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thinking about how good it'd be to bond with John through past traumatic experiences. Sharing anger at mistreatments, soothing each other's scars by telling obvious but needed things.
He won't be enthusiastic to share. It's better to keep up with "made of steel" image in front of even close people than to seem "dirty, shriveled, anemic". But I'm sure if s/o will mention their past or maybe get him curious so he'll nudge his beloved to share what's bothering them, in the process of their vulnerability he could accidentally show a glimpse of his pain.
Telling Homelander he was handled unfairly and cruelly. Expressing to him resentment they feel for his childhood while in return he seethes that someone in the past dared to hurt his precious s/o. (just imagine him saying "I'd give everything to be with you in those times" AND TELLING HIM THE SAME!!! He'll have his inner child moment and cry i bet)
Comfort loved one with righteous wrath.
this type of emotional wound dressing is so cathartic to me. there is such an intense element of festering rot to Homelander's emotional damage that it's going to hurt to flush it out. to cut away what's dead. if he's ever going to move forward in a meaningful way, he'll have to let himself bleed in a way he hasn't since those wounds were fresh.
and god, what a mercy to have someone who will bleed with you. to hold your hand and staunch the flow before the dizziness overtakes you. to be trusted to do the same for them.
it's one thing to be willing to die for someone. it's something else entirely to be better for them.
handling an indestructible man like he's made of glass because that's what his psyche has been reduced to. fragile, full of hairline fractures. it's not salvageable, it'll never be what it was, but maybe it doesn't have to get worse. maybe he doesn't have to break any further.
or maybe it is the gentle touch that finally shatters him. at least he'd have someone to help pick up the pieces.
#SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#i'm sorry i know you sent this ages ago!! holidays and injury combined got me insanely busy#but i've been thinking about this nonstop and now i'm Sentimental#so i just rambled i'm sorry lmao#homelander x reader#ask and you shall receive
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out of all my random childhood dreams shaving my face with real foaming shaving cream is not the one I wanted to come true lol.
#I used to be fascinated by my dad using shaving cream and always wanted to#ANYWAY this is probably tmi#but i do in fact have to shave#yes I’ve done laser hair removal (a Lot) (hurt so bad I wanted to die)#and it has helped but not fully solved it! so I have to shave every few days#also my complexion is very fair and my roots are SO. DARK. so you can imagine the problem this creates if left unchecked#sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#I’m Italian! Goes with the territory#okay that’s enough out of me for today#lololololol
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it's lucky i can sexualize lando when he's miserable and self critical and bitchy, it's really the only way to cope
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i need to get an 88 on my final exam (really an 83 because im going to get 5 points extra credit) in order to pass this class with an A which shouldnt be impossible even without studying i think. but i should still study anyways. but i dont want to. and this is the dilemma im at
#SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#whatever i just need to sit down and fucking do this shit. its not even hard. ITS NOT EVEN HARDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
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i’m finally home god bless i’ll get to the asks in a bit :3 (i hope i don’t forget my brain is so foggy)
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Now all we really need is an item called ‘Tactical Vest’ that gives a 50% boost to difference but allows the use of only status moves. They literally have the blue print with the Assault Best.
Unless this is a matter of balance around the fact that there’s more ways to nerf physical attacks and physical attackers than there are ways to nerf special attacks and special attackers.
What I’m saying is the ROM hackers are right and that ‘Scare’ should exist as Intimidate’s special counterpart.
And we should, in fact, replace FRZ with FROSTBITE. And then maybe make a will-o-wisp equivalent like… ‘chilling glare’ and then rename Galar!Arcticuno’s signature move to something like ‘icy gaze’… or maybe name the move icy gaze idk. What’s the first thing that comes to mind when instachill is mentioned? FLASH FREEZE! Yes. ‘flash freeze’.
And then maybe with those balance changes you could give BRN more move interaction beyond Hex and Sparkling Aria.
And maybe it’s finally time to give us all those type combinations that haven’t been done yet? Fairy/Ground? Ground/Normal? Normal/Steel (yes that one robot from Pokestar Studios but I mean COME ON)? A non-mega Dragon/Fairy? Bug/Dragon (hello flygon)?
Which segues into maybe type-adding OR STAB-giving abilities? Ever thought a pokemon should have three types (FLYGON)? Why not Ground/Dragon with some ability called like… ‘chitin’ that adds the bug type? Or why not give Salazzle that sweet sweet dragon type?
And how about some more balancing changes, huh? Make water and poison be super effective against each other! Give bug more resistances cause bugs are actually quite resilient! Bring back pursuit or give steel its ghost resistance or do both! Give Zamazenta the ACTUAL defensive typing and take away Zacian’s fairy STAB! And you KNOW [almost] all those dual-type mythicals with psychic should have been given Fairy
And other choice thoughts. Thank you.
#pokemon#kind of a long post#it’s a rant about the gameplay#specifically battle mechanics#I want more from TPC#the Zacian/Zamazenta thing didn’t make them nuanced; you left one very much wanting#also yes I’ve been playing ROM hacks more than main series how could you tell?#sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#anyway yeah I was always a gamer first#which is a LIE cause I used to dream up Bakugan fanfiction about Dan and Shun so obviously uhhhhh#anyway yeah please give us a tactical vest item and make frostbite + flash freeze a thing#we’re languishing and the plotting is nasty#+2 Sp.Atk loading from that Porygon-Z and whirlwind/clear smog is the best we’ve got#anyway yes this was all one take please forgive any typos you spot
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I feel less guilty now that my dad is in my business again, but would I rather feel guilty or have personal space? I don't know, they're both bad options.
#big sigh#ugh#ughhhh#sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#pokeblogging#pokemon roleplay#roleplay#pokemon irl#real pokemon
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I love doing the most needlessly complicated shit ever because an easier solution never occurred to me tehehe I’m having so much fun being a complete dumbass!!!!!!!!This is so great
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"Yeah. Yeah, thanks, James. Again," Noah said and finally stood on his feet to tuck his hands into his pockets. He was always afraid of losing more people. He was always afraid of people losing him. "Please tell me when you find all of 'em, alright? The pigs. I wanna help fix them still." With that, he gave the other a smile and nodded toward Amber's direction. "Gotta find the lady for now."
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James gave a resolved nod. "An' I'll keep bein' here for ya, kid. Ain't goin' anywhere, ya got that?"
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they should make a covid vaccine that works*
*the vaccine does significantly help with disease protection and prevention i am insisting that everyone please regularly get your booster however I wish that it was magic and 100% prevented getting sick all the time like people act like it does it is a last resort of your immune system and avoiding infection at all is the priority however I wish I lived in magic world where they made a perfect covid cure and the virus never mutated and everyone is happy forever and over seven million people weren't dead worldwide
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laura (1944) / laura by vera caspary -- laura's portrait
#laura#1944 laura#mark mcpherson#waldo lydecker#clifton webb#dana andrews#otto preminger#vera caspary#lulu talks about 44 laura#lulu makes gifs#in the book more of the 'dame' conversation is on the previous page and there's just a lot between then and this part#there's really a lot in the script that comes from the book but it's also!!! scattered around a LOT at times#i DID resize screentogif and yet i DID NOT remove that line from the bottom. SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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nothing is stopping me from whatever gintama i feel like except that i have other missions when im sitting at my desk for the limited time i can do that and its logistically annoying/infeasible to get it on the living room tv where i spend the rest of my time. maybe. hm.
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day one not thinking about muse
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I WANT TO COMMISSION PEOPLEEEEEEEE BUT I DONT HAVE MONEYYYYYYYYY
#🧃.txt#i have a somewhat stable amount of money in the moment. but like the month just started#and i have to worry about paying for my brother's pc from now on#so im sooo tempted to buy more commissions cause theyre really fun and cool and i like supporting artists#but i probably shoul be careful with my money. and responsible. like an adult. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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realizing belatedly that i did not in fact need to submit an extra credit assignment that took several hours of my time i could have used to writing the essay im agonizing over rn
#i have a guaranteed 100 in the class though. i guess. but i could have had that without the assignment like god damn#also A+s dont mean Anything in this economy so i just wasted my time#sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. its ok. its ok
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#art#sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i wont tag this. kicks a rock#i have so many thoughts on this idea. so so so many
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