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"ich lade euch ins Restaurant Hooter ein..." - what the fuck woman, das sind 14? jährige Detektive?
edit: ..Peter bewunderte die alte Hupe, die über der Eingangstür hing und dem dem Restaurant ihren Namen verlieh...
nvm, aber☝️ die Zweideutigkeit ist mir nicht verloren
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antiquaries · 1 year ago
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Declaring a day of mourning here at antiquaries dot com guys see you all later ig
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tariah23 · 8 months ago
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rafesslxt · 8 months ago
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Showerhead 2 | mattheo riddle
pt. 2 — you can find pt. 1 here
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summary: after you and mattheo had some fun in the shower, you two can‘t stop thinking about each other and that night. But who gives in first to sin again after a little jealousy?
words: 5,1k
warnings: heavy dirty talk again, cursing, making out, dry humping, teasing, controlling, praising, bj, unprotected p in v, shower, swallowing, legilimency (mind reading),
note: you don‘t have to read part 1 for this part but have fun if you want to
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— in the great hall —
After that night in the shower 2 weeks ago, I couldn‘t stop thinking about it. I dreamed about it in my sleep, daydreamed about it in class and lunch while Hermione talked about some book we needed to read to understand everything in potions.
I hated it but everytime we crossed paths, he winked at me and I couldn't help myself but start blushing. As soon as I saw his face, I saw it between my legs.
"Y/n? Are you even listening?" Hermione says and shakes me a litte at my shoulder. "What? Yeah yeah of course, I'm gonna read it." They all look at each other before their eyes are on me again. "We were actually talking about how Cormac seems to have quite interest in you." Harry then continues.
I start laughing loud, looking at them as If each of them has 3 heads." What the hell are you talking about?" "Told ya she's not listening.." Ron says, raising his eyebrows as he bites into his toast.
"I thought he‘s interested in Hermione?" I ask as my laughter calms down a bit. "Harry heard him talking about how he would - well.. do certain things to you." My amused face turns into a disgusting one as I hear what Ron says.
"Yeah and guess who‘s got an invention to Slughorn‘s dinner?" Hermione says with raised eyebrows.
Ron looks at her shoked. "What?? That prick got one and I didn‘t?"
"Oh god no.." a few days ago Harry, Hermione and myself got an invention to tonights Slughorn‘s dinner for his favorite students. ".. but wait, how do you know who‘s coming?" I ask her. "I just asked him after the last lesson of potions. It‘s Neville, Ginny, Blaise Zabini, Mattheo Riddle, Corma –" "Mattheo Riddle?" I ask her shocked, looking at her with wide eyes.
I would see him again? Like.. this close and with people around us? My mind is racing as Hermione answers. "Yeah well, you know he‘s really smart and good in potions." "And he has an interest in special students and Mattheo is.. well – special." Harry comments.
Ron snorts and talks with a full mouth. "Mh yeaw hiff fatha was "speschal".
Hermione rolls his eyes at his full mouth and looks at me again. "Why are you so suprised by his name?" she asks me a little suspicious. " oh uh- just suprised, i always thought Mattheo is uh - not interested in things like that."
"Why would chou think about wat Mattheo is-" "Ron just eat and shut up!" I snap at him making the other two widen their eyes a bit.
I collect my things and stand up from the table. "I‘m gonna go to.. god i don‘t know I‘m gonna go." I say, walking off before they can answer. Because it‘s the weekend I luckily don‘t have classes today. I don‘t think I could concentrate in one of them after the information I just got. God why him? Why me? Maybe I can say I feel sick.. no he would know. I can‘t back down.
I walk down a hall, not thinking where I am going and suddenly crash into something hard but not as hard as a wall. My book and writing stuff falls to the ground and I look up, staring right into the face of Mattheo.
My brain went blank in this monent. "What princess? Aren‘t you happy to see me?" he grins down at me before he gets down and picks up my stuff. "Hm I remember a similar moment, same position." He smiles even more when he sees my red cheeks and not talking mouth. As he gives me my stuff he presses his mouth to my ear and whispers "I‘m looking forward to tonight" And with that, he‘s gone.
I‘m so fucked.
— at the evening —
" Do you know what you‘re wearing?" I ask Hermione while I put on some makeup. I hear her sigh and she goes "yeah I have this one dress I really like. What about you?" I shake my head as I search for my lipliner. " Not really, but I have enough dresses so I‘ll find something." Hermione laughs at my comment as she pulls out her dress and changes into it.
After I‘m done with my makeup and hair, I walk over to my closet, looking for a nice dress.
"What about this one? It would fit perfectly for the occasion." She says as she pulls out a dress of mine. It is long and black, with cute little arms on it. "It‘s pretty but I want something.. else." As i go trough my clothes I think about Mattheo again and what would impress him. God I need to stop it.
"Well what are you looking for?" "Hmm something likeee.. this." It‘s perfect. It‘s short but not too short, i know it sits beautifully on me and.. it‘s green.
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(imagine something like this but in some green tone and longer so it‘s more school approved)
Hermione raises her eyebrows and looks at me. "Are you sure? Isn‘t it a little too.. party?" I love her for how she always chose her words wisely and with a knowledge for not hurting and judging people. I know what she meant but she would never think about judging me. Even when I put my clothes on she wouldn‘t pick, she makes me feel great in them.
"Yeah, I‘m sure." I smile, putting it on. When I look into the mirror I smile even more, thinking about how Mattheo will react seeing me in it.
As the time comes we take our purses and walk outside our dorms, meeting Harry and Ron in the common room. "You both look great." Harry tells us like the gentlemen he is but Ron just scans me like a little hater and looks at me. "Isn‘t that a little too flashy?" "Ron!" Hermione hits him on the shoulder.
"Don‘t be mad at what you can‘t have Ronald." I say grinning and winking at him before I link my arm into Harry‘s with Hermione doing the same on his right side.
We walked through Hogwarts, towards the dinner and the closer we got the more my heart started beating as If I‘m running a marathon.
I open the door in front of us after taking one last deep breath and walk inside with my two friends.
Everyone was already there, seated perfectly. "Oh hello you three! I‘m so glad you made it. Please choose a seat and get comfortable." Professor Slughorn greets us. I always liked him, even tho many say he‘s a little weird sometimes but I think thats exactly what I do like about him.
As I walk towards an empty seat, I scan the table, looking at Mattheo when I found him but his eyes were already on my dress.
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Quickly I look away, seeing that Cormacs eyes were on me too which made me gag a little.
But god Mattheo looks so good. He wears a simple white shirt with a black tie and black slacks. Damn what I would give to ride his thigh in these – "Y/n you‘re staring." Hermione whispers into my ear, making me realise i stared right at Mattheo, but to my suprise he‘s still looking, not breaking eye contact for a second.
I gulp and look away, feeling my cheeks getting warm. God I hate it so much what kind of affect he has on me. I can‘t be the only one..
Wait. I‘m a woman. I can definitely tease him and make him feel the same.
The dinner goes on, nothing special besides Ginny who came in crying. Definitely have to ask her with Hermione about that later in detail.
As desert comes I look around the table, meeting Cormacs eyes. He licks of some ice cream from his fingers and wiggles his eybrows at me. Oh god I think I‘m gonna throw up.
As soon as I can I look away to Mattheo who was giving Cormac one of his death stares. Interesting.
I don‘t really know why i think it‘s a good idea but i do think it is. So I lean back a little, presenting the low cut at the front of my chest. I see Mattheo‘s eyes flicker to my chest and so do Cormac‘s but Mattheo‘s eyes switch back really fast to Cormac and give him a second glare. Really interesting.
I smile triumphal and lean a bit forwards again, pressing my boobs together this time. Instantly I get a headache but a really intense one. I hiss in pain which makes Harry look at me worried. "Are you okay?"
"Yeah I just got an really bad headache.“ i whisper back, wondering what it caused.
Soon the dinner was over and everyone thanked Slughorn for the invitation. "I‘ll stay and try to figure out what that missing memory of Slughorn‘s is." Harry whispers to us before staying behind.
My headache got a bit better but It still didn‘t go away. As we walked trough the door I said to Hermione and Ginny "You guys go to the common room, I‘ll follow. I just wanna get some advil from Miss Pomfrey.“ They nod and tell me that they will go into Ginny‘s room to talk more privately.
It‘s already late and a bit after curfew but Professor Slughorn told us he made sure we would get in no trouble If someone sees us.
I rub my head slighty, trying to ease the pain on my way but nothing helped.
Then, out if nowhere a hand slaps over my mouth and a arm wraps around me, pressing me against a body. I scream into the hand, trying to get myself free until I see who the hand and arm belongs to.
"You didn‘t think I would let you go off that easily in that little dress of yours huh?“ Mattheo breathes against my face as it was only a few inches away from mine.
He slowly takes his hand away from my mouth, letting me speak. "What do you mean?" I ask and try the innocent act but he doesn‘t buy it.
"Oh princess, princess, princess. You can‘t fool me. I know that you wore this excuse of an dress for me. Fuck and also in my house color's? That‘s no fucking coincidence."
I gulp at his words and the fact that he knows who I wore it for. There‘s not even a single chance for me to lie. "And what If I did wore it for someone else?" Only one way and that‘s to push his last buttons. Oh how I wanted to push that buttons until –
"Someone else, yeah? Then who was it for?" "Cormac." As soon as his name left my mouth I regretted it. I see his jaw clenching and his grin fading. "Cormac yeah? So you didn‘t thought about me the whole dinner?" I slowly shake my head no, not daring to move now.
"So you‘re wet for him right now? Not me?" "What? I‘m not–" but as soon as I move my legs I feel it too. Shit. When I only look up at him his grin comes back.
"Yeah that‘s what I thought.. so why don‘t we skip this bullshit and you come with me?" Before I can even answer him, he takes my hand and pulls me trough the corridors, towards the Slytherin common room. " Mattheo I can't-" "Shut up." he hisses and whispers something under his breath so the doors to his common room would open.
"Can't fucking believe you pulled such a show in front of that stupid dick." he growled quietly before we reach his dorm. I start smiling as I see he's getting mad at the fact that Cormac saw me in that dress. "T'fuck you smiling about huh?"
As we enter his room I notice that there is only one bed which makes me wonder. "Don't you have a roommate?" "No, I have my own room." I scoff at his answer and look around his room. It has a big bed beside the window of the room and a little nightstand beside it. On the other side of the room is a big couch and a armchair.
But before I could think about it any further, he pulls me into his lap, face towards his, after he sat down on the armchair. "You know, you could have just told me If you missed me princess. Didn't need to dress all up for me." He puts his hands on my hips, grabbing them tightly.
I roll my eyes at him and act as If I didn't already enjoy his touch. "Didn't miss you." I say, looking away from him. He chuckles and pulls my face back to his with his fingers on my chin. "Are you sure?" I only nod and look into his brown eyes. They look so dark without any light in the room, that they send even more shivers down my spine than usual.
"Is your head better? Still in any pain?" he asks me grinning. "Yeah they-" wait. I never told him about my headache. Or could he hear when I told Hermione and Ginny? Or when Harry asked me at dinner?
His hands slowly wander down to my tights were my dress slowly rose up and placed them there, squeezing my flesh lightly. I felt his breath on my neck, giving me goosebumps. "It's gotten better, right?" he asks again. His lips ghosted over my skin, making me bite my lip.
"How do you know?" I ask him in a whisper. "I know everything that goes through your pretty little mind baby."
I tried to figure out what he meant by that but I couldn't concentrate with his hands on my skin and his lips almost against my neck. I need him so much.
"What baby, can't concentrate? Too much for you already?" he coos and finally kisses my neck, nibbling on the skin between his lips.
I can't believe how easy he gets under my skin with his kisses and whispers, not even doing anything. " I know you dreamed about me these last two weeks, thought about me at every chance you got. In class, in the shower, wishing it was me who touched you." he groaned against my throat.
My eyebrows squeeze together at his words. " How would you know that?" "Did you never wonder why your head always hurted at the same times?" I gasp and pull my neck away from him. " Are you reading my mind?" my eyes go wide as he just smiles at me sheepishly. Oh my god, no. This can't be. He's not allowed to know all these private thoughts.
"You don't know how hard it was for me to stay away and wait until you would come back to me but you little minx didn't and after tonight.. I couldn't just let you slip away from me again."
"Y-you can't do that Mattheo. That's not allowed. These are my thoughts." "I know baby but I couldn't help myself after that night in the shower. You were like a dream coming true so submissive and responsive to me. Fuck I'm already getting hard just thinking about it. But you understand I didn't have a chance, right? I couldn't risk you thinking about someone else then me."
He slowly pulled my dress up, exposing my tights and underwear. "God are you for real? Did you plan this?" he groans as he sees my matching set, a dark green lingerie set.
He pulls me closer to him, looking deep into my eyes.
"Ride my thigh." he commands and puts his hands back on my hips. "What?" I ask, looking at him dumbfounded. " It's my thigh or nothing. I'm not helping you getting off this time." I look at him with my mouth hanging open in shock. How could he be so cruel?
"C'mon, ride it baby I know you thought about it at dinner." My cheeks got red as he mentioned that. He dips his head towards my neck again and starts covering it in wet kisses. "Don't test my patience, love." he whispers and tightens his grip on my hips, moving them slowly. I gasp at the sudden friction.
"Feels good, right?" I only nod, closing my eyes as I start to move my hips in circles against his thigh. I feel so dirty doing this but at the same time it feels so good to finally get the friction I needed the last weeks again.
I feel my clit rubbing against my underwear, making me whimper and move my hips faster. "Fuck, look at you. I thought you were desperate back in the shower but now you're just getting yourself off on my thigh like a dirty little whore." I moaned at his words combined with his kisses on my skin. His lips went lower, first towards my collarbones, then further down to my chest.
I feel one hand of him wander to my underwear and pushing it to the side so my bare pussy rubbed against the material of his pants. I whine at the feeling, my hands grabbing his broad shoulders. " Oh my god. I'm so close Mattheo." He laughs wickedly against my chest, pushing down my dress so it hangs at the middle of my body. His mouth wanders to my bra, unclasping it with one hand behind my back.
"You're so beautiful baby, never ever am I waiting two weeks again for that." he growls and starts massaging my boobs and playing with my sensitive nipples.
I arch my back, shivers run down my spine at his touch. The grinding get's more and more intense. "Feel this?" he asks as he takes my hand and puts it on his bulge. "It's just for you." I bite my lip and look down at my hand. It looks so painful that I start massaging it through his pants. He bucks his hips up into my touch, his breathing getting heavier.
While still riding his thigh, I open his pants and push them down together with his boxershorts. His already fully hard cock slaps against his stomach before I take him into my hand. I spread the pre-cum over his tip with my thumb and start moving my hand up and down. "Shit princess.." he hisses, thrusting his hips up into my hand.
"I'm so close Mattheo.." I whine as I almost start rutting my hips against him. "Come on my leg baby, do it." he groans, lips apart.
I let go of his cock for a moment to dig my nails into his shoulders for support as I press my throbbing clit harder against him. He takes his cock into his hand and jerks himself off as he watches me panting and moaning.
With a deep twisting feeling in my stomach I come all over his thigh, riding out my orgasm.
"So good for me, look at how much you came." he says and I look down at his pants, a big wet spot on them now. My legs still shake from my high and I look up at him again.
Mattheo's POV:
Fuck. I don't know what it is but I have a feeling that this girl is going to be the death of me. With hooded eyes she looks up at me and almost get's me to cum in my own hand just from her eyes looking into mine. She had such a chokehold on me, but I will never admit that to her.
I smile down at her before I speak "already fucked out again and I didn't even touched you." The same thing I told her two weeks ago after I've eaten her pussy and she came after 3 minutes.
"Fuck off." she mumbles and falls slightly against my chest. "As much as I enjoy this closeness baby.." I start, nodding towards my rock hard cock, laying against my stomach.
I push a strand of hair behind her ear and whisper into it. " Suck on it." Her eyes go wide and she looks down on me with those innocent eyes again. " Don't tell me you never sucked cock with those pretty lips." I say, looking at her plump lips, almost begging to be fucked.
She rolls her eyes at me again, making me want to choke her until she stops. " I have." Her answer makes my clench my jaw, wishing she would've just said she didn't.
I pushed her down in front of my legs. I grab a pillow from the couch beside us and put it under her knees, making her grin. " Don't tell me you suddenly care for me Matty?" Now I am the one who rolls his eyes.
I grab her pretty hair into a ponytail and push her towards my cock. She takes it into her hand and starts to lick off the pre-cum from my tip. A moment later she starts sucking on my tip, making me smile. I have a feeling this is going to be good.
I hiss as her wet lips and warm mouth take more of my cock into her mouth. I close my eyes and let my head hang backwards. " Come on y/n, show me what you got."
Suddenly she takes me all the way down her throat, my eyes almost bulging out of my head and my mouth falling open. "Oh fuck, yeah!" I groan, gritting my teeth together. I swear I could feel her smile around me.
She bobs her head up and down in a fast pace, making me moan and groan like a little bitch. Fuck, what is it with this girl?
I feel my tip hitting the back of her throat. " Oh Shit." I lift my head up to look down at her. Her eyes are teary and her hands support herself on my tights. I start grinning, wishing I could take a picture of her pretty mouth around me.
Her throat clenches around me so delicious I almost came. "Hmm baby, you know how to suck cock. Gonna give you that." I pant.
One of her hands go down to my balls, massaging them. " Oh - " I throw my head back again, feeling something in my lower stomach. My hips buck up and I hear her gag, only getting me closer to my high. "M' gonna cum down your throat and you'll swallow it, yeah?" I ask her, breathing heavy. It doesn't take me long to cum and fill her mouth. "Fuckkk.." I groan, pushing her down even harder so her nose touches my stomach.
"Swallow it. All of it." I slowly let go of her, but seeing her cough a little only fuels my desire. She opens her mouth after she swallows and shows me that she swallowed every single drop.
"That's a good girl. Now come on.. let's take a shower." I say grinning at her and helping her back up. "Mattheo I don't know If I can walk so far." she sighs as she stands on her still shaky legs.
I kiss the top of her head, something I never do but just feels right with her. " You don't have to. I have my own shower." I pick her up bridal style and carry her towards my bathroom."
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As he picks me up to carry me, I feel a few butterfly's in my stomach but I try to suppress them.
He let's me down when we stand under his shower. His clothes hit the floor. "Hot or cold?" he ask, putting his hand on the tap. "Hot." I say and watch his back. Last time I didn't noticed but he has big scars all over his back, some even on his chest. He must see my face cause he asks me "What's wrong?" I shake my head and try to smile.
"Nothing." I see it in his eyes that he doesn't buy my lie but doesn't push me either. As the warm water hits my skin, I sigh in relief. I let my hair get wet and wash off the makeup I had on. While I did so, Mattheo stands right behind me, his hands on my hips, scanning my face.
I open my eyes and see him looking. " What?" I ask grinning. " You're beautiful." I roll my eyes and look away again, trying to hide my blush. "You don't have to try to get into my pants. You already are." He turns me around and holds my face. " Hey.. I really mean it. And not just your body. Your face is prettier than the ones of angels." My eyes widen at his words, not expecting that kind of words from him.
He clears his throat and looks away for a moment himself. That's when I grab his face in both my hands and crash my lips into his. The kiss is hungry, more passionate and different than the last times. More tender.
One of his hands slide up and down my back, while the other lays on my hip. "You make me crazy, princess." he admits, mumbling against my lips. I smile into the kiss. "Don't go soft Mattheo." I say, teasing him.
He starts kissing my neck, but less soft and more aggressively now. "Remember who's in charge here baby. I would choose your words wisely." He lifts me up so I wrap my legs around his waist. "This time I wanna see your face when I fuck you."
He takes his cock into his hand and positions it at my entrance, teasing me with it. „Mattheo come on, fuck me.." i huff out frustrated. "Beg for it, wanna hear you beg again like the last time I fucked you." I roll my eyes at his ego, but still do as he tells me to. "Please, I'm already begging you to fuck me."
Ge grins down at me and slowly pushes inside me, holding eye contact the whole time. His lips part and his eyes get lazy. "Fuck, you feel just as good as the first time I fucked you stupid."
I want to bite back but only bite my lip as he starts thrusting in a fast and hard pace. "What was that? I'm going soft princess?" His grip on my hips gets tighter and he starts kissing my neck up and down. " N-no you're not.." I whimper, closing my eyes and letting my head fall back against the wall.
What was is that he had me under his control so much? Not even a single brain cell told me to not do as he says. I can't with this boy..
His lips work their way up to my ear and he whispers "I'm a man baby, a boy wouldn't fuck you like I do. " Goosebumps erupt over my body and again he's right. " Stop messing around in my head." I growl lightly, supressing a moan in my throat. "You're all mine. I don't give a shit about how you see that, cause I know your body screams for mine every night. And it will never get someone else's. Do you understand?"
He stops kissing my neck and looks at me while thrusting his hips against mine. A shiver run down my spine as I looked into his eyes, but this time not a good one. It was ice cold. I never saw him looking tat serious and cold. Possesive. "Do. You. Under. Stand." he asks me again, deep and hard thrust for every word.
"God yes, Mattheo. I understand!" I cry out as his fingers find their way towards my clit, rubbing it in circles. My nails leave marks all over his back, drawing a little blood.
He starts hissing but laughing at the same time at the pain. He's gonna be the death of me. "No, you're gonna be mine, princess. Do that again with your nails, turns me on." As I don't, he mumbles a quite "okay" and presses me harder against the shower wall, fucking me even deeper and more brutal. My nails find their way back inside his skin and I'm sure If we had been o the bed It would be broken by now.
"When are you gonna learn to not be a little brat, huh?" he asks, a smirk on his face. "I own you now, baby." I let out half a snort half a chuckle. " Do I own you then too?" I ask sarcastically. " You own every inch of me."
My face falls a little at his answer, not expecting it. Did he mean that?But as soon as my thoughts started, I forgot them as he starts to rub my clit even harder, but in a steady rhythm.
"Oh yeah look at that in pleasure twisting face, that's fucking it." he groans, his thrust becoming more erratic. One hand leaves my hip and wraps itself around my throat, squeezing it with the perfect amount of pressure. A broken scream leaves my lips with my eyes rolling back.
"Yeah scream so loud Cormac hears who‘s name you‘re moaning tonight." I press my lips together but he squeezes my throat tighter. My walls clench around him, making him lose his control, eyes rolling back a bit with a smile to it. "I love that pussy so much fuck.I bet he can't fuck you like I can, huh?"
This time my answer comes in a instant. " No- no he can't. I'm so close Mattheo, please." I moan as I feel this deep twisting feeling in my stomach. His lips meet mine, to my surprise. Unlike how he fucks, he kisses me soft and passionate. "Come around me baby.Please fucking come around me." he groans almost desperate.
And just like that I let go and let the feeling of my orgasm overflow me. "Hm shit.. can I come inside you baby?" Mattheo pants against my lips while he looks down between us. I just nod quickly, feeling him coming inside me a few seconds later. "Shit.." a whimper leaves his lips as he fills me up.
My stomach twists again at the sound so I look at him and scan his face for a moment. I think that's the hottest sound my ears ever came across. He looks fucked out too, his eyes heavy.
He slowly pulls out but still holds me. "You make me so addicted." he confesses to me, looking between my eyes and lips. I had to. " So you're going soft now again?" I tease him, out of breath.
He chuckles lowly which ends with me bent over every single surface in his room.
I don't know how long I can survive in that.
I just know ya‘ll hate and love me for posting this.. after weeks :) <3
There‘s gonna be a part 3, the final then. Hehe.
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futurepastme · 6 months ago
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Prince!Merlin Au
I saw a TikTok of a guy saying how Kings in movies didn't seem to do anything when they should actually be surrounded by people all the time because they are THE RULERS and decided that Uther is just a bad King (shoking, I know) so I added this scene to my Au ≈ 1800 words English not my first language
The Pendragons and the Ambrosius sat together at the dining hall of Essetir's castle for breakfast.
After the Pendragons found out that Merlin was not only a prince but also a skilled sorcerer, Balinor wanted nothing more than to bring them back to the reluctant peace they once were before the whole thing happened. Enough to at least sign the treaty and have them leave without any more trouble.
Uther was still not completely satisfied with Merlin's punishment, even though he almost lost his life. Almost wasn't enough for spying on them for three years, but he knew better than to go against Balinor in his own kingdom.
Morgana, on the other hand, was having a very pleasant time. King Balinor was very charming and his stories entertaining and funny, you could really see where Merlin got his personality from.
Arthur was just miserable, he was mad but seeing Merlin almost fall to his death gave him some perspective. He would still scream at him when he gets a chance, though.
“And after that Mordred never listened to Merlin's fashion advices again” Balinor finished the story with a smile.
“I didn't know Merlin could be this mean,” Morgana said with a small laugh.
“That's because you never had him as a brother, trust me, that one was almost kind,” Mordred laughed as he drank his wine.
Just then they were interrupted by the sound of the doors opening, where a disheveled looking Merlin barged in.
“You're late!” Mordred said with a smirk. “and… sweaty?”
“Thank you, Mordred, I hadn't noticed” was Merlin's reply as he walked towards his place between Mordred and their father.
“I take it you're back from the western border?” Balinor asked, “Was it handled?”
“Hm,” Merlin agreed as he sat down, immediately making food fly to his plate as his goblet filled with water from a floating jug. 
“Western border… Mermaid problems?” Mordred asked
“Sirens” was Merlin's answer before digging into his food like a starved man.
“Wait, if sirens were the problem, why the hell are you sweaty?” 
Before Merlin could answer, the doors opened once again to reveal Balinor’s personal manservant.
“My Lords, my ladies, forgive me for the interruption.”
“Am I out of time, Frederick?” Balinor asked
“I'm afraid so, sire”
Balinor smiled as he stood up. 
“Well, this has been pleasant, but I'm afraid duty calls.”
“Uther, Prince Arthur.” He gave a small nod that was reciprocated.
“My love” he gave a kiss to Hunith's cheek before heading around the table where he reached Morgana. “My lady” and kissed her hand.
“This was delightful King Balinor, we should do it again” she smiled at him
“We shall, you're always welcome to join us if you please.”
Balinor started walking towards the door, Frederick right behind him, and he didn't even turn around as he spoke “Boys, I'm assuming I'll be seeing you at the meeting so…” and raised a hand in a small wave.
“See you, dad.”
“Meeting? What meeting?”
The Ambrosius brothers spoke at the same time.
“Don't worry, Your Grace, your servant was informed and should have adjusted your schedule accordingly.” Frederick answered Merlin's question before turning to his king “Are you ready, Your Majesty?”
The Pendragons watched curiously as King Balinor stopped a few steps from the main doors, his servant by his side.
“What are they doing?” Morgana asked no one in particular. 
Merlin smiled behind his wine glass as Mordred answered “He's getting the few details before going back on duty. Don't you do that in Camelot?”
“Before going back on duty?” Arthur asked
Just then, Frederick gave a nod to the guards at the door. The doors were opened and a group of well dressed men walked in immediately surrounding the King, all talking at the same time.
“Things work differently in Camelot.” Merlin answered Mordred's question while they watched the group leave with the King.
The doors barely closed before they were opened again, this time by Merlin's own servant, Will.
“No.” Merlin said before stuffing his mouth with more food
“Yes. C'mon, get your lazy ass off that chair.” Will waltzed towards Merlin with a piece of parchment.
“Buy me time” 
“Already did.” Will stopped behind Merlin's chair and prepared to read from his parchment.
“Who are you?” Came from Morgana 
“Forgive me, My lady. My name's Will, I'm His Grace's manservant” He smiled with a shallow bow. “I'm here to informe Prince Merlin that his time for breakfast is over and his duties await”
“I just sat down!”
“Well, it's not my fault, is it? You're the one that decided to run away and disappear for three years, and now has a ridiculous amount of work to make up for your stupid absence. Can I read this or not?”
Merlin nodded, still eating desperately.
“Alright, the knight training will be done by Sir Llywelyn, the King has decided he won't have you do any training before the duel tomorrow, instead you will have a council meeting in about half an hour.”
Merlin began rising from his seat, a goblet in his hand as he still chewed a piece of sweetmeat. 
“After that, you have clothes fitting, dragon scale inspection, you'll have to do a round through the citadel at some point to show yourself for the people, I recommend after that,”
Will followed Merlin around as he pat Mordred's head, kissed his mother goodbye and bowed for the Pendragons,
“And that is all for the morning, I'm still arranging your schedule for the afternoon so I'm assuming you'll have lunch at this time, but don't hold yourself to that, and you'll need a ‘I’m back home’ kind of speech ready before the end of the evening, but I'm not sure yet if you'll be giving it today, I'm waiting on Frederick to confirm that as well,”
They started walking to the same spot the King was before.
“At the door, you have Lord Wesley with a complaint about his dragon, Lord Rathmore has reports from the east village's that he would like to share with you before the meeting, Lord Bowers wants permission for a restoration of his manor at the Shallow Falcon Cliff, it will have to break parts of the mountain,”
Will continued his brief summary of what each Lord at the door wanted with Merlin while he finished his drink, once he was done he made his goblet fly back to the table where the remaining nobles were talking about the Prince.
“And that is normal? When do they get time to think or, I don't know, breathe?” Morgana was asking Prince Mordred.
“Well, Lady Morgana, you should recall that he already had time to breathe, he had a whole five minutes of breakfast before Will entered to take him, I'm not sure what you mean.”
“I never had Merlin following me around giving council meetings debriefs before they took place.” Arthur mentioned.
“Council meeting debriefs? That's not what Will is doing, Prince Arthur.” 
“Well, if those aren't debriefs then, what is he doing?”
Mordred pointed at his brother, now standing at the same place his father was before. The young servant that once walked a step behind him, reading names and tasks from his list, now walked to stand near the guards by the door, hands empty with no parchment to be seen.
Once again the Pendragons watched the door be opened by the guards and a large group of men walk in, except this time, differently from what happened with the King, the group of men was stopped by the servant before they had a chance to engulf the Prince in requests and demands.
“Hold on, Your Lordships, you know how it goes with His Grace. Papers to me, keep quiet and no running or pushing.”
One by one, the lords left their papers with Will before calmly entering the rest of the room and finally surrounding Merlin. After the last one was inside by the Prince, Will, with his hands full, walked back and was given a way to stand at his place by his prince.  
Only after Will gave Merlin a random paper from the pile they began to walk, at the same time the Lord which the paper belonged to started talking with Prince Merlin, and the group smoothly and almost quietly walked through the doors, leaving the dining room.
“Merlin doesn't like the overlapping shouting, neither does father but he tried Merlin's method once and it didn't go well. Frederick is too formal to tell a Lord to shut up, even if given permission by the King himself. Will handles them well.”
“Sorry, Prince Mordred but I still don't get it. What are they asking of the King and Crown Prince if not preparing them for the meeting?” Arthur asked again
“I'm afraid I'm the one who doesn't get it, Prince Arthur. The King and Crown Prince are currently ruling the Kingdom, they are simply doing their duties. Those are decisions that have to be made before the meeting, and after the meeting is done there will be more to make. The kingdom never stops, and neither does their rulers.”
“So… what you're saying is that they have to make decisions about the whole of the kingdom by themselves at every moment of every day? Don't they have paperwork, training or open court?”
“Well, of course they do, but like I said the kingdom never stops, some decisions just can't wait for a group of old men to debate for hours on just one subject.”
Arthur looked at the closed doors and pictured himself in Merlin's place, walking down the hallways of his castle surrounded by old lords demanding immediate decisions out of him while he went from breakfast to a meeting, only to be met with more lords and decisions. Every day all throughout the day. He would lose his mind 
Despite his lingering anger with Merlin for his lies and treachery, he could feel certain admiration growing somewhere within himself.
The door opened once more, with a new servant.
“It's time, your highness” was all he said.
Once again Arthur watched as the last of the Ambrosius men followed the steps of the last two. The only difference was that at his door only three men were waiting for him.
Once again the door closed, and Arthur turned to find the wise eyes of queen Hunith staring at him, a small smile gracing her face.
King Uther, Prince Arthur and the lady Morgana finished their breakfast with the pleasured company of queen Hunith, and even though the Queen could keep a conversation as well as the King, with the same amusing stories and anecdotes, the minds of the three Camelot residents still lingered on the image of three tall heads of dark hair surrounded by loud voices following them as they walk.
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whump-place · 10 months ago
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A prompt for you!!
Whumpee after being rescued is scared to death of Caretaker, they just sit on their bed all day, believing they're locked like Whumper always left them locked in their room (though they're not). Caretaker sits with them and caresses their hair saying they care about Whumpee and are never gonna hurt them, but Whumpee is still scared because that's exactly what Whumper used to say after their torture sessions!
Poor Whumpee doesn't know how to act, they're so afraid </3
First of all, thank you so much! You are the first one to actually send me a prompt I hope you like it 😭
ontent: Whumpee thinks Caretaker is their new Whumper, self isolation, fear of punishment, past torture.
"Whumpee?" Someone was knocking at the door, Caretaker spoke, she sounded worried. "Are you there?"
What kind of question was that? Of course they were there, where else would they be? They wouldn't ever dream of escaping, they swear, they were good! They had to let Caretaker know that!
"Yes, ma'am. I'm here, this is where you left me, i didn't move, I promise." That was half true, Caretaker had left them on the bed, blankets covering their body, she had told them to rest and sleep and so they did. But in the morning they made the bed and sat on the edge, they didn't want to be punished for slacking.
"Oh, um. That's good? I guess." A small pause and then Caretaker spoke again. "Can I come in?"
Whumpee shoke their head. They don't want Caretaker near them, they just want to be left alone. But of course they didn't say that out loud, that would be suicidal.
"You can do as you please, ma'am." They answered instead. Their eyes were already tearing up, Whumper never visited them unless it was punishment day, and that hurts so much, please, they'll be good! They can be good, please!
The door slowly opened, Caretaker was right in front of them, holding a glass and an apple.
"Oh." That was all Caretaker said, her eyes wandering around the room, Whumpee made sure that it was spotless, was something wrong? "You...? Nevermind."
Caretaker set the glass and the apple on the nightstand, carefully taking a step back.
"Whumpee... can I speak to you for a second?"
"You can do as you please, ma'am" but please, don't hurt me. Not yet, please.
Caretaker frowned a bit, and Whumpee was sure that they already messed up, but instead of a beating, Caretaker said:
"Thank you"
Whumpee hadn't expected her to actually sit next to them, usually Whumper would 'talk' throwing things at Whumpee, yelling, sometimes they even kicked them, Whumper doesn't sit next to them, never.
"You see, Whumpee. I... Ahg. What am I doing?"
Caretaker didn't say another word, Whumpee realized that she wasn't good at showing her feelings through words, but through actions.
Her hand slowly caresses their hair, not saying a word.
"I know you are scared, but I promise that I will never hurt you. I... I don't really know what could I say to make you feel better, I'm sorry"
Those were really kind words, Whumpee must admit. But there was still something that made him shiver; Whumper used to do the same. Exactly the same.
Kind words, kind touch. Whumper liked to see their pet at his feet or with their head on their lap, begging for a gentle touch just before being...
Whumpee shut their eyes, leaning on the touch, they were so damn afraid.
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rindousbbg · 9 months ago
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Hiii! I love ur work! I would love to see timeskip pro athlete! Kageyama with supermodel/celebrity! Gf in ur style! they would look so hot together and be the ultimate it couple of Tokyo <33 I love this idea sm and I can’t wait to read your take on it!! <3
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Summery: kagyama with a girlfriend who is super model and actress.
Genre: Fluff??
A/n: i just wrote it in my style. Hope you like it. I didn't made it long cus idk what to write more. Don't worry you can see better version in future 😭. And also request more if you want. Thank you. Feedbacks are appreciated. Not proof read.
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"Tobio you have to go for an interview." 
Kagayama's manager informed him. The black haired male didn't liked to give interviews or wether you could say doesn't know what to say. He was scared that he could spit out some nonsense. Poor boy was confused how interview works.
slightly nodding his head he started to strech his body outta no where to motivate himself. 
he checked his phone if he had any notifications, there was three messages and one was from his girlfriend and other was from his friends or more like teammates. 
Soon he headed out to give the interview. 
"Hello Tobio-kun"
"Hi"
The questions were all about volleyball and how he plays etc. but that one question struck his brain and he didn't knew what to say. 
"Do you have a girlfriend?" 
"Uh" 
poor boy looked at the manager for help while the manager's slightly turned downwards preventing himself from laughing. 
"Sorry, miss the time is up. Thank you" 
the manager and tobio bowed to the interviewer and left as soon as possible. 
"Thanks"
"For what?"
"For saving me?" 
the manager let out a short laugh in response. 
"How was the game?"
"Tiring"
tobuo looked at his girlfriend, tiredness was dripping from both of their eyes. 
"Someone asked me if I had a girlfriend." 
the girl frowned. 
"Ehh, really? Well it's nothing to be shoked of. You are a player. A very handsome one. So I don't see anything wrong here" 
Tobio nodded. 
"Do you want to make our relationship...uhmm..public??" 
the black haired male looked at his girlfriend, hoping say you would say yes. It was tired some for him to avoid the question again and again. Does people can't tell that he doesn't want to reveal it? Whatever it is it's purely because he was tired. Or was it something else?
"Uhm, i won't say that i have never thought about it. But will you be okay?" 
"Why won't I be?" 
Hearing that thing from your boyfriend made you happy and you let out a giggle. 
"Okay, I will make our relationship public."
bird's chirping can be heard in the morning. It was barely 8 am. You woke up since you didn't wanted to lay down in bed anymore. And decided to make breakfast and all. 
While you were making breakfast a deep voice spoke out. 
"Morning"
You looked at tobio and smiled in return. He turned on the tv to watch his match from yesterday. But instead of his match there was a big news headline. 
"Welcome everyone, today's breaking news is The model and actress L/N Y/N  and famous vollyball player Kageyma Tobio were seen together at a hotel and also in a restaurant together lot of times. Source had been taking proofs now we can say with pure trust that they are indeed in a relationship" 
Kagayama raised his brows in surprise and turned his head towards you. He thought you would be shoked but instead of a shoking expression you had a teasing smile.
"Looks like your wish came true. We didn't had to do anything" 
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bk-4-trash-fire · 11 months ago
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Robot creator part twoooooooo
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Okokokok is I want to say this again for people who don't know
I am an artist, not a writer, so apologies if most of this series and the other one will make no sense and have bad grammar
But anyways enjoy
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Plugging in the black rectangle onto you desk that you later found out was called a "tablet"
You were a scavenger of some sort
Taking anything that brought you interest, that or anything that can be taken apart
You and doc were always exchanging random things for both of y'all benefit
For you cuz what doc had looked cool
For doc cuz most of the random items you had could be used for future projects
But this table would be something only for you
That and the body pillow you found and later have hidden under you bed
Probably for the best no one sees it
You then hear a chime coming from the tablet
Seeing it come to life is incredible
You will soon witness a relic of the flesh beings work
Momo is gonna be sooooo jealous
And so you planned on showing all your friends your discovery
What's the worst that can happen?
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Have the gang all together waiting for their (basically) little sibling to show off their new trinket
Even zbaltazar was there in a wheelchair clementine found for him
"so this will give us new knowledge of the flesh beings life before us?" You heard doc question
"exactly! This is said to have the ability to help entertain flesh beings and be able to communicate with other flesh beings!"
"You've made your point, now show us this cool new technology you're praising" momo chirped and giddily sat up to see this device
As you turned on the tablet you noticed it started to shake
It scared you enough to drop the thing onto the table
It started a small before it quickly started violently moving off the table from the shaking
Soon the screen began cracking with the light from the tablet becoming blinding
Soon the whole room was engulfed in the light
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For a while genshin sat dormant for the MANY years their creator was gone
For awhile the people were filled with grief
Not knowing if this is some sort of punishment or if something horrible happened to their creator
Not like they could do anything
Their only proper way of communicating with them (mail) was getting no response
All the greatest minds in teyvat were at it for weeks making a machine powerful enough to bring back the creator
All it needed was a spark
Confirmation that the creator was somewhere alive.
Today was like any other albedo
Checking up on experiments
Checking on the machine
On look it working....
.....
Wait..
HOLY FUCK IT'S WORKING
Within moments albedo is sweating bullets and covering his ear from the sound of the gears
The sheer sound was probably enough for a person to go deaf
The ground shoke form the machine working it's magic
Finally after all this time
They had found them
Soon the machine comes to a dead stop
Soon a creeping silence as albedo makes his way to what is the door to let his god back to their world
What he expects is to see someone magnificent, unexplainable beauty.
But what greets him is 5 mechanical humanoids
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That's it for now let me know how ya feel about this chapter :]
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abbysbunny · 1 year ago
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NEW STUDENT PT.2
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part one
plot: the big school field trip is finally here and you hazel share a room
warnings: none, not proofread but I don't think I made any errors:)
word count: 0.9k
notes:thank you fruity ppl for the attention on pt.1🌚this is again boring so:3 anyways this if the last chapter y'all but I'm write smth else soon!! anyways I hope you enjoy this lame follow up🔥🙏🏼
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for every senior class there was a special school trip, this year your school saved up money for it instead of taking you guys to a cheap motel an hour away like they've done the other years.
this year you guys are going to Venice. I mean sure you're staying at a hotel with no heater or locking doors but it's better than what they did last year. the flight was an excruciating 12 hours of students screaming, singing and trying to keep each other entertained, but when you got there it was sorta worth it...
when you got to your hotel everyone rushed out of the bus making your bag fall into a puddle of water, already off to a great start. inside it was very fancy looking...but also old looking, the walls were cracking and it smelled like a creepy old neighbor. the guides explained how the rooms would work, they were dividing it in boys and girls with each room having a king sized bed.
"okay so everyone is going in twos so partner up!" the teacher explained, everyone quickly chose their partner, you looked around and saw hazel alone, the only time you guys talked was her first day of school, sure you guys did exchange numbers but no one actually texted first. walking up to hazel you were building up the confidence to ask her to partner up, you tapped her shoulder and she turned around looking you in the eyes before dropping her gaze down to the ground.
"hey do you wanna stay in a room with me?" she looked up at you and nodded with a smile, you both went to your room and settled down, there was a knock at the door before the teacher peeked in telling you guys everyone was going out to dinner in an hour, after accepting the invite the door closed leaving you guys alone once again, "so are you going hazel?" you questioned hoping you had an excuse to sit by her and talk more.
"i don't know, I mean are you going?" she asked her voice cracking mid sentence, "yeah I am, if you don't wanna go that's fine I'll just tell the teacher tha-" you were quickly cut off by hazel, "if you're going I'm going so uhm..." you swear you could see her blush just a bit. after a good twenty minutes of getting ready, it was time to go, you and hazel walked out and met everyone else down stairs.
the restaurant was again fancy but old, is everything here fancy and old? you all sat down at your assigned seats, you obviously next to hazel, the waiter came by and you ordered something simple nothing too expensive. as people started talking and things got a little louder you thought it would be a great time to actually have a full conversation with hazel.
you turned to hazel and spoke,"how are you hazel? you know you never texted me" she turned to face you and got eyes slightly widened at what she would call your boldness, "oh sorry I forgot I guess...but uhm I'm good, how are you" hazel let out a breath she didn't even know she held in, you were shoked at her full not very awkward phrase.
"well I'm pretty good, life is pretty boring but I think this trip is gonna be fun" you smiled at an attempt to add some positivity to the conversation, so it's not just awkward lesbians trying to talk. "oh yeah they have some cool art museums here you know? I think we're going to some while we're here" you were not surprised by hazel's interest in art, you chuckled at hazel's enthusiasm about museums.
"well maybe you could tell me more about your interest mh? you thought letting her rant about things she likes would keep the conversation going and well it did! for the rest of the dinner she talked about her skills and other cool things about herself, you learned she can build a very "small" bomb and knew taekwondo, who knew she was so interesting?. when you got back to the hotel somehow it was already 10pm, you both got ready for bed and got into your guys shared bed.
you kept thinking about wanting to do something, like maybe kiss her? or maybe just share your feelings with her? you didn't know what exactly but you just had to do something, "hey haze?" you thought maybe using a silly nickname would maybe show her you've loosened up, she looked away from her phone and looked straight into your eyes, suddenly you wanted to back out but you couldn't, I mean what were you gonna tell her If not that you like her.
you put your knees to your chest and wrapped your arms around them, "I think I like you" you quietly blurred out, her eyes widened before relaxing them, "oh well...I think I like you too" she couldn't contain the smile on her face and she felt her face get hot, you smiled back at her and moved closer to her, "can I kiss you" you said so quietly it was almost not even a whisper.
she moved closer to you and gently put her hands on the sides of your face, "yes, please" she whispered back, you leaned in and finally connected her lips to yours, her lips were soft and warm against yours, after a few more seconds of a sweet kiss she pulled away, you couldn't help but giggle a bit and smile, "does this mean we're like girlfriends now?" she asked you, you thought about it for a moment before responding, "yeah it does".
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lilisouless · 5 months ago
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Jesper: maybe is better if you don't make surprise visits
Colm: It´s fine i am just...not exactly used to such a language
(thirty minutes ago)
Jesper coming home: Alright people, all employes take the day off! all payed, i want this house empty because you people know how loud Mr Van Eck gets when i...and rav-(notices Colm) rav-ravka be blessed, dad you are here!
Wylan entering: Jesper! have you seen my cotton undies? You know i have problems sitting after (notices Colm) after exercise! Mr Da-i mean,Mr Fahey, we are starting to take healthy and very chaste work out routines and eating our vegetables
Nina entering: Hey Jes! i came to give you back your handcuffs , Matthias is not ready! although maybe he would be more at ease with the fluffy ones-(notices Colm) Mr Fahey! i was talking to Jesper about how we use the handcuffs to play "police", we practice how to abolish the system
Colm: i would have asumed you were using it for magician tricks...
Nina: yeah...that would have been way less complicated...
Inej climbing down the window: Jesper! Is Nina here? I need her help to help me pop a very huge huge and very annoying pustule right on my bu-(notices Colm) my butcher, poor guy, he has a problem and i (who doesn't have anything weird on their body) just want to help him
Kaz entering: Jesper! can you ask Wylan if there is a place on his garden where i can hide a (notices Colm) a...seed...of tomatoes, i want to plant some (kicks a bag out of sight)
Matthias entering: ugh,i need water, darn this weather (notices Colm and gasps) Oh my-Mr Fahey i am so sorry! i didn't mean to use such a language, i am so ashamed, please forgive me...
Colm: ...
Colm: well, at least thats the last one
Marya entering: "thats not art , lady" and whats art for them? a single green point that he painted with a pencil stuck right on his ***? bunch of pretentious *****! well who wants to participate in their ***** gallery anyway? I hope they all shoke, that they shoke on their ***** and end up eating their own ****! "sighs" oh hi Colm
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applecidersstuff · 10 months ago
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Have you ever thought that Wylan may be able to learn any other language and be able to read?
It is slow, yes, it's hard and after some time the words start to shiver, but he's able to make out at least some amount of information from the text.
I couldn't find any examples of letters in Zemeni, Suli, Fierdan, or Kaelish but the Kerch alphabet that I found sent me into a literal coma. I mean, have you seen it?! No wonder Wylans dyslexic ass saw spiders and bugs when looking in those books! those letters look like spiders and bugs!!!
Knowing that Fierdan was based on one of the Scandinavian languages I may guess it has the alphabet that we are used to. So it might be possible for Wylan to read it at least a bit. I am not saying that he SHOULD be able to read, no, but I don't think that he's unable to read entirely, and it's quite possible he can read Fierdan.
It said in Crooked Kingdom that Wylan tried to write and read but dropped that idea after seeing the disappointment on his father's face when he stuttered.
Imagine Wylan listens to Inej talk in suli to her parent and wonders if he could try to learn it. Imagine Inej catches him using his poor knowledge of ravkan to talk to her parents and realize what he'd been doing.
Imagine Inej teaches Wy suli when she comes back from her voyages and when he couldn't do something she'd tell him how Kaz was teaching her Kerch, and how annoyed he was every time she demanded he teach her more and more.
One day when Kaz visits, Inej agitates Wylan to try to read something, as she believes Kaz is a good influence on him(Jesper and Nina strongly disagree).
Wylan starts to quietly read some book he stole from Inej the day before and not the one she offered. This one was harder than the one Inej found, mostly because of the font but also because he didn't know some words.
He sits on the couch next to Kaz who watches Jesper and Inej argue over something unimportant regarding Nina's wedding, Hanne stands next to them having no idea what is going on because in a few long years of their friendship Jesper and Inej somehow taught each other suli and Zemeni(or at least some parts of them) and now were having an argument in a wild mixture of Suli, Zemeni and Kerch. Seating next to Wylan and Kaz on the couch is Nina, she looks as confused as Hanne, although shouldn't be as she knows all three of those languages.
When he starts to read out loud Wylan feels his heart beating so fast he thinks it might jump out of his chest, but he doesn't stop. It takes some time for Nina and Kaz to notice him. First, it is Kaz, he turns his head slightly, watching Wylan through his prereferral vision, but as he slowly realizes what Wylan is doing he fully turns his head. Wylan doesn't look up, he doesn't want to see that look of disappointment he had seen on his father's face so long ago.
Next, it's Nina, she turns to see what Kaz is looking at and sees Wylan clutching a book with a name written in suli. when she listens, She hears Wylan talk in suli and realizes that Wyan is reading. Very slow as if he was struggling to push every word out of his mouth.
When he, how it sounded, finishes a page he looks up. Inej has the widest, proudest, smile he had ever seen on her. Jesper seemed to still be putting the pieces in place but when he did his face had the weirdest spawn of emotions. Nina looked shoked and happy at the same time. But what surprised Wylan the most was Kaz. His jaw what you'd call " dropped" he was looking at Wylan with round eyes and for a moment Wylan thought Kaz had wanted to hug him. Then he smiled. It was the widest smile Wylan had seen from him.
None of them seemed disappointed at him.
None of them were.
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rzyraffek · 2 years ago
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hey its my birthday fan you write billy lenz giving me sloppy toppy and straight up cumming on my face
Bro wtf I just watched this movie hour ago😰😰 and now I get random request about it! Happy birthday by the way. And its 5:42 am here Requests open!
Tw:Billy Lenz, blowjob, choking? Also I mention y/n as 'you/your' so if that makes you uncomfy I warned you
Billy Lenz reciving oral
First of all, he is 100% virgin. Only watched people do stuff
He knew it will be nice but he didnt expect it to be this nice
His sweet sweet piggy sucking on his cock, taking it so well just for him
He loves the noises you make, the feeling of tounge moving inside, the idea of you trusting him enough to let him almost chocke you its all so so arousing
He will say a lot of nasty stuff, degrading mostly but sometimes he will say some praises like "you taking billy's cock so well piggy" stuff like that
He is always in goofy mood so he will probably cum on your face just for funzies and your reaction. He also loves the face you make after you get the whole load on your pretty skin. And little gaps when it gets in your hair or other places that you didn't want it to come
He also loves watching her do stuff without his help, he just stares right in the eyes while you take him whole. While he just lays down or sits comfortably
But at the same time oh how he loves moving inside you while he just holds your head. Its such good feeling for him! Its difficult for him to decide what position he should be in really.
After doing that first time he is going to do it everyday litteraly, if you disagree he will beg, no kidding he is kinda addicted
Also if you wanna receive oral he will experiment no problem! He is a curious being really! Also im sure he thinks that you are delicious!
But he prefers reciving it much more than giving. Its just so satisfying to see you under him
Also you need to teach him all about after-care because im not sure if he even knows what's words 'care' or 'comforting' mean
And he forgors that people need air to live, sometimes you have to smack him so he remembers that no, alive y/n is much better than dead y/n, so better let her breath
Cummin on face kinda became a habit, but he still tries to make it a surprise because he loves that shoked face when you realise that he just busted a nut in you
And any form of praise makes him melt, if u say anything positive about his size or position or movements or litteraly anything he will go 😍😳 either immediately cum or get ready for next round
After the whole thing, you go wash ur face he will just fallow you, its kinda how he shows affection afterwards, fallowing you behind probably hoping that you go lay in bed so he can cuddle and litteraly glue to you for next 5hours
Anyways i never wrote smuty stuff before,If any of my friends will see this im going to never get out of my house again btw. Also I had to google sloppy toppy😭😭😭 pls tell me if I did well 😥i feel so so green. Also I'm always so spooked that I mistake Billy Lenz for Billy Loomis and imma confuse the hell out of person requesting
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flatpocket · 2 months ago
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virgin!deidara
male reader x deidara
i was going to write a smut but i wasnt really in the mood for that so... yeah, get some fluff <3
you and deidara have been dating for a couple months, because of his flirty and laid back attitude one would think you've had sex by now but in reallity it never happened, you dont know exactly what goes wrong but everytime things start escalating he backs off with some excuse, at first you didnt mind but it was starting to annoy you so you decide to finally have a talk with him and get what you want.
you two were on a date one day on the woods, it wasnt exactly a date, more like a opportunity that came for you two to be alone together. you were holding him on your arms playing with his hand, it took a lot of convincing for him to let you hold him like that but you knew he liked being held and you loved holding him even more.
"you're so pretty dei"
he humfs and looks away embarassed, you always complimented him but he still got red everytime, you thought it was adorable and chuckled at it.
he turns back and gives you kiss roughly, you take a moment to react but you kiss him back.
"shut up" he says when he pulls out
you chuckle again and he looks annoyed at it, you kiss his neck as an apology and he flinches.
"you get embarrassed so easily dei, are you a virgin?" you tease him
what you didnt expect was for him to turn his head away from you again without saying a word, from the position you're in you can see his face is red. does that means what you think it means?
"you are a virgin!" you say in a half shoked tone to wich he responds with another huff
"what if i am uh?"
you grab his face and turns it so he's facing you then you kiss him and hold him closer. he strugles on your arms to pull you away and rolls his eyes. you free him from your grip but he doesnt leave your lap only looking annoyed at your actions.
"are you embarrassed? you dont have to be, i find it quite cute!" you tease him a bit more
he responds by ignoring your words, you didnt mind as you were used to him giving you the silence treatment when he was mad. you hug him close to you again and kiss his cheek.
"you know.. i'd like to be your first" you say
he takes moment to look back at you but when he does he kisses you again turning on your lap so he can fully face you now. you keep sharing kisses, the actions getting hotter as your hands explore eachothers bodies then he pulls on your clothes to take them off and you do the same to his. he takes a moment to admire your body ans you admire his, brushing your fingers through the skin of his belly making him huff quietly.
you notice he might be unconfortable so you kiss him again brushing your hands on his sides to soothe him, he relaxes under you touch and buries his head on your neck, you chuckle and pet his hair softly. he sighs and looks at you.
"i dont really wanna do it today" he says
"ok" yous say with a smile, you're plenty happy just to have him in your arms.
he hums and buries his head onyour shoulder again taking a sniff, you try not to laugh at his actions and grab one of his hands giving it a kiss.
"you taste like clay"
he rolls his eyes but doesnt say anything you laugh and taps his back conforting. you spend the rest of the afternoon cuddling and talking.
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lostcherii · 20 days ago
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HIDDEN NOVA
CHP(3) Golden boy shines bold and melts quick
Ace pov:
Fucking hell, i forgot about my brunch with..dad
“Isn’t it a bit too tight?” i said, looking at Sabo, feeling unable to breath 
"No, it looks neater this way.”
“Neater when i die of suffocation,” i said, loosening my tie 
Sabo just frowns and shakes his head
“Are you finally going to tell him about our band?” he said, sounding serious 
I stopped; I had not even considered that. After all, we were getting a lot of online following because of Y/N's incredible post,
but...what if I were not going to be as good as I was before? What if I wasn’t good enough? What if I let Luffy and Sabo down? if I
“Hey,“ sabo held my shoulders and shoke me 
“Its alright,” Sabo said, smiling at me, “you don't have to tell him.”
“Thanks,” i said quietly, biting my lower lip until i felt a little blood seep thru 
I was wearing a tie as my father usually books an over-the-top fancy restaurant 
I mean, seriously, who goes all the way to Italy just because you crave some good pizza?
I sighed at seeing the restaurant. A 90’s punk rock cafe which got turned into a day bar...
Is this the right address? i checked my phone quickly 
i opened my phone and started to scroll thru my messages
“Hothead here-” i looked up i knew i came to right place after hearing that nickname
Hothead, a special nickname given to me by my dad 
He said I used to get angry really quickly and swears he saw steam coming out of my head once when I was mad at him for eating my food.
“Hey dad..” I said, sitting down next to him, loosening my tie completely and losing the over-the-top high-class, Im too good for your outfit 
“What's up with the frown? "Got your heart broken or worse, fell in love,” he chuckled 
“What the hell, dad?” I said, rubbing my head in irritation from the headache that would just not go away 
Some people from the far away table saw my dad and started to whisper, Ah, right 
Gold D. Roger, the best stock marketing investor's the world had ever seen 
My dad was young when he started but started bold 
He made a whole name for himself at the age of 22; that was insane 
He is insane, but-like leave that, he’s filthy rich and has an amazing wife, my beautiful mother, who has unfortunately became more sick after my birth, so I visit her in the hospital ever once a month, and me a trust fund kid who got everything handed to him on a golden plate.
I laughed fucking golden plate for Gold D Roger’s son 
“So i am right and sadly, i see that love is not the problem, your just to happy to see me; you don't know how to express it,” he said, shaking his head and wiping away fake tears
“Dad..why did you call me here? You never called in the last minute like this.” 
His breath hitched for a sec, He went to say something no word came
“Your mother," I shot my eyes up at him. i panicked, and I felt my hands trembling for a moment
“she's coming back home,” laughed my father out loud and i lost it
“HOW COULD NOT TELL ME THAT OVER A CALL OR ATLEST TAKE ME HOME WITH YOU?" I SAID FUMMING WITH ANGRY
My father just chuckled and told me to calm down. We talked about how the doctor said it was ok for mom to come back for a few months. I smiled. I wanted her to come back for such a long time, but now she's coming back after I left long ago.
"Well, i have to go,” i told my dad
"Already, but we didn’t even share a drink," frowned my father
"Dad, its 12 in the morning- and I already have a hangover—you know what? Leave it; I have an assessment." i don't even think i have done one of my thesis or assessments, but oh well- 
"Well, ok, then bye,” said my father. i got ready to walk out but the moment i was about to step out, when my father yelled at me
“Ace, your mom would be happy to see how handsome you have become, and how much you have grown to look like her,” he said, smiling at me 
I smiled and walked out of the bar.
.
.
.
"This is where we meet for the first time,” said Roger, gliding his hands across the wooden counter of the bar and chuckling.
“Im such a coward; i didn't have the heart to tell him...”
“This is the last time she might ever come back to the house." Roger rubbed his eyes and lowered his head in disappointment.
Ace pov-
While walking back, I heard a few people mumbling behind my back.
“Isn’t that ace?”
“Yeah god, he’s so lucky to have everything handed to him.”
"Yeah, everything except talent, i mean, come on, he doesn't even need to have any; his dad could buy him some if he asked him to” chuckled the third one 
I was annoyed. Who the fuck are these uneducated boneheaded idiots talking about? I mean, yes, I’m not entitled to have great talent or that am very talented , but what the hell, everything I do is not defined by my father's money, is it? 
I gripped my own hand, shutting it close, curled into a fist, and let my nails dig deep before I punched one of those hideous idiots and gave them a good reason for a plastic surgery. 
Y/N POV-
Well the next day, I had to go meet with Ace. It was around evening, and Ace texted me, saying that he'd meet me at the bar at 8.
I started to get ready while telling nami and robin all about ace because i had completely forgotten to tell them before because of the assessment and work 
Nami was going to kill me, saying
“How could you not tell me about your boyfriend?” she cried 
"He is not my boyfriend.” 
“Not yet,” said nami cheekily, giving me a smirk
I sighed and smiled at the idea of that pretty idiot being my boyfriend, though it would be fun to play with his hair—NO, get your mind on track, not in the gutter
Hes pretty and rich; he probably has a lot of girls already, I said, nodding my head.
I wore a burgundy off-the-shoulder top with a black mini skirt with fishnet stockings, grabbed my purse, put on my necklace, and left to go to the bar.
I arrived a little early expecting to save a seat for Ace, but it seemed ace was already there waiting for me, fiddling with his hands
"Hey,” i said, smiling at him
“Oh hi,” he said, his face lighting up a bit 
"Soo, what did you call me up for?” i said seating down 
“Straight to the point i see,” chuckled ace
"Well, i like that, so what i wanted to talk about was that the video which you made was amazing and you know a thing or two about the algorithm, dont you? ” said Ace, smirking, “So would you like to be our media manager for now?”
I laughed, not as dumb as i thought he was
"Hmm, well, let me see. Sure, why not? It will expand my horizons,” i said, giving him a small grin
“So a yes then,” he said, grining
“yeah
"Well, cheers to that,” said Ace, holding up his drink, and so we crashed our drinks together, laughing like idiots.
He’s so pretty, I thought (after about 3 shots of tequila). His eyes are so shiny, I wonder what kind of gem it would be. It would be a real precious one, i thought, smiling
"What are you smiling about?” said ace tilting his head and moving closer to my face, smirking
“Your pretty face,” i said, grinning 
He was a bit taken aback from the straight-forward answer but the truth is the truth 
“You different in a fun and weird way, but its good,” he said, smiling 
“Oh yeah, also, i needed your advice how this song goes,” ace said, holding up a bunch of tissues 
And putting them out in order 
I was to drunk to read them properly but i knew something for sure: this was going to sound good 
“For weeks they had strolled around,
Playing the fools.
They knew the time would come
And time would be cruel.
Because it is cruel to everyone
He's crying out from the meeting place
He's stranded himself there.
Where her voice still echoes,”
How is he so poetic? Is this the same man who was talking about nuggets for about an hour? Like, excuse me, what is this?
“Is it so bad that you don't know what to say?" chuckled ace 
“Na bro, this is too good It's like better then your nugget speech,” i said, giggling (oh, im drunk; i know it, but can’t do anything about it) 
Ace smiled and mumbled something. I was to busy staring at my hands to see if I could find an extra finger.
.
.
.
“You know we have to stop meeting like this,” i cling onto ace’s shoulder 
“What do you mean at the bar?"
"Come on, its a good bar, cheap food expect for the fact that Luffy almost stole from them, but...”
“Not that freckles,” i said, putting my fingers on his mouth and shushing him
"Like this,"  said, referring to the fact that he’s helping me walk back to the dorms 
Ace chuckled 
"Well, I guess we have to figure something out now, don’t we, sweetheart?”
I was drunk but not stupid (I am). i knew he was playing his little flirting game so i played back
“Oh really, love, why don't we meet someplace else now?” i said, tilting my head
His face went red, deep red 
I chuckled and laughed at him the entire night
“Freckles your like a strawberry,” i said, holding in my laughter and tears rolling down my face from laughing so hard while ace carried my drunken ass back too hell (college)
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ladylovegood-69 · 2 years ago
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"The Sun and the Moon"
Part1
Backround about you:
Y/n té'fiti
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(beautiful art made by Eana Unil)
You are the oldest child of Ronal and Tonowari being 16 years old. You are a worrior. You are taller then most female navi your age (same high as Aonung). You have a more toughter body bc of all the swimming and treining. You have tattos of all the things you achived in your journy to become a worrior. You are a serious person, get annoyed and angry pretty easy and your very protective of your family and peaple you love.
Your relationship with Roxto:
You are the man in the relationship. You are taller, older and biger then Roxto. His here to calm you down when you get annoyed or angry, but he also alweys drags you around with get you a little annoyed but you let him cz he is your sunshine(witch is also your nickname for him and he gets pretty flusterd when you call him that but he enjoys it). You are strong on phisical touch, its a way to show your love since your not much of a person to show emotion espect for anger and annoyenc, witch Roxto is used to but he still loves you. And he loves every contact you have with him.
(let the story begin)
You where on a hunt with your father and a few other hunters to gather food for the clan,when you all hear a horn being blown signaling that something or someone is coming.
"Come on lets see what this is all about." said your father witch you all nodded and started your way back to the shore on your tsurak.
When you get closer to the shore your saw your peaple gadering around darker navi peaple witch got you confused, what are forest peaple doing here. You looked at you father alarmed, but he only nodded at you saying to calm down but you only frowned. You dont like this.
Roxto and Aonung where messing with the darker navis about there tails, Tsireya noticing you coming immediately went and told them to stop. She knew you would get mad.
Once you and you father arived to shore peaple made path for you to meet the darker navi peaple. All eyes where on you both.
"I see you Tonowari.""Jakesully" your father and Jakesully gretted eachother as you did the same gesture of i see you to Jakesully and his wife Neytiri and they both did the same.
You turned around and cought the eyes of two boys that looked around the same age as you. They both did the sighs of i see you and you did one back. They where supprised i mean you where taller then most girls they seen, stronger and you did look bit intemedated, but you where very beautiful.
Then your mother came, you knew you mother was way stricter and more harder on peaple she didnt know, to outsiders, but you where to, not as much as her tho, you where a mix of both your perents.
"I see you Ronal, tsahik of Metkayina." gretted Jakesully " I see you Ronal." followed Neytiri.
"Why you come to us Jakesully." asked father. "We seek uturu." responded Jakesully.
"Uturu?" mother said in disbelieve, i was shoked. "Yes, a refuge for my family." Jakesully said. I decided to speak up "We are reef peaple, your forest peaple. Your skills mean nothing here."" We will learn your ways. Am i right?" Jakesully asked his wife desperet. "Yes."
You mother started looking at the forest peaple touching there arms, tails. "There arms are thin. There tails are weak. Your be slow in water." mother told, i agree what are they doing here there just ganna end up dead.
Mother then holds up a girls hand showing that there are five fingers insted of four. "These children are not even true navi." "They have demon blood." mother shouted. Everyone gasped, i hissed, demons how dare they show up here. I was getting annoyed.
"Look. Look. I was born with the sky peaple, and now i am navi. Alright? We can adapt. We will adapt. Okey?" Jakesully said trying to work with the peaple to let them stay. "My husband was Toruk Makto. He led the clans to victory against the sky peaple." Neytiri said getting mad. She looked at my father who looked awey, then she looked at me but i didnt looked away i held my chin high staring down at her with narrowed eyes. She was right he did win, but why run awey then, why hide. "You call this victory? Hiding among strangers?" i asked hissing, Neytiri looked down not knowing what to say. "It seem Eywa has tern her back on you. Chosen one." mother said witch angerd Neytiri who hissed at her and my mother hissed back.
I prayed my mother awey from Neytiri not wanting things to get ugly. I was starting to get really tired from all this. I held her by her shoulder and one hand on her stomack to calm her down. Jakesully did the same getting infront of his wife apolagizing fro her behavior. I just glared at both of them.
You looked at your father seeing that he is uncomfortable about the situacion, so you decided to speak "Toruk Makto was a gread leader. All navi peaple know his story. But we Metkayina are not at war. We cannot let you bring the war here."you told Jakesully getting frastueted, you dont want youre peaple to die or get hurt just bc of them, you dont want war.
"I dont want war. Okey? I just want to keep my family safe." Jakesully responded desperet, looking at you then your perents.
You perents and you looked at eachother.
"Uturu has been asked." said Neytiri.
You werent sure, what if they do bring war here, you dont want that you want your peaple safe, your family, your loved ones.
Your mother still didnt like the idea, but your father had a strong heart. Yor mother looked at you , you nodded slowly, if that what your father think is right then let it be. It was decited. "Toruk Makto and his family will stay with us, treet them as our brothers and sisters. They do not know the sea. So they will be like babies taking there first breath. Teach them our ways so they do not suffer the shame of being useless." father said looking at the family.
The Jakesully family thanked us.
"My son Aonung, my daughter Tsireya will show your children what to do." father said. Aonung wasnt very pleased with this "Father why-""It is decited. And my oldest daughter will teach you Jakesully and Neytiri." father countinude, i wasnt pleased eather, annoyed to say, that i had to teach them. It is easy to teach babies, kids they learn faster, but with adults it will be harder, but you did not say anything it is your father desision and you must listen.
"Come me and my sister Tsireya will show you our village." you said gesturing to Tsireya to folow you witch she happely did.
"This is for you.Your new home." you said standing infront of ther merui. "Yeah, this works. This is great.Its nice right." Jakesully responded.
(later)
As me and Tsireya went back to our merui i was stopped by non other then my sunshine Roxto.
"Ma Y/n i missed you." said Roxto hugging me from behind. "Sunshine." i responded tiredly, i just wanted to sleep now. I turned around and kissed his head.
He blushed and giggled "You seem frastureted, come walk with me. Maybe it will clear your mind" said Roxto pulling me with him. I grunted, i am tired, but seeing how happy Roxto is now i just let him drag me where ever he wants.
We stoped somewhere sitted down and just sat next to eachother, his hean on my shoulder and my arm around his weist. "I have something for you." said Roxto as he pulled out a beautiful makeshift bracelet. " I made it my self." countinude Roxto as he blushed and put the braclet around my wrist. I looked at the gift, it had pearls and pretty shels it was a very beautiful gift.
I smiled and looked down at Roxto pulling his face close to mine and kissed him. It was a passionet kiss, full of love. Then i pulled awey and started kissing his neck going down to his colorbone leaving heckeys, marking him mine.
"A-ah~" Roxto moaned. No matter how many times you and him madeout it was like first time for him. He felt so good when you to are thogether like this.
It was getting darker so you pulled awey and just looked at him and he was looking at you with a huge blush on his face and a little breathless. What a pretty sigh. You held his face "I see you Sunshine." i said. Your eyes where half lidded, you looked tired but he saw all the love you have for him. He blushe even more "I see you ma Y/n." his big eyes showing the same amont of love he has for you.
"Come now i need to take you home its almost eclipse." you said pulling him up and puting you arm around his weist and started walking him home.
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Thats is for part one of "The Sun and the Moon"
hopped you enjoyed.
Also to apolagize if there is writing mistakes, english is not my first language.
This is the first time writing something like this so please no hate.
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naterpillar · 1 year ago
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Angleyes
Sirius Black x Reader
Inspired by song "Angeleyes" by Abba
While recovering from a breakup, you look back at your time with Sirius Black, all while realizing an undeniable truth.
Warning: Mentions of Adult Activities, angst
The Greeks believed that the stars, galaxies, the constellations were created by the gods.
For reference, the placing of Callisto.
The beautiful, loyal, and favored hunter of Artimes. But it seems that loyalty only got you so far with the gods. She was soon turned into a bear by her goddess due to the birth of a child caused by an assult by Zeus. Years later, the same child would come upon her bear form and attempt to kill it. Zeus would see these events unfold and take "mercy" upon the two. He would place them in the sky so they would never be separated again.
Another, Andromeda. She was the fair wife to Perseus, the slayer of Medusa. Although their meet cute probably wasn't as romantic as she was hoping it would be. He found her chained to a rock by her own people as a sacrifice to Poseidon's monster. He would slay it, and they would soom have a whopping six children. Athena would later place her in the sky as a way for people to remember her for all of eternity.
The brightest in the sky though, at least in your eyes was Orion's dog, the Star of Sirius.
And a dog he was.
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You'd spend the better half of 2 weeks moping in your bed. Although you would never say that aloud because then that would mean he won. It would mean that he had been able to wiggle his way into your heart like a parasite. It would mean that without his touch on your hand, your shoulder, your lips, your legs, you were lost. That you were had loved him.
So you blamed your absence on painful, the worst you-ever-experienced, period cramps. Although that could only work for so long, even if none of your peers didn't really believe it in the first place. So, it didn't take long for your scar covered friend to come barging in.
"You know, it's considered rude in most of the world to come in without a heads up," you grumbled, not having to look up to see who it was, the scent of chocolate reaching your nose, "What if I was naked?"
"Then what a site it would have been," Remus replied sarcastically, "It's time to get out of this room, love."
"See, I would love to Rem, but my cramps are just killing me," you grasp your stomach in mock pain.
"Now, correct me if I'm wrong here, but I don't think menstrual periods, or at least yours, last twelve days."
You gasp, "then it must be menopause," you fall back onto your bed sinking into the warm sheets. "Oh, I should have seen the signs, the gray hair, the wrinkles... oh Rem! Do you think this spot is cancerous?" You both fall into laughter, and you realize this is the first time you smiled since the incident. Remus plops onto the space beside you with a smile still spread on his features, your shoulders touching.
There was a comfortable silence, hearing the laughter of students, stories down from your window. The window he once climed through after almost killing himself scaling the outside wall of the castle. You cleaned the material out of his hair and kissed his wounds better that night, your heart glowing that although a stupid action was directed so he could get to you. You shoke the memory from your brain, opting to turn the boy beside you.
"How do you even get in here?"
"I'll give you three guesses"
"Why didn't they just talk to me themselves?" you ask, thinking of your roommates/best friends
"Well, I don't know if you realize this, but you are quite argumentative... and a little bit scary. I'm surprised you weren't sorted into Slytherin."
"So you were thrown into the lion cage," he lets out a breathy chuckle.
"Well, I've been told I can be quite stubborn. I am the one who pulls the boys out of their beds." The smile slipped off your face, and you could feel the gaping pit in your stomach return. Remus immediately realized his mistake and felt his heart break a little at your dimming eyes.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean t-,"
"No, you're okay, it's fine. I'm fine." You gave him a tight lip smile even though you both know he could look right through it.
There is another pregnant pause. You were happy that Remus came to check up on you. Though friends before, you cheating off his work and him being graced by your impeccable charm, he was one of Sirius's closest mates. And you wouldn't have been surprised if he stopped talking to you. You couldn't say that wouldn't have stun, though.
"I just really don't want to see him. I don't know what I'll do if I do."
"It'll be okay," he said, bringing you closer to his chest, "it'll be okay."
You let yourself relax in his grasp. Though you knew it was wrong, you couldn't help but picture yourself in someone else's arms.
"I'll let you have some of my chocolate if you come in to walk with me."
"Deal."
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And that's how you ended up here. Walking among the land of the living again, trying to ignore the whispers and stares, all while looking out for a pierced boy. You thought you saw his back at one point, but it was just his younger brother Regulas, who when he turned around and saw you, give you a polite nod.
Talking with Remus was nothing but a pleasure, catching you up on the gossip you had missed and adding his own commentary. It seemed nothing would be able to dampen your mood until you felt the thundercloads roll over again.
You had been walking down the shore of the lake when you saw the tree. The tree where you and him had shared countless laughs, deep conversations, (most of which talked of your future together) kisses, and intimate touches. Where you shared stories of your day, read to one another, and even a few nights of love making.
But your favorite pastime with Sirius, besides the sex, was the star gazing. You would lay out on the ground, his warm leather jacket the only protection from the prickly grass, and Sirius would rest his head on your chest. Then begin your game. Sirius would point to a light in the sky and say its name, although most you already knew, then you would tell the stories and mythology behind that star. As you looked up at the galaxy, you could imagine that you were somewhere else in time, somewhere without the threat of an impending war, maybe a peaceful farm with geese roaming around.
There were more than a few times that you and the boy would have to sneak back into the castle, being woken from your slumber by the streaks of dawn flooding the sky.
But that sacrade tree was not without company. There leaning on the stump was Sirius. But what really cemented the dagger into your heart was the girl curled into his chest reading aloud the lines of a book.
Remus followed your line of sight and quickly turned you away, starting to chatter on about dinner.
But it was too late, you already felt a shiver go down your spine despite the heat. The look he was giving her was one that you were plenty familiar with. A look of awe, admiration, maybe even love. A look that used to be able to stop you in your tracks and make your heart mush still had the same effect, only befriended with a sour emotion.
You recognized the girl, believing she was in the year younger than yours. She was also the one he said not to worry about.
As you began walking away from the scene, you couldn't help but compare it to a car accident. Wanting to look but knowing as soon as you see the damage you wouldn't be able to unsee it. But another thought lingered in your mind. The urge to walk right up to the couple, to the girl, and warn her. Warn her that she was just a pawn in a game he likes to play; fun to play with but easily expandable.
But you could tell it was too late for her. Having already looked into his eyes, being put in a hypnotic state of adoration. A parallel to your own experience.
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The first time you were really captivated with Sirius was when you really took a look into his eyes. Having known of each other, you never began talking until you were partnered in Charms class. It's said that eyes are a window to the soul, and as disgusting as it sounds, you could see your whole future in them. They were hypnotic and put you in a trance like state of borderline obsession.
Angeleyes were the only way to describe them.
With Sirius Black, every day felt like paradise. He was everything one would ever need in a boyfriend. He was doting and wasn't afraid to show it. Blowing kisses at Quddich games, buying expensive gifts, and even creative once in a lifetime dates.
Every day was an adventure. For your half-year anniversary, Sirius had managed to bag front row tickets to see Bowie. You and him danced under the stars that night, the euphonious voice of the Starman himself filling your ears like honey. That night was filled with tipsy lovemaking and a warm shower to wash the colorful makeup off your faces.
Everything was perfect...
Until it wasn't.
You had heard the rumors of his past, you would have to be living under a rock to not have. Of breaking hearts left and right. It didn't matter who you were, how you acted, Sirius Black would break your heart.
But when you hit your two month mark of dating, you thought you were different. How unfortunately and totally wrong you were.
He was getting distant by the nine month mark. Although you knew what was to come, you tried to hold it off as best you could. He began acting weirder. Trying to distance himself from you in public, keeping touches to minimim. He would partner with his friends on projects, when before his eyes would quickly find yours when a group project was mentioned. Then, when you were in private, he was back to his old loving self, the Sirius you feel in love with.
He broke up with you in public. In the Great Hall. In the middle of dinner. In. front. of. everyone. The room became silent, something that never happened, as they watched the Heartbreak Prince collect another broken heart. You tried to maintain your dignity and not let your tears fall as you moved to the opposite side of the table from him, your friends following. It wasn't until you got to the dorm that night that you broke down in Mary's arms, the mutters of Lily and Marlene's threats to kill him accompanying your broken sobs.
You were right about his angeleyes. Though his love and innocence was just a wear of disguse, underneath it all, he still was an angel, but rather to add, a fallen angel. A man who plays the game and continues to collect hearts as his victims pay the price.
But sometimes at night, in the dark of the dormitory, or you're feeling extra lonely, you like to imagine he's lying next to you, stunning eyes still trained on you. You believe that will forever be the price you pay for falling in love with the boy.
Or in the halls, as you walk by the Gryfindor as if he's a stranger, the pain that you had managed to wear away had all come back like a flood of cold water. It still hurt to even think about your time together, a time you never thought you could life without him. A part of you couldn't, and that part died the day he broke your heart, a part you will never get back. But as time goes on, you know you'll get stronger and one day break free of his spell.
As Sirius struts the hallway with a new student every week, you stare down his new prey, hoping they get your warning.
Don't look too deep into his angeleyes.
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