#sigh im tired

[actualalivecreature]

hey. nonbinary people are still nonbinary when they physically transition. btw.

[f3ralcl0wn]

yes and to add onto this the rise of the "big back" joke as well as if that just isnt another way of just saying fat

"ohh 00s diet culture isn't back because of ozempic, you're overreacting"

idk i keep seeing previously size-inclusive brands remove plus-sized versions of their clothes from their catalogues entirely, even lines specifically aimed at bigger sizes are cutting their size range down and chopping the bigger ones. i keep seeing mean skinny tiktokers get famous because they said something rude about fat people. when i ask my doctor about weight loss (which my country's gender treatment clinic requires before i can access even preliminary talks about hrt), i'm immediately offered drugs about it - drugs which, according to the doctor, we don't know the long-term effects of. but surely! surely it can't be worse than being fat!

like why are people acting surprised? we've made being extremely wealthy the aspirational aesthetic to strive for, made 'being skinny and having a lot of time and money to stay beautiful' a not only viable but lucrative carreer for people, and then released a drug that is wildly expensive and will make people thin.

of course people are gonna make being thin the ultimate status symbol again - it more than ever before signals wealth and leisure-time.

like, do you think it's a coincidence that people are back to constantly spouting 'nothing tastes as good as skinny feels' again? and pretending being fat is a matter of lacking self-control around cake or whatever? as if people haven't spent decades trying to get these fucks to understand that actually healthy produce and the time to maintain your body are extreme luxuries in our society?

anyway my broke fat ass can't find pants i like and can afford because the size-inclusive lines i'd have shopped at previously have axed anything over a size xl

and like. i'm not even that fat. what the fuck do people bigger than me do. it's really heinous right now for fat peeps.

[crazy-hazy-sims]

Constantly battling between i must have done/ said something to make people on her hate me/ not Care about me and that not what happning i just have massive anxiety and people move on from thier hyperfixations which is normal i gotta stop caring and judt post whater i like

[barghest-land]

more flocking sketches! Fukuisaurus, Cartorhynchus, Nanuqsaurus and Stethacanthus

[hinamie]

make it vicious, take a stab

[grausamkeitfrei]

New kmfdm video just dropped guys

[vmmay]

see and what if I said Billy and Stu

[beesyjimwax]

Nobody even asked for this one

[gomzdrawfr]

these for frwens

Price falling asleep on Nik's shoulder while fishing (I made it berry au with big fesh) for @ghostmoon1

Rudy with smoothie and definitely nothing else suspicious @karlachismylife

[ccuniculusmolestus]

one thing the tsh fandom will do is constantly overlook the significance and also implications of henry and bunny's friendship in favor of relationships like henry and camilla. (and these were all realizations i had while talking to a friend so-)

we never see Bunny directly break down. well, we never see anything period because we're looking through Richard's eyes, and Richard never sees Bunny upset. I don't mean the upset where he's being mean or being a drunk in his dorm, I mean the kind of upset where he's sobbing and yelling out insults and threats and wrestling with Henry on the floor of their palazzo. I'm talking the kind of upset where he's screaming at Henry to stop touching him while crying in his bed.

We only ever hear that fight, and the other one in Rome we just get to hear of it. None of the others ever saw Bunny in that state, and I doubt they knew how the situation even arose. Only Henry did.

Only you know the way that I break.

And matter of fact, nobody saw Henry genuinely angry too. Even when he was dealing with Charles, he wasn't pissed per se, he was just annoyed and more ready to commit his third murder. I can't remember a scene where Henry genuinely loses it with someone he knows well (so, none of his friends). We only hear of him losing his shit with Bunny EXCEPT for the scene with Judy.

You push my buttons in a way nobody else can.

You know that makes me think, again, that him losing his shit at the party had less to do with Judy and more to do with Bunny. Think about it. Why would they be at a party where Bunny is nowhere to be seen? Why wouldn't Bunny, a party animal, be there with them? You'd think he might have invited the others, or at least heard of their intent to go and wanted to join them- but he just wasn't there. Why? What made the perfectly composed, stoic Henry lose his shit over something that, characteristically, shouldn't even annoy him? Who was later established to be the only thing in Henry's life capable of making him snap to the point of losing all self-control and resorting to violence?

That's right.

Bunny.

In every other case of aggressive, intentional, sober violence displayed by Henry, Bunny is the cause, on the receiving end, both times.

Henry and Bunny knew each other too much, way too much, and I'm tired of pretending theirs was not perhaps the most significant relationship in this story. Put aside the fact that the story is literally DRIVEN by them, put aside even the fact that they both are the only ones to die at the end (too much symbolism here kms), but their relationship genuinely is so fucked up and heavy it leaves more questions the more you think about them. So no, I don't think "Camilla was the only one who saw Henry for who he was" just because she was the recipient of his occasional smiles, because Henry was not just the gentle-giant she got to see. Neither do I believe "Richard was on the same frequency as Henry" because they had a shitty childhood (tbh all of them probably did?) and because Henry saved his ass from freezing. Henry was more so his rage and the anger he tried to keep sealed with the rest of himself, a destructive force trying desperately to reign himself in. Yes, he was not a bad person per se, but he was, like Bunny, a ticking time bomb (albeit a much more destructive one).

But even despite the anger and bitterness that later poisoned their relationship, I sometimes like to think of them whilst keeping in mind the fact that Bunny was the only one who could make Henry laugh. And Henry was the only one Bunny directly told about his past/home life. I think of them as freshmen, with Bunny's hair catching the sunlight in his lazy curls as his eyes crinkle and his tone rears back in preparation for a joke Henry doesn't see coming. And Henry, awkward in his detachment, with his nose in a book, trying to keep his lips from quivering up as the awful, stupid joke registers, and then failing to keep the chuckle from slipping through when Bunny's stupidly expectant face wriggles its eyebrows at him.

They were soulmates before they were friends.

And they were friends before they were enemies

[buqbite]

happy very late birthday bronya 💙💙💙

[dio-in-dogspace]

i think . i think i need someone to bite me so hard they draw blood

[nintendont2502]

I'm gonna be a little bitch for a second GOD it's so so so fucking exhausting being a non USAmerican online. Like. Jesus fucking christ the levels of defaultism are just,,,, god. The 'default' audience for every post is Americans. American pop culture is universal obviously, and god forbid you bring up a show from your own country because no ones ever watched that! The millions of kids in your country don't count clearly. When American places are mentioned it's always Town, State, Country, but when anywhere else is mentioned you're lucky to get State, Country, or the closest major city if you're really lucky. Fahrenheit and MM/DD/YY and American spellings dominate even though they're the only country that uses them. People constantly talk about how x and y 'breaks the law'. They mean American laws, because those are obviously universal. American news and American politics are everywhere. You *have* to care about this. If you don't, you're a monster. The only time my country makes it is when we're literally burning to the ground, and even then they don't even touch the political side of things. Even international incidents somehow get brought back to America - call your representative (I dont have one). Go to these protests (they're on the other side of the world). Sign this petition (it's for US residents only). Im going to go insane.

[sleepwalk-station]

Machine Learning (Or Something Like That)

[slcmml]

This is my plea for Soft Dom Charlie content.

He's so hot and you can't tell me he wouldn't be good at it

soft dom! charlie & reader. nsfw, mdni.

★ charlie is the kind of dom who’s always checking in with you, always making sure you’re okay, always asking, “you good, love? you still with me?” in that soft, raspy voice of his. he’s so attentive, so careful with you, and it makes you feel so safe and loved.

★ he adores how responsive you are to his praise. the way you light up when he calls you his “good girl” or “good boy” or just his “good fucking baby” has him absolutely feral for you. he’ll say it over and over, just to watch you blush and squirm.

★ “that’s it, sweetheart, you’re doing so good for me… fuck, look at you, taking me so well. so perfect, always so perfect for me.” he’s constantly murmuring sweet nothings to you, his voice dripping with affection and just a hint of that dominant edge that makes your knees weak.

★ charlie loves how eager you are to please him. you’re never bratty, never testing his patience, and he finds it so endearing how much you just want to make him proud. he’ll reward you with little kisses, soft touches, and so much praise it makes your head spin.

★ when you’re fucking, he’s so gentle with you, even when he’s wrecking you. he’ll cradle your face in his hands, his thumbs brushing over your cheeks as he whispers, “you’re so beautiful like this, y’know that? fucking gorgeous, all mine.” (as if he’s not overstimming you to hell).

★ he’s a sucker for body worship. he loves taking his time to explore every inch of you, his hands and lips trailing over your skin as he murmurs how beautiful you are. “god, look at you… so pretty, so soft. i could spend hours just touching you like this.” he’ll kiss every freckle, every scar, every curve like you’re his favorite work of art.

★ when it comes to sex, charlie is all about making you feel good. he’s so patient, always checking in with you, making sure you’re okay. “you still with me, love? tell me what you need.” he loves overstimulating you, but he’s so careful about it—building you up slowly, watching you fall apart under his touch, and then coaxing you through the oversensitivity with soft words and gentle kisses. “shhh, i’ve got you… just let it happen, sweetheart. you’re doing so well.”

★ charlie loves when you cling to him during sex, your arms wrapped around his neck or your fingers digging into his back. he’ll hold you close, his chest pressed against yours as he fucks you slow and deep, whispering how much he loves you, how beautiful you look like this. “you feel so fucking good… never wanna let you go, never wanna stop.”

★ he’s big on aftercare, always making sure you’re cozy and taken care of once you’re done. he’ll wrap you up in a blanket, get you some water, and just hold you close, peppering your face with kisses and telling you how amazing you were for him.

★ charlie loves it when you’re clingy after sex, when you nuzzle into his chest and sigh contentedly. he’ll stroke your hair and murmur, “my sweet baby, you did so good for me. so proud of you, always so proud.”

© slcmml

[starlightink]

I introduce to you

The heirs to the soul jams

Strawberry Cookie:

Becoming the heir to Hollyberry’s soul jam was something Strawberry Cookie could’ve never seen coming. Yet, here she was. Listening to the ancient hero talk about things she could expect to happen when she becomes the new holder. Strawberry spends her days constantly training and building up her strength. Often needing her to be pulled away by Hollyberry or Wildberry just to take a break. Her last known encounter with Gingerbrave forever changed her. She’s not as shy anymore, she starts to become more stoic and closed-off. Hesitant to meet new cookies.

Wizard Cookie:

Similarly to Strawberry, Wizard Cookie spends most of his time training and practicing on his spells. He hasn’t gotten used to the harsh weather in the Dark Cacao Kingdom yet, making it harder for him to focus when doing magic. He enjoys a good challenge though and has shown significant progress with his work. On particularly harsh days, Dark Cacao will stay by Wizard’s side. Offering guidance where he can and reminding him to clear his mind and keep himself grounded.

Custard Cookie iii:

The young cookie still wears a bright and innocent smile, unaware of the troubling truth being kept from him. Custard is left unaware of the truth of both the witches and Gingerbrave. Being told that his friend was put under a spell and this is why he’s as hateful as he is. This leaves the young healer worried for what could come, now that Gingerbrave is being kept with the Cookies of Darkness. So he listens carefully to Pure Vanilla and he gives it his all during training. He is the beacon of light and hope keeping the group from falling into complete despair.

Chili Pepper Cookie:

Easily the most outspoken and is the first to suggest ways to get Gingerbrave back when the ancients and their soul jam heirs meet up. Chili Pepper has made an attempt to get him back before (with the help of Espresso Cookie) but things did not go as planned. So she’s now become restless and is desperate to have things return to the way they used to be. Causing Chili Pepper to become more protective over Strawberry, Wizard, and Custard. Learning the best ways she could possibly keep them safe with helpful teachings from Golden Cheese. Leaving the two to strike up a close bond because of this.

I’m hoping that the next reference post will be Gingerbrave and Dark Enchantress. I think I need some extra time to figure out the Ancients’ designs