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DAY 5 - 6: Vision and Worst Fear
but whose fear?.... check this out on twt! :3
#wenclair#wenclairtober#wenclairtober2024#wednesday addams#enid sinclair#wednesday netflix#wednesday series#wednesday 2022#Wednesday season 2#wenclair fanart#wednesday fanart#fanart#digital art#art#wlw#fanfic fanart#visions#worst fear#i got another hc for yall#when Wednesday gets into a vision her eyes go all black like a raven’s..#n she kinda shakes like mild seizures when its really intense shrugs#looks rlly scary to Enid who has only seen her have flashes#:PP#i love angst#kulai#k_ulai
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i finished it, was kicked out of the game, and then spent the next 10 minutes drawing this. i will now go take a shower, most likely cry, and then go through the emotional turmoil of convincing myself to reset so i can do a geno run. i hate it here :D
#undertale yellow#uty#my art#<- ifg#spoilers under these tags beware. although it is mostly just me being very very sad#that entire thing was heart wrenching. anyways#CEROBAS FIGHT??? HELLO???#i had to exit out of it the first time (i got to the last phase) to get better items but i came back and won pretty quickly#but THE CUTSCENES?!?!?#JFC NO WONDER THIS WOMANS SO MESSED UP. HER HUSBAND PRACTICALLY DIED IN HER ARMS AND THE LAST THING HE LEFT HER WITH- HIS DYING WISH- COULD#ONLY BE FULFILLED BY PUTTING THEIR ONLY CHILD IN DEATHS WAY. AND THEN WHEN SHE TOOK THAT RISK THE WORST THING HAPPENED AND SHE NOW HAS TO#LIVE WITH THE GUILT OF BEING THE ONE TO. MOST LIKELY. KILL HER ONE AND ONLY DAUGHTER#ALL THE WHILE SHE WAS PUSHING AWAY HER CHILDHOOD BEST FRIEND AND CONVINCING HERSELF THAT SHE WAS IN THE RIGHT TO SACRIFICE CLOVER WHO HAD#BEEN ONLY KIND MERCIFUL AND JUST THIS WHOLE TIME. EVEN TO THOSE WHO WERE TRYING TO KILL THEM. FUCK.#AAND WHEN CLOVER HUGGED HER I DOUBLED OVER IRL BC *THATS EXACTLY WHAT I WANTED TO DO IN THAT MOMENT* I HATE IT (read: love it) HERE#n dont even get me STARTED on after that. when clover started moving on their own and the gd white screen came up and we got flashbacks of#everyone's words. thats when the tears rlly started coming bc it clicked for me. 'oh. this is it. isn't it?' and IT WAS#WHEN THEY GAVE THEIR FUCKIGN HAT AND GUN AWAY TO MARTLET AND STARLO WELL THATS WHEN I REALLY STARTED CRYING#AAND THE GROUP HUGG#I WAS SOBBING WHENEVER I HAD TO WATCH THEM CRAWL UP AGAINST THE WALL AND DIE AND HAVE FLOWEYS WORDS PLAY OVERHEAD#AND THE FUCKOGN#THE F U C K I N G#AFTEWRCREDITS SCENE WHERE WE GOT THE 'You heard someone calling for help. You answered.' I GOT CHILLS SO BAD#to think that all the other souls have stories just as expansive and emotional as clover n frisks. how fucked up is that. in a good way tho#and finally the last scene where we got all 4 of our main friends sending us off in waterfall and we see clovers items end up in the dump#just waiting to be found by bratty and catty. fucken hell man this was a masterpiece#anyways time to reset and obliterate everyone and never emotionally recover from that ever!! really is feeling like 2016-17 again w the way#this game has me sobbing my eyes out and feeling the guilt of knowing that i dont HAVE to kill them all but im too curious not to#oh well. at least i have the balls to do it this time around instead of letting a youtuber do it for me ig
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her shenanigans take 10 years off his life
#camilla valerius#lucan valerius#skyrim#the elder scrolls#tesblr#tes#bro hes TIRED of her shit#their dialogues are so funny#another one suggests hes been bugging her to pick sven or faendal and settle down already#anyway theyre war refugees so theyve had a pretty hard life#i think lucans Like That because he took up the role of the parent and it never rlly went away so now hes just very overbearing#camilla has all these ideas for the shop like taking the goods on the road#but he just wants to play it safe because hes had enough of instability but he sheltered camilla + she doesnt remember the worst of it so#shes much more carefree#so lucan wants her to settle down with someone in riverwood in the hopes that itll make her Stay where its relatively secure#and he wont have to Stress abt her#one day ill make an actual headcanon post instead of incoherently rambling in the tags i swear#my art
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I hardly talk about 2 of these cunts but this was really funny in my mind.
#artings#me#<- for the bfsona. who unfortunately also gets treated like an oc thats hwy hes here#wyd!BF#wyd!RGBau#transfem boyfriend#god i need to. flesh out joyfriend (fuck it im calling her that i like it) so bad. i dont talk abt bfsonas whole Deal but he at least#has his shit fleshed out LMAO#tho tbf. in my defense. joyfriend is the most like canon bf in that she doesnt rlly have much going on like. in her head#shes just chillin. i think the worst she would feel is mild frustration bc she wants to just like. go out on a date or something#but they get interrupted with another rap battle#im gonna go back to only talking abt wyd!BF now /silly
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The girlbossification (negative) of Celestia flattened her character so much in the fandom. It’s just this image.
#disclaimer you’re free to do what you want#I personally really enjoy works where Celestia IS a master manipulator who’s ten steps ahead#and I do think when push comes to shove she’s not a good person#I like the rlly haunting works where she breaks people down to their worst qualities#but sometimes it feels like Celestia got lost in between ‘cool design’ and reductive ‘girlboss’ misogyny#horse_shit
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ENDING SPOILERS FOR BG3 AHEAD
Hate that I found this scene kinda hot
#listen. evil nawen is absolutely a possibility#even tho it isn't my canon ok she's my dear little antihero and saved everyone <3#but the way I made her she's like. in a pretty unpredictable mental state#she's come from a background of doing terrible shit as a shadow thief often against her will#and now bc of the tadpole she has time to breathe and decide what to do w her life for#reasons I won't go into rn bc it's a long story jfjfjkfkf#but basically she's in this dilemma of let yourself become The Worst(and go back to your organization post game)#or learn to be a better person again(and turn your back on the thieves even tho you will likely be hunted to death)#so she could really go either way depending on how the game goes and controlling the brain could rlly be a possibility for her#honestly even if she decided to turn her back on the thieves it could be a possibility#the power she'd have?? she'd never have to worry abt being hunted by them#but good path nawen would never 😔 she wouldn't sacrifice everything she's built#it's kinda sad to see her on her good path choosing this tho bc like. astarion's reaction??#man looks so betrayed#in her evil path she would likely have ascended him and their relationship would already be too fucked up for her to care#but in this one?? that's just painful#sleep.txt#bg3#bg3 spoilers#oc.nawen#but. even w all that. I am not above finding evil women hot 🫠#goth mommy go evil brain go brrr ooga booga#nawenlore
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hc that throughout the years, jude takes leaves of absences form being high queen to go spend a couple months w vivi heather n oak !!! madoc too ig while he’s still exiled lol. ( vehemently ignoring the stolen heir’s canon sorry not sorry.) family bonding time, far away from the hubbub n chaos of the folk, n also the realization that jude doesn’t mind the mortal world all that much. yes it’s not faerieland, but it’s smth alright n she finds it soothing at times. she’s less unhinged n paranoid compared to when she was younger n the ptsd from her past has decreased in its intensity thanks to heather-mandated therapy ( heather only had to hear a couple times abt the duarte sisters’ fucked up childhood for her to plead jude to go to therapy—vivi alrdy has— n jude relented after 5 yrs of honest-to-god begging. big slay heather our mental health queen 🫂) and so that’s why she can even leave faerieland in someone else’s hands. these visits aren’t too frequent but they r long in their duration. 3-4 months tops. sometimes cardan comes along bcs the bed feels empty w/o jude n— Okay he’s js lonely w/o his wife. sue him. some poor hapless councilor advisor is forced to be in charge in their place (they send letters weekly. ‘please your majesties, when will you be returning home ?’ #urgent LOL) one day jude (age:37) notices grey hairs appearing on her head n she sort of freaks out. not in an entirely vain way either. more like:. oh fuck aren’t i supposed to not age as long as im in faeirieland ?? 3 long discussions later w cardan n the royal folk-human specialist, the conclusion that is reached is that bcs of jude’s visits to the mortal word, as infrequent as they r, theyve seemed to affect the way her body ages. or more aptly put, doesn’t age lol. jude gets some grey hair n lines on her face while still technically NOT aging. n she feels less panicky abt it bcs hey she’s not aging. sort of. meanwhile, cardan finds himself deeply enamored w jude’s grey hair n the subtle creases on her face that multiply slowly. he tells jude js so n she’s like i am not susceptible to flattery cardan greenbriar. hes Serious abt it tho n tells her that he isn’t saying that bcs it’ll make her feel better or wtv but bcs her aging evidently is actually beautiful to him. cue jude sour pursed lips for a bit as she gets these days when it comes to cardan being unbearably earnest towards her but she feels less weird abt the hair n lines so :)
anyways this was a long-winded niche asf hc that appeals to exactly only 2 ppl on this site n im not even confident in THAT estimate lol
#notice there’s no mention of taryn here ? hc that they never rlly resolve their relantionship issues properly n taryn n jude plan their#trips months apart bcs SISTER ISSUES !!!! also taryn is lowkey bitter abt the fact jude forgave cardan for everything he did to her but not#her#hc that they eventually get their shit together n it’s a long sob-filled heartbreaking reunion bcs at the end of theh day the duarte twins#love each other to pieces no matter what n that’s probably the worst part of their fractured relationship LOL#me: i want to see jude happy n content n the long process to being better n— basically everything left in unacknowledged in canon#[dua lipa crying.gif]#she’s so precious to me#it won’t ever happen realistically bcs of magic n shit but my jude ages elegantly vision is so strong ive been POSSESED#jude duarte#madoc family#jurdan#tfota#also idk if i’ll ever read tsh/tpt it js isn’t appealing to me from what little i’ve heard abt it lol#suren seems miskiin but also we should’ve all saved ourselves the trouble n let oak grow up permanently in the mortal world …. 🧘♀️#vivi duarte#heather#i will always be annoying abt heather i need more of her need her own little story abt meeting vivi LIKEE#tell me how she brushed away vivi’s inherent folk weirdness TELL ME ABT IT..#healed jurdan n the duarte twins will HEAL ME#lol#btw when i say jude forgave cardan i mean that boy had to pull out all the stops LMAO they even had a not-break-up for a while
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HEADCANON OF THE DAY #30: (marylily) (umm yeah idk if i like this one but uhhh enjoy!)
When Mary and Lily had first gotten together, they were so excited and happy they could be their true selves together, but they weren't really ever careful. Once some guy caught them, and had punched Mary directly in the face, and in return Lily literally cut off his arm, she was so angry at him she didn't realize it. Afterwards they ran off, and patched Mary up, but they never forgot that day and were super careful ever since.
#fatimah yaps 🎀#marauders era#i personally feel like lily is very violent when you thretan the people she loves#and she uses her love for them to kinda like fuel her anger#also in her school years she was a very angry person#she deserved to be#she never assumed the worst of people#but she never assumed the best#she was always neutral until she got to know them bc of snape#and also she heard what they said about her and she had hatred#a lot of it#lily evans#mary mcdonald#marauders#marylily#dailyyapfromfatimah🎀#fatimahs headcanons 🩷#tw violent imagery#not rlly tho#mary x lily#mary macdonald#lily x mary#marylily headcanons#hc#marylily hcs#hcs
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alas, turns out grad school is hard so i haven't been drawing much of anything BUT. now. some side characters for yall
#original#ocs#art#satyrs#artists on tumblr#character design#Heiti Varrater#Tcham Bakome#Angus Singh#HAII. i've needed to design these 3 in particular for EVER. finally i have done eet#i actually. really REALLY like how bakome turned out. he looks FANTASTIC#bang on with this guy. he looks great#also rlly like how singh turned out. that dude is singh for sure#heiti.... she's giving me problems. as she does best#this is her 2nd design now and it's better than my first but theres something still missing. idk what#ill probably continue to refine her with time#grouping her with these 2 is kinda odd cause like. she has nothing to do with them other than being in the same general storyline#like she never really meets them?? maybe once for a brief period. idk i havent thought about it much#they're on different ships. theyre doin different things#but theyre all side characters that are relatively important SO. put them together#ive resigned to just. drawing humans with pointy ears. bcause why the fuck wouldnt i#every other species gets fun ears. give humans some point to em why not#there is a. range. of feelings about these guys#LOVE heiti. she sucks (affectionate). she's fantastic. obsessed with her#bakome has lots going on and im not even sure of most of it. but he is VERY interesting and he occupies a cool middle space of like.#doing no harm but preventing no harm either. doing no harm but allowing harm to be done. he has morality but he turns the other way#idk. i like him and i think he borders on sucks but either way he's interesting#and then there singh. god he sucks. he sucks so bad. worst of em all. captain worst#the harm that is being done is allowed by him because hes the captain and that's if hes not just doing it himself. fuck that guy#i do think hes fun tho. hes. a little flatter than bakome rn but hes still got SOME interesting stuff going on. just a lil
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my ex deleted the message she sent me. but the like. convo request is still active. what the fuck do i do
#i do want to respond to her i think??#idk#i feel bad like she doesnt deserve like.#idk. i dont want her to think i hate her#i rlly dont#but i just. rlly dont want her to be in my life jfkdhfksjd#like nothin personal but you were The Only Thing i cared about for the worst year of my entire life#and now i just. dont want to be around you#i wont lie tho i miss holding her hand#i hope somewhere somewhen theres another tillie that figured her shit out without stuff goin south first
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Just ate plain rice for my lunch that lasted nearly 3 hours cuz I was struggling to finish it all. It was meant to be accompanied with a canned tuna but it was That flavour from like-- a month ago or so, it was the flavour that I REALLY don't like, I may be endurance georgs but I don't wanna endure that thing again orz...
#aria rants#it was good enough to eat for the first time back then but trying to eat it again today is just augh... i rlly cant stomach it anymore#i alrdy told my mom that i dont like it back then so i have no idea why she even bothered opening it up today. like yea sure its#the last can of it but still o<-< ouuorrrggghhhh... eating even just plain rice took all the energy outta me. i feel like im in the border#of feeling nauseous and not feeling nauseous its somehow a worst feeling than actual nausea goddammit.
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ouuuuu thinking abt hag romance after shri’iia’s identity reveal aka part where they visit the lolth drow cache and she suddenly starts violently heaving then proceed to vomit out spiders - a taste of lolth’s wrath - and I think she would’ve been punished even more severely (like turned into a drider) without the tadpole protecting her. and then shri’iia is back on flight or fight mode the whole time they’re in the underdark bc she’s paranoid over what lolth could do next and the reaction from the Others. the punishment of a caught lie is usually death from her experience, and as the person who would be the one enacting said punishments, her paranoia is back to being in an All Time High that she almost feels like she’s back home again. and it’s nice kind of! I think at one point shri’iia would be tempted to just run off with the artifact but where would she go? so she doesn’t. she just follows the herd and stews in her own paranoia, waiting in anticipation for another wave of lolth’s fury and/or these people turning on her - which never happens - the most they do is make her say who she really is and share what she knows - which she does. and that reveal ^ really puts a dent on astarion’s initial plan like is he supposed to seduce someone else now bc this one had been lying about herself?? but then he’s been watching her in every fight they’ve been in and she IS very strong btw, very capable paladin who’s able to smite with ease, she is still an asset, and the fact that no one really trusts her as much bc of that reveal he’s like hrmm. CAN work with this. not to mention that she was the one who trusted him first when he revealed he was a vampire so he can return the favour, and who cares if he manipulates her feelings in the process and makes it feel like he’s the only person she can now trust now that she’s been caught red handed (amateur mistake btw, as a fellow charlatan he’s tsking) what matters is that HE’S returning the favour! and his plan is still going. and she’s relatively strong, maybe her divine smites can work against cazador - he’d love to see his smarmy face burnt off by divine light - that prospect is appealing enough that he can ignore what happened, and that she was a lolth stan, and that she’s been lying bc who else isn’t? what matters is that his plan works and he has someone by his side to use. so he DOES manipulate her and charm her and woo her, give her that consolation she needs because no one is on her side currently. and in shri’iia’s part she just wants a distraction bc she’s scared out of her wits currently she does not even care that she’s being used - welcomes that actually since it’s familiar to her, so she does keep sleeping with him, and she generally sticks close to him now bc she doesn’t know the others will React. for the most part I think they’re just peeved and more alarmed over the vomiting out spiders part than the fact that she’s a lolth cultist - like wow not another person lying about themselves (cough shadowheart) - and I think they have bigger problems to worry about, like turning into a mindflayer for example, and it’s water under the bridge just as long as she doesn’t lie to them anymore. but shri’iia doesn’t get that ofc now she feels the need to overtly compensate her usefulness bc if she���s not useful then she’s not good for anything, and she’ll be culled (or so she believes).
#i lov going through the underdark with shri’iia she just gets the Worst Time Ever#and it’s the place she’s been wanting to go to loool#she rlly has to go through sm psycholigical tortures before it gets better 🤭#also she starts making amends w her relationship to the group post oath breaking / in act 2#when she’s being more honest. and it’s also when she’s given up on following lolth and decided to pursue that freedom#I also think this is when she starts becoming their kind of leader now that gale is on the kms train#and she’s more decisive on what to do. and when she listens she actually listens and says useful thing like she’s not just a cringefail!#there are times when she’s Smart 🤭 and very leader-esque. esp when she discovers she actually likes the praise you get from doing good#deeds looool. so act 2 isn’t just transformation of herself but it’s also her amending her relationships#and also changing her perspective on what relationships - both platonic and romantic - should be. like the whole oath breaking arc is#really when her perspective and beliefs gets challenged and deconstructed so in the end she either learns or refuses it#but I do like astarion taking advantage of her current fearful state lmfao it’s so slimy and I think he’d def do it#also hammers in the fact that hag romance is built on deceit but turns into something so sweet and genuine later 🤭🤭#shut up about bg3.#oc: shri’iia.
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What was the beta s2 villain design? I haven’t heard or seen abt that one n im curious
,,,,Bombshell my bbygirl,.
#she is So fucking cute & as a standalone design i love her but#for WOYS2's main villain.. for WOY's MAIN CAST........ bro absolutely not this is literally just 'hrjfdf woman hot' villan and nothing else#swapping this out for manic hot topic gremlin bastard lesbian was where they struck gold like. ty god hrjbhsdjgfbng#not that the way they used dominator was /perfect/ by any means#bc believe you me there's a few things in the show that were ehghhghhh at best & stuff from the crew that pisst me AWFF at worst but#overall dom was really solid. the purpose her character served and the writing & character building choices for her were all *chef's kiss*#there was a lot about her whole vibe that was communicated REALLY WELL through her design alone imo#(and a lot about her personality and motivations that you could gleam from JUST her first out-of-suit appearance on its own#i just really wish they'd given WAY fewer fucks about her being pewtty or conventionally attractive or Whatever bRO IT'S HOLDING YOU BACK!!#i dont think Any of that stuff was prioritized when brainstorming for bombshell here 😭 maybe they hadn't fleshed out those ideas yet#bc with Bombshell? the only things her design communicate are that she's hot & apparently that's Important + she has a bug theme going on#& i GUESS that she's ostentatious & goes for v loud clothing. those pauldrons command a room#so you can get ''commandeering'' and MAYBE even ''powerful'' from that#but for a MAIN VILLAIN meant to majorly challenge the main cast & shake up the show‚ THat is extremely milquetoast!!!!!!#again there's rlly nothing here to take away from her design overall other than that she's sexy. why define her that way for being a her#it's such a big ''nah man''#it's tired it's been done to death#the read you get on her from Overall Vibes alone are very bland!!!#i have to wonder at what point they really started to get the ball rolling in the right direction w/ their S2 big bad to end up w dominator#wondering if maybe it was when they figured they should make her a punk to contrast wander being a hippie?#do you think maybe they just got input from women#grateful every day for the absolute bastard supreme we ended up with#finalhaunts
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2 years difference #GLOWUP!!! also yeah first picture i am in my highschool bathroom 🍎
#captain’s log#lol i rlly don’t look that different aside from my hai r#😭#i go thru phases where i look back on pictures and im like WHY DID I DO RHAT TO MY HAIR#and it never ends#2 years ago i was at my worst genuinely#things have improved so fucking much for me it’s crazy#no matter what happens nothing can ever b as bad as two years ago#when id come into class crying everyday bc my ‘mom has been mean to me’#and my teacher would b like ‘have u considered she has a lot on her plate?’#and then i’d cry more cuz i felt guilty for thinking my mom was a bitch
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❛ oh , you’re serious ? ❜
one blink. two. another for good measure. tendrils lightly shadowing her cheeks as she glared at him. she had hoped he could feel the burn of her stare through those thick, black shades of hers. “ i know that the glasses hide one of the most important features to reading someone — windows to the soul and all ... ” lips pursed as she paused, thinking on the next words to leave her mouth. “ but i'm very serious. and slightly offended that you couldn't tell. ” vermillions were formed into a pout, skillfully performed in a manner that demonstrated her point while also emphasizing its lightheartedness. there was a flair of childishness that rested within her, brought out to the surface in his presence — perhaps she never found it safe enough to be so vulnerable. not that she was, not that she'd ever allow herself to be, but it was nice play the part. “ i can't fight well if my hands are frozen. and cramping. and in pain. i already run cold. ” the lack of layers was certainly of no help, but she'd sacrificed comfort for fashion — and she'd do so again and again. slender digits wiggled once more in his direction. “ i can say please ? ”
#stllinski#𝑖𝑖. ⁽ ♡ ⁾ answered ˛#⁽ verse ‚ ─ main.#sorry she's so shameless.................. its rlly not funny but im giggling at this being the WORST timing
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man.
#paranoia abt ppl not liking me is the worst i think#it's what rlly keeps me down#the anxiety of it all#online and offline#rose rants#it's not debilitating rn but it crosses my mind & i think abt it#the way i hyperfocus on minute changes in how ppl interact with me#esp online#even tho ppl not liking me is inevitable#not everyone in the world can or will like me#bc human beings#and it's so easy to be like 'yea ignore those ppl' or say they don't matter in your life#and they don't! or i get why they shouldn't!#but like. even if i don't like them i can't stand the thought that i made someone upset or angry or see me & think#yea she sucks#& leave them with a bad taste in their mouth#which i suppose goes with my constant ppl pleasing#& putting others emotions & wants before mine
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