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"She's not a monster. She's a heartbroken woman living in a time that doesn't suit her."
- Kara Lane on Mrs. Danvers, Rebecca the musical, London 2023 (x)
#rebecca das musical#rebecca london#rebecca musical#mrs danvers#rebecca the musical#HER TAKES ARE SO CORRECT#she never misses I swear#I can't link to an Instagram story#so here's a link to her profile instead#merina rambles
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If you're still taking requests on the polyam drawing thing, D2 with Padme/Rex/Anakin?? (with Rex in the middle getting smoochies 😚🙏💖)
If you're not, then just thank you for sharing I'm enjoying seeing the cute poly/platonic art! 😊
Changed to E3 for a pose, and I’d turned it super self indulgent (pretty purple background for me yay!☺️) I hope you will like it too! Thanks for asking!💕
I really like this look for Padme (mostly because of her beautiful hair), and I also wanted to deck Rex out in something pretty too. It’s a nice pink tinted dream :3
Polyam/platonic poses for these sketches
#I will sit down and learn how to draw pretty girls one of these days I swear#also I think Anakin turned out super cute in the background#rexanidala#captain rex#padme amidala#anakin skywalker#in the role of very supportive and enthusiastic husband and boyfriend#rexidala#my art#poly sketches#tcw fanart#tcw rex#it makes me unreasonably happy#look at it it's pink and purple and soft and gooey it makes me sick XD#but god did I miss this colour palette#digital art#artists on tumblr#I have 9 more sketches like this I should be done by the end of summer right? XD orz#they are very fun though I'm looking forward to drawing most of them#I've never drawn padme before I suspect she should be smaller?#but it's hard to say next to Anakin everyone is small X"D#let's just say she is standing on her tippy toes okay?#answers#mcu-supersoldiers
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please Bioware just give me any indication in Veilguard that Varric and Cassandra are still friends and in regular contact, I am on my knees, one single crumb is all I need to sustain me
#Dragon Age: Veilguard#Cassandra Pentaghast#Varric Tethras#cassarric#look we all know this ship is my catnip#and we are all aware it is never ever gonna be anything remotely resembling canon#for a multitude of story reasons#but I swear to god I would be SO happy with just some crumbs#just...tell me they're friends#they have such weird old married couple vibes already#and I would sell my soul for one little cheeky hint of something more#like Dorian's dialogue in Inquisition teasing Varric#the whole 'What are you waiting for? She's right there!' conversation#idk give me some hint of a 'salacious rumour' about the two of them or something#Varric being cagey when Cassandra comes up in conversation and someone being like 👀#something that you can interpret as a joke if you want to#but throws us shippers a bone#as a treat#it would take so little to make my heart happy#I just miss them so much yaknow
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#I know teen miraxus never missed an oppurtunity to make fun of someone#we have to conside the (hilarious) implications of laxus' evil dad#gildarts the worst girl dad to ever do it#he trys to do the whole bonding over liking women thing with cana but she just finds him gross#I swear I don't hate gildarts 😭#fairy tail#gildarts clive#laxus dreyar#mirajane strauss#gajeel redfox#natsu dragneel#cana alberona#loke ft#gray fullbuster#freed justine#ivan dreyar#sting eucliffe#rogue cheney#bickslow#meme#shitpost#floertoer
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thinking about "I spent the last 15 years looking for you" "I spent 15 years trying to survive"
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"what terrible thing could I have done as a child to receive such a punishment... I had a house, a family, what did I do?"
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"I don't know what you went through, I have no idea but you don't know what I went through either"
oohhhh gêmeos do mistérios you will forever be my haunting muse
#i wanna know what they discussed#their plans if everything hadn't fallen apart#q!bagi's past#how she came to the island#so much was retconned and we'll never know a thing#they were just kids man#qsmp#qsmp mystery twins#qsmp bagi#qsmp cellbit#gemeos do misterio#i swear i make this same post every month but i MISS THEM#i miss what they could have been#at least in the end they were happy
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im so crazy over the tragedy of everything q!bbh does being under a demon pretense even though he's a fallen angel.
do u think he just accepts the demon label because it's easier. do u think he believes it too, and catches himself in his thoughts with "oh, right. im not exactly that". and maybe he believes that he did this to himself? do u think what he did was to protect himself or someone? no matter the fall, he still has so much kindness to give and his brain just isn't wired the way a natural-born demon would be, he can't hold back instincts when time demands it, maybe that's why he fell in the first place.
and when he's finally bad, not good, it's treated like the end of the world, without empathy on why he would act out. do you think this keeps happening? the same scenario, multiple times, every timeline? he has to be used to it. so he has to take it in stride. he's good until he lashes out under extreme pressure, and suddenly he's called demon. and once again he's what heaven made him out to be. what he made himself to be, his brain would ruthlessly provide...
i don't think he wants to be that, though he hides secrets behind secrets of which neither identity is a home... but i don't think he wants to have to change, either. and i don't think that's wrong of him.
...you collapse atlantis ONE TIME and all of a sudden YOU'RE the bad guy and SURE it was FUN but REALLY now,--
#lots of expansion on this in tags beware#this is a draft from 2:40AM the day before i just felt something within me and i needed to write about fallen angel q!bbh angst NOW#this post is brought to you by q!bbh in purgatory and post-purgatory i will never forgive you purgatory 1#no one can bear to have a healthy conversation about q!bbh's behaviors let alone TO q!bbh. BUT IF Q!BAGHERA WASN'T STUCK ON THE ISLAND...#i miss u bbh + baghera interactions let me see u soon pls#he isn't impossible to communicate with ur just not jiving with his autism right u can get through to him i swear BUT TOO LATE he DIED#now he doesn't remember!!! (unless that part of the library is recovered) u lost ur shot!!! (ur issues with him will rise again)#now every time bagi goes “'cause he's a demon” with bbh i go OH MAN SHE DOESN'T KNOW IT'S MORE... it hurts how flippant it is sometimes#because WE KNOW OH MAN WE KNOW IT'S MORE and this concept of him being fallen adds SO MUCH CONNOTATION to EVERYTHING he does#it isn't just DEMON THINGS it's GOD MADE ME THIS THINGS and i just can't wait to know WHY what did you DO!!!#your instincts are to be nice though cautiously detached when your life restarts so WHAT DID YOU DO IF YOU ARE NOT INHERENTLY BAD???#goopert talks qsmp#qsmp#qsmp badboyhalo
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gang I'm not sure I have the courage to come out to my boxing coach
#I need to do some sort of physical activity and that always felt good#but it has always been deadname and women's locker room#then big hiatus from my part#and now I'm back again. again with the deadname and women's locker room#but it feels so wrong#and today I felt like shit because there was people in the locker room#but what is the solution?#to come out ?#they'll laugh.#I don't pass#I never pass#I think people at university don't misgender me only because they're kind#but I don't pass#maybe they'll even nod solemnly and say ok we accept you#but we all know they'll never not see the hips the chest the face the high pitched voice#and I have been stuck here since forever#everyone I know. EVERYONE#is now either on t or can pass#even people who've idk started after I was already going to the therapist because of it#and yes everyone has their own oath and yadda yadda yadda#but why I'm stuck?#I don't understand why I can't go on.#I feel like shit#and mother is ok with it but I know she still hatesthis whole thing#I gave her time I swear#but I miss her#and I tried telling her this and she. she doesn't want to hear it#because in her mind “if you really want it you do it”#like I could pass by sheer willpower#personal
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Yangchen and Aang: *trying to hold onto what Air Nation qualities they have while still performing their duties* Disha, to Roku: You are a spirit of NO Nation. Me: ??????
#Dishaaaaaaaaa#dishaaaa what do you mean DISHAAAAAA#me: *trying to rip apart her psychology with like the 3 lines I have from her*#i know it's a set up for Ta Min to be like “no you're a spirit of ALL Nations! :D” but stilllll I'm stuck on Disha rn#is she trying to get him detached from all the nations? not just fire? is this a detachment lesson?#but the avatar can never fully detach.....#silly talks#it's just interesting how RoR they are trying REALLY HARD to strip away his Fire National heritage#and how Yangchen/Aang struggle to keep hold of theirs#and how Korra's during S2 takes sides#(is it suppose to be a parallel to kyoshi?)#(kyoshi tries to distance herself from her own nation on her OWN not bc someone tells her to)#(kyoshi's also special cause she had a duality going on but that's a different topic)#reckoning of roku#roku#hmmmmmmnmmm#i have to re-read RoR maybe there's something I missed but I DON'T WANT TO RE-READ ROR IT SUUUUUCKS TT0TT#funny how disha says this and then gets the damn Air Nation involved to fuck Kyoshi over#It's weird they single Roku/FN out... is it because its the Fire Nation?#and is it bc of what the FN is GOING to do? Or is it bc of Szeto?#Cause I think it's foreshadowing for the former and....I don't like it#It's not good foreshadowing. It's foreshadowing that doesn't make sense#it feels like “oh you better distance yourself from ur country now buddy! cause they're abt to do something bad!” kind of foreshadowing#instead of like “that pebble lek picked up and is the same one that Kyoshi will use to kill Jianzhu”#Like the former feels PANDERING to ATLA rather than it making sense in the story#roku salt#(i'm working on the asks I swear~!)#this just popped into my head and I-RAAHHHBAHBJFJKLDSAJF TT0TT
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Posting this by itself because :) I just feel like he should have gotten to wear the mech pilot suit at least once..
(my AU black version and the og green)
#Legend of Korra#Baatar Jr.#LoK#WIP#[ since this is from something silly I wanted to post this bit because he is serving very cunty#even if you know he's talking about accidentally ingesting caustic chemicals lol#this was def self indulgent but also why couldn't he have worn the suit at least once sobs#we had one chance#I don't actually think he uses the mech suit hardly ever even though he has his own personal one#but on rare occasions he does and gets in this outfit and Kuvira are you okay? Are you good? Has anyone checked on her?#I feel like this outfit is what causes her to take a serious sanity hit LOL#she just drags him away by the hood and no one sees them again for like 4 hours#or she's just like “You know what I think he could use my help :)” and proceeds to be everything but helpful#idk how anything in this regime gets done I swear#the most Baatar ever used the mech suits was when they were first being built#idk dude I love a man in a working uniform sobs#I knew someone would recognize the mech pilot suit hehe that made me smile because yeah :)))#it felt good to draw Baatar again sobs I love him so much I've missed him#I do kinda wish this sketch was cleaner but I wanted to at least post it now in case I never did lol#I should to a proper illust of him in the pilot suit one day just for the pure self indulgence of it all#give myself a lill treat you know? ]#Neon Ocean Art
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While you'd think the relationship would have moved at a truly glacial pace, once together, it's only eh....five or six months before Samuels comes back to their flat with an actual honest-to-god engagement ring. Logically, they're living together, they've exchanged words of intentions for this to be a long term relationship, so he figures he should do this the proper human way.
Unfortunately, Amanda balks at the concept of being/engaged/ because what the fuck, Chris, (not counting cryo) I haven't known you for a year yet??? Poor thing assumes her distaste is because he grossly misread their situation and his place in her life. She has to stress to him that it's not him, not the color of his blood ("Amy, it's not really blood,") just that its awfully fast. Its enough to calm him down but he's still embarrassed, and then the horror of having to return the ring occurs to him and--
"Why would you return it?"
"You said--"
"Hold on to it, for a little while." She never wanted to be anyone's wife, anyone's mother, anyone's possession...But if anyone on the planet would understand the hesitation she had with commitment, it would be the man she helped carve company logos out his fingerprints.
"Do you mean it?"
It breaks her heart, the way he's beaming at her like she actually accepted instead of requesting an extension, but his sheer /joy/ is infectious. He's like her, so very dry and to the point, their shared sense of humor is subtle, sarcastic, and often dark--yet she cracks, and she's giggling. Samuels can't laugh: almost no synthetic can by design, it's too complex of a biological process to bother mimicking but she knows if he could, he'd be joining her.
He over thinks how long "a while" is and goes through a monthly crisis, takes to carrying the ring in his coat, but never asking out of fear it hasn't been long enough. Amanda finds it there one day about four months later, while looking for a missing key. Christopher finds her sitting on the bedroom floor, glassy eyed, coat over her knees, twisting the ring around (of course it fits perfectly he probably laser measured her hands)
"If...you want, you can keep it on." Amanda nods slowly, the realization of the 'yes' sinking in belatedly she she has to stand shakily to hug him. Tightly.
#ripuels#alien isolation#ive misses them so much#like theres an actual novel im writing rn and a couple other ships that rotate but THESE TWO....#theyre always lurking#sometimes i rotate thru characters in my head at night to see what theyre up to#most often theyve just ended their day#and amanda is showering off the grime of work and chris is making her dinner#while the tv reports a news story about some debate about synthetics and he only half listens#more than anything it reminds him not to forget the coolant in the freezer and amanda walks out of thr bathroom with her hair wet#barefoot and in an oversized band shirt and a pair of his boxers#he smiles a little. not at her long bare legs or her obvious lack of a bra but bc he likes her hair down#she makes a remark about the news story and he deflects it with some dark humor#she walks past him to the fridge for a beer and they play a board game over dinner that amanda has never won even though chris swears#its just chance and no skill#they stay up too late and go to bed and nearly pass out immediately#amanda stays awake just long enough to make sure Chris's charger is working#and then falls asleep while he reads a book ii the dark
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suki nakamura is.... ✨ an icon ✨
#( ooc aka ferre talks. )#( she is not only an icon )#( she is a moment )#( charms not just u but also ur parents )#( makes ur parents think she's the perfect daughter )#( is this in reference to her charming ray's mom )#( YEAH ABSOLUTELY )#( i wanna be like suki nakamura one day...so much talent so much willpower :'D )#( i can only hope to have like 1/4 of her power okie 🥺🥺🥺 )#( even if i am not on her as often )#( pls know my heart is NEVER far away from her )#( i've beeen....wanting to get back more into prose writing )#( i got published once...it's not going to be my only time i swear )#( ....i am also tipsy )#( so i will...write some more and then sleep <3 )#( i miss though....being around my rp friends )#( how does one be more outgoing with them is the real question :'D )#( okie i go now care you lots <3 )
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you have got to be fucking kidding me.
#i swear that has to be a sign#how should i kill myself haha#i mean it tho#im so done#fuck my plans#im never going to get any if that back#i dont care i don't care j dont care#i miss it so abd#i eish i gaveher my number.#even if she was awful#i wish i did better at it then#i wish i made better friends of jt#i wish i couttding them again#and maybe mars is dead and the guynwith the bades is dead and maybe the kid who shock from his od is dead and maybe the kid who did the#runner and spoke to shakey guy about drugs is dead#a d maybe the girl who hated me for no reason is dead and maybe the one who wore the same clothes everyday is dead#maybe their allm dead#i wish janet fucked off then and let me stay in control#ut would have gone so much better if janet fucked off andeft it to me#i hate janet i hate janet#whu did tmyu haventi ruin it#ive never felt that accepted before m#the nurses were evil and all but they were all like me the kids#i miss them so much#i can bearly see their faces anymore#constrained to singular memories#ii ksiss tjrm#i wnanrkrk hlo back#i whidb inpikled kid mdkinnoff in chunck#i misd them
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LIOSLAITH, dnd 🌿 | LIOSLAITH, dnd ❄️
UNA + the cannibal, hotd 🐍 | ALVA, asoiaf 🌸
VINDAMEA + shadowmere, tesv 🐉 | VASHA, eso 🌊
TAGGED BY @risingsh0t, @chuckhansen, @shadowglens, @corvosattano, @jendoe, @florbelles and @leviiackrman to use this cutest picrew for a few loves! ty so much!
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#only if you want to! 🤍🕊#oc: lioslaith mac ruaidhri#oc: una nathaira uller#oc: alva amaranthine#oc: vindamea verenim#oc: vasha uhlchesis#DEAR VASHA I WILL BUY ESO AND I WILL PLAY YOU THIS I SWEAR IT 🌊✨😖 thats dearie girl!#the cannibal but make him fun sized 🐉🌿😌🖤🖤#GODD UNA CAME OUT SO TERRIFYING AND THE LOVELIEST IN THIS THE WAY IM SHRIEKING??#the energy she exudes in my mind TO THE LETTER..! im sobbing i adore her sm!#nobody in westeros is doing unhinged like her !#aeggy: she’s never done a wrong thing in her life she told me <3 i know and i trust her ✨😌🌿 and he’s right!#its the fate card lighting inflames in the black and green it’s the WILDFIRE emerald hue to her eyes! im shrieking!#lioslaith you are the cutest in every season 🌿❄️🥹 THATS MY BABY I MISS HER <3 thinking of my baby!#alva and the pinks and the little sun earrings like! she’s the most precious u know? dearie girl <3 !!!!!#that’s my maormer! that’s my vampire ! that’s my vestige ! she’s the best!#vinnie trying not to finish the contract that was had on cara at the party at the embassy ✨😵💫😌 he looks FANTASTIC and she hates him for tha#and he knows! he got all dressed up for her ! he loathess these events and he went ! for her!!!!!! that’s called love besties!#leg.ocs#leg.tagged#t: picrews
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Mm
#i hate myself sometimes#i really fucking hate myself sometimes#i fucked up a relationship for my host and ill never het to exolain myself#he says hes not mad but i know he misses them and he got so fucking depressed over it#i keeo messing up i keep being so fucking mean#im always so fucking angry and scared all the time#i feel so fucking ugly and gross and just Bad#i dont like my body i dont like my face#i never have the energy to talk to people and it makes me such a bich#im always such a bitch to everyone#and i dont know how to stop#and i dont know if i can actually get better#fuck#i miss my friends#i dont know if they even think of me as friends at this point#because im always fucking gone#i never talk abouy my problems because i knowif i get upset ill be a dick again#i dont know how to stop#im trying i swear im trying#bit i act like my grandma i always have#and i dont know how to stopm#i hate how similiar wr are i hatebit i hate it i hate it#im the one who was there when she. did tha. to us#im the one who had to have that memory#im fhe one who felt it#andbi know its my hodts trauma too#but ive always felt ot ive always been the one who had to carry it#and im just#i do not think i am a good person#i do not know how to be a good person
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Need smth to heal the soul
Now imagining Adelinde still squooshing Diluc’s face in her hands, bc no matter how old and rough’s tough that man may get, he is still her baby. Her dearest son boy. Her sweet little angel (forget that he has Murdered)
#☆ ┆ ( .ooc. );#//Can you imagine that first time seeing each other in 4yrs?#//Her near frozen in shock as he steps to her; eyes downcast in shame and awkwardness#//Trying to find the words to say; things he practiced in his way there; all gone Poof the instant he heard her gasp & saw her face#//Still as he senses her suddenly approach; then just MELTS the instant her hands cup his face; the FIRST gentle touch he’s felt in YEARS#//prolly tears up and starts sobbing before she does; practically collapsing into her arms and holding her so tightly#//So tight; as if he’s scared if he lets her go; she’ll disappear#//Her holding him just as tightly; thanking him for coming home; thanking the Archons for bringing him home safely#//Abt how much she missed him; how HAPPY she is to see him; making him silently swear to NEVER break her heart like that again#//Idk little thinkings as I try to scoop up the putty my brain turned into & attempt to cobble together replies#//bfbfbbd#//That is her SON#//I sometimes forget I have Addie as a muse Jdbfbf#//I should prolly put her in the list; actually-
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