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Wait you have a dog?!?!!? Any chance of pictures?
BEHOLD. THE SNOOTLE.
#she's everything to me ;v;#my bestest buddy#she was a rescue and is made of every kind of dog ever#GET A LOAD OF THAT DOG#sorry the quality is so bad#im. not good at#camera
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I think one of the biggest tragedies of Laios & Falin and their relationship is how much his actions impact her life. But like. Specifically how much they WOULDN’T impact her life as much if they weren’t both stuck in such a shitty abusive situation.
This part of the Falin-tries-makeup daydream hour comic is what got me thinking about it again because truly it just... it seems like such a like an offhand comment that I'm sure Laios didn't mean to be cruel or anything. That's just like. A little kid not thinking about what they are saying. ESPECIALLY when the kid in question is Laios.
But man they depended on each other SO much as kids. Too much. It really feels like they didn't have any other source of positive reinforcement, or anyone else to share themselves with. So of course an offhand comment like that has a huge impact on Falin.
Or this little bit from one of the flashbacks:
This tears me apart. Do you think it tears him apart to think about? I think it does. I think Laios holds every small failure to care for Falin against himself.
And then there's the Bigger stuff. The way that him coping with his own trauma ended up impacting her.
Like his interest in monsters. Like him going to find a ghost, and accidentally revealing Falin's magic to the whole village in the process.
Like him needing to leave. And leaving her behind.
He shaped her life so much, and he carries so much guilt for it. And again, there should have been other people there to help. The same things that made Laios need to leave home are the things that made his leaving so hard on Falin. She ate alone after that. She shouldn't have had to eat alone just because Laios wasn't there.
She was 9 when he left for school, and he was 11.
Nine. And Laios feels like he failed her because he didn't stand by her through this better. As an eleven year old.
Both of these kids deserved so much better from the world.
#dunmeshi analysis#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#falin touden#laios touden#dungeon meshi spoilers#AND this isn't even getting into her leaving the academy & how much it seems like that was directly tied to how poorly he was doing#there's a comic in the adventurer's bible where marcille is like 'yeah she had a job lined up and everything'#and like. do you think he feels bad for that too#like he wrecked her life by leaving#and wrecked her life by showing up#what do you even do at that point. if you feel like a failed protector when you are away & and a burden when you return#unable to make yourself accept. unable to make yourself resist#Laios strongest moment is when he lets himself accept that. the contradiction of his life & his relationship with Falin#that he has to kill her to save her#as a small note this came out a little more focused on Laios' POV with this stuff but Falin's experience of it is v important to me too#didn't mean to sideline her but her feelings about stuff are more speculative and probably need a post of their own
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Batch 2 of commissions finished! They were all really fun to do :D Thank you again to those who comm'd me! o)-(
(Technically there were 3, but the third isn't a mech thingy so I'd rather just post the mech ones here)
#btw I might keep the next batch to only b&w lined comms? Or only open 2 slots instead bc this month might get a bit busy for me :'D#fun fact: for the Starscream one I did the lighting for everything with one hand bc my other hand was preoccupied with petting a dog for#2 hours straight- lovely pupper but man can she demand pets ;v;; no regrets tho#transformers#maccadams#maccadam#mtmte#lost light#tfp#transformers prime#brainstorm#tfp starscream#starscream#transformers fanart#finished commission#oh ya finally swapped my signature lol- old one was kinda hard for me to write consistently#frootertooter archive
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u know wot im gonna talk about attack the block. its a movie made cause the director was fed up of seeing 'hoodie horror' and charecters like Moses[played by John Boyega in his first acting credit], black kids who got involved in bad stuff/expelled from school beeing shorthand for 'pure evil'
he went around interviewing kids to get the language right and meet people like moses. heres the full quote: "We did find some who were quite similar to Moses, who’d been excluded from school or got involved with bad stuff. And they’re not monsters. They’re very empathic, and when you spend a bit of time with them they’re normal and sweet, enthusiastic and bright. But they’ve just been cornered a bit by life, and I think that often the way they’re portrayed doesn’t help with that. Culturally, it makes the problem worse, not better." from an artical in the list
its fun its heartbreking its political its alien designs are awsome and it shows people and community with love that are so often treated like shit when portrayed.
#the opening 5 min is a bit tough to get thru now im older like any other movie and it would be treated v differntly [they mug a white woman]#but the later “if we knew you were on our block we wouldnt have mugged you” is just amazing and makes me homesick#unfortunatly its not on any major straming sites#<- pirates everything anyway#“aw man shes a nurse they dont get paid nothing”<- so fucking true#always got the two pyromainiaks <- was one of em#damn the sheer love i have for this film is of the charts#attack the block
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This is an announcement and a promise: if you are a bad nurse, I am coming for you. If you are rude and judgemental to patients, deny them basic human decency you will face my wrath. If you take shit care of them, think you know better than not only the patients and your coworkers but the whole medical team then you cannot hide from me. I will find you and I will go toe to toe with you bc even the worst human alive deserves care and respect and I will beat that lesson into you and maybe make you grow a heart.
#adventures in nursing#to be deleted#personal#Im raging yall#absolute shit night shift with a shit nurse who did unsafe Callous care to a patient#she purposefully neglected him and I didnt realize til several hours in#US healthcare is inherently predatory and threatens our most vulnerable#it is our job as nurses to provide the best care to Everyone and to do our best to get them better#And I mean e v e r y o n e: the complex the homeless the assholes the ones with no money family connections#we take an oath to treat everyone with kindness respect and dignity#if you're a dick yeah I may complain about you to the other nurses to cope but I will still do everything to help you#I'm enraged I've let my manager know and absolutely screamed at another nurse who blessedly let me call her at 8am on her day off#i want her the fuck off my unit and i dont want her involved in healthcare anywhere but I cant help that#I did my best to care for the patient she abandoned but i will take ownership for not intervening sooner#and I will carry this rage in my heart and do my best to once again foster an enviornment of spiteful love on my unit#we love when it is hard when it is unwanted when it is neccesary bc it is my job to care when no one else does#god idk how much longer I can do this Im so burned out
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nonhuman burr, washington, and eliza!!!
#okay yes proportions r funky ignore that please its design explaining time#burr has a squirrel tail bc he reminds me of the squirrels on the road when ur driving towards them and they panic. not really#i thought itd be funny. he has a deer nose and when he was younger had had those fawn spots on his cheeks. v cute#he also is like stony around his joints. uhm. bc he's grounded and unchanging and it just fits yknow#and then he has the horns that form a halo. he got that from his grandfather.#okay now washington isnt just eagle wings i promise he just hides everything else bc of some leadership physiological thing#he probably has some tree shit going on. maybe a dog idk yet#if yall have ideas let me know#okay so eliza !!!!!!! i wanted to give her wings from the very beginning so here you go#(does alexander have a thing for wings..... idk you'll have to wait and see my maria design /hj)#uhm horns and flowers/plants bc i felt like it???#she has lightning down her back btw. and a feather tail. cant see it bc dress#and she also has those orbs around her. for fun. its like those spirit lights you see in ghost/alien footage#i added the lightning bc of her personality from what i can tell.#amrev#amrev au#elizabeth hamilton#elizabeth schuyler#eliza schuyler#guys which one do i use she has a lot of tags#aaron burr#aaron burr fanart#george washington#george washington fanart#.... is that not a popular tag#anyway#amrev fanart#digital art#art#if youve read this far comment “i love eliza's flowerrr�� or something similar.
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Consent is dead in Paradise
+ me and Aria’s favorite guy so far
#THIS WAS LITERALLY AFTER ME AND ARIA MADE A BIT ABOUT HOW HERO NEVER GETS A SAY IN ANYTHING/PARTNER DECIDES EVERYTHING#also she called the V-waves ‘Microplastics in my lungs’ so that was glorious#pmd gti playthrough
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maybe this is just because it feels like a metaphor for how tlovm uses vex in general (and i could write an essay about it and have and will again) but something that i both understand tlovm choosing to do and deeply hate as a choice they made is vex no longer being the one to break thordak’s crystal even though vax was still the one to kill him. especially since the show was very explicit about thordak being responsible for killing the twins’ mother and also set it up as a sort of avenging of percy, it felt tonally weird to literally just have vex hanging out in the background for both the crystal breaking and him being killed. it’s fine (deeply upset voice) i understand that adjustments to pike’s vestige made this make sense for the plot but. glad to have vex continue to be a witness in tlovm moments that in the campaign her agency in were delicious character moments. it’s fine.
#cr team respectfully i think you need to think more about the consequences of your Cool Action Choices#on your central characters’ agency and growth#particularly when they are women whose names start with k and v#i think pike does better because there is the extra attention of How To Fit Her In The Story#but for every great moment of character reinterpretation of vex and keyleth there are about five where i’m like.#these characters are animation tradition pilled and not in the fun adventurous way i mean in the#medium that got away with treating women as objects in much more extreme ways for longer way. where i think the echoes are harder to extract#from common tropes and shit that aren’t exactly harmful but do take keyleth and vex. both characters who fit well into archetypes#but who are interesting because of how they subvert them pretty consistently#and instead just have them subvert them on occasion and we’re left with just. innocent flower who occasionally has rage#can’t kill vorugal on her own. can’t crack thordaks gem. why is she there (i said tired and sad for other reasons) i’m being hyperbolic#and cold and charismatic woman (now . trope identical mourning widow 👍) who occasionally is given depth (typically in romantic context)#which sure great. yay action sequence yay npc backstories and motivations. could i get a slice of the time and effort percy and scanlan get#to trace their arcs through everything they do#with keyleth and vex. please. Please#to be clear. this isn’t like. i think the characters are being targeted (certainly don’t think the cast doesn’t have a say either)#this is me saying i think the say they have/choices they’ve made aren’t very compelling ones#tlovm spoilers#vex’ahlia#tlovm
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Hello, hello! I don't remember how long it's been but have a doodle of these two. I still have so much fondness for them :>
But yeah! If by chance you want to know what I'm up to these days you'll have better luck following my main art blog, although I don't post about ducks there (sadly XD)
In any case, I hope you have a nice day~
#this picture is meant to be taken after they got their new boat ^v^#my art#Fethry Duck#Moby Duck#disney ducks#Bay Stories#*lies down* i wish i had the energy and could draw fast enough to draw everything i want to draw but that's not possible#and sadly that means no ducks except on very rare occasions :'(#i mostly post OC art nowadays but i do have a sailor character! except she's a little cat#but she's very cute too#tho i 100% get it if you don't wish to follow me for that. that's why i made a separate sideblog for the ducks after all!#just thought i'd say a little something
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if you're doing character opinion bingo, i would love to know your opinions on noelle and susie :]
Okay so first noelle cause I looovvveeeee her. Her vibes are just immaculate. kid who was on the internet from way too young and got really into args ans horror games despite being afraid of them and has mommy issues and is gay and has a strained relationship with her childhood friend and she's got the whole Christmas theme Goin on with angels and all that jazz and she's got gifted kid syndrome and she has a missing sister and she's living (?) In the exact sort of video game she would have obsessed over as a kid and ugh there's just so much I like about her.. top one being that I really think the snowgrave route is supposed to mirror what we do with chara In no mercy (I went this long without mentioning them I should get points for that)
She's right behind queen as my favorite deltarune character. I also just love her relationship with Rudy it reminds me of me and my own dad, and when he dies, I will be inconsolable. (I do think he's dying 100%. That man was made in a lab to die tragically) If we go with the theory that the game deltarune asriel was making is actually undertale then I hc she playtested it for him :)
I have less big thoughts about Susie but she is still the beloved. (I have to replay my deltarune save b4 chapters 3& 4 come put because I forgot to warn the first enemy we fight w her lmao) the main thing I keep coming back to with her is how she feels like a typical Shonen protag (Naruto, and luffy for example) in contrast with Kris's silent rpg hero thing they got going on. She has the biggest change from chapter 1 to 2, she does what she thinks is right (not what she's told), she's the main source of humor in the fun gang, and while there's romantic undertones with all of Kris's relationships, susie is the most liked and likes everyone else equally if we go off of their tea stats. (she has the same results for everyone else's tea except her own! ). I think she's really similar to undyne and I'm calling it now the final fight in the game is going to be us (controlling kris) vs her and all of kris friends (except for ralsei...I don't know whether ralsei would be on our side or Susie's..) in an effort to save Kris from us.
I also just love her scene with toriel at the end of chapter two and the scene where she tells noelle she's dreaming. Ralsei may be the fluffy boy but istg susie is the emotional core of the game, she may be down to clown and kind of a murder hobo but by god does she love her friends. Also she has a tail that wags when she's happy and that gives her a million billion points for ever and ever.
#character opinion game#utdr#noelle holiday#noelle deltarune#susie deltarune#susie dr#deltarune susie#noelle & susie#tldr: i love them both alot noelle more but ill be happy with whatever toby does with susie#toby fox is sooo good at making yuri. if he was in mlp i think it might even be his cutiemark.#i dont really have much to add about either that other people havent already said before lol#i want susie and noelle to go on a v cute mall date where they eat mall food and susie gets to go inside a hot topic. noelle can look at#funko pops but i want susie to wear all the cringe gamer tees she can find. i want noelle to blush and stammer because susie is wearing a “i#paused by game to be here“ t-shirt with the controller and everything. they are like twidash to me.
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sirius black loved The Rocky Horror Picture Show. i don't make the rules. he loved it at a late muggle film night, as soon as the lips came on screen and started singing Science Fiction/Double Feature, and he loved it when he walked out of the theater, gushing about Dr. Frank N Furter's magnificent outfits.
he wanted to dress up as him for halloween the first chance he got, and if you want to make this depressing, you can think that the halloween he was planning on dressing up was 1981, and everyone was going as someone
#lily also loved Rocky Horror#she did the V on Sirius' forehead and everything#the marauders#harry potter#sirius black#james potter#lily evans#peter pettigrew#remus lupin#science fiction/double feature#i love that song so much#rocky horror picture show#it's my life goal to see a live showing#of rocky horror#so many gay people in one room#sometimes i forget that there's people like me out there#yk#gay people#but i think going to one of those shows#i'd never forget again#SCIENCEEE FICTIOOONNNN#DOOOUBLE FEAAATUREEEE
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insert 500 heart eye emojis
#she is everything to me#thinking ab writing out some actual lore for her to flesh her out more#we’ll see#cyberpunk 2077#cp2077#cyberpunk oc#fem v#nomad v#oc: neve
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I just rewatched the first ep of c3 cause of reasons and I need to know if Laura decided that Imogen was going to be in love with Laudna from the start.
I want to know when, how, why… was it pre-campaign, was there a moment throughout? when did it happen and when did imogen realize… cause, let’s be real. This was imogen heart-eyes temult on the literal first episode of the campaign:
Like, can you BE any more infatuated with your best friend who's also been your bedmate for two years and ongoin, that happens to have musical thoughts (opposed to everyone else's noise that hurts you) and that you chose to run away with cause she made you feel peace for the first time after a very long time?
I think not.
#i need to know when did it click for imogen and when did it click for laura#like when was the choice made#i want to know everything#i feel like eve on the ke s1 finale when she tells v how she's fully obsessed with her#that's me with imodna#I want to know it all#also this is me wanting an origins imodna story graphic novel or maybe when they animate the thing but preferably both#i'm of course also interested in Laudna but i feel like that's a bit more complex#with imogen it's so freaking clear throughout the entire thing#imodna#critical role#c3#campaign 3#bells hells#imogen temult#laudna
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#so anyway i’m on a train and this is my quick recap#of what i’ve been up to the last year#firstly i found out i have adhd because i was so burnt out and anxious i was sent to the hospital with a suspected heart attack lol#which they’re currently looking into to see if i have any heart problems or just anxiety 24/7 🙃#either way it’s been a great explanation for why i find everything so difficult everyday when i didn’t even know i was finding it hard 😐#my mum also almost died which was very much not fun and a little traumatising#i also can’t remember if i mentioned this before i disappeared (i must have) but i bought my own flat here in london which was my lifes goal#and i’ve spent the last like 8 months renovating to my own taste#it’s been a crazy and overwhelming experience doing all#of this by myself#but nether the less she persisted !!!!#and i’m finally in!!!#living alone? would highly recommend#and lastly this genocide has broken my heart completely and disrupted my ability to enjoy a lot of things and was why i wouldn’t bring#myself to come on here and talk about things that really didn’t matter in comparison#i have a friend directly effected and i feel v personally effected as someone who is west asian/muslim#so yeah it’s been difficult#and then the liam news hit me like a truck#it’s just been a Time#and the months slipped away from me like water#the only good thing that’s happened i guess is that i discovered sleep token this year and they immediately became my favourite band#i’m seeing them next month and have had them on repeat non stop#so apologies in advance for turning into a sleep token blog lol
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We've always seen Lizzy with curls but her hair is actually straight.
My question aims at who curled her hair while she was with r!Ciel? And dress her up and stuff? Probably she had to do all that by herself? That's why she's not wearing fancy dresses but pajamas?
I know it's stupid but I have so many questions. We know there's a butler among the stars but I don't think that's the answer. Am I complicating the lore for nothing?
#lets say she did everything by herself?#i mean that's the obvious answer#buh mmmm#if someone wants to share a weird theory this is your moment#tell me im crazy pls :'v#this is pointless#butttt#it's weeeirddddd#welp#elizabeth midford
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actually so evil how much of hal's internal world gets obliterated with the rewriting of his relationships with jessica and martin.
#hal jordan#empyrean posting#ok going in the tags because im not actually v confident in my understanding of his character. i read all of his 80s/90s stuff but forgot#90% of it but ANYWAY.#so much of him just does not make sense with how geoff johns characterises him and his relationships with his parents particularly the#parallax stuff simply because of how much his relationship with the guardians and their apathy/'betrayal' is influenced by hal's original#relationship with his dad. like at its heart it's pretty much the same dynamic in how hal blindly trusts and sort of idolises the guardians#despite their repeated infractions in hope of... something in return just as he had with his father and the abuse he suffered at martin's#hands. that's what makes his anger at the guardians make sense when it does show itself because the relationship parallel didn't stop there.#as with martin hal gets nothing for his devotion. he gets nothing for doing everything that's asked of him and more and it ends the same way#too: with a man in the sky burning like a newborn star. and you lose so much of that nuance and intrigue behind that if you just make#jessica the 'bad one' because!!! you cheapen it!!!!#the whole idea of hal is that he has his father's face but his mother's scars#(to me). in the sense that they both reacted to martin the same way with that cognisance of who he was as a man yet inability to pull away#because... love. both the love they had for him and the conviction that he did or could love them too. and jessica arguably did eventually#but also she didnt did she? because she held onto that notion of love till the very end. the few scraps she had she ballooned outwards until#they became the whole. but hal didnt have even that and he spent his whole life chasing it & running away from wanting it at the same time#like i think there's something so interesting to the fact that he had to be convinced that flying was what he wanted to do. how much of that#was touched by his father? the fear that he was already too much like him than he could bear to be? he already had his face now he had his#dreams and longing for the sky. how much more could he have before he began repeating the cycle?#and at the end he even had his father's death. burning in the clouds. like there's so much there and that's not even touching on how it#impacts his relationships with other heroes. not just in the sense of why did kyle clark and diana get to keep their close yet complex#relationships with their moms when hal had to lose his (although yeah why did they) but also just how he lets himself come across to them.#because it's on purpose right? that he lets them think his reflection of his father is born out of unadulterated love for a man worthy of it#? he has his father's job he wears his father's jacket he smiles his father's smile. what else are they supposed to think.#and isnt that interesting!!! that this man who is so committed to being good & just can lie so casually to people he thinks of as friends!!!#can you see how that might be his mother through and through!!! in how she might have glossed over the abuse to other people and herself!!!#can you see how in spite of it all he might want to be perceived as his father that paragon of masculinity and resent that he is not!!!#do you understand how everything he loves has been poisoned!!! im thinking of that scene where he tells bruce about watching martin die &#wouldnt it have been so much more interesting through this lens. how he is both revealing & obfuscating at once. i hate the change sm
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