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vent in the tags about my mom time!
#just asked me if i put nail polish on her back for chigger bites#im positive its flea bites all the pets have fleas and sleep with her#she texted me and ignored it#for the loge of Christ you do yoga every morning what do you mean you cant reach it??? use a q tip use your finger use a paintbrush#i have TALKED TO YOU ABOUT THIS#you NEED TO BE INDEPENDENT MOM FIGURE IT OUT#im so done with this codependent bullshit#she was SO HURT I didn't want paint nail polish on my mother's back when its not even an effective treatment#i cant be your fuckin doctor vet gardener therapist#you have got to stop doing this shit its making it so much harder#and i think i realized shes not going to therapy just because i wont go with her#also found out#all these years i gave her credit for putting me in kids of divorce group therapy at school but nope#5th grade i self selected#none of my siblings got therapy#only because i asked and it was free#and she still doesn't understand why she needs one#shes 57 by the way#im 24#im done dealing with this#i was her last child she needs to stop
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in reffence to your latest drawing: do you think jade ever gets upset and turns real small ? either on purpose or not
day 57
yeah i mean i certainly would
#day 57#year 4#jade harley#john egbert#homestuck#they get on a fight on the way across the yellow yard and shes just outie#absolute borrower mode
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junior officer
#ok i actually did like maddie tho. i was then shot 57 times#i dont want her anywhere near cait or vi but i liked the potential she had and wasn't completely satisfied w the way she was handled in s2#more on that later#trying to figure out what animal i want her to be#maddie nolen#arcane#arcane season 2#tanglecolors#tanglearts
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ITS UNSTANGLE FUCKING DAY!!!
#FANDOM:#the days union#days union#CHAR:#unstable_day#unpredictable_day#??? Shes there . . .#CONTENT WARNINGS:#cw blood#YAP:#this piece is alll the way back from july.!!!!!!!!#originally it was gonna have a buddy piece w/Unpredictable in the same format (hence bottom right doodle)#might draw that some time but heres just tabs for now#this ks my beautiful non canon design i gave him prosthetic legs also half his face is skin grafted#from The Incident yk#Aslso he has a wheelchair because uhmm Yes Please#i am forever a hater for how he was treated in canon & by fandom. But thats a story for another time#enjoy my slop#MISC:#no id#57.png
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The Tangleification of Whisper
aka a catchy title for my musings on how Whisper's characterization has changed overall across IDW - and to bring up some thoughts on what it might imply that Whisper is given this clear resemblance to Tangle herself.
If you haven't read the 2024 winter annual yet, this post does contain panels lifted from that -- read at your own risk.
First of all, let's look at where Whisper started - what she was like before the 'Tangleification' - so you can see how big a change it is from one section to the other. I do understand that 'characterization marches on' and being free to re-evaluate and adjust a character's interpretation over time can fine-tune a story into becoming something greater - but I will also try to explain why this specific character evolution is significant to my eyes, and implications it carries.
We first meet Whisper in Issue #8, where she displays pretty clear signs of avoiding people not just to keep to herself, but because of social anxiety. She trails Sonic and supports him from afar, but as soon as they notice her she gives up her immediate goal and leaps away to lose their attention:
And from Silver's comments, she was evidently this evasive for the entirety of the Forces war:
With the benefit of hindsight and retroactive application of motive, one might assume Whisper was keeping out of sight so Mimic would continue to believe she was dead and not track after her, but seeing how she acts in these and the next issues (at least, her appearances before Tangle & Whisper), that's definitely not the initial aims with her character.
Whisper shows no reservations besides her own displayed social anxiety to the idea of joining with someone else as a team, or affiliating herself with them. If Mimic was a thing in Whisper's story at this time, she wouldn't be smiling at the idea, she'd still have the same reservations she brings up later with Tangle.
Additionally, the way other characters behave around and address Whisper reinforce the idea that this aversion to company is an issue of anxiety or discomfort: that Whisper is definitively introverted and likes to operate alone (besides the wisps), instead of being forced to.
One of the bigger reasons I want to resurface this initial characterization of Whisper is because it is so interesting to have a member of the cast who IS genuinely introverted and doesn't want to deal with a large number of people. Even the more antisocial/lone wolf of Sonic's friends are that way because they simply don't connect or see a reason to become close to other people, not because it bothers them in particular.
Whisper, at this point, is a very unique example of someone shy still involving themselves in the fight, instead of the more common bombastic or loud personalities. Espio is probably the only other 'quiet' character, and that's still different because he isn't really 'shy'.
Then we see a little change in Tangle & Whisper, upon first being introduced to the idea that Whisper's current quiet personality is due to personal trauma and not simply a facet of the person she is, in seeing her pre-trauma personality be more enthusiastic. (BIG EDIT: I could elaborate more in a separate addition, but pre-T&W, Whisper is seen smiling far often than in T&W proper - so this is relegating the smiling to pre-trauma, instead of adding smiling at all - but the enthusiasm is new!)
This is every line of dialogue we see from pre-trauma Whisper in Tangle & Whisper. We can see only two panels where she's smiling; in one, with her eyes wide open, and in the other, with her eyes closed as is more typical of Whisper as she was introduced. The other three panels only contain dialogue, which does allow some inferences on Whisper's demeanor and personality.
This 2-panel sequence has the most information to speculate off - Whisper makes a statement in two parts. The particular decision to make "Tank inbound." a separate separate sentence implies it is spoken tersely, or while Whisper is in 'mission-focus', and less likely with a playful tone. This then contrasts her "Never mind!" and giggle in the next panel, building an impression that she's typically got a serious focus (at least while on a mission), but lets humor leak through when things go their way.
The other thing to note is that these panels are a very limited sample set, and the visual appearances are biased - when expressing gratitude to someone, or taking a group picture, it's only natural to put a smile on, even if you don't typically smile most of the time. We also only see Whisper around individuals she's already familiar with, so there's not necessarily any proof that at this point Whisper doesn't have any social anxiety, or that she would necessarily conflict with her earlier appearances around Sonic and Silver and everyone else.
So while Tangle & Whisper introduced the idea of Whisper being louder before losing her teammates, it's the 2024 annual that REALLY dials it up:
Whisper not whispering in the slightest, and in fact being a motormouth!
Whisper with wide eyes and/or a smile in virtually every panel she appears in, and thriving while in the thick of the group or having one of the others' attention on her, and...
...Whisper pulling this specific expression, which quite resembles the expression Tangle made while also seeing someone else display a really cool power they have.
It's almost strange to me, because we do have a good reason for Whisper to become more outgoing and outspoken... but that's in the present time period due to Tangle's influence, not necessarily her pre-trauma self!
The choice to rebuild Whisper as someone as inherently extroverted and attention-loving as Tangle also builds a comparison between the two: the idea that they started out so similarly, you can't help but wonder if the implication given is that Tangle going through Whisper's situation would result in the same personality developments, because Whisper's quiet personality is retroactively attributed to the trauma she gained, instead of being her natural personality.
Personally, I'm very fond of the characterization Whisper has closer to her introduction, and I would find it boring to effectively reduce her and Tangle to the same base personality, give or take tail powers and some trauma, instead of leaving them as distinct people at core: that even if they had gone through the same experiences, they'd still come out a little different, but they strive to understand and work with each other anyways.
...I've also got a meta-gripe in that you can write Whisper positively with Tangle's traits, but Tangle's in the thick of getting judged for having them...
#whisper the wolf#analysis#sonic idw analysis#as always: if you think im wrong do provide your evidence and counter-analysis!#or if you simply like things a different way you are always and forever free to do so and share your opinions on how you like it#was also going to add a contrast between the T&W and annual panels of whisper saying the same thing 'im so glad youre down there with them'#but there wasn't really a big difference between their execution so that was definitely referenced and pretty closely replicated#so - that can file under either 'intentionally disregarding any whisper characterization before T&W' so as to spring off recognized content#-in a new direction mostly compliant with the old - OR - it can be filed under the same sort of thing as issue 57 using a panel from T&W to#-establish why Tangle is acting at odds with her respectful tone in the rest of T&W. basically - the difference is in whether#T&W pre-trauma whisper is supposed to be interpreted as especially outgoing - or just a tad more outgoing than she has been before that tim
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The Cadres dynamics in Chapter 57:
"Courtesy of the Lord of Anielle."
Lorcan gave him a look that said he knew Rowan was full of shit, but began efficiently donning the armor, Gavriel doing the same.
Whether the soldiers around them marked that armor, whether Chaol recognized it, no one said a word.
Lorcan indeed muttered, "Someone better tell her to stop primping and get here."
Rowan snarled in warning.
Fenrys unslung the bow across his back and nocked an arrow into place. Rowan kept his own bow strapped across his back, the quiver untouched, Gavriel and Lorcan doing the same. No need to waste them on a few soldiers when their aim might be needed with far worse targets later in the day. But one of them had to be noted felling soldiers. For whatever it would do to rally their spirits.
And Fenrys, as fine an archer as Rowan, he'd admit, would do just fine.
Rowan followed the line of Fenrys's arrowhead to where he'd marked one of the bearers of a siege ladder. "Make it impressive," he muttered.
"Mind your own business," Fenrys muttered.
Lorcan said to one of them "Save your breath for the battle, not the gods."
Rowan shot him a look, but the man, gaping at Lorcan, quieted.
"Someone better say something inspiring," Fenrys said through gritted teeth, firing another arrow. "Or these men are going to piss themselves in a minute." For a minute was all they had left, as the first siege tower inched closer.
"You've got the pretty face," Lorcan retorted. "You'd do a better job of it."
"It's too late for speeches," Rowan cut in before Fenrys could reply. "Better to show them what we can do."
#The Cadre#Lorcan Salvaterre#Fenrys Moonbeam#Rowan Whitethorn#Gavriel#I wonder what role the ever-illusive Vaughan plays in the dynamics😂#things that were said in canon#I want the prequel#the dynamics#lol#Kingdom of Ash#Sarah J. Maas#Chapter 57#you have the pretty face#make it good#make it impressive#don’t miss#the avengers would appreciate them#WOW ladders#courtesy of the lord of Anielle#the smirk in response#we should start a secret society for people who don’t sleep#her cadre#Aelin’s cadre is upped sarcasm 1000%#you must charge a great deal for your services. I need some way to pay for my expensive tastes don’t I#love her or hate her you’ve gotta admit she’s got style. She’s the inspiration and knows how to make an enterance people.#I love them so much#kingdom of ash quotes#KoA lol (wow what a rare tag)
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prior to going to rak’tika, ryne expresses nervousness over meeting shtola. and then the first thing shtola does is threaten you over being a sin eater (to which ryne says she’s even more intimidating than she imagined). and the second thing she does is go off on thancred in front of her for how he treats her. amazing first impressions lol
#i was imagining cori the entire walk there being like there’s no need to be afraid of shtola 🙂#and answering all of ryne’s questions about her#and then they get there.#agdhdj#i need a text post tag#it’s so funny to me still how prickly shtola gets immediately upon thancred being like ‘you adjusted well’#truly just hit him with ‘obviously. and obviously you have not.’#but imo it is good for ryne to see someone defend her#esp bc immediately she’s like ‘he knows i’m different.’ and shtola is like. no we expect better from him#and he better start acting that way!!#also a little while after this is the bees plan#and it’s cute to me how protective he is of shtola honestly !!#telling the wol if anything gets past me it’s up to you to protect her#look they love each other a lot and they can call each other out and have these fights and still be friends#emotional at 7:57 am about cori’s lil family. bye#shadowbringers spoilers
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Onyx going to pick up Sango with his Ptera like it's the most natural thing in the world (because he knew she wouldn't withdraw and he wasn't going to leave her behind), and Sango accepting her fate once she was carried away and not even trying to talk back to him (and she talked back to Agate when she was told to withdraw since the mission was complete).
#onyx#sango#hz066#character notes#episode notes#the things onyx does for her seriously.. he cares her so much#and being all :| about it the whole time#and the way sango reacts to him specifically vs the way she does with anyone else#like yeah she also talks back to him but she is more willing to listen to him#like in ep 64 at the end when she was like 'ugh why do i have to help spinel'#and he told her it wouldn't hurt to make him owe them a favor#and she was like 'yeah sure' and stopped complaining??#and onyx can also get away with telling her to shut up (at the end of ep 57)#the way they always stick together is so cute#and how onyx seems like the only one who knows how to deal with her ww#and the way she softens just a little bit around him.. it's very good.
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*Viola Davis with her wig off voice* why did my mom watch crash 1996?
#cherry says#i come home and my moms like by the way i watched that crash movie u had on there#and i was like FUCK I SHOULDNT HAVE LEFT IT ON THE STAND#she didnt like it she went all they do is fuck and crash cars#okay but again why did my conservative Mexican 57 year old mom watch crash 1996 she didnt even finish it#ive seen crash 4 times the same amount as out of the past and i like crash better
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good news: ruan mei actual sigma giga buff in newest beta update to like almost all aspects of her kit but Most importantly her sp positivity is now at e0 (thank GOD)
bad news: ur now gonna be stuck building 123% break effect from substats only in order max out the reworked dmg bonus shes giving to the team 😭
#its 180% total to max the buff but she gets 57% from her traces. and like its Fine she only cares abt spd and break effect anyway#but. uhhhhhh. my current rudimentary skeleton of a WIP build is at like. 60% 💀💀💀💀 back to the relic mines we go#anyway tho i am SO happy tjey fucking. got rid of the e1 locked sp positivity that was actual bullshit#like i love her i love the way shes a bio and org chem gal (pov ruan mei cross interrogates u on the steric factors affecting sn2 reactions#and an actual insane scientist (who let her cook in the lab) so like i wouldve at least tried for the e1 had it stayed the same#but Holy shit im so fucking glad i can just guarantee her e0 and run s5 cogs ER rope and penacony set and be done w it#if u people out there have gotten s5 memories i am literally so jealous i will be so toxic about it . guaranteed. mines only s2 im sad#hsr#hsr leaks#rambles
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ran out of space in the tags anyways
#it was like awww bummers! bc steak n shake is my birthday tradition ive gotten steak n shake for my birthday every single year since i was#like. idek ... it hasnt been since i was little bc i distinctly remember at some point choosing golden corral instead#i wanna say since i was 6 or 7 its been steak n shake ok. and my granny would always pay 4 everybody to go together me my cousins my aunts#and uncles my gran and grandpa. my family onviously. so yes. so we couldnt do steak n shake 2021 and we were like ah well... well have a#family get together some other way ykk maybe for raynes birthday we can all meet up and Also celebrate my birthday#was the plan. and im like so sadd i dont get steak n shake but whatever at least i will get to see my granny and everybody come february#27th !! well. guess what. i saw my granny and everybody january 31st as it turns out. do you know why. do you know why i saw my granny and#everybody january 31st. Well ill give you a hint my granny wasnt very lively when i saw her#(she doid) (pulmonary embolism) (she was only 57) (she had been driving her sister alda to chemotherapy so she hadnt been stretching her#legs enough which can cause a blood clot in the legs which causes a pulmonary embolism) (my aunt alda died a fucking year later so what is#even the point)#WHATEVER THOUGUH!#a2t#srryyyy.
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#Day 57#Warrior Cats#Warrior Cats OC#OC: Tunasplash#I'll post a canon cat tomorrow I just wanted to post OCs for a bit because I love them#She's learning to swim in the worse possible way: being dunked in the water by her dad and being watched closely to make sure she's ok#PLEASE DO NOT DO THIS!!!#She ends up being okay but Anchorhook (her dad) gets scolded for endangering her life and getting her bandages wet when she's still healing#A lot of parents in Starfall (name of this OC story) are very loving but pretty shit at their jobs as parents#Not really happy with this but it's a daily doodle so it's not a big deal#I like the bg though as simple as it is#2023 Daily Drawing Challenge
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okay is she being actually immature or is it just a woman over 30 expressing a human experience you find to be immature.
like yeah. at certain ages... let shit go. im not defending the real immature shit. im not defending the karen you're picturing. i worked in retail i hate those people too. (once somebody got mad at me because she didn't like how our winter window decor was a snowman smoking a pipe. i wish i was joking).
but men at 57 will write books about how 17 year old girls are soooo sexy. they will invent worlds where women have to be naked for "armor reasons." they will write songs that treat women as objects. people rush to defend them. meanwhile a woman at 35 will be like "heartbreak is hard, actually" or "i feel betrayed by a friend" or "i am struggling with something emotionally." immediately people will say stuff like this woman is 35 by the way. by the way this woman is SO OLD to be experiencing this. BY THE WAY.
im 31, almost 32. the other day a poet was blasted online because at her "big age", she had written a poem about feeling unloved. top comment was "this woman is 29 by the way." this woman is too old to still be useful, by the way. she has to behave better . maybe if she was a good wife and mother she could stop existing loudly, and the story could continue on without her. this woman has served her purpose, by the way. she's so cringe, by the way. at 29 - so old! - she still hasn't figured out that her existence should be one of shame.
#what the fuck.#unfortunately by the time i'd switched accounts (from personal to my poetry one)#i couldn't find it :(#this is why u SEND URSELF THE POST. WHICH I KNOW TO DO BUT!!!#i was so mad i just was like “i'm about to tear this commenter in twain” and . lost da post#if u urself are the 29 and got recently flamed by instagram#i love u. come here. write with me. i was about to pick up a sword for u.#i mean a BIGASS sword.#like we all know im a wlw girlie but the way ppl will be like ''id NEVER write sad poetry about a MAN not LOVING me!!!"#..... wowwwww ur so cool. anyway. people often experience emotions regardless of what u consider cringe.#& if ur gonna shame straight/bi women for feeling a certain way. hope u never write about the#weird relationship between u and ur father. or feeling different from ur brother.#or how ur male best friend fucked u over. since it's SO CRINGE. to have ANY feelings caused by a MAN#like be so for real. beloved. nobody is fucking saying this when men do it.#''oh it's cringe to like a woman or feel heartbroken by her.''#controlling women's feelings and actions???? it's more likely than u think.#btw op is nonbinary do NOT be gender essential on this post i'll kill u with my teeth#edit: btw for the person who dm'd me ''when is it misogyny and when is it actually valid''#pretty easy. if a man had done it#would it be cringe? . like if a man sang a sad song about ''she broke my damn heart''?#if he said ''i want to have kids with her'' or something sexually explicit?? like would u even LIKE IT if a male poet had said it?#& if it's like. nah a 35 yr old man being upset about this is cringe too. yeah it's just cringe. that exists. we both know it does.#but .... often i see this ONLY about women. and i can't help but hear like. how back in middle school#we were fed the lie ''girls mature faster.'' ... why do i have to be emotionally regulated? but if a man wrote about the same things?#..... idk . im pretty anti cringe culture to begin with. but this one feels so bad to me . ur still a person past 33.
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Holy shit how did it take me this long to realise my gran is a great grandmother too
#gamer txt.#sje has been for like. 16 uears and i just never noticed#i have a cousin whos 31/32 i think and she has 2 sons that are way are closer to my age than she is#so they always get included in our group of 'cousins' despite actually being our first cousins once removed#and my actual cousin (theur mum) always gets kinda lumped in with our aunties#but like she is our cousin. she might be 30 but that's because our uncle is in his 50s whilst our parents are in their 40s#like. shes as much our grans granchild as the rest of us are. which makes her kids ny grans great granchildren#which is crazy. how is she a great grandmother what the fuck#i mean like. ok my grans 73. to me thats like the age someone should become a great grandparent but no shes been one since she was like.. 57#actually hold on.. my great granny woulda been... 94 this year. which means she was a great gran at like 62#i feel like thats just grandparent age thats too young to be a great grandparent
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list of all lana unreleased, demos & covers
unreleased songs
1. You Can Be The Boss (leaked)
2. Kinda Outta Luck (leaked)
3. Oooh Baby (= “Are You Ready?”) (leaked)
4. Hundred Dollar Bill (leaked)
5. Driving in Cars With Boys (leaked)
7. Daddy Issues (= “I Was In A Bad Way”) (leaked)
8. Trash Magic (leaked)
9. Paris (= “Take Me To Paris”) (leaked)
10. Heavy Hitter (leaked)
11. Dum Dum (3 different versions) (leaked)
12. Match Made In Heaven (leaked)
13. She’s Not Me (= “Ride or Die”) (leaked)
14. Pin Up Galore (leaked)
15. Dangerous Girl (leaked)
16. Never Let Me Go (leaked)
17. Children Of The Bad Revolution (leaked)
19. Marilyn Monroe (= “Puppy Love”) (leaked)
20. Come When You Call Me America (2 different versions) (leaked)
21. 1949 (leaked)
22. You’re Gonna Love Me (leaked)
23. Put the Radio On (leaked)
24. Gangsta Boy (leaked)
25. Summer of Sam (leaked)
26. Serial Killer (leaked)
27. Go Go Dancer (leaked)
28. Delicious (leaked)
29. Big Bad Wolf (= “Hot Hot Hot”) (leaked)
30. Playing Dangerous (leaked)
31. Afraid (leaked)
32. Hollywood’s Dead (leaked)
33. Damn You (= “American Dream”) (leaked)
34. Lift Your Eyes (leaked)
35. Boarding School (leaked)
36. Butterflies (leaked)
37. Every Man Gets His Wish (leaked)
38. Fordham Road (leaked)
39. Motel 6 (leaked)
40. Paradise (leaked)
41. Velvet Crowbar (leaked)
42. Fake Diamond (2 versions) (leaked)
43. Backfire (leaked)
44. Moi Je Joue (leaked)
45. Last Girl On Earth (leaked)
46. Live or Die (leaked)
47. Push Me Down (leaked)
48. Teenage Wasteland (= “Prom Song” [Gone Wrong]) (leaked)
49. Tonight (= “I Don’t Wanna Go”) (leaked)
50. My Best Days (leaked)
51. Break My Fall (leaked)
52. Catch and Release (leaked)
53. Crooked Cop (leaked)
54. Is It Wrong? (leaked)
55. Jealous Girl (leaked)
56. Hawaiian Tropic (leaked)
57. Heartshaped Chevrolet (leaked)
58. Hit and Run (2 versions) (leaked)
59. Making Out (2 versions) (leaked)
60. Noir (leaked)
61. Scarface (leaked)
62. TV In Black & White (leaked)
63. Us Against The World (leaked)
64. Midnight Dancer Girlfriend (leaked)
65. Maha Maha (leaked)
66. Television Heaven (leaked)
67. Golden Grill (leaked)
68. Beautiful Player (leaked)
69. Dynamite (leaked)
70. Breaking My Heart (leaked)
71. Black Beauty (leaked)
72. Hollywood (leaked)
73. Angels Forever (Forever Angels) (leaked)
74. Starry Eyed (leaked)
75. JFK (leaked)
76. Butterflies Pt. 2 (leaked)
77. Daytona Meth (leaked)
78. Tired Of Singing The Blues (leaked)
79. St. Tropez (= “Party Girl”) (leaked)
80. Queen Of Disaster (leaked)
81. All Smiles (leaked)
82. Bentley
83. Betty Boop Boop (leaked)
84. Born Bad Bay
85. Caught You Boy
86. C U L8r Alligator (leaked)
87. Criminals Run The World (= “Hit And Run” alternate version) (leaked)
88. Cry Me A River
89. Girl That Got Away
90. I Was In A Bad Way (= “Daddy Issues” alternate version) (leaked)
91. I’m Fucked
92. Kindness of Strangers
93. Mermaid Hotel (leaked)
94. Put Your Lips Together (leaked)
95. Resistance
96. Roses
97. Ruby Tuesday
98. Slow Gin Fizz
99. So Legit (= “Against Gaga”) (leaked)
100. Smarty (leaked)
101. Playground (leaked)
102. Wrong
103. Strange Love (leaked)
104. Bollywood Hawaii (leaked)
105. Baby Blue Love (leaked)
106. I Want It All
107. Behind Closed Doors (leaked)
108. Jimmy Gnecco (leaked)
109. Break The Cycle
110. Epiphany
111. Jonah
112. Little Angel
113. Lullubye
114. True Love On The Side (leaked)
115. Living Without You (= “TV In Black & White” alternate version) (leaked)
116. True Love
117. Greenwich (leaked)
118. Shadow Of A Doubt (leaked)
119. Get Drunk (leaked)
120. BBM Baby
121. Be My Daddy
122. China Palace
123. Dance Money
124. Fine China
125. For Charlie
126. Living Legend
127. Morricone
128. Piano Theme
129. W
130. Yes To Heaven
131. Ridin’/My Bitch (feat. The Kickdrums & A$AP) (leaked)
132. Back To Tha Basics (leaked)
133. Because of You (leaked)
134. Coca Colla (= “Television Heaven” alternate version) (leaked)
135. Hangin’ Around (leaked)
136. In The Sun (leaked)
137. Joshy & I (leaked)
138. Let My Hair Down (leaked)
139. Live Forever (leaked)
140. Meet Me In The Pale Moonlight (leaked)
141. Methamphetamines (leaked)
142. On Our Way (leaked)
143. Stoplight De-lite (leaked)
144. Trash (leaked)
145. Wayamaya (leaked)
146. You & Me (leaked)
147. Your Band Is All The Rage (leaked)
148. The good life (leaked)
149. Zodiac (snippet leaked)
150. Ave Maria
151. Pink Champagne (leaked)
152. Fine china (leaked)
153. Dragonslayer (leaked)
154. Poetry in motion (leaked)
155. There’s nothing to be sorry about
156. All for you
157. Unidentified flying bill
158. Smile
159. California
160. In wendy
161. More mountains
162. When i’m with you
163. French restaurant (leaked)
164. Coconut & key lime pie
165. Sweetheart
166. Roses bloom for you (leaked)
167. I must be stupid for being so happy
168. Earthquakes
169. Star lux
170. Eat for free
171. Wait
172. Crazy for you
173. Blizzard
albums
Lana Del Ray (Steven Mertens recordings)
Tracklist: unknown
Lizzy Grant and the Phenomena (leaked)
Tracklist:
1. Disco
2. For K Part 2 (Demo)
Sparkle Jump Rope Queen (leaked)
Tracklist:
1. Axl Rose Husband
2. Elvis
3. Blue Ribbon (= “Gramma”)
The Money Hunny Recordings (leaked)
Tracklist:
1. Money Hunny
2. A Star For Nick
3. Rehab (“For K Part 2″ Demo)
4. Pawn Shop Blues (Demo)
May Jailer – Sirens (leaked)
Tracklist:
1. Sirens (Titled as “For K”)
2. Next to Me
3. A Star for Nick
4. My Momma
5. Bad Disease
6. Out with a Bang
7. Westbound
8. Try Tonight
9. All You Need
10. I’m Indebited to You
11. Pretty Baby (Or “For K”)
12. Aviation
13. Find My Own Way
14. Pride
15. Birds of A Feather
Lana del Ray AKA Lizzy Grant
Tracklist:
1. Kill Kill
2. Queen of the gas station
3. Oh say can you see
4. Gramma (Blue Ribbon Sparkler Trailer Heaven)
5. For K Pt. 2
6. Jump
7. Mermaid Motel
8. Raise me up (Mississippi south)
9. Pawn shop blues
10. Brite lites
11. Put me in a movie
12. Smarty
13. Yayo
demos
1. Born To Die (2 different versions) (leaked)
2. Blue Jeans (leaked)
3. Video Games (leaked)
4. Diet Mountain Dew (3 different versions, also known as Diet Mnt Dew) (leaked)
5. National Anthem (2 different versions) (leaked)
6. Dark Paradise (2 different versions, one with other lyrics) (leaked)
7. Radio (leaked)
8. Carmen (2 different versions, one of them is acapella with other lyrics) (leaked)
9. Million Dollar Man (leaked)
10. This Is What Makes Us Girls (2 different versions) (leaked)
11. Without You (2 different versions, one with other lyrics) (leaked)
12. Lolita (4 different versions, also known as Hey Lolita Hey or Lolyta) (leaked)
13. Lucky Ones (leaked)
14. Driving in Cars with Boys (leaked)
15. Hundred Dollar Bill (leaked)
16. Heavy Hitter (leaked)
17. Yayo (leaked)
18. Trash Magic (leaked)
19. Ghetto Baby (Demo for Cheryl Cole) (leaked)
20. White Pontiac Heaven (= “Axl Rose Husband” alternate version) (leaked)
21. Summertime Sadness (leaked)
22. Young & Beautiful (leaked)
23. Jump (leaked)
24. Put Me In A Movie (leaked)
25. Brite Lites (leaked)
26. Unfixable (Demo for Shades of cool) (leaked)
27. Miss America (demo 1 and 2)
28. Beautiful people beautiful problems (leaked)
29. Freak (leaked)
30. Thunder (leaked)
other songs – live/covers/collaborations
1. The End of the World (Skeeter Davies Cover)
2. Iron (with Woodkid) released
3. Chet Baker (with Mando Diao) released
4. Gloria (with Mando Diao) released
5. The Happiest Girl In The Whole U.S.A. (Donna Fargo Cover)
6. Ten Dollar Ring (with Bryan Dunn)
7. Goodbye Kiss (Kasabian Cover)
8. Heart-Shaped Box (Nirvana Cover)
9. Blue Velvet (Bobby Vinton Cover – for H&M) released
10. Chelsea Hotel No. 2 (Leonard Cohen Cover)
11. Summer Wine (Lee Hazlewood & Nancy Sinatra Cover)
12. Spender (feat. Smiler) released
13. Dayglo Reflection (feat. Bobby Womack) released
14. Cry Me A River (Various)
15. I Love Paris (Ella Fitzgerald Cover)
16. Knockin’ on Heaven’s Door (Bob Dylan Cover)
17. Roadhouse Blues (The Doors Cover)
18. Why Don’t You Do Right? (Peggy Lee Cover)
19. Wonderwall (Oasis Cover)
20. Some Things Last A Long Time (Daniel Johnston Cover) released
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Diabetic Steve who is at a Dairy Queen with Robin after he went with her to an all girl punk band that’s she’s been wanting to see for years. Steve had been feeling weird all day but he didn’t want to bail at the last second because he knew that Robin would just cancel everything to take care of Steve.
(Steve would do the same for her).
Steve plops down into a booth while Robin goes to order them food. He pulls out his pod and winces when he sees his glucose level.
64 and going down. Not a good sign.
Just to be sure he pricks his finger and holy shit, he’s actually at 43. It’s at that moment, when Steve is wiping his finger with the alcohol wipe, that his phone decides to loudly beep to alert him that, “hey you’re crashing pretty hard and fast— take care of it soon!!”
Steve is rifling through his bag while Robin is already trying to rush their orders.
“Shit,” Steve mumbles to himself. “I’m out of fucking juice.”
His hands start to shake and Robin begins to freak out. Steve is always so in control of his diabetes, she’s never seen him like this. So, Robin does what any other person would do and grabs the largest blizzard she has ever seen on the online orders tray and runs over to her best friend.
“Here! Have this, I’m going to try to get you some apple juice!”
Steve just nods his head and slowly spoons some of it into his mouth.
“This tastes like shit, by the way.”
“You’re welcome, dingus. Now shut up and eat.”
The worker behind the counter comes over and starts talking to Robin after she sits in front of Steve. Steve can’t really make anything out right now since he’s trying to focus on making his hands work. But, he thinks he hears the mention of calling 911 and an ambulance.
Time passes a little slower after that. Steve somehow manages to get down enough of the ice cream that he is slowly rising again.
57 after he pricked. Thank god.
It’s at that moment that Eddie Munson, lead singer of Corroded Coffin, walks in. He went to his best friend’s, Chrissy’s, show and needed a pick-me-up after helping her lug all of her equipment back into their vehicle.
He goes over to the online orders tray and it’s empty. He doesn’t really mind waiting. He walks over to the counter and sees that the worker is extremely frantic as she sorts some shit out.
“Hey,” he starts, his fingers tapping the fake granite counter top. “Just checking, I’m here to pick up an order for Edmundo and it’s not on the tray. Do you know when it will be ready?” He flashes an awkward smile and the worker just points to the table behind him.
“We’re working on it. Your nightmare of a blizzard was needed for something else. Give us five minutes.”
Eddie nods and slowly turned around, where he sees the most gorgeous man eating his blizzard. Reluctantly, he might add. The man has on a light pink t-shirt and brown corduroy pants, thick lensed glasses sliding down his nose. The woman across from him was clad in funky colors and had a dirty blonde bob. She was talking extremely fast and gesturing with her hands a bunch.
Chrissy would love her.
He walked over and tapped the man on the shoulder.
“How’s my blizzard?”
He slowly looks up and Eddie is met with honey brown eyes and beauty marks for days. A straight nose and an angular jawline. Jesus Christ.
The woman looks like she’s about to say something, but the guy beats her to it. “It tastes like if a unicorn threw up in my mouth, but it prevented me from passing out. So… thanks.” He smiles. “I’m Steve.”
Eddie needs to become Steve’s husband immediately.
“And I’m in love.” He pauses and then sees the look of glee on Steve’s face. “EDDIE. My name is Eddie.”
“It’s nice to meet you Eddie. Are you free tomorrow?”
#steddie#steve harrington#eddie munson#stranger things#diabetic steve harrington#Eddie Munson is Hispanic in my head#meet cute#kind of meet ugly tho#depends how you look at it#robin buckley#I need more fics where steve has diabetes#type 1 diabetes#strawb writes
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