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i am wide awake thinking about that post canon jb au again when I should be sleeping …!!! such is the nature of the jbrainrot…
#the whole setting is jb hanging out in the rock post war#and tyrion became lord of the westerlands / the rock is his but he’s off doing stuff in kingslanding and jaime is just filling in for him#atm . but after tyrion comes back his original plan WAS he’ll get married to brienne right away and they can move back to tarth or be#travelling hedge knights together or whatever brienne wants to do he’s down for it. but the important thing is that he wants to stay with#her .. so he’s using the time they have together currently to court her bc she deserves that at least !!#so jaime goes off trying to court and woo brienne but she just thinks they’re hanging out bc they got relatively close in the war#so jaime being touchy feely isn’t anything new. jaime making innuendos and being kinda flirty isn’t anything new either#but this time he means it LOL he’s like I want to kiss you SO badly and brienne will be like lol silly jaime (:#I was also thinking they’d help rebuild lannisport just bc it’s a time for healing now and it would be good for the people to get to know#jaime and the lannisters in general bc of how they would just used to sit high above the rock looking down on everyone#but now jaime is like. actively helping and being known and being with the people rather than just being that absent distant lord#also he’s thinking he might as well try and foster some relationship with the commoners to his house bc it’s for tyrion anyway#so he’s off doing that and brienne is tagging along bc she does not want to go home yet#she wants to stay with him and she’s helping out as an excuse to stay a little longer but she doesn’t exactly want to leave him#but how do you tell someone that and ignore the big glaring part that she’s actually in love with him and the fact that they both survived#the war is getting her hopeful???? u want her to admit that?? like a normal person??? no..!!#so she’s just staying and helping out bc a) it’s the sensible thing to do b) so she can bask on the sun that is Jaime Lannister#for like a few more days. weeks. maybe a month bc the weather is soooo bad in the stormlands rn 🙄😳#anyway jb hanging out! and everything is going well and good but jaime is now getting popular w the people and he’s also looking quite#rugged and handsome post war now that he’s thirty flirty and thriving and he also has a new scar across his lip that makes his#smirks even more ! rogueish … ! and he looks quite nice with the greying hair 👀 so now there’s gossips around him#not to mention he’s single too and I think if you were one of the heroes who helped win the war they’ll forget the kingslaying#man with no honor business so lo and behold brienne eavesdrops a group of ladies bc she’s a chismosa at heart and they’re talking about a#potential marriage for a lord lannister (!!!) and there’s going to be a big tourney held in Kingslanding for it (!!!)#and brienne remembers jaime mentioning the ought to go to Kingslanding in the next few weeks (!!!) and now she’s remembering jaime IS a#lord though not theee lord of the westerlands STILL a lord from one of the seven houses and he’s single and very eligible for marriage rn#and now she’s realising everything is returning back the way it was before the war where society rules matters and she has her own role as#now the evenstar bc rip selwyn and jaime has his own role too and the court is a whole different battlefield#one that she isn’t equipped in and even though she had found some new confidence in herself bc killing a bunch of ice invisible zombies#with your own magic sword will do that for you she doesn’t think (and she’s being objective not negative) she stands a chance in THAT
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amaya and karlee settle into chestnut ridge smoothly. karlee's living with amaya temporarily, choosing to staying close to her sibling while also figuring out her place in the world. just two kids miles away from their childhood in sulani…
#ts4#ts4 gameplay#sims 4 gameplay#postcard legacy challenge#yeah they're yatted up#idc how unrealistic it is for them both to be completed tatted after becoming adults and moving across the world 🫵🏽#new gen new world new reshade !!!! tho this post and the next will have different reshade bc im trying to figure out what i like more#as of right now for storytelling purposes karlee’s staying in chestnut ridge temporarily but i’m fully going to have her fall in love w#the town (and a resident 👀) so that she stays#i need them to be close forever#karlee’s definitely the protective sibling. it doesn’t matter where in the world ama is karlee’s gonna be by her side.#amaya cherishes her just the same. they always say that they’re siblings in every universe and every timeline#sim: amaya kamealoha#sim: karlee kamealoha#postcard: gen4
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#unrelated to my last post#also this is gonna be an unpopular opinion#but i’ve honestly made my peace with how taylor approaches her public politics#(i’ve said this before too)#i may sound like a cupcake right now#but i don’t have the energy to bang my head against a wall when i know no matter what i do the wall won’t break#and that’s just the harsh truth#i have trust that she is a good person and her actions show that and it is enough for me#she’s not interested in being a political figure or representative and just wants to encourage people to vote#and will speak up during elections or during pride month etc#and ofc you can make the argument that she’s so influential so she should be and i agree but also! it’s her choice!#she is political in her private her life and she doesn’t owe her politics publicly#people should focus more on actual politicians and presidents and world leaders whose actual job it is#arshia talks
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“Oh wow! Bill actually let me go! Hmm…knowing him, I thought he’d torture me or something.”
“You have daddy issues.”
“At least it wasn’t Ford.”
#gravity falls#gravity falls au#dipper pines#mabel pines#screenshot edit#bill cipher#ford pines#evil ford au#root of evil au#also here’s my mabel design for this au#like i said#she shares stan’s jacket with dipper and stan himself#but right now stan is wearing his jacket#i’m not sure whether to consider this canon to the au#i mean it’s just an edit after all#nvm doesn’t matter#teehee
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look at the way i ride ~
#lyss.vent#been feeling very much on the edge lately#of what? i’m not really sure#a classic Meltdown ™ maybe#i have a therapist i talk to weekly now and that’s been a huge help fs#but it’s still like#my boat has a hole#too many to count actually#i’m constantly dumping out the water but it doesn’t matter yk?#i’m still sinking#there are so many things i should be thankful for#friends and family that care about me#i have hobbies that i enjoy#a good consistent job that pays well#i’m working 40 hrs a week and making enough to save monthly#this is what it means to be successful right ?#i should be happy…i have everything i need…#yet i feel rundown and empty#i’ve also realized that there are horrible ugly things that still live deep inside my bones#why do i blame myself for them when i was just there? when i was the victim?#i’m the only one who can save myself from it all so why can’t i?#what’s even worse is that i have to watch from the sidelines while life single-handedly fucks up my loved ones too#i’m so powerless in all aspects of my life#everything’s out of my control#and it hurts so much :(((#tbh old me would’ve given up by now but that dumb bitch isn’t in the driver’s seat anymore#she’s just along for the ride now but she won’t give me the aux#tho new me is stubborn and has something to prove so i’ll keep driving :3 vroom vroommm#i’ll play my own music soon#i love queue ☆〜(ゝ。∂)
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Put him on Cave Johnson's head
On Cave Johnson’s head - Portal 2
I never realized how funny Cave looks in this image lol
#portal#portal 2#wheatley#wheatley portal 2#wheatley portal#place#cave johnson#Cave Johnson portal#Cave Johnson portal 2#Caroline is there too but she doesn’t matter right now
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Black Canary miniseries by Tom King confirmed. Excited? Thoughts?
i am struggling with this so much tbh because it’s like. t*m k*ng wrote one of my favorite runs of all time with supergirl: woman of tomorrow, but those feelings are not consistent across his career. i find the current ww run to be. um. weird, at minimum, and bad at best, and that’s with a character i don’t have nearly as many feelings about. (no disrespect to diana, obviously, i just deeply love dinah.)
esp considering the series is going to involve dinah and lady shiva, i would say i am less “excited” and more “tom if you fuck this up i will hunt you down.” for all that i love lady shiva and the ways she and dinah CAN play off one another, the fact is oftentimes dinah is used to make asian women look inferior or to extend the problematic tropes they’re already forced into in comics constantly. i fear a “dinah and lady shiva battle it out to see who is the best fighter” premise is just… full of problems, for me, and they’d have to tell one hell of a story to win me back.
(lest we forget, we already know someone who beat lady shiva in hand to hand combat and proved herself to be a superior fighter. her name is cassandra cain, and she has also trained dinah in the past. i find her exclusion in the summaries i’ve been able to find to be pretty telling as to how carefully and thoughtfully this all will be approached, which is to say, not very.)
#anonymous#ask.tb#does this make any sense. At all.#like will i read it? almost definitely. and I’ll certainly be sharing my opinions as it goes on.#but just from the word ‘go’ my impression is the ‘myth of consent’ meme#with dinah and shiva battling it out and ‘isn’t there someone you forgot to ask’ overhead and cass in the far distance#there are a lot of interesting things you can do with dinah lance ESPECIALLY right now at THIS point in her narrative#whether she or lady shiva is the better fighter. isn’t it. that doesn’t actually matter.#anywho thanks for asking anon!!!
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shoulder feels like it’s in the wrong place and needs to make a mighty crunch but i keep trying and it just makes weak little clicks and feeling more and more tight and hurting. help! i have joints 👎
#bluejay.txt#my flute professor would Get me for this honestly. it’s definitely from holding tension while i was playing earlier#she’s always all over me for playing with tension and pushing through pain#she’s right but i’m afraid she also doesn’t get that me and my stupid demon collagen are gonna have pain no matter how perfect my posture#but i should fix it as much as i can and i just have so much trouble with that.#at least i don’t play with Visibly bad posture anymore. my elbows are down my neck is up spine is straight knees not locked etc.#used to do all that & looked like the hunchback of notre dame.#now i just hold too much tension bc i’m afraid my shoulders will evacuate the premises (sockets) while i’m playing 💀#which has happened before and is very unpleasant though it doesn’t hurt.#music school moment#i guess#i should have an EDS tag but it would probably just make me sad lmao#man i just want my joints to work right. i would sacrifice the scary shoulder party tricks for less pain and instability fr#been a while since i used this site as a diary like this. hope you all are enjoying it i guess :)
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like sick to my stomach levels of what the fuck!! and you know whats worse is jesus christ if she had just sucked from the beginning i would have been fine. i wouldve taken a double bagel better than this. but of course you have to be reminded of what could have been and literally she could have been so fucking close to having it and instead it’s just fine. it’s just fine! semifinal points defended which is more than i could have possibly imagined two weeks ago. playing great tennis and looking like herself. what more could you even ask in literally six tournaments from a nine and a half month hiatus. but it does suck so much more now because i no joke believed she could have won the whole thing!! wholeheartedly i thought maybe we had a chance!! and if it had been any other way it wouldn’t suck this bad. but instead it’s like this!! so it sucks absolute ass!! and i really do not know how to cope
#sorry i just need to rant…like this is so awful GOD this is awful#look ill have time to be happy for jess later right now i just feel miserable#like stupidly ‘there is no good left in the world’ kind of miserable#and i know ill get over it but right now i just want to cry#i really believed it you know. like not even a delusional hope#i thought it could happen#and maybe that’s my fault but it doesn’t really matter anyway cause now im just really fucking sad#jesus#like i know i need to get a grip but. UGH#why does she have to lose like this.#why isn’t the love enough. please can the love be enough for once
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this girl don’t understand how this game works 😭
#bb26#it doesn’t matter how much you say only fools rush to take sides#you have been placed on a side Leah and right now it’s the losing side#and I don’t think her socialization has been bad#I think she needs to all in on the Quinn connection and Matt leaving would probably suit her best this week
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i wish i could beat my best friend’s boyfriend w a baseball bat
#i was going to say he should kill himself but i need to take matters into my own hands i can’t take it anymore#tell me why the fuck he is on a 4 day vacation w his friends right now while my friend is crying bc she’ll spend her 5 yr anniversary alone#n they just got back together recently like 6 months ago they broke up for the same reason bc he just doesn’t give a fuck about their#relationship or about her. he never prioritizes her n he’s so mean to her like the very fucking minimum is being kind to ur partner kys#i know it’s not technically their 5 yr anniversary bc they broke up twice in that time but she considers it that#n i keep telling her the cycle will just repeat itself n he will always let her down n it’ll get even worse w time#.txt
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insane how quickly something small can tank my mood
#i am so tired of being cut off when i’m talking#esp when someone doesn’t even care enough to realize i was over halfway through a sentence#and doesn’t ask what i was saying#or when they just make it incredibly obvious they weren’t paying attention or outright don’t care what i’m talking about#even when i’m talking super excitedly#it makes me feel so fucking small and unimportant#like yeah i guess the shit i say doesn’t matter 99% of the time but it matters to ME#but it hurts so bad when i get cut off only for someone else to say stuff entirely unrelated#and to then just like. stream of consciousness ramble every thought that enters their head#like okay. cool. awesome. alright#my mom does that all the time i’ll be telling her something and then i’ll get cut off or she’ll wait til i’m done#to out of nowhere start telling me super in depth life histories of people she hasn’t seen since she was a child. or people i don’t know.#and it’ll always be so in depth about so many people idk OR so fucking vague i get confused as hell#in the typical boomer just needs to talk at someone or hear their own voice way (sorry ily mom)#and i know i can go on for ages about fandom shit that confuses her or she doesn’t know about but#idk. i do not have much else in my life right now. and i only have her and my sibling and very very few friends that aren’t online#and even irl friends i only see a couple times a year each if i’m lucky#i just hate my life lol and i need to stop before i spiral#i have already gone on long enough and will be embarrassed when i come back to delete this because honestly who gives a shit#i need to get over myself#to be deleted#personal
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!!vent!!
i dont know what i did to you
but im sorry
im sorry i wasnt there when you needed it
im sorry that im too late
i want closure, to know why you left me behind
but i suppose it was fair.
i was never a good friend
just a face to talk to you when nobody else would.
i know youll never forgive me, even thought i dont even know what i did wrong
even if im not the one in the wrong,
thank you for those months of friendship.
i suspected you hated me for a month or two now
but i thought that was just a suspicion.
i hoped it wasn’t the truth.
#my close friend of several months just blocked me and talked to our mutual friend about how unhappy I made her#looking back I wasn’t really the ideal friend though.#I just thought she was better than to simply block me without reason.#I always comforted her when she was sad#but it doesn’t matter now.#because in the end its always L who’s right.#always the terrible ex-friends to blame.
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Me every time I get booped backed.
🥹🥹🥹
#Selenaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!#La Reina De Tejano#Her smile is so cute and totally me right now.#selena quintanilla perez#I miss her so much. She was a gem. Lost too soon and too cruelly.#You bet I blast her music on high all the time.#And it doesn’t matter when you live in a Latino dominated area because everyone just dances with you.#boop#tumblr boops#boops boops#super boops#april fools boops
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WOULD YOU GUYS LIKE TO SEE MY FUGLY UGLY ASS ALLEGORY OF THE CAVE X FAHRENHEIT 451 CROSSOVER DRAWING THAT I WAS FORCED TO DO FOR SCHOOL….. ITS SO UGLY AND MONTAG IS
WHITE.
AND THE HOUNDS ARE DISGUSTING THE COLORING IS SO SHITTY AND MILDRED …. Well ok she looks alright kindof but the COLORING ….. SKETCH WAS BETTER but do you guys. Do you still want to see it…….,,,,,,
ALSO NO OFFENSE TO WHITE PEOPLE PLEASE I LOVE YOU GUYS 🫶😁👍 within reason
#like ok maybe it isn’t. THAT bad#NO NO I TAKE THAT BACK I JUST LOOKED AT IT RIGHT NOW AND THE COMPOSITION IS ALL FUCKING VOER THE PLACE#IT. IT IS. THAT BAD#IF YOU GUYS SAY YESS YOULL SEE#ok but nasty bad art aside I know some of you will be asking why white Montag is such a bad thing and#there isn’t anything wrong with it!!! it’s just that for me personally#after I did a bit more thinking I was. physically incapable of perceiving Montag as anything other than POC/nonwhite#so when I look back at my old f451 art and stare into the eyes of a pale skittish twink it just#it doesn’t click. like that isn’t MY Montag if ykwim#now trembling BROWN skittish twink. that’s a different story#AGAIN I DONT have any issues with ppl making their own versions white I just think that . for me specifically. he looked a bit funny#a little off. a bit too crackerish for my liking#where is bros melanin 😭#I’m complaining right now but if I wanted to I could just… go in and try and make the skin tone darker#I might do that depending on how tired I feel after doomscrolling#also if it matters even though I have read the book over at least 8 times now not once have I touched either of the movies.#and it will STAY THAT WAY. until I completely log my notes for the book#then I can move on to the movies 🥰#but I will admit 2018 did sort of lead me to having a change of heart w my design. just a little. just a teensy bit. kinda. sort of?#actually not really now that I think about it#I have my own reasons.#TOO MANY WHITE PEOPLE MY EYES THEY BURN AAAYHHHHH MY EYES OW OW OW OWIEEEE#my Beatty design was so white that my eyes developed stage 4 cataracts#I needed a palate cleanser that WASNT Millie… oh god my Millie design…#she was white there too. terrible#it’s okay… 💔 I’ve since learned and moved on#ARGH GUYS I DONT HATE WHITE PEOPLE I JUST THINK THAT MORE SKIN COLOR VARIATIONS WOULD E NICE
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I really hate how hard it is to enjoy these things right now. I want to be able to feel how I used to but it just feels so ridiculous to be focused on all this new album stuff when there is a literal genocide happening in front of our eyes.
#and before y’all get mad it’s not about people not having a right to enjoy things#but she has to be aware of how much influence she has#there’s no way she isn’t#she’s focused so much of the world’s attention on her instead of what really matters right now#I want new music but it just doesn’t need to happen right now#and it’s not easy feeling these things having been a fan since 2006. it’s hard to extricate myself#but I’m just so sad at how temporary the matter of right and wrong/right side of history stuff was
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