#shit that makes me cry

[dreamerinthemoonlight]

Do you think Zhongli ever has nightmares?

Like, the man is insanely well adjusted and takes things in stride, but he also seems to have a sense of nostalgia...

So are there nights where even millennia later he can't help but remember the past? How fucking hard must the archon war have been? Or the Khaenri'ah incident? He's seen war and death and has lost so many people.

And he isn't heartless. When you look in his eyes, you find intensity and power and more passion than his refined demeanor lets on.

So yeah, does Zhongli fall prey to nightmares?

[becauseimanicequeen]

Hi, Ice Queen.

Saw a comment you made on being obsessed with bls that make you cry. What bls are those?

I'm also not a crier and would be interested in testing them out for myself.

Thanks.

Hi, Anon.

What makes me cry is most likely different from what makes you cry. So, there’s a big chance these series or scenes won’t make you shed tears.

I’m personally moved by characters that go through loss and experience grief because I’ve had to deal with that a lot in my relatively short life. It doesn’t matter if the characters lose their parents, siblings, friends, lovers, pets, or whomever. I relate to it all. And if the actors can portray those emotions or the team behind the series/film portrays the right mood (or both), my ice melts. And I love those moments.

So, here are some of the QLs that have made me cry (and made me obsess over them for that very reason). I’ll start with two I’ve mentioned before and then I’ll add some others.

As per usual when I write about series/films, they’re not recommendations because I don’t recommend anything.

HIStory 3: Make Our Days Count (Taiwan)

Everyone and their aunt have an issue with the ending of this one. It’s understandable. The way it made me cry for a whole episode before tragedy struck, though… I could feel the tragedy coming. And my crying lasted until the very end. It fucking hurt.

Once Again (Korea)

I can’t remember that I’ve ever cried to something more than I’ve cried to this series. It broke me, healed me, and then broke me again only to end with a sliver of hope I held onto for dear life.

I loved the mood of this series. And I especially loved Moon Ji Yong’s acting (he’s in The New Employee as well). The way he portrays emotions! Seriously, when he gets that sad puppy look, I cry, and as soon as he cries, I’m already bawling.

Let’s not forget the music! I can’t tell you how many times I’ve listened to the ost, especially “Other Side” by RUNY. But it’s MANY. And I still get emotional.

This series hurt so fucking much. But it hurt really good.

Y-Destiny (Thailand)

Most of this series is blah, but Masuk, Tir, and Jia’s episodes broke me (I can’t remember exactly which episodes they were, but it's towards the end of the series, most likely ep 13 and 14).

Masuk is grieving for the loss of his partner, Tir, and the way Masuk basically just exists rather than live is relatable to me. And then there’s Jia who just wants to be there for Masuk, to love him, and make sure Tir isn’t forgotten… Fuck, I’m getting emotional just thinking about it.

I cried through most of these two episodes and I loved it.

Then there are certain moments in some QLs that made me cry rather than the whole series (like Once Again) or designated episodes (like in Y-Destiny). Those are:

When Yuan accepts that Qian is sending him abroad in Unknown and this scene.

When Yai loses his mom in Big Dragon and when Mangkorn’s mom tells Yai to think of her as another mother of his.

When Win lashes out at Team for swimming alone in Between Us and when Team breaks down by his cousin/friend’s (or whatever he was) grave. Most of this series was pretty bland for me (even though I love Boun and Prem's chemistry).

The moments leading up to Jom disappearing from the past in I Fell You Linger in the Air and when he actually does.

When the young Ongsa still decided to approach the young Suansoon in Absolute Zero even though he knew he would eventually get into an accident. But Mix (who played the young Suansoon) got criminally little time in this series when he was, by far, the highlight for me. I loved his scenes while the rest was pretty boring.

I’m sure there were other moments as well. But these are the ones I can remember obsessing over (as in rewatching again and again and again) right now.

Thank you for your ask.

[mentaiiyabsent]

OH MY GOD LITERALLY

when i want fluff/angst fics and all i’m getting is smut

the struggle is real

[inkyyasteroid]

current obsession is a younger teammate of mine who i've known for at least over a decade (played with her and her older sister) who i had suspicions of being fruity of sorts, or just a fun gal, being a lot more open about her life with her girlfriend now that she's out to her family

[honeysunchild]

Why do I have new different pains now??? This treatment was supposed to help with this specific pain, but now I have a surprise new pain to deal with?? This was supposed to make my life easier..

[ajthecrocodile]

IT’S A RAINBOW OF BILLS! A BILLBOW! RGBILL!!!

The clip of Bill saying YELLOW was all over my FYP and it inspired me…

[normal-thoughts-official]

Plain text: "whatever was left, that was ours for a while" in italics. End PT

whatever was left, that was ours for a while.

sunrise - louise glück

[dumpster-fire-sapphic-failgirl]

If Aabria has 1 million fans, I am one of them

If Aabria has 1 thousand fans, I am one of them

If Aabria has 1 hundred fans, I am one of them

If Aabria has 1 fan, it is Brennan Lee Mulligan and I have been killed, please avenge me

[bubbl3solution]

something about maui originally becoming a demigod after being tossed into the sea to die and being thrown into the ocean again as he turns back into a human, becoming mortal again but not for a second regretting his sacrifice. i need to sit down

[happypeachsludgeflower]

I’ll never understand why He Xuan had to go through with his elaborate revenge plot against Shi Wudu the way he did. He already had the perfect revenge set up. Murdering Shi Wudu might have brought He Xuan momentary satisfaction, but seducing the man’s precious little brother and rubbing the relationship in the water tyrants face every single day is eternal.

[themoonunderstoodmydadjokes]

Sometimes !!!!!!! A bitch just wants to be taken care of !!!!!! Okay !!!!!

[nayrring]

Don't u just love it when kamado tanjiro leaves the sun jobless

[nothatsmi]

You are light...

I'm at the chimera ant arc and every episode my heart crushes a bit more tightly. I suspect it will soon explode.

I really want to do more fanart, hope I will find the time (I wanna draw Kurapika sm). I actually have several complete HxH animatics in my head that I cannot do, it's frustrating af (literally the only free time I have I spend it watching this shit, i'm doomed).

Anyway this anime has occupied my entire brain lately. Or maybe 80%, the 20 other being a random book I'm reading (that I will soon do fanart of hopefully).

[relaxxattack]

micheal's going into first grade now isn't he. im going to be fucking sick

[screechingfromthevoid]

You know what I love about the kiss? How fucking joyful it was. It was so light and so happy and so freeing.

The confession was so heavy and came at the last possible moment. Dorian was in his lower register, careful and eloquent. Orym had folded in on himself, shy and quiet. They have the weight of the world in their shoulders and they just needed a moment alone together. To say I love you. To let the other know. It all hinged on the moment before there was no going back.

But this. The kiss. It was after laughter and wedding planning and appreciating little things like lavender honey. Everyone was smiling. Everyone was feeling good. For whatever reason it didn't feel hopeless then. In that moment futures existed. Tomorrows existed. And Orym had one. Orym had a future and a tomorrow in Dorian.

Orym was so moved by all the happiness in the air that he confidently took Dorian by the hand to bring him out to the hall, told, then asked, him he was going to kiss him. All of Orym's fears melt away for ten whole seconds. Dorian stuttered and fumbled his words and kissed him back.

It was so cute. It was so joyous.

You know what it reminds me of? The stolen century. After Lup and Barry fall in love over years and years and they play this beautiful duet together. They lock eyes and smile at each other and steal away, running up the valley, away from it all. That moment of holding each other and just keep on not letting go.

The unrelenting giddiness of it all. The excitement. The glee. The promise of future. Wanting a future. Especially if it's together.

[fyllophobia]