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an-absolute-nightmare · 7 months ago

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dude i have issues

#why does my mother condescending on me or not listening to me trigger me so much #why do i go from zero to crying with actual tears in seconds when she refuses to see my perspective #this is not something knew #she always does this #she has always done this #i have lived with her my entire life #so why the fuck #do i get so so so fucking angry nowadays #why do i see red #and what am i even supposed to do about it #getting angry does nothing except burn my blood #i have a boxing bag and i can't even fucking punch it #because of my fragile fucking nervous system giving me fucking migraines over the slightest fucking exertion #fuck #her voice grates me when i'm feeling like this #i whine and whine to my friends every day and i get tired of that too #i am sick and tired. i need a break from her #i need her to let me grow up #fuck. if things would've worked out differently she was gonna allow me to live in a hostel right now #and here she won't even let me travel alone for an hour

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introspectivememories · 3 months ago

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was it casual when i sat in your lap in public? was it casual when i said "recently my heart is crying because you're leaving"? was it casual when we decided how your last name would fit with mine? ("yuki tsunoda-gasly" / "no tsunoda, only gasly" / "yuki gasly?") was it casual when we sang adele's "someone like you" together at your going away party? was it casual when i knew it was you just by touching your ass? was it casual when i knew it was you by smell alone? was it casual when "will you miss me?" / "for 2-3 minutes maybe" / "i'll take that. even if it's just 2-3 minutes, i'll take that"? was it casual when that bus was completely empty and we still sat right next to each other, all the way in the back? was it casual when i picked you up multiple times so you could dunk a basketball? was it casual when i begged to come over to your house multiple time and then you finally let me and we cooked fried rice together? was it casual when we played christmas twister together and i said "your big eggplant is touching my ass"? was it casual when we were pressed up against each other on a scooter going two miles per hour? was it casual when-

#edit: tinytauris fact checked my post and they sang 'hello' not someone like you & it was 'your big monster' not eggplant #everyday i think about the fact that yukierre should've been what lestappen is now #i should be able to go on the yukierre tag on ao3 and it should say 'showing 1-20 of 6745'#they were genuinely so fuckingg weird about each otherrrrrr #im being so serious when i say that if they ever came out as gay/bi/whatever i really wouldnt be surprised #literally just 'okay?? fork spotted in kitchen cmon now' moment #anyway i think about that moment on the bus soooo often #will you miss me? / maybe for 2-3 minutes / ill take that then. even if it's just for 2-3 minutes ill take that #hwat the FUCK #i was going 'gay gay homosexual' everytime i saw them together #yukierre #yuki tsunoda #pierre gasly #also im like 90% sure that everyting i worte down actually happened but if i wrote smth down that didnt happen #and my yukierre infested brain just conjured up please let me know #also ive had this is in my drafts foreverrrr (re: since july) so if this has already been done im so sorry #i always feel like such a loser making posts about driver relationships lol #like 'oh look at that weirdo that got too invested in people she doesn't even know'#whatever im getting to introspective now #1k

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bixels · 4 months ago

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vague-posting about this here cuz i don't feel comfortable yapping about my su takes on twitter, but after everything that's happened the most interesting thing about the su fandom to me is that so many are 100% there for applying the "everyone can change and deserves a second chance" message to everyone, even the diamonds. except for one ☝️ she doesn't count. cuz she's dead.

#personal #very extremely delete later #ok cutting the vague post this is about a “whose the worst cartoon mom” twt post with pink diamond in the running #and a bunch of people pointing at her. the woman who died in childbirth and never got to meet her child. and she's literally next to #mother gothel. the baby kidnapper who kidnapped a baby #i'm always gonna be a pink diamond nuancepilled defender. she was a shitty entitled teen who grew up with a silver spoon in her mouth #then got self-radicalized and rebelled for both selfish AND selfless reasons #“this show is great because everyone makes mistakes and learns from them. except the pink one. she's bad and dead forever.”#anyways this is a crit towards the fandom not the show #“she had steven so she could selfishly escape her mistakes and put all her burdens on her child” or she wanted a child #“she abandoned her family” or she died during childbirth #“she started a war that got thousands of gems killed and mutilated” and if she hadn't nobody on earth would exist #the fact that some fans are more willing to jump to white diamond’s defense when talking about her reformation and redemption #white diamond—the architect and supreme ruler of a 10000+ year old fascist empire—has 10000% done worse more unforgivable things than pink #guys even blue diamond has shattered gems before. like not just kill them but permanently split their souls into pieces.#ruby called her a “SHATTERER.” she was INFAMOUS for murdering people. pink never shattered anyone #for fans of a show that explicitly says nobody's truly a villain you guys sure do want a villain really badly #anyways “we need more compelx female characters y'all couldn't even handle rose quartz” etc. etc. etc.

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nobleriver · 4 months ago

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The Walking Dead | Mercy (8.01)

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tabithatwo · 2 years ago

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#melanie my queen forever and ever #she will always be adored by the gays #my first celebrity crush and I was so correct for that she has NEVER done me wrong #melanie lynskey #shauna shipman #yellowjackets cast #yellowjackets

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surreal-duck · 16 days ago

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some business to take care of

#i was tempted to caption this as she was a skater boy and she was also another skater boy but #duck scribbles #midoyuzu #enstars #whats up guys im being embarrassing again on main #been wanting a new phone wallpaper and this was born. its the lesbian version though im not showing that #midori takamine #yuzuru fushimi #yuzumido #ensemble stars #also have additional doodles that r kind of corny and im too ashamed to add into the main post so i might add on a reblog or maybe not #midterms were so awful i had to keep reminding myself i can go ham drawing whatever i want once im done. and naturally its this #anyways ive always liked midos city rider fit it suits her so well #always wanted to find a good one to pair w it and the wink killer 2nd half xscout was toooo good i was inspired immediately #finally could use this good ref pic ive had saved since forever i need to draw backgrounds more too it was rather fun somehow #mental state has been yoyoing an insane degree lately like come on i dont need to be reminded i am a useless hunk of meat every other day #with nothing good going for them. college is amazing at reminding me of such god bless #i have bad tendencies to self isolate behind the excuse of concentrating that i am trying to fix . but its hard to get back when i do #not to mention the entire Big Event happening over in good ol amerika serikat!!! my apathy is naturally immense #but whats some peace of mind here and there idk. im gonna read yuri

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crescentfool · 10 months ago

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judgement day 🌕

#persona 3 #persona 3 spoilers #aigis #minato arisato #makoto yuki #nyx avatar #lizzy does art #a belated january 31st from me to you! i technically started this at the start of january but got a lil sidetracked teehee! but its done no #i am forever enamored with the fight with nyx avatar- not only is she gorgeous but the boss fight's design really sells the themes of p3 im #i still love how much the major arcana are intertwined with p3's story- from the full moon operations and the final fight #and the lengthiness of the fight. i personally don't consider it tedious bc i came Very Prepared (its the love for grinding in tartarus!)-#but i think that the length has always been a testament to the indomitable force that nyx and nyx avatar are- something that should be-#impossible to go against! yet sees continues to show their perseverance in the endeavor because that's the choice they ultimately made.#i hope to get the chance to draw nyx avatar again sometime! she is absolutely lovely to draw. i had a lot of fun working on this :D #and i also hope everyone has been enjoying the remake <3 i've been enjoying it a lot but i won't be elaborating here. take care!

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undefeatablesin · 7 months ago

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Thanks Eileen, I honestly hadn't noticed... 😨

#sin scribbles #bloodborne #good hunter bloodborne #hunter bloodborne #eileen the crow #eileen bloodborne #(yes this is based on that one buzz and woody meme LOL)#(this is always the mental image i have when i meet eileen LMAO)#(i dont know if this has been done before but STILL)#(enjoy some bonus silliness)#(ruza stands there wishing she ignored that stupid god damn letter more than ever)#(i love eileen i rly should draw her more)

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islandlobster · 9 months ago

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SCHMOVIN' !

#wind waker #ww link #ocarina of time #oot link #majoras mask #mm link #toon link #young link #she/her for wind link . as always xo #my art #cannot believe hyrule warriors AND ssbu gave us them being friends and no one has done anything with it #lfrt

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lilianade-comics · 2 months ago

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My brain gaslit me into believing that Valerie got her outfit upgrade in D-Stabilized because she was the only remotely acceptable thing about that episode, so imagine my surprise upon watching Flirting With Disaster again and Technus, Lord of Drip and Shipping Gray Ghost, shoots her with the drip-upgrade beam and she (and everyone else standing around her) doesn't even question it.

#danny phantom #text #there's also the fact that she literally has no major appearances between those two episodes so it's no wonder I forgot tbh #it's always been a close contest of “Which DP character got Done Dirty the Most” for me but at least the other characters had SCREENTIME #like what is worse?#Being a good character and then by season 3 turning into a generic caricature of yourself?#or being a good character and then being MIA from the story for no sensical reason?#or being the character whose sole purpose for existing is 'let's character assassinate the family-driven antagonist by being his victim #TWICE and just f-ing off into the void afterward because WHO CARES ABOUT ANYTHING MATTERING OR BEING NUANCED & FUN'?#I love Danny Phantom and I'm not being ironic when I say that. I'll be thinking about this show and characters FOREVER

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navree · 4 months ago

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Incorrect, the fact that Biden has dropped out and a candidate with history of supporting medicare for all and being more receptive to a ceasefire in the I/P conflict has made me go from "I cannot morally support the Democratic nominee" to "I am voting for the Democratic nominee despite the fact she isn't perfect in every respect." I'm really happy this played out. The Dems for the most part abandoned the old Obama platform and it feels like its possible an actual progressive agenda could come to pass in my lifetime.

Kamala 2024!

If you weren't going to vote Democratic in this election before Biden dropped out you're a dorkass loser who does not care about any of the issues you're yammering about here and also a fundamentally bad person, and I hope you get run over by a bus.

But you got one thing right in all of this gibberish, Kamala 2024.

#personal #answered #anonymous #i mean let's be clear here no president is gonna attempt to be progressive ever again within my lifetime #because joe biden tried to do like 25% of that and got ZERO fucking credit #he did so much on healthcare on reform on loans on so many social issues and for all his litany of failings on i/p #he has been distinctly harsher on netanyahu than a good chunk of dems and certainly the entire republican party #for the first time since i was four we are not involved in any wars as americans and that is thanks to joe biden #but the thing is that he gets no credit for any of it!#him pulling out of afghanistan caused his approvals to tank in a way that never recovered #and leftists gave him FUCK ALL for it #they gave him nothing they just continued whining that even tho he cancelled a bajillion in student loans #he didn't actually cancel a QUADRILLION dollars so both parties are the same and voting is the most arduous task known to man #no democrat who is running is going to forget that catering to leftist/progressive policies gets them zero leeway with those supporters #that it not only tanks numbers but you still get constant haranguing about it anyway #so they're not gonna do it #we are gonna get fuckall for at least a good fifty years #and anything we get will be utterly in SPITE of people like you anon it will happen in spite of everything you've done #mostly because of people like me and mine who understand that voting is the bare minimum #and that for the democratic process to work the way you want it to you need to participate and not pitch a fucking fit #like a four year old who was told they can't go to disney this weekend #like i know you ratfuckers are happy this played out because this is all a game to you and you don't actually care #but that's why i've got zero faith in you people and why i'm glad it's my kind of folks #actual die hard democrats who have always been hardliners for supporting democrats in every possible election #who are picking up the slack and donating to harris and supporting her agenda #which is the exact same as biden's because she's his vice president and they share they same platform #because that's what they were both running on! twice!#anyway fuck you please feel free to find a necktie and test how tall your doorframe is

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starflungwaddledee · 5 months ago

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at long last i present... a proper starstruck dee reference sheet! 🎀✨ have a peruse and learn a little bit (but not too much!) about this totally normal waddle dee!

#starstruck dee #my art #🎀🔍#hey google how to make a complex reference sheet for the most basic character of all time. waddle dee in bow.#i do like making layouts and i really enjoyed squeezing a bunch of details and lil secrets in here!!#all bar one of the stickers at the bottom are from my tourney rpg! i think i've actually done some of my most on-model work of her there #dropping the cursed lore on you that like all my waddle dees she's Bald. Bald and Shiny #reblog to slap her bald empty head #also despite being quite simple she's also flexible. colours don't have to be exact. constellations simplified. details dropped. etc etc!#casually reminds folks multiple times that she's an adult! she's my sona so we're the same age and i'm an adult!!!! thanks #sorry to harp on about it but i've literally had people send me death threats about this! she's an adult and always has been #please please be normal about her! she's my sona! thank youuuuu! okay yay!

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boarcide · 3 months ago

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I truly think that one of the biggest tragedies in BEAST in regards to the Akutagawa siblings is that, at the core of it, Ryuunosuke viewed himself as a beast, and showed his love in a way a beast would, while Gin was the only person who ever saw him as human and judged him accordingly. She did not see a beast acting like a beast, the way everybody else did, she saw a human acting like a beast and it’s part of what drove her away.

The ADA saw their rookie detective at his worst, and watched—and continues to watch—him grow from a beast to a human over time. Consumed by hatred and only knowing how to be cruel, and slowly learning how to become human.

Gin saw her brother at his best—the best he could be in their situation—and then watched him grow from a boy to a beast within moments. The scraps of humanity that he had, all disappearing into rage so primal it no longer made him seem human.

#I was unhappy when Gin called her brother a monster in that scene after all his efforts to find her again #because I was treating her like Canon! Gin and not by the different experiences they’ve lived #i always thought that saying that to him was cruel when she’s known him since they were in the slums #but the thing is. He did act like a monster. by human standards he was a monster to others #he mutilated and butchered people even as a child. even if it was done out of love #he had no regards to holding back his brutality and maimed people. even if we understand its cause of how he grew up #he slaughtered countless of mafiosos—perhaps even subordinates under Gin. people who were simply there at the wrong place at the wrong time #I think the dislike of BEAST Gin has greatly to do about perspective #she is not like Dazai or the reader who knows the circumstances or his mind #she is not like the ADA who saw Akutagawa at his worst #and lastly she is not like Atsushi who can understand her brother like he’s her other half. he’s not #akutagawa is effectively a stranger she used to know. someone she is familiar with and has tender feelings for #but not someone that she /knows/. he is not someone that she /understands/.#bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd akutagawa #ryuunosuke akutagawa #akutagawa ryunosuke #bsd gin #akutagawa gin #gin akutagawa #bungo stray dogs beast #beast #beast akutagawa #beast gin #bsd beast

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kagooleo · 7 months ago

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johto’s champion and chronicler for the deity of the ilex shrine, it’s lyra!🌿

this one took me a while due to trying out different techniques (studying a Lot of art nouveau) and making a couple changes to her outfit (the details help), but I’d like to think she’s learned a lot in her journey and wanted to reflect her experience more in her champion fit

her specialty would be in fairy types and her meganium’s divergent evolution is grass/fairy 🧚🪷

and a bonus w/ the johto gang after the photoshoot!

#kagarts #trainer lyra #meganium #pokemon hgss #get ready for a bigass tag wall again HYAH #her team picks are meganium (grass/fairy + shiny!) azumarill togekiss alola ninetales gardevoir and clefable (mega evolves for fairy/steel)#terrains and high sp atk + statuses galore + her dino can cause a stronger confusion (like toxic w badly poisoned but its w/ Bad headaches)#i'll probably make changes as i go design wise for meganium but colors were inspo from sampaguita flowers #the flower's associated with true friendship and utilized in medicines or given as good gestures in various traditions and celebrations #and also bc she's 🇵🇭 babey!!!!!!!! i'm slapping all my favs w the pinoy beam and not even the dinos are safe >:]#since her dino is shiny a lot of the colors are just a few color diffs where the little orbs are + warmer tones. gotta make a ref sometime #not sure if I should tag the others bc the focus is on her. but the quartet always pulls thru for each other #i like thinking silver gets comfortable enough to be the friend that's “s'cuse you my Friend asked for No pickles”#silver in line picking up her food like “yeah yeah i know her and btw that’s CHAMPION lyra to you. YES she ordered a strawberry shake”#both of their meganiums are Best friends and silver likely uses his dino when you rematch him (and his would beee grass/dragon)#calling this piece Done though oh my god this semester has been nuts. don't wanna take any longer on a single piece or i'm eating tree bark #tumblr's gonna kill the quality on it but idgaf im Done. i need to tidy up my sheezy now

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vellichorsdesire · 5 months ago

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do you ever just. cry about your f/o

#/pos #i have done this way too much times (has just cried yet again)#this is like. the third or fourth time at this point actually #i love her waaay too much it’s insane i just want to!!! be witb her forever #she’s always been there for me for so long i can’t imagine otherwise…#i love them!!!!! i love them i love them i love them i love them #❥ vels ramblings

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luna-loveboop · 1 year ago

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My favourite thing about Sonia is she has her “I’m royalty sitting through a boring meeting and I hate it here but I have to keep face so I’m just gonna keep smiling” face down pat

There is no interest behind those eyes she does not give a crap about hearing Gabondonkle sound ominous in the slowest voice possible for five years. She’s royalty being dignified, but in reality she’s just thinking about Rauru’s abs or something

She’s so cute when she’s being polite

#gafondork shut up already #it’s almost tea time god could you talk any slower #she looks sooooo bored #I love her #the pan to her face in this part has always cracked me up cause she just looks so done while being polite #Sonia #queen sonia #totk #Loz #Loz totk #ganondorf #Zelda #legend of zelda #tears of the kingdom #the legend of zelda tears of the kingdom

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