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swordmaid · 8 months ago

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i am wide awake thinking about that post canon jb au again when I should be sleeping …!!! such is the nature of the jbrainrot…

#the whole setting is jb hanging out in the rock post war #and tyrion became lord of the westerlands / the rock is his but he’s off doing stuff in kingslanding and jaime is just filling in for him #atm . but after tyrion comes back his original plan WAS he’ll get married to brienne right away and they can move back to tarth or be #travelling hedge knights together or whatever brienne wants to do he’s down for it. but the important thing is that he wants to stay with #her .. so he’s using the time they have together currently to court her bc she deserves that at least !!#so jaime goes off trying to court and woo brienne but she just thinks they’re hanging out bc they got relatively close in the war #so jaime being touchy feely isn’t anything new. jaime making innuendos and being kinda flirty isn’t anything new either #but this time he means it LOL he’s like I want to kiss you SO badly and brienne will be like lol silly jaime (:#I was also thinking they’d help rebuild lannisport just bc it’s a time for healing now and it would be good for the people to get to know #jaime and the lannisters in general bc of how they would just used to sit high above the rock looking down on everyone #but now jaime is like. actively helping and being known and being with the people rather than just being that absent distant lord #also he’s thinking he might as well try and foster some relationship with the commoners to his house bc it’s for tyrion anyway #so he’s off doing that and brienne is tagging along bc she does not want to go home yet #she wants to stay with him and she’s helping out as an excuse to stay a little longer but she doesn’t exactly want to leave him #but how do you tell someone that and ignore the big glaring part that she’s actually in love with him and the fact that they both survived #the war is getting her hopeful???? u want her to admit that?? like a normal person??? no..!!#so she’s just staying and helping out bc a) it’s the sensible thing to do b) so she can bask on the sun that is Jaime Lannister #for like a few more days. weeks. maybe a month bc the weather is soooo bad in the stormlands rn 🙄😳#anyway jb hanging out! and everything is going well and good but jaime is now getting popular w the people and he’s also looking quite #rugged and handsome post war now that he’s thirty flirty and thriving and he also has a new scar across his lip that makes his #smirks even more ! rogueish … ! and he looks quite nice with the greying hair 👀 so now there’s gossips around him #not to mention he’s single too and I think if you were one of the heroes who helped win the war they’ll forget the kingslaying #man with no honor business so lo and behold brienne eavesdrops a group of ladies bc she’s a chismosa at heart and they’re talking about a #potential marriage for a lord lannister (!!!) and there’s going to be a big tourney held in Kingslanding for it (!!!)#and brienne remembers jaime mentioning the ought to go to Kingslanding in the next few weeks (!!!) and now she’s remembering jaime IS a #lord though not theee lord of the westerlands STILL a lord from one of the seven houses and he’s single and very eligible for marriage rn #and now she’s realising everything is returning back the way it was before the war where society rules matters and she has her own role as #now the evenstar bc rip selwyn and jaime has his own role too and the court is a whole different battlefield #one that she isn’t equipped in and even though she had found some new confidence in herself bc killing a bunch of ice invisible zombies #with your own magic sword will do that for you she doesn’t think (and she’s being objective not negative) she stands a chance in THAT

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fizzytoo · 1 year ago

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amaya and karlee settle into chestnut ridge smoothly. karlee's living with amaya temporarily, choosing to staying close to her sibling while also figuring out her place in the world. just two kids miles away from their childhood in sulani…

#ts4 #ts4 gameplay #sims 4 gameplay #postcard legacy challenge #yeah they're yatted up #idc how unrealistic it is for them both to be completed tatted after becoming adults and moving across the world 🫵🏽#new gen new world new reshade !!!! tho this post and the next will have different reshade bc im trying to figure out what i like more #as of right now for storytelling purposes karlee’s staying in chestnut ridge temporarily but i’m fully going to have her fall in love w #the town (and a resident 👀) so that she stays #i need them to be close forever #karlee’s definitely the protective sibling. it doesn’t matter where in the world ama is karlee’s gonna be by her side.#amaya cherishes her just the same. they always say that they’re siblings in every universe and every timeline #sim: amaya kamealoha #sim: karlee kamealoha #postcard: gen4

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strawberryshortcake1495 · 2 months ago

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“Oh wow! Bill actually let me go! Hmm…knowing him, I thought he’d torture me or something.”

“You have daddy issues.”

“At least it wasn’t Ford.”

#gravity falls #gravity falls au #dipper pines #mabel pines #screenshot edit #bill cipher #ford pines #evil ford au #root of evil au #also here’s my mabel design for this au #like i said #she shares stan’s jacket with dipper and stan himself #but right now stan is wearing his jacket #i’m not sure whether to consider this canon to the au #i mean it’s just an edit after all #nvm doesn’t matter #teehee

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pizzazzgf · 2 months ago

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the idea of rio and agatha having a messy, early on breakup that doesn’t have to do with later actual tragic events appeals so much to me. like the idea of agatha knowing that rio is a cosmic, powerful, terrifying entity and still stomping on her heart on purpose. and it just makes rio more attracted to her because she has never had something slip away from her grasp before

#woman who just does bland routine her entire existence learns of The Chase #this doesn’t mean i don’t love their actual tragic breakup #i just think like what if younger agatha was such a lady killer she just was like okay im bored let’s break up with her and see what happens #or maybe she doesn’t know she’s death but knows she is insanely #deeply dangerous #but it doesn’t matter because she’s a traveler #and she’s decided well now i feel like fleeing the country #imagine her shock when she kills another coven #and omg! theres her ex again #agatha is such a leave first to not get her heart broken #she feels the tug of emotional connection and uproots everything instantly #so its just kind of interesting to explore #that despite her running away #rio will always chase her #and at some point she realizes she can’t keep herself from knowing #that rio will always be right there behind her #sickeningly romantic #TOO MANY TAGS SORRY #agatha all along #yap #agatha harkness #agathario #vidahark #rio vidal

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evermoredeluxe · 8 months ago

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kitten4sannie · 3 months ago

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look at the way i ride ~

#lyss.vent #been feeling very much on the edge lately #of what? i’m not really sure #a classic Meltdown ™ maybe #i have a therapist i talk to weekly now and that’s been a huge help fs #but it’s still like #my boat has a hole #too many to count actually #i’m constantly dumping out the water but it doesn’t matter yk?#i’m still sinking #there are so many things i should be thankful for #friends and family that care about me #i have hobbies that i enjoy #a good consistent job that pays well #i’m working 40 hrs a week and making enough to save monthly #this is what it means to be successful right ?#i should be happy…i have everything i need…#yet i feel rundown and empty #i’ve also realized that there are horrible ugly things that still live deep inside my bones #why do i blame myself for them when i was just there? when i was the victim?#i’m the only one who can save myself from it all so why can’t i?#what’s even worse is that i have to watch from the sidelines while life single-handedly fucks up my loved ones too #i’m so powerless in all aspects of my life #everything’s out of my control #and it hurts so much :(((#tbh old me would’ve given up by now but that dumb bitch isn’t in the driver’s seat anymore #she’s just along for the ride now but she won’t give me the aux #tho new me is stubborn and has something to prove so i’ll keep driving :3 vroom vroommm #i’ll play my own music soon #i love queue ☆〜（ゝ。∂）

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putting-wheatley-in-places · 1 year ago

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Put him on Cave Johnson's head

On Cave Johnson’s head - Portal 2

I never realized how funny Cave looks in this image lol

#portal #portal 2 #wheatley #wheatley portal 2 #wheatley portal #place #cave johnson #Cave Johnson portal #Cave Johnson portal 2 #Caroline is there too but she doesn’t matter right now

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rolandkaros · 4 months ago

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like sick to my stomach levels of what the fuck!! and you know whats worse is jesus christ if she had just sucked from the beginning i would have been fine. i wouldve taken a double bagel better than this. but of course you have to be reminded of what could have been and literally she could have been so fucking close to having it and instead it’s just fine. it’s just fine! semifinal points defended which is more than i could have possibly imagined two weeks ago. playing great tennis and looking like herself. what more could you even ask in literally six tournaments from a nine and a half month hiatus. but it does suck so much more now because i no joke believed she could have won the whole thing!! wholeheartedly i thought maybe we had a chance!! and if it had been any other way it wouldn’t suck this bad. but instead it’s like this!! so it sucks absolute ass!! and i really do not know how to cope

#sorry i just need to rant…like this is so awful GOD this is awful #look ill have time to be happy for jess later right now i just feel miserable #like stupidly ‘there is no good left in the world’ kind of miserable #and i know ill get over it but right now i just want to cry #i really believed it you know. like not even a delusional hope #i thought it could happen #and maybe that’s my fault but it doesn’t really matter anyway cause now im just really fucking sad #jesus #like i know i need to get a grip but. UGH #why does she have to lose like this.#why isn’t the love enough. please can the love be enough for once

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sexologii · 6 months ago

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this girl don’t understand how this game works 😭

#bb26 #it doesn’t matter how much you say only fools rush to take sides #you have been placed on a side Leah and right now it’s the losing side #and I don’t think her socialization has been bad #I think she needs to all in on the Quinn connection and Matt leaving would probably suit her best this week

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sunmisbf · 7 months ago

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i wish i could beat my best friend’s boyfriend w a baseball bat

#i was going to say he should kill himself but i need to take matters into my own hands i can’t take it anymore #tell me why the fuck he is on a 4 day vacation w his friends right now while my friend is crying bc she’ll spend her 5 yr anniversary alone #n they just got back together recently like 6 months ago they broke up for the same reason bc he just doesn’t give a fuck about their #relationship or about her. he never prioritizes her n he’s so mean to her like the very fucking minimum is being kind to ur partner kys #i know it’s not technically their 5 yr anniversary bc they broke up twice in that time but she considers it that #n i keep telling her the cycle will just repeat itself n he will always let her down n it’ll get even worse w time #.txt

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bilestat · 7 months ago

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insane how quickly something small can tank my mood

#i am so tired of being cut off when i’m talking #esp when someone doesn’t even care enough to realize i was over halfway through a sentence #and doesn’t ask what i was saying #or when they just make it incredibly obvious they weren’t paying attention or outright don’t care what i’m talking about #even when i’m talking super excitedly #it makes me feel so fucking small and unimportant #like yeah i guess the shit i say doesn’t matter 99% of the time but it matters to ME #but it hurts so bad when i get cut off only for someone else to say stuff entirely unrelated #and to then just like. stream of consciousness ramble every thought that enters their head #like okay. cool. awesome. alright #my mom does that all the time i’ll be telling her something and then i’ll get cut off or she’ll wait til i’m done #to out of nowhere start telling me super in depth life histories of people she hasn’t seen since she was a child. or people i don’t know.#and it’ll always be so in depth about so many people idk OR so fucking vague i get confused as hell #in the typical boomer just needs to talk at someone or hear their own voice way (sorry ily mom)#and i know i can go on for ages about fandom shit that confuses her or she doesn’t know about but #idk. i do not have much else in my life right now. and i only have her and my sibling and very very few friends that aren’t online #and even irl friends i only see a couple times a year each if i’m lucky #i just hate my life lol and i need to stop before i spiral #i have already gone on long enough and will be embarrassed when i come back to delete this because honestly who gives a shit #i need to get over myself #to be deleted #personal

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ace-ofclubs · 9 months ago

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!!vent!!

i dont know what i did to you

but im sorry

im sorry i wasnt there when you needed it

im sorry that im too late

i want closure, to know why you left me behind

but i suppose it was fair.

i was never a good friend

just a face to talk to you when nobody else would.

i know youll never forgive me, even thought i dont even know what i did wrong

even if im not the one in the wrong,

thank you for those months of friendship.

i suspected you hated me for a month or two now

but i thought that was just a suspicion.

i hoped it wasn’t the truth.

#my close friend of several months just blocked me and talked to our mutual friend about how unhappy I made her #looking back I wasn’t really the ideal friend though.#I just thought she was better than to simply block me without reason.#I always comforted her when she was sad #but it doesn’t matter now.#because in the end its always L who’s right.#always the terrible ex-friends to blame.

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quietwingsinthesky · 6 days ago

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actually wait i do have a fucked up millie fact to share for the night. her s4-5 timeline in my head have her becoming best friends with chuck (read: Millie keeps breaking into his house despite his constant protests for her to Stop Doing That. in her defense, the roadhouse burned down and if she goes to bobby’s, her brothers will know within the hour. she has decided this means they’re best friends, and chuck is kind of pathetic and weak and can’t stop her in any meaningful way.)

(in the endverse, millie and dean aren’t on speaking terms. they’ll fight together, millie will follow him most places, but whatever was there is broken beyond repair. that’s probably because she blames him for what happened to sam, and he blames her for blaming him, and it’s a whole cycle. but in the wake of that, she’s latched onto chuck to fill the void left by sam and dean, something that’s not working. but is also the reason that when future!dean says they’re striking out to kill samifer, intent on feeding everyone into the meat grinder to do so, past!dean catches millie and chuck preparing to run in the opposite direction and not look back. i don’t think he tries to stop them.)

the point of all that being that the s5 finale happens, and millie doesn’t see any of chuck’s half of the story. doesn’t get to know what happens to him.

she just finds an empty house. she assumes it got to be too much for him. she looks for a body, and she doesn’t get to have one. she leaves.

years later, his face is staring at her across the rooms of this place that’s supposed to be her home. and millie has spent these years running in the leagues of angels and demons and leviathans, and if she knows only one thing, it’s that that’s chuck’s face. but that’s not him. not anymore. what’s inside it was not her friend. no matter what it says.

#god possessed chuck conspiracy in my millieverse? its more likely than you’d think #she likes chuck. he’s a wet paper towel of a man who starts trembling whenever she starts playing with a knife in front of him #part of this friendship is unavoidably that millie has the urge to bat him around like a ball of yarn #also ‘friendship’ is a very loose term for it. chuck does not want her in his house. she scares him.#he can’t orevent her from being in his house. and he’ll get drunk with her because he’s marginally less scared of her when drunk.#but what’s going on here is maybe not objectively something you could call friendship #it still matters to millie though. it matters to her. she thinks about him. the world ends and then doesn’t end and when she can’t do #anything to save sam the day after that. she goes to check on him. because last time she called him he was scared.#he’s not there.#spn oc #god calls himself chuck and he references memories of her and millie reacts understandably like you would to someone who stepped #inside your friend’s skin and became them and killed them in the process #it’s not even that god/chuck’s lying. he *does* remember those things. he does consider them as *his* experiences. and he’s not entirely #wrong about that. like amara didn’t just possess a baby she became that baby in a way. it was just less messy because there was no life in #there that she was supplanting really. it hadn’t been lived yet.#god does the same thing to chuck. but chuck had lived. and then he stops existing as himself. and now he exists as god and god exists as him #he’s right. those memories are his and he lived through that. but millie knows that isn’t and wasn’t her friend. and she’s right too.#does that make sense? i think we can make possession even more metaphysical and overly complex and horrorific here. for fun.

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runningatypufullspeed · 10 months ago

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WOULD YOU GUYS LIKE TO SEE MY FUGLY UGLY ASS ALLEGORY OF THE CAVE X FAHRENHEIT 451 CROSSOVER DRAWING THAT I WAS FORCED TO DO FOR SCHOOL….. ITS SO UGLY AND MONTAG IS

WHITE.

AND THE HOUNDS ARE DISGUSTING THE COLORING IS SO SHITTY AND MILDRED …. Well ok she looks alright kindof but the COLORING ….. SKETCH WAS BETTER but do you guys. Do you still want to see it…….,,,,,,

ALSO NO OFFENSE TO WHITE PEOPLE PLEASE I LOVE YOU GUYS 🫶😁👍 within reason

#like ok maybe it isn’t. THAT bad #NO NO I TAKE THAT BACK I JUST LOOKED AT IT RIGHT NOW AND THE COMPOSITION IS ALL FUCKING VOER THE PLACE #IT. IT IS. THAT BAD #IF YOU GUYS SAY YESS YOULL SEE #ok but nasty bad art aside I know some of you will be asking why white Montag is such a bad thing and #there isn’t anything wrong with it!!! it’s just that for me personally #after I did a bit more thinking I was. physically incapable of perceiving Montag as anything other than POC/nonwhite #so when I look back at my old f451 art and stare into the eyes of a pale skittish twink it just #it doesn’t click. like that isn’t MY Montag if ykwim #now trembling BROWN skittish twink. that’s a different story #AGAIN I DONT have any issues with ppl making their own versions white I just think that . for me specifically. he looked a bit funny #a little off. a bit too crackerish for my liking #where is bros melanin 😭#I’m complaining right now but if I wanted to I could just… go in and try and make the skin tone darker #I might do that depending on how tired I feel after doomscrolling #also if it matters even though I have read the book over at least 8 times now not once have I touched either of the movies.#and it will STAY THAT WAY. until I completely log my notes for the book #then I can move on to the movies 🥰#but I will admit 2018 did sort of lead me to having a change of heart w my design. just a little. just a teensy bit. kinda. sort of?#actually not really now that I think about it #I have my own reasons.#TOO MANY WHITE PEOPLE MY EYES THEY BURN AAAYHHHHH MY EYES OW OW OW OWIEEEE #my Beatty design was so white that my eyes developed stage 4 cataracts #I needed a palate cleanser that WASNT Millie… oh god my Millie design…#she was white there too. terrible #it’s okay… 💔 I’ve since learned and moved on #ARGH GUYS I DONT HATE WHITE PEOPLE I JUST THINK THAT MORE SKIN COLOR VARIATIONS WOULD E NICE

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tenwhiteandalusians · 13 days ago

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pertaining to the idea of tenax’s band of strays i do think it’s touching that the kids are the ones who saved him and waited outside the door to make sure he’s okay. for all tenax claims to be harsh and cruel it’s a fine indicator of his character that the kids won’t rest without him and are there every time he’s in danger.

#AND I CAN’T FUCKING BELIEVE I HAD THEM STEALING THEIR WAY OMTO #THE PLATFORMS WHAT DO YOU MEANNNNNNN oh i love being right #also that all the kids are there watching when he kills the guy whose name i forget because i simply cannot hold names in my brain but the #evil one. who i was like oh thank GOD he died i was so sick of this plot he kept killing everyone & i screeched when he almost got claudia #something something calla saying ‘you’re not a child anymore’ about tenax’s cruelty to the brothers (which in my twisted narratives. sorry.#there’s only one scorpus who KNEW the child tenax was. the child he’s still healing and caring for. all of the children whose eyes he looks #into and sees a hurt that’s just like his? the children tenax saved whether he’ll admit it or not? scorpus saved him. and that’s all)#(also this is a terrible thing to say i knew it about but like. oh i knew it about the master of the house. tenax making sure NO ONE #touches the kids or does anything with them really but Claudia and him—the people he trusts which also now includes calla but he makes sure #it’s someone he knows. also do we have a claudia backstory??? or would i just get to invent a reason why she’s there and what she’s doing #and why she’s so loyal to tenax. did she also see the child he was and that’s why she’s so protective of him but also why she gets along #with calla so well because the two of them see how he’s festered in that. like calla fully has the rights here i think she should rip him a #new one for his lack of decency and good qualities he can be corrupt without being cruel y’know. and he should be called out on his #peter pan ass behavior you’re not a child!! there are such consequences!!! dream a little bigger a little kinder!!! change the dream you #made up with scorpus when you were a young angry teenager and make it fit who you are NOW. the life you want NOW not the life you thought #you should have & deserved. what did you learn from growing up. what changed. what do you need now & what do you want. not the same things #and i too wish that this was 30k and covered their entire backstory #BUT IN THE OPPOSITE DIRECTION of i also need it to be 100k canon-divergent (presumably. i’m only through episode eight. but i can’t imagine #that they will follow the plot EYE would write because they need to have a second season & you can’t have that without conflict which means #titus overthrown scorpus is gonna die metaphorically or literally etc etc the gold faction in shambles but technically triumphant with #domitian on the throne and tenax in a position of patrician power accepted into their society but still not equal and happy. whereas lmao #domitian you’re getting shipped off to some other city because your plot to overthrow titus failed and yet he is merciful enough he won’t #kill you he just sends you and hermes together (at which point over the months long journey you forgive and re-learn each other bc titus #didn’t know of the betrayal he thought it would be kind to send your (ex-)lover with you. do we see how this works perfectly) & tenax falls #back into the underworld where he now knows he belongs because blood is everything except when it isn’t. when he realizes what he has is #worth more. no matter if the blood he has is tainted or patrician the blood oath he swore with scorpus iron on their tongues means more.#calla’s split lip defending him and their winnings. kwaame’s blood on the hard packed sand of the arena fighting to stay alive and to come #home to them. the fire in aura’s cheeks when she laughs at ivy. SURPRISEEEE EVERY NARRATIVE IS A FOUND FAMILY I GUESS IT SPRUNG ON ME TOO.#and tenax doesn’t mind a little dirt and bribery every now and then. doesn’t aspire to former heights and shining brilliant out of shadows.#the gaudiness of gold &flash of fools’ dreams. YES CAN I FINALLY PLS GET MY BLACK FACTION TO REPLACE THE ILL-FATED GOLD THATLL COLLAPSE W/D

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theflowerofthecommonwealth · 9 months ago

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Me every time I get booped backed.

🥹🥹🥹

#Selenaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!#La Reina De Tejano #Her smile is so cute and totally me right now.#selena quintanilla perez #I miss her so much. She was a gem. Lost too soon and too cruelly.#You bet I blast her music on high all the time.#And it doesn’t matter when you live in a Latino dominated area because everyone just dances with you.#boop #tumblr boops #boops boops #super boops #april fools boops

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