#she's respectful at least???? I guess???
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"i'd never betray you, my liege." says the girl who's absolutely planning to betray u first chance she gets
#with a knife behind her pack probably djdndkd#addie hunting down and killing so many of her masters/teachers bc#“they were trying to keep knowledge from me 🥺” is so canon actually#evil lil gremlin#she's respectful at least???? I guess???#to your face anyways 💀 don't cast read thoughts#✚ . ◞ * / ooc. › lenny rambles .
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My thoughts here mainly revolve around YSA as the mary sue/female lead type character:
She goes from being this perfect woman to. just being a woman. And my idea is that the weight gain isn't there to make her "unconventionally attractive," or whatever other dumb phrase you wanna use to avoid calling someone ugly, but to make her conventionally attractive, yet realistic.
Instead of looking like a skinny waifu character, she looks like a skinny human woman. Her hair swaying in the nonexistent wind isn't as perfect, her magic blush is missing and she has eyebags. She's still hot, just more human.
#and if you look at it then the left ysa looks a lot more like her doesnt she?#congratulations if youre the exception but most folk seeing this would prefer the left#or at least feel like the left resembles ysa more#and im not saying this judgementally. 1) i draw tons of women like this and 2) they're drawings and not real life humans#(theres a time and place to discuss representation of body diversity etc but this post isn't about that rn.#its an important discussion that deserves respect and its own space. this is a 5am ramble)#anyways. ysa strays from the ideal woman. she grows to be more human in her behavior and depiction and everything#and it would be quite fun to reflect that in the way she's drawn#orv#omniscient reader's viewpoint#yoo sangah#my doodles#orv meta#i guess?
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And on another note, I've always seen Luka as a reclusive type, but I didn't think he was outright ignored by his peers, (<- I assumed he always had the magic of charm. But now that I think of it, influence and money got him there, not his actual personality) In contrast to HyunA, it's less surprising because she's so charismatic, a lot of people must like and look up to her.
also, the insight into Luka's relationship with food in this comic. It's a natural feeling, when we're hungry, we want to eat. But even Luka's diet is being micromanaged, so his penchant to mouth at things doesn't feel like immaturity to me anymore, that was most likely a self-soothing method, the stimulation of it might ease the pain of starving all day. It shows how controlled he is, Luka is always wanting things he can't have, he's always starving for something, a feeling.
#alien stage#alnst#alien stage luka#alnst luka#alien stage hyuna#alnst hyuna#luka has been a loser since birth i guess#i dont think he naturally cares about making an impression/ making people respect him#at least not before the thing with this heart i guess?#neither does HyunA she just...is nice to be around#funni happi lesbian ❤️
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The thing about fem! Yuu, is that I do genuinely think she’d be treated a bit differently than her male and gn counterparts, not in a weird way though ofc, just that some characters would treat her differently. Like, Leona is obviously going to be a bit more respectful to her, or maybe Deuce wouldn’t know how to talk to her at first. After a couple of weeks or maybe a month I think they’d just. Forget that she was a girl and start treating her the same regardless. Idk, there would be slight differences but nothing that’s like. Weird or anything. Because NRC is an all boys school so fem! Yuu would be even more of an “outcast” for lack of a better word, but that’d be gone in a month
#Deuce at the beginning: fuck how do I talk to girls?? isn’t this an all boys school???#Deuce after a little while: Huh? There aren’t any girls here this is an all boys school. Yuu? What does she- OH SHIT WHOOPS I FORGOT#Or like Leona thinking: Shit a woman goes here now? Guess I gotta be nice to her. Or at least nicer#Leona after a little while: You’re just as much as a little shit as everyone else in this godforsaken school so fuck off and leave me alone#those two are the first ones off the top of my head but yall get what I’m going for right?#she’d be treated differently at first cause it’s an all boys school but once they get to know her and stuff they just wouldn’t care anymore#and they wouldn’t be weird about it either just like. a little awkward#but more respectful#until they don’t care anymore and forget about it#twisted wonderland#twst#fem yuu#twst yuu
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Maybe requestober prompt of soft?
Day 5 - Pile o' plushies
#My art#Requestober#Webkinz#Original#Tala#A whole big bunch of plushies! Everyone here is a plush! ♥#Or well I guess Embroidery (Floppy Eared Bunny) isn't she's a digital pet but everyone else is!#Tala lives on the same shelf as my Webkinz - or at least the one's that I've got on display#Some are still lost in the shuffle - specifically my horses for some reason?? What's with that#Sapphire (lilKinz Unicorn) at least makes some degree of sense since she's so small but I found Duke and Halloween!#(Which are the lilKinz Basset Hound and Oriole respectively - isn't it fun that certain birds were lilKinz exclusives hehe)#Of the group she's the only one missing tho - everyone else is here and now!#Got all the full sized 'Kinz on one side - Sugar (Googles) Fluffy (Pink Poodle) and Diamond (B+W Cat) were my first three <3#Although lol I never got to play with Diamond digitally because her gift-giver wasn't familiar with the concept so got rid of her tag#Someday tho!#I've recently gotten back into Webkinz (again lol) and brought smol with me this time :)#It's been fun! Though it's had me itching to go shopping for codes and plushies again lol#There's one Webkinz that looks Kind of similar to Tala's plush form but I've never owned it so I opted to just leave her as herself#It might be fun to see if I could get that one and have her in-game haha#Webkinz are definitely her jam :) She's fully adopted Mimzy (Whimsy Dragon) as well!#I don't hold out a lot of hope of recovering my old account at this point but I would like to recreate my old cast if I can#Several are available in the eShop! Or at least aren't retired so#Plus the thrill of the hunt is fun >:3c#But just the thought of play is enjoyable ♪ Of the rest and softness hehe <3
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god i love sundays
#i open my eyes i make coffee i call mom we talk for at least one hour#it's kind of a ritual at this point#and funny how things are much better when we have a long conversation once a week#i used to be mad at her for reaching out when i was working or busy or sad or anything in general#now we don't talk much during the week because she knows i'm busy and she respects that#but she knows i'll always call on sunday morning and we will talk about everything that happened during the week#and it's always great and we don't even fight anymore#i used to say my mom is messed up so it's better not to talk to her but hey#one thing i realized is that i am messed up too so why do i always blame her for everything#she's just a human being#we should be more gentle to each other#and i guess we finally found a way to communicate#idk#we also say “i love you” at the end of every conversation now and god i really need it#and i guess she needs it too#anyway#it's better now#she's doing better and i am doing better#which is great#i say whatever and whatever that i want*
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ive been revamping some old headworld Tenebres OCs of mine recently :) their little story revolves around a prestigious magic school that outcasts all of them in different ways.
ethel and juneau (the older ladies) were both once professors and colleagues. ethel taught potionmaking (she’s unsurprisingly a marvelous cook) and juneau excelled everything about in curses (very big on puzzles). juneau was disapproved of for her unconventional methods when it came to cursebreaking which mostly involved inflicting herself with the curses she was trying to break. through enough exposure to that practice in addition to likely a few curses she could never resolve, she now sometimes turns into a mindless beast. consequently shes a risk to students so she got kicked out. after getting fired she takes up being a plague doctor as an occupation which involves cleaning up magic breaches in addition to the stuff shes already good at which is curse removals, just without the funding of her school. its a pretty isolated job so whenever her monsterous side comes out, there arent too many people at risk. she lives in a lil unkempt hermit shack.
ethel was a bit more “by the book,” more of a rule follower, tended never to deviate from standard practice. she never liked or respected juneau and was rather relieved when she finally left, thinking her colleague to be quite the liability to the school. ethel’s field of magic in potions comes with its own different yet similar risks however. and while experimenting with some of her own new concoctions, something went wrong and she began turning into a monster herself. i think with her affliction it’d start as a small blemish that she keeps trying to magically remove/repair and she keeps making it worse which makes her frantic and keep trying fix things until she becomes this irreparable and permanent monster herself. and unwilling to face the same humiliation and rejection as her colleague, ethel fakes her death, making it seem like she died in a chemical explosion of her own making, and flees lol. eventually she seeks out juneau and the two become reluctant roommates in the shack juneau lives in.
and then Agnes the young one was a student whod worked very hard to make it into the school, probably doesnt come from a well-known family or anything but shes top of her class and has high hopes for her future, but one day during an exam in front of her peers and professors it comes to light that she’s (unbeknownst to herself) a familiar as she starts turning into a rabbit. shes expelled on the grounds that she hid her condition and familiars are not allowed to pursue such high forms of magic. in her determination to not fail and still achieve the status shes wanted all her life, she tries to seek out any mage who will teach a familiar any magic. eventually she finds juneau (and ethel by proxy) and the two reluctantly decide to take the familiar girl on as a student.
#ethel is more like 😒 ‘a familiar…?’ at first lol#think agnes would kinda linger around long enough to where juneaus like FINE#but her full intention was to just ignore her til she left lol#she doesnt need friends!!!!! (she does)#wip#art#i guess haha#theyre my found family yayyyyyyyy#juneau hurts ethel’s feelings all the time#but ethel has this really like……. Distaste of juneau#like ethel’s nice but not about juneau lol#ethels stuck as a monster where juneau and agnes can at least pass off as normal looking sometimes and it makes her sad and jealous#shes very much a homebody now who cleans up juneau’s neglected shack and makes clothes for them and cooks and does chores#she picks up new hobbies all the time in her boredom haha#juneau never really takes offense to anything ethel says… she doesnt respect her or value her shes toxic!!!!!!!#they come to all care for each other dw#anges’s thing is like i cant believe im dependent on these losers!!!!!!! and comes to value their teaching
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not my mom posting a transphobic meme video on facebook....i feel so much anger and shame right now what the fuck. it's a video of a gen z woman saying she identifies as a 25 year old because she can, because there are non binary and trans people, so she can decide whatever age she is. yeah it's fucking dumb. and the thing is i KNOW she doesn't mean it as an anti-trans thing, she just think it's a funny joke about getting old. but god it's so embarrassing.
#we had multiple conversations about this a few months ago when i was dating someone trans & non binary#i thought she “got it” or at least respect it enough.#i guess i was wrong#she always says she has nothing against gay or lesbian people but then she says stupid dumb shit about bisexuality and trans people#deep sigh#shut up alie
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phew, managed to get mythal's help without fighting her
#going through that entire conversation trying desperately to remember what morrigan literally JUST told me about her#in the end i told her she was wrong and i guess she respected that skfhsns#now i have a sickass new mage knife#and at least kalais can feel a bit better about having one of their gods on their side#fel's da:vg#veilguard spoilers
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did i tell u guys about how my family, who have been lukewarm at best and vaguely antagonistic at worst about using they/them pronouns for my nonbinary sibling, did a complete 180 upon learning that my sibling is also good with she/her...like i can't even tell you how hard it's been to get them to even just try to use they/them and then they hear she/her and a switch is flipped in their brains that goes "you are an asshole actually" and all of a sudden my mom is buying PROTECT TRANS KIDS t-shirts and my grandmother's apologizing to me when she messes up. okay i'm glad you got there eventually but if this capability was inside you all along i don't understand why you couldn't have been doing this with the they/them set. like my grandmother told me a couple years ago that she wasn't even going to make an effort because she was probably going to die soon (<-completely made up excuse; obviously any of us could die at any time, and she is old, but she's in good health and her mother lived to be 100) and therefore wouldn't be seeing my sibling often enough for it to matter??? but she/her is worth the effort where they/them was not, apparently. like again i can't complain about the outcome but i am very much complaining about how we got here. what even is this.
#also love how my stepdad said he would start using she/her on my sibling's birthday as a birthday present...#don't even know where to start with that. like oh thank you how benevolent of you to grant this favor#and these are people who see themselves as progressives#my theory is that they vaguely theoretically support trans people because Being Mean to Trans People is what Bad People do#but didn't actually categorize my sibling as trans until they heard about the she/her pronouns. they/them is just a silly fancy i guess#transphobia#pronouns#idk just like. how hard is it to try to respect the way someone wants to be referred to. it hurts no one#i'm not even complaining about the family members who had trouble because they/them is a plural pronoun#i don't really buy that because of singular they but at least they were trying. and they only told me they were struggling in private#away from my sibling. but to not even try? and then it turns out you ARE capable of changing the pronouns you use for someone#as long as they're pronouns YOU'VE decided are legitimate? that's not how this works people
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I just had the horrible thought that I need to fall in love because having devastating crushes on beautiful, competent, authoritative women that I desperately want to please is exhausting and I need it to stop
#this one is straight so there's no room for delusion which is good#but my burning need to be her most favorite is eating me from the inside#it IS making me better at my job though#.......i mean i think so but what the fuck do i know#on friday night amongst the grueling psychosexual chaos that ensued a very smart guy that I LOVE said to me#i have no doubts you're gonna be a great psychiatrist actually#i traded a month with him to have another month with her#he's a phenomenologist she's a psychodynamic....ist? rival theories#I don't like most of psychodynamic theory.......so far#but i love the way she works and i can see how well it fits with her manymanyMANY patients and goddamnit i love personality dosorders#so i made the choice to go with her yes and im very torn casue i LOVE that guy and i wish i could become his friend like my bff from my year#also.......kind of dumb of me since I'd only soend two days a week woth her and the other three with very scary ladies#but I've been in scarier situation i can manage#and god when she praises me (silently obv she's only been forward about my merit ONCE and i almost pissed myself like an overexcited dog)#the endorphin rush is........man#but yes i need to work on this.......idk how to define it. closest i can get to explaining it is professional sub space#with strong aspects of praise kink#pathetic is what it is really#but hey if it makes me study harder who fucking cares right#I'm gonna be the smartest most intuitive fucking bitch amongst my peers so if I can't have her (them) carnally then goddamnit#I'LL HAVE THEIR PRAISE AND RESPECT AND ADMIRATION AT LEAST#........I'll be normal again in a week or two i just need to get over these next couple of days of....idk. inflammation i guess#yeah it's just like an infected wound right now#angry red throbbing hot pain#i know the drill it'll be better in a couple of days you just need to not freak out and let it do its thing#it's nice to be mature-r about emotional impulsivity and the shame that comes after an episode of deregulation#it really doesn't have to be a big deal even while it still feels like it#it still hurts but it's like......hour three of a tattoo. it's a bitch but you know it's gonna be over eventually and wriggling won't work#the only thing left to do is enjoying it all while it's happening or trying to#I don't think I'm doing a great job but what're you gonna do right
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Zoro with tashigi makes me so insane.... "I can't tolerate your existence" "you say all the stupid things she said"
#which btw the things kuina said were not stupid.... like that's just misogyny zoro that's just them facts.... he is just mad it is true#and like reasonably but he internalizes them still lmao#zoro is like the most misogynist feminist ally#its the i cant handle my feeling so i cant handle yours either#i won't fight you bc you're a woman but not bc i hate u is bc women are weaker than me (a man) but like respect#SHE DOES HAVE SORU. WHY NOT USE IT MORE IDK.....#nami will hit the children with the stick or what...#TASHIGI SHIGUN!!! SHIGUN!!!#AND IS THIS THE FIRST TIME A WOMAN HAS BEEN BADLY INJURED IN A FIGHT???? BC NAMI IN ARABASTA WAS THE FIRST GETTING HER FEET IMPALED BUT IT#DIDNT MATTER THAT MUCH AFTER LMAO#well at least zoro hit her lmao#this is a loss for feminism everywhere this has set women back 100 years#and all this so zoro can hit a woman. i guess that's progress but not on poor tashigi's honor and physical wellbeing lmao#did he use haki to scare her???? hello? what happened???? IN HALF???#jesus christ he couldnt have done that earlier#so no haki???#what the hell is that then#i think the problem is that zoro respected kuina bc she was better than him. and like thats his standard to respecting women....#and as he gets better it gets harder to reach lmao#zoro hates sanji so much bc deep down he is the same#... omg#also tashigi end his ass!!! wdym he lets you have the credit. cut him in half hamburger style#luffys climbing technique.... interesting to say the least...#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 613
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I just realized that Jesse Pinkman’s address in high school was his Aunt’s house. He was already living with her instead of his parents by the time he was in high school. The timeline of her cancer and death is a little fuzzy, but it’s likely he had to care for her while attending school. If that’s the case it’s clear he didn’t ask for accommodations or even use his Aunt’s illness as an excuse for his poor grades (Walt was surprised to hear she had been sick). Combined with his obviously untreated ADHD, it’s no wonder he turned to drug use and failed to ‘apply himself.’
And to think that through all this - taking care of his Aunt, struggling in school - his parents didn’t help; either directly with his Aunt’s illness or indirectly easing his responsibility for her by hiring care givers…
#ra speaks#jesse pinkman#breaking bad#brba#skrungly from my meth lab…#I am feeling shrimp emotions#ALSO also idk how old Jake is supposed to be (I’m guessing middle school?) which would mean Jesse has been absent from most of Jakes life#y’know I used to be in camp ‘Jesse parents are probably good parents and people Jesse just didn’t have support systems elsewhere in his life#to cope with his neurodiversity in a system that didn’t accommodate it for expectations far out of his reach’#but unless we get some clear revelation tha Jesse was bullshitting about taking care of his aunt while she was sick#his parents really did just. leave that to him.#and the way he accuses his mom of not doing anything for his aunt while she was sick…idk it just feels very real at least to him#*ticks another cell in the ‘jesse pinkman is trans and his parents had him move out to live with his trans aunt#because even though they’re supportive enough to help his transition and respect his pronouns they are still transphobic evangelicals#who can’t fully accept these people in their lives and are looking for excuses to never see them again’
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............. aint no way
#so the natlan character design situation is worse than i could ever expect#oh my lordddd im gonna cry#i was only getting over the pyro archons design bc i guess it would fit with the archons = usurpers (colonizers) aspect#.................. the hydro girl is at least cute and the clothes actually feel respectful bc they totally fit bc shes a surfer#but we are fully in p0kemon design land now i hate this so much
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How many?
#there was two of them that i knew in my highschool#one of them liked me for some reason? before knowing I'm trans i guess or before getting into TERF territory at least#the other one was in my same classroom :) i didn't talk to her but she seemed to respect my name (i think she just didn't know my deadname)#but she did make comments about my gender and shit which... eh. I was really unaffected#and she seemed more uncomfortable than me after her jokes and comments were not well received (bc ofc not)#my point being that terfs act all nasty online but there seems to be very few of them that act this deranged irl#and even then they are just... lame tbh#at least in my experience idk
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Playing stardew on console again to prepare myself for being completely burned out and bored of it by the time the update comes out and currently forcing myself to romance Abigail bc I completely ignore all of the women in this game (#misogyny) feeling like chained up dog everytime I realize I can't just marry Harvey for the 3rd time
#mort.txt#i don't care about practically any of the romance options anyway tbh#they're all too young. ik im the same age but it feels fucked up to marry a like 21 yr old thats main storyline is “i want out of this town”#at least with harvey or Elliot theyre content with staying in pelican town.#shane also fits in this i guess but I don't want that man in my house i have self respect#leah is also an option but i don't like romancing her as a man. she makes sculptures in a cottage and loves goat cheese lesbian ass behavior
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