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Been meaning to do this but iâve been drawing him so much recently so⊠meet my and @mossimiff âs son :3
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This is Lino! his full name is Linocut but i call him lino⊠If itâs not obvious lol hes based on linoleum block printmaking! I wanted to make more Ink (not really ship) kids based on different art forms and mediums :3 and since we both took a printmaking class together last year and Cross is known for his knives, Lino exists!! >w<
this is just my design btw, i think Kade has his own :3
iâll rant about him in another post if anyoneâs interestedâŠ.
#iâm planning on majoring in printmaking actually#i go to an arts focused school and thereâs 4 diff majors in visual arts#painting sculpture printmaking and photography#iâm ehh about painting i donât like sculpture iâm a 2d kinda guy and FUCK photography sorry#plus the print teacher is the coolest guy ever#shoutout mr wilson love him#undertale#undertale au#undertale multiverse#utmv#utmv au#ink sans#cross sans#x tale#underverse#Lino sans#ink x cross#utmv kin
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Movie Redo: Fixing the MCU's Illuminati
While I was a fan of Doctor Strange in the Multiverse of Madness, one aspect of the film I was the least impressed with was the execution of the Illuminati, a Marvel "Team" from the comics full of some of the leaders of the Marvel universe.
The Team works behind the scenes for bigger picture problems effecting the superhuman world. As the leaders of the Fantastic Four, The Inhumans, The Avengers, The X-Men, Atlantis, and The Sorceror Supreme, they often make decisions, with the best of attentions, from places of privilege, and often make the wrong call.
While the team in the MCU does appear to lie to the public about Doctor Strange's death, and appear to control an Ultron Army, they do not appear to be as morally grey as the team we see in the comics. They're basically that universe's Avengers, which is a disservice to the team.
I'd like to pitch some small changes to the people who were chosen to be a part of the Illuminati and some choices in the film that were made to better represent the team and make the movie more interesting.
Motivation
The Illuminati in the film capture Strange in order to stop him from causing another incursion and are trying to figure out what to do with him and America Chavez. While they are hinderances, they are not exactly villains or heroes in the film. While they should not be on Wandas side, they absolutely need to be villains.
A small and simple change should be they are using Strange as bait, and are trying to extract Americas powers themselves in order to kill Wanda and Multiversal threats in the future. They see their "utopia" as the right way of living, and hope to expand their peace across dimensions.
This bold and insane goal is exactly the type of arrogant, terrible and small minded plan the Illuminati should be doing.
Who do we keep?
While I love all of these actors, for the betterment of this story, we need to change up some things.
I believe because the role they play in comics, the Illuminati are the only team I can think of that needs to be all White and all Men. All of them come from places of privilege, all of them are in positions of power, and are short sighted due to their lack of different experiences.
Immediately, Captain Marvel, Captain Carter, and Baron Mordo are gone. I also think Krasinski adds nothing, and so I'd like him gone too.
Patrick Stewart as Professor X is a good inclusion and should stay as is, though he needs to be more villainous.
Black Bolt is by far my favorite inclusion of the crew, every detail down to his death. Needs to stay. Shoutout to everyone like me who saw Inhumans in IMAX.
Whole roles need to be filled?
As we have the leader of the X-Men and Inhumans, we should run through the other types of members of the team in order to narrow down picks and actors. We'll need a leader of a space team, a sorcerer, a king, and a leader of the Avengers.
While this does narrow down the team members, we have wiggle room with the multiverse and MCU actors. While I didn't love this team, clearly whoever chose it had some fun creative ideas. I want to emulate that.
We also need to think of visually different people for Wanda to fight and destroy. They need to be powerful enough to make it a fight but in the end overpowered and killed due to their own arrogance.
Leader of the Avengers - James Barnes AKA Captain America
While I don't love Krasinski as Mr. Fantastic, one thing I did love about it was it gave a lot of fans what they've been asking for.
While I love Sam Wilson as Captain America and he is the right choice for it, a lot of fans, including myself, did also want Bucky to take on the mantle. While we won't see that happen anytime soon, I think giving Sebastian Stan his version of the costume in this movie would've made a lot of fans really happy.
Bucky will lead a much more brutal Avengers, which is more of a military force. I'm imagining in this universe darker versions of hand to hand combat fighters like Daredevil, Moon Knight, and Shang-Chi.
Making him a darker version of Cap would also cement why Sam was the right choice for the role. Plus, who doesn't love more Sebastian Stan?
King of Latveria - Victor Von Doom AKA Doctor Doom
Taking up the place of Namor and sort of Reed, we are bringing back Julian McMahon as Victor Von Doom.
Doom will be the tech specialist of the team and the funder of the team. Instead of Ultron bots, headquarters will be manned and Defended by Doom bots. This will be an underpowered version of the character who still uses electricity and technology.
I think this will be a fun easter egg for older fans, and give a good actor a second chance at an excellent character. If Toby Kebbell is preferred, that's cool too. But I think people prefer the classics.
Leader of the Guardians of the Galaxy: Peter Quill AKA Star-Lord The Living Planet
Who better to face Wanda than another being that control reality?
Serving as the Illuminati's Doctor Manhattan would be Star-Lord, now a full celestial.
After Rocket Raccoon found a way to drain Ego of his power, Star-Lord became a living god. After using that power to defeat villains like Thanos, Hela, Gorr, and other cosmic threats, Star-Lord brought piece to his galaxy, and kept his operatives in key points in the Galaxy to ensure peace.
Star-Lord will be much less human than he has ever been portrayed, isolated in his cosmic abilities.
Much like Captain Marvel was, Star-Lord will be the last one standing, obviously the biggest threat to Wanda. In the end, she will destroy his planet, turning Peter into dust.
Sorcerer Supreme - Quentin Beck AKA Mysterio
The inclusion of Mordo was fun, but it did not think big enough.
Having a villain of the MCU be the new Sorcerer Supreme, it should be someone we do not expect, and neither does Strange.
In this universe, after being fired from the Baxter Foundation for their failed illusion technology, Quentin Beck traveled to Kamar-Taj and became the Sorcerer Supreme, basically having the same story Strange had.
Having a trickster like Beck now actually have magic would make him a dangerous enemy for both Strange and Wanda. I hope for a magic fight between the two that ends with Strange tricking Beck somehow, perhaps with a move he tried to pull on Peter Parker.
And that is the team.
Professor X, Black Bolt, Captain America, Doctor Doom, Star-Lord, and Mysterio feel like the right mix of abilities, chaos, MCU lore and comic lore that would get fans excited. This is the type of team I want Wanda to absolutely slaughter.
If only Marvel called me a couple of years ago.
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i figure iâd respond with some of my own favorites from seasons iâve watched!! your choices are all absolutely top tier tho
(note: iâm doing this in chronological order of release date, not watch date cause iâm gonna be so fr i do not remember in what order iâve watched shit)
fantasy high freshman year: gorgug is also top contender for me, if only because both the "are you my dad?" and his parents being super cheerful and also fucking menace artificers is so so hilarious. fabian also gets an honorable mention though, i Love lou wilson and "rich boy gets friends who care about him" is so so delightful to me. also fabianâs "papa!" lives in my head rent free as a stim lmao
escape from the bloodkeep: god, itâs hard. matt mercer as my most beloved cringefail warlock man leiland, but also weird-creature lover ranger sokhbarr, but also the wettest oracle efink murderdeath, but also supportive wine mom lilith!!! honestly if i had to choose i think iâd pick lilith, solely because i adore erika ishii so so much. lilith is slaying and iâm so excited for you to see where the story goes!!
(i havenât actually watched fantasy high sophomore year because the livestream format kind of scares me, but with the announcement of junior year iâm gonna try and get into it cause i gotta get caught up!)
unsleeping city: only watched season one as well, but i gotta say that my favorite is absolutely one hundred percent ricky matsui, mr march himself. in general youâre gonna see i have a bias towards zacâs characters but theyâre just. so funny! the bit about bringing forth the darkness in his heart and there just Isnât any cracks me up every time. shoutout to siobhan with misty moore though! so fancy and distinguished :D
misfits and magic: god i love brennan as a player. evan kelmp my beloved. i really donât have any words i just think about evan kelmp sending a kid to hell and laugh sometimes. so so so good.
the seven (currently watching): iâm only at the second episode or so but god i love katja. horse girl who is just so so awkward around people but deeply deeply loyal to her friends (and of course her horse) my utterly beloved. also the moment where her dad tells the servants to get her anything she wants when all she wants is him back home is. man ;-;. big shoutout to izzy and ostentatia though, utterly obsessed with the accent and also the deep love for her family.
starstruck odyssey: oh god this one is so hard for me. starstruck is like my Favorite d20 season and theyâre all just such good characters in this one. barry and the barries are so so delightful to me. rich boy gunnie just Immediately fucking his space adventure up is so beloved to me. sundry sydney my most especially beloved cyborg girl, emily and murph as a cyborg duo meant literally everything to me and i adored her arc of discovering herself and finding her own purpose. and, of course, norman "skip" takamori, brain slug extraordinaire. "i got my proldierâs license right here!" *high kick to fire my straight down gun boots*
a court of fey and flowers: brennan as a player my utter beloved, but my h(e)art was stolen by none other than the lords of the wing. i fucking love birds and emily and louâs duo of "cousin! cousin? cousin!!!" was just so endlessly entertaining, i was in tears over the chair scene. yes yes, pining and yearning are all good and well, but the flouncy nature of chirp featherfowl and rakish audacity of squak airavas truly stole the show for me
neverafter: god i love pib. pib was catered Specifically To Me, cause that little guy is a Tabaxi Rogue played by Zac Oyama, three of literally my favorite things in dnd. louâs pinocchio voice was fucking hilarious, though, the nat20 whale screeching scene in burned into my ears forever and ever.
ravening war: to no oneâs surprise, i fucking loved colin provolone. ultimate straight man to brennanâs bullshittery, and also deeply hilarious that the guy specifically built around lying and keeping secrets couldnât do it half as well as zac just chilling there. raphaniel and karna are tied for the shoutout, though, because brennan and aabria are such good storytellers and itâs always fascinating to see that poured into a single character and how it plays out.
dungeons and drag queens: so so torn, all of the questing queens were utterly fantastic. i think my favorites were either gertrude or twyla, though; gertrude because bobâs passion for theatrics and performance gave her and her magic such life, and twyla because jujubee got so so invested into the game and into the story that it just compelled me to keep watching her specifically.
mentopolis: thereâs no picking a favorite here. the prefrontal piâs were all utterly brilliant to me. i loved leaning into all the noir tropes, from the hardy gumshoe always looking for his next case to the femme fatale who ends up in a wonderful marriage with an ironclad prenup, and everyone in between. still not over dan fucks and his diamond hard nuts, though.
who are your favorite pcs on dimension 20? (either as a whole, per season, whatever you want!)
oh gosh, that's such a difficult decision! i might go based on seasons i've seen? and as a disclaimer: i love every single pc, everyone plays so well on dimension 20 and i love the choices people make, this is all just my opinion!
fantasy high freshman year: god i love gorgug in this season, he was such a goofy guy, and i love him. he honestly was what made me switch to playing more barbarians in my own gameplay
fhsy: fig was sooooo good in this season, the stuff with her and ayda, all the skateboarding away, and just her coming into her own as a person hit very hard for me.
the seven: ostentatia wallace was so good, and izzy was so fun at the table! i'm so excited to watch her in coffin run and in burrow's end. just yelling "i love you" at her dad and all the cleric shit was amazing, and i loved every second of her.
unsleeping city: i've only seen the first season, but i loved kugrash so much!! him being rat jesus was too funny, but he also had his heartbreaking moments. he was a very well developed character and murph played him so well
crown of candy: it's a tie between 3, which i know is so bad, but they are liam, lapin, and theo. they each are just so fantastic and i love them all so much. liam was so sweet, and then when he was a war guy, that was so good too! him and primsy <3. lapin was fucking hilarious, i don't care what anyone else says. his banter with theo was unmatched, and the last episode with him was heart-wrenching and i loved every second of it. theo is also so good. casting knock on the door!!! the banter, sprinkle, the protectiveness all of it!
ravening war: god i love colin and raphaniel so so much! they are such a duo. but so are colin and deli! but then deli and karna! but then karna and amongeux! god, that season was full of top players and i probably couldn't choose one rn.
starstruck oddyessy: god i loved gunnie! the ball is rolling up is in my vocabulary now, and i honestly enjoy everything that lou wilson does, he's phenomenal. also skip is fucking hilarious in the beginning, when he's learning how to talk, it makes me giggle all the time
neverafter: tbh i loved everyone in this season! my top favs were definitely ylfa and pinocchio though. lou's voice was fucking crazy but it was wonderful. his arc with his stepmother slayed. ylfa is a character that i relate to a little too much probably, but she is so wonderful. her and the wolf are crazy. i watch way too many edits with ylfa clips, it's probably something i should work on haha
escape from the bloodkeep: tbh i love leiland! i'm only on episode three but he slays figuratively and literally (though not much literally lol) matt mercer is a great player and i love everything he does!
i'm so sorry that this was so lengthy lmao, can you tell that i like dimension 20 and dungeons and dragons???
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To Sin in Love
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Pairing: Lucifer x Reader x Sam Wilson
Summary: Youâre forced to choose between the man who owns your heart and the one who owns your soul.
Words: 3.5k
Warning: Smut, language, mentions of hell and demons, 18+ ONLY
A/N: You can imagine Lucifer to look like however you please. I have no specific one in mind. Â Special shoutout to my babe @donutloverxoâ for beta reading this hot mess and just being my rock.
Hell seemed to breath fresher when his face appeared before you. Swimming in the dark surface of the water from where you spied on him, a smile tugged at your lips. He was exiting the gym, t-shirt damp with sweat and you wished you could smell his musk. The way he walked with purpose towards his destination had you imagining how heâd walked towards you with a predatory look in his eyes.
For months youâd spied on this gorgeous man from miles under the surface and yet feeling so close to him. His grief had called out to you, drawn you into his aura of pain and regret. As a demon, you didnât feel pity, but Sam Wilson had you feeling more than that. He had you falling in love.
So engrossed were you in looking at him, you didnât notice your master enter until his warmth met your back. A large scaly hand came around you, holding you close. You leaned back into him, resting your head on his massive chest. Those who said the Devil didnât have a heart lied, you could hear it beating under your ear, strong and assuring.
âIâve seen you torture sinners without a frown, and yet here youâre melting for a mere mortal. I taught you better than that my sweet.â Lucifer whispered in your ear, pressing soft kisses along your neck. You moaned, titling your head to give him better access.
âMasterâ You breathily whispered, âyou arenât being fair.â
Lucifer chuckled, his hands wandering until they cupped your tits and squeezed, the very best of sin from the lord of sinners. You turned your face to look at him, admiring the beauty that had once been in heaven. Hell was worth every bit of pain if you only got to see him this close and feel his hands over your body.
âI am not being fair? I find you lusting after this mortal man while you very well know you belong to me. Why must you hurt me so, my sweet?â
Raising a hand to his face, you caressed it, savoring the tickle of his stubble against your palm. Your Lord was the most gorgeous being youâd ever seen, and yet your immortal heart cried out for Sam Wilson.
âHave you ever wanted to repent Master?â You asked softly, leaning in to kiss his lips. Lucifer groaned in your mouth, turning you around so you straddled him, his arms around you.
âI am the Devil, my sweet, Hell is my repentance. I watered the ground of my kingdom from the blood that seeped from my torn wings. Ascending to Heaven is no more my fantasy, especially not with you in my arms.â
Tears glittered in your eyes, a heat burning in your core that rivaled the very inferno you were born in. Pulling your master close, you kissed his eyes in reverence before whispering against his lips. âHe makes me want to repent My Lord. I look at him and I taste absolution.â
Lucifer kissed you, his tongue slithering in your mouth and tangling with yours in a dance as ancient as him. His hands found your ass, squeezing you closer and grinding against the soft mound that lay between your legs.
âAnd what about me, my sweet? What do you want to do when you look at me?â He asked, his sharp fangs biting into your lips until you bled in his mouth. You shared the taste of your blood with him, finding peace in this place of sorrows where he ruled with a cruel smirk. Why would someone prefer Heaven over the freedom that Hell offered? Would anyone want to be high above if they knew how beautiful your master was, carrying a piece of that heaven into Hell itself with his presence?
âYou make me want to kneel Master. I look at you and I want to worship you.â You said, love for him evident in your eyes. âYou own my devotion My Lord, and he owns my heart.â
Fingers that were stained with your blood traced your cheek softly, his deep eyes that had seen eons pass by look at you with adoration. You were your masterâs favorite, his most treasured demon. Nobody touched you but him, his possessiveness ripping apart every being that ever laid eyes on you. But he would never hurt Sam, he would never draw the blood of a man who owned so much of you.
âI fear youâll forget me my sweet. If I let you free to go to him, would you ever come back?â Lucifer asked, holding your gaze steady with his. A tear forged a river down your face, his fingers quickly wiping it away.
âMaster, you only need to ask, and I will stay. I was born for you, and if you shall please, Iâll die here at your feet.â You promised him. âBut I cannot stop yearning for him. He is mine as I am yours.â
He looked at you for a long time before picking you up with him, carrying you over to your bed that had only ever had him as a companion. Lowering himself over your body, he striped you of your garb, touching your body with almost as much devotion as you did to him. He eased into you, the heat of your union steaming the air that rang with your soft whimpers.
âIf he ever hurt you, Iâll torture him myself.â Lucifer vowed, capturing your lips that were stretched into a beaming smile. You allowed yourself to merge into one with your master once more, for you doubted youâd feel him like this again. The world was cruel like that, forcing you to chose between the one who owned your soul and the one who owned your heart.
âYou wouldnât have to master. You trained me well.â You said, arching your back as he hit the special spot inside you. âHe will cherish me as you have done, I know it to be true.â
Lucifer nodded, visibly struggling with letting you go. His hips thrust wildly, lips murmuring in an ancient language of how you were his light in darkness before you both shattered together, falling into sinful bliss for the last time together. Covered in his spent and heat, you hid your tears in his neck. Even in hell, love was pure and never a sin.
Sam said that youâd been created specially to lead him into temptation and damn him. You would only smile and kiss him, never telling him how true his words were. Only, he would never be sent to your home. Sam Wilson did not belong in the fiery fires of Hell, no matter how deliciously they had burnt.
âYou should be ashamed of yourself Mr. Wilsonâ You joked, cupping his face and leaning close to steal a kiss. âLeaving your training in the middle to fornicate with your girlfriend. Where is your sense of propriety?â
Sam laughed, pushing you onto your back on the couch, catching your giggles in his eager mouth. âYou shouldnât have sent me those pics darling. You know I am addicted to you.â
Your eyes twinkled in love for him, pulling him over you excitedly. Your relationship with him had been nothing short of a dream, his presence in your life completing you. When Lucifer had let you out on Earth, youâd wondered for one fearful moment if Sam would ever love you like you did to him. But it seemed his ageless soul had searched yours for just as long, for you clicked from the moment you met.
Youâd been looking for him, navigating the crowded land of the mortals when Sam literally flew by you. His wings outstretched, Redwing hovering a few above, he chased after a man with vengeance in his eyes. Seeing him like that, you were convinced he had to be some sort of an angel for never had you felt so alive as you did then, breathing the same air as him.
As you saw him disappear, you ran after him, heart beating with excitement at finally meeting the man whoâd owned you without even knowing you exist. Turning the corner, you saw him on the ground, grappling with the other man for a small pendrive. You had not planned to step in but seeing your man grunt in pain when he was punched, you launched into the battle with a cry, pouncing on the bastard who dare hurt your love.
âDie you dickface!â You screamed, pulling on his hair and delivering a kick into his side. He cried out, struggling in your hold. His mortal strength was laughably unmatched to yours and with a flick of your fingers, you twisted his wrist until you heard a crack. One conk to the head and heâd be down on his way to Hell where your Master would greet him, knowing how to deal with such asswipes.
âHey! Hey, come off. I have orders not to kill!â Sam said, and then he touched you. He wrapped a hand around your arm and pulled you away, dragging you into himself and off the target he was chasing. The moment you felt his touch, tingles shot up and down your spine, liquid fire curling in your veins until you burnt only for him. The target lay forgotten on the ground, clutching his broken wrist as you and Sam gazed at each other.
His mouth parted slightly, fingers still digging into your flesh. You could see his eyes widen and then dilate, a similar heat simmering in them. He gulped, reluctantly releasing you from his hold but not moving away, trying not to blink as if afraid youâd disappear the moment he did.
âHave we met before?â He asked softly, tilting his head to the side. The brown in his eyes melted like chocolate, and you wanted to step closer to feel his touch again. Youâd never met and yet you seemed to recognize each other. Something older than human memories had etched your face in his heart.
You shook your head, stray hair dancing beside your face as you did so. He blinked, shaking himself from his trance before lowering down to pick up the pendrive and calling in backup to arrest the target. His eyes kept drifting back to yours, confused and curious.
âWho are you?â He asked. You told him your name, shivering when it passed from his lips like a love chant. âYou got strength in those arms. CIA?â
His voice was deep, and you wanted to know how it would sound right beside your ear, out of breath.
âI donât work for the government. They donât handle power well.â You said. Sam smiled at your words, looking around as three agents approached him, cuffing the target and patting his back.
âMy name is Sam Wilson.â He said, offering you a hand that you eagerly shook. âWould you care for a cup of coffee? I may know a team of people who handle power just fine.â
âHey, whereâd you go?â Sam asked, his lips trailing down from your shoulder to your neckline. You come back to the present, catching the back of his neck and allowing him access to your breast, moaning when he sucked them from over your clothes. Youâd been brought together by fate, of that you were sure, never parting ways since the day you met.
âWas thinking about you.â You replied, shimming out of your shirt and salivating at his naked torso. He was beautiful, his body glowing in the sunlight that peaked in like a voyeur through the blinds to witness your tryst.
âWhat about me?â He asked, smoothening his hands over you. Your skin heated under his touch, a desperate craving in your core to be filled by him overpowering your senses. You moaned his name and asked him to take you, quietly sobbing when you felt his tongue against your moist center.
âSam, please. I feel empty.â You cried, hips raising as a finger eased into your channel and rubbed against your spongy walls. He smirked against you, sucking on your clit and tasting your juices that he said were like his own communion. No wonder he fell for a demon, uttering the filthiest things from those lips that made you quiver.
âTell me, what were you thinking of.â He prompted, teasing you further. You writhed under him, holding his head with your thighs, and clutching the edge of the couch. He was grinning at your desire, loving as you made a mess for him. You cursed, eyes closing as you gave into his ministrations, coming apart into his mouth and crying out his name.
His slight beard that had taken him months to grow left a delicious burn on your skin, and soon his lips met yours, his breath carrying your scent. You lifted your hips eagerly to his, begging him with your eyes to take you, to own your body and make you his again. Greedily kissing you, he entered you with a practiced thrust, moaning at how snug you were. When Sam fucked you, he lost himself in your body to find his soul.
âLook at me.â You said, forcing his lust blown gaze to yours. He panted hard, grabbing your hips for support as he pushed into you, your bodies merging together like perfect puzzle pieces. You wondered again how this utterly beautiful man could be yours, how a damned soul like yours could belong to one as bright as his.
âWhat were you thinking of darling?â He asked again, biting your shoulder to leave a mark.
âAbout how much I love you.â You finally said, surprising him by flipping him over and taking the reins. You rode him out, taking him deeper and deeper until you were sure he was in your womb, feeling right at home. âI have loved you since before we met, believe it or not.â
Sam took your hand that rested on his chest and placed a sweet kiss on it, laying back as you lazily fucked him into a pile of gooey mess.
âI believe you babyâ He said, pulling you into a soft kiss. âI feel like Iâve loved you my whole life.â
Tears gathered in your eyes, your hips moving faster as his words registered in your heart. Your love was complete and reciprocated, your life finding its meaning in him. Oh, how you loved him and his gap-toothed smile. His eyes that lit up when you danced together and played pranks on his friends.
âYou are my heart Sam Wilsonâ You whispered in your ancient language, surrendering to him and the pleasure of your body.
Your dream suddenly turned hot, and it was then you realized you were back home. The room you had spent centuries in was still the same, your stuff kept together like a shrine to your memories. You wandered in, touching everything as nostalgia welled in your heart. Reaching your bed, you smoothed out the creases in the velvet sheets, smiling at the smell of your master there.
âWelcome home, my sweet.â
There he was, as regal and beautiful as ever. Looking at him, you knew he was meant to rule hell, for someone like him could never be happy serving at the feet of another.
âMasterâ You said breathlessly, wanting to crawl on your knees to him. But before you could, he flew to you and took you in his arms, his wings opening wide and curling around your body, enveloping you. A sob lodged in your throat, for you had never thought youâd ever feel him again. You met his eyes that seemed misty like yours and when he kissed your forehead, you let a tear escape.
âOh, my sweet, how Iâve missed you. Hell seemed to have lost its fire without you. My hearth seems cold in your absence.â Lucifer said, nuzzling his nose in your neck. You held him close, running a hand through his hair that had grown longer.
He pulled away to kiss both your cheeks, his beautiful visage soothing the burn in your heart you didnât know you have. Fate has been cruel, separating you from one man you love to be with the other. You raised your head up to receive his lips, but that kiss didnât come.
âNo, my sweet,â He sadly said, stroking your face gently, âYou and I both you we can never share that intimacy again.â
Your heart broke at the rejection, a frown crumbing your face into one of despair that Lucifer was quick to kiss away.
âOh no, that is not what I meant.â He assured. âI have loved you since you were born. If I am the soul of Hell, you are its heart. But now your heart belongs to someone else, does it not? Nobody knows better than the Devil that you must not abandon that which you seek. My need for freedom led me here, and you need for love led you to the man who could return it the way you deserve. Do not sully that by presenting yourself to me, not when I would love you just as much without the succor of your body.â
It was then you realized, standing in the palace of the damned with the Devil, that love came in various ways. Here was your master, who loved you deep enough to let you go, defying all nature that had made him a villain. He was greedy and jealous, the sinner whose pride led him to fall. But that fallen angel had raised you here, had loved you as purely as god did to his children. How harshly had the world judged this being, and how strongly have you loved him, that you didnât want to leave.
âMasterâ You begged, clutching his collar and holding on tight. âDo not let me go. You still own me, as does he. Can I not belong to the both of you, equally?â
Lucifer smiled, a content look in his gaze. He sat down on the ground, taking you into his lap and rocking you like a babe. âMy sweet, you will always belong to me. Love is infinite, and you can divide it between people and yet it wouldnât lessen. But I summoned you back here to give you a boon, for I see far into your future.â
You stared at him in confusion, hugging him tight. He smelled like the dirt of graveyard after rain, death and rebirth combined into one. He took a section of your hair, running a hand through it until the few strands in there turned gray. Your heart beat faster, a new vulnerability coursing in your blood that had you feeling fear for the first time in your life.
âMaster, what have you done?â You asked.
âThat man you love lives a limited life my sweet. I promised you to not damn him into this place of tortures, and if I cannot bring him in as a demon, I must make you a mortal like him. Grow old together, find your happiness. When the time shall come for your body to retire, the fates shall merge you as one and see where to deliver you.â
A storm of emotions rushed through your heart, longing and pain and love and sin. You leaned in to kiss the corner of his mouth, feeling his presence settle in your bones.
âAnd you master? Would I ever see you again?â You asked, voice cracking. Lucifer smiled, removing the black ring from his finger and pressing it in your palm. He rested his forehead on yours, lips curved in a small smile.
âI will stay down here and try to repent my sweet, so that one day I may join you too. If there ever was someone who could redeem the Devil, it is you.â He whispered.
You laid in his arms, cocooned in his presence until you woke up in your bed next morning cuddled up to Sam, clutching the ring Lucifer had given you.
Sam had always been pretty, but today he was just beautiful. His eyes sparkled like precious gems, a reassuring metal hand on his shoulder telling him to keep it together. He couldnât believe it but when he held your hand, it felt real. A black ring sat on his hand, a matching one in yours.
âCould you both wait until the reception is over to eye fuck each other?â Bucky joked, but he kissed your cheek and hugged you, pushing you into your now husband.
âI have waited a lifetime to be his, I guess I will be okay with a few more hours.â You said to Bucky, but your eyes were trained on your man. He was yours, wearing your mark. You both were together in spirit and body, and your love seemed to have tripled in size.
âWe have forever to go darling, donât we?â Sam said, kissing you softly.
You nodded, entwining your hands and running a finger over his ring. You had a forever, and you would wait a forever more for the other part of your soul.
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best thing thatâs ever been mine
DAY 2: SPEAK NOW - MINEÂ
(is this fic two days late? yes. and what about it?)
Do you remember, we were sittin', there by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing, that's ever been mine
hi everyone! Iâve been working on this fic for months and it has a very special place in my heart. it is a complete AU and I hope you enjoy it!!
Shoutout to @doc-pickles for being my sounding board for this fic (and many others). This ones for you!
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You were in college, working part-time, waiting tables
Left a small town, never looked back
I was a flight risk, with a fear of fallin'
Wondering why we bother with love, if it never lasts
+ + +
She walked into the diner soaked to the bone from the downpour that seemed to come out of nowhere. Shivering, Jo made her way over to her typical booth near the windows (and the space heater) and attempted to warm up. She'd been staring out the window at the busy street when she noticed a young man standing in front of her.
"You're new around here," Jo's eyebrows raised. She observed the man for a second, taking in his appearance. He had brown hair and brown eyes that seemed to be rimmed in green. He was handsome and that crooked half-smile on his face signaled to her that he knew it. "Marion and Hector hired someone new? They hardly ever do that."
The man let out an awkward chuckle, "I just moved here from a small town in lowa for school. Trying to pay my way through medical school. Guess they must've liked me."
"I guess so," Jo nodded. "Sorry, I'm here all the time so I know pretty much everyone that works here. I was surprised to see someone new."
"Well, Iâm Alex," his smile grew slightly. "Since you're a regular, I guess you already know what you're having. So what can I get you?"
"Surprise me," Jo's eyes shined expectantly.
The waiter - Alex - let out a laugh, "Give me a few minutes."
About fifteen minutes later, Alex came back with a plate and drink. He placed it in front of Jo, "Here you go. A bacon double cheeseburger, no pickles, no onions, extra cheese with a large side of seasoned fries and a medium coke. You're tiny, but I have the feeling that you can eat. And as much as you may try to eat healthy, you're not a salad girl and would prefer to work out than eat grass. Am I right?"
Jo raised her eyebrows in amusement, "Surprisingly, yes. Except for the drink. I would've ordered a large coke and gotten up to pee three times because Iâve got a bladder the size of a walnut."
"I will remember that for next time," Alex smirked. "So, regular⊠you got a name?"
"Jo Wilson."
"Nice. I like chicks with boy's names."
+ + +
I say, "Can you believe it?"
As we're lyin' on the couch
The moment, I can see it
Yes, yes, I can see it now
+ + +
The last thing Jo would've expected was that she'd become friends with Alex, the cute waiter from Marion and Hector's diner. But after many conversations shared in the diner during all hours of the day and upon discovering that they would both be attending Harvard Medical School in the fall, Jo and Alex bonded rather quickly. It helped that they each had plenty of shared life experience as a result of growing up in the system.
Jo had never really met anyone with her kind of background that was also looking towards a future in medicine. It was encouraging and validating knowing that she wouldnât be alone in her struggle. Once the school year began and things got real, Jo and Alex found themselves spending increasing amounts of time together, studying and stressing over the copious amounts of material they'd need to memorize and understand.
"This sucks," Alex huffed in annoyance, tossing his notecards onto the coffee table. "I hate pharmacology."
"I know, me too. But we need to learn this if we want to make sure we don't prescribe the wrong medication to a patient," Jo took a seat on the couch beside him and handed Alex the bowl of popcorn in her hands. "Can you believe our first year is almost over?"
Alex stuffed his face with some popcorn, âIt feels like just yesterday I met you at the diner.â
âI know,â Jo chuckled. "I'm happy we're friends."
"Me too," Alex smiled, content to just sit near Jo.
Both of them wanted more, but neither one of them was quite ready to admit that yet. There had been something brewing between the two of them since their first meeting.
"When we're hotshot doctors one day, we'll still be in each otherâs lives, right?" Jo asked quietly.
"Of course we are," Alex grinned. "We can apply to the same hospitals and in the same cities for residency and fellowship. And even after, when we are badass attendings, we can open a practice together. I won't leave your side unless you ask me to. You're stuck with me, Wilson."
+ + +
Do you remember, we were sittin', there by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing, that's ever been mine
+ + +
"Come on, we're gonna miss it!" Jo shouted as she neared the dock. Her silhouette was illuminated by the moonlight as she deposited the blanket onto the ground and Iied down to stare at the night sky. "This should be the perfect spot to watch the meteor shower. It's far away enough from the city to see the sky but close enough that an ambulance can get to us quickly enough if anything were to happen."
"I'm coming," Alex grumbled as he carried the cooler over to where Jo was lying on the ground. "Jeez, what did you put in this thing?"
"Just the essentials," Jo reached over and opened the cooler, pulling out a beer and revealing the contents of the cooler.
"Are those stolen medical supplies?" Alex looked inside.
"Maybe?" Jo shrugged and opened the bottle. "We're gonna be out here all night so I wanted to be prepared."
"You're insane," Alex chuckled and opened his own drink.
"It's part of my charm," Jo winked at him and lifted her drink. "Look, I know all of this might seem pretty crazy, but I just wanted to do something special. This has probably been the best summer of my life.â She grew quiet for a moment. âIâve never had a friend like you. A person. My person. Most summers I was struggling to make ends meet or find somewhere to live while everyone else went home and visited their families and went on these lavish vacations. I never really had anybody and now I have you. Itâs nice. Having someone⊠Anyway, I just want to say thank you. For making last year and this summer a little less lonely. Thatâs why weâre here tonight, waiting for a meteor shower on our last Friday off before second year starts. So, cheers to a great year.â
âTo a great year,â Alex lifted his beer and clinked it against hers. He stared at her for a moment, silently taking in the words sheâd said. He knew expressing her feelings was no easy feat. Jo had always had a complicated relationship with feelingsâboth of them had. But sheâd made an effort to express her emotions and that was more than enough to blow his mind. Alex was brought out of his thoughts when he heard Joâs voice again.
âLook! Itâs starting,â Jo gasped and pointed up and the night sky.
Maybe it was the meteor shower. Maybe it was the alcohol. Maybe it was the speech. Maybe it was Joâs bright smile. But Alex couldnât help himself this time. He reached out for Joâs hand and pulled her close to his body, wrapping his arm around her. Jo looked up at him with shining eyes and relaxed, resting her head on his chest.
They laid like that for what seemed like hours, observing the night sky and reveling in the warm summer air. After some time, Jo lifted her head to look Alex in the eye. She opened her mouth to speak but only a squeak came out, causing Alex to laugh.
âSorryâI⊠I didnât mean to laugh,â Alex cleared his throat as Jo looked at him unamused. âWhat did you want to say?â
âNothing. It was stupid,â Jo shook her head.
âNo itâs okay, just say it,â Alex rubbed his hand on her back comfortingly. He watched as Jo shook her head again, attempting to hide her face from his view. âHey, look at me. Jo itâs me. You can say anything.â
âI canât say this thing,â Jo bit her lip nervously.
Alex sighed, âOkay. How about I say it? Because I'm pretty sure I know what youâre thinking right now.â
âI highly doubt that but be my guest,â Jo scoffed.
And with his arms holding her tightly he finally said the words, âI love you.â
+ + +
Flash forward, and we're takin' on the world together
And there's a drawer of my things at your place
You learn my secrets and you figure out why I'm guarded
You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes
+ + +
âHave you seen my light blue sneakers?â Jo shouted from the other side of the apartment. âI canât remember if I left them here or not last time I spent the night.â
âI havenât seen them. Maybe you left them in your car?â Alex walked over to Jo and gave her a kiss of the cheek. âYou look hot in scrubs.â
âSo do you, Mr. third year med student,â Jo allowed her eyes to run up and down Alexâs frame. âTodayâs our first day of clerkships and Iâm going to have to keep my eyes glued to you as soon as we get to the hospital because I donât need any cute nurses trying to steal you away.â
âYou act as if you have competition,â Alex leaned forward to steal a kiss. âI donât want anyone else, especially after last night.â
âThereâs so much more where that came from,â Jo wiggled her eyebrows suggestively. âI know weâve been together for a year but I still canât get enough of you.â
âThe feeling is mutual,â Alex chuckled. âYou know I got you something. Call it an anniversary present. I was gonna show it to you last night, but we were a bit busy⊠celebrating.â
âYou didnât have to get me anything,â Jo cupped his cheek on her hand. âI just need you.â
âHey, a one year anniversary is a big deal. Besides, this is something Iâve been thinking about for a while now,â Alexâs face relaxed and loving. âCome on, itâs in the bedroom.â
They walked into the bedroom and Alex stood in front of the closed closet doors, prompting Joâs forehead to wrinkle in confusion. Alex cleared his throat, âOkay. What you see here might freak you out a bit, but itâs something Iâve been wanting to do for a long time. So, Iâm just gonna show you.â
Alex opened the closet doors to reveal that it was half empty. The left side was free of clothing except for one shirt hanging up that Jo recognized as one that she thought sheâd misplaced a few weeks ago.
Jo looked at Alex in question, âYou found my shirt and cleaned out your closet? Thatâs the surprise? What happened to your other clothes?â
âNo thatâs notâyouâre not understanding,â Alex let out a chuckle. âItâs okay, though. Youâre new to all this. So am I, if Iâm being honest.â
âAlex, you arenât making any sense.â
âI'm making space for you,â Alex stated. âIâm making space for you in my home, in my life. I got rid of a bunch of crap that I donât need or never used and I made space. Because I donât want you to just have a drawer full of random things at my place. I want this to be our place. So I guess what Iâm asking is, move in with me. Please. I wanna go to sleep next to you and wake up next to you every day. I love you, Jo. I want to do everything with you.â
Jo stood in front of Alex, stunned. Sheâd be lying if she said she hadnât thought about what it would be like to live with Alex. All her life, sheâd just found a place to live. She never had a home. As long as there was a roof over her head and a somewhat comfortable space to sleep in, she would make due. It was all she needed. After Alex, she found the home sheâd been searching for all along.
âJo?â
âYes,â Jo breathed without hesitation. A couple tears collected in her eyes. âYes.â
Alexâs face broke out into a huge grin, âReally? Youâll move in?â
âYeah,â Jo laughed happily. âIâd love to live with you.â
âOkay,â Alex nodded his head and motioned to the room. âIâve still got to move some stuff around but we can have it done by the end of this week.â
âI donât have much. I donât need a lot of space,â Jo shrugged.
âIâm gonna change that,â Alex took both his hands in her own. âNo more having only the bare minimum necessary to survive. And I mean that for both of us. I wanna build a life with you.â
âI love you,â Jo leaned up to kiss him briefly. âSo much.â
âMe too,â Alexâs face was content. âAs much as Iâd like to just stand here with you, weâve got to go or weâll be late.â
âLetâs go,â Jo smiled. âI canât wait to rub it into all the girlsâ faces that Iâm moving in with my super hot boyfriend and they should be jealous.â
+ + +
And we got bills to pay
We got nothin' figured out
When it was hard to take
Yes, yes
This is what I thought about
+ + +
âDammit Alex, why can you just listen to me for once?â Jo yelled across the kitchen counter. âIf you wouldâve listened to me in the first place none of this would be happening.â
âWill you just stop it already?â Alex shouted back angrily. âJust shut up! Iâm sick and tired of hearing you go on and on about the same damn thing. Yes, I know I let the ball drop on this one. You donât have to bring it up every two seconds! Stop talking!â
Jo grew quiet at the tone of his voice. She swallowed back a response and took a cautious step back. She looked almost afraid to push him further.
Alex noticed her behavior and immediately felt regret over his words, âJo. Iâm sorry. I shouldnât have yelled at you like that. Iâm just⊠Iâm frustrated.â
âMmhm,â Jo pursed her lips, but didnât move from her stop.
Alex took a step forward to close the distance only to have Jo take another step back. Thatâs when it hit him. Paul. He just yelled at her like Paul used to.
Alex learned about Paul Stadlerâs existence not too long after Jo moved in with him. Theyâd gotten home from a day in the ER where a young woman came in with domestic violence injuries. Jo had been incredibly affected by the womanâs case and Alex couldnât figure out why. That night on the couch, Jo opened up about quite possibly the most difficult experience of her life. She talked about her ex.
Paul Stadler was an old boyfriend of Joâs who spent the first few years of their friendship grooming her to be his victim. He was a professor during her undergrad years at Princeton and especially liked to prey on isolated, young women with emotional trauma. He fixated his attention on Jo and reeled her in, making her the subject of his abuse for the last seven months of her senior year at Princeton. As soon as graduation was over, Joâformally known as Brooke Howardâran away, changed her name, and fled to a small town outside of Boston where she hid for a few weeks before deeming it safe to find a place in the city. It was in that year that she remade herself and applied to various medical schools under her new name before finally getting into Harvard against all odds.
Alex hadnât always known about her history. It was something she shared with him when he found the paperwork from her name change in the process of moving her into hisânow theirâapartment. Thatâs when she sat down and told him all the missing pieces of her story. She told him about how Paul would beat her and scream at her when she failed to meet his expectations. She told him about her pregnancy and the abortion she had after Paul confiscated her birth control and coerced her into his bed. She told him about how she had been terrified but hopeful that a baby would change things for the better, only to have those expectations ripped violently away once Paul threw her against the wall for showing up at his office uninvited.
âJo. Baby, look at me. Iâm sorry. Iâm not going to hurt you. I swear,â Alex looked at Jo and waited for her eyes to meet his. He reached his hand out as an invitation for her to hold it. âI love you. Iâm sorry I yelled like that. I didnât mean to frighten you or trigger you in any way.â
Jo's visibly relaxed and took Alexâs hand in her own, âI know. Iâm sorry I⊠reacted like that, too. Itâs just⊠I finally have something that Iâm scared to lose.â
âNo, youâre right,â Alex shook his head. âI told you I was going to handle this monthâs rent while you figured things out with your job at the library and I didnât do it. I left it till the last minute and Iâm short $200. That's not your fault. You warned me multiple times to set aside the money for rent before paying everything else and buying those basketball tickets. Iâm gonna figure it out. Donât worry.â
Alex left the apartment in a rush, leaving Jo standing in the entryway confused. Alex was halfway to his destination when he realized that he probably should have explained to Jo what his thought process was. He had half a mind to turn back around, but then again he wasnât all that keen on admitting what he was on his way to do. It was a major hit to his pride to even walk to the one person he knew could help them. But it wasnât about him or his pride. It was about his life with Jo and about fixing this.
Alex knocked on the door and waited for the person inside to respond.
âHey man, come on in.â
âThanks,â Alex walked inside and looked around.
He had been to Jackson Averyâs apartment before. Jackson was actually one of Alexâs best friends since he started medical school. They got paired together for anatomy lab the first week of classes and had been inseparable ever since. To top it all off, Jackson was an Avery. He was from one of the most prestigious families in medicine and was sitting on a lump sum of cash. In the three years that they had been friends, Jackson had always made it clear that if Alex ever needed anything at all, to not hesitate to ask.
âWhatâs up?â Jackson asked as he handed Alex a beer and sat across from him on the couch.
âYou know I wouldnât do this if I werenât desperate. I hate asking for favors and youâre my friend so donât feel obligated to say yes, but I need help,â Alex started.
âWhatever you need, man. You know that,â Jackson leaned forward to wait for Alex to make his request.
âI messed up this month with the rent. Joâs hours at the library got switched and they donât work with our clerkship schedules, so I had to take over all the bills this time around. I told her not to worry, that Iâd handle it, but Iâm $200 short,â Alex put his head in his hands. âDo you think you could lend me the money? I swear Iâll pay you back as soon as my next paycheck from the diner comes in.â
âWhoa, Karev. Slow down,â Jackson reached into his wallet and pulled out two crisp hundred dollar bills. âHere. Itâs no big deal. And Iâm not lending you $200. Iâm giving it to you.â
âI canât⊠I canât accept that,â Alex shook his head. âI donât like owing people.â
âYou wonât be owing me anything,â Jackson held the money out. âWeâre friends, Alex. Youâve got my back, Iâve got yours. You and Jo helped me when I was struggling in that class last year. You took time out of your own studying and time that the two of you couldâve been spending together to help me. Youâre the reason I passed. Take the cash. Just think of it as a favor.â
âThank you,â Alex sighed and took the money in his hands. âI just⊠I feel so pathetic. What guy canât provide for his girlfriend for one month while sheâs struggling to figure things out financially? Thank God we each got a full ride in college so we donât have to worry about student loans until we graduate med school. I just feel useless.â
âYouâre anything but useless,â Jackson took a swig of his beer. âYou underestimated how much money youâd need to save. So what? Itâs okay. It happens. Even to me. You learned from it and now you can move on. Youâre gonna pay the rent on time and everything's gonna be fine. Donât let this become a thing. Donât let it come between you and Jo.â
âI just feel like Iâm letting her down,â Alex admitted quietly.
âJo didnât grow up with much. Yeah, stuff is nice, but I know at the end of the day all she really wants or needs is you,â Jackson smiled. âBesides, even if you somehow got so behind that they evicted you, Iâve got a guest bedroom that Iâd be happy to let you and Jo stay in for however long you needed to. Maybe I'll finally get a chance to steal her flashcards that she refuses to share.â
Alex smirked, âGood luck with that. She wonât even let me see them.â
âEh itâs worth a shot,â Jackson chuckled. âOkay, finish your beer and then go pay your bills.â
+ + +
Do you remember all the city lights on the water?
You saw me start to believe, for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing, that's ever been mine
+ + +
âCome on, follow me. I wanna show you something,â Alex smiled as he led Jo up the dock.
âWhere are we going?â Jo asked for what seemed to be the hundredth time. âWe start our first day of internship tomorrow. I donât want to be late.â
âWe wonât be late,â Alex continued pulling her in the direction he was headed to. âI want to do something special before we get busy and donât have time to be us.â
Joâs eyes softened, âOkay. Lead the way.â
Alex grinned as they neared a ferry boat, âI got us tickets for a ferry boat tour of the city. I thought it would be a nice way of celebrating that tomorrow we finally become the doctors we always dreamed weâd be as kids. Itâs been hard getting here, but we made it. We made it, Jo and I know that I can make it through this year and the rest of my life as long as Iâve got you by my side.â
Jo looked at Alex with love in her eyes, âYouâre incredible.â
âThatâs all you, princess,â Alex put his arm around her shoulder as they boarded the ferry and took a seat.
The majority of the ride was done in silence. They marveled at the city lights bouncing off the water as the sky grew dimmer as the night went on. Jo snuggled up against Alex, thinking about how the time had flown by. She first met Alex about four years ago in a diner and now here she was in Seattle sitting next to the love of her life on a ferry the night before their first day of internship. It was a surreal moment and yet, Jo found herself actually believing that she had found a love that would last for the first time in her life.
âI love you,â Jo snuggled into Alexâs side.
âI love you more.â
âI canât believe this is real,â Jo said later that night as they were climbing into bed. âI keep expecting someone to pinch me and wake me up from this dream Iâm having.â
âItâs real,â Alex pressed a kiss to her forehead.
âI hope we get assigned the same resident. I want to be near you so that none of the female doctors or nurses trying anything stupid,â Jo snuggled in close to Alex.
âIs this jealousy I hear?â Alexâs face turned up into a smirk.
âPfft, me, jealous?â Jo scoffed. âPlease. Iâm not jealous. I'm just⊠protective over whatâs mine.â
âOh so Iâm yours now?â Alex grinned, amused.
âYup,â Jo leaned up to kiss him deeply, allowing her hands to travel down his chest and stomach to the waistband of his boxers. âYou are all mine.â
Alex groaned, âIâm fine with that.â
+ + +
And I remember that fight, two-thirty am
'Cause everything was slipping right out of our hands
I ran out, crying, and you followed me out into the street
Braced myself for the goodbye,
'Cause that's all I've ever known
Then, you took me by surprise
You said, "I'll never leave you alone"
+ + +
Their intern year went by rather quickly, considering all of the insanity theyâd lived through. From train crashes, bombs in the hospital, cutting L-VAD wires, proms, Meredith almost drowning, ferry boat crashes, and various break ups and make ups, it was safe to say that Alex and Jo had the most interesting intern class ever. When Jo thought back to everything they had lived through in the past year, she found herself increasingly grateful that she had someone that she could come home to every night. Being a doctor had reminded her just how short life could be and that things could change at any moment.
Their second year of residency was getting off to a similarly interesting start with the arrival of a new class of interns that would be under their supervision. Jo found herself increasingly frustrated with the young doctors under her care. She was so consumed by her work that Jo realized that it had been weeks since she and Alex spent time together that wasnât as they got ready for bed at night. Even those moments were few and far between.
Alex had been spending a lot of his free time with the people in their class, specifically, Meredith and Izzie. Jo didnât have a problem with them. On the contrary, Jo loved both women dearly. Meredith was a loyal friend that mirrored Jo in many ways, and Izzie was an unexpected, bubbly best friend that reminded Jo of her only friend in college more and more every day. She didnât have a problem with either of those women. Not at all. She wasnât the jealous type either. She trusted Alex implicitly. She never had a reason to suspect that he would do something behind her back. That was, until he started to make excuses and lie to her about his whereabouts. Â Â Â
Maybe she shouldâve been a bit more understanding. After all, Meredith and Izzie had both been through a lot last year. Jo had spent countless hours by their sides comforting and supporting them. But in the process of trying to be a good friend, she felt like she was losing her boyfriend.
The last straw was when Alex left her alone at the hospital after having driven there together that morning. It had been a long day and Jo was looking forward to getting home, taking a shower, and lazing around on the couch with Alex. After sheâd finished changing out of her scrubs, she walked down to the bench out by the parking lot where she and Alex normally waited for each other. Jo waited for about twenty minutes when she finally walked back inside to the nurseâs station to find him.
âHey, could you page Dr. Karev for me? Iâve been waiting for him to leave but he hasnât come down yet. Is he still in surgery?â Jo asked nurse Vicky.
âI saw Dr. Karev leave over an hour ago?â Vicky replied.
âWhat? Are you sure? We came in one car today,â Joâs brow furrowed.
âYeah. I saw him walk out with Grey and Stevens. It seemed like they were in a rush to get somewhere,â Vicky nodded. âIs there someone you want me to call for you?â
âNo, itâs fine,â Jo shook her head. âIâll figure something out.â
Jo ended up getting a ride back to the loft she and Alex shared from one of her interns, of all people. She thanked him bashfully as she got out of the car and walked up the steps, seeing Alexâs car in front of the building. Jo took a deep breath as she reached the door. On the way there, sheâd thought long and hard about how this conversation was going to go. How could she talk about ending this? Alex was her best friend, the love of her life. He was the person who said heâd always be there for her. And yet, here she was outside their home because he left her without a word.
Finally mustering up enough courage, Jo slid the door open and stepped inside.
âI need to talk to you,â Jo put her things down in front of the bed.
âI need to talk to you,â Alex walked towards her with a glass of champagne in his hands.
âNo, no, no. ListenâŠâ Jo paused as she got choked up. âThis isnât working. I need someone in my corner, and the more I look at it, the only person I have is me.â
âJoââ
âAnd I donât want to make you choose between me and your friends, our friends. But I canât keep feeling like everyoneâs second choice. Especially not yours. Not when I love you with everything I have. Not when I put you before everything,â Joâs eyes watered. âBut right now, all I can see is how you choose everyone else over me. I mean, you left me at the hospital today. We came in one car and you didnât even let me know that you were leaving. I sat there waiting for you like an idiot for a long time, but you never showed. And you didnât even have the decency to let me know that you left. I had to find out from Vicky when I went to ask her to page you. I found out that instead of waiting for me, you left with Mer and Izzie. So⊠Iâm going to go stay with Cristina for a while.â
âJo, stop!â Alex put down the glasses as Jo made her way to the drawer to collect her things.
She turned around to see Alex on one knee with a ring in his hand, âOh my God. Alex.â
âYeah?â his lips twitched in a little smile.
âWhat are you doing?â Jo looked at him with wide eyes.
âWhat does it look like Iâm doing?â Alex took a deep breath. âIâm sorry I left you, but Iâve been planning this night for weeks and was so caught up in trying to get everything perfect that I forgot we drove together today.â He took her hand in one of his. âMer has been holding onto this thing for months now so that you wouldnât see it in my underwear drawer and Izzie helped me make dinner since I donât really know how to cook. Iâm not replacing you with them or putting them first. I swear. I just couldnât have you figure out what I was doing.â He paused and looked up at her. âI had a whole speech planned out, but I honestly donât remember most of it right now.â
Jo let out a little laugh, âItâs okay.â
âBut hereâs the gist of it; I love you and I want to love you for the rest of my life,â Alex felt his eyes fill with tears. âI never thought Iâd be lucky enough to find you and now that I have, I never want to be without you. I donât know how some stranger in a diner could end up becoming my best friend, but Iâm grateful that it happened because you changed my life. Jo, I love you and I love our life together, but I donât want this to be it. I want so much more with you. So I guess what Iâm asking is, will you do me the honor of becoming my life?â
âYes,â Jo beamed brightly.
âYes?â Alexâs jaw dropped.
âOf course itâs a yes,â Jo laughed. âDonât look so surprised.â
âIâm justâI canât believe youâre going to be my wife,â Alexâs grin grew. He took the ring from the box and slipped it on her finger. âI love you.â
âI love you, too.â
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You said, "I remember how we felt, sitting by the water
And every time I look at you, it's like the first time
I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter
She is the best thing that's ever been mine"
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing, that's ever been mine
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When talking about their wedding, Jo and Alex both agreed that they wanted it near the water at sunset. They had first gotten together on a secluded dock in Boston so it was only fitting that they get married near something meaningful. One day while talking about locations at Meredithâs, Shepherd suggested they try renting a ferry boat and the pair knew immediately that it was right for them.
The day couldnât have been more perfect. The sun was setting on the water, casting pink and purple hues to paint the sky. The colors reflected beautifully against the water and gave everything a soft glow. Their guests were sitting comfortably on the deck of the boat awaiting the start of the ceremony.
Alex stood in front of the crowd of guests with Jackson and Meredith at his side, smiling brightly at their friendâs nervous fidgeting.
âDonât tell me youâre getting cold feet now,â Meredith leaned over and whispered in his ear. âBecause itâs kind of two late for that. It would look really bad if I had to run out of here to start up the getaway car.â
âShut up,â Alex chuckled. âIâm not having cold feet. Iâm just⊠I canât believe it. Iâm getting married and I donât know⊠Jo is going to look beautiful when she walks out here in her dress and I guess, I want to make sure I look nice for her.â
âWow, you really are whipped, man,â Jackson teased. âItâs okay, though. Iâll give you a free pass since itâs your wedding day and all.â
âWhatever, Avery. You just wait until you find someone who-â
Alex was cut off by Baileyâs nudge, âHush Karev. Itâs about to start.â
Alex closed his mouth and nodded as Bailey smoothed out her dress for the hundredth time. He was grateful sheâd said yes to officiating his and Joâs wedding. Bailey had become one of the most important and influential people in their lives and she was honored when they asked her if she would marry them.
The music began and Izzie and Cristina made their way down the aisle as Lexie tossed yellow flower petals in the air from her spot off to the side. Jo took a couple deep breaths and she waited around the corner, making sure to steady herself before going out there.
âYou ready Wilson?â Dr. Webber stood beside her with a soft smile on his face.
âIâve never been more ready for anything in my life,â Joâs face brightened in excitement. âAnd after today, it wonât be Wilson anymore.â
âReally now?â Webberâs eyebrows raised in surprise. âI wouldn't have thought youâd change it.â
âI never had a family name growing up. Wilson is something I made up along the way. Karev means something, though. It belongs to Alex, but now itâs mine, and itâs all Iâve ever wanted.â
âIâm happy for you,â Webber smiled. He held his arm out for her to hold on to. âI think itâs our turn.â
The moment was surreal. It was like in those movies when all time stops as the bride and groom get their first looks at each other and everything else fades away. But thereâs no better way to describe the feeling of all your love for a person seeming to pour out of your chest. It was overwhelming, tear-inducing, and so incredibly wonderful.
So much of the following minutes were a blur until Bailey signaled that it was time to recite their vows, âBoth Alex and Jo have prepared their own vows that they wish to share in front of us today. Alex, you will go first.â
âHuh?â Alexâwho had been too busy admiring the woman in front of himâcleared his throat. âOh, sorry. I got distracted.â
Their guests laughed at his honesty. He took a deep breath and began, âJo. For the past six years, you have been my rock, my constant, my best friend. Every moment spent with you has been better than I couldâve ever hoped for. I knew from the minute you sat down at my table at the diner in Boston that you would be in my life forever. Maybe it was your smile or your laugh or something entirely out of my control, but that day I changed for the better, and itâs because of you. Now, we were idiots and didnât say anything for over a year, but Iâm happy that we didnât. It gave me a chance to grow in love with you.â
âI still remember how I felt that day when we were sitting there by the water. I looked at you and I knew that you were it for me. I knew that I would love you for the rest of my life. And every time I look at you, itâs like the first time. So today, I stand here in front of our friends, our family, and promise to love you every day like itâs the last. I promise to be your anchor, your friend, anything you need me to be. All that I am and all that I ever will be is yours. I know itâs cheesy and I'm gonna get a lot of heat from our friends for saying it, but you hold my heart in your hands. I want to be with you, for better or worse, in sickness and in health⊠You made me a better man. You make me a better man every single day.  So, I vow to be that man for you until death do us part.â
Alexâs declaration had everyoneâs eyes misting. It wasnât often that they heard him speak so openly, so it was impacting when they witnessed the love he had for Jo.
Meanwhile, Jo was wiping away a couple tears that had escaped and struggling to compose herself. She let out a soft laugh, âGosh, how do you follow that?â Their guests chuckled in response.
âOkay, here goes nothing,â Jo exhaled. âAlex. I love you. When I was a little girl I never dreamed that Iâd be able to say that to someone so freely, much less have someone say it back. You entered my life in the most unexpected way, but I canât imagine it without you. I never expected that the guy I met the summer before medical school would end up becoming my husband, but here we are, six years later, more in love than I ever thought possible.â
âWhen I think about our life together, I think of all the things weâve had to overcome and the work it took to get here. I am by no means a perfect person, so today I vow to honor the journey that brought us here. I vow to love you even when I might not like you. I vow to be your partner. I vow to fight for us come hell or high water. I vow to be faithful, patient and supportive for the rest of my life. Because I used to have nothing, and then I met you. You gave me a place to belong, a family, love, and you remind me that Iâm worthy of it every single day. Alex Karev, you are my soulmate, my heart, my home, and my very best friend. But most of all, you are the best thing thatâs ever been mine, and I cannot wait to be your wife.â
âCan we have the rings?â Bailey asked, Meredith handing them to her. âToday, we use these rings to symbolize the unbreakable unity in this relationship and the never-ending love and commitment they have for each other.â
Bailey placed Joâs ring in Alexâs hand and spoke, âAlex Karev. Do you take Jo Wilson to be your wife.â
âI do,â Alex smiled and slid the wedding band on Joâs finger.
âAnd do you, Jo Wilson, take Alex Karev to be your husband?â Bailey repeated the motion and gave Jo, Alexâs ring.
âI super do,â Jo beamed and slid the ring on Alexâs finger.
âWell. Then by the power vested in me, I now pronounce you, husband and wife. You may kiss the bride.â
And for the first time, Jo and Alex knew without a shadow of a doubt that theyâd make it.
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Do you believe it?
We're gonna make it now
Yes, yes, I can see it now
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Birthday Party
Word Count: 3.6k
Fandom: Marvel
Summary: It is Morganâs fifth birthday party and she spend it alongside her family, extended family, and some of the Avengers at the lake house. Set after Endgame, but Tony is alive. Family Fluff.
Characters: Tony Stark, Pepper Potts-Stark, Morgan Stark, Happy Hogan, Rhodey, Peter Parker, May Parker, Harley Keener, Clint Barton, Laura Barton, Lila Barton, Cooper Barton, Nathaniel Barton, Scott Lang, Hope Van Dyne, Cassie Lang, Steve Rogers, Sam Wilson, Bruce Banner.Â
FFN:Â https://www.fanfiction.net/s/12931038/5/Suiting-Up-For-Fatherhood
Wattpad:Â https://www.wattpad.com/734132772-suiting-up-for-fatherhood-birthday-party
Shoutout to @fandoms-funnies-etc for editing this at 3:30 am
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It was a quaint morning on an early June summer day in a secluded part of upstate New York. A tire swing that sat adjacent to a shimmering lake swayed in the wind, mirroring the tree branches that danced in the surrounding woodland area. Everything was peaceful outside; however, that was not the case for the inside of the nearby lakeside house.
âMOMMY! DADDY! WAKE UP!â A small, yet powerful voice echoed through the halls. Morgan Stark was found jumping up and down on her parentâs bed, trying to get them up and just as excited for the day as she was.
Tony Stark was a man who enjoyed his sleep, and needed a minimum of at least eight hours of sleep to be able to function; so, he was not loving the fact that his darling daughter woke him up at 9 oâclock in the morning, as he had been up late the previous night in the garage/lab working on updates for Pepperâs Rescue suit.
âMorgan Hope Stark, you better have a good reason for waking daddy up so earlyâ Tony groggily muttered as he got up from underneath his pillow.
Morgan stopped her bouncing after hearing her fatherâs comment and with a disappointed look on her face replied, âItâs my birthday. Did you forget?â
Of course, Tony remembered his daughterâs birthday was today, in fact he had been working on Morganâs gift for the past month, he was just messing with her.
âOh, is that today?â He sarcastically admitted, just before picking Morgan up and tickling her.
The bubbly laughter, of the now 5-year-old, was always contagious and Pepper Potts-Stark rose from her side of the bed and couldn't help but smile at seeing the scene unfolding before her.
âBe careful you two, we donât need any injuries to deal with before our guests start arriving for the big day.â She chimed in, causing Tony to put Morgan down slowly and safely on the hardwood floor.
The Starks had a special day planned out for the birthday girl and had some surprises in store for her too. They had a lot to do before the guests were to arrive at noon, so both Tony and Pepper were a little grateful for their early wake up call. Happy would be coming over first to help out and bring back some very much needed items such as the decorations, food, drinks, and of course the cake.
âYou know Mo, mom is always right, so how about some breakfast? What you hungry for? Your wish is my command.â Tony happily offered up as he led the family of three down the stairs and into the kitchen.
Once they arrived, Morgan was lifted up into the elevated metal chair that stood up to the granite island by her mother as Pepper immediately afterwards planted a soft kiss upon the top of her daughterâs head.
Morgan spun around in her seat, debating on what she wanted for breakfast, until finally coming to a decision.
âCan we have scrambled eggs, juice pops, and lemonade?!â Morgan asked, as her face lit up from her previous deep-in-thought expression.
Both Tony and Pepper realized that this food combination was a bit outlandish, but they both werenât the type of parents to ever turn down their childâs request, no matter how silly it was.
âOf course, Peanut, daddy will get right on that. How about in the meantime you and mommy can set the table?â He swiftly proclaimed, which caused his wife to stop in her tracks, as she was already up from her seat next to Morgan and ready to start on the meal.
Cooking eggs was an easy enough task to handle, Tony thought to himself, so he let his wife have a little break; even though she would be intently watching him make the eggs, as she still didnât trust her husband to not burn down the kitchen.
The meal was served soon after the girls were finished setting the table, which of course only happened right after a short round of I Spy at the request of little, miss Stark. As they were seated, Tony went around the table distributing the juice pops, pouring the lemonade, and serving the eggs.
âOk, I think I have this right. Letâs see, an orange juice pop for mom, purple for Momo, and a red one for me.â He confidently announced, before sitting himself down at the table with his family.
It was a little after 10 in the morning when they had finished and cleaned up after Morganâs birthday breakfast. Just as Tony placed the last plate into the drying rack, FRIDAYâs voice had announced a notification throughout the entire house.
âBoss, it seems that someone is approaching the front door.â The AI alerted.
âI wonder who that could be?â Tony jokingly asked as he turned to his daughter, dish towel still in hand.
Morgan immediately hopped out of the chair at the kitchen table, and sprinted towards the door, yelling out âUncle Happy!â with pure joy. She knew she was not supposed to open the door, so she excitedly awaited by the door until her mother came to let Happy in.
âHello there, Munchkin. Happy birthday!â He greeted, as he ruffled the hair on the top of her head, carefully trying not to drop the many brown paper bags of party supplies that he had been carrying.
Pepper took it upon herself to reach out and take the bags from Mr. Hogan to help him out a bit, as she knew Morgan would climb all over him in no time.
âThanks Pep. I still got a bunch more stuff in the car; I will go get them.â He calmly informed her.
Just as he turned around to make his way out to the driveway, he felt a bunch of weight jump on his back.
âOooff,â he called out in slight pain, âis that Monkey Morgan I detect? Shouldnât she be in the jungle somewhere? Maybe off her uncle Happy and his old back?â He enthusiastically suggested.
Thankfully, he felt her slide off of him and heard her feet hit the gravel below.
âOh, so your back is too old for Monkey Morgan all the sudden? Thatâs too bad, guess sheâs just going to have to find a new jungle gym.â Tony mentioned, as he came outside to welcome his loyal friend and proceeded to pick Morgan up and onto his shoulders.
âI still donât know how you can take all of that.â Happy responded in disbelief.
âWell, I am Iron Man.â Tony smirked and patted Happy on the back before going out to his car to assist him with the bags.
âOf course, how could I forget.â Happy slyly mentioned under his breath before slamming the trunk of his black Audi.
âIs that my cake daddy?â Morgan exclaimed as she saw the white rectangular box that he was holding as they walked back into the house.
Tony had been in charge of ordering the cake this year and wanted it to be a surprise for Morgan, so he responded âYes Momo, but you're going to have to wait until itâs time to blow out the candles with everyone here to see it.â
She was a bit bummed out by her fatherâs statement, but then it also reminded her of the party, and she became excited again, as she was looking forward to playing with and seeing all her friends and family that were coming.
When they had entered the house with all the supplies in tow, Pepper lifted Morgan off Tonyâs shoulders and sent her to get dressed for the party and then to go play outside while the grown-ups set up. Shortly after getting her party dress on, off the birthday girl went, skipping her merry way to her purple play tent to throw a grand tea party for her stuffed animals until her guests arrived. In the meantime, Pepper, Tony and Happy hung pink and purple streamers, set out paper plates and plastic cups, tied balloons around the banister on the back porch, set out various snacks, sandwiches, and beverages, all while taking turns keeping a watchful eye on Morgan.
It was about 11:40 when the first guest arrived, as Tony could tell because he watched Morgan rush out from her tent and out of sight towards the driveway. Tony could have guessed who this early arrival was, and his guess was confirmed when he heard his daughter scream out âUncle Rhodey!â with glee.
Tony dropped the bag of pretzels he was pouring into a bowl and chased after his daughter, making sure his best friend wasnât stupid enough to run her over.
Thankfully, Rhodey successfully parked without any casualties.
âWoah there Mo, take it slow. We donât want to scare uncle Rhodey away there, do we?â Tony proposed, as he intercepted Morgan just in time before she was about to open his door to launch herself onto him for a hug.
Rhodey exited his car with a large red gift bag in one hand and with the other he picked Morgan up and planted a kiss on her cheek.
âHappy birthday, Morgs! Five years old today, wow what a big girl you are!â He happily beamed, before putting her down.
âGood to see you again, Rhodey! Howâs D.C. been treating you, buddy?â Tony inquired, as he put one arm around his friend to lead him inside to the party ready house. He also reached out and took Morganâs smaller hand in his own to make sure she didnât bolt again towards any more guests that may have been arriving early as well.
Once returning back into the house, Morgan stood in awe in the front door frame, admiring the magnificent decorations that had been adorned around the entire first floor of the house.
She snapped out of it when she saw the snack table and rushed over to grab a handful of Cheeto puffs, as playing for almost two hours made the small girl work up quite a large appetite.
Pepper caught her daughter red-handed with her face stuffed with the orange chips and her hand ready in the bowl for another refill.
âNow Honey, donât eat too much before the guests arrive. We need to leave some Cheeto puffs for them too, plus we have sandwiches here for everyone to eat for lunch. They should all be here any minute, letâs wait till then.â She advised her daughter, as she took Morganâs free hand out of the bowl.
Tonyâs previous statement about mom always being right held true, because in a matter of minutes the doorbell rang yet again, indicating a most anticipated guestâs arrival. This time it was Happy to answer the door, as he was the closest to it.
As the door opened, the Stark household was greeted by the familiar faces of Peter and May Parker as they both held onto a rather large gift box tied up together with a big bow between the two of them.
Happy took the large box from the both of them, and soon afterwards, Peter and Morgan simultaneously ran towards each other meeting in the middle of the family room in a large embrace.
âPetey! I missed you!â Morgan loudly announced once their hug had ended.
âI missed you too Mo, but it has only been like a week since I last saw you.â He laughed out and proceeded to get back up off the floor to greet everyone else in the room.
He took a quick glance back at his aunt, whom he noticed was laughing at something Happy had said, and was quick to roll his eyes at the blatant display of flirting both May and Happy were involved in.
Thankfully, Mr. Stark came over to him and embraced him in a hug to take his mind off the probable future of Happy and his aunt dating.
âWhatâs up, Kid, howâs school these days? Is that Flash guy still bothering you, because if he is I can come down one of these days and give him a stern talking to.â Tony stoically reassured.
Peter knew how worried Mr. Stark could be, but he didnât want him to handle his fights for him. But he was still appreciative of the fact that he was so fiercely protective of him.
âOh, no Mr. Stark, thatâs fine. Iâve got it covered. Thanks for the offer though.â He politely responded. âSchool is going great. We have a field trip coming up during this summer to Italy which Iâm really looking forward to.â
âOh, really? That sounds fun. And it sounds like the perfect time to ask a certain someone out on a date. I bet MJ would really love a gondola ride in Venice.â Tony mentioned, as he led Peter into the kitchen and offered him a sandwhich.
âKeep your voice down, not everyone knows about the MJ thing.â Peter said as he lightly hit Tony in the stomach.
âOK, OK I surrender. But really, if you do, make sure to tell me how it goes.â He adds, dropping the topic for good.
More and more guests arrived as the time drew after noon. Scott Lang, his daughter Cassie, and Hope van Dyne were next, followed by Clint Barton and his entire family, then Bruce Banner. Even Steve managed to show up alongside Sam Wilson, which was a pleasant surprise.
Everyone was mingling around and happily helping themselves to sandwiches, snacks, and refreshments. After lunch, the grown-ups retired to the living room while the kids split up and did their own thing. Cassie and Lila went off on their own to the dock to talk, Cooper and Nate went out to the back to play catch with a baseball they had to ask Mr. Stark to borrow, meanwhile Morgan and Peter stayed inside and began working on a pillow fort.
Suddenly, the doorbell chimed and everyone turned their heads to the front door. Morgan climbed out from under all the pillows and blankets her and Peter had been working on and followed her father to answer the door.
âWho could that be Morgs?â Tony asked. He knew the answer, as this was her first surprise of the day, and was looking forward to seeing the expression on her face when he opened the door.
âI donât know, daddy.â She suspiciously replied, as she reached out to turn the door knob with the help of her dad.
Standing in front of the father-daughter duo was none other than Harley Keener.
âSurprise, Mo!â Harley exclaimed as he took a knee to get down to her level with open arms.
As soon as they were done hugging, he got back up and apologized for being so late to the party due to his flight being delayed. Tony had flown him out from MIT to make sure he could be here for Morganâs special day. Harley had been a part of Morganâs life for a while now, as he had survived the snap and would visit the Starks often, but he hasnât been around that much lately due to his busy life being a college student at MIT.
âYay Harleyâs here! Daddy, now can we eat the cake?â Morgan sheepishly questioned.
He laughed at his daughterâs obsession with getting to the cake and was grateful to finally grant her wish.
âYes Mo, I think itâs finally cake time. Letâs round everyone up first.â He instructed and watched her drag Harley outside to go excitedly inform the rest of the kids that it was cake time.
Once everyone convened to the kitchen, they all took their positions around the table with the birthday girl in the middle. Tony obtained the cake from the fridge, made his way next to his daughter, set the white box in front of her, and finally made the big reveal of the cake by opening it up.
The cake was a large chocolate sheet cake with white icing, a red icing border, and an iron man helmet made out of fondant displayed in the middle of yellow frosting text that read âHappy Birthday Morganâ.
âDid Morgan really ask for that, Honey?â Pepper spoke out from the silence of everyone in awe of the cake.
Tony was too busy admiring the cake that he had forgotten his wife had asked him a question. Peter nudged him and Tony quickly replied back.
âUm, well no, not specifically. She didnât really say what she wanted, so I saw this on the bakeryâs website and just ordered it.â
Most of the adults in the room let out a snicker, as they had assumed Tony had kept up on his arrogant ways and made his daughterâs cake be Iron Man centric; however, a small voice suddenly silenced the lingering laughter.
âI love it Daddy! Thank you!â Morgan happily declared.
Tony looked down at his daughter and beamed. He was glad to hear that his daughter was a fan of Iron Man, almost as much as he was a fan of her.
âThe only thing that could make this cake better would be if Spider-Man was on it though.â She confessed, throwing Tony off a bit.
âYessss.â Peter quietly let out from under his breath, as he couldnât help but do a small fist pump under the table.
Pepper took it upon herself to get everything back on track and started to light all five candles on the cake. The whole house echoed with voices singing happy birthday to Morgan, and then the cake was quickly consumed by all.
The party continued as it was now time for Morgan to open her presents. The Langs had gotten her a variety of different stuffed animals and dolls, the Bartons bought her a day pass to a nearby farm to go horseback riding with her family, Bruce brought a childrenâs science kit, Sam and Steve had together gotten her a couple of board games and craft supplies, Harley had given her a purple MIT sweatshirt that she immediately put on, Peter and May had gotten her a brand new doll house, Rhodey came along with a ton of coloring books and art supplies, and Happy brought two squirt guns with a promise to play with them all throughout the summer.
Last, but not least, was what everyone was waiting for. To see what the last surprise Tony Stark had in store for his daughterâs gift. Tony had excused himself and went out to the garage to get the gift. Soon later, he returned back with a large pink box wrapped with a black and white polka dot ribbon.
Morganâs eyes lit up when presented with the giant box. She looked up to her parents with excitement before going to town and ripping that box apart. Many styrofoam peanuts were flying behind her, as she tossed them aside to get to the gift below. What she pulled out made the whole room gasp.
In her grasp was a small purple and pink accented iron man helmet that would fit her perfectly and then she realized that there was one more item in the box as well. She then pulled out a child sized toy web shooter glove that was painted like Spider-Manâs suit.
She ran into her fatherâs arms and thanked him for the gifts and then did the same to her mother, before attempting to try them both on.
âNow, Morgan, you need to be very careful with these and mommy and daddy need to establish some rules to go along with them, per mommyâs request.â Tony stressed, as he helped her into the helmet. âI noticed you like to play with the stuff in the garage, so I thought it would be good to have something of your own to play with.â He added.
âTony, is that safe? Giving a five-year-old a web shooter sounds a bit dangerous.â Steve chimed in, genuinely concerned for Morganâs wellbeing.
âOf course, Rogers, these are toys. She's been playing with the real things, so I made her some more high tech toy versions of them that are safe for her.â Tony assured the older man.
âYeah, Steve, I had the same concern, but Tony did promise me that Morgan would be fine playing with these things. Right, Hon?â Pepper chimed in.
âOf course, I would never give her anything that would put her in danger. Now Mo, you have to use this web shooter outsideâ He responded, as he finished helping her get the glove on.
Once Morgan was all suited up, she immediately ran outside to try out her new toys and everyone followed to see what would ensue.
Morganâs first target with the web shooters was none other than Peter Parker, coincidentally. All of the other kids, including Peter and Harley ran around the backyard trying to avoid the wrath of Morgan Stark.
And thatâs how the rest of the day unfolded. Morgan was tuckered out from playing super heroes for an hour and a half and found herself being carried back into the house by her father. The whole group retired back into the living room and sat around on couches to watch Morgan and the other kids color together with her new coloring books on the coffee table in the middle of the room. To Morgan, and only being five years old, this was by far the best day of her life. She was surrounded by her uncles Happy and Rhodey, her big brothers Peter and Harley, her friends, and most importantly, her parents. That was what her favorite gift of the day actually was...spending the day with all the people she loved 3000.
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Quantum of Solace - #24WeeksofBond
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And we are back with another Daniel Craig installment of the James Bond franchise for this weekâs Bond movie, âQuantum Of Solaceâ. Donât ask me about the name of the film because I donât really get it. I know that the organizationâs name is Quantum, but thatâs as far as my understanding goes. Is it in reference to Camilleâs story of her family being pillaged and burned and how she comes to deal with it? Who knows, but confusion is kinda the theme here with this movie...itâs just a little confusing. For those of you who watched this for the first time and completely understood it, then I applaud you. Iâve seen this movie countless times and still canât figure it out. Iâd be willing to bet that Iâve watched Quantum more than any other Bond movie because, for a while, it was just always on TV. Seriously, everyday I would see this movie playing somewhere.
This is a direct sequel to Casino Royale, the 2006 film where EON productions and producers Barbara Broccoli and Michael G. Wilson decided to hit the reset button on the franchise to freshen it up and give the Bond movies a little more grit, thrill, and depth.  This was just odd seeing as all the previous Bond movies were stand alone installments that you could just pick up and not really have to wonder what the hell was going on. But now we are forever stuck with a Bond movie that is so reliant on the story of Casino Royale that one cannot simply pick this up and enjoy it. The Bond fan and traditionalist in me dies a little when I watch this movie for that reason.
This film, even when knowing the story of Casino Royale, is difficult to follow. There are so many different avenues this film takes with little to no explanation. It gets to a point where you are hearing new bits of information about the plot in the final scenes of the movie. Iâm not going to lie - Iâm still not too sure I have all the answers but I will do my best.
Basically, this is the story of a pissed off Bond who is carrying the weight of Vesperâs death with him. (Vesper is his love interest in Casino Royale - sorry for the spoiler if you havenât seen it.). At this point we are still building up to the James Bond that we know and love...the James Bond we will eventually get come âSpectreâ. Bond had just gotten to double 0 status, so he is not exactly seasoned - quite the opposite, actually. Bond is so blinded by revenge on the man who betrayed and played Vesper into what she does in Casino Royale that he ends up killing every lead he comes across. Bond is sloppy, and M is losing trust in him.
Lol, look at that GIF above...Iâm noticing that guy in the background isnât sweeping the floor...hahaha.
This movie opens up with a pre-title sequence of a high speed car chase for a reason unbeknownst to us. This car chase, like all the other action scenes in this film, is so choppy and hard to watch without it giving you a headache. The shots are so fast and cut to hell that they are hard to follow and difficult to understand what is happening. Bond gets away and opens up the trunk where Mr. White is lying. Mr. White is the man at the end of Casino Royale who Bond delivers his famous âBond, James Bondâ line to.
Mr. White explains that his organization has people everywhere and that they are so hidden, MI6 doesnât even know they exist. This is made more evident when one of Mâs men, whoâd worked for her for years, ends up trying to kill her. Now M really needs to know how this organization has slipped through their fingers. So Bond is out to find out and to avenge Vesper in the process. After Bond accidentally kills a lead, he does some improv that would earn him a spot on Second Cityâs main stage and runs into Camille who was supposed to be the target of a hit. I do enjoy that scene where Bond jokingly says âI think someone wants to kill youâ, then subsequently flips that guys bike. Makes me chuckle.
Camille (Olga Kurylenko) plays a Bolivian secret service agent who has infiltrated the organization in question to satisfy a revenge mission of her own. She is out to kill General Medrano for murdering her family and burning her house down when she was just a little girl.  Olga Kurylenko does fine in this film as far as dark, brooding, mysterious, and spiteful goes, but her performance is rather un-inspiring, and not on my most memorable âBond Girlâ list. Â
Dominic Green (Mathieu Amalric) turns out to be the man heading this secret band of fools, a band in which - to my understanding - does all the logistics work for a dirty politician to gain power for a price. Enter General Medrano who is a dictator at heart and is seeking to overthrow the current Bolivian government to make way for his tyrannical leadership. So now we have Bond on the heels of Greene to get to Vesperâs betrayer, and Camille on the heels of Green to get to Medrano.
One scene that I find enjoyable in this film is where Bond follows Greene to the opera where his secret organization is to discretely meet and chat over ear piece in the audience while the show is going. (I wouldâve been hushing them the whole time). Bond has infiltrated and gotten ahold of an ear piece and interrupts the conversation letting them know they are comprised. I love it when Bond cleverly bests the bad guys.
Like Camille, Mathieu Amalricâs performance as Dominic Green doesnât really do much for me. His end goal with Medranoâs partnership is to basically become the Comcast of his water supply. Monopolize and then charge whatever you want. Not exactly super villain material. This happens because he has tricked Medrano into giving him ownership of land that Medrano thinks he wants for the oil. Itâs actually the water Greene is after. He has created a drought in Bolivia and now everyone will need to turn to him for their lives. Well, when I put it like THAT then I guess that could be somewhat super villain.Â
The plot doesnât exactly scream âget off your couch and pick this movie up nowâ, and it has some really dark undertones of sexual violence. General Medrano is an all around creep and scum bag who rapes and kills, and we see that on full display at the end when a poor cocktail waitress almost falls victim to his âneedsâ. Itâs rather uncomfortable.
We also have Fields (Gemma Arterton) who is basically there to give us the âGoldfingerâ shoutout to Jill Masterson with her dead body lying on the bed covered in oil, black oil. (Youâll get that joke when we watch Goldfinger). We also have the return of Mathis who was Bondâs contact for Casino Royale who Bond mistakingly accused as being a traitor. Well he got an acquittal, and now finds himself helping Bond again after Bondâs cards and passport was frozen. Mathis eventually gets killed at the hands of one of his connections who ends up betraying him. Plenty of betrayal to go around.Â
In the end, Bond ends up sparing the life of Greene to find out more about Quantum - the name of the organization that we just find out about at the very end of the film. Bond leaves him in the middle of the desert. Then he spares the life of the man who betrayed Vesper - leaving M to be impressed with Bondâs newfound restraint. Heâs slowly becoming James Bond!
Apart from some amusing scenes and a great Bond theme by Jack White and Alicia Keys, Quantum Of Solace is Craigâs least inspired film. Only time will tell how âNo Time To Dieâ ends up being, but Iâve noticed that the longer we have to wait for a Bond movie, the better the film is going to be....
After Licence To Kill we waited 6 years and got Goldeneye, after Die Another Day we waited 4 years and got Casino Royale, after Quantum we waited 4 years and got Skyfall...weâre on year 5 now, so you can imagine that No Time To Die has potential to be amazing! (Its slated to be the longest Bond movie in history.)
Too much confusion, open ended questions, and hard to follow action makes Quantum of Solace one of my least favorite Bond films. That isnât to say that I canât follow complexity, I love a good puzzle as much as the next guy...but this just feels like it is confusing on accident. It is worth noting that this film was in production during the infamous writers strike of 2007, not sure if that is to blame or not, but it is not well thought out or executed. And that, my friends, is all I got to say about that. What did you think?
Let your voices be heard! See you next week!
Reviews from Friends:
My Mom
I am relieved to hear that you "younguns" did not follow this film either. It is very frustrating to turn the volume up so high that the ensuing music blasts lifts the speakers off the wall, and you still don't understand what they are talking about. I agree that Dominic Green was not the most interesting villain. Just kind of creepy. I have never seen Casino Royale, so I guess I'll be in for a treat. Here is what I googled about the title: "It was the name of a short story in Ian Fleming's anthology For Your Eyes Only (1960). The film is related to the title in one of its thematic elements: "when the 'Quantum of Solace' drops to zero, humanity and consideration of one human for another is gone."
Tyler Dahlgren
Yep donât like any part of this one. The only part I was liking was Mathis...and then they kill him.
Jake Benrud
I feel like I understood this movie and the plot progression, but it was still just kind of meh. If you didn't see Casino Royale, you would be really lost.
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My Angel
Pairing: Jared x daughter!Reader, the entire Supernatural Family
Word Count: 1.8k of pure angst
Warnings: ANGST. ALL THE FREAKING ANGST. swearing, childhood cancer, death of a major character
A/N: Holy shit am I sorry about this one. I actually cried multiple times whilst writing this. This is the fifth, and last fic for Angst Appreciation Day. Thank you to everyone who has stuck with me. Also HUGE shoutout to @iputthesininbuisness. They betaâd ALL of my fics for AAD and they probably hate me.
Based off of: Angel by Sarah McLachlan
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You were surrounded by people.
Your Uncle Jensen and Aunt Danneel and their kids. Your Uncle Misha and Aunt Vicki with their kids. Your dad. Uncle Mark and Aunt Sarah with their children.
You were surrounded by people you love.
Right now, Jensen and his friend Jason Manns were singing your favorite song from their album, Simple Man.
Tears were in everyoneâs eyes including your own as you smiled softly to their melody.
Everyone knew this night wouldnât last forever, you especially. The tumor that had originated in your brain had metastasized to virtually your entire body. It was in your lungs, and bones deeming it as irreparable.
The tumor was killing you, and you were going to die.
From the day you and your father found out that the tumor had spread, the doctors had given you three months to live.
Now, exactly three months later, you were on your last night. Everyone could feel it in the air, even the children who are usually rowdy in the presence of each other were dead silent.
The entire Supernatural family was crammed into the small hospital room. They all wanted to be with you when the time finally came, lord knows you were all there for them.
âTake your time,â Jensen breathed out. He knew this line was the worst possible thing to sing in this situation, âDonât live too fast.â
The tears forming in Jensenâs eyes were becoming harder and harder to conceal as the lump in his throat made it hard to sing.
He swallowed as Jason continued strumming, âTroubles will come, and they will pass.â
Misha looked from Jared, to Jensen, to you. Jared watched you intently, the love and worry clear in his eyes. He loved you more than life itself. Misha knew it would kill his best friend when your time came. Jensen sang while Jason played the guitar. It was obvious it was hard for the both of them to not break down and cry. You were laid on your back in the small hospital bed. Jared was at your right side, holding your hand. Your head was turned to the left, your eyes focused on Jensen and Jason. A small smile was playing on your lips.
It took almost all of your strength to turn your head to the side. Jared gave you a soft smile and wiped his eyes of tears.
âI love you, Daddy,â you voice cracked from your dry throat.
The tears that Jared tried to hide came flowing back tenfold, âI love you too, baby. I always will.â
âIâm sorry, Daddy,â you whispered as tears of your own came flowing down your face.
Jared scooted closer to you, a large hand falling on your bald head, âThere is nothing you need to be sorry for, Y/N,â Jared said fiercely, âNothing at all. You are everything I couldâve asked for in a daughter, you understand? I love you more than anything else,â he said.
A tear fell from the corner of your eye, and you nodded. You gave him a weak smile, âDonât be forever alone, okay?â
Jared raised an eyebrow, âI donât know what you mean.â
You rolled your eyes, âFind someone, dad,â you said, âYouâre not getting any younger,â your voice was raspy, the strain on your vocal chords obvious. âFind yourself a hot lady friend.â
Jared huffed a laugh, âYouâre insane.â
âI wonder who I got that from.â
Jaredâs tears fell against your hospital gown as he leaned over and kissed your forehead.
âI donât want to see you for years, you understand?â
The dam broke behind Jaredâs eyes, âI donât think I can wait that long.â
Your eyelids became heavy. You knew the end was drawing near. âDaddy, Iâm scared.â
âI know, honey. I know.â
âDoes it hurt?â
Jared shook his head, âQuicker and easier than falling asleep.â
âYouâre not Sirius Black; how do you know?â
âBecause all the pain that youâre feeling now will be gone. Youâll be in your happy place. Youâll be happy.â
âBut Iâm happy here. I want to stay here with you guys.â
âI know, baby. But sometimes you need to let go,â The words Jared was saying almost killed him, but his baby girl was in pain, and she needed relief.
âI love you, Daddy,â you could feel your heart rate slowing, âI love all of you guys,â you tried to say slightly louder so everyone could hear you.
Almost everyone nodded or hummed, they heard you. They know you love them, and you know they love you.
That was all you ever wanted, so you did as your father said.
You let go.
Your body shuddered as you drew in your last breath and released it.
Jared watched as your chest fell. He was waiting for it to rise again, but it never did; it never would. The long drawn out beep from your heart monitor only confirmed his worst fears.
His baby girl was dead.
He took your small, pale hand in his much larger ones, and pressed his forehead to his knuckles as sobs wracked his body.
Danneel pressed her hand to her mouth, trying to contain her own tears. She looked over to her husband to see tears flowing down his face.
Mishaâs crestfallen face soon had his own tears sliding down to his chin, not stopping until they got to the collar of his shirt.
The entire room was in tears.
But no one more than Jared.
His entire body shook with the force of his cries.
The only thought running through his head was enough to send him through a downward spiral lasting for years:
My daughter is dead.
Jared sat at the first pew, just staring.
The service had been done with for over an hour, and everyone had left him alone.
He looked at the small casket, the memories flying around in his brain, burning him with nostalgia.
The first time Jared saw you, you were in a baby carrier on his front steps.
There was a piece of paper pinned to your shirt with a name and date scrawled across it.
âY/N Padaleckiâ it said. â07/23/02âČ
Next to your carrier was a diaper bag filled with clothes, diapers, bottles, formula, and large manila envelope.
Jared took you inside his house and set the carrier down on the kitchen island.
He opened the manila envelope, pulling out its contents.
Inside there were six things.
One, your birth certificate. Two, a paternity test proving that the child in the car seat was his. Three, a picture of the baby next to a woman that Jared vaguely remembered. Four, a letter addressed to Jared. Five, a letter addressed to Y/N Padalecki. Six, signed custody papers from a courthouse in Texas.
Jared opened the letter first. The letter described the night two people met. The two people being Jared and this mystery woman. The letter told Jared that this mystery woman stole a toothpick from Jaredâs trailer trashcan and used it later to prove Jaredâs paternity. The letter then described the predicament the babyâs mother was in. She is a drug addict and canât take care of a baby. She grew up in an orphanage, and didnât want to put her child through the same things, so she dropped the baby off on Jaredâs front step. The letter said that there was another letter with Y/Nâs name on it, and she wanted Y/N to open it when she turned 18. It was signed by a person named Becca Wilson.
Jared looked from the white college ruled paper filled with black ink, to the sleeping baby in the car seat.
Jared could see the resemblances. You had his nose and hair. Your eyes were not yet open so he couldnât see the color of your eyes.
Seconds later, your eyes fluttered open, and in an instant, Jared knew that he couldnât let you go. You had his eyes.
Jared ran a hand down his face. He never regretted his decision to take you in. You were his daughter. No matter what.
Even when you were ten, and the doctor spoke those horrible words, Jared never wanted to let you go.
The doctor knocked on the door. Jared voiced a quiet âCome in.â
Your migraines were getting worse as the days wore on, so Jared finally took you to your pediatrician.
The doctor took off his glasses and rubbed his aged face with his right hand.
âMr. Padalecki,â he said as he replaced his glasses. âY/N has a tumor in her brain.â
Jared felt the air being punched out of his gut at those words.
His baby girl had cancer.
He held you close to his chest that night as you slept. After the doctorâs appointment, and scheduling a consultation with a pediatric oncologist, you and Jared went home to watch a marathon of cheesy movies and pig out on ice cream.
That night, as he held your small frame, he cried.
He cried and prayed to a God heâs not sure he believes in to spare your life.
You were the greatest kid Jared knew, and he wasnât just saying that because you were his daughter.
You were kind and caring and compassionate. You were understanding of Jaredâs depression and helped him get through it.
He wanted to walk you down the aisle, and threaten the boys that you brought home. He wanted to protect you for the rest of his life.
Jared buried his face in his hands. âGod, Y/N,â he choked out. âIâm so sorry sweetheart. I wish I could have done more to protect you.â His voice broke and he was yet again reduced to tears.
He jumped as he felt a hand land on his back. Through tear filled eyes, he could see his best friend.
Jensen sat down next to Jared. Jaredâs body shook as a sob was ripped from his body. Without a second thought, Jensen wrapped his arms around his best friendâs neck, bringing his head to his chest, âIt's going to get better,â Jensen found it hard to speak around the lump in his throat. âI promise.â
Years after your death, Jared listened to your words, and found himself a hot lady friend.
Her name is Genevieve Cortese.
Well, Padalecki now.
Jared had three kids with her. Two boys and a little girl.
All throughout their childhood, Jaredâs kids knew about their big sister, watching them from Heaven
And when the famous actor and generous man died of old age, you jumped happily into your fatherâs arms.
âI see you took my advice,â you said with a smile.
please don't kill me
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Chapter 3: His Confession
Maxwell and Wilson have a little chat.
Chapter Rating: Barely crossing the line between PG and PG13
(Quick shoutout to everyone whoâs been reading and supporting this so far! You guys are awesome!)
"Wilson, it's just me." Maxwell said softly. There was an almost soothing tone in the other's voice. The scientist relaxed some, but not much. Something seemed off here.
"What do you want?" The smaller man asked shakily.
"Did you honestly think no one would see you run out?" Maxwell shook his head, removing his hands from the other's shoulders. "Tut, tut. I expected more from a so-called brilliant scientist such as yourself, Mr. Higgsbury."
Wilson bit his lip. "I just needed to..uh..."
"Don't have a good enough excuse?" Maxwell teased with a smirk. "Might as well be honest, since no one else is here to listen to us. And besides, I won't tell, so just say what you're doing out here, alright?"
Wilson swallowed hard and turned around to face Maxwell, shaking a little but trying to hide it. The taller man had the most ridiculous grin plastered to his face, and for a split second Wilson had the urge to lunge out and slap it off the other's face. However, the impulse was gone as soon as it had  come.
"I left supplies at the area I set up for my experiments." He said as flatly as he could muster.
Maxwell nodded. "Well, alright. While you're here, there was  something I wanted to ask you for myself. Would you mind staying out a little longer?"
Wilson shook his head. He wasn't sure why.
"Fine, but can we walk while we talk? I need those supplies."
Maxwell's smirk changed to a slightly kinder smile and reached into his inventory, producing a grass backpack from it. Wilson took it and gave the other a glare, thinking at first it would be a trap of some sort, like he'd filled every inch of the bag with bees. When he opened it, however, he saw that the bag was the exact same one as the one he'd left at his makeshift camp, containing each and every one of the supplies he'd been set on grabbing.
He opened his mouth to speak but all that came out was a very quiet woah. He looked up at the dapper man.
"How did you...?" But the look on the other's face said that Wilson wouldn't be getting his answer anytime soon.
"Don't worry about it." Maxwell waved off the subject. "But seriously, even though you already have that bag, there is something I'd still like to talk with you about."
Wilson swallowed again, slinging the backpack over his shoulders. "Uh...okay?" Again, something here didn't seem right. Maxwell was being oddly kind to him tonight. That wasn't natural. He would have expected this more from Wendy than from him.
"Right, then. I guess, sit down." The scientist did so, cautiously, in case a tooth trap had been planted specifically under his ass or something by Maxwell. Surprisingly for him, the pain of having countless teeth being driven into his behind never came. Maxwell sat down with him too.
"If you're not going to let your friends in on what's been bugging you," Maxwell said firmly, "Tell me."
For a moment, Wilson was completely frozen. Tell him of all people such a personal thing? Absolutely not. But for some reason he felt like Maxwell could be trusted here. After all, he'd gone through the trouble of getting that bag for him. The least he could do was open up at little.
"Promise me you will never, EVER tell the others." Wilson found himself utter in a dead serious whisper to the other. Maxwell nodded.
Wilson sighed and ran his bruised, calloused fingers through his knotted black hair. He wasn't sure if he was tired, or if he was just sick of holding it all in, but the next thing the scientist knew, he was confiding the secret that had broken his mental health in the man that had given him nothing but hell for an undocumented and unholy amount of time.
"Alright, so ever since I was born, my parents knew there was something wrong with me." He began after inhaling a deep, shaky breath. "I didn't make eye contact with them or speak for a long time, and when I did start talking, I used my words...er...at a rather advanced  level. I also had a tendency--oh, who am I kidding, I still do this--to find something I was interested in and latch onto it for a long time. I'd become obsessed with it. The only good thing I think that ever came out of that was it was easy for me to be entertained. The first thing I was ever obsessed with was probably the weirdest of them all...it was how the boards in the house all fit together." The smaller man laughed, a little bitterly. "Most of our house was made from wooden boards, and I used to go around and try to literally tear these boards out of the floors and walls and occasionally succeeded. My parents thought I was undisciplined and a freak, but I didn't care how many times I got yelled at or hit for it. I just wanted to learn things for myself, you know?" He shrugged and gave Maxwell a sideways glance.
To his surprise, the other nodded.
He tried not to let this faze him. "Well, as a result of me being so eccentric from a young age, I didn't have any friends at all until I was around nine years old." He bit his lip. No going back. "That's when my little sister was born."
"Ah." Maxwell raised his eyebrows. "You have a sister."
"That's right." Wilson nodded. "Her name was Willow. Willow Petunia Higgsbury." He laughed again. "My parents really weren't the most creative when it came to naming." He shrugged. "Anyway, after she was born, we were basically inseparable. In fact, I think it's safe to say I spent more time with her than our parents ever did combined!" He smiled, but that faded, and he shuddered at the mention of his parents.
"Is everything alright?" Maxwell asked.
"...our parents weren't the best to us." Wilson pulled his knees up to his chest. "They hated me, Father especially, for not wanting to study law and make money for the family. They hated Willow for standing up for me and feared I'd 'ruin her chances of becoming a proper lady' if I spent too much time around her." Wilson snorted and rolled his eyes. "If you ask me, though, she never had a chance at that. That just wasn't who she was, you know? She developed a weird interest in fire when she was just a toddler. One time, she wandered straight into the fireplace and didn't take a bit of damage. None." He looked over at Maxwell with wide eyes. "To this day, the event still amazes me." He figured the man probably didn't believe him, though, and decided not to dwell on it.
He cleared his throat. "So...despite mum and Father not really approving of Willow's interest in me or fire, they got her a lighter for her sixth birthday. I was fifteen then. I remember the way her eyes lit up, no pun intended, when she saw it. She was so happy. She kept it ever since and took better care of it than anything else she owned. In fact, it was still working when I last saw her." A fond grin spread across Wilson's lips and he chuckled, looking up at the dusk sky.
"I take it you two were close." Maxwell said quietly, a bit amazed. He'd never seen the scientist like this before, so happy and relaxed. He'd always been so tensed and panicked.
"We were." The smile on the other's lips faded. "Our bond was tested the day I was thrown out."
Maxwell's eyebrows raised with interest. "Thrown out."
Wilson nodded. "Father's idea. He said he was sick of me being around if I wasn't going to contribute to the family, and they made me leave while Willow watched. God, how old was I then? At least twenty-five. I don't know my own age now, but that's how old I was then. Now, Willow and I were all the other had. No one on our street, or anywhere in London for that matter, wanted to hang out with...the Freak Twins is what they called us despite our nearly ten-year age difference. I guess it's because we bore such close resemblance to one another. So when Willow, a pyromaniac since birth, watched her only companion get thrown out, what do you think she did about it?"
Maxwell thought about it for a while and then remembered what Wilson said earlier about most of their house being made from boards. "No."
"Yes." The grin was back on Wilson's face, but this one was more proud than anything. "I was about a half mile away from home when I smelled something burning. I looked back to where I had come from and saw smoke and hints of flames spreading to the other houses surrounding ours. I knew it was only one person who could have started that fire, and immediately felt better. But I thought she died in the fire, and kept running through the streets. Eventually, I found room in the basement of an old shoemaker, where I distracted myself with science, but eventually had to move out since I was broke as shite and couldn't pay rent. That's when I hauled ass to an old cabin in the woods, and that's where I heard your voice on the radio." He sighed, his lip quavering. "I tried to distract myself from Willow's death with science, then, too. Then I came here and I had more stuff to worry about and...god, it was so hard not to cry thinking about it. It really took a toll on my sanity, if you couldn't tell." Hot tears itched at the corners of Wilson's eyes, burning to get out.
"...I see." Maxwell had gotten eerily quiet.
Wilson nodded, his breathing becoming uneven. "When I joined this world with you and everyone else, I couldn't think about it anymore. I was so busy. And then recently, I remembered, 'Oh, hey, your lifelong companion is dead! Or she probably is, anyway! Either way, you're never gonna fucking see her again!' And I can't help but feel like there's something I could have done..." Tears were streaming down Wilson's face now. His words were becoming a bit slurred, and he hiccuped occasionally. "You have no idea what I'd give to see Willow again. I love her so much..." He buried his face in his arms and began to sob, trembling hard and whimpering like a hurt puppy.
Maxwell had no idea how to react. Yes, Wilson had used his fair share of curse words, but he rarely used fuck. It was only reserved for times of extreme frustration or pain, and all Max could do was assume that that's what the other was feeling. Carefully, he wrapped his arm around the other's shoulder.
"Hey, it's alright, pal..." He tried to sound as soothing as possible, but this felt so awkward. "She did that because she loved you too, you know. I don't know if that helps any, but...if she did die, she did it for you." He attempted to keep his voice as soothing as possible. It actually seemed to work. Wilson relaxed a bit at the feeling of the other's arm around his shoulder, and his sobbing ceased quicker than expected.
"Th-thank you." Wilson hiccuped, wiping tears from his eyes. The two seemed to forget their rivalry in that moment as Wilson leaned into the other's shoulder, still trembling slightly.
"Do you know what that's like, Maxwell? To lose the person in your life that you're closest to?" Wilson's voice sounded a bit hoarse.
The dapper man looked off into the distance, thinking. "Yes. Maybe she wasn't as close to me as your sister was to you, but I've felt it, too."
Wilson nodded. "Sucks, doesn't it?"
Maxwell nodded too. "Yeah...it really does."
The two sat there in silence for the longest time, Wilson's head against Maxwell's shoulder, the smaller quietly sniffling every now and then as he tried to calm down and the taller man's mind racing as he stared off into space. Wilson had to admit, it felt kind of nice. The comfort was really needed, even if it was from someone he didn't really like. To be honest, though, after this, Wilson wasn't sure he'd ever be able to say he completely hated this man again, even after all the shit they'd put each other through.
Night fell quicker than the two had originally anticipated. Maxwell quickly fashioned a torch from sticks and grass and stood up, helping a tired and shaky Wilson to his feet. The two knew they were in for a lecture when they got back, ESPECIALLY Wilson, but neither really cared. The scientist knew that the would get questioned for why he looked like he'd cried an entire river and where the bag came from and why he was out so late with Maxwell of all people, but the only thing on Wilson's conscious mind was crawling into his tent and passing out, maybe for the rest of his existence if he could manage it.
As expected, Wigfrid and Wickerbottom were the first two to start talking when Maxwell returned, practically dragging Wilson along at this point.
"Where have you BEEN?!"
"We were worried sick!"
"Oh, God, did Wilson get hurt again? You dumbass! What did you do!?" Wigfrid grabbed Wilson's chin roughly. "You've been crying. What's wrong?"
Maxwell placed a hand on Wigfrid's wrist and she immediately retracted her grasp. "No need for that, Wigfrid. He's tired. Just let him go to his tent and get some sleep." He let go of Wilson as well and watched as the scientist simply nodded at the group and slunk off to bed. "He's going to need it." He mumbled to himself after he saw Wilson get all the way inside of his tent.
"Excuse me. He's going to need what?" Wickerbottom asked, arms folded across her chest.
"His sleep. Don't worry about him sneaking out, by the way. I've handled it." The scientist heard Maxwell reply curtly as he pulled back the flap of his tent, crawling inside and immediately passed out on the bedding underneath him.
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Harvey by Absegami High School's Emanon Players in Galloway, NJ
Absegami's Emanon Players displayed a touch of insanity last night. Don't worry it was all in good fun as they brought Mary Chaseâs play Harvey to life. This play under the direction of Chip Garrison showed us that maybe we all need just a little bit of craziness in our lives. They told us the story of Elwood P. Dowd (played by Bart Machula) and his friend Harvey. The slight problem is that Harvey is a 7 foot white rabbit (a pookah). And did I mention that the only person who can see him is Elwood himself? To everyone else he's invisible. This is especially troubling to his sister Veta (Miranda Muniz) because Harvey gets invited to all of her public soirĂ©es; in this case her daughter Myrtle Maeâs (Mara Platt) coming out party. In order to rid herself of any embarrassment she decides to have Elwood committed to a sanitarium where we meet a young doctor Lyman Sanderson (Coby Alavez) and a Nurse Kelly (Andrea Rapetti). We also meet orderly Mr. Wilson (Rick Mangold) and the head of the sanitarium Mr. Chumley (Billy Platt) and his wife (Rebecca Hennessy). But from that point on misunderstandings abound when they think Veta is the crazy one and lock her up instead. We soon find that maybe the âinsaneâ Elwood is the most level headed of the bunch. And Elwood shows us that maybe insanity is a paradise! Chip Garrison's direction led his actors through a play from another time. Harvey won the Pulitzer in 1945. There is a lot of removal in the dialogue and the action from what young actors know today and I think he gave them enough handholds into the characters and the time period that they connected to the characters very well. I do feel that with a play like this you never can get too much rehearsal, especially with 1940âs wit and schtick flying everywhere. But with the limited time that I know they had and a spring break in between I feel Garrison got them to lean in enough to the meat and potatoes of the story and such juicy characters that the audience got to come along for the ride too. The entire cast did a remarkable job. This is a really dark comedy when you think about it and just about every character has something lying between them; a skeleton in the closet. I really enjoyed Machulaâs Harvey which never failed to charm. I really loved Muniz and Ms. Platt as Veta and Myrtle Mae respectively. I really think they dove in and showed us that crazy really can make you crazy. My supporting standouts are Alavez as Doctor Sanderson and Rapetti as Nurse Kelly. There is a huge rift between these two characters; some hidden pain that's bubbling up to the surface. I really could feel that through these two actorsâ performance. These also happen to be my favorite characters in this play so I was really glad to see them done well. My background shoutouts are Rebecca Hennessy who played both Mrs. Chumley and bath-robed sot Elsie Greenblatt and Claire Dell-Priscoli. I really think for two people without a whole lot of stage time they made a lasting impact on the performance. Shoutout to Brian Conover and Kathleen Moore for their work on sound design and set design respectively. All in all I think this was a performance that the actors really leaned into and I hoped that they learned a lot through it. If this determined cast and crew are what Chip is going to take to Edinburgh in 2018 for the Fringe I think he's in good company. Harvey by Mary Chase was presented for one night only by Absegami Emanon Players. All proceeds went to fund Absegami's upcoming showing at the 2018 Edinburgh Fringe Festival.
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