#sighs. it's complicated.

[poneglph]

teach has actively become more evil since consuming the yami yami no mi. whether it's a side effect of his devil fruit or just the result of his rise to power , it's hard to say. but he doesn't feel bad about things the way he used to. the man who wields the most evil power in the world is surely to be the most evil man alive. & though he was always scheming , he didn't used to be so heartless.

[kaijugroupy]

ok but hear me out. how fun and crazy would it actually be if we talked about asexuality as a spectrum more?

consider this? aces who like sex but don't like being touched themselves? aces liking and getting off on pain stimulation but not pleasure stimulation? Aces who don't like getting off but like sex? Aces who use a one to ten scale to gauge sexual ability but never fully make it to ten. Aces who are happy at a level seven, or four, or two. Aces who like some aspects of sex but not all. Aces who get bored in the middle of sex and stop. Aces who are super into over the clothes stimulation. Aces with boundaries.

[buqbite]

happy very late birthday bronya 💙💙💙

[gazspookiebear]

Thinking about waiting for Ghost to be ready for a relationship (kind of continued from this post

(Kinda angsty, self doubt/depreciating thoughts)

When you ask 'What are we?', he panics. He doesn't know. He isn't ready to be a boyfriend, to meet your parents, to open up about his life-

His internal monolog is interrupted by your hand on top of his own. He hadn't realized how anxious he must have appeared- sweaty, hands trembling, shallow breaths, the works. He felt like he was being strangled, and all of this was over a simple question. Why did he ever think he could do this?

You tell him it's okay. You tell him you don't need an answer now if he's not ready. You say that you're fine with the way things are, and if he isn't ready to move forward yet, you'll wait for him.

You tell him you'll always love him regardless.

The world might as well have stopped spinning, because you love him?

He wants to tell you he loves you too, but he's scared. He's still waiting for you to leave. For him to lose feelings. For this to all have been a huge waste of time, or for you to realize you deserve better as soon as he confesses how he really feels.

For a split second, he thinks about leaving. About ghosting you. Maybe even breaking up with you- but that would require him to admit there was something there in the first place. It felt like you had snaked your way around his heart and were squeezing with all your might.

God, he couldn't imagine himself without you. He felt like a fool, naive and childish all over again. Why were you so patient with him? Couldn't you see there was something rotting inside of him?

Once again, he's dragged out of his mind by your presence. You look worried. He can't fathom why you would be worried about him. Nonetheless, he squeezes your hand in return. A simple gesture, but it means the world to you. You know he's trying. You know he's fighting with himself and losing half the battles.

You're determined to win the war.

[chemblrish]

5 August 2024

I can't warm up to crystallography. I'm still studying it only as a chore and I don't feel curious about it at all which isn't good. With the reputation it has of being extremely difficult I guess I should get all ambitious and make learning it my highest priority - the way I did with pchem. It worked amazingly well then. But I can't force it. Hopefully this will change 💎

[hoofpeet]

With ur little roster of sonas representing ur brain havoc is that Alters or just a visual way to process things. I know people have been bugging you about possible DID but ur really not beating the allegations /lh

Mostly a visualizer.. They're like. Different levels of disassociation with consistent 'feels' & traits that ive come to treat like separate people to make navigating life a little easier; so if that's what an alter is than I guess. Mayhaps! But it's not really the type of thing I would feel comfortable diagnosing myself with regardless !

[cauldron-of-oddities]

An addition to 'Toothy Critters'

[aroanthy]

i love how fraught and complicated discourse around various utena characters ‘dying’ is when anthy is literally stabbed to death eternally by a million swords imbued with human hatred. and then utena gets stabbed to death by them also. like. ‘death’ is incredibly interesting in rgu because most of the time it’s this ambiguous figurative thing that has interesting implications re: ohtori as a closed-off world one can escape. we are all trapped in our coffins. mamiya is the only named character with a grave. nemuro memorial hall functions as one all the same. ruka is implied to have died in the hospital— was he dead all along? who was the boy we saw for these two episodes? is this dead boy the same boy, or is this just another coincidence from the shadow girls, cutting like a knife? it’s heavily implied that akio and anthy murder kanae by poisoning her, adding to the previous implication that they were poisoning mr ohtori too, but there are no perceptible consequences of this. kanae’s absence is not felt. she’s fed an apple slice. what happens to the bodies? we know what happened to the 100 boys, but what about everyone else? and so on and so forth. ‘death’ is a tricky thing in utena, i think it’s constantly functioning on figurative and literal levels in very different ways for very different purposes. dios died. dios was dying. dios didn’t die. he grew up. etc etc

[giraffetummy]

I know why people think sfw v/ore isn't a thing. I get it. Does it make me Woefully sad? Also yes. But I Get it.

I want to make sure people know it's like cuddling. Some people get horny when they cuddle, and some just feel safe and happy. It fits the term 'extreme cuddling' pretty well - it really depends on the person. I, personally, am both. It depends on my mental state.

But outright denying the existence of sfw vore is really annoying - do u know what it's like to have someone say what you're doing is 100% sexual, no matter what *you* think, say or feel? It's invasive and disrespectful for literally anything, including vore.

Be civil. Be kind. Respect other people's feelings and boundaries.

Please only interact if you're 18+ and your blog is sfw. Thank you.

[venusandsaturnsrings]

yuzu, citrus, and crystalline sugar. if you rotated the words in your mind long enough, they’d gradually form a hazy image of him; ajax. if he were ice cream, he’d be a fresh scoop placed delicately in a tea cup before being drizzled with thick caramel and served with a silver spoon. you imagine that the sickly sweet of his yuzu, citrus, and crystalline sugar wouldn’t compare to the drawling circles he made around your clit. mouth smooth like ice cream, he lathed over the surface of your pussy with sharp teeth dulled by tender emotion and a tongue that wove your deepest desires. suckling and prodding, he’d coax dozens of orgasms from you, if allowed.

[pormegranate]

What a pretty smile! That surely hides no ill intent! Absolutely none!

[glittergoats]

the awful feeling of watching yourself become obsessed with a rarepair in a small fandom

[dragoncarrion]

oh my god i'm finally done. Say hi to Gravitron, my giant centrifuge lady from some tf oc story i've been cooking up... Design notes and extras under the cut

YES I KNOW SHE LOOKS LIKE CYC. IDGAF!

VERY tall and strong, more than your average cybertronian. smiles.

currently works as a mechanic for her crew in the Concorde (huge spaceship/station)

doesn't have blasters, but does have a blade in each arm

the plating at her back is like extra kibble, can move or lie flat

the orange lines on her plating are her lights, meaning they can be turned of and just be like. non visible lol

was a while on earth for reasons she can't quite remember, thats where she got her idea for an alt mode

a bit mean spirited sometimes. think a meathead highschool jock in an american movie. that but a girl. despite this, she still cares deeply for the people around her and is usually quite friendly. kinda

speaking of which, while not a triple changer, she can modify her alt slightly: one is the regular closed centrifuge (more compact + smaller) and the other is a bigger open ride (she would be stretched out thin here, but could fit smaller bots). The first one can also work as a moving saw blade –see the chainsaw on her calfs and back) just crazy style thang

The reason for her alt mode is she simply enjoys torturing people like that she just finds it funny to spin them fast as fuck for hours 👇some sicko shit

[kairukitsuneo]

Doodles Mirage

[kacchanot-fucking-deal-with-this]

the fanfic is over 13k now and i have no fucking hope that it's going to be under 20k and i still have to write three separate 3k bkdk fics for the zine applications but i got so fucking sucked into this story that i can't focus on another idea or even come up with anything until i finish writing it

[alexbutrandomthoughts]

Orv Side story spoilers

So i read the explanation on whatever the hell is happening in the side story and I'm a bit confused about one part

If Lee Hakhyun is reincarnation of 49 (well the biggest part anyway) what happened to 51? Is he gone gone? Did he also shatter to tiny pieces? It is not revealed yet? Someone h e l p

Also cannot fault 49 for not wanting to fuse with 51 man bro got dismissed hARD in the original (i was wondering about that while reading) no wonder he doesn't want anything to do with this