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Who’s gonna write the first Nice Arneb Thunder x reader fic????
#sil rambles#Enstars#ensemble stars#enstars x reader#ensemble stars x reader#fanfic#nice arneb thunder
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Okay first of all thank you so much for reblogging my sales post but ALAS I NO LONGER HAVE THOSE BABIES!! OLD POST XD But also I AM SO FLATTERED YOU HAVE TWO OF MY BABIES BEFORE - I've actually been holding off on breeding that pair for a while because not been inspired of late but those tags just filled me with such warmth, thank you, I may pop them on a nest soon just to see what comes out and what inspires me <3
I MUST CHECK OUT YOUR LAIR AGAIN AND HUNT DOWN MY PAST BABBIES <3
@siennasproductiveadventures Waaah. I'm so far behind on things I just saw your post (because I follow you and saw lore babies on my dash and then read them and was like. wow I already love them lemme just reblog and support these kids). aw! If you do I'll be excited to see any babies that come from it! I said it in my tags but I'll write it again! I see your lore babies post (and even before I had taken a break from fr and stuff just your lore was always amazing and I love it on my dash) and honestly, I have to FIGHT to not want to buy all of them instantly. I am absolutely weak to lore babies. I love it and just you're so creative and I'm sitting over here going: wow look at me needing all of them and then having to go look at my hoard and bank being like, gotta count the monies to throw at you thanks.
So many people have such good lore stories/ideas for their dragons on site and I'm just like. I don't need any money as I sob into my empty bank when I find out people are selling lore bbs. There is no saving money but I'm trying my best. But yeah!!! I have two from you specifically from that pair are: Caron and Margeaux. I'm pretty sure I drew Margeaux a couple years ago before I sort of took a break from everything? I love them and I have the problem of NOT writing down lore stuff I have for all of the babies I own because boo anxiety. A lot of the time I just go and re-read the lore you wrote for them (and other people who I've bought lore dragons from) and just go. yes. perfect. the best children.
#i am an absolute loser at holding onto money when I see lore dragons#LOOK you have awesome lore and I will literally continue to write that in my tags whenever I see your stuff on my dash. I cannot be stopped#i see your lore and go wow I need ALL of them and then go wow look at all the money I have that I do not need to keep c:#I will gush about everyone's lore#its a fact and true and if you want to throw lore at me or show me lore babies I will absolutely want to know more#fr rambles#my rambles#sil rambles#my anxiety is a butt and makes it difficult for me to post my own stuff because I think its terrible but I am trying to be better about it#late replies because migraines are the worst and im about to fight my own brain at this point
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ik i dont talk about this but im on zoloft for anxiety and depression + im also in therapy. but i feel like. the zoloft has been stopping the tears, the outright pain, mostly. its been stopping the suicidal thoughts and the negative self talk, stopping the "nobody cares about you." people care about me and i care about them, i dont want to die.
instead, its been replaced with.. melancholy, really. just,, sincerely tired. and .... its just.
i think its permanent. it doesnt feel bad. a quiet sadness.
like no longer human, or kaede's clair de lune.
#i dont have the dreams anymore.#of her.#i miss her sometimes. though i know i shouldn't#sil rambles#idm if you interact i just needed this to be out here.#csa survivor
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idk if anyone is into pokémon but I have headcannoned that all of steve’s Pokémon would be dogs, especially arcanine (not hisiuan arcanine) - that would be his big buddy while eddie’s would be all bats, noivern especially!!! big ol bat!!
anyways I’ll see myself out.
#unless anyone wants to continue this discussion#I have way too much time on my hands#when fandoms collide I guess#it’s called maladaptive daydreaming DAD#sil rambles
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NEW MERCH??? I’m definitely getting them 😭
THEM 💙💜
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#omg these will be new additions to my collection#I LOVE SEEING NEW COZMEZ ILLUSTRATIONS#sil rambles#sil loves kanata y
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There's so much natural storytelling in Vivec's split skintone. Showing vs telling in its most distilled form. (Which is tricky advice - all writers must summarize by "telling" at one point or another. It's about knowing when.) Especially when you learn that he chooses to have it that way. The unnatural sharpness of the line, the immediate awareness to anyone looking that this guy is . . . altered from normality. The gesture to his people that he chooses to look like their new appearance and it's not a problem, how magnanimous, how kind, but that he also gets to keep the Chimer golden skin and evoke the ancient high period of Velothi culture. The blend of genders and the blend of color. Except no, he doesn't actually blend, he just draws a line down his vertical plane.
Vivec does not take the opportunity to be something new. He just assembles qualities onto himself and wishes, perhaps without realizing, that he becomes more than the sum of his parts.
I haven't played ESO but they did right by Sotha Sil's analysis of Vivec. "Vivec craves radical freedom - the death of all limits and restrictions. He wishes to be all things at all times. Every race, every gender, every hero, both divine and finite... but in the end, he can only be Vivec." And that's not enough? To be a god hero? "Not even remotely."
He just cuts right to the heart of Vivec. Appropriately enough for the member of ALMSIVI who actually figured out how to use the Tools.
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listen I- *puts my head in my hand* she is. the loneliest woman in the world. part of her is still a little girl reliving that first loss on a neverending loop. it's echoed through every single meaningful relationship in her life. she's trapped in a cycle. for a while it was self-made: drugs and leaving and running away. but it isn't her fault it's not her fault it is never her fault that she's left again and again and it isn't anyone's fault in particular it just happens. the cycle repeats, again and again and again. someone dies or someone leaves or something breaks and she always loses. there's no winning. there's only ever more living to do. *screams into my hands*
#bracing a hand against the wall I'm fine I'm fine. just give me a second#Lu rambles#grey's#amelia shepherd#of course I love her. she's lonely#thinking about how my SIL made me watch part of one of the really recent seasons with her last year#the season where meredith has just left#and it was right before my sister in law left#I wonder if she knew
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In my opinion, Axel is an AMAZING character. He is one of the bestest characters in MCSM and he DESERVES more screen time.
First off, he has a very interesting character design! He stands out from the crowd abd it's what makes him unquie! His monobrow, his width, short legs, arms, hair, everything! He has an awesome build and people don't talk about it enough his designs are genuinely awesome, especially his season 2 one. I feel like his season 2 design shows more of his personality and FITS his personality.
Speaking of which, I love his character! He may act, quote, 'selfish' or even 'full of himself', but in reality- he's just insecure and cares for his friends. [Ex: "Yeah, it's pretty sweet. I was worried I wouldn't be cool enough, or smart enough, or whatever enough to be in the Order of the Stone."(EP 5 S1), "I'm tired of being the selfish one."(EP 4 S1), "Hey! Nobody talks to my friends like that! Now shut your mouth -- or else."(EP 1 S1)]. I love the fact that he's a complex character and I wished we got more of him so we could see his whole potential. He's extremely funny, and he's so excited seeing Magnus for the first time in episode 2 season 1 and it really shows. He clearly sees Magnus as an idol and wish we got to see how he coped with Magnus’s loss. Also, I like Axel got a bit of a character arc/arcs. Like his and Lukas's rivalry[that had so much potential] and how he doesn't always resort to violence a lot anymore[mentioned in season 2]. I just wish we got to see Axel's breaking point, and his arc more.
Third, he is extremely hilarious! Almost every scene with him in it makes me laugh when he makes jokes. Like episode 1 season 1, Axel replaces one potion with another, saying- "Fixed it!". Episode 4 season 1, when they discuss on getting the endermen to focus, Axel says- "How do you get endermen to focus? I can't even get myself to focus!", and so much more. He's the jokester of the group and it shows.
Fourth, all the possibilities with his character. I could name so much other things that they could of done with Axel but they never did! Showing character arcs, a more dramatic rivalry with Lukas, Axel coping with Magnus’s death, how Axel was affected after the Witherstorm, and so much more! I really wish they gave him the development he deserved.
Overall- in my opinion, Axel is one of the best characters because of his design, personality, humor and all the possibilities with his character. I really love his character and he's just amazing.
#mcsm#mcsm axel#aster rambles#aster talking abt axel who would of guessed/sil#i need him so bad chat
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Happy birthday @apiratefellinlovewithastar 💙💙💙
#I know nothing about one piece except what my sil told me soooooo#but luffy is adorable and best boy so I wanted to do him 😊#i hope you enjoy this and it's somewhat accurate but like I said I never watched op#maybe I will in the future but op is very long soooooo#happy happy birthday bestie#hope your day is going amazing and your spending time with loved loves/friends or by yourself if you like being by yourself#anyways time for proper tags my least favorite part of posting#one piece#monkey d. luffy#luffy d monkey#stimboard#ocean stims#food stims#i would like to say most of these tags were done at 5am so if it's extra rambly that's the reason lol
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wanted to stay up to draw more but…. sleep, she calls to me……….. can you guys whisper headcanons at me like bedtime stories or something
#radio rambles#je ne vous demand pas beaucoup…..#sil vous plait 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏#isat prefered but yknow whateever……
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Just a little ramble, but I just found out that the Enstars Wiki had decreased the quality of the cards on there 😔
I realised this whilst making my flower prompt requests headers.
Here's the version you can find online now:
And here's the 2022 version:
(It's barely noticeable until you start editing with them. You can also zoom in on both images to see the difference.)
This is so disappointing for me because even though it's not a big deal, I really do like creating my headers. I usually zoom in on them too, but now they look pixelated because of this 😭
#sil rambles#why enstars wiki why#good things always end#i don't want to always go through the wayback machine to get the better quality cgis...#ensemble stars#enstars
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2 hour rough drawing of Ehuang, my precious Green Opal child who I don’t draw nearly enough <3
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#Kat and Nia and their multiverse of madness#original character#ehuang beifong#<— finally. a new OC with a proper tag#tbh it is much easier to tag characters who have last names#and we’ve never discussed it but I do think Ehuang carries the Beifong last name. whether or not she uses it is a different matter#I feel like she’s a Beifong officially she never puts much emphasis on it. she prefers the other side of her family anyway#okay moving on from that#next gens for next gens. quite a deep niche in reaching here#but I don’t care. I love Ehuang as a representation of everything good and pure in the world too much to object to her existence#baby girl. sweet girl#and yeah I’ve drawn her with Midori Opal and Suiren before so I thought I’d try something else#and while Kuvira isn’t actually shown here. just know that she’s absolutely tearing up off screen#you can pull the idea of Kuvira absolutely adoring her little niece out of my cold dead hands#wait omg I never posted my earlier art of Ehuang on here have I#okay once I’m done with my current projects I’ll refine and post those#the world deserves to see more of Ehuang#I feel like this particular scenario also hits some spot in Kuvira bc she knows who Ehuang’s bio dad is#and Ehuang looks just enough like him. despite being very similar to Midori. that imagining her with a beauty mark under her eye…#it brings Certain Ideas to mind. very fleeting and eliciting a ‘imagine that. I love this girl to bits but I’m sure glad I’m not her mom’#kind of response. but overall no one really lingers on that fact. I feel. her parents are Midori and Opal#Bataar’s just the donor. no one calls him her bio dad. he doesn’t see her as his daughter. probs Suyin is the only one who puts up a fuss#like not letting up about Ehuang being his kid even though he’s told her countless times that his involvement is irrelevant#he doesn’t wish to be ehuang’s dad. that wasn’t why he helped create her.#he did so because he loves his sister and SIL. because he knew they wanted a baby. not because he wanted a child himself#he’s quite content being her uncle thank you very much. and idk why I just went on this ramble lmao#maybe I should try to write something Ehuang related. explore all these relationships and whatever. we’ll see
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They revolutionized the texting game with the 🫵 emoji. No better and loud call out emoji exists
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i LOVE seeing ocs with mobility aids. ik im not really on sw kick atm but. if you have a swtor oc that has a mobility aid i want to hear about them [chinhands]
#so far out of my sw ocs ive only given sil one with their collapsable pikesaber#i dont think sura counts cos his original verse self already has one?#i might give ry a cane. he'd be so hot tbh#ramblings
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Hiya!
I saw your SilRuggie post and I feel you on the "Silver and his many boyfriends" part.
Idk what it is about Silver but he's so... Shippable?
Like I ship SilVil, KalimSil and JadeSil which are kinda popular. But it's also stuff like RidSil and LeoSil (oh so much brainrot currently about LeoSil,) Which aren't as popular.
He's probably my most shipped character like... EVER.
(I may have gotten some ship names wrong)
IT’S THE CHEMISTRY IT’S THE WAY HE HAS CHEMISTRY WITH SO SOSOSO MUCH OF THE CAST!!! he’s so deeply just…good, and he cares so earnestly, and he has examples of interactions with almost fuckgng everyone at this point. like i can understand why someone would ship just abt any silver ship, i GET it, bc theres so much potential. i think i have like…3? that im neutral on? maybe?
also hearing u associate silvil with the kinda popular ones, im fuckign weak at the knees. that is incorrect but im pretending ur right bc it makes me oh so happy
#ask#nervouslywaitingforlife#its the way i like all of em. i love him he deserves love#silvil i have a manifesto abt#silkali i think they are best friends in LOVE with each other but specifically as friends. not that they love each other tho. theyre IN LOVE#does that make sense. IN LOVE as FRIENDS. IN LOVE. theyre married#jadesil gives me ‘theyll take rugged nature walks together’ and jade is so refreshed to have someone so sincere and sweet in his life#someone u can read like a book someone who will earnestly appreciate u. silver will love jades dedication and isnt put off by him like most#bc he sees ppl for the good in them. wipes a tear#silrid i feel so strongly abt. i firmly believe theyd be very sweet and good to each other. horse girls. riddle picked sil specifically for#his master chef partner. he chose him intentionally. silver acknowledges and appreciated riddles dedication and work ethic and talks highly#of him. in book6 ch6 iirc thats when riddle gets taken by styx and the way silver SHOUTS in worried fear. he LOVES him#i do think theyd get divorced but not in a funnt leovil way in a sad ‘things just arent working despite us loving each other’ way. adult yk?#leosil should take naps together. those are my thoughts. i want ruggie and sebek to find them passed tf out in the gardens on a reg basis#and this only scratches the surface of dear catríonas thoughts on sil ships. u didnt even mention silsebe and thats his most popular ship#i like him w ruggie too and jack and jamil and and and and AGGHHH dies#ADDING TO MY TAGS. FORGOT TO MENTION SILIDIA TOO. OH MY GOD THE FUCKING POTENTIAL AAAAAAGGHHHH take me off the stage i could ramble forever#me violently pointinh to my conspiracy board and detailing his chemistry with every single person in the cast
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haven't you ever felt like you couldn't get enough of a person? like you'd open a door inside their chest and nestle into it if you could but you have to settle for burying your face in their neck? haven't you ever felt that kind of love in a nonsexual way? that kind of yearning? does it have to be about sex? can't it just be about love?
#subtweetimg basically an entire culture but listen uhhh yeah I feel this. I would like to burrow into the two people I love most#and yet I always hold back bc I'm afraid they won't want that#so uhhh yeah#Lu rambles#what I wouldn't give to hug my brother or SIL. or to REALLY hug my one friend who still is here. yeah
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