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I hate when 2pm me has to correct 2am’s mistakes. That shit was not approved by HR.
#shitpost#shitposting#there’s a reason why I tag everything as shitpost#she’s uncontrollable really#can’t fire her#her and the boss go back to diapers#nothing she says is above board tho#PR nightmare
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Now.. I'm not doubting Johnny somewhat (?) loved Alt in his own convoluted and severely misguided ways but uh.. to call them soulmates? Did we uh.. did we not play the same game? Watch the same scenes? Because it's crazy y'all r saying that when we literally play as his actual soulmate
#actually blowing up every cishet guy in tiktok comment sections who say this shit#like ofc yall would#guys im not super sure that was like soulmate type love up there on that screen thats more like#man i love this chick for what she represents to me than like.. man i love this woman for who she is as a person...........#i actually am so curious how they think they're soulmates and im mean this with genuine curiosity what r they seeing that im not#bc all i can think is like... theyre just defaulting? to a het relationship? esp if they play as male v#and god forbid they see two men as each others soulmate#and even for fem v and johnny like.. its no different?#so why alt and johnny and not v and johnny?#AND THEN THEYRE FIGHTING ABT if he loved rogue or alt more girl 💀#like tf u mean johnny loved alt because 'u never kno what u have till its gone' thats it? thats yr reason? honestly actually really?#oh lord all im finding out is there are a lot more people who hate alt than i thought......#im just saying.. johnny didnt really kno how to love beyond the image of himself#until v literally uncontrollably not just tore those walls down but literally melded them into something new#v had no choice but to see the johnny under the omage and johnny had no choice but to show v that image#and v still cared for johnny in spite of#johnny couldnt posses the love he has for v with rogue or alt simply bc that involved getting close and#he literally had to be attached to some guys brain lile a fucking parasite for that to ever happen.....#how can u say he they were soulmates if they never really knew each other#he didnt even know alt was a fucking netrunner for fucks sake and she apparently never thought it was like something worth telling him#how is that soulmate shit fr? girl she doesnt even like his ass on the basis of his character 😭 none of them do 😭😭#he literally says so 😭😭😭 and he dont even need to tell us that to see 😭😭😭😭#hes actually despicable until v makes him slightly more tolerable bc hes leeching off emotional self awareness he mever had b4 😭😭😭😭😭#im scared of tik tok comment sections ngl so really im just raving here under the false security of tumblr tags#silverv#cyberpunk 2077#ult speaking
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been going insane lately over remembering about leafpool hiding hollyleaf's fur lately
leafpool covered up for hollyleaf's murder, hollyleaf's own codebreaking, with horror but with barely a moment of hesitation or regret. she later confronts hollyleaf about it calmly, with an open mind and the assurance of secrecy, just desperate to understand why. so that being paralleled against HOLLYLEAF'S reaction to finding out about LEAFPOOL'S crimes is just...... uuuaghhhhhh god it's so tragic. she sacrificed everything for those kids and won back nothing for it
#this is not really a hollyleaf hate post she's a character who (if messily written and often heavily mischaracterised) i think is very fun#but a lot of that stems from how absolutely horrible she is to leafpool who has given her nothing but care and patience her whole life#leafpool loves hollyleaf so so much and hollyleaf sees her as this despicable symbol of everything wrong and uncontrollable in her life
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Help. I have become a Bluey Adult. Because sometimes, you just need 8 minutes of free therapy with cute, wholesome Australian dogs who help you get in touch with your feelings… and also because Muffin and Unicorse are hilarious.
(Pssst, original sketches here 👀)
#Muffin is the toddler that you can watch and laugh about because you know she’s not going home with you#and the Unicorse episodes are pure comedic genius#Bluey is just a show to help heal grown-ups’ inner children disguised as a kids’ show#they really said ‘let’s make a kids’ show that’ll make their parents cry uncontrollably’#bluey heeler#bluey cartoon#Bluey#bluey art#bluey fanart#muffin heeler#Unicorse#sketch#sketches#marker sketch
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Sanji has arachnophobia but like. The type of arachnophobia that makes you have panic attacks even if you only see a little, tiny spider around you. And I just know Usopp would love to have a pet spider. They go to an island and Usopp finds a hurt spider and takes care of it because of course he would, and decides to keep it because of course he would.
So, uh, Sanji doesn't like his boyfriend's pet. It's not like he's going to tell him, because what would he say to him? Sanji hasn't told him his fear of spiders is that bad (he definitely knows, though). And he doesn't want to get in between Usopp's excitement of keeping her. So the spider stays and at least Usopp is aware that Sanji doesn't like her, so he doesn't let her go close to him (she's very polite so it's okay).
But Usopp loves having her around. On his shoulder, his head, his hands-- The guy brings her with him everywhere. And the little thing is smart and somehow seems to understand what Usopp says. They're happy. It's cute. Luffy absolutely loves her. Robin is literally thrilled to study her behavior. And Sanji can't even look at her because he will start hyperventilating the second he notices her.
He'd try to get over his fear of her because Usopp wants them to get along but he won't force it on Sanji. Sanji just knows he wants them to be friends. The spider lives in Usopp's terrarium, which he keeps in his workshop, and so Sanji goes there without telling his boyfriend.
And he tries. He really, really tries. He's shaking when he sees her there, even if she's inside the terrarium. He's barely able to breathe when he tries to get her out of there. Again and again repeating the words Usopp constantly tells him "She's more afraid of you than you are of her" (which is bullshit, in Sanji's opinion) and "She only wants to be your friend! She likes you because I like you" (something extremely romantic but Sanji's brain doesn't process it that way).
He's about to call it a day and try to calm himself down before he actually stops breathing for good. But. You know. The terrarium is on the edge of the table that's already full of Usopp's stuff and the tablecloth is long and- And the terrarium falls and breaks and the spider ends on Sanji's foot-
He doesn't want to do it and it happens in instinct and regrets it immediately, but he kicks the spider. He doesn't know where she lands and he doesn't react immediately to it because he's too focused on trying to learn how to breathe again. He sits on the floor around broken glass and dirt and doesn't realize what he's done until he starts looking for her again. It's not even because of Usopp anymore. She's just a spider. She hasn't done anything but... Existing. She shouldn't be blamed for that. Even if Sanji is afraid of her.
Sanji looks around for her without getting up and finds her alive and well and crawling around avoiding the glass, but also trying to stay away from Sanji as much as possible. That breaks his heart because he might not know what she thinks the way Usopp does, but he knows when someone is scared.
At least she's okay. She's alright. That's a relief.
"I'm sorry, I-" He feels a bit stupid talking to her like this, but he knows she gets it. He hopes she does. "It's not you. You're- He loves you, okay? You're a good girl. I just- I just can't."
He feels his chest tightening when she approaches him ever so slowly, but he knows she won't do anything. His heart doesn't share the same sentiment, but he quiets it down. She looks almost apologetically as if she was the one reassuring Sanji and not the other way around. "It must be tiring." He holds his legs close to his chest to make space for her to walk next to his feet. He feels like he's about to pass out, but she's respectful. And nice. And kind of cute, even. And she's Usopp's. Sanji thinks she tilts her little head confusedly. Thinks, because he isn't quite sure if they do that. "It sucks, right? People being afraid of you all the time. I- I can't say I'm not scared but- But you haven't done anything wrong, little one."
She stays there and doesn't move much for a few seconds, until she ends up crawling up and resting on top of Sanji's shoe. The same way she does when she spends her time on Usopp's shoulder. Sanji isn't that afraid anymore. He's overwhelmed and exhausted and really, really anxious, but he trusts her. Somehow.
Sanji looks around the room, his heart clenching with blame. "I'm sorry- For your home. I'll build you a new one. Well. Not- Not me. I don't know how to. Usopp will. Shit, he'll hate me after this..." But before he can start dwelling on it, the spider moves a little on his leg. And It isn't as bad as he thought. If she's going to murder him in his sleep it's a bit deserved after all. But she won't. He hopes she won't. "You know, you're kind of cute." She tries to crawl up to his knee, but it makes him jump a little. "Don't- Not really ready for, like, upper body touching. Please?" And somehow, she listens and goes back to her position. "Damn, you can understand what I say, can you? Smart girl."
And she doesn't say anything, but Sanji takes it as a yes. Both because he likes talking to her and also because he doesn't want to feel so damn stupid.
A few hours later, Usopp goes back to his workshop and finds Sanji asleep on the floor, lucky he didn't touch any shards of glass, and the spider rests on his foot happily. Or at least it looks like that for Usopp.
He'll ask what happened later, for now, it's time to clean the mess without waking up his boyfriend. He's been brave enough for a day.
#i mean not really CANON but this is canon#i've talked about this before i know idc#i saw a spider today i thought about this#and also i have arachnophobia so sanji does too#'spiders can't be happy or empathetic to human-' i do not care she's my friend now#she loves her dads that's sanuso's child#please imagine a cute little cartoony spider#cutest thing ever. sanji makes her food for spiders with. idk. whatever spiders eat#honestly i know nothing about these little bastards i'm too afraid to look for info if i see a picture i'll start sobbing uncontrollably#sanji falls asleep talking to her bc being afraid and crying is exhausting#she can't sleep but she's there supporting protecting him yay#one piece#black leg sanji#usopp#sanuso
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A thought had occurred to me. What if whatever living things that come in contact with Lucifer, their souls are tainted and they go to Hell. So with Alastor's mom, Nicaise had interaction with Lucifer, after she die, she went to Hell.
I imagined in one scenario both she and kid Alastor in hell, had to fend themselves against sinners, hellborns and exorcists in every extermination day. Nicaise may have to learn few tricks while kid Alastor go monster on who would dare to harm his mother.
Maybe because I want to see interaction of Nicaise and Rosie while Alastor play with the cannibals children.
Another scenario would be when Alastor die, he reunited with his mother but then feel angry at everything because out of all the people he had known, his mother does not deserved this fate.
He would probably be overprotective of Nicaise leading him to be anonymous radio demon instead of broadcasting his victims. Probably will see the hotel as a haven because exorcists can't harm hellborns and Charlie can use that to her advantage.
Well, first of all, that would be very very unfortunate for anyone who served Lucifer drinks on his vacation. Or just bumped into him in the crowds.
But it would also make for a pretty interesting scenario. I doubt there's anyone who could exist in Hell for any length of time without being changed by it. Even Charlie brushes off getting a bit of some guy's brain stuck in her eye. Nicaise knew how to hunt a bit so she at least already knew how to use a gun. It didn't matter to her that Alastor had these bizarre powers, he was her boy and she was going to protect him!
I do think she'd try to go to Lucifer for help, once she learned who he is. The problem would be that he wasn't really accessible to her. It's safe to assume that Lucifer's home is somewhere in the Pride Ring, but there's nothing in the overhead map of the Pentagram that appears to have some link to Lucifer or any of his motifs, aside from the Hazbin Hotel itself.
It could be his home is somewhere outside the ring of mountains that surround the Pentagram. Or maybe it's up on that red... moon? The body floating near Heaven. Lucifer can create portals so it would be accessible to him, I think. Or his home could be hidden down in the sprawl somewhere but regardless of where exactly Lucifer lives, it's not someplace regular sinners would be able to just stroll up to.
So Nicaise and Alastor are pretty much on their own, but at least they have each other to rely on. And that allows them to at least maintain a sliver of their own humanity. As hard as Nicaise tries to protect Alastor, however, Alastor is so much more powerful that it often ends up the other way around. She gets a job playing piano at a bar, insisting that Alastor remain home and safe, but after the first night Nicaise comes home covered in bruises Alastor starts sneaking out to follow her, and when he sees the bar patrons getting handsy with his mother he goes ballistic. He wasn't trying to turn the patrons into chuck beef, exactly. Or, it would be more accurate to say, he didn't realize he could.
Nicaise lost her job, but worse was the look of abject horror on her face at the carnage Alastor had caused.
Nicaise's expression haunted Alastor. Hell, he scared himself. He was still a ten-ish year old kid at this point in mind as well as body, and he didn't know how to reign in his emotions to prevent more explosive outburst like that. He was scared and vulnerable... Ripe for a deal to be made.
Nicaise meets Rosie while out looking for a new job. She made her way into Cannibal Town by accident, and unfortunately encountered some less friendly residents who zeroed in on her as potential prey. Nicaise was able to kill two of them and in doing so attracted Rosie's attention. Rosie came to see what the commotion was and to try to settle things, by which I mean crush whoever was disturbing her peaceful Cannibal Town like an insect. But when Nicaise pointed the gun at her and declared that she didn't care if Rosie was an Overlord, nothing was going to stop her from betting home to her child, Rosie paused. Child sinners are extremely rare, and don't generally last long in Hell. The only child sinners we've seen so far are in Cannibal Town, so I like to think Rosie might have a bit of a soft spot for kids and takes any child sinners she comes across in Hell under her wing. She calls off her cannibals and invites Nicaise to her parlor for tea.
The meeting ends with Nicaise getting a new job and a modicum of protection. Non-cannibals aren't allowed to be residents of Cannibal Town and Nicaise refuses to eat demon flesh (at first) but Rosie sets her up with a new gig at a music venue in Cannibal Town and a guarantee of safety for her and her kid while they're within Rosie's territory (Rosie's playing the long game here; she's fully intending to recruit Nicaise and Alastor into her following). It's all suspicious but Nicaise can at least return to Alastor with the good news that she has a way to put food on the table.
Only when she returns home, Alastor is gone.
Alastor reappears the next morning no worse for the wear to find Nicaise frantic. She checks him over for injuries while he insists he's fine. He won't tell Nicaise where he disappeared to though. It becomes apparent soon after that something about Alastor is different. As the weeks pass, Alastor gains control over his powers extraordinarily quickly. He stops causing random outbursts of green flame or exploding lights. Suddenly he can melt into shadows at will and pop out wherever he pleases. And creepy little dolls appear out of nowhere to do his chores for him or make mischief around the house. As relived as Nicaise is to see him learning to control his abilities, she can't help but be suspicious of this sudden mastery.
Shortly after, Overlords begin to disappear.
#ask#nopeknight39#Hazbin Hotel#the Devil's Bastard AU#Kid Alastor AU#sorry I didn't really address the second scenario#it was getting a bit long#not sure what I'll call this AU#maybe 'Damned Together' or 'Damned by Association'#not sure I like either of those but I'll figure something out#Alastor#Alastor's Mother#Nicaise (Hazbin Hotel OC)#Rosie (Hazbin Hotel)#Rosie's not being 100% altruistic here#she is an Overlord and is invested in increasing her power base by acquiring more souls#and she's intrigued by Nicaise mentioning her child's uncontrollable powers#Nicaise knows Alastor's powers are somewhat unusual for a new sinner but she doesn't realize *how* unusual they really are#and Rosie is interested in acquiring that soul for herself#but the help she offers is genuine#and despite not having met Alastor just yet she *is* invested in keeping this kid safe#somewhere down the line Nicaise does eventually give cannibalism a go#when it becomes so normalized in the environment it's easy to just go 'eh why not'
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feeling emotional bc my friends have done so much to help me heal in the past year and they have no idea
#when i first managed to tell my one friend a little bit about what my ex did to me they cried. they cried and it actually felt so nice bc#it was like visceral recognition that what happened was fucked up and real and bad#and then there’s my other friend that i’ve cooked with several times in the past year and it’s been so chill and nice#cooking with my ex was such a traumatic thing bc she would yell at me so much and get really angry over small mistakes and it’s infinitely#healing to be able to experience cooking with someone as a chill and normal thing again. the first few times i tried to cook post breakup#i had a ptsd episode and started shaking uncontrollably and now i can cook without even thinking about the bad memories sometimes#abuse tw#vent#clarketxt
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Katniss actually has a thought in Mockingjay that maybe the reason she doesn't sing isn't because she finds it a waste of time but because it reminds her too much of her dad. And her dad's death is really a turning point for her in who she is when we meet her in the Hunger Games-- she is very pragmatic, to the point of utilitarianism, and she's had to be to survive both her physical poverty and her grief.
This translates into the Games and how she always sees herself indebted to others who show her kindness, and later we see it reflected in how District 13 operates-- an almost imprisonment that she hates and flaunts. She doesn't see the use of the things they do.
But it's things like singing, like Buttercup the cat-- things that objectively have no use -- that help her keep her humanity-- her love and finding beauty in the world amidst the depths of tragedy and horror
#thg#the hunger games#katniss everdeen#this isn't entirely thought out i was really just stuck on that passage about singing and#how she reacts to the cat - bringing him back for prim and then after prim dies#katniss has so much love and Good in her#she's uncontrollable in the ways that matter
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watching the first 2 episodes of frieren last year shook me so bad i still can't get myself to continue it, but between what i remember of it and the nightmares episode of dungeon meshi i can't stop thinking about the ways laios would prepare marcille for his death. what would he leave behind to remind her that he (and by extension all the people she loved and who loved her) are still with her in spirit, even if not in body?
#dungeon meshi#laios touden#marcille donato#i'm a laios & marcille are a secret third thing that can't be defined by language truther but make of this what you will i guess lol#if falin does turn out to have an extended life span due to dungeon shenanigans laios would rest easier but he'd def still worry#dungeon meshi spoilers#she might come across the regenerated kensuke at some point but that one was an accident 😅#i still think he'd train some dogs to accompany her#maybe make a promise w one of the castle staff & their family to keep training dogs through generations so there'll always be a rag for her#would he leave annotations in her magic tomes for her to find years down the road?#oh and he'd rope everyone else in definitely#he'd ask everyone in the party and maybe even kabru et al. & toshiro et al. for good measure#oh and what i meant by frieren shaking me was w each ep i found myself sobbing uncontrollably halfway through#i loved it but it was A Lot for me emotionally#i do remember seeing a post about how one of the reasons himmel had no problem having statues of him made#was bc he was doing it partly in the hope that when frieren sees one she'll remember him & their adventures together#that their time together wasn't just a blip in her life#he may physically be gone but his memory lives on#that really resonated with me#calemonsito notes
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Gill and jay doodles because i was in a doodlin mood tonight


i love drawing jay's hairb❤️
#I headcannon that jay's got really thick and uncontrollable hair#And she used to wrestle with it every morning just to get it in a ponytail#But now that its down she dosen't have to do all that shit#And she can just let her hair do what it wants#I love drawing hair sm#Jrwi#jrwi show#jrwi gillion#jrwi jay#jrwi riptide#jrwi doodles#Sugars art
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i always say that zuko was a good leader for the fire nation but i actually think he knew shit. that boy had no idea how to run a country or how to do anything of the sort. you know why? bc the years he spent away were the ones where he was supposed to learn big time
so thats why i think azula getting a redemption and becoming his advisor is such a good headcanon. because this boy is mostly being driven by love and passion but you need more than that to rule a nation
his heart was in the right place all but in essence he didn't really know much
eventually people would like him, but inside the palace Azula was more respected than him (at least at the beginning)
#dont come at me#its just a little headcanon#also i really like to think about Zuko realizing that he needs azula#that shes not a crazy uncontrollable killing machine#that shes really smart and she can help him#also she advices Izumi more than Zuko#atla azula#atla zuko
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i don't give a fuck that i'm getting older but seeing my loved ones aging does make me insane if im honest
#who else up with insomnia due to uncontrollable spiraling about the inevitable deaths of everyone they care for#im sure this is not a good mental health litmus but i'm not really sure what the best move is since it's not a fear i can reason away#my mom has been wanting to talk about her plans for when she dies#and her family is really long-lived so i'm hopeful that won't be for a long time#but it's so upsetting to talk about because i can tell she finds it upsetting to think about too#and seeing my parents uncertain still feels very scary in some ways even though i'm an adult now too#i know it's better to discuss it than live in denial but still :(#death mention#personal nonsense
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wish so badly she was here to hug me and be nice to me lol tell me you think of me as your kinda-daughter again queen or im gonna off myself. no pressure at all <333
#i can be trusted with older women in position of authority#dont even wanna fuck her anymore lol#legit just want her to hug me and tell me nice things while i sob uncontrollably and blow my nose into a tissue she gave me lmao#is that pathetic or what 🤪#bruh i cant do this anymore jfc#like it really must be bad if i want a hug lol
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are my quick doodles of sonadow kissing in my friend's maths book going to blow up in my face this year for christmas
#sonic#sonadow#she starts laughing uncontrollably every time she thinks about what shes getting me#what is she getting me#im scared its sonadow related#she said she was gonna buy a really bad bootleg sonic plushie but she could only find actually high quality ones#(weve almost only given gag presents for the past 3 or so years)#and now im really scared#i had a dream she got me sonadow bedsheets last month#what if the prophecy comes true
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my black vow? secret. also kind of alluring
#i forgot to bring my calculator to math class so i just sat there and drew rin 😁#theres no context to the drawing in the second image shes just spinning around really fast uncontrollably#i just realized how yellow these pictures are what the freak. was i that eepy last night#ALSO IDK HOW I FUCKED IT UP BUT THE DATE'S WRONG#I DREW THESE AT 26/3#😭 im done bruh im going to go to bed#doodle#traditional#oish scribblz#vocal synth#vocaloid#rin kagamine#alluring secret black vow
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