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disabled-dragoon · 8 months
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Just want to take a moment to appreciate the cheesecake my mother made for me
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[ID: Photograph of a cheesecake in a white bowl. It has white filling and is topped with milk chocolate sprinkles and cut strawberries. /end]
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love-belle · 1 year
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my entire universe !!!
*ੈ✩‧₊˚ in which they're all one big happy family.
or
for when you find everything you spent your life looking for. ˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚
social media au // pierre gasly x fem!reader
warnings - language
author's note - hello!!! i absolutely loved writing this so much, dad!pierre so ❤️❤️❤️❤️ and he'd be such a girl dad likeeee !!! anyways, i hope u liked it!! thank you so much for reading, i think i'd be able to post another social media au by tonight but im not sure :/// i love you all so much <3
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yourusername can't believe that im a MOTHER like i MADE that baby and the baby is real cute
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username BABY ADELAIDE
username addy's mom is y/n y/l/n and her dad is pierre gasly what's there to explain
username i love baby adelaide so much omg
danielricciardo missing miss addy ❤️❤️❤️
-> yourusername she misses her uncle danny ❤️
username i would die for baby adelaide
username y/n really is MOTHER
*liked by pierregasly*
lilymhe missing my best friend ❤️‍🩹
-> yourusername me or addy???
-> lilymhe yes.
username still in disbelief that y/n and pierre have a CHILD like they're actually PARENTS
username adelaide ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
lewishamilton roscoe misses his best friend 🤍
-> yourusername she misses HER best friend ❤️‍🩹
username i live for the grid basically adopting addy
charles_leclerc my fav god daughter ❤️
-> landonorris MY god daughter
-> danielricciardo actually no
-> maxverstappen1 move it's me
-> lewishamilton not really no
-> carlossainz55 it's me actually
-> yourusername i'll just stay out of this one 🔥🔥🔥
pierregasly we make cute babies
-> yourusername fuck yeah we do
pierregasly she takes after her maman
-> danielricciardo thank god
-> yourusername LMFAOOO
-> pierregasly you're now banned from our house.
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pierregasly nine months of the most important job ever ❤️
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username DAD!PIERRE
username IN LOVE WITH THEM OMG
username tearing up ngl
carlossainz55 my fav gasly and then it's pierre
-> pierregasly ok fuck u i guess
username ADELAIDE AND PIERRE 😭😭😭😭😭
-> username iconic duo
username he's such a girl dad i love him
lewishamilton can't believe it's been nine months already
-> pierregasly i know like time flies
username I LIVE FOR BABY ADELAIDE CONTENT
username i would go to war for baby addy im not even kidding
charles_leclerc she's growing up so fast
-> yourusername charles don't he'll start crying AGAIN
-> pierregasly she is 😭😭😭
username i feel like a proud mother omg
username the way we basically witnessed them getting together and now they're PARENTS like
-> username we went from them awkwardly flirting to them having baby together 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
-> username we've come so far ❤️‍🩹
yourusername my whole world ❤️
-> pierregasly we love you so much
yourusername the bad papa ever 🗣️🗣️🗣️
-> pierregasly 🤟😏
-> username HELP THE EMOJIS
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yourusername the loves of my life ❤️
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username IM GONNA CRY
username THIS FAMILY BRUH
username they're so ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
username pierre in the first photo 🫤🫤🫤🫤🫤🫤🫤 i love my parents so much 🫤🫤🫤🫤🫤
lilymhe ❤️❤️❤️
*liked by yourusername*
username BABY ADELAIDE IS ADORABLE LIKEEEE
username they're so family goals 🔥🔥🔥
username what do i gotta do to be adopted by them question mark
charles_leclerc maman misses her petite fille ( grand daughter )
-> yourusername bringing over addy asap she misses her grandmère ( grandmother )
username the fact that baby adelaide is literally the paddock's princess
-> username she has every single driver wrapped around her finger and she can't even talk
username i have only had baby addy for some time but if something happened to her i would kill everyone in this room then myself
username this family gives me so much serotonin ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
danielricciardo BABY GAAAAASSSLYYYYYY
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username ok but we NEED to know who's her godfather
-> username REAL like it's such a mystery
landonorris stealing baby adelaide watch out
-> yourusername pierre is asleep rn but he would kick your ass
-> landonorris i 👏 don't 👏 care 👏
username god me when
username this is so domestic i love
username pierre is so babygirl in the first photo like
-> yourusername he's always so babygirl
-> yourusername im getting this comment framed btw
-> username HELP BABYGIRL
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sweetingseva · 11 months
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Everything to Know About ACFTL ☺️💕📚
Hello, everyone!
With A Curse For True Love coming out next week, I thought maybe creating a compile list of what everything we will be expecting might be helpful to those who want a refresher.
However, if you don't want to be reminded of any of the details that have been shared and want to go in blind, that's cool, too!
All of the information that I have gathered has been from all of the IG AMA's stories, comments, replies, and some from podcasts.
Slight spoilers. Quick refresher below.
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Stephanie hasn’t been nice writing this book, but let’s see if the torture is well worth it in the end.
There’s this scene that corresponds to these emoji: 🛏😮🩸🚪🩸🩸🩸😱🍎👑
There are three POVs: Evangeline, Jacks, and Apollo
The answer to why Jacks eat apples is in the book, but according to B&N site, we might get the answer to everything about him!
Q: is there a scene you’ve written that’s made you tear up? A: “So many scenes have made me cry—I don’t tear up, I sob, and writing this series has made me cry a lot more than the Caraval series 💘😭 But don’t be too scared—I’ve put a lot fun scenes in this book. Although, my defintion of fun is a little twisted. 🤭”
Q: Do you already have a favorite scene in “A Curse For True Love”? A: Usually I have favorites but with this book I love every scene. I keep telling my editor to let me know if I’ve gone too far with this story because I’ve had so much fun writing. I keep fearing I must be doing something wrong. 🖤”
There will be more LaLa and Chaos scenes, and apparently Stephanie has gotten carried away with them lol
There will be a few more scenes in the Hollow!!!! YAAYYY!
Her favorite scene has something to with these emojis: 🌳🫀🔥
Stephanie has cried the last time she had read ACFTL.
Q: what’s your favorite scene out of all the books in this series: A: “This is so tough. There’s a scene in CURSE that made me cry and it’s probaly my favorite 💔”
Q: can you tell us who the bonus content povs will be? A: “For B&N and Waterstones, the bonus content is in Eva’s POV. 🦊”
My speculation from the answer above, but this makes me think that the Owlcrate’s edition will be Jacks’s POV if not Evangeline’s.
Q: did u know how acftl would end early on? or did it change as you wrote it? A: “It changed! In January, I hit a wall with the book and after talking with my critique partner @/staceyleeauthor, I realized that I had taken the story in the wrong direction. So I went back, I rewrote, I changed the plot, and I changed a large portion of the ending. This is part of the reason why the book’s publication date was changed from Sept to Oct.”
Q: What three songs come to mind when you think of Evangeline and Jacks? A: “Ooh! It’s hard to pick just three. Here are a few that came to mind first: 1. The Archer by Taylor Swift, 2. You’re Losing Me by Taylor Swift, 3. Religiously by Bailey Zimmerman”
Q: Do you pick the audiobook narrators for your books? A: “I did! @/macmillan.audio is wonderful. They’ve always given me a choice in narrators. The amazing @/rebeccasoleri has narrated all of my audiobooks (so she’s an easy choice). Then for ACFTL I got to choose a second narrator for the Jacks and Apollo chapters and he is also fantastic ❤️”
IMPORTANT TO KNOW ‼️: Q: are there actually multiple copies of acftl with different endings? A: “The book only has one official ending. Which I think is the best ending. However, there are three editions that bonus material in the form of 3 alternate epilogues. The books with bonus epilogues are: 1. Barnes and Noble/Indigo exlusive edition 2. the Waterstones exclusive, 3. the Owlcrate edition. P.S. These 3 bonus epilogues are not canon, they are just for fun! P.P.S. if you get all three, I recommend reading in the order that I shared in this post 😉”
The third map has new locations, along with old ones we have seen like: Merrywood Manor, Merrywood Village, Merrywood Forest, Wolf Hall, Ye Olde Brick Inn: Vacancy One Bed, The Phoenix Tree, Cursed Forest, Tree of Souls, and The Hunt.
ACFTL has 49 chapters with an epilogue. It only has one part titled, IV. Happily Ever After.
The dedication that was revealed says, “For anyone who’s ever hoped for a second chance.”
The tree on the front cover is very important.
ACFTL’s logline: Two villains, one girl, and a deadly battle for happily ever after.
The three words that Stephanie used to describe the book is: Heart-stealing, emotionally-devastating, and painfully romantic.
Stephanie shared the Pinterest board, which could be found here! Some very good hints in there!
The UK editions of ACFTL will have hidden covers. There are four of them and they are: an apple, Jacks’s dagger, a fox paw print, and a wolf in a flower crown.
Fairyloot edition has a special front and back cover that says, "The Greatest Love Story Ever Told: Evangeline Fox and The Prince of Hearts" and "The Greatest Love Story Ever Told: Evangeline Fox and Apollo Acadian."
Quotes Shared:
“Remember, Little Fox.”
“If you stop fighting, you lose.” His hand moved up to her throat and she felt the cool brush of his dagger against her skin. Evangeline went very still. “ Never imagine you’re safe.” The tip of his blade drew a line over her pulse. Her breath caught. She felt him smile against her jaw.
(Possible Quote) “You have no sense of self-preservation. If someone labeled a bottle with poison you would drink it. You take warnings as invitations. You can’t seem to stay away from all the things that will hurt you … like me.”
Evangeline needed something familiar, something to hold onto that would keep her from collapsing back to the ground. Apollo looked at her as if he wanted to be that. He made her think of a hero from a fairytale.
(Page 21) “No.” “No.” “No.” (Page 100) He wanted a piece of her. (Page 213) “You can’t just tie people up and whisk them to wherever you want them.”
Apollo hated apples.
He enjoyed inflicting pain, not receiving it. And yet he couldn’t bring himself to leave the shadows of Evangeline’s bedroom.
“I’m glad you came.” “I’ll always come. Even when you don’t want me to.”
He wanted a piece of her. To keep her. To use her for later.
“What are you to me?” she asked. His eyes locked with hers. “Nothing.”
“Im the one who will never let anyone harm you again.”
“I’m your monster.”
He considered setting the room ablaze just so that he’d have a reason to pick her up and carry her out, to save her one last time, before he left her for good.
“This will hurt.”
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mandalhoerian · 7 months
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bruh my comment was too long to post under the new chapter so i’m sending an ask. saw the ao3 notif and scheduled to read it this fine evening, good thing i was like “lemme scroll on tumblr and see what’s up” because SJFKDJLXBZB the face i made when i saw i was tagged and followed BY YOU? also ma’am 🤚🏻wdym nobody comments like i do. like what do you mean. i have a concerning relationship with receiving praise so i advise you to stfu (affectionately).
my poor girl vera can’t catch a break, loss after loss after loss in such a short period. i just want to give her lots and lots of hugs (consensually). on another note i love that she clocked ada’s intentions right away bc capcom wtf is that writing. one person taking down a whole organization is like sending only one person to save president’s kidnapped daughter (laugh track). let me tell you i have been waiting for this 🤌🏻 vera and ada interacting 🤌🏻 leon being there all charming and naive and trusting people easily 🤌🏻 shai you just get the dynamics of all the characters *so right* 🤌🏻
sorry for the excessive amount of parentheses and emojis let me just find another obnoxiously annoying emoji to spam about the intimacy between leon and vera. 🤧 it’s this one but i’m wiping my snot away from crying about it. the small touches between the two are so tender in this fucked up world 🤧 vera’s hand on his forearm… leon collecting her in his arms, comforting her 🤧 his arm on her shoulder 🤧 i could cry and get a headache from thinking about them. i’m so serious.
(gnawing at the bars of my enclosure) JILL VALENTINE MENTION???? VERA KNOWS HER? WHAT IS THE LORE? I NEED TO KNOW.
how does one end a delirious comment. uhhh. so yeah. i love nttd and vera so much and i’m so happy that it’s back babyyyy.
Ofc I followed!!!! I don't remember why I didn't in the first place like but like ???? ur making it sound like I'm some big shot but like pls im a loser who's writing oc fanfiction on the internet and is so lucky and grateful to get people invested in it!!!!! AND YES nobody comments like you do! You're the dream of a fanfiction author ON GOD. THANK YOU SO MUCH
ramble below to keep your dashboards clean:
I think we talked about this over on ao3 but honestly re2r's ada just doesn't make sense to me. The FBI cover is logical (when you first think about it), but the way she's immediately pulling a gun on Annette the minute they see her and DECLARING her intentions isn't. She then proceeds to reveal her target is Annette, and then her going with the FBI thing becomes less logical, bc why would Annette hand over the G-Virus sample to the feds, either? It's entirely a shock factor thing revolved around Leon, she's only fooling him -- or maybe, she's fooled Ben like this, too, and was forced to stick to her cover when shit went down, we don't know 😭 why did they do my girl ada like that... (ngl re4r ada supremacy. period.)
But either way, un-truths she would throw as a bone to a "civilian" like Leon would of course be caught by Vera, nugget by nugget, while still making her think "mayhaps the FBI is misinformed????" -- I didn't want to ruin that fine line by Ada going on about Annette making the virus and her being the most dangerous of all "g-virus g-virus g-virus" or whatever because 1) WHY WOULD A SPY DO THAT???? 2) it would surely make Vera go "yeah NOPE" 💀💀
it's so much fun for them to try sussing each other out, Light and L mind games over there while Leon is happily frolicking. not one thought behind those eyes 😭
ALSO LIKE YES THE TOUCHES!!!!!! It's Leon initiating all of them for me 👹👹👹 physical touch taking over when words can't. my favorite thing of all UGGHHHHHHHH THANK YOU FOR JOINING ME IN MY MISERY
ALSO totally not going "actually 🤓☝" as I'm saying this because it's been HALF A WHOLE YEAR + the fic is over 100K words -- Vera knows Jill from post!mansion incident - pre!outbreak, in that ephemeral "investigation" phase of Jill's. I do mention it in the fic that Vera supplies information to Jill (as around that time she's trying to get rid of the weight of all she knows and trying to pass on the "hero's job" to someone else) and they exchange their findings while trying to be careful not to get caught by ppl Umbrella put on Jill's tail. I think I wrote it in passing that Vera was disguised as a secretary and sat back-to-back with Jill on a booth in one of those occasions? She's loosely connected to re3r by having a brief appearance in carlos' police station section in my head, entrusting Jill to him and all and promising to meet up with them in the station once she talks to her dad about it ☹
"delirious comment" WDYM ITS MY LIFEBLOOD THANK YOU 😭
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edgeray · 4 months
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Hello Ray! (The anon who sent over the mad scientist! Reader + Arlevie and domestic Arle req here)
I realised that I forgot to put an emoji that you can use to ref to me, apologies (am too used to disappearing into the background irl). Can I be 🍅 anon?
The fluff on your work made me scream. Arle pouting? (Though I imagine it’s only visible to reader and the children from how subtle it would be, she’s not very expressive to begin with) Arle being soft?? Yes please, oh my goodness. She needs a lover, therapy, and proper rest (Have you seen her eyebags? 😭 They were there on young Arle too post Clervie death, she needs sleep)
“Let Mother take care of Father” I AM SOBBING. CRYING. TEARS OF JOY- it’s so soft!!!! She definitely deserves the care and oh boy is reader intending to spoil Arle. Especially with the children around. Loving parents who care for their children and nurture them properly? Sign me up!! Even if said children have to look the other way or pass the eye bleach around from their parents being soft around each other.
Though I do imagine it’s reader who starts the bathing together routine and not Arle - she might be conscious of her hands (which reader would absolutely not mind but treasure instead). I was thinking that it took a while before Arle felt comfortable enough to wear anything less than formal attire around reader, and the first time is when reader joins in on Arle working out. If reader were from HotH and saw Arle from young, it might have taken less time to get less formally dressed, but the bathing part is definitely reader initiated. Can totally see this becoming a habit of reader’s to ask if Arle’s ok with it/wants it though! It probably takes longer still for Arle to initiate it, but they definitely have it like in the fic. Just toothrotting fluff and adoration for one another.
Did I tell you I love the way you write Arle and reader? I love your characterisation of them!!! Although Arle is soft here in the way she isn’t really in canon (soft from romance I mean not soft as a character) it isn’t in an ooc manner!
On the Arlevie, my original hc was that reader is a homunculus similar to Albedo, and that they were from Khaenri’ah and were well versed in Khemia (that they then use to make the body that Clervie now is revived in, similar to how Albedo was created). To be honest, I based the Irminsul idea heavily off of the Aranara saying “We shall meet again in Sarva (Irminsul)” so my guess was that that is where the spirits of Teyvatians ultimately congregate when they die.
As for why reader did it, it’s based heavily off Frieren, that reader wants to learn more about humans and thinks that living the life of one would help them understand. And since Arle runs an orphanage as a single parent (effectively), reader revives Clervie to use as a bargaining chip to enter the HotH and live as a human child with both parents. As for the “mad” part of “mad scientist”, I was thinking more mad as in “not caring what the heavenly principles does to them and willing to try anything” than the “clinically insane/batshit crazy” interpretation, though I really do love to see it being explored (I might submit more hcs here, once irl life stops tying me down)
I absolutely love your idea of childhood friends!Arlevie and reader that you mentioned though!!! It gives a lot of meaning to why reader went insane - Clervie being the only person who could hold down and convert two borderline psychopaths would be a very Clervie thing! Though I would assume reader in this case would come under Dottore as an experimental subject (one who just happened to survive his experiments, albeit not being very human anymore) Reader totally seeing the gay before Arlevie even did, and when they come back from getting lobotomized by Dottore to find Clervie dead and Arle going feral they just snap.
This one is a bit long, it’s not a request but just some thoughts, feel free to build on it or stash it elsewhere for later use (idm, it’s always lovely to read, and that goes for anyone else who sees this)
But please rest up Ray! It’s always nice to have you around so do take care of yourself! Stay safe, hydrated, well nourished, and may the pillow be cold and the covers snug!
🍅 anon, hi, nice to meet you!!!! I'm glad you liked the silly little thing I wrote at like 3AM. I agree with you on the fact that reader does start the bathing together routine! The idea of Arlecchino slowly becoming comfortable with you, exposing her cursed body to you after months of insecurity and hesitation... makes me so soggy 🥹. I'm eating this up. I really want to write another piece of just this. Arlecchino deserves more hurt/comfort fics. Guys, she's fucking daddy and hot af but she is also a sad little meow meow, and we should better take advantage of this. 🥺
I'm glad you love the way I characterize Arlecchino and reader!!! I'm such a sucker for soft Arlecchino... of course, I will always love mean arlecchino (if the mafia au oneshot wasn't telling enough).
And ooooh for the arlevie, I love your ideas, especially the Frieren part. Thank you for the clarification on 'mad' for reader. I love your ramblings even though some of the lore flies by my head. 🫶
Thanks for the ask 🍅 anon!
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moonjxsung · 5 months
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hai hai! (anticipated srry for the yapping)
how are you?
(btw pls lmk about that person bc if they come back i rlly don’t want to interact)
sorry about the fire vjj jumpscare😂😂
kitties can rip their toe beans and i am so traumatized by it. thankfully it really wasn’t too bad like he never acts like it’s hurting him. i literally let him out of his travel bag and bro just immediately jumped like an hour after surgery. but we’re keeping him confined until further notice and trying to figure out what happened bc we searched everywhere and no blood or anything. but he’s doing alright & they take out his stitches in two weeks, my angel baby☹️☹️☹️.
i’m sorry to hear about your kitty’s itching! cats do become sensible to environmental changes so it may be that. one of the strays we feed gets runny nose/eyes when there’s a lot of pollen. i heard that giving them bee pollen helps with their environmental allergies. but i haven’t really tried it. maybe something with her food? my senior dog (who passed about two years ago) became allergic to chicken, turkey, and like a million other things) at like 10yrs old. so if it persists that could maybe be a cause? idk but i hope she feels better soon, i hate seeing sick kitties :((
to end the cat discourse, your neighbor!! im so frustrated when people let cats just roam free in environments where they shouldn’t. i’m not really in favor of outdoor/indoor or just outdoor kitties (aside from stray babies ofc, i wish i could take them all💔). my experience with cats outdoors (like not mine but the strays i’ve seen) is always sooooo negative that i just wouldn’t do it, even if where i lived was more appropriate. i had a neighbor (i never interacted with her) who literally abandoned her male intact cat and he just went around getting everyone pregnant and crying at her house. i haven’t seen him for a while bc he wasn’t really a regular (if he was i would’ve found a way to neuter him at least) but that’s so freaking sad, man. i really can’t with people who leave their pets to fend for themselves. so yeah your neighbor really sucks, and the kitty fights with your baby? whaaat? that’s crazy.
and i still can’t get over ateez!!! my bf and i live together so we’re literally always together (that’s why i annoyingly mention him all the time, im sorry, i got anxious attachment 😂). and i was rewatching the coachella performance bc im crazy and he sat down with me (and eventually fell asleep) but not before saying “my bias isn’t mingi anymore, san is just the man here” and i was like ok but mood. i love san so much and yk one of my bias line criteria is ✨cats✨ so san is not only cat emoji but also has a cat ✅✅ i love them, i need to go see them at least once in my life too. they’re just so talented, im so proud of them for coming so far! 😭
and pls send all the pics ever if you do go to txt, i’ll live vicariously through you.
anddd i was lurking through your other asks and i feel you so badly about retinol & sunscreen. i literally have some expression lines and am dying to get rid of them. but im struggling with retinol bc it makes me break out.
(and also, ur response to the anon talking about her y/n moment was too sweet. i feel like kpop can set such high beauty standards that you have to constantly ground yourself bc these people live and breath visuals and voice/dance lessons. i struggle a lot with body image issues being a US midsize and having pcos -and i literally got an emergency ovary removal, not so fun fact! it was terrible and it really fucked up my weight gain/loss- but yeah, your message made me feel better about everything too.)
ily ily bb! we’re currently on a date at a café, drinking iced coffee with our ateez pcs! 😘😘😘
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HELLOOOOO MY SWEET ANGEL HAPPY SUNDAYYYY 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶
I still can’t believe cats can rip their toe beans 😭😭 it makes so much sense but I just hadn’t considered it and now I’m watching Momo like a HAWK over here I feel like that would so happen to her 😭😭 her itching seems a little better today but seems like it comes and goes ! One of my other cats at my parents’ house struggles from feline eczema or something similar and she has to get steroid injections to tame the flare ups so im hoping it’s not that ☹️ but good to know that bee pollen helps, ill definitely look into that!! Thank you bby 🫶👼
UGH I KNOWWWW her cat disappears for weeks at a time too and I’m like how!!! Are you not worried about where he is!!!!!!! One time he came back with a collar I’m assuming somebody got for him and since then they’ve taken it off so it seems like they’re pretty set on just making him appear stray and I don’t understand the reasoning behind it. All their other pets (they have like 2 dogs I think) are strictly indoors so idk why poor kitty has to be abandoned like that ☹️ I always bring him water and food in the summer because they don’t even leave him with food but I’m just so annoyed they don’t do it themselves ughhh. Also I have a neighbor who did the same thing as yours by abandoning their cat and it went around and got pregnant like 4 times since then ! She passed at a pretty young age probably due to the shortened life span and it was just so heartbreaking. At LEAST get your cat spayed and neutered ffs 🤕
YOUR BF IS SOOOO REAL FOR THAT LMAOOOO 😭 Ateez are crazy talented in person!!! They’re coming back to my city in the summer so I need to start saving and I’m lowkey panicking bc I really want to see itzy, Ateez, txt and NCT Dream but I’m gonna have to sacrifice some shows because money 😀 I might scrap Dream only bc I’m not 100% if Renjun will still be there (my pookie💔) but I cannotttt decide if I want to go to the other shows. If I find txt tickets at a decent price I will 10000% keep you updated how it goes!!!! I also need to see Itzy so bad ugh Ryujin my wife💔
I’m so glad we’re all panicking about expression lines collectively LMAO I just bought this Korean sunscreen that claims to prevent them so we’ll see but the lingering fear of aging is always present 😭 soooo agreed about the body image thing!! Kpop made me hate my body like ten times more then I already did but I have to remind myself these people HAVE to look good for a living like if they had my regular ass job they would not look like that 😭 I just value confidence the most even on days I hate myself!! I’m so sorry to hear about your emergency ovary removal ahhh that must’ve been so scary but I’m so grateful you’re okay and healthy now! Looks mean nothing if you’re not healthy guys take care of yourselves and love the body you have 🥹🫶💞💝💘💕💖
I LOVE YOU BBYYYYY we’re virtually eating cheese danishes together bc I caved and got one (it’s so good if you’re wondering) 💞🫶
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robincantfunction · 3 years
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He just didn’t like me that much ✰ J.P x fem!reader
pt.2 pt.3
platonic!sirius x fem!reader (like they have a cute brother sister relationship 🙏 because we stan a protective padfoot)
prompt: this (honestly i love her and this gave me so much inspiration and i’m in the mood for some angst)
requested: yes/no
warnings: ANGST like so much angst! seriously this doesn’t have a happy ending lmao 😭 swearing, crying, kind of dickhead james- just a ickle bit 🤏 a bit of lily slander (i love lily 😭 i’m sorry lily 😭 marry me lily 🙏) i need to stop with emojis. of course the first thing i write of james is angst. lemme know if i missed anything.
summary: james wants to make lily jealous, y/n has obviously had a crush on him for forever, he starts hanging out with her instead of pining after lily to make her jealous. when it works, y/n feels like an idiot for not realising sooner.
i have to say this isn’t my best executed idea, but tbh this is probably one of my favourite things i’ve written- i just love it
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james potter knew he had to change his approach of getting lily to at least tolerate him. ‘jealousy is a powerful emotion’. padfoot had told him this hundreds of times, though he obviously meant a random hookup, james did consider this. he realised it was actually a very smart idea, but not the way he meant.
replacing his normal ‘chats’ with lily for ‘touchy giggles’ with someone else would surely be smart. right?
y/n l/n was a well known friend amongst the marauders, her and sirius sharing similar upbringings and swiftly becoming lifelong friends meant she hung around them a lot. in her time with them, she grew some strong feelings for a certain james potter, and he thought he could use this to his advantage. james never realised that what y/n had wasn’t some ‘school girl crush’, she was in love with him. the only person who knew this was sirius, and it pained him to see his best friend hurt, especially when she was so much better for james than lily. but he couldn’t see it, he couldn’t understand that y/n was always there for him. every time he cried over lily. every time she rejected him. every time he needed help coming up with something to say to her. every. single. time.
james told remus about his plan, who was incredibly sceptical. “james, are you sure this is a good idea? she really likes you… is it smart to lead her on?” this caused james to pause, thinking for a moment he decided “sirius hugs her. sirius puts his arm around her. sirius pushes her hair behind her ear. sirius kisses her cheek, and her forehead. i won’t do anything he doesn’t do, i wouldn’t consider it ‘leading her on’… simply ‘growing our friendship’.
remus had a very bad feeling about this, but in some way james had a point. although he knew y/n would interpret his ‘overly friendly’ behaviour as more.
weeks went past, and james and y/n were growing closer than ever before, she felt as though he finally forgot about his ever growing feelings for lily, and finally realised she was right there. she was happy. every time he’d push her hair behind her ear, she couldn’t help but giggle slightly, feeling a blush tint her cheeks. one day, he used this to his advantage. the two were in the library, studying for some test coming up, and lily was opposite them, glaring. she realised she should have just admitted her feelings before he moved on. she realised she needed to act soon, before it was too late. when he pushed her hair behind her ear, that was her breaking point. she walked up to them, plastering a fake smile on her face when she looked at y/n, and politely asked james “hey, is it alright if we meet up later? i need to talk to you?”. he almost leapt out of his chair in joy “yeah of course, where abouts?” they mutually decided just to talk in a quiet corner of the common room before she made a swift exit.
“y/n/n i’ll see you later alright?” she nodded sadly, feeling like he’d fall for her all over again, not realising he never stopped. “yeah… yeah that’s fine” he left quickly, this time without a forehead kiss, unlike all the other times he’d say goodbye to her. she shook it off ‘he’s just in a hurry’ she thought.
when he got to his dorm, he saw moony sitting on his end and rushed to him. “yes! moony i told you my plan would work! lily asked to see me later, she asked to talk to me. the day has finally arrived!”. sirius, who was sitting on his bed, was admittedly a little confused. ‘plan what plan?’ he couldn’t help but wonder. when james left to talk to lily, he went over to remus. “what was james’ plan to get lily to talk to him?”sirius had a bad feeling, he needed confirmation that his suspicion wasn’t correct. but unfortunately life doesn’t work like that. “before you get mad at me, i tried to convince him not to do it.” sirius nodded, jaw clenched before he asked once again “what plan, moony?” the brief pause scared sirius, before remus blurted out “james realised he needed to replace the time he spent pining after lily with flirting with someone else. i tried to get him to choose some 5th year that has a slightly obsessive crush on him, but he said it wouldn’t work if it was obvious. he decided to make it believable he had to use y/n, everyone knows she likes him. i swear sirius i thought he’d forget about lily and realise y/n/n was better for him, i honestly didn’t think it would work.”
sirius was beyond mad, so he went downstairs to the common room, only to find a certain brunette boy making out with none other than lily evans. then, what he saw next broke his heart. y/n walked in through the portrait hole, and stopped when she saw them. she felt frozen. tears began to prick in her eyes at the realisation. he used her. he tricked her into thinking maybe they could be something. everything was still always about lily fucking evans. sirius rushed over to her, engulfing her in a hug. “i’m so sorry” she just sniffled into his chest “did you know?” she asked timidly, afraid to speak any louder. “no, i swear, i never would have let him do it” she just nodded and held onto him tighter. “let’s get you upstairs, yeah?” she nodded once again, and let him guide her to his dorm. he didn’t know what to do… he didn’t know whether to punch james, or to hex him. to let y/n cry, or make her sleep. he didn’t know what to do. his two best friends, one of them hurt the other, who happened to be in love with him. james fucked up, and now sirius didn’t know what to do anymore.
after about an hour of y/n talking a ‘sad shower’ where she contemplated everything she thought she knew, and what she knows now, she came back into the marauders dorm, wearing one of sirius’ hoodies and some of her own joggers she left there a couple weeks ago. “how you feeling bubs?” sirius asked, to which she shrugged and said “like shit. but hey, at least he’s happy y’know. he got what he wanted, that’s all that matters right?” he shook his head “not if his happiness is at your expense. he shouldn’t have tricked you like that.” the conversation swiftly ended, and she snuggled up into sirius’ bed. oddly enough, everyone in the room hoped james stayed in lily’s tonight. they all knew y/n would want to be with sirius, but they also knew her seeing james would end in more tears, lots of shouting, and maybe a punch and a hex from sirius. heck, maybe even from y/n herself.
ten more minutes later, just when sirius had nearly coaxed y/n to sleep, james walked in. he was whistling that silent little whistle one does when they’re over the moon, that was, until he saw the look on sirius’ face.
“what. the. fuck. james?” he looked at him confused, even though he realised what was going on. sirius found out. “look, mate, before you say anything-“ he was cut off “no! don’t ‘look, mate’ me. why did you have to do that? i get it, you like lily, but use some 5th year that’ll get over it, not someone that’s liked you since they knew you!”
at this point, y/n got out of bed and decided to face james herself. “congrats james, i hope she makes you real happy” she spoke just above a whisper, sarcasm evident in her tone. he didn’t realise she’d be here. “you saw?” he asked, voice breaking ever so sightly, he had to admit, he did feel bad. but it was just a crush… right? “yes, james i saw. thank you, by the way. didn’t make me feel like an idiot or anything!”. he shook his head “i really am sorry y/n, but it’s just a crush. it’s not like your in love with me.” he said, admittedly, quite harshly. y/n shook her head “yeah… yeah it’s ok. cause it’s not like i’ve been in love with you since third year. it’s not like my ‘feelings’ for you matter. they’re just some stupid crush right?” he stood there stunned, y/n loved him?
“james i wasn’t mad that you loved lily. cause i kept telling myself you were the right person, it was just the wrong time. i convinced myself that give or take a few years you’d get over this obsession and realise that i love you! but then you didn’t. and i realised that it wasn’t your fault i fell in love with someone who just didn’t like me that much! but then you did this. james, if you want to get the girl, don’t use me as collateral damage. don’t treat me as some tart you can wave around just to get lily’s attention! because now? now i am mad james! now i’m fucking furious. because i’m not some meat on a bone you can tempt your bitch with!”
when she said that, something in him turned red. “don’t talk about her like that!” y/n turned to look him in the eye, tears falling from hers. “of course! your still thinking about lily fucking evans. the world doesn’t revolve around her james! you can’t get pissed at me for being pissed at you and the girl you used me to get! that’s not how life works. i’m allowed to be mad at you! i’m allowed to be mad at her! because she didn’t realise how great you were until, for once, lily evans didn’t get everything she wanted. she didn’t have you. and then she wanted you. do you see how fucked up this is james?!” y/n couldn’t stop crying, she felt stupid. she felt angry. she felt upset. she felt used. and she felt betrayed. sirius took her into his arms, she was clearly no longer able to form a coherent sentence. “mate, you fucked up. and you’re gonna need to apologise, tomorrow. or maybe in a week. i don’t care! but she needs her friends right now, so either stick to your bed, or sleep in the common room, or lily’s room. i’m mad at you. you may be my best friend, but i currently need to be with my sister. so we’ll talk about this in the morning. but please. just let her get some sleep”
james nodded, looking down. that was the first time sirius called y/n his sister. normally it was always ‘she’s like my sister’. and if there was one thing sirius was protective over, it was his chosen family. especially y/n. he knew he made a mistake, but there was sort of him that couldn’t shake the fact that lily evans liked him. because of course, when y/n was at her worst, the only thing james could think about, the only thing he could ever think about, was lily fucking evans.
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baeshijima · 2 years
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hi yes sO !! im broken. devastated. sobbing tears. hating MY life. 
why? bc uNUSUAL LOVE ARTEM IS NOT REAL AND ONLY EXISTS THROUGH MY SCREEN [insert !! emoji]
this card .
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THIS CARD !!! has me on my knees and wishing i could spend money on games when it was out during sott :/
the moments where both of these cgs occur has me in a chokehold where i’m just a crying and sputtering mess bc words don’t exist. emotions are a lie. i don’t know what’s real anymore.
ik it’s out officially from the top-up event and stuff, but i enjoy this creator’s videos and tls (plus the audio is s-cn, which is what i use ;w;) so if u don’t have the card and would like to read/watch it, then u can use this link here ^^
i’ll be talking abt the card story & video call w/ pictures UTC so ignore for spoilers !!
"Never apologize when it's between you and I." 
okay. do u WANT me to cry again? bc i can and will and already am just going back over the transcripts gdi.
the fact this is back when they first started out as partners.... and they had to . act as husband and wife . and celestine was coaching them on how to act like a married couple . mrs. wing .
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dhmu i’m literally in an unrequited, one-sided pining trope with them . #real
[ in context for rosa trying on jewellery for their mission with the client ]
artem: give it a try, baby.
sir. sIR. AAAAAAAA [falls to the floor and never gets up] i personally don’t like the terms “babe” or “baby” but artem using it seems so out of place that it makes me love him for it bc of the script celestine probably made them recite 😭
artem: then might as well buy them all. it's rare that they all match you so well. [artem speaks as he signals the service assistant to take out the necklaces of other colors, then asked again.] // is there a matching earring with this necklace? [artem looked at the design of the earrings and nodded slightly, then swiped his card right away.]
rosa’s thoughts: we've only been shopping for an hour, and I'm already incapable to calculate the amount that artem has swiped.
literally in tears for the nth time. artem is loaded and doesn’t hesitate to swipe his card for her 😭 he even went past what he was originally supposed to spendhfjgl <///3
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his lil pout :((( when rosa told him she was going to return all the stuff he bought since it was for an act :(((( sobbing :’((((
[The sales assistants from the accessory shops are still the best to handle, the staff from the shoes and clothing areas have all put on a very "understanding" expression with the assumptions that I have gotten pregnant... The staff have all earnestly exhorted Artem and I to come back for new items 10 months later, I can't wait to disappear right away...]
THIS IS WHAT THE SALES ASSISSTANTS THOUGHT WHEN THEY RETURNED THE JEWELLERY 😭😭 I CANT WITH THIS GAME </////3
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darius: the seller was worried that he'd be in trouble, then found a bottle to pour water and gave it to Luo Luo, and lodged a police report. // thank goodness... [Darius looked at Artem that has his hair and face drenched, and sighed lightly.]
i’m so.... so..... sobs. it’s the fact he jumped in front of her so that he would get hit instead, when the chances of it actually being sulfuric acid was there. i hate him sm /affectionate bc he makes me cri w/ his self-sacrificing behaviour :brokenheart:
anywho moving onto the lighter moments bc i don’t have the heart to talk abt their lil moment bc that fucking broke me into tiny shards of sophie and i don’t want to relive that experience :D
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sobbing. tears are being sobbed. i’m a clown. i live in a circus day in, day out. life has no meaning when mc put on this adorable plaster on artem’s injury. gonna cry again goodbye :’D
artem: why are you at this again? we are partners, when it’s between us, there’s no need to say sorry.
SCREAMS HES SOODJFFFFFFKFSNFSDL <333
aND THE WAY HE TRIED TO COVER UP THE FACT HE BOUGHT ROSA A GIFT (the pair of earrings she really wanted to buy on her own later on) BY SAYING HE AND CELESTINE AGREED TO AS COMPENSATION FOR THE SITUATION 😭😭😭 AND WHEN CELESTINE HAD TO PLAY ALONG AFTER ROSA RAN INTO HER OUTSIDE HIS OFFICE 🤧 stop he’s so ugHJDFJLF <//3
artem: even if it’s a tiniest probability, i will not let you face danger. don’t be afraid. // me? if it were for me, i would make the same choice all over again. i’d still make the same decision.
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sophie, sniffling with tears running down her cheeks: i lov u TヘT
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jiminrings · 2 years
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oh i hate u i hate u so much THAT WAS SO GOOD okay let’s go down the line First the call during the kissing scene it was so amazing i loved it so much I WASNT EXPECTING HIM TO CRY i was so sad 😞😞 oc during that scene was so lovely and really throughout this whole installment she was so incredible and jungkook is so right she Is so lovable i Am in love with her she is one of my fav ocs ☹️☹️☹️☹️ when u talked abt how her and jungkook kind of switched as people yeah Rlly opened my eyes and made me love them even more 💔 they r so cute 😭 THE PRESENTATIONNNN the presentation the zoom link the <3 jungkook i love him so bad i can’t believe that anon wanted to brick him WHY WOUKD U WANT THAT … SAVE THAT FOR HBJM ……. Or even liyiak taehyung nobody talks abt how much of an asshole he was (But im still in love with him…) Anyway THE FILM 😭😭😭😭😭 u r so smart UR SO SMART 😭😭 OMG AND THE BABY THE EPILOGUE YOONGI JUNGKOOK BEST FRIENDS 4 LIFERS MY JAW DROPPEDDDDDD ALL IVE EVER WANTED I also loved loved loved oc + jks dynamic this entire series (even the sad parts bc it did show true (Not Bad!!) colors and how they like to feel and handle things that we wouldn’t expect after we read the intro 😵‍💫) because they were just so cute even the parts where they would call or oc came over for the ring i never would’ve expected it even tho i should’ve seen it coming idk y u would just write the break with them completely separate the whole time and crying i didnt think that through 😭 the ongoing miso joke so cute i don’t understand how to train a cat that well all i’ve done is high five and Barely a spin . But anyway this was such an incredible series and i can’t believe it’s over already it went so quick 😞😞 i hope u have fun and relax on ur break i think u said u will be going on one a while back if u r Enjoy it!!!! it is so well deserved 🌟🌟 and thank u so so so much for writing what u write and sharing ur work with us ❤️‍🔥🌟❤️‍🔥 u r so insanely talented THANK UUU - 🌟🌟🌟
MY STAR EMOJI VETERAN I LOVE YEWWWWW .... that call was v difficult to write but oc oh god U Are Right she’s definitely one of my favorite ocs ever <3 they rlly did switch!!! AND THE ZOOM LINKKKK LIKE as a full-time househusband jungkook does Not do emails at all so his permanent signature is <3 jungkook because the only person he sends emails to is his wife 😭😭 AND THE FILM APPRECIATION THANK YEWWW.... that part was one of the very first details i’ve written when i was just drafting out a rough sketch for 478!!! ur so smart the most brickable character ever is lyiaik!taehyung like i am certain he is capable of dragging oc to hell 😟😟 i will honestly admit that this fic’s dynamic is my most favorite ever esp the ending+epilogue and the whole thing!!!! u are still a talented cat owner because my cat is a lil bitch and every attempt i’ve made in teaching her tricks yields Nothing at all </3 thank u so so much!! the next two weeks will be busy for me along with the whole months of june and july so i can’t tell how long and consistent my break will be BUTTT rest assured that i’ll come back <3 THANK YEWWWW
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cheolbooluvr · 3 years
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"love of my life" I'm crying pls 😭❤️ *clears throat* so, how are you doing? 🤗 I wanted to tell you that I keep rereading your stuff, I don't even know why but when you posted the masterlist for "the class president" I immediately went "I must reread this now" yes, I'm in love with that mini series but so am I with all your works speaking of, the sneak peek of your summer collab? Hello? I am so here for this sjsalkdsajd Can't wait til you post it *-* I also love your results of the milestone prompt game, especially- scratch that, there is no especially lmao I wanted to praise "Once, Twice, Three Times" and "Bullseye" because I love me some good old royalty and forbidden love fic BUT the others are just as great :') "My only sunshine" is so cute, how do I get a cuddly, loving Cheol for myself? 🥺 anyway, I think a pt 2 for Wonwoo's royalty thing would be interesting 👀 and I am so sorry you feel like your writing isn't good enough lately :( I hope you overcome this quickly because your writing is just as amazing as you as a person are so don't overthink it pls :( easier said than done Ik ik, just wanted to say that it's also good to know I'm actually not that unknowing when it comes to fanfic terms lmao 😂 but ngl that could happen to me too that you do photography is amazing, I really admire the work of photographers, hobby or not, it's breathtaking when you look at their incredible works I would love to do it too but I'm too lazy to properly look into it 😭 I'm pretty sure at least half of the other hundred people following your blog would read your books as well <3 and Vincenzo, here we are again "you need to prepare yourself" doesn't sound too good, but I'll keep watching :D oooh Chayoung, yes! kind of a rough path, but she really grew on me by now. The tenants are just adorable and I love how supportive and protective they are of each other 🥺 And I think you're right, they do brighten up the show a lot <3 ahahaha, sleep is a funny topic, I do get sleep just not during normal sleep hours lmao anyway, stay hydrated, safe and healthy and take good care of yourself <333
+ so in case it wasn't obvious the long ask you got about 45min ago or sth, it's from me, le moon anon (though I don't have access to any emojis rn ._.)
hehe 🌙 anon i knew it was you, dw ^-^
me waiting for you to show up in my inbox:
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i'm doing well!! it makes me so warm inside to know you like class president so much 😭 if i recall, that was the first time you messaged me, right?? i am a big fan of enemies to lovers, so that one was a lot of fun to write!
i spent a whole night plotting and doing some work on the summer collab, i already made a banner for it, too! i'm so excited to share it (even tho the due date is a year away LOL). but it's looking to be a whole series which i'm very excited abt as well 😁
the feedback on the milestone game has been so reassuring and i'm glad you like them!! once, twice, three times is a personal fave for sure, along w glow in the dark stars :") but yesss cuddly cheol 🥺 lowkey made myself cry writing it bc i was like I WANT THIS!!?!? *SCREAMS*
your and other's feedback have helped me feel a lot better abt my writing, and i cannot stress enough how grateful i am to read it. i'm just such a perfectionist T^T but i'm slowly getting over that and writing to write and practice so i can get better! but thank you for constantly supporting me, it means the absolute world to me!! <3
also i am learning SO much being a fic writer!! fanlore.org is my new friend hahaha like i knew some tropes but i never realized they had names?? like i’ve said before, i’m not new to writing, i’m not new to tumblr, but i am new to writing for tumblr lol
i’ve been into photography since middle school! i would always carry a camera with me to school lol and post “artsy” [read”: cringey] photos on my instagram ahahah dark times :’) but photography is great, and even if you use your phone, that’s a great place to start ^^
hahaha vincenzo will send you on a path of emotions, so best you know what you’re getting yourself into :P i hope you will come to love chayoung as much as i do bc she’s great, so headstrong and funny and determined :’)
hope you’re getting enough rest (i have a messed up sleep schedule too asjdkadj), staying happy, healthy, and safe, as well, my beloved 🌙 anon! <3
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