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What Princess Daena wore to Rhaenyra's wedding feast, circa 115 AC
The Princess strode into the Throne Room, tall and gaunt. The black of her dress only accentuated her pale complexion and the emptiness in her eyes. Her dark gown flowed behind her, making her look like an unworldly wraith. She sat at the edge of the table, somber and quiet.
Elie Saab
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#she's mourning ok#her mom died like two months ago#she's not doing well#hotd fanfic#asoiaf fanfic#elie saab#hotd masterlist#asoiaf masterlist#targaryen oc#rhaenyra targaryen#young rhaenyra#asoiaf#game of thrones#a song of ice and fire#house of the dragon#house targaryen#hotd#daena targaryen#princess daena#my original characters#hotd oc#asoiaf oc#asoiaf aesthetic#hotd aesthetic#my oc stuff
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when elrond finally sailed i like to think that he saw celebrían waiting for him on the shore and leapt from the boat, splashing through the waves until he could run to her, unable to bear even another moment apart.
#WHILE WE’RE ON THE TOPIC OF ANGST. have this hurt/comfort that was sitting in my drafts#picturing him running through the waves#crying and laughing and smiling hysterically#when elladan and elrohir join them in the 4th age they cry together over arwen but also over their sheer joy for her and each other#celebrían mourns that she never saw her daughter grow up and that she will never again see her face#but elladan and elrohir tell her everything about aragorn—he deserves her#they promise—and it’s ok that way.#plus they have grandpa celeborn with them finally too#elrond#elrond peredhel#celebrian#elrond x celebrian#the peredhel family is something that can be so personal#the silmarillion#the rings of power#fae speaks
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watching the world disintegrate in front of you
#IM NOT OK !!! IVE STILL NOT RECOVERED FROM READING COMIC 7 ITS BEEN LIKE 6 HOURS AND IM STILL IN MOURNING#this is quite messy but god . im so fucking unwell it was so good i love pauling so much im gogiggngg to explode i think and not come back#she was so well done god . shes the bestcharacter in the whole series imfmgdfg#tf2 comic spoilers#tf2 spoilers#tf2 comic 7 spoilers#tf2#team fortress 2#miss pauling
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glinda and fiyero, both being for all intents and purposes on the same footing socially, are two sides of the same coin on what happens to those who come from privilege if they choose to forsake their standing in the face of adversity. they come from the same place, they have essentially the same thing to lose, but they end UP losing insanely different thing based on the way they choose to live their lives. however, glinda and fiyero have the same thing to lose, but they do NOT have the same thing to gain.*
fiyero is of course actually very smart, no matter how carefree he plays himself, but before elphaba, before the catalyst, he WAS truly content with dancing through life-- he probably would have skated through on his looks and his charm, living a blessed but ultimately unfulfilling, unhappy life, with no real direction. but when given a cause he wakes up and begins to actually want. he wants change, wants elphaba, wants something different than what he's had. though it comes at obvious sacrifice for him, it is natural for him to follow elphaba. there is no personal risk of straying off his path because there is no real path ahead of him anyway. yes, he's captain of the guard, he's engaged to glinda-- but his heart is not truly with them. he has already mentally strayed towards elphaba.
glinda, though, is not like fiyero. she can play herself as charming as she wants to match him and everyone that expects anything from her, but she's at shiz to learn sorcery-- from the moment she's introduced we know that she's dead set on that goal. she WANTS something. she, like elphaba, marvels at the emerald city, imagining her life there one day. so when faced with this fatal decision between choosing what might be good but what is risky, she panics-- it's right there in the lyric!! to grovel in submission to feed her own ambition!! though part of it is certainly her backing into what is safe, she can't let go of her own dream for what would effectively kill every future she ever dreamed of. glinda is WILLING to forfeit her SOCIAL status for elphaba-- it's just that she's smart enough to understand that this is not simply forfeiting social status. this is forfeiting any and all power she ever could have, gain, or use to her/elphaba's advantage.
however: glinda's choice may seem entirely based in self preservation but she's also just as much trying to preserve elphaba's, maybe not safety, but status, because that's what she thinks of as safety. though it's unfair, glinda is right-- maybe not in this instance, but at least in the broad strokes of the song. elphaba HAS hurt her cause forever, she IS having delusions of grandeur, and this is going to make it that much harder for elphaba to ever truly make change regarding animals in oz because as a villain all she can do is drive people away (though ofc this doesn't mean she shouldn't have done what she did). glinda is desperately bargaining-- she knows elphaba cares about the animals, but she doesn't truly understand why, so there is nothing she could have said or done to level with elphaba. glinda ultimately still thinks that change is manageable under the people responsible for cruelty. she's misguided, unaware of the weight of what's happening. it's why she calls it ELPHABA'S cause, not the animals' cause, because she's not really concerned with the greater good at the moment, she's focused on saving her and her best friend. she's smart enough to understand power play, but not aware enough to understand what all that power means, really, at least not in the moment of act 1.
we can speculate what the "good" choice would have been for glinda but the real truth of the show is that the choice she made was the only one she was ever going to, though it might not be just or right or the one she should have.
#*also having something to gain ≠ reason to make the decision#veered far away from fiyero but you understand#apologies if i mischaracterized him it's been a minute since i saw the show#glinda works the system for her own benefit but also for social change at least in the end#and it's fucked up that it's how it is#she “wins” in terms of achieving all her goals of power and fame and even avenges elphaba's goals#but in the end she still ends up mourning alone#that is the difference between her and fiyero#the wicked die alone#ok done!#for good#wicked#elphaba thropp#galinda upland#fiyero tigelaar#wicked movie#mine#wicked spoilers
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We only see each other at funerals
(On Jason, Thalia, Nico, Bianca, and their parallels/connections)
The Titan's Curse (Rick Riordan), @/anxiousmaya_, Right Now (Gracie Abrams), The Battle of the Labyrinth (Rick Riordan), Joan of Arc (Mary Gordon), The Lost Hero (Rick Riordan), Episodes Toward and Elegy for Halley's Comet (Lindsey Drager), Jason Grace (Riordan Wiki), The Gods Show Up (Michael Kinnucan), The House of Hades (Rick Riordan), What the Living Do (Marie Howe), The House of Hades (Rick Riordan), Planet of Love (Richard Siken), The Blood of Olympus (Rick Riordan), Tangerine (Nolune), The Blood of Olympus (Rick Riordan), The Blood of Olympus (Rick Riordan), I Bet On Losing Dogs (Mitski), The Burning Maze (Rick Riordan), @/abhorarchive (Twitter), The Burning Maze (Rick Riordan), Seventeen (MARINA), The Burning Maze (Rick Riordan), @/rollercoasterwords, The Tyrant's Tomb (Rick Riordan), @/the-overanalyst, Where Things Come Back (John Corey Whaley), Grit (Silas Denver Martin), Softcore (The Neighbourhood), The Tower of Nero (Rick Riordan), Frost (Mitski), @/moonbends, I'm Your Man (Mitski), Sun Bleached Flies (Ethel Cain), The Tower of Nero (Rick Riordan), Three (Sleeping At Last), My Art
#nono you don't understand it's about the siblings#it's about how thalia lost jason once only to get him back and lose him again#it's how jason and bianca both walked into their deaths with their eyes wide open#it's about zeus trying to kill nico and bianca and him doing nothing to stop jason from dying#it's about thalia being in the hunters and nico hating her but he knows how to grieve with that kind of loss#so he'll help her. for jason. for bianca. because no one deserves to mourn a sibling alone#like these four barely interact but they're soooo connected i could go on forever#i'm so sad thalia and nico never actually got a scene together after the burning maze#and ALSO#it's about the fact that reyna is one of the most (if not the most) important people left in their lives#LIKE#do you think thalia found out how close nico and reyna were and started watching her more closely#because every person the two of them have shared has ended up six feet under#so reyna gets annoyed with how protective thalia is but she doesn't stop her bc part of her can tell thalia needs it#and nico constantly checks to make sure reyna's life force is still strong#bc he never wants to be caught off guard by a death again#ok im done now i promise#the trials of apollo#trials of apollo#nico di angelo#reyna ramirez arellano#reyna avila ramirez arellano#web weaving#fanart#my art tag#thalia grace#jason grace#percy jackson#percy jackson fanart#bianca di angelo
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Thinking about parallels between Ms. Beast and Tower. They're both the result of choosing to fight the princess and losing (no-knife and knife routes respectively), both have similarly boastful personalities and see you as beneath them (prey and a pet).
Something about how one becomes an animal and the other becomes a god, yet both transformations are equally dehumanizing.
#does this make any sense at all ajshgdajshdgas#am i stating the obvious. i might be stating the obvious#slay the princess#stp#stp beast#stp tower#like OK with Ms. Beast it's obvious. She's an animal. She operates on animal instinct#you can't really 'reason' with her because she's - in my opinion - not really acting out of malice#law of the jungle baby. You either die or get eaten#You can't reason with Tower either bc you are the coughing baby to her hydrogen bomb#she dgaf what you have to say. You brought a knife to a fistfight and you still lost. cmon man#Shifty says of ms beast that she's still fighting to devour you#and of tower (im always rotating this line in my mind)#she 'would not be able to mourn you'#both are kind of subjugated to their own natures (does that sentence make sense at all aksgdajhsd)#i guess you could totally argue the same for Witch but her behavior kind of strikes me as more driven by her emotions#instead of just being something she inherently is#anyway do you think the devs knew when creating Beast that they would potentially be making her the victim of endless mr beast jokes#or do you think they're blissfully unaware of who mr beast is
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So, lore?
Lo'en is a half elf and across the world there are designated elven kingdoms. One of them! Where she was born and her mother (elf) still lives, is frigid and in the north. Humans still have an odd tradition for Santa and so she hides her slightly pointed ears so that she doesn't have to sit through ANOTHER "Saint Nick" story that the northern elf king refuses to be offended by. His name is Niklava and he rather LIKES the association of how giving the cold can be! Lo'en could easily live without hearing another comment about ol' Saint Nick and his elves though.
Hold, while technically human/mortal, is cursed to live life over and over. And he has plant/green powers. He gets a lot of the "oh you'll grow up to be fine one of these days!" "you're still a sprout in this life time" "you still have time to bloom then!" and he also hates it.
Because Hold has to continue living even after he dies (though his body regresses to a child like age as he "recovers from death") he's absolutely enamored with Lo'en who just continues to exist. Her life span is way longer than a humans, longer than his /should/ be. And he admires her a lot and is really grateful to have her around for so many of his lives lived. Lo'en is relieved to have someone she gets along with who won't die and leave her forever. He dies, sure, but he gets better.
Lo'en meets Hold first while during one of his sister's dead phases so that's why the two are much closer than Lo'en is to Hold's sister. The two girls do help keep Hold safe when he's dead but they aren't super best friends or anything.
#my characters#phew ok had to think of a way to keep loen alive long enough to matter in the many lives of hold and his sister#also they have a teacher/instructor who loves to make the really bad jokes that theyve both heard a lot#but the teacher does help so she gets a pass to an extent#loen still rants and vents to hold about her tho like OH COME ON IVE BEEN ALIVE LONG ENOUGH NONE OF THOSE ARE FRESH#loen also thought for the longest time she would grow cold and distant - like her powers are as cold as she expected to be after centuries#but she met hold and he warms her up and fills her with joy and delight and she cherishes him more than she can say#and in contrast hold acknowledges the irony of never knowing death for long and for having the powers of plant growth#and he thought fate was being cruel but loen appears while hes mourning and lonely without his sister#and she tells him while he might be lonely its absolutely beautiful to her that he continues to live his lives to the fullest#and that opens his eyes to the fact its really not so bad if he cant fully die#hes had his sister by his side for it and now he has a friend who he cherishes#anyway they love each other a whole lot and its cute but bittersweet and then shit hits the fan so ya know#shrugs have them being annoyed at the constant comments they get no matter how obvious it should be that they hear them enough
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im sorry but i’m so annoyed 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
#i don’t even know where to start holy fuck !!!!!! fucking ending vi’s story like she’s just there to support cait which i would be ok with#IF THEY FUCKING GAVE HER A PURPOSE OR MOTIVATION FOR HERSELF!!! what the fuck and there’s no fucking time to mourn jinx like what happened#to the show’s heart being about the story of two sisters??? apparently it’s not that important because it’s reduced to almost nothing#jinx fans i’m so sorry 😭😭😭 and i know we got to see sevika join the council we still don’t know how things will be for zaun#like how is piltover going to help support them with making it a healthy place for the people to live there?#i need a break#arcane spoilers
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Could you draw Roxana at the end of cold shoulder mourning the death of her robots?
our girl is trudging through the snow after getting brutally betrayed but she’s so mad she can’t even feel the cold. only one thing is certain: she’s getting revenge. her robots won’t be the only thing she’s digging a grave for tonight.
#i have no evidence but i think that Prism is the type of person who only cries tears of rage#at the end of cold shoulder she’s sad sure but after this stupid human agent survived when all of her robots died#honey she is FURIOUS#this is how she mourns ok. by going to explode the thing that made her sad#thanks for the ask!#ieytd#i expect you to die#dr prism#roxana prism#ieytd 3#my art
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What do you think about Enzo? I find him Boring 😭
In short: I don't like him that much. None of that is MM's fault lol.
Long Answer: To me the writers never knew what to do with Enzo really which is why he has that long phase of disliking Stefan, Lily problems, Caroline/KC.20 and then being placed with Bonnie. He's different characters all wrapped up into one. Sometimes he's Damon other times he's Klaus. When Damon and Klaus are already very similar to their cores.
Ian vouched for Michael M. which is why he stayed longer than season 5. BE is more about what Enzo needs than Bonnie. They were together for years, yet Damon is so centered in their relationship because he screwed them both over. I probably would have supported them if the relationship if it was done because the writers cared for Bonnie romantically but that isn't how it is presented. Bonnie's "epic" romance is told all in one episode and then the rest is half of a season with the remaining episodes of her fawning over a ghost. Never mind the stockholm syndrome that forced them together anyway. Even in fan edits Enzo is given more reasons to like Bonnie than she is of him. They were never granted a "sex scene" but even that one moment has Bonnie doing the work. Kat Graham is 5ft2 you mean to tell me Michael couldn't carry her to a bed or something?
It's just annoying when other women were fawned over: Elena, Caroline, Cami, and Hayley were giving one or multiple interests those relationships were done with intent due to having some compassion towards those women. Those relationships center so much of those women. Bonnie gets a half-assed romance with a non-fleshed out character as a "here damn" ship.
You asked about Enzo, and this turned into anti Enzo/Bonenzo rant. Sorry, but BE is the only time his character had some consistency which was adding onto the many ways the series doesn't value Bonnie. Yes, it's nice that Bonnie got some happiness but in the end it just aided into her suffering. Enzo could be lined up with Bonnie's other romances and I swear outside of him lasting 3 seasons you wouldn't see much a difference: Luka M, Ben and Jeremy. All side characters or unimportant because the series doesn't see Bonnie as such.
Kat amazing acting in Enzo's death, and the fact that a future with Enzo was dangled over Bonnie's head like a toy is part of the reason people mourn them so much to me. The show wrapped and we never hear about Bonnie's life for the rest of the franchise.
#bonnie bennett#tvd#the vampire diaries#anti bonenzo#anti benzo#anti tvd#mind you lol JP said bonnie wouldve mourned enzo for the rest of her life as if she wasnt 24 years old..... ok bitch#elijahfavv#dria responds#anti Enzo St. John
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#byler#stranger things#willel twins#willel literal twins#@ mike:#it’s not your fault they’re identical!#the too much yellow is so sick#like we get it ok you don’t have to keep pointing it out 😭#if el wasn’t will’s twin…#I really don’t think Mike would have been so drawn to her honestly 😭#not only was Will missing#but his lookalike showed up#and ppl were telling him he was in love with her…#Mike attached himself as a way of coping with the trauma#then Will came back#and mike mourned el after feeling like he used her and inadvertently caused her death#then she came back#and he brokedown#and then he bottled it all up#and he’s been bottled up ever since#‘I never really unpacked’#unpack the trauma kid
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go my act 6 secret
this is knight :) "they don't look like a knight" not anymore :)
(transcription: "polite :) i think this kind of face shading is cool :3" "smth smth sword of damocles? to keep with beheading :) cutting his own head off [gestures vaguely] failed his duty as a knight idk" "design idea: fully clothed / like. clothing covering every inch of skin. taking anything off reveals a lack of anything beneath the clothes (veil has same effect)" "yes ribbon no veil / no ribbon yes veil" "how draw corset. fuck." "i like this silhouette / it also hides daggers :)" "add dagger scabbard with no dagger inside somewhere?" "main thought" "smth embroidered into the shirt instead of a chest mark... but What..." "(pretend that looks cooler)" end transcription)
some bonus doodles as well just for notes!
(transcription: "bald! (debating beardedness)" "metal / leather" "velvet-y material" image 2: "> {... Who are you.}" "... Why don't you unveil me and find out?" "(sounds like a ghost. interpret as you wish)" end transcription)
#ns.tiff#isassassin.zip#bonus ideas: the ribbon around the neck is based on that one story about the girl with the ribbon around her neck where at the end when she#-gets married she goes 'ok you can take the ribbon off now' and when her husband takes the ribbon off her head falls off#to keep with the beheading theme! :)#pretty much every thought revolves around beheading and the general theming that has for a knight. teehee#as for the outfit itself; it's funeral wear! mourning something or someone. who? sniles.#the one out of place thing other than the embroidered sword hilt is the corset; which is metal!#it's patterned like that for a very good reason :3#ok i think that's all of my design notes for knight. goodbye forever
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you: nicholas alexander chavez, the actor from ryan murphy's recent work
me, a mama's girl and daytime tv viewer:
#text post#general hospital#nicholas alexander chavez#spencer cassadine#sorry i'm still not over my shock at this lol#i remember asking my mom MONTHS ago (she follows general hospital news online) 'hey wheres spencer i havent seen him in awhile?'#'oh his character died off. the actor is doing some netflix show where he plays a murderer'#and you have to understand. i dont consume anything to do w true crime. but to my 63-year-old mother. ryan murphy doesnt exist#so bc of just how self-contained the archaic institution of network soap operas are. i just. idk i didnt assume it was a big role#it didnt register to me that it was the sequel to the dahmer show. is what i am saying. and i never thought about it again#mommy made it sound like he might be coming back bc soap opera characters fake-die all the time#and so i put the thought out of my head until completely independently i was watching a video about monsters: menendez being flawed#and i was like. going absolutely insane w how familiar he looked i was like 'ok i know that man cant be too famous but i KNOW him'#'i know him from something and i know him WELL from something. like whatever hes from is iconic to me'#and then the video creator said his name and i was like THATS INSANE WHERE DO I KNOW THAT NAME??!?!??#it's a name i read in the credits but probably never thought in my head at all bc sorry he's just spencer to me#so i googled it and i was gobsmacked. i was like MOM DIDNT SAY he was gonna be in THIS SHIT!?!?!?#i also do lay my life down on the defense that the cinematography of a prestige netflix drama makes him less recognizable to me#who knew him best under cheap soap opera lighting in basic back and forth dialogue shots. like#i have to be honest i never cared for his looks on gh bc he just kinda looked like too perfect. like he looked like a mannequin#i see it now though i get it#i get why he's very fan editable to the true crime girlies i get it#not that it matters. im just in mourning bc it never occurred to me the spencer era was over. i actually liked his character#i cant tell u why bc he wasnt all that distinguishable from all the other basic dramatic character archetypes. idk it was a good performanc#i cant explain to u what makes a soap opera character distinct while still being completely generic (they all are)#i also liked his relationship w his girlfriend in the show it was cute. he was evil but they were sweet#nicky please come back. im begging u. as your only general hospital era fan who is your age#i dont wanna watch monsters menendez i reeeeeally dont
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you know what though i am gonna change elisen’s vallaslin color
#shes had every color in the rainbow on her face im very indecisive#and i like replaying games 1 bajillion times#ok but i like giving all my ocs colors and ive chosen elisens colors. and red isnt one of them!!!#her colors are dark blue / olive green / bright yellow :3 so she needs one of those#im thinking blue or yellow… PROBABLY YELLOW… this is very important to me#also rip the dragon age keep. i saw the news about the decisions which transfer to datv and yeah it’s bad#luckily i did all the choices bioware seems to be forcing upon us so i am personally good but i mourn those who arent in solavellan hell#bioware really picks favorites ;—; i will miss you forever dragon age keep
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EVERYONE SHUT UP
NEW GOLDEN ART DROPPED
#fnafhs#fhs#golden fnafhs#EDD00 MADE ONE OF THESE SHEETS FOR EVERY ANIMATRONIC I THINK GO TO TWT AND GET YOUR BLORBOS#apparently the remake will be in a manga style aa she describes it#so that solves the va situation lolol#anyways PONYTAIL GOLDEN US BACK... MY BABYGIRL#hes slaying so hard and for what he wont even sing 😭#still mourning the loss of s2 golden but its ok she will always live in my mind#looking at edd00 with big dog eyes may i please have some cami next i need my girlboss#mine
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#hii im back lol#i really hate the sleeves here but whatever the rest looks ok so decided to post it :)#not an expert but judging from pics in the books miss peregrine has an edwardian vibe to her but in black bc shes wearing mourning attire#or did i just invent that in my head 💀#i swear there was smth abt her wearing a mourning dress in the books and if not then i just decided she did lol#my art#mphfpc#miss peregrine#sorry for the background i am lazy 😇#alma lefay peregrine
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