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𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐢𝐧 𝐁𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐘𝐨𝐮 ꨄ Isaac
˜”* ❝𝙄'𝙫𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 '𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙢𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡?❞
⎯⎯ ୨ ୧ ⎯⎯
ꜱʏɴᴏᴘꜱɪꜱ: ᴘᴀʀᴛ 2 ᴏꜰ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴇᴀʀᴅ
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You weren’t sure about this. You knew it would look kind of crazy but he wanted to see you again too, right? There you were, standing at Isaac’s front door. It’s not too crazy, right? You used to live here. Of course, you’d know the address.
Nonetheless, you knocked on the door. You wanted to see him again. That day both of you caught up was… it was a lot but you didn’t have time to stay and were already emotional. It was a whole mess.
“Hello? — Oh! Pickle?”
“Ah, I’m sorry. I know this is unexpected and I know you get anxious answering the door but I thought I’d see you again because I missed you and I hope you missed me…”
His shock was evident through the stare he gave you. He planned to see you again first, but here you were.
“Oh my,” You started to panic from his silence, “I’m sorry, I should’ve known better. I should’ve reached out before this–”
“It’s okay, Pickle. Come in.”
You walked through the door, hearing it close behind you. It felt weird to be back in this house. Though, it felt like home.
“So,” He guided you to the couch as if you didn’t know where it was, “What brings you here?”
“You.”
What.
“Like wanting to be with you…”
What the fuck are you saying?
“Like … okay it sounds a bit crazy–”
It does, yes.
“Don’t worry. I missed you too, Pickle. The house has been empty without your… clumsiness and prying.” He teased.
If you didn’t feel embarrassed before, you do now. Not that that was Isaac’s intention. Never. You should’ve known that coming to his house and stumbling over your words would result in him winding you up.
“So… that’s it. I’ll take my leave now–”
“You can stay.”
Isaac’s eager tone stopped you from getting up. As much as you wanted to get out of there and leave because of how awkward this felt, you couldn’t. Not when he sounded like that.
You knew that he knew what he was doing. Like you had your little tricks, so did he. Using just the tone of his voice to make you stay—the sound of slight fear in his voice paired with excitement. He knew it would work on you, as it has before. And anyway, you couldn’t complain when you’d pull the exact stunts on him before.
“You can stay with me. Don’t you want to? That’s why you came here, right, Pickle?”
“Ugh,” You pouted, “You know me too well. Is that okay though? Me staying?”
“It would be a pleasure. Want me to make you some tea?” Isaac stood up and smiled.
He was clearly excited about you staying (and his stupid mind game working on you).
“Well since you seem so eager, yes. Just because I don’t want to bring your mood down..”
He laughed from the kitchen,
“I missed you, Pickle! Don’t act like you don’t know that.”
“I missed you too.”
But that one was kept to yourself. You knew he couldn’t hear that, you just wished the message got to him either way.
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here u gooo a happy ending cuz im not THAT mean. i can quit angst for a lil while out of the kindness of my heart
this was a bit later than i intended n im soso sorry, ive been so much in my head n everytime i tried to finish this, my mind went blank BUT !, its here now
#zsakuva#asmr#sakuverse#zsakuvaxreader#isaac#isaac rhoades#u can def see where i got stuck#helpzkddk#sigh i gotta stop this#happy pride month by the way#for the gay people i love yall#ummmm okayyy thank u for reading ily
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just looking at these hand poses was enough to give me carpal tunnel and that's how u know they're prime megu material
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#megumi fushiguro#yuuji itadori#megumi#yuuji#fanart#jjk fanart#itafushi#sometimes u gotta take a break from drawing megumi to draw different megumi and thats on self care#smiling megu for the soul he said heart emoji i said :D#i tried to do the poses myself and . u kno. im not convinced hands are meant to contort that way guys :( it hurt :(#so yuuji can share my pain i think tht bit is cute#tried smth a bit different w the skin rendering and i rly rly like it holy#very early era vacuumchan inspired :'> lov them SM sighs#also ripped megus jacket directly from a pinterest fit bc one of us deserves nice things :((((#if sukuna wont stop wearing megumi in canon ill just play dress up to cope
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Oh little gay repressed mormon boys with religious guilt in my head how i adore you
#i gotta stop fixating on ships with religious guilt#cause then i start projecting onto them LMAO#they're just...so good#and the fanfictions are always SO good like its insane#oh religious symbolism how i love you#sigh i love mcpriceley#mcpriceley#mcpricely#connor mckinley#kevin price#elder mckinley#elder price#tbom#tbom musical#the book of mormon#the book of mormon musical
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Various 2003 Casey jones gifs! :3 mostly from meet Casey jones
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me trying to beat the weird kid allegations but then anything from hamilton starts playing
#I DONT KNOW WHY IT HAS SUCH A CHOKE HOLD ON ME#like yall ever “yea and i told her! shes gotta stop- imtakingthishorsebythereinsmakingredcoatsredderwithbloodstains”#sigh never gonna beat them#bells' diary ˚୨୧⋆。
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"idk my gender might be weird or absent but i dont feel the need to transition" <--- fucking. idiot. dipshit over here. what the fuck
#sigh.#the worst part is i gotta go back to ignoring it FUCK#I HATE YOU JANE. GODDAMMIT. FUCK ASS MOVIE#i think the part that really got me is him apologizing for like. doing anything#idk jsut the way he talks i want to shake him. stop making me identify with you you stupid bitch#apologizing for being weird after begging for her life. whatver i dont care.#i saw the tv glow spoilers#technically theyre still vague
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it's midnight and i can hear my upstairs neighbors talking. do you know how LOUD you gotta be for that??? I've only ever heard my neighbors voices when they are FIGHTING, like, yelling and screaming. i could report them to the complex since there's a "quiet after 10pm" rule but alas im not a cop. still annoying as hell though.
#genuinely like guys. come on.#like COME ONNNNNN#i worked nights so i get being awake and doing things at midnight but also#you still gotta be considerate?? of others???#its why i try not to be loud even during the day#and ok yeah in not currently trying to sleep. insomnia ftw. but it's the principle right?? there are other neighbors who probably ARE#sigh#sorry im sure ill stop bitching about my neighbors eventually but they're new and I'm frustrated today already#and im unaccustomed to their bullshit right now#shh ac
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Can you imagine marchil as "The Kiss" by Klimt? But with some differences: Marcille is gently kissing and Chilchuck is all like "Ugh, if you want..." (secretly loves it. Also blushing). Golden couple of (ex-)Golden Kingdom, ha!
Yes… YES… Honestly I feel like I’d thought of doing it some time ago but I never started so ty for giving me the push I needed. The Kiss is such a redraw staple for any ship ever. A gold motif with marchil bc of her blonde hair and the importance of money for Chil is like RIGHT THEREE, the golden kingdom fr fr… They have sm material to play with
It’s gonna take me a while, I’ll post it over at @fuumiku when they’re done as always. Have some extra kiss-themed wips that have been in my files for so long. Marchil be upon ye
#That second one was supposed to be finished for valentine’s day… Help#It’s gonna be simple though so I’m kinda halfway through lineart and render#That weird cat-clown-mushroom thing in the last one is my sona I panicked bc showing this wip is literally so embarrassing. I am not used t#Drawing kisses seriously HELPP not to be a Laios but this feels like exposing my fleshy bits to the wolves#Sigh what I wouldn’t do for marchil#Stop distracting me with marchil positivityyyy I have non-ship analysis to write up…#… With that said hmu anytime if it’s for marchil feel free to send me requests#Anyways Marcille is gonna slay a black dress in this. Gotta give Chil his goth gf#Ask#marchil#Fanart wips
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How 2 do well in school, which is starting soon, no glue no borax
#i think im smart. maybe. cuz my finals last uear were aparently AWESOME for some fucking reason#i was failing allll my classes tho#except like. gym. but the rest were legit all Fs#idk how i passed.....#im just godly#but fr ive gyat no motivation to do anything ever and honestly id rather kms than be there BUT i have a gf now and also the convergence ->#-> reboot hasnt come out so i cant die yet#ive lost most motivation for my hobbies at this point and now i gotta go back to that freakshow#SIGH#the ppl there are MEAN and some of the things they tey to teach us with suck ASS#PLEASE. IM SUPPOSED TO BE GOOD AT ENGLISH. IT USED TO BE MY BEST SUBJECT#😭😭😭😭😭#the thing we have to do stuff on tho SUCKS bc i can barely ever finish it in class cuz theres not enough time and i dont have the motivation#to do it at home so eventually i just stopped bothering with it#like i just stopped#honestly halfway through last year i just gave tf up in general 😭💀and they literally pulled me away and were like “r u ok....”#i dont remember where i was going with this#im eepy everything hurrts i dont wanna go back#i wanna be silly i wanna make straight As and Bs like when i was an little kid i want to make the ppl that care about me happy but.augh#vent post#I GUESS#mother get me tested + medicated challeng e level IMPOSSIBLE😭😭😭😭😭#ganvg im starting to think i may have smth besides the adhd.... hmmm.......
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Ough as the end draws near I’m seeing more and more comments that are making me nervous that the ending won’t live up to all the hype & expectations aaaa aa
#ask#for example#there’s a few notes I’ve forgotten about that we’re gonna be important but now make no sense in the story#so I’ve gotta figure out how to work them in#without it feeling forced#and at the same time#continuing with the idea I’ve been married to for a few weeks about what the ending is gonna be#but now I’m so nervous that people won’t like the ending#and I’ll have ruined this fic#sobs#ik most of you will hopefully enjoy it!! but even seeing a few be like ‘aw :( I hoped something else would happen’ is gonna be ROUGH#but honestly#thank you all for the amazing experience you’ve given me writing this#I never realized just how much I enjoy writing until I started writing this fic#and all the love has been so sos o life changing#so thank you all <3#one person specifically said I was ‘stalling’ but like :( I’m drawing out the tension. if I do things too quickly it won’t have any umph.#I just haven’t been able to stop thinking abt that comment sigh#personal
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#kind of wild to have reached this Big Milestone#but also to be like#What’s The Point Wish I Could Start Over#hmph …#i keep saying that trying to be present here#is bad for me atm but then i return anyway#rinse repeat ….. sigh#actually that’s not it#i think i just have this pernicious feeling#that i put So Much effort into things the last year#& it’s like. well. you stop posting pretty pictures#and no one cares anymore djehjf incredible#feeling unappreciated on simblr dot com is silly and yet#gotta be the grief brainworms making me crazy#gotta be !!!
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Trying something new for Patreon: 20-minute videos of whatever WIP I'm currently working on! ^_^
Gosh, I hate advertising my own Patreon account, I'm so sorry for spaming about it! ;w;
#Scriddler#Jonathan Crane#Scarecrow#Edward Nigma#Riddler#WIP#I gotta do something new; I already lost two patreons this month#Perhabs I shouldn't look so much at the numbers but augh#Plus I of course want to offer something that really is worth its money.#I always feel SO bad about not being able to post quality content every week which is definitely what they'd deserve ;w;.#And y'all here on Tumblr would deserve it too! But sadly there just isn't enough time for Patreon Commissions... AND Tumblr ;__;#I'm so sorry for everyone who followed for consistend content on here. I appreciate you all! </3#Ah man... maybe I should now stop sobbing into the tags#Sigh... I guess I just wish I could draw again without having to be dependent on the money
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made some pixel art based on old cross-stitch patterns of Beatrix Potter's children's book illustrations :~) i tried animating it but i'm not used to the whole animating process yet.
#it's supposed to look like she's breathing or idling but it looks kind of like a hiccup lol. still cute.#if i could i'd make a whole game in this style...i have ideas + art + stuff. but not the uh. coding/game design skills. sigh#anyway hi i'm just stopping by to post this bc i have stuff i gotta do!!! byeee
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Do just think Bree and nick pov because Bree going be with Erebus and nick going be with gang. William and other people. I think Mariah going be love interest for one the twins or Alice or valec. I Ava actually going spend time a lot oathbound because Tracy deonn she big in interview. Sel going be the book. Mariah or valec going find bree
[spoilers for legendborn and bloodmarked, read at your own caution ;)] im so sorry for the delay i was really caught up in studies but here I am now!! thanks for the ask!!
yeah main reason i think it's gonna be two povs is because for the first time the story is gonna be split at two different places, one with bree and one with the gang. so yeah the first pov is obviously bree but the second could be either nick or William. high bets on nick tho because he was absent the majority of last two books so yeah.
yeah mariah could be developed as the love interest, but it would need some more time ig. she had some scenes with alice too but it was more in a group setting so maybe we'll have to wait yk.
ava definitely would be seen a lot more because at the end of bloodmarked nick managed to talk her down from killing bree and obviously everyone would be questioning him about what the hell does he know of them?? and also the legendborn gang did team up with the morgrained for their intel and help so they are definitely gonna stick around. ava might become nick's love interest, if selbree is endgame, but if not then I feel like ava could be a potential threat because she definitely wants to kill bree.
about sel i think he's not gonna be the main focus but he's out there killing merlins so maybe nick will try to find the cause of the merlin's death and team up with sel again or something?? it could help build their dynamic healthily and maybe we will see them interact outside of bree too yk. they have a lot to talk about.
and i really think bree is gonna try her hardest to not be found by anyone, and even shadow king has kept his whereabouts hidden from her and anyone tbh, so there's that. I'm curious to how he will handle the disappearance of bree as erebus, but maybe nick will figure out something is off eventually about him?? mariah and valec could find bree but I feel like sel is eventually gonna team up with them first and this new gang is gonna go after bree, but that's just my theory rn.
#thoughts im boutta scream#*sighs* i want to make theories but I cant stop rereading the books lmaoo#but anyways i might sit down and write everything someday#until then we gotta study physics#the legendborn cycle#legendborn#bloodmarked#oathbound#tracy deonn#legendborn cycle#bree mathews#selwyn kane#nick davis#william sitterson#alice chen
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Art challenge: color a characters hair without making the parts that should be in shadow / shaded / darker than the rest of the hair a lighter color instead.
Difficulty level: IMPOSSIBLE
#idk. when I started doing this. but once I started I never stopped. I can’t stop#I cannot shade hair normally I CANNOT make the behind the neck under ear area a darker color I CANT#I USED TO BE ABLE TO BUT NOW I CANT#even acknowledging it as a thing I do I still.. can’t#it’s always gotta be lighter#there is always some mysterious bounce light or spotlight shining upwards on the character or thru there hair iDK#there is no physical sense behind it I think I just saw other ppl do it thought it looked pretty and started doing it myself#and. I still think it looks pretty ! but also! I think it’s probably holding me back!#like surely there is a time and a place for this pretty thing and maybe that time isn’t ALWAYS#at myself… ghghg my refusal to think hard about lighting is one of the things I get disappointed about w my art a bit#like… I can sit there like. wow.. almost all my pictures have nebulous unclear lighting. maybe I should work on that#and then I do not ever work on that#I used to do lighting pretty well when I was younger but know a days I typically dont…#le sigh. it’s whatever tho#either I’ll eventually buckle down and get out of my comfort zone and try doing good clear lighting that makes sense#or I won’t! I’m not a professional artist me not being the best lighting doesn’t actually matter lol#pepper words#I mean. I think sometimes I have managed to color hair with the underside shaded recently. but it rlly is not the norm for my art#typically it mostly only happens if the character has a light base hair color. if they have a darker base hair color.#9 times out of 10 that shit is getting under lighting / nebulous highlights from nowhere lol
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Great now the ideia of a Beauty and the Beast Raphael AU has taken root in my brain and I don’t even like B&tB
edit: please read my own reblog for me talking more about this idea
#because like look it would make sense#like Main character’s parent ended up making a deal with Raphael#because their family is poor#and the parent fucked up and now they’re trapped in the House of Hope#so MC is like I’ll take parents place#like imagine the possibilities#sigh#I need to stop thinking about this character#raphael bg3#and like Haarlep could be like lumiere#and korilla is cogsworth#okay I gotta stop talking
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