#serve them well (gigantic)
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beatrixstonehill2 Ā· 11 months ago
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"Jesus, these things are going to fill my lap in another couple months. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy my college signed me up for this clinical trial, but I am starting to get a bit concerned with how massive and heavy my boobs are going to get. Like.... only a few months ago I was a C-Cup. They're already humongous..... The people at the trial make me strip in front of a bunch of pharmaceutical execs. They weigh my breasts, poke and prod them, squeeze them, crush them in vices, and sometimes they even inject huge syringes of saline right into them, one after another, making them even more swollen and huge, telling me these saline treatment are 'just part of the trial'. I think they just like filling my boobs with a gallon of saline each to see me struggle to keep my back straight.
I ask them how long the trial will go on, how many more months I need to take the breast growth pills. Like, they clearly work..... But they just tell me as long as possible to test the limits of the medicine. I try to get them to tell me how big my boobs will get and they avoid the question, telling me not to worry and enjoy them. I tell them my back hurts really bad now and they laugh. I say, 'It won't be so funny if my spine snaps and I wind up paralyzed!' The scientists and execs just shrug and tell me when my spine snaps they'll ensure I have every possible accommodation to complete my diploma. They never say 'if', they say 'when'.....
I try to tell them I don't want to wind up paralyzed, but they say it's not really a big deal and I'll be able to live a perfectly fulfilling life, that their research is what's important. I got frustrated one time and blurted out that I won't be able to feel my pussy or when guys fuck me. They told me it's a good thing, men can be as rough as they want and I won't even feel it. I guess they have a point, that's kind of nice. I said I'll miss cumming, and they told me my pussy will still cum. I might not feel it, but it'll react physically on its own and squirt if men fuck me hard enough and rub/smack my clit enough. I guess that's OK...... as long as men can still make me squirt. It'll suck not feeling it but it'll be kinda fun to watch men have their way with me.
I guess I'm really dedicated to this clinical trial after all. And I'd be lying if I said I wasn't having fun growing such a giant pair of boobs. Soon they'll fill my lap and probably get way bigger. They'll weigh well over 100lbs each.... I'll need help to do just about anything regardless of whether or not my poor spine gives out. But I do agree..... I think it'd be more fun if it did, plus the people running the trial seem excited for it to happen. So, I don't wanna disappoint them. Hopefully my boobs get so humongous they totally surround me..... I wonder how much saline the team running the trial will pump into them for fun after that? A whole bathtub's worth? My boobs will be so fucking swollen and impossible to budge. All I'll be will be a poor, stationary girl who'll really only exist to serve cock; what else are such monstrous breasts useful for? And the rest of me will be a playground for men to use however they see fit. At least I don't need to be able to move to do therapy sessions online once I graduate and become a psychiatrist. Maybe I'll hold in person sessions anyway and judge my patients' mental state on how harshly they treat my gigantic breasts? With any luck it'll be a revolutionary new approach other girls decide to imitate. Wouldn't that be nice? ā¤ļø"
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audisive Ā· 10 months ago
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ā™Ŗ PRETTY WHEN YOU CRY.Ā  sad girl alternative
ą±Øą§Ž simon 'ghost' riley | reader
synopsis: you've had a bad day, simon's there to fix it.
tags: comfort, crying, self-indulgent, fluff
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Ā  Your head laid on the skin of his arm, your face pushed into the comfort of his chest. The sharp edges of your earrings ā€“ your favorite ones, he recalls ā€“ sank and dug into his skin meanly, but he couldn't care less. As disgusting as it sounds, it could not compare to the way his heart ached to protect your own when he hears you take sharp inhales just to exhale with a sob, sniffles occasionally there to accompany your weeping. It was anything but his priority with the way his arms tightened around you and the way he'd hoped it would be enough to ease your worries and take your pain away; pass it onto him if you must. Anything to make you feel better.
Oh, the things he'd be willing to but could not do to instead receive a painfully unfunny joke from you in the place of your sobs. He settles on wiping the tears off your face, knowing how it makes you feel when it dries and sticks to your skin uncomfortably. The small droplets were everywhere and increased with every passing minute, but he took the time to wipe them off one by one. Had you not been in agony, you would've been in awe at the way this gigantically scary man was being so gentle with you; it was one of the best reminders of how his heart belonged to you and how well he'd taken care of your own.
Simon holds you forever ā€“ at least that's what it feels like ā€“ and whispers sweet nothings into your ear to distract you, even just for a little bit. "'S fine," he reassures you, each word filled with promise and not an ounce of doubt. "You'll be okay, y'hear me? I got you." It's warm, and he still faintly smells of gun powder, mixed with the well-used cologne you'd bought him for his birthday last year. You don't pay any mind to the smell of tobacco lingering; you know it's not his.
You've long since learned ā€“ all thanks to him ā€“ to refrain from apologizing for your show of vulnerability and emotions. It leaves you guilty, still, eating you up at night with the knowledge of his uneasiness when it comes to emotions, but for him, nothing's better than learning to get over his fears with his one and only love. Love always makes us do things we don't want to, right?
His arms found the way to wrap themselves around you heavily like a weighted blanket hours ago and have continued to stay. It serves as a comfort for you, along with his words. In his sweater, his arms, his bed, his room. He's all you can see and all you can feel, but you're not complaining, and neither is he.
You calm down after a moment, letting your breathing grow steady while the wet spots of tears in his sweater dried up. Simon Riley hates to see you cry, but damn it if he can't be the one to comfort you.
"There's m' pretty girl," he whispers in that charmingly rough yet gentle voice of his, looking down at the way your lashes glisten with salty little tears when you find the strength to press your cheek to his chest instead of burying your face in the warm surface. "Feelin' better now, sweets?" He's so terribly sweet to and with you that you think you might cry again just because. You barely even nod, but you know he notices; he always does.
"Y'wanna talk about it?" His hand plants itself onto your back; it gives you a sense of stability. Everything about him is so large in a way that engulfs you whole, and it would terrify any sane person. Perhaps you aren't, not anymore, but you found the warmth and comfort of your home in him. He kisses your forehead without so much as a pause when you shake your head. "A'right, we'll jus' stay here, then."
And stay, you do, cuddled up against him. It doesn't take long before all the crying takes its toll on you, your head starts to hurt, and your eyelids start to give up. Before you know it, you're pulled into the deep depths of unconsciousness. It's too early into the night; you've skipped two meals, and you've worked yourself near death. You know full well that you'll wake up with a raging headache after crying yourself to sleep, too. You'll wake up too early in the morning; your muscles will be sore, and you're still starving. You might as well pass out immediately after waking up.
Still, you sleep at ease and without worry. Why would you not? Simon will be there to fix it. ā™”
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mediumsizedpidegon Ā· 1 year ago
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Another avenue I want to explore in an Amity Park is Weird scenario is all the niche sub-cultures going on.
There is absolutely NO WAY there isn't a thriving goth community in Amity Park. They're holding picnics every full moon. They're holding crafting sessions in their friends' basements. They're adopting ghost animals left and right: eight-legged dogs and blob-cats, skeletal fish and neon bearded dragons.
There's a young man called Raphael who performs live music every week at a dance club with his band: he's got a myriad of shiny piercings, and a phone camera roll full of his rabbits, Morningstar and Salem. Perhaps those ghosts are bad business like the Fentons say, but the club's never felt more alive.
The scene and emo kids are multiplying at a rapid rate. The punks and grunge folks are doing shit with textiles that makes every quilting grandmother in a five mile radius swoop in to pass on their skills. Josie and Betty, old friends who periodically upload photos online of their handmade lace, suddenly gain an influx of young folks who want to learn how to make their own ghoulish patterns.
There's a new group peeling off from the goths that dress like the embodiment of Halloweenā€“ all bones, pumpkin orange and lengths of costume jewelry.
The historical costuming community is alive and well in these times, and they fall upon the few ghosts from times past willing to share knowledge like starving wolves. Their minds are full of patterning-math and fabric prices, and their excitement is, quite literally, infectious.
A revolution starts up in food service: a great many restaurants closed or moved to follow the many people who left Amity after the ghosts first came. A pair of brothers open a restaurant that has the best Polish food around: people politely don't comment on how the owners are dressed in clothes a century out of date or how their eyes gleam. Two cat cafes open, one space themed and another with loose definitions of what counts as a "cat." Assorted coffee and tea shops dot the landscape: some serve donuts, some have cupcakes, and others have breakfast wraps, sandwiches or savory hand pies.
People that can't afford to open a restaurant sell food out of their homes, advertised by cardboard signs with phrases like CAKES FOR $10, and BARBEQUE RIBS FOR SALE painted on them in gigantic bright letters. High school students bring in bags of cookies they made the night before and completely sell out of stock before the day is done. One woman's house has no signage and yet is known by word of mouth to be a herbalist, selling tins of homemade tea blends, flowers, assorted plant clippings, and cough drops.
Someone down the street of Casper High sells small batches of eco-friendly soap at a nearby corner store.
During summer time, lemonade stands are everywhere. Some of the lemonade is made with the strange fruits from one of the parks: no one dies, so it's fine.
The Farmer's Market has gotten... intense.
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hometoursandotherstuff Ā· 4 months ago
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Humongous home in the water. 2012 gigantic floating home in Seattle, WA. 3bds, 3ba, asking $3.6M, reduced $300K. House is situated at the end of the Freemont Cut that branches out to Lake Union.
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Here you can see that it's chained to the dock. I would check them frequently. There's a terrace, as well as, a lower deck.
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The color of the wood resembles the kind that would be on a high-end yacht.
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Beautiful big kitchen. I like the black counters against the color of the wood.
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Love the built-in dining area. Pantry shelves behind the glass door next to the fridge.
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The formal dining room. This home is definitely a modern Craftsman style. Look at the classic columns and cabinetry.
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Built-in sideboard.
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There's also a large serving window from the kitchen and a cozy woodburning stove. On this side, it opens to the sun room.
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Beautiful closeup view of the river.
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Living room with cabinets & columns.
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I also love the wainscoting. This home has 3 levels. (What is keeping it afloat?)
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The primary bedroom has a sitting area and stairs to an upper level sitting area with a better view. Also not the wood ceilings throughout that match the floors.
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The en-suite is very large and the jetted tub has a view.
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Walk-in closet.
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Bd. #2 has an adorable bath with a pedestal sink and modern version of a clawfoot tub.
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It even has a home theater.
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Double doors open to the outside deck and on the left there's a cozy sleeping nook.
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The large deck has a sitting area and a terrace above with a table and chairs.
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All lit up at night.
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shadesoflsk Ā· 10 months ago
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Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā LULLABY FOR A BROKEN HEART
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pairing: Leon Kennedy x Gn reader.
summary: After a mission, Leon musters up the courage to ask for one thing he's always wanted.
warnings: hurt/comfort, a bit of angst, fluff, Leon is touch starved, no consumption of alcohol but there are mentions of it, injuries, mentions of trauma.
word count: 2.1k
author's note: Hello! So... I had prepared some dad leon headcanons but after reading DI manga latest chapter... I knew I had to write something about it. I wrote this with a platonic relationship in mind but you can also see it as an established relationship! I just wanted an excuse to write about Leon because he is literally an angel ueueueue. He deserves the world.
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With heavy and wobbly steps, Leonā€™s blurry visionā€”from the lack of sleepā€” could make out the frame of your door, your apartmentā€™s door. A part of him knows that he may be a burdenā€”or thatā€™s what he believes. Fatality, sorrow, and overall bad outcomes are the only things his mind can register.
He doesnā€™t want to bother you. Hell, he doesnā€™t want to speak to anyone right now. The fact that he somehow made it safely to your front door was enough for him to know that you would be so angry at him. You shouldnā€™t drive after a mission. You shouldnā€™tā€”... let yourself die. He knows all those phrases by heart.Ā 
Heā€™s getting better. Heā€™s a lot better, to be honest. He no longer drinks, but he may as well look drunk right now. His head was hurting like hell, but he blamed it on his mission. Heā€™s getting too old for that shit. But, a healthy improvement doesnā€™t mean that he canā€™t fall.Ā 
Recovery isnā€™t a straight line of betterment. There are nights when he can sleep like a baby. But then again, some days, he goes to sleep knowing that a nightmare may attack his dreams.Ā 
His fist bangs against your door, at first trying to be quiet. But after a few seconds, some desperation came within his knocking, and a louder sound filled the already silent night.Ā 
The melancholic feeling of being alone lasts a couple of seconds before he hears some steps inside your home, those get even closer until he sees the door opening. The sight he admires before him is far from comforting. The eyebags under your eyes, your disheveled hair, and the quiet yawn that escapes your lips say it all, you were sleeping.Ā 
At first, you donā€™t say anything, letting the silence in the air fill the lack of response from both parts. Yours and Leonā€™s, two souls that are aching right now but for different reasons.
Leon, who is hurting because he doesnā€™t want you to see him like this. And yours because youā€™d give him the world just for him to stop blaming himself. Ironic, but in reality youā€™re two sides of the same coin.
Amidst the countless things you want to tell Leon, you step aside allowing him to enter your apartment. The one he knows as his cozy getaway. His second home. The first one is your mere existence.Ā 
Physical things last no more than a few weeks, months, or years. Everything is doomed to cease existing. He has witnessed it through the years he has worked as an agent. Those gigantic and marvelous houses politicians love to brag about? A bomb would destroy them. That motorcycle he loves? Yeah, that oneā€¦. No more than a few pieces remained.
But the simple fact that you were alive and breathing meant so much. He wasnā€™t a stranger to death. He knows that he has become desensitized to those topics as much as he denies it. But even if someone were to die, their proof that they belonged to this world would live in those who loved them, those who were close to them.Ā 
And thatā€™s why youā€™re his home. The kind of home that served as a refuge when life got too much, when life stopped basking him with its sunlights but rather sent him a blizzard. Your presence was enough for him because you granted him the affection he has long forgotten he could have.
As he enters your apartment, the normalcy and everydayness of the living room embrace him like a thick and warm blanket. The usual smell of your scented candlelight also brings him back to the reality where he could feel safe.
Heā€™s alone for a while, you let him sit on your couch even though he might stain it with the dirt on his pants and whole body. You donā€™t exactly care, you can clean it after.Ā 
His eyes are unfocused as he waits for you to come back. At that moment, the memories of his last mission came to his mind. They donā€™t haunt him like they used to do in the past, where he decided to stop the voices from getting louder by drowning in alcohol.
Now, they replay in his mind like a Deja Vu, like a movie he was the main star in. However, it doesnā€™t mean they stop stabbing his heart knowing that he had taken lives.Ā 
He used to be a religious person. Right now if someone asks him if he follows a certain God, he would respond with a simple no. But when he sees the bodies of those whom he had to kill, he would offer a silent prayer, asking whoever hears him that their souls could rest in peace.
Leon kills, but heā€™s also a lover of life. He loves the world and its people. He wants to believe that he'd be reminded as the one who fought for those who couldnā€™t, even if he didnā€™t want to be associated with that type of job.
In his mind, it may sound corny but he has started appreciating the simple things in life. The way someone would smile at him in the supermarket, the way a random stranger would greet him even though they donā€™t know him. It was a nice reminder that he was, in fact, alive.
Your steps break the silenceā€”once again. In your hands, thereā€™s a first aid kit.Ā 
Thereā€™s a certain urgency in the way you sit next to him to treat his wounds. Your eyes never leave him as you try to make sure that nothing is hurting him. Even when he has awoken you from your sweet dreams, youā€™re the same caring and compassionate person as always.
An alcohol swab touches one cut he had on his temple, a bruise already forming on the skin. Proof that his head was literally slammed against a metal tube. Not his proudest moment, if he had to be honest.
ā€œIā€™m not going to break, you knowā€¦ā€ Leon finally speaks as your hand seems to slightly shake out of fear of bringing more pain to him.
You manage to let out a chuckle at his words. ā€œI know. But Iā€™m not taking risks.ā€
His eyes continue to remain fixated on your face, like a puppy who is looking at a treat. But rather, heā€™s like a homeless man admiring one of the prettiest houses he has ever seen.
There are no questions asked, nor complaints about anything related to his late-night visit. He appreciates the fact that heā€™s welcomed no matter what. Nonetheless, he canā€™t help but thank you for your hospitality.
ā€œThank you.ā€ He murmurs as you clean another injury that was just above his eyebrow. ā€œYouā€™re too good for me.ā€ Leon's words show a moment of raw sincerity.
Leonā€™s humanity is palpable, even when he doesnā€™t notice it. Thereā€™s a childlike glimmer in his eyes when he watches his favorite movies, a hint of regret when he talks about his missions, and a big sense of empathy when he speaks about the victims who died at his hands.
Leonā€™s kindness knows no limits. And you wish everyone could observe what an amazing human he is.
ā€œWhy is that?ā€ You asked, scooting closer to hear him better. To pay full attention to what heā€™s about to say. Thereā€™s nothing Leon loves more than knowing he can really talk with someone about his feelings since he has mastered the art of closing off.
ā€œFor thisā€¦ā€ He admits as his hands gesture your first aid kit, to your apartment as a whole. ā€œIā€™m not used to beingā€¦ pampered like this. I get hurt and I fix myself up.ā€ His expression darkens slightly.
ā€œWellā€¦ Iā€™m here, arenā€™t I?ā€ You give Leon a warm smile before pinching one of his cheeks making sure not to touch any of his cuts. ā€œYou donā€™t have to be alone all the time, Leon. You can rely on me.ā€
Leonā€™s lips turn into a shy smile as you pinch his cheek. ā€œYeah, I know.ā€ Heā€™s grateful for your hospitality and overall care. But itā€™s hard for someone who has always been in solitude to think that itā€™s okay to rely on someone, that itā€™s okay to need a person.Ā 
Heā€™s silent for a moment before asking a question thatā€™s been nagging him for a while now. ā€œButā€¦ Donā€™t you get tired of it? Of taking care of me?ā€
You instantly shake your head, responding with a blunt ā€œNope, never.ā€ In fact, you would be awake all night long just to make sure he was alright.Ā 
ā€œYouā€™re a Godā€™s sentā€¦ I swear.ā€ He chuckles as his gaze moves towards his own hands which are fidgeting. As if he was looking for something to grab, to hold onto.Ā 
He hesitates for a few seconds, he doesnā€™t want to overstep boundaries but then againā€¦ Heā€™s not used to being touched let alone hugged. But right nowā€¦ he craves feeling the tender and intimate affection that a hug brings.
When was the last time he was touched? He doesnā€™t remember. The sole thought of admitting itā€™s been months if not years that he hasnā€™t been hugged brings embarrassment to his already troubled mind.Ā 
You notice, you know Leon a little too well. You recognize every little quirk he has, from the way he sometimes sticks out his tongue when heā€™s focused on something to the way he looks at everyone before delivering a punchline.
But you wait for him, you want him to be comfortable.Ā 
As a sigh leaves his lips, he finally speaks. ā€œCan you hug me?ā€ His words come out hushed, as if ashamed of himself for asking something soā€¦ banal, so simple. ā€œI really need it.ā€
The way he speaks, the way his voice suddenly cracks and the way his fingers twitch even more tell you enough.
ā€œCome here.ā€ You encourage him, opening your arms. He wastes no time getting himself closer and wrapping his arms around you. The kindness that youā€™re showing him could bring him to tears, but he doesnā€™t let them fall. Right now, he just wants to be embraced.
He was bigger than you, being an agent built his body to be ready to fight, to kill. Of course his muscles would basically bury your frame as he curls himself into the hug. But funnily enough, he feels like a kitten that found solace on a rainy day. He feels getting even smaller and almost disappearing from the catastrophes of this world.
He could easily rest his head on your shoulder. But instead, he decides to bury his face in the crook of your neck, feeling even more at ease in this peaceful moment. Closing his eyes, he lets the warmth of your body soothe his aching soul.
He always takes care of everyone, his mind and soul are connected to people he may as well never see again. He feels too much, he feels everything. Nevertheless, there are times when he wants to be the one being doted on, to feel safe.
And right nowā€¦ he is safe.
ā€œYou may think Iā€™m stupidā€¦ā€ His words are muffled as his face is pressed into your neck, his stubble ever so slightly brushing against your skin.
ā€œI sometimes think youā€™re stupid.ā€ You tease him, trying to bring some humor to the situation as you sense that Leon is starting to doubt himself. Your arms hug him closer, tighter. Letting him know that you arenā€™t going anywhere. ā€œBut right nowā€¦ I think youā€™re the most amazing person ever.ā€
Leon doesnā€™t say anything for the moment. His breathing is steady and calm, drowning in your so familiar scent. His fingers caress the back of your head, touching your hair reminding himself that you were there, as if the hug wasnā€™t enough.
ā€œYouā€™re the most selfless person Iā€™ve ever known.ā€ You murmur, pressing a kiss on the top of his head. ā€œYou fight so much, youā€™re so important to many people. You donā€™t even know how much I thank life for having a Leon Kennedy next to me.ā€
Your words break his heart a little. Not because you said something wrong, not at all. But ratherā€¦ he canā€™t imagine how his existence could bring happiness to someone. Chris, Rebecca, hell everyone has helped him a lot. But you are like an anchor which he clings to.
ā€œDonā€™t feed a stray dogā€¦ā€ He tries joking, but his voice is barely a whisper. Youā€™re used to his jokes. Most of the time, they are harmless and light-hearted. However, sometimes they served to hide what he was truly feeling. ā€œTheyā€™ll always come back.ā€
ā€œI donā€™t want you to come backā€¦ā€Ā  You respond. letting your hand rub his back. ā€œI want you to stay.ā€
And Leon is definitely going to stay, heā€™s going to stay with you and with everyone else. He will fight off every bioweapon, he will succeed in every mission. Just to come back to his home and to his life. A life heā€™s learning to love and enjoy.
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the-soliloquies-of-sadists Ā· 9 months ago
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ā€œWell Lucas, I had pretty much given up on you.Ā  But here you are.Ā  And for some reason, you are in my home wearing clothing.Ā  This is not the way to beg me to allow you to service and serve me once againā€¦.Ā  Thatā€™s better.Ā  You will need to be disciplined for that.Ā  Remind me before you leave to punish you properlyā€¦.
ā€œI see the envelope.Ā  Hand it to me.Ā 
ā€œWhat the fuck are you doing.Ā  Get back there and crawl to me.Ā  It may have been only a few months since I dismissed you, I canā€™t believe you are forgetting the basics.Ā  Donā€™t make me regret offering you a second chance.
ā€œAtta boy.Ā  I was surprised when I got the call from Dyson at his leather shop telling me that you were in and wanted to be fitted for that cock cage.Ā  Get back on your knees and present your pecker to meā€¦.Ā  Eyes down.
ā€œDyson did a good job.Ā  Most cages arenā€™t fit well.Ā  Faggots can easily pull their shaft out and give it a tug.Ā  This one is nearly impossible.Ā  And after I pierce that dickhead of yours, the cage will work even better with the lock, as the jewelry secures you inside.Ā  Your useless pecker wonā€™t be coming outside to play for a long, a very long time.
ā€œThis envelope doesnā€™t look tampered with.Ā  Thatā€™s good.Ā  It contains a pair of keys, each in its own smaller envelope.Ā  On the back, Dyson signed his name across the sealā€¦.Ā  Here you go.Ā  Add this envelope to your pile of clothes.Ā  Thatā€™s his way of telling me the key is secure.
ā€œThat envelope, or one that I markup, is to be always with you.Ā  If there is an emergency, a real emergency, you may open it up and remove the cage.Ā  If that should happen, I am to be notified immediately.Ā  If you can contact me prior, do so.Ā  You got that?
ā€œGood boy.Ā  Come with me down to the work and playroom.Ā  You may walk.Ā 
ā€œā€¦This is my key here.Ā  Come over to my worktable.Ā  See all the keys I have?Ā  Thereā€™s 18 here.Ā  Yours will be number 19.Ā  Each are screwed down.Ā  Thatā€™s why I have this drill here.Ā 
ā€œā€¦There.Ā  Yours is now just like the other slavesā€™ keys.Ā  None of them are marked.Ā  And if you notice, none have been unscrewed.Ā  The reason for that is that all screws are stripped so they canā€™t be easily removed.
ā€œI said there are 19.Ā  Sixteen of them are the keys to slaves that have walked away from serving me.Ā  That option is always available to you.Ā  Number 8 is on the other side of the country.Ā  Youā€™ll meet number 15 next weekend.
ā€œNow thatā€™s done.Ā  Itā€™s blumpkin time.Ā  Come with me into the shitterā€¦.Ā  And donā€™t worry, Iā€™m not going to shit in your mouth.
ā€œHelp me take my pants offā€¦.Ā  You better be ready to do this.Ā  You back out now, you better just go away,ā€¦ permanently.
ā€œā€¦Kneel thereā€¦.Ā  Here, get that mouth over here.Ā  I see you are weary.Ā  To take your mind away from the idea of blowing me while I take a dump, let me give you something you can focus on.Ā  I need to piss real bad.
ā€œGet your mouth on it.Ā  Man, you have a very talented tongue.Ā  Now hold still.Ā  There!Ā  That feels so good.Ā  Going forward, I want to have all my piss go through you first.Ā 
ā€œYouā€™ve been drinking me on every visit.Ā  It only makes sense.
ā€œYou hear that?Ā  You smell that?Ā  You get to smell my rank farts before I do.Ā  Heh heh.
ā€œI can tell you are squirming on the inside.Ā  I know you are repulsed with the idea.Ā  Good.Ā  You knew this moment was going to be happening from day one.Ā 
ā€œIā€™m done pissing.Ā  Go ahead and suck.Ā  ā€¦To the root.Ā  You know how I like to be blown.Ā  Do it.Ā 
ā€œWhen I first brought you home from the bar, I fucked you the entire weekend.Ā  Your answer to two questions led us to today.Ā  I asked you what your favorite part of your time here was, and you said that you liked the non-stop fucking of your ass with my gigantic dick.Ā 
ā€œEvery time you came by afterwards, I could tell you wanted me to fuck you long and hard.Ā  I purposely havenā€™t.Ā  I told you that I donā€™t fuck after the first time, unless you agree to give me something in return.
ā€œItā€™s all about balance.Ā  You want something from me, you have to offer a sacrifice.Ā  I told you I demand a form of monogamy from you.Ā  That would be monogamy of your dick or monogamy of your cunt.Ā  You could have any man I allow have access to your dick, even yourself, and that your cunt would only be used by me.Ā  A lockable butt plug would be installed.Ā  Or, you could have your cunt available to any man I allow, and your pecker would be unavailable and locked up to all, again even yourself.Ā 
ā€œSeeing you in that cage tells me that you made up your mind.Ā  Going forward, youā€™ll service men who will give you their loads.Ā  Next weekend you and I will be going on a fishing trip with slave number 15, where both of you will serve and service me and a few of my buds.
ā€œThe second question I asked you that night, was what your limits were.Ā  You remember what the only thing you listed?...
ā€œNo. No.Ā  Keep up with the blowjob.Ā  Donā€™t start easing up.Ā  Give it the attention I deserve.Ā  Yes, there you go.Ā 
ā€œYou only gave one limit.Ā  It wasnā€™t animals or kids or women or even something really gross like dead people.Ā  Those would be an immediate no for me too.Ā  No, you just said ā€˜poopā€™.Ā 
ā€œNo, Iā€™m not going to make you eat out of the toilet bowl, so you can relax.Ā  In fact, let me flush that down.
ā€œSit back.Ā  Keep your eyes down.Ā  I need to finish up hereā€¦.Ā  Oh fuck.Ā  Iā€™m out of toilet paper.Ā  I forgot to get some when I was out.Ā  Damn.
ā€œCome with me back into the playroomā€¦.Ā  I said, ā€˜Come with me.ā€™Ā  Lay on the fuck table.Ā  I need to plow that hole.
ā€œWell, that got you smiling.Ā  Yeah, I just hate to see an erection go to waste.Ā  Especially considering the amount of throat slime you put on it.Ā 
ā€œReach up and hold your legsā€¦.Ā  Thereā€™s the cunt.Ā  And hereā€™s a little gob of my spit.
ā€œRight to the root!Ā  Goddamn!Ā  Like I told you on that first weekend, your cunt was made to be fucked.Ā  It takes the long dicking of my eight inches with just enough struggle.Ā  That look of ecstasy on your face tells me you are enjoying thisā€¦.Ā 
ā€œI should be pissed off.Ā  But Iā€™m not.Ā  A bitch like you should have some moments of heavenly pleasures.Ā  These moments come from my dick taking care of your hole.Ā  You can expect my dick in your ass two or three times a day.Ā  Yeah, I can go multiple times.Ā  You get this intense pleasure.Ā  But it can stop at any time.Ā  All I have to do isā€¦ pull out.
ā€œDamn!Ā  After six or seven thrusts, thereā€™s just the beginnings of a gape.Ā  Itā€™s hungry for more!Ā  It needs to be fucked.Ā  Doesnā€™t it boy?...Ā  Donā€™t worry, my dick will take care of your ass.Ā 
ā€œThatā€™s what it will be doing day in and day out.Ā  But that requires balance.Ā  It canā€™t be all me taking care of the needs of your ass.Ā  It has to be balanced with you taking care of the needs of mine.
ā€œBring your legs down.Ā  Get off the bench and get under the rim seat.Ā  You have some work to do.
ā€œDonā€™t fucking say a word.Ā  You do NOT want to disobey me on this.
ā€œI see the heavenly bliss on your face went to terrifying fear in only a few secondsā€¦.Ā  Good.
ā€œNo, lay behind me on that four-inch riser.Ā  I donā€™t want your torso between my legs.Ā  And I donā€™t have to worry about you beating off, not that I expect you to be remotely hard doing this.
ā€œYour head goes between those two padded pieces of wood.Ā  Thatā€™s to keep your head from moving side to side.Ā  That four-inch platform is designed to elevate the seat so that it fits my legs.Ā  This will allow me to sit on your face for a good long time.Ā  The other thing about this platform are the two holes on both sides of your neck.Ā  Thatā€™s where this neck lock gets securedā€¦ like that.
ā€œYou cannot pull out.Ā  I donā€™t expect that to be an issue now, but later once we get to the end of your full toilet training, thatā€™s a different situation.
ā€œGet that tongue ready.Ā  Stick it out.Ā  I better feel it go to workā€¦.Ā  Now bitch!Ā  Lick!
ā€œRemember, you are the one who decided this on our first time together.Ā  You said this was your limit.Ā  Itā€™s all about balance.Ā  You take care of my ass, and Iā€™ll take care of yours.Ā 
ā€œYou can knock off the gagging.Ā  You are going to be down there for a while. Ā Reach around and stroke my cock.Ā  Feel how rock hard I am.Ā  Think about the fucking you are going to get once I am cleaned up.Ā  Oh yeah.Ā  After we are done here, I am so going to destroy that ass, just like I did that first time.Ā  Itā€™s all about balance.Ā  You are gagging from disgust, and I am rock hard aroused.
ā€œā€¦You know, I thought you were going to say something different about what your favorite part of the weekend.Ā  I thought it was waking up next to me both mornings, with you in my arms and my cock either in your cunt or snuggled up next to it.
ā€œDid you like that?Ā  Flick your tongue twice across my asshole for yes or once for noā€¦.Ā  Thought so.Ā  I enjoyed that too.Ā 
ā€œAfter you clean my ass, weā€™ll go up to my bedroom and Iā€™ll fuck you there, just like that first weekend.Ā  And afterwards weā€™ll just stay in bed for the rest of the night.Ā  Yeah, thatā€™s what weā€™ll do.Ā  Normally slaves should be locked up, and I use that cage over there for those slaves.Ā  But you are going to get your first night in my bed to wake up in my arms.
ā€œYou can look forward to that too. Ā But we need to balance out the tender caresses you will receive from meā€¦.Ā  Keep lickingā€¦.Ā  Itā€™s decided then.Ā  Tenderness from your loving daddy will be balanced against the cruel beatings from your sadistic master.Ā  And I have just the belt to do that with.Ā  Yeah, weā€™ll get you welted up and bleeding before I fuck you again. ā€œMmmm, I like that idea.Ā  A lot.Ā  Let go of my cock.Ā  I donā€™t want to cum too early.ā€
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bitchimasnake-sss presents: the one piece AUs [cause i want these men in every universe]
01. i serve! (my ex's head on a platter) ft. roronoa zoro!
brought to you by my current hyperfixation with challengers and zendaya. set-up: you've worked your ass off; early mornings, late nights, diets, workouts,Ā everything.Ā only to still to fall in the shadow of the current badminton world champion and your ex: roronoa zoro. bitter, agitated and absolutely exhausted, you had decided to never see him or even think of him again. but when an email from his coach dracule mihawk finds you, proposing you and zoro team up for the upcoming mixed doubles champion's cup, can you refuse? here's part 02 cw: smut, angst and dumb shenanigans! warnings: dumb people even dumber plot by me <3 zoro is a pain in the ass. nsfw includes: oral (f!receiving), penetration, doin' the do raw, more angst and more shenanigans. did i mention zoro is a pain? yeah that. mdni, shoo now. wc: 9.4k [IM SORRY I PUT TOO MUCH EFFORT INTO IT] m.list
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13th of june, 10:02 a.m
"i didn't think you would come."
"me neither."
you felt dracule mihawk's gaze study you as if you were an opponent on the court, eyeing every little movement from the involuntary twitch of your fingers to the shallow breaths you heaved out. an unease crept against your throat and made a residence in there as you stood at the entrance to the kuraigana mansion, waiting for the retired world champion to say anything.
by anything, you didn't exactly expect pleasantries.
"how have you been?" mihawk's face eased, a shallow smile carving itself against his usual vampire-ish appearance.
"just fine." you replied back coolly, "and you, sir?"
"ah, you know, the usual. tournaments, training zoro." his words stilled at the mention of his moss-haired son-turned-student and he eyed you motionless face.
if mihawk wanted you to give away anything about how you felt about zoro, he was setting himself up for failure. although the mere mention of the man's name made your skin crawl and fill you with bugs, you simply smiled, "i heard he won the last men's singles in france, congratulations."
"the praise is reserved for the player, not me." mihawk stepped aside, slowly beckoning you in, "well, come on in, then."
you stepped after him into the castle-like mansion. kuraigana residence. the interiors were classic black and white with random, almost-haphazard pops of pink and purple sprinkled in, probably perona's influence on her otherwise classy father's tastes.
"looking for someone?" the man enquired, not turning around to look at you as he guided you through the main entrance.
"no." you replied quickly before putting on a faux smile, "just admiring the interiors. you have a wonderful home, sir."
"thank you. credit goes to that enigmatic child of mine, perona." the man replied modestly, now taking you through the main living room. the room was huge. littered with two black couches, a large flatscreen, coffee-table, a table tennis table that didn't match the aesthetic whatsoever, with art plastered on each otherwise barren, white wall.
"are you home alone?" mindlessly, you looked around again, perhaps hoping to catch a glimpse of a certain dreadful man.
"zoro is out with a couple of friendsā€”"
"ā€”i meant perona."
"well," mihawk sighed, now leading you into the gigantic kitchen, "you know her. she hates to stay home for more than two days. she's in milan right now, working with a label." he pointed to the seat near the marble kitchen island, "have you been in touch with perona?"
"no," you admitted casually as you sat atop one of the many seats, as he stood opposite to you on the other side of he island, "i mean, we follow each other on instagram, that's about it. we were never really close."
"i see." mihawk grabbed two wine-glasses, perching them on the table before pulling out a unopened wine bottle from the top cupboard, "wine?"
"i'm off alcohol for the season." you answered politely, and left out the fact that it was ten in the morning.
the man hummed a faint yes before pouring himself a glass full of familiar, maroon-hued liquid. he sipped in a drink, eyeing yourself before keeping the glass back on the marble, "well that's enough chit-chat, let's cut to the chase."
you perked up, elbows propped on the island as he continued, "i presume you got my mail."
"of course."
"then you know that i want you and zoro to team up for the upcoming doubles championship."
"i do." your fingers clasped together, chin resting atop them. you took a steadying breath, "and my answer is no."
mihawk crocked up an eyebrow as you continued, "it was always gonna be a no, sir. you are- were like a father to me, and that's the only reason i dignified your request with an actual visit. it does not change the fact that i will not team up with roronoa zoro."
"calling him by his legal name?" mihawk mused, "i thought he was 'zo to you. he only let you call him that, anyways."
that was in the past, though, wasn't it? years before he was number one in the men's category and you were at two in the women's category. years before he started pretending as if he had never known you. years before you showed up at his house only to turn down the offer to play alongside him.
"we are nothing more than strangers, i'm afraid."
the man hummed as he gulped down the rest of his drink alongside your words. as he poured himself another glass, he continued, "i have to be honest. my request is a bit more selfish than what i'm letting on."
he paused as you straightened up, "i'm retiring from the position of his coach after the doubles champions' tournament." you stared at the older man as he continued, "this is his last tournament with me as his coach."
"does zo- roronoa know?"
"not yet. he needs to focus on the game." mihawk shrugged, tipping his glass towards you, "and you and him both know i am at the age where i should move away to italy and open my own wine cellar, rather than running around on the court."
a laugh escaped you at the absurdity of mihawk's request, "what are you suggesting, sir? roronoa doesn't need me to win, he is capable enough to with with anybody."
he's the bloody number one, isn't he?
"you won the champions cup last year with that kid law, did you not? i would rather take the chances with you than somebody else."
you stilled, thinking of a flattering response before spewing out, "i only won because roronoa did not play last year, sir. the competition was slim, and me and law made a good team."
mihawk set his glass down, "don't try to sell yourself short. you are not inferior to zoro, we both know that."
maybe. but you would not team up with that bastard. not ever.
you dragged your seat backwards, standing up, "i am afraid it is still a no, sir. and if you do not want me as an opponent, i would happily withdraw from this year's tournament." you bowed, "thank you for having me over."
mihawk called out your name as you turned your back on him, "i would never beg, you know that. but zoro needs you to win." you looked over your shoulder at the older man, "and i need him to win this time, no matter what. do it for this old man, for old time's sake."
for old time's sake, is it?
you looked away from the man, letting his words turn sour against your skin. a sigh escaped you, "fine. we can discuss the details through my manager. butā€”" you turned around, casting a sharp glance at the coach, "ā€”i am doing this only for your sake, mihawk. nothing more, nothing less."
ļ½”ļ½„:*:ļ½„ļ¾Ÿā˜…,ļ½”ļ½„:*:ļ½„ļ¾Ÿā˜†
16th of june, 7:52 a.m.
three days later, you were clad in your practice set, and the duffel bag with your equipment felt heavier than usual in your right hand as you run the doorbell to the kuraigana residence.
the winds were unkind, the clouds were greying and ashy, a clear reflection of your spirit as a certain moss-head opened the door. your gaze tangled against his, and for a second you felt as if somebody punched you in the gut and left you paralysed, and a seventeen year old with a broken heart again.
he was so much prettier than he seemed on camera. tousled moss hair, a scar on his eye from when you were kids and a crooked smile that he gave the cameras when he won. fucking bastard. you couldn't wait to break a badminton racket on his stupid head. put him in a fucking coma.
so what if you both didn't win? you would kill him. yes, that will satiate your hunger. prison be damned.
a wayward shock running down your spine as you moved past him and inside the mansion. wordless.
"wh-what are you doing here?" his throat seemed to have gone dry as he hurriedly walked after you, carefully avoiding saying your name lest you were a demon he could summon.
"what?" you asked as you made your way to the living room, never once turning around lest you see his face and start punching him, "what do you mean why am i here? don't you know?"
"no?" irritation snipped at the raw edges of his words, "why are you here?"
your eyes widened in part amusement, part astonishment. is he dumb? is he actually clueless? that's roronoa zoro for you, i suppose.
"she's your partner." mihawk replied coolly from where he sat on the sofa, "for the mixed doubles campion's cup."
"HER?!" his voice cracked, eyes widening as he peered down at his own father, "DAD?!"
the annoyance in his voice set you aflame and you stared down at mihawk aswell, "you didn't tell him, sir?"
"well, i did." mihawk answered nonchalantly, sipping down wine slowly, "didn't i tell you, zoro? that your partner would be coming today to practice?"
"you didn't tell me it was her." he grumbled, and your blood pressure rose as you stared down mihawk, "sir, i would not team up with such a fucking idiot."
"zoro, do not behave like a hooliganā€”"
zoro whipped his neck to look at you, his jaw locked and eyes narrowed, "who are you calling a fucking idiot?"
you craned your neck to stare him down in return, "you."
zoro stepped forward towards his father and pointed accusatorily towards you, his earrings chiming ever-so-softly, "i am not teaming up with her."
"me neither." you grumbled, stepping forward to match his stance, "i take back what i said, i cannot partner up with him! he's insufferable."
but mihawk stared down the both of you and for a moment, you both were two sixteen year olds who just got caught making out in his room instead of adults in your twenties about to go for a international champion's cup.
"are you both gonna behave as adults or do i need to give you a stern lecture?" mihawk asked coolly.
"'m sorry, dad." zoro mumbled and you joined him as you both stared down at the floor, "i'm sorry too, sir."
the coach stood up, "apologize to each other. now."
zoro gave you a side-eye, "sorry."
"hm. sorry."
"much better. no animosity should linger between partners." mihawk put down the glass, "onto practicing we go, now. zoro lead her to the indoor court, i would be there soon."
indoor court? what the fuck.
zoro refused to dignify you with anything as you both walked through a maze of hallways that finally opened into a proper, full-sized indoor court.
"shit." you mumbled as you took in the open roof of the court. the grey overhead clouds casted a gloomy look on the court. zoro grumbled something under his breath before switching on a button which closed the metallic roof with a soft creak.
what the fuck.
well, soon enough, you realized two very important things: first, this mansion was insane. and second, roronoa zoro was number one for a reason.
you were heaving, chest rising and falling so rapidly that it felt as if your lungs and heart would burst inwards and paint you red. your calf muscles pulsed mercilessly as sweat dripped down your eyebrow and onto the flat plane of your cheeks. blinded by exhaustion, you tried to match the movements of the man opposite to you.
he was tired but he was graceful.
roronoa zoro was heaving, sweat trailing down his hair and neck and disappearing down his black shirt. but his gaze was focused, his steps ever-so-calculated as he ran from one end of the court to the other, and as he shot down the shuttle, the muscles in his bicep rippled and came alive with a strange delight.
"zoro, don't run so much. you have nothing to prove, you look like an idiot and you would exhaust yourself." mihawk noted, his voice booming between the sounds of the air being sliced by your shots and the soft sounds of pants and groans.
mihawk called out your name next, "do not restrain your arms. think of the racket as an extension of yourself, and allow your hands to move freely. hit harder. taking it easy gets us nowhere."
"i am trying." you grit through your teeth, trying to expend force as you hit back the shuttle with all your might.
zoro moved backwards, his arms being pulled back before he hit the shuttle back to your left. you attempted to run, to catch the shuttle before it fell to the court, but your right calf cramped up and your feet wobbled as you lost your footing and fell down.
"that's enough." mihawk concluded, "this is enough practice for today."
you allowed yourself to lay down on the court, holding your pulsating calf to your chest and panting through your mouth as the oxygen slowly flooded your muscles and eased your body up.
"are you okay?" mihawk asked you as he stood above you, peering you down with his hawk-like eyes. you nodded yes with a red face and tembling lips, assuring him you were fine.
as you stared up at the ceiling, you heard zoro pick up his duffel and walk out of the court without even as much of a "good game" or a "are you okay?" and it was crystal clear how far ahead roronoa zoro was, because you were on the ground trying to catch your breath while he was whistling and walking back to his room without as much of a water break.
fuck. lot of work to be done before you could kill that asshole.
"perhaps, you should stay here." mihawk suggested as you finally pulled yourself up and he offered you a bottle of water.
you spluttered on the liquid and some of it dribbled down your lips uncharacteristically, "wh-hat? here?"
"you would have to come in every morning," he answered back, "there is no point in travelling everyday now, is there? we have many spare bedrooms."
"i-" you wiped the sweat from your forehead with the back of your hand, looking up at the coach with furrowed brows, "i don't know, sir."
"we have spare rooms in the west wing, and zoro's room is in the east wing." mihawk crossed his arm, "the rest is your decision, of course."
you sighed, "is it really my decision?"
"no. a room has been set for your already." mihawk shrugged, "i thought you would agree for this old man's sake."
"jesus fucking christ, you're good at emotional blackmailing."
8:31 p.m.
"i don't understand why she's here." zoro grumbled as he munched on his dinner.
"because it is pointless for her to come and go every day," mihawk dabbed his lips with a white cloth, "and do not talk when you're eating."
"so i need to see her face everyday?"
"can you stop talking about me as if i'm not here?" you glared at man sitting opposite to you, "i don't want to see you face everyday either."
zoro smiled so politely that it made you want to rip his hair out of his scalp with a kitchen knife. prison be fucking damned.
"then, leave."
"i swear on any godā€”"
"ā€”what? what do you swear? if you're asking favours from god, maybe ask for getting better at badminton." the man scoffed, thoroughly happy with his own little jab.
"mihawk," you glared daggers at zoro, "if i kill roronoa, would you turn me in to the police?"
"of course he will." zoro squinted.
you squinted back at the athelete, "no, he can just adopt me and forget about you instead. he likes me better, anyways."
"oh, does he?" zoro quipped up rhetorically and mihawk shrugged, dabbing his lips before admitting a casual "she is quite lovely."
"dad!ā€”"
a cashmere grin, eyes never leaving the athlete. "thank you, sir."
ļ½”ļ½„:*:ļ½„ļ¾Ÿā˜…,ļ½”ļ½„:*:ļ½„ļ¾Ÿā˜†
3rd of august, 11:07 a.m.
the next few weeks were a strange repetition, days filled only with three characteristic things: first, you woke up at five in the morning, practiced with a very-angry zoro (because god knows how much he resents those five am alarms) till you were about to pass out. second, ate food that their divinely gifted chef made. and third, bickered with zoro like a child.
"who the fuck puts a table-tennis table in the living room? money clearly cannot buy some sense of design." you glared at him as he glared right back at you. mihawk was out, the house was eerily quiet and you two had just finished up with the first practice session of the day, the adrenaline still pumping high through your mortal bodies.
"how do you know i put it in here?"
"'cause perona actually understands decor? you are the directionless idiot."
"okay. not that i have to explain to you butā€” first of all, it's practical for when my friends come over." he paused, thinking, "oh, do you know what friends are? they are people that voluntarily hang out with you and likeā€”"
"oh, so funny." you mockingly laughed before crossing your arms in front of your chest. the sportsman momentarily stared down at your chest. jesus christ. he was reeled back into reality, quickly looking away and pretending to hit a mosquito. there are no mosquitoes here. a blushed crept up his face, to the tips of his ears, "yeah, i know. i'm funny."
"doesn't excuse your poor fucking decor skills."
"well, for starters, i can do what i want because it's my houseā€”"
"ā€”your dad's."
"and you are living in my house."
"because your dad asked me to because he likes me better."
"i-" his jaw was clenched shut as he stepped forward. his face hovered mere inches away from yours, his breath ragged as his gaze slowly cascaded down to your lips. his breath staggered helplessly, eyes quickly darting upwards to stare you in the eyes, "why don't you go and practice? get on my fucking level instead of bitching and moaning about meaningless shit?"
ah, you had almost forgotten how quickly his saccharine words turned sour. you had almost forgotten how well-versed roronoa zoro was in destruction, whether at the court or with your heart.
a certain ache built up in your chest as you pushed him back, and for a moment you both were sixteen, having your first fight all over again. except he was taller now, his eyes hardened and his tongue sharp enough to cut through you instead of kissing you sweetly and making amends.
your lips trembled, glaring up at him as you stepped closer to the man you had once been disillusioned enough to believe you knew, "fuck you, roronoa."
"roronoa? we're being formal now?" he stared down at you, eyes boring down in yours as he held himself off with barely tangible threads of sanity. his voice was barely a whisper when he spoke again, "didn't realize that's what you called me."
"i call you nothing, let me make that clear. we are not friends nor acquaintances, strangers is all."
well, strangers don't know how it feels to kiss someone in a poorly-lit room and taste of reckless first-times and childhood innocence, they do not know of each other's long-forgotten dreams, and they certainly don't look at each other as if the only thing holding them back was their own wounded prides.
you walked past him, your shoulder brushing against his bicep as your quick steps led you away from him and into the room you had temporarily come to call home.
fuck roronoa zoro.
11:02 p.m.
you refused to go out of your room for lunch, or for dinner for that matter.
had you been a greater woman, perhaps you would have walked out, kept that conversation behind you for the next two and a half weeks, and simply focus on winning. had you been a lesser woman, perhaps you would have locked your door and cried into your sheets about anything and everything roronoa zoro.
but you did neither.
you sat on your bed and stared down the spotless ceilings, trying to come up with ideas to kill that man without ever getting caught. well no, prison be damned. orange wasn't such an awful colour anyways. if trump could make it work, so could you.
your phone buzzed, and the low rumbling pulling you out of the symphony of wicked thoughts that begged you to either go kill zoro or kiss him so hard that he forgets he belongs to this mortal plane ā€” both ideas that would ultimately land you playing a gamble with death. you picked up the device only to come face-to-face with an email from your manager asking for updates.
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to: [email protected]: [email protected] do you want me to kill him? for legal reasons, this is a joke. update me on how things go. don't lose your radiance over that moss-head.
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"fuck," your voice was soft as your feet hit the carpeted floors, eyes locked at the time. 11:02.
although your pride held up to the resolve to starve yourself of any human contact, your stomach sadly didn't wish to comply. an embarrassing rumble made you well-aware of your hunger and you decided with a defeated sigh to go down and beg the chef for whatever he could make you at this time of the night.
you walked to the door, opening it slowly as you came face to face withā€”
"you?" your pupils were blown wide open, taking in a the image of a guilty-looking zoro halfway-crouched at your door, "you."
your palm found purchase against your hips, face in an easy scowl, "what the fuck do you want, now?"
"nothing?" he argued back haughtily, pulling himself to his feet hastily, "i- i was going to the bathroom."
"on the opposite wing of the mansion?" your eyes drifted down to his hands where he held a white plastic bag, "with a whole grocery bag in your hand?"
"yes?" he clutched the bag tighter, "and it's none of your business."
you gave him a look he was well-versed in. a look that practically begged him to drop this act of nonchalance and come clean. a look roronoa zoro crumbled under.
the sportsman shifted on his feet, his eyes drifting downwards to your feet as he slowly held out the bag towards you. when he spoke, his voice was matter-of-factly, "you didn't eat today."
"huh?ā€”" you clutched the plastic in your palms, peering down to look at two packets of familiar cup noodles, a six pack of beer and a toblerone thrown in for good measure. you looked up at the man as a strange feeling made home in your veins. warmth?
you stared at the packaging, dumbfounded, "cup noodles?"
"i- i don't know if you still like these ones." he admitted softly, gaze still avoiding yours, "but i heard you said you liked these in... in one of those interviews in the last women's singles, uh the one in tokyoā€”"
"you watched my match?"
his fingers twitched, "no. whatever, if you don't like it, i can just take it awayā€”"
"ā€”how did you think i did?"
the tokyo finals were against the number one in the female category: boa hancock. beauty, grace, talent: everything good and holy found a home in her, it seemed. because at the end of the match, she defeated you with a neck-to-neck match. your 20 points to rival her 22 points. her number one title to rival your number two.
roronoa zoro finally met your eyes, a proud wayward glint in his eyes that gnawed at your insides, and a simple "you did good."
"i lost."
"doesn't refute the fact that you did good."
"if i had done good, i would have won."
"don't talk bullshit." he crossed his arms, eyebrow arched and shoulder leaning against the doorframe. the muscle bulged under his navy blue shirt, earrings glittering cautiously in the dim light as his words cut through your flimsy counterattacks, "you did well, so, take the compliment. it's not about winning, it's about getting better. you did way better than last year's sweden semi-finals."
"you saw sweden too?" you asked softly, the disbelief in your voice evident in your face, tainting your pretty features a murky shade of confused.
but zoro refused to answer what was obvious, instead rambling on about the actual game, "your shots have gotten a lot more crisper since sweden. your breath control has gotten better, and your wrist work too. not to mention thatā€”"
"ā€”roronoa." you halted him, "what if you lose this tournament 'cause of me?"
"we're playing as a team. if we win, we both win. if we lose, we both lose." he didn't bother comforting you. just laid the truth bare in front of you, "simple as that."
"would you... hate me? if we lost, i mean?"
his face shifted, something inkling to the ghost of a smile on his lips, "how could i ever hate you?"
what the fuck.
your gaze betrayed you as it found a home against his lips. you mind begged for answers. why did he know all that, how did he know all that, why did he fucking care? and most importantly why were you not listening to his helpful advice, instead admiring his pretty eyes and the scar that ran across them.
zoro stopped himself, features going still as he propped himself back and stood up straight. he cleared his throat and hid his features under an usual cloak of nonchalance. the sportsman nodded to the plastic bag, "just eat, and sleep soon. we need to be up early. don't think dad's gonna let us off the hook cause we were fighting in the middle of the night."
you stared at him, a furious blush building up in your cheeks, "right, thanks." you looked down at the contents again, "but you brought me two packs and six beers?"
"and a toblerone." scrambling to find an excuse, the mosshead tripped over his own words, "iā€“ well, i mean you must be hungry. are you not? of course, you are, right? if you don't want it, you don't have to eat it."
"no, it's justā€” uh, do you wanna come in?" you paused, "i... don't think I can finish six beers alone."
he stood before you dumbstruck. 5'10 of muscle and flesh and skin, standing before you with a flabbergasted look in his eyes. as if he didn't want that with every inch of his body and soul. but he was a man of great restraint, so, he shook his head, "thanks, but uhā€” we both need to be up early tomorrow."
your throat went dry, your words as it barely audible, "of course, see you."
"hm, yeah. g'night." he grew awkward, thumbing his earring just to have something to do, "i just didn't want you to get the wrong ideaā€” like you know, we shouldn't fight among ourselvesā€”"
"ā€”no animosity between partners, as mihawk says?"
"something like that, yeah." he sighed, and you found yourself being kicked in the face by whatever self-esteem you had left. of course, he was just making amends. your wretched heart and it's stupid daydreams be damned. "okay then, i'm sorry for the morning. and uh, 'night."
"'night." he turned, ready to leave and his name left your lips before you could register what was happening, "zoroā€”?"
he turned around immediately, an apprehensive plea in his eyes, "yeah?"
"iā€”" you fished for the chocolate and held it in your hands, "you can have this, i don't really like it."
he took the bar, ideally turning it in his palm, "i thought you liked these?"
"used to. five years ago. i'm not seventeen anymore." you pressed your lips into a thin line, "people change."
"uh, yeah, i guess they do." a pause, "or maybe they... don't?"
that was the last (luke)warm conversation you had with roronoa zoro. days passed you by as did a rigorous, drilling schedule. wake up, practice, practice, practice, sleep. but hey! two and a half weeks of this and you would walk home with another champion's cup to your name, so, how bad can it possibly be?
that moss-for-brains asshole was a problem for two and a half week later you. yes. indeed. indeed.
ļ½”ļ½„:*:ļ½„ļ¾Ÿā˜…,ļ½”ļ½„:*:ļ½„ļ¾Ÿā˜†
21st of august, 9:51 a.m.
you let out a shuddering breath, adrenaline pumping through your veins and hands gripping the handle tighter. you took a step backward, positioning yourself as zoro stood to your right, ready to serve the shot.
the sound of his racket slicing the air rang through the court as the shuttle made it's way over the net and onto your opponent's side. the woman in front of you lunged forward, shooting the shuttle back towards you.
mixed doubles champion's cup. barcelona, spain. finals. you and roronoa zoro vs. ino takuma and nobara kugisaki. your 19 points vs. their 17 points in the third round. just two more and you'd win the cup.
your arm pulled backwards, right foot behind your left, head tipped back as you smashed the shuttle back into their side towards where ino stood, ready. the shuttle whirled past his racket by a hairsbreadth and fell down on the court.
"20 love." the umpire announced pointing to you and zoro, and then to the rival team, "17 love."
just one more.
"fuck yeah." zoro gave you a feral smile. his hair was drenched, sweat slowly dripping off of his jawline. he moved forward, a new shuttle in his palm and he got ready to serve again, the jersey with roronoa on it crinkled and sticking to his back. he looked over his shoulder, giving you a nod, "ready?"
"fuckin' hope so." you huffed out, nodding slowly and backing to take your position.
the shuttle left your side of the court, tearing through air and onto their side. the air was tense, the audience growing impatient as both the teams lunged to their left and right to land definitive shots. ino takuma took a step back, jumping upwards as he delivered a smash that whirled past your cheekbone and landed on the court, "fuck."
"18 love." the umpire declared, "and 20 love."
just one more.
you walked over to zoro, and he wiped his forehead off with the back of his hand. his face was angled downwards, words right against the shell of your ear, "'s fine, we're leading. we're winning."
just one more.
the next few minutes were a battle on the court. flicks of wrist, sweat trailing down your back, the feel of feet shuffling on court as you and zoro worked in sync. his shots to your steps and your shots to his, as the team opposite to you kept up their assault.
your feet moved to their own accord, skidding forward before you jumped upwards. your racket made contact with the shuttle and you smacked it down with every bit of force you had. your breath was caught in your throat, heart beating loudly, blood rushing past your eardrums as you saw kugisaki fumble and drop the shuttle.
just one more.
a roar went through the audience, mihawk yelling out in an uncharacteristic manner, and you found yourself sinking to your knees. the court felt cold and sturdy against your knees, relief washed over your shuddering form and wayward tears pooled at the edge of your eyes. your gaze lifted up, and within the blindness from the overhead lighting, you found zoro giving you the smallest of nods with a reckless smile plastered to his lips.
and then roronoa zoro proceeded to ignore you for the rest of the evening. the problem for two and a half week later you was here. fuck.
12:44 p.m.
you glanced at the man next to you through your eyelashes. how he looked annoyed and shook his head, how those cursed earrings chimed as he answered a question that the press asked, how he ignored you for the nth hour of the night.
the fucker didn't even thank you or appreciate you to your face the entire day. what a bitch.
"is it true, then?" the reporter's bangs moved enthusiastically, "are the rumors of you dating true? everyone seems to notice that the air seems charged between the two of you."
"of course not," zoro leaned into the mic, his eyes boring holes into that reporter before he chased it away with a polite smile, "those are just rumors. we're just partners." he looked at you once, twice, "right?"
"yeah." you answered, monotone. "just rumors. having him in the same team was taxing enough for me, mentally. i cannot imagine him as a boyfriend."
the reporter grinned, as if having found something worth exaggerating, "so, was having him as a partner hard? would you say law was much better?" as the mention of the brunette, you noticed zoro pick up one of the water-bottles in front of him and attempt to crush it. the reporter paused, "and you, roronoa? was it hard for you too?"
"well, we've had our differences." he crossed his arms, letting go of the poor, unassuming bottle. was he hoping his biceps would distract the crowd of rightfully-thirsty ladies? slut.
"but the most important part of any doubles game is team-work." he continued, without even giving you half a glance, "and without her, i would have failed to win. that much is for sure."
"isn't that sweet?" the woman cooed.
isn't that sweet? no. no it is not.
"so would you partner up with each-other? are we gonna see more of this dynamic duo?"
"ah," zoro looked at you, at a loss of words. you leaned into the mic, plastering on a smile, "we'd see where fate leads us."
12:03 a.m.
fate led you here.
you stared at your phone as another headline caught your eye: turns out badminton is more than a clash of rackets, it's a clash of hearts! find our the story of roronoa zoro and his partnā€”
the only clashing will be of a plate against that bastard's head.
you scrolled further, just to run into another headline: roronoa zoro admits feelings in press conference after the match. click toā€”
your fingers hovered over the link, almost opening the headline just to confirm if they saw the same press conference as you. cause there were no feelings anywhere there. right? right.
then another: love island? no! it's the champion's cup! catch the story of team-mates turned loversā€”
"ā€”what bullshit." you huffed, scrutinizing the photo under the headline that depicted you looking at zoro as he answered some question with the caption "lovesick gaze."
you threw your phone to the side and it bounced twice before falling fce-down. a pathetic groan left your lips as you dragged your palm over your face.
you should be celebrating, getting drunk somewhere maybe? or you should be sleeping, feeling satisfied after the big win. instead, you were rotting in your bed, staring at the ceilings wondering what was the easiest way to ensure you never saw your ex again. this was a one time affair, after all. all because mihawk asked youā€”
knock knock knock.
your feet hit the wooden floors, absentmindedly walking to the door. did you order room service? maybe they wanted to give you a cake to celebrate you? orā€”
"ā€”r-roronoa?" your words died in your throat as you stared down the man in front of you. he was dressed in a casual navy t-shirt and black sweats. his hair was wet, strands sticking to his forehead, and he held a bored look on his face. "do you want something?"
"can i come in?"
he looked tipsy.
"ye- no? no." you paused, a tsunami of emotions building within you. you were supposed to get away from him! "i need to sleep. it's late."
"this won't take long." his brows furrowed, eyes softened, "i promise."
you hesitantly stepped to the side, allowing for your former partner to step in. a sigh fell past your lips as you closed the door and locked it shut.
"what is it?" you asked, and your breath hitched as zoro stepped closer. his arm on either side of you as he peered down at you as if he would devour you whole. "w-what? roronoa."
"did you hear what they're publishing 'bout us?" his words felt like thunder against your soft skin.
"no," your face grew hot with the impossible possibility that somehow he knew what you were browsing minutes before he came. you blinked up at him. careful. "what are they saying?"
he scoffed, and stepped back, "that we're lovers. it's stupid."
you looked down at the wooden floors, goosebumps erupting across your body at the fleeting contact, "it's just gossip, it'll die down. don't worry."
"i guess." he sighed, running a hand across his face. he didn't meet your gaze, muttering a cowardly "i am gonna go, then."
"what?" you looked up at him, the fiery feeling in your body turning to soot and ash, "that is all?"
"yeah?"
"you don't wanna say anything else?" you found yourself walking forward, and he stepped back to maintain the distance. a glare crossed your pretty face, "this is it?"
"did i do something?" zoro looked from your eyes to your lips to your unrelenting steps towards him, "hey, woman?"
"hey, woman?" your brows furrowed, exasperated words tumbling past you and clashing against his stone-cold exteriors, "fucking hey, roronoa? hey! how are you!ā€” are you fucking for real?"
you stopped a mere inches away from him, index finger jabbed against his solar plexus. you looked up at him, eyes filled to the brim with mirth as you found his, "y-you didn't even fucking thank me! or say congratsā€” or any fucking thing."
"i didn't?" he tried to ask but the dam of your emotions was open, the ugly and grotesque that were buried within your mortal body for five years toppling over each other till they turned even more vile, "shut up."
"after all you've done and said five years prior, i thought you would have the fucking decency to end it on a good note this time around." you scoffed, eyes boring into his, "i was fucking wrong. you can never change. you'd always be roronoa zoro, the star player. and i'd be the fool that waited on you."
your name made past his lips, eyes closing as he tried to fend himself off.
"ā€”oh now you're using my name? after two fucking months?" the laugh that you choked out was barely a laugh. you jabbed the finger deeper against his muscled body with every stressed syllable, "you left. you fucking left me. just. like. that."
"let me explain. we were seventeenā€”"
"ā€”shut up. i wake up one morning, and you're gone. you fucking left town and the next i see of you, you're on the national news winning bronze in olympics." a humorless laugh, "and all that after you said you loved me."
"i still do."
"fuck you, roronoa."
"that's not what you call me." he breathed out slowly, fingers finding purchase against your wrist and bringing your hand upwards to press a chaste kiss, "that's not my name."
"fuck you, zoro." you spat out, and your fingers pulled his face downwards and towards you. you halted, your lips a hairsbreadth away from his, and he decided to close the distance by crashing his lips to yours in a desperate kiss.
his hands skimmed over every inch of your body, never staying one place for too long ā€” from the back of your neck to your hips ā€” as he drunk down any unruly noises. your fingers dug deeper against his cheeks, pulling him into your impossibly closer.
"i hate you." you whispered through the fury of kisses, as the man dragged himself downwards and placing kisses across your neck. his teeth sunk against your pulse and you whimpered as he soothed the spot with another messy kiss, "i know."
all teeth and spit and broken resolves as you pushed him backwards till he fell atop your bed.
"i hate you." your body felt like lead, as if each action was one step forward to your untimely demise.
"i know." he propped himself up, face titling upwards as you sinfully teased him. your face so close to his, so pretty as you just barely kissed him, but never getting too close lest you lose control and allow your wicked fantasies to run amok.
"don't tease." he grinned ā€” the savage kind ā€” as a hand came up to pull your face downwards. his fingers were firm against the hollow of your cheeks and the kiss, bruising. as if he wanted to do enough damage to make up for the past five years.
"we sh- we shouldn't." you whined into the kiss as his fingers danced under your tshirt, teasing the skin with brief contact before swiping a leisurely thumb across your perky nipples. he pulled back, face flushed as his deft fingers pulled the hem of your tshirt upwards, "don't lie. you want this."
"don't get cocky." you glared daggers at him but complied nonetheless. your fingers softly over his as he dragged your oversized tshirt upwards. his breath hitched, eyes locked on how your skin erupted into goosebumps and perked up. he leaned forward, soft lips around your hardened nipple and he hummed at the contact, "'m not gettin' cocky."
you keened into his touches, fingers pulling his still damp hair, which only prompted him to suck harder, and then chased it with a soft kiss. but you grew impatient, fingers tugging at the collar of his shirt, "off."
"yes ma'am."
your fingers grabbed ahold of his jaw, tipping it backwards as you took him in. the damp hair stuck to his nape, gaze half-lidded and lips parted as he looked up at you. your gaze hardened, words caught in the thick air between you two, "this means nothing."
zoro took his shirt off, his hands pulling your warm ones to his torso. he nodded slowly, uttering false promises between open-mouthed kisses against your jaw, "nothing at all."
"i- i mean it," you whispered, your fingers tracing up and down the rigid plane of muscles and skin. your chest pressed against his as his hands snaked around your waist, "i know, baby." hot kisses smothered against your skin, "i know."
and world's number one had you pinned under him. hovering over you, the damp strands hanging loosely to frame his face. your face burned up as he traced the tip of his index finger across your face, then slowly dragged across your skin from your chest to your stomach and to the waistband of your shorts.
your hips bucked up as he thumbed the skin above the said waistband, "z-zoro."
"what do you want? tell me." his warm, calloused palms massaged your inner thighs, spreading them open to put up a show for himself. he swiped your clothed core, "wet already?"
"fuck off." a smug grin crept across his lips, head dipping down to press kisses to your exposed skin as his fingers dragged down the waistband and took off those layers off of you. he stared up, hands growing rougher, impatient, "tell me, what do you want?"
you squirmed as he continued pressing kisses, carefully avoiding your needy core. "i-" you clenched your eyes shut, embarrassment sewing itself against your skin. you mumbled, "don't make me say it."
"i need to hear ya." he licked a languid stripe, collecting the honeyed slick on the tip of your tongue. maybe he had less resolve than he had assumed, because at once he found himself licking fat strips up and down, catching your trembling bud between his lips and sucking. you tasted of divinity and sin all wrapped in one woman and he found himself at your altar, nothing more than a helpless man.
and just like that, roronoa zoro lost all sanity.
"fuck." he hummed against you, lapping at you like a man starved. his eyes stayed train on you, gaze fixated as he watched you catch your bottom lip between your teeth and arch your back. you were so pretty. it made him ache from within, something primal that made him dive into your divine cunt nose-deep and rut against the mattress like a man who knew no patience.
when roronoa zoro pulled back, you saw a man devoid of any and all trace of rationality. he was a demon ready to devour you whole. or die trying.
he held himself back, fingers digging into the fat of your thighs and hips lest he couldn't control himself. out of breath, out of mind, "tell me."
"wan' you." you mumbled, shying away from him. squirming, trying to pull away from his iron-grip on your thighs, trying, "need you t-to fuck me."
"louder." he met your eyes in a challenge, and you rivaled his stare, "fuck me."
the kiss he lay atop your hip bone was impossibly soft, his voice even more soft, "on it."
he licked quick stripes, drinking you down like you were some forbidden nectar. words barely audible as he put two fingers in your mouth. a moment later, his fingers were drilling into you. experienced hands thrusting up into you, hitting that one gummy spot over and over and over and overā€”
"zā€” ohmygod ohmygod ohā€”" you tried to catch your breath, tried to make sense of the situation but the mosshead caught your pulsating clit against his lips, humming and ramming into you like a mad man. watching you as you fell apart on his tongue and fingers.
twitching, bucking up, trying to run away from him as his fingers fucked you senseless. trying to run away from him?
he pulled you towards himself, putting his weight on top of your hips. you cannot run away. "don't run, don't run. not when i just got you."
"z-zoroā€” stop, stop it." you cried into the air, head lolling backwards as he continued his assault on your poor pussy.
"what?" he asked, gaze predatory as he continued pumping in and out of you, "see how she's gripping me? she wants me 'sbad." he thrust up harder, fingers playing against that one spot, and your body tried to turn left, to run away. but he wouldn't let you. he pulled his fingers back, just to fuck into you harder, "see. wants me so, so bad."
zoro pressed a hungry kiss to your clit, "am i taking good care of her?"
and all you could do was grip the sheets and withstand the pleasure as another tsunami built in your lower stomach. his thumb found your clit, pressing and rubbing the little nub, "answer me."
and the pressure built and built within you. tugging on your insides harshly, as he toyed with you and your aching pussy. and then it all came crashing down. spotless white washed over your eyes, head lolling back, fingers gripping the sheets so hard and a silent scream caught in your throat.
when he pulled back, his jaw was drenched, hair damp and eyes maddened. through his tunnel-vision, he found you spent on the bed. eyes clenched shut blissfully, hair tangled 'neath you, and reddened lips.
when you had the courage to open your eyes and look up at him. fuck. how dare you do that to a man? your eyes were watery, lips trembling as you told him "i can't." and roronoa zoro decided it was as good time as any to fuck you to the point of breaking.
and now he had your legs pushed to your ears, the mushroom tip dragging itself against your walls. a groan past his lips as he hooked his arm under one leg, fucking into you with all the patience in the world. so slow, so patient, so fucking agitating.
your nails dug crescent moons into his biceps, huffing out a, "f-faster, c'mon."
"hm?" his eyebrows bunched, face falling into almost a pout, "faster? think you can handle it?"
"shu-shut up nghā€”" a gasp came alive as he thrust into you faster, before slowing down his pace and toying with you again. a delirious grin came to his lips as you whined out, "ugh zoro."
"just remember," he pulled it out till his tip barely kissed your entrance, and rammed it back in, "you asked for this."
and now you were pushing the same nails in his biceps, gasping as he fucked into you with abandon. he pressed kisses to your thighs, to your knees, to any part of you that was accessible to him. hot breath fanning over your skin as his dick pumped in and out of you.
"'fuck, 'zoā€”" he hissed like it hurt, thrusting harder at the nickname. his pace was bruising, intentions to destroy you, "say that again."
"wh-what?" you played dumb.
strong hands came up to manhandle you to sit you atop him. searing hands on your hips as he moved you up and down his cock. a stutter made past your lips as you fell forward at the sudden change in position. hands bracing themselves against the hard muscle, you bit down on your lips, eyes rolling back, "iā€” fuck f-fuck, zo."
balls slapping against your ass, the sound of skin on skin deafening enough between his groans and your gasps. his grip on your unforgiving as you he helped you downwards each time to meet his erratic thrusts.
heaving, sweat trailing down his bow, your nails digging into his chest as you hugged him so sinfully tight. what were you doing to this poor man and his sanity? spasming, clenching around him, unforgiving, as he rammed upwards into you.
"i-i'm gon' cumā€”"
"yeah?" he breathed out, eager fingers coming to tease your puffy clit. sporadic swipes of his thumb against the aching nub, raising himself up to slowly bite down on the column of your throat, "cum f'me."
"ohmygod ohmygod zoā€”" head thrown back, you choked back sobs of his name as the white-hot pleasure built in your stomach and released all over his abs and chest, "fu-fuck ngh sh-shit, zoro!"
you, covered in your own essence, head thrown back, hair sticking to your chest and back, face flushed, eyes clenched shut. you.
zoro turned you around, your helpless moans trapped against the pillow as his heel dug into the dirtied mattress, and he drilled his cock into you harder and harder and harder. no rhythm, no reason as he chased his own high within you.
your overstimulated cunt spasmed around him, hugging his curved dick like you were milking him for all he was worth. fuck. fuck. fuck.
"ahā€” fuck." he groaned in the shell of your ear, tongue darting out to lick a languid stripe at the base of your ear as you felt his hips stutter, emptying within you.
his sweaty body stilled above yours, pressing you down into the sticky mattress. a moment later, he heaved out a content sigh and pulled it out. hitched breaths, a new wave of need building within him as he stared at the milky white gushing out of your pretty cunt.
mindlessly, his fingers pushed back the creamy white back into your poor, trembling hole. he swiped at your clit one last time, and you jolted under his torturous touches. a whine into the pillow, hips bucking away from him. you warned him, "zo."
"hah, sorry." he grinned, amused at your compliant state, before collapsing next to you.
you raised your flushed face, dazed eyes finding his pretty face next to you. he looked so pretty, it hurt. his flushed face illuminated by the soft lighting from the bedside lamps, the earrings glinting as they chimed softly against his skin, the soft smile that tugged at his lips.
this was roronoa zoro, the star player.
his fingers slowly came up to your face, pushing the damp hair strands backwards. the same fingers then traced over your nose, and your bottom lips.
and there was you, the fool that always stayed.
"zo... zoro." you pulled away from his skimming touches, "youā€” uh, what's the time?"
you looked away from him to pick up your phone: 2:11 a.m.
"it's late." shutting the phone, you didn't turn to look at him. what if he called out your name, looked at you, persuaded you? softly, you whispered into the heady air, "you should go back to your room. it's late, and i wanna sleep."
"wh- what are you doin'?" his hands ran over your arms, desperate touches bringing you back flush against his naked chest.
"zoro." you turned to look at him, eyes barely able to hold his steady gaze, "i-" you sucked in a breath, eyes tracing downwards to stare down his tan chest, "this meant nothing, you know that."
a scoff, "areā€”" the expression died, eyes widening, "should i actually leave?"
you nodded before pulling back from him, "go."
"please, just listen to meā€”" he sat up, shoulders squaring up as if he was ready to put up a combat for that explanation. his fingers years to touch yours, "i can explain."
you pulled your hand back, holding them against your chest. your resolved hardened. this was roronoa zoro, the star player. and this was you, and you were on your goddamn level now. no longer the fool that stuck around.
"go back to your room, rorona."
"r-roronoa? it's 'zo, for you." he begged, shifting to turn fully towards, "listen to me just once."
you shook your head, "no explanation will be good enoughā€”"
"ā€”i couldn't say goodbye to you. or i would have never felt like leaving that town." he pleaded, hands coming up to cradle your cheek, "and that town was a dead-end for my career. i had to leaveā€”"
"then, leave right now as well. you're good at that shit, anyways."
"pleaseā€”"
"leave."
ļ½”ļ½„:*:ļ½„ļ¾Ÿā˜…,ļ½”ļ½„:*:ļ½„ļ¾Ÿā˜†
22nd of august, 12:03 p.m.
when you saw roronoa zoro at the checkout counter, you pretended he didn't exist. he was dead. to you, anyways.
the mosshead didn't bother making conversation, too busy comprehending the reality where you didn't even bother looking at him twice. not even as you clutched the LV in your hands tighter, and walked out through the glass doors and out where your driver waited for you.
the chants of your name stopped you dead in your tracks as a swarm of reporters stood to your left, being held off by the hotel security. the swarm of cameras, notepads and haunting questions being pushed back by men in black, pristine suits.
"is it true?!" a shrill, familiar voice caught your attention. you dragged your shades upwards, giving the reporter from yesterday a compliant smile, "is what true?"
"that you and roronoa zoro are together?!"
your eyebrow twitched, and you dragged the sunglasses downwards. the world was tinted a dark brown, and you put on another polite smile. that bastard be damned. "nā€”"
"yeah." the jock called out, a self-satisfying smile on his face as he stood behind you. his arm came to wrap around you, flesh against flesh feeling familiar as he pressed a chaste kiss to your forehead, "got a problem with that?"
you whipped to look at the man that had come to become the bane of your existence and the object of your desires. but before you knew what was happening, you were being ushered by his 5'10 self into the car backseat. when you came back to reality, the car was already was on the highway and zoro was looking out the window as if he didn't just do that.
"what the fuck?!" your voice was shrill, "what the fuck, roronoa? what did you just do?!"
"it's good for publicity." he replied, solemnly. "my manager told me to do that."
"which deranged bastard is your manager?" you fisted your hand, the leather handle of the purse almost disintegrating under the intensity. glaring at him with murderous intent, you choked out a, "tell me now and i'll get sanji to murder him."
"her." zoro corrected, "name's nami. she's the best in the game."
"you're dead, roronoa."
"ah, no i'm not." he grinned, a mad man. "cheer up, babe. we have appearances to keep up."
what the fuck.
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a/n: hello. uh, i have nothing to say except i just really wanted to write this šŸ¤”. not proofread cause its uhm 10k words. nobody's gonna read this shit anyways, i think. if you've read this whole, THANK YOU!!! MWUAH MWUAH MAY BOTH SIDES OF YOUR PILLOW BE COLD AND YOU GET TO EAT SOMETHING GOOD <3 part two? yes, i wanna. roronoa zoro being a menace is my favourite gender. [psss, if you've sent in requests, girlie IM TRYING IM SORRY. may lord give me strength, and i may give you some fics!] tagging: @help-i-lost-my-sock because ur the only one with enough strength to read this. thankyou so much for putting up with my bs <3 m.list
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ofallthingsnasty Ā· 3 months ago
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pairing: crocodile x f!reader tags: fat reader, yandere, past violence, written from nico robin's pov as a little character/relationship study, minors dni word count: 0.9k
note: I had this thought about Robin meeting Crocodile's well-kept basement wife for the first time ages ago but wanted to expand on it a little, mainly because I love the melancholic and stuffy feel being his basement wife has to me. This is mainly vibes and exploration, but I hope you enjoy it as much as I did writing it! If you want to know more about 'your' scar, I talked about it here and here.
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For the first time since sheā€™s met Crocodile, Nico Robin is actually surprised.Ā 
She hadnā€™t been when she had first seen his lavish base at Rain Dinners in all its opulent glory, hadnā€™t flinched when she noticed the gigantic species of gators swimming through an even more gigantic, underground tank, hadnā€™t raised a brow at his penchant for expensive clothes and jewelry and countless cigars, something so decadent compared to the starving land around him.Ā  No, instead it fit him like a glove; that elegant, suave style of evil that had crawled into the very foundations of his lair to fester and rot and ooze wickedness whenever she returned. A marvel to witness, truly, such commitment to the bit. Predictable. Placeable.
What doesnā€™t fit, however, is a dependent.Ā 
A man like Crocodile - with all his peacockery, arrogance, scorn and grandeur, isnā€™t someone she can see oh-so-graciously letting someone partake in the riches he has carefully hoarded just because of the goodness of his heart. Itā€™s laughable, the thought. She could have seen him with a child, maybe, a little brat from some old flame many moons past, a little snot-nosed kid who is the epitome of spoiled, who gets too little attention and too much money from daddy.Ā  That, she could have seen sitting on that old, luxurious chaise after getting called back to the base.Ā 
But not you. Not fully-grown, very much not snot-nosed, you.
Youā€™re so small, she thinks, or at least you seem to be. Compared to the grand interior surrounding you, the expensive leather settee youā€™ve been put on, the dark fur that nearly swallows you as you sit, nothing but your hands and round face peeking out from underneath, you are, in fact, quite small. Small and scared, the coat thatā€™s been draped over you making you look like youā€™re all fat, bug-eyed rabbit and no part lithe and feisty wolf. If she wasnā€™t trying to grasp this situation sheā€™d suppress a laugh at the clear intention behind your gaudy little outfit: like a purse, youā€™ve been dressed to compliment his outfit of the day, undoubtedly just as ornamented with pelt as you. Youā€™re an unusual sight for the wife (and wife you are, she notes with a glance at a gold band wrapped around your pudgy finger) of someone as high-ranking as a warlord - if she had to imagine anyone befitting of that title it would have been someone more sleek; tall, classy, with observant eyes and painted lips that give way to pearly and sharp teeth. Someone whose mere presence whispers power, someone who is at least half as capable as Mister 0 himself.
Whatā€™s sitting right in front of her is a liability, a living, breathing shackle. And those are dangerous in the world the two of them operate.
And it begs a simple question: why? Why show her this, make her aware of your presence? Everything he does has a reason, but what purpose does this encounter serve? Robinā€™s life has been nothing but running, running and then some more running - and so does her mind, ever on edge, ever hunted. She needs to put this into a category, to discern good from bad from somewhere in between, especially when it comes to the inherent danger that is Crocodile. But it makes no sense to her, no matter how hard she tries to find any in the short second she has seen you. Is this a lesson? A show? A reward? A sign of trust?Ā 
Nothing quite fits. She tilts her head as your eyes flutter over her form; taking in the seemingly relaxed elegance, her effortlessly chic outfit. You donā€™t seem to know either, fear and confusion etched into your soft features. Too easy to read, she thinks. He has clearly never told you about her. Not involved in this business. Hm.
Before she can take another step towards you - to glean another detail, to lure a word out of you that might solve this little mystery - the heavy thud of opening doors startles you. You sit ramrod straight in a millisecond, face instinctively pulled towards the source of the noise. Although she stays right where she is, it gives her another piece in the puzzle to work with: with the motion, a gnarly scar bulges underneath fake light, spanning from the edge of your mouth almost to your ear, gifting you an unnatural, lopsided smile. Ah. She knows Crocodileā€™s handwriting when she sees it, knows how heavy it can be with his left hand especially.Ā 
You arenā€™t here out of your own free will.
How fitting, after all.
Not a dependent, but a captive. A cherished one, at that. A little pet, his favorite, tucked away and kept in safety.
She almost wants to scoff at the revelation. Evil, through and through. But this isnā€™t yet another display of just how cartoonishly bad he is, she thinks, until-
Until you part your lips to reveal a horribly tainted smile as you spot him, hurrying to sit up from the stiff leather and scuttling over. He doesnā€™t even look at her as you greet him quietly, awkward and uneasy, his face so utterly pleased with whatever this display is supposed to show him. You fold one hand over his right wrist and pull close as he laughs at your antics - you donā€™t act like this normally, do you?Ā 
Finally, as he excuses you to disappear behind him, whispering something to you that sheā€™d consider intimate if she hadnā€™t seen the raw, unembellished fear in your eyes, if she hadnā€™t known that the scar that adorns your face is years-old, it clicks.
This isnā€™t for her. Itā€™s for you.
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honey-milk-depresso Ā· 2 years ago
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ā€œHe wondersā€¦ā€ TWST boys dreaming about their crush (Octavinelle)
Heartslabyul | Savanaclaw | Octavinelle | Scarabia | Pomefiore | Ignihyde | Diasomnia
Azul Ashengrotto
Azul has always dreamed big ever since he was a child: to prove the rest of the children wrong and be the best of the best, and now he has. A dorm leader who runs Monstro Lounge as if it has become a mini metropolis of NRC.The smartest student around who helps the poor, unfortunate soulsā€¦ but yet he still dreams of more. More. And more.
He dreams more ofā€¦ you. You flood his mind, once a calm river that flowed silently suddenly became a sea where the waves made thunderous clashes against one another, it became louder and louder, more frequent and powerful than the first. He wakes up while blushing upon realising he was dreaming of you, where the waves stretched themselves onto the sandy white shore, the sea breeze making you look as if you were an angel of sorts. You smiled at him, calling for his name, and you said you love himā€¦
The poor octopus, too caught up in his dream, didnā€™t realise Jade was right in front of him, gently waking him up from his dream as he fell asleep on his desk. ā€œMy, my Azul. Your face is so red. Have you gotten a fever?ā€ Jade teased, smiling mischievously as if he already knew. ā€œHe must be thinking of his crush, Jade~ā€ Floyd chips in, grinning just as mischievous as his brother. ā€œYou must be right, Floyd~ā€ they both chuckled. ā€œOh would you two just get back to work?!ā€ Azul bashfully frowned, shouting softly at them in a defensive manner.
What is he to do? Isnā€™t he the perfect student? Canā€™t he just walk up to you with class and might, strut a charismatic pose with a charming smile and woo you with no effort? What he dreams of doing is much better said than doneā€¦ or better dreamt of than done. The moment you smile at him when he calls you, he chickens out last minute, either excusing himself stupidly or telling you something different from what he truly wanted to confess. Azul hates it, why is he scared? ā€œTheyā€™re too good for meā€¦ā€ he mumbled into his pillow, frustrated that he couldnā€™t utter a single part of his feelings for you.
All he can do is dreamā€¦ or so he thought. As miserable as he has become, there is hope when he found you sad and dejected, he dreamed of this exact scenario of comforting you. Of course heā€™s genuine, wanting to make you feel better so he whisks you away and soothe you, and you hug him afterwards, just as he dreams. The pink blush that adorned his cheeks, he softly tells you, ā€œYou can always come to me, Pearl. I love you, donā€™t ever forget that.ā€ <3
Jade Leech
Honestlyā€¦ does he even dream of anything..? Itā€™s hard to tell, you canā€™t exactly pin him in a ā€œDreamā€ or ā€œDonā€™t Dreamā€ type of guy. Itā€™s hard to tell, so let me let you in on a little secret. He does dream. A lot. And a lot more than you think.
He could be doing his duties at Monstro Lounge going around table to table serving the customers and be dreaming about his mushrooms growing to become gigantic. He does have some child-like dreams of his own, and he masks his own dreamy look too well for the normal eye to tell. However, Azul and Floyd are pretty much the only ones who can tell whether heā€™s dreaming or not. Heā€™s the type who looks like heā€™s paying attention, but he really isnā€™t. At least, not all of him is focused. Who drones off to his own world while dreaming of you smiling sweetly at him while complimenting the terrarium he just showed you. ā€œMr Jade, what is the answer to this equation?ā€ The professor snapped him out of thought. ā€œAh,ā€ he pretends to flip his notes as if he wrote down his answer. ā€œ16.7.ā€ ā€œThatā€™s correct.ā€
Itā€™s incredible how he can give a valid answer while in his own little world, where his own little world revolves around you. He felt blissful when you kiss his forehead in his dreams, or how he closes his eyes slightly slower to focus on how he recalls your laugh. Itā€™s quite obvious to his best friend and brother: heā€™s in love with you. Jade dreams of the smaller things, the fine details he rather focus about on you. Itā€™s just his preferred dream.
Let us not forget now, Jade wants those dreams to become real. Heā€™s just waiting for the right time to confess to you. He dreams of the scenario in his head: the two of you would be alone in his room making terrariums and having light and airy conversations, giggling and smiling at one another, keeping it casual and simple.
Heā€™ll tell you all about each species, observing the way your eyes sparkle with curiosity and awe and he smiles to himself before he looks back to the terrarium heā€™s making. ā€œI had fun, Jade. Thanks for letting me be with you!ā€ You smiled with him with a blush. Thatā€™sā€¦ not what he dreamt of, but he certainly isnā€™t complaining. In fact, heā€™s smiling wider, with confidence and bliss. ā€œI had to. But it can be always if you say that you love me, too.ā€ His cheeks bloom pink. <3
Floyd Leech
Floyd isnā€™t a heavy dreamer, but he still dreams. His dreams are quite chaotic and bizarre, but dreams are dreams and he likes to dream when he gets bored. He can dream of annoying Riddle and all, but heā€™s mostly dreaming about you when he dozes off. Why not, right? Floyd dreams of you shamelessly: you in a dress getting splashed by him at the seashore, you laughing and splashing him back as he playfully chases you down the beach and into the water, transforming into his eel form and picking you up, smiling and laughing heartily and-
ā€œFloyd Leech!ā€ ā€œHm?ā€ He nonchalantly hums as the professor snapped at him. ā€œPay attention! No dozing off!ā€ Floyd rolls his eyes and carries on dreaming, no one can stop him from thinking about you. He grins widely, eye lids half-lidded as he pays no heed to his professors previous reprimands, dozing regardless just to dream of you.
Sometimes he tells you his dreams, just not the ones about you. Itā€™s not that heā€™s afraid to tell you about them, but he much rather keep it a surprise and wait for you to be even ready to take themā€¦ orā€¦ honestly Iā€™m not quite sure heā€™s unpredictable to say the least. ā€œI dreamt of you hugging me at sea~ā€ ā€œDonā€™t you always do that Floyd? And to everyone?ā€ You just donā€™t seem to interpret his dreams at all, do you? Or get the hint? He pouts, wondering if you dreamed of him before, and he asks you all the time.
ā€œS/o, have you dreamed of me before?~ā€ ā€œE-eh? Wellā€¦ā€ He feels quite smug if you do. Jade used to say that if you dreamed of someone, that someone you dreamed of will dream of you too. Floyd doesnā€™t believe in fate but he would now if itā€™s to just shower you with affection.
He keeps dreaming of you: in basketball practice, Crewelā€™s class, during lunch, right in front of you in Monstro Lounge. When is he ever going to make it reality. He becomes rather impatient, the thoughts of you pressing your lips against his makes him more determined to be even more shameless, and Floyd being Floyd starts to grow a bit more clingy until he finally feels like it.
He doesnā€™t follow his dreams, itā€™s just the thought of you being his lover is what he likes. He goes with the flow, and whatever happy memories you two would make will not be a dream but a memory.
ā€œKoebi-chan, you know I dreamt of us being a couple~ Do you wanna be one right now?ā€ ā€œH-huh?! B-be serious!ā€ ā€œI am.ā€ <3
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vermilionsun Ā· 5 months ago
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Since weā€™re doing part twosšŸ‘€ Could you write more nsfw hcs for leander and ais? <3
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Yes I can Yes I will Yes I did šŸ’ƒ
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Ais
Aka choose one hair colour challenge failed
āœ© Topping from the bottom
Self-explanatory. ļæ½ļæ½ļæ½Gives it almost as well as he takes it,ā€ but heā€™s in charge babe, you stand no chance. Heā€™ll treat you good though, donā€™t worryā€”
āœ© Facefucking
YOUR FACE OR HIS, he doesnā€™t really mind. He knows to appreciate a good blowjob and loves having his mouth stuffed full of you. Man doesnā€™t ask for much. Plus he thinks it hot watching you manhandle him.
āœ© 69
I see this man having an oral fixationā€”I canā€™t explain it. Sit on his face and suck him. As tiring as it is rewarding.
āœ© M I R R O R S
Heā€™ll be sitting on the edge of the bed, you on his lap, your back facing him. His veiny hands keep your thighs open as he makes you watch yourself bounce on him in the mirror and struggle to keep your balance and pace. Delicious.
āœ© Pillow Prince(ss)
Let him treat you, okay?
āœ© Comfort Sex
hEAR ME OUT WAITā€” This man will never fuck you while heā€™s angry. That goes against a couple hundred of his moral codes, plus he would never want to hurt you. But, after some time, if things are getting heated, he will be slow, sensual, careful. Heā€™ll apologise if heā€™s at fault. Heā€™ll hold your hand and leave soft murmurs on the crook of your neck, kiss away any tears that might leave your eyes. Same goes if he knows you had had a rough day, accompanied by enough praises to make you see stars.
āœ© S H O W E R
āœ© Seasping
ON THAT NOTEā€” If heā€™s lying inside the waters of the Seaspring, presumably looking at the wall, and you climb in alongside him, wellā€¦ He wonā€™t bother to hide the gigantic smirk on his face that rivals the size of his boobs as he pulls you on his lap. It also serves as an amazing opportunity for a not-so-subtle fuck you to to Ocudeus.
āœ© Exhibitionismā€“ish
Heā€™d fuck you happily infront of a crowd to prove a point (with your consent of course). Heā€™d take any chance thrown his way to brag about how amazing his partner is.
āœ© Remote Control Vibrators
There has to be an alternative to that in the Touchstarved universe, right? Oh, that bastardā€™s smirk when he suddenly presses it to the highest setting from across the room while youā€™re in the middle of a conversation.
āœ© Against the Table
āœ© Spontaneous Sex
Heā€™s definitely the type to randomly return home/come find you ā€œbecause heā€™s horny.ā€
āœ© Caught
He wonā€™t stop his actions, just look at the person who walked in on you with a ā€œwhat do you want?ā€ look. Could easily pick up a conversation while fucking his partnerā€™s brains out, 100%
āœ© Up Skirt/Panties to the side
āœ© Car
RIP Ais, youā€™d love late night car rides and car sex afterwards.
Leander
Aka the Nile is a river in Egypt
šŸ—”Ā  Nipple Play
This manā€™s tits are MASSIVE. Treat them well. Suck on them, twist and pull on them, make him cry.
šŸ—”Ā  Masochism
Self-explanatory.
šŸ—”Ā  Anal Toys
Previously mentioned heā€™s an ass guy, so make everyone a favour and ruin his ass (literally). BĢ¶eĢ¶aĢ¶dĢ¶sĢ¶ wĢ¶iĢ¶lĢ¶lĢ¶ dĢ¶oĢ¶ tĢ¶hĢ¶eĢ¶ jĢ¶oĢ¶bĢ¶ jĢ¶uĢ¶sĢ¶tĢ¶ fĢ¶iĢ¶nĢ¶eĢ¶
šŸ—”Ā  RIDE HIM &
šŸ—”Ā  PULL HIS HAIR
Sit on his lap, pull his hair and force him to look at you while you ride his soul out of his dick. Heā€™ll thank you once heā€™ll be able to speak againā€”give him a couple wĢ¶eĢ¶eĢ¶kĢ¶sĢ¶ days though.
šŸ—”Ā  Magic
Of course, I will elaborate. If he can make flowers of light out of thin air, he most definitely can use his magic for other things, even to a small degree. A restraint, a shock of pleasure, and he most definitely will comply if asked (Ģ¶sĢ¶hĢ¶oĢ¶wĢ¶-Ģ¶oĢ¶fĢ¶fĢ¶)Ģ¶.
šŸ—”Ā  Sleepy
Wake him up with a blowjob once, and youā€™ll have to continue that routine for the rest of both your lives. Heā€™ll be completely bewitched, still groggy as me moans lowly and oh damn that deep morning voiceā€¦
šŸ—”Ā  Gag
Itā€™s both hilarious and incredibly turning on. Try that with your panties, and the man has already cummed.
šŸ—”Ā  Lingerie
Talking about pantiesā€¦ The moment he lays his eyes on you and your fancy little outfit, he swallows dryly. His eyes go dark, and he has to reposition himself because heā€™s so hard. Youā€™d expect him to rip them off of you immediately, but instead, he guides you to stand in front of his spreadā€“out legs, his hands slowly trailing up your thighs to your ass and waist, feeling the way your skin transitions to the material, his chin resting against your stomach as you pet his hair.
ā€œMay I?ā€
ā€œMay you, what?ā€
ā€œMay I take these off?ā€ He tugs at the fabric to make his point. ā€œPlease?ā€
MĢ¶oĢ¶nĢ¶tĢ¶hĢ¶sĢ¶ uĢ¶nĢ¶tĢ¶iĢ¶lĢ¶ yĢ¶oĢ¶uĢ¶ wĢ¶aĢ¶lĢ¶kĢ¶ nĢ¶oĢ¶rĢ¶mĢ¶aĢ¶lĢ¶lĢ¶yĢ¶ aĢ¶gĢ¶aĢ¶iĢ¶nĢ¶.
šŸ—”Ā  Cumming Untouched
Too easy to achieve with this man.
šŸ—”Ā  Under the desk
The bar, specifically. Itā€™s beyond amusing watching him try to keep his composure in front of the patrons while youā€™re sucking him off so beautifully.
šŸ—”Ā  GĢ¶lĢ¶oĢ¶rĢ¶yĢ¶ HĢ¶oĢ¶lĢ¶eĢ¶
HeĢ¶ wĢ¶oĢ¶uĢ¶lĢ¶dĢ¶, oĢ¶kĢ¶aĢ¶yĢ¶?Ģ¶!Ģ¶ DĢ¶oĢ¶nĢ¶'tĢ¶ cĢ¶oĢ¶mĢ¶eĢ¶ aĢ¶tĢ¶ mĢ¶eĢ¶
šŸ—”Ā  Candle/Wax Play
He had set them up to make a ā€œromantic atmosphereā€ but the second your eyes darted to the candle closest to you while you were on top of himā€¦ yeah, he might have slightly regretted his decision (sĢ¶pĢ¶oĢ¶iĢ¶lĢ¶eĢ¶rĢ¶sĢ¶:Ģ¶ hĢ¶eĢ¶ dĢ¶iĢ¶dĢ¶nĢ¶'tĢ¶ aĢ¶cĢ¶tĢ¶uĢ¶aĢ¶lĢ¶lĢ¶yĢ¶ aĢ¶nĢ¶dĢ¶ yĢ¶oĢ¶uĢ¶ dĢ¶iĢ¶dĢ¶ iĢ¶tĢ¶ aĢ¶gĢ¶aĢ¶iĢ¶nĢ¶).
šŸ—”Ā  Public Humiliation
Itā€™s literally canon.
šŸ—”Ā  Caught Masturbating
ā€œCome on darling, wonā€™t you help me a little?ā€
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plutoswritingplanet Ā· 4 months ago
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Vicarious (Homelander x Female!Reader) pt.4
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a/n: a short conclusion for the last chapter, before i finish a more story-heavy one, deeply inspired by "Two Against One" by Jack White
Warnings: Masturbation (again, wow), Explicit Language, Alcohol Use, Very Creepy Behavior, Plus Sized Reader, Inappropriate Relations With A Marble Wall, Suggestive Themes
Summary: Both you and Homelander get increasingly confused about what you truly are. None come out unscathed.
Vicarious Masterlist
The vulnerability of drunkenness looks good on you.Ā 
At first, you're none the wiser. As your limbs uncurl from around Homelander, your feet hitting the polished floor of his penthouse. Stomach flipping around, you fight with all your strength not to fall to your knees, as the shock of being shot out through the air slowly subsides. Homelander starts pacing around the living area, an excitable spring in his steps, as he makes his way towards the rather well-stocked liquor cabinet. Were you more vigilant, perhaps you would've read this action for what it truly was, but as it stands, the realization is postponed for a few seconds more.Ā 
Glasses clink somewhere behind you, but you're too focused on steadying your breathing to notice. Your vision is swimming, the blurred outline of a gigantic American flag, hanged on the wall in front of you, makes you want to jump out that stupid window. The repetitive pattern twists your brain around.
- Ugh... Jesus - you throw the offending piece of cloth a withering look.
- If you're going to be sick, do it in the bathroom - Homelander barks, keeping himself out of your field of vision.Ā 
- I'll be fine, don't wo... -Ā okay, you cut yourself off because maybe you're not fine after all.Ā 
A second passes, as you try to identify, if the feeling inside your chest is an omen of oncoming vomit.Ā 
No, it's good, you're okay.Ā 
Your eyelids are so incredibly heavy, it almost feels like your lashes are tangling together every time you blink, trying to force your eyes to stay closed. There's this strange taste in your mouth, a ghost of drinks past, mixed with some other, much more worrying substances you've enthusiastically consumed, and you smack your tongue against your pallet, running it over your teeth, as if to test if they're all set in place. Adrenaline gathers at the tips of your fingertips, and you shake your hands with a frown, fighting to rid yourself of this energy. Instead of helping, it only serves to make your stomach churn harder.
Traumatic experiences, such as being flown through the air at ungodly speed, should technically sober you up, but right now you feel like you've been funneling alcohol through a tube the entire night. Not entirely untrue, but you've never been a lightweight, so this sudden change of pace surprises and worries you. And there's one more thing. As your hands flail at your sides, checking your bearings, a sudden wave of realization hits you like a truck.Ā 
YourĀ bag. You forgot your bag at the party, and as such, your phone is lost too. Which wouldn't be so bad, if you didn't have the combination for the door of your room in the Tower saved in the notes. Your head starts to hurt, eyes closing shut, as you try to will the numbers into your brain. They were funny, you made them into a joke, you just don't remember which one.Ā 
- Fuck... - you sigh, scratching at the back of your neck, where your sweat is rapidly cooling in the conditioned air of the penthouse.Ā 
Which was it? Four numbers, significant ones. You chuckled to yourself when you first typed them into the lock, but it's so hard to focus on anything other than staying upright.
- You okay there? - Homelander asks, and suddenly you're reminded that he's still here, with you.
Alone.Ā 
It's not dread that climbs up your spine at the realization, not excitement either. What you feel, clawing its way through your insides like a feral beast, is a profound sense ofĀ acceptance. Blue and red invade your vision, as he moves to stand in front of you, pushing a chilled glass filled with amber liquid into your hand. On instinct, your fingers curl around it, but you can't seem to raise it to your lips, wondering, if this move will signal your defeat. His chest rises and falls evenly, as he stands so close to you, you can practically feel the heat coming off of him, along with that rich cologne, that surrounds you from every angle.Ā 
There's a geometric pattern all over the blue parts of his costume, and your eyes fight against its movements in front of you. The padding on his chest and stomach is truly ridiculous, even in your sorry state you can realize the unnatural movements of his fake muscles over his skin. Really, you can't be the only person that's noticed this.Ā 
- I forgot my phone from the party - your voice is so quiet, weak, and you can't seem to pinpoint, if it'sĀ Smirnoff'sĀ orĀ Fireball'sĀ - I don't...
-Ā IĀ knowĀ - he interrupts you, inclining his head as if he's trying to entice you to look at him - You left it on a chair in the kitchen.Ā 
You don't give yourself the luxury of confusion, because you should've known. You should've figured it out, the moment he fell from the sky, catching the vulnerability of the moment, and crushing it in his teeth. Of course, he was looking, listening in as well, most likely. Wouldn't be the first time, would it? Who else would've known to leak the contract information, mere hours after you've complained to your friend over the phone, by an open window no less? There's no allowance of betrayal for you, you knew from the start, and yet you've allowed yourself to be put in this situation. You placed your own hand into the maw of the lion, and now you're supposed to expect him not to snap his teeth?
Ā His hand comes up into your field of vision, those red, leather gloves creaking, as they wrap around your fingers holding the glass. You don't resist, when he guides your hand up, towards your lips, tips the glass against them, until the bitter liquid pours into your mouth, past your teeth.Ā 
-Ā VeryĀ goodĀ - he murmurs with a patronizing tone, watching your throat work, as you swallow around the burning sensation - Take it all in, champ.
And you do. You down the drink, until there's nothing left. His hand retreats, and your fingers relax, letting the glass fall onto the plush carpet. You need to lock Smirnoff, stuff her back into that box, hidden from sight, before anything progresses. But she just won't let go. She claws her way into your brain, screaming at you to do something, anything, before it's too late.Ā 
This isn't you. You're not here.Ā 
The familiar mantra falls short, as Homelander slowly starts to take off his gloves, one finger at a time. His hands are strong, pale, with slender fingers, that curl and uncurl around air, as if testing the tendons working under his skin. Your eyes glide over the movements, heart stopping for just a moment, when he holds out his right hand in front of your chest, just shy of touching. Wetting your lips with your tongue, you watch, as his fingers tremble with tension. He wants you to feel it, the anticipation of the inevitable. He wants you to break, he's only ever wanted a reaction out of you.
- Please, I don't... - your voice cracks like a window.Ā 
You don'tĀ what? Want it?Ā You're convinced there are no words in the world, that would stop him right now, and the muscles in your face twitch. The American flag behind his shoulder stares at you, the stripes suddenly becoming a flurry of motion, as he pushes his hand against your chest. You don't fight it, letting him guide you all the way across the room, until your back reaches the wall, slamming into it with a dull thud. Despite that, the unrelenting force behind his movements makes you acutely aware of his true strength, the sheer lack of humanity inside this man in front of you.Ā 
As soon as you're pressed against the wall, Homelander lurches forwards, his arms encircling your form completely, his face diving into the juncture between your neck and shoulder. Your entire body sways in place, as he takes a long, shuddering breath, his palms mapping the softness of your flesh under the flimsy t-shirt. Cotton tears under his ministrations, and cold air hits your back, your sides. A deep, low hum reverberated through his chest, as he exhales, immediately sucking in another breath through gritted teeth.Ā 
-Ā You... - he huffs, his exposed hands fitting themselves under the tears in your shirt - I've never known something so cheap could smell soĀ good. Ā 
There's a jolt of something, running through his body, as his hips press into you with barely restrained force. He'd fit nicely between your pliable thighs, but not now,Ā not ever. The hardness digging into your stomach finally solidifies, what you dreaded would come.
- We can't - you don't recognize your voice.Ā 
This isn't you. You're not here.Ā 
ButĀ FireballĀ is not here either, so what is this third, strange person, who raises their hands and pushes against his chest, against the metal eagles on his shoulders? The flag still watches you struggle, those impassive stars mocking you at every turn. Truly, the American Dream come true, being humped like a dog by the strongest, most Yankee Doodle Dandy superhero to ever exist. This is exactly, what your parents were chasing, when they moved to the States, searching for a better future for their soon-to-be-born little girl. Will he stick a flag pole in your cunt, and sing the fucking National Anthem, after he's done using you? The thought almost makes you laugh, makes you remember the combination to your room, but all dark amusement flies out the still open window, because suddenly, his arms straighten out.Ā 
He pins you to the wall, pulling back all the way, so he can stare at you with those cold, dead eyes, full of freedom for his own, heinous actions, and none left for you. There's tension in his face, as his lips press together into a condescending, tight smile, and his fingers flex on your shoulders, testing the durability of the stitches of your t-shirt once again.Ā 
-Ā Can't? - there's a tilt to his voice, a barely contained sliver of anger seeping through his teeth - I'm the fucking Homelander. I can do whatever I want.Ā 
Ah, so that's what you're dealing with.
Ā The box rattles, the lock you've so carefully placed upon it bursting open like a cracked egg. And asĀ SmirnoffĀ takes her rightful place, scraping bothĀ FireballĀ and that elusive third thing from the surface of your brain, you look up at Homelander with utter understanding. What stands in front of you, is not a symbol of hope and peace. You're looking at a spoiled, invincible brat, who's never had to work for anything in his life.Ā 
This is you. You're here. And you're so fucking disappointed.
Once again, you shape-shift right in front of his eyes, and with a shuddered breath Homelander realizes, that finally, he's looking at the real you. Not the bored, wreck of a human being he's met weeks ago, not the corporate product Stillwell has carved out of you, but a secret,Ā third thing. An intoxicating cocktail of your true, hidden feelings floats to the surface, from underneath layers upon layers of masks, and he wishes to tear every single one, if it means you'll keep looking at him like that. Like you know him, like you can see behind the curtain of his performance, just as he sees behind yours. It's been such a long time, since someone made this discovery, and remained impassive.
When he thinks about it, this is the first time, he's met with such levelled response. And, fuck, the thought is better than drugs. The ghost of your scent tickles his nostrils, and he wonders what would stick to his tongue, should he taste you right now. Not fear, not desire, definitely not admiration. The expression you're wearing is eerily familiar, but so strange at the same time. Stitches at your shoulders tear under his fingertips, when he squeezes harder, hoping to extract the answer from your skin, from the softness of your flesh, the caverns of your bones.Ā 
You don't even give him the luxury of a flinch.
- Just because you can, doesn't mean you should.
Who said those words, you're both unsure, but they shoot through him like thousands of spikes, drilling themselves under his impenetrable skin with ease. He blinks, and finally realizes the familiarity of your gaze. He's seen it, back in that lab, back home.Ā Disappointment. And with that realization comes a myriad of familiar feelings, of patterns he's been continuing over, and over again, like a compulsion he's unable to rid himself of. The need to be feared, respected, loved, it all mixes with one more, treacherous thing. Make it right, make itĀ better.Ā 
Slowly, his fingers uncurl from around your shoulders, the t-shirt hanging onto your frame on a couple of strings alone. Surely, he'll regret this sooner, rather than later, but for now, he lets you go. Homelander takes a step back, his eyes unfocused behind a dazed cloud, as he regards you with scrunched eyebrows. It's evident, by the way his breathing quickens, the way his movements are tense, still ready to pounce. The desire to tear, to get what he wants is strong as ever, and the darkness in his eyes should be terrifying. Would be terrifying, if you were anyone, but yourself.Ā 
And still, there'sĀ nothing. Your hearbeat is steady, your breathing even, your blood lacks any familiar chemicals, which would indicate your dishevelled state. It's as if you're looking at his through the windows of a passing bus, like he's a fucking traffic sign stuck into concrete. Insignificant, a piece of the landscape no one thinks twice about. But then, before he has the chance to get offended, you shift again, knocking him off his rythm once more.Ā 
When did your eyes start to sparkle like that, he's none the wiser, but he drinks up the sight like a man parched, his mouth opening just a little, tasting the air of you on his tongue. The ghost of a smile on your lips might as well be a trick of the light, but he wants to believe otherwise, and as you take a step closer to him, pushing yourself off the wall, his heart stops for a millisecond.Ā 
- Thank you - you whisper, your breath hanging in the space between the two of you - For saving me.
He blinks. And then, you're gone, leaving his penthouse like nothing has happened, like this is exactly how the night was supposed to end. The click of the door behind you sounds so distant to his ears, as if he's being held under water, and he's left standing rigid, staring at the empty space on the wall, where your body pressed into just seconds ago. A myriad of emotions swirls within him, one darker than the other, and as if pushed by some invisible force, he approaches the wall, closing his eyes with a shudder. Images of you, your body, the softness underneath his fingertips, flood his mind, and one question still fights for an answer in his mind. He needs to know, needs to feel something, lest he follows right behind you and forces the solution right out of your lips.Ā 
Your scent lingers long after you've left, and with the concentration of a mad scientist, he places his cheek against the cold marble, where your shoulder was mounted. Curiosity killed the cat, but satisfaction brought it back, and with a groan of unresolved tension, Homelander lets his tongue slip from between his teeth, laying flat on the polished surface. He licks a long stripe across, from one imaginary shoulder to the other, and can almost feel the ghost of you under each taste bud.Ā 
Why did he let you go? What sort of a spell did you put on him, that he let you slip past his fingers, while he's still here, burning up with need?Ā 
His hand tugs at the belt buckle, until it snaps off completely, clattering to the floor. Saliva smears down the surface of the wall, as he yanks down the lower part of his suit, immediately starting to hump his hand like a wild animal, mind clouded with what he wants, but can't seem to take. The marble wall steals the boiling heat right out of his body, and he presses harder against the unrelenting surface, fucking into his hand with reckless abandon. Words leave his lips in a messy jumble, nonsensical and broken. His eyes sting under his eyelids, and as he feels his peak come closer and closer, the heat inside his head becomes unbearable.Ā 
With a frustrated, wanton growl, he comes hard all over the wall, his eyes snapping open, letting the deadly light out in full force. It collides with the marble, burning into it with ease for just a second, before he blinks it away, his body shaking from the intensity of his release. Pieces of rubble fall to the ground at his feet, dust covering the red leather of his boots. He's outgrown shame a long time ago, and with lips pursed in deep thought, he examines the demage he's done while lost in the moment. Placing his forehead right at the edge of the hole in the wall, he gathers his release on the tips of his fingers, pressing it further into the cracks in the marble.
This might be a bit harder to explain in the morning, he thinks to himslef with a huff of laughter. But, out of all the things he could've done, he guesses Stillwell would be happier to call for a renovation team, than have to explain to the higher-ups, and later the world, what happened to that bright-eyed Sidekick of his.Ā 
A small mercy.Ā A present, if you will, for both you and her. He shakes his head, finally stepping away from the destroyed wall. After all, it wasn't any spell, any sort of influence that made him let you flee back to the supposed safety of your room. It was his benevolence.
Ā Of course.Ā He's the hero after all. Ā 
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simon-roy Ā· 7 months ago
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A collection of panels devoted to the true hero of Refugium - BETTY THE GOAT.
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One of the animals commonly brought to colony worlds by human settlers is the working or "super" goat - a sort of all-purpose farm beast, genetically modified for the purpose. The Super Goat's souped up digestive tract makes it capable of thriving off of sparse, varied, (and occasionally extraterrestrial) forage, and its large, robust build makes it well suited to draft labour (at the logging camps featured in "refugium", the goats serve as "line horses" - carrying cables out to felled trees, which are then dragged by said cables using "steam donkeys" - portable steam engines on skids.)
(In the page below, you can spot a "steam donkey" resting above the woodpile, there on the landing)
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But these gigantic goats aren't just built for work - they are tremendously productive milk producers, and their rapid growth rate makes them excellent meat animals, as well. Without the Super Goat, life on the planet Altamira would be a lot less liveable. So give a moment to think about the humble yet intergalactic goats of the Euhumanist league. Spare a moment...
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FOR BETTY!
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Also, a little reminder, the campaign for the book Betty stars in, "REFUGIUM", goes live this coming tuesday - consider signing up here:
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sofiagigantegirl Ā· 21 days ago
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Only You
Sofia Falcone Gigante x fem reader
Sofia Gigante, the woman who has Gotham in her hands, who controls every corner and calls the shots everywhere, is sitting right in front of me right now, saying something that Iā€™m not really paying attention to. Her piercing eyes seem to see right through you. The place around us is loud, but her firm voice cuts through the noise in the room.
Sheā€™s wearing a tight black dress with thin straps that hugs her curves perfectly. The matching black corset accentuates her figure even more. On her feet, a pair of black combat boots. Her beauty is undeniable.
ā€œHey, pay attention here, y/n,ā€ she says, snapping her fingers in front of my face. The sudden sound of her voice makes me blink, and I quickly sit up straight, focusing on her. She leans back in her chair, putting some distance between us. ā€œThis is serious, I canā€™t let just anyone think they can take whatā€™s mine.ā€ She frowns, like the very thought is deeply offensive to her.
We were tailing some guy, a small-time dealer who had been selling his stuff in Sofiaā€™s territory, territory she had taken over piece by piece after taking down Oz and his crew. Sofia didnā€™t need to say anything; I knew failure wasnā€™t an option. The last thing sheā€™d tolerate was any challenge to her control, so she decided to handle it herself, wanting to send a message to anyone who thought they could mess with her.
ā€œRight, what were you saying again?ā€ I ask with an uncertain smile. I wipe my slightly sweaty hands on my pants. I wasnā€™t the best choice to accompany Sofia in thisā€”Iā€™m just the girl who manages her money. But for some reason, she walked into my office this morning and told me to come along. I didnā€™t have the guts to ask why, and now here I am.
Sofia rolls her eyes and sighs, ā€œStay alert, heā€™s in your line of sight. And I canā€™t turn around, so when he leaves, weā€™ll follow him and get him into the car.ā€ I nod and look toward the guy. He was eating, all clumsy like he was starving. Despite his manners, he was well-dressedā€”modern clothes, neat shoes, nicely trimmed hair and beard. He had a scar on his left arm, visible through the rolled-up sleeve of his sweater. He finishes eating, wipes his mouth with a napkin, pays the bill, and gets up, walking through the doors and out of the place.
I look at Sofia, whoā€™s watching me closely, interested in what Iā€™m seeing. ā€œHeā€™s out.ā€
ā€œPerfect,ā€ Sofia says with a satisfied smile. I feel a bit sorry for this guyā€”he messed with the wrong person. She leaves some bills on the table, enough to cover the check and a generous tip for the waiter who served us before we get up and leave. The guy is leaning against the driverā€™s window of a car, chatting with the driver like theyā€™re good friends, until we see him slip a small package in exchange for cash. Heā€™s screwed. The guy walks away, starting down the street, and Sofia and I get into the car, starting to follow him.
ā€œYou know, I donā€™t think Iā€™m the right person to be here. What am I supposed to do if things go wrong and he grabs you? I canā€™t fight or use a gun; Iā€™m useless.ā€ I finish speaking and immediately regret saying itā€”I shouldnā€™t have gone against her. Sofia takes her eyes off the road and looks at me.
ā€œSure, Iā€™m no one to tell you what to do, I would never do that, but you should have brought one of your guys for protection,ā€ I say nervously, starting to sweat again.
ā€œI brought you for a reason,ā€ she says, pausing, her gaze shifting between the road and me. ā€œThatā€™s all you need to know for now.ā€ I nod, not trusting my voice to respond.
The car falls silent, and we keep following the guy. He walks a little further and turns into a dead-end streetā€”perfect timing. Heā€™s talking to another man when we pull onto the street; it looks more like an argument. Sofia stops the car near them and gets out, with me following behind. As soon as they notice us, the other guy gets scared and hurries off, leaving the small-time dealer standing there, talking to himself.
Sofia moves closer to the guy, and when sheā€™s close enough, she hits him with the gun she had grabbed from the glove compartment just seconds ago. The man drops to the ground, and we struggle a bit to haul him into the trunk of the car. We get back in, and in complete silence, she drives us back to her place.
Sheā€™s been inside with him for over two hours now. Iā€™ve been waiting outside like she told me to, and I didnā€™t question itā€”I just stayed there. Eventually, she comes out, her face and clothes splattered with drops of blood, her gun in hand as she wipes it with a small cloth. Iā€™m afraid to see the mess sheā€™s made of that guy. One of her men approaches at Sofiaā€™s signal, and she tells him to dump the guy at the abandoned junkyard, where heā€™ll be easily found.
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I spent the afternoon working as usual, still thinking about everything that happened this morning. It was almost time to leave, and I hadnā€™t seen Sofia since all the craziness earlier. It was 10:40 PM when I heard a knock on the door. I gave permission to enter, and Sofia appeared. She walked in and shut the door behind her. She was wearing white tailored pants with a long-sleeved shirt tucked in, her hair loose and a bit messy, and she had two wine glasses in one hand and the bottle in the other.
ā€œTime to celebrate our successful mission,ā€ she says with a suggestive smile, sitting down on the sofa near the big window in my office. I tidy up my desk and sit on the couch next to her, keeping a bit of distanceā€”not wanting to be intrusive. She pours the two glasses, and we clink them together before taking a sip.
We start talking about everything and nothing. She asks about whatever interests her about me, and I answerā€”I wouldnā€™t dare to ask her anything. In the two years Iā€™ve worked for Sofia, Iā€™ve never seen her so relaxed before. I feel glad to know she feels comfortable with me, considering I know she doesnā€™t have friends and never leaves the house, except for business.
I feel Sofia getting closer, her hand taking mine that was resting on my lap. I hear her clear her throat before speaking. ā€œTo answer your question from this morning, I brought you because you calm me down,ā€ she takes a breath and continues, ā€œYou were with me when I built my business. You left the Falcones to help me build the Gigantes when no one else would. You were the only one who visited me in Arkham, and even though I pulled away and got cold after I came back, you still stayed by my side. I didnā€™t want to do this alone today, but I also didnā€™t want someone whoā€™d get in my way, and I knew you wouldnā€™t do that. You were perfect. We might seem strange, even though we werenā€™t super close, but I still care a lot about you and want to keep you around.ā€ I see a single tear fall from her eye, sliding down her cheek, and I lift my hand to wipe it away.
ā€œSofia,ā€ I say softly, ā€œI didnā€™t know you felt that way. You never showed it. When I started working for your uncle, I knew it wouldnā€™t last long. I didnā€™t agree with the things he did or how he ran things. When I found out youā€™d been unfairly locked up, I was furious, and I went after you to find out the truth. After that day, I knew I had to do something about it, so I waited for you to get out so I could help you take back what was yours.ā€ More tears fall from her eyes, and she covers her face with her hands.
I freeze, not knowing how to react to the situation, but I move closer to Sofia and wrap my arms around her. ā€œYou can cry as much as you need, Iā€™m here for you.ā€ With that, she starts to sob even harder, and I hold her tighter. We stay like that for a few minutes until Sofia calms down. She lifts her head from my shoulder and wipes her wet cheeks. I gently run my hand over her cheek, caressing her softly, and Sofia leans into my touch.
We stay like this for a few minutes, her tears falling onto my shoulder. Gradually, Sofiaā€™s breathing slows, and her sobs quiet down. She lifts her head from my neck, her eyes still red and her cheeks damp. Carefully, I brush my hand over her cheek, stroking it gently, as if trying to erase every tear she shed.
Sofia leans into my touch, closing her eyes for a moment, as if surrendering to that instant. The closeness between us becomes almost palpable, and I can feel the warmth of her skin beneath my fingers. My heart races as she slowly moves closer, her eyes now opening and locking onto mine, as if silently seeking permissionā€”feelings I didn't even know I had rise to the surface, and it feels like this was meant to be.
I gaze back at her, my fingers still tracing gentle lines on her skin. Without words, Sofia leans in even closer, our faces just inches apart. Her breath mingles with mine, warm and hesitant, before her lips touch mineā€”soft and uncertain.
In that first contact, itā€™s like time stops. The kiss is light, but filled with a sweetness that makes my heart race. I kiss her back, closing my eyes and allowing myself to savor every second of this moment, a moment I wish would never end, feeling the softness of her lips on mine, the warmth spreading through my chest like an explosion.
When we finally pull away, our faces remain close, and our eyes meet again. Itā€™s a moment of silent understanding, as if, without saying a word, weā€™ve said everything.
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Sorry for my English, I used a translator for some parts. Thanks for reading this far <3
My first time writing, let me know what I can improve :}
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brabblesblog Ā· 11 months ago
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Ch 1: Whither is thy beloved gone?
Astarion has ascended, and she has stayed with him. Life in the Crimson Palace isnā€™t as idyllic as it seems. Is there a chance for their relationship to go back to how it was? Or is it too late for the Ascendant and his consort?
This series is about Ban, my Tav, and the Vampire Ascendant. Will be angst and smut, with sprinkles of fluff.
This fic is a softer take on Ascendant!Astarion and of the changes he undergoes after the rite. Can Ban handle the change, and if a chance came, would she choose to run? And can the Ascendant win her back in time? Inspired by the concept of vampire wives and that IGN interview with Larian that discussed the ascension.
Professionally edited by @editing-by-night
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A small scene at breakfast that sets up the situation in the Palace for the past six months.
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Ban opened her eyes to yet another dawn; a shaft of sunlight peeked through the gap between vermilion curtains, shining on her face. Her hand moved, reaching for the empty space beside her before she stopped herself. There was no need to check - there never was, not for months now.
She made her way out of the gigantic four-poster bed she and her lord sleep in. Her silken robe awaited her, draped over the luxurious couch, and she slipped it on wordlessly. The servants all murmured soft greetings as she passed them on her way to breakfast, but Ban paid them no mind. The days and nights all blended for her, days of meetings and nights of wheedling their way into the high society of Baldurā€™s Gate. And sex, of course, but even that had become stale to her now. Not that her partner wasnā€™t a consummate lover - far from it - but the souring of the love she has for him tainted even the most pleasurable of moments.
The doors to the dining room were held open for her, and as she walked in, he looked up. He shot her a wry grin and crossed the room, taking her hand and pressing a soft kiss to her knuckles. Every morning he did this; it would have made her swoon six months ago.
When he was different. When he was the man sheā€™d loved.
ā€œI had to rise early, love,ā€ he began, as if he didnā€™t do so every damn morning. ā€œPreparations for renovating theā€¦ basement area are finally underway, and I did not want them missing any single detail of what I have planned for it.ā€
The basement area. The dungeons. He couldn't even bring himself to say the word; he refused any reminder of his past self. If he had his way, people would think he sprang into existence some six months ago. She allowed him to lead her to the ridiculously large table. As always, he was seated at the head and she to his right.
He offered her a tart, which she waved off; it wasnā€™t as if she could actually enjoy it. Mortal food had been tasteless since sheā€™d turned. Instead she reached for the bottle of blood on the table, warmed just before it was served.
ā€œIā€™m surprised you even bothered with touching the dungeons,ā€ she said, smiling placidly as her use of the word was rewarded with a glare.
ā€œThe basement,ā€ he hissed, ā€œis the most neglected part of the house. It is- never mind.ā€ As expected, Astarion refused any mention of what the basement used to be. ā€œBesides. The artisan guilds are clamoring for space to rent, and as you suggested, I entertained their request.ā€
It was Banā€™s turn to roll her eyes. Astarion was right - she had asked him to focus his attention on not just the patriars, but also the artisan guilds, a calculated decision designed to win more people to their side, to sink their claws deeper into the heart of the city. It made sense to not only win over the very cream of the crop, but also the people slightly below it. At worst, it would be a waste of time and of negligible resources. At best, it would help curtail the surprising resistance the Ascendant had been encountering in his efforts to win over the nobility.
The Szarrs had been a well-known family with noble roots, and so Cazador had the name to match his wealth and status. Astarion AncunĆ­n, however, had no such privilege. Thus, when heā€™d emerged as the successor to Cazadorā€™s estate, there had been more than a few raised eyebrows. Added to that, Astarion hadnā€™t had to plan anything in two centuries, so the task of ingratiating them with the cityā€™s gentry had mostly fallen to Ban. Well, the planning and scheming, anyway. The Ascendant acted as the face, charming and manipulating his way through the meetings and parties, while his consort laid out their strategy, playing the perfect lady-wife and hostess.
Plans for a future she'd never desired, but sought for his sake anyway, ambitions and schemes that were all too similar to what her father had groomed her for. It had all come back to her with a distressing effortlessness, the machinations as natural as breathing. She hadnā€™t seen fit to let Astarion know this, not now. Before the rite, there had been the potential of so much time together that she hadnā€™t felt any urgency to share the circumstances of her early life with him. After the rite, things had just been... different.
ā€œIf itā€™s for the artisan guilds, then do it,ā€ Ban said, pouring the warmed blood into her glass, taking a sip. ā€œGods know you need all the support you can get from them, especially considering how tenuous your position has remained with the patriars.ā€
Astarion scoffed, but didnā€™t reply to her taunt. Instead he took a long, slow bite of his tart and made an exaggerated gesture of delight, reminding her exactly what sheā€™d been missing out on.
ā€œWell, my treasure, it worked. There will be a ball held a tenday from now, with all the guilds attending.ā€ Pride at managing to pull that off without her aid or knowledge tinged his voice.
Ban narrowed her eyes. All the guilds? Generally she would consider that a significant success, but the fact that she may have to face her family there gave her pause. She took a long pull from her goblet at the thought.
ā€œAll the guildsā€¦ā€ she repeated, for a moment not bothering to mask her feelings, her horror bleeding through.
ā€œYouā€™re now reduced to parroting what I say? Pet, I didnā€™t take you to be so dull,ā€ Astarion sneered, taking the opportunity to strike. He wasnā€™t stupid; heā€™d always been aware that things had changed between him and his consort.
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It had been a whirlwind of events since heā€™d ascended. At first, thereā€™d been an overwhelming sense of power, of endless possibilities. He had everything - power, freedom, riches. He had her by his side. The following days had been battle after battle as theyā€™d slowly approached the Netherbrain. There hadnā€™t been time to reexamine their relationship, other than to realize it was failing. Hells, there had barely been time for him to explore his new abilities.
Then, just as quickly, the brain had been defeated and they were finally alone together. Just the two of them and Cazadorā€™s palace. My palace, he reminded himself. Not his.
They were finally, truly together, the Absolute vanquished at last - it should have been a wondrous time. They should have been happy in each otherā€™s arms, at the start of their shared eternity. But sheā€™d become cold after the rite, a chill that had yet to thaw. She flinched from his touches, from his lips. Her smiles never met her eyes, and all she did was help him lay out plans for his dominion. At night, she yielded to his every desire. Every night he made love to her, as he had been doing since the first night after his ascension. She only played her role, saying the right words, moaning the right way, but he sensed the absence there. None of it ever reached her.
At first, heā€™d attempted to take whatever emotions sheā€™d shown at face value. Sheā€™d seemed to like planning their conquest of Baldurā€™s Gate, seemed to have taken to heart the words heā€™d so casually thrown out during their journey, so heā€™d acted just as enthusiastic about it. Sheā€™d seemed to react positively whenever heā€™d asked for suggestions regarding their schemes; he not being well suited to formulating detailed plans and her proving knowledgeable, he tended to follow her advice. Initially these things had seemed to at least elicit a response in her that wasn't hollowness. As time passed, however, even they had seemed to lose their luster, the emptiness in her eyes becoming more and more prominent.
He had never seen her in silks or in anything expensive throughout their time fighting the Absolute. The moment heā€™d gotten access to Cazadorā€™s wealth, heā€™d bought her everything heā€™d wanted to give her before: gowns, shoes, jewelry. All she had to do was glance at an item once, and it was hers. But the emptiness only grew.
Heā€™d attempted to convince himself he couldnā€™t understand how they had ended up this way, but truthfully it was that he couldn't admit to himself what he knew the root cause to be. That initial confusion had slowly turned into resentment. Deep down, he knew where heā€™d gone wrong, of course, but really, was leaving the palace such a big deal?
That had been their first major argument. Astarion had come back from a meeting one day to find Ban gone, the servants explaining sheā€™d left the palace to walk around the city. He had refrained from going after her, but he had been worried. What if someone took the Ascendantā€™s consort as a hostage? What if she roamed too far, and somehow the extension of his powers failed? Then what? The image of her burning in the sun had filled him with an impotent, all-consuming fury. He had told her not to wander!
When she had finally gotten home, her hands full of pastries she had bought for him, he had flown into a fit of rage.
ā€œHow dare you sneak off like that, Ban! Without asking! Without me knowing!ā€
Ban had flinched. Sheā€™d held up the pastries. ā€œI bought them to surprise-ā€
Heā€™d almost shoved them out of her hands, but had stopped himself. Barely. ā€œHave I not told you, pet, not to stray too far? What if you were hurt? What if you burned in the sun?ā€ His eyes had glinted then, the fires of worry mixing with anger.
ā€œYou are mine, and I do not like not knowing where my things are.ā€
She had tried to argue about having the freedom to go where she pleased, but heā€™d shut her down the moment sheā€™d begun.
ā€œDo I not buy you everything you wish for? Anything you ask? You merely have to give voice to what you desire, and I shall have it procured for you. But you do not leave. Not without my express permission.ā€
It had only gone downhill from there.
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Astarion snapped back from his reverie when he noticed Ban had ignored his verbal barb. He watched her, realizing this was the first genuine shred of emotion heā€™d seen from her in weeks. Something was bothering her about having the artisan guilds over for a party, and it piqued his interest. His concern too, of course. But he would never admit that. Even to himself.
He sat up straighter, aiming his words carefully. Precisely.
ā€œMy little love,ā€ he cooed, ā€œWhatā€¦ exactly is the issue with our soon-to-be guests? I had assumed you would love to have them over, considering it was your idea to reach out to them and form alliances in the first place.ā€
Ban froze. Her eyes widened as Astarion asked her this question. While he had yet to compel her to do anything, there was no evidence that he couldn't. Perhaps he already had, and she was unaware. Compulsion was the thing she was most terrified of, because the moment he started - the moment he considered it necessary to keep her - would be the moment sheā€™d lose what little of herself she had left.
So she decided to be honest.
ā€œI never told you where I came from, did I?ā€ she said.
He shook his head. ā€œI doubt you had humbler origins than I did, but no. You have not.ā€
Ban laughed bitterly and braced herself, pouring out another glass of blood.
ā€œI came from one of the guildā€™s artisan families.ā€
His eyebrows rose, surprised and rather pleased, despite himself. They hadnā€™t had an actual conversation that wasnā€™t about Baldurā€™s Gate, its people, or their schemes in weeks. He reined in the venom heā€™d been wielding so often these days, letting his curiosity take over for the time being.
ā€œWhich one? Ca-ā€ he bit his lip, ā€œMy former master knew a lot of these guilds. They helped maintain the palace and procured items for him. I have never heard of your family name, nor seen it.ā€
She laughed again, a real one this time, and his eyebrows rose even further, intrigued.
ā€œWe dealt in ornate mirrors.ā€ That explained it. Of course Cazador would not have bothered with that.
The Ascendant huffed in response. ā€œIronic. Well. Youā€™ll be glad to know I have yet to speak to any mirror-makers. I hadnā€™t decided on what type of mirror I want for our bedroom, or how grandiose it should be. Shall I ask your family?ā€
The last sentence was less a taunt and more a genuine question. She seemed to dread seeing them, but if she wanted them here - for whatever reason at all - he would be more than happy to oblige her.
In truth, all he really wanted was her happiness, to bask in the glow of her smile again. He just seemed to have lost sight of how to inspire it ever since he became this version of himself.
Ban took it the wrong way, of course, and visibly stiffened.
ā€œI do not want to see them. I-ā€ her voice cut off, hesitant, ā€œI left years ago. They probably don't even know if Iā€™m alive.ā€
The Ascendant felt an odd twinge in his chest, a familiar but long-forgotten sensation. None of it was visible on his face, however. He smirked. ā€œVery well, pet.ā€
Astarion leaned over, fingers tilting her chin up to meet his gaze. Crimson eyes bored into Ban with an intensity that only seemed to unnerve her. ā€œAnd donā€™t fret about them. The only family youā€™ll ever need is me.ā€
Ban had to look away. She couldnā€™t stare into those eyes and listen to that voice talk about her family. She had always envisioned this conversation to be one where sheā€™d spill all her secrets to him, and heā€™d hold her, stroke her hair and tell her everything would be alright. That he understood and loved her anyway. But that time had passed, and so had that man sheā€™d loved. What remained of him was a pale specter.
She had often asked herself if he was even the same man. Sheā€™d observed him, and with Galeā€™s assistance had studied books on the matter. In the end she had come to one painful conclusion: he was Astarion. His worst traits turned up and his greatest strengths diminished, but it was undoubtedly him.
There had been one night when heā€™d seemed like his old self. One night in the past five months that had given her some small glimmer of hope that he hadnā€™t completely changed.
She had woken up in the middle of the night to the sound of weeping. Astarion had been lying beside her, arms taut, hands clenched into fists, sweat soaking into the sheets. His face a rictus of pain, his cries a mix of unintelligible words and whimpers. Sheā€™d instinctively rushed to hold him; heā€™d woken up at her touch and his eyes had found hers.
They were his eyes.
ā€œYouā€™re okay, youā€™re here,ā€ she had crooned, the same words she had repeated in the old days. Theyā€™d come back like no time had passed; as if he wasnā€™t what he was now. Like he was just her Astarion.
He had leaned into her touch, head resting on her chest.
ā€œIā€™m sorry to wake you, darling,ā€ heā€™d said; his use of her old nickname had almost made her sob. ā€œHeā€¦ I saw him again. Iā€™d thought this would be over.ā€
Sheā€™d kissed his forehead then, holding him close. His conscious mind may have tried to deny it, but it seemed like his subconscious was still haunted by Cazador. He had clung to her for dear life that night; she had tried to stay awake, to stop time, so that perhaps he would stay that version of himself forever. But in the end, sleep had won, and as sheā€™d drifted off she had heard him say something which sheā€™d attributed to her own imagination.
ā€œThank you for still being here,ā€ sheā€™d thought heā€™d whispered against her chest, ā€œI love you.ā€
They were spoken with such tenderness that she had doubted it was real. In the morning, heā€™d been gone from her side, already eating breakfast. Heā€™d acted like nothing had happened in the night, and so sheā€™d had her hopes dashed away; fleeting as they were she had still yearned for it to be real, wishing it had lasted longer than those few moments he was in her arms.
Ever since then, she had attempted to catch any glimpse of her Astarion in the Ascendant. There occasionally seemed to be some hint of him, but it was always too quick, too subtle, and after so many months sheā€™d all but given up. Gone were the days when sheā€™d known which of his honeyed words were lies and which were truth; it felt as though she was back in those days in the Grove when she couldn't read him. Even now, as her lord called himself her family, she found herself wincing internally.
On the outside, she offered him a smile.
ā€œThank you, Astarion. That means a lot.ā€
The Ascendant smiled, a toothy grin that would have looked at home in a sharkā€™s maw.
ā€œOf course! And we shall be a bigger family, if only youā€™ll let me-"
ā€œNo,ā€ Ban said, and she was firm. This was another argument theyā€™d constantly waged. He wanted to create an army of spawn, claiming that they would keep her company and serve her and their ambitions. He had promised to procure his spawn ethically, from willing subjects, but she had said no, refusing to doom anyone else to the same fate.
His eyes hardened, fingers twitching on her chin, but he let go. She released the breath she had been holding, worried that this would be when heā€™d hit the end of his rope and force her obedience.
He exhaled. ā€œFine. Youā€™ll come around, once youā€™re alone and bored for a decade or so more.ā€
Astarion pushed away his breakfast. This hadnā€™t gone the way heā€™d wanted it to, and to be frank? Every day since that argument about her leaving the house and having her freedom had gone the same way: to barely veiled insults and chilly indifference. He hated it. He hated what theyā€™d become.
At night when he made love to her, he imagined they were back in that clearing where it all began. At dawn, he watched her sleep and pretended they were back in the Shadow-Cursed lands. Fruitless reminiscing, but it was all he had to hold onto. Memories, each holding the ghost of their love, leaving him to wish it back to life.
He brushed those thoughts away. They were the thoughts of a much weaker man, and he was anything but.
But then why did his newly beating heart ache so much whenever they did this venomous song and dance?
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katsuthelittlekitten Ā· 1 year ago
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In war and love
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Summary : Daemon comes back from war injured and you are here for him.
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You were reading a book In front of your chambers fireplace when you heard sound coming from outside yours and Daemon shared room. It wasn't usual because you were in a private and secluded place of the castle that only your husband and yourself were allowed to come to. Considering the fact that for a good month now Daemon departed for war, a frown appeared on your features and you decided to go see what it was.
When you opened the large door of the chamber, you found yourself face to face with your personal maid Mina, that looked quite erratic. The poor girl seemed panicked and you started to be worried to as she spoke in a hurry to you.
Oh you majesty thanks the lord you are awake! It's the prince~ He is back and...injured. We tried to take care of his wounds but he doesn't allows any of us close to him. I deplore to say that I'm quite desperate your Highness.
Your eyes went wide at her words, understanding that your husband was finally back in the castle and to your inner turmoil injured. You knew Daemon like you knew your own self, he wasn't the type to show weakness and allow others to see himself in a compromising position. Being injured and weak was one of them and you knew that apart from yourself, their was no one else he would allow near him in this situation.
Knowing that, you pushed away your frustration for not being informed right away of his arrival and just asked the young women where your dear husband was.
You weren't surprised at all to hear he still was in his dragon company in the lower part of the castle. After all, Daemon just loved this place and his dragon. So without further a do, you hurried to get to his side, your mind getting a bit overwhelmed with different scenarios possible.
Soon enough, you found yourself standing in front of the huge entrance of Caraxes home. A long breath escaped your lips as you prepare yourself to see Daemon after a week apart. You honestly never could pinpoint the reason but it always was a sources or stress and anxiety to see him after he went to battle...especially now that he came back injured. What if he was in a terrible condition, what if his injury were not something you could help him with this time...
You found yourself shot out of your wandering mind as Mina joined your side again and stood besise of you shyly.
Your highness, do you require anything from me before you get to his majesty?
Your eyes locked on your maid and you shook your head in a negative manner. You'll take care of Daemon by yourself you tought.
No I will be fine, the rest of the staff and yourself can retire for the night. You said with a serious but none the less gentle voice to the girl, before looking back at the large door in front of you.
As you wish your majesty, have a good night.
Your maid told you before retiring like you asked. Leaving you finally at peace to attend to your husband.
With a bit of hesitation, you opened the large door and came into the gigantic underground rocked cave that served as a home for your husband's dragon. Rapidly, as you scanned the area, your eyes saw Daemon's figure from afar, standing asside of Caraxes large scaly head to pet him. The only sight of it that was quite adorable you'll have to admit, brought a smile to your lips instantly and a chuckle to leave your mouth.
You slowly walked to the both of them after that, feeling your breathing escalating slowly. Your worry and love for your prince were making your poor heart all bothered, that even if apparently Daemon hadn't realized you were there yet. In fact, It wasn't until Caraxes let an happy growl out because of the sight of you, that your husband finally realised your presence close behind him.
Well at least there is one of you both that came home without any scratches. You said with your gentle and sweet voice that let your nervousness shows a bit.
Daemon turned to look at you when you spoke up, his deep gaze finding yours in a mere second.
He immediately smiled at the sight of you, standing there looking so devine. He missed you so much when he was gone and as he look at you, your husband could sware you looked even more perfect that you did before his departure. The Rogue prince heart was beating hard in his chest, his desire and need to get closer to you only growing stronger by the seconds. Daemon just couldn't wait any longer, so he moved quickly in front of you and took hold of your face. Then, with a deep and passionate devotion, he kissed your lips deeply.
The sudden contact made you moan and whimper, wanting so much more of him. His touch felt like heaven and his strong arms securely placed around your waist made you feel safe like only him could. For a moment, your mind went blank and you only had the feeling of his lips against yours and his presence close to you that matter.
Then, after a while of getting used to each other again, you both parted and only stayed in each other's embraced for a moment. Daemon caressed your cheek delicately, treating you like the most precious thing in the world and then spoke up.
My perfect wife...how I missed you.
A smile shined on your lips at this and you delicately started playing with strands of his long white hair that you loved so much.
I missed you to Daemon...you know it's difficult for me when your gone. You told him gently before your mind finally got lucid enough again to remind you why you were down here in the first place. You took a rushed intake of breath, realizing Daemon might actually be in pain, then you backed away a little from your man to take a better look at him. Your eyes scanned every single part of his strong and perfect body before they fell on his left arm and stop net.
Oh my God...
You whispered before placing your hand to each side of his wound. It was really bloody and he apparently had a long and quite deep cut starting at his shoulder and stopping a bit higher that his mid arm. It looked really painful and your eyes went immediately to his, feeling terribly bad.
Daemon for heaven sake why didn't you let the maids attend to this!! That's a serious injury.
You said with a shaky breath filled with sudden panic and worry.
Your husband that didn't seemed affected at all by his injury chuckled at your words and tries to get you to calm down. He took your face between his hand and looked deeply into your eyes.
It's nothing my love don't worry, my body have seen much worse. Beside I don't want anybody but you to touch me.
His pretty eyes and his deep and attractive voice calmed your nerves a bit. You felt frustrated by how fucking stubborn your husband was sometimes, he apparently thought it was a funny matter and wasnt taking it seriously at all.
Nothing! Daemon your going to bleed out if you do nothing about it, God your such a stubborn asshole sometimes. Thanks the gods for gifting me patience!~
You said with a serious and quite apparent anger, before taking your husband dagger that he kept on his belt and ripping off a large piece of black tissues of your dress. After doing that, you roughly tear apart the sleeve of his tunic and pressed the tissue you took from your dress to his wound to get the blood off of it.
While you were doing that, Daemon just looked at you with a smirk and a loving expression. Even if he knew very well it wasn't a situation that was supposed to be funny, he couldn't keep his amusement away from his feature.
You looked so sexy and entrancing when angry, he just loved this fire within you so much. You were so different from any other women. One second you could be delicate and soft and the next, rough and violent when something was making you mad. Daemon just felt like you fitted perfectly together. You were a delicate flower but you had really dangerous thorn that even him felt proud of.
As you carried on with your task, you didn't realised that your husband had gotten his lips closer to your ear. So when Daemon actually bite your lob and whispered something seductively to you, your body immediately trembled with surprise and desire.
You look so terribly attractive when you are mad my love...
Your cheeks redden immediately as he spoke those praises to you. You felt so silly to react like this when you were supposed to be mad at him. Why did he has to be so perfect, it was a torture in itself. Especially since you were separated from each other the past month, but anyway.
With all the might and control you had, you keep your cool and stayed focused on the bleeding, your eyes meeting his for a mere second.
Daemon, this is nighter the moment or the place for this darling.
You told him with the ghost of a smirk lingering on your lips and a little twinkle of desire that you just couldn't hide from him.
The Rogue prince at your words and apparent desire just chuckled and kissed the nape of your neck delicately.
Fine...I'll try to wait until you finish with this if that's what you desire my love.
Daemon purred against your neck before letting his lips leave your skin to smile at you.
You are such a child you know that?
You said softly to him while letting go of his wound to take his hand instead.
Come now, we need to get to our chamber. This wound of yours need to get stitches.
Yes mam. Daemon said obediently with an attractive smirk lingering on his lips.
Your only answer to his words was a cute chuckled and a smile before you dragged him out of the underground caves. You both walked your way through the different hidden passages that lead to your quarters. Daemon staying behind you, his eyes staying on your perfect figure. He honestly felt happy to be back to you and couldn't keep himself from thinking that you were perfect.
Soon enough, you reached your chambers and delicately entered before closing the door behind you both.
Daemon seemed to look around when you arrived. Just like if things would have change during the time he wasn't home or maybe was it because he missed being here. You couldn't say. However, you did remembered you had to take care of him so your mind when back to your task.
You flashed your husband a cute smiled then, before asking him sweetly to go sit on the bed while you get the things you'll need to stitch his wound.
The Targaryen prince, didn't even wait a second before executing himself and getting settled on the bed.
As he sat down, you immediately left his side to get what you needed.
During this time, Daemon was still looking at the room with an happy smile on his lips. It felt good to be back to the castle and back to you. He loves the war but sometimes being away from you was becoming a torture that he wasn't quite liking. Anyhow, as he observed the surrounding with a warm expression on his feature, his purple eyes moved to look aside of him to your side of the bed. To his surprise, he found the bed untouched, just like if nobody had slept on it tonight. Daemons eyebrows furrowed at this and he wondered why you weren't sleeping at this hours of the night. He was slowly starting to think about getting up to fetch you
but then you emerged back from the bathroom to come back to his side.
How did you know I was back my love, did the maids woke you up?
Your husband asked you with a gentle voice that only you got to hear. He seemed concerned suddenly and you wondered why. Your eyes found his as you sat aside of him on the bed, laying all the things you went to get. Then, you asked him to turn a bit so you'd be able to stitch his wound. While he obeyed in silence, you answered his question with a warm voice.
No they didn't, I wasn't sleeping actually.
Your husband turned his head to look back at you seemingly more curious and worried.
Why is that? It's nearly 4 in the morning if I'm not mistaken...you should have been sleeping at this hours my sweet.
As Daemon spoke his last words, you understood why he seemed worried. After all you did stayed up quite late and this, because you just couldn't sleep without him. The past month have been a nightmare for you honestly. You barely manage to get an hour or two of sleep each night and that only when you slept on his side of the bed with his pillow that smelled like him.
His perfect eyes were looking at you scrutinizingly and you felt yourself getting flustered suddenly. It was special to have Daemon caring about you, after all he was ruthless and terrifying for most people and you felt special to be the only one exception to this rule.
You gently started to dab at his wound with a cotton covered with alcohol. The action didn't even caused your husband to react or flinch. As you observe his feature for any trace of pain or else from your actions, you spoke up to him again.
I know...but I wasn't I'm sorry to disappoint you my dear husband.
Daemon eyes seemed to show love and care toward you as you speak. He honestly just wanted to know why you weren't sleeping and he made sure that you understood he needed an answer this time. His hand went to your chin and he brought your face softly up to look at him again. Your hands at this stopped moving and your attention immediately got taken away from him.
Why.
A shaky breath left your lips at the sudden tension that you felt between the both of you. He could be such a pain in the ass sometimes. It was making you mad that you were to tell him how desperate you were without him. Nonetheless, you knew he wouldn't stop asking if you didn't answered his question. Your husband wasn't the most patient of man, so you just answered.
Because I can't sleep without you Daemon! Is it what you wanted to hear, your happy now?!
You literally shout out at him before looking away back to his wound. You desperately tried to look everywhere but at him, the feeling of guilt within you getting stronger by the second because of how arsh you sounded. You regretted it the second it came out of your lips.
Your husband on his side, stayed dumbfounded looking at you with a blank expression. He defenetly didn't expected you to talk to him like that. You were for sure the only person in the world that he would leave alive after being that disrespectful toward him. Luckily for you however, daemons worry for you was stronger than his masculine urges to have you obedient and perfect for him. Therefore, instead of being pissed at you for yelling at him, he just took it on him to observe you better. Now that he could look at you clearly with the lighting of the room, the Targaryen prince could clearly saw how tired you seemed to be.
Oh my love...you look so terribly pale, I'm just worried about your well-being. How much sleep did you have this past month darling...honestly.
You were expecting anything but this reaction from your husband really. His voice sounded so soft and sweet, it made you feel even worse. After minutes of looking away, you finally allowed yourself you look into his eyes again before speaking up to him.
I'm sorry...I shouldn't have yelled. I don't have a lot of patience recently. To be quite honest...I don't really know how much sleep I got while you were gone. Maybe two hours a day or less.
You finally confessed to him before letting a soft breath out of your mouth. You kept looking into his deep violet eyes this time and you clearly saw his worry and slight panic when you said that. You immediately tried to recomfort him, to tell him you were fine even if it wasn't quite true. One of your hand came to his face and you just caressed it softly.
Daemon I'm ok, don't worry my love. I knew you would be away for war a lot when we got married. It's something I consented to and it's more meaningful than my sleep by far.
Unbelief cross on Daemon's face at your words. He couldn't believe that. Nothing was more important than your well-being for him and he felt bad that you didn't think the same.
My Beloved wife...there is nothing in the whole world that is more important than you to me. Daemon said as he gently started to caress your cheek with his fingers. It felt really good and without noticing, you leaned closer to his touch. You missed that. Those intimate moments that you both had and the delicate and loving way he used to touch you.
A pretty smile revealed itself on your lips as both your eyes met. Your heart beat harder in your chest from that simple touch of his. It truly mattered to you that he cared even if you told him not to. You knew it was Daemons way of telling you "I love you".
For a slight second, your eyes shifted to his lips. You felt like kissing them quite badly right now. A shaky breath left you as your thoughts lost the battle against your desire. Your body on its own, guided by your need for his, shifted on his lap and soon enough, your lips found his in a passionate embrace.
A sweet moan left your lips as you both kissed, Daemon not waiting a second before kissing you back and placing his arms around your waist securely. For a moment you forgot everything and just basked into him and the feeling of being close to him like this again. It felt so addictive and your body responded to it was if they had craved it for months. In a reflex, your fingers intertwined themselves into Daemon's long white hair and started playing with them gently. After a little moment, your lips parted from each other and you let your head fall on his. A moment of silence followed then and words your husband wasn't saying but showing to you stayed in the air peacefully.
I know, I love you too Daemon. My perfect dragon prince. You told him sweetly with all the love you felt for him showing in your eyes. A hand came to his cheek and you gently started caressing it, before speaking up again.
I know you worry about me darling but I promise that I'll be fine now that you are back. I just need to finish stitching your wound up and we will go to sleep.
Daemons seemed to think about that for a moment, then he finally gave up on arguing and just nod. He wasn't liking the fact you needed to waist time on your sleep that you already visibly lacked to help him out. Yet, Daemon knew he wouldn't be able to manage his wound alone so consequently, he just stayed there looking at you with a guilty like expression. Before you started again to attend to his injury, the rogue prince gently kissed your forehead and smiled to you.
Fine but don't even think about getting out of bed tomorrow because their is no way I will let it happen.
A chuckled left your lips at his words, knowing very well that he was absolutely serious about this.
Oh don't worry, I won't even more a muscle now that I have you back I'll make sure to take everything I can.
You said playfully, yet quite truthfully.
With an affectionate smile mirroring his, you started back to get his wound disinfected after speaking. It took you mare minutes after you got to work before finishing this step and getting to the stitching part. You had to say you were a bit worried for him knowing it would hurt quite a lot.
Nonetheless, you knew it was something that needed to be done so you just prepared the needle and the thread before your eyes went up to Daemons with the apparent worry that showed in them.
Are you ready my love? You asked him sweetly while laying a gentle kiss to his temple.
Daemon smiled at you apparently touched by your concern for him, then he just nodded at your words confidently.
Yes, don't worry for me it's really not the first time darling.
His words sounded confident and they got you a bit more appeased that you were seconds ago. Considering that you had his go now, you got to work and started to plunged the needle into his skin and stitch the wound. You tried to hurry up the best you could, even if when you looked at daemons expression while you work, he didn't seemed affected by pain at all. It was more for you than for him you thought but Anyway. After a good fifteen minute of hard work, you were done and your husbands arms finally stopped bleeding. You observed your work with pride and then smiled brightly to you man that seemed happy to be done with that.
There, I'm done my prince, try not to fight anybody until it heals completely would you.
You said with a playful tone and a smirk on your lips as you gathered everything you used in a little basket and got it on the floor beside the bed.
Daemons hand came under your chin as you cheekily talked to him and he kissed your lips to shut you up. A giggled left you during the kiss and you layed your hand on his strong chest. A cute little whimper got out of your lips when he let go and you feign a pout as he stood up from the bed and chuckled your way.
Don't be mad at me wife, I'm simply going to clean myself up a bit before we get to sleep. You'll get plenty of kissed afterward I promise. Your husband said before disappearing in the bathroom with a soft smile, leaving you sat on the bed, blushing like a shy maiden.
Your heart skipped a beat at the prospect of sleeping with him after all this time. To say you were excited was an understatement but you gathered yourself and hurried up to get ready for bed. It was nearly morning already but you couldn't care less, you needed sleep quite desperately and their was absolutely nothing that would get you out of bed before the day after.
As you stripped yourself from your gown and undid your hair, You felt the delicate and warm heat of the fire touching your skin. It felt good and you couldn't keep yourself from smiling brightly while getting dressed into your nightgown this time. Surprisingly, when you got back to bed and slide under the huge covers, Daemon wasn't there yet. You layed your head on your pillow then, waiting for him as your long white hair framed your pretty face.
You didn't had to wait very long before you saw your husband walking out of the bathroom in only his undergarment. His hair was undone and cascading down his back like an incessant river, his chest built up to perfection like gods and Celeste. You didn't even realised that you had stopped breathing for a instant as your eyes followed him walking to you. Daemons had a smirk on his lips like usual, his cocky and self assured self couldn't resist showing delight at your apparent attractiveness toward his appearance. He just knew too well the effect he had on you and to say he enjoyed it was an euphemism.
When he reached the bed and joined you under the covers, your heart stuttered then you blushed. It felt weird to have him back and there just aside of you. A good weird of course but still.
Daemon's eyes looked at you for a moment as you lay beside him, looking flawless and gorgeous. He couldn't believe you were his, it still was astounding even after all these years of being married. As he gently lay on the bed beside you, Daemon extended his arms to grip your waist and then hissed your body to his in a simple pull. Your body tensed up a bit at first, now that both of you were pressed against each other. Yet you rapidly got used to it and the breath you were holding in got out in a relief huff. It felt so good to be in his arms at last. The warmth of his skin finally back to keep yours hot enough during the time you slept. There was a happy smile that shined on your lips as you gently kissed your husband's chest and closed your eyes. The heaviness of sleep was getting the best of you and since you were in security in his arms, there was nothing that could stop you from sleeping like a baby.
I love you Daemon and I missed you...I missed that.
Your husband that was waiting for you to be asleep to himself follow, was stroking your hair in a relaxing manner. As you spoke, he sweetly shushed you and kissed your forehead.
I know my love, I missed it too... sleep now, you need it my darling wife.
His words said with so much love and affection, we're just what you needed to finally let go. You tried to get even closer to him with a little whine, then some minutes passed and you were finally gone in the dream world.
Daemon's eyes which never left your pretty face, shined with tenderness as he heard your steady breathing. You were asleep in his arms and he couldn't feel more at home. His eyes closed then, following you shortly to slumber. His head laid on top of yours and his arms stayed securely around you.
The prince has reunited with his princess, nothing would disturb them anymore. There was only sleep and love.
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miguelswifey04 Ā· 1 year ago
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hobie gives fairy!spidey a hug just to tease her and suddenly a giant tree appears in the hqā€”and everyone just stares at it (whenever sheā€™s flustered she leaves behind flower petals and leaves, basically nature things)
YES iā€™ve been waiting for this one šŸ§ššŸ½ā€ā™€ļøāœØšŸ¤
hobie brown x fairy!spidey! f reader
warnings: none; pure fluff
as hobie playfully wraps his arms around you, teasing you with a warm hug, a sudden influx of magical energy fills the room. as everyone's eyes widen in surprise, they turn their attention to a stunning sight before them ā€“ a gigantic tree towering in the middle of the headquarters.
leaves, flower petals, and vines cascade down from you, caught in a whirlwind of your own powers. you blush, your cheeks radiating warmth as the room fills with the sweet scent of nature. the other members of the team are in awe, witnessing this breathtaking display of your unique abilities.
hobie is taken aback but cranes his neck up in awe to see your cute little naturey powers in display. ā€œwoah , babe, looks like your powers are a little... bloominā€™ today,ā€ he chuckles as he nudges your arm playfully.
you were quite embarrassed as your emotions and feelings usually tied down to your fairy-like powers. ā€œhobie, this is not the time nor the place for puns!ā€
despite the unexpected appearance of the tree, which now serves as a temporary centerpiece in the headquarters, everyone begins to appreciate the beauty and serenity it brings. soft light filters through the leaves, creating an enchanting ambiance in the room.
gwen comes from behind miles as she takes notice of the beautiful ambiance of the headquarters. she slightly giggles as she places an arm on your shoulder from behind. ā€œwell, i wasn't expecting this today, but i have to admit, it's strangely... peaceful.
miles nods as he chimes in standing next to hobie, ā€œyeah, it's like a mini oasis in the middle of the concrete jungle.ā€
you take a deep breath, the petals and leaves gently swirling around you, and you manage to regain your composure. ā€œokay, okay, let's not make a big deal out of it. iā€™ll just... figure out how to fix this. sorry about the inconvenience, everyone.ā€ hobie grins, wrapping a comforting arm around your shoulders, ā€œno need to apologize, babe. just another unexpected adventure in our crazy lives. weā€™ll deal with it together, like we always do.ā€ hobie hugs you from behind as he leaves soft kisses on the side of your face.
miguel comes out of his office as jessica and peter are on his side. heā€™s sneezing as he somewhat seems to have allergies from all the plants, flowers, and pollen that seems to fill the air. ā€œfairy, you need to-ā€œ he gets caught off by his own sneezes and sniffles, ā€œget rid of it. itā€™s cute and all but it messes up with my allergies, please.ā€
ā€œuhā€”sorry miguel!! iā€™m on it!!ā€ everyone around you laughs as they take in miguelā€™s disheveled appearance. with a renewed determination, you focus on your powers, calibrating your control to gradually dissipate the tree. leaves and petals gently fall from the air, slowly gathering in a small pile at your feet.
admist the chaos, a sense of unity and support fills the room, reminding everyone of the strength you find in each other and the undeniable bond you share.
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a/n: bruh a spider fell on my bed while i was writing this šŸ˜­
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