#she's got more spirit than that
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Idea: A little while after losing her voice, Download starts looking into alternative communication methods. There's a few nonstarters (one of the big ones is IRL sign languages because her character model's hands only have three digits each so they can't make all the right shapes), but eventually she gets inspired by the textboxes in Diamind and puts together a subroutine for her command box that'll open a window in front of her facing out and type out what she's trying to say.
When she shows it off to the others, Crash makes a quip about how she technically did end up using Sign Language, and she bursts out laughing. Which is definitely a shock, both because this is the first time since the Activation that she's felt like the cheerful, wide-eyed, energetic girl she's been when she first showed up, and because even though her laughter is random computer noises just like everything else that comes out of her mouth, it still manages to convey as much joy as a "normal" laugh...and according to some of the Admins in the room actually sounds kind of pretty.
#smg4#smg4 ocs#download#crash#come on. you didn't think losing her voice was gonna keep her down for long did you?#she's got more spirit than that#by “some admins” i potentially mean crash#mostly because from what i've seen of him he seems like he'd be drawn in by the kind of person who can stay GENUINELY cheerful even when->#->life's decided to shit all over them#but he's not my oc so i don't get the final say on that#hence “potentially”
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self indulgent post canon papa au. don't mind me!!!
#mp100#metukikart#mob psycho 100#teruki hanazawa#hugging and snuggling mtkk compilation#comic#sorry im bad with names idk!!!#fuyuka stays most of the time with her mama and dad but visits and stays with teru about a thrid-fourth of the time and plenty of times#on holidays. yukito really likes him cuz hes psychic and wants to visit him with his sister often#fuyuka is showing sings of psychic powers. currently she can only see spirits and exorcise ones small enough to fit into her palm#and unmalicious enough that teru would let her near. if hes in the area.#anyways#hes not the perfect dad but damn does he want to be and thats one thing hes got going for him#hes glad he doesnt have to take care of her 247 but he would if he had to he loves her more than anything#and he loves yukito too but isnt close to him
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taash said "they were doing it" and people ran with the interpretation of an npc that doesn't know solas or the history of the elvhenan even when bellara interjected and said, no, that's not right. that's not how it was for the elvhenan. they formed bonds before they had physical bodies. and people ran to doompost or create weird anti-solavellan shit even though mythal & solas refer to each other as old friends and when she releases him there is no tenderness or love in it. it is the act of unchaining a dog from his post, the stepping down of a general. but to each their own ig.
#let the record show i think love was there. do I personally perceive it as romantic / sexual? no.#mythal's perception of love & care is warped in and of itself#i think they loved each other. but she loved what she could take from him and what he could give in terms of service#not because she was romantically into him#also i wish we knew more about her & elgar'nan. her regret prison form says she holds no love for him anymore#and it makes me wonder when that love soured. was it when she was blighted? before that? was that love also born of duty and companionship?#this is the last post i'm gonna make ab this i think#bc i believe people are too caught up in the modern western ideas of love as thing we give solely to our romantic partners#and we literally have a character go ”our perception is warped bc of the age we live in” and some of you are still being purposefully obtuse#and i think trick saying it's up to interpretation is basically admitting EA had them dumb down the game anyway#if everything ab the rise and fall of the evanuris in game#was condensed to five 2min cutscenes it says enough that whatever the writers wanted#was swiftly cut down by corporate dept. basically saying it's in the fans' court now#also bc it's an easy cop out around new players & non solasmancers who are indifferent ab him / dislike him#as a way to appeal thru a more sympathetic lense of look!! he loved and was led astray#not to mention the clear justinia / leliana parallels#and leliana gets angry if you imply she was romantically involved / in love w justinia#and the romance descr when you remake your inq saying the dread wolf could not predict what it would mean to fall IN LOVE#implying he had never fallen in love before or at the very least experienced a romantic love#also him saying drinking from the well would make you a slave and he gets really upset#yet ive seen takes of ”hes doing this for her cus he dgaf ab lavellan” ?? he got mythal killed when he told her ab the blight#whatever feelings of admiration he had for her have rotted. he is literally burdened by his mistakes and his choice in joining her#i feel like if i were a spirit bound and twisted into a weapon i would need my creator to tell me i am Free. i would need that closure#like when cole says its not abuse to bind him if he asks and solas said thats not always true???#if you perceive her interaction w him in vg third act as#anything more than the way justinia released leliana in inq then im sorry maybe youre just obtuse#solavellan#mythal#dragon age meta
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Johnshi/Kencageblade/Swordblade kid oc just dropped (read tags for more info)
#got inspired by all the mk ocs lately to revamp some of my ocs but I wasn't satisfied with any of them so I decided to just start new#with something familiar#she was gonna be strictly a swordblade kid but I'm a stone cold trans mkx Kenshi believer#so I decided to make her a kencageblade kid with her bio parents being johnny/kenshi#I don't know a lot about her yet...but she's able to move objects and stuff with her mind#and I'm thinking of dabbling a little bit with necromancy for her. like being able to summon spirits or SOMETHING liek that#she's a lot more like kenshi and sonya than Johnny but she's got his crass humor#Kenshi wasn't really there for her childhood . she was raised by Johnny and Sonya alongside Cassie . she's 2 years older#idk I'm number 1 believer that kenshi was always on no-contact missions and people wouldn't know if he was dead or not#BUT YEAH she's a girlfailure and very autistic and stinky and cool I love her a lot already#so technically kencageblade poly realness#I feel she gets along with Takeda with more nerd stuff and with Cassie moreso work and fighting but both are fun and cool to her!#some aspects of her outfit MAY change? not sure!#also i did NOT mean for her outfit to look so much like mk1 johnny's armour it was more inspired by raiden from MGS LMFAO#mkx#mk11#mk fanart#mortal kombat community#kencageblade#johnshi#swordblade#mortal kombat oc: Kimiko Blade#mk oc#harvart
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Reasons I want to write a version of Jane Eyre that ends with Jane becoming a nun
She's used to living in an all-female community with basic attire
She has academic and artistic interests
She's religious
She needs a better religion than whatever Helen Burns had going on
She wouldn't have to marry Rochester
It would piss off Charlotte Bronte
#jane-u-eyre-y#jane eyre#charlotte bronte#i read the bit about jane's cousin who became a nun and just...wow#she's clearly got zero idea of what catholicism or religious life actually is#it's kind of hilarious#a supposedly christian story has more sympathy for actual magical superstition#than for the idea of a life of prayer#i suppose this is a good time to mention that charlotte and i are not kindred spirits#this is the most obvious example#but there's an overall sense that this book takes place in a mind#that's turned like 30 degrees from the direction my mind goes in#everything's just kind of off-kilter and i can't quite wrap my head around it#it reminds me a bit of the experience with girl of the limberlost#only not as bad in this case#that book sat in the uncanny valley#i can't decide if this one feels less unsettling because it's weirder or not as weird#it's weird in a different way
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Bioware made a mistake bringing Isabela back for da4 because like hell she wouldn't tell the entire da2 crew about what's happening with Solas which means they'd all show up ready to curb stomp him about Varric. Even moreso if hawke was left in the fade. That's two of their number down because of this fucker. Also Merrill should get to deck him specifically while also being like "what, like it's hard?" about fixing the eluvian that was blighted and cost her two of her closest childhood friends (potentially), her place in her clan, and her home. Again, going back far enough, because of him.
I just miss them 🥺
#dragon age#da4 spoilers#i say this as someone who likes solas too but like...my dude ..no#i just want the da2 crew back together and if that means i dig out my old game and ancient fanfics to refresh my brain about them#then so be it#but seriously merrill should have been in this one. she deserves to flip off the 'gods'#do i want to write foc for my rook? yes. but i also want to write about my hawke and crew during this whole mess xD#which means rook can be like damn isabela why'd they let you have TWO spirit healer friends and i don't get a dedicated healer at all :(#and hawke can give sage advice for dealing with a husband possessed by a spirit.#that's only slightly salty justice took so long to think ok maybe she's not *that* bad when spite's like JUST KISS ALREADY about rookanis xD#imagine if anders was at weishaupt though. or in lavendel in the aftermath. he could help teach flynn healing. they could save more people#and fenris could and would kick venatori ass. and merrill would know so much about ancient elven stuff. where are they?!!#also the game says the blight ran over the freemarches but uh...bioware nevarra is sort of part of those.....#you're telling me nevarra just got more hauntings than normal but the freemarches got wiped off the map? make it make sense#i have thoughts and opinions but i did genuinely enjoy da4 so i am saying this mostly affectionately
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"he loves the water so much we r thinking about putting in our own pool" helena diaz when i get you
#listen like i know the diaz parents were having their redemption and everything but this comment i just CANT LET IT SLIDE#she was nasty spirited for that#like she was too damn happy taking chris away and now shes giving chris more than eddie ever got#like this is so nasty give my boy his baby back#911 abc#eddie diaz#911 spoilers#911 season 8 spoilers#helena diaz
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taking cole along is so fun you just have a strange and off-putting guy telling you things. and (almost) everyone loves him
#ghosts howling#i think shrike is really into spirits. being a spirit mage/necromancer and all both crafts relying on the use of spirits#though one more harmful toward them (according to cole) than the other. she loves cole though#this also surprisingly makes her pretty great buddies with solas yeah im talking to solas regularly i got over my petty grudge#seen a lot of new stuff with him. with heron i never even got his personal quest LOL or the scene where you talk to him in the fade#i did try to genuinely talk to him later on with her but maybe it was too late in the game for any of it to trigger#because i do like him. i can understand why he fascinates people he really radiates “i can fix him” or “i can be his silly rabbit”
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to put a long story short: at the end of ffxiv's base game, literally Directly before the beginning of its first expansion (heavensward), there is a series of quests and story arcs that eventually snowball into an hour-long cutscene in which the entire thing comes to a head in the literal worst way possible. like, "the hero's plans all go horribly wrong and several major characters die onscreen, with others going missing (presumed dead), eventually culminating in the player character being framed for the murder of the leader of a nation-state and being Literally Forced To Flee The Country" wrong.
heavensward leads directly on from this plotline. you arrive at the major location of the expansion in the midst of seeking asylum whilst being a wanted criminal everywhere else in the world right now. it's like. A Whole Thing. the game makes such a big deal out of it all. the fandom does as well. and for good reason!! it's a really good moment!!!!!!
and then roughly 1/3rds of the way into heavensward you find out that literally none of it mattered. nobody important actually died, no changes were actually made to the status quo, and nothing comes of being literally kicked out of the country for (what is implied to be) several in-universe weeks, if not months. None Of It Mattered. None.
TLDR; the bloody banquet is a major, exciting, and very infamous twist that seems like it's going to segway into a MAJOR upheaval of the status quo and some really intriguing ramifications for the story as a whole... and then heavensward does away with literally all of that and practically writes the entire thing off as a waste of time.
you may be able to see why i'm so salty about it.
#also worth noting that the nation-state leader (who's death was The one you were framed for)#was assassinated specifically because she was trying to reform her country's merchantile incredibly corrupt leadership system#into a more bearable democracy that would give voice to the people instead of the greedy scumbags currently in power#one of the members of the syndicate (a group of rich people who at this point have more power than the sultana- her)#tried to kill her bc. well. obviously reformation would mean they wouldnt be in control anymore.#and so her supposed death is the big crux of the bloody banquet#and then. THEN. heavensward goes OUT OF ITS WAY to reveal she is not only ALIVE AND PERFECTLY FINE#(she got drugged with the classic fantasy eternal sleep that looks like death medication)#but that her plan for reformation was ACTIVELY STUPID. she DOESN'T GET TO DO IT. NOTHING ABOUT THE STATE OF UL'DAH CHANGES#THE GAME JUST TELLS YOU BETTER GUYS ARE IN CHARGE NOW AND EXPECTS YOU TO BE FINE WITH THAT?#AS THOUGH THE ORIGINAL PLAN TO CHANGE THE SYSTEM ENTIRELY WAS THE FLAWED PART OF THIS EQUATION?#god. i hate it so much. if you're not gonna change the status quo at least have the balls to kill off a character for christ's sake#i can rant abt it all day. it's just such a travesty on every level#yin-thoughts#ffxiv#also for the record ''bloody banquet'' is a fan term. the whole thing isnt called anything in-universe iirc#it's just a catchy title for an infamous sequence wherein people die at a banquet. you know how it be#it's just. god. something about it is just so utterly vile. the game all but looks nanamo (and to some extent the player) in the eyes#and goes How Dare You Try And Change The System. You're Stupid For Thinking This Could Work.#it feels so disingenuous and mean spirited and now the entire thing just leaves the worst possible taste in my mouth#and it SUCKS. because the bloody banquet scene itself is INCREDIBLE. but the way the game handles it after it happens is just#so bad!! it's so bad!!!! aughhhh it's so so so so so bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!#the ffxiv writers are so in love with preserving the norm and so terrified of changing it up and/or killing off established characters#ive ranted abt it before and knowing myself i'll rant about it many a time again. it just sucks man#ffxiv crit
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it’s like the mere thought of autumn is all I need to cure all mental ailments & fill me with brief near unnatural enthusiasm & zest for life like a game show host rather than a human being. I just looked at the clock & realized I’ve been happily working on work stuff fully off the clock for hours & it’s like 10 o’clock at night accidentally lmao is it my fault if work stuff is researching autumn & Halloween themed cocktails & fun activities
#it’s like I’ve got a fresh wave of school spirit for work despite the bullshit & trust me. the bullshit is abundant#but I still have. so much fun making things fun for my residents & thinking about ideas#also I just sent my boss several work emails & I am on my second drink#maybe the tone is a little more enthusiastic & casual than usual & also I don’t usually send work emails into the night#but it’s stuff she will want to have like flyers I made & recipes & ideas we need! 😆#LMAOOO#rose.txt
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I have a really funny concept for an Azula reverse self ship (because I can't make a regular self insert work with her), and I'm trying to decide if it'd be funnier to make her a History RPF girlie or if the reason Zuko had to sit through Ember Island player's butchering Love Amongst the Dragons was because Azula had a massive crush on one of the characters and DEMANDED they went to see it every year.
#Reverse Selfship#Proship Selfship#Think thokin#Might make it an Azula X Reader if I can think about it long enough. For funsies#I now the reason they saw Love Amongst the Dragons so much was it was there's mom's favorite play#But I do also think it'd be cute if it was also Azula's favorite play but for different reasons#I'm thinking she liked the Villain of the story; So the dark water spirit#Which adds a fun layer to it as the Dark Water Spirit mask is the mask Zuko wears while being the Blue Spirit#There's also apparently an Earth Kingdom Opera with the Dark Water Spirit in it so maybe she was obsessed with that too#Thus why Iroh got her the Earth Kingdom doll when he broke through the wall at Ba Sing Se?#He thought she liked Earth Kingdom arts and what not#It's weird that he gets her the doll. He clearly knows his Niece just as well as his Nephew. I always thought that was weird.#Anyway.#This is a nothing post of my silly funny thoughts but I like it#I'm rambling more about one than the other because I JUST watched the Ember Island Players episode#So it's more in my head#But Azula reading of some amazing Firenation Non-Bender general or strategist#(because she seems to have an affection for non-benders)#in her history books and getting a big silly crush on him is ALSO incredibly funny to me#It was my first concept#Rolling them both around#BY THE WAY#If any real Azula selfshippers see this#You are 1000% free to steal this concept. I just think she's neat.
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Heard my mother's soul leave her body today when I called her to let her know that I'm now bleeding out of an orifice I shouldn't be bleeding out of while she was at the hospital with her boyfriend who was also bleeding out of an orifice he shouldn't be bleeding out of.
#for real you could hear her go from 'normal voice' to 'the spirit has exited the premises and the body is speedrunning 30 new anxieties'#she calmed down once she realised (a) I'm calm and (b) it's not particularly concerning#her bf's case was definitely concerning#dude was popping blood vessels due to extremely high blood pressure and the resulting stress made the blood pressure worse#he's okay now—got the vessels burnt shut#I'm popping blood vessels thanks to good ole piles#still losing more blood than I'd like to in the state I'm in
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of course the game couldn't go without making me nearly cry over g'raha in an expansion. it is inevitable.
what a sweet, tender soul he is. i want to protect this at all costs.
#ffxiv dawntrail#dawntrail#dawntrail spoilers#7.0 spoilers#g'raha tia#damn you game you're just bringing the brainrot back like i got hit by a freight train#but also god. ouch.#i want this side of g'raha explored now more than ever#this vulnerable side of him in this specific way - touching on the topic of those that have passed and wishing to see them again...#it's bittersweet in a sense. considering astra's lore she is surrounded by death like a miasma-#surrounded by the memories and the heartbreak that comes with loss - and so much of it#it's a wonder how it hasn't broken her spirit.
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The last true playable Zelda experience.
As someone who's first experience with The Legend of Zelda series was literally The Wand of Gamelon, finally everyone will believe me when I say there is a game that stars Zelda.
#loz#loz:eow#zelda#and listen I hear all y'all spirit track fans#but you have to be real you only played as zelda a portion of the time and she wasn't in her own body!#Hyrule Warriors got a more Zelda experience than the Spirit Track fans!#But no talk of the CDI fans#WHERE ARE YOU ALL AT#SERIOUSLY I CAN'T BE THE ONLY ONE#zelda's adventure is here because you also play as zelda#zelda cdi#wand of gamelon#zelda's adventure#sternennacht update#and I was serious about the post. No one believed me that there was a zelda game starring zelda growing up#loz: eow
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hmm..
I should revisit the Destiny Islands Clio piece at some point
#it’s something I started writing.. probably more than one year ago if I had to guess at this stage#as one of the hypothetical ways I could get clio to survive the end of KHUX#the premise is essentially that because clio becomes aria’s spirit the two are bound - if aria dies or falls to darkness so would clio#but because aria goes into the realm of darkness to escape the destruction of daybreak town.. time doesn’t pass properly in that realm#so even though clio is still in the realm of light - where thousands of years pass after the age of fairytales - she persists as herself#and I was writing a little piece about her ending up on the destiny islands as a bit of a fable/spirit folklore sort of entity#where people aren’t really sure if she exists or if she’s actually alive but pretty much everyone knows she’s benevolent#(it could become a bit tricky to interact with a small world of islanders as one when you’ve been rendered functionally immortal after all)#not really sure what made me think of it right this moment but.. I remembered liking how it was turning out (though it was a bit short)#so perhaps I’ll see how far I actually got with it#heart of the void#selfshipping#love: crown of clovers (clio)#with mentions of#selfship: of flowers unchained (clio/aria)#of hearts and friendship (kingdom hearts)
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Decided to draw some hypothetical employee id cards for my upper floor team captains <3
#keese draws#oc art#oc#lobotomy corporation#lob corp oc#the id numbers probably aren’t cannot accurate but idc I <3 making shit up#in particular I mostly just wanted something to help me keep track of approximately when I made them during my play through beyond just#the order I made them so the first number basically just represents which day 1 cycle I got them in#which I don’t showcase here very well since most of my captains are from my first run through lol#and by most I mean there’s literally only one of them who isn’t#but yeah I haven’t drawn any of these guys but juliet before so the other three are a smidge wonky#and by that I mostly mean loki who I accidentally made look teeny tiny#he’s like 5’5 he’s not supposed to be built like an atom#anyways these guys are probably the most competent of my team captains even if they’re all shitty bosses in their own ways#juliet has unreasonably high expectations for those who work under her and she has some toxic positivity shit going on#loki is actually low key kind of a chill boss once you’ve proven your worth to him but it takes a Lot to do so#daniel is also toxic positivity but in less of a threatening way and more of a pure plastic way#and maxim is dating a woman who just lovesssss torturing and traumatizing ppl and picking apart their brains <3#maxim unfortunately is kind of winning the worst person of the four award due to that but in my heart that title should be juliet’s#juliet has a Lot of power and Will abuse it to get what she wants#and maxim rarely actually directly harms anyone in any way but she is completely fine with her girlfriend doing so#and by completely fine I mean that’s part of the appeal to her so maxim isn’t beating the allegations 😔#well ok it’s not yuri hurting ppl that adds to maxim’s adorstion for her directly#it’s the fact that yuri can still be passionate about the people around her and what happens to them despite everything#maxim has a lot of self loathing so from her perspective the fact that yuri is able to be so passionate about the suffering of others is#leagues better than the emptiness she feels at the suffering around her#yuri herself also adores maxim and actually does show her legitimate compassion that uh cough. she doesn’t show anyone else.#they may not be doomed toxic yuri but they do doom those around them so they have the spirit#anyways no I don’t have favorite children why do you ask#lobotomy corporation oc
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