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[pastafossa]

🌊TUNA-TOBER🌊 PROMPT CHALLENGE 2024 🐟🐟🐟🐟🐟🐟🐟🐟🐟🐟🐟🐟🐟🐟🐟🐟🐟🐟🐟🐟🐟🐟🐟🐟🐟🐟🐟🐟

Hello friends! So last month I realized that one of the reasons I'm struggling to get my writing back up to my old speed is I am seriously out of practice since Dec/Jan when shit went down and I stopped writing for a while. After some thought, I decided I was gonna set up a little prompt challenge for myself, just a general, 'here's a prompt a day' thing for about a month. And I tossed this idea out onto my fave Daredevil discord server to see if anyone would want to join. And I'm happy to say there were takers, including some of my favorite writers in the fandom! So I've set up a delicious prompt challenge for all of us, and for anyone else who wants to take part.

For each day in October, there are three prompts: an 🌧️angst/whump prompt🌧️, a 🌻fluff prompt🌻, and a 🔥kink prompt🔥. Participants are free to choose which one of the prompts they want to write or make art of, or they can try to incorporate two, or even all three prompts into a single fic or art piece. They can write a short fic/make art every day, or just on whichever days they feel like (personally I'm going to shoot for one fic a day, but we'll see), or even incorporate those prompts into the chapters of longer fics. There are also four 'backup' prompt options for each category in case anyone hits a day or prompt where they aren't really feeling what's available on the chosen day. If any of these prompts inspire you, you can feel free to take on the Tuna-Tober challenge even if you're not in the server! This challenge is also not fandom-specific (although I have a feeling I'm mostly gonna write Charlie Cox characters, a surprise to precisely zero people, but again, we'll see).

Sometime this week, I'll be setting up a sideblog specifically for Tuna-Tober. That sideblog blog will reblog any Tuna-Tober fics/art or link to those fics that are posted on Ao3 so they'll all be easy to find. That blog will also have instructions for how to tag your Tuna-Tober fics and/or art pieces. If you'd like to be notified when that sideblog is up so you can follow it, let me know in the comments.

Without further ado: our Tuna-Tober prompts!

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Day 1: Falling Asleep In A Hospital Room ⚜ Reading To Each Other ⚜ Somnophilia

Day 2: “Why? Why do you love me?” ⚜ Flower Crowns ⚜ Mutual Masturbation

Day 3: Broken ⚜ “I feel real when i’m with you.” ⚜ Role Reversal

Day 4: “This isn’t you.” ⚜ “Are you blushing?” ⚜ Sixty-Nine

Day 5: Self-Loathing ⚜ Watergun Fight ⚜ Begging

Day 6: "Shh, I've got you now. I'm here." ⚜ Love Bites ⚜ “Spread your legs for me.”

Day 7: Nightmare ⚜ Honest Apology ⚜ Nothing Underneath

Day 8: Shaking ⚜ “You can sleep here tonight.” ⚜ Overstimulation

Day 9: Anxiety ⚜ “You don’t need to do that.” “I want to.” ⚜ “Open your mouth.”

Day 10: "I'm not good enough." ⚜ A Hug That Lasts A Little Too Long ⚜ Strap-on/Pegging

Day 11: Tears ⚜ “I’d be lost without you.” ⚜ Breast Worship

Day 12: "I did it for you.” ⚜ “You remembered?” ⚜ Deep-Throating

Day 13: Loneliness ⚜ Playful Kiss ⚜ “Beg me for it.”

Day 14: "Please look at me." ⚜ Sleep Talking ⚜ Accidental Stimulation

Day 15: Hiding An Injury ⚜ “Are you jealous?” ⚜ Threesome

Day 16: Exhaustion ⚜ Accidental Kiss ⚜ Against A Window

Day 17: "I'm not leaving you." ⚜ Tickling ⚜ “Touch yourself for me.”

Day 18: Scars ⚜ Pillow Fort ⚜ “I’m so proud of you, you’re taking me so well.”

Day 19: Touch starved ⚜ “I’ll always be there for you.” ⚜ Gags

Day 20: "Who did this to you?" ⚜ There Was Only One Bed ⚜ “You were made for me, weren’t you?”

Day 21: Fainting/Collapsing ⚜ Flustered ⚜ “Was that an order?”

Day 22: "You haven't done anything wrong." ⚜ Breathless Kiss ⚜ Aphrodisiacs

Day 23: Father ⚜ “If you won’t take care of yourself, I will.” ⚜ Toys

Day 24: Drugged ⚜ Drunken Confession ⚜ “Shh, do you want them to hear us?”

Day 25: "What's Wrong?" ⚜ Playing With Their Hair ⚜ “Did I say you could do that?”

Day 26: "You're not fine." ⚜ “Shut up and kiss me.” ⚜ Under The Desk

Day 27: Near Death Experience ⚜ Overheard Confession ⚜ “Let me see what that pretty mouth can do.”

Day 28: Chronic Pain ⚜ Sharing An Umbrella ⚜ Hair Pulling

Day 29: "Talk to me, please." ⚜ Forehead Kiss ⚜ Restraints

Day 30: Healing ⚜ Road Trip ⚜ “Take it off. Slowly.”

Day 31: "Why wasn't I enough?" ⚜ Blanket Hog ⚜ Stockings/Thigh Highs

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🌊Tuna-Tober🌊 Backup Prompts:

Bound/Chained ⚜ Moving In Together ⚜ Almost Getting Caught

"Take me instead." ⚜ “I’m in love with you, and that scares me.” ⚜ High Heels

Insomnia ⚜ Adopting A Pet ⚜ Scent Marking

"You're not alone." ⚜ Playing A Game Together ⚜ Ass Worship

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[thoughtsofatransboy]

I hope you know you're really worth it.

Hello fellas!! Are you guys doing well? Sleeping and eating? I hope yes! I'm happy to be back writing by my own will, not just for full fill requests (something my little burnout brain can't do perfectly) There's another MCR fanfic, since this fellas are the reason I smile everyday 👾

Warnings: This fic contains pet names such as: angel, sweetheart, darling and pretty thing; multiartist!reader, sex, gn!reader, implicit afab!reader (I'll try my best to not describe genitals), kind of dom!Frank Iero, grammar mistakes cuz my English sucks. Some angst and a scar (implicit SH) mention. If any of this things can make you feel uncomfortable, feel free to leave and maybe read something else from my blog

1st of August, another month, another week, another day. Honestly, your life's being a stupid watercolor blur, the hours and the moments and the pain just mix with your emptiness.

You've been feeling real down, a horrible self-esteem and lack of creativity. Basically, you're experiencing a severe burnout. Being an artist, you know how much the quality of your creations tends to decrease when you're going through something like this.

But... in the middle of your chaotic situation, you have someone who can always make you laugh, flush, giggle, smile and have pleasure. Your beloved one, Frank Iero. Which you call as "Frankie"... You can't understand how you got so lucky in your life to have someone as sweet as him to love and take care of you.

Well, as sweet and adorable as it looks like, you've been having struggles with him too. Not because of his actions, but because of your fear of losing him. Anytime you went to a walk with him, and you see him looking to someone, you couldn't help but feel insecure, afraid that he might be desiring them.

You know it's just some paranoia and he would never do something like this to you, at least is what your rational part wants you to believe.

8 p.m, you're laid down on your sofa, with a small blanket covering your legs. You're waiting for Frank to arrive home. You're looking around your living room, trying to distract yourself from the scars on your arm, they really aren't helping your self-esteem. You notice that your cat is there, she seems happy, meowing around and chasing a little fly. God... How much you wish you were happy like a cat.

You couldn't do anything but feel overwhelmed with your pain. Your work, art, family, your partner, yourself. Before you could notice, you're collapsing into tears, and so focused in your crying, you don't listen to the key turning in the door. Frank arrived, but instead of a happy partner, he finds you crying and hopelessly on the couch.

"Sweetheart! Are you ok?" Frank said, no taking too long to go towards the couch and hug you. "Shh... shh... it's ok... I'm here, it will be fine.." Honestly that's all you needed. You let yourself focus on the moment, while he strokes your hair gently. After some minutes in completely silence, he decides to ask. "What happened angel? Why were you crying?" You really want to answer him, but all you could say was "Frankie, am I worth your love?"

Frank was surprised, there wasn't many questions in this world that would make him feel so sad as he was now. He wasn't showing his partner enough love? How could he be so fool to let his own partner think something like this?

"Oh sweetheart... you are the prettiest person I ever met in my whole life. Of course you're worth it" You finally could feel yourself calming down a little, In the heat of the moment, he kisses you on the lips, sweet but really sloppy.

What was supposed to be an innocent little kiss turns into a make out session, with some naughty hands and pleasure moans. Your tears couldn't even be noticed anymore, they're drying more and more as Frank caress your face with so much caring and love.

Your senses are filled by his scent, your body sensitive to his hands caressing through your favorite spots. He breaks the kiss, not gasping for air, but on the way to kiss and suck at your neck.

His kisses send shivers down your spine and his hickeys makes you feel something else down there. He seems more desperate than you, alternating between kissing you mouth and your neck.

Noticing that you're aroused, Frank finally decides to act, passing his hands through your body, until he arrives your waistband, lowering your pajama pants down. Getting on top of you, he starts grinding against your crotch in anticipation.

"Darling, I wish I could give you my eyes... My ears... My thoughts, so you could understand that everything you do is incredible, so you could see yourself the way I see you" His soft words making the perfect contrast with his hands lowering your underwear in a quick movement, throwing it somewhere on the floor.

"Frankie, I love you so much" he smiled to you. He starts to undo his belt, getting rid of his pants and underwear, not bothering in looking where he threw it at. Oh, how could you hold yourself when he is stroking his cock while looking in your eyes? You left out a desperate whine. "Please! C'mon Frankie!"

Who he is to deny you your pleasure? He aligned himself to your entrance, before pushing in slowly and delicate, making you let out sweet moans and some curses. You and Frankie mostly fuck, but not today, today he was making love to you, passionate and pleasuring love.

His thrusts delicate but deep, a sensual pace that made him be able to touch all your sweet spots. Your hole clenching around him, your bodies so connected and heated, his sweating face, your moans, his whines. All of this was too much for you, you couldn't help but let it out go, cumming without advise.

"Hell yeah! Pretty thing... so beautiful when you cum" his attention suddenly goes to your neck, once again he decided to use all his effort to mark your neck. Despite he never stops the rhythm of his thrusts while he goes to your neck, his legs are shaking a little, his moans are getting louder. A sign that he's going to cum very soon.

After some minutes, he couldn't help anymore, cumming inside of you. Collapsing over the couch, next to you. "Hey sweetheart... I hope you know you're really worth it" with a small giggle, you let yourself fall asleep slowly next to your love. Maybe you still going to have troubles to create and maybe you still feel a little sad... But at least you have the sweetest lover in the world, right there for you.

[musamora]

Welcome to 𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐎𝐏𝐄'𝐒 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐅𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐑𝐘, a pop-up event that will occur whenever this account hits certain milestones. In celebration of reaching 1k+ followers, this account's inbox will open to receive special, sample requests for a limited amount of time. 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃 𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐄 𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐎𝐖!

— 𝐍𝐔𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐅𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐒 (𝐆𝐔𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒 + 𝐁𝐀𝐒𝐈𝐂 𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐎) .ᐟ

These special request are open from April 3rd to April 10th. Requests submitted after April 10th will be deleted.

These requests follow the same basic rules as my blog!

You can only request once, which means requests cannot be anonymous!

Following the previous statement, if you are making a not-safe for work request, you have to be an adult! If you are a minor or ageless blog, I will not make a smut request for you.

A request has to be attached to a prompt, which will be shown in the bottom portion of the post. If it does not have one, it will be deleted.

Requests will be capped if they extended beyond fifty requests. If that happens, the request period of the event will be ended prematurely. Any requests made following the announcement of this cap will be deleted.

These requests will not be completed until after April.

— 𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐔 (𝐑𝐄𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐀𝐓) .ᐟ

There are five different sample options to choose from, ranging from sweet to bitter. Each has a variety of different flavors and toppings, so feel free to dig in and enjoy!

⚬ 𝐅𝐋𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐒 .ᐟ Atsushi Nakajima, Osamu Dazai, Doppo Kunikida, Ranpo Edogawa, Akiko Yosano, Yukichi Fukuzawa, Ryunosuke Akutagawa, Chuuya Nakahara, Ichiyo Higuchi, Michizo Tachihara, Gin Akutagawa, Koyo Ozaki, Sakunosuke Oda, Lucy Maud Montgomery, Edgar Allan Poe, Fyodor Dostoevsky, Ochi Fukuchi, Nikolai Gogol, Saigiku Jono, Tetcho Suehiro, Sigma, Bram Stoker, Ango Sakaguchi

(This account has temporarily broadened flavors for a limited time! Only one flavor is included in your order, so choose wisely!)

⚬ 𝐓𝐎𝐏𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 .ᐟ You can't leave out the toppings! Find your favorites in the list below, but be selective. There is a maximum of three toppings! Feel free to mix and match with both spicy and sweet prompts. Spicy prompts are in bold.

— 𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐔𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒:

"i like the way your hand fits in mine."

"i shouldn't be this happy."

"don't look at me like that and then feign innocence."

"will you stay the night?"

"i'm barely holding on."

"i got everything i wanted. my everything was you."

"i don't know what i would do if something happened to you."

"who needs to look at stars when i can look at you?"

"did you eat today?"

"who hurt you?"

"i hate you."

"i've been waiting to kiss you since i first laid eyes on you."

"go to the car. i'll be with you in five minutes."

"shh...stop fighting and sleep."

"don't do this here."

"stay behind me."

"goodnight, love."

"stay away from me."

"are you sugar personified or something?"

"would you mind if i kissed you?"

"you made/did this for me?"

"i'm a monster." "no, you aren't."

"you're beautiful. you know that, right?"

"c'mere you–"

"you can count on me."

"you're hurt."

"stop pretending you're okay."

"don't touch them."

"i love you."

"i think i deserve a kiss."

"can you please come get me?"

"you can trust me."

"not until you beg for it."

"you did so well."

"do you need to use your safeword?"

"spread your legs for me."

"your thighs are shaking."

"quiet. others will here."

"strip."

"open your mouth."

"take it off. slowly."

"you look so pretty there."

"bend over."

"you're mine."

"arch your back for me."

"wrap your legs around my waist."

"i need you."

— 𝐒𝐈𝐓𝐔𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐋 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒:

dancing in the rain

showering/bathing together

feeding each other

baking together

whispering sweet nothings

calling them in the middle of the night

sitting on their lap

breaking down in the middle of an embrace

bumping noses while going in for a kiss

teasing the ends of their clothes

swinging arms while walking hand-in-hand

looking lovingly into their eyes

having a nightmare

stressed out over work

panic attacks

tucking a strand of hair behind the ear

lifting your chin

resting foreheads together

grabbing your waist

hand on the small of your back

forced proximity

nicknames

jealousy

sex toys

breeding kink

first time

mirror sex

aftercare

consummation

car sex

orgasm denial

wet dream

body worship

hickies

thigh fucking

semi-public sex

fingering

wall sex

making out

subspace

shower sex

breath play

lingerie

cunnilingus

[gallifreyianrosearkytiorsusan]

Your Touch, So Hot

Author’s note: More of Petras in Divergence au. @kit-williams and I were talking about this horrible Hypocrite of a Chaplain marine and collabed this thing.

Summary: Petras and his Bonded get hot, heavy, and sexy.

Warnings: Smut. Mild bdsm? Public-ish play. They are in his private office and fuck. Let me know if I need to add anything else

Tagged: @barn-anon, @bleedingichorhearts, @c-u-c-koo-4-40k, @egrets-not-regrets, @kit-williams

Tagged: @sleepyfan-blog, @ms--lobotomy , @thevoidscreams, @i-am-a-dragon34, @gra93fruit-blog

Petras pets her head as she licks and services him. His hand tight around the leash as he keeps an impassive face while she pleases him. Two hands on his cock as she takes as much as she can in her mouth.

"Be a good girl for me," he whispers as you open up your blouse showing that pretty black and white lacey lingerie he got for you.

You nervously look at the door before getting to your knees as he mutters a prayer for you since you do not know them well enough. He wipes away some tears as you take as much of him as you can.

Wet eyes looking up at him as you suck on his cock. You had been uncertain, when he'd started talking about having sex in the Space Marine Base.

You'd talked about your worries and concerns about how badly it could affect him and you, at least socially, among other concerns that you'd had.

He'd listened to you, with that intensely focused way that made you all tingly on the inside. He'd spoken of the safe guards they could put in place to ensure that things wouldn't go too far.

And ensure that if they were 'caught' it would be by Arnault and Angela- as the pair of them had done a lot of fun parallel play with them.

That had eased your concerns. Petras gestured with one of his hands. He'd ensured that the door to his office was locked, and that he had a 'do not disturb, Important Chaplain-patient Session happening' is in place.

"Such a good girl... You look so beautiful like this." He whispers petting your face and then your neck feeling the way the muscles move as you take more of him. "Going to keep you under my desk pretty thing."

Your face flushes in pleasure at his praise- his deep husky voice does things to you when he whispers praise in your ear. You love how dark his eyes get when he's full of lust for you.

He pinches one of your nipples cause you to whine, "Shh shh none of that a little pain is good for the body and the soul... I'm certain your ass is still tender from this morning."

You pout up at him as best you can, through the sting of pain. It wasn't your favorite thing, and you had asked him to limit as much as possible the pain play. Which he usually agreed to.

He sniffs the air licking his upper teeth, "I can smell you... I bet the pretty little thong you're wearing is riding uncomfortably huh? "

You nod at him, it was uncomfortable, your bottom was still red and stinging from the spanking that you had received from Petras. He'd asked you to wear a sexy little set of lingerie that he'd made in black and white.

Your mind goes back to why your thong feels uncomfortable against your ass and cunt. The feeling of Petras's hand against your ass as he spanked it.

You had seen the intense hungry way that he'd looked at you, as he watched you put on the lingerie. He'd moved so fast, that it was within a blink of an eye that you'd finished wearing the outfit and you were suddenly on your belly.

You were over Petras's knee as his hand spanked your ass and you whined, your tits bouncing and rubbing against his hard cock as he growled out words in Astartes-talk that you couldn't understand.

You whined and wriggled and pleaded for mercy, you had worn what he wanted, and he seemed... frustrated, despite you wearing what he had requested.

He had done a half hearted apology after he was done spanking you. His hands massaging your tits the way you like... still not answering for his sudden shift of mood. You look up at him again as his fist is against his cheek just pupils dilated as he took in all of the little details.

"Oh You're too good for me" He says in high gothic... as he pulls himself out of your mouth before pushing his cock between your tits and cumming with just a grunt. "You're going to be the death of me my dear." He says in English with a sigh.

[the-crafty-unicorn]

"Hi...! I'm CraftyCorn! Wanna help me with my painting? :)"

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Last Edit: October 7th (New blog tags)

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[Hello there! I'm Mod Tune! Pleasure to meet you all! I'll be running this blog to go with the other Smiling Critters!! Just know, this character is not mine and belongs to the creators of Poppy Playtime!! All art comes from there, too, but I will be making my own as well as fanart and reaction images!!]

[This ask blog currently consists of both Craftycorn and Bigger Craftycorn, as well as BB Crafty's mini critters! So go ahead and shoot any of them some asks! Crafty has her own tags while both BB Crafty and the mini critters share some tags. All of my designs for the characters here are all underneath the cut at the end of the main things on this post, so check those out!]

[This blog will include topics such as depression, loss of sanity, swearing (mostly from mod), harmful thoughts, some acts of violence, and few other topics I cannot name at the time. Interact at your own risk, you have been warned]

[Interested in a Smiling Critters discord server? Just go ahead and read the info here!]

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RULES OF THE BLOG!

1. No inappropriate asks! This is a PG-13 blog!

2. Some violent asks are okay, like basic acts to harm her, but please just do not go overboard with them. As in, do not graphically explain them or have it result in missing limbs. It hurts to read.

3. Ask me before involving me in anything! I've been having issues with this for a few days now, and I need to finally bring it up.

4. No forced roleplaying! Aka, don't narrate my characters for me! Please! I've had one or two asks/reblogs like this, and it really doesn't make me motivated to answer them! Roleplaying characters means I play my characters, and you play yours, don't decide what my characters do for me.

5. Don't spam my inbox/notes often. I have a life outside of this blog, so if I don't answer asks or reblogs, I need you to be patient with me.

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8. Magic anons are okay!! You're allowed to send them as long as I can understand them and they make sense for the Poppy Playtime universe

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"Normal speech"

Thinking!! Hmmm...

"YELLING!!!!"

"Shh... quiet..."

-Lights, camera, ACTION!-

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Dogday (big & small) - @that-sunny-pup (both) & @dogday-shines-bright

Kickin' - @the-cool-chicken

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Hoppy - @hoppyhopscotch1 & @bunny-go-hop-hop

Bobby - @lil-miss-bearhug & @bearhugs-from-bobby

Picky - @picky-piggy

Catnap (big & small) - @acat-foryournap & @catnaplovesnaptime

[And here are the Nightmare Critters!!!]

Baba - @baba-chops-emo-sheep

Rabie - @rabie-baby-bat

Simon - @simon-the-dragon

Allister - @allister-the-procrastigator

Poe - @poe-the-crow

[Mod's HC design of the girl:]

[My bigger body Crafty design!]

[My mini critters' designs!!]

[My favorite Crafty art!]

[ghostfanwriter]

✨❤️‍🔥 Frustrations ❤️‍🔥✨

✨ Pairing: Joel Miller x Afab!Reader

❤️‍🔥 Synopsis: Where Joel gets home stressed and needs your help to release some steam.

✨ Setting: Jackson

❤️‍🔥 Features: 🔞 Slight somnophilia, Joel being rough and caring at the same time, p in v unprotected sex, creampie, honestly just smut with a bit of context during it and some fluff after.

✨ Word count: Around 2k.

❤️‍🔥 About this: This came to me when I was stressed, so... Projecting maybe? Anyway, it features the same Jackson couple from this work. There's more with them on my blog 🫶🏻

✨ Author's note: Yes, I was planning on releasing Dirty Hands next, but... I'm struggling. So enjoy this while I work on that, love you, byee 💖

Good reading ❤️‍🔥

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At this point you can't tell if he's fucking you heartlessly or heartfully.

So much anger and so much passion mixed together inside of him, making him push himself inside you each time harder and faster, dropping his full weight on top of you, almost merging your skin with his and the mattress.

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Even your dreams are consumed by him, even on them he's your favorite thing. Your favorite thing when you're awake, your favorite thing when you're sleeping.

You can almost feel his arms around you, his weight crushing you, his hot breath on your neck, his beard scratching your collarbone, his cold lips on your skin, his hand squeezing your hip, right where your thigh connects to it.

His voice, so deep and low, calling for you.

"Need you, baby." The sound too real to be just part of a dream, waking you up from your slumber.

You jump at the feeling of someone on top of you.

"Shh, it's okay, baby. It's me." He coos.

Your eyes soften when they adjust to the dark room and find his, his hand comes to cup your cheek.

"Need you, amor. Need to feel you." He says, his hot breath hitting your skin, burning your face. He lets go of more of his weight, making you moan.

You turn on your back, allowing him to deepen his exploration, kissing and biting on your skin as his hands grab and squeeze your sides and your ass.

He pulls the old dress you're sleeping in out of you, grunting and smiling when he sees you're not wearing anything underneath.

"Always so ready for me, all for me." He says, his lips coming to your breasts, taking your nipple in his mouth while his hand kneads the other one; deep and slow, almost to pain.

He kisses his way back to your neck, and his hand goes between your legs.

"Hm, all ready for me, baby. So fucking good for me all the time." He pants on your neck, his cock throbbing inside his pants.

Your hands leave his back and his hair and go to his pants, slowly unbuckling his belt as he almost french kisses your jawline.

He stands up by the bed and finishes his pants and removes his shirt, looking back down at you, your eyes glistening at the sight.

His broad chest and shoulders, his strong arms, that hold you so passionately all night long. His big, so thick dick, that makes you feel so many things you didn't even think were possible.

His thighs, that you love to sit on, that you love when he fucking taps on, calling for you. His big hands, that squeeze and hold you so carefully. His fingers, that stretch you so well, preparing you for whatever he wants to do, whatever he needs to do.

His fluffy, disheveled hair, his greying beard, his cold and skilled lips, his beautifully sculpted nose. His dark and deep brown eyes, always so soft for you.

He bends down on top of you, kissing tenderly a tear that's running down your cheeks.

"Already crying and I haven't even started, baby." He says, climbing back on top of you, his warm skin melting into yours, his weight crushing you, making you moan, craving more of him.

All of him.

You dig your nails on his back and your teeth right between his neck and shoulder, your legs already tangling around his back, fully opening yourself for him, wanting him to take whatever he needs from you.

You grab him, moaning at how hard and warm he is, rolling your thumb around his urethra, his arousal leaking on your fingers. He grunts, pulling your hair and biting your neck, right on top of your vein.

"This is not gonna be for you, baby. Need you to know that." He says, kissing your cheek.

"You know it will." You say, rolling your palm around his tip. "Just wanna make you feel better." You say, guiding him to your entrance.

"My good fucking girl. Gonna take me so fucking well, aren't you, baby? Gonna help me forget about this fucking day." He says, smiling and thrusting inside you, slow and deep, going all the way in and staying in there for a while. You only moan and clench around him in response.

"You know I love you, don't you, amor? Would never hurt you. Need you to remember this right now, 'cause what I'm gonna do to you may make you forget about it." He whispers over your lips, his hand coming to your cheek, his thumb stroking the skin under your eye.

"I know. I love you, Joel. I'm ready for you, for whatever you need me for." You reply, rolling your hips under him, feeling how he moves inside you.

"I love you." He kisses your forehead, pulling almost all the way out of you before bottoming out, grabbing your arms, pulling them above your head as he connected his forehead to yours. His thrusts already intense and relentless.

His free hand holds your waist, squeezing the skin there as you roll your hips, doing your best to meet his thrusts, making room for him inside yourself somehow.

"That's it, baby. Fucking take it for me." He grunts and groans, your pussy giving him extra attention.

You're making sure to purposefully clench around him and push, trying to provide him as much friction and texture as you can, all while feeling like you're drowning, like you're just head above the water.

At this point you can't tell if he's fucking you heartlessly or heartfully.

So much anger and so much passion mixed together inside of him, making him push himself inside you each time harder and faster, dropping his full weight on top of you, almost merging your skin with his and the mattress. His thrusts so deep and intense he almost doesn't come out of you before pushing back in, his dick hard, warm and throbbing inside you.

You can't even breath, his weight on top of you combined with his mouth on your throat and his pouding making it hard to exhale, to do anything that isn't repeat his name like a prayer, like a beg, a promise.

A prayer for him to know how much you want this, how happy you are that he chose you. Out of everyone in Jackson, he chose you to keep him happy, to help him in moments like this. To take care of him.

A beg for him to not stop, for him to go even deeper, harder, faster, to squeeze your waist even more, for you to remember about this every time you move the next day. For him to let you help him.

A promise that you'll always be with him, that he's the only one you think about, the only one you want, the only one you need. The only one you'd let do this to you.

The only one you know you can trust enough for it.

"So fucking good, baby. Taking me so fucking well, all I fucking want." He pants, his voice shaky. He lets go of your hands, and you cup his cheeks and pull his hair bringing him close to you, kissing him.

Sloppy and needy, full of teeth and bites.

The only kiss you can offer each another right now.

"You like it when I use you like this, don't you, angel? Show me how much you like to help me like this." He says when you pull away.

You do it, somehow finding room between you to to roll your fingers over your clit, feeling your orgasm build as soon as you start.

He pulls your legs up against your chest, grunting, once again keeping you spread for him with his crushing weight. The new angle combined with your movements on your clit make you cum, moaning his name over and over again, your body trying to pull away from the overwhelming sensations as he holds you close to him.

He grunts as you squeeze him, your pussy gushing around him. It makes it all harder and easier for him, how much tighter at the same time as how much wetter you get.

"There you go, fucking enjoying this, aren't you, amor? Huh? You like fucking taking me like this, so fucking good for me." He coos, and you have no choice but to get fully lost on him. Indulging in how he crushes, and squeezes and fucks you with so much need, so much hunger.

Even more than usual.

His thrusts become sloppier, even harder and faster somehow. His mouth, buried on your neck and hair, letting moans and groans escape, his dick throbbing even more inside you.

"Joel, I want you inside me. Wanna feel you running out of me, wanna feel you fuck it inside me." You say between moans and whines, your nails digging into his shoulders.

He lifts himself higher, looking into your eyes, his own eyes heavy, dark and soft. His brows low and his mouth open, his chest fighting to grasp some air.

"Please, Joel." You moan, begging him to do it as he connects his lips to yours.

"Gonna fill you up so nice, baby. Pour all this inside you, never gonna fucking leave this pussy again." He pants, his forehead touching yours, his hips on a punishing pace, giving you everything he has.

All the frustration, all the passion, all the need.

He grabs your hand, putting it between you two again.

"Gimme another one, baby, c'mon. Wanna feel you squeeze me when I fill you up." He pants, your circles fast and needy, your body ready to give him everything and take all he has to offer you.

The view of him on top of you, the way his hips collide with yours, his hands sinking down on the mattress, his size stretching you, the anticipation to feel him inside you.

Everything comes together to push you over the edge.

You scream his name as your back arches and your pussy convulses violently around him. His already exhausted body gives in and he cums too, collapsing on top of you, barely leaving your pussy before thrusting hard back in, groans, grunts and moans leaving his lips.

"Jesus, fuck. God." He pants, his voice broken and tired, his mouth buried on your hair, your neck.

Nothing but honesty, passion and need pouring from him, from his cock. It all fills you up, warm and thick. It makes you happy at the same time it makes you wish you could have it, taste, drink it.

Show him how much you like it.

Both your highs end and he just lays on top of you. His legs too unreliable right now.

"Fuck — thank you, amor. Always so fucking good for me." He says as he kisses your neck. "Best one I've had. Fucking only one I think about, only one I need." He pants as he pulls himself out of you, letting only a drop come out of you before pushing it back inside, grunting.

"I'm always here for you, Joel. I love you." You say, your voice weak and tired.

He pulls fully out, watching himself leak out of you and onto the sheets. He grunts at the view.

You moan at the feeling, smiling and wishing you could feel it everyday.

His gaze comes to your face. He is mesmerized by you, by what he can do to you.

By how you're always smiling by the end of it. Always promising you'd do it all over again.

"Come here." You call him to lay on your chest, and he does, laying down and wrapping his arms around you. You caress his hair, feeling him soften and relax on top of you. "I'm here for you, you know that." You whisper, kissing his forehead.

You two love each other, and in the most vulnerable moments like this is when you get to fully see it.

Just how much you need each other.

❤️‍🔥✨❤️‍🔥✨❤️‍🔥✨❤️‍🔥✨❤️‍🔥✨❤️‍🔥✨❤️‍🔥✨❤️‍🔥✨❤️‍🔥✨❤️‍🔥✨❤️‍🔥✨

Hope you liked it, it fulfilled my urge to have Joel Miller be a little less stressed, poor thing.

More from me here 💖

[shingekinomyfeelings]

Reiner x reader master list

If you're here for AOT fics, I should probably mention that I'm not the most prolific fanfic writer. I write when the inspiration and energy hit me, and frankly, I have zero self discipline!

That said, even with AOT now finished, and fandom activity dwindling, I will still write and update fics as the mood takes me - but with less rampant AOT energy on my dash, my inspiration has taken a bit of a nose dive.

At its heart, though, this is still primarily a blog I made for exploring the AOT fandom, and I'd like to keep it that way, even if the AOT content becomes less frequent. For now, my fics aren't going anywhere, and neither is my silly Reiner obsession.

My fics are mostly x reader, and yes, they're basically all about Reiner. This is a very very shameless Reiner blog, I'm not gonna pretend it's not. Fluff and angst are generally my strong points, but I'm becoming a little less shy about writing smut.

I generally don't take requests, but I'm open to... suggestions? If you wanna bounce headcanons around or thirst dump or just talk about Reiner, my ask box is always open. Don't be shy! I'm nothing but a doofus, I promise.

Finally, I'm doing this for fun and because I enjoy it, so please don't yell at me about whatever thing you didn't like in my writing. Comments absolutely do make my day, though, and reblogs are so very appreciated and encouraged, no matter how long ago the fic was published.

one shots.

short and sweet - or, short and upsetting!

sfw

preservation (drama/fluff) - an injury during training leads to a bit of bickering and a bit of a confession. ~1600 words.

too much, not enough (hurt/comfort) - Reiner talks with you in the midst of a depressive episode. ~450 words.

nsfw

Shh (smut, pwp) - Reiner is a tease in the best possible way

multi-chapter fics.

longer stories, but still in bite-sized chapters. updates happen when they happen, I'm sorry.

sfw

nsfw

headcanons.

you can't prove I'm not right.

sex headcanons - pre-timeskip Reiner vs post-timeskip

misc nsfw musings: vocal | too sweet to talk mean

imagines.

fun thoughts.

lies Reiner tells himself | flirty sparring gone horribly wrong | Reiner whose SO is afraid of the dentist (request-ish)

character analysis.

overanalyzing and wildly speculating as god intended.

on the idea of Reiner having a separate 'evil/cruel' personality part 1, and then part 2

not Reiner fics???

sometimes I pick on other characters.

misc weird shit.

The Saga of the Cursed Reiner Bot: A Love Story in 8 Parts - everyone's favorite slow motion trainwreck from when these AI chat bots were still an exciting novelty

[dredgen-dumbass]

Redo of my pinned post, again, because I'm indecisive.

At a glance:

No screen name, he/him. Predominantly SFW blog, tws follow the normal content of Destiny 2. I swear like a sailor. Not the type for dni lists, just don't be a bigot. Asks are open to all. I don't mind mass likes/reblogs, and dw about derailing. The rest is under the cut.

Message from yours truly,

I genuinely thought I was going to just spam Drifter content for a few days, and then go delete Tumblr again once my brain calmed down about it. As it turns out, that isn't happening. I like the community here so far, which isn't something I've been able to say about Tumblr for some time now, and it seems like I'm going to stick around a while longer. That, and I thought I was just fixated on the one character, but Destiny itself is becoming a pretty big interest of mine, and I know I'll need somewhere to talk about it, so this is going to shift more towards that. I'm going to try to be a bit more cautious with tags so I'm not filling them with every Destiny related through that crosses into my brain, so I'm going to set up an (albeit shoddy) tagging system and be a bit more conservative with what gets put in the main D2 tag. Apologies if I flooded anything you follow, I'm used to posting in a much larger fandom where things get buried really quick, I didn't realize how bad it was until I tried to go through those tags myself, and... eesh. (it’s been a few months, but I’m leaving this here. iykyk.)

So, me.

I know it's Tumblr culture to put every last detail in your bio, but personally I'm not comfortable with that. If you need more than I give, then just click off and move on. I understand wanting some idea of who you're talking to, but I think the things that matter will come up naturally through my posts. What I do think should be clarified, just as a matter of perspective with all the queer stuff in this fandom, is that I'm a gay dude. Other than that, I don't think any labels are relevant to this account. If something else becomes relevant, feel free to ask for clarification, I understand that some things read differently depending on who's saying them. Otherwise, respect my privacy, thanks.

Fandom chaos & such,

I want to keep discourse away from my blog, both fandom and real-world. Especially real-world, because Destiny is an escape for me, and I want to keep this as a separate space I've carved for myself, in the same way as the game is for me. That said, bigots can fuck off to all hell. Y'all aren’t welcome here just because I'm not interacting with the arguments. This is a safe space for everyone, provided you don’t make it unsafe for anyone else.

sm love for the ppl here theatre passionate abt d2 like I am. y’all are great, keep posting

Destiny stuff,

I'm a casual player, have been going for about 3 years now. I'm a solar titan main. Dredgen, not masochistic enough to have it gilded (I can’t spell shh)

My favorite character is drifter, woah big shocker. I'm still learning the game lore and such, so at the moment he's the only character I've actually gone in-depth reading about.

My other favorites are saint-14, saladin, shaxx, osiris, eido, holiday, and ofc ghost.

Expect my posts to mostly be about them.

This isn't a ship blog, though I may reblog ship content occasionally. I don't have any I particularly care for, aside from O14, but to me they're different because it's canon. Again, asks are open if you want to hear me talk about a specific ship.

I have been asked specifically about drifteris because I post sm about Drifter, and no I'm not a drifteris shipper. I read their relationship as platonic, and if I post about both of 'em it's not a shipping thing. I'm glad the ship brings more attention to the characters, though.

Fanart & fics,

I'll be honest, I've written a few short pieces of my yw. I don't plan on posting them, and even if I do I'm not sure that I'll connect them to this blog in any way. that's a question for future me, whether that's tomorrow or years from now.

updating this bc I’ve been doing more lately— you can repost my fanart, just credit and tell me. I would prefer it stay on tumblr tho for ai protection purposes, though.

I don't sit and vet all every account I reblog, so if I reblog something stolen or just uncredited let me know and I'll tag the artist.

If you have m/m or m/neutral (or just platonic) fic recommendations feel free to send em over. Gotta have something to keep me occupied.

Tagging system?

I've never made one of these before. I don't think I have the time to go through all of my previous posts and set them up with this, but from now on the structure will be:

#dredgenposting - all of my destiny-related rambling, because I don't want to fill the destiny 2 tag with my post spam.

#reblogs

#mild nsft - probably just sex jokes

#nsft - probably won't be used, but leaving it here in case it is so that I'm not coming back again to edit this

#discourse - not sure how much this will be used, but I'm bound to have a public opinion on something eventually

#my fanart - my own fanart

#asks

if there's something you'd like tagged to filter in/out while looking through my blog, lmk. chances are I'm fine with incorporating it.

and that's it. thanks for reading, live long and prosper y'all.

[coffee-and-tea-time]

✿ Introduction to this nonense ✿

Fruit salad: the unexpected romance

Hi! coffee and tea speaking! this blog is purely to write and show all our silly thoughts, so let us speak a little of our main goofy story!

In this story, you are Tomato, a transfer student of the fruits school... yes, it was a surprise for you too, all your life believing you were a vegetable... But, in this school you will be able to make some friends too, right? right?

You meet a lot of interesting fruits here, but one seems to catch your eye more that the others, huh?

so, tell me, have you ever imagined a fruit otome game?

Let's be honest, there's so many bizarre otome games out there that you probably have

at least we have

we shall begin with...

✿ Character introduction:

Orange: they really should give me more vacations...

Coconut: don't get too close to me, freak

Lemon: tch, do whatever you want

Strawberry: yes, I know, I'm perfect, just admit it

Banana: everything's gonna be okay and if not, I'll help you out!

Tangerine: you don't know it yet, but we're already friends

Watermelon: the more the merrier, no matter which fruit you are

Melon:...huh

Green Apple: fruits like you are not worth my time...

Red Apple: we're not so different... I hope you can keep up with me

Pineapple: you're so...interesting, i could stare at you for hours

Green Grape: Shh! Don't rat me out to Mr. Orange!

Purple Grape: you have seen nothing~

Kiwi: Haha, you're very strange, I like it

Avocado: seems like our situation is similar, can we be friends?

Pear: I hope you're not having a hard time, in any case, I'll defend you!

Quite the characters, dont you think?

Yes, i think i already have my favorite..

But... arent we forgotting to mention someone, Tea?

Shush, don't rush it... it'll spoil the fun, coffee

images from pinterest

sorry for misspells, english isn't our first language

[nothirstonmain]

Hii, just saw your blog and thought id make a req

I was thinking of something like PV cookie(pure vanilla), stardust cookie, and the prsk boys x fem! reader imagine who loves to steal their clothes and where them, but theryre sneaky abt. Like soemtimes char will randomy notice their clothes go missing, then when they visit readers house, they notice them snuggling in their oversized(for reader ofc) clothes. Also one time they gave them back their clothes bc 'it didn't smell like them anymore'

-lemonade

[ONCE AGAIN I am tapping the "I never have and never will write for fem!reader, i am here to represent us non-women" sign. regardless i'll do this just as gn!reader kk ty hands you This]

[Warnings: like OOC maybe?? Bad grasp on like 4/8 of the characters here. sweats.]

♡ PV doesn't think about much I want to believe. ♡ He just has his mind on the Vanilla Kingdom a lot and also his mind is imagining fluffy scenarios of you and him but shh ♡ So when his clothing starts going missing he doesn't really think much of it ♡ He'll just shrug and pick out something else, it's fine! ♡ However when he finds out you're the culprit? Oh he thinks it's adorable! ♡ Hope you can handle LOTS of compliments, cuddling, flirting, etc. He will drown you in it. ♡ He offers buying you clothes in his size at some point ♡ He'll gladly take back any clothes to put his scent back on them, too. He wants to keep his beloved happy!

♡ Stardust doesn't have many comfy clothes I'd think. Better get creative ♡ He notices missing clothes immediately. Barely anything escapes him- ♡ He goes to ask you about it first, only to find you wearing what he was looking for ♡ Awkward silence for a few moments. Both of you staring at the floor. ♡ "Did you miss me or something..?" ♡ He doesn't really get the appeal of stealing his clothes, but he'll indulge you anyways ♡ He may buy more comfy clothes just for you to steal. Nice! ♡ He doesn't mind all that much, he does feel a bit more at peace when you give the clothes back though..

♡ I like to think Ena steals his clothes too [if i can steal my dad's clothes then Ena can steal Akito's. okay??] ♡ So when something goes missing, he immediately goes to Ena ♡ It was his favorite hoodie, cut him some slack! ♡ But when he searches her closet and under her bed and. does not find the hoodie. he goes to the only other person who'd have access. You! ♡ Surprise he's at your door ♡ He finds you wearing his clothes really cute so he lets you keep them. For a while. ♡ You have to give them back eventually :( ♡ He does, however, leave his hoodies out more! Win! ♡ Now you're fighting Ena for Akito's clothes. Well at least they're comfy. If he finds out about that he'd laugh

♡ Immediately knows it'd be you because who else? ♡ Doesn't care if you steal them. He does however, much like Akito, also find you quite adorable in his clothes. ♡ Unlike Akito, he will actually say that he thinks you're cute. Autism be damned my boy can be upfront about his feels!! ♡ Will also leave out his clothes for you to steal ♡ Offers to wash them for you ♡ Kind of like Stardust he doesn't get why you like it, but he'll indulge if it makes you happy :) ♡ Bonus, he'll give you his closet if you ask. He doesn't mind, I like to think he hordes hoodies and shirts anyways-

♡ Doesn't notice his clothes are missing for a while, his mind's more on his shows and impressing you with them ♡ One day he just. Finds you in a sweater. And it makes so much more sense why he stopped seeing it. ♡ Will LOUDLY proclaim that his beloved co-star is looking ADORABLE. to your possible dismay idk. Saki's offering hugs ♡ Will be the type to take pictures of you two when you're wearing his clothes and post it online so everyone can see how cute you are !! He seems so excited it's hard to keep up with him- ♡ Actively encourages this habit, he loves it ♡ Makes lil jokes about stealing your clothes too. He wouldn't though; they're too small!

♡ He would know immediately ♡ Doesn't matter how well you hide it. He Knows ♡ He'll pretend like he doesn't know until he literally can't ♡ Then comes The Teasing ♡ If you're with Rui?? Romantically??? You have to be used to teasing im not sorry i KNOW everyone says it but he fucking WOULD ♡ When he finally catches you in his clothes he smiles ear-to-ear. Oh God ♡ He'll call you so many pet names, bring you flush against his chest, and then coo at you when you inevitably get really flustered and start blushing up a storm ♡ HIS ASS IS NOT PLAYING FAIR !!!!!!!!!!! ♡ He'll hand over his clothes for you to steal any time you want. With the price of him teasing you ♡ He's fine with it. Very fine with it.

[Requests open ! Rentry with info in pinned :3 also pls reblog if you like my shit likes just do not help]

[pretty-little-mind33]

Hi! First of all, I'm sorry if there's any mistakes, English is not my first language, so I'm still practicing when I write ✨️

That being said... I really love your work about Tangerine and Pietro, I've never commented anything and I'm sorry for that, I promise I will when I'll read your fics again beacuse I just love them so much, I'm always coming back here because your blog is one of my favorites, but I just wanted you to know that I love your writing 💖💖💖

Also... I wanted to ask when you'll be accepting requests? Because I may have an idea with Pietro that I would really love for you to write it 😭💖

(Sorry to bother, I just needed to tell you this ✨️)

you are NEVER a bother, lovely!!! and never worry about mistakes! it's so admirable that you're learning another language!!

aww just knowing you love my blog and my fics brings me so much joy! but yes please, don't hesitate to comment! i love comments 💖

also i know Pietro's requests are technically closed…but i think i'm actually gonna open them again (for you shh 🤫) because i only have one in my inbox and i like having a few more!

it's mostly James, Tangerine, and Dave who's requests have to still remain closed because i have SO many requests backed up!!!

[ticklishraspberries]

hi razz! i'm sorry to hear that you're sick, feel better soon! any music you've been listening to lately that you'd recommend? :D

hii!! thank you so much!! ohhh i love to yap so here are some less-popular artists (at least i think these ppl are kinda niche to me but maybe i'm just out of touch)

ethel cain is officially one of my all time favorite artists of all time. i saw her live, front-row, and got to hold her hand and sing sun-bleached flies with her. ethel is a stage name and her real name is hayden, she is an absolutely beautiful trans female artist. her album, preacher's daughter, is a concept album that i think everyone should listen to, all the way through, in order. it is quite a disturbing story, so exercise caution. i like all her music, not just that album. she writes about the american south, cycles of abuse, having a strained relationship with god, and dating shitty men.

sorry mom is one of the greatest upcoming punk bands around. i am fully biased because i may or may not be friends with someone in the band...shh though because i don't want anyone to be like omg sorry mom is associated with this fucking tickle fic blog oh my god i'd be so embarrassed shut up. anyway, their debut album babyface is actually one of my favorite albums ever as well. their lyrics are fucking unmatched. the main theme of babyface is the pain and struggle of growing up, feeling younger than you are, feeling behind all of your peers...a feeling that i strongly relate to and i think a lot of people do. their first ep is also great but the girl who is no longer in the band cannot fucking sing so listen to those with caution lmfao. i rlly hope they re-record those songs bc i love them, it's just...her. specific songs you should check out are: molly sells molly by the seashore / getting sick / town clown / enema / teeth / stoop kid.

peach prc is a tiktoker turned popstar who is just so fucking talented and writes incredible lyrics. she's a lesbian and her newest song, secret, is about dating a closeted girl. she writes about being gay, her struggles with mental illness and addiction, as well as fun, upbeat, songs about sex and hating her exes. i think her genre is maybe considered hyper-pop?? idk i'm not good with subgenres lol but she is sooo talented and her tiktoks are fucking hilarious and she is so funny and cool and an amazing writer and singer. my favorite songs are heavy / forever drunk / josh / favorite person / like a girl does.

those are the ones i feel the need to scream about and indoctrinate people into liking. taylor swift, olivia rodrigo, chappell roan, sabrina carpenter, and megan thee stallion are all big favs lately. i'm also getting really into metal and subgenres of metal because of my partner. slipknot, ice nine kills, spiritbox, and dance gavin dance are the main ones i've latched onto.

[xxsycamore]

(requests are now closed)

𝘍𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘔𝘺 𝘝𝘢𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘦‼️

—❥ 𝐱𝐱𝐬𝐲𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞'𝐬 𝟏𝟎𝟎𝟎 𝐟𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐜𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭

Happy Valentine's Day, everyone!! The holiday of love is here, and I thought, what better time to hold a milestone celebration event so we can celebrate both at the same time!

On April 21st, 2022 my blog reached 1,000 followers. Thank you so much for all the love and support that you've shown me so far and I can only hope you'd stick around for everything that is yet to come ❤ Some of you might remember me being in shadowban during last summer - this event was meant to be held during that window of free time but I didn't get that chance - and I've actually hit several new mini-milestones since then, but either way, I didn't want to miss my 1000 followers celebration! I will be waiting for you to join me by putting a request in my inbox 🥺❤ Ily all! ✨A small surprise: you can request for IkeVil characters as well as for the ikeseries MCs ✨

↪ 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚞𝚕𝚎𝚜 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚜𝚒𝚖𝚙𝚕𝚎: Pick a prompt and send me an ask with the emoji and a character of your choice. These are going to be short interactions with the character! Not a specific word count but my point is learning how to write short things 😂 Hope you can help me with that! So, you're basically getting the reaction of said character when presented (by YOU) with the item/activity of the prompt. NOTE: i'd LOVE it if you get creative with those - almost each one in the list can be personalized - tell me what flowers are you giving them, what pick-up line would you use on them, what date would you invite them to, what song would you serenade them with, maybe even write the contents of your love letter! Ofc, being vague is just as fine!

↪ 𝚂𝚘, 𝚛𝚎𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚎𝚡𝚊𝚖𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚜: "Can I have 🍫 with Chevalier?" ; "Giving Leonardo a 🌼"; "😘 but run immediately after, with Gilbert"; "How would Masamune react if I serenade him with (song name and artist)?"

↪ 𝚄𝚗𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚟𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜 𝚛𝚎𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚜 𝚘𝚙𝚎𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜, this time I'm not crossing out anything - I'll be writing as many requests of the same character as I get and as many of the same prompt as I get. You can send a maximum of three requests. I will continue getting requests for as long as I feel like, but it would be a few days maximum. I expect to be able to go through your request fast but I can't promise anything!! Old requests are still going to get written once I get to them, rest assured!

I plan on surprising you with a little something once the event is closed and I can see which character got the most requests 🤫 And if everything goes well, we can repeat this event for White Day but with things swapped around between you and the character. Shh, who said that?

Waiting to see what you put in my inbox 👁👁 Have fun!

𝗚𝗜𝗩𝗘 𝗧𝗛𝗘𝗠:

🌹 - A single red rose

🌼- A symbolic small flower

🍫- Home-made chocolate

😘- A kiss on the cheek

🫂- A warm hug

💌- A love letter

🎁- A box of chocolates

💐- A bouquet of their favorite flowers

🧵- A hand-made craft

🧸 - An animal plushie that reminds you of them

𝗢𝗥:

😏- Use a corny pick-up line on them

🟫 - Kabedon them against the nearest wall

🍬- Slip heart-shaped candy in their pocket

📜- Cite a love poem to them

💃- Pull them in for a dance when noone else is around

🥺 - Ask them how much they love you

🤲- Do the classic "Can you hold something for me" - giving them your hand

💋 - Pull them in for a sudden fierce kiss

🎼- Serenade them with a love song

👒- Invite them on a date

Characters:

NEW: Ikemen Villains: Wiliam; Harrison; Liam; Elbert; Alfons; Roger; Jude; Ellis; Victor DISCLAIMER: based only on vibes (and everything we know about them so far from their first teaser); can turn out to be OOC! doing it just for fun 🥺

NEW: Ikeseries MCs: Mitsuki (Ikevamp); Alice (Ikerev); Mai (Ikesen); Emma (Ikepri)

Ikemen Prince: Leon; Chevalier; Yves; Nokto; Licht; Jin; Luke; Clavis; Rio; Sariel; Gilbert; Keith; Silvio NEW: Cyran/Cyril

Ikemen Vampire: Napoleon(pls); Leonardo; Mozart; Arthur; Vincent; Theo; Isaac; Jean; Dazai; Sebastian; Comte; Shakespeare; Vlad; Faust; Charles; NEW: Drake; Galileo (can be OOC)

Ikemen Revolution: Lancelot; Ray; Jonah; Fenrir; Edgar; Sirius; Kyle; Luka; Zero; Seth; Blanc; Oliver; Loki; Harr; Mousse; Dalim; Dean; Levie

Ikemen Sengoku: Nobunaga; Masamune; Shingen; Hideyoshi; Mitsuhide; Kanetsugu; NEW(first time writing for): Ieyasu; Mitsunari; Yukimura; Sasuke; Kenshin; Kenyo; Ranmaru; Motonari; Keiji; Kicho; Yoshimoto

Midnight Cinderella: Alyn; Giles; Louis; Leo; Byron; Nico; Albert; Robert; Rayvis; Sid

[ofgravitation-moved]

shipping questions :) ( you dont actually have to answer if you dont want) 1. what’s the best thing about shipping for you? 12. do you ship any rarepair? 31. do you have a favorite memory when it comes to rping a ship? 33. what’s the first ship you played?

free!!!!!! ---- IM zszdk,jhfbas. you know when i saw the message, i didn't expect this-- but fine!!!!! :insert sassy dandi noises here but also giggles: --- <3

1. what’s the best thing about shipping for you?

like everyone else who's answered this one that i've seen-- it helps bring muns together! i love nothing more than getting spammed with fanart or just screaming in caps about ships that we both like or are doing! i don't have to have ships to write with someone, of course!! but i do feel as though ANY kind of ship-- whether it be romantic, platonic, etc all have a special place in my heart-- and i love talking about how those dynamics would come to play out with my rp partner! <3

12. do you ship any rarepair?

omg yes. i L O V E rarepairs!!!!!! GIMME. i've honestly been dying for some of those with ochako! but i do have a few that i am currently shipping now with her and other muses! i'll do bnha cause that always gives me brainrot: (mon.ochako - ( monoma & ochako w/ galaxyxthixf ) , shinc.hako - ( shinsou & ochako w/ guiltscorched) , mi.nejirou ( i know surprised me too BUT thats also jirou and mineta with galaxyxthixf ) -- HONESTLY?? ( bak.utoga - with trist's katsuki on ofdetonation ) there are probs more i cannot think of but i'd love to do shi.njirou, tets.umina, baku.momo, iic.hako and others! also.. emi? hello??? she can love more people than just aizawa, y'klnow<3

31. do you have a favorite memory when it comes to rping a ship?

i just love the connection i make with the mun! there are a couple of ships that have stayed the test of time :tm: on this blog and other remakes in the past. most memorable? & no---- i am not playing faves, these are for srs!!!! - ka.cchako: with @ofdetonation !!!! ( yes i tagged u, shut up, lemme yell ) back when i had ochako's old url as ofgravitation ( everyday i consider changing mine here you don't even know ) BUTTTT. i have never had such a consistent ship-- EVER. yes, we both have lives, and sometimes that takes away from the dash but evern after being gone, like??? ITS STILL AS GOOD AS THEN? BETTTER??! idk. but when i see k.acchako fanart-- that's usually the bakugou i think of. and if you're not following trist and all his muses on all his blogs.. idk what you're doing<3 i love you<333 - mo.nochako: with @galaxythixf !!! ( yeah i tagged you too nova, shh ) never in my life did i ship these two and like magic, they just connect together every time we write them! writing with nova's monoma and all their muses, tbh, just.. it's such an amazing experience!!! <3 one my muses A D O R E. <33

33. what’s the first ship you played?

... fuck. idk??? probably uhhh--- hmmm. inukag? let's go with inukag<3

free, you're a menace, and ily but I AM GOING TO WRITE NOW, OKAY? OKAY. <3

[hanleiacelebration]

About Holiday Exchanges (AKA The Rules)

This is a post version of our Rules page for easy access, as pages are not accessible from the Tumblr app for some users. If you're looking for our FAQ about the blog, please see here.

What is a Fic Exchange? A fic exchange is a game in which each person is assigned a recipient (“giftee”) to whom they will give a gift—in this case, for whom they will write a HanLeia fic. When you sign up, you’ll select at least one fandom and some tags and share some information about what’s on your fic wish list – favorite tropes or situations, favorite eras – and what things are dealbreakers for you (or just not your favorite thing). Your recipient will NOT know who you are until you reveal your gift (shh, it’s a secret!). You are encouraged to contact your giftee throughout the process via anon on Tumblr to send cheer and love, chat about Han/Leia, stoke excitement, and to get any info you need. The person assigned to write for you will also be contacting you as they craft your fic. Since we now do our exchanges via Archive of Our Own (AO3), the reveals will happen in two stages: first, fics will be revealed, but no one will know who wrote for whom. Then at the end of the exchange, we’ll reveal (and celebrate) all the participants.

Do all gifts have to be fics? Yes, this is a fic exchange! There is a 500 word minimum. If you wish to include fan art, a fan mix, or an edit with a fic of at least 500 words, you are welcome to do so.

Is there a word max? We suggest 5,000 words as a max, but aren’t strict about it. Please be mindful, however, that long fics can be a major time commitment for a recipient and sometimes even a challenge to read (especially since English is not the first language of all participants).

How does this whole process work? Do I post my fic on my blog or what? We’re doing our exchanges through Archive of Our Own (AO3) now. You’ll need both a Tumblr blog and an AO3 account to participate. (If you don’t have one of those, contact one of the mods; we’ll walk you through getting set up with what you need.) You’ll sign up sharing what you’d like to / be willing to write, and what you might be willing to receive from your assigned writer, including prompts, tropes, preferred fandoms (aka Original Trilogy, Sequel Trilogy, Legends, etc), and Do Not Wants. We’ll use those signups to match you up with someone for whom you’ll write, and someone who will write for you. After that, you will get your assignment: your recipient and the fandoms, tropes, prompts, and Do Not Wants they put in their sign-up form.

Once your fic is ready to go, you’ll submit it to the collection via AO3. On the fic reveal day, the fic collection will be revealed (without author names) and we’ll post a link on this blog. You’ll be able to see the gift that was written for you and have fun trying to guess who wrote what. On the author reveal day, the fic collection will be updated to reveal author names, and we’ll again post a link on the blog. Then you’ll have the opportunity to thank your writer, leave them a nice comment, and promote their fic (and the one you wrote, too) on your blog so we can share the joy.

Can I post my fic whenever it's ready, then? You can submit your fic to the AO3 collection whenever it's ready, yes. You cannot post your fic on Tumblr, FanFictionNet or any other sites until authors are revealed, though. However, please keep in mind that, once your fic is revealed, it will show up with the date you submitted it on, not the date it was revealed on. So if you submit your fic early, in December or early January, by the time it's visible it might be buried under newer fics in the search. You can choose the "Set a different publication date" option to avoid this issue.

I want to participate, but I only write AUs/OT/Disney canon/Legends… Please join us! All writers are welcome, and we believe all writers have that special recipient just waiting for them. Our sign-ups are designed to facilitate this, and the mods have been known to employ a little magic in their exchange pairings. ;)

I usually write with a friend. Can we sign up together? While we hope both you and your friend will consider participating, exchange pairings are intended to be individual. Grouping people as writers and recipients is hard enough as it is! It would also not be fair to the rest of participants who signed up individually. So, if you’re interested, we’d ask you both to sign up on your own—and you can always work with a cheerleader or a beta reader if you want (ask us if you need us to find you one!)

How will my Exchange Writer know what I like to read? How will the mods know I want to write what my recipient likes to read? All on the sign-up through AO3. You’ll pick tags, ratings, fandoms, etc that you’re willing to write for, and ones you’re happy to receive, as well as things you definitely don’t want to write or don’t want to read. You’ll share these preference through the Request (what you’d like to read) and Offer (what you’d like to write) sections of the AO3 signup form. You’ll be able to choose up to four fandoms, 10 additional tags, and whatever ratings you are comfortable with. We probably can’t match every tag or fandom in your signup – we can only guarantee matches on one fandom, two additional tags from our collection tagset, and one rating - but the more details you provide in your “Likes, Do Not Wants, and Prompts” and you “Would love to write & Will not write” sections, the easier it will be to make a great match with your writer and your giftee. So, for instance, if you’re only interested in reading fics that are set during or around the Original Trilogy canon, you’d select the Star Wars Original Trilogy fandom for your Request, and similarly for your Offer if that’s what you prefer to write. If you love the OT but enjoy throwing some Extended Universe (aka Legends) characters or situations in there, you could select Star Wars Original Trilogy AND Star War Legends. If you only like to write fluff, you can add “Fluff” (and other tags that appeal to you) as one of your tags in the Offer section. If you’re cool writing in the Sequel Trilogy era but you don’t want to write anything where a character dies, you can include the Sequel Trilogy as a fandom in your Offer but include “major character death” as one of the things you Will Not Write.

You will also be asked to give your writer three prompts to inspire them as they’re writing. These prompts could be situations (”Han Solo loves baths”), lines of dialogue (”I thought you’d never ask”), song lyrics or lines of poetry, or general themes or ideas you think fit well with Han and Leia and would like to read about.

Also, once you’re matched, we encourage you to communicate (anonymously, using the Tumblr ask function) with your recipient and your writer, so that’s a good time to chat, ask questions, get feedback on story ideas, etc.

What if there are some things - characters, pairings, squicks, plot points or tropes (like sexual assault or character death), even ‘verses- that I don’t want to read? There’s a place for that in the sign-up form – we want to know about your Do Not Wants specifically. This information will be shared with your writer, who will know to avoid them. The more detail you provide, the better.

Do I have to include prompts? What if I’m good with reading whatever? We do ask that you include at least three prompts in your signup form. Including a prompt is really helpful and kind to your writer—especially people who may not know you well, or who may be newer to fic writing. Sometimes even the most experienced writers just don’t know where to start, and a prompt really helps keep them from getting lost. Feel free to clarify if you’re not particularly attached to your prompt, and/or if you really, really would particularly love a certain prompt written. We do ask all readers to be flexible and understand that the writer may just not be inspired by a given prompt and may write something else! Again, you and your reader/writer can also communicate via anons, so you can also clarify this sort of thing there.

How will the mods pair me with a reader who will like what I want to write? We’ll match you up based on the fandoms, tags, ratings, likes, and will not writes you included in your signup. Plus magic. There’s definitely magic involved. Or the Force?

Do you guys have a masterlist of everyone who is participating? We don’t necessarily share that out with folks, but there is a way on AO3 to see who has signed up for the exchange. We do encourage participants to tag #hanleiacelebration on any posts they make about the exchange--including anon asks from their writers--so that everyone can join in the fun of guessing who might be writing for whom. (No need to @ us on these posts though- that’s too much for the mods to wade through!) 

AAAHHH! It’s almost the deadline for submission already? Sign-ups were just yesterday, right? NOOOOO I’m not done! Can I get an extension? Please talk to the mods immediately if you’re having trouble getting done in time. We are going to check in with everyone about halfway through the writing time for the exchange, and that’s a great time to let us know if you’re struggling to finish, or if we can help you out by matching you with a beta reader or just a fic cheerleader. If it’s almost the deadline, again, contact us right away. We may be able to give you a short extension (we’re talking days, not weeks), but the sooner we know, the better we can help.

We also know that sometimes life happens and while you had every good intention of writing a fic, you’re not going to make it. The sooner you let us know, the sooner we can get your giftee a pinch-hitter to write their gift. And if you started a fic but didn’t finish in time and had to drop out, we hope you’ll still consider sharing your finished fic with the HanLeia fandom.

Please keep in mind: we are doing our best to give participants plenty of time to get their gifts together. This is an extremely busy time of year. Your recipient is relying on you. Please choose your projects based on what is realistic for you to accomplish in the time that you have. Overestimate the amount of time you will need, and still build in a few extra days as a cushion. 

Keep in mind too that you can’t measure the quality of a fic by length. Short gifts are often much beloved. 

If you’re having issues pacing yourself appropriately or knowing how much you can handle, find a fanfic friend to talk to about it or hit up a mod. 

I’d like someone to check my work for grammar/spelling/word use before I post it. Contact the mods! We can find you a beta reader. We’ll be doing a call for folks willing to be beta readers or pinch hitters — if you’re interested in helping out with either of those, contact the mods when that call goes out.

I am under 18, but I’m not a kid! Why can’t I receive/write smut for my gift? Under U.S. law (where several of the mods are from), it is illegal for adults to provide minors (those under 18) with pornographic materials (and smut counts). It is also illegal for minors to send pornographic materials (smut still counts) to adults. Facilitating the exchange of smut between two minors is also almost certainly a no-no for adults under U.S. law.

Debating these laws isn’t relevant here—the fact is that we have to abide by them, or we put ourselves at risk.

If you are a minor, we support and respect you, but know that the NSFW content here is not and cannot be created for you. 

If you participate in our exchanges, we trust you to be responsible and safe consumers. (Just as we trust our participants to tag appropriately.) If you're under 18, please DO NOT request smut or works of explicit nature. If you are a minor and we find that you requested something explicit (or that you lied about your age), this will result in your being banned from future exchanges. Please just be honest and respect the rules.

So if I’m under 18 and I read smut anyway…? Or write smut in my personal time…? The mods are all happy consumers and sometimes creators of smut—but we’re all over 18 and we don’t knowingly share smut or NSFW content with people who are under 18. We’re not here to judge, but we have to abide by the rules, many of which are in place to ensure that people under 18 can enjoy fandom spaces safely.

My recipient a) loves my NOTP, b) hates my other OTPs, c) promotes a genre of writing I hate, d) hates another genre of writing I do, and/or e) disagrees with me about some fundamental piece of Star Wars canon or fanon. :( How can I possibly write for them?

By putting words on a page! 

We also recommend using Tumblr’s built-in Filtering option (under your Account Settings) to blacklist specific tags and content you don’t want to see posts for when you check their blog.

We’re all here for Han and Leia, and to share stories about Han and Leia with each other. You don’t have to be your recipient’s follower or friend (although if you do make friends through this, that’s great); you just have to write them a story. They get a nice story, and you get to say you have created something—something that will always have your name on it, something that you too can enjoy, and something that you can share with many people for years to come.

No, you don’t understand—my recipient likes [insert ship you hate/ship you consider immoral and/or illegal/other dealbreaker here]! We’re assuming your dealbreaker ship isn’t Han and Leia, or you wouldn’t have signed up. And you wouldn’t get matched together if you didn’t have at least one fandom and some tags that matched up. So you have something in common, at least; focus on that, if you can. Presumably you listed things you wouldn’t write in your Do Not Wants; you don’t need to write those. But shipping the “right” pairings isn’t a fair criterion for inclusion in the exchange, and the mods cannot spend their time ensuring only people who like the same stuff (outside of what they’re willing to write/read for the exchange) are paired with each other. So if you’re struggling with your match, try to look at it as an interesting writing challenge to take on.

If you are having significant struggles with this, please talk to a mod—but know that changes are only likely to be made in extreme cases.

I am blocked by my recipient. Eek! Please come talk to one of the mods ASAP.

I’m thinking about contacting the mods about something, but I’m not sure I should? Or that it’s something big enough to bother them with. Contact the mods! We exist to serve you! We love to help! Contacting us early can also prevent bigger problems down the road.

Uh, how do I contact the mods? Well, you can contact us through this blog (@hanleiacelebration), or individually: @hanorganaas @lajulie24 @otterandterrier

[musamora]

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featured. osamu dazai, chuuya nakahara, fyodor dostoevsky, nikolai gogol, sigma. content. f!reader. based on a request from @sigma-s-wife. implied/referenced depression, mentions of crying, hurt/comfort, issues with releasing emotions. not proofread.

author's note. i'm using a more simplistic aesthetic for my posts! as much as i love making banners, i think i'm gonna reserve that for larger projects. it can become a hassle to customize them every time i post, and especially troublesome whenever the aesthetic of my blog changes.

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𝐃𝐀𝐙𝐀𝐈 understands. Feeling that instinctual need to release your emotions as your body rages with your mind as if a tear will rip apart everything you've worked so hard to earn. It builds a wall, locking you in a prison of your design. But it shows—the tension in your shoulders, the fog of your eyes, the shallowness of your breath.

He hates it, forced to watch as your body works against you. He's been there before, trapped in his mind. Unable to escape. But he isn't an infamous genius for nothing.

You'd find yourself dragged into a movie marathon featuring your favorites. And while your thoughts raged and your mind cared less about the scenes unfolding in front of you, your body ever-so-slowly relaxed back into him. That was the sign he was looking for. With that, he slipped in another movie, disrupting your comfortable position on the couch and momentarily focusing your brain on the screen. It was a sad movie, one that had never failed to make you cry.

And he'd be right there as you caved, his warm hands firm against your back as you sobbed in his shoulder, fingers drawing circles in your skin as he darted kisses across your adorable, puffed cheeks. 

"Shh, it's okay, love. I'm right here."

𝐂𝐇𝐔𝐔𝐘𝐀 knows it isn't wise to keep your emotions bottled up. That has never been a problem for him—quite the opposite. In a way, he almost admires that you're trying to keep yourself together and stay afloat under all the pressure. Almost.

Your emotions are ripping you apart from the inside, making every move sluggish and unsteady, as if you could collapse in on yourself at any moment. And he doesn't like it, not one bit. It's evident to anyone that you're hurting, and he tries not to display his frustration about the fact that he can't do anything about it.

So, instead, he tries something a bit out of his forte. He subtly checks in on you throughout the day, occasionally dropping into your office with water and snacks before gently prodding at your emotional level. Subtle is a stretch—he's trying his best not to back you into a corner, but he can't help his blatant concern.

If you feel ready, he's open for you to talk about anything that's bothering you, big or small. It'd have the caveat of him having the impulse to take care of the issue—that's the type of person he is. He wants to take care of you, and if he can ease your pain, he'll do it—no questions asked.

"You good? Okay, if you need anything, come get me. Got it, doll?"

𝐅𝐘𝐎𝐃𝐎𝐑 becomes much softer than he would like to admit. He knows the moment something is wrong, but he also knows that usually, you are completely capable of self-regulating—most of the time. However, as time passes, he can feel the drop in your mental health, becoming increasingly concerned as you stop partaking in basic tasks and self-care.

He has a problem with seeing specific issues as trivial while also not being the most affectionate or attentive. However, he'd brush that aside for now. If he can fix your problems, he will, but he knows that won't completely remedy the situation. You need to release those emotions and relax, and he knows that his absence only furthers your feelings of isolation.

You're persuaded to sit in his lap, not that it took much work, given how touch-starved you are, head resting against his shoulder. He knows you melt at the sound of his voice, especially when speaking in his native tongue, so he sorted through his collection of Russian literature to find a few stories you'd like, even if you didn't understand it.

You wouldn't even notice, your mind too fogged with sleep, as the story shifted. His eyes barely glanced at the page, nimble hands working into the tense muscles of your back as he pressed sweet nothings in whispered breaths against your head.

"Отдыхай, моя любовь. Я буду здесь, когда ты проснешься."

𝐍𝐈𝐊𝐎𝐋𝐀𝐈 is much smarter than people give him credit for. But being smart and able to tell what someone is feeling does not mean that you're the best person to resolve their issues, and he knows that. But he still tries his best.

He is known as a clown for a reason; he's an expert on making you laugh. And he'll do anything, absolutely anything, to see a genuine smile on your face. If there's something he hates more than a frown, it is a fake smile—he knows you're faking it, hiding behind a mask in hopes of appeasing him.

And it's not right. He's determined to find something that will pierce through your sadness, and he'll find it. The man is nothing if not persistent. He's gonna make you smile, a genuine smile. 

He's dipping and spinning you around your home, pulling you into little dances as he pulls item after item out of his overcoat. Even if you become exhausted, he's still sitting right there with you, letting you mess with various items he has stored up, guiding you back into reality.

"For my next trick, a lovely rose for a lovely rose! Does it spray water? Nooooo."

𝐒𝐈𝐆𝐌𝐀 has no clue what to do. He is completely inexperienced in the art of comforting someone, specifically in a non-professional setting. A part of him wants to shift into that persona, but he finds himself hesitating. You deserve genuineness, not the artificial bullshit he puts on for guests.

He finds himself accidentally being straightforward, much more blunt than normal. But for some reason, it seems to work. The emotions he portrays are truly genuine, and the care in his voice, along with the concern in his expression, does wonders for grounding you.

He's intentional about his actions, making sure that you've taken time off to rest, along with providing you with everything you need or want. But most importantly, he stays with you. He knows that you need someone there with you, and even if he is anxious about his lack of experience, he stays. 

And that's what counts. He stays snuggled up against you, watching over you and simply existing with you for a moment. It's nice. No customers. No casino. Just you and him, watching the clouds pass by through the windows.

"I love you. You know that, right?"

отдыхай, моя любовь. я буду здесь, когда ты проснешься = rest, my love. i'll be here when you wake up.

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