#shes actually insane but i love her sm

[44rtem]

jiaoqiu has left me in SHAMBLES. Nobody talk to me for the next 24 hours…

[lotus-pear]

finally started p5 royal ‼️‼️‼️‼️

expect some royal trio art soon they are my dearly beloveds (minus akechi i hope he dies in this reality too)

[blackhholes]

teen wolf meme: [1/4] families -> the argents

Our family has a surprisingly progressive tradition. Knowing wars and violence are typically started by men, we place the final decisions - the hard ones - with the women. Our sons are trained to be soldiers. Our daughters... to be leaders.

[princessgiggles333]

head full of thoughts abt Vanessa Afton.

Vanessa being forced into becoming a cop because William wanted a way to cover up the night guard murders at Freddy’s. Vanessa hating herself for following orders (but knowing she would do anything her dad asked her to; knowing that’s all she’s ever done), but thinking to herself, “Maybe this way, I could keep them safe.” She doesn’t know if she means the night guards or the animatronics.

Vanessa during police training, learning all the self defense and all the tactics and all the ways to keep herself safe and thinking, “Maybe, if I just knew this, I could’ve done something—maybe I can do something now.” But each time she meets her father face to face, she’s a little girl cleaning the blood off William’s Spring-trap suit again, scrubbing until her fingers are raw, because she’s so fucking scared of messing up, but he wouldn’t hurt her. He won’t hurt her, right? He wouldn’t do the same to his own daughter, right?

Vanessa, as she’s being stabbed, staring at the aged face of her father who she wanted to earn love from so badly, searching for an ounce of regret in those eyes that haven’t looked at her with affection in a long time, but she doesn’t know if she sees any. Vanessa looking down to see the suit’s yellow hands, her own blood now staining it, thinking of how much of a chore it’ll be to clean it.

Vanessa knowing this might be the day she dies, by the hands of her own father at that. Vanessa knowing the next words she say might be her last. Vanessa choosing to say them anyway—not like a question, but a plead.

“Dad…”

A plead that hides behind her words, a plead for something she’s wanted for so long, a plead for something she’ll never get.

[fluffs-n-stuffs]

Finally catching up on the Horizons episodes I missed 👍

[wttcsms]

HELLOO WILL U PLEASE SPOIL US FOR HOW ISAGI SAVES READER IN UR FIC I LOVE IT SM

NOOOO A SPOILER WOULD RUIN THE FUN!!!! i will say, the title of the fic comes from the gracie abrams song “free now” + it heavily applies to reader and rin’s relationship, especially considering the growth that it takes for reader to acknowledge their relationship and the breakup in a healthy manner. because obviously reader isn’t in a great headspace rn, and she’s not taking this breakup well, and soon (we have a few more chapters to go before it happens hehe) we have reader being thrust into a pr stunt of a relationship w isagi.

a big part of the fic is that what we see vs what actually is the truth is sometimes vastly different. we get a glimpse of this through the jarring differences of me showing what the media is portraying you as versus how your life is currently going. so a common theme throughout the fic will always be about misconception through the public eye, especially bc of the role of social media. your “private” life is always going to be considered public business. and so, reader currently has an issue where she doesn’t mind the spotlight, but she desperately feels the need to have control over her image. so you’re constantly trying to show an outward image that will get you the headlines and feedback from fans that you’re searching for. but it comes with a nasty catch: you now have set a standard for yourself that you can’t always uphold. it’s unrealistic. it’s unrealistic bc a lot of what you present to the public is fake, and eventually, people get tired of acting, yknow? and your relationship w rin, it was this iconic pairing. a big thing i want to feature in this fic is the fact that we (collective we) have a tendency to see famous people’s private affairs as a spectacle and another form of entertainment. so reader is going through the worst heartbreak of her life, and you can delete images of him off your Instagram and camera roll, but people are still going to make tiktoks of you and him, even years after the breakup, saying some shit like “guys im still stuck at the restaurant” or “yall am i the only one who misses them😞😞”

and again, reader needs to understand and come to terms with the fact that she can’t control every aspect of her public. people will never behave the way she wants them to, and instead of focusing energy on trying to maintain a certain image, she has to just be happy with herself, with knowing the truth. and she learns this lesson (MINOR SPOILER!!!) whenever isagi gets tired of her behavior and it feels like he’s leaving her. it’s sort of her wake up call.

so not getting into too much specifics, but isagi is the reason why she realizes that she needs a change in her mentality and how she handles how the media talks about her. as for the relation to “free now”, i really like the bridge + the ending line of “never been less empty / all i feel is free now” + the meaning behind the song

[lazyveran]

i dont think ill ever get over minthara, the evil companion, having the most sad wet miserable puppy dog expression i've ever seen

[meerkatzthings]

light mode was awesome tho 💔💔😞

LIGHT MODE IS PSYCHOTIC 😟⁉️⁉️

[waawaashkeshii]

Hyperfixated on Molly O'Shea call that Molly O'Tism

[weezerlvr228]

why he so mysterious…

demur

[ningningkittie]

im in love w him not only bc of who he is as a person nd how drawn i am to his personality, but also bc i feel like he's the only one who has ever wanted to see me. who i am, like deep down. he's the only one who i feel like i've ever connected with, in an easy nd genuine way. the only one who i feel has ever gotten me. he's the only one who's ever made me feel like we actually have a connection we're both in on, bc i havent had to pretend or put up a fake front for him bc he wanted the real image of me.

[dreamofbecoming]

lmaooo so ok i live in a shithole apartment, right? whatever, that's noo yawk babey. i always felt like it was especially shitty, but i figured i was probably being dramatic and overreacting and this was just Life In The Big City

so anyway i have to move and i'm thinking about buying instead of renting (bc the world is broken and it's literally easier for me to be approved that way, what the entire fuck) and my realtor (who is amazing i want to be her when i grow up) just sent me some listings along with a link to an article titled "nyc's worst landlord punched on rikers island" with a laugh-cry emoji and the caption "hey, it's your landlord! not for long though! lmao"

[tyrellia]

One of my favorite novels basically takes the tone of ASOIAF and then gives it a message of hope

It’s dark as hell. Things go really bad, really bad, and it doesn’t shy from showing you the horrors of total societal breakdown. But it also has moments like finding a school bus full of young children. To paraphrase how our protagonists react:

Junie, we can’t.

Yes. We can.

It’s so good, guys. You see the worst of humanity, but also the best. I wish my ADHD would let me read books again, because I want to finish the rest of the series :(

[cannibalismyuri]

(song added by me)

[stinkrascal]

actually im not ready for lucien and bonnie to have their baby so im happy the update isnt coming until march. i have time to mentally prepare for straud grandbabies 😁

[vyragosa]

it's so insane when a medium says "i can't read my own future so it sucks having to find someone actually as good as yourself cause this one just straight up said i had a bad relationship with my father and i just sat there and said well, he is not in this world anymore"