaten-up laptop translating like the first few chapters of death note in filipino lol#dont know where the laptop is or where the files have gone it's probably still here somewhere#my translations were very literal and had rough grammar but god was it fun to see characters speaking my mother tongue#can say i improved a lot on my translating skills now especially in terms of interpreting more complex/poetic text#i love gushing abt language since my mom speaks kapampangan‚ pangalatok (she insists on calling it that instead of pangasinense) & bicolano#relatives from my mom's side speaks kapampangan too so i picked up some of the phrases but naturally forgot most of them which i regret#i need to start locking in to earn the polyglot title#txt
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i know its only been 1 month but if instead of improving/curing my pmdd, birth control just spreads the symptoms out so that i can get hit w them anytime instead of just during Hell Week, that will. not be ideal
#kcqt rambles#i KNEW my body wasnt gonna have the Expected Reaction to these meds my body doesnt have the Expected Reaction to fucking ANYTHING#like yeah sure all my symptoms have been *milder* than they got during Hell Week#but its been (checks notes) two weeks and counting since they started#two weeks of mild symptoms sucks just as much if not more than one week of severe symptoms#esp since i cant anticipate when theyre starting/stopping like i cld before#like. i knew when my cramps started id be out of commission for the next 48-ish hours#and then theyd be gone and id be (relatively) good again#but ive been getting random contractions for TWO WEEKS NOW#thank god i waited till i wasnt working to try this thats all i can say#if id tried to work thru this. well. i simply wldntve been able to#PLEASE let this just be the initial adjustment period#PLEASE let things get better as time goes on#sigh i need a separate kcqt whines tag for stuff like this#kcqt whines#there we go lol#anyway i still have Bad Brain so im gonna go disappear again goodbye
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There is a very exquisite agony in playing a game you love so so so so so much, and realizing that one of the other players is trying to play a totally different game than you.
#hush frenchy#we went to the coffin shop today in vallaki#and our rogue triggered combat SIMPLY because he didn't want to leave the house without looting every single room#to clarify: WE HAD ACHIEVED OUR OBJECTIVE#we literally just needed to get out#but the rogue's player was like cmoooon its no fun to leave without looting everything we can get our hands on#now everything we're doing has gone to absolute shit#and to clarify: its going to be very interesting!!#and I feel like I would've been just fine with the result#IF it had been for any other reason besides that this one player seems to think that we're in a video game#like if there had been some kind of character motivation? or genuine concern that we were missing a piece of something we were looking for?#totally fine!! love that in fact!!#but just stealing shit because 'you're the rogue' feels... idk.#it just feels like it's a totally different game than the rest of us are playing#and now we ALL have to deal with the consequences#i just. urgh. i do not know what to do#i am gonna talk to the dm and see if she noticed the same thing as me#and try to brainstorm we the players can do to impart a sense of balance for people with different play styles#but i just feel like despite repeated efforts by the dm to be like hey this is a game for exploration and character engagement#the player is just ignoring that and doing Whatever He Feels Like#ANYWAY SORRY RANT OVER#I'm just really in love with this game and having one really thorny part is just HNG#positive note: the wizard whipped out alter self and thought he was the coolest guy in the whole world#despite repeatedly missing in combat#it was very cute and i wish Wyn wasn't absolutely certain that she was about to die#because she would absolutely stroke his ego about it simply to see him preen#the fighter was also very sweet and keeps working so hard to protect wyn#and since I'm a fighter in my other game i know where to put myself to make it easier for him so there's a lot of synergy#IT'S JUST VERY CUTE AND NICE AND GOOD. I LOVE THEM BOTH A LOT
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accidentally took somewhat of a vc fandom break for a while and i come back and it’s almost vamptember lol oops
#i’m not back back but i’m lurking and trying to catch up hope you’re all good & thriving! <3#also being gone kind of made me reflect a lot on the state of vc fandom & sort of where i fit in & how i've changed since i started my blog#the good and bad yk it’s interesting to me to note where my meta thoughts#-have evolved or changed completely or remained exactly the same#and how i interact with fandom too bc i’ll be honest when my blog was peak active and i was answering several asks a day#-i was wired on stimulants *and* in school full-time#lbr that amount of activity requires a very specific sort of energy and a very specific sort of schedule#and thinking about things that i would do differently here if i could start over things i’ll be doing differently now#and things that i plan to keep doing!#anyway a lot changes in two years is what i’m trying to say#but dw i’m still thinking about armand and lestat every single day of my life that will never change <3#hekate.txt
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I'm reading Light for the first time and Michael Grant is so unserious. He gave this alien-demon-child every power under the sun but also made her nearsighted. I'm cackling.
#also this is why diana is my favorite characters#the girl went through hell and gave a very traumatic birth to said alien demon child not two days ago#and since then she'd been dragged left and right by it with only undead guy who hates her guts as company#and occasionally he turns into a girl who thinks Diana gave birth to her god#all around bad time with terrible company and yet she still finds it in her to be snarky and laugh at the situation#absolutely hysterical no notes#this silly silly books#gone series#diana ladris#the gone series
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Muscles and sinew
Velvet and stone
This vessel is haunted
It creaks and moans
°•☆•°♡°•☆•°
My bones call to you
In their separate skin
I make myself translucent
To let you in
#love notes#jewel#absence of fear#my heart is full#since you moved in#these barren walls#colored anew#i felt like a leaf#gone with the wind#but now I'm safe in my heart#ever since you moved in
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got harassed into starting the second perspective and it’s going great thanks! ignore the crazed look in my eyes! anyway @wildflowerteas hi!!! i figured you’d enjoy my board because im hooked <3
#i’m updating this as i go and might put it in a google doc so i can color code but the vibes it has in my notes app are unmatched#you’re a force of NATURE for creating this btw it’s been abt two days since i started and i’m absolutely gone#past the point of no return and all that jazz#everything abt this makes me want to run around in circles it’s just really really neat and the way you’re writing it is STELLAR#and dont even get me started on the red camellia countdown oh my god i’m handling that like a champ#all that aside arrgghhhh rori rotisseries already said it but i’m having a lot of fun so!!! thank you💛💛!!!#my post#<- SO I DONT LOSE THIS THING AGAIN LMAO
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