#she's literally me in hs
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Ultra-Rare Aesthetics - Part 6/?
Lyla Park - Life Is Strange 2 "Jinx? I'm your lucky charm, bitch."
#life is strange#life is strange 2#lis#lis2#lis verse#life is strange edit#life is strange 2 edit#lis edit#lis2 edit#moodboard#lis 2#aesthetic#life is strange aesthetic#rare aesthetic#lyla park#ep 1 roads#she's literally me in hs#the mentally ill straight (lol) tomboy girl who was kind of a dork but also partied a lot who's best friend was Just A Guy for some reason#(the reason is that we were both gay)
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saying this as respectfully as possible but. Do not put fandom content creators on a pedestal. We are also just fans contributing to a community just as you are. We have boundary on our own work and that’s it. What I say is not and should not be considered sth the whole fandom should listen to. I’m just a normal ass person ranting about things on my blog. If it does not have a fandom tag for others to engage in, do not make it out to be me trying to start fights or addressing the whole community. Because it’s not.
I’ve said it before and I will say it again, my art, my lore talk, is biased. I’ve never tried to hide that I view Marika a certain way and will always develop my theory following that base assumption.
Aside from translation stuffs and pointing out in-game items, everything else I say you can look at it, agree or disagree, and move on to form your own opinions. Just because I draw stuffs doesn’t mean you get to saddle me with responsibilities about managing fandom expectations. What the hell? I’m a fan artist, I’m the last person who you should look at for “leaderism” (?) WHAT?
I can and will be a hater in my own space, like I know sometimes other artists will just post their stuffs and not engage too heavily with fandom, and for a while I did try to do that here (because I’m already a dramatic ass on twitter), that’s just not me though.
You will get art and you will get my opinions as well.
#asking ppl to [celebrate different takes] is... WHAT?#different takes as in well I think she likes apples and you think she likes grapes. yeah that’s some fun discussion to be have#but different takes as in the fundamental of a character’s drive and personality??? NO#let’s put that down very clear here#I can still read fics where Marika is cold and calculate and manipulative as long as I can see there’re layers to it and the author#set it up in a way that I can see they got her backstory and build those layers based on that#and then there are ppl who literally only portray her as omg evil girlboss 101 let’s blame everything on this cardboard character#then I click back.#and there r ppl who might not vibe with how i portray her and they can ignore me. THAT'S OK TOO. we r in our own space.#it’s as simple as that!#ever since the dlc is out i literally could see the amount of ppl blocking me go up and im just “ok” because i do go around muting ppl too.#that's normal fandom space managing experience. pls do that#lore discussion is for ppl to engage in so u say ur piece i say mine and we can continue or not depending on situation#but FANWORK? leave each other alone or be a hater in ur own space ok?#personal#also where are these ppl who have been defending Marika at... because if u exclude me#and some others i can count on one hand. where are these ppl?#ppl saying headass stuffs about the HS aren't even Marika fans or engage too much in fandom to begin with#meanwhile u can't even find one youtube lore essay that says anything good about her#ppl are even trying to give Messmer's mother position to GEQ for no goddamn reason#like where is this overwhelming support for Marika at cuz as the active Marika stan around im not seeing it
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brain ghost nickel
#I was thinking about aspect stuff with ii characters and i had landed on hope for suitcase#which lead to me imagining her hallucinations being a . hope-fistation of her fears and trauma#nickel just manifests himself as she views him or as she remembers him back in s2#this isnt a dirkjake parallel btw i hate nickcase#just making sure#i tried something new but im gonna be honest guys. i hate doing lineart so much#I've been making tiny ii homestuck aus all month but they're all different and its mostly me just implementing hs concepts onto ii BLUH#but whatever#i lowkey hate this#i wanna draw more ii aspect stuff later ive been brainstorming a ton of dumb stuff#ii nickel#ii suitcase#inanimate insanity#I LITERALLY NEVER TAGGED THIS IM DYING#phonification
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i always wonder what it’ll take for how fat i am to get acknowledged. the only time ive ever had it publicly or privately called out (besides in kink situations) was in 9th grade. i didn’t go to anime club because im not into anime (im still not) even though i told this dude i would be there lol.
he was pissed at me the next day and just mouthed the words “you’re fat” in the hallway like that would mean anything… i’ve never rlly been insulted for my weight or had it poked fun at. is it weird i want to get big enough for that to happen??
#also fuck that guy fr#he’s always been a bit of a dick#and i don’t think he’s even done anything since graduating?? idk i don’t have him on insta#perhaps. stalking time#in high school i assume it was bc i had a different reputation#my parents party w ppl i went i HS with now (small towns are fucking weird)#and this one guy was like ‘yeah i would’ve asked her to do my homework but she seemed snobby’#i never did ANYONES homework#i didn’t even do my own#i literally copied off my best friend if i couldn’t do it in <20 minutes#this girl from HS that went to the same university i did asked me to write an essay for her#freshman year. lmfao#anyways. i like to ramble :3#talk
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QUICK thing for the Major Holiday... haven't kept up since around 2019, but last I heard these two were doing 0k.
#reference: that pic of twiggy being lifted awkwardly#it's Telling that I didn't have to look up their outfits even after this long. Don't guillotine me but I still think hs is pretty cool#ended up half-consciously giving them some of mine & bestie's features bcs they're Literally Us (she's in2 archaeology & I'm a bit unstable#homestuck#sollux captor#aradia megido#arasol#4/13#fanart#illustration#procreate#drawing#artists on tumblr#413#apocalisp
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MEENAH: i wish couples that are like "tall calm buoyfrond" and "short anxious gillfrond who cant order her own food" were oppressed
MEENAH: n dont even think about respondin with "me and jakey!!! 🥺" i hope jakey dies
ARANEA: Hi! I'm an AFA8 en8y with major social anxiety and my partner is an AMA8, masc-presenting en8y who 8a8ies me appropriately. I know this is talking a8out str8 couples, 8ut you can't tell 8y just looking.
ARANEA: You can't tell my partner and I are non8inary just 8y looking. Str8-passing queer couples exist and don't deserve h8 just for appearing str8. Str8 couples can even have queer individuals involved; one or 8oth could be 8inary trans, or one or 8oth could 8e 8i.
MEENAH: i hope nonbinary jakey also dies
#source: @fatelectrician#i was gonna make this meulin talking about kurloz but the name in the post is literally jakey. it was handed to me#i like to think that as araneas saying this shes not even jakes partner. she just assumes she is#that one part in hs where shes like 'kiss me jake' and hes not vibing with it at all. you know the part#homestuck#incorrect homestuck quotes#incorrect quotes#mod dave#meenah peixes#aranea serket#implied jake . i GUESS
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She's so me
#i literally love her so fucking much#she's a copy and paste of me#I cried about her dream self#art#fanart#homestuck#jade harley#homestuck jade#hs jade
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Sometimes being in love is like getting your eye gored in a fit of purifying violence, sometimes it's not
#I keep talking about the romance of cannibalism so much my mother has gotten so so so tired of me (my friends are more mixed)#but also she got me to watch The Hunger (1983) which was very fun and very 80s#its about consuming and being consumed!!!!!!!!!!! Eating your loved one because you cannot stand them existing outside of yourself!!!!!!!!!#being eaten because you cannot stand existing outside of your lover!!! Becoming obsessed with literally merging together in the goriest way#basically I cannot stop thinking about Hannibal (2013)#I couldn't figure out how to get Tz's horn to fit with the way I placed their heads and then I realized wough........it would be going righ#in Vris's eye if I keep their heads where they were so I just leaned in bc themes......motifs..........symbolism................#blinding and being blinded is so central to their narrative ya know#anyway. this is an unhinged amount of tags I hope you had fun reading all of them#vriska serket#terezi pyrope#vrisrezi#homestuck#hs#my art#fantasy blood#religious imagery
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Maybe I'm just too online, but I genuinely hate that being "uncool" and "awkward" has become this thing that everyone wants to relate to and is just now trendy. Fuck that. Where are my girlies that sat by themselves at the lunch table in school?
#personal#Again maybe I'm just too online though but I see it with like memes and stuff.#Went on my Facebook and this girl I went to HS shared a meme like that and like...#She was a popular cheerleader and boys swooned over her. Get out of here with that.#I literally spent my lunch period in the library my ENTIRE senior year because I had no friends my lunch period and thus no one to sit with#<- It's funny now in the present because people assume I was like a class clown in school knowing current me.#No. I was a quiet art kid who got bullied relentlessly!
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HOMESTUCK CAT HOMESTUCK CAT
#homestuck#roxy lalonde#roxy homestuck#homestuck roxy#homestuck cat#cat homestuck#halloween#cat costume#roxy hs#strilondes#SHES SO CUTE#i’m literally obsessed#i took the sleeve from my dirk shirt and made this for her#me and my partner are gonna be#dirkjake#and she’s gonna be our little roxy#nobody’s jane because she sucks#alpha roxy#homestuck alpha kids#alpha kids
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when the friend crush so massive it looks like an actual crush
#Guys I swear it’s platonic#She’s literally so cool#And smart and pretty#Omg I genuinely don’t get how she exists#Like her voice is so pretty too#and her hair#and her clothes#And the way she carries herself#She’s so smart did I mention that?#Like she’s in all honors classes and does all the work we get assigned for fun#I beat her in vocabulary by like 1500#But she used to be on first place bc she did it at home I think#Like genuinely she’s so smart#She’s what I want to be during hs#She has this planner thing she wriws in#I’m rambling about hee omf this is sorta weird#But like she added me on snap !!!
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#my art#homestuck#dave strider#rose lalonde#i keep having scrappy ideas of a non-sburb au where they're separated twins.........#and literally the way they find out is rose sending a selfie after she bleaches her hair for the first time and dave's like wait what#and then shenanigans. but i'm not a writer so in the sketchbook it stays!#but for clarity's sake: dave actually dyes his roots and eyebrows. for the irony.#my most unpopular headcanon is that the kids have brown eyes. lol.#i've just. i've drawn dave with dark roots since i was 16. i'm not letting go of it.#[kicking my feet] siblings..... <333#i've been reading so many dave&dirk fics. i need to find more dave&rose.#please give me hs fic recs btw. just in general. i love reading
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I stan queen Ji Won. Call that rude ass bitch Old Woman to her face and throw her son around like a RAG DOLL!
#she TOSSED him!#THREW him!#ITS WHAT HIS CHEATIN MURDERING ABUSIVE PUNK ASS DESERVED#Marry My Husband#Marry My Husband Kdrama#Kdrama#Kdramas#Amazon’s translation was to Lady which is aight but I think the literal translation would’ve worked better#(at least that’s what my friend from hs told me ajumma translated to literally)
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yesterday a couple of the teens at work mentioned that they assumed I was like 18-20 years old and did not want to believe that I was older than the other staff member so I showed them my ID and said "see, 1999" and one of them yelled "IT HAS A 19 IN IT???"
then not 2 hours later a child I do not know asked if I was "a teen or a staff" and when I said staff he said "well you look like a teen"
#then i had to get on to him for making fun of someone for being fat 🙄#one of the teens said she thought i was like 30 lmaooo#i said ur my favorite#i truly dont get it because i think i look my age but people said i looked 12 until i was 18 so i guess im just glad i at least look 17 now#funniest part of this is that i literally just had this conversation with them on friday#because i said i graduated high school in 2016 in response to a kid asking if i knew her brother who went to my hs.... 4 yrs after me.....#and the one who was shocked that my birth year had a 19 in it literally yelled from across the room 'YOU GRADUATED IN 2016??'#theyre constantly amazed by my age
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s1 luz was at least a little bit gay for willow i will not be told otherwise
idk if it was a full on crush but it was at least one of those types of nebulous not-quite-romantic not-quite-platonic "hahaha, unless..." type friendships that a lot of queer teens have, u know the ones
#girl was just walkin around sayin shit like ''you're right! my friend IS very cute!''#which can be just regular platonic bc luz is friendly like that but in this case i feel like it's A Little Bit Gay#eliot posts#toh#the owl house#luz noceda#willow park#just. remembering why i liked willuz/willumity so much.#i kinda headcanon willow as grey-aro and polyam (this literally came to me in a dream)#and i feel like her ideal relationship IS a kind of ambiguous sorta-but-not-quite-romantic sort of dealio#tho i also like the headcanons that she's just plain bi or pan or lesbian in this context too#bc again that sort of ambiguous friendship seems to be VERY common among queer teen friend groups (and not just aspec queers)#like it was A Thing between some of my high school friends and many other queer ppl i've talked to have said similar lmao#tho i also find the headcanon that she's 100% aroace and also uninterested in any relationships outside if friendship to be v fun#just like. basically everyone falling in love w her but her being totally uninterested#but being her friend is so Delightful that none of em rlly have any complaints there#like that scene in carmilla where dani turns down kirsch and says she just sees him as a friend and he gets really excited like#''yes! i am in the friend zone! she sees me as a friend!!! she's so cool i am excited to be her friend!''#willow taking after canon aroace icon lilith ''constantly turning down suitors but keeping their gifts'' clawthorne#my sister is just straight but this one time when she was in hs a guy asked her out w a massive tub of cheese puff balls#(she was obsessed w those things)#and she turned him down but kept the cheese puffs and ate them for like a solid month
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uncle nina, were u a directioner becuz i feel like thats what inspired rm mayb
*sigh*
...no.
unfortunately, i liked 5sos.
which i think explains...
Everything. :/
#mY GIRLFRIENDS BITCHING CAUSE I ALWAYS SLEEP IN#SHES ALWAYS SCREAMIN#WHEN SHES CALLIN HER FRIENDS#SHES KINDA HOT THOOO#YEAH SHES KINDA HOT THOOOOO#honestly extremely ravesey coded i fear#but dhflhdslkflhdsf HEEEELP CRINGE NINA LORE DROP#i was also a luke girl which i also unfortunately think#explains everything i do hate my life you guys i'm sorry#i know almost next to nothing about one direction#i was a Hmmfph! I'm Not Like Those Other Girls! girl in mid/hs#and literally refused to get into them#i want does SLAAAAAAAAAP tho#holy shit that song is gas#also DRAG ME DOWN????#ALSO PURE FUCKING GAAAAAAS BROTHER#the girl in my 10th grade math class writing 1d fanfiction#in her math notebook shamelessly in front of me walked#so i that i could fucking marathon SPRINT on ao3 baby!#thank u to that queen i love u thank u for living ur truth <3 :*#it was filth by way oh my god go to CHURCH girl!
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