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OH MY GOD GLOOM BEING BACK WAS NOT ON MY 2024 BINGO CARD
#Gloom#youtube#YouTube I'm actually so happy right now#she's been one of my fav YouTubers throughout my life#and I still rewatch her videos#I'm SO HAPPY!!!!
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Sims Get To Know Me
Thank you @simsdastra @hurricanesims @treason-and-plot for the tag Muahhh 💗💗
What’s your favorite Sims death?
As cliché as it sounds old age is my favorite. I love seeing my Sims live long lives and all the other deaths are just kind of sad lmaooo.
Alpha CC or MaxisMatch?
I'm definitely an Alpha cc girly 🙊
Do you cheat your sims weight?
NO way i'm all about realism in my game so I love seeing their weight fluctuate. no one is cheating my weight soo.. no🤣
Do you move objects?
Couldn't play the game if I didn't!
Favorite Mod?
For sims 3 literally any NRAAS mod, they're all life savers specifically nraas relativity & master controller. My second favorite would have to be The Birds and Bees mod I don't think I can play my game without it anymore. * I play with so many if I listed all my favorites this post would never end*
First Expansion/Game Pack/Stuff Pack?
My first expansion in Sims 4 was Discover University.
Late night was my first expansion pack for the Sims 3
Do you pronounce live mode like aLIVE or LIVing
I'm sorry I pronounce it like LIV (living) mode😭🤣
Who's your favorite sim that you've made?
I've created a few sims now and all have become my favorite at some point but if I had to pick it would be Chloe. I think she came out absolutely beautiful, I've yet to play with her🥹💗
Have you made a simself?
No, not yet but I've been wanting to lately
Which is your favorite EA hair color?
UH, the Sims 3 has so many choices but literally any of the red or reddish-brown swatches. I love a redhead🫢
Favorite EA hair?
My favorite hair is the one from the sims 3 store for little boys I think it's so cute
Favorite life stage?
Young adult duh 😱
Are you a builder or are you in it for the gameplay?
Building is not my thing I love gameplay and storytelling! *decorating builds is my fav tho*
Are you a CC creator?
Nooo I wish😩
Do you have any Simblr friends or a Sim Squad?
I would say I have few, so of whom I message regularly. I would love to get closer to more of my mutual though!🥳
Do you have any sims merch?
aha no
Do you have a YouTube for sims?
no no no soon though waiting till I get a new pc
How has your "Sims style" changed throughout your years of playing?
When I first started playing the Sims I would play as god controlling every little action and decision of my Sims, but that got very repetitive and boring. Now I play more wants based and I have the autonomy very high so my sims are free to do and be who they want. It has made playing the game so much more enjoyable. let the randomizer button be your bestie people!!
What's your origin id?
take a wild guess🤔 .. its Brannewjoint🤣
Who’s your favorite CC creator?
Omg I have too many to count but a few off the top of my head would be @aroundthesims @nectar-cellar @billsims-cc @chamomilesimblr @vmsims23 @rollo-rolls @twinsimming and sooo many more
How long have you had simblr?
My simblr is a baby she celebrates her first bday in July!
How do you edit your pictures?
adobe Lightroom and Photoshop ✨✨
What expansion/ gamepack is your favorite?
Late Night and Generations from the SIms 3😇
I tag @nectar-cellar @papermint-airplane @happy-lemon @milkteatrait @sushiikinsss Please ignore if you want🤍
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Get to know you: Sims Style
Thanks for the tag @eulaliasims! :)
What’s your favorite Sims death?
Probably death by falling satellite! I've never had it happen naturally, but as a kid I used Rodney's Death Creator to make it happen.
Alpha CC or Maxis Match?
Boffum. I'm trying to keep a more maxis-match play style now but if I like something that's alpha, I won't deprive my sims.
Do you cheat your sims weight?
Nope.
Do you move objects?
Well...
Favorite Mod?
It's so hard for me to choose favorites :( Probably ACR though since it naturally creates drama!
First Expansion/Game Pack/Stuff Pack?
I can't remember. It was probably the Sims Vacation or Unleashed.
Do you pronounce live mode like aLIVE or LIVing?
LIV, and that's the only (official) way to pronounce it :)
Who’s your favorite sim that you’ve made?
I hate having to choose favorites! But probably Gaia, she's evil but super pretty.
Have you made a simself?
Yep! But I didn't do a good job on capturing my likeness.
Which is your favorite EA hair color?
Does colorful count? If not, then black.
Favorite EA hair?
I'll go with my childhood fav:
Favorite life stage?
Adult. I despise toddler and baby stages, and the other ones are just ok, elders are second though. I shamelessly give kids between 2-9 days in each life stage and give adults a whopping 45 days, lol.
Are you a builder or are you in it for the gameplay?
Boffum. I used to mostly build and would get too burnt out for actual game play, but now I have learned ~balance~
Are you a CC creator?
Barely, lol.
Do you have any Simblr friends or a Sim Squad?
I'd like to think so :)
Do you have any sims merch?
My brother just got me Sims 2 wall art and a Sims mug for my birthday last month! Other than that, just my old game CDs :)
Do you have a YouTube for sims?
Nope! I do have a TikTok (abandoned) that I made for my Jersey Shore Sims though.
How has your “Sims style” changed throughout your years of playing?
I was definitely into the shiny alpha, emo, mc bling, wasp bodyshape cc and toxic/perpetual suffering storylines, motherlode x50 when I first got this game as a kid. I experimented a lot in between but today I'd say I'm more maxis match-ish with mostly wants-based/free will play, avoiding money cheats, and having lower-stress gameplay. Still here for the drama, though 8)
Who’s your favorite CC creator?
I honestly have so many! Check out my cc finds page to see them :) @isimchicc
What expansion/gamepack is your favorite?
Nightlife. Cars, cool outfits and hairs, vampires, Downtown, dates, flaming bag of poo. Need I say more?
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I'm not going to tag anyone specifically because I feel like everyone's likely been tagged already lol. But if you haven't done so yet and want to, consider yourself tagged by me and do itttt :)
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Thank you @therichantsim for the tag!!
1. What’s your favorite sims death? I don't have 1 in TS4 but in TS2 or maybe it was 3, I used to cheat the death by flies a lot.
2. Alpha CC or Maxis Match? Boffem. I prefer maxis type hair and alpha everything else.
3. Do you cheat when your sims gain weight? Nope, I like that they gain and lose weight. Especially after pregnancy.
4. Do you use move objects? Yes, I don't leave it on constantly though. Routing errors are annoying.
5. Favorite mod? If I have to pick just 1, I'd say MCCC. I literally cannot play my game without it. I also have sooo many mods by littlemssam, love them! Better Build/Buy and Better Exceptions are awesome as well.
6. First expansion/game/stuff pack you got? I was buying them in order so whatever the first EP was is the first one I bought.
7. Do you pronounce “live mode” like aLIVE or LIVing? Living.
8. Who’s your favorite sim that you’ve made? Obviously, Joya Woods lol.
9. Have you made a simself? Yes, a few times. She never looks like me so I end her changing her name to something similar and making her an NPC. There's a teenage self-sim iteration in the save now.
10. What sim traits did you give yourself? Neat, genius, outgoing. 😂😂
11. What is your favorite EA hair color? Black. The middle red swatch has grown on me since Byron has filled my family with a bunch of red heads.
12. Favorite EA hair? I don't use the EA hairs that often. I have been using those ridiculous waves that came with paranormal activity lately as well as the locs.
13. Favorite life stage? Young adult.
14. Are you a builder or are you in it for the gameplay? Here for the gameplay. I have to be in the mood to build and even then it's a "build by reference" type thing.
15. Are you a CC creator? Nope, I convert hair to kids but that's for personal use. I don't think I'm as good at converting MM hair since the forehead and stuff is included. I've made poses and recolors in the past though.
16. Do you have any simblr friends/a sim squad? I don't think so, 🤔🤔
17. What’s your favorite game? TS4 is what I play most often. I love love loved RE8. Only game I've ever replayed multiple times.
18. Do you have any Sims merch? Absolutely not...
19. Do you have a YouTube for sims? Nope. I made 1 CAS video and never went back to it.
20. How has your “sim style” changed throughout your years of playing? I started using skins/overlays. I also stopped exclusively using alpha hair.
21. What’s your Origin ID? ThisIsShardae
22. Who’s your favorite CC creator? I don't really have a fav.
23. How long have you had a simblr? Since 2016.
24. How do you edit your pictures? Gshade does all the work. I crop and such in GIMP though.
25. What expansion/game/stuff pack is your favorite so far? I don't have a fav. They all jumble together.
26. What expansion/game/stuff pack do you want next? Whichever one is gonna add great gameplay. I'd actually prefer for all the bugs and stuff to be fixed but I guess there's no money in that so I won't hold my breath.
I tag @ladytee918 @percosim, @icydiamondsims, @eslanes, @amanda-plays, @venriliz, @mamapsims, @charey111, @anthonydaydreamer, @mysimsloveaffair, @simvouge, @tau1tvec, @simphic, @saps-sims . . . and anyone else who wants to do it, :)
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sims get to know me tag !!
thank you sm @duusheen for tagging me 🥹💛
1. What’s your favourite sims death? cowplant lmao
2. Alpha CC or Maxis Match? I like maxis mix!
3. Do you cheat when your sims gain weight? no
4. Do you use move objects? I can't build without it 😅
5. Favorite mod? this is super tough but I couldn't play without mccc and ui cheats!
6. First expansion/game/stuff pack you got? outdoor retreat!
7. Do you pronounce “live mode” like aLIVE or LIVing? I feel like it's changed so many times throughout the years but lately it's been exclusively LIVing
8. Who’s your favorite sim that you’ve made? a sim called Nex that I've never shared and Elowen! ofc lucine and flourish too but they're dnd characters before they are sims 😅
9. Have you made a simself? I did yearsss ago but she looks absolutely nothing like me lmao. I do kinda wanna try again tho?
10. What sim traits do you give yourself? I'm picking 5 bc that's how it should be in sims 4 *cough cough* family oriented, hopeless romantic, animal lover, geek, and socially awkward! I know some of those are sims 3 traits but its ok 😭
11. Which is your favorite EA hair color? red and green! I have to resist the urge to give all my sims bright red hair 🫶 I love super dark black hair but it's such a hit or miss whether the swatch is gonna be gray, blue, or pitch black
12. Favorite EA hair? off the top of my head, I love the one we got with that sdx drop with the ombre roots and like 3 different high school years ones lol
13. Favorite life stage? I love infants bc 🥹🥹 but also teens and YA! even tho teens and young adults are pretty much the same 😐 it's one of the best parts of legacies when a child ages up into a teen!
14. Are you a builder or are you in it for the gameplay? gameplay and cas! I'm not great at building and only do it when I need to but creating characters and playing with families are my fav <3
15. Are you a CC creator? no lmao. I would like to make some more recolors but I only ever make them for personal use! maybe one day I'll release some 🤔
16. Do you have any simblr friends/a sim squad? I've met some really good people on here that I just adore talking to <33 and I always think of my mutuals as my lil sims buddies 🥺
17. What’s your favorite game? 2 and 4! sims 3 is so good but 2 has my heart.
18. Do you have any sims merch? I used to have those headphones with the plumbobs that changed based on your sims emotions and they were so nice but they broke yearssss ago :( other than that no unless we're counting the freezer bunny I'm crocheting lol
19. Do you have a YouTube for sims? no :(( I've wanted to start a youtube channel since I was just lil child but I'm so scared 🙃
20. How has your “sim style” changed throughout your years of playing? I honestly don't think I have a sim style? but I do think I've gotten better at making sims in general? I'm much better at using different faces and making sims look different now!
21. What’s your Origin ID? druidberries but i don't upload anything to the gallery
22. Who’s your favorite CC creator? trillyke, simstrouble, ah00b, ratboy, simandy, squea, ladymoriel, praline and literally so many more I could go on forever
23. How long have you had a simblr? I've had tumblr for ages like lurking but I think I started my first simblr around 2016-2017? I used that one on and off for so long and I always lost motivation but finally what like 2 months? ago I made this one and got a nice clean fresh start 😌
24. How do you edit your pictures? I use photoshop and I pretty much always do topaz, noise, and sharpen, and then from there I decide if I wanna do some brightening or whatever. I do use actions sometimes too! I really have no clue what I'm doing when it comes to editing 😭
25. What expansion/game/stuff pack is your favorite so far? all of the occult packs ofc + growing together and cottage living <33 I also really love nifty knitting bc most of my sims knit lmao
26. What expansion/game/stuff pack do you want next? I really want them to make a fairies pack 🧚♀️🫶
feel free to ignore this but I'm tagging: @buttertrait. @potionio, @aurorangen, @estah, @sinfulwunders, @salemssimblr, @duskiivy and @simlishpiadina
#this was fun!#tag games#my old blog just never got any activity and i think i just got so bored every time#ofc you shouldnt care about that and i really didnt want to but i coudlnt help getting demotivated when i was just posting for me to see#but now if a post doesnt get activity im like ok whatever lmao#im also better at like? posting and stuff now i think#between writing and editing and developing characters#i just needed to like STICK THROUGH learning it but i didnt 🙃#druidberryspeaks#also I think like 2 years ago was when i was like ok no more simblr i get demotivated everytime and stopped with that blog once and for all#but now here i am hehehe#and maybe TOO motivated 😅
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GET TO KNOW ME
BIRTH
AGE: 19
DOB: October 16th 2003
BIRTHCARDS: Death + The Emperor
FAV NUMBER: 16 (Reason below)
LIFE PATH - 4
NATAL INFO
PSYCHIC SKILLS
🧡 Visions (common)
🧡 Hearing spirits + noise (common)
🧡 Feeling spirits energy + physically (common)
🧡 Precognition (more uncommon for me, I'm getting better tho! :D)
🧡 Smelling ghost scents (only happened like twice in my life? XD
🧡 Astral travelling
🧡 Astral Projecting
🧡 Coming in contact with angels + Spirits through the astral
🧡 Energy "maneuvering"? (Idk what I'd call it)
PERSONALITY TYPE
💚 INFJ
💚 Emotional
💚 Nurturing
💚 Passive
💚 Aloof/Daydreaming tendencies
💚 Naive at times
💚 Introvert at heart/Ambivert in public
AURA
Inner layer - White
Outter layer - Yellow, Turqoize
FAVORITE COLOR
Orange - it's nostalgic for some reason
White, Grey and Black are all gorgeous too - White reminds me of comfort, grey reminds me of fog (love it), black reminds me of a mysterious void that can be explored
SOUL
From what I was shown, it's a bright white and I saw gold slivers floating around in a wispy kind of way
MY COUNTRY
💙 North America // United States
HOBBIES
💜 Drawing
💜 YouTube!
💜 Listening to music
💜 Researching astrology charts
💜 Researching body graphs
💜 Tarot
💜 Practicing Psychic abilities
💜 Studying Psychology
💜 Daydreaming + Meditating
💜 Chilling in nature
DREAM CAREER
It's changing a lot rn so here's my current list I'm thinking on :')
💖 Psychic investigator
💖 Psychic Medium
💖 Criminal Investigator
Random Facts List
❤ I dislike school
🧡 I love spreading joy in life
💛 On here my name is "Joy" ofc ☺
💚 Salmon is yummy 😩🐟
💙 Heterosexual + panromantic
💜 Love aesthetics
💖 Favorite Clothing Style - Everything. I've been told I have a dark classy style as well as overall colorful and eccentric. Currently hhavean eccentric style
❤ He/Him -- She/Her // I cross dress sometimes and don't feel like a particular gender so yeah ;-;
🧡 I enjoy candle-lit vibes, autumn/fall, it's all so calming
💚 Untraditional beliefs. I also really dislike people forcing theirs on others
💙 Close friends have described me as "mysterious" in general which honestly baffles me because I think I'm quite open with them. Thanks alot Sun in the 12th 🙄
💜 Comedy heals me the most. If I feel sad, just show me comedy I can relate to. I enjoy laughing
💖 Terrified of rollercoasters
❤ I love the idea of travelling
🧡 Cooking is fun!
💚 I don't want kids however I would rather adopt a child than have one myself. I love kids so much though as well as animals, I just love taking care and being a supporting character for them!
💙 Very philosophical
💜 I love dark humor. I don't get offended easily
💖 My favorite animal is a fox
❤ I look for deep connections rather than quick
🧡 Fog is my favorite type of weather. Besides it's beauty, it's density hides me away from the world. It feels like a dream of seclusion. It's comforting
💚 Terrified of the ocean. I don't mind being in the edge/shallow water
💙 My favorite mythical creature is a dragon (I love elves too tho)
💜 Me and my brothers were all scheduled to be born on the 16th day of different months (October for me) (June for the eldest) (January for the youngest) however me and my older brother were born on the 16th, my younger brother got taken out on June 28th for safety reasons (he grew up normally dw). Something I have noticed is the number 16 seems to be lucky for me in some way. Therefore I call it my favorite number
💖 Throughout highschool I was an honors student in English while Math was my foe. I SUCK at math. Never show me your formulas because I will just forget or mix them up 🧎
Thank you and farewell! ~ ♡
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Defending Harmione part 3!
I'm back to defend my fav ship!
I have a part 1 where I debunked some of the most popular arguments against Harmione and in part 2 I debunked the "siblings" argument. Time for part 3! This one is going to be about a video on YouTube titled "Why Harry and Hermione Wouldn't Work - Harry Potter Video Essay" and I'll go over the points the YouTuber made and try my best to debunk them. 💘
Also, I accept that there's still a few minor flaws to the ship, but these little flaws and obstacles make every ship beautiful. 🥀
1. "It would be too cliche. The hero gets the smartest and prettiest girl as a trophy."
This is a fair argument to the whole story itself, but it doesn't defeat the ship in any way. If you put it in other words: "Harry and Hermione wouldn't work together because they're both very powerful and great and that would make it very cliche." That's silly. But even that isn't right. The situation isn't exactly how people make it seem.
Hermione isn't the all-perfect girl, the most beautiful, the most intelligent, everything perfect. She has flaws, many flaws (which weren't portrayed in the movies) and she is a very realistic character. She is intelligent and productive, she is a perfectionist in a way, but that also causes her to be very anxious and stressed out at moments, she puts too much pressure on herself, and she's also insecure! Who said Hermione was the most beautiful one? Just because Emma Watson was gorgeous doesn't mean Hermione was too. Of course, Harry thought she was pretty according to OotP, but it's clearly stated in the books that she wasn't the prettiest girl in the series. Fleur, Cho and even Ginny were much more beautiful. Hermione is NOT the perfect superstar.
You might say that even if she's not perfect, she's still the female lead. But the actual "cliche" part is about the hero ending up with the perfect superstar and not necessarily with the other lead hero.
So back to Hermione being the brightest witch of her age. But her being very bright and powerful doesn't make her a bad match for Harry. Ginny was very smart in fact, she was beautiful and funny, very sassy and confident. Why isn't she considered as a trophy for Harry?
The point is, NO, Hermione is NOT a perfect all-star and their relationship wouldn't even have to be built on the hero and the heroine being perfect, their relationship would be built on trust and loyalty.
2. "Harry and Hermione's relationship prove that a male and a female can be friends without having a romantic relationship, so we shouldn't ruin that."
Yes, it's truly a beautiful demonstration that a male and a female can be best friends, but this says nothing that's actually against the ship, just like the previous one. If you put this in other words, it would sound like this: "Harry and Hermione were amazing best friends so they can't date." I understand that their friendship was amazing, but that in no way means their relationship would be bad. Of course, you don't have to see their relationship as romantic just because they were good friends, you can see it as platonic, but I'm just saying that the argument makes no sense.
Besides, was Hermione really the only female friend Harry had? What about Luna? What about Ginny (if you consider Harry and Hermione start dating and Ginny remains a friend, she was clearly very included after OoTP)? What about Ron's friendship with Hermione? What about Ron and Luna's friendship? What about Neville and Luna's friendship? What about Harry's quidditch teammates (Alicia, Katie, Angelina)? Why does everyone always make it seem like Hermione was the only female friend he had? Surely she was his only BEST friend but then Ron and Hermione were best friends too...
3. "It ruins the dynamic of the story. Harry's relationships were never meant to be the main focus, just a demonstration of his maturity. While Ron and Hermione's relationship developing in the background is nice to see."
I really didn't want to drag Romione into this because it's my second favorite ship from the entire Harry Potter universe. Just a disclaimer that anything I say here is not meant to bash Romione and hate on it because I'm truly a big fan of them and their love is undeniable.
I also mention Ginny and Harry's relationship in this and I have to say they're ALSO one of my favorite ships in the entire hp universe so no hate to them either. 🥺
Okay, so, basically every point he made in his video was about the story and not their actual relationship. The title is wrong, this doesn't show why Harry and Hermione wouldn't work, he's just saying how it would change the storyline. But I think we are all already aware that Harry and Hermione getting together would change a lot in the story. But I'll go over it anyways.
First of all, I don't entirely agree that Harry's relationships weren't the main focus, I mean half of the half-blood prince was about him developing feelings for Ginny-
But anyways, if Harry and Hermione were going to end up together, it would still happen in a similar way. We have all read the beautiful moments they shared together throughout the books, and those would've been enough for them to develop their feelings, but just not realize it until the last 2 books. We wouldn't have to add in any scenes that would change the story massively to lead them to falling in love, honestly, we had enough already in the books. So the only thing that would change would be probably Harry not developing feelings for Ginny, but instead slowly realizing his feelings for Hermione. Simple!
And as for Romione, I agree, the slowburn was beautiful, but we could've had the same thing, same development but as a friendship! Ron's character arc is one of my favorite things about the series and nobody can convince me that it wasn't amazing. Instead of Ron changing for Hermione to become her lover, we could have Ron changing for her to become a better friend. His character arc remains the same and Ron Hermione become best friends. Of course this would change many scenes and the storyline would've changed a lot as I already mentioned, but hey! At least we wouldn't have Ron haters who bash him for mAkInG hErMiOnE cRy. 🤡 And JKR could add different scenes instead of the ones hinting at Ron and Hermione's romantic relationship. We still would have had a beautiful story with a VERY SIMILAR dynamic.
4. "Harry wasn't the kind of guy Hermione was looking for. She already made a mistake with dating Viktor Krum, and she realized she didn't need a hero. She was a hero herself. Although Harry ≠ Viktor, they have very similar qualities like: bravery, loyalty and they are both heroes."
This is probably the best argument of the entire *almost* 5 minute video.
But there's still so much wrong with this.
Bravery and loyalty are literally Ron's best traits lmao. That's exactly why she chose him. 🤣 Every Romione shipper knows she doesn't value intelligence and looks, she values bravery, courage, loyalty. That's exactly what she said in the first book and stuck by it until the end.
She didn't need a hero? She was a hero herself? - Then why are we forgetting that Ron was also a hero? Everyone always makes it seem like Harry and Hermione are the mighty heroes and Ron is their goofy sidekick. He was also a hero! I believe he is even on the chocolate frog cards (correct me if I'm wrong)! And we all know that's the biggest flex. 😌
But besides that, Ron and Harry are very similar in many ways. They're both brave, they're both loyal, they both like to have fun, they're both lazy, they're both amazing at quidditch, they're both talented (Harry is very powerful and he's good at DADA, while Ron can do many impressive things like mimic voices and come up with quick solutions even when he's under pressure and his life depends on it!). So if Hermione liked one and thought he was her "type", then there's a hight possibility she liked the other too. In canon, she only likes Ron obviously, but I'm saying that since Ron and Harry are so similar and share the same traits, Hermione could've chosen Harry too.
Anyways, that's all that the video included, it was very nice hearing different opinions and I actually wasn't writing this out of anger like I wrote the post about defending Romione against *the ridiculously stupid* arguments that Dr*mione shippers like to use.
Once again, if it isn't clear, I STAN both Romione and Hinny, but Harmione definitely could've worked. :)
Thanks for reading! ~ Lia <3
Art: Asha47110 on DeviantArt :)
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FAVORITE FANFICS OF 2019
HAPPY NEW YEAR’S EVE & HAPPY 2020 TO YOU ALL.
So this was a fun post I did last year, inspired by the dozens of Favorite Books of 2018 by the booktubers I followed and I thought to myself: why not do a little something something for the fanfics that stood out to me, stuck me with throughout the year.
Last year I read insanely amazing reads, and if you’re interested to see what were my favorite fanfics of 2018, here’s the link: past favs
For this year, I read sooooooo many incredible fanfics that it was hard to narrow it down to just 10. And the funny thing is, a good portion were from the same author, so it was insanely hard picking the top one.
I implore all of you reading and following me to try the tag-and please tag me. Always on the hunt for fanfic recs. I also am curious to hear the favorites from the following people: @kila09, @sebbies, @bookstakeyoutootherworlds, @scarlet47, @fleetofshippyships, @eyelashesandentropy, @tired-luxis, @dreamydrarry, @mothermalfoy, @profoundfelicity & @goldentruth813
Without any further ado, here are my top 10 favorite fanfics for 2019:
1). Soup-pocalypse and The Great Curry Cataclysm by SqaudOfCats/ @norelationtoatticus (drarry)
Summary: Eleven years after the war, Draco Malfoy leads a quiet, boring, and perfectly respectable life, thanks very much. Or, at least he does, until a sudden and very unexpected veela awakening causes him to throw soup all over Harry Potter in the middle of the Ministry cafeteria.
If the summary alone doesn’t get you to immediately click on the link and read, I don’t know what to say. But I can say this. SqaudofCats has become my new drarry favorite author period. I read all of her drarry stories, loved them all, and am hoping she does more.
This story, in one word, was a GEM. A FUCKING GEM. It was so so so good.There were so many good elements: Veela Draco, Dad Harry raising Teddy, Draco learning how to cook, a strang but HILARIOUS courtship involving food that I didn’t realize how much I needed until this story. It was also a perfect blend of fluff with so many cute moments and angst, which thankfully didn’t involve the couple but had to do with Harry’s mental health and PTSD post-war.
I read this story back in May and I still think about it. Have to stop myself from reading because I have so many fanfic tabs. But it is so good. It’s so addicting. Highly recommend.
Honorable mentions from this writer:
*Gift for Draco
*Nearly Lost Things, Carefully Tended
2). Cinderfella by @goldentruth813 (sheith)
Summary: Takashi Shirogane is exactly the kind of man Keith likes; built like a brick house with a smile sweet enough to rot teeth and a heart of gold. Of course he’s also YouTube famous and worlds out of Keith’s league. The closest he can get to his pseudo-celebrity crush is when he watches Shiro’s videos from the safety of his bed. Or so he thinks.
This incredible bean of a human being, this incredible writer is the reason I was pulled into the sheith ship long before I finally got into the show-and then had me drag @kila09 into the incredible maddness that is Shiro and Keith and the crew....and the disappointing season 8 that I am still pissed about. But yes @goldentruth813 is the reason why I got pulled into this ship, and this fanfic is the story that sealed my love for sheith and made them my 3rd favorite ship of all time.
This story is a fun, hilarious modern twist of Cinderella that obviously involves two guys, one is who a popular Youtuber and the other who is a hardcore super fan who meet in the most surprising circumstances and come back together in the most hilarious of ways. With our classic glass slipper being a beloved leather jacket.
It’s so stinking cute. It’s so hilarious. And it’s so weird since, while I do appreciate the fairytale, Cinderella isn’t one of my favorites but I’m a sucker for a good retelling of it. And this was so good.
Honorable mention by this writer:
*Safe Haven
3). Burn the Witch by @lettersbyelise (drarry)
Summary: When Harry Potter is sent in to investigate Draco Malfoy’s successful potions company, posing as Draco’s bodyguard, he doesn’t know the case will launch a series of events that will change his life — and Draco’s. A story about choices, scars, Chopin piano pieces, and finding all kinds of love in the most unexpected places.
Let’s be honest here. At this point, are we really surprise to see this story here , featured in a favorites/rec list? Are we honestly surprise? At this point, I feel every drarry-shipping reader has read it. Devoured it. And praised it.
This story pretty much took over the drarry community the way Red, White & Royal Blue took over the book world. There wasn’t a day when I didn’t see Burn the Witch featured in a drarry fanfic recs post, saw posts praising it. Fanart of it, edits for it, and several mood-boards. It was THAT STORY. And I am proud to say it was worth THE HYPE.
Because it’s so well-known, I’m not going into too much detail but I can say it involves Daddy Draco and Scorpius who is precious, Harry in an undercover mission, and has one of the BEST post-war, slow-burn to the point of excruciating drarry relationship I’ve read all year. READ IT.
Honorable mention by this writer:
*Draco Malfoy’s Stupendous Seduction Seminar
*Love Me (Four Times)
4). Evitative by Vichan (drarry)
Summary: In the summer before his fifth year at Hogwarts, Harry is drawn to a room in Grimmauld Place. Like the Gryffindor he is, he enters the room without fear. The room is a library, and Harry is surprised to find that he’s eager to learn.Then he gets the bad news: he’s been accidentally expelled from Hogwarts, and he needs to be sorted again. Everyone is confident that he’ll go straight back to Gryffindor, but with what he's been learning, Harry’s not so sure.
Out of all the stories I have in my list, this is the only one that is currently a WIP. I know some are hesitant with WIPs but this one is so worth it. Another hidden jewel found by chance. This story has to be one of the best slytherin-Harry ever and that shows the Slytherin House and the Slytherins in a positive light while still remaining true to their cunning ways.
5). Up We Go by Oh_Hey_Tae (BTS: Taehyung x Jimin x Yoongi)
Summary: “If you’re a witch that works with plants, then why are all of yours dead? That can’t be good for business.”
The room dims again, and Jimin lifts a hand to flip off the ceiling. Taehyung knows he’s sad and that’s why the shop darkens and he shouldn’t find it funny—but he can’t help it. Because this is ridiculous. The good kind of ridiculous. The amazing kind.
(Or: Taehyung has a green thumb, Jimin runs a magical store, and Yoongi can kind of see dead people.)
Oh my goodness, where on earth do I even begin with this one? I am loss for words. It’s been months since I read it and I am still lost for words on how incredible it is. This story reads like a fairytale. Who am I kidding? This is a fairytale. A beautiful fairytale that is of loss, grief, friendship, family, love, and magic. And a beautiful fairytale that features a poly relationship
I was broken at the last word of the last chapter. Broken. Broken and put back together again.This story was so heartbreaking and heartwarming and I couldn’t think of anything else the whole damn week after I finished it. It was that good.
Honorable mention by this writer:
* Tell Me Again
6). Silence by the Night by @parkkate (drarry)
Summary: After a spell goes horribly wrong, Harry has to deal with the loss of his eyesight. It’s such terrible timing, too, because how is he supposed to find out what Malfoy has been up to in the Room of Requirement? It’s not like he can ask the git, not only because it’s Malfoy, but also because the Slytherin has suddenly lost his voice. While they’re both trapped in the hospital wing, however, Harry discovers there’s so much he didn’t know about Malfoy, and it’s highly intriguing, but also a bit alarming. Where did all these confusing feelings come from all of a sudden? And what is Harry going to do about them?
See no evil. Hear no evil. Speak no evil. That is the best way to sum up this story. The themes of it certainly tie with the story. This story....there is a certain chapter and @parkkate knows what I mean if she remembers my reviews that shattered me. That made me sit down with a gasp because the angst just cut through me in a way that no other drarry fanfic had do to me. @parkkate I hope you know what I mean.
Funny thing is about this fanfic is that it took my lazy butt forever to read it, like months after it was done. And mind you, I’ve seen so much praise and incredible fanart for this fanfic as well. So yeah, I was cursing myself for not getting to it sooner. And it was so so so so damn good that I literally said to @parkkate THIS IS CANON. This is canon. This happened 6th year after the bathroom scene and no one can tell otherwise.
7). You only Live Once by @dreaming-fireflies (viktuuri/victuuri)
Summary: It's when the man is soaring in mid-air under the full moon that Victor gets a good look at him: he's Japanese, with black hair slicked back in a styled look, and a lithe body covered in tight, tight, leather under a navy blue coat.
And when the man lands on the ground again, Victor sees the final piece that captures his heart absolutely and thoroughly – a pair of brilliant, golden eyes.
Victuuri supernatural AU in which Victor is a Western demon hunter and Yuuri is a Japanese half-youkai exterminator.A cross-cultural romantic comedy/drama, with Japanese mythology, shounen action, and slice of life elements.
Literally the summary itself said everything you needed to know, everything that should AND MUST intrigue you enough into reading, that I don’t know if I really have anything to add. But I’ll try to add some of my own input.
Like the summary said, this is a Supernatural-au YOI story, infused with Japanese mythology. Two different shows that shouldn’t work together but somehow did, creating such a fantastic read. I loved it. From beginning to end. I even knew first chapter it was going to be an ultimate favorite of mine. This fanfic just reminded me of my great love for Vikor and Yuuri-and my need for a fucking season two. As well as reminded of the glorious prime days of Supernatural, which in my opinion were seasons 4 & 5. There was action, there was angst, there was mutual and insane pining from both sides, and so many incredible moments to put into words. Seriously, what more could you want?
@dreaming-fireflies, you seriously did the damn thing with this story.
Honorable mentions by this writer:
*Entwining Fates
*Zanka
8). your sharp and glorious thorn by @arahir (sheith)
Summary: To end the war they inherited, Keith marries the King he lead an army against.
“You know, we met once,” the king continues, voice closer, and Keith almost turns. They met many times on the field—but then the king clarifies with a single word. “Before.”
Before he was a king. Maybe before he was a general. Keith has traced his rise like the growth of a seed he planted in clay and never expected to see again for how poorly he sowed it. None of this would have been possible without Keith—not the war, not a line soldier's battlefield promotion, not the end of it all, tied up so neatly by all Keith’s best mistakes. Not the killing, either. The king is right about that much, at least.
This is an arranged-marriage AU story, a trope I don’t love too much unless it’s really well done, and had very strong Game of Thrones vibes. And please note when I said Game of Thrones, I mean Game of Thrones back in its incredible prime, not the shitty season 8 we all agree was a nightmare never to be thought of again. But yes, this story was so good. Arranged marriage, enemies-to-lovers, slowburn. Please read.
9). Your Constellation Prize by rosegardenlake aka @whoalookingcooljoker (sheith)
Summary: Akira is Hollywood's biggest celebrity. He sings, he acts, he models, he does it all and he does it perfectly. That's what Shiro thinks at least, but what would he know? He's just a tired office worker whose dreams fell through years ago. ...But when he sees Akira, oh god, when he sees him - Shiro's world fills with light again.
When Shiro lands an interview to be an assistant at Akira's company, he has a hard time believing it's reality. Though Akira's rarely around, meeting everyone is like a dream. Especially meeting Keith, Akira's shy sweet dorky cousin (OR IS HE?!)
I didn’t realize how much I would liked-love in fact-or needed a celebrity-AU until I read this story. And that’s about all I will say since I feel anything else will probably make things spoilery. But I will this say: these two can be such idiots, but they’re our lovable idiots and they’re so sweet, so soft. Also that this story definitely well-portrayed the dark side of fame.
10). That Old Black Magic by @bixgirl1 (drarry)
Summary: Centuries ago, marriage contracts were the norm — ready-made alliances between families, expected and complied with, without complaint. But norms have a way of changing, and when a long-dormant contract flares to life, Harry has to navigate an unexpected splintering of the path he'd thought would be easy after the war... with Draco Malfoy.
Least but certainly not least: an incredible, incredible drarry story done by the impeccable @bixgirl1.
I know I said that I’m not the biggest fan of the arranged marriage trope since I’ve been let down by so stories that started out promising but disappointed in the end. However, there are a few authors who I can always count on to make this trope into a great story. Such as @beatitudinembty, and also @bixgirl1.
This being is pretty much....I wanna say Sarah J Maas, one of my fav authors, in the drarry community. Everyone knows her. Everyone loves her. Everything she writes always turns into gold, and this latest story by hers was no except. Arranged marriage brings Harry and Draco together in the most infuriating, excruciating, incredibly-done slowburn.
Honorable mentions that I seriously wanted to add to the list but this post is already lengthy. All amazing, all greats reads by various writers y’all should check out:
*Moon-Eyed by @l0vegl0wsinthedark (Veela Draco, werewolf Harry, done by another star in the drarry community
*Expectant by @l0vegl0wsinthedark (drarry mpreg with Veela-Draco & werewolf-Harry)
*Where There is Tea by @bafflinghaze (drarry + bookstore+ tea=goodness)
*The Rules of Matchbreaking @nerdherderette ( drarry: match-maker Draco, oblivious Harry, what more could you want?)
* Come For Me by Frayach (drarry; STEAMY STEAMY smut and disabled rep)
*I Want Your Touch (And I Want Your Love) by @awjiminie (yoonmin with bad boy Jimin, good boy yoongi. What more could you want?)
*Seasons of Love by mucha (BTS; Jimin x Tae x Yoongi; incredibly well-done poly relationship)
Lovely people, that concludes my favorites of 2019. So many fantastic fanfics that I could spend hours gushing over them. To the writers who created these incredible stories. I applaud you. I thank you for creating and sharing these wonderful stories. Anyone interested in doing the tag, please do.
HAPPY NEW YEAR, GUYS.
#favorite fanfics of the year#best fanfics of the year#although they were many#drarry#drarry fanfic recs#drarry recs#sheith#sheith fanfic recs#BTS#BTS fanfic recs#harry potter#voltron#bangtan boys#fanfic recs#fanfics#yoonmin#vmin
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All About Sleepy: Q&A
(please note: If you missed out, feel free to ask me anymore questions. Just slide them into my inbox and I’ll add them to the list. So this will constantly be updated.)
What all fandoms are you in- not necessarily what you write for. But what are some shows-games-books-etc. you enjoy?
Gaming: I’m really into animal crossing, and super mario odyssey currently. I’ve always been kinda into minecraft on and off, because me and my sis played it a lot growing up so it makes me feel nostalgic.
Books: My all time favorite book is ‘Where The Mountain Meets The Moon’. I read it in elementary school, fell in love with it, and never got over it.
Shows: One show that I continuousley go back to whenever I need a laugh is called ‘Gugure! Kokkuri-san’, ‘D-Frag’, ‘Love Is Hard For Otaku’, ‘OHSHC’, and ‘Yona of the Dawn,’ because they’re hilarious amazing, and I love them.
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Do you have any pets??
Landlord doesn't allow pets (off the record... yes. I do. Her name is MK, and she’s a cat. I love with all my heart and I had her since we were both young. She’s now an outdoor cat, living her best life exploring the neighborhood, but she always stops by to say hello. And she’ll bring other neighborhood cats with her)
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There's a lot of people who really don't like Endeavor. How do you feel about him?
I am one of those ‘a lot of people’. I’m sorry. I just have a real soft spot for abusive parents and it’s not something I can forgive or forget so easily. I want to see him for the person he’s trying to be, but I just can’t. Maybe he’ll grow on me eventually.
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What is your favorite food?
Does pocky and advil count? But for real, if we’re talking full on meals, my grandma makes some amazing milanesa! (If you don’t know what that is, it’s basically mexican chicken fried steak and it’s pretty good)
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Do you have any tips for writing?
Tags. Tags. Tags. It’s the best way to get your work out there. Don’t overwork yourself. When you feel like writing, write, if you don’t, just wait it out. Bounce some ideas off of other writers, it’s a great way to feel out where you want to go with your story. Don’t be afraid to experiment. Write what you want, and let everything just get out, and edit when you’ve finished ranting. (There’s more, but this is a good starting. Also feel free to message me if you ever need help or want to bounce ideas off of me. I don’t mind)
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Do you have another social outside of tumblr (like Instagram or twitter) that you’re active one? I unfortunately do not have a tumblr but absolutely would love the opportunity to talk to you. You seem like a really cool person and honestly??? I’d like to vibe and possibly befriend you 🥺🥺🥺💕💕💕 Also I love your blog, please keep doing what you do, you’re amazing
Thank you!! I’d love to talk with you! I have a twitter, but I mainly use it for animal crossing. I’m always on and off it throughout the day though checking in, so you can for sure contact me there (@itssleepycity)
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Whats a character that made you realize you were the gay?
Probably going to sound weird but Michelle Pfeiffer as Catwoman in Tim Burtons Batman. I was in awe by this womans pure badassery.
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Do you remember what the first anime you watched?
That’s really hard. There wasn’t a lot of anime streaming services growing up, so I really only ever watched anime on youtube or on cartoon network. Cartoon Network had this small, 4 or 5 am, time slot where they would show an episode on Inuyasha every day, and my younger self would have an alarm set and ready to watch every morning. So I guess it was Inuyasha, but I’m really not sure.
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Whats your fav manga?
Okay, I have a ton of favorites, but on that I really liked growing up that I don’t think got enough credit was a manga called ‘Dazzle’ (I had a huge crush on one of the characters named Kiara) it was later developed into an anime called Hatenkou Yuugi. I’d read for Kiara alone!
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How are you so amazing???💖💖💖
I reflect your amazingness so really, it’s you to blame
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I have an irrational fear of peanut butter. Don't ask why. But do you have an irrational fear?
@iii-hello-earthlings-iii knows this. And its not irrational! But I’m deathly afraid of spiders because they want to lay eggs in my brains.
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My intention was to share this before the end of the year so here we are at the last minute. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Here’s my top 5 favorite anime I saw in 2019 in order from least to most fav.
5. Given
Somehow, the guitar that he used to love to play and the basketball games that he found so fun just lost their appeal... That was until Ritsuka Uenoyama randomly met Mafuyu Sato. Ritsuka had started losing his passion for music in his everyday life, but then he hears Mafuyu sing for the first time. The song resonates with his heart and the distance between them starts to change.
After getting so many requests to watch this one, I gave in, and I’m glad I did. It was my first Shonen-Ai as well. My favorite thing about this show was watching Mafayu and Uneyama gradually bond. As a music fanatic, this series was really pleasing to watch, and the music was excellent. Looking forward to the movie in 2020!
4. Kono Oto Tomare!
Since the graduation of the senior members of the club, Takezou ends up being the sole member of the "Koto" (traditional Japanese string instrument) club. Now that the new school year has begun, Takezou will have to seek out new members into the club, or the club will become terminated. Out of nowhere, a new member barges into the near-abandoned club room, demanding to join the club. How will Takezou be able to keep his club alive and deal with this rascal of a new member?
Both seasons were so good! I love Chika soley because he’s adorable, and his story makes me bawl (not kidding). The romances they are being set up have been executed flawlessly so far. If there’s a season 3 (and there better be) I can’t wait for them to develope further. This is another one about music, and it touches on an instrument I hadn’t even heard about before watching this. Now I want to get a koto for myself. 🎶
3. My Roomate is a Cat
The story of Mikazuki Subaru, a novelist who is shy and struggles in relationships with other people, and a cat who was dumped by humans and lived a tough life on the streets. Through a twist of fate, the two of them end up living together. This heartwarming tale illustrates day-to-day life through the eyes of both man and cat. These moments seem trivial, but as they build upon themselves, the two become family and find happiness in their life together.
My two favorite things combined: anime and cats. This one was made for me. I smiled throughout the majority of this show. And when I wasn’t smiling, I was crying, both out of joy and sorrow. And I don’t think I’ve ever cried during a show because I found it so adorable, I couldn’t stand it! The bond that Subaru and his cat, Haru, develop is heartwarming. I got really emotional during this one because it reminded me of the bond I had with my cat who passed away some years ago. There’s nothing like a friendship with a cat. They can be so loyal. Check this out if you want to be showered with adorablness!
2. My Hero Academia
Izuku has dreamt of being a hero all his life—a lofty goal for anyone, but especially challenging for a kid with no superpowers. That’s right, in a world where eighty percent of the population has some kind of super-powered “quirk,” Izuku was unlucky enough to be born completely normal. But that’s not enough to stop him from enrolling in one of the world’s most prestigious hero academies.
I jumped on the hype-train for this one this year. I gotta thank my viewers on YouTube for introducing me to this because I’m in love with it! And I didn’t expect that because shounen isn’t my first choice ever, but this show really surprised me. I think the reason I click with it is because it has a lot of character-driven moments whereas shounen tends to be more plot-driven, and I prefer shows and books that focus solely on character development. This show has a huge cast of characters, and I appreciate how all of them are often fleshed out. I love Izuku and his drive to become the world’s greatest hero. He has so much ambition that it’s admirable. In the three seasons that I’ve seen so far, he’s gotten stronger tremendously both physically and mentally. Seeing his growth has been a joy. I also love Bakugou and frog girl Froppy because she’s a PRECIOUS CINNAMON ROLL.
1. Fruits Basket (2019)
Tohru Honda thought her life was headed for misfortune when a family tragedy left her living in a tent. When her small home is discovered by the mysterious Soma clan, she suddenly finds herself living with Yuki, Kyo, and Shigure Soma. But she quickly learns their family has a bizarre secret of their own: when hugged by the opposite sex, they turn into the animals of the Zodiac!
You saw this coming if you know me. I’m probably biased because this series is my obsession and my world, but I can’t help it! It’s still unreal that we’re getting a full manga adaptation. 😭 The first season was amazing to the gorgeous animation and the accurate manga adaptation. The first season is more so a setup for things to come. However, that only makes it so we get the necessary plot and character setup out of the way so that the plot progression in season 2 will be consistent so I don’t mind it too much. I can’t wait for what’s to come next season, especially regarding a certain couple. ❤️
#fruits basket#fruits basket 2019#my hero academia#my roomate is a cat#given#kono oto tomare#favorite anime of 2019#best anime of 2019
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2019 Recap
January
1/18: Bought my plane ticket back home to the motherland!
Binge watched You season 1 — thanks, Kayla, for recommending it to me!
Worked full-time during winter break because my work was severely understaffed (more $$$ yaasss)
As a result of working full-time, I also drank coffee on the daily. 🙃
Also binge watched The Hookup Plan on Netflix.
First and only time my class was cancelled because of a snowstorm.
The start of my second semester as a junior.
Restarted watching Game of Thrones.
February
Identity crisis.
Bought tickets to see BLACKPINK in April.
Obsessed with skin care, spent a lot of money at Sephora.
Uni kept me busy for the most part.
Wasn’t able to watch GoT as much. :(
Hello, dean’s list!
March
Started my weekly professional practice experience (PPE) at UI Health. Every Friday for 8 weeks. Made me realize how crazy expensive parking downtown is.
Binge watched GoT so I can watch the last season when it came out. Season 7 is my favorite!
Discovered SHY Martin and omfg I love her music.
Had a fight with one of the closest people in my life, and it opened my eyes to many things. I learned a lot like for example: no matter how close you are to a human being, there will be times where your opinions and views won’t align and I guess that’s okay. Try not to take things personally.
Also discovered L Devine from a YouTuber and I love her music too!!
I was finally able to use my Twitter account on the actual app. I was locked out for months and had to use a third party app.
April
Saw BLACKPINK with my sister and two of my cousins. First concert attended for 2019!
Finally caught up with GoT and was able to watch s8 as it came out every Sunday.
Uni kept me busy (lol when does it not???)
I was awarded, along with two other classmates, the Chancellor’s Student Service Award.
Became a ninang to my first ever inaanak, Miah. 💗
May
Watched “Someone Great” on Netflix and bawled my eyes out towards the end. Nicely incorporated music throughout the whole movie. 👍🏼
Started to get disappointed with how GoT was going.
A classmate & I did a joint report on our PPE experience at UI Health to end the semester.
Started to watch Kdramas again! I watched Touch Your Heart and I had the biggest crush on Lee Dong Wook for a couple of weeks lol.
Watched Aladdin with my sister at AMC Oakbrook and wore an all white outfit when it was pouring rain lmao. I still feel sad about how my continental 80s were soaking wet. 😢
June
Started watching Lucifer. I fell in love with Tom Ellis.
Worked the weekends only because my boss didn’t give me as much hours as I wanted. :( I need money for my vacation :(
Warriors lost the finals, and with many injuries to their star players. I am a sad potato :(
WHEN THEY SEE US. Omfg this show stirred up so many feelings in me that I didn’t know I was capable of. I still highly recommend this mini series. This show also replaced my crush from Tom Ellis to Jharrel Jerome.
So many books and conferences for senior year. I cry :c
Spoiled by coworkers (bought me coffee almost every weekend) <3
New crush alert: #15 USWNT.
July
Hello birth month! Kicked it off by travelling to Florida with my grandparents to visit my tita & tito who live there. Very hot and humid omg. First time my eyes were ever dry that I needed to use eye drops.
Also, Southwest lost my luggage so we were stuck at home the first day in FL to wait for it to get dropped off.
A lot happened this month...
Had to fly to PH early because of a family emergency.
CULTURE SHOCK. I haven’t been home in 6 years.
So grateful for my longtime bff, Johan, for staying with me at home while my grandparents were in Bohol sorting some things out.
7/23: LANY concert at MOA Arena with Johan. Second and last concert for 2019. #thefeels. Manila traffic is insane. Flew back home early the next day because..
7/25: stayed at davao overnight. Had dinner with friends. I was wasted af. Early flight next day to Cebu.
7/26 - 7/30: Spent 5 days with my close gal pals Johan, Hannah, Cara, Arvel, and Auleve at Cebu and Bohol. Spent my 22nd birthday with them and it was the best. ❤️❤️❤️
7/27: At Simala Church and I prayed to God about you. (He really listens!!)
He made me a playlist because I asked for song recommendations. That was really sweet of him.
7/31: Instead of closure, we started something new. We decided to try again. Probably the first and last time I’d let someone read what I wrote on my private blogs. Also, everything happens for a reason haha.
For the record, I’ve drank the most in this month than I ever had in my entire life. Hangovers can suck it.
August
08/04: Davao house party with our closest friends!! Love how supportive they are of us. Didn’t get much sleep, took care of my wasted friends lol.
Frances made a video of the house party linked here: https://youtu.be/t_AATf2fCg8
08/09: 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛
08/10: Date at davao, then had dinner with Dan (one of his closest friends and our high school classmate) and his girlfriend, Alyssa.
Started to get texts and emails again from work and uni. :(
Meant so much to me that one of my favorite high school teachers supports us. ❤️
Awarded some $$$ from uni because I had the highest GPA in the HIM program.
Attended the junior orientation at school. Glad to see it’s getting more diverse each year.
Lover!!! 💗💗💗
Officially a senior! One. More. Year. #HIM2020
Impulsively upgraded my phone from 8+ to the XS. 😬
September
My lover’s birth month.
Honeymoon phase.
Part of UIC’s Jeopardy team at the AHIMA Conference and we won!!! YAY TEAM!
One of my high school friends, Paolo, and his friend Riz, visited me here in Chicago for 2 days. Going out with them was a nice break from my monotonous schedule.
And because I had visitors, it was the first time I had to drive on the highway for a long time. Finally conquered my fear of driving on the highway because I had no choice. *pats self on the back*
October
Sad month. Lost another classmate.
Back to drinking Starbucks on the daily. My debit card is crying.
Baby fever is real!
And who would’ve thought... my bff is pregnant!! I tagged Johan on a tweet that said “baby fever but like in an aunt way” and she called me a few days later telling me the good news. I thought she was messing with me at first hahaha. I have a new inaanak coming soon!
Mama’s birthday. Had lunch at our favorite place Joy Yee.
My mom’s brother who she hasn’t seen in 8 years visited us here in Chicago.
November
Friends thought I’m getting engaged or married when I told them I’m going back home after graduation. Love how supportive they are haha.
I was invited to be a panelist for an event at uni. Great experience, although I would not do it again because parking downtown is expensive.
“Not everything about your relationship has to be shared with others.”
Mental health spiral. (I pulled through after disappearing for a few days)
Cut my hair short, but not that short.
December
Senior In-Service done!
Starbucks discontinued my fav Chestnut Praline Latte and I am the saddest bean ever. :( </3
Impulsively upgraded my phone to 11, hated the quality (reminded me of android phones). So after four days, I upgraded it to the 11 Pro Max. No more spending this year! Lol.
After all the struggles I went through with school this semester, I still managed to finish with straight A’s thanks to the extra credit points from completing the course evaluations. Summa cum laude = secured. 👩🏻🎓✨☝🏼
I tried Disney Plus and binge watched The Suite Life on Deck. I remembered I used to have the biggest crush on Cody since the first Suite Life lol.
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hi i am doing this solely for myself/my own records so please feel free to ignore!!!!!! i wanted to challenge myself by making a top 10 albums list from the last decade - it was rly difficult because my ass truly cannot cut things down and be decisive, but here it is!
i know many ppl r not into this kinda thing, but i really really love symbolic gestures - i love the idea that a new year (or a new decade!) can wipe ur slate clean, can give u a chance to be hopeful and excited and look forward to things - i hate change and i hate endings but the one good thing to come of them are beginnings! i love new starts, i love freshness, i love blank slates. i know that the end of the year/decade is arbitrary and doesn’t rly mean anything in the long run but....... it is important and super special to me!!!
i’m really not good with words/proper descriptions of the music itself, so i mainly just describe memories/associations i make to the albums, so don’t expect a proper music critic’s review or anything LOL… i am also not ranking by objective quality, but influence - these r the albums that personally made the biggest impact on me since 2010. i started off the decade age 13 and finished it in 2019 at age 23..... so clearly that is a very big difference in stages of life!!! i completed my teenage years, graduated from elementary school, high school & university.... i went thru many different friend groups, many different personality changes...... several big life events occurred…. many many hours were spent listening to music. and now i’m here!
my only rules were 1. had to be on repeat for a significant amount of time, 2. preferably only one album per artist (to force me to pick between them), and 3. i had to consistently listen to the album as a whole (as opposed to just a few songs out of it)...... some of my fav songs in the world aren’t on these albums bc they were either released before 2010 or i didn’t listen to the rest of the album except for a handful of songs (as is usually the case for me). so the albums on this list are markers in my life, and i could (and did!) listen to them front and back. and ALSO they are not ranked from 1-10...... it was literally difficult enough choosing just 10 and i truly would not survive having to rank them as well. in release date order, here they are!!!!!
owen pallett - heartland (jan 12th, 2010)
okay i know i just said i wouldn’t rank these but........... well this one is #1 regardless lol!!! the rest are not in any sort of order but this one has to be first (and how lucky that it was released first too!!!) this is the most important/special album to me in the world - it’s the first album released by my favourite musician under his real name, it has some of my most favourite songs of all time on it - it’s probably the first album in my life that i loved and listened to as a whole! when I was younger i never used to have favourite singers or favourite writers or favourite artists - i would have one favourite song/book/painting but never look into the creator’s other work, never had any interest in organizing things that way. but this is the first time i thought - “i adore this song..... and i adore all the other songs this person makes.... so i guess i like this whole album?” not to mention it’s a whole story and world - heartland tells a whole fable and sounds so beautiful doing so. owen was also the first concert i’ve ever been to! he is so beautiful and wonderful and this album is perfect and has my heart and can do no wrong! and as a plus it was released right at the beginning of 2010 so it truly started off the decade and set the pace. i really don’t know what else to say! heartland was a constant throughout the last ten years - i can’t tie it to one specific moment or feeling the way i can with the other albums. this one was really just the background of my whole adolescence, i guess, and i’ll love owen and this album forever!!!! love love love
gorillaz - plastic beach (march 3, 2010)
i honestly didn’t listen to this album as a whole until the summer after grade 11/before grade 12 when i had to take summer school for math bc i failed (first class i had ever failed :’)!!) and needed the credit for my grade 12 courses (many of which i ended up failing anyway lol) BUT i still had hope at this point so this summer wasn’t that bad..... i remember i had to buy my own bus pass for the summer w my own work money for the first time and walk to the mall bus stop every day all summer to take the city bus downtown to the highschool that used to b a prison (RIP, it got torn down this year) to take summer math from 8-3, 5 days a wk. i loved those classes surprisingly? i remember that summer i dressed so cute every day, i would wear my extra ass dresses and knee high socks and do my hair all cute...... i’d steal my mom’s old lady sweaters w mini skirts and make my own coffee to bring w me and felt so adult..... i didn’t make any friends bc i thought they were all too cool but later learned that the girls in class rly liked me and remembered me the next year when i’d see them at their highschool when visiting for a trivia tournament (don’t judge!!!!) also the first time i got hit on bc a 30 yr old man in my class somehow got my email from the teacher and sent me a creepy email asking me out and i was too scared to go to school the next day lol..... truly feels surreal. but yes i would listen to this album (and demon dayz!) on repeat cuz i found the full albums uploaded to youtube so i remember i would just listen to the entire album all the way thru for the duration of the bus ride while looking out the window and daydreaming bc i couldn’t skip any songs and I couldn’t go on my phone bc the music only plays if u keep the youtube app open…. so it’s hard to listen to the songs individually now because i just picture the transitions every time!
caribou - swim (april 20, 2010)
this was my summer between grade 8 - grade 9! up until this point i only had a handful of western artists that i listened to (before highschool i listened almost exclusively to Japanese doujin groups that remixed video game music…. do NOT judge!!!) and i felt soooo cool when i started listening to this album/others like it… had odessa downloaded on my zen creative mp3.... so freaking good!! got so embarrassed of my music taste after this LOL cuz my brother saw the album cover on my phone in highschool and asked what hipster shit i was listening to. little did he know.... its GOOD!!!! such a great album to just listen to all the way through. perfect background music for studying/ /walking/smoking/literally doing anything to! i can still listen to it and pinpoint different/new melodies in the back in certain songs. so good!!!
crystal castles - (II) (april 23, 2010)
so many 2010 albums wow but LISTEN....... i first heard crystal castles in either 2010 or 2011, immediately after i first made a tumblr in grade 9.... this was the era when offensive bloggers and hipster british bloggers were like the only 2 sections of tumblr...... one of the first ppl i followed was this one super popular british blogger, this kid from london who was probs 15 and he had like, a pale grunge aesthetic and rly long bangs that covered his eyes.... i forget his name omg i wish i could see what he was doing now! but ya i loved him i thought he was the coolest thing ever, i went on his blog and he had autoplay and pap smear was the first song that started playing...... i remember being like wtf is this??? first time i heard music like that, with the video game sounds mixed in and the vocals so distorted. i literally was enamoured like i remember thinking i should hate it and wtf r these british freaks listening to but like..... i could NOTTTT STOP and i remember i wouldn’t even bother looking up the song on youtube or anything, when i wanted to listen to the song i would just go to this guy’s tumblr LOOOOOL god!!!! on the outside i was a cutesy girly girl but on the inside i was a pale grunge hipster british tumblr user!
beach house - bloom (may 15, 2012)
this album is just the sweetest, prettiest memory…. it’s so.. crisp? and clear and pure and loving! beach house was (unsurprisingly) my spotify artist of the decade and i don’t care what rep they get or how similar their music may sound i love them with my entire heart! discovered them from tumblr (as i did most of my fav highschool albums) - first beach house song i ever heard was wild - i remember the first time i started being (SLIGHTLY) less mortified of talking about my music taste to other people, it was maybe in first year? i had gotten into my friend’s car, before we got super close, and she was playing a song off of bloom i think! and i remember my heart just stopped!!!! and i was so absolutely terrified of saying anything, but even moreso excited to see someone whose opinion i cared about who was listening to music that i liked, and so i gathered all my strength and tried to be super casual and say something like “oh, you like beach house, too?” (meanwhile i was literally shaking with nerves…..) and she just so easily said “yeah, i love this song!” and it was the most validating, comforting thing! and a while after that, one of my favourite memories: my other friend got hired at a local café/tea shop, the teeniest little place – it was like 3x4 metres, max – and she would close the store alone, and it was always completely dead, so the group of us would go and sit with her for her entire shift in this sweet warm little store – we’d have tea and coffee and scones – and over the store speakers, she would play whatever we wanted – and for a while i didn’t make suggestions, let everyone else choose, but! i worked my way up to suggesting she play bloom – and she would play the album all the way through, and she surprisingly really liked it?? and then it became the default soundtrack to our tiny hangouts in the tiny café :’)
toro y moi - anything in return (jan 16, 2013)
WOWWWW truly such a throwback....... this is the first time i felt cool, TRULY cool listening to music LMAOOOO SO EMBARRASSING!!! i remember the day it came out, grade 11 i guess??? but i swear it must have leaked way earlier cuz i remember listening to this way before.... my fav tumblr user at the time (kiki deerhoof LMFAO now THAT is a throwback!!!!) was always posting abt toro y moi and made a mixtape w his music on it and i fell in love..... and i wanted to be cool too! so i would obsessively listen to this album when it dropped. the album drop also overlapped w the moment my grades/effort in school went on a steep decline (not that it caused it ofc but this was like…. the background music to my demise, in a way!) i’ll never forget listening to so many details on my chilly walk past my old elementary school at 6am to get to my bus stop - way too cool for school
mac demarco - salad days (apr 1, 2014)
how fitting that chamber of reflection is playing in the coffee shop as i type this :’) this album was the soundtrack to my late grade 12/entire grade 13 experience. i was SO thoroughly and unbearably depressed LOOOOL it was really awful… i’m laughing now thinking back at it but honestly the feeling of being left behind by all of your friends and having to come to terms with not meeting ur own expectations of urself… having to repeat a year and being the oldest one in ur classes…… SO AWFUL!!!! really truly idk how i did it! but the whole time, all year, i would listen to this album. i would always play it on my walk to the city bus (in grade 13 i never made the actual school bus and i don’t even know how much money i must have paid taking the city bus every day bc i truly could not get out of bed early enough to take the free school bus but ALAS……) and i swear to you that entire year was grey and foggy and cold and damp… and i would play salad days (the song itself) and my emo ass would associate 100% with mac singing “oh mama, acting like my life’s already over….. oh dear, act your age and try another year,” and i swear he was singing it just for me, trying to slap me out of my stupor by saying “calm down, ur fine, ur life isn’t over, it’s just one year and you’ll be back on track!” and sometimes, SOMETIMES!! it worked!
azealia banks - broke with expensive taste (nov 7, 2014)
i know i know..... i’m aware how we feel about azealia now....... and i know how overstated it is when ppl say “she may be problematic but she was an artistic GENIUS!!!” so i will not add more to the conversation but....... is this album not pristine? like what a masterpiece????? this album straight up defined my highschool experience even tho it was released at the beginning of grade 12..... all of grade 12/13 i was blasting this album while walking down the hallway hating literally everything! i grew up idolizing my bro and all he listened to (techno/house/etc) and loving it but being too embarrassed of copying him to get too into it, but then hearing azealia sound cute and sexy and scary while interpolating all these house beats. LITERALLY chicken soup for the soul… it felt like she made it just for me!! and even before bwet actually dropped, listening to 212 and all of her other singles waiting for her to finally drop the album she was tweeting about for years, like i don’t remember the last time i anticipated an album for soooo long? and she dropped it days after my 17th bday which really was such a perfect gift. listening to this w my friend who also loved azealia, pretending we were cool as SHIT and so grown up...... beyond influential
frank ocean - blonde (aug 20, 2016)
ur lying if this album wasn’t a pivotal moment for u......... blonde is the sole reason summer 16 is viewed as a cultural landmark. i SWEAR!!!! i may have spent 8 hours a day on tumblr in 2016 but my ass was NOT cool enough to have been listening to frank ocean prior to blonde..... no i never listened to channel orange before this, yes i know i was behind the times! 2016 was the summer after my 1st year of uni, august i had just finished my summer school course so my summer was just starting (i was re-taking 1st year math bc i failed..... some things never change huh!!!! lied to my dad and told him i was tryna get ahead by taking bio in summer school... he believed me till he caught me in a lie by chatting w my friend he bumped into at walmart LOL.... and yet he never said a word :’) an angel) this was also the summer my dad left for a few months to go travelling across canada, he was gone all summer and my bro was busy working and so was my mom and i had the car all to myself for the first time. went on SOOO many drives this summer blasting this album. not to mention that since my dad wasn’t home the responsibility to drive my mom to work fell on me and wow i LOVED it? i realized i love having little responsibilities and having ppl rely on me in little ways like this..... i loved going to bed at 3am and having my mom gently wake me up at 5:30am, having a coffee with her before leaving in my ratty pajamas to drive her to work, the sun was just rising but it was already sooo hot, that summer i remember i couldn’t even hold the steering wheel cuz it was burning and my car didn’t (still doesn’t!) have AC, i’d drop her off to work up on the mountain and as i drove down the escarpment i would roll down the windows and blast pink + white right as the sun began to peek over the clouds and i would take a pretty sunrise pic every time before driving around for a bit, listening to this album, going home, and going back to sleep till 2pm
blood orange - negro swan (aug 24, 2018)
i fully expected this list to be mainly albums released earlier in the decade, which makes sense – they would’ve had more time to have an effect on me – but as the final/most recent entry on my list, this album was beautiful enough to be a consistent part of the most recent year-and-a-half of my life!!! it’s also unique in that it’s one of the only albums on this list, i think, where i had already been a big fan of the artist’s previous work and was waiting for the album to drop. not 2 sound like one of THOSE people but i often find myself liking the first albums i heard from an artist/their older music better than newer work they release (not always!!! but often!), not from any kind of elitism or anything but honestly probably just nostalgia fogging my taste? especially for my first listen of a new album – it usually takes some time and a few re-listens before i really enjoy a newer release – BUT! from the moment dev released the album cover (which is so beautiful? one of my fav album covers off the top of my head) and dropped the first 2 singles, ESPECIALLY charcoal baby, i was so so enamoured with the album, right from the start. that whole summer i had it on repeat – early the next year i saw dev play in Toronto, and it was one of the best concerts i’ve ever been to – the lighting and colours and his dancing and demeanour, the other vocalists, plus we were right up at the stage, it was so stunning!!!!! this album has consistently appeared on all of my various spotify playlists, it rly can suit all moods and occasions, i love it very much and it’s the perfect album to round out my past decade in music!
honourable mentions: SPEED ROUND
yes i’m a CHILD that cannot commit to cutting things down...... but tbh i’m surprised enough that i was able to preen my list into a top 10 anyway. so these r the honourable mentions that i couldn’t live with myself if i didn’t mention in some way!!!! all also very good and important and special to me, in no particular order!
mount kimbie - love what survives: i won’t lie this one hurt to not include on my top 10 :( i’m surprised too.... my friend rly fought for this to be included but i had to listen to my heart!!! however ofc i HAD to include it here at the very least. i was so shocked when it dropped, it was nothing like the rest of mount kimbie’s stuff i had previously heard.... i discovered them randomly when i was studying and spotify did that annoying thing where it plays “artist radio” or whatever so one of their older songs came on shuffle and WOW it was so good! and then i properly listened to them after hearing their songs with king krule... anyway this album is stunning and i am SO sad i didn’t get to see them when they came to toronto but i promise myself (and u!) that i will go the next time they come by!!!! u have my word!
foals - holy fire: this one also hurts a lot to not include :((( a LOT a lot! this one i’m really fond of, my fav foals album and one of the main albums i associate with highschool! so pretty, i’ll never forget hearing holy fire (the song itself) for the first time, so angry and satisfying and GOOD!!!
king krule - 6ft beneath the moon/the ooz: love both these albums soooo so much, i think 6fbtm came closer to almost being in the top 10 but others had it beat juuust slightly - these albums defined the beginning/end of my uni career, respectively, and i’ll cherish them forever! love archie’s ugly ginger ass with my whole heart
james blake - the colour in anything: was such a fan of james and was so excited when this album dropped - it was the start of summer i think? and i would always play it when i went for bike rides to the beach with my dad! such pretty music to drive ur bike to beside the water, all the way down the waterfront until we got to the next city over, riding past all the rich ppl’s mansions and trying to sneak a glance into their windows as we rode by
beyonce - self-titled: obviously the day this dropped - w no promo whatsoever - was a critical moment in music history!! we played this obsessively in high school, blasted this album the entire Europe trip in grade 12 and it just reminds me of travelling and planes and France…. so sexy!
solange - a seat at the table: rly truly a gorgeous album!! we played this in the car when my friends and i trekked to Toronto early one fall morning right after it dropped, we skipped school to go to some event at a café, and we had to wake up DUMB early, like 4:30AM, and i went to go pick them up and we were all way too tired to talk to eachother and stressed cuz we absolutely COULDN’T miss the train so i played this album the whole drive there while the sun was rising and it was so calming and pretty and special
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Best and Worst Reads of 2019
Let’s talk about books baby…
Before I get into my favorite and least favorite reads of 2019 I want to talk about the rating system that I adopted halfway through the year. I now use the CAWPILE method which I got from G. over at Book Roast on Youtube though I’ve changed it some.
CAWPILE breaks down a book into 7 different categories:
C = Characters Backstory Growth Arc Did you feel like you knew them? Were you invested? A = Atmosphere World Building W = Writing Style Did you like the Writing Style? P = Plot Did you like the plot? Were you able to follow it? I = Immersion Did the book keep your attention? Did you want to keep reading? L = Logic Did things make sense to you in the context of the story? E = Enjoyment Did you enjoy this book?
Now here’s where I made changes G. rates each section out of 10 then does some math to make it fit into the Goodreads 0-5 start scale. I, on the other hand, wanted something more simple so I rate my categories out of 5 stars then add each section up then divide by 7 (because there are 7 categories) For example:
Here is my break down of The Young Queens by Kendare Blake, which I loved but wasn’t one of my fav’s of the year.
C = Characters 3 Stars A = Atmosphere 5 Stars W = Writing Style 5 Stars P = Plot 5 Stars I = Immersion 5 Stars L = Logic 5 Stars E = Enjoyment 5 Stars = 33 out of 35 33 devided by 7 is 4.712% which makes my raiting for the book a 4.75 out of 5 stars.
I wanted to start off this post by going over my favorite and least books of 2019, let’s start chronologically with my favorites:
In an Absent Dream by Seanan McGuire 5 out of 5 stars
This is the fourth installment in the Wayward Children series or novellas. For those that don’t know these books follow children that have made their way into portal worlds like Oz and Wonderland but have for one reason or another been spit back out into our world. The kids usually cant readjust so they are sent to special boarding schools. The one school, in particular, is Eleanor West’s Home for Wayward Children. The first three played off each other whereas this one we follow a child we haven’t met in other books. If fact this book takes place years before the first three books in the series.
In an Absent Dream follows Lundy, a very serious young girl who would rather study and dream than become a respectable housewife and live up to the expectations of the world around her. As well she should.
When she finds a doorway to a world founded on logic and reason, riddles and lies, she thinks she's found her paradise. Alas, everything costs at the goblin market, and when her time there is drawing to a close, she makes the kind of bargain that never plays out well.
NOTE* I read this book prior to adopting my new rating system but I think my rating would be somewhere between 4.5-5 stars with my new system.
The Savior's Champion by Jenna Moreci 5 out of 5 stars both times with a CAWPILE rating of 35
This is a self-published book that in my opinion would rival any traditionally published work. The Savior's Champion is the first in a series of which I can’t wait for more to come out... This story had me hooked from the first chapter which I read before it came out in 2018. I got this book on Audio and the narrator Nick Denton, who is a sweetheart by the way, is amazing.
This book follows Tobias Kaya doesn't care about The Savior. He doesn't care that She's the Ruler of the realm or that She purified the land, and he certainly doesn't care that She's of age to be married. But when competing for Her hand proves to be his last chance to save his family, he's forced to make The Savior his priority.
Now Tobias is thrown into the Sovereign's Tournament with nineteen other men, and each of them is fighting -- and killing -- for the chance to rule at The Savior's side. Instantly his world is plagued with violence, treachery, and manipulation, revealing the hidden ugliness of his proud realm. And when his circumstances seem especially dire, he stumbles into an unexpected romance, one that opens him up to unimaginable dangers and darkness.
Trigger warning: this novel contains graphic violence, adult language, and sexual situations.
The Ruin of Kings by Jenn Lyons 5 out of 5 stars both times with a CAWPILE rating of 35
This is the first book in a high fantasy series (or trilogy I don’t really know which lol) The story grabbed me right away but it did take a second to get used to because you are following Kihrin through two parts of his life and the story jumps from the past to the present throughout the book. I listened to this book on audio and it was amazing. The THREE narrators (Vikas Adam (Kihrin), Feodor Chin (Thurvishar), and Soneela Nankani (Talon)) were amazing and I only hope book 2 and eventually book 3 will have the same VOA’s
Kihrin grew up in the slums of Quur, a thief and a minstrel's son raised on tales of long-lost princes and magnificent quests. When he is claimed against his will as the missing son of a treasonous prince, Kihrin finds himself at the mercy of his new family's ruthless power plays and political ambitions.
Practically a prisoner, Kihrin discovers that being a long-lost prince is nothing like what the storybooks promised. The storybooks have lied about a lot of other things, too: dragons, demons, gods, prophecies, and how the hero always wins.
Then again, maybe he isn't the hero after all. For Kihrin is not destined to save the world.
He's destined to destroy it.
Now on to the ones you really care about, I know you just skipped to this part…
I only had three disappointing reads this year and one of them was a re-try that I had DNFed when I got the ARC.
Genuine Fraud by E. Lockhart DNFed AGAIN
Imogen is a runaway heiress, an orphan, a cook, and a cheat. Jule is a fighter, a social chameleon, and an athlete. An intense friendship. A disappearance. A murder, or maybe two. A bad romance, or maybe three. Blunt objects, disguises, blood, and chocolate. The American dream, superheroes, spies, and villains. A girl who refuses to give people what they want from her. A girl who refuses to be the person she once was.
I first got this book as an ARC back before it came out (obviously) I got 50 pages in and I wanted to rip my hair out that’s how much I was disliking it. So I thought that maybe Mystery-Thrillers weren’t for me. But now having a few under my belt and I’m liking these genres I’d give it another go especially since some of my favorite book bloggers and booktubers really enjoyed it.
Oh boy was I WRONG. I made it to that same spot and wanted to rip my hair out but I thought no keep going maybe it will get better. Wrong again, the MC was bland and boring and found myself wishing she would adopt a good personality or really any personality at all would be a vast improvement over who she was portraying at any given time. I didn’t care about the plot or her backstory or why she was hiding.
So I DNFed this book for a second time at around 100 pages.
The Umbrella Academy, Vol. 1: The Apocalypse Suite by Gerard Way 1 out of 5 stars
In an inexplicable worldwide event, forty-seven extraordinary children were spontaneously born to women who'd previously shown no signs of pregnancy. Millionaire inventor Reginald Hargreeves adopted seven of the children; when asked why, his only explanation was, "To save the world."
These seven children form the Umbrella Academy, a dysfunctional family of superheroes with bizarre powers. Their first adventure at the age of ten pits them against an erratic and deadly Eiffel Tower, piloted by the fearsome zombie-robot Gustave Eiffel. Nearly a decade later, the team disbands, but when Hargreeves unexpectedly dies, these disgruntled siblings reunite just in time to save the world once again.
This may have been partly my fault because I watched the Netflix adaptation before I knew the source material existed. I LOVED the show, it is hands down one of my new favorites but the graphic novel wasn’t well put together. I have been reading graphic novels and comics my whole life and I know you’re not getting a novel with dialogue and story spelled out for you. I know that there is a harmony between what is written and the art but the artist had to work twice as hard to convey the story. What little written word was there wasn’t the best.
I did like the art style it was fun and really the only thing that kept me going thought out this volume. I won’t continue in the series as far as the graphic novel is concerned but I am highly anticipating the next season of the show.
The Wonderful Wizard of Oz by L. Frank Baum 2 out of 5 stars
When Dorothy and her little dog Toto are caught in a tornado, they and their Kansas farmhouse are suddenly transported to Oz, where Munchkins live, monkeys fly and Wicked Witches rule. Desperate to return home, and with the Wicked Witch of the West on their trail, Dorothy and Toto - together with new friends the Tin Woodsman, Scarecrow and Cowardly Lion - embark on a fantastic quest along the Yellow Brick Road in search of the Emerald City. There they hope to meet the legendary, all-powerful Wizard of Oz, who alone may hold the power to grant their every wish.
I grew up with both the movies and had been a huge fan since childhood. The filmmakers took a lot of successful liberties with this story and were able to convey everything so much better than Baum. My least favorite part was the Witches of Oz, the Wicked Witch of the West she seemed more like a stern grandmother than an evil witch, though she had her moments with the Tin Man, Lion, and the Scarecrow.
But I will continue in the series because it is a goal of mine to read them all.
#2019 books#Am reading#Book Review#The Savior's Champion#The Ruin of Kings#In an Absent Dream#Good books#disappointing reads#Best and Worst Reads of 2019
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sooo i saw this tag a while ago and wanted to do it?? so guess what this bitch? tagged herself yes u heard that right
tagging my favs who are basically tagged down below? so ily go do it
1. What’s your favorite sims death? none of my sims ever die lmfao ( i have death toggle off and like none of my sims make it to the elder stage ever anyways
2. Alpha CC or Maxis Match? maxis match 👀💦
3. Do you cheat when your sims gain weight? no?? well i mean like my sim recently gained a shit ton of weight bc she had work and didnt have time to work out but she’s been working out / going out more and just lost it??
4. Do you use move objects? who doesnt 🤷🏻♀️
5. Favourite mod? everyone says mc command center but i literally cant live without the ui cheats extension
6. First expansion/game/stuff pack you got? i got the 2 expansions + outdoor retreat at the same time
7. Do you pronounce “live mode” as aLIVE or LIVing? live?? as in a LIVE bc i tend to think of it as u know?? like when u watching a show or w/e and it goes “LIVE” bc like the pause button and shit
8. Who’s your favourite sim that you’ve ever made? idk probably like?? that girl i didnt name😉
9. Have you made a simself? nope im fugly
10. What sim traits would you give yourself? materialistic, lazy, perfectionist lmfao
11. Which is your favourite EA colour? like?? hair wise?? i think i use the dark brown the most but black is cute too
12. Favourite EA hair? that get together box braids 😩
13. Favourite life stage? young adult lmfao does anyone even says anything else
14. Are you a builder or are you in it for the gameplay? i bought the game to build but i succc so tbh cas?? my laptop is too :// to run sims 4 smoothly so gameplay isnt always enjoyable
15. Are you a CC creator? i would be if s4s didnt fail on me i mean?? i make cc for myself but i cant release them
16. Do you have any simblr friends/ a sim squad? yike i want a squad? hmu pls @mooon-sims @ridgeport @complicite @desertbloom @comfysim @blissims @crypticsim
17. What’s your favourite game? (1, 2, 3 or 4) i’ve only played ts4
18. Do you have any sims merch? yike no
19. Do you have a YouTube channel for sims? if you saw how much my game lags u wouldnt ask
20. How has your “sim style” changed throughout your years of playing? like ok my sims’ faces are getting a lot longer?? if u get ( also @ the ppl who has been mootuals w/ me since my first blog my sim style changed p drastically??
21. What’s your Origin ID? i forgot but its p bullshit
22. Who’s your favourite CC creator? i cant?? pick one tbh? like i dont have oNe but i have a lot of cc favs???
23. How long have you had a simblr? like 2 months?
24. How do you edit your pictures? photoshop hoe
25. What expansion/game/stuff pack do you want next? i need seasons i need seasons i need seasons
26. What expansion/game/stuff pack is your favourite so far? get together bc im a hoe for windenburg?? i love windenburg so much ahhh plus the build buy items are super cute?? i fucking love that pack cas / build / world wise but if you’re talking about gameplay its probably city living bc food trucks
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I guess tag time?
Rules: Respond the 92 questions and tag 25 persons. I wasn’t actually tagged, but I’m pretending I was
Last
1.Drink: Half Dr Pepper half Cherry Pepsi
2.Phone call: Pocket dial from an ex doesn’t count, so facetime with a long distance friend that kept getting disconnected
3.Text: “Because it’s stuck in my head, but that’s kinda my fault cuz I keep listening to the same song over and over and over and over and over again”
4.Song listened to: Three-Thirty by AJR
5.Time you cried: About three hours ago
Have you ever:
6. Dated someone twice: Hell naw. Don’t know think I’d ever take any of them back tbh
7. Been cheated on: Nope.
8. Kissed someone and regretted it: Um... no. Not that I can think of.
9. Lost someone special: Lots of times....
10. Been depressed: Yeah.... but I’m trying
11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Nope. Just got spacey as fuck after a shot and half a cosmo and a screwdriver
List 3 fav. colors:
12. Purple
13. Blue
14. Idk, black I guess
In the last year have you:
15. made new friends: Probably
16. fallen in love: I’ve loved but I don’t think I’ve been In Love
17. laughed until you cried: Tons of times :D
18. found out someone was talking about you: Unfortunately
19. met someone who’s changed you: I don’t know...??
20. found out who your true friends are: Yep.
21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: Uhhh... *checks friends list* No.
22. how many Facebook friends do you know in real life: All of them except one, who happens to be a mutual
23. do you have any pets: Unfortunately, no :(
24. do you want to change your name: Nah
25. what did you do for your last birthday: Did a shot with the fam and went to the bar with my (then) boyfriend, then spent the night at his house afterword
26. what time did you wake up: 6:45am because fuck my life, that’s why
27. what were you doing at midnight last night: Growing frustrated with the aforementioned long distance friend’s wifi because our facetime kept getting disconnected
28. name something you cannot wait for: I don’t know, something amazing, I guess...
29. when was the last time you saw your mother: We’re literally sitting in the same room right now?
30. what is one thing you would change about your life: I wish I didn’t have to deal with depression and anxiety as much
31. what are you listening to right now: Sober Up by AJR (my favorite song right now)
32. have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yep. My godmother’s ex husband’s uncle (or cousin or family friend or something) brings his poker chips and dice to family gatherings and everyone chips in a dollar and we play Left Right Center and whoever wins gets the money. It gets really intense sometimes, and there was one time we crowded 20 people around the dining room table.
33. Something that is getting on your nerves: I don’t know... Kind of everything, really
34. Most visited website: Tumblr, youtube, and facebook
35. funniest memory: That one time @piper-rory and I got into shenanigans in English class. We got away with so much shit that we shouldn’t have, and to this day I have no idea how.
36. memory from school: “Big S-curve,” “THE BEAT OF THE MUSIC COMES FROM My LOINS,” and basically anything else that came from band class. Also “Slutty olive oil,” “clear as a diamond at Tiffany’s” and “Carbonated piss” from Environmental Science
37. memories you want to make: I want to go on Hobbit-style adventures and have fun and make friends and I want to go to Disney World and I want to go to the Indiana Dunes again and I want to go on a road trip
38. natural hair color: Too light to be brown but too dark to be blonde, with too much red to actually decide one way or the other
39. long or short hair: Long, but not long enough. When it’s sopping wet and being pulled as straight as it can get, it’s down to the bottom of my rib cage, but I’m growing it out in hopes that I can get it down to my hips.
40. do you have a crush on someone: Ahhh... residual love from a fresh breakup, and beyond that... I mean, there’s a cute guy that I’m friends with, but at this exact moment, that’s it.
41. what do you like about yourself: I have good curves and awesome legs and sometimes I say stuff that makes sense
42. piercings: Just my earlobes, but sometimes I like wearing ear cuffs
43. blood type: Fuck if I know
44. nickname: I don’t really have one, but my D&D character’s name is Mnemosyne (nim-AH-zen-ee)
45. relationship status: Freshly single and more bothered by it that I like to admit.
46. zodiac sign: By the traditional star chart, Libra. Mathematically correct, Virgo. Chinese, rat. Native American, raven.
47. pronouns: She/her. Cuz I’m boring.
48. favourite tv show: Avatar: The Last Airbender.
49. tattoos: No, thank you.
50. left or right handed: Left
First:
51. Surgery: It’s not something I like to talk about, so if you want to know about it, feel free to send me an ask (but please not anon because, well... I’m still self conscious about it even though it was like... 10 or 11 years ago)
52. Piercing: As previously stated, just my earlobes.
53. Best Friend: Don’t really have one at the moment, but if I had to pick, I’d say either the D&D group or MiniMads
54. Sport: Marching band and show choir all throughout high school, track in 6th and 7th grade
55. Vacation: My grandparents owned a lake house in Michigan that we went to all the time when I was growing up
56. Pair of trainers: Black high top Converse, black low top knock off Converse, black slide on fuzzums, black knee high boots. Basically all of my shoes are fucking black.
57. Favourite snack: Ice cream.
58. Drink you hate: Mountain Dew is fucking disgusting
59. I’m about to: Probably go to bed tbh
60. I’m listening to: Basically anything and everything you can find on this youtube channel here because I love this band to death they are my absolute favorite
61. Waiting for: I don’t know... something amazing, I guess.
62. Wanting: A trip to Disney World
63. Get married: I don’t know, tbh.
64. Career: Something that won’t make me miserable.
Your type:
65. hugs or kisses: Cuddles and kisses both
66. lips or eyes: Eyes, but soft kissable lips are nice too
67. Shorter or Taller: Taller than me
68. Older or Younger: Either, as long as it’s a reasonable age difference either way
69. Romantic or Spontaneous: Spontaneous romantic.
70. Nice arms or nice stomach: As long as they’re able to give good hugs, I don’t think I really care
71. Sensitive or Loud: Sensitive and able to communicate
72. Hook-up or relationship: Hookups are fun until you get attached, but relationships are stressful when you’re not good at them. So... relationship
73. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant at first but as soon as you cross me, I can and will make your life hell.
Have you ever:
74. Kissed a Stranger: No. And I don’t plan to.
75. Drank hard liquor: All I had on my 21st birthday was vodka.
76. Lost glasses/contacts: No???? That shit’s expensive, why the fuck wouldn’t I keep track of it????
77. Turned someone down: Yes. Quite a few times.
78. Had sex on first date: HELL NO
79. Broken someone’s heart: Yeah, but they broke mine first, so they had it coming.
80. Had your heart broken: Several times.
81. Been arrested: No. I might be reckless, but I’m not that crazy.
82. Cried when someone died: Everyone does???
83. Fallen for a friend: Yeah.... and then he switched schools and told me it wouldn’t work between us and dated one of my best friends who went to the same school as me and then when they broke up he ended up with another girl that I haven’t met in person but we’re mutuals and I think they’re still together but either way I don’t really care because I just want him to be happy.
Do you believe in:
84. Yourself: Most days, yeah
85. Miracles: I haven’t really thought about it, but my chronically single long distance friend managed to get laid, so I guess that counts as a miracle?
86. Love at first sight: No. It is statistically improbable.
87. Santa Claus: Yeah, it’s a town in Indiana. All joking aside though, I believe Santa Claus is the spirit of Christmas. It’s the holiday cheer and spreading joy and the little adrenaline rush of giving presents. It’s the sparkle of Christmas lights reflecting off tinsel and it’s trees in the front window. Santa Claus isn’t a person, but everyone has a bit of Santa Claus in them
88. Kiss on first date: My (now ex) boyfriend and I made out for 4 and a half ours after our first date.
89. Angels: Yeah, but they’re really complicated
90. Current best friends name: @doctordetectivewinchester @vengeance-is-sworn @a-girl-in-a-place and MiniMads
91. eye color: Green
92. fav movie: Wonder Woman, Howl’s Moving Castle, Castle in the Sky, basically anything Studio Ghibli, and anything Disney.
I hereby tag everyone who’s already been tagged in this post, as well as @vampireapologist cuz all I know about her is that she’s eaten poison ivy and somehow lived to tell the tale. And you know, anyone else who’s actually read this far.
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LET’S TALK: Grey’s Anatomy Season 13
WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING THIS SEASON I AM SUCH TRASH FOR THIS SHOW
if you haven’t watched it already what are you doing it’s on netflix
DON’T BE SPOILED FOR THIS SHOW
favs:
MEREDITH AND RIGGS???
it sucked at first that anyone could replace derek as meredith’s love interest, and arizona was 100% spot-on when she was talking about their love (how her heart beat for him, how they had an epic love story, how they were literally the greatest couple ever and now i’m crying)--but he grew on me, esp during the plane episode
after the plane episode i just rewatched scenes from the plane crash episode on youtube and was sobbing for an hour
i liked that riggs kept waiting until meredith was ready! and that he seemed like he was genuinely ready to fall in love again and meet the kids and everything (even though the last episode just...)
jo + de luca
i really like them together. i like alex and jo, and i know he really loves her, but i think jo deserves a really nice guy like de luca!!
what the heck:
AMELIA AND OWEN
they were married for a hot sec before separating? and i know amelia needed time but OUCH when she was talking to teddy on the phone for megan and called owen her “coworker”
OK OK OK ALEX KAREV
i really lost my shit during the episode he goes to see jo’s (brooke’s?) husband, when he ran through his mind about beating him up or the husband finding jo
except it turned out to be imagined so we good
i was so on edge with the whole prison thing, even though i knew he wouldn’t actually go to prison (because what would the show even be if ALEX left)
THE FACT THAT HE WAS GOING TO TAKE THE PLEA FOR JO THOUGH
????? for next season:
MEGAN!! okay, I KNEW she was still alive. bc if you don’t see the body, there’s always a chance that they’re alive (especially on a shonda show)
I love that scene where Meredith tells Riggs and she says that if it were Derek, she’d already be gone and she truly is so happy for him because even though they talked about Megan/Derek coming back like it were a fantasy, it happened for one of them. the love of his life is back.
okay but how we gonna deal with that cheating thing??
jackson and april and maggie?? so was the hotel thing a one night stand for april and jackson? still rooting for them since i actually love april and how much she’s grown throughout the seasons ((remember when she used to be super annoying in the beginning))
what happens to eliza now??? she just got fired and i loved her and arizona together
leah coming back? it was a little out of the blue
PREDICTIONS
mere + alex? will that be a thing? everyone’s been advocating for them but honestly, i think i like them better as friends
maggie + jackson are definitely going to give it a go
i don’t think megan and riggs will end up together
WHEN IS SEASON 14
#grey's#grey's anatomy#shondaland#tv talk#tvtalk#shonda rhimes#meredith grey#april kepner#jackson avery#alex karev#mine#text
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