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Infinity Nikki theory: the gravity in Miraland is far weaker than here on Earth.
Evidence:
⢠Nikki can effortlessly jump onto the roofs of some houses (without abilities or double-jumping). The amount of roofs she should be able to jump onto is zero.
⢠Momo keeps thinking there's deep water present while he's inside buildings, or walking down the street, or breathing. He's probably getting confused because of the lessened gravity.
⢠Nikki and Momo do not experience fall damage even if they walk directly off high cliffs and towers.
⢠Nonoy can also basically fly. Why
⢠Have I mentioned Nikki's 10 ft vertical leap?
#tbh there's more evidence I could put forward but this was an excuse to talk about Nikki's olympic jumping skills#why is her base jump SO high???#she's too powerful. we need to stop her#infinity nikki#nikkiverse#textpost#100
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some shippers when solas has had important relationships from thousands of years ago and he can't just forgive himself for failing those closest to him then and go "okie dokie!" when his wife tells him he can come back home
#dragon age fandom critical#solavellan#im sorry some of you are not serious he literally says in the cutscene i wish ur forgiveness soothed my faults but unfortunately#hes been on this path for CENTURIES before lavellan was even born like yes he would like to apologize to mythal#AND HE LEFT LAVELLAN CLUES BC SHE WANTED HIM TO TRACK HIM SHE WANTED HER TO STOP HIM#unfortunately sometimes you kinda need your best friend turned master turned opp to say it's ok#like she literally came in went well lolz we both fucked up teehee i release u from indentured servitude PCE#and some of u are still mad#RELATIONSHIPS DONT EXIST IN A FUCKING VACUUMM!!!!!!#mind you mythal got betrayed by her own deranged husband who then got locked away and she was lobotomized#and then after she protected her people in this new world solas showed up and went well im bombing it#LIKE UNFORTUNATELY. SINCE HE KILLED FLEMETH HE KINDA NEEDED TO ATONE FOR THE NUMEROUS GRIEVANCES HE CAUSED IN MYTHALS LIFE TOO#also like even tho it was mythals choice to follow her husband and it was her own undoing#solas as a spirit of wisdom who knew better and warned her still thinks he failed her and not vice versa bc it was his Nature.#i also think it would be largely out of character for solas to just go okie after lavellan forgives him#he literally broke up w her bc he felt he was betraying this path of repentance he made up for himself#he wished it was as easy to just cast aside & get over it and adapt like mythal clearly has but#in his core he feels deeply. his regrets his losses his pain. he is a spirit#he is not a man. he is weighed down by emotions the mortal coil cannot comprehend#it is also why he did not want cole bound or inq drinking from the fountain#he made a choice and he failed and he carried that burned for centuries#he would not have that thrust upon someone else#and he also cannot wash away the guilt without confronting it. and he hasnt been confronting it until hes trapped#and even then his last confrontation w mythal b4 vg was when he gutted her to seize power and do what HE thought he must
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Blanche's grandma's place is the only place she felt consistently loved in... no I'm fine. I'm fine
#the IMPLICATIONS#i completely forgot about that line#room 7 makes me lose my mind in general but ohhh my god#OH my god#i'm#yeah no i'm fine#i have so many feelings about this i can't even put them into words#idk but she speaks about that place with so so much nostalgia#we see blanche in a way we've never seen her with anyone from her past#she didn't look even remotely as happy or peaceful (or nostalgic!) when she visited her childhood home#but when she's in her grandma's old home? she calls it her family home#she talks about it like *that's* the place she grew up in#because apparently it was the only place she was always sure she could be loved#so i guess it might not have been the only place she grew up in#but it sure sounds like it was the one place she was allowed to be herself in and still be loved unconditionally#without competing for anyone's attention#ohh blanche ;-;#i teared up when she held that windchime and smiled right before finally leaving that house#that was *such* a powerful moment ;-;#anyway#uh#i guess i'll just go and stare at a wall or something now#the golden girls#blanche devereaux#adding on to this to say that maybe it really was the only place she grew up in#because to grow up i'd say you need an environment where you can at least somewhat freely explore your identity#without feeling a constant need to be the best/cutest/prettiest sister to get your parents' love and approval#it sounds like blanche grew older in her childhood home#and she got the chance to *grow up* with her grandma#(i knoooow i'm reading too much into this but i can't stop thinking about this episode)
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I like the idea that marina is someone who isnât a nice person but she is kind. like she can get quite rude, and sheâs generally so direct and blunt that she comes off as someone mean but she does have good intentions. whereas olivia is someone whoâs nice but quite unkind ; I like the idea that she projects this image of someone whoâs so benevolent and good because sheâs the herald of andraste. sheâs a symbol of hope to people, someone whoâs sent by the maker to shine a light when the world was engulfed in darkness so she plays on that perception of herself. but she also uses that to her advantage for her own means in terms of power. sheâs not intentionally cruel ďżź- she gains nothing from being someone unpleasant, but everything she does is incredibly calculating and theyâre almost always to her own advantage. sheâs def insincere.
but anyway I also like the idea of marina having a poor reputation in the south. to them sheâs the reason all this shit happened because word of mouth obscured the truth sm, not to mention sheâs an elven mage so they definitely think sheâs allied with the elven gods. and then here comes POOR inquisitor olivia trevelyan who has to take up her banner again even though sheâs already retired and the inquisition is long gone because sheâs just so good and kind that sheâs doing this because itâs the right thing to do. and now she has to clean up the mess that elf has made but we can always trust her to do whatâs right âşď¸đ
#for me olivia disbands the inquisition so she also doesnât come across as someone power hungry or being influenced too much by the chantry.#Iike all her good actions are HERS. not anyone elseâs. and outside of that she still has her own influence and she probably amass power for#herself but very lowkey. like to me sheâs so calculating and she wouldâve been so diabolical and a key player in the political games#if cullen wasnât like can we just rest I donât want u going in that path and sheâs like ok.#I want to replay dai and rp her properly bc im pretty sure i only made choices that I think were funny before#but now im like thatâs terribly out of character for her LOL#but I had that ending for dav where u pursuade solas to lock himself in the fade and olivia comes along like what if the person who youâve#wronged tells you to stop ): and im like ????? didnât u guys hate each other đđđđ 10 years later sheâs still a gaslighter#but back to marina thoughts in my head the dialogues are much harsher. like she rlly isnât the type to coddle#wish rook can be more meaner I need marina meeaaaannnnnnnnnn but sheâs well meaning.#shut up about dav.#dav spoilers
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"The feast of the Nativity of Saint John the Baptist being appointed as the day upon which the coronation of the king [Edward V] would take place without fail, all both hoped for and expected a season of prosperity for the kingdom."
â Excerpt from the Croyland Continuator / David Horspool, Richard III: A Ruler and Reputation
Even though Edward IVâs death was unexpected, after twelve years of peace there need not have been too much of a sense of foreboding about the succession. The great dynastic wound from which the Wars of the Roses had grown had not so much been healed as cauterized by the extinction of the House of Lancaster. There was no rush for London, as had happened in earlier, disputed successions. The royal party didnât set out from Ludlow for ten days after hearing the news of Edward IVâs death, while Richard took his time, too. And the new king had [his mother the dowager queen and] two uncles to support him: his motherâs brother, the sophisticated, cultured, highly experienced Earl Rivers; and his fatherâs, the loyal and reliable Duke of Gloucester, to whom Edward IV had entrusted unprecedented power and vital military command.
... [Richard of Gloucester] had achieved his goal by a mixture of luck and ruthlessness, and if he made it appear, or even believed himself, that destiny played a part, this only made him a man in step with his times. Modern historians have no time for destiny, but sometimes the more âstructuralistâ interpretations of the events surrounding the usurpation can come close to it. When we read that âthe chances of preserving an unchallenged succession were . . . weakened by the estrangement of many of the rank-and-file nobility from . . . high politics, which was partly a consequence of the Wars of the Roses and partly of Edward IVâs own policiesâ, it is hard not to conclude that an unforeseeable turn of events is being recast as a predictable one. But without one overriding factor â the actions of Richard, Duke of Gloucester after he took the decision to make himself King Richard III â none of this could have happened. That is, when the same author concedes âNor can we discount Richardâs own forceful characterâ, he is pitching it rather low*.
Edward IV had not left behind a factional fault line waiting to be shaken apart. Richard of Gloucesterâs decision to usurp was a political earthquake that could not have been forecast on 9 April, when Edward died. After all, Simon Stallworth did not even anticipate it on 21 June, the day before Richard went public. We should be wary of allowing hindsight to give us more clairvoyance than the well-informed contemporary who had no idea âwhat schall happyneâ. This is not to argue that Richardâs will alone allowed him to take the Crown. Clearly, the circumstances of a minority, the existence of powerful magnates with access to private forces, and the reasonably recent examples of resorts to violence and deposition of kings, made Richardâs path a more conceivable one. But Richardâs own tactics, his arrest of Rivers, Vaughan and Grey, the rounding up of Hastings and the bishops, relied on surprise. If men as close as these to the workings of high politics at a delicate juncture had no inkling of what might happen, the least historians can do is to reflect that uncertainty [...].
(*The author who Horspool is referencing and disagreeing with is Charles Ross)
#wars of the roses#edward v#richard iii#edward iv#my post#I'm writing a post on this topic but I have no idea when I'll finish it so I figured I should post Horspool's epic analysis#or should I say epic takedown? <3#friendly reminder that Richard's usurpation happened primarily and decidedly because of Richard's own decisions and actions#we need to stop downplaying his singular agency and accountability by casting the blame on others#most of all Elizabeth Woodville and her family but also the bizarre interpretation of historians like Ross and Pollard (et al)#who somehow hold Edward more responsible (through a 'structuralist' view as Horspool says) even though that literally makes no sense#also friendly reminder that actual contemporaries did not view Edward V's minority as a sign of worry and potential discontent#quite the opposite - they expected him to have a prosperous reign. which made sense since Edward IV left his son a far more stable#country than any former minor king (and most other adult kings tbh). The irony is that it was his son's usurper who benefitted from it.#also I added Elizabeth Woodville to the list because Edward V himself specifically said that he trusted the governance of the country#'to the peers of the realm and the queen' as quoted by Mancini (likely relayed to him by John Argentine)#and this is supported by evidence. After Edward's death the Croyland Continuator substitutes Elizabeth's role in the council#for that of the King: 'the counsellors of the king now deceased were present with the queen'#we know Elizabeth presided over all the council's decisions and initiated proposals (the size of her son's military escort) on her own#She was clearly the one with the most authority in the council (who were described as being present with *her* not anyone else)#Hastings made demands but he couldn't enforce them at all (and was in fact worried). It was clearly Elizabeth who had that power.#She was likely going to play a very prominent role during her son's minority and imo it's problematic to assume otherwise#(Lynda Pidgeon assumes otherwise but she's based her assumption on objectively false information so I don't think we should take her#seriously)(see: she claims that EW lacked influence compared to her male relatives in royal councils when EW HERSELF WAS IN ROYAL COUNCILS)#That's not to go too far the other direction and claim EW tried to dominate and tactlessly exclude others - we know she didn't#The impression we get by this first council and by Richard's own actions indicates that she Richard and Anthony would likely#work *together* when it came to governing the realm#I do find it frustrating when people disregard the fact that based on the impression we have she would've had a very visible#and powerful role
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i was gonna share my xenoblade thoughts the next day because i was full of them but very tired however it is the next day and i forgot how to thought
#dang đ#i can try though ig#uhh spoilers below#ok first music very good#i have not done so yet but i like to sit down and listen to the whole soundtrack after finishing a game for the first time and i am looking#forward to that very much#anyways i love stories about death#heck yeah death and fear of change and regret and insecurity and hope and also flutes#the ending with the final boss in stuff was kinda giving me pmd vibes specifically gates and super#i love pmd so this is a very good thing#also i love when villains have some connection to theatre#the n and m thing was wack#like omg a guy named n oh huh he kinda looks like noah take off ur mask dude lemme see omg it is noah!! wow evil version of main character#wait is that mio#oh snap he isnt a version of me im a version of him born from his regret and the hope that he completely lost#very cool!#after the execution stuff and i added valdi back into my party because didnt have a hero in that because ghondor joined as my hero for a bit#and then left and i put him back in and i was like hey bestie how was ur day yeah mine was pretty good i just got locked up for a month and#just sitting there full of dread and anger and sadness as the clock was ticking towards death for the girl i love and i couldnt even be near#her during this and there was no hope of escape and then we were forced to watch her fade away before getting executed and i stood over my#body and looked down on it and i was taken to a place where i saw all my past lives and how me and the girl i love fell in love each time#but i always lost her until finally i did some horrific stuff and forced her into immortality with me never asking if she wanted this#because i stopped thinking of her as a person and more like a precious possession i need to keep in my grasp and our regret was so powerful#that we were born again through hope despite our other selves still living and then i decided to try again and the other mio stopped the#other me from killing me and plot twist they body swapped and the other mio died and the mio i know lived on with the other mios body and#then the other me got a lil too silly so we beat him up#so yeah my day was pretty good how was yours#like okay!!!!!!!!#great!!!!!!#ok i reached max tags bye
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I will not get triggered.
#I will actually!#BRUH I usually donât get pressed over stuff like this too much#Cause at the end of the day it really doesnât matter and I only care about my own opinion LOLOL#But to the people who are saying that GFriend donât seem like a unit anymore or Sowon and Yerin arenât giving it their all is pissing me of#First off Yerin was being mindful of her hair (literally every idol with nice hair will do that) but she still had so much energy and power#Also itâs been a while but I feel like sheâs still rebuilding her confidence#It got better in Wavy for sure!#And idk I think she literally looks like sheâs performing normally#Same thing for Sowon! She ate! Am I missing something?#And sheâs been off the stage for a while too#And all the jazz with Yuju and her vocal regression blah blah#Can we just stop talking about it for a second because sheâs improved on so many other fronts#She might not belt as well anymore but other parts of her range have improved#And do yâall hear her vocals on their new song?#I donât know maybe Iâm looking at them through rose tinted glasses and am being biased and an annoying fan who defends their idols a lot#But idk I think they did amazing for having such a packed schedule and still being so synchronized and everything#And obviously idols will have days where they donât have the best stage and thatâs okay#Maybe I need to calm down lol#But they still seemed very GFriend to me#And the complaints about the new song but whatever#Iâm the CEO of complaining but I just want o enjoy everything that theyâve given us so far :)#Letâs wait for promotions and the concert to see :)#GFriend
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Don't you never stop thinking about how the trailer implied that Elena is so strong that the whole party need to team-up & strategize to push her down a cliff or are you normal?
#like reno & rude both end on their knees in remake#reno after a 1vs1#rude after a 1vs2#& both of them when it's 2 vs 3 during Platfall#but meanwhile they all need to gang-up on Elena#not even to knockout her but push her down a cliff to stop her#she's such a powerhouse#I'm glad they kept the idea from OG that she's the one with the bigger stats in her group if the implication is true#like Aerith's magic doesn't seem to much damage to her#she's more caught by surprise by the power of the explosion#& we also see her knockout the girl 10 meters out of the way with one strike too#while reno has to pummel ppl repeatdly in remake or rely on his zipping magic#while Rude mostly use grabes & quakes#I hope she's a nightmare to fight#like remake!Rufus's level of annoying#elena ff7#avalanche is prob praying that she breaks her neck in that fall lmao
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Istg I haven't written since MIDDLE SCHOOL why do I keep getting bombarded with good ideas that I only I can write đđđđđ
#just had a bunch of ideas to fix the yellow lantern jess concept and have it function as a concrete and vital step in her character arc#(of the same importance of power ring)#and just like the image of a scene where the sinestro corps is attacking a planet for some reason or another inspiring fear (and maybe for a#decent reason bc jess needs SOME motive to stay with them but STILL fear bad)#and shes trying to make them stop but theyre not stopping. and then the GLC shows up and starts fighting the YLC.#and jess is trying to get it to stop but no one is listening to her#like none of the earth lanterns are there no kne she knows#although maybe arisia and other gls WE know pretty well are there. i think arisia should get to go one on one w sinestro as leaders of both#forces. ANYWAYS jess is trying to get it to stop and protect the people (who are TERRIFIED of her) but no one is stopping#anyways something something green lanterns are dying and instead of going out into space their rings start going towards jess#like it starts with just one and shes shocked then two then three and she starts talking with them denying her place with them until its a#whole CLOUD of rings (uhhh nevermind the corps just dying here sorry đŹ. no one we care abt though)#anyways and then something buzzes and ripples from underneath her suit#she lets it free and its HER ring tied around her neck#and shes like not you too and the ring is like yes me too and says its not about not being afraid its about OVERCOMING fear#and just like idk. i could fix her (yellow lantern jess arc)#dc hire me asap#hopefully this makes sense. again i have not read those comics yet other than a good amt of panels BUT#im reading her power ring era right now and like... its all coming together#anyways anyways thinking about jess a LOT tonight#95% of those posts are in my drafts though#including my super long YL!Jess character arc meta which this is deeply related too#but we're not talking abt that right now swishy!!!! you are SUPPOSED to be doing your spanish project due tomorrow at midnight which you#have barely started!!!!#its study time not superhero plot bunny time!!!!!#blah#swishy writing#swishy aus#nothing in the post itself but the tags deserve these tags
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also quite the illustration in wags being like "'not asking permission' - wags" and plowing through someone expressing a physical boundary but he was already intending to use physical violence & violation & assumed corresponding distress as a tool to get his way....amidst the typicality, "correctness," permissibility of all that around here like five times an hour
#winston billions#and in all ways like the [oh well but at least it's Not That Bad(tm)] / some theoretical peak lasting physical harm....not that relevant#not unlike how billions didn't need to put all that effort into supposedly not yet going ''yeah prince is the worst ofc'' in s6#like oh he repeatedly took advantage of someone (not a cis man) he's ceo of; early 20s/abt the age of his kids so he could have sex#but then we have to be going ''oh but well at least it's Not That Bad'' like yeah wow & that doesn't matter That Much / make it That Good#it's all operating on the same logic & principles & that is the issue; there'll always be some theoretical worse instance....#and what's it do for what's deemed [worse instances] to then just use that against ''lesser'' instances#rian out here apparently w/no idea abt power but also somehow aware she has to assert Fault for it herself thinking emoticon#but also rian being clueless / continuing not to think abt shit at all / maybe thinking fucking an old man makes her Mature is all like#more stuff that doesn't quite coalesce into anything consistent & instead is all incompletely gestured at as some Explanation Aggregate#sorry i've noticed that this is a leaking bag of gravel labeled ''rian'' and not a character#anyways. and wendy Would do aba & ppl Do already give the organic aba & it's abusive. check the ''not abt ppl's wellbeing'' & the ppl who#get to be In Charge of anyone else & the ''corrected'' ppl Not getting to be treated as people#rian's treatment of winston....all the Aggressive behavior only allowed to Some & that serves to get those people's ways#all the demeaning treatment directed at ppl so that someone can try using them as a stepstool for their feelings / ego#&/or simply to try to get their [being a person] to stop being a roadblock to their existence aligning w/only what you want from them#next episode sure could be about how Actually This Place Is Horrible For Its Own Employees; it has been; it'll continue to be....#like a great time to deal with that. if wendy wants to consider if she's actually not doing anything Good here then like time for that too#might convince everyone else to (a) not quit for their own sakes & maybe even also (b) see wendy to make her feel better. again.#but maybe we still lose winston as the guy who (a) gets to peace out & (b) is just having one of the more miserable times over there#taylor's busier; sometimes in englander; no tmc niche; not close enough to tuk to chat; dollar bill's here; rian won't let him speak....#and whether taylor Themself being unable to convince winston to return gets them thinking abt things & stuff. not like they've been unaware#at all of this Environment being hostile & miserable lol but nobody just kind of matter of factly wanders out w/o Basically being pushed...#& it's been a minute since they were a fellow nonboss employee. & maybe Winston quitting just shakes up assumptions & then why not question#more things & like; even if they suppose they're fine enough for Now & Could be happy w/a billion or their own place or something like#maybe you too can just walk out you can leave w/o having been forced to some Crisis Breaking Point about it#and not spend years more at the sunk cost factory of more problems worse times etc etc....a concept#&/or idk maybe also just pondering like oh also the way people here or anywhere are negatively affected even if you werent paying attention#this is all still operating off the one theory though of course#but also the actual text of this post needs no further canon info or context to be True / about what it is lmao. wags die challenge
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This powerful image captures the face of a wounded Palestinian woman whose hijab is soaked in bloodâlikely her own or that of a loved one. Her eyes tell a story of unimaginable pain and strength in the face of loss. She stands in a chaotic hospital hallway, surrounded by others in distress. As an oppressed and weak woman from Gaza, I see myself in her. I, too, have suffered greatlyâmy baby, Qais, was injured in the war, and the hospital refused to treat him because we cannot pay. Please, I beg you to help us. Your donation can provide the medicine and care Qais urgently needs.
Life in Gaza is unbearable for women like me.
1. I wait in line for two hours just to bring food back to our tent â food that is never enough.
2. I clean the shoes of strangers on the streetâ just to earn a few coins for Qais's medicine.
3. We were turned away from the hospitalâ they said no money, no treatment, even for a child as young as Qais.
I carry this pain in silence, but I cannot bear it alone anymore. The woman in this picture used her hijab to try and save her sonâs life. I am doing everything I can to save mine. But without help, I fear I will lose him too. Please, Donate anything you canâno matter how small. Even a few dollars could mean a meal, a medicine dose, or a chance for Qais to live. Share this, speak up, and help us survive.
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BLUFF â° mark grayson & mohawk mark w/ childhood bsf! fem! reader cw. canon compliant themes (ex. distress)
SUMMARY. when mohawk mark doesn't find debbie at his childhood home, he goes after the next best thing: you. he thinks you're together in this world too, and when he realizes you're not... well, how could he possibly give up such a perfect opportunity? / wc. 6k oops
â i started this to train my writing skills but it got out of hand T-T anyways enjoy <3
You didn't even notice your phone ringing. It must've been the third time it buzzed on your kitchen counter but for the life of you, you could not look away from the news. Invincible was laying waste to all the major cities of the globe, seemingly unprovoked.
Your breath caught when the news broke to process new information, senses finally tuning into the whirring behind you. You swiped your phone, barely glancing at the caller ID before answering.
"Helâ"
"Y/N, thank goodness." Debbie gasped on the other end.
You stood rigid. You've known Debbie your whole life. You and Mark were inseparable growing upâit was a rare occurrence to hear her so unnerved. Her unease was contagious, zapping through the wireless connection and taking root in your conscience.
"Areâ" You cleared your throat, clutching the phone tighter. You walked over to the window, dragging down the blinds with two fingers and peeking outside. "Are you okay? You soundâ"
"Fine, I'm fine." A shaky exhale was what you were met with, along with the sounds of a car starting up. "Honey, have you seen the news? You need to stay safe." A pause followed, too long to be natural. "Do you have anywhere else to go?"
You scrunched your brows in confusion. "Um... no, I don't. But from what they're saying on the news, the Invincibles are only targeting big cities."
"Listen. If you stay thereâ" Debbie's line crackled as you assumed she was driving away, far away from the neighborhood and fast. âââll come for you.â
âNo, you donât have to do that. I've got my car if something goes wrong.â You pulled away from your phone, glancing at the call screen when you got no response. "Hello?"
"In light of new footage, we have information thatâ"
The TV fizzled out next, the low drone of cable replacing rowdy chatter of the newsroom. A low-pixel message of NO SIGNAL floated around the screen, bouncing off the edges.
You stared at yourself in the black reflection, wishing it would flip on again so you weren't alone with your thoughts. The paranoia was setting in... you could hear your heartbeat in your ears.
âMark isââ
beeeeeep.
"Hello?" You whispered over the phone, desperate for Debbie's familiar comfort. â...Debbie? Mark is what?â
A rhythmic beeeep beep met your ears instead. You glanced at your phone once againâCALL FAILED.
"Ohhhkay." You muttered under your breath. This is fine, you soothed yourself.
The electricity in your house died out, gently setting you into darkness. With the TV signal lost and your phone disconnected, the cell towers and power grid were probably down.
This is fine. As long as you stayed inside, you'd be fine.
You pulled down the blinds once more, letting a shred of the sunset glow into your home. Your gaze travelled to Mark's house; across the street, a couple houses down. So easily accessible yet so distant at the same time.
You and Mark were attached at the hip for seventeen yearsâyour entire lives. Separation should have felt strange. But just two years since growing apart, his absence almost felt... normal.
Almost like he was never there to begin with.
You went off to university. You assumed he did, too, but got more reliable intel when you connected with William. He shared that they both got into Upstate, as well as his girlfriend, Amber.
Girlfriend?
You remember the pause you took to process that informationâthe moment you realized he was moving forward while you remained where he left you. Facing the reality that you were no longer a part of his life.
"Stop fidgeting," You whispered with a little chuckle. "It's high school, not the end of the world."
"High school is where things start to happen." Mark whined as he pulled down the hem of his sweater. "Grades matter, who you hang out with matters, girls matter."
"Uh-huh."
"You think I would make a good jock?"
"You've got the look for it."
"Dumb?"
"Yes."
Mark rolled his eyes, a smile playing on his lips as you both walked up the steps to the next phase of your life. "That's not very nice."
"You can be anything you want, Mark." You groaned, deciding to be encouraging. "Literally. You're good at everything. You'll fit in wherever you want to."
"Okay. Too nice." He huffed and bumped into your side. "But thanks. I just..."
Your brows furrowed in concern when his head dipped, distress sneaking its way through his cheerful disposition.
"Stuff's supposed to happen this year. Big stuff." He was mumbling, unfocused like he regretted taking the conversation this direction to begin with. "I don't want to mess this up."
You wanted to tell him high school wasn't that deep. There were complete losers that all turned out just fine. Something about his expression, though... it was heavy.
You weren't sure what he was talking about, but you knew what he needed. You always did. "Whatever stuff you're talking about... it's gonna work out. You'll take it one step at a time just like you always have, and you have your parents at your side.... William, me."
He offered you a little smile. "We'll do this together?" He held out his pinky finger.
You giggle and interlocked yours with his. "Together."
He broke that promise pretty quickly. Different classes were the first step apart. From there, it only got harder to see each other.
Family stuff was Mark's favorite excuseâvaguely explaining family stuff had become 90% of your conversations. You figured he didn't want to tell you whatever he was really going through, which was fine. It hurt, but it was fine.
Before you knew it, you stopped talking altogether. You didn't think much of it at firstâyou were approaching adulthood, obviously you were going to get busy. You just thought you'd get busy together. You didn't even know what he was up to these days.
You drew back from the blinds with a long sigh, hoping that Debbie and Mark were safe. Wherever they were.
You trudged down into the basement to turn the generator on. The wooden stairs of the unfinished space crrrrrreaked under your feet. You waved away the dust, pounding your chest to cough the particles that snuck their way into your airway.
It was cooler down here, much darker without the ambient lighting of the sunset above. With your trusty phone flashlight, you managed to maneuver your way through the storage buckets and old boxes to the backup generator.
You grunted trying to pull the lever down. "Shit..." you cursed in disgust, feeling the grime and dust underneath your palm. i want electricity i want electricity, you repeated over and over to block out the icky sensation.
"Need some help?"
"Ahâ!" you shrieked, spinning around in a panic. Your flashlight illuminated the figure in front of you, shadowed by the soft light of open door upstairs. "Whatâ" whoâ?!
"Damn. Relax."
Vaulting over your initial dread, you grabbed somethingâa wrench or a hammer, you didnât know, you didn't careâand swung it with all your might.
They caught it in their fist. Your breath shriveled up in your throat at how stiff they were, intercepting your attack without even budging. Their fingers curled tight around the tool and yanked you close.
"tsk, tsk," Their low voice chuckled. "Thought you'd be happy to see me, pretty girl."
You shone your light into the intruder's face, the tension in your body dissipating when you recognizedâ
"...Mark?" You squinted in the darkness, the flashlight just barely illuminating his face in a ghastly glow. "Wha... what are you doing here?" You huffed.
Blood was pumping through your system, telling you to get ready to run. Your nerves wouldn't calm their tingle even though you realized it was just Mark. Cuz it was Mark, right?
"Checking on you."
"Where's your mom?"
"Smart enough to leave home."
"Oh, yeah. She called. I thought you'd be with her..." You trailed off, frowning when you heard him laughing. "What?"
"Nothing." He hummed. "You're just so..."
"What?"
"Nothing, nothing."
"Okay..." You gave him a weird look. Then your brain caught up to you: Pretty girl? "Aren't you dating Amber?"
He took a moment to think, tossing the wrench aside and grabbing your wrist in his hand instead. "Am I?"
You pursed your lips, eyes narrowing. "I'm... asking you?"
He shrugged. "I wouldn't know."
"Whatâ" You exhaled, brows knitted in confusion. You tried to pull away but he held firm; for every step back, he followed. "Mark, waitâ"
Your phone clattered to the ground, the ray of light spinning chaotically through the darkness before it fell on its back.
"I missed you." He murmured lowly, almost reverent in the way he boxed you against the cold generator. "Shhh..." He calmed your trembling frame with his strong arms (when'd he get so strong?) wrapped around your shoulders.
He burrowed his nose in your hair. "It's me, bunny. Why're you so scared?"
This isn't Mark. Your heart pounded at your chest, eyes frozen and piercing into the darkness over his shoulderâWake up, dumbass. This isn't Mark.
When your tremors refused to quiet, he pulled back with what you hoped was concern. That's when you saw his hair...
"Is that..." You whispered. The soft light from the main floor was fading, but reflected off the shiny sides of Mark's head. "Are you bald?"
What was he doing in the two years since you saw each other?
"Aw..." He laughed heartily, leaning further towards you and flattening his palms over the top of the generator. "Not quite."
He leaned to your side, breath fanning over the shell of your ear as he continued to snicker to himself softly. He grabbed the lever of the generator and shoved it down.
Your body jostled into his firm chest as it sprung to life. It went clank-clank-clank-clank, pumping electricity back into your home. You heard the melodic trills from upstairs as devices booted up again.
The light in the basement flipped back on. It didn't reach you. Mark towered over you and kept you in shadow. But you could see himârather, who he wasn't.
"What?" Mohawk Mark grinned down at you, sadistic and teasing. "Not who you were expecting?"
No, not who you were expecting. He looked like Mark, sounded like Mark, felt like Mark... But your Mark had a kind face.
"You're not..."
"Nope."
You felt the heat drain from your body as you simply stared up at him, wide-eyed. Run. Where? Why the fuck was he dressed like ... Invincible...
A connection snapped together in your head, synapses clicking together like legos. Oh. Invincible. Everything made sense now, and you felt a little stupid for not figuring it out sooner.
And now one of those murderous variants you saw on the news was in your home.
"You're really out of it, huh?" He frowned, waving a gloved hand in front of your face. He sighed and looked away, "I thought you'dâ"
You had the itch to burst into a sprint. You snatched your phone off the floor and ducked under his arm, skipping stairs to the main floor. Car. Keys? Where the fuck did you put them?
A shuddered whimper tumbled off your lips. You felt helpless, mind racing with too many things at once to pick one task and get out of there. You snatched your purse from the sofa, rifling through it to make sure your keys were inside before going outside.
"Come on, come on," You whispered, out of breath.
"Don't run from me, Y/N," Mohawk Mark sang teasingly, drawing out the last syllable of your name. "Hey, I'm just playing with you."
You screamed anyway, the sound harsh and high-pitched. He pouted, hand firmly around your arm to prevent you from breaking away.
"C'mon, baby. You're hurting my feelings. We're just having fun, yeah? A little roleplay?"
First off, you wished he'd stop calling you things like that. It felt wrong, but... good. With every pet name, he let butterflies loose in your tummy. Your heart pulsed, sending heat to your cheeks. Your brain reminded you, this isn't Mark... this isn't Mark... this isn't the real Mark...
Second, what kinda freaky ass fuck did he turn into?
You rolled out of his grip, barely making it a step away before his arm circled around your stomach, pulling you back into his chest.
"Get the fuck off meâ" You squirmed uselessly, your phone and bag tumbling onto the floor. You yelped when he threw you over his shoulder, patting the small of your back affectionately as if securing cargo. "Mark!"
He just laughed, taking off through the door at a abnormal speed. Your nose smushed into his back under the acceleration, stomach somersaulted twenty times over as you soared up into the clouds.
He stopped in the air. With a hoarse shriek you clung to him as if he was your lifeline. He was, in this moment, despite everything. Your legs immediately latched around his waist, and he supported you with hands under your thighs.
"Oh, come on, now." He chuckled with a shake of his head. He easily held you and brought a hand to wipe your cheeks. "I'm just playing around. If I'd known you were this sensitive, I would've taken it a little bit easier on you..."
You hadn't even realized you started crying.
He stared at you, eyes trailing over your face. He laughed softly to himself. "Who am I kidding. No, I wouldn't have. You know how cute you are when you cry?"
You glared at him but his grin only grew wider. "What? M'not gonna hurt you! Haven't I shown you that?"
You stared at him incredulously, finally finding your voice and blowing up at him. Your fists curled, pounding at his chest and jabbing a finger in his face. "You broke into my home and have me hanging 100ft in the air?!"
"So? I'm not dropping you, am I?" You felt his fingers tap against your thigh.
"Thatâ" Your cheeks burned. but from being embarrassed or flustered, you couldn't quite place.
"This world's Mark is the biggest piece of shit for leaving girlfriend all alone."
You blinked, "Girlfriend?"
"Yeah, you're..." Mark's head tilted, sharp eyes acutely aware of your confusion. "Ohhh. Don't tell me that fucker didn't lock you down."
You didn't even know what to say. Things were being thrown at you left and right and you were still on the fact that Mark was Invincible. Your mind rifled through all the headlines that had his name... all that pain, death, and destruction... and how you weren't there for him.
He clicked his tongue in disappointment. "Well. I'm a better version, anyway."
[]
The sun finally set on day 2 the war with no hope in sight. Mark just admitted Eve into the hospitalâshe stubbornly decided to help him with two of his variants and paid the price. Her broken leg was under construction, and she was unconscious.
Mark sighed as he closed the door behind him, looking up to see Cecil waiting for him in the hallway.
"You can't be here, kid."
Mark scowled. "The other Invincibles know about this place. They could kill her to get at me. I... can't lose another friend. I won't."
After Amber, Mark wanted to be with Eve. It was the next logical step, right? Both superheroes, went through a lot together, understood each other... But he couldn't bring himself to do it. Not even under Future Eve's advice.
Not when he still held space for you in his heart.
He was an asshole for it, he knew that. He couldn't put a date to the last time you spoke and he selfishly held onto your memory. Were you pining for him like he was pining for you?
His time with Amber taught him a lot. He wasn't going to make you suffer like she did. He wasn't going to ruin the friendship he had with you just because he selfishly wanted your love.
"We're losing this, Mark." Cecil sighed, snapping Mark out of his thoughts. The bruise on his face throbbed with every word. "The world needs you."
"You got every superhero on the planet fighting for you right now." Mark shot back angrily, shutting his eyes only to see you behind his lids.
"Mark. Oliver's out there. Your mother's out there." Cecil pressed, pulling out his phone. "Which reminds me. She left a voicemail."
With his interest successfully piqued, Mark listened as his mother's panicked voice played over Cecil's device.
"I can't reach Markâif you see him, tell him I'm at Paul's. Oliver insisted on going out there, and I let him on the condition he finds his big brother."
Mark's gaze dropped down to the floor guiltily, a war of emotions swirling inside him.
"I couldn't stop him if I tried. He was going to sneak out anyway, but..." A sharp inhale. "I'm worried. I know they're strong, I know that. But these other versions... they're nothing like Mark." Seconds of silence passed as she collected her thoughts. "Can you check on someone for me? If all these Marks grew up the same, there's a childhood friend on our street that he was never without. I tried to reach her but service went down. Please."
Cecil pulled back his phone. "I already sent agents to her homeâ"
Mark's head snapped up, gritting his teeth in annoyance. "What did I say about going near my family?"
"I wasn't aware she was family." Cecil raised an eyebrow, pocketing his device and pulling down his cuffs.
"They're my responsibility. She's my responsibility." Mark retorted, running a anxious hand through his hair.
"A thank you would be nice." Cecil mumbled, unperturbed by the boy's argument. "Seeing as you are currently shirking said responsibility."
"Don'tâ" Mark lurched forward, a threat on his tongue. Cecil flinched backwards, his hand firmly in his pocket finding his controller.
Mark pulled back, dropping his fist. "...Just shut the fuck up, Cecil." He blasted off through the halls.
Cecil watched him leave with bated breath, exhaling slowly when he got the intel that Mark was off the grounds. At least he was out there.
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"I killed the Guardians, yeah."
"All of them?"
"Yeah. No big deal."
You raised your eyes in surprise but the notion wasn't as gruesome as you thought it would be. Blinded by love, maybe? Or were you just happy to be talking to Mark again, regardless of the version?
Hours ago, you couldn't imagine sitting in your bedroom with the man who invaded your home. But, genuinely, what were you supposed to do? Pick a fight and lose? Worse, die? You weren't so stupid to waste the goodwill he held for you.
"What happened to me in your world?" You asked, your voice quieter now.
Mark tilted his head, exhaling through his nose. His jaw flexed, like the memory alone was an irritation.
"The resistance killed you to get at me," he muttered, his voice dark, laced with something sharp and unhinged. The crazed gleam in his eye flickered under the dim lighting, like a fire burning just beneath the surface. Then, with an almost amused sigh, he shifted his weight, offering you a small, self-satisfied smile. "Don't worry. I made them pay for it."
You didnât bother asking how.
Markâs arm stretched behind you, draping lazily across the back of the pillows, his fingers idly toying with the fabric of your sleeve. Every casual brush of his fingertips sent a ripple of goosebumps across your skin.
"We were a good thing, you know," he mused, voice lower now, softer. gentle. "You didnât fight me. You didnât run. You loved me." There was a teasing lilt in his voice that you recognized.
Thatâs not so different here, you swallowed the thought, masking it with a roll of your eyes. "Did you love me?"
That made him pause. His gaze flicked to yours, brows furrowing slightly, like the question had caught him off guard. Then a slow smirk tugged at his lips, amusement flashing in his expression before he let out a low chuckle.
He leaned in so close you could feel his breath ghost over your lips. "Let me show you," he murmured, voice dark and filled with intent.
The air between you tightened as his hand trailed from your sleeve, fingers dragging along the bare skin of your arm, slow and deliberate. His touch was light, teasing, like he was waiting for you to reactâto pull away or lean in.
You offered him nothing but a careful stare and the slow rise and fall of your chest.
His eyes narrowed, delighting in the challenge. His nose brushed against yours, his lips lingering just shy of touching.
Pull away, your brain screamed at you, ringing every warning bell it had in the book. This isn't right.
But his other hand came up, grazing along your jaw... and his fingers slid beneath your chin, tilting your head up, forcing you to meet his eyes... all of it felt so familiar, like something out of a dream. And it'd been so long since you saw his brown wells, you couldn't tear your gaze away.
Your daze was broken when you heard him laugh again. He adored the way you frowned in confusion, the moonlight twinkling in the reflection of your eyes.
âAww,â he cooed, lips curving into a knowing smirk. âlook at you. So easy. This worldâs Mark has left you all alone, hasnât he?â
Your chest rose and fell with uneven breaths as he tilted his head, watching you squirm.
âS'like youâve been waiting for this," he hummed. His hand gripped your chin, tilting your face up, forcing you to look at him. His eyes darkened at whatever he saw.
âIâll take care of you,â he murmured, brushing his lips over yoursâyou could feel him smiling. âSince he wonât.â
Stop, stop, stop. You wanted Mark, wanted him desperately, but not like this. Not with him.
You released the breath you were holding when he paused his fixation on your lips, head turning minutely to the side as if he was hearing something.
"For fuck's sake..." Mark scoffed, a low chuckle passing through his lips. "Speak of the devil."
What?
Mohawk Mark heard the whistle of air before you did, only clueing in when it grew louder. It reached a peak when a projectile CRASHED through your windowâ
You scrambled backwards on your mattress as splinters flew everywhere. Mark caught you before you tumbled off the bed, shielding you from the broken glass and wood.
"What'sâ" You began to ask, but over Mark's shoulder you saw himâthe real Mark.
You just stared at each other for a moment, though you couldn't see much past his tinted goggles. But the slow scowl growing on his lips communicated all you needed to know.
"What the fuck are you doing here?" Markâthe real oneâgrowled. "Get off her."
Mohawk Mark laughed into your shoulder, turning to face him. "Why? She's not yours, is she?"
Mark's eyes twitched behind his goggles, abandoning his inhibitions and diving at him, grabbing his variant's hair and yanking him off of youâ
"Mark..." you warned, fear bubbling in your gut.
âyour caution fell on deaf ears; Mark threw him up and drove him through the floor.
"Mark!" you yelled behind him, feeling the air whip past your face, following him as he crashed into the living room below. "Shitâ"
Squeaking as you fought against the slope of the cavity, your feet, only clad in socks, provided the worst possible grip and you began slipping down the gap. Your breath caught in your chest as you felt yourself plummetingâ
"Hey." His voice was urgent yet comforting, his arms tightening around your body in seconds, pulling you back from the edge. "I got you."
Your hand instinctively gripped his shoulder, grounding yourself as you realized you were suspended in his embrace. As he gently descended to the floor, your eyes moved quickly, scanning the outline of his goggles.
"You... I guess you know now, then." His voice was low, heavier than usual, like a weight heâd been carrying finally released.
The moment your feet met the ground, you stepped back, your heart pounding. Across the room, Mohawk Mark was sprawled on the floor, blood leaking from his nose, unconscious for now. Your gaze flicked back to your Mark, heart still racing.
"Yeah, I know." You snapped, the anger rushing through you, the frustration and confusion bubbling up.
His expression faltered, something unreadable flashing across his face before he sighed, almost too quietly, as if he were disappointed in himself.
"Youâre angry," he observed, his voice tinged with regret.
"No shit, Iâm angry!" Your hand shot out, slapping against his chest before it balled into a fist at your side. Every inch of you was yelling at him, every question, every unspoken feeling, everything that had been left unsaid for the past two years. "The first time I've seen you in two years and it'sâit's not even you?"
"I know, I know," Markâs hands moved to his mask, tearing it off with an impatience that only grew when it caught on his nose. He grimaced as he yanked it free, tossing it to the side. The dim light of the room revealed the exhaustion etched into his face, but even through that, you could see himâthe real him, just... different. Worn down, tired.
"I can explain."
"You better fuckin start."
"Be mad at me all you want, but look at this." His arms gestured wildly around your place. "I was right to not tell you! It could've been way worse, way sooner if you knew anything about what I was really up to. Why didn't you leave when Mom called you?!"
"The phone cut off, asshole, I didn't hear everything she said, and I certainly wasn't aware that you were the one behind Invincibleâ"
He shook his head, dismissing the topic. He stepped into your space and held onto your arms. "Did he touch you?"
"Get off me."
"Did he touch you?" He pressed, shaking you slightly as his grip tightened around your biceps.
You blinked at him, caught off guard by the urgent crack in his voice. "Yes, but I let him."
He pulled away from you as if burnt. A heavy silence hung in the air, nothing but the clattering of broken floorboards crashing down from above.
"...He's a murderer, Y/N." He whispered, eyes narrowed.
You knew that. You knew he was right. "I was... vulnerable."
"He killed peopleâ"
"Shut up," You snapped, cutting him off. "Don't lecture me; this is a nonissue. What was I supposed to do? Hm? Want me to pick up my fists and come out swinging like you didâ"
"I thought he was hurting you!"
"My hero." You rolled your eyes, the words dripping with bitter sarcasm. You knew you were being unfair, maybe a little cruel, but you couldnât stop yourself. You were exhausted from the many near death experiences you've somehow survived in the last few hours. Strung so tight you felt like you might snap.
Every inch of you was begging to cry and let him hug you like you both so clearly wanted... but the fact that it took something this bad to get him to show up? That hurt more than anything.
Mark stared at you, his face an amalgamation of emotions, like he couldnât decide on one.
Should he be angry at you for being difficult, for making him work for this moment when all he wanted was to explain? Should he feel pain, the sharp ache in his chest that another Mark got to hold you before he did? Or was it jealousy, searing heat into his face, that another version of himself had been the one to touch you, to be close to you before he had the chance? Maybe... maybe it was the bittersweet happiness, the relief that he was finally standing here in front of you.
He didnât even care that you were glaring daggers at himâhe missed staring into your eyes, albeit hardened and displeased, making his heart race; the way youâd furrow your brow when you were frustrated, the way your voice would call out to him.
Markâs hand twitched at his side, wanting to reach out, but he held himself back. Would you even allow it? The distance between you was far more than physical. He had a thousand things to say but in that moment, words felt hollow.
âDonât look at me like that,â he finally muttered, his voice quieter, more vulnerable than he intended.
Childish.
You scoffed lightly, rolling your eyes again. "All that time and that's all you have toâ"
Before you could finish, your world spun. The floor tilted beneath you as Mohawk Mark launched himself into you, sweeping you off your feet and through the door.
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"Y/N!" Mark yelled after you, breathing heavy in a panic. "No, no, no, noâ" He launched himself from your home, bursting through the roof after you.
You barely heard him over the rushing wind. You clawed at Mohawk Mark's back, the height siphoning the air from your lungs. "Stop..." You ordered weakly.
"Changed your mind already?" He laughed, cradling you in his arms. Your head lolled against his chest. "Don't tell me you buy his bullshit."
"Mm..." The sharp ascent from ground level to the clouds made your head spin, vision darkening as you grew dizzier.
"You're fucking dead!" Your Mark came out of nowhere, shooting up beside Mohawk Mark and bashing his nose in. With a pained groan, he dropped you. "Shitâ"
"Look what you made me do, dipshit!" Mohawk Mark snarled, shoving Invincible away and bolting after you.
"Don'tâ" Mark growled in frustration, racing against time. He watched as your limp body dropped helplessly against gravity.
It never changed. Whether he told you or not, you would end up in these perilous situations regardless. He cursed under his breath, catching Mohawk Mark's ankle and catapulting him into the night sky before pushing forward.
He collected you in his arms before it was too late, wasting no time as he shifted his direction and carried you off to GDA's hospital.
[]
The steady beep... beep... beep of your heart monitor was the first thing you tuned into upon waking up.
"Oh, good."
Your eyes fluttered open, slowly drifting towards Mark. He was bent over your cot, his hand on your forehead while staring down at you with stars in his eyes.
"You just passed out. Nothing serious, but I wanted to make sure." He mumbled, pulling back.
Your eyes drifted back to the ceiling, unfocused and hollow. There was too muchâtoo much to process, too much to feel, too much weighing down on your chest all at once. It pressed against your ribs, thick and suffocating, a tidal wave crashing over you before you could even take a breath. Every nerve in your body screamed with somethingâfear, exhaustion, embarrassment, confusionâbut it all blended together into one overwhelming, crushing force. Your mind was shutting down for its own sake.
The sounds around you dulled into distant echoes, the weight of your own limbs barely registering. Your chest rose and fell, but it felt mechanical.
"Y/N?" Mark whispered, brows furrowing in concern. "Hey." he poked your shoulder.
You shook your head, turning away from him as tears pooled in your eyes. God, you felt so embarrassed.
Mark frowned when you shifted away from him, any comfort he planned to offer dying in his throat. "I'm... sorry." was all he could say.
Nothing.
His leg bounced nervously, chewing at his lip as he fought with his own emotions. "I want to kill him for putting hands on you."
Your brows tightened. Not what you wanted to hear either.
He sighed heavily, running his hands through his hair. "M'sorry for blowing up at you. It's not your faultâ"
"It is." You sniffled. "I missed you... so much, that I pretended that he was you..." you choked on the words, turning your back to him and burying your face into the pillow. "How pathetic is that?"
Mark's heart squeezed, kicking off his shoes and climbing onto the bed next to you. "Stop. Not your fault." He reiterated.
You scoffed and shook your head, laughing wryly. He frowned, and pulled you to face him. He saw your tears and felt his own pile up behind his eyes.
"I'm sorry." He whispered. "I told my.... uh, last relationship that I was Invincible. It didn't end well for her, and I didn't want to put you in that same position. Always unsure, always in danger, always waiting..."
"I'm not her, Mark." You muttered.
"I know." He pursed his lips. "I was gone for months at a timeâ"
"I waited two years for you, didn't I?" You pushed away from him and sunk back into the cot. "You didn't even give me a chance."
Childish. Thatâs how you sounded. Because in the end, thatâs all you two wereâtwo kids who once grew up side by side finding each other once more, with all the petulant hurt coming through the surface.
A beat of silence passed between you, with nothing but your heart monitor to keep the time.
"You said he touched you." He started.
You sighed, pinching the bridge of your nose. "...don't bring that up."
"No, I want to know." He shifted his weight, hovering over you. His face was painted with something foreign, green-eyed and greedy. "Show me."
Heat blossomed on your face as you lay in his shadow. "Mark..." You laughed nervously. "It was barely anything."
"You missed me so much you had to settle for that." Mark didn't look away from you for a second. "I want to give you the real thing."
You screwed your face up. Again, the thought passed through your mind: you wanted Mark, but not like this. "I don't want this to be a pity thing."
"No," Mark shook his head firmly. "not pity. Everything I feel for you has been there since... since I can remember. And it fucking boils my blood that a different version of me got to you before I had the balls to do it myself. Please," he whispered. "I need this."
"Need what?"
"You." He answered, like the answer was obvious. To him, it was. "I'm done waiting around."
You blinked at him before a soft smile spread across your face. "Me too."
Mark's lips brushed against yours with a gentleness that made your heart ache. He cupped your face in his hands, and you melted into him, your arms wrapping around his neck.
You let out a soft sigh when his lips parted slightly, allowing you both to breathe. You pressed forward, kissing him harder, feeling the intensity of everything that had been building between you over the yearsâyears of longing, of waiting, of wanting something more.
Mark responded with equal hunger, his hands sliding down your back, pulling you closer. His chest rose and fell with each breath, his heart pounding against yours.
Where had he touched you? Mark didn't care anymore. By the time he was done with you, you'd know his touch and his alone, and he'd know every inch of you like the back of his hand. He wasn't leaving this room without it. He was allowing himself to be selfish for once; for you, it was worth it.
He sat back on his haunches, tugging his gloves off by his teeth before diving back into you, sliding his bare fingers underneath your shirt, sighing into your mouth as he squeezed your skin in his palm.
"You'll never need anyone ever again," He nosed your cheek, trailing kisses down your jaw to your neck. "Promise."
This time, you believed him.
â wayyy too self indulgent lmk if it was boring at places :)
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SUDDENLY STARTED RAINING SO HARD WE ARE SO FUCKING BACK
#i was like huh whats that noise. bc i can normally NEVER hear anything over my headphones but it was the rain fucking shattering it down#my bed is WET the window was only open a few inches đ#anyway had no signal at work again today smfh. but at least they let me on the bus free on the way there this morning#still a bit wobbly im in the baby deer phase of post major depressive episode#roommate asked how i was doing when she got home and i very very nearly started crying but i didnt i was so brave#my insane insecurity and anger swings post rsd episode have mostly faded too thank fuck. only took 4 days which is pretty good for me#but im still so so tired it takes everything out of me...#when im recovered + can talk abt it without making myself upset again im promising myself i will talk to her abt the rsd if nothing else#but i really really dont want to make her feel bad abt it at all its genuinely not anyones fault. but its important to me that i say smth#just so we can avoid it happening again where possible bc it does really suck so bad. for everyone im sure but mostly me here#and i would like to be able to care abt ppl and have close friends without risking my entire mental (+ physical..) wellbeing đ#i think if im still struggling w mood once my meds stabilise i might ask if there are options to help w that too#like i think ive gone as far as i can w therapeutic techniques rn. its just too overwhelmingly intense and reflexive for me to apply that#and i dont feel like i live my life around it or in fear of it anymore like generally i have been a lot better#but when im vulnerable and it DOES strike i have no defense against it whatsoever and it can tank everything for weeks#its just high stakes. and it'll help to make sure ppl know abt it and might be able to support etc but it would be nice to never worry abt#so worth trying meds for it maybe. i just dont rly wanna have the conversations w medical ppl in order to get it in the first place#like i wouldnt feel safe telling a doctor abt it bc the idea of someone with that authority having power over me is terrifying#ah well this isnt a problem for right now. plus stimulants might help me w it anyway once im finished titrating so we'll see#got so distracted typing this i forgot what i was gonna do.... i need to check my planner#and then ill probably read and go to sleep early i think zzzzz#ahhh.. and the birds are singing outside now the rain has stopped :-)#.diaries
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The Power of Silence in Dialogue
We often think of dialogue as something thatâs just about what characters say, but letâs talk about what they donât say. Silence can be one of the most powerful tools in your writing toolbox. Hereâs why:
1. The Unspoken Tension
When characters leave things unsaid, it adds layers to their interactions. Silence can create a tension thatâs so thick you could cut it with a knife. It shows things are happening beneath the surfaceâthe real conversation is happening in whatâs left unspoken.
Example:
âSo, youâre leaving, huh?â He didnât look up from the table, his fingers tracing the rim of his glass, slow and deliberate. âYeah.â âGuess I shouldâve expected this.â (Silence.) âYouâre not mad?â âIâm not mad,â she said, but the way her voice broke was louder than anything she'd said all night.
2. Building Anticipation or Drama
Sometimes silence can heighten the drama, creating a pause where the reader feels like something big is about to happen. You donât always need words to convey that sense of dread or anticipation.
Example:
They stood there, side by side, staring at the door that had just closed behind him. âYou shouldâve stopped him.â She didnât answer. âYou shouldâve said something.â The room felt colder. âI couldnât.â (Silence.)
3. Creating Emotional Impact
Sometimes, saying nothing can have the biggest emotional punch. Silence gives the reader a chance to interpret the scene, to sit with the feelings that arenât being voiced.
Example:
He opened the letter and read it. And then, without saying a word, he folded it back up and placed it in the drawer. His fingers lingered on the wood for a long time before he closed it slowly, too slowly. âAre you okay?â He didnât answer.
TL;DR
Silence isnât just a pause between dialogueâitâs a powerful tool for deepening emotional tension, building anticipation, and revealing character. Next time you write a scene, ask yourself: what isnât being said? And how can that silence say more than the words ever could?
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Chaebol Husband!Sunghoon | Queen of Tears AU FULL FIC
đ summary: your marriage to park sunghoon was supposed to be a fairytaleâuntil it wasnât. now itâs cold stares across the dinner table, separate bedrooms in a mansion too big for the both of you, and divorce papers waiting to be signed. you were ready to walk away. he let you. so why does he look at you like heâs the one who lost everything?
word count: 20K genre: angst | slow burn | second chance romance | marriage in crisis | Queen of Tears AU | SMUT ANGST FLUFF (in that order) content warnings (explicit, minors dni!):  a marriage falling apart but neither of you can let go, divorce papers as a weapon but neither of you sign them first, staring at an empty side of the bed and pretending it doesnât hurt, pregnancy, watching him struggle alone but being too proud to help, , high society pressure, and pretending everything is fine when itâs not, angst-heavy sex (sex while crying, sex while angry, sex while pretending it doesnât mean anything) "weâre supposed to be over, so why are you still fucking me like you love me?" breathless, mentions of a miscarriage, desperate sunghoon (bc when he breaks, he breaks) sunghoon is sick, weak, exhaustedâbut still strong enough to pin you down "i donât love you anymore." // "then stop moaning my name.", luxury penthouse sex but itâs tragic, a hand around your throat but itâs not just about controlâitâs about possession, he fucks you like heâs trying to remind you who you belong to, aftercare that isnât really aftercare bc he still wonât say he loves you,
The room is filled with laughter, delicate clinks of fine china and crystal flutes, and the low hum of a jazz quartet playing something elegant and forgettable in the background. The cityâs elite have gathered here tonightânot just business moguls, but socialites, investors, and politicians, all dressed in designer labels, all engaged in carefully curated conversations.
The air is thick with power and wealth, a reminder of the world you and Sunghoon exist in. A world where appearances matter more than emotions, where a marriage is not just about love, but about status, about alliances.
Youâre used to this nowâthe expectations, the smiles, the weight of scrutiny disguised as admiration. Youâve mastered the art of being Park Sunghoonâs wife.
Sunghoon stands beside you, dressed in a sleek black suit, looking every bit the composed, untouchable CEO that people admire and envy in equal measure. His features are as sharp as ever, but thereâs something distant in his gaze, something almost clinical in the way his hand rests lightly against the small of your back.
To an outsider, itâs a gesture of affection. A claim. A reminder that you belong to each other.
To you, itâs just for show.
"Smile."
His voice is low, quiet enough that no one else hears. Itâs not a request. Itâs a command.
Your lips curl into something effortless, something practiced. Itâs not real, but it doesnât need to be.
"Ah, our favorite couple has arrived," a familiar voice calls from across the room.
Turning toward the source, youâre met with the warm but calculating gaze of Chairman Park, Sunghoonâs father. His mother stands beside him, dressed immaculately as always, a refined smile on her lips.
"We were wondering when you two would make your grand entrance," she says smoothly, reaching out to take your hands in hers.
Her grip is light, delicate. Deceptive.
"You look beautiful, dear," she adds, her sharp eyes scanning you from head to toe.
You already know sheâs assessing. Cataloging. Comparing you to the polished, obedient daughter-in-law she expected you to be.
Sunghoonâs father, however, has other interests.
"Youâre glowing tonight," Chairman Park remarks, taking a sip of his whiskey. His eyes crinkle slightly at the edges. "It must be a sign that weâll be hearing good news soon."
You barely have time to process his words before another voice chimes inâone of Sunghoonâs aunts, a woman who has made it her lifeâs mission to interrogate you at every family gathering.
"Yes, yes!" she gushes, already leaning in as if sheâs about to hear a confession. "Itâs been what? three years since the wedding? We were just saying the other day how we still havenât heard any news!"
There it is. The question that always comes, in one form or another.
The polite, well-mannered, socially acceptable way of asking: Why havenât you given him a child yet?
You see it before you hear itâthe way Sunghoonâs fingers tighten around his champagne flute, the subtle twitch in his jaw. But he doesnât say anything.
Of course, he doesnât.
So you do what you always do. You smile. You deflect. You play your part.
"Work keeps us busy," you say smoothly, taking a slow sip of champagne. "Thereâs still so much we want to accomplish first."
The aunt clicks her tongue, shaking her head. "Ah, but whatâs all this success without a family to share it with?"
You feel it thenâthe weight of your in-lawsâ eyes on you, the expectation pressing against your ribs like an iron cage.
Sunghoonâs mother hums, a soft, carefully measured sound. "Children bring a different kind of happiness," she says, voice light but laced with meaning. "Of course, itâs ultimately your decision⌠but I do hope you arenât waiting too long."
Another aunt leans in, faux sympathy dripping from her tone. "There arenât any problems, are there?"
Itâs a dagger cloaked in silk. The insinuation. The unspoken judgment.
You donât have to look at Sunghoon to know heâs bristling beside you. You can feel the tension in his silence.
Still, he says nothing.
The moment stretches, uncomfortable and suffocating. And thenâ
A soft laugh. Controlled. Collected.
Sunghoon turns his head slightly, his expression unreadable as he finally speaks.
"We appreciate your concern," he says, voice smooth as glass. "But when we have something to share, youâll be the first to know."
Thereâs nothing in his tone that suggests anger, but the way his motherâs lips press together ever so slightly tells you sheâs caught the warning beneath his words.
The conversation shifts, flowing into another topic, but you no longer hear it. Youâre still holding your champagne flute, fingers gripping the stem a little too tightly.
Sunghoon doesnât look at you. Not even once.
The meal is extravagant, an elaborate showcase of wealth and refinement. Each course is served with meticulous precision, arriving in waves of delicate flavors and carefully plated masterpieces. Crystal glasses remain full, refilled before they ever have the chance to empty, while waitstaff glide through the room with the kind of quiet efficiency that only comes from years of training. Around you, conversation flows as smoothly as the wine, punctuated by occasional bursts of laughter from tables where people have had just enough to drink to let their guard down.
The atmosphere is lively, engaging. A room filled with the kind of people who measure success in numbers and influence rather than in anything tangible like love or happiness.
You and Sunghoon donât speak.
It isnât new.
Itâs been monthsâmaybe even longerâsince youâve had a real conversation. These events used to be something you faced together, an exhausting but necessary part of maintaining appearances in your world. There was a time when he would lean in close, whisper something wry against the shell of your ear just to make you laugh, his hand resting on your thigh beneath the table as a silent reminder that, no matter how long the evening stretched, you would leave together.
Now, his presence beside you feels like nothing more than habit. The weight of expectation.
To everyone else, you are still Park Sunghoonâs wifeâflawless and poised, an extension of his success, the perfect image of a woman who belongs at his side. But to each other, you are barely anything at all.
You watch as he listens intently to the conversation at hand, nodding along as one of his board members drones on about upcoming market trends. His features remain unreadable, his fingers steady as he lifts his glass to his lips, sipping at his wine without a second thought. His ability to be present yet completely unreachable is something you once admired about him. Now, itâs something that drives you insane.
At some point during the meal, while the conversation has drifted toward a discussion on recent company acquisitions, a new voice cuts through the air.
"You remember Soojin, donât you?"
Itâs not a question so much as a strategic opening, delivered with the practiced ease of a woman who knows exactly what sheâs doing.
You shift slightly, already knowing where this is going before you even turn your head. Sunghoonâs mother is smiling, her expression warm and pleasant in the way that only someone raised in high society can master. It is a look that has fooled many, but not you. Youâve spent too many years in her presence to mistake it for anything but a well-placed maneuver.
Her gaze flickers toward a table across the room, drawing your attention to the woman seated there. Soojin.
She is beautiful in the way that women in your world are expected to beâpolished, refined, her makeup flawless, her hair styled to perfection. The kind of woman who commands attention without even trying.
The kind of woman Sunghoonâs mother would have preferred as her daughter-in-law.
"Her fatherâs company just finalized a deal with ours," she continues, lifting her glass to her lips. "Itâs an impressive partnership."
You say nothing.
She doesnât need you to.
"Sheâs always been such a sweet girl," she adds, her smile never faltering. "Smart. Beautiful. And her family is so well-connected."
The words are light, conversational, but the weight of them is suffocating.
She doesnât say it outright, but the message is clear.
You are not the only option.
There are women who would make the perfect Mrs. Parkâwomen who would be better suited for the role, who would know how to uphold the family name, who would understand the responsibilities that come with being married to someone like Sunghoon.
Women who would not have made the mistakes you did.
Your grip tightens around your fork.
You keep your expression neutral, refusing to react. You wonât give her the satisfaction. You wonât let her see that the words sting in a way they shouldnât, that they burrow beneath your skin, scraping against wounds that never quite healed.
"Iâm aware," Sunghoon says, finally setting his wine glass down with deliberate ease.
Two words. Nothing more.
His mother studies him for a moment, her expression unreadable. Then she smiles again, as if the moment never happened.
The conversation moves forward.
You exhale slowly, setting your glass down, your fingers still curled around the delicate stem. No reassurance. No defense. No effort to correct what was just implied.
Iâm aware.
A bitter taste lingers on your tongue, but you swallow it down, lifting your chin slightly as you redirect your attention to the meal in front of you.
You already know how this night will end. The same way it always does. With silence.
-
The moment you step inside the penthouse, the carefully constructed facade of the evening begins to crumble. The sterile glow of the overhead lights does little to ease the weight pressing against your chest, the silence between you and Sunghoon thick with something sharp, something unsaid.
You hear the quiet rustle of fabric as he shrugs off his suit jacket, draping it over the arm of a chair before undoing the first few buttons of his dress shirt. His movements are methodical, controlled, as if heâs following a script that no longer holds any meaning.
You should keep walking. You should disappear into the bathroom, wash the night off your skin, lock yourself behind a door like you have so many nights before. But instead, you linger, fingers still curled around the strap of your bag, your gaze tracing the familiar lines of his back, the tension in his shoulders.
"You didnât say anything."
The words leave your mouth before you can stop them. Your voice is quiet, but thereâs an edge to it, a challenge buried beneath the exhaustion.
Sunghoon doesnât turn. "About what?"
You exhale sharply, shaking your head. "About what?" you repeat, laughter bubbling up, bitter and humorless. "About your mother. About your aunts. About all of them sitting there, questioning me like Iâm some failed investment."
A pause.
Then, finally, he glances over his shoulder. "What did you want me to say?"
The way he says itâsteady, detached, devoid of any real curiosityâmakes your stomach twist.
"Anything," you say, because thatâs the truth of it. You just wanted something.
His lips press together briefly before he turns back toward the dresser, rolling up his sleeves. "It wouldnât have changed anything."
And there it is.
That unbearable indifference.
The quiet, unshaken finality of a man who has already made peace with his own silence.
It shouldnât feel like a slap to the face, but it does.
"You never fight for anything," you whisper, voice barely audible over the hum of the city outside.
He doesnât say a word, but you can feel itâthe way his gaze trails over your bare skin, the way his fingers twitch at his sides, like heâs holding himself back.
It only takes a step. One step forward, and everything snaps.
His hands are on you before you can thinkâgripping your waist, pulling you flush against him, the heat of his body bleeding into yours. His mouth crashes against yours, rough, unyielding, a kiss that isnât sweet or tender, but desperate, punishing. You gasp against him, your fingers tangling in his hair, nails scraping against his scalp as he presses you back against the dresser.
"You always do this," he mutters against your lips, his breath hot, his voice sharp. "Come to me when you need to forget."
You donât answer.
You donât need to.
His hands slide up your thighs, pushing them apart with ease. Heâs impatient, reckless, fingers slipping beneath the lace of your panties, dragging them down before you can protest. A sharp inhale leaves your lips as he presses two fingers against your clit, circling slow, teasing, just enough to make your hips jerk forward.
"Already wet," he muses, dragging his fingers through your slick folds. His tone is mocking, but his voice is hoarse, strained. "That desperate for me?"
You bite down on your lower lip, refusing to give him the satisfaction of a response. But your body betrays you, hips rolling against his hand, chasing the friction that heâs refusing to give.
Sunghoon chuckles, but thereâs no humor in it. Just something bitter, something dark.
Without warning, he presses two fingers inside you, stretching you open with a slow, deliberate pace. Your breath hitches, nails digging into his shoulders as he curls his fingers, stroking the spot that makes your knees tremble.
"You can pretend all you want," he murmurs against your throat, his lips trailing down, teeth scraping against your skin. "But your body knows who it belongs to."
His free hand moves to your chest, fingers tweaking your nipple, rolling it between his fingers before his mouth replaces them, sucking and biting at the sensitive skin. You arch into him, a whimper slipping past your lips, your thighs tightening around his wrist.
"Sunghoon," you gasp, a plea or a warningâyouâre not sure.
He pulls away, his fingers slipping from you, leaving you empty and aching. Before you can protest, he turns you around, pressing your front against the cool surface of the dresser, his body crowding you from behind. His hands roam your body, over the swell of your ass, down to your thighs, spreading them apart as he presses the hard length of his cock against your heat.
You exhale sharply as he grips your hips, dragging the tip of his cock through your folds, coating himself in your slick before pressing forward. The stretch is sharp, deep, and you gasp, gripping the edge of the dresser as he sinks into you, inch by inch, filling you completely.
"Fuck," he groans, his fingers tightening against your hips, like heâs barely holding himself together.Â
He gives you a secondâjust oneâbefore he pulls back and thrusts into you again, setting a brutal, relentless pace. Each movement is rough, deliberate, the sound of skin against skin mixing with the soft, breathy moans slipping past your lips.
The dresser rattles beneath you, your body rocking with each thrust, and you can do nothing but take it, the pleasure sharp and consuming. Sunghoon grips your hair, pulling your head back as he leans in, his breath hot against your ear.
"Let them keep talking," he mutters, voice ragged, punctuated by the snap of his hips.Â
Your breath catches, your walls clenching around him at his words.
Sunghoon lets out a low groan, his thrusts growing deeper, sharper, his fingers moving back to your clit, rubbing slow, torturous circles. The tension coils tighter, your body burning, unraveling beneath him.
"Cum," he murmurs, his voice softer now, breathless.
And you doâpleasure washing over you in waves, your thighs shaking, your moan muffled as he presses a hand against your mouth, keeping you from making too much noise.
He follows soon after, his grip tightening, his cock pulsing inside you as he groans low against your shoulder, spilling into you with a shudder.
For a moment, there is only silence.
Then, just as expected, he pulls away.
Rolls onto his back.
Says nothing.
You stare at the reflection of yourself in the dresser mirrorâflushed skin, swollen lips, empty eyes. You should leave. You should.
But you donât.
Instead, you slip beneath the covers, curling away from him, pressing your knuckles against your mouth to keep yourself from shaking.
Because tonight, at least, you donât want to feel alone.
-Â
The morning is quiet.
You wake up to an empty bed, the sheets beside you already cold. The absence of warmth shouldnât bother youâit hasnât in monthsâbut today, it does. The ache in your body from the night before lingers, a dull, throbbing reminder of something you wish you could forget.
For a moment, you stay still, staring up at the ceiling, tracing the patterns of light and shadow that spill through the curtains. The penthouse is bathed in soft gold from the rising sun, a warmth that contrasts the cold emptiness beside you.
There was a time when mornings like these meant something. When youâd wake up tangled in Sunghoonâs limbs, his fingers absentmindedly tracing patterns along your back, his lips pressing lazy kisses against your shoulder. When the weight of his body against yours felt grounding instead of suffocating.
Now, thereâs nothing but space.
You take a slow breath, blinking against the dryness in your eyes before finally sitting up. The silence is deafening, the type that only exists in places too large for two people who no longer belong to each other.
When you step out of bed, your legs feel unsteady, soreness creeping up your spine. You ignore it. You move toward the bathroom, turning on the sink, splashing cold water on your face as if itâll rinse away the heaviness in your chest. It doesnât.
Your reflection stares back at you, eyes slightly swollen, lips faintly bruised from the way he kissed you last night. You press your fingers against them, swallowing down the memory of his touch, of the way his hands had held you so tightly as if he could keep you from slipping away.
But he didnât.
He never could.
By the time you make your way downstairs, the smell of freshly brewed coffee lingers in the air. The sight of Sunghoon sitting at the dining table shouldnât make your stomach tighten the way it does. He looks like he always doesâeffortlessly composed, sleeves rolled up to his elbows, a steaming cup of coffee in one hand while his other scrolls through his phone.
Like nothing happened.
Like last night was just another night.
The illusion of normalcy almost makes you hesitate. Almost.
Instead, you step forward, setting the folder down on the glass surface of the table with a deliberate thud. The sound cuts through the silence, drawing Sunghoonâs attention as his eyes flicker up to meet yours.
He doesnât speak, doesnât react, just studies you for a moment before his gaze drifts downward to the document between you.
Divorce Agreement.
His fingers pause against the rim of his coffee cup.
"Where were you?," you say, your voice steady, carefully controlled.
"Work," he replies, taking a slow sip of his coffee.
You cross your arms, exhaling through your nose. "You knew this was coming." Your voice is measured, even, despite the tightness in your throat.
Sunghoon finally sets his mug down with a soft clink, his expression unreadable. "I did."
"Then sign them."
A long silence stretches between you. You hold your ground, standing tall, watching as he leans back slightly in his chair, his fingers idly tapping against the surface of the table. He doesnât look at the papers, just at you.
"You really want this?"
The words are simple. Too simple.
You hate the way they make your stomach twist. Hate the way your throat tightens because this shouldnât be hard. This shouldnât be something that makes your hands curl into fists at your sides.
"Yes."
His lips press together briefly before he exhales through his nose. Without another word, he pulls the folder toward him, flipping it open, skimming the terms with the same impassive ease he applies to every contract he reviews at work.
For a second, your breath catches.
You almost expect him to argue, to fight, to say somethingâanything.
But he doesnât.
Not when he turns the page. Not when his eyes flicker across the fine print. Not when he reaches for the pen beside him.
And thenâ
He stops.
His fingers hover over the paper, the tip of the pen barely touching the page. Then, instead of signing, he clicks the pen shut and sets it down.
The air in the room shifts. Your stomach twists.
"Not tonight." His voice is smooth, final.
You blink. "What?"
He leans back, crossing his arms over his chest, his expression completely unreadable. "Iâll think about it."
Something in your chest tightens, frustration curling in your throat. "Think about what?" You gesture to the papers between you. "This isnât something that needs consideration, Sunghoon. This is happening. Itâs already over."
His gaze darkens slightly, but his face remains composed. "Then why are you still here?"
Your breath catches.
Because you havenât left yet. Because some part of you still needs this conversation. Because some part of you is waiting for him to say something that changes everything.
The silence stretches, heavy and unbearable. His fingers drum against the glass once, twice, before he reaches for his whiskey glass instead, taking a slow sip. His lips part slightly, as if heâs about to say something, but then he just shakes his head.
"Youâll have them back tomorrow."
But you already knowâhe wonât sign.
Not tomorrow. Not the next day. Maybe not ever.
 -Â
Park Enterprises runs on three things: money, power, and the ability to avoid Park Sunghoon and his soon-to-be-ex-wife in the same room at all costs.
This isnât an official company policy, but if you asked anyoneâfrom the executives to the janitorial staffâtheyâd all agree: keeping their two highest-ranking officials away from each other is the best way to ensure the company doesnât collapse in on itself.
This is why, over the past few months, a silent, unofficial, yet highly efficient system has developed.
It begins every morning.
6:45 AM: Sunghoon arrives, coffee in hand, barely glancing at the receptionist before disappearing into his office. If he sighs immediately upon entering? Bad day. If he slams his office door? Get the emergency evacuation plan ready. 7:15 AM: You arrive, headphones in, already on a call, looking like youâre mentally preparing for battle. If you greet anyone? Good day. If you walk straight to your office without making eye contact? Avoid, avoid, avoid. 7:30 AM: Your PA, Nishimura Riki, updates the "Safe Zones" list. Any floor occupied by both you and Sunghoon is immediately deemed a no-go area.
By 9 AM, the "Daily Avoidance Protocol" is in full effect.
Incoming text: đ˛ [Riki â Legal Team] đ¨ Sunghoon spotted near the finance department. Legal team, take the back elevators. DO NOT, I REPEAT, DO NOT TAKE THE MAIN LOBBY.
Incoming text: đ˛ [Sunoo â Executive Team] đ Your boss is stomping through the 18th floor like a woman on a mission. She just told an intern to "never, ever look that stressed in front of her again" and I donât think she was joking.
Incoming text: đ˛ [Riki â Sunoo] i heard ur boss threw his pen at the wall this morning lol wtf did u do to him
[Sunoo]: nothing yet but im about to stir the pot for fun.
[Riki]: bet.
And then, of course, thereâs lunch.
There used to be a timeâback when things were different, when things were betterâwhen you and Sunghoon would eat together. Now?
Now, entire lunch routes are planned out in advance to make sure the two of you never end up in the same restaurant, let alone the same hallway.
Incoming text: đ˛ [Sunoo â Riki] Depressed male boss is heading toward the rooftop restaurant. tell ur people to evacuate the 10th floor cafe IMMEDIATELY.
Incoming text: đ˛ [Riki â Legal Team] đ¨ ABORT. ABORT. DO NOT GO TO THE CAFĂ. I REPEAT, DO NOT GO TO THE CAFĂ.
By 3 PM, most employees think theyâve made it through the day safely. Until they check the meeting schedule. And realize. Thereâs a joint executive-legal meeting scheduled at 4:30 PM. Which means.
They have to be in the same room.
-Â
The boardroom at Park Enterprises is a high-stakes battlefield.
The executives and legal team are already seated, carefully keeping their faces neutral, their eyes trained on the reports in front of them. No one dares to speak. Everyone is pretending to be busy, flipping through documents theyâve already memorized just to avoid being caught in the crossfire of what is about to happen.
At one end of the table, Sunoo twirls his pen lazily between his fingers, a small, knowing smirk tugging at the corners of his lips. Across from him, Riki updates the betting pool on his phone, typing at lightning speed while shooting occasional glances toward the door.
Itâs only a matter of time before the two storm fronts collide.
The first arrival is you.
You stride in with effortless confidence, shoulders squared, back straight, file in hand. Your heels click sharply against the polished floors, announcing your presence before you even reach your seat.
You donât acknowledge Sunghoonâs presence.
Your team watches as you settle into your chair, flipping open your folder with a level of precision that makes it very, very clear you are not in the mood for incompetence today.
Riki immediately clocks the stiffness in your posture. He subtly pulls out his phone under the table, fingers flying over the screen.
đ˛ Incoming text: [Riki â Legal Team] boss lady is MAD mad. donât make eye contact, stay low, survive.
Barely thirty seconds later, Sunghoon walks in.
He doesnât look at you.
Instead, he exhales sharply as he takes his seat, flipping open his laptop with measured ease, his expression unreadable. The sound of his pen clicking open is the only thing that breaks the silence.
he just sighed. thatâs a bad sign. letâs all start praying now.
For the first ten minutes, everything is fine.
Reports are reviewed, revenue projections are discussed, and for a fleeting moment, thereâs the illusion of normalcy. You make your points with cool efficiency, and Sunghoon listens without interruption.
"The merger contract," one of the executives finally says, carefully glancing between the two of you like heâs about to light a match in a room full of gasoline.
You donât hesitate. You already know where this is going.
"The terms still require legal review," you state, flipping to the necessary section in your file. "The current liability clauses remain too vague for approval."
Sunghoon doesnât even look up from his laptop. "The legal team has had two weeks to finalize those clauses."
Your brows lift slightly. "And yet, theyâre still a problem. Imagine that."
The temperature in the room drops.
Sunoo, who had been casually taking notes, suddenly stops writing. His eyes flicker between you and Sunghoon, realization dawning.
Riki, seated to your right, visibly winces. His grip on his pen tightens before it slips from his fingers and rolls off the table.
Sunghoon finally looks up, his dark eyes meeting yours with quiet intensity. "Youâre delaying a time-sensitive deal over minor details."
Your lips curl, the faintest hint of amusement playing at the edges. "Minor details? You mean, like, the ones that could potentially cost us millions in damages?"
His jaw tightens. "Thereâs a deadline for a reason."
"And thereâs a reason you need my approval before proceeding," you counter, tone perfectly composed. "Which, let me remind you, you donât have yet."
The silence that follows is deafening.
Sunoo leans back in his chair, murmuring to Riki under his breath. "Theyâre fighting in full sentences today."
Riki nods slowly, still typing. "This is worse than last weekâs passive-aggressive email exchange."
Sunghoon exhales sharply, sitting back in his chair. His fingers drum onceâjust onceâagainst the table before he speaks again.
"Fine," he says smoothly, but his tone is sharp. "Take another day. No more than that."
You hum thoughtfully, feigning consideration as you flip another page in your file. "Iâll let you know if thatâs feasible."
Sunoo, who is now openly grinning, tilts his phone toward Riki.
đ˛ Incoming text: [Riki â Legal Team] the CEO looks like he wants to kill someone but is trying to stay professional. ten bucks says he slams his laptop shut first.
đ˛ Incoming text: [Sunoo â Executive Team] LMFAO he just clenched his jaw so hard I think he cracked a tooth.
-
Your heels click against the polished floor as you walk further in the penthouse, but you donât call out for him. You donât need to. You already know where he is.
The scent of whiskey lingers in the airâsubtle, but unmistakable. Your eyes land on Park Sunghoon, sitting on the couch in the dim light of the living room, his posture relaxed, one arm draped over the back of the cushions, his other hand resting near the glass of amber liquid on the coffee table. His tie is loose, the first few buttons of his dress shirt undone, his sleeves rolled up as if heâs been here for a while, waiting.
But that isnât what catches your attention.
The divorce papers sit between you on the glass surface.
Untouched.
Your throat tightens as something bitter and exhausted coils low in your stomach. You set your bag down near the door with more force than necessary, the sound sharp against the silence. Youâre tiredâof the fights, of the push and pull, of this thing between you that refuses to die no matter how much you try to smother it.
"You havenât signed them." Your voice is level, controlled, giving away nothing. But inside, your pulse is unsteady, your fingers curling into fists at your sides.
Sunghoon doesnât answer right away. Instead, he reaches for his whiskey, taking a slow sip, his movements measured, deliberate. When he sets the glass back down, the faint clink against the glass table feels deafening in the quiet room. His gaze lifts to yours, dark and unreadable, his expression betraying nothing.
"No."
The single word lands between you like a gunshot.
Your fingers twitch at your sides, nails pressing into your palms as frustration flares up in your chest. "Sunghoonâ"
"Say it."
His voice is quiet, but the weight of it cuts through the space between you with an edge sharper than steel.
You frown slightly, tilting your head in question. "Say what?"
His eyes remain steady on yours, holding you there, unrelenting. Thereâs no coldness in them, not like there usually is, but something deeper, heavier, more dangerous.
"Say you donât love me anymore."
The air in the room thickens, growing heavy with something suffocating, unbearable.
It should be easy.
You should be able to say it, to lie through your teeth and tear the last fraying thread between you. Youâve spent months trying to unlove him, convincing yourself that walking away is the only choice left.
But the way heâs looking at you nowâthe way his fingers ghost over the edge of the divorce papers but never actually touch themâit makes something sink deep in your chest, twisting into something that feels like regret.
Your jaw tightens, shoulders drawing stiff, as you inhale slowly through your nose. "Donât do this," you murmur, voice quieter now.
Sunghoon leans forward slightly, resting his forearms on his knees, the corner of his mouth curling into something resembling a smirk, but thereâs no amusement behind it. "Do what?"
Your pulse hammers against your ribs as anger rises in your throat, sharp and bitter. "Pretend to care when you never did."
Something snaps.
Fast. Brutal.
Before you can react, youâre on the couch, pinned beneath him, Sunghoonâs hand wrapped around your throat.
Your breath catches as your back presses into the cushions, your pulse stuttering beneath his fingers. The grip isnât tightânot enough to hurtâbut just enough to hold you there, to remind you exactly who he is.
His face is close, too close, his breath warm against your lips, his jaw clenched so tight you can see the tension in every muscle. His gaze flickers between your eyes, searching, burning, filled with something dark and raw.
"You think I never cared?" His voice is low, rough, dangerous in a way that sends heat curling through your stomach.
Your body tenses, then melts, as his other hand trails up your thigh, fingers barely skimming your skin, teasing, not touching where you need him to.
"You think I donât want you?" His breath is uneven now, his fingers tightening just slightly around your throat before loosening again. His thumb brushes along the side of your neck, slow, deliberate. His body is pressed against yours, solid and warm, every inch of him so close, too close, not close enough.
Your fingers wrap around his wrist, nails pressing lightly into his skin, grounding yourself, grounding him. Your breath is shaky when you speak, barely above a whisper. "I think you donât know how to want me without ruining me."
A muscle in his jaw ticks.
For a secondâjust a secondâhe looks wrecked.
Then, his grip tightens.
Your breath stutters, a soft gasp slipping past your lips as heat pools low in your stomach. His lips brush against your ear, his voice lower now, rough, a quiet warning.
"Tell me to stop."
You should.
Sunghoon waits, his chest rising and falling in uneven breaths, his fingers tightening around your waist, his grip flexing against your throat just enough to make your pulse quicken.
"You wonât, will you?" His tone is almost amused, but thereâs something darker underneath, something that sounds almost like relief.
You shake your head.
And then his lips crash into yours.
The kiss is deep, hungry, filled with everything youâve both been pretending doesnât exist. His hands are everywhereâgripping your hips, sliding up your sides, pulling you closer like he wants to memorize the shape of you all over again.
Your fingers tangle into his hair, nails scraping lightly against his scalp, and he groans into your mouth, his body pressing you further into the couch, his knee parting your thighs. His hands slide under your dress, rough palms trailing against your skin, teasing, making you ache.
"Still wet for me," he mutters, voice dark, breathless. His fingers slip beneath your panties, dragging over your soaked folds, slow and deliberate, just to prove his point.
You whimper against his mouth, thighs trembling as he strokes you, not giving you what you need, just teasing, just pushing you closer to the edge.
"Sunghoon," you gasp, a plea, a warning.
He smirks against your skin, lips pressing against your throat, sucking at the sensitive skin before sinking two fingers into you, curling just right.
"You hate me, remember?" His voice is taunting, wicked.
Your back arches, hips rocking against his fingers, chasing more, chasing him.
Your breath comes out in shuddering gasps as you whisper the only thing you can manage. "I hate you."
Sunghoon lets out a breathless, bitter laugh.
"Liar."
-
"Thatâs not how we do things at Park Enterprises, Mrs. Park," Sunghoon muses.
He leans back in his office chair, fingers tapping against the polished surface of the table. The way he says it is deliberate, lazy, like heâs testing you.
The meeting room is as usual, closer to World War 3 (total destruction edition) than a collaborative good-vibes-only space.
You still, fingers curling slightly against the stack of legal briefs in front of you. The flicker of heat that rushes through you isnât fondnessâitâs pure irritation.
"Donât call me that." Your tone is measured, sharp.
Sunghoonâs lips twitch, but thereâs no humor in his smirk. "Habit."
Your gaze hardens, your nails pressing into the contract as you slam it down in front of him.
"Then break it."
The entire room freezes.
Sunoo, seated two chairs down, makes a sound that might be a laugh but immediately covers it with a cough. Across from him, Riki subtly slides his phone out to update the betting pool on how long this fight is going to last.
The tension only thickens when Sunghoon reaches for the contract, flipping through the pages like he isnât remotely affected. His expression is smooth, almost bored, but you donât miss the way his jaw tightens just slightly.
"You seem invested in this," he muses, signing his name on the margin like heâs humoring you. "Why? Worried about my financial well-being?"
You exhale slowly, forcing down the irritation curling in your chest. "No. I just donât like being dragged into your reckless decisions when you know Iâll have to clean up your mess later."
Sunghoonâs eyes flick up to yours. Thereâs something there, something sharp, dark, something that makes your stomach twist.
"You always do," he murmurs. "Clean up after me."
You refuse to react, refuse to let him see that heâs getting under your skin. Instead, you push back your chair, standing with a level of poise that takes effort.
"I donât work for you, Sunghoon," you remind him, voice cold. "I work for the company."
His lips press together, but he doesnât argue. Doesnât tell you youâre wrong.
Because you arenât.
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đ˛ Incoming text: [Riki â Legal Team] ceo looks ready to commit murder. we might need security.
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-
The morning sun spills into Park Enterprises, painting streaks of gold across the marble floors of the top executive offices. Everything looks pristine, polishedâexactly the way Sunghoon keeps it. But today, something is off.
You push open the heavy glass door to his office without knocking, a thick stack of contracts tucked under your arm. Your heels click against the floor with precise, deliberate steps, each one punctuating the tension lingering between you.
Without hesitation, you slam the folder onto his desk.
âYouâre going to sign this,â you declare, arms crossing over your chest, voice clipped, firm.
Sunghoon doesnât respond right away.
You expect the usual pushbackâsome sarcastic remark, a knowing smirk, the casual dismissal of your concernsâbut he doesnât say anything. Instead, he stays where he is, leaning against the edge of his desk, sleeves rolled up, tie loosened just enough to suggest exhaustion. His fingers press lightly against the smooth wood surface behind him, as if steadying himself.
He looks off.
Not tiredâSunghoon is always tired. But off.
You narrow your eyes. âWhat, no argument?â
He blinks at you, slowly, like it takes more effort than it should. His grip on the desk tightens briefly before he exhales, dragging a hand through his already tousled hair.
"Are you okay?" The question leaves your lips before you can stop it.
Sunghoon finally reacts, a smirk tugging at the corner of his lipsâsmall, forced. âWorried about me now?â
You scoff, rolling your eyes. âI just donât want you dying in my office.â
He chuckles, but the sound is weak, quieter than usual. He straightens up, shifts his weight slightly, but the way he moves is wrongâlike heâs trying too hard to make it look effortless.
"If I did," he murmurs, "Iâd haunt you."
Normally, that would be enough to pull an eye roll out of you. Maybe even a snarky remark. But something about the way he says it makes your stomach tighten.
You watch him carefully. The way his fingers flex against the desk. The slight tension in his shoulders. The way his smirk falters at the edges.
Sunghoon has always carried himself with controlâmeasured, deliberate, never showing a single crack in the façade. But right now, standing in front of you, he looks off balance.
The last time he looked like this, the last time he held himself together just a little too well, something had been wrong then too.
Something you didnât realize until it was too late.
The memory presses at the edges of your thoughts, but you push it down.
âMaybe you should sit down before you do something stupid,â you mutter.
Sunghoon raises an eyebrow, clearly amused, but he does exactly that. He sinks into his chair, rolling his shoulders, letting out a slow breath before picking up the contract.
âRelax,â he says, flipping through the pages. âIâll sign your stupid paperwork. No need to get sentimental.â
Your jaw tightens, irritation curling at the edges of your concern. âIâm not being sentimental. I just donât want to deal with the PR disaster when you inevitably collapse.â
Sunghoon lets out a quiet huff of laughter, but the way his fingers drift to his temple, pressing lightly, does not go unnoticed. He rubs at the tension there, eyes briefly fluttering shut before he shakes his head, pushing through whatever is bothering him.
âIâm fine.â
You donât believe him. But you donât push. Because the last time you did, you lost.
It had been late.
Past midnight. The city outside your bedroom window was still awake, alive with light and movement, but inside, the world had gone silent.
You lay in bed, staring at the ceiling, exhaustion pressing into your chest like a weight you couldnât lift. You werenât crying. You had already done that. There was nothing left inside you except emptiness.
Sunghoon lay beside you.
Awake. Motionless. Silent.
His back was turned to you.
And the worst part, the part that haunted you even now, wasnât that he hadnât said anything.
It was that when you had reached for his hand, he had let you hold it.
But he hadnât held yours back.
The memory lingers even as you push it away.
You watch Sunghoon as he picks up the contract, flipping through the pages with minimal interest. His fingers tighten slightly when he turns each page, like heâs holding back something.
Pain. Fatigue. Something worse.
"You look like shit," you say finally, leaning against his desk, arms crossed.
Sunghoon hums, barely glancing up. âCharming as always.â
"You should get checked out."
He snorts, shaking his head. âIf I wanted medical advice, I wouldnât take it from my ex-wife.â
"Not ex yet."
And for some reason, as you turn to leave, you canât shake the feeling that you just missed something important.
-
The Park family never asks for favors.
Not officially, at least.
Itâs always subtle, always wrapped in polite smiles and casual requests, laced with just enough manipulation to make refusal feel impossible.
Which is why youâre seated in the Park familyâs private lounge, sipping tea thatâs gone cold, listening to Sunghoonâs mother and his uncle discuss the delicate legal situation that has suddenly become your responsibility.
âItâs just a small thing,â his mother insists, waving a dismissive hand as though corporate fraud allegations against one of their subsidiary partners are a minor inconvenience rather than a full-blown lawsuit waiting to happen.
You keep your expression neutral, fingers laced neatly over your knee. âItâs not a small thing,â you correct evenly. âYouâre looking at a serious case of financial misrepresentation, and if this isnât handled properly, it could affect all of Park Enterprises. This isnât something I can just sweep under the rug.â
His uncle chuckles like youâve just told a particularly amusing joke. âOh, we know that, dear. Thatâs why weâre bringing it to you.â
Dear.
You resist the urge to tense, keeping your posture composed.
Because this is what youâve become to them.
Not a daughter-in-law. Not family.
A lawyer first, a liability second.
âYouâve always been so good at handling these sorts of things,â his mother adds, smiling that elegant, carefully practiced smile that never quite reaches her eyes. âAnd with your position at the company, it only makes sense for you to oversee it personally.â
Of course. Personally.
They wonât trust this kind of thing to an outsider. But they also wonât officially involve you, because that would mean compensation, responsibility, accountability.
Instead, theyâll let you handle it just enough to clean up their mess. Theyâll let you do the work, bear the stress, and take the fall if things go wrong.
And Sunghoon?
Sunghoon wonât say a word.
You glance to your left, where heâs seated quietly, fingers tapping lightly against the rim of his coffee cup. He hasnât spoken once since this conversation began.
Not to defend you. Not to refuse. Not to say anything at all.
Just⌠silent.
Your fingers tighten around the folder in your lap.
âIâll review the case,â you say finally, voice clipped, controlled. âBut I wonât guarantee anything.â
His mother beams, reaching forward to squeeze your hand like youâve just agreed to Sunday brunch, not to clean up yet another one of their familyâs legal disasters.
âI knew we could count on you,â she says sweetly.
Sunghoon still says nothing.
Not when his mother praises you.
Not when his uncle jokes about how lucky Sunghoon is to have married such a âresourcefulâ woman.
Not when the conversation finally ends, and they rise from their seats, leaving you with a stack of documents, a heavier workload, and a headache that has nothing to do with legal strategy.
It isnât until youâre alone with him in the car, on the drive back home, that you finally let your frustration boil over.
âSo thatâs how this works now?â Your voice is flat, gaze fixed on the city lights outside the window. âYour family gets into trouble, and Iâm the free labor you offer up to fix it?â
Sunghoon exhales, tilting his head back against the seat. âItâs not like that.â
You let out a sharp, humorless laugh. âNo? Because from where Iâm sitting, it sure as hell feels like it.â
His fingers flex against the steering wheel. âYouâre the best lawyer they know,â he says after a beat, like that somehow makes it better. Like that somehow makes this okay.
You turn to look at him, eyes narrowing. âAnd thatâs all I am, isnât it?â
-
He went back after dropping you off.
His mother had barely glanced up from her tea. âSheâs always been so difficult,â she sighed, setting the cup down with a delicate clink. âIt would be easier if she simply cooperated without arguing every little point.â
Sunghoonâs jaw had clenched at that.
His uncle had smirked, shaking his head. âWomen like her are sharp, but they forget that theyâre meant toââ
âDonât finish that sentence.â
The room had gone silent.
His uncle blinked, raising a brow. âExcuse me?â
Sunghoon had leaned forward slightly, voice measured but laced with something dangerous. âYou donât get to talk about her like that.â
His mother frowned slightly, but the warning in his expression kept her from speaking.
His uncle, however, wasnât as quick to read the room. âSheâs my niece-in-law, I canââ
âSheâs not yours anything,â Sunghoon cut in, tone sharp. âAnd the next time you speak about her like that, you wonât like how I respond.â
His uncle had scoffed, muttering something under his breath about being too soft on a woman who clearly didnât respect her place, but the discussion didnât go any further.
Because Sunghoon had stood up, buttoning his suit jacket, gaze level.
âYou wanted her help?â he had said coldly. âYouâll take what sheâs willing to give. And if she decides sheâs done dealing with your bullshit, you wonât push her. Understood?â
-
The first sign that something is wrong comes in the form of silence.
For the past few days, Sunghoon has been more irritable than usual. Not outright angry, not obviously upset, just⌠distant. He works longer hours, avoids unnecessary conversations, and brushes off every single instance you or his team ask if heâs okay. Itâs nothing newâheâs always had a habit of overworking himself into exhaustion, pushing himself too hard, acting invincible even when heâs clearly not.
Youâre used to it.
But today, something feels different.
Maybe itâs the way he barely acknowledged you in the morning meeting, his focus wavering during discussions where heâs usually sharp. Maybe itâs the way his grip tightened just slightly around his pen, like he needed to steady himself. Maybe itâs the way he looked at youâlike he wanted to say something, but chose not to.
Or maybe itâs the way his entire office is empty when you pass by hours later, and his assistant, Sunoo, is nowhere to be found.
You stop in your tracks.
"Where is he?"
Riki looks up from his phone, startled by your sudden appearance at the executive floor. âUhâmeeting with finance, I think?â
You frown. âNo, that ended an hour ago.â
Riki hesitates. He knows better than to lie to you. âHe wasnât looking too good earlier.â
Your stomach twists.
Heâs been pushing himself too hard. You knew this would happen.
You spin on your heel, already moving before you can second-guess yourself.
When you find him, heâs exactly where you feared heâd be.
Collapsed on the floor of his office.
Sunghoon is slumped against the base of his desk, one hand still loosely gripping his chair, as if he had tried to stop himself from falling. His usually sharp, polished composure is completely goneâhis dress shirt is slightly undone, his face pale, sweat beading along his brow. His breathing is shallow, his eyes half-lidded like heâs barely clinging to consciousness.
The sight of him like thisâweak, vulnerable, not in controlâmakes something in your chest tighten painfully.
"Sunghoon," you breathe out, dropping to your knees beside him. Your hands hover over him for a second, uncertain, before you press against his shoulders, shaking him lightly. âHey. Hey, look at me.â
His head tilts slightly, his gaze flickering to you, but itâs unfocused.
ââŚWhat are you doing here?â His voice is quiet, hoarse, like heâs barely holding onto himself.
Your heart pounds in your ears. âShut up.â You tilt his chin up, searching his face, trying to assess just how bad this is. Heâs too pale, too warm, and his breathing is far from steady.
"Iâm fine," he murmurs, trying to push himself up, but his body betrays him. His limbs shake, his strength is gone, and before he can fall again, you catch him.
Thatâs when panic sinks in.
You barely register the way your arms tighten around him as you yell for help, your voice sharp, commanding. Within moments, Riki and Sunoo are rushing in, Sunoo already pulling out his phone to call an ambulance.
"Sunghoon, stay awake," you demand, your fingers brushing against his cheek. âDo you hear me? Stay awake.â
His lips curve slightly. Even now, heâs trying to smile.
âBossy,â he mutters.
Your throat tightens. âShut up and breathe.â
-
The hospital smells like antiseptic and exhaustion.
The waiting room is too bright, too cold, too suffocating. The dull hum of fluorescent lights buzzes overhead, mixing with the distant beeping of heart monitors and the low murmur of voices at the nurseâs station. You sit motionless, staring at the tiled floor, your arms crossed so tightly that your nails press crescents into your palms.
Itâs been hours since they rushed Sunghoon in.
Riki and Sunoo are still here, but neither of them speaks. They hover nearby, their presence a quiet weight in the room, but they know better than to say anything. Everyone knows better than to say anything.
Finally, footsteps approach. A doctor stops in front of you, flipping through a clipboard. âAre you here for Park Sunghoon?â
Your breath catches. You rise immediately, ignoring the stiffness in your limbs. âYes.â
âHeâs stable for now,â the doctor says, voice calm and professional. âWe ran some tests, but given his symptoms, this isnât just exhaustion. Heâs been dealing with this for a while, hasnât he?â
Your stomach twists.
Heâs been hiding this.
The doctorâs gaze softens slightly. âAre you his wife?â
The word cuts through you like a blade.
You swallow. Legally, yes. Emotionally? You donât know anymore.
âYes,â you say, the word tasting strange on your tongue.
The doctor nods. âThen I need to speak with you privately.â
-
The hospital room is suffocating.
It smells sterile, like antiseptic and something cold, something lifeless. The overhead lights cast a dim glow over everythingâtoo bright, too harsh, too unforgiving. The heart monitor beside the bed beeps in slow, steady intervals, but Sunghoonâs breathing is anything but steady.
He looks wrecked.
His skin is too pale, washed out under the fluorescent glow. His lips are dry, colorless. Thereâs sweat clinging to his hairline, dampening the strands against his forehead. His fingers tremble where they rest against the blanket, curling slightly like even the fabric is too much to hold onto.
And yet, despite all of it, despite the exhaustion weighing down his body and the fever burning beneath his skin, he still looks at you with something sharp, something unyielding, when you demand the truth.
âHow long have you known?â
Your voice is stretched too thin, raw from exhaustion and something deeper, something you donât want to name.
Sunghoon exhales, closing his eyes for a second like it physically pains him to answer. When he finally does, his voice is quiet, hoarse from fatigue.
âSix months.â
The words sink into you like stones.
Your hands tighten around the metal bedrail, your grip so tight your knuckles go white. Your chest constricts, something ugly twisting inside of you, something that makes your stomach curl in on itself.
âSix fucking months?â
Sunghoon drags a trembling hand down his face, but even that looks like it takes too much effort. His body is failing him, but his voice is still there, still cutting, when he lets out a soft, bitter laugh.
âWould it have changed anything?â
Your breath catches, something sharp and painful ripping through your chest.
You let out a short, humorless laugh, something hollow and unfamiliar.
âYes.â
Sunghoon finally looks at you, but thereâs something haunted in his gaze. A long, unbearable silence stretches between you before his jaw tightens, his voice lowering, turning quiet, cutting like a blade against your skin.
âDid it change anything when I tried to hold you after we lost them?â
The air leaves your lungs.
You freeze, your entire body locking up, the grip you have on the bedrail so tight it screeches beneath your fingertips.
Sunghoon watches you carefully, but thereâs no fight in his face, no anger, no bitterness.
Just exhaustion.
And pain.
Your voice barely makes it out. âYou never tried.â
His breath catches.
âI did,â he murmurs, voice raw.
Your throat tightens.
âNo, you didnât.â You take a step forward, your pulse hammering, hands shaking. âYou shut down. You let meââ Your breath hitches, your voice unsteady. âYou let me go through it alone.â
Sunghoon doesnât argue. He just looks away.
And thatâs somehow worse.
âYou acted like it never happened,â you whisper, the words barely holding themselves together. âLike they never happened.â
Sunghoonâs chest rises sharply, his fingers twitching, his breathing growing uneven again. His entire body stiffens, but he doesnât push back.
And then, voice hoarse, shaking, wrecked,
âYou think I didnât care?â
Your hands curl into fists, but before you can say anything, before you can even process whatâs happeningâ
Sunghoon moves too fast.
He tries to stand up, tries to close the space between you, but his body betrays him.
His IV yanks painfully, the needle shifting against his arm, and the wires attached to the monitor tangle around his wrist, pulling tighter when he moves. His breath stutters in pain, his fingers weakly gripping the sheets, but he doesnât stop.
âSunghoon,â you snap, eyes widening in alarm. âSit the fuck down.â
But he doesnât listen. He tries again to push himself up, stumbling slightly, and this time, his knees give out.
You barely catch him in time.
âJesus Christ,â you hiss, gripping his arms as his entire weight collapses against you. His body burns under your touch, too warm, feverish, his breathing erratic. His head nearly falls against your shoulder, his body too weak to hold itself up.
His fingers clutch at the fabric of your blazer, something weak, something desperate.
And thenâvoice wrecked, hoarse, shakingâ
âI named them.â
Your entire world tilts.
You go still.
Sunghoon doesnât move, his forehead nearly pressed against your collarbone, his breath warm and shaky against your skin. His grip tightens, even as his body trembles.
âWhat?â Your voice barely makes it out, caught somewhere between disbelief and something worse.
âEvery night while you were asleep next to me, I whispered their names silently. I prayed for them.â
Sunghoon exhales shakily. His legs shake beneath him, his chest heaving, his entire body drained. Heâs burning up, sweat sticking to his temple, his breath shallow.
You grab him by the arms, shaking him slightly. âSay their names.â
Sunghoon winces, he shakes his head ânoâ his face twisting like the words are physically painful to say. He exhales sharply, breath ragged.
âSay their names, Sunghoon.â
His fingers tighten around your sleeve, his whole body trembling under your touch. For a moment, he just stares at you, like saying it out loud will finally break him.
Then, barely above a whisper, like itâs being torn from himâ
âEunha and June.â
Your stomach drops.
Sunghoon exhales sharply, his entire body slumping like he just let go of something heâs been carrying for years.
âI used to imagine who theyâd look like more,â he whispers, his voice so thin, so hollow. âIf Eunha would have had your eyes. If June would have had my smile.â
Your throat tightens painfully.
âI wondered if they would have fought like us,â he exhales shakily, his fingers flexing around the fabric of your sleeve. âIf they would have been close. If they would have had your fire. If I would have been able to protect them.â
His next breath is ragged, breaking.
âThey were my girls.â
Your stomach twists.
His voice isnât just sad. Itâs grief-stricken. Itâs empty.
âMine,â he murmurs. His fingers twitch at his sides, the life draining from his voice as his chest rises and falls too quickly. âMine and yours and no one elseâs.â
A sob breaks past your lips, full and desperate and wrecked.
Before you even realize what youâre doing, you pull him in.
Sunghoon immediately folds into you, his arms wrapping around your waist weakly, his face burying itself into the crook of your neck.
Heâs burning up, feverish, barely staying upright.
Your hands press into his back, feeling the too-thin frame of him, the exhaustion pulling at his body, the heat radiating off him in waves.
Neither of you speak.
For the first time in years, there is nothing left to say.
-
You wake up feeling⌠off.
Your neck aches, your back is stiff, and thereâs a strange, rhythmic beeping thatâs far too loud for this early in the morning.
It takes a second to register where you are.
The hospital.
Sunghoon.
The entire night before crashes into you all at once. The fight. His fever. The names. The fact that you never left.
Your stomach tightens. You should have left. You should have walked out the second he fell asleep. That was the plan.
And yet, somehowâyou didnât.
Before you can sit up, the door swings open.
âWell, this is unexpected.â
You jump, blinking blearily as Sunoo steps inside, two cups of coffee in hand, his eyes scanning the room with just a little too much interest.
He doesnât immediately say something annoying, which means heâs definitely about to.
You shift in your chair, sitting up straighter, clearing your throat. âMorning.â
Sunoo doesnât move, just looks at you. Then at Sunghoon, still asleep in the bed. Then back at you.
Finallyâhe lets out a small hum. âYou stayed.â
Itâs not judgmental. Itâs not even teasing, reallyâjust surprised. But for some reason, it makes you feel weirdly defensive.
âHe had a fever,â you mutter, shifting under his gaze. âIt was high. I didnât think he should be alone.â
Sunoo nods. âRight.â
You hate how knowing he sounds.
Before you can scowl at him, Sunghoon groans, shifting slightly in the bed. His brow furrows, his body tensing for a brief moment before his eyes crack open.
And you know the exact moment he registers Sunooâs presenceâbecause instead of groaning in pain like a normal sick person, he exhales sharply, eyes barely open but already full of irritation.
âThe fuck are you doing here?â His voice is rough, hoarse from sleep, but still so unmistakably Sunghoon that itâs almost impressive.
Sunoo lets out a small laugh, shaking his head as he grabs his own coffee. âAh, there he is. Same old personality, even after nearly dying.â
Sunghoon barely cracks an eye open before exhaling sharply, pressing his head back against the pillow. âGo away.â
Sunoo, wisely, does not go away.
Instead, he takes a slow sip of his coffee. âI mean, technically, I work here. Itâs my job to check on the CEO.â His gaze flickers toward you. âBut wow. Look at this. The dedicated wife, staying by his side all night. Itâs like something out of a drama.â
You groan, pressing your fingers to your temple. âSunooââ
âOh, donât worry,â he says, setting Sunghoonâs coffee on the bedside table. âI wonât tell the office too much. But, you know⌠people talk. Betting pools exist.â
Sunghoon slowly turns his head toward Sunoo.
And in the flattest, most deadpan voice imaginable, he saysâ
âYouâre fired.â
Sunoo chokes on his coffee. âWhat?â
Sunghoon doesnât even blink. âPack your shit.â
âYou wouldnât survive a week without me,â Sunoo mutters, taking another sip.
Sunghoon closes his eyes, like heâs physically holding himself back from committing a crime.
You watch this exchange, unimpressed. âAre you two done?â
Sunoo gestures at Sunghoon. âTell him. Heâs the one being dramatic.â
Sunghoonâs eyes flick open again. âYou barged in here at eight in the morning.â
âNine,â Sunoo corrects. âAnd technically, I knocked.â
Neither of you remembers a knock.
Sunghoon takes a long, deep breath. âI still feel like shit. And the very first thing I see when I wake up is you. Running your mouth.â
Sunoo hums. âOkay, grumpy.â
Sunghoon glares.
Sunoo clears his throat, wisely changing the subject. âAnyway. You have the day off, obviously, but I have your morning reports whenever youâreââ
âI donât care.â
Sunoo nods slowly. âRight. Well. I also haveââ
âI still donât care.â
Sunoo pauses. ââŚOkay, then.â
For the first time, he seems to sense that heâs overstayed his welcome. He takes a slow step toward the door, glancing between the two of you.
Then, mildlyââTry not to murder each other before lunch.â
And with that, heâs gone..
-
Sunghoon exhales sharply as he sinks into the passenger seat, eyes shut, head tilted back against the headrest. His body is still weak, and you know the car ride is taking more out of him than heâd ever admit. He doesnât complain, thoughâhe never does.
You keep your eyes on the road, both hands gripping the steering wheel, knuckles pressing just a little too hard against the leather. The silence stretches between you, filling the space inside the car, thick but not suffocating. Just there.
Itâs not hostile. Not like before. But itâs not comfortable either.
For a while, neither of you say anything. The city blurs past in streaks of yellow streetlights and neon reflections, casting flickering shadows across Sunghoonâs face. His breathing is slow, controlled, like heâs trying not to let the exhaustion show.
But you see it.
You see the way his fingers twitch slightly against his thigh, how his jaw tenses every time you hit the smallest bump in the road. You see the way his chest rises and falls, slower than usual, deeper like heâs trying to regulate himself.
And then, finallyâhis voice breaks the silence.
âYou donât have to babysit me.â
Itâs not sharp, not a challenge. Just⌠a test.
You inhale, eyes flickering toward him briefly before returning to the road. âI know.â
A pause. Then, quieter this time, a little more uncertainââYou donât have to stay in the same house anymore.â
Your fingers tighten around the wheel, your stomach twisting in a way you donât like.
âI know,â you say again, but this time, it sounds different. Less sure. Less like something you actually believe.
Sunghoon turns his head slightly, watching you from the corner of his eye. His expression remains unreadable, his voice careful.
âThen why are you still here?â
The traffic light ahead flicks to red. The car slows, the tires rolling to a smooth stop, but inside, everything still feels like itâs moving too fast.
You could answer honestly. You could tell him that you donât know how to walk away from him yet, that you donât know what the hell youâre still holding onto but youâre holding onto it anyway.
Instead, you let out a slow breath and shift slightly in your seat. âYou wouldnât last a week without me.â
Sunghoon huffs, gaze drifting back toward the windshield. âIâd last at least two.â
The corners of your lips twitch, but you press them together before the expression fully forms.
âWanna bet?â
The breath he lets out is something close to a laughâshort, barely there, but real.
âNot really,â he mutters, exhaling through his nose.
Neither of you say anything after that.
But the silence that follows doesnât feel as heavy as before.
-
The house is dimly lit, the soft glow from the hallway casting long shadows across the walls. The familiar scent of wood and clean linen lingers in the air, settling around you like something almost comforting, almost safe.
Sunghoon moves carefully, slower than he normally would, his fingers brushing against the wall for balance as he toes off his shoes. He doesnât stumble, doesnât sway, but you see the way his body holds tensionâtoo stiff, too controlled, like heâs bracing himself.
You donât say anything.
Not until he lowers himself onto the couch, exhaling as if just the act of standing had drained him.
âYou should sit down,â you say after a moment, arms crossing over your chest.
Sunghoon huffs a quiet breath, shaking his head. âYou just watched me sit down.â
You roll your eyes, stepping into the kitchen without another word. Heâs impossible. He always has been. The worst part is, you let yourself care anyway.
You fill a glass with water and bring it back to the living room, setting it down in front of him before dropping into the armchair across from the couch.
Sunghoon glances at the glass, then up at you.
âYouâre not gonna make me drink it, are you?â His voice is hoarse, rough from exhaustion.
âI will if you keep being difficult.â
Sunghoon exhales sharply, rubbing a hand over his face before finallyâfinallyâgrabbing the glass. He takes a slow sip, sets it back down, and leans back into the cushions.
The silence that follows is heavy, but not the kind that threatens to break.
For a few minutes, neither of you speak. The tension sits between you, waiting, stretching until you finally sayâ
âYou need to take time off.â
Sunghoonâs brow furrows slightly, eyes still closed.
âI already did,â he mutters.
You scoff. âNo, you were hospitalized. Thatâs not âtime off,â thatâs your body shutting down because you refuse to take care of yourself.â
He doesnât react at first, but you see the way his fingers flex slightly against his knee.
âI can manage,â he says, and this time, thereâs an edge there.
You lean forward, resting your elbows on your knees, voice sharper now. âThatâs exactly the problem, Sunghoon. You think you can manage. You think you can push through it, that itâs just something you can ignore and work around. But you canât.â
His jaw tightens.
You exhale through your nose, hands pressing together. âThe doctors literally told you what happens if you donât take care of yourself. You might get better quickly, but if you push too hard, itâs going to get worse even faster. You donât have the luxury of acting like this is a minor thing.â
Sunghoon shifts slightly, dragging a hand through his hair before resting his forearm against his knee. His voice is quieter when he finally speaks.
ââŚI know my limits.â
The words hit something raw inside you, something that has been aching for too long.
âNo, you obviously donât,â you snap, and this time, you donât bother holding back. âYou never do. You push and push until you hit a wall, and then you act surprised when your body gives out.â
Sunghoonâs fingers tighten against his knee. âI donât need you toââ
âTo what?â you interrupt, eyes burning. âTo remind you? To be here because someone has to make sure you actually listen to the doctorâs advice?â
His breath catches slightly, and you hate how sickly he looks under the dim light. You hate how tired his shoulders are, how his fingers are trembling slightly against his knee, how his skin is still too pale, too warm from the fever that hasnât fully faded yet. But most of all, you hate that he wonât just let himself rest.
You inhale, voice calmer now, but still firm. âThey told you that you canât just âpush throughâ this, Sunghoon. Youâre not invincible. The whole reason you ended up in the hospital is because you ignored the symptoms for months.â
Sunghoon drags a hand down his face, exhaling sharply. âI donât need you to remind me of what I already know.â
âThen act like you know it.â
Sunghoon leans back against the couch, his body tense, hands resting on his thighs. His gaze flickers toward the ceiling, expression unreadable.
You watch him, watch the way his shoulders rise and fall with each slow breath, the way his throat bobs slightly when he swallows.
âAre you staying in my room?â
The words are soft. Careful. Testing.
Your fingers tighten slightly against your knee. You should say no.
You should get up, go to your own room, create distance before this turns into something neither of you know how to handle.
âJust until youâre better.â
A lie. And Sunghoon knows it too. But neither of you say anything about it.
-
The room is still dark when you stir awake, the faintest trace of early morning filtering through the curtains. The air is cool, the kind of stillness that comes right before dawn, when everything feels softerâquieter.
You shift slightly under the blankets, your body slow to wake, your mind still caught in the haze of sleep.
And thatâs when you feel it.
The warmth. The weight. The quiet, steady presence behind you.
Sunghoon.
Your breath catches, your body freezing for a moment as reality sets in. His armâheavy, warm, familiarâdraped loosely around your waist.
Not tight. Not pulling. Just there.
Your mind races, but your body remembers.
For a secondâjust a secondâyou donât move.
Sunghoonâs breathing is even, deep and slow. His chest rises and falls against your back, steady, the faint warmth of his breath skimming the back of your neck.
Your stomach twists.
Itâs been years since youâve woken up like thisâsince youâve felt his presence this close, this natural. And for a fleeting, dangerous moment, you let yourself sink into it, let yourself feel the way his fingers twitch slightly against the fabric of your shirt, like heâs still dreaming.
Then, suddenlyâhe shifts.
His body stirs, his breath hitching slightly, and you realize heâs waking up.
Panic flickers up your spine, but you keep still, barely breathing, waitingâwaiting to see if heâll pull away first.
But he doesnât.
Sunghoon exhales softly, his fingers twitching again before his hand tightens ever so slightly around your waist.
Not intentional. Not forceful. Just⌠like he doesnât want to let go yet.
Your throat tightens. It lasts a second. Maybe two.
His body tenses slightly. His fingers flex. His breath catches.
Heâs awake now.
Neither of you move. Neither of you breathe too loudly.
And then, carefullyâtoo carefullyâhe pulls away.
His arm lifts from your waist, the warmth of him retreating as he shifts slightly onto his back. You hear him exhale quietly, controlled.
You wait, counting the seconds, waiting for him to say something, for him to make a joke, for him to act like this didnât just happen.
But he doesnât. He just stays there, quiet.
And after a moment, you let out a breath of your own and shift to sit up, pulling the blanket back just enough to swing your legs over the edge of the bed.
Neither of you acknowledge it. Neither of you turn to look at each other.
Itâs like it never happened. And thatâs the problem.
Because it did.
And for the rest of the morning, you can still feel the lingering warmth where his arm had been.
-
You knew this was going to happen.
You knew the moment you caught a glimpse of his laptop open on the coffee table this morning, saw the unread emails stacking up, the subtle tension in his shoulders as he read through them like he wasnât supposed to be working in the first place.
You ignored it. You let it go, for a while. But now?
Now, itâs ten at night, and Sunghoon is still sitting on the damn couch, his laptop open, fingers typing slowly, deliberately, like heâs trying to pretend heâs not as exhausted as he actually is.
You donât let it go this time.
âYouâre working.â
Itâs not a question.
Sunghoon doesnât look up. His gaze stays fixed on the screen, his fingers still tapping against the keyboard.
âItâs just an email.â His voice is calm. Too calm.
You cross your arms, leaning against the doorway, your eyes sharp.
âDidnât we already have this argument?â
Sunghoon sighs through his nose, his jaw tightening slightly. âAnd yet, here we are.â
You hate how steady he sounds, how he knows exactly how to say things just to piss you off.
Your arms tighten across your chest. âWeâre not doing this again.â
âThen donât start it,â he mutters, still not looking at you.
Your patience snaps.
You step forward, standing right in front of him, blocking his view of the laptop. âSunghoon.â
His fingers pause over the keys. His gaze lifts to yours. And the air changes.
It happens too fast, that shift in the atmosphere. The frustration, the exhaustion, the sheer stubbornnessâblending into something else.
Something tense.
His eyes flicker over your face, your mouth, your throat. His voice is lower when he speaks this time. Slower. More deliberate.
âYou keep saying youâre not going to argue with me.â
His fingers curl slightly against the armrest.
âAnd yet, youâre still here.â
Your stomach twistsânot in anger, not in frustration, but in something darker, something hotter, something that you donât want to name.
Your eyes narrow slightly, your voice sharp when you sayââBecause you donât fucking listen.â
Sunghoon tilts his head, his expression unreadable. His gaze dips, lingering on your lips for half a second too long.
Your breath comes in shorter now.
And thenâslowly, carefullyâhe shuts his laptop. The sound of it clicking shut feels too loud in the quiet.
He leans back against the couch, arms resting on the cushions, his legs spreading just slightly, just enough to make the space between you feel smaller.
âGo on, then.â
Your pulse hammers.
Sunghoon watches you, his gaze steady, his body too relaxed, too effortlessâlike heâs waiting for something.
Like he wants to see what youâll do next.
You inhale sharply, trying not to notice the way his sweatpants ride low on his hips, the way his shirt is loose enough to show a sliver of his collarbone, the way he looks completely unaffected when youâre burning.
You hate him.
You hate how good he is at this.
You take a step forward, planting your hands on the armrest, leaning in, forcing his attention back to your face.
âIf youâre not going to take care of yourself,â you murmur, âthen I will.â
Sunghoon exhales slowly, his jaw flexing slightly.
The tension between you pulls tighter.
He doesnât move away. He doesnât blink. He just sits there, waiting.
You donât know if itâs waiting for the fight, or waiting for something else. You donât know which one you want more.
For a secondâjust a secondâyour eyes flicker to his mouth. And you swearâyou swearâhis do the same.
Before either of you can do something you canât take backâ
Your phone buzzes from across the room. The moment shatters.
You inhale sharply, stepping back, hands dropping from the armrest. Sunghoonâs eyes flicker, his breath just slightly uneven now, but he doesnât say anything.
You turn away first. You pretend your hands arenât shaking.
You donât look at him when you grab your phone off the counter, checking the notification even though you didnât read a single word of it.
The moment is over. But neither of you breathe the same after that.
-
You hadn't planned for this.
You hadn't planned on seeing Sunghoon in the hallway, hadn't planned on him looking at you like thatâlike he was about to ruin you, like he needed to.
But the moment he stepped into your space, the moment his breath ghosted over your skin, you felt the air shift. It was thick, weighted with something that neither of you had the energy to resist anymore.
"Tell me you donât want this." His voice is low, quiet but firm, laced with something deeper than just lustâsomething closer to desperation.
Instead of answering, your fingers twist into the front of his shirt and you pull him in.
Sunghoon exhales sharply, his restraint snapping the second your mouth meets his. He moves fastâtoo fast, like he's been starving for this, like he's afraid it'll slip through his fingers if he hesitates. His hands are on your waist, then your back, gripping at you like he's trying to memorize every inch.
The kiss is messy, uncoordinated, filled with teeth and tongues and frustration. Months of pent-up tension, of silent longing, of unsaid words spill into every movement. He presses you into the wall, hips flush against yours, and you feel itâhow hard he is, how much he's holding back, how badly he wants this.
"You drive me fucking crazy," he mutters against your lips, his breath ragged.
"Then do something about it."
He groans, low and wrecked, before lifting you effortlessly, hands gripping under your thighs as he carries you through the house. He doesnât stop kissing youânot when he stumbles slightly into a wall, not when he nearly knocks over a lamp.
You barely make it to the couch before heâs pushing you down, hovering over you, eyes dark with something too raw to name.
His hands move fastâtoo fastâpulling at your clothes, impatient, frantic. His fingers tremble slightly as he drags your shirt over your head, his lips instantly finding the newly exposed skin, teeth grazing, biting, soothing with his tongue.
"Fuckâ" he exhales, hands gripping at your hips, his forehead pressing against your shoulder for a second. Like he's catching his breath. Like this is overwhelming him.
You tilt his chin up, forcing him to look at you.
"Sunghoon."
His eyes flicker to yours, something wrecked flashing across his face before he swallows hard, his fingers tightening on your skin.
"Say it again."
His lips ghost over your collarbone, his breath unsteady. You shudder.
"Sunghoon."
Thatâs all it takes. Thenâhis mouth is on you, his hands everywhere, his body pressing against yours like heâs trying to crawl inside your skin.
He whispers your name over and over, between gasps and curses, between kisses that feel too much like confessions.
And when he finally pushes inside you, his forehead drops to yours, his breath heavy, his voice barely above a whisper.
"I missed you. You were my life, you were my life."
Itâs not just sex. It never was. Itâs him finally admitting what neither of you have said out loud. And you don't stop him.
Because you missed him too.
-
The air is warm, thick with the scent of sweat and skin and something distinctly Sunghoon. His body is still pressed against yours, not with the desperation of before but with something softer, something that lingers.
Your fingers trace absentminded patterns over his back, your body still humming from him, from this, from everything.
His hand is still resting against your hip, fingers brushing against your skin, like heâs memorizing the feeling, like heâs making sure it doesnât disappear.
You let your eyes flutter shut for a moment, exhaling slowly. You could stay like this. You could let yourself be comfortable in this silence, in the warmth of his body, in the knowledge thatâfor onceâyou both stopped fighting.
But then, he shifts slightly, pressing his forehead against your shoulder before mumbling, âWe should slow down.â
Your brows pull together slightly.
Did you hear that right? You open your eyes, tilting your head to glance down at him.
"What?"
Sunghoon exhales, leaning up on one elbow, his free hand still resting on your waist, thumb rubbing lazy circles against your skin.
"I mean, we donât have to rush this," he says, voice quieter now, more careful. His eyes flicker over your face, something unreadable in them. "I donât want to fuck this up again."
Your breath catches slightly.
He doesnât want this to be just about sex. He doesnât want to let himself have you only to lose you again. He wants to be careful with you.
But you nod anyway, pretending that the way your chest tightens isnât real. "Okay."
Sunghoon raises an eyebrow. "Okay?"
"Mhm."
Then, slowly, you shift, straddling his waist, your fingers resting lightly on his chest.
Sunghoon stills immediately.
"What are you doing?" he asks, voice cautious, his hands instinctively coming to rest on your thighs.
Sunghoonâs head falls back against the couch, his jaw clenching. He wants to argue, you can tell, but the second you grind down again, all he manages is a sharp inhale, his fingers digging into your skin.
You smirk, tilting your head.
"I thought you wanted to take things slow."
His breath shudders. His grip on you tightens. Then he laughsâlow, rough, almost amazed.
"Youâre a fucking menace."
You barely have time to grin before heâs flipping you over, pressing you down into the cushions, his body caging you in.
"Slow?" he repeats, voice dropping, his lips hovering over your throat.
You try to keep up the act, but your breathing is already uneven, your body reacting to him before you can think.
"Isnât that what you wanted?" you whisper, deliberately tilting your chin up in challenge.
Sunghoon exhales sharply, his lips barely ghosting over yours.
"I changed my mind."
You barely have time to react before his hands slide down your thighs, gripping, tugging, parting you for him again.
Your breath catches.
"Sunghoonâ"
"No." He shakes his head, his mouth pressing against your jaw as he smirks. "No more talking."
His fingers move lower, teasing, pressing just enough to make you gasp. And thatâs when you rememberâheâs still recovering. Your hand shoots out, pressing against his chest.
"Wait."
Sunghoon stills, his brow furrowing slightly, his breathing uneven.
"Youâre sick," you murmur, your lips brushing against his jaw. "Let me work for it instead."
His entire body tenses.
Your hands trail down his stomach, your fingers ghosting over the waistband of his sweatpants.
"Youâ" he tries, but his voice is hoarse now, breathless, wrecked.
You hum, tilting your head. "What?"
His jaw flexes.
Then, without another word, he lets himself fall back against the couch. His breath comes out shaky, his head tilting back, eyes fluttering shut.
"Then work for it."
-
Itâs been a month since then and Sunghoon has finally fully returned to work.
Heâs doing much better now. His energy is back, his balance has improved, and for the first time in what feels like forever, he actually looks like himself again.
Youâre not sure what you expected when he came back. Maybe for things to go back to the way they were before, full of sharp remarks and tension that could snap a room in half. Or maybe for things to be awkward, unspoken things lingering between you in ways that made your employees suffer secondhand stress.
But instead? No one knows what the hell is happening anymore.
Because while you and Sunghoon arenât exactly different, something has⌠shifted.
The first sign of something weird happening was the lack of fighting.
A month ago, meetings with both of you in the same room meant employees visibly sweating, taking deep breaths beforehand, and updating their wills in secret.
Now?
Now, Sunghoon pulls out a chair for you before sitting down. Now, you ask his opinion instead of shutting it down immediately. Now, he actually listens when you talk.
People are concerned.
đ˛ [Executive Team Group Chat] đĽ Sunoo, Riki, Jungwon, Misc. Employees
đ§ Sunoo: guys. wtf is going on.đĽ Jungwon: ??? đ§ Sunoo: i just saw boss lady n ceo actually agree on something in a meeting. no insults. no glaring. NO ONE DIED.đą Riki: LIAR.đ§ Sunoo: i have receipts.
(Sunoo sends a screenshot of the meeting notes. The section labeled 'Conflict Resolution' is EMPTY. Unedited. No bloodshed.)
đĽ Jungwon: I mean. Thatâs⌠good? Right? đą Riki: NO ITâS NOT GOOD. THIS IS LIKE WATCHING PARENTS WHO USED TO HATE EACH OTHER BE WEIRDLY FLIRTY. IâM TRAUMATIZED. đ§ Sunoo: EXACTLY.
đ˛ [Legal Team Group Chat] đĽ You, Your Team
âď¸ Paralegal #1: So uh. Boss.âď¸ Paralegal #2: What the hell is going on with you and CEO Park?âď¸ Paralegal #3: Did we miss a memo? Is this a prank? Are you sedated?
You roll your eyes, already regretting checking your messages.
đ˛ [You â Legal Team]: What are you talking about?
âď¸ Paralegal #2: You didnât threaten to resign after he questioned your contract amendments today. You just. Smiled??âď¸ Paralegal #3: YOU AGREED WITH HIM ON SOMETHING. WE ALL SAW IT.âď¸ Paralegal #1: YOU LAUGHED AT SOMETHING HE SAID.âď¸ Paralegal #2: YOU LAUGHED, BOSS. AT HIS JOKE.âď¸ Paralegal #3: Do we need to call HR? Blink if youâre in danger.
đ˛ [You â Legal Team]: Go do your jobs.
It happens after a late meeting. You and Sunghoon are the last ones leaving, walking toward the elevators. Everyone else is pretending to be busy, but theyâre totally watching.
The elevator doors slide open. You step inside first, then turn slightlyâinstinctively holding out your hand. Sunghoon takes it.
Casually. Like itâs normal. Like you always do this. And thenâhe laces your fingers together.
The doors slide shut.
Riki visibly short-circuits.
đ˛ [Executive Team Group Chat]
đą Riki: GUYS I JUST SAW THEM HOLD HANDS. IN THE ELEVATOR. IN PUBLIC. I NEED TO LIE DOWN. đ§ Sunoo: Riki. Riki are you there. đĽ Jungwon: Someone sedate him before he starts screaming. đ§ Sunoo: THATâS IT IâM STARTING A BETTING POOL. HOW LONG BEFORE THEY GET MARRIED (AGAIN). đą Riki: I CANâT BREATHE.
-
The company gala had been suffocating. Hours of pretending, of schmoozing, of wearing polite smiles while the weight of Sunghoonâs gaze burned against your skin the entire night. He hadnât touched you once. Not in front of the board members, not during the champagne toast, not even when his fingers brushed against yours as he handed you a drink.
But he was watching.
And now, in the backseat of his car, that restraint is gone.
The moment the driver pulls away from the curb, Sunghoonâs hand is on your thigh, grippingâhard. His palm is warm against the skin exposed by the slit of your dress, fingers flexing like heâs holding himself back, like heâs trying to decide how far heâll let himself go.
He doesnât speak.
You donât either.
Because you both know where this is going.
The city blurs past the windows, streetlights flickering across his sharp jawline, his loosened tie, the slight rise and fall of his chest as he exhales.
And thenâhis hand slides higher.
Your breath catches.
"You knew exactly what you were doing tonight." His voice is low, almost amused, but thereâs a sharp edge to it, something dark and controlled.
You shift slightly, not moving away, letting his fingers graze the crease of your inner thigh. "I donât know what youâre talking about."
Sunghoon exhales a short laugh, but thereâs no humor in it.
His hand tightens.
"You wanted me like this, didnât you?" His fingers ghost over your clothed core, pressing just enough to make your legs twitch. "Parading around all night in this dress, pretending you werenât soaking through your panties while you smiled at those executives."
Your stomach flips.
You donât respond.
Sunghoon doesnât need you to.
Because the moment you shift your legs slightly widerâsilent permissionâhe knows.
And thatâs when he loses it.
The car jerks to a sudden stop.
The driver turns slightly. âWeâre at theââ
"We wonât be long," Sunghoon interrupts smoothly, his fingers already curling around your wrist.
Then, he yanks you into his lap.
You gasp at the sudden movement, hands bracing against his chest, but he doesnât give you a second to adjust. His mouth is on yours before you can speak, rough and claiming, all tongue and teeth.
"Youâre mine," he breathes against your lips, his hands gripping your ass as he pulls you flush against him. You can feel how hard he is beneath you, his cock straining against his pants, pressing against your clothed core.
"Say it."
You bite your lip, pretending to consider, just to piss him off. "Make me."
Sunghoon growls, his fingers twisting into your hair as he yanks your head back, exposing your throat. His mouth is on you immediately, biting, sucking, marking.
"My wife thinks sheâs a fucking tease." His lips drag against your pulse, his voice dark, edged with something dangerous. "Thatâs cute."
His hands slide up your thighs, bunching your dress up to your hips. When his fingers hook into the waistband of your panties, he doesnât bother taking them off. He just pulls, fabric tearing effortlessly in his grip.
"Sunghoonâ"
"Shut up."
His hand moves between your legs, fingers dragging through your slick folds. He groans, his forehead pressing against your shoulder for half a second, like heâs barely holding himself together.
"Youâre fucking soaked." His fingers circle your clit, slow, teasing, deliberate. "You really get off on being treated like a brat, donât you?"
Your breath stutters. You hate how much his words affect you.
But Sunghoon notices.
He always does.
His free hand slides up your back, gripping the back of your neck before wrapping around your throat. He squeezesânot enough to cut off your air, but enough to make your pulse stutter beneath his fingers.
"Answer me."
You swallow, the pressure of his grip making your head spin.
"Iâ" Your voice catches when he presses down on your clit at the same time, two fingers slipping inside you. Your body jolts at the stretch, at the pressure, at the way he fills you without hesitation.
"Thatâs what I thought," he murmurs, his mouth brushing against your ear. "Always such a fucking mess for me."
His fingers work you open too fast, too rough, curling against the spot that makes you see stars. Your hips roll against his hand, chasing it, and Sunghoon laughsâlow and wrecked.
"That desperate already?"
You donât get a chance to respond before heâs flipping you onto your back, pressing you down against the leather seat.
Your head spins.
His hands are everywhereâgripping your thighs, spreading you open, dragging his cock through your slick folds before he presses against your entrance.
"You want it?" His voice is strained, his jaw tight.
"Yesâ"
But he doesnât give you time to beg.
Because in the next secondâheâs inside you, all at once, filling you to the hilt.
Your back arches off the seat, a choked sound escaping your throat.
Sunghoon groans, his head dropping forward, his grip bruising where he holds your hips down. "Fuckâlook at you. Taking my cock so fucking well."
You barely have time to breathe before he starts moving.
No easing into it. No gentleness.
Just rough, deep thrusts that knock the air from your lungs.
"You feel that?" His hand wraps around your throat again, squeezing just enough to make your vision blur at the edges. "This is what you wanted, wasnât it? My wife acting like a whore all night just so I could fuck her stupid in the back of a carâ
You moan, the humiliation making your skin burn in the best way.
"Thatâs right," he grits out, snapping his hips harder, his other hand gripping your thigh, pushing it higher. "Let me hear you."
The car rocks with the force of it, every thrust sending pleasure shooting through your spine. Your nails dig into his shoulders, your body shaking, your release already close, alreadyâ
"Come on, baby," he murmurs, his breath ragged, his forehead pressing against yours. "Come on my cock. Be a good fucking girl for me."
And you do.
You shatter beneath him, your body tensing, your thighs trembling as your orgasm crashes through you.
Sunghoon follows right after, his rhythm stuttering before he buries himself deep, his groan breaking into something almost desperate. His fingers flex against your throat before finally, finally, he lets go.
The car is silent except for your uneven breaths.
Sunghoon leans forward, pressing his lips to your forehead, softer now, his breathing still shaky. His fingers trail down your side, slow, absentminded, like heâs grounding himself.
The only sound in the car is the rhythmic rise and fall of your breathing, the occasional rustling of fabric as Sunghoon shifts slightly against you. The intensity of what just happened lingers between you, crackling in the air like an aftershock, leaving both of you too warm, too tangled, too unwilling to move just yet.
Heâs still inside you, still pressed close, his body a solid weight over yours, grounding, steadying. Neither of you speak, and for a while, you simply let the quiet settle, let your fingers drift absently over his back, tracing slow, lazy shapes.His forehead is against yours, his breath deep and uneven, warm against your lips.
Eventually, he exhales, the sound low, almost satisfied, before tilting his head to press a slow, lingering kiss to your temple. His hand shifts from where it had been gripping your thigh, his touch gentler now, a stark contrast to how he had held you earlierâfierce, possessive, unwilling to let you go. Now, his fingers just rest against your skin, smoothing over the curve of your waist, the warmth of his palm familiar.
"You okay?" His voice is rough from exertion, still heavy with something raw and unspoken.
You hum, nodding slightly, your cheek brushing against his. You canât quite find the words yetâyour body still feels like itâs floating, caught between exhaustion and bliss.
Sunghoon shifts just slightly, pulling back just enough to look at you. His gaze sweeps over your face, studying you carefully, before his lips curve into a small, amused smile.
"Iâll take that as a yes." His fingers trace slow circles against your hip, his touch absentminded but deliberate, like he doesnât quite want to stop touching you yet.
You blink up at him, still dazed, your limbs pleasantly heavy, your skin oversensitive in the best way. His words barely register before he shifts, withdrawing from you slowly. A quiet whimper catches in your throat at the loss, your body instinctively tightening around nothing.
Sunghoon notices.
His gaze darkens again, his jaw flexing slightly before he exhales through his nose, visibly restraining himself. He tilts his head, one brow raising ever so slightly, smug in a way that makes your stomach twist.
"Look at you," he murmurs, voice low, watching as his release slowly drips out of you, glistening on your inner thighs.His fingers trace your swollen entrance, dragging along the slick mess heâs made, spreading it just to watch you squirm.
"So messy," he muses, voice teasing but full of something heavier, more possessive.
Heat spreads across your cheeks, embarrassment creeping in at how wrecked you must look, your thighs still trembling, your breath uneven. You turn your head slightly, muttering under your breath, "Shut up."
Sunghoon chuckles, clearly too pleased with himself. His fingers move to tilt your chin up, forcing you to meet his gaze again.
"Donât do that," he murmurs, his voice quieter now, lower, his thumb brushing over your bottom lip.
You frown slightly, not quite understanding. "Do what?"
His thumb presses just slightly harder, a silent reprimand, a reminder that heâs still in control.
"Act shy now," he says, watching you too closely, too knowingly. His smirk is slow, deliberate, confident in a way that makes your stomach flip. "You just let me fuck you stupid in the back of my car."
Your cheeks burn hotter, mortification creeping in. You scoff, shoving at his chest halfheartedly, but he doesnât budge."I hate you."
His laughter is soft, low, a rumble against your skin as he presses another kissâthis time to your jaw, then lower, trailing lazily toward your throat.
"No, you love me."
You take a deep breath âI do.âÂ
He looks surprised, shocked almost, âYouâ you do?âÂ
You nod. âI do, â you look at him expectantly, âYou love me?âÂ
He laughs deep and loud, a real laugh, grabs your face in his hands forcing you closer, âBaby, when did I ever stop?â
Before you can dwell on it, thereâs a knock on the window.
You freeze.
Sunghoon sighs, clearly unfazed, barely even reacting before he reaches over to roll down the window slightly.
Outside, the driver stands with an expression so perfectly neutral itâs almost comedic, like this is just another Tuesday night for him.
"Mr. Park," he says, his tone entirely professional, unaffected. "Should I⌠call another car for you two?"
You bury your face in Sunghoonâs shoulder, mortified.
Sunghoon, as expected, looks completely unbothered.
"No need," he replies smoothly, his fingers absently stroking your thigh as if nothing had just happened. "Weâll be heading home in a bit."
The driver nods curtly, not even blinking. "Iâll be outside."
And then, just like that, he walks away.
You groan, still refusing to lift your head. "I can never face him again."
Sunghoon laughs softly, his hand sliding up to rub slow, soothing circles against your back.
"Youâll live, you love me." Â he murmurs, his voice warm, teasing, but laced with something softer. His fingers thread into your hair, tilting your head up just slightly. His lips brush against yours, slow, deliberate, like heâs savoring the moment.
"Let me clean you up."
You blink up at him, your chest tightening for reasons entirely unrelated to sex.
"You donât have toâ"
His hand tightens in your hair, not to hurt, just to keep you still. He shakes his head slightly, cutting you off before you can finish the thought.
"I want to," he murmurs, his lips brushing against yours again, softer this time. "I take care of whatâs mine. Of what I love."
Something invisible but heavy lodges itself in your throat.
Because he means it. Because this isnât just sex, or routine, or an easy way to pass the time. This is him showing you, in the quietest way possible, that he loves you.
And when he kisses you again, when he reaches for a tissue to carefully clean the mess between your thighs, when he murmurs something under his breath about how âhis wife shouldnât be walking around with his cum dripping down her legsâ
You donât ever want to lose this again.
EPILOGUE
It starts the same way it did last time.
The nausea creeps in slowlyâsubtle at first, nothing out of the ordinary. You assume itâs from overworking yourself, the stress of handling legal negotiations, or maybe even just the exhaustion of being married to a man who refuses to listen when you tell him to take breaks.
Sunghoon notices before you do.
At first, itâs little thingsâthe way you lean against the counter a little longer in the mornings, the way your appetite fluctuates, the way you pause mid-sentence with a sudden grimace, like something doesnât sit right in your stomach. He watches you closer than usual, his sharp eyes following you whenever you touch your lower abdomen absentmindedly, whenever you shake your head at food that you normally love.
And then, one morning, you feel it.
The moment you stand up from bed, a wave of nausea crashes into you so violently that you barely make it to the bathroom in time.
You hear him before you see himâfootsteps, the rustling of sheets, the quiet, urgent sound of his voice calling your name as he reaches for you.
"Heyâwhatâs wrong?" Sunghoon is kneeling beside you in seconds, his hand warm and steady against your back, rubbing slow, grounding circles as you try to catch your breath. His fingers stroke through your hair gently, not rushing you, not asking anything else yet.
You grip the edge of the sink, exhaling shakily, your heartbeat too loud, your pulse erratic.
Because this feels familiar. Too familiar. And thatâs when you know. Sunghoon stills when you donât answer right away.
"Baby." His voice is softer now, careful. "Look at me."
Something unreadable flickers across his faceâshock, realization, something dangerously close to hope.
He doesnât ask. He doesnât need to. Because he knows, too.
And thatâs how you find yourself sitting on the bathroom floor minutes later, staring at the test clutched in your hands, the two pink lines undeniable.
Sunghoon sits beside you, his knee brushing against yours, his breathing measured but uneven. He doesnât reach for it. He doesnât take it from your hands.
Instead, he just looks at you.
"Are we...?" His voice is barely above a whisper, raw in a way you rarely hear.
Your fingers tighten around the test, your throat thick with emotion. You nod, swallowing hard before murmuring, "Yeah."
Sunghoon exhales, slow and unsteady, like heâs been holding his breath for years. His head tilts forward slightly, his eyes squeezing shut for a second before he lifts them back to you. His gaze is so full of something it knocks the air from your lungs.
"How do you feel?" he asks quietly.
You let out a soft, breathless laugh, part relief, part disbelief. "Like I might throw up again."
A short chuckle escapes himânot out of amusement, but out of something else, something lighter.
Then, slowly, he reaches for you.
His hands slide over your cheeks, fingertips pressing just slightly, like heâs trying to make sure youâre real, like heâs trying to ground himself in this moment. His thumb strokes over your cheekbone, his breath fanning against your lips as he leans in, close enough that you can feel the warmth of him, close enough that you can feel the slight tremble in his touch.
The positive test sits between you both, abandoned on the bathroom counter, but neither of you look at it anymore. You donât need to.
Because all you can focus on is himâthe way his chest rises and falls unsteadily, the way his lips part like he wants to say something but doesnât quite know how.
And then, finally, he does.
"I wonât fail you this time."
His voice is rough, barely above a whisper, but it hits you harder than anything else.
Your breath catches in your throat, your fingers tightening slightly where they rest against his shoulders. His eyes are so unbearably soft when they meet yours, but thereâs something else there, tooâsomething raw, something desperate.
"I wonât lose you. I wonât lose them," he murmurs, his hands sliding to your waist, pulling you fully against him, like he can shield you from anything and everything that might try to take this from him again.
A lump forms in your throat, because this is what heâs been carrying.
This is what he never let himself say out loud.
"You never failed me, Sunghoon," you whisper, your fingers moving to cup his face, "We lost them together."
Sunghoon swallows, his Adamâs apple bobbing.
"I should have held you. I should have been better. I should haveâ" His breath stumbles, and for the first time, you see itâthe way his control wavers, the way the guilt still lingers, thick and unbearable.
"Hey." You press a hand against his chest, feeling the unsteady rhythm of his heartbeat beneath your palm. "You donât have to do this alone anymore."
Sunghoon exhales sharply, his forehead pressing against yours.
"I donât deserve this," he murmurs, his grip tightening around you.
"You do." You donât hesitate. "And weâre going to do this right this time."
His breath shudders. And thenâhe kisses you.
Itâs not like before. Itâs not desperate, or punishing, or laced with frustration. Itâs slow, deep, lingering. Itâs an apology, a vow, a promise.
When he pulls away, his lips hover just above yours, his eyes searching, waiting for something.
"Stay," he whispers. "Stay with me. Stay here. Always."
You smile, pressing your forehead against his.
"I already did."
fin.
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mr & mrs || In-ho X Reader
a/n: a lil blurb for yall today cuz im on vacation :) Warnings: possible spelling errors.. pairing: hwang In-ho x pregnant!reader wc: 457
pt 2 | masterlist
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âPlayer 002.â The voice announced over the speaker.
In-ho watched from the furthest corner of the room, he knew gi-hun would be clueless of him all along, he stopped as a familiar face walked over and vote O, making the polls a tie.Â
âPlayer 001.â He quickly walked down the steps and to the voting machine, he pressed the O. Groans came from one side of the room while the others celebrated. âMajority votes to keep the game going, we will resume the games tomorrow morning, with that goodnight.â The manger announced to the crowd.
Once the metal doors shut, In-ho made his way to a familiar player. You quietly spoke to another player, 222. âThat lady is right, compression had effects on pregnancy.â You motioned to geum-ja, a mother who joined to pay off her sonâs debt.
âHow far along are you?â She questioned. You smiled as you rubbed your pronounced stomach. âEight months, my husband and I had to receive endless amounts of fertility treatments, after a while we had taken out several loans..â You lied to the young girl.
âY/n?â In-ho called out.
You froze and turned to see your husband, to the untrained eye he seemed surprised to see you there, but you had been married long enough to know him well; He was upset at you. âWhat are you doing here?â He questioned, walking over to you, grabbing your arm and guided you down the steps.Â
âWhat are you doing here?â You acted, knowing the young girlâs eyes where still on you both.
You gave in-ho a signal not to say anything that would give himself or you away. âIâm here to pay our debt! Why are you here, you need to be home; resting, getting the nursery ready.â He explained.
âIâm here to pay off our debt for our baby!â You fought back, leading him away towards the side door.Â
Once you knew it was safe, you grinned at your husband who looked at you, unimpressed. âYou need to be resting!â He groaned, you sighed in response. âIf gi-hun finds you out and harms you, heâll feel worse knowing you have a expecting wife.â You argued.
âThese games arenât safe for you or the baby!â He scoffed. âWhile you were too busy playing dress up, I know my power in the control room, I ran these games before il nam picked you along!â You pushed your finger into his chest, making him step back. âYour pink soldiers know, a single drop of blood comes from me their dead.â You stared at your husband, not backing down from him.Â
He stared at his white shoes for a minute before picking up his head to look at you.Â
âWhatâs our backstory then?âÂ
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