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fic-history · 2 years ago

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2000's and Beyond: Modern Fic

In this iteration of Fic History, we’re going to be exploring the fic culture in mega-fandoms from the early 2000’s and beyond. That’s a big field to cover, I know, so each section is probably going to be a bit less detailed than usual in order to make things easier to digest. To begin, we’re starting with:

Harry Potter

I think it goes without saying that the HP fandom is probably the fandom of the 21st century. No book series has become so ubiquitous as HP, and there are still more HP fics on FF.net than from any other fandom. Since HP was published when the internet already existed, most of the fandom’s fics were published online, although a few printed fanzines were created. HP fic is also extremely varied, most likely due to the wide cast of characters and length of time covered by canon lore. You could find fic on anything from coffee shop AUs of the Hogwarts founders to explorations of the main trio’s children when they eventually attended Hogwarts. Like most fandoms with a large internet presence, the HP fandom had its own fic sites, some of which were dedicated to specific attributes like certain ships or tropes, but fic was also posted en masse to multifandom archives like FF.net and AO3. In fact, as of 2017, there are still more Harry Potter fanworks on FF.net than any other fandom.

Twilight

If HP is the fandom of the century, Twilight is probably the fandom of the 2000’s decade. At least in the media, Twifans were portrayed as either feral teenage girls or feral middle-age women, but the fandom is actually much more diverse. In terms of fanfiction, it goes without saying that the most famous fic within the fandom is probably Master of the Universe by Snowqueens Icedragon, more commonly known by its profic title of Fifty Shades of Grey. Snowqueens Icedragon, A.K.A. E.L. James, filed the serial numbers off of her fic and sold it as an original piece of fiction to massive critical attention and success. You can read a bit more about Fifty Shades here.

One Direction

This is the odd fandom out of the bunch, as it’s the only one listed that’s completely focused on real person fic, or RPF. According to FanLore, since there isn’t traditional source material to function as a canon to write fic about, canon in the 1D sense consists of “One Direction's members' original appearance on the reality show, plus their concerts, albums, music videos, video diaries, interviews, books, photo shoots, award ceremonies, other television appearances, band members' and families' personal twitter accounts, media gossip, authorized candid photos and selfies, and unauthorized candid photos by paparazzi and fans.”

RPF already has a bad reputation in fandom spaces, but since 1D is an engineered boy band adored mainly by teenage girls (fandom’s least favorite demographic), the 1D fandom reputation is in the pits (Jamison 2013). Despite this, the fandom is still quite large, and produces a lot of fic, especially on Wattpad, where the fanfic series turned profic After by Anna Todd was published from 2013 to 2014. The most popular ship amongst directioners is Larry Stylinson, or Harry/Louis.

Finally, we have

SuperWhoLock

Behind HP, this is probably the largest fandom on the list, simply because it’s actually three fandoms smushed together: Supernatural, Doctor Who, and BBC’s Sherlock. Fans in this fandom are called SuperWhoLockians. This fandom was especially active on Tumblr in the early 2010’s, and while the main form of fanwork was gifsets, lots of fanfic was produced in each fandom individually as well in crossovers. The most popular Supernatural ships were Castiel/Dean (Destiel) and Wincest (Sam/Dean, who are brothers, hence the portmanteau between Winchester and incest), while Sherlock’s most popular was Sherlock/Watson or Johnlock. Doctor Who is different, as each individual reincarnation of the Doctor is considered a different character, so each Doctor has different pairings, usually with their respective companions or the Master. SuperWhoLock has a reputation for being cringy due to member’s repeated hijacking of Tumblr posts with fandom related GIFs, but now that the fandom is much less active, the cringe has turned into a feeling of nostalgia.

There are so many more fandoms I could talk about, which just goes to show how fandom spaces have only exploded in size as time has passed. Even though these descriptions aren’t the most detailed, I hope you found them informative and interesting!

Happy reading,

-KP

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bakerstreethound · 2 years ago

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Hair Product | sherlock holmes

Just a self-indulgent little blurb featuring Sherlock and his messy morning curls. Reader also has short hair too. A big shoutout goes to @frostandflamesfanfic for motivating me to post this! I’ve been having a rough time getting back into the fic game, alas. All writings belong to me @bakerstreethound

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You walk into the bathroom, yawning, ruffling your hair mumbling incoherently. Something about the mornings you hated especially trying to get yourself to eat breakfast, or forbid, making yourself look presentable for a job interview. That’s how you find yourself staring into the mirror and still glowering at yourself as Sherlock pops in all bleary-eyed and yawning.

“It’s too early...” He pouts as you mess with your hair again, trying to figure out some way to style it but the damn stay hairs won't stay. You grumble, fluffing it again before dragging a brush through it roughly.

Sherlock watches intently, fighting off the twitch of a smile as he shuffles behind you to the cabinet by the sink, his messy curls cascading along his brow. "Try this," he tosses you a bottle and you stare at it.

"I think you need this hair product more than I do, my boy," you grin as he huffs in a cross between amusement and annoyance.

“It’s not that bad!” He crosses his arms, fighting the urge to roll his eyes at the ridiculous notion. He could deny all he wants but you know he takes up to an hour and a half primping when he has the time, perfectly arranging his crown of curls.

Regardless, you reach for the gel anyways, patting down the cowlicks sprouting up mercilessly on the top of your head. Sherlock's gaze never falters from your fingers deftly intertwining on a dance of their own accord, mesmerized by the action. He nuzzles your neck and you bring your fingers away from your hair, smiling as an idea crosses your mind. Carefully, you adjust yourself to squirt more gel on your fingers, bringing them up to the nap of Sherlock's curls and massaging the gel through them.

“What…you’re…” he whimpers softly at the contact and you keep dutifully working the gel throughout, hoping it holds superiorly as the bottle itself claims. Your gentle movements have a soothing effect on him, his shoulders slumping, his body leaning further into you as if he wants to meld your bodies together. You smile to yourself, giving his curls one last primp and making way to dance your fingers along his spine, and you're rewarded with a groan.

"Feels so good…" his hands tighten on your waist, picking you up and setting you promptly on the counter.

"Sherlock…I have to leave in an hour…the cab…"

"Fuck the cab…" his eyes darken a fraction as they take in your body and you flush immediately a blush creeping up onto your cheeks. "We have an hour to spare and we're…I'm going to use them wisely."

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@classickook @frostandflamesfanfic @starks-hero @feral-for-strange @french-vanilla-in-the-clouds @sherlocksgirl91 @turkisherlockian @evelynrosestuff @lilythemadqueen @aephereal @coping-via-clint-eastwood

#Sherlock Holmes #sherlock x reader #sherlock holmes x reader #sherlock holmes x you #sherlock holmes imagine #bbc sherlock imagine #sherlock fanfic #bbc sherlock #benedict cumberbatch #sherlock tv

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sherlocked1112 · 3 years ago

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Does anyone take bbc Sherlock fic requests?

I’d love to read a fic where…

- Sherlock refuses to help mycroft on some government case because it’s ‘too boring.’ (But more accurately because he thinks mycroft is fully capable of handling it himself)

- mycroft doesn’t successfully complete the task, because he turned to untrustworthy ppl for help instead or smth, and now he’s in pretty big trouble.

- Meanwhile, Sherlock being Sherlock, gets into some trouble himself, and expects mycroft to get him out of it. He’s honestly a little mad when mycroft doesn’t answer his calls because sherlock thinks it’s payback for not helping his older brother earlier. But he gets himself out the mess anyway and begins to worry a little.

- mycroft has been kidnapped or attempted to be assassinated and couldn’t come and help.

- Sherlock eventually finds out and goes feral trying to track down whoever took him.

- When they finally find him, there’s a heap of apologies on sherlock’s end and lots of brotherly bonding 💕

#Sherlock #bbc Sherlock #mycroft #mycroft holmes #sherlock holmes #holmes brothers #fanfic request #fanfic prompt #fic request #sherlock fic

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postmodern-blues · 4 years ago

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first listen to rhys and ianto’s excellent barbecue: a saga

I’m just gonna put all my thoughts in order while I listen to this audio and do my homework. I’ll tag it for spoilers, but I’ll also put everything below the cut in case you haven’t listened to it yet <3 um also i do a lot of swearing be warned...

last warning, yall, lots of spoilers and quotes ahead:

Rhys’s friends call him RHYSIE and I Am So Soft For This.

“I’m making my Special Sauce” god if Jack were here....

I love how Torchwood writers can’t even find a way to write RHYS in a straight way. He’s so cute and AHSDHGHFDAS I LOVE THIS SO FAR

the meat jokes.... already.... let’s hope serentiy Ianto does not resurface

IANTO! my god I have missed my boy. HE IS BACK

Oh my god... oh my fuck.... he’s so CUTE i might need to take a breather.... dude....

Gwen looking out for Ianto, inviting him to Rhys’s stuff. DID SOMEONE SAY FOUND FAMILY HMMMM

“lads, lads, lads” I WENT FERAL WHEN I HEARD THIS IN THE TRAILER

“Jack’s sorry he couldn’t come” hhhhhhhh one sausage comes off the barbecue and he’d be like “this is quite homoerotic” HAIJFODHS

Rhys come on,,,, baby,,,,, do not be homophobic about this

I get the feeling I might be going too crazy about this,,, WE’RE ONLY FIVE MINUTES IN

godDAMNIT THIS IS THE SHIT I’VE BEEN CRAVING EVER SINCE GHOST TRAIN afdsohfs

Ianto brought Chardonnay....

“Except Banana boat, he’s a bit thick” AGFDKHDGS R H Y S

oh shit alien things are happening

“yes, RHYS, I know how to discuss my TOP SECRET work at a social event” he’s fucking ICONIC

“you have an inability to call each other by your proper names” my sister is just like this tho... she calls all her friends by anime character names.. little bit better than ‘sticky jeff’ but not much

Ianto being oblivious to Rhys’s gender role shit is just,,,, I STAN HIM

If Ianto and Rhys do not take a ride in the pink car by the end of this audio I’m suing

jkjk but that would be so great wouldn’t it

godDAMNIT i love this audio

"we.... don’t” yet again, it is the 21st century, and torchwood is sooo not ready

“It’s the BOYS’ barbecue” rhys and his friends seem like they have a very cute queerplatonic relationship. wonder if they wear socks when they’re doing “barbecues”

who the fuck is steven.... whAT IS GOING ON

“I don’t know him THAT well, but there’s no way he would call me love” u sure abt that rhysie

“if u run headfirst into an invisible wall, at least let me FILM it on my phone” these two i stfg

this ‘time bubble’ concept has SO MANY FIC POSSIBILITIES why is big finish spoiling us-

jack and gwen going for pizza instead of being at work AHHDOFDGSHK

oh my GOD THE CALLBACK TO DISSECTED!!!!! this is like when gareth called back to The Last Beacon in Dinner and a Show AHHHH

I am reminded about martha and gwen,,, i am happy,,, the PARALLELS

these two arguing dude the TENSION.. the SUBTEXT

“god help you if you ever hear about pink wine” SFIHOJADHGF

i swear half my commentary here is me quoting something funny and then keyboard smashing

Ianto is fucking ANNIHILATING Rhys here and by extension gender roles. Goddamnit THIS is the conversation we needed. I love him so much can you tell

“you LOVE each other” I’ve only had this audio for about half an hour but if anything fucking happens to it, i’ll kill everyone in the room and then myself

i don’t think you understand how goddamn adorable rhys is about his friends

“thank fuck none of them are here right now” mate my man badger calls you RHYSIE i don’t think it would affect them

I am so thankful Jack isn’t here because oh my g o d this would be an hour long block of innuendos. this whole audio is just exposing the very prominent homoerotic tendencies of straight men

sometimes, and by that i mean all the time, i wonder if my family hears me listening to big finish and wonders if i’m actually just watching porn. and honestly I think it would be a whole lot less embarrassing if i just told them i was watching porn instead of “yeah it’s this scifi thing these characters are trying to make a hole in an invisible time force field thing. are they gay? no, well, i mean, yes, but not like that! welllll, a little bit like that, but it’s NOT PORN”

“what the hell was that rhys? You Absolute Idiot.” AHHH THESE TWO

“let’s stuff it full of sausages”

GWEN AND IANTO TELLING EACH OTHER STORIES ABOUT THEIR IDIOT HUSBANDS IS MY LIFEBLOOD FUCKKKKKK

“back pocket” THIS IS SENDING ME BACK TO MY SHERLOCK FANDOM DAYS (fucking remember john getting sherlock’s phone out of his coat that he was wearing? that’s what this is)

Rhys pretending to be Steven (Stephen?) is,,,,, oh my god,,, this is too fucking intense

god i feel so bad for rhys,,, seriously

ohmygodddddd

this took a serious turn I was not prepared for

also gwen wanting rhys to talk to ianto is,,, ughhhh i ship gwen/rhys sooo hard

rhys- baby- oh my godohmygodohmygod

im like,,, IM CRYING BRO THIS IS

“I DO love them” hhhhhh

the special sauce thing is sending me im sorry

“can we rescue the beer?” RHYS

‘Ianto you beautiful man, you did it!” THEY!!! THEY!!!!!!

i wanna make it clear that i don’t ship rhys and ianto but i think they are so cute as friends

guys im in tears right now

the way rhys goes from not wanting ianto here to not wanting him to leave,,, um its a simple arc but i’d also do anything for it

RHYS AND GWEN RHYS AND GWEN RHYS AND GWEN ANDHDHSGHFAOSDLSDLHD

“OH HE’S ADORABLE WHATS HE CALLED?” me when i first saw Ianto Jones onscreen

“he��s a colleague of the missus,,,,,, and a friend” why don’t you just shoot me in the head hm

rhysie,,, baby,,, holy shit you need to go to therapy,,, just like,,, have a chat with janet the weevil and see how you feel after

funny how rhys fucking williams is handling loss so much better than ANY of torchwood. like jack got PREGNANT after losing owen+tosh. Ianto started having sex with his immortal boss after losing his girlfriend. healthy coping mechanisms? who is she?

they let rhys say fuck a lot in this audio and that is Very Sexy of Them

“bunny has run away with my tie” h e s s o f u c k i n g p r e c i o u s

“lads lads lads” AHHHHHHHHH

this audio. is. so good. so cute. so sad. BIG FINISH YOU DID IT AGAIN YOU SEXY BASTARDS YOU!!!!

#torchwood #big finish #rhys and ianto's excellent barbecue #audio spoilers: rhys and ianto's excellent barbecue #audio spoilers: the barbecue one #big finish spoilers #big finish ranting #i loved this one can you tell #torchwood big finish #ianto jones #rhys williams #gareth david lloyd #kai owen #cw: swearing

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novelmonger · 2 years ago

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Your name: novelmonger or Griselda Banks (or any nickname you can make from either of those names)

Your first fandom(s): Star Wars (wait, hang on, I guess I was introduced to Narnia a couple years before Star Wars, but Star Wars was the first story I went feral over)

Your current fandom(s): The ones I will always love with every fiber of my being and not grow tired of talking about are Star Wars, Lord of the Rings, Full Metal Alchemist, and Captain America. Secondary fandoms that will always hold a special corner of my heart all their own would be Harry Potter, Death Note, Sherlock, and Supernatural.

How did you first get into fandom? I'm going to interpret this question as "how did you first start interacting with other fans outside of your immediate family?" And that was actually through Neopets, of all things XD My brother and I were into Neopets around the time I'd discovered LotR, and so when he showed me what the forums were and how they worked, I started talking on there about LotR and got into forum roleplaying a bit, using LotR as the inspiration for the characters I'd create. I struck up some friendships, branched out to some other forum sites, discovered fanfiction at some point, and the rest was history.

How long have you been engaging in fandom spaces? I think I got started on Neopets when I was 11. I remember I had to get my dad to set up an email for me and fill out a permission form because I wasn't 13 yet XD

How often do you read fanfics? Much less often than I used to, that's for sure. I feel like I've gotten a lot more wary of fanfiction these days, and a lot more impatient with bad writing. Lately I've been reading a lot more actual books, which I don't think is a bad thing. But my fic to-read list is reaching scary lengths by now, so I should really try to whittle that down before some of them start disappearing or something....

Top three characters from your current fandom(s): Steve & Bucky (MCU), Ed & Al (FMA), Frodo & Sam (LotR). Yes, they're all bromance pairs. Just you try and stop me!

Have you ever written fic for a fandom? Oh, have I ever. I think the current count is over 150.

Have you ever drawn fanart for a fandom? Alas, I can barely even draw stick figures, so no :(

Share a (some) personal headcanon(s) you feel very strongly about: Steve did not go back in time at the end of Endgame; he told an alternate version of himself in a different timeline that Bucky was still alive and he should tell Peggy his coordinates when he took the plane down, so that version of Steve can keep Bucky from becoming the Winter Soldier and they go back to the U.S. and he marries Peggy. The original Steve goes back to his original timeline, still a young man, and he retires, marries Sharon, and settles down to enjoy life with his family and friends and help people in more mundane ways, while Sam becomes Captain America and Bucky gives him a hand from time to time.

You're trying to convince a friend to get into your current fandom(s) with you. What episode, clip, or scene are you showing them? For Star Wars, I'd show them the Duel of the Fates fight. For LotR...hmm, I've never actually had to convince anyone the LotR is cool, but I'd probably just show them the prologue of the FotR movie. For FMA, I'd show them the first episode of the first anime, because if that didn't hook them, there'd be no hope for them and we probably couldn't be friends :P For Captain America, if I could I think I'd show them that whole sequence from when he gets the supersoldier serum (including both before and after so you can see the change), and then the chase after the Hydra agent. Oooh, or maybe the opening scene from TWS, with the Lemurian Star mission.

And finally, what does fandom mean to you? It means connection. No longer am I just sitting by myself, enjoying a story on my own. I get to talk to people, share our opinions, and in many cases, make friends. Being involved in a fandom means I'm not alone. Which I guess is why, whenever I go to a convention or other fandom-dedicated space, I feel like I've come home even though almost everyone is a complete stranger.

Tagging @sailforvalinor and @captaingondor

@ladyknightskye tagged me.

Your name: Around here I go by AuthorToBeNamedLater or ATBNL.

Your first fandom(s): In terms of interest, Star Trek TNG. In terms of fandom engagement, seaQuest DSV.

Your current fandom(s): I measure “current fandom” in terms of “currently writing fic,” so Halo and The Mandalorian. Fandoms I love and post about here in rotation: Star Trek, Star Wars, MCU, Babylon 5, NCIS.

How did you first get into fandom? I honestly don’t remember a time when I wasn’t “into fandom” in some way? I suppose I really jumped in when I found FFN.

How long have you been engaging in fandom spaces?: Before you were born 😂 I found FFN very shortly after its launch in 1998.

How often do you read fanfics?: More often than I should LOL.

Top three characters from your current fandom(s): Is this three from each fandom or three altogether? I’ll go with the latter.

Cortana + John, Roland + Lasky (AIs and their humans are a package deal in my world), Kai.

Mando, Bo-Katan, Cara Dune because Cara is still in my Mandalore’s Reluctant Royals AU and if I ever get past the mental block of losing all my WIPs, she has a very important role to play.

Have you ever written fic for a fandom?: Only close to 100 between my FFN and AO3. Not counting the little snippets and micro fics I’ve shared only on Tumblr.

Have you ever drawn fanart for a fandom?: Aside from the Shadow vessel sponge painting I did in eighth grade art class, no. I’d like to change that though, because some of my off the wall AUs could do with visual content.

Share a personal headcanon that you feel very strongly about: Captain Shaw is married with kids and is a Chicago deep-dish pizza snob.

Tim McGee had an FFN account and probably has an AO3.

Thel ‘Vadam mixes up his English idioms Ziva David-style.

You’re trying to convince a friend to get into your current fandom(s) with you. what episode, clip, or scene are you showing them?: I am not showing ANYONE Halo, unless you come to me saying you want to watch it. And then I’m going to give you a bunch of caveats about how I’m obsessed with it but it’s really not that great except for when it is and you shouldn’t take it too seriously. Buckle up and grab your adult beverage of choice.

For game-verse Halo I’d show Johnson’s speech about the tank in Halo 2 because that’s what Mr showed me to rope me in.

Mandalorian, the first episode.

Babylon 5, I would start with the pilot movie if I could find it and then not let up until you’d watched five seasons of emotional roller coaster. I’d tell you what JMS said in the commentaries for Shattered Dreams and Sleeping in Light and Deconstruction of Falling Stars and how many of the actors died too young. After War Without End I would show you the video where JMS drops the bomb about why Michael O’Hare left the show. By the end of it you’d love the show but you might not love me anymore. 🤣

And finally, what does fandom mean to you?: A place where I can explore the highs and lows of the human experience in a safe environment. Sometimes I can put a little broken piece of myself into a fanfic or headcanon and not feel so broken anymore. I can “talk” about things in fiction that I can’t in real life.

A place where I can meet cool people whose paths I never would have crossed had we not been abnormal about a certain show or character. ❤️

Tagging all who see this!

#tag games

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cross-d-a · 4 years ago

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fic tag game

aaahhh @vishcount thank you for tagging me!!! These are so fun and I adored reading about your fic journey~! ೖ(⑅σ̑ᴗσ̑)ೖ ❤

OH as a note!! For the ppl I tag at the end I don’t expect you to read all of this bc it’s A Lot!!! but I figured you might want to do this game yourself? haha :)

Name: cross-d-a shortened version of my first ever username. unfortunately stuck with it now haha but i’m fond of it :p wish it was cuter tho!!

Posting the rest of this under the cut so it doesn’t eat up people’s dashes!!

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Fandoms:

oKAY YIKES there are....honestly too many too name. I’ve got a short and obsessive attention span so it’s either all or nothing with me usually. When I can stay in a fandom for a long period of time it’s a miracle. I’ll name the bigger ones that I’ve all written fic for! Even if I’ve never posted them haha

Right now I’m very firmly into Daomu Biji (dmbj). It feels like it’s both got a crap ton of content and yet barely anything at all haha. Maybe because the English fandom is so small. But at least there are a bunch of dramas and books!!! I really, really, really adore dmbj so much!! And a large part of that is the fandom!!! It's been a really cool and unique experience! Everyone in it is truly so kind and wonderful, and I’ve made some really incredible friends because of it (looking at you vish!! ❤). I’ve got a bunch of wips, but I’ve only posted two fics for dmbj!

Before this I was very into Guardian and mdzs. MDZS was my first foray into cdramas and Guardian’s Zhu Yilong really suckered me into watching more haha I also have fics for both these fandoms!

My very first fandoms were Fullmetal Alchemist, D. Gray-Man and Naruto. My very old ffnet account has fics for these and I’ve got a bunch of newer wips on my tablet. Then Star Trek, Twilight, BBC Merlin, Sherlock, Death Note, Harry Potter, How to Train Your Dragon, Battlestar Galactica, Avatar the Last Airbender and Marvel were a few of my main ones in high school. Plus a bunch of anime (like Fruits Basket! and Kuroshitsuji and Natsume Yuujinchou).

Then college hit and I renewed my childhood love of Tolkien (mainly lotr and the Hobbit), and Star Wars. I also found Teen Wolf! Then after college it was Stranger Things.

I find myself in a cycle of mild fondness and complete obsession with these fandoms haha I go back to Star Wars at least once a year!! Then I’m in the gffa hole for a few months. Marvel also reoccurs, depending on how interested I am in new content! Star Trek I always always always go back to. TOS is my comfort show and it will never fade from my heart ❤

But for now I’m stuck in cdrama hell and I love it

Tropes:

Time travel, found family, whump+hurt/comfort, fairytale-like elements, resurrective immortality (thanks to a “Nine Lives” Hobbit fic), CROSSOVERS

I’m a slut for all these things so they often worm their way into my plots haha

I also just- love weird premises. I think that’s the anime influencing me haha

Fic I spent most time on:

My series he leaves sand and stardust in my wake (main fic is hurricane on the edge of oblivion), I have...spent five years on now. I have done so much research for this fic it’s insane.

The premise is force ghost!Obi-Wan getting shunted back into his tiny 10 year old self. I incorporate a shit ton of legends and I try to stay as canon as possible. I basically want this au to feel like it’s 1000% plausible while still getting all my gay shit. It’s chock full of whump, redemption, found family, minor characters turning into major characters, and I’ve got slavery uprising on the mind, too. It’s just- everything I could ever want to explore in the Star Wars universe basically.

It’s my first big project. I started doodling and scribbling ideas in the margins of my notebook in my Scottish History class. I adore it so so so much. But, because of my hyperfixation and fleeting intense obsession with things it makes it- really difficult to consistently update. I leave it for months at a time and I am constantly guilt-ridden about it. Because it’s my baby and I have a lot of wonderful readers. I fear I’ll never be able to finish it. Especially since I’ve written so much and I’m still only in the beginning of it. ( ; A ; )

Also, I’ve spent so much time with Xanatos, Feemor and Bruck that they just feel like mine now. I can’t read any fics that involve them, it’s too strange. Which is a damn shame because I love them so much haha OH ALSO!! I think it’s the first really big fic to include those three?? So I’m very proud about that haha (I’ve had so many ppl comment about how they actually Give A Shit about these three and are Invested bc of me haha)

Favorite fic(s) you’ve written:

hurricane on the edge of oblivion (with nowhere to go) (Star Wars)

My long-term passion project. My love-letter to Star Wars, I suppose. Reading it now I feel like a lot of it is clunky or long-winded, but I think it really shows the foundation of my writing today :) Main characters are Obi-Wan, Xanatos Du Crion, Qui-Gon Jinn, Bruck Chun and Feemor. Eventually we’ll get to Maul, Savage, Feral, Shmi Skywalker, (more!) Ahsoka, Anakin and a shit ton of clones ❤

things we hunger for (Guardian)

My Ye Zun self-indulgent fic. It’s a time travel amnesia Weilanzun! Honestly has some of my fav writing I’ve ever done. It’s so soft and really indulges in the hurt/comfort. It gives Ye Zun the friends and family I think he deserves. Also, he gets to grow into a (mostly!) functional person and I adore him.

the beast that slumbers within your soul (mdzs)

Jiang Cheng centric fic!! I feel like all my favourite fics I’ve written are love letters haha. This is one def my love letter to Jiang Cheng. This fic possessed me for two whole days. I wrote 16k in almost one sitting. I went to sleep at 6 in the morning bc I couldn’t stop writing. And when I drifted off I kept thinking of new ideas so I’d whip out my phone and write down lines and notes. I- have never ever ever felt that way about anything. It was- insane. It felt insane. It was so amazing. I’m still riding the memory of that high.

Basically Jiang Cheng actually finds Baoshan Sanren and it turns out she’s a fox demon and Jiang Cheng is descended from wolves. It’s- okay I said the fic above this had my favourite writing?? That was a lie. This has my favourite writing I’ve ever done. It’s unfinished bc I am in dmbj hell but I am still excited about the next chapter which features Wei Wuxian’s pov!!

the whispers of spirits (dmbj)

My current passion project. In a way it kinda feels similar to hurricane? Bc multiple povs, incorporating different aspects of canon (we’ll get there!! I promise!), shit ton of research, etc. etc. I really really really love it for so many reasons. I’m basically taking all the things I was unsatisfied with in Reboot and Sha Hai and running with it. Found family and whump galore! It’s also a love letter to the women of dmbj who really deserve so so so much better.

Honourable mention to:

One Day (you’ll have given more of yourself than is meant to be taken) (Marvel)

This fic also kinda possessed me. I just- couldn’t get rid of the idea of a trans!Thor. And I mean a mtf Thor! It’s just? So many people look at Thor and go “that’s a Real Man.” Full stop. They never think there could be anything more, and it really really really bothered me. So I wrote out my feelings. I’m not trans. I don’t have that experience at all. I’ve had issues and confusion about my gender but nothing like this. I just wanted to do justice to this idea of Thor in my head. And I still feel a bit nervous having posted it. But I've gotten so many comments from people who really connected with what I’ve written? So I’m very very thankful I wrote it and it has a very special place in my heart. It’s a very cathartic fic.

Fic I spent least time on:

Probably we rise (Star Wars) and I think it shows haha. I wrote it in response to Dave Filoni posting a drawing of Ahsoka and Gandalf telling her “People thought I was dead, too, and look how that turned out...” So I incorporated Ahsoka (and Din and Grogu and Ezra!!!) into the ending of Rise of Skywalker, kinda explaining how I think they could all still be alive. :)

Longest fic:

hurricane is my longest fic (159k) but I’m kinda worried whispers will eclipse that.....

Shortest fic:

Of my posted ones it’s The Five Moments it Took Tony and Scott to Admit They Were Best Friends (and the first time they ever did), currently clocks at 1.6k. It’s unfinished tho so maybe that doesn’t count.... otherwise it’s we rise which is completed and 2k.

Most hits/kudos/comments/bookmarks:

hurricane overall has the most of all these. Though I don’t think hits counts as much bc it’s multi-chapter. If you discount multi-chapter stuff, most hits goes to my obikin smutfic Homecoming, bc people are horny af haha

Fic you want to rewrite/expand on:

If I had energy I’d like to rewrite the beginning of hurricane bc it feels so so wordy. I’d want to expand on One Day bc I really would like to write a whole series with trans!Thor. And like- I’d really like the focus to finish any of my WIPs.

Share a bit of a WIP: I really wanna share my Guardian/dmbj crossover that I started back in August. Bc I adore the idea of wu xie&shen wei&ye zun triplets! Plus time travel!!! I dunno if I’ll ever finish it tho ( ; A ; ) It just feels like a lot to deal with right now.

This scene takes place during the Mountain Awl arc. Guardian crew and desperado fam run across each other at the village! Wu Xie has recently found out that he’s adopted and he’s searching for answers in the area Sanshu originally found amnesiac!toddler!Wu Xie in :) Gonna pull two snippets bc I’m v excited and this might be the only time anyone else sees this fic haha:

“Oh?” Pangzi focuses on Yunlan now, lips twisting. “You think I’ve ‘got the wrong guy,’ huh?” He laughs, but it’s not a nice sound. “That’s rich! Are you that cocky or are you just stupid?”

Bristling, Yunlan drops his hands and scowls. “Excuse me?”

“Sir,” Shen Wei tries. “I think—”

Pangzi’s eyes snap back to Shen Wei, sharp and blazing. “How dare you fucking steal his face!”

What?

Automatically, Zhao Yunlan turns to Shen Wei, but the professor looks just as shell-shocked as Zhao Yunlan feels which- is seriously something. Since everything about Shen Wei is so carefully controlled, kept to the minimum. Except for those delightful little smiles that bloom across his lovely face, or the startled little bursts of laughter that fall from his lips. Or even when anger and frustration spark across his features, cracking his calm veneer open enough that he can see a glimmer of what lies beneath, the fire in those eyes. Zhao Yunlan delights in those moments, makes a game of making Shen Wei’s control slip.

He tells himself it’s nothing more than a game. Nothing more than trying to find out what makes Shen Wei tick.

Zhao Yunlan’s always been very bad at lying to himself. Or very good. Depending on who you’re asking.

“What the hell are you talking about?” Yunlan splutters.

But before anyone can say anything else, a very familiar voice calls:

“Pangzi? What’s wrong?”

Yunlan can feel Shen Wei stiffen, and Yunlan himself is pulled to that voice like a planet in orbit, like the inevitable plummet to the ground.

Another shadow wavers in the doorway before it steps out onto the dirt. Light illuminates shaggy hair, limning it gold, sharply casting everything else in shadow. But as the figure nears, the contrast softens until Yunlan can see the newcomer’s face properly and- and—

“Wu Xie!” Pangzi growls. “We’ve got ourselves an impostor!”

The man wearing Shen Wei’s face steps up to them, brows furrowed and mouth pulled down into a sharp frown. He glances between them, eyes landing on Shen Wei. His scowl deepens. He opens his mouth, but then—

“Wu Xie?” Shen Wei breathes, all trembly and lost and hopeless.

Heart in his throat, Yunlan turns to Shen Wei again. Turns and flinches at that stricken look upon Shen Wei’s pale pinched face.

“A-Xie?” Shen Wei chokes. “Didi?”

and

Pangzi snorts. “Professor?”

“I-it’s true!”

Startled Yunlan swings his attention over to Jiajia who clenches her backpack to her chest, face screwed up in admirable determination. “P-professor Shen took me and Xiao Quan on a field trip to investigate an archeological site around here!”

“Oh?” Wu Xie drawls all slow and amused. “Well, what a coincidence. We’re archeologists, too.”

“With guns?” Yunlan bites out.

Wu Xie raises a brow, grin full of teeth. “Well, you can never be too prepared.”

“Right,” Yunlan drawls right back. “Are you a professor, too, then? You come here with your students?”

Wu Xie outright grins. “You could say that, I suppose.”

Out of the corner of his eye, one of the men rolls his eyes. He’s the one with sharp features, glasses and looped earbuds. Does he think it’s appropriate to listen to music at a time like this? Yunlan admires the man’s gall.

aahhhh vish thanks so much again for tagging me!! This was so fun to relive my fic memories!! I’m gonna tag @alwaysaslutforshakespeare @jockvillagersonly @tehfanglyfish @lichelleme @undyingsunshine @humanlighthouse @thewindsofsong I’m curious about your guys’ writing and fandom journey!! As always, no pressure to actually complete this!! I just thought it was fun ❤

Wow if you read all of this I am very humbled and impressed, thank you!!

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#cross talks #my fic #fanfiction #uhhh what else do i tag this as i dunno #about me #cross posts #wip fic

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datleggy · 5 years ago

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I’m autistic and one of the things I have trouble with is change. I’ve watched 911 since the third episode and now they have a second one? Idk. I’ve been seeing a lot of good things about it but I’m not sure if I want to watch it. Basically what I want to know is if it’s worth watching. Is it good? Are there any parallels between the new one and the Buck one? Who are the characters and what are they like? Will you start writing for this series instead of the other one? %

so, this got WAY longer than i thought it would, sorry!!! TL;DR is at the very very end!

tbh i didn’t wanna really give 911 lonestar a chance originally, i was lowkey annoyed bc it felt like they were like “oh u guys want buck and eddie, who are CLEARLY meant to be and have all this canon chemistry and relationship development to eventually get together??? lol NOPE but here’s a spinoff where u get ur white/latino gay ship :D”

which i do genuinely hope to god isn’t the case, like, i really need OG 911 to be like PSYCH here u go, some DIAZ-BUCKLEY fam. as a treat.

i did end up watching it bc curiosity and too many awesome gifsets finally got to me lol

and im only a couple of episodes in (haven’t had a chance to watch the 3rd ep bc of work and other things D: ) and so far i gotta say, i like the OG 911 calls that they get sent to more than 911 lonestars calls but again, im only 2 ep in, maybe they get more “woah thats crazy/hilarious/hearbreaking!” as the show goes on.

i honestly don’t see too many parallels between Buck and TK—the only thing i noticed where they’re pretty similar is how much they both enjoy easy physical contact. buck is very touchy feely and comfortable about showing affection/feelings and i feel like TK is the same regarding physical contact (with his dad at least)? but that’s about it.

for what it’s worth i do think the show is pretty entertaining and worth a watch!

my main reason for watching past the first episode is my enjoyment of the characters. i just think they’re all neat.

this is from a post i made when i first watched the show lol:

captain strand: good dad to all of his children

tk: hot gay messy boi

grace ryder: a fave, no nonsense beauty, judds better half

judd ryder: tragic big boi

captain blake: chaotic good w baby voice

marjan: wild feral messy gurl

mateo: if anybody’s mean to my SON im throwin hands bih

paul: again, if anybody’s mean to my SON im THROWIN hands

officer reyes: ready to dick tk down

here’s a more descriptive/longer summary of the characters if u wanna know more, if not skip down to the bolded sentence below lol:

owen strand is the captain (played by rob lowe) and to me he gives off chris traeger vibes (from parks and rec if u watched?) but with more depth. i like his character a lot, he’s a caring dad, seems like he knows what he’s doing, and like, c’mon, it’s rob lowe (i fell in love with him a million years ago when he played soda pop in the outsiders nipr;guebwuogrnofw)

tk is his son and a hot gay mess w some substance abuse issues (tho a lot has happened to him in only 2 ep i really don’t know how to feel about him entirely, bc besides stuff happening TO him, i don’t feel like he’s reacted in a way that shows much of his character?) idk maybe it’s just me. but he is a certified cutie so. lol

grace ryder, she’s smart (one of the only characters with more than ONE brain cell lmao) and gorgeous and an emergency 911 operator. she’s very supportive of her husband and what he’s going thru (which is A LOT), she herself has been thru a lot bc of the big incident at the beginning of the series and is still somehow held strong in spite of it all, she’s a personal fave of mine.

judd ryder is kind of a dick at first but i think its very understandable given the hell he’s been thru, im actually surprised at the amount that i like him. he’s very raw and vulnerable but has this “don’t worry im fine, back up” attitude that i loooove.

captain blake is the captain for EMTs, she’s got this soft teeny baby voice that contradicts so hard with her give no fucks ima do what i need to to find my missing sister actions irwughqwgoriegjf i like. she’s caring and does goes out of her way for the little guy.

marjan has ZERO chill but in a good way, i can already absolutely see her getting into trouble by doing some crazy impulsive thing on a call in order to rescue someone—-TBH she actually reminds me a lot of Buck from OG 911 in that way. like yea she’s reckless and impulsive but u can tell its bc she CARES and this firefighting thing is what she’s meant to do. i really like her.

mateo—-OH MAN. he’s 10000000% my favorite. it hurts me everytime he’s on screen, bc he’s such a sweet and HARD WORKING man and he deserves to be a firefighter and do what he wants/has been waiting for for so long, im so HAPPY captain strand gives him a chance. i think he might have some learning disability or maybe he grew up in a household where maybe his family was too busy or didn’t care to check up on how he was doing in school and they neglected to see how much he was struggling—this is all just pure speculation from the fact that on the show he tells captain strand during the interview that he’s always passed the physical exam to be a firefighter but keeps failing the written part :( i love my son.

paul is a trans firefighter who’s mainly known for his crazy good observational skills in the field—there’s an ep—ep 2?—that shows off his talent but like, i found it unintentional funny bc the way they did it was in a scene that honestly truly felt to me like a scene I MYSELF would write in a fanfiction if i wanted to show off a cool skill the character has but was also too lazy to make it look good???? lmaoooo im not trying to be mean but like, if u do watch it, its the 2nd ep i believe, the “office meeting” scene. other than that tho there’s only been a few scenes with paul in it (my personal fave being the skin care routine scene lol) but i look forward to more scenes of my son being a lil sherlock holmes :)

officer reyes is tk’s potential new mans. he seems like a good cop from what little ive seen of him doing police work. so, i saw a post someone made basically saying how ugly are the men in texas that officer reyes is out here thirsting over tk so HARD—and not to be rude, but he really is!!!! reyes is a goodlookin guy, so idk what’s up with that, maybe he likes messy bois? bc same.

p.s. im not sure how to feel about reyes and tk together yet bc it doesn’t really seem as if they have too much chemistry. hopefully that changes? i do kinda like that they haven’t started off their potential relationship on the best of foots, bc i love drama, an indisputable fact.

ONTO THE FINAL QUESTION!

OG 911 will always be my first love and i just don’t see this changing anytime soon. buddie will always be the #1 ship in my heart! and i have about a gazillion awesome prompts i need to work on so me switching over to 911 lonestar isn’t gonna happen. i love OG 911 way too much iuqhur4ogfoie3jwnwjinioj

tho i may occasionally—per the request of prompts i’ve gotten in the last week or so–take a couple of the characters from 911 lonestar and put them in a 911 fic as a crossover? we’ll see.

this ended up soooo long oruhibgruoeqwp i hope some of it helped tho?

tl;dt: 911 lonestar seems fun and the characters are interesting enough to keep me entertained so i say give it a chance :)

#long post is long #ask #anon #also i got ur other ask #NP! never a bother :)#911 lonestar #911 fox #tldr at the end #read more

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lostlonelylotus · 5 years ago

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Rules: When you get this, it means someone wants to know more about you, so list 5 things about yourself you want your followers to know! They can be as simple as your age or as complex as your deepest fear, as long as it’s something you’re comfortable with sharing. When you’re done and if you want to, send this to people you want to get to know better! I was tagged by @lawson-davis

1. I have been in so many fandoms that I legitimately forget about ones here or there. Like, three years on down the line it’ll be like: “I remember investing 100 hours into this half-finished WIP for that fandom!” all of sudden, as I’m driving down the road. In all honesty, it’s often “Oh yeah, and then I never even posted that completed fic, whoops.”

2. I have written fanfiction for so long that I can remember 10 different platforms that I’ve used for fandom, at least. And that’s not counting the ancient, dark days of poor souls having to host their own content on webpages.

3. If I like a post of yours, it means one of a handful of things: 1) I loved your tags, they were primo and I wanted to reblog with them added but didn’t know if it’d be cool 2) I loved your post but don’t have the mental energy to reblog and if I queue it, it’ll live there forever 3) reblogging wasn’t enough so I had to like and reblog.

4. I listen to every genre of music. I love all music, but especially oldies. If anyone ever wants to drop a music recommendation my way, I’m psyched. Like, if you think it’s good, tell me about it! :D

5. My love for fandoms never really dies, even if it the show goes off the air or the movie’s sequel never happens, or what have you. The only thing that has killed my interest in a fandom previously was realizing that I liked fanon better than canon, even when the fandom was at its most feral (yes, I’m talking about Sherlock). I often revisit old fandoms that I’ve been in (The Doctor Blake Mysteries, Star Trek, M*A*S*H, Stranger Things, etc.) because I will always love the characters, especially if I’ve gotten psychologically close enough to them to write them. So, if you suddenly see me posting about a random fandom (heh) that’s half-dead or mostly dead, that’s why it’s on my blog lol

im tagging: @themadgirlinthefandombox, @madame-nostradamus, @britishalien, @lesbian-zoe-heriot (no pressure y’all, you’re all just cool folks)

#Lennon's life #get-to-know-me

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inevitably-johnlocked · 2 years ago

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happy12410 said: There are definitely fics which deal with ptsd/anxiety attacks in Sherlock like command structure by 221b_hound and the deafening sound of silence by NovaWasTaken1. Both stories were very touching and impressed me deeply.

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Command Structure by 221b_hound (E, 49,034 w., 16 Ch. || PODFIC AVAILABLE || Post TRF / Not S3 Compliant, Dom/Sub Play, Dom John/Sub Sherlock, Oral/Anal, Anal Fingering, Frottage, Past Child Abuse, Anxiety Attacks, Captain Watson, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Protective John, Slow Build, PTSD Sherlock, Consensual, Past Dub Con, Rimming) – Sherlock Holmes returns from his hunt to destroy Moriarty’s network. He comes home to John, and at long last they start this thing between them that couldn’t begin while Moriarty threatened them. But Sherlock has returned fractured and suffering anxiety attacks. He thinks he needs discipline - the whip - to help him focus and be strong. But his problems are deeper and run back to a childhood of neglect. John Watson is prepared to be Sherlock’s Captain, but he’s a doctor too. His command style isn’t about pain and subjugation. It’s about care and responsibility: and those concepts go in both directions in Captain Watson’s command structure.

The Deafening Sound of Silence by Ranowa (E, 76,746 w., 12 Ch. || Implied/Referenced Torture, Psychological Trauma, Recovery, Hurt Sherlock, Sherlock is a Meess, Mute Sherlock, Protective John, Doctor John, Sign Language, Therapy, Sherllock’s Mind Palace, Sherlock’s Violin, Non-Linear Narrative, Hurt/Comfort, Graphic Violence) – "Sometimes I don't talk for days on end. Would that bother you?"

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Thanks Lovely <3

Hey! Sorry this is a bit of a specific ask…

Do you or anyone know of any fics where Sherlock just completely loses it, like has a breakdown and really scares John. Maybe they’re in a relationship already and Sherlock starts acting weird and has a mental breakdown and is scared he will get locked up…?

Thanks!

Hey Nonny!

Ahhhh, nothing is immediately coming to mind, other than fics about John getting hurt and Sherlock going feral, lol.

Anyone able to offer us something for Nonny?

#johnlock fic reqs #reblog #help steph find fics #sherlock goes feral #worried sherlock

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stilesxeveryone · 7 years ago

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Pack of Two - Steter Week

~It’s day 4! I went with touch-starved but idk if I really hit the brief. I kinda don't like this, tbh? Like I feel like I forced a lot of it and it doesn't flow very nicely. Idk, hopefully you guys like it more. You can find this on AO3, where my account happens to be!

You can request fics, moodboards and drawings!~

Peter wasn't going feral. He wasn't. He had a pack so he wasn't going to go feral.

Sure, sometimes he growled when one of Hale-McCall's pack shouted at him. It was just because he was more in touch with his animal side, and there was no point in hiding it if everyone in the room was in the know.

Sure, on full moons he found himself out in the woods, eating little creatures, even though he didn't remember how he got there.

Sure, his gums ached as he almost let his fangs slip out every time he caught the scent of something delicious—whether it was a deer or Stiles didn't seem to matter to his wolf. They were both bambi anyway.

Sure, he wasn't really part of the pack because all of them either hated him or didn't trust him to even get within five metres of them.

Sure, the last time anyone touched him was when the wendigo from two weeks ago tried to bite a chunk out of him.

It was fine.

He wasn't going feral.

Except he was definitely slipping into the state of being an omega and no one seemed to notice or care.

It was a normal day.

Well, it had started off as a normal day.

Peter woke up, did his business in the bathroom, and made himself some coffee before starting on breakfast.

It had continued to be normal, right up until the toast popped out of the toaster and someone knocked at Peter's door.

Peter paused and listened. He recognised the heartbeat as belonging to one Stiles Stilinski and had very conflicted feelings about the fact that the boy knew where he lived and had decided to come visit.

Maybe if he didn't make any noise Stiles would think he wasn't home and would leave.

Except he really wanted to know why the kid was here.

Sighing, he grabbed his toast, moved the eggs off of the pan and onto the toast, then went to open the door.

"Stiles, it's a pleasure to see you. Come in." His smile was off as he hid his fangs from sight. Stiles' scent was almost overwhelming when none of the pack was there to dampen it.

"I wanted to talk," Stiles started, not bothering with a hello as he sat down in Peter's kitchen, where Peter had led him.

"What about?" Peter asked, turning away to grab his breakfast.

"Well, for starters you're growling more," Stiles said and Peter almost froze. Thankfully, he showed no outward sign of surprise.

"There have been animal remains found in the preserve, but none of the pack is owning up to killing anything. I don't know for sure if it is you, but it's certainly likely."

Peter turned to face him then but did nothing else.

"No one in the pack trusts you and no one in the pack touches you."

He didn't reply. He could tell what conclusion Stiles had come to, which was fine and true, but he wasn't sure of what solution he had come up with. He was somewhat concerned that it would be, 'If you go too far then I'll kill you.'

"So, obviously, you're now an omega and it's kinda not good at all for anyone," Stiles concluded, stopping as if he had nothing else to say.

"Congratulations on your fine deduction, Sherlock, but what do you propose as a solution?" Peter asked with a raised eyebrow, as the Hale prophecy predicted.

"Well, uh," for once his scent turned rotten with nerves, "I was kinda hoping even just having me in your pack would help? I know we wouldn't have an alpha and I'm probably not the best for a pack, but one is better than none, right? I mean, it's either that or I kill you if you go too far off the rails again." Stiles finally got a hold of his rambling and looked away from Peter, blush rising on his cheeks.

It was adorable.

"Stiles, I would love for you to be my pack, always have and always will. I offered you the bite, remember?" Maybe not the best memories to bring up. "But would you really be fine with all the touching and scenting?"

Stiles looked up at him with wide eyes before nodding. "Yeah, of course! I'd probably already be touching you and shit, but you're always on the staircase or in a corner or something so I can't, you know?"

It was Peter's turn for his eyes to widen with surprise. He grinned a second later though and asked, "So, I can hug you now?"

Stiles grinned back and stood up, "Yeah, sure."

As he breathed in Stiles' scent, face hidden in the crook of the boy's neck, he could feel his fangs lengthen and the burn of his eyes flaring blue. Hopefully, with time, with Stiles, he'd be able to control it a lot better.

For now, he revelled in the touch and the smell.

Three days later, he was at another bullshit 'pack meeting'. Derek and Scott were arguing, trying to work out how best to deal with the new problem in the woods. Peter was tired of the monotony of it all.

"Have you two ever thought about getting a divorce?" he asked when there was a lull in conversation.

"Shut up, Peter," the two yelled together. It seemed the only thing the two could agree on was that Peter was annoying.

He could feel a growl bubbling up in his throat, but it never came to fruition. Instead, as Stiles bumped shoulders with him, he felt a small amount of tension leak out of him.

"Who do you think's gonna win?" Stiles asked as he leaned into his side.

Peter raised an eyebrow at the question but responded seriously anyway, "Well, Erica and Boyd always vote for Derek. Isaac looks confused and more puppy-ish than normal, so he'll probably vote the same as them. Allison looks stern and sad, so she's probably going with Derek. Lydia looks like she's about to kill Scott, and Jackson always votes the same as her."

Stiles nodded, eyeing everyone in the room. "Interesting take. But what if we entertain the idea that Lydia gets so mad at Scott that she storms out? Jackson follows her. Allison and Isaac both end up voting for Scott, so he doesn't feel like everyone's attacking him. Makes it a tie, instead of all for Derek."

"I like the way you think, but if it ties then the vote goes to you and Derek wins."

"Actually," Stiles started with a bump of their hips, "we win because I get to make a plan for a middle ground if they tie."

"We?"

"You don't wanna help make the plan?" he asked with a pout.

Peter laughed and replied, "Of course I do, darling."

"Good."

Stiles was the first to leave the pack meeting, after everyone voted on Derek's plan, as he had to make dinner for himself and his dad. Peter was making his move to leave as well but suddenly there was a fiery banshee, excited but concerned werewolf and suspicious hunter in front of him.

"Are you and Stiles sleeping together?" the banshee, Lydia, asked with a glare.

"What?" Peter blanked, blinking several times. He had certainly entertained the idea of sleeping with the guy, dreamed about it, fantasised even, but never expected it to happen.

"Are you fucking Stiles?" the werewolf, Erica, repeated more crudely.

"No, I'm not," he said after recovering from his surprise.

"Then why are you and him suddenly so close?" the hunter, Allison, demanded to know.

"Have you ever heard of a thing called pack? Or even friendship?" He raised an eyebrow.

Lydia snorted. Somehow it was still a very regal action.

"Well, I was thinking friends with benefits, rather than a romantic relationship." Erica shrugged.

Peter sighed. "Right, so, interrogation over? I can go? I do have things to do."

The three girls all glared a moment longer, and Peter would be stupid not to be at least concerned that they'd kill him, before stepping out of his way.

He nodded to them before leaving the loft as well.

Later that night, Stiles showed up at Peter's apartment. He knocked and waited impatiently for Peter to open the door. Once it was open, Stiles brushed passed him without a hello. Instead, he got an,

"I brought you dinner. It's leftovers from what I made for dad."

"You brought me dinner?" Peter was confused but happy to let it happen if it meant Stiles would brush passed him more. Jesus, that was a weird thought.

"That's a thing, right? Providing for pack?" Stiles asked as he set the food down on the kitchen table.

Peter quickly fought back a grin and flash of eyes as he nodded. "Yeah, that's a thing."

He growled as he ate, though Stiles commented that it was very much a purr, and contentedly listened to Stiles' chatter the whole time.

As he washed his plate, Stiles began to fidget more than the usual and his scent turned rotten with nerves. It took Peter back to the last time the boy showed up at his apartment.

"Um, so, I was wondering if I could stay over for tonight?" Stiles paused before he decided it would be better if he explained himself, "It's just that dad's working again, and I really hate the house when it's empty, and you obviously don't have to say yes, and I'm sorry, I don't know why I bothered asking, I'll just go."

Before Stiles could take more than a step, Peter had wrapped a hand around his wrist, then around his waist and tugged him into a hug.

"Of course, you can stay, Stiles. What kind of pack would I be if I kicked you out? You can stay for as long as you like, whenever you like." Peter rubbed a hand up and down his back, soothing the boy's nerves until he was limp and too tired.

"Let's get you to bed, pup," he murmured. Gently lifting Stiles up, he walked them to his bedroom and onto the bed.

As he was pulling their shoes and socks off, Stiles spoke with closed eyes, "You called me pup, dude, tha's weird… Are we gonna make a two-man puppy pile?"

Peter huffed a laugh, not quite what he was expecting. Stiles rarely was.

"Most people tend to call it cuddling."

"You called me pup so now it's a puppy pile 'cause you're a pup, too."

Stiles was about ten seconds away from falling asleep and it definitely showed.

Instead of replying, Peter slipped in next to him and let Stiles' scent, even breathing and heartbeat lull him to sleep.

#steter #steterweek #steter week 2018 #teen wolf #fic #my fic #stiles stilinski #peter hale #touch-starved #stiles is peter's pack

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stillebesat · 6 years ago

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The Butterfly Effect -Recollection (5/26)

Sanders Sides: Roman, Logan Inspiration: from @writing-prompt-s “My domain is time,” said the Genie. “Instead of three wishes, you get three decisions. Go back and choose again.” Blurb: Roman has three chances to change his life for the better. Three chances to fix past mistakes. Three chances to totally screw it all up. But who said life is worth living unless one takes a little risk? Fic Type: Hurt/Comfort Overall Fic Warnings: Major Character Death (mentioned), Suicide (mentioned), Suicide Attempt, Partial Paralysis, Injuries, Blood, Punching/Fighting, Knives, Medicinal Misuse, Toxic Roommates (implied/mentioned), Acrophobia (fear of heights), Falling, Nausea, Bullying (implied/mentioned), Car Accident (mentioned), Prison (mentioned), Negative Self Talk, Panic Attack, Bomb (mention), Surgery (mentioned)

To Catch Up: Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4

A chill went through Roman. It couldn’t be. His hand rose to touch the corner of his eye, feeling the bruise that hadn’t been there in...had it been seven years now?

He swallowed, dropping his hand, rising to his feet as he tried to fit the wiry Logan standing before him with the scrawny nerd who’d given him a black eye in his third year of college. He couldn’t see it. Only maybe the glasses. Those could be the same.

His heart thudded heavily in his chest. But Logan had mentioned the singing. Roman had been singing, refusing to be silenced when he’d been punched.

It was just...What were the odds? How likely was it the timeline would fit? The shattered TV in the courtyard. The broken statue out front. His blackened eye.

And….the police. Roman had called the police on the kid because he’d been furious at the black eye. Because he’d thought it would ruin his chances at his audition the next day. To think--- “It-” He coughed, trying to clear the lump from his throat. “But you explained. The Roommates. The drugging--”

Logan’s mouth twisted, a bitter laugh escaping him as he picked up the knife from the vanity. He snapped the blade shut, the weapon disappearing from sight with a twitch of his fingers. “They didn’t believe me. Who goes crazy and takes out a dozen men after taking Nyquil?” He shook his head. “I was sentenced to prison. Got out in two years…” he exhaled. “And have been in and out since. You can’t…” He leaned against the desk, head bowed. “You can’t just pick up your life like nothing happened. Schools won’t take you. Jobs don’t want you. Not without a degree. Not with a criminal history. People don’t treat you the same.” He brushed the LOGIC tattoo with the tip of his finger. “When you’re treated like a threat instead of a person…” He looked up, eyes dull. “You become what they fear.” He whispered. “Because they won’t let you be anything else.”

Roman wasn’t one to be at a loss for words. But right now? “Logan.” He shook his head, running a hand through his hair. How could he admit he was-- How could you say anything after hearing that? After realizing. He swallowed hard, forcing himself to speak over the lump in his throat. “I’m sorry, Lo--”

Logan raised an eyebrow, eyes glittering as he focused on Roman. “For what?” He asked, pushing away from the vanity. “Being the only one to give me a chance….more than once...uhmm.” He licked his lips, lowering his head as he fiddled with the bandages on his hand. “You….you were serious about London...and….and me...coming?”

Roman raised his head, shoving down the leadened feeling in his chest in favor of reassuring his coffee boy. He called a smile onto his face as he spread his arms out wide. “Of course! I’m going to show you Baker Street and everything Sherlock while we’re there. I have it all planned out, down to buying you a deerstalker to match your bee tattoo.” And if he could, he’d do everything in his power to make it up to Logan for...for calling the police, for not realizing. He’d have to tell Logan...but when--how?? He...he would need to figure it out.

Logan glanced at his wrist, his mouth twisting into a near smile. “That’s so idiotic.”

Roman blinked, crossing his arms. “Oh, come on, Logan.” He tilted his head, wiggling his eyebrows. You know you want the hat.”

Logan shook the hair out of his eyes. “I do. Doesn’t mean it’s not stu--” He cut off as a triple rap sounded on the door. He stiffened, eyes going wide. “P-p-police?” He stuttered, the color draining from his face as he stumbled back, rattling the vanity as he slammed into it.

Roman was at his side before the mirror stopped shaking, a careful hand resting on his bandaged wrist. “Whoa, whoa. Hey, hey.” He soothed as the triple rap sounded again. How Logan had even managed to come into the theatre today if he was this paranoid about getting arrested again? “It’s fine, Lo. It’s just Reese. That’s her knock.”

Logan shuddered, gasping for breath as his hand spasmed under Roman’s. “She’s bro--brought--”

Roman shook his head. “No, there’s no police.” He said, keeping his tone calm. “You’re safe here. Alright? You’re safe. I’m here to ensure that. I’m not letting anyone take you away, okay? I’ll protect you from your curse.”

Logan closed his eyes. “Wh-what does she want?” He whispered.

Roman snorted. He would have thought that obvious. “Well...you were throwing and breaking things….”

He flinched. “Right…”

Roman shifted, to keep an eye on the door, squeezing Logan’s hand as he let out a two note whistle to signal to Reese she could enter. “Relax, there’s no lasting damage that can’t be replace.” He said as the handle twisted.

The door opened, allowing his Technical Director to slip inside, holding a white palm sized box tied with a red ribbon in one hand. Her eyes flickered around the torn up room before landing on the two of them. She shut the door behind her with a click, raising an eyebrow as focused on the mirror and their injuries reflected there.

Roman twitched, feeling ever cut and scrape hidden behind the tears and bloodstains now marring his costume under her eagle eyed gaze. He opened his mouth, but Reese cut him off.

“I don’t want to know.” She said, shaking her head as she stepped further in the room, pointing a finger to Roman. “But you, Sanders, need to get out your makeup and that costume before you turn it completely red. And you.” She jabbed her finger to Logan who glared at her, squaring his shoulders as he shoved away from the desk, stopped only by Roman’s hand on his arm.

Reese met him glare for glare, her eyes dark as she gave her own feral smile.

Roman shivered. He hated that smile.

“You are coming with me to apologize to Liv for terrorizing her. Then I’ll have Morgan take a look at your back. Capeesh?”

Logan bared his teeth, a rumble sounding in his throat. “No.”

Reese rolled her eyes. “So scary, Banner. I’m quaking in my sneakers.” Her voice rang in the air, brooking no argument. “Get over here.”

On any other night, Roman might have agreed with her. But tonight? Knowing what he did now...Roman straightened from the vanity, stepping in front of Logan as his coffee boy tensed further. “Reese...now probably isn’t the best--”

“No time is ever ‘the best’ with your coffee boy, Sanders.” She retorted. “It’s not like I’m taking him away permanently.” She leaned around him, staring Logan down. “Hear that? Fifteen minutes. Two minute apology, thirteen minute exam, then you can skip right back in here to continue your impression of a crazed gorilla, alright?”

Logan broke eye contact first, glancing to Roman, his face impassive, though his eyes gave lie to his fear.

As much as Roman wanted to tell his coffee boy he didn’t have to go...having Reese on their bad side wouldn’t be the best before they flew to London. She’d been quite tolerant of Logan’s...idiosyncrasies on Roman’s word alone. It would be best to leave on a good note. Especially after tonight’s...tantrum. Roman gave him a confident grin. “I won’t go anywhere until you get back. So...” He tilted his head to the door. “Go.”

Logan reached up, adjusting his glasses. “Ten minutes.” He met Reese’s eyes, his knife flickering between his fingers before vanishing again. “The dressing room next door. No further.”

Reese tilted her head back and forth in thought. “Twelve minutes and you give me the knife.” She said holding out her hand.

Again, the rumble emanated from Logan’s throat. “Fine.” He ground out, dropping the weapon in her open palm.

Reese gave a curt nod, slipping the weapon into her pocket. “Good.” She turned to Roman. “Twelve minutes. I expect no makeup and the costume on the rack before I bring your coffee boy back.” She said, handing him the white box as Logan warily moved around Reese, pausing by the door, careful to keep himself facing her.

Twelve minutes? That was hardly enough time to remove his makeup! Roman scoffed, taking the box, weighing it, thoughtfully. “What’s this?” He asked in lieu of complaining.

“A parting gift from your friend.” She said, her tone softening a little as she turned for the door, pulling it open. She gestured for Logan to go first. “He regrets he couldn’t stay and chat longer, but the two have an early morning flight.”

“Oh.” The smile slipped from his face, a hollow pang reverberating in his chest. Patton. He’d completely forgotten. He’d meant to come back. Meant to get his number. And now… “Right…” Roman said softly, staring down at the box. “I hope you thanked him on my behalf?” He’d have to find a way to contact Pat and thank him personally. Did he still have the same phone number...no, he’d probably changed it after all these years.

“I did. Gave him your number even.” She smirked as he jerked his head up. “You’re welcome.” She said, slipping out into the hallway. “Remember, twelve minutes, Sanders.” She shut the door with a quiet click.

Roman exhaled, setting the box down on top of his Anxiety script. “Right.” He pushed the scattered papers of his ‘Manhattan research’ to the side, unburying the products he needed to remove the Phantom’s scarring from his face.

He worked quickly, pulling the scar putty off, cleaning off the stage makeup, wincing as his exposed the miniscule cuts on his face from wrestling with Logan.

Logan. Patton.

Roman closed his eyes, slumping in his chair. “What am I going to do?” He mumbled.

It was like A Christmas Carol. Two ghosts of his past popping in out of nowhere. He shook his head, opening his eyes to stare at the picture of a bridge and an obituary on top of his pile of research. “Too bad you couldn’t be the third huh?” He remarked. He would have liked to meet this Virgil N. Shush, if only to get into the guy’s headspace so he could better portray his Anxiety character. He probably would have fit the Ghost of Christmas Yet to Come quite well from what little he’d discovered about the guy who’s script was going to make Roman a big film star. However... Some things just weren’t meant to be.

Roman pushed away from the vanity, grabbing Patton’s gift as he stood. He pulled the ribbon off the box, draping it over the back of the chair, hesitating as he gripped the lid. It’d been years since he’d received a gift from his best friend. Roman licked his lips, feeling the comforting weight of the crown necklace against his throat as he opened the box.

Hey Princey; Patton’s careful penmanship stood out on the notecard sitting on top. I hope you have the Time of your life in England! <3 Patton.

Roman chuckled, shaking his head as he pulled out a large golden pocket watch out of the box, dangling it by the chain. Well that wasn’t what he expected at all. “Pat...who even uses these anymore?” He asked with a fond smile as he sat on the torn lounge couch, tracing the rose design on the outside. “Too bad I didn’t get the time to catch up with you though.” He whispered, thumb resting on the button. If only. If only. With a shrug, Roman popped it open with a click.

A loud gong rang in his ears, sending a firestorm of heat racing through Roman’s body with enough force that he shot to his feet, a startled yell tearing from his throat as he frantically patted at his arms while rainbow light billowed from the watch in his hand, refracting around the room like a Las Vegas laser show. He tried to drop the watch, only to find his muscles unresponsive.

“GO AWAY!” He yelled trying to duck away from the beams of colored light pelting him from every direction with enough force to stagger him. “What the--” He ducked his head, frantically slapping at his arms with his free hand as his skin began to glow in its own prism rainbow. What was this?!

He winced as an angelic chorus of chimes rang in his ears, yelping again as a sharp tug came from the center of his chest. His heart beat in a frantic staccato, fighting against the unseen force pulled him from the ground, sending him flying straight into the billowing rainbow spectrum of a storm that had overtaken his dressing room like a tsunami making landfall.

“Roman Sanders.” A booming voice intoned as Roman fought against the current holding him captive, his dressing room vanishing as he was dragged deeper into the rainbow hailstorm. “Your Time Has Come.”

To Be Continued Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9 Chapter 10 Chapter 11 Chapter 12 Chapter 13 Chapter 14 Chapter 15 Chapter 16 Chapter 17 Chapter 18 Chapter 19 Chapter 20 Chapter 21 Chapter 22 Chapter 23 Chapter 24 Chapter 25 Chapter 26

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faejilly · 7 years ago

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Thank you so much for attempting to make sense of whatever match-flailing got sent your way. I hope you have some fun with it.

That said, if you have any concerns about what-the-heck-this-lady-wants, here you go, in broad strokes because I tend to just re-use this thing for the next something I sign up for. 😅

(Obviously that means some of this may not apply to you specifically. Sorry. If you do have any questions this does not answer, I keep anon asks on, feel free to ask, or use whatever mod-approved contact method this exchange has suggested.)

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Found Family

Fairy Tales / Folklore / Mythology

Battle Couples and Other Specific Competencies! (Show them being good at their thing, whether or not it’s technically ‘battle’ related.)

Case-fic! Canon Compliant or Procedural/Mystery AUs (including cozies if you want to avoid cops) are both good.

HEISTS! Which are the same thing from the other direction, imo. *insert Leverage soundtrack here*

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Side-Character (NPC) backstory and minor/outsider POVs

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Love Triangles

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kid!fic

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mpreg (unless you’re writing about G’loot Praktaw)

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p.p.s.

If we were matched on Dimension 20, I do in fact like all of the ones I’ve seen, so no real worries, but there are 20+ options as of me editing this letter and it’s only going to get worse (better?) as time goes on and they keep making it, so.

In particular: I am weak for both fairy tales and horror (Neverafter my beloved) and am incredibly feral over Ricky/Esther as they hit every single OTP kink I have, apparently, if that helps you narrow down your options.

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friendlyalien · 5 years ago

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already asked some of these but how about s through z for the fandom meme

S - I'll probably grossly misunderstand the question but here goes I always thought that Lucius and Narcissa would be a-okay with Draco being bi or gay. Don't ask me to explain why because I have no clue but I had this idea stuck in my brain for as long as I can remember.

Oh, and something about the way Christophe acts makes me believe he is hella insecure. Actually, I have planned out a 50ish chapter story about it, but I refuse to even touch the behemoth before I deal with my WIPs.

T - unless stated otherwise, everyone is bi. Yes, I am a multishipper, why do you ask?

U - I don't have 5 fandoms fucking hell! The last one is a character I find severly underrated.

Pokemon - James, itsyaboi Guzma, Paul, Barry and Nando (fun fact: Nando has only one (1) entry on Rule34 and it's not even sexual. Don't ask questions.)

Yuri on Ice - Yuri, Emil (!!!), Chris, Phichit, Georgi (the boy is underrated). Yea I know it says five but JJ.

Harry Potter - Draco (duh), Remus (duh!), book!Ginny, Neville, and not really underrated but Snape

Beastars (haven't finished reading yet) - Legosi, Louis (bastard twink grew on me), I can't think of her name but the hen that lays eggs for the sandwiches Legosi eats on Wednesday-then-Friday, that badass panda whose name I won't even attempt writing down, and the cheetah girl (names are hard okay?)

V - Pokemon - you want me to pick one, huh? Rocketshipping.

Yuri on Ice - fuck the canon, Michemil.

Harry Potter - I believe you can parse the answer yourself at this point

W - Drarry - hatefuck. It was my first rival ship for a reason.

I won't disclose the name of the ship because it's RP (real people) and I feel bad for liking it - corsetry

Fucking Victuuri got me into foot stuff (Victor's feet thing is a legitimate tag on AO3)

I have seen too much praise kink in the Otayuri tag to not be into it.

X - Jean-Jacques Leroy is a precious cocky boi and shall not be slandered the way he is.

Georgi deserves therapy and a happy ending.

Isabella doesn't. Deserve. The. Bashing. She. Gets. (And yes I like to pair her fiancé with literally anyone else but she doesn't have to be a bitch. I am a sucker for supportive!ex.)

Same goes for Anya, and I don't really like her to begin with.

Emil is a baby but I think that's the general belief.

Y - to all the people that are trying to get me into Sherlock - stop. To all the people that are reblogging Star Wars fanart - the art is beautiful but won't happen.

And I used to have a shitton of Voltron fanart on my dash like 2 years ago but never got into the show. Dodged a bullet there, lemme tell you.

Z - okay, I love Yuri on Ice with all my heart. I think the characters are all interesting and they make me wanna explore them more, in different settings. This anime got me back into writing.

But hell, does it make an injustice for the girl part of the show. Like, I was making myself height and age charts of all the characters so I won't have to go on Wiki and get lost in Georgi's beautiful eyes for ten minutes every time I needed a reminder that he is older than Victor. The girl skaters (the whole two of them) have no canon height, and the only reason we know Sara's birthday is because she's Michele's twin. Like come on. I am not even that much of a femslash shipper but... would it hurt to have more than, what, three major background characters?

That rant over - man I hate that I have gotten myself into a RPF. I am not (and will never) be writing fics about them but I feel like that even the fact that I read what is out there (not) and comment and encourage is bad enough, especially when they have partners. Nobody is pretending that it's real and I haven't seen anyone slandering their spouses (I'd go fucking feral if that happened) but... yeah.

I'd love if they put out a statement about their feeling about shipping (I remember one of them joking about what their ship name with another member was, so there is a good chance they are aware) because I am conflicted as hell.

I used to be involved in the Smosh fandom like decades ago and rememeber they even used to read fics, and that was fun and kind of reassuring. You know, that they knew and didn't mind/care enough to try and say "hey, stop that". That it didn't affect their lives in negative way, because that is the last thing I'd want to be a part of, even passively.

Rant over, everyone go home.

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inevitably-johnlocked · 4 months ago

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cyn2k said: It's been a while since I read it, but Dearest Life by InnerSpectrum may fit this request.

sleepingexplorer said: white tulips by withoutawish? beware, many trigger warnings on this fic

raina-at said: Not to shamelessly self-plug, but I actually wrote 2 fics where John kisses Sherlock then goes to break up with Mary, Tipping Point and Nothing Gold Can Stay. https://archiveofourown.org/works/46805866/chapters/117893389 and https://archiveofourown.org/works/51677050

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Tipping Point by Raina_at (E, 9,822 w., 2 Ch. || HLV Divergence, Friends to Lovers, Infidelity, Mary is Not Nice, John Whump, Light Angst, Resolved Sexual Tension, Happy Ending) – Charles Magnussen is dead. It's only the first surprise of the evening. It won't be the last.

Nothing Gold Can Stay by Raina_at (E, 10,989 w., 1 Ch. || TSo3 Fix It, Friends to Lovers, Grief, Mentions of PTSD, Introspection, Communication) – The thing you wanted to say. Say it now. What do you do when you can't go back? Do you hold on? Or do you let go?

White Tulip by withoutawish (E, 40,624 w., 1 Ch. || TSo3, Copper Beeches / Solitary Cyclist Rewrite, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Hurt/Comfort, Drug Addiction (Sherlock), Angst, Suicide Attempt, Self-Harm, Mental Health Issues, Demisexual Sherlock, Bisexual John, PTSD, Pining, Metaphors, String Theory, Graphic Depictions of Violence) – Sherlock is in love with John Watson. John Watson is in love with Mary Morstan. Sherlock likes Mary Morstan just fine. Sherlock likes drugs more. And most importantly, Sherlock doesn’t like Sherlock. String theory dictates the laws of the universe. But their story isn’t one that can be boxed up neatly, tied in a heartstring bow. "After all, the axioms of homeostasis dictate that an infinity sign of negative feedback can only loop back in on itself.”

Dearest Life by InnerSpectrum (E, 277,077 w., 82 Ch. || Omegaverse AU || Alpha John, Omega Sherlock, Implied / Referenced Sexual Assault, Slow Burn, Semi-Public Sex, Exhibitionism, Implied / Referenced Rape/Non-Con, Mpreg, Feral John / Sherlock, BAMF John / Sherlock, Parentlock, Pregnant Sex, Kidnapping, Eventual Happy Ending) – Sherlock is an Omega whose Alpha has died severing their bond. Sherlock is depressed for an Omega who lost their mate is considered worthless in their society. If young and fertile, unbonded omegas are sent to breeding camps, forced to bear pups they will never raise; something his brother, Mycroft, will never let happen. Or there is the option of becoming the Second Mate of an Alpha who is already bonded. The omega would be welcomed into the home, bear all the pups the Alpha wished and live comfortably and protected. There is no love and the second's mate place is very low compared to the spouse, but it was better than the alternative. Still mourning his beloved Alpha, Sherlock refuses to be someone else's spouse, let alone a lowly Second Mate, but time is running out before he’s forced to go to the camps. Sherlock is forced to marry John Watson, a wealthy Alpha doctor, who is married to Mary, an infertile Beta. Both of whom hide dark secrets from each other. Part 1 of Dearest Life Universe

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Thank you guys for your additions!!!

JL Fic Req: Sherlock is the Side Piece

@13monkton asked: Hello! Another request from me. I'm looking for a fic where John and Mary are together but John and Sherlock end up kissing. John stops them and says he wants to break it off with Mary before they go any further. Now, there are a few pics with this premise but in the one I'm specifically looking for John comes back and says he hasn't broken up with Mary, he's just going to keep Sherlock as his piece on the side. Sherlock is heartbroken. I couldn't read any more because I was so angry at John but now I want to know what happened! Any ideas? I'd actually be interested in any fics with the premise of "going back to Mary to break it off first" for a collection I'm making.

Hi Lovely!!

I unfortunately don't know which fic this one is, and none that are explicitly that? I think the closest I have are on either my Evil / Not-Nice / Villain Mary or my Jealous Mary fic lists.

I'd welcome any fics if anyone has them, as well as the fic you're looking for!

Anyone able to help us out?

EDIT: OMG I completely forgot I also had this list: John Chooses Sherlock Over Mary. That might have fics you'd prefer. Problem with making so many lists is that you often forget you made them LOL.

#johnlock fic reqs #infidelity fics #help steph find fics #cheating fics #john chooses sherlock over mary fics #reblog

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