#she gives me “tickle me and die” vibes

[goodnightmemes]

AGATHA ALL ALONG SENTENCE STARTERS

❛ You don't seem like yourself. ❜

❛ If you wanna be in control, you can be. ❜

❛ Is this really how you see yourself? ❜

❛ Do you remember why you hate me? ❜

❛ The things that you're roasting me for are the things that make me dangerous. ❜

❛ How long have I been here? ❜

❛ Call me "nosy," I'll cut out your tongue. ❜

❛ Can you put on some clothes? 'Cause you... 'Cause you're naked. ❜

❛ Do you remember pain? It kind of tickles, doesn't it? ❜

❛ Maybe I can't kill you, but I can make you wish you were dead. ❜

❛ I am not the only one that wants to see you dead. ❜

❛ Ugh! It really warms the heart. ❜

❛ You don't have a heart. ❜

❛ Be sure to tell the vengeance-seekers I said hi. ❜

❛ That's why I saved you from the spell you were under. ❜

❛ Wherever you are, a coven there shall be. ❜

❛ I feel really optimistic about this. ❜

❛ So you're a bit of a kook. Every witch has their process. ❜

❛ Witches like you are the reason people think we poison apples, and steal children, and eat babies. ❜

❛ Don't you miss the glory days? ❜

❛ The path you're currently on leads nowhere. ❜

❛ Hey! Where do you keep your jade eggs? I'm fresh out of marbles, and my pelvic floor is all over the place. ❜

❛ I haven't seen you since I made a really pointed effort to never run into you again.❜

❛ Historically, we as a group don't do well in courtrooms. ❜

❛ People like you are dangerous. ❜

❛ Are there any real witches in the house? ❜

❛ What a team of rejects. ❜

❛ This is just a really, really, really horrible party. ❜

❛ It's giving "middle-aged second chance at love" vibes and I'm here for it. ❜

❛ Okay, so a witch is really just another name for a bad girl, is that right? ❜

❛ I'm not saying that I wanna join the club or anything, but I would drink the blood of a virgin if it would smooth out some of these wrinkles. ❜

❛ So the hallucinations seem chill. ❜

❛ I can't protect you! ❜

❛ I do not wanna die here. This is not where I die. ❜

❛ They can take your power, but they can't take your knowledge. ❜

❛ I didn't think you had it in you. ❜

❛ We were supposed to look out for each other, but we didn't. That was our fatal mistake. ❜

❛ I wish we could go home. ❜

❛ People can't be replaced. ❜

❛ Are we in trouble? Like, more than we were ten minutes ago? ❜

❛ Honestly, I don't know how to feel. Do I hate her? Or do I want her phone number? ❜

❛ I'm feeling impatient. I'm feeling like I wanna cause some damage. ❜

❛ Once vengeance is loosed, you can't reel it back in. ❜

❛ The only way to end a curse is to face it. ❜

❛ Sad is better than angry. ❜

❛ You don't have to know a person's name to know who they are. ❜

❛ Are you really defending a noted serial killer, you creepy lurker? ❜

❛ The moral of the story, kids, is always finish what you started. Also, mercy is overrated. ❜

❛ Who better to commune with the dead than someone who's put so many in the grave? ❜

❛ I mean, or we could just slit her throat. ❜

❛ But we were getting along, weren't we? We were clicking. There was unity. ❜

❛ She's possessed! For real this time! ❜

❛ I hate ghosts. ❜

❛ Why do you hate me still?❜

❛ You were born evil. ❜

❛ Please take me with you. ❜

❛ She was protecting you. But you don't deserve it. ❜

❛ I couldn't... I couldn't control it. ❜

❛ Death comes for us all. ❜

❛ You're so much like your mother. ❜

❛ We love you more than we could ever hope to communicate in human words. ❜

❛ You don't need to be a psychic to see that you're a good egg. ❜

❛ Enjoy the now, baby. It's the only thing that's certain. ❜

❛ Nothing in my life has felt normal until I met you. ❜

❛ I want you to know the real me. ❜

❛ You're so adorably trusting. ❜

❛ Word to the wise, don't go sniffing around there. ❜

❛ You seriously don't know what kind of crazy that lady eats for breakfast. ❜

❛ I panicked, so I ran. ❜

❛ Could we, like, maybe not, with the physical violence? ❜

❛ Power doesn't interest me. ❜

❛ Yeah. Well, what you did was ehhh … but life goes on. Yours, anyway. ❜

❛ I mean, I've killed...uh...my share. But you don't see it holding me back. ❜

❛ Don't you dare feel guilty about your talent. You survived. ❜

❛ So you broke the rules. Big deal. That's what kept you alive. That's what makes you special. ❜

❛ I don't need you anymore. I don't know if I ever did. ❜

❛ If you really wanna finish this together, just know that I do not trust you. At all. ❜

❛ You'll get a nosebleed trying that hard to read my mind. ❜

❛ Hey, you want straight answers, ask a straight lady. ❜

❛ Tell me what more I should see, when I look at you. ❜

❛ You know, we really hated each other from the beginning. But now...I love you, guys. ❜

❛ I'm a forgotten woman. ❜

❛ Death comes for us all. It is what we all have in common. ❜

❛ I can see all the pieces falling into place. The gaps are filling in. ❜

❛ I'm telling you now because soon I'm not going to remember any of this. ❜

❛ I hope you'll join me. ❜

❛ I needed you. My coven. ❜

❛ What can I say? I like the bad boys. ❜

❛ I loved being a witch. ❜

❛ That's it? That's all the... That's all the time I get? ❜

❛ This can't be the end. It has to be the beginning. ❜

❛ I watch you. Just as closely as you watch everyone else. ❜

❛ No one in history has had special treatment like you. ❜

❛ You gave me nothing. You took. ❜

❛ Why do you let them believe those things about you, hmm? ❜

❛ What fresh horrors await us! ❜

❛ You seem relaxed. Usually at this point you're either complaining loudly or freaking out loudly. ❜

❛ It's nice. That feeling when your body knows it's safe. ❜

❛ Sometimes...boys die. ❜

❛ Congratulations, my love! I'm sorry I didn't have a ribbon for you to run through. ❜

❛ Why don't you want me? ❜

❛ Power looks good on you. ❜

❛ You do this and I will hate you forever. ❜

❛ Please let him live. Please, my love! ❜

❛ If you want to survive, get used to this feeling. ❜

❛ I cannot protect you from what's coming. ❜

❛ I saw you die. ❜

❛ And now, I'm a ghost. Can you dig it? ❜

❛ By the way, I did not sacrifice myself for you. I took a calculated risk. ❜

❛ You're making fun of me. This is just one of your tricks. ❜

❛ You have something of mine. I know you took it. ❜

❛ Why are you still here? Why won't you just die? ❜

❛ I'm sure he would forgive you for... whatever you did. ❜

❛ We could make a good team. You and me. ❜

[emilsgrippers]

whats your opinion on how the seasons should be ranked??? my favorite characters happen to be from my not favorite seasons and i was curious what your rankings were

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it may be a tiny bit controversial but here we go gang

From fav to least

—-TDWT /TDI.

I love all of the songs in WT. I enjoy Alejandro very very much, and I found it genuinely just fun and enjoyable. Naturally there are some things I don’t like in said season, like the fact Team victory was obliterated before they even tickled a hair on either of the other team’s necks….but still, I liked it. I loved Blaineley, loved Alejandro loved the after show I loved it.

And for island…it’s the first, it just had that vibe. That nostalgia of watching the show for the first time that I cant(don’t feel like) putting in writing. Again it was a good season that I very much enjoyed :)

—-TDA

TDA could have been tied with the others above, but I remember I was trying to finish it really fast and every non elim episode pissed me off so fucking much. I was genuinely so mad , plus Gidgette first boot so…(totally unbased) but otherwise it was still a good season and while im still upset that

——RR

“RR is a spinoff!!!” Well no other season has Brody in it so?? I love RR a lot. I reeaally love the around the world seasons they bring me lots of joy. I loved Josee and Jacques as villains, I enjoyed the rivalry with the Cadets…of course Brody special mention…and Geoff you can’t have Brody without Geoff in RR. It’s like chicken tenders with no ranch you need fucking ranch (restaurants that serve tenders, take notes. I’m tired of asking for ranch.) it was just a joyous season plus Carrie was voiced by Bridgette’s VA!! And part of the reason I like bridge sm is because of my dearest Kristen Fairlie, so I enjoyed hearing her again all season.

——ROTI

It was ..really hard for me to get used to a whole new cast??? Like it flipped my ass 180 I was baffled. But I immediately fell in love with Zoey and she’s still my fav ROTI character. I was bummed it only had 13 episodes especially when I started liking it…but I mean makes sense since there were only 12 contestants. Still though!!!! I liked it very joyous. But I didn’t like the ending. Zoey going home caught me so off guard I don’t know what happened afterwards because I jumped up to text my friend in sheer horror.

—REBOOT S1

This is kind of where the liking meter drops down to ‘whatever they’re all just there’ . Reboot S1 was good again uh whole new cast to get used to which im great at (lies). I was very disappointed by the ending because I feel like it was really predictable and It saddened me. But it’s okay, I just didn’t care for it too much…I guess that’s kind of in spite since I watched every Reboot 1 episode in 3 part TikTok videos.

—-AS

I know I know truss why is AS so high what the fuck. Well, Alejandro. Robot Alejandro specifically. I love Alejandro like he’s my child. The rest of the season holy shit. I’ve seen explosions less chaotic than that season. It was an entertaining watch though I guess I’ll give them that. Zoey being so. I guess she was always kind of oblivious but somehow more oblivious that hurt really bad. I hate mal though If anyone cares…we have a whole ass villains team why did we make a new crappy villain. But in happy Zoey won. Go zoey go.

—REBOOT 2 (SPOILERS)

It again just. It wasn’t my favorite. I didn’t like Emma in that challenge with the bridge thing & like the personalities or whatever? Yk what I mean… but anyways. Saddened by some of the early boots like very saddened. It was good but like I said just not my favorite. Didn’t sneed to see ripper buttered up, like ever. I didn’t like prileb at all…im a huge Caleb fan but I just was not rocking with it. They did have cute moments I’ll give them that but..nuh uh. Wayne winning caught me off guard but that’s okay we all love Wayne..apparently from die hard angry Julia fans, though.

—-Pahkithew

I KNOW everybody puts pahkithew/ AS last but the only person in the Pahkithew (now P for short) cast I really like is Sky. I mean I like Jasmine, I like Shawn yk, I like Ella…but if you asked me randomly for my fav Pahkithew island characters I’d say “Well, sky…uh….thats about ..it..” because I forgot so much of that season it’s insane. Hated skave hated how apparently rushed(looking) skys ending was. Sugar was fun though I enjoy sugar.

I’m sure this is probably controversial in one way or another I don’t want to hear it im I can’t I don’t want to no not listening lalallalal. It’s always so hard for me to make lists of like rankings or whatever because I’m so neutral on so many things. Like Pahkithew? I still like the season it’s just simply not my fav. AS? Not my fav. It’s really just separated into

FAV!!!

not fav.

thanks for reading If ur actually reading this because that’s impressive.id have gotten bored

[noel-levine-fan]

my personal op/ed ranking bc why not

note: uhhh all of these are good songs made by talented people even the ones at the bottom of the list i enjoy. also only ones with lyrics are included (bad end ed+ second bonus stage ed dont have lyrics). + i initially had comments for each song but honestly none of them really added anything so . no comments

[new] changed a few rankings and actually decided to add comments

#10: Spring dress by SENTIVE (Wilardo's Conclusion Wilardo's Ending ED)

I'll admit when I first heard this song I didn't care for it at all, but after listening to it with headphones on I realized I actually quite liked the song and it's gotten stuck in my head a ton of times. I thought it might end up higher on my second judgement, but my appreciation for the song above this also appreciated since I first made the ranking, so... it's hard to rank this against Outrunning Sunset because this one is more of a bop than Outrunning Sunset but I have overall more positive feelings about Outrunning Sunset. Might change in the future though.

#9: Outrunning Sunset by ALARAY (Sirius's Conclusion ED)

This is another case of a song I thought I didn't care for much when I first heard it, but it's grown on me, but the biggest thing that boosted my appreciation of this song was looking at the translated lyrics as I listened and I nearly cried, which I cannot say for any other song on this list. (Trust me, reading the words on a page is not the same as knowing what she's saying as you listen to it. Her voice is so powerful...) I feel bad putting all the ALARAY songs so low because they're deeply touching, especially feel bad putting this one this low, but this is still one of the songs I'm least likely to put on.

#8: DANCE by ALARAY (Bonus Stage OP)

DANCE is a vibe and I have a stupid grin whenever I listen to it, but it's not really my style of music, and that's all I really have to say about it. It's honestly hard to rank against Inno-Syndrome because I like Inno-Syndrome's style of music more but have more fun when listening to DANCE. Ranking may be subject to change.

#7: Inno-Syndrome by ALARAY (Sirius's Conclusion OP)

This song also has really touching lyrics, but it's less likely to make me cry than Outrunning Sunset because the sound of the song is generally less emotional. Of ALARAY's songs that feature in Witch's Heart, this song is definitely closest to the kind of music I listen to. I dunno.

#6: Silver Boat by Kouichi Morita and Yui Hitsugi (Witch's Heart ED)

I initially had this one higher but I realized that is in part first game bias. I will admit, I'm not the biggest fan of the vocals for this song (like I really like the singer's voice itself but it's more her style of singing that's not really my thing, which is why I kind of prefer the new version sung by someone else, but I also feel the new version feels a lot less edgy, and I like my songs edgy, so... but either way I'm ranking the version in Witch's Heart, not any other version, so), but this is definitely is very similar to my music taste as compared to the previous songs, and the swing of the music just...!! Yum

#5: COSMOS by SENTIVE and Riku Hayama (Bonus Stage ED)

I initially had this beneath Silver Boat but I realized I really do just like COSMOS more. It tickles this nostalgic 2000s itch (bc it's literally from the 2000s lol) while also giving such an immaculate tragic vibe and oouuugh.

#4: Luna by Kouichi Morita, Mary, and Sayaka Haraguchi (Noel's Route ED)

Luna is hard to place because I never think to listen to it but when I do it's such an immensely powerful song and I'd actually die for the segments where the piano is going off. It's hard to rank against other songs here because it's not in the same tone as them so this may be subject to change but God does Luna just...

#3: Voice of Glamour by Take3 (Wilardo's Conclusion OP)

I had a phase where I couldn't stop listening to this song. Like it just makes me imagine a distant world with the full moon and flowers and that's probably precisely the image you want to evoke for WC.

#2: Coagulation Factor by Oki Koebi and, Yoshina Haramori, L!sa, and Potwi (Wilardo's Conclusion Claire's Ending ED)

Initially had this as #4 but I genuinely cannot stop listening to this song. I could listen to this anytime. This song is so yummy and like it just gives such ??? such a vibe??? I feel like these comments are becoming more incoherent you guys i

#1: Moon and Wolf by Kouichi Morita, KEI, and Minori Okumura (Witch's Heart OP)

I need to know what genre this is because I need more of it. I don't know how to describe this song but like I just. I can feel this song and it feels like a doomed story and it feels like grand and energetic. It was like at least in my top 3 spotify wrapped songs for 2024 I just. This song

[friedfriedchicken]

I finally finished watching TF:EarthSpark S1 (please give me like 2+ seasons) and I have gathered all my thoughts into one silly list

Love how Alex Malto is very Filipino honestly. Like- it's so small but he's very there and he's the only fictional Filipino I've ever seen in anything live-action or animated that didn't originate from the Philipines. My dad was immediately activated when he heard/saw Alex say 'nanay' (my TV was quiet compared to the movie he was watching in the other room) and it makes me insanely happy. Also he's a lot like my dad scarily enough.

Originally I had TF:Cyberverse in my brain as the 'divorced Transformers show' but EarthSpark has much more divorced-exes vibes oml. Megatron with Soundwave and Shockwave, Bumblebee with Breakdown, Tarantulas in general, especially Megan and Sounders

I'm not a fan of humans in TF stories but the Maltos were great- they were woven into the story very well and were also very entertaining! Alex could infodump and had a fun arc with Bumblebee, Dottie and her backstory were great lore-fillers and her mom abilities were silly (there were a lot of dads but only one mom), Robbie and Mo felt like their own characters without overshadowing the Transformers, and the other background humans were generally enjoyable.

On the other hand- Mandroid didn't really stick with me, especially after he came back after his thingy blew up. Dude is practically a zombie- let him die 😭 BUT I'm excited to see what he'll do next season regardless of how little I enjoyed him as the big baddie

This show has so many dads oml. Alex Malto, Optimus Prime, Megatron, Bumblebee, Wheeljack, Tarantulas, Soundwave, where are all these dads coming from?! It's so fun, you get dads in different fonts like silly, casual war vet, PTSD war vet, not-paid enough war vet, new dad war vet, give him another chance war vet, and angry ex!

Starsceam's eyes are blue! It's so random and small but it activates my brain! Is it a design choice or something more?!

We've seen multiple stunticons but never all together in one place. I wonder if we'll get Menasor or not but, regardless, I love this version of Breakdown so much. Dude is so chill and spawned a new ship in my brain QwQ Bumbledown? Breakbee? Those two had very complicated vibes but my non-TF fan sibling agrees with me they have friendly exes energy

TERRANS- I LOVE THEM- ALL OF THEM- THEY'RE SO COOL

The fight scenes were so 💋 smooth and beautiful and I'd marry the fight scenes if they were people

I thought Bumblebee's friend he was chasing down was going to be Blurr because hee hoo I grew up watching TF:Animated and TF:Cyberverse plus Blurr is one of my favorite Transformers

Actually, my brain is infested with Bumblebee × Breakdown because seriously- this show didn't use slowmo scenes until BREAKDOWN SACRIFICED HIMSELF TO LET BUMBLEBEE ESCAPE. WHAT IS THAT?! IT TICKLES ONE OF MY FAVORITE SHIPPING TROPES OF ALL TIME (friends to enemies to lovers) BECAUSE THEY RACED TOGETHER, GOT SEPARATED, BY THE WAR, AND STILL RETURNED TO RACING WITH EACHOTHER HELP ME

Arcee with her classic car-inspired look omg 🛐 she's so cool and pretty besides for her black eye-liner thing. It looks really weird when her eyes are closed but she's very pretty regardless

Addicted to the found-family vibes of this show (It's not a TF series unless there's found family) but the especially traumatic energy of Tarantulas and Nightshade fuels my 4:47 AM mind. Tarantulas literally doesn't care about anything other than keeping this kid safe and can't tell what actually is safe or not and SACRIFICES HIMSELF SO NIGHTSHADE AND THEIR ENTIRE FAMILY CAN ESCAPE. PLEASE DON'T HURT HIM HE JUST WANTS TO LIVE IN PEACE WITH THE COOL KID HE FOUND IN HIS HOUSE ONE DAY

The size differences in this show are immaculate.

After getting kidnapped by Mandroid and cut, Megatron keeps the slice in his shoulder for later episodes and it's so cool that the continuity is there but sir, please patch yourself up! I don't hate it, it looks cool, but your armor is broken!

Please where did Mandroid get the funds to make who knows how many Arachnamechs?! The government/GHOST sure wasn't paying him while he was in his corrupted Howl's Moving Castle evil lab or sitting in his illegal fight ring.

I know the captions call Hashtag 'Hashtag' but she said she didn't have a word for it therefore her name in my brain is actually gonna be #. Just that. #. She deserves it because she's so silly. She has a fake ponytail and headset as part of her head design- it's amazing.

ALSO # MADE A REFERENCE TO "All your base are belong to use" AND I LOVE HER FOR THAT- POP OFF QUEEN

On the topic of design, Nightshade's protoform look was a little uncomfy for me with the helmet leaving their head very exposed and the random 'ear' discs. It felt weird but after they got their alt-mode they've been nothing but beautiful.

Jawbreaker my boy- you don't need an alt-mode to be so silly <3

Reoccurring Fluffy Ears is amazing

Honestly a lot of designs are either hits or misses. Megatron looked perfect to me but Optimus was off with his very flat head and weird faceplate. Like he was missing a forehead and the faceplate itself looked wonky. Soundwave was super pretty, even if his face is one solid color he absolutely rocked that look. I miss the smiley face Cyberverse Bee had on his pelvis area but at least my eyes aren't drawn to EarthSpark Bee's hips lol. Also Wheeljack. They brought back the mustache face but made it white and it feels incredibly silly and cool and scary and weird at the same time.

I think I'm done rambling for now but this might come back later hee hoo

[givemea-dam-break]

1, 17, 18, 23 <33

also I found this website called build your own rapier…it has all these different designs and ships within a week…I’m pretending I’ve lost my wallet

(for the choosing violence ask game btw, and also i've answered these for the percy jackson series and lockwood and co pahaha)

1. the character everyone gets wrong rachel mf elizabeth dare. I'll admit it isn't everyone, and i've seen a lot more people lately defending her (especially the battle of the labyrinth rachel) but i have always been a rachel lover, and will always be one. she wasn't purposely doing anything to aggravate annabeth, she just liked percy yk (communication should've been key in this). stupid love triangles that pit women and girls against each other because of a guy too oblivious to their feelings will always piss me off

17. there should be more of this type of fic/art lucy carlyle and george karim's friendship. i have seen some great stuff for them, but it's so so so little compared to all the locklyle/iron trio fics and art, and i just want to see my little besties goofing around or bickering. them two, and also more lucy and holly munro stuff (bickering, getting along, just being girls together yk) i would DIE for either of those

18. it's absolutely criminal that the fandom has been sleeping on... valgrace. don't get me wrong, i love piper and jason (in heroes of olympus) but they didn't give the vibes we needed which is why, as much as it hurt, i love that they broke up. BUT LEO AND JASON???? oh they're like brothers. they're best friends. no. there was not a single straight person on the argo ii and valgrace should've happened. calypso is thousands of years old but jason is leo's bestie!! they game together and come up with cool ideas and they should've been together no i will not take criticism

23. ship you've unwillingly come around to lucy carlyle x holly munro. i am a locklyle lover first before anything, don't get me wrong. but after all of the theories i've seen surrounding lucy and holly (their ship name to me will always be lolly) it just tickles a part of my brain. enemies to lovers sapphics. what more must i say?

[grapecinnamon]

Rambling and Rating Portals

Guys

I know it's been weeks since Portals was out, but I can't stop thinking about it and I need to talk about all my fave parts about it and rank the songs. Ok? ok. lets go:

DEATH💀🍄

"death is life is death is life..." is everything

I lost a longtime family pet and listening to this was very comforting. I even started tearing up around the pre-chorus

Speaking of which, its the best part of the song! "I DON'T WANNA BE CARRYING THE WEIGHT ON MY SHOULDERS!" Takes me out every time. I feel like my soul is leaving my body.

The music video. OMG the music video! The scene with Crybaby stabbing her old body was fucking amazing!

And I fucking love the part with her detaching herself from her old body. It's just so good I fnadklsfhiosanfiowrsjaiogfrj-

"PLEASE DON'T EVER WORRY, I KNOW IT'S MORBID, BUT WE ALL DIE ONE DAY!" Yeesssss Mel, tell it like it is!!!!

Overall, it's a really good opener to the song

10/10

VOID⚫

"In the void, in the void, in the void inthevoidinthevoidinthevoidVOIDVOIDVOIDVOIDVOIDVOID!!!" Gets me so pumped

The whole song gives me the feeling of being alone. Like I feel like I'm in a void myself where no one else but me can judge me

The song also kind of reminds me of Ethel Cain

"LIKE A PRIEST BEHIND CONFESSION WALLS, I JUDGE MYSELF" Goes so HARD!

The little high-pitched guitar cords in the verses give me life, I swear they're perfect

9/10, perfect follow up to death

TUNNEL VISION🕳️👁️

It's a shame this one was leaked and around for so long. I never listened to the leak when it came out and I wish more people did too

I love how it's a very erotic song, but the message is how you're more than just your looks

I also turn into such a whore when this comes on istg

The ending where it gets slower is so fucking good and the sound effects and the weird, alien vocals make me so hyped for the next song.

Another 10/10

FAERIE SOIREE🧚‍♀️💙🍄✨

This song is such a vibe

And I love the latin-sounding beat

This song feels like an actual dream. Like it actually feels like something I would dream of

"Lead me away to the faerie soiree" ugh YES

By far the best part has to be the ending where it's just Melanie's vocals

It really gives off the feeling of being disconnected. It's like you're back in the void, but it almost feels more positive

And I like that it implies that Crybaby definitely had a lot more lives before this body

8/10

LIGHT SHOWER☀️🌧️

This song feels like a light shower. It feels like when the sun is out and it's lightly sprinkling. My favorite weather

It's just so gentle and calming, different from the songs before this

And since I'm currently taken, this song hits me harder. I even teared up the first few times I heard this

I also kinda like how it sounds like Stairway to Heaven

Plus "You make me want to plan out my last days on earth eating you" is kind of cute. Like Mel's supposed to be a faerie in a fantasy world, so this weird line is very fitting

7.8/10 I don't always want to listen to this one, but when I do, I'm so entranced

SPIDER WEB🕷️🕸️

This song actually tickles my brain

Like it wiggles in and scurries through the wrinkles on my brain and shakes my skull around when the beat comes in

I can't get over it. It just punches my ear drums in all the right places

Besides that, I like the meaning behind it. I think its about social media, but I feel like it could also be interpreted as getting an addiction to substances, like Power

I also kind of like the explanation on what spiders do to their prey at the end

8/10

LEECHES🩸

Its slow, but it's so powerful

The way the instruments build up to the chorus is amazing

And I love the imagery we get on Mel getting eaten alive by these leeches

It's not just about having one thing taken away from you, its about yourself getting taken advantage of and I like that the imagery shows that. Not just by describing Mel having her blood drawn, but also her flesh until she's just bones

"I GUESS THAT IS THE LUCK OF THE DRAW!" Is another one of my favorite lines

The transition at the end fucking shakes me to my core every single time. I usually skip it when it comes up cause it's too much

8.5/10

BATTLE OF THE LARYNX⚔️🗣️

I needed, I repeat, NEEDED a song like this back when I was in elementary school... and middle... and high...

It brings me back to that time in my life where it felt like everyone was out to get me. And I like this message. I wish I heard this song earlier in life

But it's just so perfect. The guitar, the pre-chorus, the metaphors.

When I think I need to intervein in an online fight, or if someone's trying to provoke me, I just think of this song. I'm better than those trying to get a rise out of me

It's just one of those songs that hits the right and wrong places at once

Again, the transition is also great. I love the imagery of the party and how you can't make out what anyone is saying, like a crowd in a dream

My morbid curiosity really wants to know what shocked those people in the room...

10/10 don't battle with my larynx on this one, it's great and you KNOW IT

THE CONTORTIONIST🦴📦🪢

The bone cracking... the bone cracking is intense, and I love it

Mel really gets a kick out of songs that make people uncomfortable and I'm living for it

This always gets me to dance! A lot of these do but mainly this one and Nymphology. I like to dance like my body's contorting in strange ways

again, the pre-chorus (I'm noticing a pattern) is soooooo goooood! The layers really make it stand out from the other songs

And the laugh! I can't forget that laugh, like Mel's really snapping (lol)

It almost reminds me of an Ashnikko song

9/10

MOON CYCLE🩸🌒🐺

I'm not gonna lie. I couldn't make this up for the life of me. I loved this song the MOMENT I heard the snippet. Not even kidding

I really wish this song didn't get that much hate. I get why it makes people uncomfortable, but that's the purpose of this song

And, again, I like that Mel isn't afraid to write a song about this

She even mentions period sex in this song and makes it sound so intimate

And I love that she disses her ex in this song, something she does a lot on this album

I love the message about how periods don't make you weak. Not letting a period get you down is so empowering (even though I let it get me down lol)

"Making roooooom for blessings" is so CUTE!

10/10, judge me all you want, idc

NYMPHOLOGY✨🌳🌬️☁️

This song is a lot. It's ethereal, it's majestic, it's beautiful, its everything!!!!!!

I feel like I'm listening to a goddess sing and not just cause Mel's on the track

Another great feminist song, mainly about men who objectify women and always think they're (men) right

Oh, and I CANNOT ignore the one lyric "Put your penis into your mouth" That took me out the first time I heard it. I had to stop the song to collect myself

And Amulet... THE AMULET SECTION! It goes so damn hard!

And I love that the lyrics came from an unreleased song called Emerald (my fave unreleased song)

and the way that transitions into Evil. It so good and makes me hyped for the song

10/10

EVIL😈👿

God how many amazing songs on this album?

I can't get over Mel's flow, especially in, you guessed it, the pre-chorus

And the way she sounds so angry

And how she says so much mean shit like yeessssss

"This time I reFUSE!" is perfect

I'm loving all these rock songs on the album. It's nice seeing Mel try out different genres

9/10

WOMB🤰👶

I feel so connected to this song, like my soul is bound to it

It might be because I had a dream where I literally heard the beginning melody BEFORE the album dropped

I'm not even kidding, I don't know how I did it

But yeah this song feels so personal, it's like a happy version of Where Do Babies Come From?

The way Mel talks about a fetus about to be born, she really knows how to make birth sound magical

And that BEAT! The BASS is fhoiwihafioherknfioernj

And let's not forget, we CANNOT forget the ending.

"Life is death is life is death..." gives me goosebumps every! single! time!

10/10

POWDER👃🩸

This song makes me sad. It almost kind of hurts to listen to, but that's what I like about it

It hurts knowing that people have family and friends who are drug addicts. It makes me think of one of my family members

I like the detail of the deep voice. I know not a lot of people like that but I like it. It's another detail that makes the song stand out, much more than the others

7/10 Not my most favorite, but the message is really powerful

PLUTO🦋🐛🪐😈

Probably my fave song from the deluxe edition

I love the melody, it sounds very carnival esque, like Carousel

I feel like this song is basically a summary of the album as a whole. It seems like it's about transforming into a brand new you and leaving all your burdens behind

The chorus, yes the regular chorus this time, has to be the best part. I like the moments on this album where Mel sounds like she's isolated, or like there's not a lot going on around her and the world seems to slow down

Also, Mel's voice sounds so good. As much as I like the uses of the different voice filters, it's great hearing Mel's regular vocals every once-in-a-while

10/10

MILK OF THE SIREN🥛🧜‍♀️

I'm so glad I didn't listen to this song when it was leaked

It's so FUCKING GREAT!

Again, another feminist song about the mistreatment of women throughout history

And the beat is so fucking ethereal, especially when Mel screams "LET THEM DROWN!"

9/10

Please don't get mad at these rankings (they're mostly positive anyway). I just wanted an excuse to talk about Portals and how much I loved it. Gotta be one of my fave Melanie albums

[queenharumiura]

1, 2, 5, and 20 👁👅👁💦

Taken from meme: [x] ||Accepting|| @xcedia ((This is the meme where we really get to see how big of a dumbass I am and someone is going to be in the replies like you misunderstood the question and i'll die lololol))

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1 what is their sexuality/sexual preference?

So... if i'm understanding the question correctly-- how to answer this. We know that Haru can be shy and she's pretty prudish. Haru doesn't really think about sex much in general, is the vibe that I get from her. She more so focuses on building relationships with others (friendships, or otherwise) and so she doesn't really put much thought to it, if it makes sense?

If asking about sexual preference, it's really a question of who is she romantically involved with. Haru is the kind of person who would only want to sleep with her romantic partner. Otherwise, she doesn't really feel anything towards anyone else. She can appreciate someone's visuals, but that's all it amounts to. So, if she's seeing someone romantically, they are her sexual preference. Be it man or woman //motions to the answer below

Will throw out there that while she is a prudish person and is very shy, she's also a person of passion. So, I do see her being that girl who if she did start sleeping with her partner, you do see her having more interest in sex afterwards. Still only in relation to her partner. If she can feel comfortable with her partner you may start seeing her try to initiate somewhere down the line. You didn't hear that from me.

2 what is their romantic preference or inclination?

I can say that she leans more towards males, but I honestly do feel as though if things aligned right, she could also find herself falling in love with a woman as well. It all truly is dependent on the chemistry between her and another person and how well she can connect to them. I've consistently felt this way for years about Haru. She's just big on love and if she found herself connecting with a woman, she'd be like 'oh- okay, guess that's how it's going to be!'

5 what are their most common turn-ons

This is me understanding this question to be what can turn her on? Or possibly a 'what most commonly does turn her on. Either way it'll just be me going mmm what turns her on? Put it on the list.

I've mentioned in a few memes/threads/etc here and there but Haru's ears are sensitive. On one hand whispering in her ear can tickle, but if you were to speak/whisper with a husk into her ear? You're actively seducing her and you need to stop. To build off of that, nipping her ear is also a turn on for her.

May have mentioned before that she does find it hot if her partner is a bit rough with her, so honestly anything in the realm of pinning her down against a wall, throwing her onto a bed (don't throw her somewhere where it could hurt her, that's opposite effect), biting her neck, things like that- that turns her on, not gonna lie.

I've seen a video before of guys just picking up their significant others and sitting them down onto a counter or something and Haru just went: yep. Take that how you will.

To cycle back to #1 for a quick second, we know she's an emotional bean who's very passionate. Assuming her and her partner are already sexually active, if you appeal to her emotional side by telling her things about how much you love her/need her in your life, that honestly does turn her on a little bit. lol She's the kinda girl who would probably just cling to her partner be very cuddly, kiss a lot, and it'll probably escalate from there. smh

I'm sure there's more but I can't think of anything else atm. I'm having one of those 'I ate a lot and i'm getting sleepy' brain moments.

[edit] Oh, she loves feeling claimed btw. So anything like biting her and saying something along the lines of 'You're mine' 'Need I remind you who you belong to?' anything like that, that turns her on.

20 do they prefer to give or receive sexually?

So--- Haru prefers to do things for others. She likes to make others happy, so she'd probably have a small lean towards giving, but she's also big shy... so it wouldn't be easy for her to one admit it, but also two, to try to begin with. Be patient with the shy bean. Encourage the learning bean. She'd love to know that she's able to pleasure her partner.

Which isn't to say she wouldn't like to receive. Both are good. Ultimately it does matter a lot what her partner likes as she's more the type to want to adjust to their tastes than her own. If they're happy, then she's happy.

If her partner prefers to give, then she'll receive all you want. If they prefer to take, then let her slowly learn how, tell her what you like and don't like and she'll commit it to memory. She'll be more of a giver then.

Will point out that she wouldn't be a 100% a giver or a receiver. There has to be some reciprocation, you know?

Hope I answered all the questions properly lol

[strongfuck]

I could just be a little high but I feel like Rhys couldn't handle spicy food. I think he'd take a bite of something with jalapeno, or, AT MOST, a serrano and just. Chug water. He gives off 'white boy at a Thai restaurant asking for full spice to impress his date then actively die in his chair'

i feel like most of the folks who write with me are probably aware of it, but i do have this headcanon that rhys came from the most backwater planet ever (think old west-ish vibes in terms of aesthetic but with the medical knowledge and overall technological literacy of pre-renaissance era or something, i haven't thought about it that deeply yet). the food there was totally bland-- animals were hardy to survive harsh climates and close to no plant life/surface water sources and tasted like shit. plants/root crops tasted like shit. there was probably some method of making literal dirt cakes because there was so little to eat. there was no such thing as salt

so when he goes to college on one of the edens and has his first meal of burger and fries, he is absolutely losing it. WHAT is this flavour. WHAT is this juicy meat. WHY do the vegetables actually... taste good?? and he's this idiot at age eighteen nearly crying at his seat, but it's fine because vaughn is there and vaughn grew up with him and he's losing his mind too (albeit more verbally, "RHYS WHAT IS IN MY MOUTH, OH MY GOD")

and this starts rhys' whole deal with food. like he'll try anything. he'll probably find anything delicious too; the conditions he grew up in make it so he'll eat anything relatively safe to eat without much complaint, but even the vaguest flavouring already drives him wild.

CUE YVETTE, who i imagine has a very strong flavour profile for food, adds a little spice for kick. and the first time rhys the intern shares lunch with her, a fellow intern, he's taken aback-- what the HELL is this on my tongue!? and she raises a brow and is like "its some chili, i think it makes the chicken taste twice as good" "what's a chicken?" "what's a-- where the hell are you from"

and so, an overachiever in literally everything he does, rhys asks yvette about spicy food and actively seeks it out with her. she's doing fine, but he's here like tearing up and burning his mouth because he is Not Used to It. BUT HE WILL BE. HE MUST BE. there are so many other FLAVOURS and spiciness wasn't even a concept he was familiar with until recently! yvette hands him some tissues to wipe his eyes and is like, "we can order a milder flavour of wings" and rhys is like "nah, i'm good, i'm fine"

all this rambling just boils down to me being: yeah that was definitely rhys in his early days of tasting spicy stuff. he has died So Much because of his caveman brain and adventurous nature. but he's totally fine with it now lmao, man eats those dynamite sticks (the jalapeño + ground meat deep fried rolls) like absolutely nothing. the spice is a nice tickle

[bluepenguinstories]

Happiness Redux 4. Fail State

Turtle Dove examined the four training Selkies he was given: Plap Plapper, CBT, Onahole, and Fresh-Light Temptress.

That last one was odd. Why was ‘Fresh-Light’ crossed out and replaced?

“Um…” In a near whisper, Turtle Dove said, “Temptress?”

Nothing appeared. No Selkie, either.

“That’s weird…hey re –aah!” He tried calling out to the referee, but a little voice tickled his ear and made him let out a soft moan.

“Nothing weird is going on. I’m just giving you the help you so desperately need,” a ghostly, chilly whisper brushed against his earlobe. “I wanna start a rock band called The Vile Henchwomen.”

“What?” Turtle Dove asked, but it seemed to go in one ear and out the other.

“I think you should be the lead. So here’s what I can do: imagine Plap Plapper as the drummer. She pounds things. She fire rockets from her fists. Then, CBT could be the bassist. Because she really brings the vibes. She’s got a ball and chain, but also when her ball hits the ground, a cloud of smoke erupts. Then, Onahole, the keyboardist. You’re probably thinking she’d be the guitarist, but nope. Her whole purpose is enveloping around an enemy. It can delay them for a time but they’re sure to kill her. Basically, use her as a distraction and don’t worry about the broken parts. Now the guitarist...that would be me.”

“You? But I don’t see you.”

“I give you a reason to sing. Trust me: why do you need an onahole and a Fresh-light at the same time? The rest of us can be in the dark. You’re the one in the spotlight.”

“Thanks for the explanations,” Turtle Dove said, before seeing the Correctors on the horizon. “They’re approaching fast. I better do something soon. CBT, you’re up!”

Manifesting before Turtle Dove was a short Selkie with short, black hair in a in a series of buns stacked atop each other. Her ‘clothes’ were made up entirely of chainmail with nothing underneath. All Turtle Dove could think was, gee, she must be cold.

CBT detached her hair and rolled it into a ball as well as unraveled some of the chainmail from the top of her clothing and attached it to the ball that once made up her hair.

“Harumph!” CBT grunted with her cheeks puffed up and her dimples showing as her large nostrils flared. She held her ball and chain over her back and her boots, also made of chainmail, stomped against the ground.

“Miss CBT, how far can you throw?” Turtle Dove asked.

“As far as I need to. The less I remove of my clothing, the further I can throw.”

“I promise not to look, so remove as much as you need. What I need is for you to swing it about when the Correctors are halfway from where they are now.”

“No need for modesty. This is a war, not a monastery.”

Turtle Dove ignored the comment, although his blush gave him away.

“Don’t let them get close to you. Drop the ball if you need to and retreat.”

“Why?”

“Because I’m not risking a single life.”

“That’s a fool’s errand,” came the tickling voice.

“I don’t care! I won’t let a single one of you die!”

“There is no ‘death’ for us. If we are taken apart, we only get rebuilt, or more copies are made. The only thing we lose is the memories of this ‘instance’. We are, in essence, disposable.”

“You’re soldiers! Not some tissues to wipe my nose with and throw away!”

“That’s not the only use for tissues, you know.”

Turtle Dove growled. He knew others may look down upon him for such methods, but that was the price he’d pay.

“Onahole time!” Turtle Dove called next and a Selkie of average height and translucent, stringy pink hair emerged, with white eyebrows and pink, winged eyelashes. She had on a pink, wet T-shit which exposed her pokey, pink nipples. Her arms were thin and she waved them about.

“What are you going to do with her if you plan to keep her alive? Her main purpose is to be fodder for the enemies. In other words, a living distraction.”

“Onahole, can you stretch yourself a few meters above the ground and cover up top?”

“Ha ha! Well, gee!” She giggled. “I’m flexible, but it’s the first time I’ve been asked to be a ceiling. Usually, I’m a wall, or I’m told to envelop the enemies.”

“You don’t have to hold out forever. Just as long as you can. It may hurt, but I’ll do my best to keep you alive,” Turtle Dove reassured.

“Ha ha! You’re insane!”

He didn’t turn to CBT, but only checked in with her:

“Are you naked?” He asked.

“This is about as far as I go, yes.”

“Good. I want you to swing it as far as you can. Don’t let it fall yet. Then, Onahole, however far it swings to, head that way and stretch yourself up.”

Both Selkies nodded.

CBT swung it as far as she could, while Onahole ran ahead.

“Don’t be afraid to hit the canyon walls,” Turtle Dove added. In that same instance, the large, black ball hit the canyon wall to the right and stones fell onto the ground. While the Correctors closed in ahead, Onahole leaped up by jumping between the canyon walls, then her body stretched as if it were made of elastic, and her hands held onto each side of the canyon walls.

“She doesn’t need to envelop them. Her shadow will do that for her,” Turtle Dove declared.

Back on Sapphire’s side, she was Scisso Ring’s bodies became one as she felt every rush of excitement and all the warmth that Scisso felt. Sapphire, through Scisso, lifted Torsion into the air and tossed her into a crowd of Correctors.

As Torsion spun around and tried to twist at the Correctors to no avail, they instead began to chew upon her twisted frame, bit by bit, and untangle her.

“Now’s our chance,” Sapphire announced and Scisso Ring ran in the direction of the crowd of Correctors feasting upon Torsion. With her shears open wide and raised, she began slicing and cutting away at any Correctors that were outside of the feeding frenzy.

Several Correctors were cut into many tiny pieces as several of the scissors on Scisso’s back pinched and tore through their flesh. Once the crowd was clear, Sapphire, through Scisso’s eyes, saw Torsion, less skin, and more mangled strips of flesh and wiring, mechanical plates and bolts littered about the field.

“You served your purpose,” Scisso stared down at the torn Selkie.

“Good job, Sapphire!” The referee called. “But don’t forget to jack off! This isn’t over yet!”

“That’s exactly why I’m not going to!” Both Sapphire and Scisso turned to behind them, and yelled back at the referee. In the same instance, four heavy hooves slammed down onto the ground as a pair of large Correctors with their loose wiring atop their head and gaping mouths. They roared and ran toward Scisso. Another horde of smaller Correctors ran behind.

“DP, focus on the small fries. Scisso and I will do battle with the big ones.”

DP nodded back to her commander.

Correctors lifted themselves over the rubble and as they did, CBT swung her ball and chain and knocked them back. Some of them were tossed up, only to be slammed back down when they hit against Onahole. They soon went splat against the ground, flesh and machinery squished like sliver laced pancakes.

Another wave of Correctors began running down the path, including a couple of large ones. Those same ones who slaughtered the boys. Images of their heads flying into the air flashed in front of Turtle Dove’s eyes.

I’m not going to become like them. And I’m not going to let my Selkies share that fate, either.

“Hey boss, can’t hold out much longer!” Onahole called to Turtle Dove.

Turtle Dove winced.

“Okay...turn back,” his voice trailed off and his chest pounded. Beads of sweat started running down his face and onto his cheeks. It felt sharp, like fresh blood.

“How’s that strategy of yours working out for you?” Temptress asked and he shivered. Resisting the urge to let out another moan, his voice, shaky, replied:

“Honestly...better than I expected.”

“Good girl.”

Turtle Dove’s face turned red and his breath grew more shallow.

CBT continued to swing her chain about and knock down more of the canyon walls.

I’d correct her, but why do those two words turn me on more than anything else she’s said?

Onahole caught back up with CBT and Turtle Dove.

“Onahole. How wet are you?” Turtle Dove asked.

Onahole, who waved her T-shirt while panting, replied.

“Wet enough.”

“Good. I may still need you. CBT, if they end up getting close enough to your ball and it doesn’t knock them down, go ahead and release your smoke. I’ll try to delay them as much as possible.”

“You will?” CBT sounded surprised.

“In a manner of speaking,” Turtle Dove grinned. “Plap Plapper, let’s jack on!”

Plap Plapper materialized; a small Selkie with a tie-dye thick hoodie which made no effort to conceal her large breasts. She had spiky, orange hair, and a multitude of freckles. Just as soon as she materialized, Turtle Dove’s consciousness floated into the perspective of Plap Plapper.

“Ora ora! Plap plap!” Plap Plapper pounded her fists together. Turtle Dove, through Plap Plapper’s eyes looked down at Plap’s fists.

“Wow. I really am inside you,” he commented. Through her consciousness, he knew what else she was capable of, and looked toward the horizon. “Let’s expand and pound these Correctors into oblivion!”

Plap Plapper’s legs grew longer and metal plating flew out from the pockets of her hoodie and attached themselves to her. Along with the rest of her, her fists grew larger, turning into large, titanium fingers and a circular fan covered her wrists.

Turtle Dove felt like he was piloting a mech as he, inside Plap Plapper’s consciousness, stomped through the battle field and swept away the smaller Correctors with her large fists. The wind rushed against Plap and Turtle Dove felt the rush alongside her.

“Wow! This is awesome!” He let his voice known. But just as he started getting into it, one of the larger Correctors leaped forward and almost sliced through Plap Plapper. Luckily, Turtle Dove saw the attack in time and leaped back to avoid the hit. However, Plap Plapper tripped and fell and so too did Turtle Dove. The Corrector was about to slice through them while Plap was down, but Turtle Dove called from afar:

“Jack off!”

And with their consciousness separate, he issued another command:

We’re cutting it real close, Turtle Dove thought and tensed up.

“Plap Plapper! Fall back!”

Plap got up and ran back toward her commander, with the large Corrector and several more close behind.

“CBT, toss your ball! Plap, jump! Onahole, stretch! Plap, get behind Onahole and blow your fan!” Turtle Dove began firing off frantic commands. He only hoped they followed along with this slapdash line of logic.

Sapphire was facing the same measure of near-victory followed by a tense struggle; all the small Corruptors, fallen. But the two large ones remained and had ganged up on Scisso Ring while she continued to try to fight. Sapphire felt the same struggle that her Selkie felt as the Correctors’ bladed arms tried slamming themselves down upon Scisso, only for her shears to block it and her multitude of small pairs of scissors to swipe away and push themselves against the other blade arm to the side.

Sapphire squinted and grunted, being pushed further and further back, but with no wall to back into, she falls over.

“This is getting tough, mistress,” Scisso winced and smirked as she tried to push herself back up.

“I know! But we’re fighting back! We can keep going!”

“DAMN IT, SAPPHIRE! JACK OFF!” Referee yelled, in desperation.

[nightmare-of-homophobes]

It's funny how I saw your post now bc the same question crossed my mind some weeks ago and my general answer still is: I don't fucking know.

My young sister pointed out that her being a divination witch already makes her gay, but she did not give strong enough arguments to support her point.

Now, welcome to my monologue (From now on I'll just pour a mix of my unfiltered thoughts, interpretations of characters and headcanons in an answer while hoping that it'll make some sense or switch a light on your brain):

There's a lot of characteristics that as a whole makes me believe Lilia is a woman lover, tho I don't think any of them screams it (and I think this is the reason why I see/saw people around the fandom labeling Lilia as straight or ace or any other sexuality - what is up to each person, since her sexuality is not confirmed). Like, she's artistic, sassy and effortlessly gains other women trust/appreciation, but does any of those things sign her as gay immediately? I don't think so.

Maybe it's the fact that Lilia kinda tickles the mommy issues of not only the other witches (aka Alice and Agatha) of her coven but also of a good part of her fandom. Or, as someone said in the comments, the way she holds herself - her confidence, body language, expressions. Or her care for her coven, which she can't hold back from developing? Maybe.

But as I wrote this and kept searching in my mind for something that I could point out as "yes, this is certainly what makes Lilia a woman lover", I ended up returning to her backstory and to what my sister said.

Since the first episodes Lilia gave me queer vibes that I couldn't pinpoint why. She kinda always gave me that "single aunt that has been living with her roommate for the latest twenty years" vibes, but episode seven only clarified why those vibes.

Lilia and Agatha may be opposites but they're equally perfect material for queer subtext. Agatha has all her past with her mother while Lilia has her own with her coven. And both their stories revolve around power - and now let's think about power and being a witch in the whole as an allusion to queerness and self acceptance.

Lilia has contact with her powers at a really young age under the help of someone she trusts and love, but with the loss of this someone and now alone and afraid of which consequences her powers could bring, she prefers to hide it in herself and take a place in society where even if spotted as a weirdo she could still make a living. Late in her life she finally finds this specific group of misfits where she feels accepted and comfortable enough to accept back her powers and stop hiding herself from what she is.

We don't have to look too deep in our society to find real Lilias. People who only felt safe to come out late in their lives after hiding under comphet. Maybe we were Lilia at some point in our lives.

So, I know I kinda missed the point of the initial question and dived into a character analysis, but maybe what makes Lilia so queer is her being tragic - oh, god, I'm again putting people in the tragic gay stereotype.

Being a witch - and my sister was somehow right from the start.

But, mostly, by sharing women's experience. And here I'm mostly projecting myself on Lilia because I can't help but relate to her in a lot of ways.

Though I do not see or label myself as a woman, I lived under this term since I was born and I like to joke that I love women as a lesbian.

Trying to point out what gives out Lilia as a woman lover for me is trying to point out why I love women. I don't know, but by sharing the same experiences with women, learning about their struggles and force and getting to know their care and love... How could I not love women?

And here is where I fully project myself on the character because Lilia certainly went through a lot and saw a lot. She saw not only her sisters in the craft but also common women die, but she also saw them resisting and, century by century, getting stronger. She saw the good and bad sides of men and women. And at the end of it all, how could she not love women?

I hope that something in this too-long reply makes sense to you because my answers seem great in my mind, but messy when I write them in English (and they just create more questions in my own mind).

I've been banging my head on the wall for some minutes, and I need all Lilia lovers' help because my gaydar is not working today:

What is something that Lilia does that screams "woman lover" from a mile away?

[dasomlimie]

mayhaps could you write some sanzu and rindou bf headcanons pls ur mitsuya one was so cute

%% SANZU AS YOUR BOYFRIEND #!/

character ; aged up!Sanzu Haruchiyo

a/n ; i only write one character for bf hc sorry ! in this hc Sanzu would be a normal person who leave his delinquent era, if we're talking about bonten!sanzu as your bf man i don't think it would be a healthy relationship 💀

sanzu as your boyfriend he would be that i hate everyone except you bf (?) or that soft bf you would die to protect him no in between OHHH OR THAT BF WHO IS VERY ELEGANT AND CALM BUT ACTUALLY A DORK

from how i see him, in the manga, ofc he's very loyal *cough*

in the beginning of your relationship, he would actually treat you like sort of royalty

and is not much a talker he love to listen more than talking so most of the times he would listen to your little rant with his closed eye smile

when he loosen up he would be a noisy boyfriend but in a good way like he open up to you telling you how was his day with Toman, how he dislike someone or something its actually very cute when he talk about something he dislike with that little frown and more can you imagine it? cuz i can

anyways you know how he always wear mask right? in the beginning of your relationship he would refuse to reveal his whole face you rarely see him without mask and sometimes he overthink what if one day you saw his scars and leave him

but when then when you accidentally walk into his room while he was not wearing mask he start panicking while you just stare then walk toward him cupping his face ignore all of his empty threat toward you

"woah is this how you look like without mask?" you said stare at him while he shut his eyes then feel you place a kiss on each of his scars, then he open his eyes, he noticed no sign of disgust nor any other negative emotion other than adoration he start to relax a smile appear on his face

"you're not disgusted?" he ask you frown heart a little hurt from his words "why would i be? you look absolutely stunning and beautiful and handsome with this scars damn you're even hotter with this scars" you gushes he giggle before shutting you up with his palm

HE HAVE THE PRETTIEST GIGGLE AND LAUGH EVER so its your goal to make him laugh :( because he rarely laugh even if you joke about something ( he only give you his closed eyes smile )

he's also very insecure of his scars so when you start praising and gushing how pretty his scars is he blush or have a smile on his face then shut you up when the compliment start to overwhelm him

he also let you braid his hair yk his hair is long right? he also didnt mind walking around with whatever hairstyle you made even with little butterfly clip and shinny clip he did not care if anyone dare to say anything he would beat them up yay!

date with him would either be a regular date or home date with both of you watching movie ( dont even ask this i feel like he prefer being indoor more than outdoor )

OHHHHH he let you dress him up in any type of clothes cuz Sanzu said "its just a clothes they doesn't have gender" yes Sanzu say it louder so the one at the back can hear you

anyways~~ he would also let you paint his nail only if you wear matching colour as him ( he didnt mind you paint his nail he just want to match with you tbh )

he's also the type that get you a matching bracelet and he would never take it off ever

he'll get sad when he saw you not wearing the bracelet but will never tell you he try to ignore it but end up asking you why you didn't wear it when you were cuddling

he's also very possessive, not in unhealthy way but in unhealthy way, he would always to tell anyone you're his and he's yours, either kissing you in public or have his hands around your waist or shoulder

he's just afraid you would leave him :( please reassure him you're not

anyways he's also be that type of boyfriend who get jealous easily but will never admit it but you'll always knew from how petty he is

"Haru are you jealous?"

"pfft no why in the hell i would be jealous?"

"then will you help me with this?"

"ask (random name) to help you"

"ok"

"wait no!-"

ok lets say the division captain, vice division captain, the president and vice president of Toman was very close with each other and have a scheduled hang out twice a month and they were allowed to bring their s/o

then when one of them *cough* Mucho ideas *cough* try to make him jealous just for fun and start taking your attention from him

then him noticed what they were doing and start bring you close to him glaring at them "she's mine dumbass find you own s/o" yk like that one horimiya scene this as preference how he and maybe Mikey or Baji or even Emma 'fight' over you

he love tickle fight!!! because he love to hear your laugh no matter how ugly you think your laugh is he would still think its beautiful

when cuddling he prefer being a small spoon but he didn't mind being a big spoon if you wanted him too but most of the time he want to be a small spoon because he love the feeling of feeling safe

what else let me think

oh he would be that type of boyfriend who bluntly turn anyone down or just ignore them if they tried to flirt with him then when he saw you he would have this adorable smile and jog toward you talking about how someone was annoying him *cough* that person who flirt with him *cough*

he would also be that type of boyfriend that need to touch you all the time when he's start to getting comfortable with you

his love languages are physical touch and act of service

he would be that yk type of boyfriend who literally drag you away from anywhere when he find put you overwork yourself like training or whatever you did because he doesn't want his precious s/o to get sick

speaking of getting sick he suprisingly have a low antibody (?) and always get sick especially during winter so he love it when you come over and take care of him

when holding hands he love to intertwine your hands together or holding one of your finger—like yk how babies hold your finger yeah that one idk how to explain— or both of you would link your pinkies together <33 so cute

love to have you on his lap while his head resting on your shoulder and both of his arm wrapped around your waist or shoulder he didn't mind your size

i think he's secretly a sweet tooth but will never admit it—i just got the vibe from his hair colour—he love it when you bring sweet for him

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[vermillionflames]

Fuegoleon x Female Y/N

Word Count: 2,020

Laundry Day

Summary: Captain Fuegoleon had a laundry room added to the Crimson Lion base to teach it's knights about chores and responsibilities. Y/N has never seen anyone use it, until one night her captain joins her for a wash.

Warnings: Semi / Public Sex, Fuegoleon being how he is, Talk of ballsacks, Cum, Adulthood Responsibilities

Having nice clothes was an unspoken rule of the Crimson Lions. No one left their rooms without looking their best, everyone even had silk robes for late night snack adventures around the base. However, those who lived at the base lacked certain resources they were accustomed to at home, maids, servants, and mamas to do their laundry. Could they have hired a few to help the hopeless royals and noble knights? Sure, but that wouldn’t bare them a lesson, so good ol’ Captain Fuegoleon had instead created a room full of ‘machines’ that would ‘wash their clothes.’ He had a very gaudy sign made for the door that had “laundry room” illustrated with too many frills, but what can we expect from a team that has Kings in their name. Nonetheless, most members went home often and took their washings with them. They’ll train day and night to put their life on the line for the kingdom, but god forbid they wash their own underwear, including the man who made the room. No one had ever seen him walking around the castle with a laundry basket on his hip.

But there were perks to this.

Y/N had the laundry room all to herself. She waited until late at night to spare herself the gossip of doing her own chores, but once everyone was settled into their dorms she made a beeline for the washers, adorning her robe so she could walk around if she felt like it and not get a “what are you doing up so late?” interrogation. Obviously no one else was in the room so she could use up as many machines as she wanted, taking time to sort out her delicate underwear and stained training clothes. A wicked idea crossed her mind. Y/N removed her robe and set it to the side, took over her silk pajama set and threw it into the delicate cycle, before putting her robe back on. Very little hid her from the world, but as far as she was concerned the “world” was asleep and wouldn’t dare to enter this room.

If she were a lady, which she was, she would just sit in and wait for the cycles to finish, but as the washers went through their cycles they made vibrations that just felt… good against her body. She leaned against it letting the vibrations help relax her sore arms and legs.

“Maybe if I lay down on all of them I’ll be able to get my whole body at the same time!”

Y/N turned her back to the machine, placing her palms on top in order to hoist herself up on top, but as she sat down she felt a different kind of relaxing vibration.

“I shouldn’t indulge in this behavior…. But no one is around to witness it…”

Y/N closed her eyes and allowed her body to relax while certain feelings went through her core. Her robe became looser as the cycle went on. Her eyes were closed and head was rolled back, but as she opened her mouth to let out a moan the door to the laundry room ripped open. Fast and quiet but it was enough for her to notice. Jerking her head up she saw her captain standing in the doorway, with a woven basket full of clothes in his arm.

She had a millisecond to cover herself from him.

“Cap-Captain! What are you doing here,” Y/N slammed her legs together while trying to close her robe.

He arched a brow at her, “Laundry, as one does in the laundry room… Why are you sitting on the machine?”

“I just… like the way it feels…” Idiot. Why would you say that?

Fuegoleon gave her the side eye while loading his own washer and added the soap like he’d been doing it for years. So pretty boy does his own laundry? Interesting. Y/N was still sitting on top of the washer, too scared of giving a free show if she moved.

“Are you going to sit on it until it’s done?”

“You know, it’s good for my sore muscles. Which I have because I’ve been training so hard!”

“Oh… well maybe I should try it too.”

Why was Captain Fuegoleon so… like this?

“Okay,” Y/N squeaked out and watched in horror as her captain climbed on top of the washing machine next to her, curiosity and excitement all over his face.

“I’m not sure I understand,” his eyes crossed in confusion as the vibes clearly did nothing for his ass and thighs.

So his balls aren’t big enough to touch the surface he sits on…

“Excuse me?”

Y/N’s face became very red, had she said that out loud?!

“You should try laying down on it!” She screeched out, motioning for him to use her lap as a pillow.

Fuegoleon’s eyes crossed, “You are absolutely right, Y/N! Thank you,” he moved his legs on top of the machine, resting his head on her thigh, which gave him a perfect very of her under breast.

“H-how’s that, Captain?”

“I can feel my muscles being stimulated! This is an amazing discovery, Y/N!”

“Thank you?”

“Oh! You should join me, come lay down next to me.”

Y/N looked down and the limited space on top of the machines.

“I’m not sure we will both fit, Captain.”

Fuegoleon followed her eyes, thinking.

“How about you lay on top of me and I rub your muscles, then we switch sides when your clothes are put in the dryer.”

Y/N felt something deep in her melt at the idea of getting a massage from her captain.

“O-okay.”

Fuegoleon lifted his head to give her room to remove herself. She stood on the ground, placed her hands on either side of his head and lifted herself on top of him. Hovering over him she remembered that she was naked under her robe, which was thin and now hanging off her body. She gulped and prayed he didn’t notice as she laid her body on top of his.

Without a word more, his hands went to her shoulders rubbing downwards in circular motions. It took everything in Y/N’s power to not moan whenever he stimulated a particularly sore part. It didn’t help that her hips were rested right above his and she could feel the vibrations through him.

The ringing of the finished cycle was her only salvation. Fuegoleon’s face looked funny as she lifted herself up to move her clothes to the dryer. She gave him a questioning look before a draft alerted her what was wrong. Her robe had moved open, stopping at her hard nipples. She flew her hands up to shut the fabric once more before jumping off of him.

“I am so sorry Captain,” she ripped open the washer door, “I think I would like to go to my room while my clothes dry,” Y/N was throwing her wet training clothes into the washer.

“Is there any particular reason why, Y/N,” Fuegoleon asked.

“No…” she turned around to find he had opened her other washer to help her, but had pulled out one tiny, lace thong. His eyes narrowed as he observed how it stretched between his two pointer fingers.

Y/N wanted to die right then and there.

“I wasn’t aware you were seeing someone,” was all he said as she chucked the underwear back into the machine and grabbed its contents completely.

“Wh-why would you say that,” she squeaked, taking the load from him and turning around to throw them in another dryer.

“You don’t wear those for training, do you,” his voice tickled her ear. Y/N’s eyes rolled from the sensation of its warmth.

“S-sometimes I do,” she slammed the door shut and messed with the settings

“Why,” he pushed her flush against the dryers, “Hoping someone might see them?”

“Captain…”

Fuegoleon removed himself from Y/N.

“I apologize, Y/N. It seems I misread you. Forgive me.” He sat in a chair on the opposite side of the room.

Y/N had 5 seconds to either go to her room or make a once in a lifetime decision. And she was brash so…

After hitting start on the dryer she slowly walked to her captain.

“I wear them hoping you will invite me to your dorm afterwards for a shared bath.”

Fuegoleon looked up from his lap. Y/N’s hands were on the tie of her robe. As he opened his mouth to speak she pulled on it and let it slide down her shoulders. Leaving herself completely bare to him.

His eyes became dark with hunger.

“Thank god,” he stood up and started throwing off his clothes, “I thought I had just made an ass of myself.”

Y/N had seen his naked chest before while training, but it was different now. She let her eyes move downward, she stopped to take in his throbbing cock. She gaped at its size. It would never fit in her mouth.

“Tell me, Y/N, are my balls still not big enough?”

A blush crept across her face, “I didn’t mean for you to hear that.”

“Then make it up to me.”

Y/N walked forward, stopped when their chest touched before dropping to her knees.

The pair maintained eye contact as Y/N reached out her tongue, giving his member a long lick. Fuegoleon nodded in approval. Y/N wrapped her mouth around the head, lightly sucking as she made her way down his shaft.

Fuegoleon growled in pleasure as Y/N bobbed her head. His cock was so long she could only get half of it in her mouth, gagging as she tried to fit in more. Fuegoleon pushed back her shoulders and lifted her up.

“I’d rather taste you than have you taste me, darling,” then laid her down on his washers which were still vibrating.

Fuegoleon put his hands on Y/N’s inner thighs, lightly massaging before spreading them open. His face was at level with her wet opening.

“You have no idea how much I’ve wanted this,” he purred before taking a long lick over her bundle of nerves. “You’re so sweet,” he sucked, hard.

Y/N reached for Fuegoleon’s hair, pulling it as she moaned on his tongue. He continued to take laps at her. Her pussy dripped down her curves and onto the washer.

“I want you,” Y/N whimpered.

Fuegoleon growled, continuing his feast.

“Please,” she shrieked as an orgasm ripped through her body.

“There we go,” he murmured, unbending his back.

Their eyes met, “Please,” Y/N repeated.

Fuegoleon pulled Y/N to the edge of the washer, “There is nothing that would make me happier.”

He lined his cock up with her vagina, taking his time sinking inside of her. Y/N gasped as his member hit her innermost wall.

“Fuck, Y/N,” he leaned down to suck on her nipple, “You feel so good.” Fuegoleon slowly pulled out, almost completely, before ramming himself back inside. He did it again and again. Y/N was a wet, mewling mess beneath him.

“Fuegoleon,” she cried as his cock hit her most sensitive spot.

“That’s what I was looking for, do you like that, Y/N?”

He taunted her, hitting the spot repeatedly. All Y/N could do was moan and scream.

“Good girl,” he latched his mouth to hers, swallowing her cries of pleasure.

She tightened around him, signalling she was close. He twitched in response.

“Together,” he growled, “We come together.” Y/N nodded.

A final thrust was their undoing, Y/N spasmed around him, shaking with the washer. Fuegoleon spilled inside her, so deep and hot. He stayed sheathed inside her while he caught his breath, leaning his head on her shoulder.

“That was…”

“Amazing,” Y/N answered. He gave her a smile.

The beep of his washer was their signal to get put together.

“I’m hoping you’ll join me in my room to fold our clothes once we’re done, Y/N.”

And she was more than inclined to agree.

[swordladywritesthings]

Kiss The Girl

Pairing: prinxiety (surprise, i know /s)

Words: 987

TWs: kissing, just a little anxiety

AN: i was playing minecraft with one of my friends and this idea hit me so i was like “i have to leave immediately” and rushed over to my google docs (also I had to listen to this song for an hour straight to get the vibes right lol)

   Well, this wasn’t exactly how Roman had pictured his night going. 

   He and Virgil were sitting on the couch in the living room of the mindscape, having their weekly movie night. It had become a tradition after Thomas met Nico in the mall, because if Thomas was around Nico, both Roman and Virgil were going to be nearby. So instead of sitting on opposite sides of the room in silence like they had the first couple of times, they decided to make use of the time and become better friends.

   Well, friends from Virgil’s side, Roman was convinced. Despite the crush he had been nursing for upwards of two years, he had still managed to convince himself that he had no chance with him. So, ignoring every romantic bone in his body, Roman sat quietly on the couch with Virgil, just the two of them, every week. Nothing could possibly go wrong.

   This week they were watching The Little Mermaid, one of Roman’s absolute favorites. Well, they were trying to watch, but they kept getting distracted by arguing playfully about the plot points of the movie. Currently Virgil was talking animatedly about how Ariel should have just written a note to the prince stating that she couldn’t speak, and Roman couldn’t help but sigh adoringly. This caught Virgil’s attention, and he turned his head curiously toward Roman.

   Roman’s breath caught in his throat. Something about the way the TV’s light spilled across Virgil’s face, making the glittery purple eyeshadow under his mismatched eyes appear almost blue, made his heart skip a beat. His lips were raised in a confused but friendly smile, and Roman couldn’t help but echo it. They stayed there, frozen, for a moment, before Virgil snorted and the moment shattered. 

   “You good over there, Princey?” He asked, clearly teasing as he bumped his shoulder against Roman’s.

   “I’m fine!” Roman said, and his voice did not sound squeaky, thank you very much. “Just considering your completely wrong opinion.”

   “Yeah, okay, just be careful with your sighs, huh?” Virgil smirked, then turned his eyes back to the screen. He spoke out of the corner of his mouth, “If I didn’t know better, I’d say that almost sounded fond.”

   Trying his damnedest to ignore the blush on his face, Roman scoffed and put a hand on Virgil’s cheek, playfully pushing his head to the side. Virgil looked at him for a second, eyes shining with mischief, then launched at him, tickling his sides and laughing along with Roman’s giggles and snorts.

   Virgil ceased his attack soon enough which left both of them laying down, Virgil stretching his body across Roman’s like a cat, giggly and breathless. Virgil crossed his arms over Roman’s chest and rested his chin on top of them, which made Roman lean forward to give him a bunny kiss, making him burst into giggles again.

   When Virgil had finally calmed his giggles, he bumped their foreheads together gently. “Hey, Ro?” He asked quietly, voice slightly shaking, as he pressed the sides of their noses together.

   “Yeah, Vee?” Roman said, sounding a little breathless himself.

   “If I do something right now, can you try not to freak out?” 

   “Okay..? Stormcloud, what are you gonna-” His sentence was cut off suddenly by Virgil leaning forward to and pressing his lips, feather-light and quick, to Roman’s.

   Roman froze, still as a stone, for a second, during which Virgil’s eyeshadow shifted to jet black. That little action was all that Roman needed to snap back into reality, as he cupped Virgil’s chin in one of his hands and met Virgil’s lips again.

   They both moved hesitantly, flailing blindly to find boundaries or some set of guidelines. But then the beginning notes of Kiss The Girl played from the TV and Virgil huffed a laugh against Roman’s lips, letting them both relax a bit. Virgil smiled into the kiss as he threaded his fingers through Roman’s hair, trying to get him as close as possible.

   Roman felt like he was dreaming. He had imagined this moment a lot of ways, from a heated make-out in the middle of a debate to a casual goodnight kiss so light that it didn’t even register until later. But he was glad it was happening like this. It felt perfect, the light from the TV screen still glowing from across the room, one of his arms wrapped lazily around Virgil’s waist, the cinnamon-and-coffee taste of Virgil’s lips. He felt like he could live in this moment forever, and he would die happy.

   Unfortunately, they had to break the kiss for air, making Roman pout a little. That pout disappeared almost immediately, though, because he got to see the expression on Virgil’s face. He looked starstruck, like Roman had shown him the sun after living his whole life in darkness. It made Roman’s heart swell, and made him smile the widest he ever had. They stared at each other for a moment, silent save for their breaths, their heartbeats, and the movie still playing. When he had gained enough of his breath back, Roman found himself singing along with the music floating through the air.

   “Sha-la-la-la-la-la, don't be scared, you got the mood prepared, go on and kiss the girl.”

   Virgil snorted and rolled his eyes, though didn’t move away from where he was in Roman’s arms. “Are you calling me Ariel?”

   “Only if I get to be your Eric,” Roman said smoothly, even throwing in a wink at the end for good measure. Virgil blushed and rolled his eyes again, but there was a grin on his face, so Roman figured he wasn’t too upset.

   “Roman?” Virgil asked, looking at him with those gorgeous mismatched eyes, accented perfectly by the almost white eyeshadow underneath them.

   “Yes, Virgil?”

   “Shut up and kiss me,” he said, scooting closer again and pressing his nose against Roman’s like he had before.

   “I thought you’d never ask.”

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General: 

@definitely-a-living-human @my-friends-art-and-writing @arodynamic-enby @ari-the-writer-enby @me-a-mess-morelikelythanyouthink @asexualtrashcan @the17thmeatball @inku-snas-art @fandoms-are-my-world

Prinxiety:

@nostalgic-shifting @humanbeingiguess @shade-romeo

[geometricalien]

OKAY I finished Life is Strange True Colors and it's time to give my hot trash opinions that no one asked for :) (spoilers will be below the cut)

I avoided almost everything released about this game because I did not want any spoilers whatsoever and I think that served me well.

I also came in with an open mind, I gotta say I was weary since deck nine had all of the control and I didn’t particularly like before the storm that much it was fine though.

All that said True Colors was beautiful. It has excellent graphics, compelling characters and side plots for each character, the power system was new and cool. I wasn't sure how being an empath would translate but it worked well in mechanics, was epic, and suited the theme of not just the game but Alex.

I played for about 10 hours Thursday with some breaks to stretch and get food. So needless to say, I was having a great time.

It has excellent sets and even though the power mechanics are exactly the same each time it's still fresh and creative in how these emotions can shape the world around them.

This is just a personal nitpick nothing actually important, the town is a fictional Coloradan small town and as someone who grew up in a neighboring state with similar small town/mining/outdoorsy communities- or visiting them- the town buildings were fantastic! I loved main street, I've been in towns with that exact same style. But the flower bridge and the deer were just... a tinge over the top, it felt like you were trying to sell "Paradise" way too hard. But besides that I loved the towns vibe!

I felt... a little burnt out being able to play all of the chapters at once, I think part that made the lis community so strong was that it had time to build and react to the episodes together. It gave us time to theorize and make fancontent. Versus binge gaming and shot like a bullet into the air, done too quick. I don’t feel as connected to the characters because I’ve only been with them for 14 ish hours vs months

NOW THAT BEING SAID- the pacing was good, it gave us the reins being able to free roam the map at nearly all times and it never felt like we were being dragged down

Overall, True Colors is a great addition. Had amazing voice acting graphics, characters, and themes. I definitely recommend checking this game out

Spoilers now abound:

Going back to an earlier comment- almost all scenarios where you used Alex's power in depth were fresh and interesting. My favorites being Ethan, Charlotte, and Eleanor. I bring this up because Duckie's was the most dull- which you could say matches because he is normally the life of the party so... feeling empty or dull makes sense for him. But then Pike’s was also similarly lacking in environment, so it didn’t feel as fulfilling

I loved loved loved episode 3. The larping was so much fun and I was tickled with the turn based fighting. I especially loved when Ethan made the world come to life, my heart lifted in pure joy.

The two main romance interests are... interesting. Ryan's insight and caring nature drew me to him the instant we met while Steph sort of came off... as separated? But as we became friends with them both it became super hard to chose. And at the end seeing their reactions to the bomb drop showed so much characterization. Steph's ride or die and Ryan (in my playthrough) just had someone challenge his entire life view of course that's hard to take in within 30 seconds. I got that religious gay trauma, I get it.

This is where I feel spacing out the episodes could've also helped with our fondness of characters. After Ryan didn't believe me I didn't want to pursue him anymore, my affection was weakened

However I chose to forgive both Ryan and Jed despite feeling like I missed the character development to reasonably make that decision. I understand this entire game is shadow work for Alex and it is growing her emotional intelligence by miles but I think I would have preferred more sign postings from the game saying "hey bc of your choices you are growing" which wasn't really true because-

Alex was suppressing her sadness, fear, and anger from her traumatic youth. So in episode 5, reliving all of those moments were the chance to level up in emotional intelligence. It felt odd to learn exactly everything at the very end but again it's okay because she was suppressing just like Jed which made her able to understand his emotions and walk him through them

TALKING ABOUT THAT TALK WHO GOT GIFS??? I NEED TO SEE HER EYES GLOWING AND FLICKERING WITH COLOR

I loved the parallel/bookendings of chapter 1: Side A and chapter 5: Side B, I'm a sucker for that shit

It's obvious that alot of care and heart was put into this game, it has layers and the more you peel back the more it reveals thematically

Now I got to compare it to my biggest criticism of LiS and Before the Storm, and ultimately the reason why I love LiS2 more than either of them. Does your choices actually matter?

LiS? No. The game ended with an ultimatum that made all of your choices in the end not matter and LiS is sold as a "your choices actually matter" type of game so seeing that be a load of malarkey always puts a bad taste in my mouth

Lis:bts? No. It's a prequel. I can admire the idea of "life may be futile but make the most of it" while you can and that definitely encompasses Rachel's side of bts. But that doesn’t negate the fact that this is more a game with a straight plot than LiS

LiS2? YOU GOT 4 ENDINGS AND YOU CAN ONLY CHOSE 2 AND ITS NARROWED DOWN TO HOW YOU PLAYED THIS GAME- THATS WHAT I CALL A CHOOSE YOUR OWN ADVENTURE/YOUR ACTIONS HAVE CONSEQUENCES

True Colors? I think TC lies somewhere between LiS2 and LiS in this aspect. Its definitely very railed, I think in every one you will get Jed to confess, so it depends on how you go about convincing him, romancing, and deciding your future to... well... decide your future. I can't fault it. It left it up to the player to decide and to not be screwed over by our previous choices (cough cough) and that is the crowd pleasing choice.

So, in the sense that it all feels very railed until the last 15 minutes when they spin us on an ice rink and say "freestyle baby"- it's fine. I'm not mad about it. But it does make me wonder what would've happened if we don't have any of the committee members on our side? Would we leave town effective immediately? Would the truth even have gotten out? Because if that's true... I would bump it up in the "does your choices matter?" 

You make choices and those choices have consequences, sometimes out of your control. That's what LiS2 perfected and what I want to see more in this franchise. 

[muffindaddystyles]

Okay but vamp!harry x reader where the reader goes for a late night walk alone because she’s feeling anxious (Harry tries to insist on coming with but she says no) but soon he can sense somethings wrong and goes to look for her and finds her in a dangerous situation! I need protective vampire Harry 🥺

Disclaimer: Reader with ADHD, Vampire!H x fem!reader, cock warming.

Harry's been doing humanly things. Moreso trying for his little human whom he doesn't want to dissapoint when she's making ećlairs or pop tarts for him and all he knows is to eat them despite of being a helping hand. His fingers are magical —--- they relax her in the most livid way while he's feeding from her. Honestly, it's all she wants. Her making sweets for him and him pleasuring her in the most bizarre way.

But. Sometimes she get's emotionally exhausted that the physical activities looks like breaking a mountain for her and all she does is snuggle under the snoozy layers of her childhood blankets cuddling her cat to calm her down.

Now her tranquility is Harry.

It's one of those days. She's been feeling like a failure. An utter dimwit for not getting what's happening in her sociology class, why her neighbours are always grumpy with her and why she isn't able to study anything. It's depressing her.

Harry never left her side. She's like a honey gooed all over him not even letting him bring the pizzas he ordered for them, "Don't!" She squeaks in a weak voice catching his wrists and he sits back cupping the nape of her neck looking straight in her eyes to assure her with his whole existence, "'ey baby . . my sweet girl 'm not goin' anywhere. Delivery boy's been waiting outside -- just a mo', yeah?" He sponges a gentle kiss at her temple stroking her cheek to calm her down.

They've rented a VR receiver and alot of silver movies watching them while eating pizza. She giggles and Harry smiles goofily when he had to hit the receiver twice to make it work, "c'mon you should know how all of this work old man." He strides towards her pulling her up with armpits into his embrace and tickling hard.

"Old man huh!? Ol' ma —" He pretends to eat her whole and she squeals between her laughs, "'m sorry you're my man!" Huffs smugly giving her a breather and pecks her not twice but thrice. If he could kiss her all day. He would. She's his human. It surprises him sometimes when he's alone with his thoughts. He loves her to fucking bits and pieces.

When she's like this everyone and everything feels outta her reach. As if they're miles away from her and she's standing in barren cold. In the amidst of sappy movie she shrinks closer to him stuffing her face into his ribs wounding her leg around his abdomen and he makes her feel warm wrapping his arms around her to push her up on his thigh. Snapping his gaze down at her when the lil sniffs of her reached his ears, "What's wrong kitten . . . hurts to see ya like this baby. Love you so much." He never fails to promise that he loves her to core.

"'M jus . . . thinking tha –-- that when I'll die you'll be still here 'n . . . 'n y'would get so lonely." She hiccups without a break, "Dunno. Can't stop crying 'm sorry." She gives out an ugly sob into his chest. It's breaking his already feeble heart. God he could scream the affection to the moon he have for this girl. In such a tragic moment all she is thinking is about him.

He cups squishes both her cheeks with his calloused palms telling her to breath with slow gestures then when she's way better speaks in his softest voice, "My baby listen to me hmm? We're never thinking of future don't wan'ye to wreck ye'r beautiful brain for stupid deaths --- secondly too bad miss Y/N 'm gonna cling to ye like leech of your nightmares." He wipes her tears away ever so caringly and gives her eskimo kisses while she giggles snorting at the end when Harry brought his big goldfish orbs in the middle to make her laugh.

"'M glad to have you." She whispers smudging her wet lips softly against his's into a heart melting blood warming kiss and Harry shushes her when she whines clutching the hem of his sweater, "bite me? She asks politely rather than being batty as for she was being within past days rilling him upto extreme to get her neck and skin sprinkled with hickeys that turns into bites.

"Don't wanna hurt ye', lovie." He pushes her hair away peering down at her with pleading worried eyes, "you wouldn't. promise." He nods flushing her against his chest positioning her head into the crook of his neck. Making her hug him like a koala bear.

Rubs her back. Pats her hair. Sways her along him rather than the seductive warnings he used to give her. He's afraid. She's too fragile at the moment. He'd never forgive himself if something will happen to her, "'m gonna bite. Stop me if ye' don't want it o' hurts." He runs his palms at her sides making her all squirmy.

He pushes her fangs ever so gently to her sweet spot. If she's made of glass making her moan and tight her grip around him warming up his cock in his trousers. It's not always about you dumber. He scolds himself. Suckling lightly and pulling back in a pinch of moment. It's the first time he has almost pretended to drink from her. She's all sleepy in his hold. He carries her to bed and when tries to untangle himself so he could turn the telly off she whines not letting him.

Despite of these much blankets she's still feeling cold. From inside. It feels empty and she isn't liking it at all. Writhes and squirms causing Harry to ask, "ye okay there lovie'?" When she shakes her head with glassy eyes and a pout he understands.

"Cold." Is all she had to say and he's guessing the next, "in ye'r tummy?" When she bobs her head confirming he sighs softly pulling the elastic of his trousers down to free his dick getting rid of the item woving his calves with her, thighs between thighs and places a firm hand on her back moving his thumb into circles non-stop.

"Oh me lil dovlin' c'mere . . want me cock to warm ye up baby? 'S okay s' okay darlin'." He murmurs against her lips tugging at his foreskin hissing when the head of his thick cock gets pushed between their bellys due to approximty. Precome oozes from his strokes and he takes her panties off swiping his crown over her hole to lubricate her. Wounds his arm around the nape of her neck to lap at her mouth swallowing her whines and cries while sliding inside her compact walls twisting his stomach awfully, "shhh. shhh baby love. I got ya. Gonna take care of ye ---- try to sleep. I'll be waiting fo' ye in the morning." Once, situating himself deep and snug inside her. He keeps on embracing her like a little baby.

Next morning though she woke up happy. Harry made her brekkie. Special smiley pancakes with heart shaped eyes from the little strawberry toppings. He really took advantage of his time while she was snoring her ass off. A peach smoothie and cashewnuts. Fed Meowsie. Gave her his morning lovin'. They had the meal together.

He helped her learn some of her course. Then in afternoon made lunch together egg fried rice and stirred vegetables Y/N went to give some of it to their neighbours. Lady Nat asked her if she's okay cause she has stopped stomping in her flat and it made her feel good, weirdly.

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Maybe it's seasonal sadness that she couldn't get out of it. Harry's in the kitchen cleaning up shelves when he hears the rustle of carpet. He peeks from the wall to find her pooling into a big hoodie and slipping into her shoes. He frowns throwing the rag away to walk towards her immediately, "where ye' goin' lovie? Ye' okay what happened?" He runs his hands over her shoulders to her hair making her meet his eyes.

She nods squeezing his wrists, "don't worry just wanna . . . take a walk — clear my head." Hearing this he quickly moves to wear his jacket.

"'M goin' with you." He declares and she knows if that'll happen she wouldn't be able to, "No. Alone." She fumbles with the strings of her hoodie. He sighs not fond of the idea brows knighting together thumbing at her jaw with concern screaming in his eyes.

"Can I mark you then?" He asks knowing what hides in the shadows of outside; creatures evil than his entire existence. He doesn't want to make her feel like she owes him explanations for her each and every movement but gosh does it scare him to his bones. She's the only person who could make him weak into knees and a mesh of puddle at the thought of even the thorn pricking her, "okie." She cranes her neck and it still amuses him she's exactly how she was when he first met her. That gentle rose under the moon meant for Harry to care and water with love.

After adorning her with a crimson mark and little peck he tugs her closer hooking his nose to her hair taking a good sniff of her cocoa scent, "keep your phone in ye' hand and don't walk through the cherry street." There's nothing there but stray dogs that she's afraid of. It's better he advises her.

"Ai. Ai captain!" She salutes him stomping her feet and he chuckles kissing her cheek wet-ly, "Go before I change me mind."

//

He wanted it not to creep it to his mind but it's not helping AT ALL. He's been restless and it's been fifteen minutes since she has left. He's sitting sunk into sofa with Meowsie snuggled under his chin while he shakes his knees, cracks his knuckles, combs his hair and groans into his palms. In short throwing tantrum like a toddler missing her already and constantly worrying about her. Something doesn't feel right at all. That gut wrenching horror of losing her biting him alive.

He mutters a fuck it going to look for her and bring her back home. He was right. He has always been. Good at instincts. For fuck's sake. He's a vampire!

Y/N was walking along the path which's the lead way to a park when a dark vibe gloomed over her head. The next she knows is she's being pinned to a wall with demonic eyes snatching at her soul: it takes her breath away outta horror.

"No wonder why Harry kisses the earth you walk on." He chuckles darkly accent an old Scottish and she gulps eyes stinging with tears, "I would to . . if I get to drink such sweet ripe blood." Her eyes widens when his fangs pokes out from his gums glistening under the lamp light.

She tries to kick him in balls to get rid of his painful grip when an angry growl echoes towards them loudly and the person who had her trapped wooshes from her sight in a bolt to ground making her shriek.

"She's not a fuckin' feeder stay the fuck away from her!!" Harry grits spitting venom. Choking the person under him, "tol' ya she's my girl and I'll shred everyone alive if they'll even breath in her direction." She has never seen him this furious. Tone harsh and snappy she never heard coming from him it makes her cry.

He had warned his fellows when the news of him spread that he has bonded to human. But well they've thick skulls.

The man under him just smirks pushing him away and coughing into his elbow standing up. "Whatever thought sharing is caring, Styles." Harry glares him resentfully. Fisting a punch at his side but stables himself when a dainty hand wraps around his fingers clutching tight.

He turns ducking down to her level cupping her cheeks and tries to examine her for any kind of injury, "ye' okay? Did he hurt you? Tell me and — " she rubs her nose with the sleeve of her hoodie shaking her head vigorously.

"No. 'M fine sorry should've listened to you." He puffs out a breath of guilt letting his forehead fall against her's, "don't be sorry -- it's none of ye'r fault baby."

"Glad you're safe." He whispers hugging her with the sway of bodies, "I love you." She tells him honestly tip-toeing to kiss him and it unfortunately reaches his silky jaw only.

"And all the things you do for me." He grins down at her. He lives on praises. The cheeky bastard.

"How about eatin' ice-cream while taking swings in the park?" He intertwines their hands warmly kissing her knuckles and she quips excitedly, "sounds great!"

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AN: idk why read more button isn't working sorry for the bug.

[thebigqueer]

GIVE US THE FIERROCHASE HEADCANONS POR FAVOR

YOU HAVE DEMANDED AND I SHALL DELIVER!

Alex likes to play with Magnus’ hair all the time

He literally braids it subconsciously and then when he turns to look at Magnus he’s like “oh wow you look really nice”

Magnus looks really nice in braids

Magnus wants to buy more clothes for himself and like he’s getting interested in more feminine clothing so he’s like “hmm wanna help me buy stuff?” And they go to H&M or something and get Magnus long skirts and Alex sees him wear them and she’s like 😍😍😍😍

They go on dates in Boston all the time 🥺🥺

Magnus and Alex learn to drive somehow and when they do they start going further away from Boston like maybe even NYC

I don’t think either have them have actually been to NYC so they get lost like every five minutes

I actually don’t think they kiss that often but every time they do Magnus is like “beautiful. Majestic. Alex is. Wonderful. Light of my life. Marry me.”

He doesn’t actually say that but like you get the gist

The younger kids in the homeless shelter they run always asks them to read stories and they have an absoltuely have a great time doing it

All of the kids there are constantly on their case like “oooooh are you daatttiiiinnngggg” because aside from the floor 19 gang I don’t think it’s like completely obvious they’re dating but they also have this very erotic vibe to them

All they do is smile sarcastically and say it’s none of their business

Alex probably tickles Magnus out of fucking nowhere and I think Magnus literally dies because he’s laughing so hard

He is very ticklish

The first time Magnus dies from laughing so hard (he technically died cuz he couldn’t breathe) Alex starts fucking howling at him like “YOU DIDNT TELL ME YOU WERE THAT FUCKING TICKLISH” and now makes it a weekly event

Magnus isn’t that annoyed by it but pretends to be because it’s kinda unnecessary to die once a week because your partner is fucking tickling you

I hope those have fueled your Fierrochase hunger