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Wait you have a dog?!?!!? Any chance of pictures?
BEHOLD. THE SNOOTLE.






#she's everything to me ;v;#my bestest buddy#she was a rescue and is made of every kind of dog ever#GET A LOAD OF THAT DOG#sorry the quality is so bad#im. not good at#camera
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I think one of the biggest tragedies of Laios & Falin and their relationship is how much his actions impact her life. But like. Specifically how much they WOULDN’T impact her life as much if they weren’t both stuck in such a shitty abusive situation.
This part of the Falin-tries-makeup daydream hour comic is what got me thinking about it again because truly it just... it seems like such a like an offhand comment that I'm sure Laios didn't mean to be cruel or anything. That's just like. A little kid not thinking about what they are saying. ESPECIALLY when the kid in question is Laios.
But man they depended on each other SO much as kids. Too much. It really feels like they didn't have any other source of positive reinforcement, or anyone else to share themselves with. So of course an offhand comment like that has a huge impact on Falin.
Or this little bit from one of the flashbacks:
This tears me apart. Do you think it tears him apart to think about? I think it does. I think Laios holds every small failure to care for Falin against himself.
And then there's the Bigger stuff. The way that him coping with his own trauma ended up impacting her.
Like his interest in monsters. Like him going to find a ghost, and accidentally revealing Falin's magic to the whole village in the process.
Like him needing to leave. And leaving her behind.
He shaped her life so much, and he carries so much guilt for it. And again, there should have been other people there to help. The same things that made Laios need to leave home are the things that made his leaving so hard on Falin. She ate alone after that. She shouldn't have had to eat alone just because Laios wasn't there.
She was 9 when he left for school, and he was 11.
Nine. And Laios feels like he failed her because he didn't stand by her through this better. As an eleven year old.
Both of these kids deserved so much better from the world.
#dunmeshi analysis#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#falin touden#laios touden#dungeon meshi spoilers#AND this isn't even getting into her leaving the academy & how much it seems like that was directly tied to how poorly he was doing#there's a comic in the adventurer's bible where marcille is like 'yeah she had a job lined up and everything'#and like. do you think he feels bad for that too#like he wrecked her life by leaving#and wrecked her life by showing up#what do you even do at that point. if you feel like a failed protector when you are away & and a burden when you return#unable to make yourself accept. unable to make yourself resist#Laios strongest moment is when he lets himself accept that. the contradiction of his life & his relationship with Falin#that he has to kill her to save her#as a small note this came out a little more focused on Laios' POV with this stuff but Falin's experience of it is v important to me too#didn't mean to sideline her but her feelings about stuff are more speculative and probably need a post of their own
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Batch 2 of commissions finished! They were all really fun to do :D Thank you again to those who comm'd me! o)-(
(Technically there were 3, but the third isn't a mech thingy so I'd rather just post the mech ones here)
#btw I might keep the next batch to only b&w lined comms? Or only open 2 slots instead bc this month might get a bit busy for me :'D#fun fact: for the Starscream one I did the lighting for everything with one hand bc my other hand was preoccupied with petting a dog for#2 hours straight- lovely pupper but man can she demand pets ;v;; no regrets tho#transformers#maccadams#maccadam#mtmte#lost light#tfp#transformers prime#brainstorm#tfp starscream#starscream#transformers fanart#finished commission#oh ya finally swapped my signature lol- old one was kinda hard for me to write consistently#frootertooter archive
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spreads hands across the table. alright here's the scheme: my best friend is a staunch philza main (as I also was 5 years ago) and has been meaning to get into hermitcraft & life series creators.
i am debating making a rendog powerpoint to slowly persuade them to watch him (and some other hermits aside from the most popular creators) either way,,, but do I ALSO pull out the red string corkboard to dissect the themes of renchanting across the entirety of life series? and if so how far down the corkboard do I dare cross. do I show them the Yearning
#mainly bc the second we get into their interactions outside of life series it might be a bit Much for the faint of heart#“joy machine” “miss you martyn. if you're still here” “marteeeen” JUST TO NAME A FEW . that dog is deranged and needs roleplay as enrichmen#THE BURNING BOX. the fiasco of fantasy smp slash never crossing paths. EVERYTHING about rats smp.#is this too insane. mayhaps#i'm mainly saying this because I plan to eventually put the slides on tumblr. i have many thoughts. this is mildly amusing to me#also showing them falsesymmetry my beloved. just wanted to say this because she is the best. thank you v much#taking suggestions from only people as mental as I#rendog#renchanting#also#treebark#I guess :// but it's not about just that it's about the SYMBOLISM. do u get me. gestures frantically. I am looking in a mirror#if u see this on tumblr normally and not by lurking on my blog like a normal person shhhhhhh . these main tags aren't for u#I simply must sort my Post Collection the way I would hunch over buttons and place them into tins. tagging is My enrichment#stel rambles
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#Logan Johannisen#Australian Survivor Brains v Brawn II#survivoredit#*#AUS10E06#she's actually everything to me
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nonhuman burr, washington, and eliza!!!
#okay yes proportions r funky ignore that please its design explaining time#burr has a squirrel tail bc he reminds me of the squirrels on the road when ur driving towards them and they panic. not really#i thought itd be funny. he has a deer nose and when he was younger had had those fawn spots on his cheeks. v cute#he also is like stony around his joints. uhm. bc he's grounded and unchanging and it just fits yknow#and then he has the horns that form a halo. he got that from his grandfather.#okay now washington isnt just eagle wings i promise he just hides everything else bc of some leadership physiological thing#he probably has some tree shit going on. maybe a dog idk yet#if yall have ideas let me know#okay so eliza !!!!!!! i wanted to give her wings from the very beginning so here you go#(does alexander have a thing for wings..... idk you'll have to wait and see my maria design /hj)#uhm horns and flowers/plants bc i felt like it???#she has lightning down her back btw. and a feather tail. cant see it bc dress#and she also has those orbs around her. for fun. its like those spirit lights you see in ghost/alien footage#i added the lightning bc of her personality from what i can tell.#amrev#amrev au#elizabeth hamilton#elizabeth schuyler#eliza schuyler#guys which one do i use she has a lot of tags#aaron burr#aaron burr fanart#george washington#george washington fanart#.... is that not a popular tag#anyway#amrev fanart#digital art#art#if youve read this far comment “i love eliza's flowerrr” or something similar.
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This is an announcement and a promise: if you are a bad nurse, I am coming for you. If you are rude and judgemental to patients, deny them basic human decency you will face my wrath. If you take shit care of them, think you know better than not only the patients and your coworkers but the whole medical team then you cannot hide from me. I will find you and I will go toe to toe with you bc even the worst human alive deserves care and respect and I will beat that lesson into you and maybe make you grow a heart.
#adventures in nursing#to be deleted#personal#Im raging yall#absolute shit night shift with a shit nurse who did unsafe Callous care to a patient#she purposefully neglected him and I didnt realize til several hours in#US healthcare is inherently predatory and threatens our most vulnerable#it is our job as nurses to provide the best care to Everyone and to do our best to get them better#And I mean e v e r y o n e: the complex the homeless the assholes the ones with no money family connections#we take an oath to treat everyone with kindness respect and dignity#if you're a dick yeah I may complain about you to the other nurses to cope but I will still do everything to help you#I'm enraged I've let my manager know and absolutely screamed at another nurse who blessedly let me call her at 8am on her day off#i want her the fuck off my unit and i dont want her involved in healthcare anywhere but I cant help that#I did my best to care for the patient she abandoned but i will take ownership for not intervening sooner#and I will carry this rage in my heart and do my best to once again foster an enviornment of spiteful love on my unit#we love when it is hard when it is unwanted when it is neccesary bc it is my job to care when no one else does#god idk how much longer I can do this Im so burned out
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Consent is dead in Paradise



+ me and Aria’s favorite guy so far
#THIS WAS LITERALLY AFTER ME AND ARIA MADE A BIT ABOUT HOW HERO NEVER GETS A SAY IN ANYTHING/PARTNER DECIDES EVERYTHING#also she called the V-waves ‘Microplastics in my lungs’ so that was glorious#pmd gti playthrough
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i know the red queen tv show is now less likely to happen than katy perry going to space BUT if it DOES happen i think they should pull a rhaenicent and make elara and coriane have a failed tragic homoerotic friendship before becoming "rivals". nevermind what actually happens in the books. i think that would save me actually
#i've been rewatching hotd recently and imagining many rhaenicent scenes with them and oh. OH.#the idea of them becoming friends bc of Elara approaching Coriane first like she does in canon and growing v close to each other throughout#the years. and maybe Elara can be close to Julian and Sarah at first too bc Coriane wants her to meet her brother/bsf. idgaf#and then Tiberias starts showing interest in Coriane and it's kinda awkward bc Coriane already has a homoerotic friendship with Elara :/#and for a reallyyy short time Elara (who i imagine falls for Coriane first and harder. kinda like Alicent for Rhaenyra lol) pretends to be#okay with Coriane and Tiberias being together. for the sake of her friend's happiness (and bc of comphet too tbh)#and i imagine the three of them being friends for a really short while (like Mare and Cal and Maven were in RQ1 before the romance)#BUT then Tiberias proposes to Coriane and everything changes. and Elara and Coriane have the biggest fallout (Coriane thinks it's because#Elara was after Tiberias as well. and because she too wants to marry the Calore heir (which to some extent is true- i imagine Elara's famil#has been pressuring her to get closer to Tiberias/intefere between her and Coriane for a long while. and Coriane marrying him has spoiled#their plan). and that's what we see in Queen's Song. Coriane being worried about Elara after marrying Tiberias. except Coriane was never#really angry at Elara. she is as wary about her as we see in QS bc of Elara being more and more distant towards her/pushing Coriane away#over time. and despite what's “canon” i like to imagine Elara as a character similar to Alicent - forced to push her only friend away in#hopes to marry the man her family wants her to marry. so much so that Elara (like Maven. like every Merandus before her) gives in to what#she thinks is her duty to her House. and does exactly as they wish. “killing” Coriane and marrying Tiberias.#can you imagine how much more tragic hers (and Coriane's) character would be. burning her best friend's old diary. plotting against her bes#friend's brother and torturing Sarah as well. resenting her best friend's son - her stepson -. turning her own son against Coriane and neve#letting him know about hoe close they once were. regretting what she did every day of her life but not willing to give up her crown - the#one thing she sacrificed her entire life for. the one thing she sacrificed her best friend for#do you even CONCEIVE the level of angst. do you even GET it#i know the rq tv show probably will never happen but if it happens can VA please do this ^ . for me. for my sanity#IN FACT. idk whete i was it but I read somewhere that IF they did make the show Elara's character would be changed a bit (confirmed by VA)#i live in delusion but idgaf. a boy can hope🙏🙏#red queen series#red queen#elara merandus#coriane jacos#coriara#🫀
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No offense to ppl who actually like fourth wing but it sound like a rough draft or bullet point for a book strung together. I don’t get why ppl were frothing at the mouth over this book
#may delete later#and maybe it’s not for me to get#to each their own#thank you so much readsbyrachel for reading so I didn’t have too#anti fourth wing#the amount of time violet says ‘my scalp prickles’ what does that even mean rebecca#it seem so under developed like why beside her sister telling her xaden going to kill her does she believe when he has done nothing to her#or to show her that he wants to kill her#why is the other dude in the love v so pathetic and not like a good grovel-ly pathetic#he’s just there to annoy us#why did this even need a love triangle not everything does#if she had spent less to try to convince us that this triangle was actually a thing she could’ve developed xaden and violet-#from misconception to acquaintances to mutual liking to awkward unlikely alliances#this isn’t enemies to lovers this is insta love solely on the fact that violet instantly liked him and wouldn’t stop being a creep#and thinking about him even when the next sentence is about how her mom kill his dad or how his family is responsible for her brothers death#anti rebecca yarros
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Hello, hello! I don't remember how long it's been but have a doodle of these two. I still have so much fondness for them :>
But yeah! If by chance you want to know what I'm up to these days you'll have better luck following my main art blog, although I don't post about ducks there (sadly XD)
In any case, I hope you have a nice day~
#this picture is meant to be taken after they got their new boat ^v^#my art#Fethry Duck#Moby Duck#disney ducks#Bay Stories#*lies down* i wish i had the energy and could draw fast enough to draw everything i want to draw but that's not possible#and sadly that means no ducks except on very rare occasions :'(#i mostly post OC art nowadays but i do have a sailor character! except she's a little cat#but she's very cute too#tho i 100% get it if you don't wish to follow me for that. that's why i made a separate sideblog for the ducks after all!#just thought i'd say a little something
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Okay, but why the fuck isn't he being prioritized?
#[ WELP thank you so much for your patience with me guys !! ]#[ social spoons are v low atm so ims and discord is taking forever to get to fjfjfj ]#[ also RIP MY WRITING GOAL ]#[ more and more stuff keeps getting added to my schedule ]#[ tomorrow an interior designer is visiting to guide us on how to style our home for sales add photos ]#[ I JUST KNOW SHE IS GONNA TELL ME TO PAINT OVER MY FUN COLOURED WALLS ]#[ everything has to be white or muted colours when you sell your house t-t ]#[ heading to volleyball practice now ]#[ CANNOT SKIP gotta make progress!! ]#[ the team i have joined now is a low division team so finally i can play in matches u v u !!! ]#[ super excited SO GOTTA PRACTICE ]#[ all in all i just don't have time to sit down and write much atm ]#[ thank you for continuing to be patient with me! t-t means a lot! ]#[ RAMBLE OVER ]#[ hope you're all doing really good!! ]#despair for me. ╱ in character.
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if you're doing character opinion bingo, i would love to know your opinions on noelle and susie :]
Okay so first noelle cause I looovvveeeee her. Her vibes are just immaculate. kid who was on the internet from way too young and got really into args ans horror games despite being afraid of them and has mommy issues and is gay and has a strained relationship with her childhood friend and she's got the whole Christmas theme Goin on with angels and all that jazz and she's got gifted kid syndrome and she has a missing sister and she's living (?) In the exact sort of video game she would have obsessed over as a kid and ugh there's just so much I like about her.. top one being that I really think the snowgrave route is supposed to mirror what we do with chara In no mercy (I went this long without mentioning them I should get points for that)
She's right behind queen as my favorite deltarune character. I also just love her relationship with Rudy it reminds me of me and my own dad, and when he dies, I will be inconsolable. (I do think he's dying 100%. That man was made in a lab to die tragically) If we go with the theory that the game deltarune asriel was making is actually undertale then I hc she playtested it for him :)

I have less big thoughts about Susie but she is still the beloved. (I have to replay my deltarune save b4 chapters 3& 4 come put because I forgot to warn the first enemy we fight w her lmao) the main thing I keep coming back to with her is how she feels like a typical Shonen protag (Naruto, and luffy for example) in contrast with Kris's silent rpg hero thing they got going on. She has the biggest change from chapter 1 to 2, she does what she thinks is right (not what she's told), she's the main source of humor in the fun gang, and while there's romantic undertones with all of Kris's relationships, susie is the most liked and likes everyone else equally if we go off of their tea stats. (she has the same results for everyone else's tea except her own! ). I think she's really similar to undyne and I'm calling it now the final fight in the game is going to be us (controlling kris) vs her and all of kris friends (except for ralsei...I don't know whether ralsei would be on our side or Susie's..) in an effort to save Kris from us.
I also just love her scene with toriel at the end of chapter two and the scene where she tells noelle she's dreaming. Ralsei may be the fluffy boy but istg susie is the emotional core of the game, she may be down to clown and kind of a murder hobo but by god does she love her friends. Also she has a tail that wags when she's happy and that gives her a million billion points for ever and ever.



#character opinion game#utdr#noelle holiday#noelle deltarune#susie deltarune#susie dr#deltarune susie#noelle & susie#tldr: i love them both alot noelle more but ill be happy with whatever toby does with susie#toby fox is sooo good at making yuri. if he was in mlp i think it might even be his cutiemark.#i dont really have much to add about either that other people havent already said before lol#i want susie and noelle to go on a v cute mall date where they eat mall food and susie gets to go inside a hot topic. noelle can look at#funko pops but i want susie to wear all the cringe gamer tees she can find. i want noelle to blush and stammer because susie is wearing a “i#paused by game to be here“ t-shirt with the controller and everything. they are like twidash to me.
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officially stealing mammon as an oc (as well as all obey me characters but mainly mammon) and it’s gonna be fun :-]
#making his demon design have more cowboy themes. he’s a total poser though#leather studded gem covered cowboy#gonna be like future mams and mc…. like years and years into the future#mc kills a shitbag owner of a casino and gifts it to mammon as his :] ofc he’s v sweet so he says he AND mc are the new bosses.#now the casino has two shitbag owners#they are soooo fucked they just scam and rob everybody and have a good time#mc is good at cleaning up their messes and keeping everything on the dl so lucifer dgaf#bc he trusts mc 👐#projecting my crspnfashion sense onto mc too now.#they don’t really do management owner whatever the fuck shit at the casino though. too much work. boring. they hire someone else for that#they’re just complete smug assholes who scam steal and murder and it’s soooo fun it’s one of their classic dates :]#mc mainly does the defending and killing though ❤️#my au they all get to be a lil more fukced up and devildom is still a lil hell-ish.#it’s still comedic though#like canon lucifer would go ughhh don’t kill all these demons!! think of diavolo!!! and is full of anxiety and worry#he’d shut it down. my lucifer dgaf out of sight out of mind kinda guy#but if it DOES reach diavolo he’d very murderous ❤️#like that’s MORE bullshit he’s gotta deal with now!!!#asmo is a lil different too. instead of going eww honey nooo :((( if you’re covered in blood he actively encourages it and thinks it’s soooo#hot and he’s so weird about it.#thirteen IS trying to kill mc 😁. dreams can come true#yk that post where it’s a distressed couple and the guy in the middle is smug with a sign saying their third on it. that’s solomon#also thirteen is mainly being silly about it…. they know mc likes the chase and dynamic so she’s like why not. anyway i do kinda wanna kill#u just to see what happens lol#have lots of ideas but i can only churn out one good piece of finishedart every five years#i’ve been designing mammons look for a few days now and so help me though i cannot find it in me to really change his casual look… i like it#too much… it’s so cute. i want his jacket so bad
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I love oohing and aahing at everyone's V because they're always so fucking beautiful.... And I look at mine who looks like she just crawled out of the dumpster and put on whatever clothes were around and comfortable, but then Johnny bullied her into wearing something different because "God dammit V you look like shit, at least try," and then just ends up wearing what His Idea of a good outfit is because it gets him to shut up (and also she GUESSES she likes the red and black combo).
But she still smells. No matter what, she will either smell like sweat or blood or gasoline. It is what it is.
#cyberpunk 2077#uhhh i guess ill tag Johnny since hes mentioned#johnny silverhand#erica speaks#silvervan#v cyberpunk#shes been like this since her Nomad days shes very laissez-faire about fashion because theres not point if it just gets muddied up#especially from dirt or sand or oil#and i mean V has been living in NC for only six months. thats not even a year. the habit definitely hasn't died yet LMAO#i like to think Jackie /encouraged/ her to give fashion a chance now that she lives in the city and not on the road#but in her mind dirt and sand had just changed into blood and someone's vomit#and then he just gave up. whatever makes his bestie happy he guesses LMAO i love their friendship so much they mean everything to me...
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came up in a thing for elisa but if sidri ever meets sebastian during the inquisition (s/o to holly's seb!!!) there's just this immediately and gutwrenching revelation that that's who everyone wants to be the inquisitor and expects the inquisitor to be. sebastian who's devout and regal and certain without pretending, sebastian who can inspire & lead without having to practice the same lines over and over again, sebastian who is everything she isn't.
she's never really wanted to be the inquisitor but she has felt this unrelenting duty to at least try and be the inquisitor but meeting sebastian gives her the sudden realization that she can never be what the world wants to her to be.
#sebastian wouldnt smoke elfroot and cheat at cards and tank his approval at wewh but SID SURE DOES#to be clear as soon as the realization passes shes EXTREMELY relieved bc i think she looks at everything shes trying to be#and is like#that is not me and i dont want to be that and#so in a round about way thank you v much sebastian prince of starkhaven
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