#seriously been thinking about them since I moved back bc they dont know im here
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I havent talked to my grandparents all year and seeing my grandpa try to call me made me think ohhh what if I was bein a lil bitch. Maybe I should give em a chance again. Then I found out my sibling cut them off too and that was enough to reel me back in lol fuck them
#seriously been thinking about them since I moved back bc they dont know im here#but since i started the process for goin back to school and lookin for a new job ive just been reminded#of how they literally never really helped with this and just made me feel bad for not doing it myself#and now my familys helping and supporting me and im Actually happier than i ever was living with them#AND my siblings doin the same with our dad which like. hes just as bad but theyre makin moves#its just makin me roll my eyes bc i want to talk to them and share my achievements but its not worth hearing bout how#lazy and stupid i am yk. bc if i turn it on them then im lazy stupid AND cant take criticism#whatever ill wait til i start school n find a job so i can rub it in their face#i think im allowed that at least#mag.txt
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Hello! I really like your art and comics with Jamil and your OC. It looks very cute!
I just want your thoughts on this as a Jamil lover. I really like Jamil but Idk why??? I like him so much that I cry whenever I don't get his card or daily greetings at login. He's not usually my type like Izuku or Tanjiro. Just want to know your thoughts since you like Jamil hehe. It's ok if you don't respond!
AAH THANK YOU SO MUCH it means a lot to hear you like them i really appreciate it!! đđđđđ
ANYWAYS as a jamil enthusiast i ask myself that question too đ€ ;;
dont know what kinda hypnotizing magic he did on me but it worked bc i was incredibly neutral about jamil when i first saw him and now he lives in my head rent-free
okay in all seriousness i ended up rambling about jamil and why i like him personally and it ended up longer than intended so uh proceed with caution under the cut đ§
(i had to look up the characters you mentioned,,, i know both of the anime but BARELY know the characters so idk how to compare other than they seem to be the benevolent hero/protagonist type???) (so on that note theyre actual opposites??? of jamil đ)
okay so for me i personally just find jamilâs character really fascinating (and relatable???)
like his character arc drew me in i think, i legit do not recall 100% how i started liking him bc he was NOT my usual type either
i saw him before book 4 and went âokayâ đ€· and moved on đ
my usual type is kalim actually (the sunshine type with a depressing reason for being all sunshine-y lmao) but. i did not vibe at first with how kalim looks so i didnt really get attached to him either đ€§ (im absolutely fine with him now tho đ ive learned to appreciate him more thanks to other kalim enjoyers)
(and tbf a lot of twst characters i didnt think i would like but here we are)
back to jamil. alright maybe itâs his looks. maybe bc heâs a pretty guy idk. but if thatâs the case i wouldve been all over vil bc heâs the definition of beautiful gorgeous guy who doesnt fw with gender norms but im NOT. instead itâs JAMIL.
i think it doesnât help that aladdin is one of my favorite disney movies too đ jafar has that two-faced, manipulative disposition with a side of dramatic, and insane and thatâs. actually just jamil.
so maybe i guess what drew me in with jamil is that sense of theatrics, the dramatics ;;; that dichotomy of having that level-headed, intelligent front he puts up but then also having this unhinged, unfiltered side that he shows when he is free to be more himself
iâm a sucker for seemingly calm and collected characters on the outside and then their true self being WAY more different and expressive
(i think this would make more sense if youâve seen aladdin and if you remember how jafar is like in the movie) (i am also choosing to ignore that ONE scene with jafar and jasmine towards the end iykyk) (and the twst characters shouldnt be considered one-to-one with their disney counterparts anyway but i digress)
also scalding sands event my beloved it might be what actually sold me on him bc things like his little sister reveal and his childhood stories wrecked me
(also also iâm obsessed with his canon dynamic with kalim but thatâs another thing altogether)
or maybe itâs not that deep and that i just grew attached for no particular reason đ§ (and that reasoning in of itself should be completely fine as well if thatâs your case! just. like who you like, there really doesnt have to be a reason as long as you enjoy them)
uhhhh in conclusion,,, jamilâs a really complex character tbh i could say so much more about his relatability but i feel like im already exposing myself a lot LMAO and i dont think i can properly articulate with words anyway how deeper his character is beyond my surface level thoughts
#[â⊠chatting#HELPP IM SORRY#i ended up rambling about why i like this dude đđđ#it looks like iâm saying a lot but idk i feel like im just saying nothing đ#anyways THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS KIND ASK đ«¶#and sorry this took a bit to answer đ#i was back and forth on how i wanted to answer this#and it ended up being a LONG rambling#it couldve been a shitposty one but no đ#also this might be the first time i brain dumped about jamil???#iâm đ§đ§đ§
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OK- I'm gonna be honest. I like MyStreet, but not as a show. More as a minecraft story series in general if that makes sense. (not comparing it to MCD in this bc its been waaay too long since ive watched MCD for me to actually write abt it like this)
srry if this is annoying lol, long post.
Some disclaimers!! A lot of these r assumptions btw! Pls do not take these things as 100% fact, this is just how i saw things/"theories". This is also not an attack on Jess, i dont have the authority to judge someone as a person and I dont claim to. these are very strictly my opinions on Mystreet, not Jess as a person. It's hard to take the early seasons very seriously considering its origins as essentially a tropey, slice-of-life version of MCD, and these tropes continue on throughout the series until (i can only assume) Jess went "oh, we're making this more serious, and if the series is more serious, these tropes (Travis being an anime perv, Katelyn being an anime tsundere, Nana's whole thing..) make certain characters unlikeable/weird/problematic/whatever else so we'll just write them out" (Travis confronting Katelyn, the whole Nana Ashida reveal).
While these are occasionally done well, to me it just seems like Jess trying to write out the tropey or bad things that came from the earliest versions of the characters without actually IRL addressing the initial issue with their design (with Nana even dating back as far as MCD, with her first appearance being 5 months before the the start of MyStreet. I'm counting the whole "Kawaii-chan" thing as problematic here bc to me it's.. weird.. but idk, im willing to be educated on that if im wrong!) maybe she doesnt NEED to address some of the character design choices irl but I feel like itd be better to clarify things (I could be wrong). There's a lot of earlier creative decisions (especially with things played as jokes) that don't help with the tone as the series became more and more serious, and even some things in those more serious seasons that were really questionable, and I often feel like I have to just decide which parts of certain episodes are canon or non canon because of things like that. Don't get me wrong, it's very good for something that started out with the technology that it did, but in my opinion it just doesn't really reach "show" quality to me. It leaves a lot to wish for. (I know that there are TV shows that have the same problems, but i wouldnt even bother watching them normally because they dont have the saving grace that is the fact that this is in Minecraft, a charming style of storytelling that kept me interested even when I had these major criticisms about the actual content of the story.) Anyways sorry for incoherent babbling! ^^; Just had to get that onto paper to see if I'm just being crazy or something. I know I might not be right about all (or even most) of the things I said here but thats just how it came across to me. Of course this might not fully convey what i mean to say or even say it in the right way, maybe eventually ill talk more abt this somewhere(I had other things I wanted to talk abt but was scared to) but im too nervous to say it without the safety of anonymity rn haha. I'm open to other opinions, learning, etc. especially if i said something in this post that was problematic or already disproven! /genuine A/N: srry abt forgetting that The Big Move came out before MyStreet (i never watched it unfortunately, probably wouldve mentioned it in the main part if I knew but I dont think it subtracts too much from what im trying to say) & for the overuse of the word problematic, I literally did not know how else to put it :,]
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#I do think I generally agree with ur point here (tho I only skimmed so I may be misinterpreting)#but I do think a lot of early jokes and tropes end up problematic because of the tonal shift#aphmau confessions#aphmau#aphblr#aphverse#aphmau mystreet#mystreet#jesson tag#đ€
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Cancer with kazuha and diluc? :D and don't worry if it isn't really compatible, be as brutally honest as you'd like đ
alright.... this will be a fun one teehee,, since there are two characters they won't be as in depthy but well see.
im just putting this disclaimer here for every response that this should not be taken as serious and some things may or may not be true to you and thats okay! this is simply based off my thoughts and research, of course they'll be a bit off bc i don't actually know you guys lmao, hope you enjoy the read!
taurus and cancer
starting off with diluc. literally vomit you guys are that couple who always talk abt each other like they're ur only topic of convo "my significant other this" "my lover that" blah blah. but in all seriousness your guys love is slow and nurturing. diluc loves the physical intamacy he can get from his partner and you might just enjoy being intimate with him in general. (i would too) so its perfect for you two. he genuinly takes care of you and all he asks in return is for u to hold him at night yk. when one falls down, the other picks them right back up. you two keep eachother sane, literally.
you two, sadly are both very emotional. even if he hardly shows it, diluc is very sensitive, if he feels wrong he will take it out on anyone (proof: kaeya) if you were to hurt his feelings, he'd either try to get back at you or give you the silent treatment and he's also very freaking stubborn. you on the other hand, may obsesse over him, feeling bad abt any situation that went wrong. you'd want him to comeback and make things right or whatever but he just wont go for it. when you guys fight, its like the whole world flipped upside down. trouble in paradise literally.
in the end, you two are the inconic couple that everyone think is just so inseperable, venti and kaeya make fun of you two for it. your love runs deep and strong just as long as you guys try not to take out your emotions on eachother
compatibily: 85 congrats on being so high!
scorpio and cancer
now, we move onto the one and only kazuha. another perfect match! you really know how to pick them! off the bat you two are amazing at being there for eachother emotionally, you two balance eachother out so well. your guys relationship is so passionate and strong (another couple who cuddle in the back of the class room and everyone actually wants to fight you guys bc u cant keep your hands off eachother) you two literally dont seperate and since kazuha likes to travel you'll always be along the ride with him. the two of you could go without contact from the outside world for weeks with just yall (this is unhealthy tho so u guys should probs take a break every now and then) you two protect eachother from everyone so theres a sense of security there.
like every realtionship there are cons! so one of them will be kazuha can be a little vengeful, he's gonna get his lick back if he can and you may not be so fond of that. you two might be careless about eachothers feelings so you'd need to work on being more open about how you two affect eachother when things go sour. kazuha is also always giving you trust issues srry babes
in the end, you might as well marry him because he's your perfect match
compatibilty: 92
you lucked out friend, had it been any other character and it wouldve been the "everyone hates cancer train" lmao jjkjk i hope you liked it!
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dam my social worker emailed me all the evidence they gathered for me to get approved for ndis bc i have to apply for something else, and i have bipolar??? i didnt know that lol... the classic bipolar/bpd/adhd/cptsd combo??? fun
that said... i dont think i have bipolar haha. i think itâs probably the other 3 making it look like i have bipolar. but it is written there, so.
anyway. i am actually doing a bit better :) my ability to sleep has switched off for the most part, last 4 nights or so i havent slept much, just gave up on sleep for now after trying to sleep for about 3/4 hours. itâs only 1am, surely i will go to sleep soon. asides from that, i am a lot more ok than i have been in months. changed my sheets just now, not having a meltdown over all the mountains of stuff i have to do, still quite anxious a lot of the time but iâm dealing.
seeing my psychiatrist on friday and hoping to get on prozac. i think the pattern for me is going to be just switching antidepressants every few years until i can manage without. thatâs how itâs been, anyway. itâs chill. weâll see how this plays out. might also go on vyvanse? but im not sure, i think heâll only want to change one med at a time. he will probably want me to go back on mood stabilizers as well, since i weaned myself off all the ones he put me on + the antidepressants lol. i do need to find something to help me sleep though... itâs just a bit shit that sleep meds donât really work long term :/ iâve been on a loooot of them and none of them really last, and i canât keep upping my dosage of various things forever. i have to learn how to sleep, but i just donât really know how to do it. iâve never been able to sleep, my whole life! how does one just turn off their brain like that. i have to be knocked out!!
the place iâve moved into is really nice though. i like it here a lot. i thought iâd sleep easier here, since i usually sleep easier not in my own room, thought iâd have a little grace period before my insomnia got worse again. but... nope, haha. ill just have to get used to sleep deprivation again. pity itâs happening right when iâm the busiest iâve been in years and seriously need my brain to be online :(
#but yeah inch resting that i apparently have bipolar#im not gonna ask about it#ed mumbles#edit nvm i refreshed my memory on the specific type of bipolar they wrote down and maybe they right lol#i dunno shrugs it dont matter that much#i know im brainweird already its all just.. whatever
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Just a personal thing sorry for so much personal stuff. We'll be back to our regular scheduled simping soon I promise
Friendships.. I have had 8 different groups since 2024 started have fights in them. And I wanna talk about that. Let me be clear. I wont choose a side. I'll never choose a side. Unless A. its you vs a stranger B. its you vs one of YOUR friends and you dont mind me getting involved C. Its you vs one of my friends, you're the long time friend, and they were seriously in the wrong (harassment, bullying, doxxing, etc) These are the situations ill take a side and side with you. Anything else I will not. Let me explain. Ill use random names I pull out my a** Lets say Joe and Bob are my friends. Joe has been my friend for 2 & 1/2 years Bob for 6 months. They are friends with eachother. I love Joe dearly they are like a sibling to me. Lets say I introduce Becky to them. Becky is a newish friend known her a month. You following so far? Becky and Bob get into a big fight. heres the issue: I take becky's side: Bob goes off to Joe and talks to him. Joe might end up upset with me and I lost Bob and Joe as friends or get backlash from both of them I take Bob's side: I hurt becky and lose her as a friend and get backlash. I stay neutral because Becky walks away from that fight just having pissed two people off. Shes fine, she doesn't know bob and joe, they know nothing really about her. But me? I'm left behind with the consequences. I'm the one who has to deal with the sh*t show and aftermath and can't move on. I'm the one who will be hurt by it.
and lets say Joe is also mutual friends with Robin, Rachel and Steve. Now thats 3 more friends I have to worry about losing because I chose Becky over bob. Thats 5 people I'd lose out of my life in an instant. I have to constantly play a balancing act and think carefully of my every action and word in these situations. Because I don't want to hurt or lose anyone. Taking beckys side could upend my life. This is why if you get angry I wont take your side or try to make me take your side. I'll always side against you or end our friendship. It doesn't matter HOW long I've known you. I will end it in an instant if you try to force my hand. Because you don't get how hard it is to play this balancing act between 48 different friends for 10 years. Along with many others who are now gone bc it got toxic and I had to do what I had to do.
What WILL I do in these situations: I will be neutral in public and try to calm things down I will then check on both parties privately and try to get to the bottom of WHY the fight happened then try to talk to them to get them to understand the others perspective so they will atleast be CIVIL. You dont have to be friends with my friends, heck you dont even have to like them. All I'm asking is try to keep your attitude in check with them in public. If you can't then walk away. its fine I won't be mad. Being in my group chats, my servers, my shared blogs is NOT a requirement for friendship and I never want anyone to feel pressured.
None of this means I approve or am allowing what any side has done. I do not approve it, and im not "allowing" it. Im not anyones mother or keeper. What happens between you is between you. The most I can do is try to keep it civil and peaceful for EVERYONES sake. because the thing is its not just you in the servers. Its not just you on the blogs, its not just you in the group chats and I have a lot of people to keep in mind. I'm working with what I have and doing the best I can. If Thats not good enough for you then I'm not the friend for you and you can leave at any time. I'm not trying to hurt or alienate anyone but I need you to understand the position you are putting me in everytime you verbally throw fists impulsively if you try to get me involved. This is why I highly appreciate friends like one certain friend who I will not name. because she let me stay neutral, she praised me for how I handled it despite her being one of the parties in the fight. She didn't shame me or try to force my hand nor did she direct her anger at me because she knew I wasn't the party at fault and that I was doing whatever I possibly could at the time. She has my full respect for that. And to the friends on here that have gotten in fights. Please note i do not blame you or the other party in the matter. In all the cases I have seen its been someone misunderstanding you.
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Mafia!jimin where he caught yn trying to leave him in the morning bcs of his rival threatened her to kill her family if she didn't.
13. "Please dont leave me." And 17. "Are you upset with me?" Please :3
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Love Surrender
summary: your relationship with Jimin had always felt like it was on bothered time, but you were too scared to tell him.
warning(s):
- You had always questioned what drove you to be with Jimin. He lied to you, did awful things to others, and wasnât trustworthy. You always wondered if it was fear that you stayed with him, or love. But you couldnât wrap your head around loving someone who couldnât tell you who he really was. It took an entire year for him to tell you what he did for a living. That was one of the first lies he told to you. The second, was that heâd always protect you and your family no matter what.
But now you understood that it wasnât possible. Because even though he had all these connections with big scary people, there was always someone who was going to find their way around his security. He tried his hardest to always make you feel safe, and you thanked him for that. Because on the days where you lived paycheck to paycheck or your car would break down, he was always there to pick you up. He treated you like you were his world, and heâd tell you that every day that you almost believed it.
And if it wasnât for last night, you couldâve seriously pictured spending the rest of your life with him.
- âY/n,â it was late. You wiped at the sticky bar top trying your hardest to hurry up. It was just your manager and you, and he loved to leave early. âYou donât mind closing by yourself tonight, right? I have to get my kids to bed already, the babysitterâs leaving soon.â
âThatâs fine, Iâll make sure to lock up,â you had told him. You locked up the restaurant on your own many times, it wasnât hard and almost everything had been done anyway. Youâd finish cleaning up and then youâd text Jimin telling him youâll be home soon.
The glass in your hands almost slipped at the sound of the door opening. You looked up, placing the cut down as you noticed the group of men walking in. Pushing your loose strands behind your ear, you frowned apologetically, âHello, I am so sorry but we are closed for the night. The cook already left.â They ignored you, locking the door and pulling the blinds down. You found yourself taking a step back, one of them smiled at you, âYou must be Y/n Iâve heard so much about.â
âWho are you?â With brows furrowed you waited, scooting to the side where your phone was put away in a drawer. âConsider me,â the man pushed for a moment, âA friend of Jiminâs. You can call me Suga.â
You could hear buzzing coming from the drawer and he smiled, âThat must be him. Find the phone.â
You made a move to run but one of the guys gripped your arm. He clicked his tongue shaking his finger at you, âThatâs not how you treat company now is it?â
âWhat do you want?â You asked trying to push against the restraints of the manâs grip. He smiled warmly, âWell you see, I donât have any problem with you Y/n. You seem like a smart and hardworking girl, so why youâre with him? I will never understand. But that is not why Iâm here.â
âThe reason why I am here is because, I am tired of seeing pretty girls like yourself get hurt by men like Jimin.â He took a step closer to you. âWhat does that have to do with you?â You spat out, wincing as he lifted his hand to you.
Pushing your hair back he smiled, âWell letâs just say someone I hold dearly was in your position once upon a time.â
âSo I want you to understand that my problem is not with you,â Suga said reaching into the inside pocket of his blazer, a picture of you with your sister and father, âOr with them. And unless you want to see them get hurt, I advise you to leave Jimin. For your own good that is.â
- You didnât return home last night. It had left Jimin up majority of the night, your text for reassurance doing anything but that. âSheâs not back yet,â he huffed looking to Jungkook as the two waited, âShe wonât even answer my text.â
âShe said she was sleeping over at Yunaâs, relax sheâs fine,â Jungkook tried telling his friend. Jimin only shook his head, pacing back and forth, âI know but...no sheâs fine. She has to be. Sheâd tell me if she was in trouble, right?â
âYes, she would,â Jungkook sighed standing up, âSo why donât you get some sleep. Youâre looking sort of psycho right now.â
The sun hadnât even fully come up when you arrived home. You spent the night at your dadâs house, fixing up your room that had been used for storage. Your sister and him bombarded you with questions left and right, asking why you were leaving Jimin. They never understand the kind of people Jimin knew, or that you wanted to make sure your family was safe over being with who you loved.
Jimin was passed out on the couch, still in a suit and a few empty glasses scattered on the coffee table. You were as quiet as a mouse, trying to hurry into your bedroom to get your things. You didnât want him to see you. Heâd try and make you stay or ask why you were leaving. You hoped you could just go, not have to listen to his promises, not feeling like a burden to him.
You flickered the light to your bedroom on. Going into the closet and pulling a chair up. You stood on it, reaching a high shelf to pull your old duffel bag out. You hadnât used the worn out bag since you first moved in. Not even when youâd go on vacation with Jimin, heâd buy you suitcases from high-end brands instead. You were leaving him, but you were only taking what you came with.
You threw the bag on the bed, quickly opening your drawers and pulling out what you could remember. A lot had changed since you moved in with him, but you could still remember your worn out things from the luxurious things heâd buy you. You shoved your laptop in, not caring much as you put shoes and clothes and everything you could think of.
âWhat do you think you are doing?â You could feel your heart drop, not wanting to turn around and face the reality. Jimin took a cautionary step toward you, heart racing as he got a closer look at what you were doing.
âUm, Yuna and I are spending the weekend at a spa, I forgot to tell you?â You lied, clearing your throat. You could see the way he pressed his teeth tightly, eyes narrowed down on your belongings as you tried blocking them. âAre you trying to lie to me right now? Right to my face?â He asked pulling out your old slippers from the bag, âWhat. Are. You. Doing?â
âI already told yoâI just gotta go for a little bit,â you bit your lip, âJimin stop it.â You reached for the things he pulled out of your bag. âYouâre leaving me arenât you?â He asked through gritted teeth.
âJimin Iââ
âWhy?â He asked, suddenly pushing your bag onto the floor, a crack being heard from your laptop hitting the ground, âAnd donât fucking lie to me.â
âI just have to go okay? I have to go, please just understand and give me space,â you reached for your things with shaky hands. He grabbed your arm, pulling you toward him, âI donât understand though. Tell me whatâs going on. Are you in trouble? I can help you. Just tell me what it is. Is it money? Is your dad in the hospital again? Iâll pay the bill donât worry about it baby, okay? Is it your sisterââ
âNo! I just, I need space okay? I donât think I can do this anymoreââ âY/n!â His body trembled, âListen to me. What is going on? You canât just leave me like this and not tell me why. You canât just leave me. Please,â he reached for your hand pulling it to his chest, âPlease donât leave me. Whatever it is we can figure it out together, just like we have for the last four years.â
âJimin Iââ he dropped down to his knees, arms wrapping around your waist, âNo. Please Y/n. Please donât leave me.â
âYou donât understand,â you could feel a tear slip from your eye as he planted soft kisses on your hand repeatedly, âI have to.â
âWhy?â He shouted, eyes growing red, âWhy do you have to leave me? Am I not enough for you? Iâve tried to give you everything, and Iâm not asking for anything back but for you to love me. Do you not love me?â
âJimin, heâs going to come after my family if I stay with you,â you finally said. He sniffled, looking at you with a cold expression slowly raising to his feet, âWhat did you just say?â
âI shouldnât have said anything. Please just let me go,â you sighed but he gripped your shoulders roughly, âWho is he?â
âJimin, youâll only make it worse. You canât always protect me,â you argued but he shook his head. âWho the fuck was it?â
âSome guy named Suga.â
âLook at me,â he held your face in his hands, âUnpack your things, right now baby. Youâre not going anywhere, I wonât let you. Let me take care of him okay? Iâm sorry for putting you in this.â
âBuââ âIâve got it baby, donât worry.â
âAre you upset with me?â You asked as the pad of his thumb wipe: a tear away, âIâm sorry.â
âNo baby,â he kissed you lightly, âOf course not. But if you try leaving me again, I will be.â
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IM SORRY BABSHDJSKDHKSNDHSJSNSHSJKSD. I LITERALLY CANNOT WRITE MAFIA LIKE WHAT EVEN HAPPENS NEXT đđđ
#kpop#park jimin#min yoongi#kim taehyung#jeon jungkook#kim seokjin#jung hoseok#kim namjoon#bts#bts Drabble#kooktrash requests#Suga
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Texts from The Lost Tomb, part 3
I didnât mean for this to stray into angst but like the lack of updates with Li Cu in LTR?? I had to do it to em.
Wushanju Crew Chat, 11:05pm
Li Cu: whatâs up losers Iâm outside
Li Cu: someone come on and open the damn door
Wang Meng: Language:(
Li Cu: fine, someone come on and open the damn door please
Snake Eyes Chat, 7:00am
Wu Xie: hey are you awake? Sorry I missed you coming in:) was finishing up some work. How was the end of your first semester? Did that geology paper go well? Did the food budget work out or do you need some extra money next semester?
Li Cu: yeah about your work
Li Cu: heard a little rumor
Li Cu: about you going through some stuff during ur recent trip
Li Cu: some stuff you maybe forgot to mention
Li Cu: and you told me we gotta check in with stuff, so this is me checking in, okay
Wu Xie: oh? What stuff?
Li Cu: idk just like
Li Cu: THE STUFF WITH YOU ALMOST FUCKING DYING FOR FUCKING MONTHS AND THE WAREHOUSE SHIT AND ERJING AND PEOPLE HURT YOU AND WHAT THE FUCK IS A THUNDER CITY AND NOONE FUCKING CALLED ME ABT THOSE PARTS ONCE
Wu Xie: oh. That stuff.
Li Cu: yeah asshat Iâm in the kitchen whenever youâre ready to explain your fucking bullshit. Also youâre out of milk wtf how am I supposed to make breakfast here
Main Chat, 11:14am
Wu Xie: okay so itâs possible I fucked up a little bit.
Wang Pangzi: THERES JUST SO MUCH YOU COULD BE REFERRING TO I DONT KNOW WHERE TO START
Zhang Qiling: Whatâs wrong?
Honorary Wu Chat, 11:30am
Wang Pangzi: KID IM SO SORRY THAT PUNK IS A TRAINWRECK BUT YOU KNEW THAT
Wang Meng: Welcome home, Li Cu <3 not much has changed, ultimately.
Wang Pangzi: IT DIDNT EVEN OCCUR TO ME THAT HE WOULDNT TELL YOU EVERYTHING ABOUT IT ONCE THE REST OF US FIGURED IT OUT
WAIT HOW DID YOU FIND OUT
Li Cu: itâs okay. not your fault, uncle. Doesnât matter how I found out. Wait wait hold on what do you mean âthe rest of us figured it outâ who figured it out
Wang Pangzi: SAY HELLO LIU SANG
Liu Sang: âŠhello.
Wang Pangzi: SAY MORE THAN THAT.
Liu Sang: uhâŠso youâre Wu Xieâs protĂ©gĂ©, huh?
Li Cu: oh well howdy there homewrecker
Liu Sang: Excuse me??
Zhang Qiling: I think someone on the roof is calling me and I should go find out.
Wang Meng: I would also very much like to be removed from this conversation.
Wang Pangzi: AHAHAHAHA KIDDO IVE MISSED YOU
Li Cu: all Iâm saying is arenât you the little creep whoâs obsessed with Xiao Ge
Liu Sang: ???
Zhang Qiling: Li Cu is referring to a brief period of irrational thought on Wu Xieâs part, where he mistakenly believed you to be a threat to our relationship.
Liu Sang: what do you mean a threat??
Wang Pangzi: WHAT DO YOU MEAN TIANZHEN HAD âA BRIEF PERIOD OF IRRATIONAL THOUGHTâ
YOUVE MET YOUR HUSBAND RIGHT
Wang Meng: can you please take me off this chat.
Liu Sang: Wait, so Wu Xie told you about me, butâŠreading between the lines, he didnât mention the cancer or anything bad that happened? Oh yikes.
Li Cu: donât change the subject âLiu Sangâ
if that is your real name
Like yeah youâre right abt it but still
just saying
heard you got good ears but Iâve got snake powers
kinda
so like no more funny business okay you superhearing harlot
Wang Meng: LANGUAGE, LI CU. IN THIS HOUSE WE SHOW GOOD MANNERS.
Wang Pangzi: LMAO OH DO WE NOW
Zhang Qiling: Li Cu, this is all unnecessary and childish. Please apologize.
Li Cu: you say that now bruh but apparently you werenât complaining when he was all âidol thisâ and âidol thatâ
oh and hey Wang Meng while weâre here can I show you my business class grade report later bc Wu Xie is all âwhat matters is that you learned and enjoyed the experienceâ blah blah all eat pray love you know how he gets and I want to actually discuss areas to improve so that when I take over this joint I do better than Wu Xie? Tho that shouldnt be hard lol
Wang Meng: hurtful but accurate. Iâll bring my best red pen:)
Liu Sang: oh my god. Iâm too jetlagged to keep up with any of this.
Wang Pangzi: BEST. DAY. EVER. IM SCREENSHOTTING THIS FOR HEI XIAZI.
Not A Homewrecker Chat, 11:52am
Liu Sang: Okay, we started off on the wrong foot.
Li Cu: I agree letâs start over
Start with how your little prank game almost got ppl killed
Liu Sang: And I seriously regret that. But we moved past that.
Wow, he seriously skipped over so much bullshit but didnât skimp on mine, huh.
Li Cu: AHA so you ADMIT IT
Liu Sang: Iâd like to think Iâve grown since then. That Iâve come to see Xiao Ge as a person and mentor, rather than an idol. I count Pangzi and Wu Xie as my close friends. Iâm going to be staying here with them right now, I hope you can be okay with that.
Li Cu: see in my head you were going to be a lot less mature about it and I had a bunch of great follow-up insults planned
Liu Sang: I figured. Iâd like us to be friends, though. Or at least not enemies.
Li Cu: okay but only bc you donât know me yet so you wonât judge too much for this and I need to get this out to somebody Iâve been thinking about it for hours and my friends are still in finals and Iâm stressing a little bit maybe
Liu Sang: ?
Li Cu: I yelled at dad
*Wu Xie sorry autocorrect
Liu Sang: âŠuh huh.
Li Cu: I yelled at him earlier. for keeping all that stuff from me. He started crying
Liu Sang: Wu Xie has been pretty emotional since we got back. Not necessarily your fault.
Li Cu: I made him cry right there at the kitchen sink and it felt like maybe the worst thing Iâve ever done
Snake venom and stabbings, no tears
Me saying I wouldnât have gone to his funeral, all tears
Which I know was shitty to say but I was really mad
Liu Sang: If itâs any consolation, I think Wu Xie can understand the concept of being led by his emotions to make bad decisionsâŠbetter than most people.
Li Cu: Xiao Ge came in then and looked weird
Like weirder than usual
Like he didnât know which of us to be more mad at
Liu Sang: A common problem for the iron triangle, I understand.
Li Cu: I just ran out I didnât have words right then and I feel stupid
but whenever they come back from their walk Iâm gonna say sorry and stuff bc i couldâve come home to his funeral and Iâm mad about it but also like. I could have come home to his funeral. I can get mean when Iâm in a freakout mood. Itâs not like I was scared or anything at all I donât get scared really anymore ever but just like. Freaked out.
Liu Sang: Heâs probably going to say sorry, too.
Li Cu: sorry I called you a homewrecker. Didnât mean to slut-shame either
Liu Sang: I admit that after the initial shock, it was pretty funny. Super hearing harlot, it should be on my business card;)
Li Cu: this situation with Wu Xie is weird but kinda good ya know. And I have these freakouts sometimes that something maybe bad could happen to this situation. So consider this a shovel talk. But like, also not a shovel talk at the same time.
also I appreciate you saving his life and whatnot
Liu Sang: Noted. Now. Coffee?
Li Cu: sounds sick.
Be in the kitchen in 10. You can pick out what we watch for the household tv show tonight. no way is Wu Xie choosing some dry documentary about gravestone rubbings again. Pangzi just watches real housewives reruns and Xiao Ge wonât watch tv after he caught the last half hour of A Walk To Remember. Also i need my phone now to send some $ to Hei Xiazi since I owe him forâŠproviding some intel
Liu Sang: Not even surprised.
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Out of the Rain: a Marko x Reader fic
Warnings: bloodplay goes without saying bc vamp, rough sex, dirty talk, semi public sex, telepathy?? me projecting my music taste on this fic again. drug use, fast and loose use of vampire lore bc when i write i am god and u cannot stop me. also can u tell i have likeâŠ. v clear descriptions of the setting like i used to work at the place im describing but its not in california
No one had come in for hours. What's the point of staying open? You dim some of the lights in the store, which is one of three head shops in Santa Carla, but the only one open late. You're not really sure why this is the only store that stays open, why everyone else if worried about the three am walk back to their car on a weekend night. You've never seen anything of suspicion, just sometimes that biker gang watches people shuffle out. That was almost comforting, though. People didn't like those guys, so no one would make you use your switchblade if they were around.
The bright while fluorescent lights of your typical daytime ambiance faded away, and now green light bathes you in the âmoodâ lighting your boss thought was a good idea. The green lighting reflects off of the glass counters, shining it back at the ceiling and making everything that much more green. It fits, you think with the overall vibe of the store. The stale scent of weed, gently and miserably covered up by some nag champa incense, always burning in at least four different spots within the store. You'd long since gotten used to the smoke in your eyes. The music does everything to add to the ambiance. You always have full control of the music in the shop, usually because no one else is willing to take the night shift in Santa Carla. In fact, most of the boardwalk shops had a revolving door of night shift workers. You never got why, something clearly spooks them that does not spook you. Whether that makes you brave or stupid, you dont know. Jefferson Airplaneâs Surrealistic Pillow pumps through the speakers in the store. But I suppose no one knows, you're my plastic fantastic lover.
The rain batters the boardwalk outside, a roar much different than the typical hustle and bustle of drunk teens, of the cliques and crews that come in and out; the few that sit and snicker in the doorway, never entering. Some too afraid to be associated with the implication of being spotted in the shop. We sell jewelry and vinyl too, you always say, when they balk at the idea of being in the same room as a bong or incense.
But then there's the other group that stands and idles in the threshold, also not entering. It's that biker gang. Four guys, a girl, a kid. Maybe heâs the brat of the girl and the one who takes himself too seriously, but maybe not. She looks too young for that. They'd been hovering around quite a bit lately, always after dark. Youâd spoken to them, at least the ones that are talkative. The hair metal wannabe and the cute short one. Paul and Marko. You knew the dark haired one was Dwayne, but all he ever offered you was a curt nod and a tight lipped smile, respectful but indifferent. They're nice, not worth the spooky reputation they have. Any time it's not just you at the shop, your boss tries to spook them away. Good thing your boss isn't here tonight, because one of them is prowling around the storefront in the rain. That is, if it's not your spliff induced haze playing tricks on you.
No, one of them is out there. Without his little pack. The cute one. Marko.
You walk over to the door, which you haven't had propped open since the rain trickled in as a drizzle at the beginning of your shift. At least he had enough sense to be huddling under the awning. Fuck, heâs handsome even when he looks like a drowned rat.
âWhat are you doing out here?â You scrunch up your nose as you ask.
âYâknow, waiting for you to show up.â Wanted a look at that cute ass.
You blink at him. Did he really just say that?
âOkay⊠well, you know it's raining out there, right?â
âI might,â he offers noncommittally, eyeing the spliff still in the hand that's not holding the door. If it were anyone but him, you'd probably get fired for it.
Why is he just hanging around out here? That's hella weird. His curls are getting matted to his forehead, slick with rain, his jacket starting to look a little sad.
âCâmon in, Marko. Itâs too wet out here. Youâll fuck up your jacket.â You nod towards the interior of the shop holding the door open as he passes you.
Wrong move, sweet cheeks.
âWhat did you say?â What did he mean, wrong move?
âI didn't say anything,â he offers nonchalantly as he thumbs at one of the tapestries on the wall. A garish mess thatâs supposed to be the worm from Alice in Wonderland, but itâs distorted by a botched tie dye job of dark muddy colors. Every time you look at it, you assume one of the day workers did it.
âNo, you said something.â
âDo you want me to say something?â there's both a threat and an innuendo in his tone. Maybe you do, but you just laugh, a sharp exhale through your nose, and bring the spliff to your lips again as he follows you deeper into the store.
You jump up onto the counter next to the ash tray, easy reach for each time you need to ash.
âSo why are you really here?â your eyes narrow at him, kicking your sandal off on the floor where it lands a few inches from his boots. He looks uneasy in the space, like for all the wild shit you assume heâs into, he might not actually belong in it. He sways a little to the music, perfectly in tune with the rhythm. You sway along too, and suddenly he fills the space like he belongs. He just needed someone along for the ride with him.
âDo you ever come around during the day, or just at night because Iâm so fun?â Youâre teasing him, but itâs a nice easy feeling between you.
âNot really a sun guy,â bullshit, he would look beautiful with a tan, âbut I do drag everyone here just to see you.â
âAwww, all for me? Do you have a crush, Marko?â
Itâs more than that. You hear the words clearly, but his smile doesnât move. You kick the other sandal off.
âI can hear you, I donât know how, but I can. I bet you can hear me too.â
I can. Youâre wrong about the tan thing.
You straighten up, mind clearing as you blurt out your next question. Something absolutely stupid.
âSo what are you, a vampire or something?â he laughs at you, but his big toothy smile doesn't reach his eyes. No, there's something predatory, extremely dark in his eyes. Otherworldly.
How could you guess? Â
âWell, that for one big fucking clue.â You ash the spliff for the final time, leaving the roach in the tray. You would think youâd be more surprised, more upset that you just found out vampires were real, and that you were in the same room as one. You have to say, weirder things are probably afoot in Santa Carla. Murder capital of the world canât all be from some rowdy teens and a ten year old.
âYou do those surf nazis?â is all that leaves your mouth. You kind of hope it was. They were the fucking worst. Racist, misogynistic, destructive. Youâd had to threaten them a few times to leave your store on your shift.
âTheâ? Oh! Surf nazis. Yeah that was us. Ate a few of them.â
âGood for you. I meanïżœïżœ murder. bad. But they were nazis, and now theyâre dead. soâŠâ you trail off. Not really sure what to say next, but then you keep going. Remember everything you know about Marko.
âNo, no I mean, it makes sense. Right? You and the guys only hang around at night. Arenât vampires solitary hunters though? I donât remember Dracula being in a frat.â
âTheyâre my pack. We take care of each other.â He says it with such fondness and devotion.
You feel a pang of jealousy run through you. You work alone for the most part, live alone, youâve got friends but theyâre all over the place. He belongs to something.
âAnd you're down with this?â heâs legitimately asking. You nod. You don't really have a choice, you're down or you get eaten, but like genuinely you are down with it. If he was going to eat you, he probably would have by now. There's probably a reason they've been hanging around the store, and in your sightline while you close up. You're putting things together.
âLike really?â
âWell, you haven't made me a kebab yet.â
He shrugs, frowns.
âCould still skewer you on something.â
Laughter erupts from your lips while you roll your eyes, music to Markoâs ears. This is why he took a shine to you, it's easy to get along with you, and you're not one of his brothers.
Something heavy falls in the room, and it's not the haze of the incense. He steps towards you, big blue eyes raking over your body, but always coming back to meet your gaze. He closes the space between you, easily fitting between your thighs; the rough patches of his jacket brushing against your bare skin where your shorts ride up. He leans in, like he's about to kiss you, and against all better judgement, you're going to let him.
You're going to let him.
The record skips. He holds out his hand, more like a gentleman than a biker gang killer, and helps you off the counter.
âHold on, let me pick out a new record,â you turn without waiting for his confirmation, not at all surprised when Marko follows hot on your heels to the back room. Your bossâ office, the record room. Whatever you wanted to call it. His hands ghost over your arms as you push past the wooden bead curtain to enter the room. You can feel his presence close enough to touch. That's it, right where I want you. Thereâs his voice again.
He lets you actually pick out a new record. You slide it out of the sleeve and walk it over to the player. The static buzzes and pops as the needle finds the groove.
âOcean Rain, you heard it?â No. He shakes his head, and you can feel it as he leans into your back.
âEcho and the Bunnymen. They've got a new album coming out this year.â
You turn to face him and his fingerless leather glove clad hands cover your cheeks.
He kisses you gently, tenderly. Not at all the way youâd expect. Heâs eager, kissing like thereâs something to prove. He licks his way into your mouth, tongue pushing your lips apart and you let him. His arms tighten around you as you kiss, tongues now greeting each other playfully. Your tongue explores his mouth, running along each and every tooth in his mouth. Huh, no fangs, you realize, and maybe he isn't actually a vampire. As if he reads your mind (maybe he does), he pulls away.
âThey're, uh, hiding,â he nods, almost to himself more than you. You nod as well, slow and uneasy, not quite believing him, but he pulls you back into a harsh kiss, more of what you expected. His hands roam your body as yours bury themselves in his curls. Still damp, but long and beautiful just as well. He shrugs the jacket off his shoulders, and his hands only briefly leave you to throw it and his gloves somewhere else, leaving him just in a thin white tank top. His mouth leaves yours to trail lower, kissing your neck. Your pulse point. Fucking irresistable. No, that's definitely his voice. Is this the end? Could be.
âI can smell you, hot stuff,â he moans into your ear, sending shivers down your spine. You find yourself gripping onto his shoulders a little tighter, but he lets you sink. He guides you, again more gently than you thought he would; bare knees brushing the threadbare carpet floor before you plant yourself. You look up at him through your lashes and he all but bites back a groan.
âYou gonna join me down here?â You lick your lips, waiting for something.
âNah, Iâm gonna let you have a head start,â there's a joke in his tone. You're learning thatâs normal for him. Heâs silent, or playing jester. Itâll be interesting when you let him fuck you. Shit, did he hear that?
âQuit thinkinâ so loud!â he runs an affectionate hand through your hair. âBut yes, I heard you. Glad you're as eager as I am.â
That's encouraging. You take your time undoing his belt, connected to faded and soft leather chaps, not bothering to push them down his thighs before you move to the top of his jeans, teasing your fingers at the skin just above the waistline. He shudders under your touch, extremely reactive. Does he get touched like this often? Or is it just quick fucks? You don't want to think about who else he might be doing this with, focusing again on his body, and all of the offending clothing covering it. You unbutton them slowly, teasing. For a member of the undead, he seems to be out of breath under your movements. The zipper is pulled down just as slowly. You run your palms flat along the bottom of his stomach, to his hips before pushing his jeans down to around his ankles, hooking his boxers on your finger along with them. Heâs beautiful, and you can help but stare. Hard, eager, and thick, greeting you with a small trimmed patch of golden blonde curls. You wrap your hand around the base.
You never expected a vampire to whimper, but that's exactly what happens when your tongue darts out of your mouth to lick the head of his cock. Quick, tentative little lick, testing the waters. Your tongue swipes across the slit at the tip of his thick member and his hands animate like you flipped a switch, rising up, going to your hair, rising up again, slamming down against the desk. Your bossâ desk. You lick a long stripe to the underside of his cock, paying close attention to the prominent vein there.
âSo good, so good, oh you feel so-â he pants out, hands white knuckling the edge of the desk. Heat pools in your core, loving that heâs so vocal. Fuck, if he could just keep speaking. Your other hand moves to your shorts, sloppily and hastily undoing them and wiggling them down to your knees. You wrap your lips around the head of his cock and sink down on it, taking him as far as you can, until you couch when he hits the back of your throat.
âYou look fucking beautiful like that. Please move, Please move, youâre so fucking good at this.â
You do, starting to bob your head up and down on the length of him, hollowing out your cheeks and flattening your tongue against him, cupping and massaging his balls in your hand. Your free finds itself between your legs, rubbing gently at your clit, stirred and encouraged by his praise.
âDoes sucking me off get you hot and bothered?â Yesitdoes.
You keep bobbing your head, rubbing your clit, eyes trained on his until his eyes squeeze shut. His cock twitches in your mouth.
âDon't wanna- don't wanna finish in your mouth,â heâs urgent, grabbing you by the chin and pulling your mouth off of his cock. He pushes you back by your shoulders, letting you guide yourself back to lay on the rug. He pulls your loose shorts easily off your legs and settles himself between your legs, too eager to bother with removing his boots and everything.
âIâve been wanting to do this for so long. Do you know how bad I wanted this?â
âFuck me, Marko, dont say it. Just do it,â youre breathless under him, wanting nothing more than for him to be fucking you. He pauses.
âI dunnoâŠâ his thumb swipes up along your clit, drawing a whine from your throat, âFor some reason I think you like it when I say things.â
You nod, knowing words will fail you. And he gives you what you want, lining himself up and sinking into you, groaning as he buries his head into the crook of your neck.
âOh I knew your pussy would feel like fucking heaven,â he pants against your neck, pressing a harsh kiss to the underside of your jaw. He sets the pace quickly, unmerciful and fast, fucking hard and deep into you. His hands push up your thin tee shirt, and you can feel his sigh of relief when he gets a handful of bare breast. He doesn't have to deal with a bra tonight. You hike your knees up, opening yourself as much as you can to him, wanting him to fill you to the brim. He looks into your eyes while he fucks you, which comes as a surprise to you. Maybe it shouldn't. You wonder what it would be like to be a victim of his. Does he treat them well? Have fun with them like this? Or is he vicious? You don't know if you could picture him like that⊠vamped out.
âWhat does it feel like?â
âWhat?â he thrusts sharply, snapping his hips into you, making you yelp.
âTo be fed on, but not to die.â
Are you serious? You hear him in your head.
YesIam. He thrusts like that again, earning an identical yelp, now coupled with your thighs squeezing him around the middle. You're close already, and he can tell.
He nods, a question; You nod, confirmation.
He pulls at the neckline of your shirt, already scooping so it doesnât ruin, and exposes your shoulder. Somewhere non lethal. His other hand comes up to grip your jaw, covering your neck but being careful not to squeeze it. You hope he bruises your jaw, you realize. A physical way to feel him when dawn comes. He slows his pace to a rocking, grinding into you, staying deep.
Then he bites. Stars erupt behind your eyes, and it feels like your blood has turned to seltzer. Every nerve in your body is in overdrive as you moan and shake and come undone around his cock. You're the kind of girl that comes from the bite of a vampire, apparently. He doesnât let up. You can faintly hear him moaning against the open wound in your shoulder, and you hope you taste good to him. He licks the wound a few times more, softly, carefully, like heâs trying to soothe you when he finally lets you come down from your high.
When he pulls back to let you see him, his features are gruesome, full vampire with sharp brows and cheekbones, pointed nose even that much more so almost birdlike. Fangs and bottom half of his face covered in blood.Your blood. Â Heâs panting like an animal after the kill. But he doesn't scare you. Maybe he should, but he doesn't. Â It's just Marko, no matter what, and if he wanted to eat you he would have. Several times now. His hand finally releases your jaw, to wipe the blood from his face. He wipes his hand then on your face, covering you in your own blood, hot on his fingers and palm.
âFuckin sexy,â he pants, voice deeper and distorted. His thrusts speed up, trying to find his own release as your nails dig into his back, maybe making him bleed as well. You feel the rug burn forming on your back, you feel tears in your eyes. It's never felt this good with other guys.
When he comes, he comes with a howl, buried deep inside you as he shouts and shivers then stills above you. Your chest is heaving, trying to regain yourself as his face slowly fades to normal, and he slumps down on top of you. He buries his face in the crook of your neck, near the wound he tore open, now no longer bleeding. He mouths at any bare skin he can find, lazy half kisses as he spreads more mess and blood on you. Your fingers find his curls again, winding them around your digits as you stare up at the sickly green mood lighting bathing the walls of the room.
An hour later, Marko is helping you lock up early.
He makes sure to dump out all of the ashes from spliffs and incense, makes sure the vinyl is all in its right place while you make sure the register and inventory is all in its rightful place and order.
âYouâre dangerous, you know.â
âMe?â you scoff, âThat rich, coming from you.â
Iâd do a lot of things Iâm not supposed to for you. You kinda don't want to ask him what he means by that. For some reason that feels like a conversation you shouldn't have tonight.Â
He leaves the store before you, holding the door open for you and letting you lock the doors. He slings an easy arm over your shoulder, not bothering to shield either of you from the rain as he steers you towards your car. You can feel the rain cleaning your face, the blood flowing away and saving you the shower you were going to take before collapsing into bed tonight.
âWhereâs your bike?â
âI flew here,â he says with that devilish smile, and you're really not sure if he's joking or not. Your arm sneaks its way into his jacket and wraps around his waist, holding him close as he makes sure you get home same. Marko makes you feel calm, in a way you didn't feel before you moved to Santa Carla. How long had he been waiting to make his move? And does this mean he and his brothers would be coming around more often? Maybe being more friendly towards you. Each step towards your car feels heavy; You don't want to go home alone without him, but somehow you know he won't come with you.Â
âWill I see you again?â
He grabs your car keys from your hand, and sticks them in the door handle. Of course you will.
Right. You just have to be near the beach at night. You know, where you work.
He kisses you full on the mouth, holding you close and tight, like you could slip away at any second. When he finally lets you go you pull away to be met with his face, full on grinning, his eyes still closed from the kiss. He doesn't look like a killer.
Marko watches you as you pull open the door to your car and more or less throw your ass into the seat. Â He holds the door as he gives you one last smile, and says:
âYou know, you should never invite a vampire into your life. Renders you powerless.â
And he winks.Â
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Showtime Thoughts
bc i am in love with julia lester
spoilers below
First off, why is this episode so short?
ngl i forgot mazzara was a regular
ricky ded besties
awww nina and the lettersÂ
she looks very good in her dress
ashlyn and ricky look so good
âWeâre screwed!â
ash and ricky are too funny like where were they this season?
chaotic and pretty best friends
sidenote, why did they go see north highâs production?Â
oh my god ricky and nina are talking
SEBLOS IN THE BACKGROUND
i am taking what i can get
RICKYS FACE WITH THE CARD!!!!!!!!
my favorite part of the episode
his makeup looks very good
he looks very good
as @organic-guacamole said, he is very pretty
its been like three minutes and it already is so chaotic
yessss kourtneyâs mom!!!
so howie and kourt are fine? gah since when?
âlook for the shortest forkâ mood
I CANNOT TAKE EJ SERIOUSLY HE LOOKS LIKE AN ANGRY BIRD
big bird ej comin at you
oh
PORTWELL DATE
wait isnt this ejs last show? is he going to miss his last afterparty for a date?
true love bitches
GINA MY LOVE
âIs he with us?â
NORTH HIGH SET OUR BEST BOI ANTOINE ON FIRE APS GET READY
seb being a supportive boyfriend is everything i needed
jenny is frazzled
i love how all the techie turned actors are nervous at some point during the episode
REDLYN CONTENT
awww thats so cute love the callback!!!
ooo howie is here
love how the writers leave a cliffhanger and then close the book before it turns to tragedy with one line
mazzara and ej, thats it
jenn what
why is mike there?
that was so unnecessary like arenât mike and jenn over?
LILY
âdid we forget to build a moat around the schoolâÂ
let ricky be single challenge
she just said âlolâ i cant
props to ricky for keeping calm during the show after he saw mike and jenn
ah so lily is a child of divorce?
âlily scramâ
RICKY AFTER THE CURTAIN OPENS WHY IS THIS FUNNY
STOP MAZZARA IS THE VOICE OVER
HE SOUNDS REALLY GOOD
how did ricky do that so fast-
put on gloves over the cast, makeup, and a mask?
i dont work with costumesÂ
AMERICA EXPLAIN
The one scene we get from the show...
Yay Steph!!!!
âBig Red has not thrown up in twenty minutesâ ashlynâs little smile
âshe heard wrongâ
someone please explain how spotlighting the judge is a good idea it makes it seem like things went wrong
âCarlos is a seasoned professionalâ honey carlos is on the verge of a mental breakdown
âHe says help
Communication
Seb translating for Carlos is beautiful dramatic, yes, but im right.Â
im so proud of them. they go from not talking for a week to seb being able to tell how carlos is feeling based off a stoic expression.
SOULMATE SHIT
IM SORRY NO BOP TO THE TOP CALLBACK
LIKE NONE
WHO WANTS TO RIOT WITH ME?!?!
wait so carlos goes from on the verge of a mental breakdown to full on performing and speaking?!?!?!? Speaking well too, not stumbling.
he looks so comfortable on stage when not even ten minutes ago he looked like he was going to vomit?
h e l p
ashlynâs little laugh!
NINI IS A FORK IM LAUGHING THIS IS GREAT
big red lookinâ at his girl
ricky what are you doing?
ASHLYN AND GINA
I QUIT THEYâRE ADORABLE
GET IT KOURTNEY
howieâs little mouth drop
i cant with sebs costume i should not be laughing how is he able to do a kick line
ASHLYN MY LOVE
be our guest was enjoyable. it had a lot of moving parts. frankie and dara sounded really good. itâll probably grow on me the more i listen to it.
is it just me or did be our guest lack some energy?
NATIALIE IS SO AGGRESSIVE
awww gina bb
portwell!!
âmy mom sent me jordan fisherâ
big red and ricky!!!
...what is big red doing? has he been faking sick?
âPLEASE EVERYONE REMAIN IN THE SAME ROLE YOU STARTED INâÂ
BEST LINE OF THE SEASON OMFGÂ
alright what the hell is up with howie?!?
kourtney is so excited and then downer howie comes to ruin it
nina just write âthanks for being the best bro and glad youre not deadâ
btw kourtney and gina look really good in their costumes
ASHLYN!!!!
SHES SO PRETTY THANK YOU
redlyn!!
gina and jamie!!!Â
he looks so proud
glad gina gets to see her family!
cute scene, jordan is a nice addition!
RICKY AND THE BOWL
julia lester is killing it with the vocals
big red is so in love
seb bouncing in the costumeÂ
âsheâs never looked at me that way beforeâ evil smirk
PORTWELL GLANCES
my heart fricking stopped when carlos went on stageÂ
being early on your cue/missing is awful would highly not recommend
a bop to the top callback after this would have been perfect
those harmonies!!
THEYRE SO IN LOVE
ummm phone call?
CHIPS BIG SCENE
...why wasnât seb cogsworth?Â
alright that was really good. everyone (even the backup) sounded really good. portwell rights! ashlyn rights! kowie rights! acting rights!Â
so mazzara and jamie?
Ashlyn is the perfect Belle fight me
âEat it Zackey Roy!â how about âyay kiddos, nice job!â
ejâs little dance
âbc youâre ginas brotherâÂ
he is enamored by her it is adorable
EJ CASWELL RIGHTS
âhey, jordan fisher, would you like to f up one of three stableish ships in hsmtmts?â âsure, im in!â
ej!!!
aww hopefully he doesnt take the conversation too heart. they both like each other so much.
Portwell is so enjoyable to watch.
return of the bro
ej go get your girl dont worry about her brother please
SOMEONE TOUCHED THE PROPS
all hands on deck
âCan you just jump off something highâ
I seem to remember Ricky falling from something high last episode, is that correct?Â
She tells this to one of her most UNSTABLE kids
Oh shit
Miss. Jenn
Wtf
like what the actually hell
look at the kids faces theyâre heartbroken
Miss. Jenn why. Youâre stressed about the show, but youâre not performing it. They are. They have to worry about lines and cues and pitches, not you. Miss. Jenn has literally gone at the kids this season. Opening night speech too Ash and Ricky, shutting Seb down, that comment. She has become obsessed with the Menkies and North High. It has gotten really bad. These kids have put everything into this show, even their relationships (both platonic and romantic) and that is how you repay them?Â
I didnât think they would address this, I lost hope after last week but I am so glad theyâre going too.
Someone send Seb after Miss. Jenn please, let him rip into her, he would do very well.
Miss. Jenn is supposed to be the role model and she just told a kid to jump off something high.
nina has been a godsend this episode, props to her!
havenât been the biggest nini fan this season (off and on for me), but she was very behaved this episode.Â
if there is anything the east high kids are good at, itâs bullshitting their way out.
âaim for my faceâ character growth
I KNEW IT
LILY WHY HOW WHEN WHYÂ
WTF THEY END THERE I CANNOT WITH CLIFF HANGERS
I liked the episode. Didnât love it, but liked it. I really wish we got to see more acting, like we didnât even see Big Red and E.J go on stage. Not even the iconic yellow dress. Some of the drama is so unnecessary, like why Mike and Jenn? What is with the Kourtney and Howie drama the writers insist on having, canât they just be happy?
Besides the whole harness incident (burn that harness and mask it is causing so many problems) the production went very well, too well. This is East High weâre talking about.
Promo thoughts because what
oo theyâre sneaking, maybe Big Redâs thingy
YES ASHLYN GETTING THE LOVE SHE DESERVES
oo Kowie confession?
portwell please be okay
what is up with carlosâ hair?
so seb, miss. jenn, and carlos scene? this has the potential to be very beautiful.
âItâs not overâ not this again...Â
iâm thinking carlos and seb are going to talk to miss jenn.
Sidenote, if we do not get a good seblos scene I will riot.
Hopefully Miss. Jenn apologizes with a billion sorrys
rini you just broke up please dont get back togetherÂ
im scared
if it is a scene where they close the book i will be very happy
Are we getting a flash forward scene? Iâm pretty sure Miss. Jenn said Menkies arenât till two plus weeks after the show.
We know based off the promo pics Ej and Gina are at the cast party, what went wrong?
Wait do we not get to see the finale of the show?
We better see the goddamn transformation
how does lily home and core four song fit in? im more curious about the lily one.
In conclusion, I am not ready for this to be over and the transformation needs to be sent to hell.
#disney+#hsmtmts#hsm series#hsmtmts season 2#hsmtmts spoilers#ricky#ricky bowen#nini#nini salazar roberts#nina#nina salazar roberts#ej#ej caswell#gina#gina porter#portwell#ashlyn#ashlyn moon caswell#ashlyn moon#ashlyn caswell#big red#redlyn#kourtney greene#kourtney#howie#kowie#seb#seb mathew smith#carlos rodriguez#seblos
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idk if u do rqst but i love ur writing! can u do jj x reader in a secret relationship bc shes a kook & also kiaraâs enemy? maybe kiara having a lil crush on jj and when she found out, thats when the drama happens? kie confronts y/n and they get into a fight!! đ€ im sorry if you dont do requests ): just ignore this then!
thank you so much for requesting! I havenât written for JJ in so long I hope this is okay!
You didnât necessarily enjoy sneaking around. You hated lying to your friends about where you were and what you were doing but you knew it was for the best. You knew your friends would look down on you for dating a pogue, but that wasnât even what you were worried about. It was his friends. One friend in particular. Kiara. You knew kiara from school and you even used to hang out with her during her kook year. You were never what you would have called friends but you got along and were civil so when she completely turned on you at the end of last year you were more than a little surprised.
You had tried to talk to her, even if you didnât much care for her you didnât want any animosity between the two of you. But she hadnât wanted to know and youâd given up trying pretty quickly. If she wanted to isolate herself from the whole school then youâd leave her to it. You never imagined your paths would have to cross much again besides sharing the same maths class. But then JJ had happened. And it hadnât meant to happen.
Youâd been at a kegger, nothing unusual about that. But your friend had ditched you to hook up with a touron so youâd found yourself wandering around the fire pit alone and more than a little intoxicated. Thatâs when youâd bumped into him. Youâd seen him around before but youâd never spoken nor had the chance to get a god look at him. And now you had? You were enchanted. His messy blonde hair wasnât something youâd usually find attractive but it suited him. You got lost in his blue eyes, eyes full of hope and laughter. Youâd spent hours sitting with him, talking and laughing. Until kiara had appeared and all but ripped him from your side.
âKiara what the hell?â Youâd asked jumping up from the log you were sat on with a glare.
âStay the hell away from my friends.â She spat back with a scowl to match yours.
JJ had intervened before a fight could break out, he held kiara back, profusely apologising to you before pulling her away. Heâd found you on Instagram the day after and sent you another apology and since then youâd been practically inseparable.
âDo you think we will ever tell anyone?â You ask. Your chin was resting against JJâs chest as you looked up at him, the sunlight coming through your window casting an ethereal glow across his tanned skin.
âI dunno y/n.â JJ sighs, he hated when you brought this topic up, âitâs complicated.â
âI know,â you lift your head, reaching a hand up to caress his cheek lightly, âbut I mean in the future. Surely we canât hide forever.â
JJ lifts his head, eyes softening as they meet yours, âone day yeah. Donât think I donât ever want the whole world to know youâre mine, cause I do.â
You quickly crawl up his chest and plant a kiss to his lips, the smile on your face making it hard to kiss him properly, âI want the whole world to know Iâm yours. I want kiara to know Iâm yours, so she can stop eyeing you up.â
JJ rolls his eyes and drops his head back with a groan, ânot this again,â you hear him sigh, âshe does not have a crush on me, y/n.â
âYes she does!â You sit up, straddling his lap so you could look down at his face, âyou donât see the way she looks at you! Also, youâre completely oblivious to everything. I was dropping hints for weeks before finally out right saying I liked you.â You roll your eyes.
âThat was different! I just convinced myself you would never be interested in a pogue like me.â JJ looks up at you, a small shrug rolling off his shoulders.
âJJ you know I donât care about that stuff.â You lean down placing a kiss lightly to his lips.
âI know that now.â JJ replies, placing his hands on your hips as he kisses you again.
â-
It had been months since youâd started dating JJ, seven to be exact. And youâd both done a pretty good job at hiding the fact from other people. Your parents were out most of the time and your neighbours were elderly so it wasnât hard to sneak him in and out of your house. Youâd been to his a couple of times but he liked to keep you away from his dad as much as possible and you were perfectly okay with that.
You were currently attending what you were sure would be the last kegger of the year as the nights were starting to get noticeably colder as winter rolled around. You had a hoodie on, oversized and pulled over your hands to protect against the chill. You found it increasingly hard to stay away from JJ at keggers, because every time your eyes found him there was some touron trying desperately to get into his pants. You trusted JJ but that didnât mean you liked to see it.
Your eyes were only pulled away from the blonde as a commotion broke out behind you. You werenât at all surprised to see Rafe tackling someone to the ground, Topper not far behind him. Before you knew it there was at least eight people rolling around in the sand fighting. You tried to get away from the punches but before you knew it someone had been thrown in your direction, tumbling into your legs and pulling you to the ground with them. You let out a squeal as you fell backwards into the sand, hurting your lower back as you landed.
âGet off of me.â You growled pushing the drunk kook away from your legs.
âY/N!â You heard your name being shouted, the kook was lifted away from you and chucked into the sand and suddenly JJâs concerned face appeared in front of yours, âare you okay?â He asks his hands coming to rest on your shoulders as he looks you up and down for any obvious injuries.
âIâm fine.â You smile resting your hands gently on his wrists, âmy back hurts a little but Iâll be okay. People will see.â You tried to pry his hands away but he wouldnât let you.
âI donât care, that asshole could have seriously hurt you!â JJ complains, his hand moves to your cheek, âare you sure youâre okay?â
You open your mouth but you donât get a chance to reply. âWhat the hell is this?â Kiara asks appearing behind JJ with a look of disgust on her face, âJJ? What the fuck?â
JJ looks at her over his shoulder, his brows furrowed in a scowl, âback off kiara, nows not the time.â
âI think nows a perfect time to explain what the fucks going on.â She crosses her arms in front of her chest as her friends join her, confused looks crossing their faces.
âKiara-â you begin but she cuts you off.
âI wasnât talking to you! I swear to god if youâre messing with him Iâll beat the crap out of you.â Kiara steps forward, popes hand on her shoulder stops her.
JJ stands up, helping you up with him, âsheâs not messing with me! Weâve been dating for seven months. We didnât tell you because we knew this is how youâd react.â
âSeven months?â Kiara splutters out, âwhat the hell? If youâre using him for some plot to get back at me-â
âIâm not using him!â You step around JJ and closer to Kiara, âI have no plot to get back at you because I have no reason to! Youâre the one with a problem here not me! Iâm sorry that youâre like in love with him or something but he isnât interested!â
âIâm not in love with him, you have no idea what youâre talking about.â Kiara steps forward again, now only inches separating the two of you.
âOkay letâs calm down a minute.â John B speaks up pulling Kiara back as JJ tugs on your arm, âI think we should hear them out before starting any fights.â
âLook, Iâm sorry that Iâve been lying to you guys, but I knew the reaction weâd get. And we really like each other, we didnât want anything to ruin it.â JJ explains with a sigh, âand in y/nâs defense, she wanted to come clean months ago, it was me who said no.â
âWell I didnât see this coming.â Pope speaks up but he smiles and lets out a chuckle, âit explains why youâve been so damn happy lately man.â
âYouâve really been dating for seven months?â John B asks with raised brows, you both simply nod in answer, âLook, Iâm okay with it. Like Pope said, this is the happiest weâve seen you in a long time.â
âWell I am not okay with this!â Kiara cuts in with a frown, âyou know how I feel about her! I canât believe you guys donât even care.â She shoots you another glare before turning on her heel and storming off.
The boys watch her walk away for a few seconds before turning back to you, âweâll talk to her, sheâll come around.â John B sighs and hurried after her.
âIâm happy for you guys!â Pope calls over his shoulder with a grin as he follows after his friend.
JJ lets out a huff of breath he hadnât realised heâd been holding, âthat went bad, but not nearly as bad as I expected.â
âAre you kidding? She wanted to smash my face in!â You complain.
âBabe, she always wants to smash your face in.â JJ looks at you with a cheeky grin, âbut at least I can do this now.â
He grabs your hips and leans forward, his lips meet yours in a slow kiss, your arms wrap around his neck and hold him close to you, âand I donât care who sees.â He mumbles against your lips before connecting them again.
#jj maybank x reader#jj maybank imagine#jj maybank#outer banks#outer banks fic#outer banks imagine#my writing#requested
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Why I think Feysand were OOC in ACOSF
I hope that no one misunderstands from the title but let me say this is a 100% PROfeysand post. so if you hated feysand even before acosf, then this post isn't for you.
So i've seen a lot of interesting theories about feysand's and in particular rhys' behaviour and choices throughout acosf. and while alot of them seemed possible and may have been the case canonically speaking, even as a feysand stan i just couldn't seem to wrap my head around some of the things they said and did in the book. they just both seem OOC, its the only pausible explanation for me.
To understand why feysand were OOC in the book we have to look at this through a narrative perspective. as in we have to ask why would the author write the character/s in this way?
a quick overview of what a character arc is
so there can be a lot of variations of a character arc in a story but the basics is as follows (how does the character go from point 'a' to point 'b'):
the 'big lie' - the views/beliefs/actions the character has at the start which will be challenged throughout the story (this is point 'a')
the 'incident' - a plot point in which starts development of the character. something that spurs the character into action, this most ofter happens when they are placed in an unfamiliar situation. this usuallyy is the intial challenge to their 'big lie'. at this point the story will move forward and theres no going back.
the midpoint - the character changes conciously or subconciously, they start to recognise their own flaws in the 'big lie'.
world collaspes - this is usually on the heels of a victory, the character reaches the lowest point in their journey. they finally confront 'the big lie' and forces to stop this deception they inflict on themselves. they can destroy it or it will destroy them.
the climax - the reason for the story. the reason why the character had to take this journey in order to get to this moment. the moment that the character will decide once and for all whether they will go forward to point 'b' or regress back to point 'a'
the resolution - the character reaches point 'b'. their view/beliefs/actions have changed, they no longer believe in the 'big lie'.
So obvisouly the main character in acosf is Nesta. What sjm does in her books is that every plot point and development of secondary characters is in service to the arc of the main character. None of the character's outside of Nesta have their own development. Not even Cassian, any sort of changes or developments he undergoes is in service to Nesta (a complete missed opportunity for Cassian but that a whole other point). And before anyone tries to say otherwise, you can have development for characters even if they are secondary ones (and for a book that is 800+ pages long it is definitely possible). An example is with his can also be seen with Gwyn. Her leaving the library for the first time was a huge moment for the character, but she did so, in order to comfort Nesta after her big fight with Cassian. It was also so that Nesta, Gwyn and Emerie could all be together in Illyria so they could be kidnapped and forced to enter the blood rite (where the final showdown occurs with Nesta and the villan).
so what has this got to do with feysand and why are they OOC?
In fact the entire plot with feyre's pregnancy was made to give chracter developments for Nesta. There was nothing written in the book that suggested any developments for feyre and rhys. it did nothing for them. Nesta needed to become central to the story and the only way sjm thought to keep feyre side lined was to make her pregrnant. It was also just lazy writing and world building bc there is no way that rhys would have though of this when he and feyre were trying for a baby.
SIN #1 The Shields
Rhys practicing shields (shield thats doesn't even allow anyone to even touch her) on feyre, which she just allows. the book explains because of the fact that there is more danger to her now that she's pregnant. Narratively, this would make sense if there is a payoff. Like later in the story if feyre was in physical danger and the shield saves her or if the shield became a detriment to her in some way. But no nothing like this happens. Rhys 'practices' the shield on her and thats it. Rhys, who was the same person that trusted feyre enough defend herself against the weaver. It was totally out of character that he would shield her to the point that Cassian can't even kiss her on the cheek (sounds familiar huh). and the same goes for feyre, who has no problem with this (*cough* tamlin locking her up *cough*). Thats is some OOC behaviour.
So what were the point of the shields? well since sjm made it canon that fae can smell when a female is pregnant, the biggest way they came into play was in the scene when rhys lifted it long enough so that everyone could sense that that feyre was pregnant. And It could have been just that, feyre and rhys were expecting a baby, and Nesta can go along with her development, they did not need to intersect. But it did, and we'll come back to that later. This scene is a lighthearted moment in the book, one of the rare few where all the characters are happy and celebrating a good thing. acofas we knew that rhys and feyre decided to try for a baby, and seeing it pay off here was enjoyable for the readers.
But what else does this scene do? through Nesta's perspective, we can read her thoughts on it, and though she doesn't reveal much its an important character moment for her. the readers can see that she can feel happiness for someone else beyond the self-loathing she guards herself with, it shows that she is a character worth rooting for.
SIN #2 Rhys concealing the dangers of the pregnancy from feyre
oof this one is a doosey. this was the most baffling thing to come out of acosf for me. there is literally no reason or explanation that would make sense for rhys to lie to feyre like that. It offers no development for the two character it affects the most: rhys and feyre. there no fallout on rhys' end for lying to her, and there is no turmoil for feyre such as falling into depair like we told she would (the whole reason that rhys was hiding it in the first place).
When Nesta finds out that the pregnancy was most likely going to kill feyre and the baby. instead of Nesta disagreeing and urging Rhys to tell feyre, she doesn't say anything and forms a temporary truce with him, a character she has always had conflict with. It also serves as the incident that allows Nesta to have her 'world collapse' moment in her character arc. How else was Nesta going to realise what a shitty person is was being if she didn't do something so absolutely shitty? in a fit of rage, Nesta reveals to feyre that the pregnancy was going to kill both her and the baby. she get taken away on a hike in illyria (because???) and she reaches rock bottom after she comes to term with what she did. the story is taken away from velaris and the inner circle, and any conflict and resolution that happens between feyre and rhys, if it even happened at all, happens off page. again furthering my point about the pregnancy having no impact on the two characters is affects the most. After Nesta's fleeting moment of enlightenment, and her swordplay sex marathon with Cassian (urgh) she returns to velaris and nothing has changed between rhys and feyre. there isn't really much of a development with Nesta's relationship with feyre, their 'reconciliation' occurs all of less than one page and doesn't even happen out loud, just mind to mind. Now that Nesta has had her important character moment, nothing else matters (again lazy writing).
SIN #3 Everyone dies
ok so yes everyone has said their two cents about this and i agree with it. Feyre and nyx had to die so that Nesta could have her climax moment. It is the climax of the story since it is the big story development right before the resolution. and about the bargain - feysand decided in acofas that they were going to try for a baby. meaning that it was after this decision that they struck the bargain that they would die together. so at some point they would have thought of the fact they would have a child/children when the both die. im sorry but do they seem like the kind of ppl that would make a suicide pact even if it meant leaving their children behind? TOTALLY OOC for me. and i dont know i guess also the stakes weren't high enough with just the threat of feyre and nyx dying.
So feyre and nyx are dead and rhys will soon follow and Nesta intervenes to save them. Its also a self-sacrificing moment bc she has to give up her powers in order to do this... Showing that she does truely love her family and the depths of her powers. (seriously idc how you stan or hate how does anyone this good book?). don't doubt that in the future books sjm will find a way for Nesta to get her powers back (whatever they are (pure death WHAT DOES THAT MEAN???))
So Nesta saves the day, everyone is fine and nothing has changed except Nesta is nice now probably. the end.
welp this got way longer that i expected but anyways long story short there was nothing about the pregnancy that gave development to feysand characters and it was all for the development of the main character.
i don't claim acosf!feysand and sjm better fucking leave them alone in the rest of the books.
#acotar#acosf#anti acosf#rhys#rhysand#pro rhysand#feyre#pro feyre#feysand#pro feysand#nesta#this is not an anti nesta post#at least i dont think it is#but this is definitely a fucking anti sjm post#anti sjm
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watched all of the untamed / cql in two weeks after my friend 1 told me abt mdzs a hundred years ago and my friends 2 and 3 tried to get me into cql for like two whole years and there are.
feelings.
very first scene is a very dramatic death in the middle of nightmare battle on sith planet land . i will forget abt it in the next tenish episodes and then will be very surprised when it becomes Extremely Painful
anyway magic flying gays and possession and human sacrifice! we are off to a great start
in retrospect, chaos goblin wei wuxian must have had a blast pretending to be so cRaZy and be as disruptive as he could as mo xuanyu lbr
listen. why is fire always evil coded. cant a magic clan wear red, black and orange and have flame motif while being wholesome?
For Legal Reasons These Are Not Zombies
i wish the politics of the sect were a bit clearer, especially at the beggining when the wen clan had sm power, was wen ruohan the chief cultivator? is that why they were so slow in responding to the attacks? im v confused by the pre yiling patriarch politics
fighting in the roof by the moonlight as way of flirtiiiiiiing. as i understand this is a wuxia/xianxia trope and honestly...... thank u for ur service
slight bullying and being a nuisance in general, as a way of flirting we love to see it
wwx: if i drink on the rooftop, thats not inside the cloud recesses! hmmm check and mate :D lwj: i will fuck u up so help me god  wwx: :0
i lov them
through hell or high water (quite literally) wei wuxian rem ains a trashfire gremlin till the end and i love him with my whole heart
in the pt subs wei wuxian calls jiang cheng a stubborn duck and i dearly wish that had come back
my opinions on almost every character goes from love to hate u - Hmm Me Like U - BABY. ILY. and i am Very Pleased w that. its been a while since i loved such a complete cast so much i think
no really. i WONT go into a detailed rant abt what i love about each of these characters and each of their relationships to each other. but i COULD.Â
some lan disciples in the loudest whisper ever: YEAH THATS THE JIN BASTARD MENG YAO HEARD THE GOT SUPER HUMILIATED BY HIS DAD LOL SURE HOPE HE DOESNT TAKE SLIGHTS TO HIS CHARACTER TO HEART
lan xichen, immediately: i must Love himÂ
being into problematic ppl is in the Lan genetics, we come to realize
wen qing deserves so many awards for so many things but not snapping and just stabbing wen chao is at the topÂ
that scene at lan qirens class where wwx talks about using resentful energy to fight a violent spirit. exquisite.
 It establishes Good Student lan wangji, wei wuxian as curious and questioning and not afraid of taboo, lwj sees that wwx is not, in fact, a dumb ass hes just a Dumbass, shows us the audience (esp. a western audience) how shocking the idea of disrupting the dead/dying and controlling resentful energy actually is, the theoretical foreshadow arguing, everyone else like âshUT UPâ, âand how could you ensure that the resentful energy would obey you and not hurt other?â âwell i havent thought that farâ and of course, lan qiren just straight up lobbing a hard object at wwx head,. chefs kiss
fellas is it gay to bother the hot rule obessessed nerd from ur school and make drawings of him with flowers in his hair and then hide gay porn in his book to antagonize him and ask him to hold ur hand and be ur friend and talk to him all the time and get him drunk and give him bunnies bc you know he likes them and give him a lantern and always want his attention and dedicate yourself to getting him to smile-
and after all of that wwx rly said oh i Admire him, aksd like yeah we all were there in high school buddy
i have Learned. caves = gay.
 accidental marriage +beint physically tied together with the sacred married ribbon+ gay panic+foreshadowing+bunnies! in the cave (1)
the story abt lan yi and baoshan sanren tho. i would like to see it
early days wen bros pull my heart strings like a guqinÂ
EVERYTHING about the lantern scene; disaster hets jiang yanli and jin zixuan; how wwx made lwj a bunny lantern. how soft and touched lwj was. wwx gleefully pointing out he was smiling and lwj IMMEDIATELY PULLING HIW SWORD ON HIM LMAO. tragically foreshadowy promises to do right by pepople, living without regrets. lwjs 'oh no do i love him??' face. just. all of it.Â
i have it on good acc that in the novel lwj is explicitly Repressed Gay Panicked Big Horny which is delightful and rly Adds to the performance
 baby lwj is really just conceal dont feel dont let them know u have EMOTIONS (derogatory)
jiang cheng rly went "why dont.u go play with HIM if u like him so much"
jc and wwx have big BIG annoying sibling energy dont think too hard abt it or youll cry
lotus pier is soo pretty :((((((((((((((((
up until episode 13 you could think this could be a magical ancient chinese gays pride n prejudice w swords and shenanigans ................youre just not prepared for the game of thrones of it all
seriously ha ha ha i cried so much w this show my eyes genuinely swelled up . like. physically. fun timez fun timez
that being said, its hilarious that wen xu goes to cloud recesses like 'come out or ill kill all these hostages' and then DOESNT WAIT FOR AN ASWER AND KILLS THEM ALL IMMEDIATELY. do u know how blackmail works sir
 would like to make it recorded that from day one i was like 'CALL A GODDAMN CULTIVATION G20 THIS ASSHOLE SECT IS LITERALLY MASSACRING YALL!!' and it took them like 3 or 4 massacres to do anything and they STILL sent their heirs into their territory LIKE
when wwx cites the gusu lan rules to wen chao tho. that rebel/attention whore/cutie pie 'look lan zhan i DID memorize the rules after all'Â âalso a big fuck you to the wen sect :D :Dâ sweet spot that scene achieves . delicious
all the cultivator young masters being petty af even though they are practically prisoners at the cave is hilarious and i love them
hurt and comfort + gay mistunderstandings + watsonian gay declaration music + accidental evil acquisition! at the cave (2)
its like where do i start? the fact theyre both trapped and kind of heavily injured inside an isolated cave with a murder turtle? wwx gay panicking lwj into coughing up bad blood? lwj being jealous as wwx babbles abt mianmian? telling him he shouldnt play with people and wwx saying he never played him? wwx going Oh. I See what is happening. YOU like mianmian, and lwj absolute done face ??? (iconic) wwx touching the sacred married ribbon Again? the telepathic communication? the sword? WEI WUXIAN ASKING LAN WANGJI TO SING TO HIM AS HE IS PASSING OUT AND LWJ SINGING HIM. THE SONG. HE WROTE. FOR WWX. AND THAT HE CALLED. THEIR SHIP NAME????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
they are SO insufferable pleeeeease
in the words of my friend 1 : âCQL is so gay we were all amazed how it got past the censors Ofc unfortunately it can't be novel level gay But they did their best And we love them for itâ
in the theme of songs THIS OST. WUJI HAS BEEN LIVING IN MY MIND RENT FREE SINCE I FIRST HEARD IT the whole ost is so so sO beautiful.
 the costuming in this is also soooo exquisite. the embroidery? the fabrics? the details? how every sect and clan has a distinct style and architecture? (also ik they based each off of dif periods in chinese history which is REALLY fucking cool) just chefs kiss
the direction too!. i enjoy the unusual camera movements and i think they give it that Vibe, also their composition is PARTICULARLY good when it comes to telling the subtext through position of camera/position of character (like nhs off to the side in scenes he at first glance doesnt need to be/ how lwj is often centered when hes Jealous Yearning at wwx being affectionate w other ppl, wwx return from burial mounds etc)
ik madam yu is like Badass Milf Check and shes not getting any mom of the year awards but im delighted at how messy she is. IMAGINE that woman on tiktok
you better have enjoyed gay cave (2) bc its Just Pain from here on out!Â
jiang fengmian and madame yu win the Most Dramatic Way to show they do care about each other, actually ..... ever :)
i thought jiang yanli jiang cheng and wei wuxian forcing themselves to escape yunmeng barely holding on after their parents are killed was going to be the height of pain in this show. ha.Â
the family dynamics in general on this showwwww, both blood/ adopted/ found families, brotherly bonds and lifelong friendships just. rly. truly. fucked me up. theyre all so important and complicated and well rounded and beautiful and tragic
and beyond being a Win For the Gays im so glad the relationships w wwx and jiang yanli/ wen qing were NOT changed from platonic bc they are so much better like that imo. like maybe if we didnt Live In A Society it wouldnt be so, but the fact wwx and others can love and value them so much and theres nothing romantic or sexual abt it is like. so refreshing. especially @ jyl, with the way he and jc are overprotective of her and shes such a nurturing/care taker figure for them, it would just not vibe as well if they made it romantic
i love that this is a story abt Wei Wuxian, the Yiling Patriarch aka Actual Satan/Boogey Man/Village With/Public Enemy Number One , my dude is literally a necromancer who only dresses in black and has evil smokey black tendrils wafting out of him, but the really edgy one is still jiang cheng, pastel purple fashion icon
and speaking of best/worst siblings wei wuxian and jiang cheng *immediately starts crying*Â
The Golden Core Transfer i just. no thots only tearsÂ
wen qing and wen ning putting themselves in so much danger just.... to help them. wn saving jc from wen chao. wq finding a way to get wwx to transfer his core. like thinking about the monumental work these two did to help wwx and jyl and jc... jyl trying so fucking hard to be strong and keep on moving and giver her little brothers comfort after losing everything... jiang cheng. losing his parents and his home and his ability to do anything abt it and his complete desperation and lack of self worth and turning on them with agression when he didnt realize all that they did for him ... hhhhhhhhhhhhh
me, pointing at the whole cast âi just LOVE them mom!!!â
its sad tho, that BARELY ANY of the women have like.... actual important conversations let alone relationships with each other at all in the story. and like wq and jyl have stayed at the same place for extended periods of time, where wq actively took care of her TWICE, and still! not one measly convo, nothing! ................ .đâᔧ
everyone in this show need a good sip of Self Worth and Stop Sacrificing Yourself juiceÂ
ngl the sword flying looks very dumbÂ
âa-cheng, please bring a-xian back.â âi will, i promise.â ;-;
the whole calling each other by the More Intimate Version of the name, first as teasing and later as true intimacy. mmmhmmm yes
untamed where everythings the same but wwx evil flute song is eoeo
related that scene when wwx comes back from the burial mounds for the first time w demonic cultivation and he acts all formal and calls lwj hanguang-jun and keeps being evasive and distant and mean and soooooo................. facetiousÂ
and how hes kind of desperately trying to keep intense lwj at bay (A FIRST) and avoiding actually talking to either of them and its all tension ughhh and then he MOCKS his and lwjs relationship, he jokes w him in this like... mean echo of their usual ~banter~ oofÂ
 and like!!! uncertain but so relieved jc who just HUGS him w no reservations for once and its not like he isnt just as worried as lwj abt wwx and what hes doing, but he chooses in that moment to enjoy getting him back first and mmhmMMMmMm yes (maybe my favorite scene in the whole show? MAYBE SO. )Â
highkey hurt me but also. i might be into mean wwx. i will take no criticism.
lan zhans sad eyes tho :(((((((((Â
on one hand i wish we could have seen what happened at the burial mounds but on the other the timeskip adds so much flair to his return so im hnnn
also i love that hes been missing for 3 months reappears kinda melancholic and bloodthirsty and knowing malign tricks and jc is like 'so. are u sad bc of lan wangji'
when ur bae survived the war but he thinks ur evil/ might be evil so you cant kiss :///
hmmm talking at the rooftop under the moonlight not mentioning everything that stands between usssss
they are the two jades of lan and weâll be the two heroes of yunmeng is the type of line u dont even need to know whats gonna happen to know thats gonna be sad
when they fight wen ruoshan at the nightless city i thought that was the battle we see at the first ep and its not and its so easy and theyre all like âyayy we won go wwx!â i was just. SCREAMS WHAT is gonna HAPPEN
so like. post burial mounds/sunshot campaign pre yiling patriarch wwx is like. ultra arrogant, ultra mocking, peak lil shit and it gave me e v e r y t h i n g i wanted
even tho having the wen prisoners at the targets at phoenix mountain and still having wwx and jzx shooting the arrows was???? so.... tone deafÂ
wwx: fucking w demonic energy  jyl: he has never done anything wrong in his life, ever <3 <3 (mood)
the parallels between meng yao/wei wuxian (and even xue yang a bit?) are Seen and they are Valid
wwx post burial mounds: can yall SHUT UP abt the goddamn sword (suibian left the chat)
LIKE truly, we talk abt the angst and yearning with wangxian. but what abt wwx and suibian. xianbian / xianqing angst and comfort 100k
take a shot everytime someone coughs up blood
zidian is simply the coolest spiritual weapon rip to suibian and chenqing and bichen and sendou and baixa........ but tis the truthÂ
cons: everyones families died in a nightmare war! everyones homes burned to the ground! everyone is traumatized! pros: everyone gets cooler clothes and weapons!!
wen ning and a-yuan and yanli bestest babes squad dont touch me rn
everyone: brooding and fighting                                wq and jyl: why dont you try some acupunture/drinking some soup and calm down huh? how abt that bitch??Â
showing the battle/massacre at the nightless city first was genius actually bc then everytime we have a cute scene w yunmeng bros and theyre like 'we'll be together forever! uwu' youre like oh. oh no. oh no no no.Â
justice vs lawfulness vs means and ends đ
jc: stay in the right path and practice the art of the sword            wx: yeah thats not gonna happen chief
my reaction to wwx renouncing to the sect politics to help the wens was just that elmo burning gif in succession
the dramatic rain. wen qing desperately calling out to wen ning. the ghosts/puppets killing the guards. how terrifying wn actually was while wwx was controlling him :( lwj goeing after him to try and stop him and then he just; he Sees him and understands him even if he cant actually do anything about it other than let them go.Â
âthere must be somewhere in this earth we can go to :(((((((((â
"IF I HAVE TO FIGHT THEM, I'D RATHER IT BE YOU. DYING BY YOUR HANDS WOULD AT LEAST BE WORTH IT." oh my god oh my god oh my goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooddddddd
also lwjs umbrella is white w black smoke.. . . nice
yiling patriarch / demonic farming burial mounds settlement is like one of my favorite concepts. they an "EVIL" FARMING COMMUNITY LED BY THE VILLAGE WITCH COME ON
they planted TURNIPS and LOTUS FLOWERS and ONE (1) baby and made lanterns and a common hall :(((((((
wen qing and wei wuxian, baddest bitches and genius science best friends i absolutely LOVED to see it. they rly went âis anyone gonna sibling/project partner thatâ and didnt wait for an answer
both wwx and jyl getting lotus ponds at the burial mounds and in lanling bc they miss lotus pier ;;;;;;;w
;;;;; wish jyl had actually gone into the burial mounds. we were robbed of jyl and wq meeting again and jyl meeting a-yuan and seeing the settlement and the homes and all ;w; at least jc did go, stab wounds and broken arms and all
wwx like... having thrown his whole life away to help the wens (yeah the sect leaders and jin guangshan in particular wanting his stygian tiger amulet was an Element but still) and not.... necessarily regretting it, but grappling with all of the consequences of it... becoming moody and drepressed at times, missing his family and lotus pier and his friends and probably simply missing being around people and causing trouble, extrovert that he is, lashing out at the wens and at a-yuan, just in general the whole messiness of that experience
the way the resentful energy does affect his temperament is rly nice bc its not too in your face,(i mean outside of the Shaky Hands of Rage) but like he clearly has a much lesser control on his anger and impulsivity (tall order) than both before bm and after hes ressurected
on that note A-YUAN BABIEST BABY BOY BEST BOY
lan zhan being like oh hey there wei ying fancy meeting u and our son here. just passing by u know how it is hmmmmMm and then PLOT TWIST having defied orders to go see him and being punished for it. oof;;
 they habent seen each other in like? a year? and now theyre tgt 10 seconds and are already parenting a child together
also lwj rly kneels down in the snow way too much to be healthy
wwx: calm down guyssss i wont lose control of demonic cultivation omgggg .  spoiler alert: he loses control of demonic cultivation
did u enjoy cute children? good bc now the Real Pain Begins
jiang yanli and jin zixuan rly out there APROPRIATING both disaster gays AND bury ur gays huh ;w;
i KNEW jin lings birthday was gonna fuck something up but the GASP that left my body when wwx lost control of wn and killed jin zixuan .. . .Â
im sorry and thank you aaaaAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaAAAAaAAAAAÂ
when wen ning and wen qing were telling wwx their plan i was saying NO NO NO NO NO NO out loud in despairÂ
also can we talk abt how wq is definetely talking about only the both of them surrending themselves but then? everyone else just surrenders w them? IT MAKES NO SENSE LIKE WHY WOULD THEY what would be the Point
 sometimes there are some pretty gaping jumps in logic and continuity that are just like           ?     ?
wwx: oh so when you try to murder me its justified but when i survive through dark magic and murder all of you its a "war crime"
unsurprisingly, his most feral, most spiraling moment talking to the sect leaders on the roof and attacking them and even fighting lan zhan is among my favorite scenes... its like, so painful to watch but also  so    thrilling  (and maybe my wen bbs dying arose some resentful energy in me what can i say)Â
and its JUST, all they ever wanted was to do good but then... war. and trauma. and hubris.Â
jiang cheng on the ground clearly thorn between what to do and feel is a Mood, lets just say
i was already crying when jyl showed up, but if i wasnt-
 i suffered SO MUCH through this series trying to figure out WHY jc would kill wwx. and when i understood. its somehow not as bad as i thought and also MUCH MUCH WORSE
a look into my group chat during the last flashback episodes:
SO ANYWAY. after the BLOOD BATH and RIPPING YOUR HEART OUT and FEEDING IT TO YOU the untamed goes âayy back to the present!! tu du dud ud duâÂ
literally it ends a quarter into an episode and then KEEPS GOING i had to pause and stare blankly at the ceiling for an hour
babie cultivators and detective soulmates . i do need some cute after All of ThatÂ
(not that the pain is over LOL)
lwj is significantly less emotionally repressed in the present and its delightful. hes just ALL IN with wwx. and not just in the âi would and have killed various men and risked my reputation for youâ but also âur tired here have a drink i brought it up cause i know u like it and it want you to be happy, alwaysâ
âwhen everyone praised me and wanted my power, you were the only one that challenged me. now that everyone hates me and wants me dead, youre the only one that stands by my side.â hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhnnnnnnnnnnnnnnÂ
and just filling in the blanks how lan zhan searched for him. for all of those 16 years he searched for him and was punished for it and raised a-yuan, the only survivor of the burial mounds settlement, as his own in gusu......
and jiang cheng. being the tough love uncle . having raised the yunmeng jiang clan from the rubble all alone, his whole family dead, some of it on the blame of his own brother, his siblings, his closest friends gone.......and only jin ling there needing his guidance.Â
THE PARALLEL BETWEEN JIN LING BEING A LIFELINE FOR JIANG CHENG AND A-YUAN FOR LAN WANGJI AFTER THE BATTLE AT THE NIGHTLESS CITYÂ Â
great now i made myself sad
and like . the fact! that lwj and jc dislike each other!!. jc projects blame onto him for wwx both âleavingâ him and indirectly causing their families deaths and when hes so consumed by it he makes wwx an enemy, lwj is there now? trying to protect him?? and lwj, who can never understand the pain that wwx , indirectly or not put jc through, but who was right there when jc tried to kill him and will never allow him to hurt wwx again. and how they like. in a way project blame of their tragedies onto each other while dealing with some type of survivor guilt and in their own way still loving wwx through it all??? amd in way its kind of fundamentally selfish but also tragically understandable? and like when u put it against the fact that after he disappears during the sunshot campaign they were looking for him together and fought together??
JUST. THE CHARACTERS. AND THE RELATIONSHIPS IN THIS. MAN. UGH. GOD.Â
and like i think thats what makes it so good? its such a sad and painful and violent story, edgy even, but its compelling bc at the center of it there are all of these relationships and different types of love and hope and. :( i love it
enough crying lets talk abt wwx sleeping at the jingshi with lwj and wearing his under garment for a minute đ
 jin ling just has that Was Raised by JC energy tho lmao i love him
babie cultivator squad is the perfect ammount of cute and comedic relief while still bearing the weight? of the narrative in a way, both from sizhui and jin lings existences, and also. like. how do i put this. they feel hopeful? they were born after a war, they came of age at a time of relative peace, they dont hold on so closely to the resentments of their parents/father figures, they are specifically shown as more accepting and open minded. and its like.... Hope for the future Â
one of the ?? things i love the most is the fact that the main cast are often in situations where theyre hunted/running but they like. never wear disguises... just going around in their gorgeous expensive clan clothes and hair ornaments and distinctive spiritual weapons.... maybe w a straw hat on, just for kicks
wwx teacher đ„șđ„șđ„ș
so this is why its called Yi City Misery huh
a-qing is such. an icon. im so sad. my girl even knew to leave xys dumb self rotting by the road but no one listens to her thats why theyre all dead or sadÂ
her and xue yang measuring each other up was so entertaining lmao
 its the funniest thing when hes like. HERES MY SAD STORY. FOR WHY IM A SADISTIC MURDERER. I BROKE MY HAND ONCE.Â
like ok someone broke his hand in a horrible way, and like Poverty, i get it but also like.......... that lost the brunt of a proper sob story like, 50 sadistic murders ago bby
and i love that xingchen does not entertain that for a second hes like ânot ?????? good enough???â and the best thing is he wasnt even like 'u hadto be the bigger person' or sth but ' well then break that dudes hand back, rip his arm off for i care, what do the rest of us have to do w anything???âÂ
anjo sensato :(
xue yang is like..... the sexy sadistic evil version of a himbo..... a meanbo...
the fucked upness of xyâs feelings for xxc/ xxc and sl feelings for each other... like my dude literally gave his bf HIS EYES. and xy getting so attached to xxc .... the fucked up fake domesticity.... having him hurt sl..... then desperately trying to bring him back ...................... oof
song lan........... literally had his eyes AND tongue removed, his bfs eyes put in place, was almost killed, turned into a puppet by his bf unknowingly, manipulated by xy, sees his bf killing himself in despair.... and STILL finds the strenght to get up from there, and keep on traveling and helping people and attempting to fix xxcs soul.......... like, my man. damn.Â
wangxian looking at songxiao and seeing an Actually more painful parallel for themselves. ft. that Color Coding.Â
THE A-YUAN/SIZHUI REVEAL PUNCHED ME IN THE HEART but in a good way for a change
should have know that he would be the Best Boy the cute one w all the braincells
the butterfly AND the bunny lantern. i see how it is
u know is very convenient that no one can see the stark black veins on wen nings neck, everÂ
BAT WEN NINGÂ
wns face when lwj comes into wwx room like â:0 omg did u two finally get your shit together? good for you master wei good for uâÂ
(they didnt) (yet)
DISASTER DRUNK LWJ. JUST. THRUST SOME CHICKENS TO SHOW UR RESSURECTED BAE THAT U LOVE THEM.
i have absolutely no idea WHY they gave lwj the same punishment for fighting his own sect/allies to protect the burial mounds as when they got drunk on cloud recess class days.... like? its such a ... emotional continuity error again
also is lwj gonna get an actual friend besides wwx , ever
mianmian marrying and having a family and a cute life after saying FUCK U AND UR SYSTEM TOO in a much less unhinged and dramatic way than wwx......... fills me w joy
also lol the idea that like. her husband not knowing that shes friends w satan/the boogey man/the village witch is hilarious
i love nie mingjue bc hes the resident Though Guy but also the most dramatic bitch in this show and thats Saying Something
jin ling cant have one uneventful relative can he
the fact that everyone present already knew âmo xuanyuâ was wwx at the stairs is so funny, their faces are like âoh............ wow. that. sure is a development. shockâÂ
in the tradition of extremely loud whispers wwx tells lwj with twelve guards standing like one meter away from them: HEY PSH LAN ZHAN PRETEND IM FORCING YOU TO STAY W ME DO IT
oh my god oh my god
the absolute Yearning on his face when he leaves wwx and a-yuan at the burial mounds and refuses to stay for dinner was already Enough but the fact?? they brought it back?? to this declaration of love?? their expressions??????? strike me dead right now just go ahead
lFor Legal Reasons We Cant Kiss but we will have a very sappy declaration of love and trust and look at each other in way that is the actualization of đđđđđđđđđđđđđđ
also icb all the sect leaders and guards are standing there watching them say they like like each other with a dozen swords pointing at their neck
i enjoyed the depiction of the fickle public perception and how easily it can be used to scapegoat people. when the sect leaders turn on jgy and wwx knows thats its more for convenience than anything else...
poor lxc is literally like 'oh so when YOUR problematic boyfriend gets called evil its a misunderstanding but when its MY problematic bf-'
ok like i cant get over nmj let jgy play a song that messed with his temperament at all, like maN u KNEW he might be shady wth
wwx: âhey dont say anything bad abt lan zhan hes not an arrogant dick, thats just his face.Â
ME ON THE OTHER HAND"
the cultivators as wwx is poking holes in their narrative is literally *nazaré meme*
"wei wuxian-!" "what did i break your leg, too?" not to be problematic but i laughed so hard
not as hard as "you dont have the rank to talk to me " tho
i Enjoy that, over the course of story, wwx sees that... theres nothing truly to Do, but move on. he saw how his arrogance and his mistakes hurt others, and hes trying to fix what he can, but he already did die for his mistakes and there are things he cant fix and that's. just how it is. even towards jgy, the narrative doesn't go gleefully and completely with "lets make THEM pay bc theyre the big bad" bc its not that simple, and it wouldn't lead anywhere but more pain...
re him and jiang cheng and the wens and kinda. isnt that what nhs did? scheming to displace jgy out of revenge more than any justice and doing so in the most painful way?
idk if that actually makes sense im truly just babbling
i thought the scene at the lotus pond would be CUTE but the context was PAIN again
jiang cheng finding out about his golden core and his conflict with wwx at the guanyin temple .... destroyed me but in a nice way kinda.... same way it destroys him look at his face oh god
and. the fact??? he sacrificed himself for wwx?? first?? and he'll probably never tell anyone much less wwx???? keeps me up at night
i havent decided if the neckbreak transition between jgy does sth super Evil or does he he does OR Does He yes he does O R does heeeee is sth i dislike or not
jin guangyao and wei wuxians most interesting parallel is that... theyve both seen 'hmm hey this system is fucked up' and wwx went 'so fuck it all i will renounce it and challenge it' and jgy went 'so fuck it i will use all of it to my advantage and manipulate it to my goals and whims'
the fact jgys mom was actually great and he loved her and his whole issue w it was more than simply being ashamed of being a bastard kinda got me ngl
never trust a dude with a fan.
nhs and jgy: the first rule to a convoluted and decades spanning violent revenge plot is to have fun and be yourself!Â
when a-yuan finally FINALLY remembers ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;-;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; wen ning has someone in his family back and a-yuan has someone to talk abt his wen family and wwx has him back bc he survived and lwj raised him anD HES THEIR SON. THEYRE MARRIED AND HAVE A SON. UGH.
and theyre allowed to heal. everyone is allowed to try and recover and be happy
netflix put all of the 3 endings on top of each other and it looks kinda weird actually BUT I DONT EVEN MIND :âââââââââ)
the gasp that left me when lwj says âwei yingâ and wwx turns.........
there was also a screen with âthank you mxtx for creating these characters, we hope their wishes come trueâ and i might. have cried then too. maybe.Â
that was . a ride. as is proven by this behemot of a ramble clearly i just really needed and Outlet. i am currently trying to convince dumb monkey brain to not consume the other medias of mdzs immediately bc i REALLY need to like. live. a life. and take care of real responsibilities. *longest oh boi ever*
#m.#ANYWAY#ENOUGH TALKING#THIS IS SO LONG#LOL#but whatever this is MY performative journaling i do what i want#rambling impressions abt what i watch is a thing i do now? apparently??#cql#untamed#the untamed#fun fact that chat is named 'k keeps on babbling abt the untamed' and it STILL wasnt enough#also it took me 15 episodes to realize lwj was yibo#IT WAS V SHOCKING#i did not recognize him at a l l#but in retrospect he WAS the perfect choice
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The rogue gallery members general reaction to encountering the batman who laughs and his creepy ass Robin's.
ok id like to preface this by saying that red death batman straight up crucified riddler and decapitated scarecrow and the batman who laughs is MUCH worse than red death batman.Â
i want to enjoy the dark knights metal but it is needlessly fuckin complicated with all this multiverse oververse omniverse shit. maybe i just don't have the galaxy brain necessary to get it so i apologize if this is all wrongÂ
(also i know its canon that the batman who laughs has no rogues gallery left, either because he killed them or joker killed them before he turned but hey ho hypotheticals it is)
also no one talk to me about kiss fan lookin riddler from this verse. im not ready.Â
Penguin
i think his first reaction was to laugh. Batmanâs finally gone and he took joker with him. I mean he literally calls him "bat gimp". I seriously doubt he anticipated the fallout of batman becoming some sort of hideous joker hybrid. he still chuckled when he started seeing the news. someone calling themselves âthe batman who laughsâ and âthe darkest knightâ then he sees the robins, he even recognises damien and it makes him a little sick. he books the next flight out of goodwin before things get too hot.Â
shame goodwin was burned to the ground to stop anyone leaving gotham.Â
with everyone inside.Â
Twoface
i dont think its an exaggeration to say he was absolutly fuckin horrified. it's rare that harvey and two face agree on something, but this bastard has to go. the murder and mayhem he could tolerate, hell even killing the other rogues, some of them needed to be stopped. but having to look at this creature and know it was once bruce? harvey knows better than anyone its a fate worse than death to be trapped in your own mind with someone else running the show. they do their best to stop the darkest knight, bring all the hired guns they can to the fight but it wasnt enough. Harvey dies, but at least he went out trying to do the right thing.
Poison Ivy
She sensed him coming, her flowers screaming at her to save herself. part of me wants to hope she took one look at that abomination and noped the fuck out of there to slaughter swamp or something. but we know ivy, she stands her ground like a tree planted by a river. she looks people like batman and joker right in the eye and down the barrel of a gun and says âno, you moveâ Shes not a good person, but in this verse she might as well be the hero of the story, maybe the only meta human in gotham who stood a chance against him. The batman who laughs was scared of her and thats why she had to die. if sheâd just minded her own business she might still be here but no. She dares the batman who laughs to come for her, sheâs going to take him out. for what he did to her plants, to gotham, to HER home and HER friends. unfortunately for her ivy was one of the first on his kill list. She doesn't go down without a fight. ironically it was her human qualities, the human drive to help people that got her killed. she heard one of the robins crying and went to investigate. the batman who laughs doesn't care about those robins, heâs got a basement full of jokerized kids to throw at people. 1 to trick her and a few more to hold her down while he doused the lot of them with weedkiller and gasoline then poof.
i doubt the botanical gardens will ever be the same.Â
Scarecrow
part of me wants to say heâs loving this. Heâs enjoying all the suffering and sadness and fear as the batman who laughs murders everyone and everything from the dandelions upwards . but he cant, not just because heâs not the one causing it. this is fear without meaning or purpose, this is killing hope so thoroughly that there is nothing left for people to fear, not even death. heâs not so foolish as to think he wont also be on the batman who laughs chopping block. so he makes himself scarce, works on a toxin that might be able to stop him or even slow him down so someone has a shot at it. Jon knows hes going to die, its only a matter of time before that thing calling itself the darkest knight sends one of his minions to his doorstep. Heâs been working on something to try and help the rabid robins. he has a small soft spot in his cold obsidian heart for kids and looking at these creatures makes him physically ill.Â
he thinks hes made a breakthrough, thinks heâs finally got a formula that will effect batman and the joker and hopefully, whatever abomination theyâve become . he decides theres no time like the present to try it out when word of the other rouges deaths reach him. heâs the last one left and thats....well its scary. His surprise attack works, the robins go down without a fight, screaming and scratching at their faces, their throats and each other. regrettable but if he stops the darkest knight now, maybe jon can help them. Just when he thinks heâs got him, scarecrow goes down. so close, he falls at the finishing line, his toxin having as much effect as a gentle summers breeze. Much like the original scarecrow , the batman who laughs likes using guns. For jon however? he makes an exception. poor scarecrow gets eviscerated by his own scythe, pilfered from arkham asylum by the batman who laughs. gotta love the classics, right?
Riddler
Riddler was second on his kill list. only because the batman who laughs knew how much it would annoy riddler not to be at the top. Heâs another rogue who stood a chance of stopping him if he really tried. sadly edward is nowhere near as altruistic as harvey, and could never be as strong as ivy. He likes to think his escape is for everyone's benefit. live to fight another day and all that. He learned from harvey and pamelas mistakes, took one look at this new batman and his creepy kids and said âfuck that noiseâ and tried to run. except he didn't really try. god if heâd only gotten out of the city, he would have been the only rogue that survived. the batman who laughs looks at him like a pathetic insect, unworthy of notice. heâd have killed riddler eventually, maybe put him in a riddle with no answer or a trap with no escape for extra irony points but he wasn't about to stop the little green cockroach from skittling away. but of course, riddlers ego got in the way; he just HAD to try and best this new batman, no matter how much he scared the shit out of riddler he just HAD to try. and of course, pride comes before downfall.Â
The batman who laughs helpfully provided riddler with some rope to help break his fall.Â
Harley Quinn
some part of her was happy to have joker back. he was different, scarier but she was used to the abuse. what she wasn't used to were all the kids. she recognised damian wayne but didn't quite put the pieces together to realise it was bruce under there. she thought maybe he was just a random casualty . she tried hard to look after the kids but they act like animals rather than humans, there was nothing she could do.As time went on she found it harder and harder to sit at the right hand of this clown prince of horrors. harley has always been along for the ride, but how are you supposed make the whole world laugh if everyone in it is dead? i dont know what happens to harley in this world. either she leaves and much like joker, the batman who laughs fails to notice, shes killed by him because he was bored or she does when the world is destroyed by barbatos. either way, no happy endings here.Â
Thanks for this incredibly depressing ask Ghostly T-T
im kidding, im kidding it was fun! it makes me wish i knew what the everloving FUCK was going on with this verse so i could enjoy it properly. the only comic store i know of has been closed since like march of last year and i don't know what im looking for on amazon to actually order them. i have 1 issue of nth metal but it was interesting enough that i want the collection.
if anyone knows what the collection is actually called hmu bc i wanna buy it.Â
yes i could read it online but i like owning the hard copies.Â
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LEXâS 2020 APPRECIATION POST PT. II !
â to the lovely moots & followers who i talk to quite often (or pretty much everyday), this oneâs for you.
thank u for being in my life, you made my 2020 so so much better. iâm so grateful october lex decided to make a tumblr acc đ„Č
iâll try my best to keep it kinda short đ„Čđ
in alphabetical order:
@4fterh0urs â my omega phoebe đ©âŒïž ily so much bc youâre both extremely stupid n extremely smart at the same time. u mean so much to me and i love talking to u even if u call me such weird as nicknames every damn day đ youâre so sexy n hella intimidating smfh idk how i was able to make u my bitch (JK PLS DONT KILL MEE) anyways, thanks for being a real one bae + youâre the person i block the most, so youâre special ig đčđ ily youâre actually such a sap but u pretend to be all tough heh <33
@archivednikes â my solar system, my wh*re (lovingly) hi bae đŁ ok yk how much i love u but. im gonna tell u again: ILYSM!! OKAY??? please know that youâre such an amazing human being and youâre SO incredibly talented. god i love u so much please take care of yourself baby, youâre always so kind to other people and i hope you can do the same to yourself. once again, i am so fucking glad you decided to slide into my inbox that day, because now i look forward to talking to you every single morning. insert grabby hands ilysm <33
@boosyboo9206 â onyx hi babes! iâm so so grateful for you omg u dont even know it. you always manage to cheer me up with your antics and youâre always here to support me đ„ș whenever iâm down you somehow aways manage to make me feel a lil better. i love talking to u whether itâs about sth as mundane as the weather or even your obsession with the word peepers. thank you for being you, please take care of yourself and stop sleeping so damn late. ilysm <33
@ch4jime â chloe bae!! đ hi omg ilysm youâre so cute and cool and nice urghh thanks for always checking up on me! i love love seeing you in my asks, youâre such a lovely person to be around. i seriously need to be better at dropping in other peopleâs inbox, so just know that iâll work on hanging out on your blog more often this year bc ily! i wish u all the best and please never stop being you baby mwah <33
@fairyoomi â hi bae đŁđŁ how are u?? i know we donât talk much anymore, and thatâs okie, but i still wanna write u this lil note because iâm so thankful i met you here on tumblr. youâre an amazing writer and u were so sweet to me even when i was a teeny blog who didnât know anyone. i admire u a lot, yknow? thanks for being such a friendly and welcoming person, ily <33
@gu3to â mochi bestieo đ idk if youâll even see this smh so iâm just gonna text u after this (if i donât forget to rip) okay so. hello?! youâre so mf cool and youâre a trendsetter đ€© yes yes im fueling your god complex itâs bc ily smh. youâre so dumb i wanna choke u sometimes but i wonât bc iâm also just as dumb đ pls stop disappearing from the face of the Earth okay ilysm you always keep it real and i know i can always count on u to listen to uh... my shit. okay so when are we gonna make out? đ€š oki bye <33
@hoekageyama â wifey!! maddie baby urghh yk how much i love you, youâre one of my earliest moots im pretty sure? and aaaaa iâm so so glad i decided to be weird as hell and slide into your asks that day (pancreas. sighs. iconic.) youâre my numero uno whenever i wanna bark about hot 2d boys and what iâd let em do to me coughs err yea hehe. please take care of yourself baby youâre such a sweet and kind and loving person and iâm so glad to have you in my life. smh we text each other lovey dovey texts anyway but i still wanna do this for u đ ilysm!!! <33
@honeyskawa â lani baby hi! i know you havenât been super active lately, but i just wanna tell u that i appreciate u so so much!! you honestly made my goddamn week when u sent me that ask about how i inspired you bc what the heck?? never in my life have i expected to have such an impact on someone. youâre a wonderful writer honestly. i love u so much and i hope everythingâs going well baby, iâm excited talk to u more whenever you decide to be active on tumblr again <33
@jougogo â kaybae hi!!! you havenât been on tumblr much lately but hi sexc itâs me lex lol iâve moved accs hehe đ i hope u see this whenever u get your phone back cries. youâre such an amazing person to be around, always so cheerful and friendly, you exude so much positive vibes and ilysm. you always manage to lift up the mood with your sexc self and i admire u for that. youâre so incredibly chaotic and fun to be around ahrgehxhh i appreciate u sm and i hope youâre taking care of yourself bby ily <33
@kemochie â my waluigi, my favorite f*rry, hi đ urghhh god we just started talking everyday pretty recently but god. youâre so funny??? and i love bullying u bc u give me so much material to bully u with (ok jkjk i love u thatâs why i bully u smh) also, youâre so incredibly supportive and u were actually the one who pushed me to finally post that atsumu fic, even tho stupid me accidentally deleted it LMAOBSBD anw, u bring sm joy in my life, so thank u for that. weâre a small lil filf and youâre the milf to my dilf LMAO ilysm mwah!! <33
@kenmaki â gabbae! virgo bestie!! hi hi !! youâre such a talented person and youâre an amazing writer, and i hope one day u can get past your insecurities and see yourself as the wonderful person u truly are. i love how we were able to relate to each from how similar virgos think + our initial conversation of dick measurements and such will forever be seared into my memory. and congrats on getting a daily railing on the dash HSBDH i donât look at em i promise lol đ€©đ€© jdbdhdh ilysm bby <33
@miyams â ren sweet babie hi! youâre so incredibly talented please donât listen to stupid hate anons. iâll stab them with a serrated knife if i have to đ đȘ youâre so flippin cute and sweet i love talking to you, and i love love love whenever u come by my inbox to say hi. i hope we can talk even more in 2021, my dms and asks are always open for u bby (even though i suck at replying right away, sorry abt that huhu) i love u sm baby please take care of yourself <33
@miyasangel â ardie bae đ hi sexc!! i still cant believe we talk like everyday now lmaoo i used to think youâre so freaking cool (i still do) and now iâm friends w u whattaheck đ„Č youâre such an amazing writer wtf. i hate that we had to start our friendship on such a sour note (ehem discord ehem) but iâm really glad it brought us closer together. ily cockarden iâll be sure to bully u even more HAHAGS IM JK makes out w u so hard bc youâre so damn hot ily đŁâŒïž <33
@owlywrites â owly baby hello! ily so so much and youâre so talented, you deserve so much recognition. i hope i can read more of your fics soon bc theyâre so well written ugh đŁ thanks for always checking up on me and always being so incredibly sweet. i love u so so muchhh huhu i wanna give u the biggest hug in the world :( please take care of yourself and never stop being your genuine self kith kith <33
@rilacry â milfy gorlillola đđâŒïž hi sexc. omfg i was so intimidated by u wtf (and i still kinda am smh) bc youâre so cool?? and your writing n carrd making skills are amazing as hell wtf. u just exude BDE bc youâre hella hot AND bc u wanna peg everyone. anyways,, iâm glad we got closer recently, even if it was out of really wack circumstances. ily bae pls stop sticking your memojis everywhere mwah <33
@rintaroll â my kue tete âčïžâčïž ilysm smh bye i canât believe weâre close now wtf youâve always been so cool and sexc đ©âŒïž oh god i rmb when u were still on your old acc and u seemed so out of reach and i was a lil intimidated ANDBDJD SHHH but yea now ik youâre just a big h word dork and i love u for that đŁ i wish u all the best for your singing career bby youâre such a talented writer AND singer wtf. also youâre so pretty???? wtf how rude đ JKJK HAHHSBD ilysm kithes u so hard <33
@tetsoleil â geegee!! hi baby đŁ thanks for being such a sweet human being ily! itâs been a while since we actually talked yeah? but i still want u to know that i love u a lot and i appreciate u so much. iâm so so grateful youâre in my life because youâre such a joy to be around. youâre an amazing writer bby and i hope you get the recognition u deserve. iâm always here for u if u need anything. ilysm bby <33
@velvetfireworks â rachie bae đ€© my bakso goreng, my golden kiwi!!! ily!! hehe im so glad i decided to slide in your dms when u asked me if i was indo. but ahhhh youâre ao sweet and cute and supportive ilysm. an amaaazing writer and i admire your work so much, but i think youâve heard me say that multiple times before. iâm so glad we became closer recently through our love for greasy food and wonky lil faces đđđ kith kith ilysm <33
@yato-o â yato baby hi!! urgh honestly i appreciate u so so much?? i feel so lucky to be able to get to know you. i donât even remember how we met but ahhh thank u for always stopping by and have a chat with me even though i know youâre a busy person. please take care of yourself and get some rest whenever u need to! donât feel pressured to come on here if youâre tired baby, im so grateful to have u in my life, i luv youu <33
HAPPY NEW YEAR YOU SEXY BAES!
kisses, lex
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Heya! Not a new follower but I never really had the courage to send anything thru your askbox (: i just wanted to say that i really love your works and love the age gaps! Reason why im saying this is bc of one ask i saw and also bc my bf is seven years older than me and literally everyone we know gives us tons of shit for it. Last week he broke down abd told me we should break up bc he doesn't want me to go thru all that bullshit for him. I'm gonna be 21 in late december and he turned 28 in early September and one of my now ex friends sent him a card saying "happy bday old geezer go fuck someone your own age". We'd been together long distance ever since I was 19 and this year he finally managed to move in my town. When we were long distance it was easier to deal w these comments but now that we can't even go out bc we'll bump into someone we know is fuckin awful. Is our relationship really not okay? I have my fair share of traumatic experiences and his family situation is actually pretty similar to Touya (he introduced me to bnha bc he really connected with dabi and before that shouto for slightly diff reasons) but like, idk my therapist says she doesn't think my traumas are influencing me to be w someone older (i cant explain it any better bc it would ve too personal) but yea I'm just so fucking scared and worried and even though your works are helping both of us it's still so hard some days. If we break up I'd rather it be bc we just don't click anymore, not bc someone doesn't like that he's seven years older than me. What do you think? Are we really doing the wrong thing by being together? Is he a bad person for bejng with me when i was 19? Weve always been fully aware of our age difference and didn't just jump in the relatiinship, we rlly talked about it cuz we know we shouldn't fall back on ppl who have too much going on to help us and for us to help them if that makes sense so why is it so bad? Sorry for this long depresing ask i just dont know where else to say it without feeling judged..
hello anon <33
first off, i want to begin by saying that i'm super happy to hear that you can find comfort in my work; that means so very much to me <3
oh gosh anon babie i am so sorry this is causing you both so much stress and anguish!! i have a lot to say so please bear with me, my response will be long!!
first of all, in my opinion, as long as your relationship is healthy and you both are happy, then it is absolutely NONE of anyone else's business. you're both adults. you both took the time to seriously think this out and made an informed decision. no two relationships are alike; they're all unique and they all depend on the participants in the relationship, you know? age gaps aren't always inherently BAD. they can be, but almost anything 'can be' bad (ie too much coffee can be bad for you, too much time spent online can be bad for you, etc.). circumstances and nuances and all of those little details matter A LOT, and they will vary greatly from relationship to relationship depending on a variety of factors. i think that there are so many people in our contemporary world that so desperately wish that moral matters such as these were easily definable and neatly categorized to fit into these tiny little boxes of GOOD and BAD when in reality morality is so extremely grey.
for example, the relationship between, letâs say, a 21 year old student and her 28 year old teaching assistant, or a relationship between a 21 year old worker and her 28 year old supervisor would have a more substantial power imbalance than the more simple imbalance in your own relationship which, based on the information you've given me, seems to ONLY pertain to the age difference. now, those examples i gave above don't automatically make those relationships BAD, it just means that there is a bigger potential for misuse of that power, etc etc. my point here being that there are SEVERAL factors that would influence an abusive or toxic misuse of that power, not always solely the age difference itself. does that make sense?
i think that card your ex friend sent him is incredibly tasteless. once again, your relationship is absolutely none of their business. also, if you've discussed this with your therapist and they don't think that it's harming either of you, i think that's a good sign!
i think it's also important to keep in mind that everyone will have different opinions on this situation, just as everyone has their very own set of morals and opinions and beliefs. everyone will have different feelings and 'truths' towards it. but your opinion doesn't have to align with theirs. YOU know your relationship best. YOU know what is true for your specific relationship and what isn't. just because one person doesn't agree with your relationship or thinks it is somehow 'wrong' doesn't mean it IS. there are plenty of people who think the content i create is 'wrong', and their opinions are fine and valid, and they're allowed to have them. i, however, 100% disagree with them, for several reasons. and that's okay, we can agree to disagree, and move on with our lives.Â
i think what i'm really trying to say is: COULD an age gap contribute to some sort of misdoing (ie abuse) in a relationship? sure. does it ALWAYS? no, not at all. COULD a relationship with no age gap experience the exact same misdoings? YES, absolutely. there's so much more that goes into an unhealthy/bad/toxic relationship; so many other factors, you know? an age gap is just one of those things that COULD *potentially* be a singular factor, but is in no means and by no way ALWAYS a factor, or is this ALWAYS the case.
i totally get what you mean when you say youâd rather you break up because you donât mesh well, NOT because of what others think of your relationship, and i agree!! i think itâs super sweet that heâs so considerate and is worried about what you might go through due to the judgemental people youâre surrounded by, but if you think he is worth the suffering, then tell him so! to answer your final questions: no, i do not think itâs wrong for the two of you to be together: this is a consensual relationship between two adults. i most definitely do not think he is a bad person; what would make him a âbadâ person are his INTENTIONS. if he got with you at the age of 19 with the INTENT to use the power imbalance an age gap may sometimes present to HIS advantage, heâd be doing the wrong thing. if he was manipulating you and using your inexperience or naiveness against you, he would be doing the wrong thing. do you see where this is going? his intention matters a lot more than the seven year age gap, in my personal opinion.
at the end of the day, it's your decision, and your morals, and your relationship. i can only offer you my opinions here, but you in no way have to agree with them, you know? it isn't my place (or anyone else's!!) to tell you whether or not your relationship is 'bad'. that's up for the two of you to decide. ultimately, i can only give you my thoughts based on the information youâve given me; i donât know either of you or your relationship, but YOU DO!! work together to make an informed decision based on the unique details of YOUR relationship, and try not to care what others think. there will always people who disagree with you, no matter what youâre doing, no matter how good youâre striving to be, and honestly thatâs their problem, not yours. what matters is that YOU know the truth.
i hope this all makes sense anon, and i hope it helps a little <3 these are my personal thoughts on the issue!
#tw age gap#just in case <3#but anyway sweetpea i hope this makes sense!!!#ultimately no one can tell you what to do except for you#we can all just offer our opinions on the situation#i wish luck and health and happiness to the both of you <3#also thank you for your other message last night!!! it was so so so sweet <3 i will cherish your words forever!! <33#please stay safe and drink your water bb <33 sending u so much love!!!#inky.bb#clari gets mail
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