#sheiismother

[wastheheart]

Noticing & Being Noticed

@sheiismother (evelyn) asked: "How did you find me?" (thank you!)

They aren't exactly the first words Esme is expecting to hear, especially when she's been teetering on the edge of a breakdown since the moment she left her family. Esme's arm falls to her side, knuckles having just lightly knocked against the door.

There is an eventual exhale, one that reminds Esme that Evelyn is quite literally the last option available to them— to Bella.

"I saw you online... my family and I, we're in a... unique situation. I could have sent a message or an email, I could have even phoned, but the urgency and importance of it all had be come in person, I truly don't mean to intrude."

She fiddles nervously with the buttons on her coat, anxiety stuck in her throat similarly to how it burns when thirsty.

"Will you help me?"

[myriadxofxmuses]

What sad planet analogy are you?

Tagged by: @sheiismother

Tagging: @lunarruled , @lostxones , @missautumn , @reevezs , @huntrcssqueen , @uncxntrxllable , @waveofstars , @disposablelover , @smolcuriouskitten , @apurekindness , @vegalores , @ruinedsoulsrp

Saturn is slowly losing its rings

You have always been someone very smart, ambitious and extremely calm and collected, yet you feel as if you were slowly losing yourself. You've started to act different, you are losing many people around you, as if everyone and everything was slowly leaving you, it makes you feel helpless, you want to take control of your life again, yet you don't know how

[legends-and-savages]

@sheiismother sent: “I know. Baby’s due next week. I’m huge.” (From Molly)

Raleigh looked over at her with a small smile. "You don't look that big." He said. "You look good you need help with anything?"

[apurekindness]

“You’re pregnant? Congratulations, that’s awesome!”

Surprise me! sheismotherr

@sheiismother

"Yes, I am," she smiled, one hand resting on her bump. She'd got to a size where it was undeniable; more and more people were gazing at her in the street. This was her first baby, and she had no idea of the many strange reactions she would receive from strangers. "Thank you. I have six weeks until I'm due."

[luckhissoul]

@sheiismother asked : “See? This is a 24 hour difference. Night before I popped, the night he was born,” Stella had recently had her third and was showing Mat all the pictures on her phone, of which there were many.

she seems pretty excited with each picture she draws up. something bright on her face that tells him that the last thing he wants is to cut her off. he smiles at her enthusiasm, looking at the pictures she's showing. "never knew 24 hours could make that big of a difference."

[halliwellauto]

@sheiismother sent: “Oh my goodness, look at you!” for morgan

Aiden looked up from her book and smiled fondly seeing Morgan. "Hey. How are you?" she asked, getting up from her seat. It was a bit of a struggle, given how big her stomach had gotten. she was still surprised by how quickly Sam and her were able to get pregnant. she thought it would take a bit longer than it had. "yeah, I think I'm carrying more than one kid in here. Otherwise I think the baby is huge. How are you? How are things?"

[helreginn]

@sheiismother asked:

“I can tell you a story if you like.”

Hel perked up noticeably, the most excited of smiles on her pale face as she eagerly nodded at Etta. "Yes, please!"

[seemani]

prompt: “I want to push!” @sheiismother for fiona

The two hadn't gone far. This was just to help Fiona along and they were on their way back to the car when the woman had started making noises that could only be described as primal. "What?" Annalise's eyes widened at the announcement. "No, no. No, you don't." She shook her head, She'd rather her friend give birth in her new car than out here on a trail. "Deep breaths, deep breaths." She also had to listen to herself to prevent her from panicking that she might have to deliver this baby. Was she at that stage already? She had no experiencing with delivering babies and had been anxious enough as it was when she'd had her own.

[divinedxsign]

❛  are you sure you can do this on your own?  ❜

Evelyn to Alison; sheiismother

"No. No, I'm not." She shot back, realizing her tone was far too harsh and inwardly scolding herself. Blue eyes closed, and a hand came up to run through her hair, the other resting on her hip as she resisted the urge to pace. Pregnant. Jesus, she had never planned for this. The one time she has a drunken night in someone's bed and she faces the biggest of consequences. Alison would have laughed if she weren't so freaked out. "I don't--- I have no idea what I'm going to do." @sheiismother

[sacredpyre]

Con X @sheiismother

"Alena, "A faint, tired smile pulled at the corner of her lips at the other woman. Though it didn't quite reach her eyes it was genuine. It had indeed been a tiring day at that. It was always busy around this time of year at the shop where she worked, the holiday counting for most of their orders. "I did, there were so many sweets that needed baking."

[blindspct]

tushar's face twisted in surprise, obviously not expecting what she followed up with. "i-what?" he almost believed that he wasn't hearing her correctly but he certainly hoped he was. even though he'd been the one to bring it up, he still wanted to ask her if she were sure. then again, he didn't want her to think that he was second guessing all of this because he really wanted to take her out if it were a possibility, "i'd love to join you." he replied. "should we meet somewhere? i assume that's better than me picking you up..."

How best to go about this? How to navigate these new waters? It was true, she and Henry were on the outs right now. No marriage was one hundred percent smooth sailing. Maia wasn’t going to pretend hers was. Still, she had something in mind. She was no adulteress. Crossing over to him, she took his hand with a soft smile.

“You misunderstand me, Tushar,” she said simply. “What’re you doing tonight?” His admission was not overstepping in her eyes. Maia always enjoyed spending time with him. Truth be told, there existed some feeling, stronger than friendship, on her side as well. It couldn’t hurt to at least see. “I was planning on going out anyway. A night where I’m not just somebody’s mother or wife. Care to join me? No strings, I promise.”

[wastheheart]

Reasons to Cup a Face

@sheiismother (evelyn) asked: [BELIEF]: in a moment where the receiver is lacking in self-confidence, the sender cups their face tenderly and professes their faith in the receiver's abilities. (thank you!)

It's one of those nights where the echoes of Charles lingers cruelly in her thoughts. She falls asleep only to wake up covered in a cold sweat, her bump becoming more and more prominent with every passing week.

She had thought by now that any memories of her husband would have begun to fade, but life was strange in that regard. The closer she got to her due date, the more the man cropped up in her dreams. The closer she got to her due date, the more her lies began to crumble. Evelyn was hardly deaf. If anything, she would have both heard and seen Esme struggling with her night terrors. It didn't help that this pregnancy had offered her very little in way of feeling okay. Sickness had plagued her since her first trimester, it didn't seem as if it was going to end any time soon.

In the haziness of anxiety and sleep deprivation, Esme doesn't see Evelyn in the door way, nor how she crosses the space to kneel before her.

The touch comes unexpectedly and Esme flinches, uttering Charles' name in her confusion.

"I can do better," she replies, not completely comprehending Evelyn's words. "I'll do better, please, Charles."

[myriadxofxmuses]

RATE YOUR MUSE'S TRAITS 0-10 !!

Repost and rate your muse's traits, then tag your followers.

Tagged by: @heartxshaped-bruises

Tagging: @waveofstars (Chey), @reevezs , @sheiismother (Morgan), @uncxntrxllable (Lakota), @lunarruled , @scinglivess , @huntrcssqueen (Theo) , @apurekindness , @disposablelover , and YOU

I decided to do my boys for this one.

Oscar

★  ⸻   COMPASSION: 7/10 It very much depends on the situation, but Oscar can be very sympathetic to someone's plight.

★  ⸻   BITTERNESS: 2/10 He is not a very bitter person. That's not to say he doesn't feel the emotion at times, but it is not something that is ever central to his life.

★  ⸻   HAPPINESS: 7/10 Even though he doesn't believe it is a necessity to life, he's a fairly happy guy. I would venture to say more of a content person, but happy nonetheless.

★  ⸻   POLITENESS: 9/10 His mama raised him right.

★  ⸻   CHIVALRY: 8/10 He is pretty chivalrous. He cares a lot for the opposite sex and is steadfast in the way he treats them. Any woman lucky enough to be called his will be treated like a queen.

★  ⸻   PRIDE: 9/10 His pride can be one of his downfalls at times. He has a very hard time getting over his pride and accepting that it should be knocked down a peg or two.

★  ⸻   HONESTY: 8/10 He is honest as much as possible, but there have been plenty of opportunities throughout his life that have made dishonesty essential. So while he prefers to be an open book, he is well versed in hiding things as necessary.

★  ⸻   BRAVERY: 9/10 Even if he was afraid of something, that wouldn't stop him from doing what needs to be done. Even if it means risking his own life.

★  ⸻   RECKLESSNESS: 3/10 Oscar is a very logical and strategic man and rarely takes risks without thinking through all possible outcomes.

★  ⸻   AMBITION: 8/10 Oscar is extremely ambitious which is how he has climbed his professional ladder to the height he has.

★  ⸻   LOYALTY: 8/10 When he is loyal to someone. He is loyal to a fault at times.

★  ⸻   LOVE: 6/10 While he's not opposed to finding the one his career largely gets in the way of things.

★  ⸻   SENSE OF FAMILY: 9/10 Family is super important to Oscar. Despite his father's life path, he instilled in both Emily and Oscar how important it was to be a family and to stick together.

★  ⸻   ATTRACTIVENESS: 8/10 He doesn't view himself as that attractive - his scar riddled body and his inability to have children a big part of this belief - but he know what women think about him.

★  ⸻   AGILITY: 9/10 His years in the military kept him fit and agile and he's never lost it.

★  ⸻   SEX DRIVE: 7/10 He enjoys it and is fairly decent at it, but it isn't a high priority for him. His work keeps him busy and distracted most days.

Gage

★  ⸻   COMPASSION: 8/10 He is a borderline empath. He is super compassionate to the point of sometimes ignoring his own needs over others.

★  ⸻   BITTERNESS: 1/10 Gage has nothing to really be bitter over except the occasional disappointment when it comes to gigs.

★  ⸻   HAPPINESS: 8/10 He is generally happy with his life. While he does have the down moments, especially when in the midst of his addiction, he jumps back pretty quickly.

★  ⸻   POLITENESS: 6/10 Polite for the most part, but can sometimes come across as arrogant.

★  ⸻   CHIVALRY: 7-8/10 He is actually a gentleman when it comes to the women in his life - so long as they aren't one nighters or flings.

★  ⸻   PRIDE: 5/10 While proud of his professional accomplishments, he isn't really a proud person. He legitimately doesn't like to talk about himself or brag, but can when he needs for work.

★  ⸻   HONESTY: 9/10 He is honest. He despises liars, so he would never do so himself intentionally or willingly.

★  ⸻   BRAVERY: 5/10 He is a self preserver and wouldn't take unnecessary risks to his life.

★  ⸻   RECKLESSNESS: 7/10 He is an addict and can be extremely reckless at times. Having enough money to fix pretty much any mistake he could make, he doesn't think things through at times.

★  ⸻   AMBITION: 9/10 Super ambitious. It was his ambition that drove the band to their fame and it's his ambition that keeps them at the top.

★  ⸻   LOYALTY: 8/10 He is loyal to those who matter to him.

★  ⸻   LOVE: 6/10 Given his career path he doesn't expect to find love, although he is more than open to the possibility - though he doesn't actively look for it.

★  ⸻   SENSE OF FAMILY: 9/10 He is very close to his family and his sister is super protective of him.

★  ⸻   ATTRACTIVENESS: 8/10 He isn't vain, but he isn't naive when it comes to his looks.

★  ⸻   AGILITY: 6-7/10 Agile enough to get the job done.

★  ⸻   SEX DRIVE: 7/10 While he too takes advantage of the loose women constantly around him, he also has times where he wants a break. He can turn it off should the need arise to concentrate on more important life needs.

Silas

★  ⸻   COMPASSION: 6-7/10 He has compassion - his upbringing big on it - but he has a hard time showing it.

★  ⸻   BITTERNESS: 1/10 Not a bitter person in the slightest.

★  ⸻   HAPPINESS: 8/10 Silas is a care-free, happy-go-lucky guy and thoroughly enjoys his life.

★  ⸻   POLITENESS: 6/10 He is polite enough when he needs to be, but he can easily be a douche too.

★  ⸻   CHIVALRY: 8/10 He knows what women like and he isn't afraid to do what it takes to make them happy.

★  ⸻   PRIDE: 4-5/10 He isn't really a proud person, even though proud of what he's done with his life. Pride was largely shunned growing up, so he never really had a need for it.

★  ⸻   HONESTY: 8/10 He is honest, but can tell a fib from time to time to get what he wants.

★  ⸻   BRAVERY: 4/10 He is somehwhat of a pascifist, but can handle his own if need be - though he never goes looking for a fight or trouble, even if it finds him more often than not.

★  ⸻   RECKLESSNESS: 8/10 Silas acts before he thinks more often than not. Consequences of his actions usually don't play a part in his decision to do something until it's too late.

★  ⸻   AMBITION: 6/10 He is ambitious enough to keep going, but doesn't have any real goals in life.

★  ⸻   LOYALTY: 8/10 Given his upbringing, loyalty is a big deal for him and fully believes it goes both ways.

★  ⸻   LOVE: 9/10 Despite his outwardly appearance of a hoe, he is a hopeless romantic at heart.

★  ⸻   SENSE OF FAMILY: 7/10 While his upbringing made family super important, it wasn't exactly family as most viewed it - his parents part if a cult that viewed each member as family and anyone else as an outsider. Silas' parents are important to him, but he doesn't consider blood family. His family is very much chosen.

★  ⸻   ATTRACTIVENESS: 7/10 He knows women find him attractive. He is also aware part of his attractiveness has to do with his career as a musician, so it isn't too important to.him.

★  ⸻   AGILITY: 8/10 He is nimble and limber.

★  ⸻   SEX DRIVE: 9/10 He is a player in every sense of the word. He takes full advantage of the groupies and the benefits of being a rockstar when it comes to his bedroom habits - enjoying it without apology.

Ethan

★  ⸻   COMPASSION: 2/10 There are moments when he second guesses himself and feels, for lack of a better word, bad about things, but it is never enough to change his ways.

★  ⸻   BITTERNESS: 6-7/10 He is full of bitterness for a lot of things that have happened in his life - most of them being legitimate to feel bitter over.

★  ⸻   HAPPINESS: 3-4/10 Happiness is a useless emotion for him, but he knows how to fake it almost expertly. Only those who know him best, which are few and far between, can catch that he is putting on a show for others.

★  ⸻   POLITENESS: 5/10 As with happiness, he knows how to fake it until he makes it.

★  ⸻   CHIVALRY: 3/10 And that's being generous. While Ethan can be a gentleman at times, it is not a priority to him AT ALL. He sees the opposite sex as a toy and most women become his victim in the end, so he sees no need to genuinely be nice to them - unless he's baiting them to satisfy his desire to kill.

★  ⸻   PRIDE: 8/10 Ethan is very prideful of his feats in life - although most of them are known only to him otherwise he'd have been locked up and executed years ago.

★  ⸻   HONESTY: 3/10 He is a pathelogical liar and has no qualms about it. He could care less if he is honest. Honesty is a very hard thing for him to practice, seeing as he believes it makes him weak to acknowledge his inner emotions when he has them.

★  ⸻   BRAVERY: 9/10 Given his chosen extracurricular activities, he is surprisingly brave. Not much frightens him.

★  ⸻   RECKLESSNESS: 2/10 Ethan is methodical and rarely gets sloppy with anything in life. He can be meticulous even with the most mundane activity.

★  ⸻   AMBITION: 5/10 He has enough ambition to keep him going, but since his family is old money and he has a seemingly endless trustfund, he doesn't see a need for ambition.

★  ⸻   LOYALTY: 3/10 Ethan is loyal only to one person. Himself.

★  ⸻   LOVE: 7/10 While Ethan exerts an uncaring appearance, he desperately wants to be loved. He also wants feel love for another, even if he will never admit how thirsty he is for the connection.

★  ⸻   SENSE OF FAMILY: 1/10 He hates his family, but his siblings are the only ones he has ever remotely tried to become close to - even if it failed miserably.

★  ⸻   ATTRACTIVENESS: 9/10 He is very much aware of his attractiveness to the opposite sex and uses it to his advantage as often as possible.

★  ⸻   AGILITY: 9/10 He is fit and agile, a necessary for his night time activities.

★  ⸻   SEX DRIVE: 9/10 He is a horny devil.

[legends-and-savages]

@sheiismother sent: “You are pretty cool!” (From Molly)

A chuckle from him as he looked over at her. "Thanks." He said. "You're pretty cool yourself." He said. "So tell me a bit more about yourself."

[apurekindness]

“When I’m shopping, people don’t look at me anymore. They just stare at this gigantic belly.”

Any mama! sheismotherr

@sheiismother

"I can't say I blame them," she admitted, with a faint smile. "You look ready to pop! How many days until you're due? Surely, it can't be long now?" she queried, her smile growing. Unless she was having twins, Kiara couldn't imagine her getting much bigger.

[luckhissoul]

@sheiismother asked “I really appreciate you coming over. I underestimated how lonely being stuck at home was going to be.” - jessica

he lets out a small amused breath as he looks over the place. trying to find little things that identify who she is. people's houses were a lot more telling than their words most of the time. he looks back at her, a slight smile on his face. "well, i had to take some pity on you. i would go crazy just sitting around at home, on my own."