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i miss now you see me so bad, its my favorite movie of all time and theres no fandom or anything im so sad
#now you see me#nysm#daniel atlas#merritt mckinney#jack wilder#hanley reeves#lula#she has no last name for some reason#dylan rhodes
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sunrise on the reaping is where headcanons go to die.
#thg#the hunger games#thg sotr#sunrise on the reaping#i think itâs actually a little concerning that this is the first thing i thought when the book was announcedâŚ#i have an entire list of victors⌠i have wrote a scary amount of lore abt them⌠i am terrifyingly attached to them#but like even the canon victors!! if beetee doesnât win the 40th iâm jumping off the roof.#if wiressâ last name is confirmed and itâs not lisiecki suzanne and i are going to have words.#(i hc her as polish and for some reason this hc is very personal to me. she also has to win the 48th. i donât make the rules.)#if brutus doesnât win the 43rd! if lyme doesn't win the 46th!! if any more victors are mentioned by name i will jump out of the window!!!#suzanne donât you test me#so yeah anyway!!!!#normal abt them.#(i am not in fact normal abt them)#(fun fact i have a pinterest board with sections for each victor. yes it does have 1500 pins. no it is not my biggest board)#so yeah i am so sorry for the rant in the tags but its my post and i do what i want <3#sotr#second quarter quell#oh yeah also the first quarter quell victor!! if their mentioned by name.. or district⌠or anything i swear to actual god#suzanne im outside your window. yeah i just want to talk.#for legal reasons this is a joke#itâs not important that if any of these things donât align with my personal fanon i will probably just ignore them. thatâs not important.#dayne talks
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Worth mentioning that I'm partially switching doctors bc when I was running all over the place trying to get my surgery shit set up in time, and I went to the bloodwork lab for the second time, I vented just a little bit to the woman who's been working there a long time. being like. I've had to do this and that and my doctor said this and that he can't find this... and she was like Hmm. You have Dr. (name of my doctor), don't you?
#SHE KNEW HIS NAME#his practice literally has a reputation at this lab for being a huge mess#bc she regularly gets his patients having to boomerang to the lab.................................#that was quite a day. this was some weeks back#ofc. since it was before surgery#sergle.txt#and she wrote down the name of this other dr. for me. and I haven't gone to see him yet#but he's at least never had his fucking license suspended#this wasn't the Reason but it was the Last Straw in deciding I'm not going back to this doc and I hope he dies#I was already becoming painfully aware that I think he's incompetent#and I was realizing that I was so upset about the idea of Him administering an EKG for me#him specifically. bc I had read that you gotta take your shirt off and ALSO YOUR BRA#even though when I got the ekg at another hospital I got to keep my bra off. but anyway#I SPECIFICALLY didn't want HIM to do it. and like. well I can't have him be my doctor if I feel that strongly.
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THE BEST OF PRIORITY: EARTH (PART 1 - REVAMPED)
Ft. Staff Cmdr. Sophie Oliveira-Shepard Alenko-Oliveira, Cpt. Arno Delacroix, and Zaeed Massani-Shepard MIRA'S MORE CANON ME3 "Shadow Broker resources? Yeah, they might be good for a lot of shit, Dove. Convincing the brass to get off their asses and do something about the Reapers? Not one of them. Think that one might be up to you, this time. Entertaining diction and goddamn fucking all." Mass Effect 3: Legendary Edition (2021)
#mira makes gifs â¨#sophie shepard#arno delacroix#zaeed massani#mass effect#mass effect 3#dailygaming#TBO:ME3#MORECANONMASSEFFECT#heyyyyy do you guys remember when i used to make those big fucking gif sets of the me3 missions? :)#i brought them back just a little bit :) but i felt inspired to make them a little more canon :)#zaeed is a certified little shit when it comes to soph. he will die if he does not find some way to constantly annoy the fuck out of her#he is also certified âi steal my husbandâs clothesâ (sorry regis but heâs not sorry in the slightest)#i like to think he has very one-sided beef with arno. he pisses him off for a reason zaeed will not disclose to anyone (it's a dumb reason)#SPEAKING OF ARNO :) my beloved boy :) iâve only shown him in renders but :) enjoy in game arno :)#i will never be more proud of anything in this galaxy than i am of the work i did getting his head ported into game#holy fuck all of the work to weight paint those lip piercings and do blending and conversion work on his face textures#he turned out so well and i am so proud of him :) those lip weights will never stop making me :)#(also his cybernetic arm is sick as fuck and i love him and could rant about my favorite pilot all day)#my favorite normandy pilot :)#i ended up making way too many gifs so this is a two parter :) i blame bioware for making me swap 9 pawns in 5 files in the prologue :)#i wanted as much content out of this swap as i could get because it turned out so much better than the idea i had in my head so :)#thanks i guess for my partial mesh swap suffering bioware. 5 files for just the prologue walk is wild though lmao#yeah there's a little bit going on here :) definitely some changes from the last time i gif'ed the prologue :)#i made some decisions about canon that are very not bioware ME3 canon because fuck bioware ME3 canon :)#also yes i gave soph a promotion. fuck ME canon lmao. soph gets a promotion lol#she also got a name change too ;)
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[Train ride :D!]
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#this one fought me some. ngl. was aiming for 'soft and fuzzy feeling' but i think i ended up in muddy territory again :/#but i'm happy with it i think. it wasn't meant to be complicated. but just for funnsies. rushed headache filled funnsies. but still fun :]#idw scavengers#misfire#crankcase#fulcrum#tf idw#humanformers#transformers au#maccadam#i need a name for this au maybe? at least. if i plan on drawing more of it :/#gonna think on it ig#they went shopping tho :D. getting some late gifts and stuff ig. idk. holiday vibes tho.#the giant dino plush is for their version of connie. which i haven't decided if it'd be canon-like or more 'son boy allowed'#its also for misfire honestly. she's kinda attached to it now#also if fulcrum looks drunk. its because she is. a little bit. on love and good cheer <3 just kidding. it's probably eggnog or smth#crankcase didn't want to take the train. she has a perfectly mostly functional blue jeep that she has a hate/love relationship with#she got out voted tho. for the vibes#misfire is sleepy bcs train motion is like the ultimate sleep inducing thing i swear to god. as soon as it starts its all. honk. mimimimimi#also also. forgot to mention this the last time i drew fem!misfire. the reason her sweater is kinda rough is because she fidgets with it#its uh. its well loved. and a little chewed on. and stained. and probably not the cleanest. but its her's <3#krok and spin are homebodies ig. so the gifts are for them. also i had meant to make one of the gifts blue for nickel. but i forgor :|#ok. i gots to go. dinner calls. but <33333#my art
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i donât talk about bridgerton on here but just to clarify. i will not be having ANY eloise hate on this account. i will bite.
#eloise bridgerton they could never make me hate you!!#addressing the normal talking points one by one to get them sorted:#- âno i donât care that eloise called pen some names after the discovery. she was devastated and furious.#she can apologise in the future but in the moment of course she said it#- âyes pen did write about eloise as a way to save her but that doesnât mean it hasnât possibly ruined eloiseâs life#- similarly: eloise isnât (just) angry that she was written about. daphne also went through whistledown and it very much terrified her#so have many other women including marina#- eloise is betrayed because she told pen everything and is realising pen told her nothing#(and sheâs probably thinking about any secrets she might have said to her best friend that could now be used against the ton and her family)#- as claudio said: being regency gossip girl isnt a moral girlboss thing its deeply harmful tbh#- âpen did have reasons to become whistledown! that doesnât mean that sheâs innocent or right!#- eloise isnt now friends with cressida to spite pen lmao sheâs alone and scared and cressida was the last person who offered her friendship#she has no idea how to manage society by herself#(and she needs someone to improve the reputation of her and her family)#- im also convinced she has other ulterior motives for befriending cressida. like sheâs keeping an eye on her or smth#- eloise didnât just ignore anything pen said and thatâs why she only just figured it out. pen deliberately didnât speak like lw to hide it#the moment she did eloise was like huh thatâs weird she doesnât normally talk like that. and THATS when she figured it out#- eloise just found out her best friend has betrayed her and been hiding this massive secret#but she hasnât told anyone. not even her own family. im not hearing out any accusations of HER of being disloyal#- also pen clearly wasnât that upset at writing about eloise bc the moment eloise and colin upset her she went straight back to it lmao#side note but no i donât think the queen is going to name her the âemeraldâ or anything because sheâs suddenly in the spotlight#eloise is tbh the only debutante she actually consistently recognised (for good or bad)#a new dress is not going to be interesting for charlotte to change her whole tradition#tl;dr i love eloise and i will die on this hill#eloise bridgerton#bridgerton
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who else haunted by an apology you never got the chance to make???? đ¤Şđ¤Şđ¤Ş
#this isn't too serious this is about my college roommate#i was awful and i think about it all the time and wish i could send her a pizza and say any resentment is justified i'm so sorry#but i don't keep track of people. i don't know her last name i don't know how to contact her or if she'd even want that#i just think about it constantly for some fucking reason#if you're out there....man i'm sorry i didn't try harder to be friends i was 19 and at my absolute worst#I'm sorry about the illegal rat cage i never cleaned#literally i wish i could pay you reparations you wouldn't have to say a word to me just receive 'you didn't deserve that' + 50 usd#i think part of why this particular memory is so persistent- and has been for years like it constantly comes up when i'm tired-#is because the stakes are relatively low#like i was just a shit. i was just annoying and unkind. and then we both moved on and i'm better now and i assume she's ok.#the scope of it is just small enough.... like a burr. in my brain.#I'm hoping if i throw this into the ether i won't think about it as much lol#m2a
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âł SIDE HOTD (1 /â ) đşđš MYRANDA OF MAIDENS MOUTH ââ i don't belong here, i don't belong anywhere. (x) (x) (x)
#t: edits#*hotds#c: myranda#i just wanted to get her outta my head ig.#she's the only kid outta the five of them that uses the stark last name tho#literally just makes it her business tbh she has NO reason to be doing what she does#post dance she'll most likely stay south of the wall to like...experience adventure and stuff but#yeah....literally just here.#she holds no real weight tbh i just wanted to mess around with concepts#literally the random relative you've never me that just shows up randomly like can we hang out???#probably gonna do one of these for elsa and some of the other side hotd hoes just to stay on like a edits#or creativity schedule or something#in a ton of pain rn with back and leg issues (have no idea wtf is going on) so just trying to keep busy and off of webmd
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not to be bitter about the Durins again but it will never stop pissing me off to a burning degree that in the movies KĂli dies off in a little corner with no one but one elf he met two days ago around, and sheâs nerfed to the point sheâs utterly helpless until RIGHT AFTER heâs killed. It feels so bullshit and unfulfilling. I remember me and a friend were huge fans of the Durins (her even more than me) as well as the little KĂli and Tauriel side story back when the movies came out, and we watched it in theatres and she literally said she would never watch that scene again bc it disappointed her so badly. She skips it to this day. Bc why the fuck did they have KĂli die for an elf he barely knew (I like Tauriel but it is trueâ theyâve known each other for maybe two or three days total) over the family he ran out into battle to defend, the family he set out on the quest with and the family that he was so proud of. Why was he not with his brother, or trying to defend his uncle who was still very much alive and in danger? Tauriel literally just serves to get KĂli killed in that scene, bc they nerf her (CAPTAIN OF THE GUARD. Even against a tough orc she should be holding her own) but have Legolas out there holding his own, and it is nowhere NEAR as emotionally devestating as the single sentence weâre given in the book of how KĂli and FĂli went down defending their uncle. I can almost excuse the change in how FĂli dies bc it does hold emotional weight, but KĂliâs death going from the devotion of family even to his own doom into dying for an elf he has puppy love for while being totally cut off from the other dwarves fucking killed the scene for me. And there isnât really even a good payoff for Tauriel afterward either. We just leave her there regretting she ever loved him. It hurts me so damn much, and not least of which is because for every video someone does as a tribute to Thorin and his nephews, it always takes a sharp left turn into Tauriel watching KĂli die all by himself and it doesnât even feel related to the otherâs deaths. I think it would have felt much more like the best of both if theyâd kept KĂli dying defending his family, and then have Tauriel come to him as heâs dying. But thatâs not what happened. It fucking sucks. I promise I do like the movies but I will stand hard by saying that itâs weakest writing is the latter half of the second and the former half of the third movie. It only really picks up to consistently good scenes at Thorinâs battle with Azog in my opinion. Sorry for another brief hater moment but man. Man.
#lotr#the hobbit#sons of durin#thorin oakenshield#kili#fili#kili and fili#(their last name isnât Durin but Iâm tempted to tag it as such since I see a lot of people use that.#though to be fair what other character is named KĂli or FĂli out there lmao)#I fucking LIKE TAURIEL. but she is not more important than his family. like she is a crush he has but UR BROTHER JUST DIED MAN.#UR UNCLE IS ABOUT TO. IM SORRY BUT TAURIEL SHOULD BE ABLE TO HANDLE HERSELF AGAINST A SINGLE GODDAMN ORC.#ISNT SHE A GENERAL??#PLEASE. it hurts so bad. and they have the GALL to remind us abt DĂs w the stone afterward. like family was at all involved#in how KĂli died beyond what sent him up the stairs. I donât even think his last thoughts were portrayed as his family in the movie.#it looks like all heâs thinking about is Tauriel. not the fact that his mother will never see him again. not that he failed his uncle.#not even that he didnât get to avenge his brother.#then Thranduil comes in and it feels awful bc she doesnât seem to get any payoff for her character.#and this is a personal nitpick but the dialogue there just. it doesnât end satisfyingly.#the âbecause it was realâ like never felt impactful to me. it actually felt kind of cheesy?? Taurielâs lines actually have weight to them#and then Legolas movie bombs that scene too and we just. forget about Tauriel over there VERY LIKELY dying from elven grief#âgo talk to the 12 year old in the north. for some reason heâs already called Striderâ#and KĂliâs body is RIGHT THERE. theyâre doing nostalgia bait and MCU level âohh this guyâ shit RIGHT AFTER THE DURINâS DIE
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i've got to say, i'm extremely interested in jace's parents, stephen and celine -- and amatis, and her relationship with stephen -- but particularly the implication that celine was murdered instead of killing herself?? i'm losing my mind. i always kind of suspected, but semi confirmation? holy fuck. poor celine. part of me wonders if valentine killed her because he sensed that the angel blood was changing her, too -- not just the baby; the way jocelyn herself was changed -- and he sensed he wouldn't be able to control her. and/or celine just stopped trusting him after he essentially murdered stephen
#i want to talk about an au where celine lives and raises jace but valentine still bides his time and comes back#for so many reasons...#but also i saw a post mentioning that stephen and celine would have named jace will#and idk if that's true... and who knows if jace would have ever gotten the heavenly fire if he wasnt raised by valentine#(i think you could swing it tho... valentine would have considered some weird ownership of jace)#but... imagine this jace saves jem and jem is like holy fuck. holy fuck ive been saved by will herondale#the mortal instruments#tmi#the shadowhunter chronicles#tsc#disclaimer i havent read her entire story in gotsm but it's on my list#i dont wanna speculate but like... she was eight months pregnant and the baby was all she had left of stephen sooo#suicide tw#ooo another interesting but wild and implausible one... au where tessa somehow picks up that valentine has abducted the last herondale#and ends up adopting kid!jace ala kit
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would like to know the lore of my own oc that i have had for like ten years
edit: found an old sketch of her... i basically drew her for the first time eons ago and haven't changed her design ever since (sad that i won't be able to find those drawing again)
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#she is lots of things but she is also randomly dw master's sister. have been thinking about the idea of her being their daughter ever since#missy dropped that the doctor gave it to me when my daughter line#i was like twelve when i made her up okay!!! i basically stole clara's echos concept for myself but made it cooler. she is basically a#gallifreyan girl trapped inside of doctor's tardis and she exists there like a ghost spooking his companions without any memory of her#previous life. and she also has like a ton of echos bc when tardis appears in the parallel universes she creates it to keep the link with#said universe through the echo. whenever the doctor reappears there the link is no longer needed and said echo dies. and so. i basically#recreate her in every fandom i have ever been since then having some explanation in my head for me just basically using same character over#and over again AHAHAHAH#her original gallifreyan version died in the tardis bc she listened to the doctor's yappinh about travelling to other worlds too much#and like. when she tried to steal her tardis defense mechanism was meant to trap her (i remember listening to some first doctor audiodrama#where the same concept was descibed). that led to that tardis being decommissioned#but she still trapped her??? dying spirit??? in the eye of harmony which allows her to exist in some form#the only reason she is related to the master is bc they are my favourite dw character and i like to think that the fact that the doctor#was partially responsible for her death hit the last nail in the coffin of whatever they had HAHAHA#i remember when big finish did an audio drama with the master brainwashing a random girl to think that she was his daughter and i was like#NO HECKING WAY THEY DROPPED MY OC'S LORE??? HAHA THE LOSER STILL MISSES HER#i need to do something with her again. i guess#my post#yes that star trek oc is ger echo as well#too lazy to fix tags forgot to write down the part that yes tardis defense mechanism killed her#i dont know how to explain her being related to the master bc i also remember myself being a loom truther. but the doctor also had#susan? idk guys i haven't been in the dw sauce in a minute#i like to think that she HATES hates doctor's guts bc she has this subconscious envy that they are able to leave the tardis and explore#other worlds but she isn't bc she is trapped in there. girl if you only knew that you also exist as a plethora of other people in different#worlds. also her gallifreyan name was MILLENIA haha subtle foreshadowing#she also hates most of doctor's companions for the same reason. i bet that short period of time when missy was in twelfth tardis was#rather funny bc both of them didn't recognise each other#she holds like. 50% of responsibility for tardis malfunctions
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Tmw u miss an oc but aren't in the vibes to draw them again so u just go and refind ur old art of em.
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#i only really like the last two anymore#and maybe that red pen headshot...#look if yakl want I can ramble abt her full backstory & life & shit. or ill do it of my own accord l8r idk#fun fact Florence came to be from me being a vampire bride in a Dracula production#we only existed for a Dance in a single scene#so we were told to make up backstories/names for ourselves for acting purposes#and the next year I did a mild bit of expansion on her when I was in a Sherlock Holmes production as just a londoner...#cuz i mean#what happens to the brides when Dracula dies...#ok i tjink its assumed they die too but they never said anyrhing in the play so i can do what I want#and she is VERY specifically based upon that production of Dracula#where we had like.. 11 total brides.#the rest is less important but its the play where they switch Mina & Lucy for some reason??#that reallt has nothing to do with Florence though lol#gem stop yapping in ur tags#artz<3#sketchbook art#oc#vampire#vampire oc#i tuink i accidentally deleted a tah oospie. mobile idk#anywahs yea what it was is that if yall want i can ramble abt her some time.. or on my own accord l8r lol idk
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Ghostbur âStressing Out His Mother Since November 17th 2001â Beaux
#my post#dear wormwood // fic#his last name is Beaux :)))#courtesy of a friend!! she gave me the idea and I simply really liked it#but yes he is an absolute HANDFUL#Charlotte (his mother) really just. she has her hands full. she really really does#because her son decided to be born four freakin months early#for some goshdang reason#heâs lovely in this au donât get me wrong#heâs the sweetest boy in the world and Charlotte loves him dearly#but also. four months early
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one thing about vox is that he is always keeping up with the times. from the information he sources from hell itself to the power of the other vees combined in his personnel, it becomes mere seconds before he manages to at least hear of it.
... announcements are always quick to come out before finalised products though.
#â đş . â đ¨đ¨đ.#velvette mentions being the back bone of the vs and vox wouldnt even deny it ... he values how much she gains from social media and the lik#hell even do the same for val even though he seems to hold some frustration to the way he handles things in the long run ...#he truly supports what they do because. at the end of the day#the only thing that matters is that vox is the narrative. the way it has been for the last 7 years since alastor disappeared#the radio is the only other source of information people can get. something vox was never privy to during his arrival of hell#( he's always been a tv head .... the radio has no screen )#so the fact it stays strong is the most /irritating/ thing for him at the end of the day#you can play radio on the tv. but anything on the tv that gets played through the radio is simply. just radio.#hes been controlling the narrative for too long. when th updates are quicker than he is#his influence is that powerful to simply make it all just a matter of time for him / that he is the reason it comes into play.#after all. who can tell him he isnt and still expect to keep their head on their shoulders? ... only one name comes to mind
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sometimes i think about my spn oc and how i rewrote everything about amara to interact with the story i was trying to tell about her. there were some really neat ideas in that i need to recycle for something one day. like, in the show proper, they just let amara take over a human baby and thatâs fine, but amaraâs not Meant To Be Here. this entire universe is one constructed in her absence. saying she can possess a human body should be like saying if you took a person and sent them to a universe where 1+1=3, they could just figure out how to function within that.
which in story took the form of Amara being something that could not be Understood, only Rationalized. a force locked outside the narrative who could only get inside and destroy things if given a role within it. by the Winchesters as A Monster To Face. by Chuck as Wayward, Unreachable Sister. and by miss oc as. simultaneously a projected creature to be saved, an amalgamation of injustices done to herself (and others) that would never be righted but could be made up for by being a part of this. and as something impossibly powerful that could be both protection and purpose.
and the Darkness wasnât any of those things, really, but to have agency in her own story required new shackles, but ones she was always straining against. she wouldnât fit inside the confines of a human mind, let alone a body, at least not well enough to leave it Intact. like lucifer burning through nick, but Worse. because the burns were an expected outcome of skin not strong enough to hold him. humans were built for angels, some were built better and some worse, but theyâre meant to work. putting amara in human skin should disconnect the skin and mind and soul from the reality her brother built itself, i think. slowly. bit by bit.
and at the same time, iâd gone and written the kind of wild scenario you really can only write for your thirteen year old mary sue, given that spn oc the part of herald/high priestess/failed vessel. which she pursued with wild abandon like that would fix anything wrong with her <3
in the end, running alongside the borrowed family theming of the original show was my own theme of âhow much self-annihilation will you accept to make your point. are you accepting it, really. or are you seeking it.â not just physically, in letting something unmake the base components of what you are as it tries to fit inside you or in it constricting and suffocating itself beyond self-recognition to get inside in the first place, but, obviously, itâs supernatural, how much selfhood do you cede to your family. is it worth it.
it was interesting, if nothing else. let thirteen year old me cook. she had ideas.
#spn oc#donât mind this iâm rambling about nothing i felt nostalgic about her (<- my oc)#there was also an explanation in the mix for why amara was called amara in this au too despite. you know. not being a baby.#and it was like. a vesselâs desperate attempt to separate itself from the thing inside it by naming it something other than itself.#like a last moment of self-preservation. the opposite of lucifer using nickâs face and us all agreeing to think of it as his. you know?#and amara means beauty.#itâs a very human need. to name things. and the thing is that humanity itself is antithetical to what amara is. in this au.#not because of any inherent quality of it. but because it was not made with her in mind.#i keep bringing up lucifer but heâs such a good comparison case of what thirteen year old me was trying to construct here#and what i can better explain now that im. not thirteen. but its that. lucifer has beef with humans because they have common ground.#the only reason he can hate them is because theyâre recognizable to him. terrible little cockroaches. but something he understands.#amara as i conceived of her could not hate or love or understand humanity. or the world. or anything as we know it. because it was not made#to be seen by her. it was made with the express purpose of her never encountering it.#when i was thirteen i wanted her to be so much more alien than she was. unfortunately this is supernatural and supernatural deals in#Just Some Guy forever and ever <3#but it was my story so i made her fucked up and weird and beyond comprehension.#except. of course. when forced to bend into a shape that makes her Not her.#i donât think proper envesseling would have been a process either her or the oc survived. not because theyâd die but because theyâd get.#stuck? i think? that was what the intent was. that theyâd get melted together like plastic toys.#chuck had a nice smooth envesseling in this au because these toys are made for him.#and angels need consent and angels get bleedover from their vessels because the toys are shared with them but theyâre closer to being toys#themselves too.#iâve rambled enough honestly no one cares about this but me aksjfkjfks#what was i talking about. right! the naming!#the naming of amara is a nail in her coffin because she is named and it is so human to be named and to be perceived and to be shaped by that#perception. even without malicious intent. even to be looked at as destruction itself and be named beauty.#in the same way you kill what something could be by learning what it is. the way a unicorn dies when you discover how rhinos were drawn.#does that make sense? thatâs what kills her. bit by bit.
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like i genuinely cannot believe thegall that she has quinn saying that oh they loved being servants... really??
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"âI let them go into the front parlor together, and then I went into the kitchen for lunch, where Jasmine was just telling Big Ramona that they were rich. I hated to break up their happiness with my glum looks and I blamed it all on hunger. Besides, Jasmine had always been rich and so was Big Ramona. They just never wanted to leave Blackwood Manor, everybody knew."/end ID]
#twist rambles#vc posting#sorry im so fucking sick of it. 1. set in 1990. 2. she does this w like quite literally EVERY slave character (of which most are barely#prominent characters outside of her using antiblack stereotypes. as im sure u can imagine which one of those a character named big ramona#fits.) and 3. we are really supposed to be on quinns side after it seems he pressured jasmine into sex after using terms such as#âmy chocolate candyâ âcafe au lautâ âmilk chocolateâ to her. like out loud. we are supposed to like this guy?? like her racism (annes) know#no bounds atp#ask to tag#yeah haha the servants loveee being here lol they dont even need to be paid ^_^ theyre just that rich bc we are some of the GOOD ones. jesu#and this has been going on since the start of the book and just keeps on coming over and over#like not even to get into how all of these esrvants are objectified and jasmine esp is just reduced to a sex object. but the seconddd quinn#sees a white lady hes literally proposing. but jasmine isnt good enough for that in the narratives portrayal of her. its all fucking vile.#i dont want to hear ANYONE say she didnt have horrific handling of race when all this happens in this book and last book had mar.ius#referring to an indian man like he was an animal and had no human qualities. like genuinely i do not think ppl know how bad it is bc most#ppl stop after the first 3 books. and for good reason. anyways good god im so pissed off. my beautiful lj buddy had about 3 paragraphs on#the insane classism she demonstrated last chapter and it rly just keeps continuing to this chapter. like im sorry idc abt how rich quinn is#i need him dead. for many reasons. anyways good god. this book is hell.
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