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So I had a SAGAU moment a second ago. I was staring at Arlecchino because she’s not going to tell me to not look into her eyes and then she just slowly turns her head away. I follow her with the camera and her head just snaps back forward like she knew she got caught. Lol
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actually my favorite thing is when Taylor low-key speaks on the apocalypse
#she said oh yeah they said the end is coming#Taylor is simply such a gifted person/artist down to her core#in the most natural/intuitive/instinctive way#and it’s like. oh yeah she’s tracking that TOO#it’s also like when she speaks on people being high/on drugs#she said thought I wouldn’t notice but I DID#Taylor is accused of this often but her vision is never myopic#she is taking it all in#industry disrupters and soul deconstructors and smooth talking hucksters#out gladhanding each other#she said hello????? the end is coming?????#the focus of the song is the love story#BUT SHE IS TAKING NOTES#SHE IS BUILDING THE WORLD#the girls carrying their shoes down in the lobby of it all#‘Taylor’s poetry is like a teenage girl’s’ could not be less true in fact
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So I’ve been ruminating on something all week…
Israel’s song, right?
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The chorus….
The chorus is just that deleted song from the Lorax…..
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Oh no.
Everything always comes back to the Tumblr sexyman…. 🫡
#she thought we wouldn’t notice#and I much prefer Biggering to Unicorn#but also#free palestine#eurovision#eurovison 2023#esc#esc 2023#eurovision 2023#israel#unicorn#biggering#onceler#the onceler#tumblr sexyman#lorax 2012#lorax#this is my most Tumblr contribution to Eurovision
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whoooh I absolutely love lacey games as an online horror series but I don’t think that i’ll ever be able to sit down and watch an entire episode all by myself, just because it’s so personal—and that’s what makes it so SO good. i’ve known people very close to me who have gone through the exact senarios that lacey goes through, coupled with my experiences growing up a teenage girl on hyper-feminine flash games, it all feels TOO personal to stand for me. idrk what i’m saying and i don’t really know how to put the words out but it really has always felt that no matter if i’m in a safe space with friend/in a public setting or in the privacy of my own home i still just feel that…looming presence that i felt while also watching lacey’s wardrobe. again it’s 3 in the morning so i dunno how to put my media literacy to the test but there’s just this level of intrusion i receive while watching these videos that just feels so violating towards lacey especially—witnessing how the women in my life (& myself) have been treated as teenagers, it’s just idk a lot to really reflect on
(also think that to me it does a fantastic job at portraying SA and CSA in a way that other medias really reeaaally fail at, and that only gives the themes more emotion and a ground in reality uhhhhghhh)
#do NOT know what i’m saying i need to tuck myself in but yeah it’s a really personal series that i LOOOOVE LOVE#oooh thing i noticed is that jay said that she wouldn’t ever be caught dead in makeup#but the only time she wears makeup is when lacey puts it on her corpse#thought that was interesting UGH I DONT KNOW HOW TO FIXATE?? sleep time#lacey games#lacey's wardrobe#lacey's diner#jay lacey games
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Omori fanfic I’d like to write:
Post good ending Shortbread (Hero x Bowen) thanksgiving fic except it’s not about shortbread at all. It’s about the inevitable problem caused by trying to celebrate thanksgiving between these two families
Just IMAGINE it for a moment would you, Kel and Mikhael just realized that they have to celebrate this holiday and every other major holiday for the foreseeable future in the same room as each other and this fact is ruining everything for both of them
Bowen’s parents are trying their best to be supportive but as generally conservative people this is not easy for them, and they keep saying offensive things in front of Kel’s and Hero’s mom, who is trying very hard to tolerate this and be polite for Hero’s sake but these people are seriously getting on her nerves (made worse by the fact her husband is refusing to take sides because “I just don’t like getting political sweetie”)
Sunny and his Mom show up an hour in because Kel invited them…. Without telling Hero about it
Daphne is sitting in the corner trying her best to entertain Sally while silently panicking about the fact that she’s just noticed Hero’s dog is nowhere to be seen. Like the dog got out at some point and obviously this is a problem and she would feel really bad if something happened but bringing up “hey your dog is loose” in a house about to explode for five other reasons is not a good idea
Shenanigans ensue
Can also work with goldrush but it’s funnier if Kel and Mikhael still hate each other
#maybe Basil and Polly show up too because Sunny told Basil it was probably fine because “they wouldn’t invite me if Hero was still upset”#turns out! no! Kel has made a well intentioned but terrible decision!#he thought this would be good because hero and sunny would have a chance to talk#unfortunately other things happend and hero is WAY TOO STRESSED FOR THIS RIGHT NOW#I love you kel but this was a terrible fucking idea#and now Basils here too and he’s not sure what to do and then he’s like#“hey does Bowen not have a twin sister? where is she?#and it cuts to Daphne in the woods trying to chase down a runaway hector#she handed sally to Sunny’s mom and ran off as fast as she could#she’s trying to get the dog back before either family notices he’s gone in a desperate attempt to not escalate the situation#it’s going bad.#omori#omori shortbread#shortbread omori#omori hero#omori bowen#omori daphne#omori kel#omori sunny
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i think maybe this girl* was flirting with me/likes me and i suspected this for maybe a week but mostly thought that’s just how they were around people but i came out to her as aro gay tonight and she seemed disappointed so maybe i wasn’t? reading things wrong?
#she’s just been complimenting me and calling me cute and being in my space a lot lately#but not in a super overt way like i fully thought i was just how she was until a few days ago#when i noticed how much she was complimenting my appearance#so. maybe? god that would suck tho. fate literally Hates to see a bitch win#i fear everyone in this program is maybe attracted to the wrong person for them#also i sort of think that maybe Those Two aren’t messing around anymore and have just become boy best friends…..#but like if they had just made a concerted effort to hide it they’re both good enough actors that i wouldn’t be able to tell they’re lying#so who knows! who knows#my life feels like a melodrama#ted talks
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So I decided to take a few different autism assessments online just to see like the probability that I might be, and as I’m answering the questions I’m trying to think back to my childhood too and I keep coming up with “oh damn I was like that wasn’t I?” Or “Yep I definitely did that I just never thought twice about it” and yeeeah my scores on all these tests are much higher than I even anticipated 🙃🙃🙃
#I mean the more and more I look into it. the more it makes sense#like no mom I wasn’t just a shy depressed teen I’m fucking autistic#y’all just never paid close enough attention to notice because as long as I got good grades and wasn’t a delinquent#nothing else mattered 👍🏻#but also#I’ve ALWAYS thought my mom was autistic#so I mean. it makes sense that she or anyone else in my family wouldn’t notice it about me#when she herself was never diagnosed and therefore never got the support she needed#but ooooh lordt my youngest male cousin had delayed speech development#so eeeeveryone was on top of getting him evaluated and diagnosed 🙄#which is hilarious because his mom. my aunt. is my mom’s twin!!#so like. I hate to break it to you fam. but uh.#looks like it runs in the family ✌🏻#autism#autistic#self diagnosed autism#Karly overshares
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i think i should let Even get possessed by that dalek in resolution actually
#not instead of ryan’s dad btw that can stay that should just Also change a bit idk. not important right now#instead of the scientist lady.#who is who the doctor is sure it’s attached itself to. meanwhile it is In even it has control of them.#and what it makes them say is. no. you’re right doctor. this isn’t working. i thought it could but i can’t live like this. i can’t live with#you. it’s time for you to let me go.#and the doctor. does. says goodbye. says it like it won’t hurt because she doesn’t want even to hesitate.#meanwhile they are screaming don’t let me leave. she lets them leave. and that dalek scout. well. it wants a better body but with even it#has a weapon.#very different vibe of when the doctor finally realizes she’s been chasing the wrong lead and who the dalek scout is on.#she let them go…….. SHE LET THEM GO…………..#(even voice) doctor have you mourned me already? doctor are you done? imherelookatmestopgrievingdontletmego-#what im saying is that this culminates in an argument on the tardis afterwards. and by argument i mean even is crying and thirteen is sharp#because being any other way will hurt more. so she’s sharp and she’s curt and she says ‘if you didn’t have a weapon-’ when even says ‘if#you didn’t let me leave!!! I DON’T WANT TO LEAVE!!!!’ the doctor who told graham she won’t let him stay on the tardis if he chooses to kill#someone and even who Has. even who is too old and too young and who doesn’t remember what they looked like when they first met her.#even who has the wrong eyes for their face and the doctor didn’t notice. for decades didn’t notice while looking right at them. not until#she was new and she could see that even was Wrong.#the doctor says again ‘if you didn’t have a weapon. it couldn’t be used against anyone. it wouldn’t hurt anyone.’#and even says ‘i don’t have anywhere else to go. why would let me leave. i don’t have anywhere else.’#and somewhere very far away. gallifrey is burning. it is new years again.#dw oc
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Hm, for all Terrans,
out of all of you, who do you think needs therapy the most? Including all bots you’ve meant.
Nightshade: Tarantulas, to be honest. He’s been through a lot, especially with how he was shunned, and now how much disdain he holds for most other Cybertronians as a result from it.* So far his only exceptions have been us, and the others, since he’s began living here in the bunker with us.
Tarantulas: thank you for the thought, little spark. but you will have to drag my dead carcass into it. apologies.
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Twitch: Megatron. He’s been through a lot too, and with how much weight he’s been carrying on his shoulders… it’s not easy.
Jawbreaker: I’d say Megatron too, for the same reasons as Twitch. And that’s forgetting what happened with his former friend at the memorial! That couldn’t have been easy.
Megatron: I’d say otherwise, but it is your personal opinion.
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Hashtag: hi, yes, i’d like some therapy. is that a valid answer?
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Thrash: Twitch. I know it’s probably not as dramatic as everyone else, and everything, especially when we’ve only been alive for less than a year. But she takes so much upon herself as the ‘eldest’ of us, even when there’s everyone else in the family. She takes it as a personal failure sometimes when she can’t do something for us, and is almost unnecessarily overprotective and paranoid at times. She’s been like this since the race Bumblebee didn’t come home from, even if she’s good at keeping it hidden. Honestly, I want Twitch to be the way she was back before we even knew of Schloder. She was happiest then. I want her to be that happy again.
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* — reference material: Ch.3 of “every good intention (is interpolation)”
HCs here:
- Hashtag 100% has some PTSD. She just voluntarily chooses not to talk about it often. Part of it is she doesn’t really know how, and she doesn’t want to make it all about her.
- Twitch has some mental health issues that have developed over time. Thrash isn’t always really aware, but not quite super oblivious either.
And Tarantulas is now available to be asked as well! :)
#yeah okay#that accidentally got really depressing#sorry about that#i honestly just think that Thrash would definitely care about Twitch enough to notice the minimal changes occurring over time#he just wouldn’t haven’t have thought much of it#and now he wants e4 Twitch back because she was happiest then and he wants to see her happy#he loves his twin okay?#and lets face it#Hashtag has PTSD#Twitch probably has anxiety#on top of her ADHD and oldest daughter syndrome#peznutbutter#thank you for the ask!#ask box#answered asks#terran answers#maccadam#transformers#earthspark#transformers earthspark#nightshade malto#tarantulas#twitch malto#jawbreaker malto#megatron#hashtag malto#thrash malto#earthspark megatron#earthspark tarantulas
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From a very young age, Kaeya held such a fondness for handholding. Whether it was his father clinging tightly to him to make sure he didn’t get lost, Adelinde’s gentle, grounding hand closed over his to comfort him whenever his nerves got the better of him, Crepus’s rough-palmed, firm yet comforting grip as he brought him back home, or, as it was most often of all, Diluc’s warm, yet at times uncomfortably tight hold as he dragged him anywhere, everywhere, determined to always keep Kaeya close and eagerly show him all there was to see, Kaeya treasured the gesture greatly.
Of course, being as shy as he was, initiating it himself was always the harder part. So much so, he would tend to hold pinkies, rather than outright take a person’s hand in his own. Eventually, it would become his most common way to go about the gesture of affection.
#hc; kaeya#//Handholding is one of his favorite ways of affection bc 1) it’s not too overwhelming when it comes to his touch aversion#//The sensation is all focused in one spot; and even then; it’s more grounding than uncomfortable bc of how firm people’s grasp tends to be#//He really took to holding pinkies bc he realized he could ‘test’ people that way#//If it was a bother to them; they wouldn’t blink twice before moving their hand from his hold. so rejection isn’t as BIG; more subtle#//And if they Liked it; they could either accept it as is or make him happier and take firmer hold of his hand#//Once he was more confident; he would go straight to more outright handholding. Klee ofc got that RIGHT from the getgo. Bc she is smol &#liked him from the start. Even if her Pyro energy did make him uncomfortable at first; but he got used to it. for her#//Luc made it easy to go right to it to—the kid would always seem to know when he wanted to hold hands for whatever reason and grabbed hold#before Kae could link pinkies. kae did like the fact that Luc would Pout the few times Kae did link pinkies instead of hold hands#//Pout; & snatch his hand firmly in his like ‘Why did you do that? THIS way’s better’. Love the image of bby!Kae grabbing bby!Luc’s sleeves#but lbr; they deffo held hands a lot as kiddos. Bc we all know just how (canonically) indulging Luc is with whatever Kae wants. Once Luc#//figured him out; it was a Very common sight; seeing Luc tromping around like the proud lil protector he was; & Kae scurrying after him#//Lil subtle delighted gleams in his eye compared to Luc’s more overt confidence and joy. So common a sight; it was no surprise that#Kae was Deffo distressed when Luc inevitably grew out of it. Adjusted; yeah; but the sudden Change was deffo NOT good for his nerves#//Clung to Addie a lot to make up for it; until he heard the maids tittering abt how childish he was being#//He quit that FAST; finding other ways to stave off his nerves and show his affection#//Sometimes when he’s drunk at Angel’s Share; he gets tempted to hold Luc’s hand—an old habit dredged back up bc he wants comfort#//But any sudden moves Luc makes; whether bc he noticed Kae reaching out or not; utterly scare the urge away every time#//He’s made his peace with Luc resenting him; but it still stings that the ONE person he felt closest to is now practically a Chasm away#//Not like he helps any with that; running away or lashing out every time Luc tries to bridge gaps or shows concern#//Sends him into fight or flight mode every time—who’s to say Kae won’t fuck it up and make a Luc regret trying?#//Might as well sabotage it all himself—at least THEN he knows with utmost certainty it will end failure. Whoops veered off topic#//The closer he is to someone; the more likely he ends up toying with their hands a bit—esp if Interested in them#//Likes playing with their fingers; linking; unlinking and slotting them together; tracing lines on their palms#//Cute shit like that. He likes seeing how they fit together; the differences in size and how they feel#//This was all bc I saw a detail from a show pointed out on the Twitter ndnfn. And thought the pinkie thing was SO cute. Anywho#//Hi. Shit happened irl & I am still not 100%. Not saying what bc it’s not a pleasant topic; but know I am ok#//Just a lil tired. But kinda wanna hcs for rn. I had a lil burst of energy earlier today. that was nice. Over a long dead show; no less#//But it helped lift my mood a bit. I still kinda wish I could drink rn tho. Think it’d help my brain rn
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me, watching freya try to strangle kratos to death: wow… there’s so much love here
#cannot get past it truly like. this man tears his enemies to shreds but not freya#he didn’t even protect himself from her sword like either he thought she wouldn’t go through with it or he just took the blow anyway#and the way she screams his name hurts me bc it should only be anger but it’s NOT it’s betrayal and grief and love all at once?#freya x kratos#god of war#warflower#plus that loooong stare into each other’s eyes right at the beginning… mhm mhm#AND SHE BROKE HER ARM I DIDNT NOTICE THAT FOR MONTHS
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i’m boo boo the fool. my retainer broke last year and i didn’t replace it bc anxiety and depression and bc mean girls from high school work at the orthodontist, and i finally went in for a new retainer and they suggested 10-12 months of braces again 😫
#me reassuring myself for the past year: my teeth probably only look bad to me no one else probably notices#the assistant BEFORE SHE EVEN LOOKED IN MY MOUTH after i told her my retainer broke last year: oh yeah i can see#what do u mean u can see 😭#there goes my self esteem#my dentist (not ortho) said my bite looked ok and my front teeth could be fixed w invisalign but it isn’t necessary#so i was expecting to hear the same from the ortho#actually i wasn’t expecting to hear anything from the ortho yet bc i was only there for a retainer not an exam#but the assistant called him over when she saw my teeth 😖#he said my bite shifted differently than how it was pre-braces and 10-12 months of braces could fix it#and two years of invisalign wouldn’t even fix it by 50%#i was anticipating doing like a few months of invisalign in the future#not being told invisalign can’t even fix my teeth 😭😭😭😭#it’s all my fault tho and it’s been eating at me for over a year#thought i would feel relieved after going to the ortho but i feel worse 🙃
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i read this case for my criminal law class abt a father of 13 children who left his youngest child who was 21 months old in the van for 7 hrs and she died from the van going over 120°F and what really struck me abt it was the fact that his wife and oldest daughter were out of the country taking care of a sick relative and it’s like. men are allowed to be so incompetent and push the burden onto their wives and daughters so much that this man does not notice he is not taking care of his BABY who needs constant attention between diaper changes and being fed and naps for 7 whole hrs. like that is 100% a product of him never having to do those things bc he leaves that entirely to his wife and oldest daughter (it was noted that the older siblings had to take care of the younger ones). it goes to show how male incompetence can literally lead to children dying bc of their fathers not knowing how to take care of them and yet still the idea of men not being able to take care of their own children is treated as normal or a joke even. if that man had any active role in doing domestic labor w his children he would not have just forgotten that his youngest & most dependent child existed and left her to die….just another of a million reasons why it should not be so incredibly normalized for men to leave the child rearing to their wives.
#michelle speaks#like ok i get it u have 13 kids & u were busy. but to forget ur child that is a BABY & needs constant attention is beyond bad parenting#if he is in the mindset of oh well i just thought one of the other kids was taking care of her that is not good parenting#also on god why are u having 13 kids. get ur tubes tied and stop forcing ur wife to raise more kids weirdo.#and everyone felt sooooo bad for him :( like if a woman did that she would be MAULED for being a bad mother#but it’s oh he’s just a poor forgetful man overwhelmed by his children :( maybe if he knew how to parent it wouldn’t have happened 🤔#notice how this never happened when his wife & daughter were around despite the same amount of children. that’s all i’m saying!
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tons of back and forth about headcannons with one of my buds lead to this <333 (aka dear chris with a biiiit too much time on her hands sewing her own galadriel cosplay. for uhhhhhh, no reason at all.~)
#chrissy cunningham#stranger things#st4#fanart#my art#my stuff#<333#my dear girl cosplaying for fun I HAD TO!#also let’s just#ignore the fact that I’m a little inconsistent about her hair color in my art sometimes and her in general shhhhhhhhhh#also since I talk in the tags waaaaay too much:#just gonna say that it was my intention to make her tiara look like antlers with lights like xerneas#*wasn’t my intention DARN U SPELLCHECK ALWAYS GOTTA SCREW ME HUH#but now I love the idea of a Pokémon au (I have thought of dozens trust me lol) where she has one and Eddie has a similar get up with like#his yveltal#honestly when I drew this in the first place my intention was to like.#make sure to keep in mind that Chrissy wouldn’t obviously know what Galadriel would look like as peeps know her from the 2000s adaptations#so I wanted her to like ! have her own flair on it??#(and yes maybe keep a slight horn looking motif for the tiara in place of the ringlet for Eddie related reasons SO SUE ME#wait actually on second glance: I ALSO didn’t notice that the pin I gave her at the front of her dress kinda#looks like solgaleos sun motif shape thing#so uh#another sun and moon opposites motif with lunala being a ghostly moon bat GOD#CANT MAKE THIS STUFF UP PEOPLE#also gonna tag this as uh#hellcheer#because it’s totally implied lol
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how gay is it on a scale of one to ten, if you and a girl send each other pics of cute underwear you bought (but not of you wearing it)
#honestly i’m such a dope with these kinda things she literally could have sent me pics of her wearing the sexiest lingerie and i wouldn’t#have thought about it#like ‘yeah so cute!’ meanwhile she’s actively trying to seduce me#and i don’t notice imaooooo#incredibly lesbian of me fr#literally if anybody flirts with me please know i am stupid#it’s the other way too tbh#like i accidentally flirt with people and don’t realise bc i am who i am and such#but when i actively try to flirt it doesn’t work#literally howww have i ever been in relationships before??#actually no i know why because most everyone has asked ME out rather than the other way around#and i don’t make the first move bc again i’m stupid snd don’t realise they like me#typical dyke behaviour 🙄#gwen rambles#gwenposting
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ignore this i just wanna ramble in the tags for a sec i’ll probably delete it in a bit 🤪
#did an escape room with the fam on my sister’s birthday two days ago and my brother made me feel stupid the entire time#wouldn’t listen to me wouldn’t share or let me help and then act like i wasn’t helping (??? let me then)#and because he’s Loud my whole family was following his lead and ignoring me#but in the end i was the reason we won bc i was the only one who immediately understood the word riddles AND the one who wrote down#all the numbers he said we wouldn’t need. i was the only one who could connect the past information with the current problem#the only one who listened fully to the cd and decided to write down the locations without it being relevant yet#the only one who thought the tiny details might be relevant and the only one who automatically fixed his mistakes bc i noticed a pattern#and in the end still got no credit for anything (except from my mom) even tho if they had listened to me from the beginning they would’ve#been less stressed and finished sooner#then at the restaurant he didn’t listen to me again and we ordered too much even tho i told him we wouldn’t need it#THEN after dinner my grandma started texting me all frustrated telling me i need to keep my aunt updated on what’s happening thru the day#so she doesn’t feel left out. bc she’s having a rough time lately. bc it’s my job to make everyone feel better#FIRST of all this woman ignored me for years when her ex husband decided i wasn’t worth it#and now suddenly it’s my job to keep u informed on my every move so u don’t feel left out?? text me urself. ask what i’m doing.#ask HOW i’m doing??? do u even care beyond a ‘what colour is your sturdiness today namaste’#every time my aunt complains about the tiniest thing and starts crying about it it my grandma blames everyone else#no one even knows or cares if i’m having a rough time#she came to ‘help’ when my mom was sick and i did everything for her instead. and then she threw a fit when i wouldn’t eat her salad#when i was too exhausted from staying up all night with my mother to go on a run with her the next day#my mom finally got mad at her for implying i’m lazy all the time and told her i’m ‘neurodiverse’ and do things my own way and she didn’t#even know what that meant so my mom was like ‘on the spectrum ‘ and my aunt just got mad that she had never told her#would it have made a difference at all? would u have expected different from me?#meanwhile i’ve done so much for my cousin… including taking care of luca the entire time she stayed with us. i had him all the time#i didn’t mind. i love that kid more than anything. but everyone expects everything from me like it’s just a given#i talked her through every problem every breakdown walked on eggshells to keep her happy and then what does she do when she leaves?#ignores me. doesn’t come back when she said she would. complains that i don’t include her in things#bc sometimes i have quiet conversations with my sister so i don’t bother everyone#and then gg wants to know why i won’t come see her? why i won’t drop everything to fly there? my aunt wants to know why i don’t call?#because despite loving me u have made me feel inadequate my whole life. some of u more than others#and i’m tired. and it’s time for me to Be me For me without justifying it to everyone else.
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