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FINALLY!! At long last, I've gotten my hands on a Pumpkin Kitty, after a whole year of wanting and waiting.
Her name is Latte! (Short for Miss Pumpkin Spice Latte) You can also call her Miss Spice!
#I spent 10 minutes picking her out omfg#not even exaggerating. I was deciding between this one and one of the last 3 unstuffed PKs#altogether there was only 5 of them left in the store including the 2 stuffed displays#the other one I was looking at had a nearly perfect pumpkin eye patch but less pumpkins overall#and their face wasn't as nice plus the ears were a bit wonky for my taste.#tho it was really hard to tell which would be better while they were unstuffed and flat#in the end I chose Latte because right away she looked to have a sweet face. her ears were nice and she had better patch placement#including a couple full patches on her tail#tbh if I'd had the money I might have bought both because the decision was hard#the bear builder actually asked if I was alright while I concentrated on studying each of those damn cats#I apologized and explained wtf was up with me. she was very understanding#I've always had this quirk where sometimes it'll take forever for me to pick between plushies I really want#especially if they're both the same exact plush. because then I gitta focus harder on finding out which has the better personality#you get what I mean?#anyways this has been a thing for me even as a real little kid#I remember spending and hour-hour and a half almost every time when my dad took me to choose my monthly webkinz#âmy monthly webkinzâ god that makes me sound so privileged. it was the nicest/best thing my dad could afford to get me because we were poor#he wanted to spoil me as all good fathers do but that was the most he could afford and I was always so grateful and still am! but I digress#anyways I took way too long to pick which kitty would become my Latte#but I'm glad I had the opportunity to choose yet alone to actually see pumpkin kitty irl available for purchase#what do you guys think of her?#stuffed animals#plushies#plushblr#build a bear#BAB#pumpkin kitty
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Has anyone endlessly dissected Armand's subtle Marius shade yet
#iwtv#iwtv armand#LESSER skill đ
đœâš#im sincerely so curious to see how their dynamic plays out once he finds out marius is alive#bc it seems like he still thinks hes dead as of s2#as far as i can tell book!armand doesnt find out marius is alive until he reads lestats book?? which will never not fuck me up#book!lestat is truly aint shit for hearing armands Tale of Woe then kicking it at mariusâs mcmansion for a week#writing and publishing a book about it meanwhile never letting his friend armand who he âlovesâ know that his fucking maker is still alive#but anyway in the show theyre definitely leaning into armand being more embittered towards marius which i loveeee#vs in the books where he seems more ambivalent?#its hard bc u can make a strong reading of book!armand as deeply resentful#but unable to process that relationship enough to understand his feelings about it#but ar is so shit at character development/keeping emotional consistency that it feels like a fluke when something actually tracks#like theres a great moment in qotd where marius is seeing armand again for the first time since his âdeathâ and marius is all hugging him#and armand is just sort of solemn and passively allowing it and not rly engaging with him#but then when marius needs him armand goes to his side and comforts him a few chapters later#and i think theres a lot you can glean from those two interactions but since ar spends no time digging into that at all its likeâŠ..#did it even mean anything? or am i imagining a better story than im actually reading#she just has this knack for laying the groundwork of a deeply fascinating character dynamic and then never fully seeing it to fruition#even in armands own book which is largely dedicated to exploring that relationship his feelings on marius stay pretty unresolved#he feels conflicted at the start and conflicted at the end and telling his story doesnt illuminate anything he still just feels the same#i can sit around and make different interpretations forever but the text never Goes There enough to be satisfying for me#and im not fucking reading blood and gold so if the insight i seek lies within someone just tell me. pls
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it means a lot to me to have k as a gender diverse individual talking about what you choose to make of your life versus what you are born/created for. love that as a recurring theme.
#misfits and magic#k Tanaka forever#code pink pals#backing up Samâs ability to choose where to spend her attention and what she wants to cultivate#making sure they could keep their promise to tabby
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yet another oc that only exists because i wanted to write something very specific

(middle is a little older, hence her scar healing. i like to think she gets a glass eye at some point)
anyway this is mira! (they/she) since that wip is almost 20k words and counting i wonât give away too much but long story short sheâs the result of meta going âone last time, i promiseâ and adopting yet another kid
also galaxia kinda indirectly picked the name :)


iâve mentioned before that i headcanon that pretty much all astrals are autistic and this is just kinda an extension of that. whereas meta tends to suppress his emotions and conform to others, miraâŠdoesnât. she gets uncomfortable and upset and lashes out at people easily, and working through their emotions is no small task.
the main reason i chose to write them that way was for the sake of narrative but iâve grown attached to it because thereâs a lot of ideas there iâd like to explore. stuff about navigating emotions and relationships when existing is so suffocatingly uncomfortable. itâs not something i could center around Kirby himself, but i think it makes sense with a post character development meta knight.


they are very loved (omg oldee cameo???)


kirby was definitely very excited to have younger siblings after being used to being the youngest in the room for so long!! (with the like. one and only exception being gooey.) heâs super affectionate with both of them and wants to have a close relationship one day, but for now mira is pretty unappreciative of that fact lol. they donât like being pestered for hugs
everyone else is okay tho



(i know thatâs hard to read. oops. âobvious bite marksâ. siblings being siblings.)
mira also has a very love/hate relationship with the egg kid, being so close in age they kinda Have to get along but in typical sibling nature they also fight a lot. sure itâs probably rough for a while but i think in the end theyâd be good buddies. maybe not as close as Kirby and Bandee but still.
anyway i have a lot of thoughts and am very busy but. iâm really enjoying writing about all this lately itâs been fun ^^
#I picked a name and then proceeded to write a comic in pen in which i used that name and posted it#and only after all that did i learn that mira is becoming a very popular name. which i generally avoid#but oh well. itâs stuck#im gonna be completely honest a lot of how i pick names for characters is based off of how many puns i can make out of it#im sorry to disappoint you with that information /j#kirbyposting#my art or something#meta knight#kirby#king dedede#metadede#Kirby oc#semi future au#I swear iâll introduce oldee one day im just bad at having drawing ideas#also trying very hard to not make self deprecating comments over some of this art cause i just. donât really want to spend forever redrawing#stuff anymore. like I used to do for a lot of these posts. Itâs whatever#anyway kinda a part two to yesterdayâs post (as in: I made sure they were both ready at the same time so i could queue them together lol)#weirdly enough this isnât all that different from my dmk interpretation#i canât really decide what color she is either#part of me wants to say bright blue red eyes because i think that would look absolutely sick but that seems like a bit too much blue#all things considered#maybe bright yellow blue eyes idk ill figure it out later (maybe)
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An underrated sashannarcy dynamic is them starting as a V-shaped relationship and the hinge realizing the other two are also in love and trying to set them up. I wanna see Marcy playing matchmaker for her two girlfriends who hate each other and also love each other but they also hate each other and
#sashannarcy#my posts#Anne and Sasha having a really big fight and being in super bad terms and only putting up with each other for Marcy. do you see the vision#trying to get along to spend her birthday with her (they planned for two very different things and refused to coordinate or communicate)#dropping Marcy off at each other's places with smiles that disappear as soon as Marcy turns around#things like that#they want each other so bad it makes them look stupid#one of the most ridiculous reasons why they won't make a move is because they don't wanna cheat. on marcy#their shared girlfriend#also âïž the potential for marcy angst... neither of the three families get it#her family thinks it's childish and ridiculous and that she can't ''string them along'' forever. she needs to settle down and have#a ''real relationship'' eventually. the Boonchuys would be more accepting if they didn't see Anne angsting about it all the time#(she doesn't have a problem with the arrangement. she just thinks sasha is an annoying piece of shit)#they don't get involved but they kinda judge her in silence while misunderstanding the situation#the waybrights just think she's cheating on her daughter in broad daylight and humilliating her completely#defending her is probably the only thing that gets anne and sasha to agree on something these days
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oh, berlin, nobody knows where you've been
#DONT PUT YOUR VOLUME UP TOO HIGH it gets suddenly louder like a minute in#tatort berlin#tatort berlin 2: bisexual boogaloo#was on the fence between this one and do it with a rockstar simply because that one is one of the most rubin/karow songs ever. 2 me#do you wanna dance do you wanna fight do you wanna get drunk and stay the night ....#in an ideal universe nina would've survived to walk off that runway and gotten herself a girlfriend and karow would find himself a boy and#they'd still be really really weird about each other and probably fuck off and on and continue to be kind of codependent#they should've gotten to make each other worse forever :(#i think nina spends a lot of time trying to be Good and karow doesn't. and then sometimes she slips because she's got it in her too#and karow's just like Oh that's all you got? do it again harder#thus do it with a rockstar. do you wanna cry i could make you cry. do you wanna hit me baby one more time. do you wanna do you wanna do#you wanna do you wanna go back home! wait - wait - wait - i'll be fine in a minute ...#ANYWAY in the end i do like this one better as a song and the berlin joke was too good to pass up#the layers of Performance (of gender of sexuality of beruf) especially in meta... Yeag#and ronnie leaves lines out and lights up the curtain ... you know what you're doing you know it for certain ...
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Hear me out: Ikrie in HFW
#if they ran out of bunks in the base she would've just put up a tent up next to the sunwing perch#and called it a day#anyway. i miss her.#and will forever be sad she didn't make it back despite a glaring lack of banuk in the game#but that also means i can spend my sick leave despairing over blight leaves between physical therapy appts#got another two weeks left so i might take colour to this piece#provided the knee keeps improving as it is currently#we'll see.#for now have a million lines!#ikrie#hfw#hzd#horizon fanart
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girls (gender neutral) when kim dokja in chapter 380, ep.72 â three methods, IV
#fra.txt#orv.txt#orv#kim dokja#hankim#i know some people use:#doksoo#omniscient reader's viewpoint#orv spoilers#rs: because you are also there#DO YOU UNDERSTAND. DO YOU SEE THIS.#and then SHE SPENDS ANOTHER DECADE (AND CHANGE) WRITING FOR HIM#AND THEN!!! AND THEN HE MAKES HER WAIT ANOTHER ETERNITY#AND SHE DOESN'T EVEN MIND. SHE WOULD WAIT FOREVER FOR HIM. SHE'LL JUST KEEP WRITING HIS EPILOGUE.#DO YOU SEE. DO YOU GET ME!!
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" When I'm with her, I understand the meaning of happiness. "
#âšmy angel âš#ladies and gentlemen HER#mine .#image .#visage .#did i just spend the last 2hrs playing around making this edit#yes yes i did#cause it's what she deserves#i will forever be grateful for scangroups without them#we would not have been bless with yori scans#vampire knight#sayori wakaba
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Me, watching SVU s14 e15: Damn, what can you do when your armed sister's abusive ex keeps following her and beating her despite a restraining order and you being an armed cop? Besides killing him...
Amanda: *kills her sis' ex*
Me: Oh. Nice??
#radical feminism#radblr#law and order: svu#law and order svu#law and order special victims unit#only 15min into it and im worried how this is gonna go/end#Amanda is so badass. im starting to rlly like her#her sister is unsufferable. making a copy of her key behind her back? showing up unannounced? crashing at her place forever n spending her#money?#i would have lost my shit long ago#also being like. good news im pregnant! when its just another to feed/that the sis can NOT afford#also always going back with her ex and destroying all efforts amanda made to help her#i know victim blaming bad yadda yadda but id still be frustrated#also her sis looks close to falling for money n it sounds like a disaster waiting to happen#and her saying amanda is always fine? GURL she HAS to be BC OF U. BC UR ALWAYS IN TROUBLE so she can NEVER discuss HER own pbs with u#-_-
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Listening to Return to the womb muship again - _ -
#putting the fear of pregnancy plus organ colours plus embodied mother feelings into this one#i brought leopard up to my counsellor and she said he sounded very divine john waters esque so i fucking win forever.#drawing it makes me want to drop everything and spend every minute as It and live in this character.#it's insane how easy it is to inject whatever hyperspecific grief im feeling into him and feel it almost entirely evaporate#also painting makeup is nice... it feels a little intimate putting blush or eye shadow onto leopard#i still build it up the way i would on myself
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at this point i give up on trying to decode Why certain things happen because the answer will never be good enough so whatever it is what it is forever baybee!!!
#.txt#this is not so deep btw it's just DID stuff#i can't spend forever asking why i or others exist at any point in time because what does it matter#i exist and she exists and all the others before us exist and it no longer matters why i think#it is making life very annoying though. backseat driving and such#it's not something i talk about because tbh there is a massive amount of shame attached to it#it's so much easier to just pretend that you're one person and not have to explain anything to anyone#especially when this time it's a package deal#you don't get one new guy to understand there's two of us and we can't be meaningfully separated out
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As anyone who has ever listened to me talk about Lightning Gods for 2 seconds knows, I personally am not too fond of the Thunder Legion backstory we got from it. Partially because I am a childhood friends Thunder Legion truther, but mostly because I didnât agree with the characterization choice that had them decide to follow Laxus afterâŠthat.
But I understand why it is the way it is, and more than that, I can see now that it does a fairly decent job at using what little space and time there was available to tie into the main focus of the story of Lightning Gods. Namely, Laxusâs and the Thunder Legionâs views on strength, the trust that all of them have in each other, and how that manifests in different ways.
Letâs begin with an overview on the Thunder Legionâs obsession with strength and duty, where it came from, and how it has changed forms over time.
The backstory for the Thunder Legion proposed in Lightning Gods is this:
Freed, Bickslow, and Evergreen team up to take on a job, only to find when they get there that Laxus has already finished it on a whim. They exchange some harsh words, and not long after they descend into a fight. Laxus beats them easily, and the three of them are awed and frightened by his strength and power.
Laxus, meanwhile, surprises them by complimenting them [âŠsort of] on being the strongest guild members heâs seen in a long time, in giving him a good fight.
This event is what inspires the three of them decide to band together to form the Thunder Legionâa team dedicated to watching Laxusâs back. It is also the event that sets up their mentality further down the line: physical and magic strength are the most desirable traits one can have, and by continuing to be strong and interesting, they are allowed to stand by Laxusâs side.
Cut to years later, when the most obvious culmination of the Thunder Legionâs obsession with strength takes place: the Battle of Fairy Tail.
The entire point of the game is to weed out the weak from the strong, to create a stronger guild for Laxus to inherit. On his orders, the Thunder Legion are utterly merciless to anyone they deem weaker than themselves.
At first, this seems like purely blind loyalty, but as time goes on, we get a glimpse that it might be more than that. Specifically, right after Evergreenâs loss, we see that the standing the Thunder Legion has with Laxus isnât a whole lot more solid than the rest of the guild, right now.
The moment Evergreen is beaten by Erza, Laxus re-categorizes her in his mind from strong to weak, and is ready to discard her, saying that he doesnât need her in his Fairy Tail.
Freed expresses that he or Bickslow should have gone insteadânot that Evergreen is weak, not that they donât need her, but that Erza is simply too strong, and they should have sent someone better suited to counter her.
He then tells Laxus that the game is over, the battle lost, and Laxus tells him that unless he is willing to do exactly as he says with no hesitation, Laxus doesnât need him in his guild either.
After this exchange, we now know that the Thunder Legion are only standing beside Laxus because they are strong. If they are weak, if they falter in their duties, they will be abandoned, discarded, and replaced.
The three of them are beaten, the game is lost, and Laxus is exiled. They slowly begin to settle back into the guild, to reconnect and mend bridges. But that obsession with strength and duty that the Thunder Legion has cultivated has not completely gone awayâmerely changed forms.
After all, few of their guild mates can stop themselves from commenting on how ridiculously strongthe Thunder Legion are. Many of them saw their magical strength firsthand, so the three of them are desperate to prove that their abilities can be put to good use.
When it comes to fighting strength, their mindset is one of protecting their guild mates no matter the personal cost. For Freed and Bickslow, we tend to see this manifest outwardly, as continually attempting to sacrifice themselves for their loved ones. For Evergreen, we see this manifest more as an internal struggle, as blaming herself for not being strong enough, and thinking that her lack of ability is what causes others to be hurt.
When Freed is selected to take place in the S-Class trials, with Bickslow as his partner, the two of them are paired up against Lucy and Cana. They proceed to throw the fight in the girlsâ favor, allowing them to move forward. Freed says he owes it to the two of them specifically, after what happened in the Battle of Fairy Tail.
Later, when Evergreen and Elfman are targeted by Rustyrose and defeated by him, Evergreen blames herself for not being strong enough, and says that if it werenât for her, if Elfman had picked a different partner, he may have been able to succeed.
In the Key of the Starry Sky arc, Bickslow throws himself in the way of an attack to save Wendy, and even insists that she should abandon him and save herselfâabandoning a comrade who is nothing more than dead weight is still a viable strategy in his eyes.
âSometimes you gotta have the courage to leave your friends behind too!â
However, unlike Laxus [who Iâll talk about later], the Thunder Legion largely understands that there are different types of strength. Laxus judged himself and others using solely fighting strength as a metric, but the guild as a whole requires a more diverse skill set to deal with a range of day-to-day issues, which the Thunder Legion commit to their comrades with just as much enthusiasm.
Freedâs mission with Wendy is a good example of this. The Masterâand Cana, of all people, who Freed feels he has a personal debt toâentrusts not only Wendyâs safety to him, but also her growth and development as a mage. He follows the rules set by them to the utmost of his abilities, even having a minor crisis when his two duties conflict, and he doesnât know which course of action is the right one to take.
When there is a clear course of action, though, heâs quick to take it, utilizing his runes and his blade for all manner of things that have nothing to do with fighting.
At one point during the journey, Happy comments:
âThatâs the Thunder Legion for you! Always there in a time of need!â
Itâs clear that by this point, they have already established a reputation for being incredibly reliable and dependable, despite the fact that this is quite soon after the Battle of Fairy Tail, and the three of them rarely spent time in the guild hall beforehand.
These feelings of needing to be strong and useful so people keep them around linger on even past Fairy Tailâs disbanding, into Lightning Gods. The three of them are incredibly eager to be helpful to Laxus.
Evergreen reinforces this when they step up to destroy the Vesper Blockade Mirror for the first time:
âLetâs show them why you keep us around.â
She says this in tandem with Bickslow, who says Laxus wonât enjoy destroying an object. The three of them step forward to do work that, they assume, Laxus would find tedious or boring.
Not long after they figure out how to destroy the mirror, the priestess Weyse shows her true colors as a Zeref fanatic, and takes on the powers of the demon God of Nightfall.
The God of Nightfall is, quote:
ââŠa type of magic that shows people illusions of the doubts and fearsâŠand traumasâŠthey carry deep inside.â
To torment the Thunder Legion in the illusion, Weyse begins with this:
âOh, you guys! As if he could rely on you! You call yourselves his bodyguards, but at the slightest threat you just bleat out for him. No wonder he gets hurt worst of all.â
This doesnât seem to affect them at all, as all threeâs responses are rather unimpressed.
âYeesh. What terrible lines.â âI guess sheâs trying to rattle us.â
This showcases their understanding of who Laxus is as a person. Theyâve followed him for years now, so theyâre well aware of what heâs capable of, and more importantly, what heâs like, and what he tends to do.
The Thunder Legion is incredibly confident in Laxus. They trust him more than perhaps anyone else, and want more than anything else to protect him and keep him safe.
However, they are also well aware that they cannot control his actions. Especially after the stunt he pulled just before Tartaros. He gets hurt worst of all because he tends to insist on doing things on his own, whether itâs to prove himself, to enjoy a fight more, or because he wants to keep everyone safe. When the people he cares about are in danger, he jumps in to help, and sometimes pushes himself to the point of self-destruction. This is a trait that many mages in Fairy Tail share, and the Thunder Legion understands this.
But they trust him, and they trust him to know his limits.
When he stops them from interfering in his fight against Maiden Quartet, they listen. Their trust manifests as standing back while Laxus fights and waiting for a cue, or helping to mitigate the damage his fight causes on their surroundings. Laxus knows that all he needs to do is ask for help, or offer an invitation, and the Thunder Legion will be right there beside him.
Freed knows this, and he rebuts Weyse like so:
âWe trust each other. If Laxus is fighting on the front lines, weâve only got to run in and support him!â
Of course, Weyse twists his words around and hits them where it hurts:
âSo what youâre saying is, he steps up to fight because youâre too weak to do it yourselves.â âYouâre his bodyguards, arenât you? Right? But something terrible is bound to happen to your precious Laxus, the way you guard him.â
Laxus fights because they canât. Because theyâre incapable of it. The Thunder Legion is a burden to him, an inconvenience, and holding him back from his true potential. He doesnât need them, and he knows it; soon enough, they will stop being useful, and Laxus will leave them behind.
Thatâs what hurts them, thatâs what spurs them to fight and protect the illusion of Laxus with everything they haveânot just the concept of being weak, but the idea of being unneeded and abandoned by the person they care for the most.
âLaxus always steps up to fightâŠbecause weâre so weak!â âEven though we go around callinâ ourselves his bodyguards!!â âWeâre just holding Laxus back!â
Unbeknownst to the Thunder Legion, though, Laxus has been going through his own development during Lightning Godsânamely, discovering just what kind of strength he can bring to his family in order to make them feel safe and protected.
When Laxus and the Thunder Legion join Blue Pegasus, they are confronted with a very different guild experience, in terms of jobs and the people around them. Being a Blue Pegasus member requires a different set of skills and strengths than Fairy Tail members are used to, and Laxus specifically has a difficult time adjusting. But as heâs floundering, he can see the Thunder Legion fitting in with the guild and taking to their tasks with ease.
âI donât knowâŠbut you three are doing great.â âBut I just recall howâŠFairy Tail was full of people whoâd understand me, even just through our fists and fights.â
This is played somewhat for comedy, as the Thunder Legion find Laxusâs awkwardness endearing. But Laxus is genuinely having a hard time wrapping his head around the way the guild operates and adjusting to it. More than that, heâs utterly baffled by the idea that someone like Ichiya could be so respected and adored when he is, compared to Laxus and the Thunder Legion, not all that strong or powerful.
He mentions that they shouldnât go to assist himâsince the others respect him so much, he assumes Ichiya must be strong enough to save himself:
âBut heâs actually super powerful despite how he acts, right? So just wait for him to come back on his own.â
What others might see as abandonment is Laxusâs idea of trustâputting faith in another personâs ability to handle themselves, and not insulting their strength by rushing in to rescue them.
But the members of Blue Pegasus quickly correct him, bringing up the many weaknesses that Ichiya has that make him vulnerable. Laxus wonders if thereâs anything good about him at all, and how someone with so many weaknessesâthat are apparently common knowledgeâcould be so idolized by everyone around them.
Despite his overall reluctance to engage with the situation, Laxus goes to rescue Ichiya, on the basis that theyâre from the same guild, and anyone who messes with guild members is an enemyânot because he looks up to Ichiya, something he quite vehemently denies.
In the process of rescuing him, though, Ichiya himself takes a blow from Laxus meant for his captor, and tells Laxus not to fight, âout of respect for his gorgeous faceâ. Laxus takes this as an insult.
âIs this a joke?! Huh?! We came here to rescue you, because youâd been kidnapped. And now this? Was this some game to you? And you want me to respect your face? You think you can mess with me and Iâm just gonna take it?â
In his mind, if Ichiya is so respected, he must have been strong enough to escape this entire time, and waited until the most inopportune moment to do so. He interfered with the rescue attempt, made light of Laxusâs attempt to help, and wasted his time.
However, Ichiya replies:
âThis was no game. And no one is messing with you. Thank you for coming to my rescue.â âI honestly didnât think you four would be the first ones here. Fighting on a joyous day like thisâŠwould hardly be the classy thing to do! Letâs go home and open up some champagne.â
Laxus seems surprised by this, and remains in thoughtful silence for a long while, even all the way back to the guild. Ichiya approaches him, and Laxus finally admits:
âSo, look. I donât get you at all. You donât stand out as some powerful dudeâŠbut look how much they all worship you.â
Ichiya responds that itâs because heâs good-looking, much to the irritation of Laxus. However, the Trimen speak up once Ichiya leaves, saying thatâs his true strength. The Thunder Legion take the word strength to mean the same kind of power they see in Laxus; an insurmountable might that puts one above other people. Hibiki corrects them:
âHe may seem unreliable to you. ButâŠwhen the moment calls for it, heâll even use his body to defuse a crisis, even without magicâŠand isnât that another kind of strength? Thatâs our Ichiya. We can feel safe with him.â
Itâs not about physical or magical strength. Itâs his strength of character that the members of Blue Pegasus are drawn to; they trust that he is the type of person to do everything in his power to keep conflict from breaking out, even if it means bringing harm to something he prides himself on quite highly.
This sticks with Laxus.
When he and the Thunder Legion head out to the village of Rugosa for the request put forth by the priestess Weyse, Laxus wonders to himself just what sort of strength he brings to his family.
After Weyse begs them to help, and speaks rather tearfully about not wanting to lose her home, Laxus is immediately swayed to get serious about her cause. He makes an effort to destroy the Vesper Blockade Mirror, and goes to great lengths to defeat Nasser, whom Laxus believes is trying to destroy his own homeâsomething that Laxus takes very personally, because he [mistakenly] sees his past self in Nasser.
âSo your mission is more important than your home? That thought processâŠmakes my blood boil!!â
Nasser asks him why heâs risking his life for this. Says it seems foolish, since this is just another quest for him. Laxus flashes back to the Battle of Fairy Tail.
âIâve tried to destroy my own familyâŠmy guildâŠbefore. I thought I was doing it for the guildâs own good. But now I see that was a stupid, immature idea. And Iâm pretty sure youâre gonna regret this, too!â
After Nasserâs defeat, the Thunder Legion destroy the Vesper Blockade Mirror, just as Laxus trusted them to do. And the demon God of Nightfallâs true identity is revealed. Nasser shares his side of the story and laments his inexperience, stating that despite being seen by the villagers as an outsider, Rugosa village is his only true home.
Laxus is immediately swayed to his cause, and vows to destroy the God of Nightfall. Nasser reprimands him, saying that itâs too dangerous, but Laxus insistsâ
âBut if we do nothing, your home is gonna get destroyed.â âLook, no apology is ever gonna be enough for what happened. So let me protect your village. I have toâŠ!!â
Nasser relents, and asks for his assistance in defending his home. But not before telling him:
âYou lose sight of all around you the moment something important to you is involved, like oneâs home or guild.â âViewed in another light, I suppose some might call you stubbornly honest.â
The two of them rush back to the village to confront the God of Nightfall. Laxus goes to destroy it, but is blocked by the Thunder Legionâs attacks. Weyse reveals that the three of them see Laxus as the God of Nightfall and vice versaâthis is quickly reinforced by their words, shouting that theyâll protect Laxus no matter what as theyâre attacking him.
Then, of courseâLaxus hears what they think. That theyâre too weak to stand beside him, theyâre holding him back, they canât even do an adequate job of protecting him.
After snapping them out of the spell with his magic, Laxus tells them exactly how he feels, how he said he felt even in the midst of his fight with Nasser: he trusts them.
âDonât be stupid, Thunder Legion!â âItâs only because I can trust you to have my backâŠthat I can run forward to fight!â
He doesnât say, youâre strong enough to stand beside me.
Instead, he tells them, I am only this strong because youâre here. Because you have my back. I could not have done any of this without you. I have faith in your abilities. I can trust you.
To have his back, to look out for him, and more than that, to understand him, when it seems like no one else can.
The three of them gather themselves, and step up to watch Laxusâs back, to assist him in fighting the God of Nightfall.
âItâs alright. The three of usâŠwe will not falter!!â âStrengthâŠweaknessâŠthe form it takes doesnât matter. The desire to protect the people we care about is still the same.â
The God of Nightfall is defeated. Nasser returns to the village, having lost his magical power. The Thunder Legion lament this loss, saying that losing such strength seems like a waste, but Laxus seems to understandâit was worth it, if it means Nasser gets to return to his home.
The four of them leave Rugosa village, talking about Weyseâs betrayal and how impressive Laxus was during their fight. And, finally, they tell him what it is that he wants to hear:
âBut you confirmed something for us.â âThanks to youâŠwe can rely on you and feel safe.â
His dedication to doing whatâs right, to protecting other peopleâs homes and family, led him back to the village when he could have easily left everyone to wait for the Council instead. His strength and quick thinking saved the Thunder Legion from the God of Nightfallâs spell. His stubborn honesty snapped them out of their fear of failing him, of being too weak, of being left behind.
At last, Laxus says that he thinks heâs figured out a little bit about the strength that makes Ichiya so adored.
#fairy tail#is this coherent? idk. i've reread it a million times so i can't tell. anyway. the thunder legion. explodes#also today/tomorrow is apparently the 4-year anniversary of everythunderlegion so. it seemed like an appropriate time to post this#yknow. years after i originally drafted this analysis and when fairy tail is no longer relevant. <3#they just make me so. [shakes them]#the idea that the thunder legion have always known different types of strength are important and it takes laxus so long to catch up#like AUGH. boft being crafted in such a way as to inspire infighting. so any real threat of resistance falls apart before it forms#while the thunder legion spend the entire arc at their strongest because they're working together..................#forever thinking about bickslow using freed's runes to finish the fight with gray like THAT. THAT. they know teamwork is important#they know playing off of each other's strengths is important. they know they can make up for each other's weaknesses#and freed not commenting on ever being weak when she's defeated [rips and tears] HE WANTED TO KEEP HER IN THE GAME#because finding out which players are individually strong is less important than keeping all of your own players IN the game!!!!!#sorry i'm reliving my thunder legion insanity. reverting to 2019 me it seems.
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i have a hc that sam loves seeing his partner in off shoulder shirts
doesnât matter what the design or color is, they just need to show a bit shoulder đ heâs crazy about it like how men were crazy about womenâsâ ankles in the 1800âs
-đ§ș
OMGGG BESTIE HEHE my brain is going brrrrrrr for real rn
i love this hc itâs sooo so cute. and maybe a little spicy if you wanna go there heheh. the ankles HAHA no but i canât help but agree with you!! he just likes to look at your shoulders. and put his hands on them. and rub back and forth and relish the feel of your bare skin and collarbones under his finger tips. and also kiss them. a lot. like a lot a lot and heâll get excited and maybe start licking and sucking just a liiiie bit. and maybe a little biting if you like wink wink AAAAA IM OBSESSED WITH THIS IDEA.
him pouting when you wear a regular tshirt or something. but then that means his big, rough, but oh so gentle fingers can hook on the collar of your shirt and pull it aside just a little (or more) to give him access. and thatâs hot as hell if you ask me!!! so yk whether you wear an off-the shoulder shirt or a regular one, heâs gonna get riled up anyways so itâs up to you how easy you wanna make things for him :D
also this has me thinking about this clip that i screen recorded and stared at like twenty million times a day while i was gone because the girl heâs standing next to is wearing an off the shoulder shirt and he has a hand on her shoulder and im drooling. i was already planning on making a separate post about these screencaps but im gonna post one here hehehe. there was nothing going on between them or whatever sheâs like half his age LOL but!! i thought id post anyways and you can think about it hehe. itâs not a great angle or anything of his hand on her shoulder but still



#the reason iâve been staring at the clip/screen caps is bc.#sheâs about my height#so iâve just been spending forever staring at my height difference with him#it makes me gođ”âđ«đ”âđ«đ”âđ«#anyways!!!#glorious hc bestie ill be think about this a lot#. >> asks !#. >> đ§șanon ౚৠ!
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shitty valentine aesthetic in the style of @shittykinaesthetics because i was procrastinating my homework assignmence
#went to the acc and they seem to do nine per aesthetic?#usually also w stuff that isnât just tweets and text posts but#iâm not gonna spend forever looking for that stuff#especially when i have like. maybe five people who this means anything to#in looking for this there was a lot of content usable for eddie so perhaps she gets one soon but maybe not#i wasnât saving it bc i didnât wanna have a gazillion text posts to go through to make this#so
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