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CHAT IM GETTING SICK OF GAY PEOPLE
dont repost reblogs ok
#CAN SOMEONE GET THEM OFF MY SCREEN. I dont like them#shy about posting this. Be nice to me#vocaloid#pjsekai#meiko#megurine luka#meiluka#art#my art#2024
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Really I think nothing shouts "my first Presidential election as a politically active person was 2016" more than the fact that when I feel hope and excitement for the future (possible President Harris) for more than five minutes I immediately get a crushing, all-consuming anxiety of "feeling this positive emotion now is going to make it so much worse when the worst thing possible happens" to the extent that I'll probably need my break-glass-in-case-of-emergency anxiety medication.
#politics#us politics#kamala harris#donald trump#2016 election#2024 elections#personal post#I can't feel any hope about politics without my brain reflexively shutting it down in case things get too nice before the fall#I know Harris has flaws#But I just like her--she's more progressive and feels joy and isn't shy about hating Trump#But then my brain is like “do not get attached or The Pain will be worse later”#This happened in 2020 too---I couldn't believe it when we won I was so busy preparing for the worst#harris for president#democrats#vote democrat#seriously vote democrat#If you are following me or reading my fic and capable of voting in the US election and are not voting Democrat please feel free to fuck off#You're the reason Trump won in 2016 and if you prove my anxiety brain right I hope all your food comes out burnt for the rest of your life#good thing I have therapy tomorrow
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REINVENT
YOURSELF
tumblr HATES my 44.1mb image swag so it has SO MUCH COMPRESSION and downsizing here. :') peep the actual intended size & quality (or as good as i could get it exported)
post-return Q!Tubbo :] Tee hee.
un hamburgesa para tubbo (he lookied ungry)
#qsmp#qsmp fanart#tubbo fanart#qsmp tubbo#yippeeee :D#i forgor what other tags i usually use for my art on this blog. fngbnfdj. oh well.#WHY DID THE WATER TURN INTO LAVA [SHAKES CCTUBBO] WHAT WAS THAT ABOUT HELLO. DID ANYBODY ELSE NOTICE THAT BC I DID. IS IT FROM#THE MACHINE OVERHEATING? HE WAS BURNING WHEN HE SURFACED or is it a less physical creative choice...#this is why theyre surrounded by water and lava (and also bc of dying by the ocean monument ^w^ teehee)#if you notice all the details i had in mind when i drew this ily foreva and eva#i drew this over the course of a few days after the revival/return stream but i never posted it IM SHY OK#i wonder how long i spent on it... must be over 6 hrs atleast? considering i also spent like an hour touching things up b4 posting rn..#nice. im in my hours-long compositions era :D smiles irl so happily i love it#<- usually never spends longer than like 1-2 hrs on one drawing#i shared this with a couple of qsmp-enjoying friends of mine and they convinced me to let it fly free ksksks. FOR THE TUBBLINGS o7#also if anybody has a better image sharing option lmk. DHBFK.#blood#ALMOST FORGOT THAT. THERE IS BLOODIN HERE#CONTAINS BLOOD.#guy whos flehs and bone#debatably#art#months later im slapping on that art tag HFHFHG i forgor
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friends saw a cute top on pintrest with a heart boob window so ykno i had to cook.
#jason todd#art#my art#red hood#arkham knight#batfamily#dc fanart#i'm very shy about posting this pls be nice to me#first time posting my jason art aaaaahh#he's like a big mix of under the red hood jason#and arkham knight jason
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WAOT WERE U THE ONE TSUKASA COSPLAYER AT MIKUEXPO GIVING OUT MIKU STICKERS TO THE PJSK FANS
THATS ME!!!!! i didn't mean to just give them to pjsk fans help but i severely underestimated how many i should've made and cut out .. so i just ended up giving them to cosplayers or people who said hi to me .... T_T
THERE'S ALSO THIS SUPER CUTE BRACELET SOMEBODY RAN UP TO ME AND GAVE ME AND I TREASURE IT SO I NEED TO ADD IT TO THE POST AND SHOW IT OFF .. WAH!!!! ITS SO CUTE LOOK!!!!!!
#again WAS NOT MY BIRTHDAY. MIKUEXPO TORONTO FELL ON TSUKASAS BIRTHDAY IN JAPAN TIME. SORRY TO EVERYONE WHO SAID HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.#i love your icon cause i saw a garf miku cosplayer at mikuexpo toronto too IT WAS SO AWESOME#i saw snother tsukasa cosplayer in hid school outfit and they had cute star glasses i Need some.#in the future n for cons i think i'll just order stickers to hand out .. cutting them out by hand was so much .....#especially when i did the whole pjsk cast. 10 or so of each of them. my best friend helped and it still took like 2 hours#<- I DID THAT FOR ANIME NORTH I MEAN i think i forgot to post about it here. anyways#i dont plan on tabling at cons or snything cause i just like attending them so much. but#In the future i think i'll just pay to get Nice little prints or stickers made and shipped to me to hand out ...#Sorry they arent actual stickers they're just laminated with tape i did them the night before while crunching for the con the week after.#alliellama#ask#sorry to go on but mikuexpo really was such a good time#when we first got there i was in the merch line w my friends and skmeone came up and said can you do the tsukasa laugh right here right now#but everything we said echo and i was like T_T no im shy ...#and then 2 hours later i heard there was a saki cosplayer there and started running around the venue shouting SAKI. SAKIII. SAKI.#WE FOUND HER IT TOOK ME LIKE 20 MINS which is impressive because there were a lot of people. by god.#it was so fun. we had such a good time i could go on. everyone was so FREAKING NICE. AND GAVE SO MANY FREEBIES. AND COMPLIMENTS.#but i literally only had like ..30 mikus. to hand out. i felt SO BAD. CONSERVING THEM.
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you have my soul, you have my heart ♡
#LUCY#Band LUCY#Shin Yechan#Choi Sangyeop#Cho Wonsang#Jo Wonsang#Shin Gwangil#LUCY fanart#take 2 because i'm a distaster and posted this on the wrong blog haha#still figuring how out to tag these lol#kitkatart#i did it!! it's finally done!! on time!!!#well maybe not on time but in time lol#2022 encore concert live clip of flare my love#flare really is one of my absolute favorite songs#no matter how many times i hear it i fall in love with it every time#but this version in particular is so magical :)#i was thinking i might make a few freebies of the individual member versions for the vancouver show#do you think people would like that? i've never made freebies before so i'm not sure!#i think i'd be too shy to post about it and then hand them out but we'll see haha#okay back to chores and concert prepping again#i cannot believe i'm going to two lucy concerts and then have a work conference like two days after#i was only going to go to one concert but was convinced to go to a second at the last minute. to be fair it didn't take much convincing#this really did take forever but part of that is probably bc i haven't drawn anything real in like more than a year#also was i testing the procreate layer limit or was the procreate layer limit testing me lol#okay i'm done now i'll stop yapping :D#i hope you're all doing well!!#UPDATE: i did pass these out as freebies and also i got to give these to the lucys AHHH#I will never be over seeing them live and getting to meet them oh my gosh#they were soooo amazing and so so so sweet 🥺 other walwals at the concerts were also so nice!!
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Not to be shippy on main but why does everyone go in for tsundere fx and "nuisance to society" jy when their every interaction screams the opposite. Fx is logical and realistic enough to be more than well-acquainted with how she feels and is extremely devoted to her work (and subsequently the general) and on the opposite hand jy is incredibly selfless and caring towards her (literally the first time they met he told her he'd take the blame when she suggested they frickin commit a war crime in order to win the Abundance War). Like yeah teasy jy is amusing or whatever but realistically that wouldn't be in the droves y'all think it would and fx would probably laugh at it the few times it might happen more than she'd get all tsundere-y about it
She's not emotional. That's the difference. She doesn't have emotional outbursts. She's extremely calm and rational and she's dealt with jy for more than long enough to become extremely used to his antics and she wouldn't take them nearly so seriously.
They're PINERS. They're pining and it's obvious. They watch each other from across the room when they think the other isn't looking and they leave each other nice little notes at work because both of them overwork themselves and need breaks. I am COOKING here
#honkai star rail#jingfu#hsr jing yuan#hsr fu xuan#i am so wise for this#fu xuan is 100% a secret hopeless romantic and i will die on this hill#jing yuan is also the type to literally never shut up about it if they got married#he wouldn't go two seconds without “did i tell you that's my wife”#yukong resists the urge to put an arrow in his skull but she's nice about it#i also like the idea that while the two of them are eternally denying everything the entirety of the luofu is on pins and needles#every single person on that blasted ship is glaringly aware and they're just waiting at this point#when something inevitably happens everybody's frickin ecstatic because jeesh it only took y'all 30 literal years#i wasn't gonna post this but then i remembered that i told myself 2024 would be the year i stopped giving a crap#expect me to fly off the handle a little in this year of our Lord#shy i'm sorry in advance
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// Yes, the person who i've had blocked for 5 years, has double digit call out posts about them, is friends with the proven abuser and liar-- said that me. The person who hasn't so much as posted about spork since februrary. Said that i'm going out of my way to harass someone. // Listen gang. I'm gonna address this once and only once. I've never sent anon hate, i've never stalked anyone, i've never not taken no for an answer. I work for government entities who would not hire me, if i have ever. And can find out quickly if I had. I do not care about them. I am an adult with a job, a home, and a life. Spork and curio are not worth losing sleep over much less my job. If they want to point fingers at me, because they both collectively pissed off about 100 people. They're free to. // I'm not the one doing it. This is infact. The last ask i will ever answer about either of them. I hate drama and hate that I had to do this cause two thirty year olds can't get their shit together and like starting internet drama. We literally, were the ones who wanted to simply, block spork and walk away and only posted the call out because spork likes doxing. And he got mad at us for all blocking, so told their following our blogs.
Have the day you deserve to have.
And fyi-- i've had fantasy concrete blocked since 2018. I cant see what ever bs they're posting. But i'm going to assume its a woe is me post people we have no proof of harassing us are 100% totally sending us hate some how.
#h.mun#tw: drama#(I'M NOT BEING NICE ABOUT THIS ANYMORE)#(THIS IS ALREADY A RESTRAINED POST)#(I can assure you. That i'm too busy and too shy to give a single sliver of a fuck)#(about what these people are doing. I block and move on. )#(ANY and i mean ANY. Body else messaging me about them is getting block. No if ands or buts)#(No questions asked no explaination)
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ermmmmm. hello wizard fandom. i liek women
#i didnt think id ever ship my wizard w anyone but. theres something about joan vro#idk if ill finish this btw. maybe#wizard101#im.so shy about posting this please be nice to me
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You talked to a regressive, misogynistic man and obvs thought what he was saying was bs but then decide you're trans bcs of it??? You're just validating his dumbass ideas, deciding you can't be a woman bcs you don't like sexist traditions. Why are you letting this guy determine that you're not a woman rather than throwing away the entire bs idea of gender?
Hi! How are you? Are you okay?? This sounds very passive agressive. I think I know the post you're trying to respond to- a vent post I wrote *weeks* ago about my stepfather's views on gender, right? Honestly I think if that rattled you enough to go dig up the subject with this ask, you either have no tact or have some issues of your own to work through.
That said, the way I view my own gender is way more complicated than just one man's views on gender, and if you think I've "decided I'm trans" just because of this one conversation I had with him, you probably don't even follow me and have never seen any of my posts prior to that cjncnvmv I don't necessarily define myself as trans, and my own feelings on gender are complicated, and have been for, idk, forever? I can't really define myself as anything since I don't even understand how I feel yet. But I do like to make vent posts, from time to time, because it feels good to talk about these feelings, and it feels good to see people respond to them saying they feel the same way. It makes me feel less alone. I honestly think it's bullshit for you to come to my inbox acting like you know everything about my views and feelings on gender based on one post, especially in a way that is so... rude. I'd love to have a more in depth conversation about gender, but definitely not with you.
#listen my inbox is always open for anons bc I like to leave the option open for people who are feeling shy#and most people who send me anon asks are actually nice and either ask about my ocs or art or just have genuine questions#but this kind of mean spirited ask is not ok#if you wanna talk to someone you don't even know do so politely or don't do it at all#or make your own vent post or something. idk#asks
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My attempt/little play around experiment at doing a somewhat rendered painterly style sketch of Ichiji.
#one piece#vinsmoke ichiji#my art#ichiji#This honestly supposed to be a quick sketch but I went way too ham on the rendering process all well.#I can’t draw Ichiji sexy really I can only draw him as kinda goofy but that’s okay.#Me and one of art mutual did an art train together with doing painty renders of the boys. I only did Ichiji ha ha… OvO’)#Seriously I spent way too long on this ha ha… Anyway I’m overall happy with the results. Although I’m still shy about posting this. >v<‘)#Anyway I had fun doing with my art mutual and seeing their results were so nice as well. :3c My favourite is their Niji sketch. :3👌#Oh I almost to say I also really liked how I did his hair and his eyes.#vinsmoke
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when you selfship with a villain, is it an "i can fix them" situation or a "they'll treat me and only me right bc i'm their favorite" situation or an "in this universe i'm also evil" situation?
antis dni, this is about fictional evil behavior, not whatever you people are doing in real life
proshipper/comshipper/profiction/etc. safe!
#scary crane rambles#not fandom#proship#proshippers please interact#anti anti#anti-anti#antis dni#proselfship#proselfshipping#proship selfship#proselfshipper#stolen from an anti#[jigsaw voice] hello tumblr. i'd like to play a game. every time you recommend antis' posts to me i will steal them#anyways for me it's ''in this universe im also evil''#idk something about being cute and shy and nice like how most ''imagine your f/o'' posts make the s/i doesnt resonate with me#i want to be terrible. if everyones going to say that im terrible anyways then let me be terrible#like. u right shawty. now hand over ur wallet lmao
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being a despair sisters stan in the danganronpa fandom is like looking both ways before crossing the street and then getting hit by a plane
#danganronpa#dr#junko enoshima#mukuro ikusaba#danganronpa trigger happy havoc#dr trigger happy havoc#despair sisters#ikusaba mukuro#enoshima junko#it’s either ‘junko GROOMED and BRAINWASHED mukuro into doing all of that terrorism she is a nice shy girl who has stockholm syndrome’#and she’s in LOVE with her SAVIOR naegi kun !!!#or it’s ‘they’re fucking’#i’m in a corner all by myself writing think pieces about their dynamic as siblings that are literally fire but okay#no but the way ppl somehow manage to mischaracterize how junko abuses mukuro is absolutely wild to me#like wow you do not understand either of these characters whatsoever huh#i’ll get around to making a post about that but for now know that some of you are Very Stupid and should Shut Up !!#lmao
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Dess from the Deltarune comic Looking Glasses by @ferronickel, I loved her design at first sight so here's the promised fanart; check out the original comic! It's very much worth the read :D
#ouch brain hurt I'm adding fire to the list of things I don't like to draw#i was a bit more conscious about lighting because of the fire though so that was nice#i think compared to the last time i did something on this scale#i've gotten way less shy about including shadow and light#in that ralsei drawing my shadows were almost too subtle and while it's not perfect here#i think it's a good step :D#this also only took me three days of scattered work#as opposed to two and a half weeks#so i'm starting to learn how to approach these#deltarune#december holiday#dess holiday#the first week in three months where i *don't* have to write an essay and i turn into a crab and hide in my room drawing like it's my cave#feels nice to post something other than a doodle or sketch#haha i almost forgot to add here that i completely forgot to give her teeth#literally the last thing i did before i exported this was give her two white lines for monchers#its such a small area of the picture but apparently it does wonders for not making the character look terrifying
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"We can get through this by working together, reach out to your friends, community is all we have, a social network will be your security in the world, now is the time to lean on others!"
I do agree, and it's scientifically sound (pretty sure there is data about how people with better social networks live longer and etc) but also....augh..... what about the severe social issues, difficulty to leave the house, physical issues which lead to like zero socialization energy a majority of the time, etc. etc. Social support can be a replacement for structural support, but.. I guess I just wish it didn't have to be. Community is extremely difficult to build, even moreso if you're someone who has issues with social cues or group conversations or even just being around others in the first place. And blah, nuance, of course I'm just complaining or maybe being too negative or maybe misunderstanding, but, I hardly have the energy to brush my hair once every 2 months.. how am I supposed to maintain a wide social network and be active in a Community and Join Groups lol... sometimes it kind of feels like "er.. well if thats my only option then...... ruh roh". It's overwhelming
#Kind of like some post I saw a long time ago talking about how even the meanest shittiest most difficult to get along with#elderly people or whaever still deserve to have some sort of systems in place to support them so they're not just relying on the#grace of relatives or etc. who may not be able to deal with them. Not saying that I'm like mean and cruel or anything#but the fact of the matter is in most social situations either I am compromising or the other person is. Not in like an ~`ouuu im so weirdd#nobody willever understand my quirky swagg hee heee~' way but like a.. Just factually the things that make me happy and comfortable#are often incompatible with people. The way I communicate and process things is different from the way other people do and that#is always a barrier. I cannot have ''easy''' interactions. Even with 'understanding' people there is nearly always a significant#amount of effort. You can't walk into a group of people and then be like ''okay you guys all have to wear#masks and you also cant play music too loud and also we should communicate turns of speaking very clearly so group conversations#arent too stressful. and also i need this and that and we have to do this and that and '' etc. etc. You CAN. And some people will#go along with that. but they will ALWAYS secretly resent you for it. You will be the one person they're relieved to not have to be around.#theyre glad when you dont show up since they can go back to doing things however they want and not masking and all these boring#annoying things. OR you can say none of that and just deal with the loud music and the talking and the unmasked people. but then#YOU'RE compromising. and no matter how nice they are it's exhausting to be around and youre just further alienated#while in the presence of people and uncofmrtoabel the whole time.#Which I'm not saying the only form of community is a group setting specificially but just giving that as an example lol#I just wish there were a better option than ''well learn to socialize normally or just suffer then'' . Which I know is not what people are#saying. I guess I just always feel a bit scared when 'community is the answer'. Since its not like 'oh im just socially anxious and need to#get out of my shell~!' or something thats really that remedy-able. It's like.. my mostly unchangeable physical health issues combined#with the mostly unchangable literal way that my brain processes sensory informationand other things means that interacting with#others in a normal and easy way is incredibly difficult and often exhausting especially to maintain in any longform fashion. So then#when it's like ''the answer to staying safe is to maintain longform social connections!! :3 just reach out!!'' then.. ermm... O_O#also I'm not even one of the cutesy shy emotional hermits that's nervous. I'm the Bad Stereotype emotionless robotic cold seeming#looms in the corner of the room type of thing so people have less pity on you in that way. -_- ANYWAY gghj#I need like.. a designated social representative or something.. When I did work in that bookshop forever ago they gave me a#person who basically was just with me to help communicate with others on my behalf and supervise me and stuff. I need that.. Some#more extraverted person I can latch onto and they can maintain the Social Support Network for me and I can just be their +1 to all#of the Social Things and community. I have helpful skills I can contribute to other people and stuff it's just like.. I cant socialize lol#I cook food or something for you.. then you keep me in contact with Community.. a deal. (but then what about when I'm too sick to#contribute? as is often the case. there's not much place for people like me in communities sometimes i fear.. sigh.) ***
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Shut up this isn't 4 days late
You can tell she forced him lol. Man does not "Rawr XD"
#art#i tried#digital art#fanart#batter off#the batter (off)#off mortis ghost#puppeteer oc#off game oc#off oc#oc x canon#I'm. actually very shy abt posting this.#I've always been so shy about sharing my OC x Canon ships#but if anyone's interested I could share more about the character I accidentally made while playing OFF blindly for the first time lol#so uhhh#had finished sketching it on Halloween but didn’t finish anything else until like. days after LMAO#shut up don't laugh at me *sobs*#anyway... hope this looks nice :3
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