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What Princess Daena wore to Rhaenyra's wedding feast, circa 115 AC
The Princess strode into the Throne Room, tall and gaunt. The black of her dress only accentuated her pale complexion and the emptiness in her eyes. Her dark gown flowed behind her, making her look like an unworldly wraith. She sat at the edge of the table, somber and quiet.
Elie Saab
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#she's mourning ok#her mom died like two months ago#she's not doing well#hotd fanfic#asoiaf fanfic#elie saab#hotd masterlist#asoiaf masterlist#targaryen oc#rhaenyra targaryen#young rhaenyra#asoiaf#game of thrones#a song of ice and fire#house of the dragon#house targaryen#hotd#daena targaryen#princess daena#my original characters#hotd oc#asoiaf oc#asoiaf aesthetic#hotd aesthetic#my oc stuff
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when elrond finally sailed i like to think that he saw celebrían waiting for him on the shore and leapt from the boat, splashing through the waves until he could run to her, unable to bear even another moment apart.
#WHILE WE’RE ON THE TOPIC OF ANGST. have this hurt/comfort that was sitting in my drafts#picturing him running through the waves#crying and laughing and smiling hysterically#when elladan and elrohir join them in the 4th age they cry together over arwen but also over their sheer joy for her and each other#celebrían mourns that she never saw her daughter grow up and that she will never again see her face#but elladan and elrohir tell her everything about aragorn—he deserves her#they promise—and it’s ok that way.#plus they have grandpa celeborn with them finally too#elrond#elrond peredhel#celebrian#elrond x celebrian#the peredhel family is something that can be so personal#the silmarillion#the rings of power#fae speaks
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We only see each other at funerals
(On Jason, Thalia, Nico, Bianca, and their parallels/connections)
The Titan's Curse (Rick Riordan), @/anxiousmaya_, Right Now (Gracie Abrams), The Battle of the Labyrinth (Rick Riordan), Joan of Arc (Mary Gordon), The Lost Hero (Rick Riordan), Episodes Toward and Elegy for Halley's Comet (Lindsey Drager), Jason Grace (Riordan Wiki), The Gods Show Up (Michael Kinnucan), The House of Hades (Rick Riordan), What the Living Do (Marie Howe), The House of Hades (Rick Riordan), Planet of Love (Richard Siken), The Blood of Olympus (Rick Riordan), Tangerine (Nolune), The Blood of Olympus (Rick Riordan), The Blood of Olympus (Rick Riordan), I Bet On Losing Dogs (Mitski), The Burning Maze (Rick Riordan), @/abhorarchive (Twitter), The Burning Maze (Rick Riordan), Seventeen (MARINA), The Burning Maze (Rick Riordan), @/rollercoasterwords, The Tyrant's Tomb (Rick Riordan), @/the-overanalyst, Where Things Come Back (John Corey Whaley), Grit (Silas Denver Martin), Softcore (The Neighbourhood), The Tower of Nero (Rick Riordan), Frost (Mitski), @/moonbends, I'm Your Man (Mitski), Sun Bleached Flies (Ethel Cain), The Tower of Nero (Rick Riordan), Three (Sleeping At Last), My Art
#nono you don't understand it's about the siblings#it's about how thalia lost jason once only to get him back and lose him again#it's how jason and bianca both walked into their deaths with their eyes wide open#it's about zeus trying to kill nico and bianca and him doing nothing to stop jason from dying#it's about thalia being in the hunters and nico hating her but he knows how to grieve with that kind of loss#so he'll help her. for jason. for bianca. because no one deserves to mourn a sibling alone#like these four barely interact but they're soooo connected i could go on forever#i'm so sad thalia and nico never actually got a scene together after the burning maze#and ALSO#it's about the fact that reyna is one of the most (if not the most) important people left in their lives#LIKE#do you think thalia found out how close nico and reyna were and started watching her more closely#because every person the two of them have shared has ended up six feet under#so reyna gets annoyed with how protective thalia is but she doesn't stop her bc part of her can tell thalia needs it#and nico constantly checks to make sure reyna's life force is still strong#bc he never wants to be caught off guard by a death again#ok im done now i promise#the trials of apollo#trials of apollo#nico di angelo#reyna ramirez arellano#reyna avila ramirez arellano#web weaving#fanart#my art tag#thalia grace#jason grace#percy jackson#percy jackson fanart#bianca di angelo
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So, lore?
Lo'en is a half elf and across the world there are designated elven kingdoms. One of them! Where she was born and her mother (elf) still lives, is frigid and in the north. Humans still have an odd tradition for Santa and so she hides her slightly pointed ears so that she doesn't have to sit through ANOTHER "Saint Nick" story that the northern elf king refuses to be offended by. His name is Niklava and he rather LIKES the association of how giving the cold can be! Lo'en could easily live without hearing another comment about ol' Saint Nick and his elves though.
Hold, while technically human/mortal, is cursed to live life over and over. And he has plant/green powers. He gets a lot of the "oh you'll grow up to be fine one of these days!" "you're still a sprout in this life time" "you still have time to bloom then!" and he also hates it.
Because Hold has to continue living even after he dies (though his body regresses to a child like age as he "recovers from death") he's absolutely enamored with Lo'en who just continues to exist. Her life span is way longer than a humans, longer than his /should/ be. And he admires her a lot and is really grateful to have her around for so many of his lives lived. Lo'en is relieved to have someone she gets along with who won't die and leave her forever. He dies, sure, but he gets better.
Lo'en meets Hold first while during one of his sister's dead phases so that's why the two are much closer than Lo'en is to Hold's sister. The two girls do help keep Hold safe when he's dead but they aren't super best friends or anything.
#my characters#phew ok had to think of a way to keep loen alive long enough to matter in the many lives of hold and his sister#also they have a teacher/instructor who loves to make the really bad jokes that theyve both heard a lot#but the teacher does help so she gets a pass to an extent#loen still rants and vents to hold about her tho like OH COME ON IVE BEEN ALIVE LONG ENOUGH NONE OF THOSE ARE FRESH#loen also thought for the longest time she would grow cold and distant - like her powers are as cold as she expected to be after centuries#but she met hold and he warms her up and fills her with joy and delight and she cherishes him more than she can say#and in contrast hold acknowledges the irony of never knowing death for long and for having the powers of plant growth#and he thought fate was being cruel but loen appears while hes mourning and lonely without his sister#and she tells him while he might be lonely its absolutely beautiful to her that he continues to live his lives to the fullest#and that opens his eyes to the fact its really not so bad if he cant fully die#hes had his sister by his side for it and now he has a friend who he cherishes#anyway they love each other a whole lot and its cute but bittersweet and then shit hits the fan so ya know#shrugs have them being annoyed at the constant comments they get no matter how obvious it should be that they hear them enough
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Could you draw Roxana at the end of cold shoulder mourning the death of her robots?
our girl is trudging through the snow after getting brutally betrayed but she’s so mad she can’t even feel the cold. only one thing is certain: she’s getting revenge. her robots won’t be the only thing she’s digging a grave for tonight.
#i have no evidence but i think that Prism is the type of person who only cries tears of rage#at the end of cold shoulder she’s sad sure but after this stupid human agent survived when all of her robots died#honey she is FURIOUS#this is how she mourns ok. by going to explode the thing that made her sad#thanks for the ask!#ieytd#i expect you to die#dr prism#roxana prism#ieytd 3#my art
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im sorry but i’m so annoyed 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
#i don’t even know where to start holy fuck !!!!!! fucking ending vi’s story like she’s just there to support cait which i would be ok with#IF THEY FUCKING GAVE HER A PURPOSE OR MOTIVATION FOR HERSELF!!! what the fuck and there’s no fucking time to mourn jinx like what happened#to the show’s heart being about the story of two sisters??? apparently it’s not that important because it’s reduced to almost nothing#jinx fans i’m so sorry 😭😭😭 and i know we got to see sevika join the council we still don’t know how things will be for zaun#like how is piltover going to help support them with making it a healthy place for the people to live there?#i need a break#arcane spoilers
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What do you think about Enzo? I find him Boring 😭
In short: I don't like him that much. None of that is MM's fault lol.
Long Answer: To me the writers never knew what to do with Enzo really which is why he has that long phase of disliking Stefan, Lily problems, Caroline/KC.20 and then being placed with Bonnie. He's different characters all wrapped up into one. Sometimes he's Damon other times he's Klaus. When Damon and Klaus are already very similar to their cores.
Ian vouched for Michael M. which is why he stayed longer than season 5. BE is more about what Enzo needs than Bonnie. They were together for years, yet Damon is so centered in their relationship because he screwed them both over. I probably would have supported them if the relationship if it was done because the writers cared for Bonnie romantically but that isn't how it is presented. Bonnie's "epic" romance is told all in one episode and then the rest is half of a season with the remaining episodes of her fawning over a ghost. Never mind the stockholm syndrome that forced them together anyway. Even in fan edits Enzo is given more reasons to like Bonnie than she is of him. They were never granted a "sex scene" but even that one moment has Bonnie doing the work. Kat Graham is 5ft2 you mean to tell me Michael couldn't carry her to a bed or something?
It's just annoying when other women were fawned over: Elena, Caroline, Cami, and Hayley were giving one or multiple interests those relationships were done with intent due to having some compassion towards those women. Those relationships center so much of those women. Bonnie gets a half-assed romance with a non-fleshed out character as a "here damn" ship.
You asked about Enzo, and this turned into anti Enzo/Bonenzo rant. Sorry, but BE is the only time his character had some consistency which was adding onto the many ways the series doesn't value Bonnie. Yes, it's nice that Bonnie got some happiness but in the end it just aided into her suffering. Enzo could be lined up with Bonnie's other romances and I swear outside of him lasting 3 seasons you wouldn't see much a difference: Luka M, Ben and Jeremy. All side characters or unimportant because the series doesn't see Bonnie as such.
Kat amazing acting in Enzo's death, and the fact that a future with Enzo was dangled over Bonnie's head like a toy is part of the reason people mourn them so much to me. The show wrapped and we never hear about Bonnie's life for the rest of the franchise.
#bonnie bennett#tvd#the vampire diaries#anti bonenzo#anti benzo#anti tvd#mind you lol JP said bonnie wouldve mourned enzo for the rest of her life as if she wasnt 24 years old..... ok bitch#elijahfavv#dria responds#anti Enzo St. John
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#byler#stranger things#willel twins#willel literal twins#@ mike:#it’s not your fault they’re identical!#the too much yellow is so sick#like we get it ok you don’t have to keep pointing it out 😭#if el wasn’t will’s twin…#I really don’t think Mike would have been so drawn to her honestly 😭#not only was Will missing#but his lookalike showed up#and ppl were telling him he was in love with her…#Mike attached himself as a way of coping with the trauma#then Will came back#and mike mourned el after feeling like he used her and inadvertently caused her death#then she came back#and he brokedown#and then he bottled it all up#and he’s been bottled up ever since#‘I never really unpacked’#unpack the trauma kid
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go my act 6 secret
this is knight :) "they don't look like a knight" not anymore :)
(transcription: "polite :) i think this kind of face shading is cool :3" "smth smth sword of damocles? to keep with beheading :) cutting his own head off [gestures vaguely] failed his duty as a knight idk" "design idea: fully clothed / like. clothing covering every inch of skin. taking anything off reveals a lack of anything beneath the clothes (veil has same effect)" "yes ribbon no veil / no ribbon yes veil" "how draw corset. fuck." "i like this silhouette / it also hides daggers :)" "add dagger scabbard with no dagger inside somewhere?" "main thought" "smth embroidered into the shirt instead of a chest mark... but What..." "(pretend that looks cooler)" end transcription)
some bonus doodles as well just for notes!
(transcription: "bald! (debating beardedness)" "metal / leather" "velvet-y material" image 2: "> {... Who are you.}" "... Why don't you unveil me and find out?" "(sounds like a ghost. interpret as you wish)" end transcription)
#ns.tiff#isassassin.zip#bonus ideas: the ribbon around the neck is based on that one story about the girl with the ribbon around her neck where at the end when she#-gets married she goes 'ok you can take the ribbon off now' and when her husband takes the ribbon off her head falls off#to keep with the beheading theme! :)#pretty much every thought revolves around beheading and the general theming that has for a knight. teehee#as for the outfit itself; it's funeral wear! mourning something or someone. who? sniles.#the one out of place thing other than the embroidered sword hilt is the corset; which is metal!#it's patterned like that for a very good reason :3#ok i think that's all of my design notes for knight. goodbye forever
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you: nicholas alexander chavez, the actor from ryan murphy's recent work
me, a mama's girl and daytime tv viewer:
#text post#general hospital#nicholas alexander chavez#spencer cassadine#sorry i'm still not over my shock at this lol#i remember asking my mom MONTHS ago (she follows general hospital news online) 'hey wheres spencer i havent seen him in awhile?'#'oh his character died off. the actor is doing some netflix show where he plays a murderer'#and you have to understand. i dont consume anything to do w true crime. but to my 63-year-old mother. ryan murphy doesnt exist#so bc of just how self-contained the archaic institution of network soap operas are. i just. idk i didnt assume it was a big role#it didnt register to me that it was the sequel to the dahmer show. is what i am saying. and i never thought about it again#mommy made it sound like he might be coming back bc soap opera characters fake-die all the time#and so i put the thought out of my head until completely independently i was watching a video about monsters: menendez being flawed#and i was like. going absolutely insane w how familiar he looked i was like 'ok i know that man cant be too famous but i KNOW him'#'i know him from something and i know him WELL from something. like whatever hes from is iconic to me'#and then the video creator said his name and i was like THATS INSANE WHERE DO I KNOW THAT NAME??!?!??#it's a name i read in the credits but probably never thought in my head at all bc sorry he's just spencer to me#so i googled it and i was gobsmacked. i was like MOM DIDNT SAY he was gonna be in THIS SHIT!?!?!?#i also do lay my life down on the defense that the cinematography of a prestige netflix drama makes him less recognizable to me#who knew him best under cheap soap opera lighting in basic back and forth dialogue shots. like#i have to be honest i never cared for his looks on gh bc he just kinda looked like too perfect. like he looked like a mannequin#i see it now though i get it#i get why he's very fan editable to the true crime girlies i get it#not that it matters. im just in mourning bc it never occurred to me the spencer era was over. i actually liked his character#i cant tell u why bc he wasnt all that distinguishable from all the other basic dramatic character archetypes. idk it was a good performanc#i cant explain to u what makes a soap opera character distinct while still being completely generic (they all are)#i also liked his relationship w his girlfriend in the show it was cute. he was evil but they were sweet#nicky please come back. im begging u. as your only general hospital era fan who is your age#i dont wanna watch monsters menendez i reeeeeally dont
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you know what though i am gonna change elisen’s vallaslin color
#shes had every color in the rainbow on her face im very indecisive#and i like replaying games 1 bajillion times#ok but i like giving all my ocs colors and ive chosen elisens colors. and red isnt one of them!!!#her colors are dark blue / olive green / bright yellow :3 so she needs one of those#im thinking blue or yellow… PROBABLY YELLOW… this is very important to me#also rip the dragon age keep. i saw the news about the decisions which transfer to datv and yeah it’s bad#luckily i did all the choices bioware seems to be forcing upon us so i am personally good but i mourn those who arent in solavellan hell#bioware really picks favorites ;—; i will miss you forever dragon age keep
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EVERYONE SHUT UP
NEW GOLDEN ART DROPPED
#fnafhs#fhs#golden fnafhs#EDD00 MADE ONE OF THESE SHEETS FOR EVERY ANIMATRONIC I THINK GO TO TWT AND GET YOUR BLORBOS#apparently the remake will be in a manga style aa she describes it#so that solves the va situation lolol#anyways PONYTAIL GOLDEN US BACK... MY BABYGIRL#hes slaying so hard and for what he wont even sing 😭#still mourning the loss of s2 golden but its ok she will always live in my mind#looking at edd00 with big dog eyes may i please have some cami next i need my girlboss#mine
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#hii im back lol#i really hate the sleeves here but whatever the rest looks ok so decided to post it :)#not an expert but judging from pics in the books miss peregrine has an edwardian vibe to her but in black bc shes wearing mourning attire#or did i just invent that in my head 💀#i swear there was smth abt her wearing a mourning dress in the books and if not then i just decided she did lol#my art#mphfpc#miss peregrine#sorry for the background i am lazy 😇#alma lefay peregrine
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-`. OCS AS TYPES OF SUFFERING.
TAGGED BY @chuckhansen, @queennymeria, @shellibisshe, @leviiackrman, @nightbloodbix, @lavampira, @marivenah, @faerune, @socially-awkward-skeleton and @corvosattano to take this uquiz for a few dears !! ty ty!!!!!!
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-`. DESPAIR.
The tunnel never had a light. You wish for nothing because you know you'll receive nothing, and your hopes died out long ago. The only thing that keeps you going is the thrill of emptiness you feel when things don't turn out your way. It's bitter. It's proof. Proof that you don't feel this way for nothing.
-`. THE BLACKHOLE.
There's a hole where your heart used to be and nothing is filling that hollow void. You could drown in a world curated for you, and still nothing seems to fit. It eats you alive knowing you're unsure how to satiate the hunger of your soul. It's barely hunger, it's more like a blackhole.
-`. THE TAKER.
Your expectations are ones you can barely meet. You compare yourself to others, but with a hypocritical light. You'll never find what you're looking for if you're laying down half of what you receive. It stings to be given less than expectations you've set, but if they were more reasonable, do you think even then you'd be happy?
-`. YEARNING.
The pain in your chest bubbles knowing that what you want may never be yours. You're lost in a fantasy world, or consumed by what you wish you were or had as opposed to what you do. It's hard to appreciate what's around you when you're appreciating the hope of what could be instead.
-`. THE GIVER.
Your energy depletes as you hand it out to anyone passing by your basket. People walk by and take, but no one ever leaves. You're constantly running on low when people keep asking you to give. You'd give your soul away for free, and then what left do you have of yourself if you can't say no?
-`. LONELINESS.
Your heart feels full of the connection you feel you lack. No matter how many people are around you, strangers or not….someone is missing. You don't know who, what, or if you'll ever find them. You're unsure if there's a person out there who'll really satisfy your life, so really what's the point of continuing to look?
#only if you want to of course !! <3#oc: amavet aerasume#oc: yeva yakovleva#oc: vaermina vanthampur#oc: tissaia thorm#oc: chiara de laurentis#oc: cythia vassermiller#GEE WHIZ QUIZ WARN ME NEXT TIME BEFORE YOU GUT AMAVET LIKE THAT gvashgdv *SCREAMS*#DESPAIR. HE GOT DESPAIR IM - !!!!! are you KIDDING mee!!#they dont call him the mourning lord for giggles :') THE NERVEE#im fine with this im fine with this im fine :)#*screams* ok ok i was a bit ?? with yevas but I THOUGHT ABOUT IT AND RAHH ITS !! it gets her!!!!!!!#they were too on the nose sweet pea im SORRY vaer !!#TIISSAIAAAA FIRST OF ALL HOW YOU DARE QUIZ SECOND OF ALL DO YOU MIND IF I BEGAN CRYING BC!!#TISSAIA MY SWEET GIRL :') this is fine!!!!#CHIARAA i knew she would get this answer I KNEWW ITTTT#cythias *screams* THE WAY THERE WAS SOMETHING I HAVE HAD BRAINSTORMED FOR HER IN MIND THAT FITS THIS SO WELL??#over the course of her arc in the novels (and show as well!!) loneliness is PREVALENT the part on how in spite of the people around#she can still feel loneliness is SO poignant to the isolation she feels at court this answer gets her to the letter AHH!!#TY TY SO MUCH FOR THE TAGS i missed doing uquizzes sm !!!!!! THIS WAS FUN <3 i may do more clowns with this it was lovely !!#cy ur so a*licent coded <3 'is there no one in the empire to take my side' 'i have no friends here all they see is the empress' SCREAMSS#something something 'id like to think im still the lady cythia' AAAAA BABY BABY MY POOR BABYY#i mean vaer was living in an estate alone with just her t*ressym trying not to be a sacrificed to summon the hells by her family so she#really just had her expectations of the life she manifested SO LIKE..... yk?? sweet pea'll marry the love of her life and#skxjjxjx
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I’m rereading Into the Dark at the bar before this concert I’m going to, as one does (I can’t focus on anything else, I’ve started and fizzled on like three other books this weekend)
and honestly…I feel kind of bad for Orla’s master. They’re like…kind of mean to her. Cohmac gets preemptively mad at her for…doing nothing, and then in the end Orla’s mad at her for daring to have a strategic plan and not just winging a rescue attempt, and not reading her mind. Which like, I get they’re literally telepaths but also she’s stressed and Orla should have spoken up. It’s like…normal to have strategic battle plans? Justice for Master Laret, she was doing her best stuck with two teenagers in a hostile environment, alone after her friend dies, she was doing her best
#star wars#the high republic#into the dark#it really feels like she takes a bunch of cohmac’s projected rage#like she’s sad too! he literally just says she’s full of sorrow and then he’s like#‘I bet she’s about to tell me not to mourn fuck her’ like dude she hasn’t done anything#i do feel like I need Cohmac to come back to explain wtf is wrong with him#i was like ‘I’d prefer dez back than Cohmac’ but sir I have QUESTIONS#Cohmac just gets locked into this ‘no one let me GRIEVE’ thing and literally no one says that to him#and Laret maybe is justified being like ‘ok we gotta focus up before we’re all killed’
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Callum is so handsome I hope they reveal his father as the hottest man ever
#if he snatched sarai it means he was a catch like Harrow#callums dad Mullac we may see him in a flashback#if shes asian what if he was like european idk now i dont know where katolis is based of but it reminds me of europa ok#i used to think he doesnt remembers him but seeing puzzle house he does#holy shit thats so sad he had to mourn him oh my god#imagine being like 3 and losing your dad#wait that happens often in this damn series#tdp#the dragon prince#tdp callum#callum#i once read the theory of viren being his dad and i hate it thanks#doesnt make sense and callum is too good looking like no thanks
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