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lkluvsu · 4 months ago
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happy bday here’s a pic of us <333333333 mwah mwah mwah (yes i dmd you but i wanna publicize how down bad for u i am)
i missed those cats oml.
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ham1lton · 5 months ago
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good old fashioned lover boy!
pairings: lando norris x actress!reader.
faceclaim: woo da-vi! <3
summary: lando is in love. his girlfriend is the perfect girl in every way possible, except for one thing: she’s a pescatarian, and lando hates fish.
author’s note: i’m back bitches. requests are now open again but i’m going to be a little more selective with what i choose!
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yourusername: no cause why is my uber driver doing the most rn. bro you will get a tip i promise 😭
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user1: wait. why does that dude look familiar…..
bestie: you went out for food without me? 😔
-> yourusername: food didn’t taste half as good without you stealing it from my plate babe <3
user3: NOOOOOOO NOT MY QUEEN SOFTLAUNCHING.
-> user7: bad day for delusional yners.
-> user3: london i know how you feel…. i lost my queen too 😔
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yourusername: life recently. does anyone get obsessed with one song and play it over and over until you get sick of it?
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hudabeauty: gorgeous girl!
-> yourusername: this face is all ms huda’s work 😘
user9: what song are you playing on repeat?
-> yourusername: glue song by beabadoobee!! :D
-> user6: oh no she’s serious abt this man 😭
-> user9: what happened to my misandrist queen 😔
favcoworker: i took the pics on our way to jimmy kimmel. say thank you 🤭
-> yourusername: pic creds to my bestie on the show and my fav girl off it!!! maya and dara 5ever <3
user8: who is that guy?? he seems so familiar???
-> user2: i swear it’s one of the beckham boys.
-> user3: it’s central cee. i swear yn said she liked british guys.
-> user5: i think it’s one of her coworkers !! she plays dara on day by day. i swear she’s dating the guy who plays matt.
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landonorris: golden hour with my golden girl :)
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user8: the way yn was soft launching him and he just hard launches tf out of her 😭
-> user5: i mean… it’s yn yln. wouldn’t you?
*liked by landonorris.*
charles_leclerc: happy for you guys!! 😊
oscarpiastri: still can’t believe yn got you to eat fish.
-> carlossainz55: maybe he just needed the right motivation. unlike some people, lando can actually grow up.
-> charles_leclerc: this is public 😊
danielricciardo: when did you become a professional photographer?? these pics look great.
-> landonorris: she did all the work. it helps when your gf is gorgeous.
user78: NOOOOOOOO
user1: OOOOOHHHHH THAT SHOULD BE ME HOLDIN YOUR HAND….. THAT SHOULD BE ME MAKIN YOU LAUGH…. 😔
-> user3: me to yn… 😔
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martiandmichelle · 5 months ago
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Hey guys, it's Emily. Yep, been awhile. If you look at this pic and compare to some past ones of me you'll notice I've lost some weight (except in my tits). I don't know if you think I look better at this weight on my more usual, more curvy self and maybe I do, but I don't FEEL better. I'll be honest, all these changes for Studio M (and I'll pile on - Marti, write the damn thing! 🤗😘) had me really, really concerned. I mean, these ladies are my family and I felt it falling apart; besides, I was afraid of being left behind by Marti and the other girls leaving but also didn't want to leave my friends and lovers here at Studio M. It was Roxy who brought me the news: PACK UP, JOKESTER, YOU'RE MOVING TO THE MOUNTAINS! And so I have. And though I probably get 4th billing, being 4th behind Marti, Mirren, and Maria is nothing to be embarrassed about! I'm settled up in these hills now and am trying to put some of my old weight back on - maybe some will go to my boobs?!
And now I have to give Maria a bit of a hard time for leaving some very important people off her list of those who have moved or will move to the Appalachians with us. First there's Daphne and Wendy: who can have a film studio without makeup and wardrobe, right? And then there's Dana: from managing the full Studio M staff as a Site Director, she was still very happy to move with Marti; the two helped make each other and it would be stupid from a business standpoint to separate them. Dana is still managing the day to day busy of the Mountain Studio (as we call it). And, of course, Dana wasn't leaving without her wife, Gail. Some of you may recall that Gail is second only to Marti in boobs size (she's now an N cup) and looks nearly as big because she's such a small woman (married to 6/1½" Dana). However, Gail only did one photo or video session a month because her love is her garden and our home. Gardening will be different up here compared to Florida, but her love for Dana exceeds anything else. Besides, she's thinking she might do more modeling and maybe even show up here. You can't miss her: the biggest damn areolas any of us have ever seen.
As for those left behind, I'll miss Willow the most, but I've been assured that she'll be the next to come up once things have settled and are growing. Vera is going more and more to mainstream modeling with her fabulous legs. July is now the manager in charge of all makeup and wardrobe for Studio M. Becca has taken Gail's place running the homestead. Zin is a major model with the sudio and doesn't want to leave her now very happy mother, Becca. Don't be surprised if Chelsea comes up here soon to join Mirren to give us her voluptuous and hung trans body to compliment Mirren's cross dressing and incredible cock. Risa will continue to be the straight porn star she is for Studio M. Mandy will be the second girl we'll poach from Studio M after Willow. And last, of course, Michelle will stay with her now 400+ men: I think that's a lifetime commitment, and she LOVES it. (About the men we've introduced here; I'll let someone else write about their status.)
So here I am, a mountain woman. I've never lived anywhere but Florida. It's gonna be a change but, WTF, to live with Marti and the rest is worth way more than some homesickness. Now that I know I'm part of this family still, I've actually gained a few pounds. Not sure what I'll look like the next time I post.
Love you guys who keep following us through the changes - and all you new ones who have come to stay awhile.
Emily
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thosewickedlovelies · 22 days ago
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Crossroads: the first meeting | Joel Miller x Reader
Summary: The first of your and Joel’s promised three meetings
Tags: honestly still none. demon!Joel. not an age gap fic. GN!Reader except for Joel referring to them once as ‘the lady’ for the purposes of being a Southern gentleman
Words: 1,723
Note: So this is a short chapter, but I think a necessary first one. I am basically happy with it however i've been staring at it for too long and my uterus is telling me it sucks but we're not waiting another week to post it so \*here we are*/
The next chapter will have much more ~intrigue~ (and im actually almost done with it already), so buckle in kiddos/fellow sluts 😎😅😘
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“So what kind of powers do you have, exactly?” 
Joel slanted a glance at you, one eyebrow lifting sardonically. “Straight down to business, I see.”
You shrugged without apology, though your heart was trotting like a nervous horse. “If I want to make the best deal for myself, I should have as much information as possible, shouldn’t I?”
“A question like that don’t come without a price.” Joel stopped, right there on the sidewalk. “What’ll you give me for an answer?” His golden eyes gleamed, as pale as the sunshine falling all around.
You glanced up and down the street, shifting in place. In spite of your wishes, Joel had insisted that for your first meeting you show him around town. Every step you took through the place that had raised you prompted probing questions from him and terse answers from you. And now you were here, smack dab in the middle of Market Street with a representative of the devil himself, garnering all manner of curious looks. 
Joel’s unearthly aura didn’t come with an off switch, it seemed.
An idea seized you. “How about lunch?” You gestured to the building behind him. “Ruby’s does really good food. All the interesting people in town hang out there.”
Joel appeared taken aback by your offer. But he dutifully turned to the restaurant in question, scanning the signs proclaiming seasonal specials and a new cocktail menu.
“What’s a…gastropub?” He pronounces the word with suspicion, his brow wrinkling.
“Um- I’m not really sure, honestly. A place with nice food and nice drinks? They recommended me the whiskey I brought you.”
(Was he really going to give up such information for a lunch?) 
“Well…all right.”
“Great!” Joel’s answer barely finished twanging before you were dragging him inside. He looked even more startled by your hand on his arm.
“Table for two, please. Hi, Ruby.”
Contrary to what her name suggested, Ruby was not a redhead. Her hair was dyed an icy, platinum blond that hung halfway down her back in thick strands that belied her age. Her lipstick was her true namesake- she always wore a shade of rich, shimmering red. Occasionally it smudged into the wrinkles around her mouth, but when she grinned, radiating delight and her ever-present zest for life, nobody dared call her old. 
“Well, if it ain’t our little Kitten! How are ya, honey?” For all her diminutive stature, Ruby hugged with a force that squeezed the air out of you. 
Kitten? Joel kept his delight to himself.
“And who’s this handsome piece?” Ruby looked Joel up and down, her face full of mischief.
“This is my friend, uh…” You glanced at him.
“Joel.” He offered his hand, and when Ruby took it, he brought hers to his lips. 
“Well, ain’t he a charmer!” Ruby cooed. But her glance was suddenly sharp, and deep within Joel’s mind, a memory flickered. 
She snagged a passing server. “Roddy, honey, give Kitten and her friend Table 20 for me.” 
Table 20 turned out to be a booth on the far side of the room, distant enough from any other guests that they had a bit of privacy. Young Roddy offered to to take their drinks order with a fumbling nervousness. 
You ordered something sweet-sounding. Joel eyed the bar with contemplation. “Tell Ruby I’ll have any whiskey she thinks’ll suit,” he instructed.
And then you were alone. 
Your tongue dried up in your mouth. Joel seemed to fill the booth across from you, lounging with the same provocative carelessness he’d had when you first met. Why was it so different seeing him here, in a restaurant filled with people, than it was at a table he’d magicked up in the middle of nowhere?
It was still the eyes. Glinting like chips of amber, like twin signs proclaiming him not of this world; they were utterly at odds with his working-man aesthetic and the plastic-coated menu in his hands.
“So,” you prompted. “Your powers.”
“Uh-uh. I ain’t had my lunch yet.” Joel primly turned a page of the menu and studied it with rapt absorption.
Jaw clenching, you glared at your own menu. Irritating fucking demon.
The corner of his mouth twitched. 
Lunch was fucking delicious. The food always was here, but today the flavors seemed to sing, as if your anxiousness to keep Joel happy had infected the cooks. 
Joel set down his napkin with a deep breath. “Well, I can’t argue that you didn’t hold up your end of the deal. That's some of the best food I’ve had in years.”
“So…you’ll answer my question now?”
“What was it again?” Joel, resting his head back against the cushioned seat, cracked one eye lazily.
After a lunch of tentative but normal, if surface-level, conversation, you thought you had a clearer idea of the shape of him. You gave him an unamused look. “Your powers. How do they work? What can you do with them?”
“That’s two questions,” Joel pointed out. His eyes glimmered the same color as the whiskey in his glass. He swirled the remaining liquid, holding your gaze.
“But they’re related. Interconnected.”
Joel tipped his gaze skyward- though surely a demon couldn’t be praying to the heavens for patience. 
He downed his last mouthful of whiskey. “You mind if I get another?”
“Two whiskies, two questions,”​ you challenged, mimicking Joel’s brazen insolence.
“Walked right into that one,” Joel muttered. He caught Roddy’s eye and waggled the empty glass at him.
When Roddy deposited a fresh glass, Joel said, “And another one for the lady.”
“Oh, um-” You didn’t remember the name of your drink, but it had been delicious as its vivid red color suggested. “-yes, please, thank you.”
You sat in silence until your drink arrived. You wrapped your lips around the straw and took a deliberate suck. Your eyebrows raised. Well?
Joel looked away, clearing his throat. “How they work and what I can do with them are essentially the same question. My powers are based in…desires.”
“Desires,” you repeated. Heat prickled under your collar. 
“Yes. I don’t grant wishes for free. I make bargains, but the end result is the same- I get people what they want. That’s what my powers do. They make it easier for people to…articulate their desires. And then ask for them.” Joel sat back, regarding you with wary yellow eyes. 
“That’s why…”
“Why what?”
Your face went hot; you hadn’t meant to voice your thoughts aloud. “You have this...aura, don’t you? It makes everyone around you want to…do what they want. What they really want, I mean.”
“Yes,” Joel said simply.
“Can you turn it off?”
“No.”
“Can you make people do things?”
“No.” His voice was hard. “That’s a human excuse. ‘The devil made me do it.’” Joel sneered the words, but his anger wasn’t at you. You waited, silent, while it ebbed.
“I can…turn it up, I guess. I don’t usually. Feels like cheatin’. But that’s where the ‘tempting’ comes from.”
“Could you show me?”
He met your eyes again. You found yourself caught in their depths, like a fly in honey, unable to read whatever thoughts were behind them. His mouth twisted slightly. “Not here.”
Something to remember for next time, then. You sipped your drink, savoring its berry flavor.
“What would you call yourself? Are you…a demon?”
It was a fair question, you hoped. Joel’s face puckered, but he answered. “I suppose.”
“Have you always been a demon?”
“Jesus,” Joel muttered. “You ever heard of small talk? You already got my powers out of me today, and that was more than I shoulda said. Three dates, three questions.”
“Three dates?” You looked up, your eyes slightly wide.
“Three- business meetings.” With conscious effort he made his voice stern, but it was too late. He’d said date, and now your mouth was pressing itself flat to prevent a smile from slipping out. Joel looked away, his jaw ticking.
A thought occurred to you. “Do you go on dates? I mean, do you…have a life?” You winced at your clumsy phrasing.
Joel only grunted. “Technically. It ain’t as nice as a human life, but I am alive. I have…colleagues.” His mouth wrinkled as if he didn’t quite believe his own words, and he took a large swallow of whiskey. 
“H-how many of you are there?” You weren’t sure you wanted to know; you didn’t really expect him to answer. 
“‘Representatives’, like me? Not as many as you’d think. Other demons? Too many.”
Joel watched you, his eyes yellow as changing leaves in fall. Here one minute, gone the next. You stared back silently.
A crash from the direction of the bar broke the moment. You flinched reflexively, glancing over.
Joel chuckled. You raised a questioning eyebrow. 
“New bartender really wanted to impress somebody,” Joel explained. “I’m guessin’ he tried a new trick that didn’t work.”
Behind the bar, a man holding the top half of a cocktail shaker was looking forlornly at the other half, which was on the floor, splattered with its contents. A figure seated on a barstool opposite him had their head turned and a hand over their mouth, as if to hide a smile. 
You looked back at Joel with a new wariness. “You can sense what people desire?”
Joel lifted his glass, a smirk creasing his face. “That sounds like another question.”
“I don’t think so. It’s clearly related to your powers,” you argued.
Joel hummed. “Sort of. It takes concentration. Most of the time I just let it all wash over me. Like how in a room full of people, you have to focus to hear one particular conversation.”
You shook your head. The more your drink disappeared, the less sense things made, but for once there was no correlation between the two. You licked the last of its sweetness from your lips, wondering if the bright red syrup had colored your mouth. 
To judge by Joel’s fleeting glance, it had.
You finally spoke. “Do you want dessert? Everything here is good, obviously, or there's an ice cream place nearby...”
Joel tapped the side of his glass. “I’m more of a liquid dessert kinda guy.”
A smile threatened at the corners of your mouth. The number of times you’ve heard your own dad say that…
Joel noticed. “What?”
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midnightlizard · 10 months ago
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Andy h x reader
I loveeeee the fics that are like the 5 times so and so ALMOST kissed And the time they did plzzzz something like that but if not. If you refuseeeeee I would loveee for a fic with like the station trying to set them up during Christmas with like mistletoe and stuff orrr just setting them up period with no Christmas teehee kinda a bit of a rant…
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Took us long enough
Andy Herrera x gn! reader
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Summary: four times you and Andy almost kiss, and the one time you actually do
A/N: hello and tysm for the request!! I love these types of fics too (I'm actually writing one with another character) so this was super fun to make. I also tried to mix the two ideas together, hope you like it!
Warnings: alcohol intake, mutual pining, sex innuendos
Word count: 6326
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"oh captain my captain" your boots echoed into the kitchen as you made your presence known, leaning with your hands on the counter.
"I'm not your captain (Y/L/N), you know that" Andy replied, not raising her head from the toast she was preparing.
"but you're my favorite captain" you shrugged your shoulders, then quickly turned to look at the door "don't tell Sullivan I said that"
Her focus was still on your previous words, so she could only mindlessly laugh at that.
Andy was used to your flattery, this was definitely nothing new, but it never failed to make her blush.
"why are you here all alone by the way?" you asked, stealing her food.
"Hughes, Bishop and Miller are on a call, the others are doing chores. And that-" she slammed her hand on the counter "-is my breakfast"
You reached for the bowl in the middle of the marble top, grabbing an apple and handing it to the brunette
"here's your breakfast, no need to thank me"
Andy raised her eyebrows at your smirk, shifting her gaze from your eyes to the fruit next to your face.
"how's your butt? Birdie told me you fell down the stairs on the last call"
The last call you were on had a big case of termites, and no one living there ever bothered to do anything about it.
So, when you were called because they heard the floor squeaking and you tried to get the old lady out, the wooden stairs failed on you.
Thankfully no one got hurt, except your butt.
"oh my butt's just fine. I don't know if I can say the same about yours"
She tilted her head to the side, silently questioning you. Her lips curled into an amused smile.
"birdie told me," and you both knew you were referring to the same birdie
"you got lucky last night, some 'handsome hair guy' gave you his number" you took another bite of her, your, food.
"well, not that it's any of your business" Andy started and crossed her arms, drawing a step closer to you.
You two were nothing, you two have never been anything but friends. Close friends even, yea sure, but not even between best friends there's usually this...tension.
A touch of a hand or a brush of a shoulder, or the look of encouragement shared before going inside of burning building; all of this was definitely not just friendly, and you could both feel it.
But none of you ever acted on it, for whatever reason.
So, even though it was none of your business, Andy wanted to made sure you knew the truth.
"his number was all I got, I didn't call him"
"ohw, are you scared to go on a date Herrera?" you challenged, lowering your head so your faces were even closer. "is it been that long since your last kiss?"
In a way, you weren't wrong. In the last few months, whenever Andy tried to get with someone, let it be a one night stand or a coffee date, it never felt right.
And she never wanted to admit to herself why it felt wrong, so she just put the dating scene aside, avoiding casual hook ups and flirting with strangers.
But you weren't a stranger.
And to say the tension was a secret would be a great lie. Everyone with working eyeballs could see it, and they all had things to say about it too.
But they don't always notice when they're interrupting a moment,
like Travis right now, barging into the room with his loud voice.
"what's for breakfast? I'm so hun- oh"
he stopped in his tracks, after seeing the position you two were in, making you take a step back from each other.
"did I interrupt something, cause I can go back and we can pretend I was never here"
"no nothing happ-, don't worry about it Travis" you waved your toast in the air, dismissing his entertained expression.
Andy brought her hands on her hips, still trying to wrap her head about what could have happened.
"and there's nothing for breakfast, it was Miller's turn but he's on a call"
The woman then turned to you, and leaned over you to grab the apple you offered her moments ago.
"you're lucky if you can make yourself a toast"
It was meant for Travis, but she never took her eyes off you, watching you take the last bite of her food, smirk on your lips.
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Vic's posture was slouched and her lips were slightly moving as she counted the money in her hands.
You entered the break room and took a seat on the sofa across from her.
"are you handing out free cash?"
She didn't take her eyes off the bills, afraid she might lose count.
"I'm handling a bet actually, don't distract me"
At that, you let out a sound of surprise, clearly exited
"who are we betting on? I want in"
"I don't you can, since we're betting on you" Vic counted the money again, then put it in her back pocket.
"when are you going to man up and ask Andy out?"
You groaned at her words, throwing your head back onto the backrest of the couch.
"why are you even betting on that? I'm not going to, we're just friends"
It took Vic all her strength not to burst out laughing at you. And you don't think you would have blamed her either.
"alright. Who says I will?"
"oh everyone actually" she shrugged her shoulders, plainly amused by your reaction, "we're just betting on when it's going to happen"
"you're impossible" you replied, knowing damn well you would have loved this bet if it were about anyone else.
"and you're in love with Andy" she accused, slapping your shoulder.
And while you were having this conversation, Andy's day was not going very differently.
"I'm not in love with (Y/N), Maya"
Andy and Maya were assigned with cleaning the lockers room and the blonde tried to make it not so boring with some light conversation, except it wasn't all that fun to the other woman.
"oh come on everyone can see that"
"then everyone is blind" she stopped removing dust from one of the helmets to look at her best friend.
"why are you so persistent on denying it Andy?" the task at hand was long gone by now, and the two were just talking
"You used to tell me everything about Gibson or Tanner or anyone, why won't you tell me about them?"
"because-" the brunette raised her arms in the air, one of her hands still holding the rag she was using to clean the gear
"there's nothing to talk about, we're just friends"
Maya wanted to scoff, or laugh at her face, but much like Vic did, she kept to herself, returning her attention to her assignment.
"besides, why are you so sure they're into me?" she asked after a second of silence, keeping her eyes on the dirty lockers.
If you were into her, she wanted to know. Just out of curiosity, nothing more.
The other firefighter raised an eyebrow, then proceeded to shrug, before answering.
"the way they look at you, the way they talk to you, the way they look at your-" she was stopped just in time by the shirt Andy threw at her face.
"that's just...flirting" Andy tried to justify your behavior, but for some reason she didn't believe it, didn't want to
"they're flirty, I'm flirty, it's just a way to keep things interesting around here. Sorry you're too uptight to understand that"
"oh I'm too uptight?" Maya pointed a finger at herself, laughing in disbelief.
"okay so you're telling me," she put the false accusation aside
"that if you let your hair down, undid a couple of buttons, and swayed your hips, they wouldn't try to sleep with you? not even try to kiss you?" she challenged, pointing with her fingers at every part of her body she was talking about.
Maya enjoyed the hesitation on Andy's face.
"no, they wouldn't." she settled on.
"okay. Let's test it out"
"what?"
"let's test it out" the blonde repeated "and if they really don't try anything, I'll stop insisting"
Andy bit the inside of her cheeks, pondering her answer. She really wanted to get Maya off her back, but she didn't know if she was ready to face the truth.
"(Y/L/N), lieutenant Herrera wants to see you, in the lockers room" Maya's head appeared into the break room, making Vic raise her eyebrows and voice her thoughts in a teasing tone.
"wonder what the lieutenant wants in the room where everyone goes to get naked"
"you're insufferable" you glared at the woman, getting up from the couch. You would have said something else, but by Maya's choise of words it was probably something important, so you let her go.
"thanks Bishop" you nodded your head, exiting the room.
Unbeknownst to you, as soon as they were left alone, the two women instantly started gossiping about their recent conversations.
"lieutenant, Bishop said you wanted to see me?" you asked as you appeared into the room.
"lieutenant? so I'm not your captain anymore, (Y/L/N)?"
You were left with your mouth agape for a couple of seconds, you only called her that way when the situation wasn't serious.
"you..needed my help, as my lieutenant?"
"I needed your advice actually, on something not really work related" she explained, and you relaxed a bit.
"sure, ask away" you shrugged, leaning your back on one of the lockers.
"you think this is appropriate, for a date?" she opened her arms to better show her outfit, which was just her uniform. The only thing that really changed was her wavy hair, now free from the ponytail she always had at work.
You blinked a few times, before nodding
"uh I guess? perfect for an after shift day"
"do I know them?" she saw you fiddle with one of the hanging coats, but she didn't mention it, "another firefighter? someone you met at the bar, or-"
you turned to look at her, "mister 'handsome hair guy', you finally called him?"
"are you jealous, (Y/L/N)?" Andy squinted her eyes, and made a show of crossing her arms, making you follow the movement.
That was a big mistake, because now you were hyper aware of the few buttons missing from her shirt.
She took a step closer.
"why would I?" you licked your lips, and mimicked her action. Neither of you noticed, but those two steps were enough to get the two of you face to face.
"do you want me, to be jealous?" you lowered your voice, two of your fingers slipping into the loop of her pants, pulling her towards you.
"I-" her breath seemed to get stuck in her throat and her arms threatened to fall to her sides.
"(Y/N).." she whispered, and you could feel the word on your lips.
"Aid car 19. Medical response requested" the loud voice echoed into the silent locker room, but it didn't interrupt your staring contest.
"I'm on aid car today" you explained, and you knew you could get an earful from captain Sullivan if you didn't run to the truck right that instant, but you couldn't get your legs to move.
And Andy wasn't helping at all.
"I know"
"Aid car 19. Medical response requested"
"(Y/L/N), you ready?" you heard another voice yell from the other room.
This time, you took a step back.
"coming Warren" you yelled back, making sure he heard you.
"I have to go" you said, with more urgency then before, and all you got back was a distant nod.
"you'd look great in anything, by the way" you added once you had one foot out of the door, then shut it quickly behind you, missing the blush that covered Andy's cheeks at your comment.
3
The sound of the big door opening and the motor of the engine shutting off made your ears perk up, and you turned to see half the team getting out of the truck.
The captain instantly went to his office, but that's where he always was when he wasn't on a call, so that didn't surprise you.
What surprised you was that a certain brunette didn't even spare you a glance, going up the stairs.
You furrowed your eyebrows at her behavior, but you couldn't catch her attention as the man on the phone was still talking your ear off, and you were trying really hard not to be rude.
"and I'm sorry that happened, sir, but you can't call the fire department for something like this" you pinched the bridge of your nose, hoping to end this as soon as possible.
When he repeated the same problem for the third time you restrained a groan, leaning back on the chair, making someone laugh behind you.
You craned your neck to look at her, then motioned for her to come closer with your hand.
"there's nothing we can do sir, if someone stole your car you need to call the police, not us"
Maya laughed again at your words, leaning on the counter beside the phone.
"yes, yes, hope you can get it back, yes, goodbye" your tone grew more impatient with every word, until you finally ended the call, slamming the phone back on the table.
"desk duty is so fun right?" she mocked you, and she was less then effected by your glare.
"yea sure, that's what I dreamed about when I applied to be a firefighter" sarcasm laced your answer.
"hey uhm" you stalled for a second, Maya was acting normally, but it was very weird for Andy to ignore you, unless she wasn't in the mood to interact with anyone
"did anything happen on the last call?"
You saw her shake her head, almost confused by the question.
"I don't know, Andy seemed weird. But, she probably didn't see me" you tried to reason, but Maya nodding her head made you rethink what you said.
"nothing happened, but you should go talk to her"
Even though her words did nothing but fuel your confusion, you briefly thanked her, then went up the stairs.
You mindlessly played with your fingers as you paced back and forth in the hallway; despite Maya's words, you still didn't know if bothering Andy would be a great idea.
Maybe she wanted her space, that's why she ran straight to her room, or maybe she didn't have the courage to ask for the help she needed.
While your head was busy thinking about different scenarios, your feet made the decision for you, stopping you in your tracks, and your knuckles tapped two times on the wooden door.
Andy heard you calling out her name, and much like you did moments ago, debated whether or not to let you in.
A whole minute has passed with her biting her lip in thought, and keeping her eyes everywhere but on the door itself.
And when she finally made her decision, she was afraid it was now too late.
"come in"
To her surprise, you had been standing there the whole time, turning the handle at her words, and stepping slowly into the room.
She moved to one side of the bed, to make room for you. And you mimicked her position, leaning your back on the wall.
Since you didn't know what she needed just yet, you meant to stay silent, but she was the first one to break the silence.
"she would have died"
She kept her gaze ahead, even when your head turned to look at her.
"if the team followed my lead, she would have died."
"what are you saying Andy?" you whispered, noticing how she took her time to form words; and when she did, her words were hardly coherent.
"on the call, Sullivan asked me if I had a plan, and I had one. But we ended up doing as he said" she paused, her gaze falling to the hands on her lap "and thank god we did, because if we waited like i suggested she would have died. And it would have been my fault"
"but she didn't"
"yea because I'm not a captain, (Y/N)" for the first time she looked back at you, with furrowed eyebrows and a pleading look in her eyes.
"I've been so fixated on thinking I should be the captain because my dad was, that maybe- maybe I don't deserve it" she concluded, lightly shaking her head.
It was no secret that having Sullivan as a captain has been hard on everyone. You could handle a strict leadership, sure, you were used to hostile situations anyway, but this team has always felt like a home, and someone suddenly entered the family, altering its balance.
And it was definetly no secret that the one who has suffered the most from it was Andy. She had to see her father step down, and the station she grew up in being commanded by someone else, someone who knew nothing about any member of the team.
She tried not to let it show, always claiming she accepted the change, and just wanted to make a good impression on the new captain.
But you could see how it was eating her alive.
You reached for her hand, linking your fingers together. You didin't say anything, waiting for her to look at you, and she did.
"we don't know what could have happened" you whispered "maybe you would have changed your mind halfway through, or you would have taken your teammate idea and changed the plan. You would have saved her, I'm sure of it"
Judging by her silence, you thought she was considering your words, until you heard her take a sharp breath in, and her hand in yours briefly loosened it's grip.
She was finding it harder and harder to keep eye contact, she felt the corners of her eyes burning, and if it were anyone else right now she would have just asked them to leave.
But you weren't anyone else, and she found herself hanging onto your every word, your tone showing a warmth only the touch of your hand could recreate, and with the way you were looking at her, she has never felt more naked, more vulnerable.
"you don't know that" she breathed out, sounding almost defeated.
"no I don't" you admitted, because you didn't. "but I know that you would have done anything in your power to save everyone, like you always do, as a captain or a lieutenant or as a person. I would follow you into a building on the verge of collapsing if you told me to do so, which could happen tomorrow" she lightly chucked, knowing this was a very plausible scenario.
Your tone became serious again, "because I know you pondered every other possibility, and I trust you to make the right choice." your tongue came out to swipe against your lips, and Andy couldn't help but follow the action with her eyes
"I mean it when I say you're the best captain this station could ever have"
"(Y/N)..." she didn't know why she called your name, you were right there, but you were the only thing on her mind at this point.
You were so close to her, she just head to tilt her head and she would feel the lips that uttered such comforting words on hers.
But when she scooted closer, or maybe it was your doing, you blinked rapidly, almost as if you just realized what was about to happen, then cleared your throat.
"you should get some sleep"
You almost regretted your words as you took in the hurt expression on her face. You would have wanted nothing more than to allow her to zero the distance, to finally give clarity to this weird relationship between you two, but you didn't want to take advantage of her vulnerable state, and confuse the need of comfort with love.
"I'll see you after my shift?" you forced yourself to ask as you got up from her bed when she made no move to talk.
"yea" she only noticed you getting to her door when her hand started to get cold again.
"thank you"
"anytime" you replied softly, then closed the door behind you.
4
You took another sip from your cold beer, while you leaned your back on the wall.
You stopped interacting with the others a little while ago, just content with listening to them talk.
To be honest you weren't really following what they were saying, all became a blur to you after the second, or the third beer, but you could recognize their light tones and careless laughs, making you feel at ease.
You could make out Travis and Jack's voice, with some interventions from Dean here and there, probably warning them not to get their feet on his coffee table.
You could also make out the sound of the water by the deck slowly moving with the wind.
The one sound that came crystal clear to your ears was a certain brunette's laugh as she talked with her friend a few feet away from you.
Even if Andy, and Vic for that matter, caught you looking in their direction multiple times, you could just say that you were looking at the water behind them, not that they would believe you. Vic definitely wouldn't.
As you raised the bottle to your lips you found your mouth empty, and a little frown took over your face.
You didn't bother warning the others, it's not like you were participating in the conversation, and headed inside.
And once you were back in the house the lack of the wind running through your hair made your cheeks feel really warm, making you realize they were probably red on the outside.
You actually went inside to get another beer or something to eat, but once your eyes landed on it, you couldn't resist the couch in the middle of the room.
"careful with your head like that, you might throw up"
it was only a few seconds of you sitting on the couch with your head leaned back in the air over the headrest until you heard her soft voice, and her heels coming closer to you.
"and you followed me to make sure I wouldn't?" you changed position, guided by her hand on the back of your neck, and saw her sitting next you.
"it was more so you wouldn't get another beer" she chuckled, turning so her middle was facing you.
"I wasn't going to get another beer" you lied.
She began speaking again, about what you didn't know, you weren't even sure she was talking; you could just see the way her lips moved, lips that had much more lipstick earlier this evening, she must have removed it by accident with a napkin after eating.
Her makeup was still on point though, you saw her subtly checking it with her phone before, but you were too far away to tell her it was perfect.
You were used to her wearing make up, she did that for a night out or, in this case, when you had little parties at Dean's house.
But there was one thing you didn't see often.
"what are thinking about?" her words finally entered your brain, making you blink rapidly.
Your voice came out slightly unsteady, but Andy was the only one to notice
"your hair"
"my hair?" she raised her eyebrows, cackling.
Between the alcohol turning your gears and her laugh stopping them, you struggled to find your next words "yea it's-" you scooter closer, one hand reaching to twirl a lock of her hair between your fingers "-different, I like it on you"
She got out a small "thank you" as she saw you playing with the ends of her curly hair, and she could feel your breath on her collarbone from the way you were leaning into her.
"sorry, I don't want to ruin it" you apologized, letting your hand fall next to her thigh.
When you raised your head to look at her you found her really close to your face, lips mere inches away from each other.
"it's okay" she reassured in a whisper, but she had a feeling your head was somewhere else.
In a bold act, probably guided by the alcohol, you propped yourself up on the couch to get even closer to the brunette, and closed your eyes.
You opened them again when you felt a hand on your chest, Andy's fingers gently grabbing the fabric of your shirt.
Her mouth was still agape, trying to grasp the right words.
"you're drunk" she whispered, but it felt more like an inconvenience rather than a statement.
She didn't give you time to reply and just got up from the couch, excusing herself as she went back outside.
Even after you were left alone, your eyes were still on the same spot were Andy was seated, trying to translate abstract thoughts.
Then, letting out a big sigh, you resumed your position on the couch.
And suddenly, the alcohol in your system wasn't nearly enough to stop you from realizing what you just did.
And how Andy reacted.
You felt the couch dip beside you, and it was only then you reopened your eyes, finding Maya next to you.
You two sat silently for a while, she didn't drink as much as you did, but you could see the light redness on her cheeks and her relaxed eyebrows.
She probably came in here to get away from the voices that seemed to get louder every second; as some of them tended to get loud when drunk.
You cleared your throat, but your voice still came out in a whisper.
"I almost kissed her"
And if you weren't so distracted you would have slapper her for the surprised laugh she let out
"you what?"
"I almost kissed her" you repeated, this time louder "and she pulled away"
While you were looking at the ceiling you missed the way the blonde fully turned her body towards you, adjusting one leg under the other. She squinted her eyes, almost hoping you were so drunk it was all just incoherent blabbing
"what do you mean she pulled away?"
"she pulled away, she rejected me, she refused me, she turned me down- is it clear now?" you asked sarcastically, placing the empty bottle that was still in your hand on the coffee table in front of you.
The blonde furrowed her eyebrows, deeply confused with this turn of events.
"...Andy?"
"yes Maya, Andy. Who do you think I'm in love with?" normally you would have never let something so big slip, especially when she was in the other room, but you were too drunk and confused and hurt and tired to care about filtering your words.
Thankfully she didn't make it a big deal, and tried her best to comfort you. Truth was, Maya herself didn't know how to help you, she was so sure Andy had feelings for you that she couldn't think of any reason why she did what she did.
So, when they all got back inside to end the night and Andy saw you sleeping on her shoulder, and offered to drive you home, Maya tightened the hold on your shirt, stating you didn't need it, and you could just sleep at Dean's for the night.
You made sure to thank Maya the morning after at the station, while feeling a pair of eyes on the back of your back.
5
After the "accident" at Dean's house, you expected Andy to treat you differently, or even to avoid you, but to your surprise she acted normally around you.
Or at least she tried to.
While you tried to pretend nothing ever happened that night, for Andy's sake, Andy couldn't stop thinking about it.
It was not the first time you almost kissed, so it shouldn't bother her this much; but it was the first time she pulled away.
This time there was no call, no one entering the room, no one interrupting them but herself.
She tried telling herself that you didn't really want it, that you were too drunk to actually realize what you tried to do, but it was all just an excuse not to blame herself.
Every time you looked at her she couldn't get the image of your eyes closed and your red cheeks out of her head, every time you talked to her, Andy couldn't stop thinking about how you so softly complimented her hair, and it was becoming harder and harder not to confront you.
But thankfully, with your line of work, she was able to put personal business aside and just treat you like a coworker.
"(Y/L/N), Bishop, what's the situation?" your lieutenant asked through the radio.
She was assigned by the captain to the hoses outside the condo with Montgomery and Hughes, while you and Maya had to go inside the building to check where the smoke was coming from.
"we're on the fifth floor for now, there's still no fire but I'm starting to smell the smoke" the blonde replied, before shutting down the communication.
"you know what I was thinking about" she started, casting you a quick look and seeing your raised eyebrow through the mask before continuing "Andy's been acting weird around you"
"yea I wonder why" you sarcastically remarked, ignoring her laugh.
"no I mean, good weird. She looks at you more from across the room, she always seats beside you during breakfast, she asks you how you are during a call" she finished, referring to what she did a few seconds ago.
"she asked us" you clarified "and she is not acting any different, you're seeing things"
Not that Maya told you, but after that night Andy came to her to confide in her best friend, and finally told her the truth.
"I think you should tell her how you feel, maybe she just needs to hear you say it" she encouraged you, now that she knew both sides she couldn't help but try to push you in the right direction and end this endless pining.
Without stopping, you answered "oh you want me to be direct? Sure" you mimicked her action, shrugging your shoulders "do you remember when I tried to kiss you and you pulled away? yea well, I wanted to tell you that I really like you, in case you wanted to turn me down a second time."
You scoffed at your own words and turned a corner, but when you saw her stopping in her tracks you also stopped, confused.
"there's the smoke" she announced, making you look at the apartment at the end of the hallway, and while she ran towards the door, you opened your radio.
"captain, we found the source, east side of the building. We're going in"
Turns out the apartment belonged to a single mother and while she was distracted by her kids the stove she was cooking breakfast on caught on fire, and the flames instantly engulfed the door, forcing her to hide in the other room with her two boys.
While Maya helped the woman and the kids evacuate the building, you stayed behind to extinguish what was left of the fire.
After receiving confirmation that there wasn't anyone else left in the apartment, you got out of the building to finally get some fresh air.
You sat at the back of the engine, with the oxygen mask covering half of your face. You were looking in front of you at the smoke slowly disappearing when suddenly someone blocked the sun from hitting the side of your face, making you look up at her.
"you're using our vics' masks" Andy leaned on the door of truck, but made no move to grab the device.
"oh I didn't know-" you went to take it off your face, but her hand on your wirst and her laugh stopped you.
"I'm kidding, they used it while you were inside." she explained with a smile. But then it seemed to falter for a second "are you okay? Maya said it shouldn't have taken you that long to extinguish the fire. I could have sent someone up to help you."
You closed one eye and furrowed your eyebrows when her new position exposed you to the sun once again, but you kept on looking at her with the other eye.
You found it cute how she offered you help without realizing she couldn't have made that decision by herself anyway.
"don't worry about it captain, I was just checking for any gas leaks" the fake title rolling off your tongue as sweetly as the last time you used it a couple of weeks ago.
She saw you putting the oxygen mask behind you and let her gaze fall to the ground. When she finally told Maya how she feels about you, the blonde never revealed what she knew about your own feelings, and only told her to "go for it", which didn't help. at all.
"what's up with you?" your fingers reached for her belt loops and brought her closer. Andy widened her eyes slightly in surprise but when she noticed your relazed eyebrows, she realized you just moved her to block the sun.
"what do you mean? I'm fine" she knew it was useless with you, but she still tried to play dumb.
"I know you Andy, I can see when you're lost in your thoughts"
You gave her time to answer but she took it to look at your features.
The full face mask you wore before made your hair messier that they normally were, and your uniform had now dust and ash traces. Since her body covered the sun from hitting your face she couldn't see the brightness she was used to admire in your eyes, but they still held the same softness they always held while you were looking at her.
What she couldn't really take her eyes off where your cheeks. Being close to the fire made your body temperature grow, and gave your cheeks the same hue they had the night at Dean's house.
And that made Andy think.
Maybe your action weren't completely controlled by the alcohol.
In a spur of confidence, Andy grabbed your rosy cheeks, bringing you closer to her. And suddenly, much to your surprise, her lips where on yours.
You put one hand behind you so you wouldn't fall on your back with the force she was using, while your other hand went to reach behind her neck.
Andy could almost taste the smoke you inhaled minutes before, but the fact that you were kissing her back was enough to make up for it.
When she pulled away and straightened her back from the uncomfortable arch it was in, you slowly reopened your eyes and you honestly couldn't tell who looked more surprised.
"I thought-" the hand on your cheeck was making it just that bit harder for you to think "when I tried to kiss you-"
"you were drunk" she replied "I wasn't sure you really wanted it and I didn't want to finally kiss you when you wouldn't be able to remember the next day"
You kept looking between her eyes during the explanation, your hand going back to her waist mid speech.
"I will definitely remember now" you remarked, before pulling her in a second kiss.
Before you could detach yourself from her lips, you heard someone's footsteps coming towards you, then a loud cheer sounded from behind Andy.
"I see you two finally did it"
"and now I don't have to keep your secrets anymore" Maya added, following Vic.
"wait you knew? why didn't you tell me, Andy?" Vic looked between the two women,
"because you suck at keeping secrets Vic" the woman next to you answered, crossing her arms. She shifted her weight, slightly leaning into you hand still resting on her side.
"you really do, Vi" you chuckled, backing Andy up.
"yea whatever you know what?" she pointed at the both of you "I still won the bet, so thank you anyway, love birds" Vic proudly announced, but before getting in the back of the engine, she turned to the blonde once again
"and you're not getting anything, since you already knew"
At that, Maya groaned, following her "oh come on, that's not fair"
Their argument got lost on you as you turned back to look at Andy, who looked both amused and confused. She probably wasn't aware of the bet.
You got up and kissed her cheek to bring her attention back to you.
"do you want to drive?" she asked after a second, knowing that with her as lieutenant you'd sit next to her.
"yea, I'd like that. And,"
you took a step forward, your lips hovering hers "we can talk about this later?"
She nodded with a smile, but when she tried to close the distance, Travis honking from the aid car startled her.
He was a few meters away, so he wasn't able to see what was happening, or he would have never interrupted.
But Andy decided right this moment that she didn't want to get interrupted by anyone anymore, so she put her arms around your neck, and leaned in to kiss you again.
"let's go back, before we get another call" she spoke up once she separated from you, then walked past you to get into the passenger's seat.
And as soon as you started the engine, you heard Andy's incredulous voice, making you laugh out loud
"why did no one tell me about the bet?"
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musette22 · 2 months ago
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oooh Minnie....you know those fics out here that have the characters watching the future and things like that (where they watch their own movies or read the books and react? ) I was wondering if ever Steve and Bucky were to watch their movies (maybe an avengers watch the movies type situation) and they get progressively more confused as Endgame goes on because why would Steve ever leave Bucky? Or maybe they're watching CATFA and during the bar scene Steve watches the scene and realises that Bucky might have been in love with him. And the avengers pause the movie for Steve and Bucky to have a conversation because Steve sees the look on Bucky's face when Peggy arrives.
Oh and Steve reacting to the bank vault torture scene in WS as well as the in CW ....ooh the possibilities.
I'm sorry if I didn't explain myself very well.
Hello my darling! I'm sorry it's taken me a while to reply to this lovely message, it's been a very busy few days! But aaahhh, this is such a beautiful idea, especially the second one you mentioned 🥺 I can just imagine the Avengers, post-TWS, watching the new Captain America movie that's been made about Steve's life (featuring a pair of certain very handsome Hollywood heartthrobs...). And Steve is ready to hate it, as he's hated all the other movies about him he's seen, but he finds that he actually quite enjoys it, more than he thought he would - until they get to the scene in the bar you describe, and Steve huffs out an awkward laugh and says, "Okay, I'll admit this one is pretty good so far, but come on... I don't understand why they've made it look like Buck was jealous or something. Why would they do that? That's not how it was at all, right Buck?"
But Bucky doesn't say anything, eyes remaining glued to the screen and refusing to meet Steve's gaze. The rest of the Avengers are pretending not to be watching what's unfolding between them (except for Clint, who's openly staring at them while munching on popcorn), but the room is collectively holding its breath.
"Bucky?" Steve repeats, willing Bucky to look at him. "You were just teasing, right? You weren't actually jealous." He pauses, feeling wrongfooted somehow. "Were you?"
Bucky swallows audibly, meeting Steve's eyes for a fleeting moment before looking away again. "'Course not."
"You liked Peggy," Steve insists. "You- you were happy for me. Right? Buck?"
Bucky gives a jerky nod. "Sure, Steve."
Steve feels suddenly like he's missed a step on the stairs. "Bucky, what's- I don't understand, why-?"
With a deep, heartfelt sigh, Bucky's shoulders sag, and he finally looks up - and the look on his face makes Steve’s heart go into freefall.
"Steve..." Bucky shakes his head slowly. "Of course I was happy for you. Doesn't mean I didn't also want to yell and rage at her, for coming between us the way she did. For being what you wanted, what you deserved. For taking you from me. Even if you were never really mine."
And once Steve has recovered from the shock, once his heart has started beating and he's found his voice again, he finally, finally finds the courage to admit what he's been keeping a secret for all those years - that he's loved Bucky from the moment he met him and wanted him from the minute he was old enough to know what wanting someone meant, and that if he'd only known, there wouldn't have have been any question about it: he’d have chosen Bucky over Peggy in a heartbeat, in every single way, over and over again.
And as they fall into each other's arms, teary-eyed but happier than they've ever been, the other Avengers wipe away stray tears, sneakily hand each other cash.
Aaahhh I love this, nonnie 🥹🥹 And you're right, the possibilities *are* endless!! So many other amazing scenarios to think about with this particular trope! Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts with us, honey! ❤️😘
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heavyhitterheaux · 2 years ago
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AN: He just needs more time
Synopsis: You are growing tired of being Jack's secret and have to make a decision on if you want to be in a relationship with him or not
Pairing: Jack Harlow x Reader
Appearance by my baby @hoodharlow 😘💕
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You were laying in Jack’s king sized bed at home in Louisville and your mind was going at 100 miles per hour.
There was no reason for you to reach to his side of the bed, since you knew he wasn't there, but you did anyway.
And let out the biggest sigh known to man.
There was no getting around it how much you missed your boyfriend and you knew that his job was demanding.
So was yours, seeing as you were a celebrity choreographer.
However, you and Jack grew up together in Louisville two blocks away from each other so you knew who he was. You were three years older and extremely popular and well-known throughout your entire school career.
It wasn't until Taylor Rooks birthday party in 2020 when Jack had actually gotten enough courage to talk to you and confess his feelings that he had towards you.
You remember saying to him,
"I was wondering when you were coming over here since you've been staring at me all night." With your eyebrow raised and a slight smirk on your face.
Jack turned as red as a tomato, but kept shooting his shot and now here you two were.
Jack would still get shy around you to this very day and didn't take being in a relationship with you for granted…. Or did he?
The entire relationship overall had been amazing, but now there were doubts creeping into your mind that you were trying to do your best to silence.
No one knew the two of you were in a relationship.
Not even your parents.
All except one person.
Your best friend Blanca who just happened to be at Taylor's party with you that night.
And she was sick of his shit.
"Now you know good and damn well he needs to be better about that." She said while eyeing you.
"We're just taking our time, Blanca. No need for us to rush for everyone to know about us."
"Y/N, it's almost been a year. Not even his best friend knows about you. And uh excuse me, but didn't he have the biggest crush on you in high school? He finally gets you and this is how he acts?"
All you could do was sigh.
It was frustrating when you wanted to tell the world how much you love this person and how amazing they are, but you knew Jack was shielding you from the shitstorm that would come after if the two of you did decide to come out with the news about the relationship.
When Lil Secret was released on the album, Jack didn't even warn you beforehand.
And you were pissed.
Right along with Blanca.
"Oh, so he can make a song about you, but not publicly claim you? I'll beat his ass right now."
"Blanca!"
"No. Call his ass right now and put it on speaker. I'd love to see him wiggle his way out of this one."   Blanca said while handing you the phone.
You hesitantly took it, but when he answered, you let him have it.
All while Blanca was hyping you up in the background.
"Jack, what the hell!? Why didn't you tell me!?"
"I thought it would be a nice surprise!"
"A song saying how you know I'm sick of being a secret, but you need more time? I really want to know where your thought process be at sometimes. Because what?"
"Baby, you know all of these things I have going on. I just want to protect you. These people can be ruthless."
"That excuse is really getting old and I'm tired of hearing it. And did you have to bring up the ex that shall not be named?"
That sports guy?
Kelly Oubre, Jr. 
The two of you dated for three years before you and Jack got into a relationship.
If you could call it that.
"If I knew that you were going to be this mad, I would have left it off the album."
"Um, who in the world do your friends actually think this song is about?"
"They keep asking, but I just keep brushing it off."
All Jack heard you do was sigh.
The frustrating part was that your fans shipped you with another artist and choreographer that you worked closely with all the time.
You didn't have those feelings towards him and would have to reassure Jack from time to time since that also made him feel some type of way.
You had just posted a photo on Instagram and he had liked it with his burner account and you were surprised that your phone was going off considering that it was 2 in the morning. However, your boyfriend was overseas so it was later in the day for him.
"Yes?" You said as Jack's face came into view.
"Hi pretty girl."
You melted every time he called you that.
"Hi."
"It's 2 in the morning over there. You should be sleeping. Instead you on instagram."
"I know, just can't sleep."
"Why? You miss me?"
You rolled your eyes so hard and Jack laughed at your outburst.
"Seriously, baby?"
"You already know my answer is yes and you see where I am."
Jack noticed you were in his bed and sighed.
"And you aren't here to keep me warm."
"Soon, pretty girl. I promise. Tour is almost over and I know I owe you a lot of kisses and cuddles."
"And not to mention that dick." You added while smiling.
"Be careful what you wish for, baby. We aren’t leaving the bed when I get back."
"I'm holding you to that."
"You have to go into the studio today?" Jack curiously asked you.
You owned your own dance studio in downtown Louisville.
When you weren't choreographing dances for celebrities, you held your own dance classes and had an exclusive workshop that people would fly from all around the country to take entitled Queens N Lettos. 
Since you're dancing in heels the entire time.
"Not until later. Maybe noon."
"You still need to get some sleep."
"I know. Now that I've heard your voice it will probably be easier for me to fall asleep." 
"Text me when you wake up. I love you."
"I love you too and I will."
What you didn't tell Jack was how you were feeling insecure.
You knew that he was yours, but your heart did sink from time to time when you saw him surrounded by different girls who he was giving his undivided attention to.
Deep down you obviously knew that he was yours, but it still made your heart hurt. Because no one knew except you.
And Blanca for that matter.
You didn't even bother bringing this up because you knew that those were his fans and a part of his job.
You would never in a million years ask him to choose between the two. 
Jack was noticing how you weren't necessarily becoming distant from him, but that's how he felt.
This had been building up for weeks until it all finally came to a head.
He wasn't sure if it was because he was overseas and the time difference, the fact that he was missing you, but something just felt off.
Scrolling through his phone on instagram, that's when he saw it.
The most recent dance video that you posted with…. Him.
Jack knew that he was only a friend to you, but the rumors that were circulating around you two had been that way for years.
Even when you were in the relationship with Kelly Oubre Jr.
It seemed as if when the two of you started dating that they actually became worse.
You had posted many videos with him dancing with you before, but this particular one just seemed to set him off. Maybe it had to do with this comment that was left underneath by your best friend.
blancaaabby: I wish you two would stop playing and date already 🙄 
All in all, Jack knew that he couldn't blame anyone but himself since it was originally his idea to keep the relationship between you a secret.
However, Blanca did know about the two of you and was just being petty.
I guess she was sick of his shit too.
It was the fact that you didn't even shut her response down which set him off even more.
yourinstagramname: blancaaababy 😌💕
Oh, that's how you wanted to play?
Okay, then.
You felt that Jack had been dodging your calls and texts and you were becoming slightly annoyed and a bit worried. It wasn't like you could ask Urban or anybody close to him because they didn't know that the relationship existed. 
It wasn't until you saw that video of him on tour because Blanca sent it to you with him saying this,
"I'm surprised no one has thrown their bra at me yet…
Oh, never mind. That didn't last long. Keep them coming, baby."
He didn't even get a chance to finish what he was saying before a bra was thrown in his direction and landed at his feet. He promptly picked it up and then you saw how a thong was also thrown which he proceeded to put in his pocket.
Now you were pissed.
Blanca- Can I please beat his ass now!?
You- I'm calling him now
Blanca- Um, I don't want to talk, I want to throw hands
You- Patience, Blanca
Blanca- 🙄  
Blanca- Well you better get to him before I do because I'm kicking his ass
When he finally did answer his phone, you were letting him have it.
“Jack, you CANNOT be serious right now.” You said referring to the multiple tour videos you came across with your boyfriend entertaining the fact that some of his fans were throwing their undergarments at him on stage. 
“Babe, it’s not a big deal.”
“Obviously to you it definitely isn’t a big deal since you seem to be so nonchalant about this.”
“You act like I’m keeping them!”
“Well are you?”
“Seriously Y/N!? I have you so why in the world would I keep them?”
“Yeah, seriously. You’re acting as if you’re single which you definitely AREN’T. A person in a relationship wouldn’t do that.”
“But to them I am. You know I have to keep up this image for my career. And what about you not even attempting to shut down the rumors of you and Damien dating, huh?"
All you did was scoff.
“Look, I love you. I truly do, but I just don’t know how much longer that I can take. And what in the world did you want me to do? Deny it and then tag you? Didn't think so."
“Wait, baby what are you saying?” Now Jack was full on panicking and didn’t know what to do. He didn't even acknowledge the last part of what you said. 
“You know what I’m saying,  but I have a class to teach so I have to go.”
“Baby, don’t hang up, we need to talk about this.” Jack pleaded with you, but you simply shook your head even though he couldn’t see you at the moment. 
“I’ve done more than enough talking, Jack. For a year and a half to be exact, almost 2. Like I said, I love you, but I just…. I’ll talk to you later.”
Without another word, you hung up your phone and shut it off completely before making your way into your dance studio in order to teach your last class of the day. 
The last thing you needed was your phone to constantly be going off during your class because you know Jack was going to be blowing up your phone non stop. 
You knew that it might be difficult to keep your mind from thinking about Jack, but you knew that you had to let it go for the time being. 
As difficult as you knew that conversation would be, you knew that it had to happen sooner rather than later.
The last thing you wanted was to end your relationship, but you were at a crossroads.
Maybe it was better this way.
No matter how hurt you knew that you were going to be. 
Jack was now pulling at his curls and blowing up your phone left and right.
He knew that your class was one hour long and immediately tried calling you again once he knew that your class was over.
It sent him straight to voicemail.
Cue the panicking all over again.
Jack- Baby, please answer me
Jack- We need to talk about this
Jack- Babe, I promise it won’t happen again. I can’t lose you.
Jack- Don’t make me fly to Louisville because I will if you don’t answer your phone
That was when Blanca answered.
"She obviously doesn't want to talk to you, white boy."
"Blanca! Please put her on the phone."
"Why should I when you've been acting like an ass towards my best friend?"
"I know and I'm trying to make it right."
"It wouldn't have to be made right if you just admitted being in a relationship with her."
"It's not that simple."
"Oh, but it is. She'll talk to you when she's ready. In the meantime, go back to your groupies."
"BLANCA!"
Without another word, she hung up on him and all he did was sigh.
He couldn't lose you.
He just can't.
It had been two hours since Jack first tried to call you and he knew that he needed help because you weren’t giving him the time of day. 
And Blanca was not about to help him.
He sighed before opening the group chat between all of Private Garden and asking them for their help.
You wouldn’t be his little secret for much longer. 
Jack- I need all of you to text (insert your phone number) and tell her I love her and I’m sorry
Urban- Excuse me, WHAT?
Quiiso- I’m going to need more of an explanation because who is this girl?
Ace- And you weren’t about to tell anyone about her?
2fo- Uhh since when do you have a girlfriend?
Shloob- What the? Jack explain this
Jack- No time to explain, I will later. Please just do this because she’s mad at me and not answering me and I can’t lose her
Urban- Oh, you’re serious?
Jack- DO IT PLEASE
2fo- Damn, okay. Calm your ass down. We’re going, we’re going
Urban- Uh hi, I have no idea what your name is or anything about you but my best friend is in love with you and he’s sorry for whatever he did or didn’t do. Just talk to him because my mans is going through it.
2fo- Um, heyyyy. So Jack loves you and he’s sorry that he was an ass towards you. I added in that last part because if you’re ignoring him, obviously he was an ass.
Shloob- Jack is having a mental breakdown. He loves you and he’s sorry for whatever he did. On the other hand, I can’t wait to meet you.
Quiiso- I don’t know if Jack is lying or not about how you exist or if this is a prank he’s pulling on me, but he is in love with you and he obviously did something outta pocket which he’s sorry for
Ace- Um, I hope I have the right number. Jack loves you and wants to talk to you. He also said that he’s sorry and that he wants to fix whatever went wrong between the two of you and that he can’t lose you. 
When you had finally woken up the next day, you decided to turn your phone on, and you had over 100 messages waiting for you.
You didn’t have a chance to check them before your boyfriend was calling you once again.
You finally answered thinking that he suffered long enough.
He didn’t even give you a chance to say hello.
“BABE, WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?!”
“Asleep, Jackman! Today is my day off!”
“Oh, well get dressed. I’m coming over and we’re going on a date.”
When Jack took the red eye flight back to Louisville, he was surprised that you weren't in his bed waiting for him, but then again he also knew that you were mad at him and would probably be your condo.
“I just said it’s my off day, I’m not going anywhere. And since when are you back in Louisville?!”
“That’s not important right now, we’re going on a date so get dressed.”
“Umm, won’t people see us? And I’m still mad at you.”
“BABY, HAVE YOU NOT CHECKED INSTAGRAM?”
“Uh no, because you called me screaming at the top of your lungs."
“Just check it and call me back."
Once you did, you were floored. 
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jackharlow: my lil secret 😍😍
urbanwyatt: oh shit. YOU PULLED Y/N?!?! HOW THE?!?! WHAT?! AND YOU WEREN'T GOING TO TELL US!?
quiiso: I.... and to think all of us thought her and Jason were going to get married
druski2funny: oh
yungskylark: well I'll be damned
lilnasx: druski2funny I told you she didn't want your ass
neelamthadhani: finally!
jackharlow: umm neelamthadhani what?!
neelamthadhani: jackharlow I already knew, I was just waiting for you to say something
jackharlow: neelamthadhani HOW?!?
neelamthadhani: jackharlow I'm not revealing my secrets, so stop asking
blancaaababy: it's about got damn time yourinstagramname my bestie is a baddie and the entire world needs to know about her. but also know she has a best friend that will fuck your ass up if you act outta pocket.
jackharlow: blancaaababy yes Blanca, I know
blancaababy: jackharlow I'm watching you and I will send Panchito to bite you 👀 jackharlowsource: the lil secret has finally been revealed 😍
Not even two minutes later you were calling him back.
"Jackman…."
"Yes, pretty girl?"
"I… I’m happy we don't have to hide anymore."
"Me too and I'm sorry for making it seem like I didn't want a relationship with you because that is far from the truth."
"You're forgiven."
"And can you also tell Blanca to stop threatening me?"
"Uhh, you have to take that one up with her, but doing this might put you in her good graces."
"I hope so. Anyway, we have a date at 7. I'm coming to get you around 6:45. I want to show my baby off to the world."
"And I can’t wait." 
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jackharlow: she soul food and she eye candy 😍
shloob_: okay um, can we talk about how jackharlow was too scared to talk to yourinstagramname in high school?
jackharlow: shloob_ so jason could beat my ass? and why are yall putting me on blast?
quiiso: oh and how jackharlow would leave little notes in her locker
2forwoyne: and send flowers to her in class
yungskylark: and she thought it was Jason the entire time
shloob_: no matter how hard we tried to get him to talk to her, he wouldn't
jackharlow: she was a senior, she didn't want a little freshman following behind her all the time
2forwoyne: jackharlow well look at the two of you now
yourinstagramname: BABE THAT WAS YOU?!?
jackharlow: yes 🙈
yourinstagramname: jackharlow and you just let him take all the credit?!
jackharlow: yourinstagramname I won in the end anyway 🥰 yourinstagramname: jackharlow you definitely did. love you big head 😘 jackharlow: yourinstagramname I love you more and I'll show you a big head alright blancaaababy: not yall being disgusting already. yall relationship is hours old 🙄 jackharlow: blancaababy it's actually two years old as of today if we're being specific urbanwyatt: jackharlow WHAT?! TWO YEARS?!? neelamthadhani spill your secrets because how the hell did you know and no one else did?! neelamthadhani: urbanwyatt your best friend is not as discrete as he thinks lol
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jackharlow: yourinstagramname you better come here and do that split on me now. not now, but RIGHT NOW. 😍
blancaaababy: look at my boo go, the baddest 😉
saweetie: I learned from the best 😘
yourinstagramname: jackharlow BABY CUT IT OUT!
jackharlow: yourinstagramname what I do?!?
yourinstagramname: jackharlow you know what you did
druski2funny: sooo y/n.....
jackharlow: druski2funny exit stage left. no.
druski2funny: jackharlow you ain't even give me a chance to say anything!
jackharlow: druski2funny you don't need one. mine since 2020. see your way out.
druski2funny: well yourinstagramname if he messes up, you know where to find me
yourinstagramname: bye Druski
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mkiss723 · 7 months ago
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LitG S8 Max Route
Vol. I-V Ep. 1-15
I chose Jack to couple up with because Oakley can’t take a joke about being a fireman… sorry but it is hot. In both senses of the word 😅 sorry not sorry! But also Jack liking dogs and gardening was such a great initial common interest thing to go on.
Sophie/Jack & Luna/Jin are replaceable after you pick your guy. Whichever couple stays are buttheads to you.
Jack is ok, but more serious than I thought he would be. I miss Jin’s humor so much. I have to say that even with most of the same dialogue choices/banter between us, there is no spark. Which does makes me going full on for Max an easier decision.
Vol. VI Ep. 16-18
Again I did not flirt at all with Hari, but I did pick the options for saying I missed Jack so it pretty much went the same. I’m really just plugging along until Casa… which is next 😆
Vol. VII Ep. 19-21
CASA TIME!! I am choosing all the gem options to get with Max. ALL OF THEM! Bring it on!
E19: Straight away, the fill in the blank game gem option I picked was the “smooch a boy” and wow what a smooch it was! Choosing to share a bed with Max was such a good choice too. He is so flirty and cute! Telling me what he likes was sexy and I agree with them 😏
E20: ooh raunchy races! And this time I actually kissed the others (except Liam cuz I have standards lol) and I did the gem option to win and had another epic smooch with Max 😘
E21: Winners party was fun. The sipping game was fun and the gem selection scene was incredible if you kept flirting *chef’s kiss* Loved sitting with Max and talking and getting to know each other more. He is so flirty and I love it. Slept with him again and did bits with him that night. Worth it! He’s amazing! 😏
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Vol. VIII Ep. 22-24
E22: This is where I started to fall for Max in my first playthrough (w/o any diamond scenes & then I started replaying for his), but getting to keep the previous options and choosing the new one was even better. He just gave serious butterflies during the date. Telling about the smile lines, going over the “words” on MC, cuddling in his arms, sweet story of him paying for a girlfriend’s parents to visit even though he was saving, playing with her hair. Ugh my heart! I’m so smitten with him 🥴
E23: We smashed it at the Mr & Mrs game! And I loved all the flirty things we did and said to each other during. More annoyed when Luna took Max. Definitely called her out this time for picking him.
E24: Last night at Casa. Yay! Obviously spent the night with Max and I think it was even better since I got to have all the earlier moments with him too. And hearing him recap them all the next morning and how mushy he was about them all was sweet. He’s just perfect 🫠
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Vol. IX Ep. 25-27
E25: This is a short episode. Most compatible with Max of course! Yuck to Liam. Pushed him in the pool again 😜
E26: Brought Max back and walked in holding hands. Sorry Jack. Told Max I’m into him. Obvs! Didn’t argue with Sienna when she wanted to steal Jack. Go right ahead.
E27: Pool party was much less awkward since I’m focused on Max and don’t care what Sienna does. Liam’s question and Luna’s deflection ruined the mood of course. Then Jack asked me that very important question about cracking on in casa…
Vol. X Ep. 28-30
E28: I started this episode off with a big old LIE - told Jack I did nothing at Casa (for reasons that pay off later) Snogged and married Max! Pied Liam cuz who else is worth this one?! And then I sexily pied Max with the extra pie. Yum 😜
E29: Ahhh couple drama! Everyone lying to their partners about Casa stuff. So messy… So glad I’m with Max because we are golden!!
E30: Couple Goals 2.0 was fine. Pretty much the same results except Max and I got voted most likely to marry this time and I’ll take it! And the terrace scene… holy moly Batman 🔥 I loved it and didn’t have to feel bad because he’s my couple and the one I want 😍
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Vol. IX Ep. 31-33
E31: MOVIE NIGHT!!! woohoo drama!! Max’s two scenes were so sweet I almost got a toothache 🥰 I have to say that I actually kept the secrets this time around because I wanted to see everything unfold at movie night which was fine… Until we got to mine and holy shit did FB go all out with what they showed! 🫣
E32: Boys choice recoupling and this is why I lied to Jack… he does not pick me because of that lie - which does kill me inside, but I want Max. Only Max. And again, the only time I will thank Liam for anything - so glad he got cream all over us so we could have another amazing spicy scene 🥵
E33: The scene is much funnier with Sienna if you’re coupled with Max because she really thinks we care if she tells Jack?? Like ok whatever floats your boat honey! 🤣 The heart rate challenge is all good this way too. Sienna can have Jack all she wants and she stays away from Max! But OMG Jack’s superhero outfit is so bad 😂 like how could they do that do him?!
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When Jin said his dream was to run in a marathon and wanted MC to join him, I almost died. My friend has been trying to get me run with her for over a year but I would rather go on a date with Liam than run anywhere 🤣 BUT Max wanting to go to a concert in the outdoor amphitheater in the mountains of Colorado?? Count me the fuck in 😅 I googled it and it looks awesome!
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If we are all idiots who don't know what grooming means i guess idiot is also Emma D'arcy since they literally said that. Gonna cry? Yall reaching again cause GRRM never ever stated once Daemon loved Rhaenyra. Neither Matt, they called the relationship odds, weird, strange, never love. GRRM only said it's the way to see his sides cause obviously in S1 besides Viserys, there's Rhaenyra who interacts with Daemon who has actually some kind of weird bond,also toxic, but it's not love, girl. Wait till Daemon's horizons will extrnd lmao Im going to check your blog to see your meltdown and laugh my ass off. Bye for now 😘
I literally did an article explaining why Emma D'Arcy was talking shit when she called this relationship grooming back in the day. As far as I know, Emma is a human being, right ? Isn't Emma D'Arcy a god who is right about everything ? In fact, in this same article where Emma was talking about grooming, also claimed that Rhaenyra was 16 years old (it seems to me) in episode 4, when in reality her character was canonically 19. Rather funny to take the word of an actor as gospel when the latter is immediately deceived about the age of his character. Also, Emma D'Arcy literally already said he would read Daemyra fanfictions... Crying about it ?
Also, I don't know what cave you lived in, but the daemyra relationship was definitely described as love by Matt Smith. He literally said that Daemon would give his life for Viserys and Rhaenyra. And also, it seems to me, designated Daemon as definitely loving Rhaenyra, even if yes, it's strange, except it's another world with other morals, not to judge with our modern vision what you stop acting like the idiots you are. Also, I don't have to justify over and over why Daemyra isn't in the grooming book or show. I literally made a huge post about this, as others have. It's not my place to educate you and in any case you are someone who voluntarily wishes to remain in ignorance on this subject in order to boast of a two-franc moral superiority.
Also, small compilation of moments where the writers / the HOTD team talked about love / romantic aspect / or something more powerful than tat, for Dameyra that I found. Hey, it's free :
[Sara Hess] does believe that Daemon and Rhaenyra are meant for each other, although of course, it's complicated. “Saying they 'love’ each other seems almost too simple,” Hess says, “it’s more that they have a profound, primal connection that nobody else understands.”
“Daemon and Rhaenyra — they're together at the beginning of my episode. Part of the thing that we felt was important was to believe that they were in love with each other. And not just believe it, but feel the electricity. I mean, I don't know about you guys, but I am very much in love with my husband, and I still have a crush on him. And when I see him, I still get chills. And I wanted to see that, I wanted to feel that from them. Because this was a delicate fleeting moment, as you know having seen the episode. We needed to feel the realism of that. And so the two of them [Matt and Emma] had a lot of conversations — even without me — where they were building their relationship, and building the chemistry. So I was really pleased when we got to shooting their first scene together, where Rhaenyra says 'I need to go back home’ — just the way he looked at her… I just love that.” - Geeta Patel.
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2, 4, 5, 12, 13, 30, 32, 38, 47, 57, 69, 83, 84
I will answer your ask here shortly! But I didn't want you to think I forgot to ask you ✌️❤️😘
[Send my Writer Asks] TY for so many number!! <3
2. talk about a notable time a narrative or character has looked you dead in the eyes and said “fuck your plan, here’s what we’re actually doing.”
Basically any and every fic with JJ in it is this exact thing. JJ is notorious for going off-script and just doing whatever the hell she wants. I have had to re-write entire fic outlines bc of this. She's a nuisance (affectionate).
4. what is the plot bunny you’ve been carrying for the longest? optional bonus question: do you ever wonder why you haven’t written it yet and experience deep existential dread?
I often look at the 4 chapters I wrote for an early season CM fic that's sorta like 'You've Got Mail' (it's a 2006 online dating fic) and lament that I've never finished it. I even *know* the reason why too, it's simply because the coding to do entire chapters in 'e-mail' form on AO3 would require me to build custom skins to make it look like emails and such (yea, I know I don't HAVE to make it look like that, but my brain says You Gotta) and god, I just really hate coding.
5. have you ever made a playlist about something you were writing as an elaborate means to procrastinate when you could have been actually writing and if yes drop a link, son
I currently have over *30* CM character/fanfic related playlists. You should check out this masterlist for all the links plus summaries of each playlist, or just give me a follow on Spotify
12. do you ever have trouble focusing on writing? how do you get around that? 
Sorry, what? I missed the question because I was staring out the window and procrastinating again. The answer -- YES, of course I do. I'm AudHD and I live in a house with three other people, a cat who's an asshole, and on a street where multiple houses are being built. 😭 I try my best to be at my desk at regular hours each week, usually about 10am-4pm M-F. And I close any windows/apps on my laptop that aren't my writing one and put my phone out of reach. Then I set the focus timer on for a designated time and try to write until it goes off. This helps TONS.
13. talk about a writing experience that has pleasantly surprised you.
When I wrote what was supposed to be a Emily/Rebecca hate-sex one-shot, I didn't think anyone would read it. Then, when I expanded it into what became 'Do What I Want (Over What's Right)' I was absolutely blown away by the great convos I had with readers in each chapter's comment section. I even met a new best buddy via that fic! (hiiii @swpf)
30. most inspirational quote you’ve ever read or heard that’s still important to you.
"We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love." - Dr Seuss
32. do characters influence your writing style?
Can do, sometimes. My style itself doesn't change all that much, I don't think? I mean, I can look at old fics and see how far I've come since first writing them, but that's less about the characters themself and more about me as a weird little guy.
38. how many stories do you work on at one time?
One. As mentioned above, I'm far too distractable to have multiple-WIP at one time. The exception to this rule is, sometimes, I'll crank out a one-shot while working on a longer project too. But 99% of the time, I only have one WIP going.
47. what story are you most proud of?
Forever and ever, Head Full of Doubt (Jemily, High School AU). That fic explores mental health, friendship, depression, and the pressures of being a teenager. It is my forever proudest achievement as a writer.
57. what is the last thing that a fic made you google when you were reading it?
While reading? Hm, this is gonna sound so petty, but I recently pulled up the fandom wiki to double check a continuity point in a fic. Not because I was judging the author, more because my brain was trying to figure out the timeline they were presenting.
69. how do you write emotional scenes? do you ever feel what the characters feel?
I have such a visceral imagination. I not only see my characters, but I definitely also feel their feels too as part of getting into their heads. When I write emotional scenes, I am usually sobbing myself. On the flip side, my partner knows when I'm writing smut bc my breath gets all soft and short 🫠
83. less is more or more is more?
Do whatever you want forever. Period. No rules, just do you!
84. said: overused or underused?
Again, do whatever you want forever. I use said/replied lots, but I also use more specific indicators to get tone across depending on the conversation and scene.
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elialys · 7 months ago
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OMG im so 🥺
That i have to talk...I'm in shock !
How can someone like Torv and not follow her teachings? Love others as they are!Yes she always said quote Helen is Anna Torv "I love you just the way you are"it should always be people's motto!
And another quote she left this year EMPATY...OK you Dont like the person but you have to respect.Then its ok leave...why criticize something if we have no comparison?
You don't do anything so so wrong unforgivable to a human and everyone sometimes make mistakes!
I am sometimes surprised and outrageous by people pointing the finger só easily at small things that they perceive differently and be silent or quiet at big problems around them or even looking at themselves! I'm just saying one thing.  Of all of us.... ALL of us, YOU were the one who dedicated the most time YEARS -DECADES, had the most patience (countdown the minutes of the 2 years without premieres? ) and fought for each series, each Anna Torv's work(things like uniting fans, posting videos, talking about her, supporting her unconditionally... Fauxlivia is still your protégé, right?🤭and fighting Helen Dale dont stop )... and for me it is extremely commendable and I admire you immensely for never stopping fighting and share Anna Torv!
Your neurodivergent brain may have flaws...but What brain don't have sometimes a little's error ?
NOBODY is Perfect right? And qualities as a fan fic writer, fan, woman, friend, caring, and empathetic you have and they are huge And guess what...people who prefer to criticize SHES A REALLY TREASURE !
I could list about more than 100 things you did that were important! And if you wanna i can make a list...my nerd brain remembers all good gestures 🥰
And this is for all there fans no fans humans that read...
When they criticize you...choose the other path...which Anna Torv has also advised...
FEEL PROUD OF EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE!  😍❤️
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Thank you so much for your kind words, Maria ❤️❤️❤️
Honestly, I am genuinely at a lost as to why some people get so mad and unforgiving over honest mistakes, especially when I mean it when I say I never meant any harm, and will listen and change my behavior if it's not appropriate. I have been in this fandom for a very long time, and I've always tried my best to be nice, and to do better when I can do better. And anyone who takes the time to actually get to know me at all, unlike those people who have honestly been very closed-off from the start, knows that I'm the opposite of an asshole, and that my life motto literally is 'let's be kind and show empathy'.
I swear twitter puts a negativity filter on everyone's brain, they expect the worst of everyone. The fact that they thought I'd sent people after them to 'harass' them, when I wasn't even aware of what was going on until my friend reached out to me to tell me about it, at which point said friend had already gotten involved, just baffles me. I'm a 36 year old adult with bad social anxiety, I live my life hoping to avoid drama or situations in which people will get angry at me in any way. The last thing I would ever think to do is have that kind of vindictive behavior, especially about something I knew I could have handled better. But you can't have conversations with the twitter crowd, you just can't. They will assume the worst of you and that's it.
I haven't been on twitter for a couple weeks now, except to post fic links for my followers who care about them, and honestly, I don't know if I'll be back, not when there are a few people who seem to enjoy scrutinizing the things I do or say.
I still want to do the Anna project because I want her to receive love from her fans, but my anxiety about this is too high at the moment, and my brain a bit too unkind.
I'm very thankful for fellow fans like you, Maria, I mean that 😘😘😘
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heartbrake-hotel · 2 years ago
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Ugh. You won't believe this. I'm sorry to bug you, but I just needed to vent.
I saw some idiot on twitter saying that when E met Priscilla he had an eleven year old girl living with him in Germany. They mentioned Scotty Moore said that in his book so I looked it up. What he said was at the time E met Cilla, he had an "even younger German girl" (his words) living in the house with his father and grandmother. Except...well, I can't find any proof of this; there’s no evidence nor mention of this girl (or how old she was) anywhere else in the book nor in any other books written about him. No proof he had anyone else like that living with him in Germany.
So I don’t think that claim is true. Where do people come up with this stuff anyway? How do you not get into an argument with these idiots? Because it's super annoying.
ugh, believe it or not, baby, im not surprised at all. but you could never bug me !!! 💖 sorry it took me so long to answer this, but rest assured i haven't calmed down about this any since you first sent it 😅
a couple notes‐ honestly, i'm inclined to believe scotty. NOT TWITTER to clarify lol.. eleven seems young for him even if you are looking to view e through the most unflattering light possible 😬 but it seems likely to me that he had another teenage girl maybe not uh. officially on the lease or anything but staying over most nights ! more than ONE even sounds plausible.. we all know that someone didn't like his bed cold.!
people who claim to hate elvis sure spend an awful lot of time reviling him on the internet, especially by regurgitating half-remembered anecdotal evidence without citing their sources. 🙄 on the other hand, it's also easy to fall into the trap of too-faithful elvis historian; by that i mean that the fact that so much of his life is documented sometimes makes us complacent in our belief that if it can't be verified by multiple primary sources that it must not have happened. but we can't always say, and getting too involved as if the historical accuracy of one particular proposed event is the end-all be-all of elvis fandom can get exhausting.!
i wouldn't be surprised to find out either way, that this was or wasn't true. but you're free to make up your own mind, and if it distresses you, then fwiw i think you Totally have a leg to stand on affirming it never happened, like you said !! ultimately, it doesn't have much bearing on right now- if you like elvis, this vague and nebulous criticism probably isn't the thing that'll make you stop liking elvis, and if you hate elvis, you're probably determined to keep doing that regardless.
regarding the twitdiots- while looking into this claim i found a lady on there who legitimately believed that agent elvis tells the true story of how e was experimented on and mind controlled into drug abuse by the government.. like she said That with her whooole chest. so i don't put much stock in public opinion over there 😂😂💀
i want to fight those people extremely often (they're not just on twitter, either- it seems to have died down a little praise GOD but especially in early days after the movie there was a wave of ppl on here who would put their elvis hate in the main tags. WHICH DROVE ME BATTY), but i come from the "don't feed the trolls" era of fandom. as much as id like to rip 'em a new one when they rehash the same two issues over and over and OVER again ad nauseum, i content myself with the fact that they're living a pathetic existence in which they actively choose to fill their life with something they dislike for... no discernable reason.?
no one who spends their time bringing up a dead celebrity at all opportunities just to bash them is actually open to a discussion. and i do think there is a discussion to be had- his life was certainly very troubled, and i think there are a lot of nuanced issues that benefit from being spoken about openly !!!
but i like to debate bc i like to WIN- so jackasses tend to be a waste of my time 😘
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Hi hi! I'm here for the shipping event 💖!!! Congrats on 1k!!! I'll start with my appearance and then move onto my personality!
About me: I'm nonbinary but present as fem and pansexual! Preferred pronouns are she/her/they/them. You can call me Hunny btw!
Appearance: Caramel tan skin, large almond shaped dark brown eyes and have black/brown 3a curls that stop right at my shoulders styled in a wolf cut with front fringe. I wear glasses, stand at 5'3", and most of my weight is stored in my stomach, thighs, and butt. (I'm very slightly chubby)
Personality: I'm an infp, pisces, and type-4 enneagram. Online I'm much more open and extroverted but in person I'm quiet and take some time to actually open up to others. I've been deemed the mom friend several times lol. I can be quite sensitive and sometimes let my emotions get the better of me. I stand up for others but struggle to defend myself. I'm also really creative and intuitive! I've also been described as mature, an old soul, particular, and anxious.
Hobbies/likes: I love to draw, write, knit, and read. I love plushies, pastel blue and pink, Sanrio, animals, and fashion!
I really hope this isn't too much 🥺 here! Have a cookie! 🍪
Thank you so much for the cookie! Ur too sweet. And no that’s wasn’t too much info, it helps to know more about you :)
Also, damn girl you sound fine as hell *debby Ryan hair tuck* can I just ship you with me? 😘
Anyway! On to the ship!!
I SHIP YOU WITH: URARAKA OCHAKO
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Ok I just think the idea of you two together is adorable, like, you’re both all sweet smiles and bright colors so your aesthetic would be so cute (I’m thinking something like this) but also your personality types are very compatible.
Ochako is basically a more extroverted version of you, you are both known for your sweet and caring attitude towards others, but Ochako is a lot more talkative around new people and can be more assertive, standing up for herself, you and anyone else that she feels is being mistreated. You do this for others but have a hard time doing it for yourself, which is something Ochako is determined to help you with.
I can just imagine you two doing all sorts of sweet wholesome things together like going shopping for clothes or cute plushies, going to cat cafes or walking your dog in the park, and just enjoying each others company while you do some quiet activities like knitting or drawing.
Ochako loves how thoughtful you are. The first time you made her something, let’s say you knitted her a scarf, she wore that scarf every opportunity she got from then on. She loves how cute it is and how much work you put into it just for her. She sometimes feels guilty that she isn’t able to spoil you as much as she’d like due to her family’s financial situation being tight but she tries in every way she can to show you how much she loves you.
You’re always being the “mom friend” and looking out for other people so she tries to do the same for you, making sure that you are taken care of and that you aren’t neglecting yourself to focus on others. She also tries to help you remember to regulate your emotions so they don’t get away from you. She tries to avoid conflict but she isn’t going to back down either if someone isn’t treating you right. I mean, she literally chose one of the most difficult and dangerous careers just so she could support her family! Taking care of the people she loves is extremely important to her and you are no exception.
You two are such a sweet couple with the cutest aesthetic that all the pastel lesbians would kill for. 10/10 would recommend.
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👑 Being Seijoh's Manager 👑
Oikawa Hurts Our Precious Manager
and Iwaizumi's Crush
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Iwaizumi Hajime featuring Seijoh x GN reader
Warnings: Swearing, mentions of blood, kithes 😘
AN: This is an Anon request!
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I would just like everyone to be aware that I am a complete simp for Iwaizumi Hajime, 27, Athletic Trainer ✌🏻
Now that we got that out of that way 🙃
YN you freaking amazing person
How did you ever manage to nab the eye of Seijoh's Ace player
Its probably because you are stunning and literally perfection 💅🏼
Anyways, it's happened and we are all so jealous
You are so incredible sweet and kind
It's not wonder Iwa is attracted to you
Plus you pay attention to him more than Oikawa
It's probably because you regard Iwa as the ACTUAL Captain of Seijoh
Our Kings 💅🏼
Mom's favorite team
However, I do think Iwa struggles to express that he likes you
This man is insecure deep down
Like he's a natural leader but he's also a Gemini so like, it's understandable
You have a few classes with Iwa and you purposely sit next to him
Because you have a crush on him too 😉
You slowly become friends with him
And seriously, he falls more for you everyday
Eventually this man is walking to class with you, having lunch with you
Said lunch often includes 3 tag alongs and multiple appearances from other team members
Actually it's the idea of you first being the teams manager comes up at lunch
"Hey YN have you found a club yet?"- Makki
"No unfortunately, why do you know of anything?"- You, completely oblivious to what door you just opened
Makki and Mattsun look at each other and then at Iwa
Please they 1000% know Iwa is crushing on you
And since they are little shits they will take any opportunity to throw Iwa under the bus 🙃
"I have a great idea! Why don't you become out manager"- Mattsun 😏
Please Iwaizumi chokes in his food
You quickly pat his back and rub it
Hajime Iwaizumi.exe has stop functioning
"Haji are you ok?"- you, concerned
"Yeah I'm fine, just swallowed funny"- Iwa
"That's what she said"- Makki
Please that joke never gets old 🤣
"You guys really need a manager? I mean i thought you'd have a million applicants wjth Oikawa as Captain"- you, probing
"My senses are tingling, did someone mention my name?"- Oikawa now joing you
Pls 😑🙄
"We were just discussing you guys needing a manager"- you
"Well we do YN but unfortunately the manager cannot have a crush on me"- Oikawa, sitting down and winking 😉
"😐 Oh that's not a problem Oikawa I don't like you"- you, looking dead in his eyes
Mattsun and Makki die 💀 literally fall over with laughter
"YN-chan that's rude!"- Oikawa, highly offender
"Shittykawa not everyone likes you!"- Iwaizumi looking for the nearest volleyball
"I'm being honest Oikawa 🤷‍♀️ also I'd be happy to be your manager if you'll have me"- You 🤗
"Sure YN"- Iwa answering first and smiling at you 🙂
You smile back 😊
"Get a room you two"- Makki, rolling his eyes
"You want a volleyball to the head?"- Iwa glaring at Makki
"Chill killer"- Makki 😏
And that's the story of how you became manager
And lived happily ever after 🙌🏻
Just kidding!
You manage Seijoh YN, you think you'll get off that easily 🤣🤣🤣🤣
The first few weeks of practice go well!
The boys all take in instant liking to you
Oikawa is Oikawa but honestky what did you expect 😐
Iwaizumi has made it very clear that if anyone messes with you that he will ensure their time on the Seijoh Team is temporary 🙃
When he's all authoritative 🥵 am I right?
The boys all definitely think your cute but they respect Iwaizumi
Except for one person 😃
Bet you can't guess who 🙄
Please he will flirt with you right up to the line and then back off
Just enough to piss Iwa off but insure he doesn't get a volleyball cannoned at his skull
"Oh YN-Chan let me help you with those heavy waterbottles! You work so hard"- Oikawa
Iwaizumi is glaring 😑
"It's fine Oikawa it's my job" -you giving Oikawa nothing 👏🏻
"YN-chan sit with me on the bus"- Oikawa
"No Im fine with Hajime"- you, sitting next to our favorite boy ☺️
This is literally how Oikawa is
Every 👏🏻 Single 👏🏻 DAY
And boy does it wear on Iwaizumi 😅
One day, the team is playing a scrimmage match against each other
Iwaizumi, Makki, Kunimi and Kindaichi vs Oikawa, Yahaba, Watari and Mattsun
All is going well
You are taking notes on technique and ways you think the boys could improve
The coach stands up, dropping his papers all over the floor
"Here I'll help!"- you being an Angel 😇
"Thank you so much YN"- coach
You start picking the papers up just as our resident cannon takes his turn to serve
You see where this is going and let me tell you it isn't pretty
Oikawa serves 🏐
Makki sees its headed out of bounds and calls it
Just as you stand up
Everyone sees what's going to happen but like it happens too fast
Kindaichi manages a "YN look out-" but it's too late
Volleyball meeting YN's face
You instantly get knocked down, hit right in your nose and mouth
Seriously tho, I've taken a volleyball to the face and it hurts 😬
So imagine that pain with Oikawa's power behind it
Everyone is stunned
Iwa runs 🏃‍♂️ to you
Oikawa 👉🏻😐😳😱 holy shit YN
Everyone else is just like 👉🏻👁👄👁
They honestly can't believe that just happened
Meanwhile you are sitting there, nose bleeding and trying to cover it up
"YN baby are you ok?"- Iwaizumi
Yes he uses a pet name, he's fucking concerned people 👏🏻
Tears are welling in your eyes and the blood is now on your hands and down your arms
"Shit grab me a towel"- Iwa
Yahaba runs and grabs a towel
"Iwaizumi take YN to the nurse now!"- Coach
"Come on YN let's get you up"- Iwa
"It hurts so bad Haji"- you, crying 🥺
"I know baby hold on"- Iwa, full on picking you up and kissing your forehead
Instant medication 🥰
"YN I'm so sorry!"- Oikawa
Please Iwa's stare is literally worse than him throwing a ball at Oiks head 😅
Kindaichi and Yahaba go with as Oikawa is left to wonder his fate
In the nurses office, Iwa sets you on the table and the nurse checks you over
"You have a split lip and bloody nose YN. You'll have a nasty bruise there and it's going to be painful but once I get you stitched up all will be good"- the nurse, smiling
Iwa is sitting next to you when you grab his hand
"It's ok Haji, I'm fine"- You
"I'm going to murder Oikawa"- Iwaizumi planning Oikawa's death in stages
"Haji, Torū didn't mean for that the happen. It was an accident"- You trying to save the teams captain from death and Iwa from prison
"Yeah I guess"- Iwa not convinced
The nurse gets you stitched up and gives you pain killers and an ice pack to help the swelling
You go back to the gym and find Oikawa crying in the middle of the gym
"Omg what happened?"- YN, the dedicated manager running to Oikawa
"Omg YN you aren't dead"- Oikawa, jumping up and hugging you
"What?"- you confused 😕
"We may or may not have convinced Oikawa that he killed you"- Makki and Mattsun 😗 🎶
Please 🙄😅
Iwaizumi is now standing behind you, glaring at his victim
"Iwa I swear I didn't mean to hurt your crush"- Oikawa
Wait ✋️ did he just say-
Oop-
"LOSERKAWA YOU BETTER RUN"- Iwaizumi
You block Iwa from killing Oikawa
"Haji you like me?"- You
Iwaizumi 👉🏻😳😰 umm yes-
You smile and give him a small kiss 💋
Iwaizumi Hajime, 18, Seijoh's Ace player has passed away 🪦
"I really like you too Hajime"- you, blushing
"Wait- you do?"- Iwa 🤨
Why the heck are you questioning it!
"Yeah I really do"- You
Iwaizumi will totally pick you up and spin you around, kissing you again 😍
"I'm glad my plan worked"- Oikawa
You and Iwaizumi look at him 😐
"What plan?"- Mattsun
"My masterplan- to get Iwa-chan and YN-chan together"- Oikawa, really thinking he did something 😏
"Your masterplan was to hit me in the face with a volleyball and almost break my nose just so Haji and I would start dating?"- You confused yet again
"That's exactly right- don't worry you two can thank me later"- Oikawa, walking away
Iwaizumi looks at you "can I?"
"Please do"- You giving the all clear
Iwaizumi runs, grabs a volleyball and chucks it at Oikawa so hard
The man goes flying
Literally he is channeling Hinata in this moment 👇🏻
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Minus the sad responses 😅
"IWA-CHAN, YN-CHAN IS THIS HOW YOU THANK ME?"- Oikawa now on the floor
"It could be worse"- you, turning to face iwa and smiling 😊
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random-mailbox · 2 years ago
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Random-Mailbox's Favorite Sailor Moon Fics - Week 10 - Non-Senshi AU
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Thank you @beej88 for allowing me to use her absolutely amazing art for this post 😘
Non-Senshi AU is one of my favourite tropes in @floraone 's matrix, HOWEVER, I had to balance adding stories to this post as well as keeping some in my back pocket to be used for the upcoming weeks. So if you are not seeing a story that you absolutely love, do not worry - you will most likely see it somewhere in these series. This theme was chosen by @areptiledysfunction1107.
As always, my apologies in advance for spoiling some of these for you (Fic Titles are linked to either FFN or AO3 entries).
Pass the Syrup, Please - @wishwars
Mamoru runs into a grown-up Usagi at the hotel he is staying at while interviewing for a new position. His plan is to try and comeback to Tokyo, having spent many years away due both school and work. This leads to a long weekend-worth of reconnecting with old friends, crossing paths, hurt feelings, and realizations for both.
just an instant gut reaction - Hariboo
A fun Dance themed AU where Mamoru is desperate to find a new partner for his showcase after Ami ends up on crutches. Minako is too busy with her own performance, Rei is a singing major, so who could they be talking about that could help him?
The Heatwave - @reiokiscorner
Usagi has just finished high school and is trying to make the best of her last days of freedom with her best friends before she starts in the photography faculty at the university. Except she is filled with self-doubt, it is crazy hot, and Mamoru is (shockingly) not being very helpful with his snide comments. I really hope that we get that Epilogue someday that @reiokiscorner talked about in her chapter notes. (Side note: this story has actually inspired me to take a photography class with how amazing the technical side of it was written out! I am starting to making progress, right @areptiledysfunction1107​?)
Hikari 27 - @uglygreenjacket
Usagi meets a handsome stranger on a train back home after visiting Makoto to help her set up her new bakery in Osaka. Making a snap decision, she decides that she needs to try and see him again and with Ami’s help finds where he is giving his lecture. This kicks off a tale about train stations, brief visits, and miscommunication that may lead to heartbreak unless Mamoru figures out how to open up.
A (Blind) Date with Destiny! - @daikon1
Minako (a friend Usagi met in university) sets her up on a blind date with Mamoru, without realizing that the two knew each other years ago. Both decide that this is the perfect opportunity to try and make new first impressions on the one person they still can't stop thinking about years later, as they proceed to pretend that they do not actually know each other. It is one of my favourite stories to re-read when I need something light-hearted with a happy ending.
took a faithful leap / i carry you in my heart - tosca1390
These stories are parts 1 and 2 of a Political AU with Usagi running for office on an anti-corruption platform and Mamoru meeting her at the hospital he works at with Ami, and getting pulled into her orbit. We get to watch as our favourite duo figures out a precarious balance of being together in spite of their circumstances.
Next week I am going to cover a few of the currently in progress multi-chapters that have been updated in the last 12 months that I keep hoping to see new entries posted up for, which is technically part 2 to my Unfinished Stories post from September.
Sex Positivity
Established Relationships
Groundhog Day
Darker Stories
Potions 🧪
Reveals
👻Halloween🎃
Wrong Perceptions
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ramp-it-up · 3 years ago
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For ur Christmas holiday visit thing can I get drabble of this prompt “Can’t I just give you $20 and you can buy something for yourself?” with Chris Evans or Andy Barber
Omgsh! This hit me like a ton of bricks! Here it is love! 💕
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Pairing: Andy Barber x Reader
Word Count: around 1K
Warnings: 18+, MINORS DNI. Holiday party, drinking, thirsting, talk of oral sex, face riding, infidelity. Pussy smelling. Allusions to bondage.
A/N: This is for My #DJs2KHolidayVisit. Thank you so much for this milestone. When I saw this ask from @lovebittenbyevans, it just popped in my head fully formed. Thanks, bby! 😘. Changed it just a tiny bit.
One of my absolute FAV Christmas movies is Love Actually, so every song on the soundtrack is a Christmas song to me. This is a little riff on that movie, and I hope you enjoy!
Notice: I no longer operate a taglist. Follow @rampitupandread to be notified when I post. DO NOT COPY, REPOST, OR TRANSLATE MY WORK.
Dividers by @firefly-graphics
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It was December 23rd, and the office Christmas party was rocking and rolling at the local Ruth Chris. You were wearing your little red dress that matched your necklace. It was short and tight, and well, it showed what you were working with. You sat with your teammate Steph at a table near the bar.
“You’re not right for wearing that dress tonight. All the men and half the ladies’ heads are on a swivel.”
“Oh. This old thing?”
You stood up and twirled, laughing, drawing attention to yourself.
“This is for my boyfriend Drew. We’re gonna hook up later. I’m gonna suck his dick so good. Gonna be a good little cum slut for him tonight.”
Steph’s mouth was hanging open when you heard a deep voice say, “Hello ladies, Merry Christmas.”
Mr. Barber raised his glass to you two on the way back to the bar.
“Merry Christmas, Mr. Barber!” You two chimed in together.
“Why isn’t Drew here tonight? I've got to meet this man who has you so strung out.”
You shrugged and sipped your drink.
“He has his office party tonight as well. Gotta make an appearance. But later tonight, I’m gonna ride that face.” You stuck your tongue out and danced in your chair.
This was your first Klein Law Firm Christmas party since you started working there as a paralegal. Johanna was tough, but kind, as were all of the other lawyers. Except one. Andy Barber proved to be a tough nut to crack. He would hardly crack a smile. And who could blame him with all that he’d been through.
“Shit, I should have given Mr. Barber his present.”
You reached into our bag as Steph rolled her eyes.
“Suck up. You won’t make him any nicer that way. He’s just the Grinch.”
You just shook your head and laughed.
“I love your faith in humanity, Stephanie. He just wished us Merry Christmas.”
“Because we’re at a Christmas party.”
Steph was a paralegal as well, but was in law school. She was constantly tired and cynical, and trying to get you to go to City College with her for your law degree. But you were working on a special scholarship of your own.
“Speaking of sucking dick...” she was thirsting after Barber.
Steph laughed and you cut your eyes at her.
“Isn’t he very married?”
“Oh, yeah, but that shit is deader than a doornail. They’re only together because, we’ll, you know.”
You looked from her to Andy, who was sitting at the end of the bar, knocking back brown liquor and loosening his tie. He saw you looking and nodded.
“She’s out of town at her family’s home in the Hamptons until tomorrow. She should know better than to leave his fine ass alone.”
“I don’t know. Looks like he’s handling it.” You were not with the shits.
Steph sighed.
“Yeah.” She sipped her drink again. “With alcohol. Someone should tell him that a side piece will get him into just as much trouble and would be a lot more relaxing.”
You pulled the long flat box out of your bag.
“Don’t tell me you got him a tie. Really?” Seth rolled her eyes.
“Shut up, Steph. Look, there’s Nat over there. Didn’t you two hook up at the party last year?”
“Where?” Steph perked up looking for the redhead. “Hey, how did you know….”
She complained to your back as you approached Andy. He was looking up at a basketball game, looking a little lonely. Your heart skipped a beat as he watched you approach.
“Mr. Barber, I just wanted to get you a little something for the Holiday.”
Andy turned toward you on the stool, put his drink down and looked at the box.
“You really shouldn’t have.”
His voice was deep and his eyebrow raised as he looked up at you.
“I’m just in the Holiday spirit!”
You smiled brightly at him.
“My boyfriend Drew gave me this necklace for Christmas. Don’t need anything else.”
You reached up and toyed with the candy red heart on a gold chain that was around your neck. You really did love it.
Andy followed your hand and then the curves of your dress. You felt the heat every where his eyes went.
“Nice. But it’s two days before Christmas, it seems like an impulsive gesture for your boyfriend. No?”
Andy questioned you. But you weren’t a witness and you weren’t intimidated.
“I just think he’s in love.” You smiled widely. “He sent it to my desk at work today. Gonna thank him later tonight.”
Andy nodded his head. “I hear that he’s also a very lucky man.”
You wondered if Andy heard what you told Steph about what you were going to do to Drew later that night. His poker face wouldn’t give it away, however.
“I’m a lucky girl.”
You looked at Andy and then exclaimed, “Open it!”
Andy chuckled and grabbed the box, opening it and lifting out the steel blue and grey striped tie.
“I know how much you like to tie.. I mean like wearing ties.”
You took it from his hands and placed it around his neck, touching his chest to drape it. He inhaled your scent and licked his lips.
Then he looked behind you.
“See. It brings out your eyes.”
His voice changed.
“Thank you, y/n.”
He straightened up.
“But I didn't get you anything.”
You looked at him strangely when he reached for his wallet.
“Let me just give you $20 and you can buy something for yourself?”
You were about to say something when you heard a throat cleared behind you.
You glanced and saw Steph beside you at the bar. Then you turned back to Andy and grabbed the bill.
“I’ll take you up on that Mr. Barber. I’ll buy something for myself tonight. Have a Merry Christmas!”
Andy smiled at you. “You too.” He gulped his drink. “Steph.”
He nodded at your friend and then made his way over to Johanna.
“I told you his heart is two sizes too small, girl.”
You sighed, stood up and smoothed your dress.
“It’s not that deep, Steph. I’m headed out to meet my man anyway. Have a good one!” You gave her a hug and ordered a ride, within 15 minutes, you were on your way home.
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A little over an hour later, you were wearing only your candy red lingerie and your necklace when you opened the door.
There he was. Your man.
You were snatched up by the waist and you wrapped your legs around him as he carried you to the couch.
“I bought us some Thai food from Little Bangkok”
“Mmmmmhmmmm. Later. Right now, I just gotta smell that pussy. Been driving me crazy all night.”
He snatched your legs open and pressed his nose in your red satin covered crotch. You ran your hand through his hair.
“Smells so gotdamn good.”
He moaned it against your cunt, sending shivers up your spine and causing you to squirm.
“I’m gonna eat my fill. Of you.”
He looked up at you, eyes twinkling.
“Then, I’m gonna tie you up...” he lifted the tie off his jacket, “with this present I got tonight. I’ll finally teach you to stay still while I deliver this cock.”
You sighed contentedly as Andrew Barber kissed you long and hard. You palmed his impressive erection throgh his dress pants.
“Two things, let me have all the cummies I want. And don’t leave until you absolutely have to.”
You pouted up at Andy and he couldn’t resist. He looked at his watch. It was 10 pm. He calculated in his head. Laurie wouldn’t be home until about 5.
“You have me and all the cum you want for another 16 hours.”
You smiled at him as he carried you into your bedroom, the heart necklace nestled between your breasts.
“Love you Daddy Drew.”
“I love you too, Muffin. Merry Christmas.”
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