#she'd do the same regardless tbh

[sharpsuite]

" i'm fine, just. . . give me a minute. " (for ann) (also hello ❤️)

↳ BLOOD BLOOD GALLONS OF THE STUFF PROMPTS

Ann crouches beside the other woman with a small frown tugging at the corner of her lips as she hears the other speak. Some people might be inclined to reach out and offer a reassuring touch on the shoulder or hand, anything to offer comfort and a sense of companionship. Ann does NONE of those things. She knows better than the majority of the population that while such actions could help some people, there was also a high probability that it could trigger fear or worsen the stress this woman was already under. It would be better to not risk worsening the situation any more than strictly necessary,

" Try to take a few deep breaths. In for four seconds and out for four seconds. " Ann instructions, her voice calm and composed despite the situation. Losing one's cool would do nothing good for anyone, but Ann cannot fault someone for needing a moment to breathe in light of the horror of a new situation. ( And truly, hadn't they all reacted the same when they'd first arrived? One minute they'd been living their ordinary lives. The next, almost everyone in the city had suddenly disappeared and left them in a desolate version of the world they knew).

Ann slings the backpack off of her shoulder and opens it up, rummaging around in it before she pulls out a sealed water bottle and offers it to the other. " Do you think you can drink? If you can, drink this. It should help. " Zipping up her bag, the other woman casts a glance around and then shifts her attention back towards her. " Take as long as you need. You're not injured, are you? "

[sorry-not-feeling-it-right-now]

Ask game here!!! ^^^ (I’m on IPad so it looks like this unfortunately 😭)

(Oh gosh three asks asking me about the same character (I’ll just put them together and answer it as a singular post!))

(Also this turned out way longer than I’ve expected so I’m gonna put a cut here!! To save scrolling time!!)

FAVORITE THING ABOUT THEM

Probably how open Smitten is with his emotions!!! He feels so so much with his whole heart and I really love how he’s not afraid to share them! He is a really honest and earnest character and I don’t really see him lying in any way (and if he does, he’d probably do a really terrible job at it because of how he wears his heart on his sleeve andnsjsm). I can’t help but feel that his earnestness is something worth admiring!

Oh! And of course of how gentle he can be! Despite his bravado he really knows how to lift someone up with his soft words. He can see how someone is hurting and would attempt to lift them up by reminding them that they are loved and is worth loving. I especially love him in Thorn because of this reason. He’s really just love personified (even if it’s towards his own deterrent (don’t do that Smitten))

Also also! I love the way he speaks! He’s so dramatic with his speech patterns that it gives me the giddiest feeling whenever I hear him speak. His princely flair got me alright… he’s so cute,,,.,,…

AND!!! How he subverts the expectations of how love is a purely good thing!!! Love can hurt really really bad as well as heal!! Both the giver and the receiver!!!! And how he is a representation of using fantasy as a coping mechanism!!! He has a lot!!! Of stuff!!!!

(Ik it said “favourite thing about them (singular)” but I can’t help but give him appreciation by yapping)

LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT THEM

(I do have some things to say about that despite you occupying 90% of my brain space Smitten </3 it’s out of love tho I promy…)

To mirror what I’ve said at the beginning, it’s of how self-sacrificing he is. My guy has zero self-preservation and self-love despite being the personification of love and emotion. He would literally die for the one he loves and like,,,, NO!!!! SMITTY!!!! SOME PEOPLE WOULD WANT YOU TO LIVE!!!! FOR THEM!!!! SOME PEOPLE WOULD TAKE ADVANTAGE OF YOUR DEVOTION!!!!! DONT DO IT!!!! SHAKING YOU ON THE SHOULDERS /AFF

FAVORITE LINE

He has a lot of great lines tbh sbsnsjs

A lot of them are really good, but I just, can’t remember a lot of them, so I’ll just put down those that I actually remember

“My wrath will echo the depths of my bereavement.”

“If we just showed her the contents of our heart... She'd be happy here." ABSOLUTE CHILLS

“YOU SMARMY ASS”

"By cruelly turning on the Princess on her moment of vulnerability we made ourselves an enemy. But, by mastering our fear and insecurity and handing over our power, we've begun a journey to something so much deeper"

BROtp

Smitten and Skeptic! As well as Smitten and Stubborn!!

The Heart and The Head!! The Grey Brothers have a special place in my heart… They’re like the two people who’s really different from each other but enjoys each other’s company regardless of that difference. They balance each other out rather nicely despite them never meeting each other officially in game: like, Skeptic could teach Smitten to think before he act on his own emotions and be more sceptical of the intentions of other people, while Smitten could encourage Skeptic to feel with his heart! I see Skeptic as the type of person to have a hard time empathising with other people and would rely heavily on his logic to help solve the problem for them instead of simply listening to them (he cares, just doesn’t know how to do it in a way that’s unfamiliar to him/not his nature), so I think having Smitten be there to teach him how to do that would help him greatly. They would probably understand each other in the ending where TLQ kills Shifty’s heart and becomes a god himself, since Skeptic knows what’s it like to not have a grounding presence to catch him (for Smitten it’s the Princess). Him and Cheated would comfort Smitten during those times.

And here’s Beauty and Brawn! Aside from their shared appreciation for the Princess, they are also both really passionate characters who are extremely open with their emotions. Smitten would appreciate Stubborn’s showcase of passion towards the Princess, while Stubborn would see strength and potential in Smitten as an opponent! Stubborn would probably rather head straight ahead towards violence instead of using words like Smitten does, but he likes the guy so what the hell

Stubborn would try to get Smitten to fight him, but Smitten just, doesn’t fight him simply because being violent is really not in his nature (unless Stubborn intentionally gloats him into fighting him)

They would be the duo that hugs and cries together whenever there’s a touching scene playing in a movie

OTP

You already know,,..,,,, (it’s Burned Bridges)

Funnily enough the infamous Burned Grey lines aren’t the reason why I ship them in the first place

It’s the fact that I remembered a line Cold had said about Smitten would one day want the emotions to go away completely despite how strongly those emotions burn at the current moment , and then telling him to trust him on it.

It just. Reveals so much about Cold as a character.

Not only does it imply that Cold isn’t completely emotionless as he oh so often tells us that he is, and that he had felt strong emotions at one point but had chosen to repress them completely due to how much it had hurt him, but it also reveals that he doesn’t seem to hold the same animosity towards Smitten as the other way around (at least, not the level of hatred Smitten holds for him),as he actually gave him advice on the subject matter. He seems to be more amused by Smitten then anything. Burned Grey is a route where Smitten was denied of his purpose with us deciding to kill the Princess, and Cold’s whole thing is about his purpose being denied, and hence the numbing ache in his heart that he desperately wants to fill. So I feel like he would probably understand Smitten in that regard of having his purpose denied. He just, find Smitten’s anger really freaking amusing due to the fact that Smitten is usually really chipper. And also the fact that Anger is the rawest emotion there is.

They would definitely start on rough terms though. With Smitten actually fulfilling his promise on letting Cold feel what he had felt (via hurting Cold) and Cold just becoming more and more interested in how far Smitten would go in his pursuit of vengeance. How far would he go? How low would he stoop? He would love to know, and so he would gloat him more and more and see how he would react.

But knowing Smitten, he would probably get really tired of hurting Cold over and over again. He is. Just not a violent person at heart. His starring chapter two is literally one of the three routes that doesn’t have a chapter one that ends with violence(it technically does but you know what I mean(Damsel, Prisoner, Stranger)). Eventually it would reach a point where he would just tiredly tell Cold off without it ending with violence, and that would make Cold feel surprised about the change in his usual pattern of behaviour. I’d like to think that Cold would be the person to reach Smitten out to soothe him on his hollowness and aimlessness when Smitten would deny him over and over until he eventually lets Cold do his thing (heavily influenced by @pink-november ‘s fic btw) and Smitten coming to a realisation that Cold might not be as emotionless as he thought… and then the two deciding to start over on their relationship and become friends… and then learning that wait, they’re actually quite similar… and then they unknowingly fall for each other for real the more time they spend with each other…. oughhhhh slowburn Burned Bridges my beloved

“Who needs violence when you have love?”

“Who needs love when you’ve mastered yourself?”

Also also, fire and ice, pink and black, pillow and blanket, “hero” and “villain” (but not really), emotional doofus and stoic fella????? ENEMIES TO FRIENDS TO LOVERS SLOWBURN?????? That’s a lot of stuff!!!! (And the comedic whiplash of “GRRRR I HATE YOU!!!!” to them cuddling together is just. Really funny to me ok.)

Again, this ship can either go down an even more toxic route then it already is (yummy toxic yaoi) or it could become something really fluffy and tender. It really depends on what direction the writer wants the ship to go. I’m fine with either though. Both are really fun routes.

NOtp

I don’t really have a NOtp for him tbh,,..,,,,.

RANDOM HEADCANON

I’ve already said this in another post, but I’d like to imagine Smitten would abuse nicknames and name the voices with the positive qualities he sees in them. Also this is a headcanon for the Voices in general, but I’d like to think that he’d struggle acting away from his nature. Much like the Vessels, the Voice’s nature is all they knew. A part of him would always yearn for the presence of the Princess, since she was literally who he was made to love and dote upon. Even though he would feel genuinely happy that TLQ had found his one true love, a part of him would always feel that emptiness She had left behind, and his heart would ache more and more. Broken in Apotheosis had proven that the Voices can in fact grow their perspective and in turn become more complex, so I feel like Smitten would definitely have his own arc as well once the Voices learn to become their own person and not just a singular facet of TLQ (and especially Oppy and Cold but this ain’t about them).

Smitten would be really affectionate with his show of affection (depends on Voice to Voice though!!!! He wouldn’t want to make them feel uncomfortable). If you ask him which showcase of affection his likes most, he would tell you that he loves all shows of affection equally! Love is love and should be showed proud and loud across your heart! He’s the type of guy to casually give platonic smooches on the cheeks (again, depends on Voice to Voice—if the Voice is uncomfortable with smooches, he’d probably just do a handshake or something). He doesn’t really put a line in love. To him, love is just that—love. There is no need to put a line between platonic, familial and romantic love. As long as the parties are comfortable with how that love is expressed, there is no problem!

Also can we all agree he would write the corniest love songs ever?? Thanks (Cold would be amused by him and listens to Smitten perform despite his comment on the corniness of it all ahahahahah anyway)

UNPOPULAR OPINION

I can agree on Smitten not being a d!ck but saying Smitten is completely harmless and lacks any malicious intent is where I have to disagree. I dunno if this is an unpopular opinion though.

Him wanting to hurt someone in the name of love IS malicious intent despite the motivation. And he has proven that can AND will do what he had said that he would do with him literally killing us after we killed Damsel for seemingly no reason. He is love as much as he is emotional.

Also he seems to care more about how you AND the Princess feels more then his own opinions. He reads as a people pleaser to me. He genuinely just wants you and the Princess to be happy, but then that mixing with his own perception that he is supposed to be the knight in shining armour for the Princess makes for a weird complex.

SONG I ASSOCIATE WITH THEM

We Become We, but specifically that one part of the song with HEA Smitten. I do love me some angst.

(Again sorry about the format!!!!!)

Full song: https://youtu.be/hRllUeany_Q?si=AJHdP-dJUHdf-r30

That one part: https://youtu.be/mwnXg6GXCk8?si=G1hzN_EG93ulKAhN

FAVOURITE PICTURE OF THEM

Ohohohohoh I have a couple of those teehee

(I love it when I just draw him like a ball)

[disgruntleddemon]

It's better world Emma-May time! (although this design is also my design for her in cannon lol)

she's def a character i'm still very uncertain on. she has even less to go by than Tate, which is saying something! literally all we know is her name, that she left Fiddleford at some point, and a drawing of a picture of her.

i've decided to have her work making arcade games. partly cause i wanted her to also do something computery, and partly cause i thought it'd be funny if she worked for the same company that made fight fighters. i gotta figure out more personality, but i do picture her smart and funny. curious enough to go against her better judgement sometimes, and lots of random little talents.

i also like the hc that her family used to be cihpertologists. i'm going w the idea that her family left when she was too young to really remember any of it. she know of it, and how it affected her family, but doesn't rly have any memories of it.

anyways, i am once again letting the characters be a little ooc. there isn't rly a way to make Emma in character, but, Fiddleford and Ford will be a little bit, cause they end up deciding to tell her everything. or at least a summery.

basically, now that Ford and Fiddleford are officially together, it means Ford actually has to make the trip to palo alto w Fidds to meet Emma and Tate. tbh, this probably would have happened regardless, with McGucket living w Ford, but all the same lol.

obviously, they are ridiculously stressed. and with the fact they'd like Tate to be able to stay in gf sometimes, they realize they Emma deserves to be in the loop. especially cause she'd probably find out eventually anyway, they might as well get a chance to explain themselves first.

suffice to say they're not exactly making the best impression lol. and she's, very reasonably, pissed. but despite herself, she is kind of fascinated by Ford having dealt with Bill. the world's most bizarre case of 6 degrees of separation.

i think she can't help but be interested in the supernatural stuff. i kinda picture a gag where literally everyone handles the supernatural better than Fiddleford hjkjhjk. she moves closer to gf at some point, so i kinda need a reason for her to do so.

that being said, at least for awhile, she doesn't want Tate going. the Tate situation is kind of all over the place for awhile. mostly until Emma is certain he'll be safe and taken care of in gravity falls. at first, Fiddleford has to make visits to californa, then she makes a few visits to gf with tate, then she lets Tate stay without also going, and eventually, she ends up moving closer.

anyway, up until this point there's a running gag of Fiddleford insisting it was a society, not a cult. unfortunately, it's hard to argue w Emma on this one lmao.

Fiddleford fucked off to the middle of no where, started getting more distant, randomly dropped off the face of the earth and stopped contacting his family, and is now finally trying to fix things. suffice to say he really has to prove he's committed to actually doing so.

as for Ford, his social bumbling actually helped him out in his first meeting. yes, he's tripping over his words and clearly anxious out of his mind, but he's obviously trying so so hard lol. i think him and Em would have been friends in better circumstances. she can't help but find him endearing, even if she thinks he's a dumbass.

i'd like for her to at least be on neutral terms with everyone so she can pop in for an adventure here and there, but i also thinks she deserves to be pissed, and make things harder for Fiddleford. local man actually has to face consequences instead of escaping to a literal cult he started, y'know?

[adventuringblind]

hi, could you perhaps do an Oscar x Autistic reader where the reader is sensitive to loud noises and uses earplugs in public or where they has them but don't use them because they think they can get by without them but actually needs them. you can choose. Love the series!

Discreet

Oscar Piastri x Autistic Reader

Summary: Reader has been told all her life that she will scare people off with her headphones. Turns out they actually help a lot!

Warnings: mentions of toxic past and ableism

Notes: meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..... I feel called out by this ask tbh.

Masterlist

Should she be wearing her headphones? Yes. Is she? No. Absolutely not. Why, you may ask? Because she was raised that wearing headphones is going to scare away people. Make her more of an alien in the world than she already feels.

It was supposed to be a calm after party. She'd wanted to celebrate with Oscar for an amazing weekend. Oscar underestimated how rowdy the group could get. Lando had invited half the grid to his hotel room.

It's far too loud for her. A small enclosed space, a variety of different smells mix together, the lights are flashing from the TV. It's all too much for her. It's so loud she can't think properly.

She's currently hiding in the corner of the room with the least number of people. She's doing her best to calm herself down, but the longer she stays here, the harder it gets.

A presence is made known to her by the wall vibrating from weight being slumped against it. "Did you bring your headphones?" Oscar asks from beside her.

She wants to say yes. Tell him she brought them like she was supposed to. But she hadn't because this is a social event, and she doesn't want to scare anybody away.

Oscar takes her lack of words and gestures as a no. "Well, I brought ear plugs just in case. We can sit here until you feel able to walk again, and then I'll come up with a lame ass excuse to get out of here. Sound like a plan?"

This time, she does nod her head. She takes the ear plugs from Oscar and fits them into her ears. It's not the greatest at stopping the noise, but it's something for now.

She takes a few deep breaths and hides her face in her boyfriends shoulder. Effectivley keeping the lights away for a minute.

She taps his hand to signal she's ready (a secret code they'd created for non-verbal moments like this). Oscar helps her up, and then they clamber over to Lando. Her feet are tripping over everything as they do so.

"Thanks for inviting us, Lan. We're gonna go get some sleep now."

It's not even an excuse. It's probably just the honest truth. Regardless, Lando smiles at them and thanks them for coming.

Outside the room, she feels like her lungs are less restricted. Her senses claw at the relief as they walk back to Oscar's room. Her body feels relieved as she puts on her comfy clothes and throws herself under the covers.

"You know you can wear your headphones, right love? It's nothing to ever be ashamed of." Oscar crawls into the bed next to her. She sidles up to him, laying her head on his chest.

"I know. I just - don't want people to be scared of me." She mumbles the last part, but Oscar still hears it.

"Your real friends will be the ones who don't care if you wear headphones or not. They help you and you like them. That's all that matters."

She is able to relax on the thought that Oscar will always want the best for her. He doesn't care that she stims or follows the same patterns. And he'll never mind if she wears headphones. He thinks they make her look more badass anyway.

[manic-sapphic]

"whatever happens, i am staying with you"

sorry bout it but lying bout that - it's another rant. kind of a longer one tbh, just a heads up.

just one of those days <3

the moment in heart pt 2 when catra finally accepts that she’ll probably never be able to get adora to consider whether it really needs to be or always has to be her who gives up everything and shoulders the weight of the world, without hesitation - her certainty that she’s “the only one who can” save everyone being a reason adora's only said once. but has obvi always felt. tasking herself with guaranteeing safety, comfort, security, & happiness for everyone she knows is sewn into her the way catra's feeling of worthlessness is.

catra to sw: "oh no, i've learned everything from you. how to dodge. how to predict when you'll strike. how. to. resist. you thought you were punishing me all these years? wrong. you were training me for this day" (tbh the gay rebellion here is so badass)

adora: "special? chuckles no - i was only special as long as i obeyed you" tbh i love that their lil speeches to sw parallel each other so well as far as tryna act like they figured her out and can't be played w anymore - lying to themselves bout that right up to the end tbh

cause yeah adora esp, tryna be etheria's protector? not enough weight to shoulder the fate of - gotta save the universe now. she's the only one who can, and her present has always in some way been dedicated to assuring a life, and future, for everyone but her. (fck off shadow weaver)

so this time, catra decides she’ll just have to simply refuse to let adora sacrifice her, realizing whether or not adora felt quite the same way about her, catra knows everything adora's done for her and has to have accepted that regardless of how, she does matter to adora ("..not like i want her") so regardless of what the love is, catra decides to act on hers. again and again with every choice she makes from the moment she and melog take off to try n warn adora. she's only just really seen/heard the way shadow weaver is with adora - when she gets her alone - and her understanding of how much more that's done to adora than she'd ever had any idea of. (catra was straight up brainwashed and robbed of her autonomy, and she's also no stranger to shadow weaver or manipulation - she sees it doesn't always take a chip to achieve the same effects)

so catra makes a snap instant decision about adora, once again acting as fast as she can, determined to do all in her capacity to reach adora with the resolve that if adora is intent on taking this risk, willing to sacrifice herself, she can't change that. cause as frustrating as it is that she can see how much that choice isn't quite entirely adora's, it's not her's either. the only choice offered to her was staying or leaving. and in spite of leaving over feeling adora had basically already chosen to, again making a choice that could very likely leave catra behind, and this time in a way catra won't even get to just love her like she's realized is all she really wants to do. reciprocated or not. and once again feels like adora's sacrificing her and them, but because adora's knowingly willing to take the risk that she may be sacrificing herself.

and catra. them, like i said, i guess.

but much like adora, i think catra actually started to feel a bit like maybe she just can't have what she wants - but in a very different way than she did when she took off in failsafe and beforehand. more in the way of adora. like idk it almost seems like she sees that to stop prime, maybe this is what it might take. but just like adora jumping after her into the shadows in save the cat -

not a chance in hell catra's gonna leave that magigurl alone at the end. not. a. chance. in. hell. instead, she chooses to sacrifice herself for adora. again.

catra no longer tries to talk her out of it, she just outright refuses to listen when adora tells her to leave. cause catra already tried that a couple times and realizes that it's just not gonna work for her. there's nowhere else she'd rather be tbh.

not surprising in the slightest ofc knowing the things catra's already been willing to do for adora since her self-sacrifice and their reunion and what adora was willing to do to give them another chance.

and honestly - this right here - her gentle hand on adora's shoulder, tryna return the support she was given for so long and not be scared to just do it - i can't. especially w the way aj delivers "c'mon.. we have to go" 💔

and adora just looks at her in this way that absolutely dissolves my molecules like wtf - she already knows in that moment imo that catra loves her. she just doesn't feel like she's allowed to reciprocate it yet. but you can tell she sees it and needed it so bad and just doesn't quite feel cleared to entirely let herself feel her own feels.

but the realization here to me is 2 big things: catra's not tryna stop her anymore. she just wants to take her. take care of her. what is this show even hah like the complexity of this cartoon is dumb amounts of 🔥 and i just can't -

oh eh tho - the look on catra's face here, before they've even reached the heart and catra supporting adora - the sometimes 8ft magic alien baddie - yet she helps carry her along all the way there. lil sweet bitty tsundere kitty. wth. how dare

the look on her face is determined as when she made her choice in corridors.

catra knows that when she left in failsafe, it was a one-step-forward, two-steps-back moment. backsliding into her old habits. convinced adora didn't and never would want her like she wants her.

and instantly not giving a flying fck about that when once again- she's aware prime's plans have not only put adora's life in danger, but were almost certain to result in its end.

and same frame of mind catra locked into in corridors comes back. whether adora wants her or not, it doesn't matter. that's not catra's call to make, but either way, it doesn't change that catra does and always has loved adora. and she burned so many calls that were hers to make that only kept them apart, thinking if adora didn't love her back, then her feelings for her weren't just unrequited, they were her weakness. (fck off shadow weaver)

but by now, she doesn't need to say it. it's clear she's realized love only emboldens and enhances her strength, and she loves adora. you can tell she was so full of grief, regret, and self-hatred just thinking of her on prime's flagship w glimmer. entirely certain that she'd never even see her again and that even if she could, there was nothing she could say to change that adora wouldn't want a damn thing to do with her.

but somehow, unbelievable and undeserved as catra feels it is- she gets to be back with adora- only to leave in failsafe. a regression, yeah, but one that served to strengthen her resolve not to leave adora's side again. cause since corridors imo reciprocation of her feelings wasn't really something she felt needed to be established before she could fully give adora hers. never had been tbh. and adora always had the mutual feels imo anyway. catra just kinda had to be reminded of what it means to just love w/o expectation, if you ask me.

and that means things bout unconditional love i'm just not too sure she could really let herself feel just yet. cause trust issues. but once she does, that's that.

so she's determined to be honest with herself and act on her love for adora again and always - with a look in her eyes that says she knows she might be walking with adora towards their end, and being anywhere else isn't even a consideration anymore. there's only one place she wants to be if their whole world really does meet its end, and has devoted herself to doing everything she can to stop that from happening by staying, dedicated to keeping adora alive.

but not cause she wants adora, or her love, although she certainly does, but for the same reason she was willing to sacrifice herself saving glimmer. adora deserved everything she'd spent so much time on and sacrificed so much for trying to ensure it to everyone else. catra wanted to share those things with her, of course, but whether adora would or not, she still wanted adora to have those things. she knows how much adora deserves that she'd never ask for, let alone allow herself to want.

so no more waiting for adora to ask or want. catra just decides to say and do. all guided by the promise, something she held onto hoping it meant they'd always care for each other. catra & adora.

and i mean ADORA. not she-ra.

and ofc catra still hopes for that, but now the only thing she wants is to look out for adora. and she didn't want or need anything in return, she would just be so heartbroken to know adora never got a chance at a life that was hers, able to finally experience her own wanting and having. it was no longer about catra's own feelings regarding any of that, having what she wanted fell to a new desperate desire she was determined to do anything she could to make happen- adora getting to have what she wanted. whatever that might be.

they're almost too much love for me to watch but also way too much to not. damn dummies just makin me dumber every time i watch. so don't mind me ok.

“no. i'm not leaving.

whatever happens,

i am staying with you.”

<3

[lightofthedarkdarkofthelight]

#thoughtsandthings #updated

Dysphoria. Is. A. F#cking. Spectrum.

did I want to be a boy?

ever?

Truly? no.

not ever.

no.

but regardless, there was a time, many years ago, I would have said yes.

and unlike for many, for all the wrong reasoning.

I hated how my chest felt. My breasts. how it felt with clothes. how they moved without clothes. how they touched my skin beneath with or without clothes. The minute sounds they could make depending on motion, temperature, texture. how they felt if it was hot.

Then there were bras. God I hated bras. They were designed to be hated. So uncomfortable. Especially back then. itchy, wire frames possibly the worst aspect of most. Like some old European torture device. Then the straps, too tight on the shoulder muscle, or else useless. itchy also. Always seem to need adjusting, but also refused to get fitted because hell no to touch.

I mean a major breast reduction would have solved these sensory issues whilst keeping sensory aspects I enjoyed but such conversations weren't had. Cause all body conversations were still about are you a boy or girl, which do you fit most or you can't be helped. Cause if you don't fit the yt cultural ways you should be treated like you belong in an asylum.

Then there's my clit... ok so her I wanted bigger. happened anyway and probably would have continued to some degree anyway. Problem here is how such a thing, such a feeling, such a desire, drive even, is so often, and without thought, associated to manhood. Because so little is known of the word clit even hearing or reading it (not sorry) causes a fuss and internal screams. EVen now we don't know enough to be able to speak of full capabilities (we are talking about our own bodies here😩).

facial hair? i would have said yes to wanting this too but, honestly?

I just wanted her to be able to look at me the way she looked at him...

that first girl I fell for that had already fallen for him, the stupid boy version of me she'd call him, whilst crying on me every time he made her sad, whilst I seemed to live just to make her happy

and then there was her my first real girlfriend who slept with my first real boyfriend... in front of me after already kissing another him on a trip away because she missed me, and some boy sorta looked like me, she said.

and as I got older still, all those guys that got in my already-well-prepped-for-paranoia head, that they could get my girl in their bed if they wanted

maybe I fantasised about wearing what they did, carry fat in the same way, hair in the same way, smells in the same way and whatever else it could possibly be to stop whatever was differentiating me, so I could finally be the only thing she sees

And like actually feel secure in that

you know

And I did that successfully and it was fun as heck to achieve it for a while. Then it cool as heck to be able to know I had accessed the godly power of being able to do what everyone tells you is impossible.

But i would just miss me. And I would start to resent finding security and loves who saw him and not her. The her that was me.

You know??

Ugh.

There's so much talk about ending the binary. When are we ready to talk about the spectrum of dysphoria?

When its not just transgirl or transboy at the end of the dysphoria journey.

When is that gonna be as acknowledged and given room, and space.

Jesus its like everything is for binaries now.

Anyway, honestly this one was written now but for younger me. I hope it heals you kid. Little autistic kid with no words to say but so much to write. I do. I really do. You are you. And a binary it can't hold you, be it cis, be it trans, there is no one or the other, this or that one side vs other side. There's you.

Don't use this post to be transphobic & if you do you'll be laughed at not reacted to, for illiteracy tbh

[softhanni]

2025 Media: 13. Witchy Pretty Cure! (2016) - 9/10★ TLDR: I won't lie this could've been miles better if they focused more on the magical world but at the same time it felt unique & the dynamics between the cast made me care so much about them as a group of characters that I'm going to miss them TwT Spoilers + yap underneath cut <3

There was a lot about this season that felt unique. The two protags being from different worlds was interesting but I do wish they leaned into that more. Mirai and Riko were supposed to be opposites however it felt that Riko was watered down quite quickly imo. From the way the I've seen her spoken about in the fandom I thought she'd be more...more, I guess. At the beginning she felt really interesting and complex and it kinda fizzled down for most of the season. Though I do appreciate that all of the cast got enough focus and it wasn't primarly Mirai! Speaking of characters, Ha-chan was so much fun and also felt unique as a mid-season! And, I honestly loved Mofurun and her dynamic with Mirai a lot. Their dynamic as a group was unique and something we've never seen before and I really enjoyed it! The side characters were really a really welcome addition and though it took quite a while for me to end up caring either way about the villains, by the end there were definitely a few I really enjoyed! So overall, I feel like the cast was quite strong this season <3 At the beginning of the season I thought we'd be spending the majority of the season in the Magical World, which would be the more fun option seeing as we're normally in...a normal world, but by the end it did feel quite unbalanced. I can't tell if we really did spend more time in the Non-Magic world or it just felt that way because I kept wishing we weren't in it. This series could've EASILY been a 10/10 for me if we spent the majority in the Magical World instead if I'm honest. Despite that, the plot felt like it strayed from the normal precure formula imo. The two sets of villains. The pacing. The multiple forms they can transform into (though I'm upset Cure Felice didn't get alt forms and honestly I didn't enjoy the combat this season besides in their Topaz form tbh,) The ending showing the future for the first time and the first time the next lead cure is shown before the new season airs. It did feel like they breathed some freshness into the franchise with this one. However, I do feel like the ending battle was really quick and quite anticlimatic. Usually it spans multiple episodes of doom-and-gloom, but it was kinda... half an episode, which I can't say I loved. Regardless of my complaints I did enjoy this season a lot and by the end felt like...wow I'm going to miss them, so I think they did a good job <3 Fave eps: 5, 6, 15, 20-26, 28, 29, 33, 36-41, 45, 49, 50 Fave character: Mofurun / Cure Felice <3

[bugsonthemind]

Worm characters rated on how funny I think it'd be if they were trans:

Taylor: 2/5. Neither particularly funny nor unfunny. Just sort of neutral. She fits the bill for a stereotypical east coast white transfem with a stick figure build, but there's not much of a punchline.

Brian: 0/5. Almost any way you slice it this is kinda sad. Either "transfemme continually overcompensates by trying to be as masculine as possible in a way that never really can or will satisfy her" or "transmasc overcompensates into masculinity to maximize stealth even if it's harmful to him."

Lisa: 3/5. This is also fairly neutral in terms of funniness. But the idea of her being stealth is not entirely implausible to me. 4/5 if you subscribe to the "blonde hair is actually a wig" theory tbh.

Alec: 2/5. Too obvious, too easy. That said, scumbag transvestite is pretty funny as a punchline.

Rachel: 4/5 in basically any way you interpret this. But critically, Rachel does not know what a trans person is. If you called her transgender person she'd think you were trying to insult her until you carefully explained what those things meant and then she'd be like, "Well, I guess I am. But I don't know why you'd need a word for that. I just wear what I want." She's accidentally achieved gender nirvana.

Aisha: 2/5. Again, I think this is too obvious! She already has scumbag transvestite vibes.

Colin: 2/5 normally, but 4/5 if the transition happens during the Armsmaster / Defiant career change. "What do you mean? Obviously Defiant is a totally different person from Armsmaster, she's a woman and Armsmaster was a man!"

Dragon: 4/5. Has the same approximate funny value as SHODAN, GLADOS, or AM being trans, but slightly knocked down by her not being particularly evil. That said if Colin is also trans in this scenario, then we could imagine some kind of weird double force-femme scenario where Colin is reprogramming her to be more free in her gender while she rebuilds Colin's body into something more fitting and suddnely I think I hauve COVID.

Dennis: 5/5. If Dennis was transfem she would make indefinite puns about her chosen hero name. She would lean into it constantly I think. Very funny to think about.

Chris: 3/5. ADHD transgender failgirls / failboys will always rank well with me.

Dean: 4/5. Closeted the whole time he's with Victoria is a pretty funny scenario here. Gradually bringing up transgender people and then watching her aura very closely.

Missy: 1/5 Again, we're looking more at a "this is deeply depressing" scenario than "this is funny." "Why would I medically transition? Odds are pretty good that I'm not making it past puberty anyways."

Sophia: 0/5. Just not much here to go on tbh! Not funny!

Sveta: 4/5. Vial gives her the body she always wanted -> she gets confused and thinks she's supposed to be a man, so she transitions again -> she realizes that she's a woman again and de / retransitions. Just a comedy of gender errors.

Amy: 1/5. Eh is all I have for this.

Victoria: 2/5. Any implication in this descends more into a territory I would call creeping dread regardless of how funny it is.

Bakuda: 4/5. Pretty solid Unabomber-style "could transitioning have made her worse?" punchline.

Manton: 3/5. Insane cannibalistic transfem projecting her ideal, ripped, indefinitely strong, statuesque body into physical reality to hunt down her prey and I think I hauve COVID again. 4/5 if the Siberian also hangs schlong tbh. Just makes the whole image more comedic.

Riley: 5/5. "I transitioned at ten, but then later removed my own ovaries that I grew for myself for unrelated reasons."

[herearedragons]

i think i fooled myself into believing i sent an ask before whoops can i get 5, 7, 17, 25, 31, 33, 39, 40, 43, 45, 50!!!

5. If you could make only one of your OCs popular/known, who would it be?

well honestly Selene is already what I would consider a popular oc because like. more than a handful of people know who she is and have said nice things about her and people have ??? drawn her ??? unprompted ??? which is WILD shoutout to the Selene fandom once again. so if I had an option to make one (1) oc popular on a larger scale it would probably be her because I already know she'd click with people (and also she's my favorite and I'd never get sick of talking about her/seeing other people talk about her).

but also as a secondary option, Aqun and/or Adina because I feel like they have some fun nuance to them and I'd be kind of curious to see different people's takes/opinions/interpretations of them

7. Are your OCs part of any story or stories?

BDJDBSJSHSJSBSJDJDKS well?????? yes?????????

most of them are part of the story of their associated videogame, and then there's all the fic I'm writing. I do also have some non-fandom characters/settings rotating in my brain, but it's nothing concrete enough to talk about

17. Any OC OTPs?

no OCxOC ones, but a lot of OCxcanon ones tbh. if we narrow "OTP" down to One True Pairing as in "I can't envision them with anything else" then it's Selene and Edér (surprising no one) and Mae and the Devil of Caroc (which also shouldn't be surprising). if we interpret it as "favorite ship regardless of whether this PC has other ships", then I'm adding SolAqun to the list bc they've also been on the brain lately. the holy trinity of Doomed Yaoi, Undoomed Yuri and Impending Doom Het Ship

25. The OC that resembles you the most (same hobby, height, shared like/dislike for something etc?)

funnily enough probably Aqun. we look nothing alike but Aqun🤝me (multicultural, multilingual, single child, STEM, Logic and Rationality as a coping mechanism, inclined towards Making Things, burning hatred of Social Overcomplication)

31. Pick one OC of yours and explain what their tumblr blog would be like (what they reblog, layout, anything really)

Adina would 1000% be on here and her blog would be red-themed with yellow/blue/green accents, have a custom HTML theme she edited herself with artwork BY her, and it would be just all of her interests in one big pile with a barely functioning tagging system. she posts her vitaar designs a lot and her pfp is Her Actual Face with her favorite vitaar design up to date. she uses all caps/keysmashes a lot and vibes perfectly with tumblr's more absurdist kind of humor. Funny Nonsense comes to her effortlessly

33. Your shyest OC?

LORENZO. he's trying so hard to figure out how to People and having the physique of a Death Omen + an evil voice in his head is not helping. also he was a slave for the first 24-ish years of his life and old habits of Be Quiet Be Helpful Don't Speak Unless Spoken To die hard

39. Introduce any character you want

making you look at: the guy from the previous question. he's a runaway slave. he's a Ghost Bard. he was briefly possessed by the god of death and killed everyone in his master's estate with a song. he can sing ghosts into existence. he's haunted by his evil past life. he doesn't speak Aedyran (Eoran English) that well yet. HE'S SHY.

40. Any fond memories linked to your characters? Feel free to share!

@curiouslavellan I have to shout you out again because brainstorming Selene and Helaine plotlines in real time in DMs has been one of this year's highlights for sure. the people don't even know about the soul merging in POE1 and the Selene Is Dead drama in POE2. they don't even know about the werewolf au (well. one other person knows about the werewolf au)

43. Do you have any certain type when you create your OCs? Do you tend to favour some certain traits or looks? It’s time to confess

I'm going to be real, my OC creation process IS just like. *spins wheel* so what's the source of YOUR deep set feeling of alienation

45. A character you no longer use?

shoutout to this girl who is an old creepypasta OC of mine. I still care her

50. Give me the good ol’ OC talk here. Talk about anything you want

subjecting you to the mental image of Aqun and Eldritch Wolf Solas chilling together in some nice scenic place. they never got to do that but I think they should have

[ironladders]

so i know its fun to think about the various AUs for angelscales (ood x ood, uol x uol, and ood x uol) BUT what are your thoughts on the main universe syzoth or ashrah being paired with either a uol or ood version of their canon lover

for some reason when i read this ask i took it as "what if main universe ashzoth met the evil counterparts of their partners" which i don't think is what's being asked here but i typed it out anyways WHOOPS hope you enjoy regardless

i do think that given the little information we have about their uol/ood counterparts there's only so much we can say about this. like, ood!syzoth's the only one with a concrete backstory, the rest of em are just.... *shrug*

for ashrah x ood!syzoth, she would despise that version of him who goes around slaughtering the populations of different realms. the syzoth who she knows is a kind man that feels deeply for others and avoids unnecessary conflict, and while he does hold political standing, would not be ruling over zaterra in the way that ood!syzoth does. datusha would be going crazy, she would be losing her mind, and the entire thing would end in a messy bloody showdown imo.

i think that maybe a part of ashrah would find ood!syzoth attractive in how he carries himself confidence-wise. it causes confusing emotions: he's evil, but he's also a version of syzoth so of course she'd be drawn to him, but she shouldn't be since he's evil, but if she tried to deny attraction to ood!syzoth is that an insult to her syzoth??

ashrah ends up going back to the wu shi and angrily meditating/beating up training dummies while kung lao and raiden nervously side eye her.

syzoth x ood!ashrah would be similar but different? i imagine ood!ashrah as a version of ashrah who embraces her demonic self, rather than try to purge it away. this would cause some inner conflict for syzoth, because i think that while he does want to help his ashrah with her quest for absolution, he also wishes deep down she was able to embrace what she is. after all, if sareena is capable of goodness while being a demon, then her heritage has nothing to do with her moral alignments, and syzoth wishes ashrah would understand that as well. her shame of being a demon reflects that inner shame he may have once felt about his shapeshifting abilities; it's like looking at a mirror of who he once was when he was bullied and driven out of zaterra for something out of his control.

so for syzoth to see a version of ashrah who actually enjoys being a demon would be nice... in theory. if only this ashrah wasn't, you know, evil. the ashrah that he fell in love with strives to be a patron of the light, something that ood!ashrah is the complete opposite of.

as interesting as ood!ashrah might be in a comparison standpoint, syzoth would ultimately be disappointed in ood!ashrah and how she rejects the concepts of goodness. while she may try to sway him to her side, there isn't really anything she can use against him, and he is capable of putting his foot down.

and the fact that this evil ashrah still carries datusha, which is supposedly meant to guide its user to absolution and help slay evil..... well, it sets LOTS of alarm bells off in syzoth's head.

and tbh i'm just saying those in terms of, like, immediate reactions from main universe ashzoth about the evil counterparts of their lovers. maybe if i was thinking in terms of a long slow-burn enemies-to-lovers fanfiction it'd be different. i have a whole thing with shipping uol!ashrah x ood!syzoth so anything is possible LMAO

as for the uol counterparts....? also not entirely sure, since neither of them have backstories. it's also hard to come up with scenarios when their good alignments are still the same.

idk man..... syzoth would think that uol!ashrah is as pretty as ever and would enjoy her white hair. if uol!ashrah is purified maybe he's also getting the uncanny valley feeling because he's used to his ashrah's giant black eyes and lack of eyebrows

ashrah would be confused by uol!syzoth's lack of drip. unless he has a good outfit in this scenario, but it's funnier if he doesn't. she drags him to an earthrealm shopping mall but like a classic sitcom episode, shopping for uol!syzoth doesn't go well

[star-on-a-beach]

Listen

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Listen. Just hear me out.

If he celebrates

Razzie and Rubio would totally do a couples costume as Morticia and Gomez for Halloween

Tbh, Rubio would do it if Razzie asked regardless

I also think he'd get very flustered seeing some of how Gomez is towards Morticia- not because he's not used to that stuff, but because he's finally seeing someone who loves their wife in what he thinks is the same way he loves Razzie. And witnessing Gomez and Morticia together would just be like

"... Oh my god. This is what I've been feeling. ITS BEEN THIS THE WHOLE TIME."

Like in a much more direct and easy-to-see way, because Rubio is reserved but he loves Razzie in a similar way Gomez loves Morticia imo. And he'd just be witnessing all the same feelings without the public reservations

And THATS what would fluster him. I'm really hoping this all makes sense.

Like, even with Razzie, despite how much more open he is with her in private than in public, he's still a bit reserved. A good deal of that is just not really fully understanding romance, since he's an AI experiencing some very human emotions. And saying he's reserved is a shock if you were to get a deeper look into their personal life, but in reality, it's true. It might not seem reserved. But when taking into consideration he has some feelings and a weakness towards Razzie that's comparable to Gomez towards Morticia, it's really something.

Also, if he were to see clips of Gomez and Morticia, he would very much take some notes after getting over the fluster of witnessing all his feelings being so humanly depicted in a way he never was able to comprehend before. Most of those notes and little changes, Razzie would love. Some of them would startle her at first but she'd not complain in the slightest- it'd be a thing of like "Where did this side of you come from???" And then Rubio just responds "Tt's existed this whole time, my love."

God I love these two so fucking much

[airanke]

Do you know what dæmons are (from his dark materials) and if yes, can i see what you think Abi, dabi, and any of the others you wanna possibly share would be? (If no, 👉👈 can i tell you about it cause i would love to see more Dæmon aus for ocs tbh)

STOHSOUH ACTUALLY YES!!! I have looked into this and done some (very mild) research, and I have thought about what Abiteth's daemon would be! I initially had it as an Abiteth/Dante AU because I wanted to have some different AUs between my Abiteth x Dabi (and/or Touya) AUs, and TyTeth AUs, but!! I technically have an idea for daemons for all 4 😊😊

Unfortunately I don't have the strength to draw them right now (saving up my art strength for art fight!), but I can at least describe what I have in mind for their daemons (and also keeping in mind that the daemon is normally the opposite sex of the person which I love to see because that is actually something I thrive on LMAO).

Dabi would have a snake as his daemon, reflecting both his cunning, sly, and slippery nature, but also how his story is revolves around transformation and change. She would start as a snake with white or pale scales, then after the fire she and Dabi would suffer from a forced separation?? Then reconnect, so Dabi can be away from his daemon for a significant amount of time. After this and after Dabi dyes his hair, she chooses to manifest as a large black cobra, and once he reconnects with his family (if he does and if there is healing there and NOT what we got in the fucking canon) then she would settle as a white snake. Not entirely sure on breed in this case!

Touya would have a wolf as his daemon - wolf pup to full-grown wolf. I don't have much to say in regards to that story wise, just that I know he would have a wolf. His daemon being a wolf reflects his loyalty, love for his family, and honestly leadership. Obviously this is in an AU where he doesn't go through the specific trauma that led to him becoming Dabi.

If this was a twin AU, then both Dabi and Touya would have wolves. Touya would have a red wolf, and Dabi would have a white wolf. Similar to if it was JUST a Dabi AU, his wolf would go through the same thing that Dabi and his snake go through (also realistically, until both of his daemons settle in either depiction, they would shift between wolf and snake, just that in the case of twin!Dabi, his daemon settles as a white wolf). The twins both having wolves makes so much sense to me because at the end of the day, they both love their family (and each other) and work well together no matter how many arguments they have, so the wolf speaks to both Touya and Dabi's personalities. Both Touya and Dabi's daemons would settle.

Abiteth's daemon regardless of AU would never settle, but choose to be in a specific primary form depending on which AU it is. Touya's Abi would have a male elk as her primary Daemon, which reflects Abiteth's strength and good heart. Dabi's Abi's daemon would primarily show himself as a tarantula, which reflects her resilience, patience, and general creativity. Twin!Touya/Dabi's Abi's daemone would show himself primarily as a tarantula too, I think. Dante's Abi's daemon would show himself primarily as a frog/toad, reflecting her adaptability and how grounded she can be - but also how slippery she is. In the case of Dante's Abi, her daemon would also primarily appear as a raven (which is true for all of them but yeah, IDK if I'm making sense LMAO). Abiteth would be classed as a witch if I was going with a proper His Dark Materials AU.

Dante would also class as a witch, and his daemon would show herself as a few different kinds of birds of prey, interestingly enough. She'd jump between a harpy eagle, bearded vulture, and macaw. The eagle in particular is a good reflection of Dante because of his intimidating appearance and prowess. I don't know if his daemon would ever settle, but since Abiteth's won't settle, I don't think his would either.

SO AS A RECAP OF EVERYTHING IN MORE SIMPLE TERMS:

Dabi's daemon - snake Abiteth's daemon - tarantula

Touya's daemon - red wolf Abiteth's daemon - elk

Twin Dabi's daemon - white wolf Twin Touya's daemon - red wolf Abiteth's daemon - tarantula

Dante's daemon - harpy eagle Abiteth's daemon - frog/toad (sometimes raven)

IDK WHAT I'M DOING BUT I'M HAVING FUN SO HERE YOU GO!!!

[phantasmiafxndom]

You should talk about your ocs here more often :3. I feel like a lot of people who like your KnY content would like HTBM, so... Which Here There Be Monsters characters do you think would fit the best as a demon in a Kimetsu au?

Thank you!!! >w< I really should try to talk about them more, and I very much appreciate the prompting to do so~ For the sake of keeping this post from getting too carried away, I'll only be taking non-human characters into account; feel free to ask about the Mages separately, if you'd like.

(For context/Oc info, check @phantasmagoriaoriginals)

. . .

Skorpion — Her personality, to begin with, consists of picking fights with as many people as possible and eating things she shouldn't. She'd do great as a demon... though her reckless, persistent harassment of every Hashira she can find might not lead to a very long lifespan as one. Not that she'd care too much about dying...

Suu — Tbh, he wouldn't be all that different as a demon. Same merman-like appearance, same zero braincells, same life strategy of hiding out in the deepest river he can stake his claim on and devouring anyone unfortunate enough to go in the water... He'd be happier as a demon (downsides included) than a human, by far.

Jericoh — Douma vibes, but more "scam artist/crime boss" than "cult leader". Takes way too much pleasure in tormenting poor, helpless, stupid humans who can't fight back. Probably collects Nichirin swords as trophies/to fulfill his sparkly-valuable-objects fetish. Either evades detection for centuries, or gets his ass in trouble REAL quick.

Mithri — Smug snake bastard is now a picky-eater demon who's actively offended when humans aren't honored to be devoured by them. Vain to an extent that makes Gyokko look modest, they'd likely end up picking constant fights with Slayers out of sheer spite. They'd have poison-based abilities, with dreadfully versatile tactics.

Cinnabar — They'd be one of those demons that looks far too much like a person/child (and takes advantage of that). Definitely sets mass wildfires/burns down entire towns just to munch on the charred corpses afterward. Doesn't have much interest in direct combat, but finds it hilarious to watch hopeful, determined Slayers burn alive after not landing a single hit on them. Uncontrollable in a dangerous way; Muzan would probably get sick of them very quickly.

Kegare + Kiyomi — These two have to stay together regardless of the Au (do not separate, as the joke goes), so I can picture a sort of Daki and Gyuutarou-ish situation for them. Kiyomi would likely be the stronger one of the two in this setting (mostly due to how many humans they'd eat), but Kegare is the one going out of his way to cause as many problems as possible (especially for the Slayer corps).

[dreamedfyre-a]

the usual disclaimer that this applies to the uh 7 or so people she loves dearly and enjoys having close, but helaena loves to sleep with someone else near. which i mean in a very innocent sense - she likes having someone she loves that close, to hold them close or be held, to be soothed by peaceful breathing and steady heartbeats.

whenever one of the twins (or both) or maelor (or all 3 of them ngl) wanted to sleep with her, she'd make room for them and hold them close and take comfort in their presence and warmth as much as she gives them comfort with affection and safety.

as a child, i think she'd often sleep in the same bed as one of her brothers (aemond, more often than not, probably. chiefly because they're closer in age and also he's her favorite). while that was acceptable because they were little, at least.

more rarely she'd go to her mom's bed. not because she didn't feel comforted and comfortable there but because she didn't want to disturb her. or to be left alone when father sent someone to fetch her mom in the middle of the night

when she was old enough that wouldn't be allowed but not old enough to be married, the idea of having one of her ladies (innocently) share her bed may have been suggested so she'd still have a companion but helaena wouldn't accept it because she doesn't want other people touching her much less near her when she's sleeping thanks

once she's married it's. not like she and aegon sleep together always. when they do it's complicated? (what isn't with them tbh) but i like to think once in a while they find a way to match the pieces right and she takes comfort in his warmth and holds him close and plays with his hair until they both sleep (if anything, i feel this might be easier than any conversation they try to have rip)

she might still go to aemond's bed after it's no longer allowed, before and after her marriage. innocently. (or not so innocently, from a certain point forward. but that depends on plotting 🫡) regardless, i see it happening if she needs comfort for whatever reason as much as if she thinks he needs comfort for whatever reason.

if she didn't hate herself as much as she does and didn't think herself so unworthy of her children post b&c she'd have kept maelor and jaehaera close and had them sleep in her bed after jaehaerys died. it would have been comforting, and maybe the babies would've felt a little better too. alas, she doesn't want them to suffer her presence after what she thinks she did

8 year old helaena curled up with 3 year old daeron (after she forgave him for not being the sister she wanted)

probably took naps curled up close to dreamfyre (sad dreamfyre is too big to sleep in her bed 😔)

but yeah in similar scenarios she enjoys company and sleeps better with someone else there. 100% will fiddle with clothes or play with her or something of the sort while entwined with someone and falling asleep

[manic-sapphic]

oh and to add to a thought in an earlier post about glimmah n catra being on prime's ship (cause tbh, irl i have no one to discuss these thoughts w lol) i was kinda wondering why catra's sacrifice seems to often be disregarded? lol like glimmer was shocked and scared to be zapped away n leave catra to a fate w prime that literally none of these characters can imagine better than her. and glimmer doesn't even know about the crazy green liquid lightning baptism lmao like - i've seen ppl deny catra any cred for her sacrifice saving glimmer and just how tho?

they say stuff like it was a cop out self-sacrifice, she didn't expect to suffer and thought she'd go out in a blaze of glory that would leave adora scarred for life. to them i say - i think we maybe weren't watching the same show?

cause catra was warned - she was verbatim told by prime what the repercussions would be if she didn't "do what i ask" ok. girl knew what was coming for her and tbh that only makes the fact she still did it that much more heart-wrenching.

she prob assumed to be tortured and killed after prime had his fill of fun w that. the chip? yeah no one saw that coming cause it was never even mentioned as something prime was capable of. but regardless, catra suffered for adora and did it willingly. i'm a nice boi ok but i have no patience left for people who straight up despise catra. cause if you hate her, you prob would hate me too. n i don't hate you at all, but maybe let's just skip to avoiding each other forever ok dude lol

[spookypartycrit]

tbh after reading the other doc if ex looked irresponsible, now after admitting that she thinks teens can consent to being sent nsfw/kink talk/sex, she looks like a predator. And I don't use the word lightly. Teens, by legal definition, cannot constent to any kind of sexual acts, and that includes sending them +18 shit. She thinking that teens and younger can consent, with a discord full of minors, is very dangerous.

But whatever, there's a saying in my mother language that roughly goes "It's better to be liked than to be funny." Exsio is well liked, shit could've been much MUCH worse and she'd been defended regardless. If another person who doesn't have her pull did the same thing, evryone would've kicked them out of the fandom in no time. And if the fellas won't issue an statement, there's not much we can do. Just gonna say that if they keep working with exsio and this ends up breaching containment, their careers are cooked.

Nick tweeting on twt like his mentions aint hot. I knowww you see it buddy.

Anon. When i read that part about “i only sent it to people who can consent” i genuinally did not known what to do. i thought she was stupid. But does she geunially think u can send teens written porn with thier consent? Am i reading that correctly? Are we deadass?

I apologize to yandev anon, i shoulda let you cook. Cause wtf.

I can think of 1 million ways to defend yourself better. Addmiting you only sent porn to minors “with thier consent” was not something i coulda fathomed.

And im the stupid twt brain….

Nick and brent never worked with exiso. So we are gonna see what sophist and vernias decide to do. vern new vid comes out soon. We gonna see what models he decides to use.

Dare i state that literally neither of them can afford a scandle like this? and both thier mentals suck about criticism they would both be done.

We will see what happeneds