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sitting down to write bc I'm actually motivated for once only to remember that I cannot fucking function in these temperatures
#i think my brain is actual melted sludge#my plot is a blur my notes barely make sense my spelling has gone out the window#it's been a solid few hours since i last had a comprehensible thought#writeblr#writing#writers on tumblr#writerscommunity#writing community#writer problems
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Stonn writes a letter to T'Pring [Patreon | Commissions]
Dear T'Pring, Forgive me contacting you from the green. This is your friend _, now Stonn. I have thought of you often ever since being forced to move away but knew your parents would not allow our continued association. I have grown no richer since we last met. I have gained no greater renown than any man who lives a quiet life of service might. But I remember you enjoying my dull company and hope you might indulge me by partaking in it again.
There is a house I rent in _ which I will enclose the coordinates to if you will meet me. If you won't, please tell me quickly and I will never write again if you write the words yourself. After so long, even your rejection would be desirable if personalized. From your old friend, Stonn
#trans Stonn#trans star trek#au where Stonn & T'Pring were childhood friends but Stonn moved away and transitioned in the interim between meeting again as adults#Stonn/T'Pring#T'Pring/Stonn#T'Pring#TOS#star trek tos#bea art tag#bea writes#bee doodles#I like that people in the star trek future still write letters - very romantic#In my mind Stonn has a much lower social station than T'Pring but they became good friends anyway (her parents didn't love this)#Stonn's parents sent word of their move to T'Pring's parents since their children were friends but T'Pring's parents didn't pass the info#along so T'Pring just found Stonn gone one day and was told he moved after it'd already happened#Stonn waited as long as he could and even tried to go to T'Pring's house the DAY of the move but was barred from entering#so he sort of believed she might not have wanted to see him (since his parents told him they sent word)#neither harbors any bad feelings about this as adults and their reconnection is very smooth....very pleasant.#note: 'from the green' is a play on 'out of the blue'
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I’m still in the middle of the books so I don’t know if they’ll talk about it yet…but if Dume knew Lhikan when he was a Matoran and a Toa and presumably had AT LEAST a professional relationship with him but then got nabbed some time during the Metru Nui arc does that mean he just completely missed everything that happened to Lhikan?
And the Toa Metru just have to tell him “yeah so the last of the Toa Mangai has died while you were sleeping” (along with ya know everything else that happened but the Lhikan part specifically, is that explicitly covered?)
Is that something I have to brace for?
#bionicle#lhikan#dume#i understand theres a lot in the books (meant for young readers i also understand) that doesnt get touched or didnt get explored#but I am a big fan of Dume being Lhikan and the Mangai’s mentor figure who had a very strained relationship with all of them#yet still very much cared except his care manifests as criticism and anger that especially causes Lhikan and him to argue#im expanding the lore in my brain and for max pain i hope they left on a very bad note before Dume gets kidnapped#and he has to live with the fact that all the mangai are gone and he couldnt salvage his relationship with any of them before they died#but he still remains and has to live with that#have been pondering this question since I rewatched the miramax movie
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A Gaggle of Children from a Tortured Mind of One
#the binding of isaac#binding of isaac#tboi#azazel tboi#tboi azazel#blue baby tboi#tboi blue baby#cain tboi#tboi cain#my art#fanart#FINALLY GOT REPENTANCE DURING THE SALE RAAAHHHHHHHHH#I can safely say my play hours have gone up by 100+ ever since hehe#I will say my take of Cain does need a bit of polishing#I was trying to go for a rebelious pirate: Note by the fact he allows himself to have hair and clothes#But for now he's a bit off#A bit too rebelious I could say hehe#Also cringe-fail I like to imagine Isaac managed watched the Alabasta arc and that inspired to put X's on Cain that way#BUT I'll properly change that too if I decide to revamp my Cain#Otherwise we have character that I've drawn before and still really like my takes of hehe#With Azazel it was moreso about giving him a full body and with Blue Baby it was about making it a bit more unsettling#But like always I am never pleased and it won't suprise me if I decided to change them in the forever as well!!
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Wait did both Alice and Zane record Alan when he was at his lowest point? Didn't Alice make her exhibition to show the world what she sees? To show Alan the truth about himself? That it never was Scratch visiting and terrorizing her, but Alan himself? Did she depict his "self" and Zane depicted his "persona"? The two sides of him that he wishes he can eliminate bc they brought him into trouble (Scratch representing anger and the fallouts with paparazzi and stuff, Zane representing his self-destructive behavior with alcohol and drugs and the party nights)? The both sides that caused his marriage to start falling apart? Was that the reason Zane made that video of Alan when they were on that booze and drug-fueled bender while working on the Return manuscript? Is this party video the companion piece?? Alan's downward spiral, same as Alice's photos? Do they fucking work together aasdffjfjfkfk
#Can this game please stop messing with my head??#I mean we don't know how many years passed since Alice went to the dark place#She could have met Zane long ago. Over Zane's similar appearance to Alan they both have a connection to him#So they talk about him. They understand that they must help Alan to ascend the spiral bc he's too far gone to do it himself#Or Alan wrote them in their story as a plot decide bc he understood at one point that he must confront his lesser pleasant parts#In order to become “whole”#And he seems to deliberately ignore how close his marriage is to fail. Her POV is so different from his. Of course she mourns him#Bc she never stopped loving him. Although he did the things he did. That's simply not how love works.#Alan is a good man although he makes selfish and terrible decisions and has a questionable morale at times. Bc he thinks he can do it right.#Bc he thinks he can correct his mistakes later. That's how he's always been. He thinks a flower bouquet and chocolate and a bottle of wine#Is all he needs to give to Alice and she will forgive him. He was incapable to acknowledge his shortcomings but he tries!! In his own way!#And alice sees it. And she has accepted it's for the longest time. Alan is emotionally constipated except for his anger.#Guy needs to do some serious self reflection#alan wake 2#Alan wake theory#Alan wake 2 theory#Alan wake 2 meta#Alan Wake#Alice Wake#Thomas Zane#Tom Zane#Sorry for the endless fucking notes 🙏
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MARINA, BABY!
I guess I've been in a redrawing mood as of late. No original ideas lol. Also I spent about 30 minutes trying to track down the reference I used and I can't find it, so DM me if you'd like to see it.
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#mcga#magnus chase and the gods of asgard#riordanverse#alex fierro#mcga fanart#mcatgoa#rrverse#also my drawings recently haven't been getting many notes? it's been like at least a month since an art post has gotten more than 100 notes#idk about that but if my quality has gone down and you're a friend of mine/mutual#lmk please#bc I crave validation
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my mom: the dog has a grooming appointment at 4.
me, who has a class at 4:30 and has to rely on my mom for transportation: oh, okay, you can head over and drop her off and then drive back here and take me over to the university, and then head back there in time for her appointment to end.
my mom: but they said the appointment would take only ten minutes
me: ....they say that every time. and every time it's been 30 minutes at least. every time. you cannot rely on what the estimated time will be. listen to me. listen to me. drive back here immediately after you drop her off, I'll be ready to go. do not sit and wait in the dog groomer's parking lot.
anyways. one guess as to what the fuck she did and who was late for class.
#i was 17 MINUTES late to class. i had to catch up on the BRAND NEW CONCEPT that was introduced in those minutes#i was ready to go at 4:05. i sat there by the door until she drove back in at *4:37*#and now IM being called unreasonable for being angry about it???#i got home to find she put up a note saying ''im not responsible for getting you to class on time''#and ''im not responsible for getting you there if you aren't ready''#YOU ARE. YOU ARE MY ONE SOURCE OF TRANSPORTATION.#THE BUSES DO NOT COME BY AT THE RIGHT TIMES UNLESS I WANTED TO LEAVE TWO HOURS EARLY.#IT WOULD TAKE ME 50 MINUTES TO WALK THERE AND IT'S -21 RIGHT NOW.#THIS WAS LITERALLY THE SIMPLEST THING.#I TOLD YOU EXACTLY WHAT YOU NEEDED TO DO. YOU COULD'VE DONE IT.#BUT NOW IT'S M Y FAULT?????#I WAS READY. I WAS FUCKING READY TO GO. NOT ONCE HAVE I NOT BEEN READY TO GO.#I HAVE ARRIVED EARLY TO ALL OF MY CLASSES SINCE THE BEGINNING OF THE FUCKING SCHOOL YEAR#IF YOU'D HAD AN APPOINTMENT MUCH CLOSER TO MY CLASS TIME I WOULD'VE UNDERSTOOD. I WOULD'VE GONE EARLIER.#BUT THIS?? YOU COULD'VE TAKEN ME TO UNI INSTEAD OF SITTING IN A FUCKING PARKING LOT FOR 30 FUCKING MINUTES#AND THEN ACTING LIKE IM CRAZY FOR BEING PANICKED AND UPSET WHEN YOU DRIVE INTO THE DRIVEWAY 7 MINUTES AFTER MY CLASS STARTED#edit; ''why didn't you just go before 4'' because my mom said i didn't need to.#i forgot to add this in the post but#i did suggest that i leave at like 3:30 or something and sit at the uni even though i didn't want to.#my mom said i didn't have to do that and i'd get there when i get there.#leading to. this.
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If you haven't played When Twilight Strikes....... when will you play When Twilight Strikes.
dialogue in the comic taken from this scene:
#WTS#when twilight strikes#a devereux#nik dobchya#they are my little gumdrop#also excuse my 'script'. sticky note on the archival box on Nik's desk is from Noele and it says:#'hi nik. can i take a look at these before you return them to the archives? -noele'#i really wanted their desk to be overflowing with all the information they consult#since their main strength is strategy#and i think it'd be very common to see them with their nose in a book or poring over archived forms/paperwork/etc#trying to find anything useful#also the stolen mug for pencils vs the tea gone tepid on top of the book pile#was a choice i dallied over for way too long.#at first i wanted their desk to have a ton of mugs#but it was too ooc. they'd be concerned about bugs + dirtying the workplace for everyone else/themself#i finally played through chapter 11 and...... . lets just say there's gonna be a lot of WTS hitting the dash very soon#kaced#WTS: kaced
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Arakáno | the high chieftain
Day 2: Exile - Arrival to Beleriand | Fingon | Argon | Elenwë for @nolofinweanweek
#nolofinweanweek#nolofinweanweek2023#the silmarillion#argon#arakano#my art#tolkien art#he’s a fascinating character all the more for how little tolkien actually wrote about him#since he seems to exist just to die#but he was noted as the tallest of the siblings and a fierce warrior and then died practically the moment he stepped foot in beleriand#there’s an au in my brain that he leaves mandos and with all of his family gone he ends up bonding with his cousin’s ex#and slowly falling for her#and perhaps amarie feels the same#finrod willingly left her behind and she knows she’s not going to get him back until he dies#perhaps it’s time for her to move on as well
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The fierce, terrible fear of death. It ran through Muzan’s veins, having lived with it before he was even born. Even prior his birth, chance of his life was minimal. He’d been born a stillborn, even, and only by some miracle had he managed to suck in a quivering breath and let out an aching cry in his little coffin. Perhaps the miracle had been more of a tragedy, prolonging his suffering through life in ways more than physical.
As a child, he never experienced the delightful days of youth, simply watching as scattered laughter followed children as they raced each other through rows of bushes. Leaves, green and full of life. So unlike to Muzan. It was maddening, to see their carefree smiles. Taking advantage of their working lungs and easy lives. As if he wasn’t stuck here in a bed, permanently, waiting to rot away.
He knew, since he was born, to expect death to be around every corner. Yet it was still terrifying. The deep set fear that one day he would simple cease to wake up. And the burning pain in his heart every day, the blood on his sheets, the arm around his shoulder as he stumbled to the bathhouse yet again. The constant overprotectiveness of his family and doctors, the tons upon tons of bottles of medicines, the inability to do anything but wait. Wait for his death, wait for all this to end. Hours upon days upon months upon years, simply dreading the obvious consequences to his unfortunate successful birth.
And why?, they all ask. Why do you want to live forever? When the power was delivered and he grew almost invincible.
Why?
Because to die? That would truly be a tragedy. Perhaps his birth had been the tragedy. But he was alive now. Death would be the true misfortune now. He was in no hurry to greet it.
#this is from june from last year but#i dont think i posted it and i was going thru my old notes#and i found this and woah#i love how muzan fearing death more than anything comes from his life as a human#+how escalated it has all gone since the beginning#kny#kny muzan#muzan kibutsuji#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer#kny kibutsuji#kibutsuji muzan#kny thoughts#kny drabble#<3#i actually love muzan i js never know what to do w him
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I'm reading Light for the first time and Michael Grant is so unserious. He gave this alien-demon-child every power under the sun but also made her nearsighted. I'm cackling.
#also this is why diana is my favorite characters#the girl went through hell and gave a very traumatic birth to said alien demon child not two days ago#and since then she'd been dragged left and right by it with only undead guy who hates her guts as company#and occasionally he turns into a girl who thinks Diana gave birth to her god#all around bad time with terrible company and yet she still finds it in her to be snarky and laugh at the situation#absolutely hysterical no notes#this silly silly books#gone series#diana ladris#the gone series
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Muscles and sinew
Velvet and stone
This vessel is haunted
It creaks and moans
°•☆•°♡°•☆•°
My bones call to you
In their separate skin
I make myself translucent
To let you in
#love notes#jewel#absence of fear#my heart is full#since you moved in#these barren walls#colored anew#i felt like a leaf#gone with the wind#but now I'm safe in my heart#ever since you moved in
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got harassed into starting the second perspective and it’s going great thanks! ignore the crazed look in my eyes! anyway @wildflowerteas hi!!! i figured you’d enjoy my board because im hooked <3
#i’m updating this as i go and might put it in a google doc so i can color code but the vibes it has in my notes app are unmatched#you’re a force of NATURE for creating this btw it’s been abt two days since i started and i’m absolutely gone#past the point of no return and all that jazz#everything abt this makes me want to run around in circles it’s just really really neat and the way you’re writing it is STELLAR#and dont even get me started on the red camellia countdown oh my god i’m handling that like a champ#all that aside arrgghhhh rori rotisseries already said it but i’m having a lot of fun so!!! thank you💛💛!!!#my post#<- SO I DONT LOSE THIS THING AGAIN LMAO
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It is interesting though 'cause, since we have no fucking True Clue what the hell Crocodile's actual real End Goal with Cross Guild is right now (does he want to get One Piece and fight the Strawhats+Shanks, does he want to get Pluton from Wano (and/)or does he want to destroy the World Government?? We don't know), that we just have a fuck ton of theories on what could happen, but no way to really tell what the actual direction this entire plot thread is going to be
And one I've seen a lot of people suggest was Cross Guild recruiting more of the former (/OG) Shichibukai into their ranks
And I just find that idea so fucking interesting
Because this is where one needs to remember that Oda based the OG Shichibukai on the Seven Heroes from Romancing SaGa 2. The Seven Heroes were a legendary group who once in the past saved the world from a great evil (before disappearing and turning into an evil for the game's protags to defeat). Just reading the descriptions you can see how each of the OG Shichibukai match up to one of the heroes respectively. And the inspo would be fine and dandy by itself, like just some fun trivia about what inspired Oda. But the Seven Heroes were specifically created and lead by Wagnas, with Noel as his right-hand. Wagnas happens to be the character Crocodile matches up with, and Mihawk just happens to match up with Noel. And here we have Crocodile starting a new organization with Mihawk by his side, with unknown true goals. And we do have that one World Government that needs to get overthrown so the world can be "saved". So like.
Suddenly, the idea that Cross Guild could recruit some of the other former Shichibukai (to maybe help take down the World Government?) doesn't sound too out-landish at all
Especially because Moria alone is already like an actual contender for someone who could maybe join Cross Guild. Like, assuming he's alive and made it out of Fullalead with Perona. 'Cause with Absalom dead and Hogback gone with the wind, Moria should have like nothing else left but himself and Perona. And while knowing Moria he's going to be Very Happy about reuniting with Perona, like... where's he gonna go? What's he gonna do if the two escaped Fullalead? But because Perona and Mihawk already know each other, Perona could very easily become a bridge to getting Moria with CG, especially if he's still wounded etc from the escape, Perona would want her boss' to survive and she'd trust Mihawk to help probably. And god knows, if Blackbeard tried or even succeeded at stealing Moria's Fruit, the man could have some legit good intel on Blackbeard (and how he steals powers) that he could then share with CG, something Crocodile could appreciate. Also, if Crocodile and Mihawk want to ensure the Marines are too scared to come after them, getting Moria in their ranks would help with that.
Then there's Kuma. And. Well. Assuming Kuma doesn't kick the bucket in the next few chapters. If Kuma is still somehow alive and his soul/memories can be put into a body (some people have been suggesting his memories could be implanted maybe into a Pacifista or that giant robot on Egghead or maybe even his Seraphim, or maybe just memories could be returned back into his original body), and if he'll still have the ability to near-instantly travel across the planet then I'm putting my money on him returning to the Revolutionaries to be honest. But if he loses that ability, I don't think he's going to be sticking with the Strawhats to be honest. That said, he'll still need somewhere to go (with Bonney?), and with the rest of the Revs on the other side of the Grand Line... Cross Guild could, potentially, be the nearest, safest place for him, if for no other reason than the other former Shichibukai might be his safest bet right now. Especially if Crocodile ever did have any involvement with the Revolutionaries. But indeed, this assumes Kuma isn't Turbo Perma-Dead Forever, which remains to be seen.
I know a lot of people love Doflamingo and would love to see him back. Personally I want him to stay in jail, where he deserves to be. <3 Also I don't think Crocodile would ever want Doflamingo working for him, let alone go out of his way to travel to Paradise to let him out (though if they did, they could also release Weevil while at it, since he's also stuck in Impel Down) (But honestly, unless someone else goes to break Weevil out and Doflamingo just escapes while he's at it, don't think he's getting out)
Quick honorable mention to Law, since he is also a Former Shichibukai. His crew got nuked by Blackbeard but I doubt he'd join Crocodile and Mihawk for any reason, especially if he's still in the race for One Piece (assuming Cross Guild isn't) (Like Buggy is but Buggy might skedaddle for all we know)
But with the Shichibukai, this just leaves us with Hancock.
Thing is, last we saw her she was still in Paradise, wanting to reunite with Luffy. It is entirely plausible she could (or may already have) set out for the New World if she feels like she has to leave Amazon Lily to protect her home-- which she might have to, considdering without her warlord status the Government has gone after her. But indeed, if Hancock is on the run and heading to the New World, surely she'd want to find Luffy. So why would she ever join Cross Guild? She doesn't like men (aside from Luffy), so surely she wouldn't trust that disaster crew with a clown for a mascot. But again. This is where "what the fuck is Crocodile's end goal" comes in again. Because if he wants to destroy the World Government and wreck the Nobles' out of orbit... Well. I don't think convincing Hancock to go back to the place where she was kept in slavery for years would be easy. But also. Perhaps, just perhaps, she could be persuaded into committing some delicious revenge under the right circumstances (whatever that might be).
IDK man, there's potential here, things could get so interesting with Cross Guild and whatever the fuck Crocodile is planning (vs how Buggy's mutiny rolls out)
It is kind of funny though, how like the best case scenario for Cross Guild Shichibukai Reunion would be like. Kuma and his daughter. Moria, Mihawk and their collective daughter. Crocodad and his sharp boyfriend. And Luffy's wannabe fiancée. (The clown is optional)
#Moon posting#Cross Guild#OP Spoilers#OP Meta#I do want to note though that appearently amongst the scrapped ideas for Film RED one was about...#...A rescue of Bon-chan from a NEW (flying!) Impel Down.#While another scrapped idea from Oda was about Crocodile and Doflamingo appearing in the Film#(Not sure the ideas were connected but since Mingo is supposed to be in prison Croc pulling a Blackbeard doesn't sound too odd)#(And yeah if someone was breaking into ID to rescue Bon-chan then Croc sneaking in to say 'hi' to Mingo at the same time seems viable)#Wherever these ideas would've gone we won't know but since these would've been movie-exclusive stories#(And Oda specifically doesn't want the movies to have anything plot-relevant happen in them)#I doubt Doflamingo is getting out of Impel Down for a Shichibukai Reunion (if Film RED was going to let him out)#Waited long and hard if I wanted to wait until Chapter 1099 and/or 1100 dropped but no#If the part about Kuma ages like milk then so be it#Yeet#Get outta my drafts#Also of course there's Jinbei but our man ain't leaving the Strawhats lmao#Sad to think though that we never got to see the OG Shichibukai fight together as a group (and probs never will)#Since even in Marineford it was just 5 of the OG and the two others kinda doing their own thing
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man i know the whole point is it takes forever even for cis people and i know i'm more aware of the changes i've experienced than others would be but also it sucks so hard to be So Aware that things are changing for the better and then have no one notice and continue to be misgendered at every single turn
#i've been on t for *four months*#in that time i have gone from 'solidly countertenor range‚ lowest possible note is d3' to 'can hit a2 and do baritone parts pretty smoothly'#i can do fucking My Way now ?????????????#and the amount of facial and body hair i have now is crazy. it's still really light but it's there#and not only does every fucking customer (and half my coworkers) fully ignore my he/him pin in favour of the most fem terms possible#but my friends that i haven't seen since april didn't even notice my voice. like at all.#i'm not fucking delusional !!!!!! i HAVE recordings i KNOW i sound different#but it Doesn't Fucking Matter !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i'm just so fucking tired of everything it doesn't matter that i'm getting everything i want from this if everyone keeps ignoring it anyway#who fucking cares at this point#el speaks
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WEEE! WOOOOO! YIPPEE!!!!

#you will note that the majority of these character sheets are VERY OLD.#a lot of these fellas have gone through redesigns since their conception and are in DESPERATE need of some redraws#Updating all my characters is a goal I've saved for after art fight season#but for now#i greatly encourage you to play with my designs as much as you wish!#Outfits are suggestions and details are ideas <3#my art#artfight#artfight 2025
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