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we just finished the third episode, here's what she had to say:
"but powder was my favourite and now she's a bad guy"
she thought that sevika was rihanna for two seconds and the worst part is that i totally see it
this episode did not help with her opinion on vi
i mean she literally said "boo, violet" when she punched powder
(for context: i looked up mr. kiramman and he didn't have a first name listed) "because he's just a bitch, bitches don't have first names"
"these are some long ass titles"
"he's gonna kill your boyfriend. you killed his boyfriend" (about benzo's death)
she detects gay vibes between jayce and viktor (won't be the first one to and won't be the last to either)
^"KISS HIM? that's what i thought he was gonna do when he stood up"
she thought that "crank it" sounded like a euphemism. "like are they gonna fuck, what's going on?"
at first she thought that powder was attacking silco so she cheered but then realized what was actually happening
she said "ex-boyfriend killing the new boyfriend, is that the problem? 'hell hath no fury like a woman scorned?'" about silco and vander (and brushed off the numerous "brother" comments)
"now you gotta go back and let them know that grayson got killed, you bitchass"
she's heartbroken by what happened "claggor's death, that's it. i'm heartbroken that vander's dead. vander above claggor"
"they busted in like they caught jayce and viktor doing gay stuff"
"WHERE'S EKKO?" (in regards to where he is at the end of the explosion)
her ep 1 and 2 thoughts
ep 4 thoughts
ep 5 and 6 thoughts
ep 7 and 8 thoughts
her finale thoughts
#also if you couldn't tell this and the first post of thoughts are very out of order#arcane#vi arcane#jayce talis#viktor arcane#powder arcane#arcane vi#arcane powder#arcane viktor#silco#sevika#benzo#benzo arcane#vander#vander arcane#claggor#ekko#ekko arcane#vi#tobias kiramman#jayvik#marcus arcane#she makes a good point where was ekko??? if we have an answer then i def forgot bc it's been a year since i've watched this series in full#i have since learned that his name is tobias but we obviously didn't know that when i wrote this down#no i do not know why she called tobias a bitch#venux forces ppl to watch things
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so uh, remember back in 2019 when I was like I want to do a Dishonored cross-stitch, something harder than the Outsider’s Mark but also easier than actual people? And I wasn’t seeing a lot of existing patterns so I spent some time messing with C-Stitch and didn’t start stitching it until 2020? And I decided it would look cooler if I used the Diament metallic gold instead of just plain gold floss, aka I made it 10x more difficult. And also it would be 10in by 10in which is big for me. Like, I’ve never finished anything that big.
Well, until now.
#it's 111:30 pm i do Not trust myself to frame it#i'll do it tomorrow after work and make a real post#fun fact about the frame i bought it in 2020 which seemed ridiuculous but#it was good i did since i got it at bed bath beyond#it's gold and matches the metallic thread okay it's perfect#also this was 18 count aida#I should've just ordered some black 18 count online but I didn't#so...yeah. there's a reason it took 3 years
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you have to stop calling prucan "canpru" you're not different
jp fujos would take you apart limb by limb for saying this
#ship name organisation has existed since forever anon i promise you#not meaning to be rude but genuinely since when is ship order name an issue😭#also i didn't invent calling it canpru i promise people have been doing it for years😭😭
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#eminem#slim shady#fanart#eminem fanart#Detroit: become android#智械危机#这个年代还在炒底特律大变活人的冷饭这样真的好吗#My housekeeping Android is a dumb bitch whos only capable of use the microwave#Then I found out he was just a piece of junk been made from sex doll that had gone off the market#So I decided to treat him the proper way like fuck him everynight,you got a hole down there why should I waste it#I think things are going well,I maybe in love with him already……#oh yeah,he's my wife now#however since he really doesn't know how to do housework,I ordered a new model of Domestic Android,you know,cause I really can use it#I didn't know this decision would become a serious problem#Damn he thinks I'm replacing him#he's really having some trust issues,given his past work experience I got him#But that's not the excuse for him stabbing me like ten times
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Screenshots of Nolan Price (Hugh Dancy) in Law & Order S23E12
Bonus Nicholas Baxter (Tony Goldwyn):
#this episode had the perfect opportunity to bring up Nolan's past as a defense attorney with the case. i hate that they didn't omg#but the fight between him and Nick almost made up for it because i was LIVING omg i was waiting for that since Nick showed up#because Nolan was being so weird about him from the beginning hkdsffjdhfjkdgk ugh f*cking finally (still badly written but alas)#hugh dancy#nolan price#tony goldwyn#nicholas baxter#nick baxter#law and order#law & order#had to do the bonus screenshots this time because those shots of him absolutely killed me. weak in the knees. heart skipping a beat. that.
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"it's always hating on rhaegar for rhaenys and aegon's deaths never tywin" because rhaegar was their father and had a responsibility towards them that tywin did not, stay in school
#personal#anti rhaegar targaryen#fandom critical#like one it's because tywin's blame is very uncontentious#it's just everyone and their mother going 'yeah he ordered it' and agreeing that he sucks for it#i have my thoughts on tywin's culpability (mostly that i do believe he didn't mention elia if only cuz she never crossed his mind)#(as he's a raging misogynist and i do believe that he was annoyed that lorch and clegane were as brutal with children)#(since it's not the best pr)#but it never extends to a lack of culpability on tywin's part#meanwhile rhaegar stans (why does he have them? who knows couldn't be me i'm normal) wanna pretend like this isn't his fault#when it IS#he was elia's HUSBAND! he was rhaenys and aegon's FATHER! it is his JOB to keep them safe during a war HE STARTED!#rhaegar had a responsibility to do whatever possible to ensure the safety of the children he chose to bring into the world and their mother#instead of going off to fuck a girl the same age as most high school freshmen!#rhaegar chose to abandon his family to the care of his violently crazy and racist father#who he knew was violently crazy and racist#unless he was dumb as rocks he was not unaware that no matter what this was not going to end well for elia and rhaenys and aegon#but he did it anyway and that does make him culpable for what happened to them#he had a responsibility to all of them ESPECIALLY his toddler and fucking baby and he FAILED that responsibility#and it is his fault that they were murdered#that is on him#it is not solely on him it is also on aerys for not letting them leave the city even once the cause was doomed#and it's on tywin for ordering their deaths and on lorch and clegance for doing the killings#but it is ALSO on rhaegar not just for creating that situation but abdicating his duties to his family to be a fuckass predator#this is like sixth grade reasoning honestly#i think some of you are just incredibly stupid
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Spiritfarer destroyed me emotionally so I HAD to make some fanart.
#artists on tumblr#illustration#art#my art#digital art#spiritfarer#stella spiritfarer#dead characters#spoilers#spiritfarer spoilers#I was so wrecked by all of their stories#And then Stella's story hits me like a truck at the end#I tried to collect everything before leaving#I had to put everything in order#Now I know she didn't have a flower#So#I put her sister's flower#It felt like a good thing to do#Since she's the one to watch over Stella as she passes#Anyway#I am sad and this is a sad piece#10/10 would cry again#spiritfarer fanart
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I happened to see a good chunk of the Netflix Persuasion. I can't give a complete review or analysis or whatever, but I have thoughts.
This movie has some very pretty colors. I like cool color palettes, what can I say?
There was one shot of a purple sunset where I was like, "Oh, I could live in this picture."
The aesthetic was so trendy I couldn't take it seriously. The clothes were that 2019 Little Women cottagecore vibe with lots of poorly-fitted textures and layers and colors. I laughed out loud at the Big White Text announcing LYME or BATH, because it's such a specific vibe.
I tried to detach from any notion of it as an Austen adaptation, and just enjoy it as its own movie that just happens to take place in a history-flavored fantasy world where everyone uses modern speech. Because sometimes those stories can be fun. It still didn't work.
Because it mostly just confused me. It was this weird mish-mash of genres and tones that didn't really blend together. Oil and water. It was Pinterest and Hallmark and Austen and College Humor and Instagram and Feminism and it's all felt like it came from completely different movies.
It was trying to be a sincere period drama love story and a goofy parody at the same time and it just didn't work.
Like, there were some sweet moments in it. Anne talking about poetry to Captain Benwick was rather nice.
But then you've got things like the weird octopus-sucking-my-face story Anne tells at Lady Dalrymple's. Even that could have worked okay in context, because Mr. Eliot jumps in and turns it into a metaphor about identity, which helps to cover for Anne's awkwardness and shows that he's willing to help her out. But then they keep bringing up the octopus as a sort of pet name and it's just so weird and doesn't fit with the rest of the story.
I've gotten ahead of myself so I'm going to backtrack to some specifics.
Mary Musgrove was excellent. Spot-on. I love how she's visibly younger than Anne. First adaptation I've seen that emphasizes that.
It was interesting how they emphasized the Mrs. Clay storyline. It actually sparked some interesting thoughts about the differences between the male social climbing of the sailors (shown in a positive light in Austen) and the female social climbing of the marriage-seeking ladies (shown in a more negative light).
I've never had a clearer picture of why Mrs. Clay matters so much to Mr. Elliot. Even in the book, it's a bit muddy, but it's crystal clear here. Mr. Elliot telling us his schemes straight-out did have the benefit of making the story very easy to follow.
I've got to back up again.
They completely altered the Anne/Wentworth storyline by mixing around all the plot points.
After they go to Bath, Wentworth seeks out Anne, says that they haven't had a chance to talk, and tells her how he always admired how good she was in an emergency. And this was before the staircase scene. I was extremely confused, until it hit me--this is a dream sequence! This is how Anne wants it to play out, but then she'll wake up!
But no! This actually happened! Wentworth says all this very sincerely and passionately, leading up to him declaring...that he wants to be friends. (At least there's context for "We're worse than exes--we're friends.")
It completely alters the trajectory of their relationship. Instead of jumping from the passion of hatred to the passion of love, Wentworth has gone to the other end of the pole--friendly indifference. He likes Anne and is totally okay with her marrying someone else.
I think they changed it so Mr. Elliot could be a serious contender in the love triangle. Wentworth has let her go--can she find happiness with someone else? I'll admit it's an interesting change, even if it's not Persuasion.
But it also seems like they're trying to make Wentworth a Suitable Love Interest for the Twitter Generation. Wentworth gets weirdly bristly with Mr. Elliot. Then Wentworth apologizes because Anne is a strong woman who doesn't need his protection. He tells her she should have been able to be an admiral. He's being mature and letting go of his resentment and wishing her well and showing that he doesn't like Regency Gender Roles. It's like they're shaving away his character growth in favor of a bland Nontoxic Relationship (TM).
But then Anne likes Mr. Elliot because he's bad? He openly talks about how he's trying to wreck her father's relationship to get the title. He insults her family. And she likes it.
This version of Anne holds her family in contempt. She doesn't like them or how they treat her and she openly disdains it. So she connects with Mr. Elliot. But the book Anne seems sad for her family--she doesn't like their behavior because she wishes they could be better people. She has compassion while movie Anne is resentful.
Persuasion is all about restraint. This movie is all about lack of restraint. People speak bluntly and say what they think and openly insult people. It's a completely different culture from the usual Austen movie, because it's modern culture. Which emphasizes how little we value good manners and restraint.
It's also weird how in changing the story, they also turn it into a generic rom-com. There's a more blatant love triangle between the good boy and the bad boy. Wentworth is starting to fall in love with Anne, but he's got an opportunity to advance his career, and he has to decide within a few days, oh no! It's textbook romcom plot points.
There was another point that I'll probably think of later.
EDIT: Oh, I just remembered! I think it was that the movie was so interested in the vibes and emotions of each individual scene that it didn't bother to try to stitch them together in a coherent whole.
The ending kiss looked 1000% like the cover of a cheap romance novel.
And the final moral of "don't let anyone tell you how to live your life" feels so simplistic and selfish and weird.
Overall, I'm not angry. I'm just confused. It's not the type of movie to arouse any kind of emotion other than "Huh???" And maybe a bit of regret that they couldn't have done better things with the interesting bits.
#persuasion#netflix persuasion#jane austen#this is really bad and rambly but i can't put it into any better order#probably because of how disjointed the movie (and my watching experience) was#i wouldn't have sought out this movie in a million years but since it happened to be on in the background i took the opportunity#it was the best way to do it because i didn't feel like i was losing any of my life to actively choosing to watch this#i was just casually analyzing
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Happy 1st anniversary to Looking Glasses by @ferronickel :) (edit; whoops forgot to remove the space in the tag, sorry i know you've already seen it haha)
#super exciting day :D#every single page in looking glasses is a work of art#if i'm remembering the order of events right#i found about looking glasses bc you visited my blog around the time i first started posting#and i freaked out and was super happy so i checked yours out too#and lo and behold there was a gem of a comic to be found there#thanks for the support you've given me with my art since then :) best wishes for the rest of looking glasses!#also#christ on a stick how the hell do you handle all of those dark fountain swirlies#i always thought they were cool as hell but i have a newfound appreciation for them now that i've tried it myself#this is a bit messy but i didn't wanna overwork it#i'm still learning digital painting so i was guessing my whole way through this haha#was very fun to draw ^-^#couldnt decide what exactly i wanted to draw for this so i drew ralsei in one of my favorite scenes#ralsei#deltarune#looking glasses#first time I've used the queue feature#got it set for 10:30 when I normally wake up so it better work or I'll gut tumblr and sell its entrails in a flea market#update; it did not in fact work#rip tumblr
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I actually do find pre-TFA fics where Hux is always a lieutenant lowkey funny because on one hand okay let's be real Star Wars fanfiction does Not have to be accurate to any real-life anything, But However. On the other hand. Going off American army ranks, Hux being a lieutenant up until he became a general would mean that (depending on which rank of lieutenant, and depending on what rank of general the author depicts him as during TFA) he straight up jumped a minimum of five and as many as ten ranks through one assassination. Speedrunning the military hierarchy.
#it also means that he didn't manage to climb any ranks at all throughout his entire career until he was 30#despite having been conscripted and put in a command position when he was FIVE#so basically lieutenant!20s!hux has been doing absolutely fuck all for 20ish years#i usually have 20s!hux as a colonel#fucking around with the FOACE (First Order Army Corps of Engineers) since 11 ABY#not an incorrect quote#armitage hux
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2024 Attacks Wave 2!
(annoymous)
Monofood (af)
@penguinpartypalooza (af)
@teru-draws (af)
@ieattoothpasteveevo (af)
#meepo art#art fight#art fight 2024#team stardust#friend ocs#meepo ocs#(oc tag) wynona#little reupload since i've gotten everyone's permissions for their attack uploads!#sorry for the double ping for every tumblr blog i tagged but please reblog this version instead. okay thank you#but yeah. something something. didn't have much motivation to draw and didn't do as much as last year#also the posts are out of order rip
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SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHH there is going to be a HAUNTED MANSION BALL in my area but it will be WHILE I AM NOT IN THIS AREA
#news from the cupola#AND ALSO a vampire-themed one. I want to go to the historical dance party full of vampiresssssssss but tragically I will be NOT THERE#welp. they are doing edwardian picnic dance while I'm still here and I didn't finish my outfit in time for last year's so I might as well#get back to making those plus fours and order new stockings...#on that note. I have a pretty good handle on where to get bits of costumery for 18thc (though I'm more likely to Stare At than purchase)#does anybody know good suppliers for late nineteenth century reproduction menswear things?#primarily on the hunt for one of those detachable collars since I don't expect to have the capability to make one myself#... I might still be here for the 1920s one and I do have a dress already that's suitable for that#but I have already injured myself doing the charleston once in my life and I don't want to repeat the incident!#also I dress a lot more masculine than I did in 2019... while my lovely turquoise ballgown is Nice it is not the Vibe anymore
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I finished all 4 Studio Investigraves games and I have opinions. (Spoilers to all the games by the way but you already know that)
I played them all backwards from the most recent to least recent by complete accident hence why I shall be reviewing them from least recent to most recent. I'll be judging them based off gameplay, characters and story. Of course don't take this too seriously it's my general opinion and I wouldn't mind hearing other people's personal tier list about which game was their favourite. My interpretation of the characters can of course vary from others opinions as well so keep that in mind.
4. Eloquent Countenance
Gameplay: the gameplay in this one wasn't actually bad, I quite liked doing the different tasks however with that being said, I also got lost multiple times about what I was supposed to do (I think i'm to blame for this once honestly because it was spelled out for me). Overall I still liked it but again I had issues. I did however adore the mix of 3d modelling and 2d models.
Story: The story isn't bad, if anything it leaves room for so many things. The explanation to the end did confuse me though because I couldn't tell if Forcas was talking to the woman trapped in the body or if he was talking to the angel that had taken over the body. And also why did us the angel decide that we did want to give the body back to her? Again a lot of questions that I think can be expanded on if they ever to second game. (I think this is mostly me wanting a second game so badly lol)
Characters: Our character Lisa is alright, I have no grievances with her, she's funny and sarcastic as hell and honestly my favourite. Forcas on the other hand... I like his shenanigans, but there is only so much fourth wall breaking one can take before it isn't very special, I guess? The way he speaks is like how I would write an overpowered annoying know-it-all character when I was 13. So yea not my favourite. I do love their characters designs though, absolutely gorgeous in my opinion.
3. Cold Front
Gameplay: I had no problem with the gameplay, except maybe when I was running from the monster, that was the only hard part. This was a shorter game so there wasn't too much gameplay and coming down to the end I was honestly a little annoyed that we'd basically ceased gameplay and had started basically just started reading out the rest of the story. I wish there was a boss fight to the end, a little something something to really close it off would've been nice.
Story: It was heartwarming (ironic). I can not express it enough that I really love how well done the story is, both endings really got me. One was a happy ending technically with only Augustine living and it was so dark that he was happy to finally feel seen again once Winnie was dead. Winnie had no idea that he was breaking a lot of Augustine's boundaries but at the same time, these two just needed some communication and they were fine in the end which was perfectly okay with me. They both reflected and became better people together.
Characters: No notes, they were good. I loved the fucked up anxiety version of Augustine and Winnie, it really shows how anxiety is and how overthinking and keeping everything in can really harm a friendship.
2. Dead Plate
Gameplay: There is so much that needs to be talked about with the gameplay. First of all, our character Rody, does not have a side and back angle so that you can tell which way you're facing, which messed me up a lot when I tried to serve tables. When I first booted up the game it took me way too long to figure out the what to do in the tutorial (This one might be on me tbh so I won't be too mean to the game about it). The various customers did not make any facial expressions as to help indicate to the players their level of annoyance going from good-> annoyed-> angry-> leaving. I really wished they had that, even if it weren't a face at least some sounds would've been nice.
Story: I adored the story, it's fucked up, it's nice and it's overall really good. Genuinely no notes, it's cut and dry, nothing overally complicated and I loved it.
Characters: I loved the characters. Rody is so deeply in love with his girlfriend (Marieanna) and loses his sense of self. He literally does not know who he is without her and instead of listening to her and improving himself and becoming his own person, he makes himself think that if he just had enough money, that she would take him back. Vince on the other hand, woah that motherfucker is a little mad in the head isn't he? I was expecting your usual obsessive yandere esc character but no. He becomes not really obsessed but more like testing a theory. He has never tasted food and wants so desperately to make food where you can taste the love in it so when he found out about Rody whiles dating Marieanne, well he just had to put this theory to the taste test right? I also live for the theory of him wanting to express his love to Rody by feeding him the thing that he loved most (I think this theory is actually pretty solid tbh and I'm not sure if it's a theory or confirmed within the game. I played this so long ago that I've kind of forgotten).
1. Elevator Hitch
Gameplay: This one might be obvious to most people who follow me but Elevator Hitch is literally my absolute favourite. The gameplay itself was quite fun, I enjoyed the puzzles and tasks that had to be done and the uniqueness of each floor. I had one problem where I didn't realise you could look around the elevator, I wished there were some arrows to indicate you could do that but overall the gameplay was solid.
Story: The story is simple, simple in a fun complicated way. It certainly didn't answer why the building is the way it is but that was alright with me. I enjoyed especially the small glimpses at protag's life before he got stuck in the elevator. I loved the ending, the fact that he had no real choice but to go back was *chef's kiss* Sad ending for Protag but that's okay, solid story.
Characters: One of my favourite head cannons about this game is that coworker is actually pretending to be stupid about the situation that we the player are experiencing and I can be more than be convinced about that. Our main character definitely has shit going on, as saw in the end he needed that job and well the fourth floor with his parents. I loved the dialogue options and the dynamic going on between the two of them. They're both silly and share one brain cell and I adore them for that.
#studio investigrave#dead plate#cold front#eloquent countenance#elevator hitch#racheldrawsthis#again don't take this too seriously I just wanted an excuse to talk about these games because I really like them#and it's been on my mind for some time since I finished up the last game yesterday#i can not wait to see the games studio investigraves makes in the future#rachel if you read this please keep up the good work also i love your character designs#also to anyone who saw me upload the incomplete post#no you didn't :)#rambles#long post#edit: i'm realising i did not do these in proper order but that's okay I refuse to change it now
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Month 6, day 5
The bones have friends! I still like the empty sands better, but I'm not the one who made the tutorial :P Oh well, I'm getting practice in with certain features of Blender that I'm gonna be using a ton in the Tanta Sword Scenes, so I ain't complaining
Except that I liked the empty sands better lol
#the great artscapade of 2024#art#my art#blender#blender 3d#blender render#eevee render#I made a discovery today#that discovery is that I do NOT have enough fresh fruit in my diet#I ordered grilled salmon for dinner since I didn't feel like cooking and instead of my usual potatoes I got fresh fruit and y'all#I almost cried#pineapple and cantaloupe and green apples have no right to be that good dammit#the strawberries were weirdly squishy but that's okay the restaurant packed the fruits into the to go dish pretty tight lol#also I don't usually like blueberries but these blueberries were so good????#and the GRAPES#seedless! actually seedless and not pretend seedless!!! and as big as the first joint of my thumb and crisp and juicy!!!!#I love fruits (except pears) but I don't eat them often enough#clearly I need to fix this#...actually come to think of it I might like pears#I wouldn't know really I've only ever had them canned and those are uhhhh how do you say Not Good™
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er something something thinking about when ppkm started changing their hairstyles and then another adult ppkm almost kissing they keep doing this on my canvas guys get them out of here!! I'm trying to work!
#roi draws#butterfly soup#ppkm#throws these at you and pretends to not be so busy that I have to constantly be taking heart rate lowering medication 24/7#sweats sweats sweats sorry can I for a moment. I need to do a LARGE amount of math I need to pay my taxes before sunday ?? I need to pack#150 more puppy orders I need to edit 101 photos and take and edit an additional 248 i have to do my LAUNDRY i need to clean#I need to draw ppkm at least once a day or I'll die. I have a fanfiction i am supposed to be updating sorry guys u didn't come here for my#to do list you came here for my ppkm thoughts! okay ppkm thoughts#PERSONALLY i think that they probably change their hairstyles before they leave high school . halfway through senior year?#but honestly I don't . maybe not ponytail noelle till college (that was my ponytail era before i chopped it so so short . ) um and.#something very intimate about hair. brushing hair touching hair. hair compliments. Idk. I just think it's neat I think they are in gay love#NOVEL TAGS!!#about me#ig since i rambled for so long. this is embarrassing.#OH WAIT one more thing. miniature cameo of the senior year outfits balls on my face designed <3
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ok erm. halloween animation meme lowkey postponed until next year (because i know damn well i'll need a whole year to finish this with my motivation 💀) because i have another much more invigorating and fresh idea that i wanna draw for the mtt. inspired by these 3 fuckass monkeys
#my bad chat i forgot how shit my procrastination is...... erm#KEEP AN EYE OUT. next year. and i lowkey just dont have the motivation rn school is pissing me off#blame my math teacher its because she caused me to crash out resulting in a hormone imbalance#which resulted in my loss of motivation for that. TRUST 🤞#anyways i think these monkeys suit them a lot. killer dust horror in that order#i feel like dust is the most obvious because like hearing you cannot turn off compared to sight and speaking#to get through the genocides he would need to forcefully push through it while horror and killer already had fucked up mental states#i would say that killer COUKD be see no evil but i thought it would make more sense for him to be speak no evil#because he's constantly plagued by his guilt yet struggles so damn much to ever confront it or even talk about it#also i think it fits more to have his hand over his mouth bc like. when a authority figure wants control#they usually order people to shut up. like imagining a teacher telling their student to be quiet#your voice is one of the most important forms of self expression and killer's autonomy and self have been beaten so bad#he cannot talk about it anymore. he knows its shit since stage 1 exists. he cannot talk about it#and i gave horror see no evil because until dust he didn't have control over what happened to (some) of what happened#and unlike killer he's perfectly fine with expressing how shit things are. but he just refuses to#he rather delude himself and believe that this was all justified even if its shit. he refuses to see the reality because itd destroy him#i love that the saying was originally meant as a way to avoid doing and thinking evil things#but now its associated with turning a blind eye to wrongdoings. like the world's shittiest coping mechanism#USGAH!!!! they all used to be completely normal sanses b4 they got fucked up........#and now theyre all broken and changed and not morally just anymore..... just like the saying's associations!!!!!!!#and i remember that one ancient ddlc offical art#where all the girls were connected into one big piece. and i wanna do something like thst#and make it one big piece. maybe like as a final know no evil thingy#who knows i need to shower and brush my teeth and then i can get to drawing the sketches for this#tricule rant
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