#send more asks pls i love talking abt my wips

[little-meowyao]

OMG YOUR WIPS!!! PLEASE TELL ME ABOUT "Omega Broodmares JGY", "toxic 3zun" ans "NHS kills JRS"

@zilia1938 NHS kills JRS here

Okay so for the NHS kills JRS WIP is pretty much what it says on the tin. NHS plots to kill JRS. I'm a firm believer that JGY did not kill JRS and I also believe NHS was completely morally beyond salvation after NMJ died.

He drove MXY to suicide and (if indirectly) did the same to QS, so it makes sense to me that he would be doing the "destroy you and kill your entire family" punishment. So yeah, in this, he poisons JRS's food with a slow acting poison, and JGY and QS wake up to their son dead on his bed.

Jin Guangyao takes a closer look, and feels his smiling mask breaking. If not for the stillness of his chest, the pale hue of his skin, and the lack of color on his lips, Jin Rusong could just be asleep. The sudden realization gave him whiplash, and Jin Guangyao braces himself on the bed, before his knees give out.

"A-Song, A-Song, no, no, no, gods no–"

The omega broodmare JGY one is also pretty much what it says on the tin. There is a shortage of omegas (because yk. People kill them a lot), so there's this "service" (aka trafficking) where people (alphas) that are rich enough can "rent" an omega to mate with and have children. These omegas get little to no post partum care and the resting period is however long it takes to get to a place to another or to get bought again.

I'm working off CQL canon mostly, so what happened is that, a little after being thrown out of qinghe, JGY is captured by these people. He stays as a broodmare for 10 years (and 13 pregnancies in 10 years), and the LQR (who's a beta and who's utterly clueless about how any of That works) buys him and pays the price to keep hin to marry LXC.

JGY is very weak at that point, he has horrible chronic pain (esp during heat) because of continuous pregnancy and forced heats and stuff.

Lan Xichen supports him heavily with a hand around his waist as they walk through Cloud Recesses, holding his hand. Meng Yao is grateful, that he doesn't have to expose his poor balance and weak body just yet. "Mingjue-xiong told me you were killed..." "Nie-zongzhu threw me out. He probably thought I would end up dead."

Lastly, toxic 3zun is a fic for a kink meme prompt where as NMJ's temper worsens, 3zun become toxic and mutually abusive. See: NMJ beating up JGY and less frequently LXC, JGY and LXC messing with NMJ's autonomy because "it's what's best", JGY manipulating/gaslighting them both out of fear/self preservation, etc. NMJ is being an asshole in this and it needs to be rewritten (because it's from my NMJ hate era...), but regardless, have this snippet

Xichen focused on the feeling when Guangyao stroked his jaw with his thumb, a quiet, unknowing reassurance. Xichen did not tell Guangyao the tea was drugged, but Guangyao trusted him and obliged when he told him not to drink. Xichen himself can dissolve the drug with his golden core the same way he does with alcohol.

[wttcsms]

⋆｡‧˚ʚ WIP tag game! ɞ˚‧｡⋆

❀ tagged by @mangostarjam, my dearly beloved fuji

rules > make a new post with the names of all the files in your wip folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous > let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! > tag others to continue the game

tagging: everyone!!! ii don't have many writer friends, but if you write, pls tag me <3 i will be participating & would love to get to know any more writer blogs

i have over 100 drafts, so here are just the most recent ones LOL. please feel free to ask about any of them <3 it might actually get me to finish them!!

daylight iii, 2 | colt grice midnight | oc x oc (LMAO, y'all didn't know i had this range, did you) no more keepin' score (now i just keep you warm) | eita otoya alone together [one] | rin itoshi it always leads to you [one] | sae itoshi now you hang from my lips like the gardens of babylon | simon 'ghost' riley (wow COD phase, talk abt a throwback) my heart's been borrowed and yours has been blue | jean kirstein pyrrhic [one] | tooru oikawa burnout season | michael kaiser brace for impact | keiji akaashi balancing act ii | satoru gojo if you feel like falling (catch me on the way down) THREE | yoichi isagi and if i had the cure (i'd save you first) | black noir losing all my innocence in the backseat | sae itoshi (READER IS SHIDOU'S SISTER, which i find funny) fit for a king | shoei barou when he sees me (i like him and he knows it) | gojohime (yes, i do write ship fic LOL) to the victor belong the spoils | naoya zenin angel of the morning | atsumu miya an indentation in the shape of you | tobio kageyama always gonna be you | yoichi isagi (from a request!) making things up as we go | osamu miya devil on my shoulder tellin' me i'll die soon (i don't really want that to impact you) | atsumu miya with a comma after dearest | megumi fushiguro my heart surrenders | kiyoomi sakusa (from a request!) talking rings and talking cradles | rensuke kunigami (from a request!) atsumu miya's guide to escaping the friend zone | atsumu miya and when i was shipwrecked (i thought of you) | michael kaiser two weeks notice | reo mikage (from a request!) easy like sunday morning | colt grice (from a request!) sweet nothing | rin itoshi let the light in | rin itoshi (from a request!) little dancer | childe lessons in jealousy | naoya zenin (from a request!) borderline | jin kiyora (from a request!) take my hand (take my whole life too) | yoichi isagi (from a request! SO EXCITED, ONE OF MY FAVES SENT THIS TO ME AND ASKED FOR YAN ISAGI, ILY FOR THIS) where's the trophy? (he just comes running over to me!) | rintarou suna (from a request!) repeat offender | hiromi higuruma levi x petra | ...the wip title gave away who the fic was for, doesn't it all that we see or seem | kento nanami it seems like once again you've had to greet me with goodbye | kento nanami but not kiss | kento nanami socialite x kita | shinsuke kita get him back! | tetsurou kuroo if not you, then who? | tooru oikawa (from a request!) contractually yours [one] | satoru gojo i think i wanna marry you! | bllk boys headcanons (from a request!) it's so sweet knowing that you love me | ryusei shidou (from a request!) half agony, half hope | tom riddle (guys... it was a phase... that lasted for years... and still a phase i am in, unfortunately enough)

+ there's more, i'm just going insane scrolling through my drafts. will rb whenever i add more <3

[sighonaraa]

tagged by @altschmerzes

Rules: post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! and then tag as many people as you have WIPs.

(these are gonna be from a collective of various medias! i've done this once before and i talk about my wips Near Constantly so some of these may be old news, others may be very new, etc. also a few of these are gift fics that i have not revealed the titles for yet so let's play a fun game of Guess the Gift Fic Wip Based On Its Very Purposefully Chosen Title! let's gooooo)

go some place with a thousand suns (ted lasso)

bury her under the ground, next to the old lemon tree (mcu, thor & loki)

find a new place to be from (ted lasso)

saw something they can't take away (ted lasso)

the sun is only a god if you learn to starve (ted lasso)

go down to the shore in the morning (mcu, thor & loki)

listen: there's a hell of a universe next door; let's go (ted lasso)

when we lived in the shadow of the moon (daredevil)

the sun at sunset in autumn falls (mcu, thor & loki)

the names of flowers that open only once (mcu, thor & loki & natasha)

to hold it against your bones (mcu, thor & loki)

with your heart out to the sky (outlander)

put your kingdom up for sale (the last of us)

that I either have to pick the world (ted lasso)

walk on your knees for a hundred miles (ted lasso)

can live and breathe and see the Sun in wintertime (lord of the rings)

your shadow at morning striding behind you (lord of the rings)

and i have............ hundreds more sjdkjs but for the sake of Not Annoying Everybody i shall end it there. pls send me asks if there's one which particularly catches your eye, i love talking abt my wips! and i'm not sure who hasn't been tagged in this game so: @jamiesfootball @kvetchinglyneurotic @lady-of-the-spirit @alter-alterego and @jamietarttdodododododo plus anybody else who would like to participate and use me as their tagger :-)

[kdsburneraccount]

I know I'm late (hopefully not too late) but pls for the ship ask game? Also I saw your wips and got curious about some ❤️ Micah/trevon, Steph/Klay, Travis/pat and Dak/Zeke? I probably asked for a lot sorry hshdhshs

Never late!! Thank you for sending in an ask, I like reading them :> and dw abt asking abt too many bc answering is cool (I should probably be the one apologizing for finishing this response late 😭) For Micah and Trevon @ceedeelamb posted a lot abt them and I was like "okay hm i see the vision." Like Trevon is pretty and at the cost of sounding shallow he should be shipped with someone if the world has any justice. We all know Stefon is pretty but let’s give his brother some love ok. Bc he too is a gorgeous gorgeous girl who is also prone to bouts of manic behavior 🫶 And it seems like he and Micah have a good relationship (the part abt Micah saying he would pick up Trevon’s 2 am call kinda moved me I can’t lie). It’s cute, they talk shit to each other and play off each other well on the field. Seems like Micah is a little more obtuse and Trevon’s more perceptive and that works I think. If I had a nickel for every time I shipped two NFL players and something about 7-11 was involved in its conception I would have two nickels which isn't a lot but it's weird it happened twice. Also Micah compared himself and Trevon to Jalen Ramsey and Aaron Donald... which I mean. Gay off. (rest in peace to that pairing btw i had a fic abt them) (never completed) (i do have a Trevon/Micah fic kinda sorta in the works) (it will probably be short but the vibes are decent)

Steph/Klay is one of those pairings where I don't read much fic but I ship it bc well. Who else would you ship yknow? They're so married it's insane 😭 like I probably got into the nba fandom too late to really be invested in the narrative but I can't imagine them with anyone else. Tbh I don’t read a lot of fic for them bc the dynamic isn’t something that draws me in but just know I support all of the Klephen shippers. I hope that they both stay with the Warriors for their entire careers 🫡

And then Travis/Pat is a valid ship. I support it in theory bc “quarterback + top pass catcher = decent ship.” I feel like I would like this ship more if Travis were younger, with all due respect (and also if the Chiefs didn't constantly beat my teams 😭), but like I still don’t mind it. I had an idea for like some vaguely melancholic short fic abt them with like a dash of yearning once but idk where I put that thought. Overall, good ship tho!

Dak/Zeke is great I hate they're divorced now 😔 there was a fic abt them that I liked but then it got deleted 💔 burning of Library of Alexandria moment. I really need to save more fics bc idk when they'll be saved. Anyways Dak is kinda mother to me so like. I miss their vibes together the nfl honors during their rookie year was kind of a goated vibe. And qb/rb relationships are underrated I feel, something abt a shared responsibility for two facets of the offense.

[hanrinz]

hanni-hanni !! my lovely sweet pookie, how’ve u been? it’s been eons since we last talked & had our first interaction, i hope we r able to talk more soon !! furthermore into that — i feel terrible to stop writing bllk bc me writing rin is prob the whole entire reason we’re moots rn :( i wish i could write more for u, but i can’t find the motivation anymore into it :( i’m still overjoyed by ur reblog on my rin post tysm, im v srry…but other than that, i also wanted to mention how i JUST came upon ur enhypen blog when u created it a while ago T^T the whole blog is so beautiful & perfect i love it sm (づ_ど) <33 i did notice ur small hints abt kpop, but i never had the actual courage to send u some questions & thought u were a lil uncomfortable to answer them…since we had js became moots i thought i would be weird for me to straight up ask u — but i would love to talk to u some more & maybe even discuss some enhypen (is it alr if i ask u who ur bias is?) /kpop related things !!!! sending hugs & love to u mwah mwah <3 <3

eep bambi-bambi hi hi !! i’m doing really well ^^ i’m already on my summer vacation from school & im trying to pick up sum of my wips and have smth post >⁠.⁠< (i hope!)

omg yes :( we dont really interact much, but hey! if u're up for it we can be moots on disc (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠) OMG NO BB regardless of you writing or not for bllk or for rin altogether you & me are still moots pls dont feel bad oh god I LOVE 5 MORE MINS SO MUCH PLSPSLSOS its the cutest thing ive ever read about rin in a while !!!

THANK YOU SO MUCH OMG 😭🩷 no cause i was waiting for someone to talk about enha, bts or txt atp im literally so insane for them i didn't wanna annoy anyone w me mentioning kpop all tgt 😭 but i ended up doing so (& then creating a enha blog) bc of sunghoon LIKE I WAS A HEEWON BIAS THROUGH AND THROUGH helppp oh nooo!! please regardless of us being strangers or an hour old moots i dont mind !! instead i really want to chat, but i didn't know how to interact w ppl here without overthinking if im bothering anyone 😭 i really would love to talk too bambi !! OMG YESYES PLS (& also bc i need someone to debrief scrumptious photos of every group i like just because? 😣) my bias for now is my beautiful princess sunghoon 😍😋 who's yours?? also warm hugs back to you lovely, love lots mwah <33

[her-canine-teeth]

INTRO Post YEAHG (ppl wanted this). this is LONG but there's a shorter version now!! exciting.

g e n e r a l stuff ig

(i have never made one so idk what to put here (it's way longer than i thigght though. sorry) but if u have any questions u can ask me everything! fr)

the names that i primarily go by here r mito n tomas (bc theyre the ones in my bio thing) but I have like a lot of names (bascially every word I like. more or less) so I guess u can just call me whatever??

I love music and I listen to almost EVERYTHING so it's hard to pin down a few artists. the ones i think r most underrated are flower face and aliceband though (if u ask i WILL make u a playlist. if u send me more music i will be happy). Idk i play guitar and I want to play drums which is hard bc I dont have any. also want to learn piano like this year

other than that i write pretty much (sb beta my stuff pls) oh and I have synesthesia which is fun Uhhh i love (over)interpreting things so there's a lot of that here and I csnt spell!! but I think thats obvious.

Im queer like in general

Im posting abt a lot of stuff, main interests (rn) are: tma/tmagp, starkid/sap, and yellowjackets. and discworld. we <3 discworld (sb ask me what my fav book is)

asks/dms r always open!! I love talking.

NOTE i wont be there as much the next 5 weeks, i think but u can still talk to me (pls do) ill just answer like a bit later

beneath that thing r my tags n projects it's rather long though i think. n this is long enough alr

t a g s

mitos incredible life - basically all of my original posts. whys it called that and not smth like 'my posts'? i dont fucking remember and id rlly like to know that too but im not gonna change it now. anyways it's everything from poetry stuff to edits to complaining etc

mine art tag - stuff i make, mostly edits and sometimes writing

spine - writing stuff im basically just putting somewhere when im on tumblr anyways and dont want to open the notes app. those are real life first drafts and not good

there r more i think but ig youll get them

p r o j e c t s

basically if ive planned smth for more than 1 day it's a project to me. If youre reading this I probably got multiple going on rn

the ones that are finished always have a like wrap post thingy

tag: tomas pulls thru

then I have a current wip status post which you can find here. like bascially what's finished alr and what's not n other stuff. (probably gonna forget this exists though so. might not be accurate I just love unnecessary complicated things).

tag: current wip status (if u dont wanna click the link or smth idek)

andd the post where the finished project r listed is heree

tag: project overview

IDK WHAT ELSE TO PUT HERE it will probably be updated. very sure but not the next few weeks bc as ive said i will be gone.

[rrxnjun]

hiiii!!!! i really LOVVVEEEE your writings!!! i have almost read everything that u posted and u write so well🥹!! u really helped me get back into reading with your fics (and i do enjoy reading ur fics more than any books at the moment xd like ur works are so well written and just feel so realistic and everything is described so perfectly🤌🥹it's literally what i need in my life rn🥹) so thank u for that!!!!!!!💕

(and also i would like to ask about an old fic/trailer of a fic? because i found u through "liebestraum" and i was so excited to read the whole thing but i don't see it in ur work in progress anymore do u still on planning to post it or did u scrap the whole fic?:o AND PLS FEEL FREE TO IGNORE THIS WHOLE THING IF U DONT WANT TALK ABOUT IT OR ANYTHING AND SORRY IF ITS RUDE TO ASK THIS and like of course i completely understand if u don't want to post it anymore or anything i don't want u to feel forced to post/finish wrting(?) something that u don't want so very sorry if it comes off like that!!!!!!!☹️💕💕) (and also sorry for my english if it's bad !😟)

omg hi hello!!!! thank u so much for sending this ask and for liking my fics, it means the absolute world to me AAAAAAA i am glad u liked everything of mine that you've read, even tho i lowkey dislike some of my work atm 😭😭 AHAHA once u get into reading fanfiction, real books just dont do it for u in the same way /hj. awh im glad my work feels realistic bc i really strive to portray emotions in a realistic light 🥺🤍 hhhh this ask really got me kicking my feet in excitement and all so THANK U SM AGAIN!!

to answer your question about liebestraum!! it actually shocked me that somebody remembers it/is asking abt it since the teaser didnt get a lot of attention (which was expected, considering the theme of the fic!!). bUT! yes i did delete the teaser as for now and i didnt add it onto my wip post because i am not actively working on it right now for multiple reasons and that is: i didnt like the direction the plot was going in,,, and while i really loved the theme and vibe of what i had written, i didnt really enjoy the plot if that makes sense ?? i also didnt have it well thought-out and there were a lot of plot holes and i didnt really know how to continue the fic or how i really wanted to end it, to be 100% honest. the fic is still in my docs, tho, if i ever want to come back to it,, which i really do, because i love the innitial idea and the whole theme of the fic, but as of now im focusing on my other works that i feel more joy writing 💕 i cant guarantee anything, but maybe i manage to write it one day?? and if that were to happen, id just have to start over tbh 😭 so who knows. im pretty 50/50 on it rn AHAHA but also i wouldnt wait for it in the near future im sorry :((

also dont worry, its totally okay for u to ask and im sorry for putting up a teaser for a fic and never finishing it LMAO hhh i learned from that. and your english is literally perfect, dw abt it!! thank u sm for sending an ask, hope u have a great day!! xx

[killherfreakout]

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[captainaikus]

I am. I just. I cannot. BREAKING MIRRORS???? ADHKHHIJJDJHDHRHHHRHEH. Comfort? I feel like it’s been so long since I’ve read comfort on your blog 💀💀. Not that it’s a bad thing, the angst is exquisite, but like hurt/comfort is one of my favorite tropes. This was also exactly what I needed. I’ve been feeling really down abt my body lately how it’s too big and not proportioned right and how my face looks gross. Stuff like that you know? I was not expecting to be hit with this kind of comfort. It’s exactly what I needed so thank you so much for writing it.

Shirtless fictional characters are always a great motivation 😌. Oh speaking of which i might just hop on Pinterest and start looking for Izana fanart 👀👀. I WILL NEVER BE ANNOYED IF YOU START POSTING TR CONTENT ON YOUR BLOG WHETHER THEY BE FICS OR MANGA PANELS ILL TAKE THEM ALL. *ahem* Also. I went into the episode expecting to fall harder for Nagi. But no. I fell for Reo as soon as I saw him. THE HECK WHAT IS THIS SORCERY I DONT KNOW A SINGLE THING ABT HIM AND IM IN LOVE HES JUST AADGJKHFHHFRR YES. When you say you’re excited abt posting your angst wips my guard goes up immediately it’s not even funny anymore like pls I wanna say spare me but I also need more at the same time 😭💀. I read your post and I’m so excited for more Bachira and Chigiri content!!!! Bachira being my favorite character and all. And also Chigiri during the last episode shot an arrow into my heart. Even tho I had some reservations abt him before watching the episode its all good now. I have another pretty boy to love 🥰.

DUDE I NEED TO TALK ABT THE FIC CAUSE IM JUST ASTONISHED. Like Nagis was so so so sweet if made me go awww so many times. And Oliver made me giggle a lot it’s adorable. And Rins? Phew sir no need to mess with me like that 😮‍💨. I also really liked how you described all the negative thoughts of the reader. A lot of them are what I think abt myself when I’m not feeling the best so it was really relatable reading it. Thank you again I don’t think you know how much reading that meant to me it’s exactly what I needed seriously.

How are you btw? How’s uni? Also I’ve been meaning to ask but what’re some of your favorite things? Like in general? Shows and mangas and books and snacks etc? I always get on here ranting abt stuff but I wanna let you know that I wanna get to know you too. It’s a two way straight you know? Only if you’re comfortable sharing ofc. I hope you’re taking care of yourself and that you have a good day!! *sends virtual hugs*

- ✨ anon

Starry! ♡⸜(˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝ I hope yk i changed the screensaver of my phone to tr - I blame you for that (lovingly ♡)

This is gonna be a long ask ;

So i had this idea for a while and since I have a hub of angst works on my blog, I wanted to try a hand at comfort but with an angst to fluff (yeah i love that troupe as well) the reason I made this piece is cause of both, to indulge myself in writing comfort as well as to comfort people who are reading it and another element was capturing the realism of it... like. Usually when I read body positivity fics... the details of it are very vague. I wanted to put in something that was more descriptive, reasons why you hate that part of yourself- tiny details that do matter; and I ended up creating this. I was hesitant in posting this at first but then I reminded myself that it was for me and for a person on the other side of the screen who could be comforted by it when they couldn't really talk about these to someone or just in general.

And I'm glad it worked ૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა ♡ And I hope you feel better now

I plan on making more editions and going further, it might include more sensitive topics as well-

Istg. When i saw kunigami without a shirt *saves image*, and Rin *saves image*, Nagi *saves image* but I really wanna see Oliver

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Oh god Izana fanart. I did find one on twitter and istg the amount I- reason for my laughter. (contemplating if i should make this my screensaver or not)

I have a tr content supporter!! I had an idea in mind for the tr boys in mind- and since i got hyped for it. I'm gonna start working on that once i read the manga cause i wanna make sure this fits in the character analysis as well. Rindou came to mind for some reason

Chigiri is pretty! I can't stress enough on how he looks good and I even figured the footballer he is based on- Reo is officially Nagi's caretaker; so mature.

Oml i'm making a reputation for myself with the angst i write... but there's the thing; for every angsty piece i write, i always make sure to put a sequel that is equally satisfying and comforting (in a weird way and not in the complete lovey dovey way) it takes time to make those because if I rush it, it doesn't end well with me being angry about the low quality I wrote and the readers being unsatisfied as well... but yeah I know what I wanna write for Bachira and Kaiser (yes. Kaiser is arriving on his royally spoilt ass on this blog)

Going back to the fic, so on how I write nagi I use a lot of the "..." cause I imagine him to be a timed pause speaker; as for Oliver. He is playful and yeah that made me giggle too. (its the 'cold cup of water' isn't it?) as for Rin go to horny jail *bonk* i couldn't imagine him to be the type to talk these kinds of problems out cause he is rude. and he knows it so he dommed his way through it (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ) and i am not sorry.

So i know that my bio says 'part time model' but truth is; most of the content is based on my experience. like i mentioned before, the details of body positivity fics are very vague. But what I wanted to do was get down and dirty with it, expose everything and not keep it under wraps because it continues to be hidden yk? people can't openly talk about it when these kind of minor things do exist and they can cause a person's confidence to tarnish and maybe have other people think less of them. And I hoped that this would make someone's morning read when they're getting ready for college, uni, work etc. when they aren't feeling their best and need that kind of confidence... even if it is just from reading my works. and always, you're welcome !! it means a lot to me when my writing helps someone even in the smallest ways ♡꒰ᵕ༚ᵕ⑅꒱

i'm doing pretty well, working on some research papers and stuff, working out as well just having a slow and easy week and keeping everything in balance yk? Roomies are helping me with the weights at the gym- said i was a pussy if i didn't get another lift in. istg i'm gonna smack their ass with a wet towel this week

As for uni, new story. Another classmate of mine, lets call him victor, tall as a tree just walks up to me during recess the other day and goes 'that is one ugly shirt.' he looks like he hasn't even showered for a month and turned up to class wearing pajamas. fucking. pajamas. ugh. (I did tell him that if that's the way he flirts, I'm surprised his ex didn't break up with him sooner- i am not sorry. )

Some of my favorite things... hm. That's a tough one.

I like rainy days, dogs (i want a cerberus so badly- ⸝⸝⸝╸▵╺⸝⸝⸝; i'm good with cats but some of them like to scratch me for some reason?- childhood memory unlocked), pink shirts - i have a lot of them and my roomie steals them, warm blankets, swimming, basketball (i play), red roses, oceans, perfumes, plushies, bears and whales, music, working out, sketching, traveling, reading and just... talking to people.

Shows : I was watching skam (not the french one- the Norwegian one), normal people, extraordinary attorney woo young woo, dark (that. show.), sense8 is on my watchlist- i did watch a bit of it but never got to complete it, the tail of the nine tailed- i wanna finish it but it was stretched out and i didn't want to watch after a bit (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ)

My roomies are into k drama and they think anime is 'cartoon.' - when they see the budget used int he eps tho (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ)

Anime : there is a lot since I've been watching anime since i was 5, Zatchbell/ gashbell was my first and i watch it sometimes, sailormoon, bleach (never got completed), Jojo's bizarre adventure (watched it all the way to stone ocean- god. the joestar fam is so blessed, Lisalisa (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ) , Tokyo rev (i was watching it with my mom and she got mad when I watched an ep without her), death note (my dad got invested with it and then dropped it- let me see if i can get him to watch bllk this christmas cause he is a football maniac), kaichou wa maid sama (my fav misaki is my idol), blue exorcist, hanayori no dango (this was used to make boys over flowers), kuroko no basuke, Kamisama Hajimemashita (my mom loves it -), Tomie, another, naruto, yamishibai, AOT ( my siblings just have debates about the whole conspiracy on the table and this time,,, I know its gonna be about tr) - there are a lot more animes so i might have to make a separate post abt that

Snacks : Since I'm part asian... ik you guys are (probably) gonna figure out a bit of my ethnicity cause of it Guava with chilli powder and salt. It tastes amazing and its healthy too; pears, apples. Pocky, pringles, coke (yeah i have an unhealthy side too) and meiji's yan yan a lot of chocolate.

Manga/ books : Blue lock (caught up with it), slam dunk, tomie, chainsawman, tokyo rev - i think i have some panels saved, black butler, bleach, your lie in april, skip beat, nana, don't bully me nagatoro - yeah i've read one too many manga (even that hentai one that released earlier this year) and I bought one- confidential confessions

Books : my fav is probably anne of green gables - read it when i was younger but it is still fresh in my memory, reading Sigmund Freud (interpretation of dreams...), memoirs of a geisha (a gift from my aunt), verity (something that kinda but doesn't haunt me), sherlock holmes and the hounds of the baskerville was my first novel, it was kinda a picture book.

It's a mess ik. but i mostly read non fic works as i grew older. And yeah it goes both ways! idm sharing !! ꒰ᐢ. ̫ .ᐢ꒱

Tell me about you! Only if you want to tho!

*sending back big hugs*

Presenting Bachira in a b day suit \(//∇//)\

[weathertheraine]

2, 8, and 24 for the writing ask :))

2 - Where do you get your fic ideas?

God is it such a cop-out answer to say I have no idea ?? I have so many. All the time, you wouldn’t believe how many, I will never ever write even half of them. Generally they come up while chatting headcanons with lovely people like @lilac-writes and @unacaritafeliz - like, if we’re talking about a headcanon or AU that I especially like, I’ll start thinking about how to frame it in a fic !! Sometimes it comes from spite tho lol. Like seeing Bad Fanon Interpretations and immediately being very motivated to write the exact opposite,,,

8 - Post an out-of-context spoiler from a wip.

Yamaguchi was doing it on purpose :)

24 - How do you choose whose POV to write in?

Honestly that often comes immediately with the fic idea !! If I’m imagining a scene, usually it’s from a specific POV. If I don’t know immediately, I’ll generally think about both options and just decide which I think is the most interesting/fun to write !!

TYSM for the asks !! Pls pls send more of these :D

Also - for those who didn’t know I write too - here’s my ao3 !! I’m abt to post a TON for tsukkiyama week next week :333

[agustdiv1ne]

wip folder tag!

rules: post the names of all the files in your wip folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. then people can send asks with the title that most intrigues/interests them and you’ll post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it!

tagged by: @neoct-zen

i have tons of wips LMAO so here's all the titles by group (and i doubt anyone will rly go through this so i'm j gonna list some of the ones i haven't formally added to my wips post yet):

bts

pop — amusement park employee!yoongi x coworker!reader

party favor — bad boy!yoongi x reader

untitled — king!yoongi x peasant!reader

sunsets on the evil eye — sugar daddy!hoseok x sugar baby!reader

sunflower — florist!jimin x painter!reader

like apples and oranges — farmer!taehyung x city girl!reader

chase me — street racer!jungkook x rival!reader

forbidden — palace guard!jungkook x concubine!reader

untitled — vampire!jungkook x reader

untitled — youtuber!jungkook x reader (sequel to on camera)

stray kids

dogs make the world go 'round — neighbor!chan x reader

yes i do the cleaning — ceo!chan x dry cleaners employee!reader (ft. felix)

love bytes — apple employee!minho x samsung employee!reader

red — soulmate!hyunjin x reader

icebreaker — figure skater!hyunjin x hockey player!reader

can i be your (boy)friend? — best friend!jisung x reader

golden — flynn rider!jisung x rapunzel!reader

i need somebody — neighbor!felix x reader

rock you like a hurricane — 80s rockstar!felix x reader

puppy love — bf!felix x reader

ateez

fool's gold — painter!hongjoong x muse!reader

landslide — rich kid!seonghwa x small town girl!reader

untitled — hufflepuff!yunho x slytherin!reader

menace — bf!yunho x reader

untitled — prince!yunho x thief!reader

untitled — claire's employee!yunho x hot topic employee!reader (ft. ateez)

nice save — high school volleyball player!san x reader (ft. yunho + mingi)

paperwork — ceo!san x reader

kick it — bf!san x reader

ferris wheel fun — bf!mingi x reader (sequel to veloxrotaphobia)

you mocha me crazy — barista!mingi x reader

untitled — ghost!mingi x reader

double the trouble — best friend!yunho x reader x best friend!san

obsession — yandere!san x reader x yandere!seonghwa

txt

your person — best friend!soobin x reader

cross — cyborg!yeonjun x reader

untitled — vampire!yeonjun x reader

nct

27 — serial killer!johnny x potential victim!reader

untitled — bf!yuta x reader

why so serious? — joker!jaehyun x reader

sunshine in your eyes — stranger!kunhang x reader

forevermore — 50s cafe singer!mark x reader

untitled — enemy!mark x reader

untitled — bf!mark x reader

untitled — youtuber!jaehyun x youtuber!reader x youtuber!johnny

seventeen

hole in one — golfer!mingyu x golfer!reader

pls talk to me abt these, it'll motivate me to work on them :')

also there's more, they're just secrets rn hfjdhfjdj

tagging: @hwaddict @hopejanaee @oikawasmilkbread

[8eht]

pls answer questions 1-10 andddd 17 😚😚😻😻😚😻😚😻😚😻♥♥♥

1. how old were you when you first starting writing fanfiction?

well i literally jsut started in nov 2017 so 26!!! i mean, if u want my deepest darkest secret i started an exo fic back in like 2012 but didnt write anything after like 2 paragraphs lmao akjfhakfjsasf

2.what fandoms do you write for and do you have a particular favourite if you write for more than one?

seventeen almost exclusively. although i do have an ongoing monsta x fic! ive considered writing for some video games like life is strange or detroit: become human, but i think i’ll stick with seventeen for now. svt is def my fave to write about, specifically junhao and gyuhao but thats prob obv

3. do you prefer writing oc’s or reader inserts? explain your answer.

neither??? everything i write is member/member so it doesnt really apply. however, ive been kind of tempted to write reader inserts but i pro wont bc its embarrassing aksfjhafkafjas. i might tho eventually. its just really not my thing.

4. what is your favourite genre to write for?

angst!!!!! heavy heavy heavy angst!!! with very subtle, but important ‘fluff’ here and there. i normally write boring things like uni or just everyday non-idol aus, but idk lately ive been really loving my sci-fi/dystopian au so who knows. im always changing!!! but yes, angst is something i will always write no matter what.

ive never been into fluff or soft stuff and prob never will. even if i were to write something fluffy, there will def be lots of angst too akjsfhasfk

5. if you had to choose a favourite out of all of your multi chaptered stories, which would it be and why?

okay so. ive only posted like two (kinda three) multi-chptered fics atm. and only one has multiple chapters posted. like atm im working one like … five multi-chaptered fics?? but i think no matter what natural born losers with be my favorite forever. i put so mucho f myself into it that it will always be the most important thing to me.

even if im not finished with even the first chapt of some, i KNOW natural born losers will be my fave forever.

send me fanfic asks 🍒

6. if you had to delete one of your stories and never speak of it again, which would it be and why?

most def the monsta x one bc im just not feeling it no matter how much i try. i just see too many things abt it i dont like. i want to do better with the second chpt, but if i HAD to delete one it would be that :((((((

i do love it a lot. it has to do with a lot of personal things that have actually happened to me, and there are some parts that im even surprised i had written bc i find them that wonderful (im not trying to be full of myself bc i normally think i suck) and im in love with those particualr bits.

but i mean, if i HAD to choose it would be breaths, hands, and other things to hold.

7. when is your preferred time to write?

literally any time. if im in the mood, then i will do it. even if im trying to sleep and its 4:37 am i will get up and write. whenever i get the urge to write i will!! there rly is no specific time.

8. where do you take your inspiration from?

so so so so so many diff places. from real life, to tv shows, to music. but for some specifics, nicole dollanger will forever be someone i take a huge inspiration from. all of her music is really how i feel, so she helps me get my feelings out in paper.

like i swear, anything i write, u can bet im listening to her while i write.

bc shes me, honestly. but a smarter and more articulate me.

9. in your xxx fic, what’s your favourite scene that you wrote?

im gonna choose an unpublished fic if thats okay!!!

so im gonna choose a scene from flowers of flesh and blood.

i havent published it yet, so i wont get into too much detail. but if you’ve played dbh you’ll kinda understand. but in it is a scene where ‘someone’ and his father picks out an android :^)

everyone will see wut i mean when i post it so asfjhasjfk. i dont want to give anything away, but im super excited abt it!!!!

10. in your xxx fic, why did you decide to end it like that? did you have an alternate ending in mind?

ok so another one of an unpublished fic!!!!!!!!

im not gonna give aNYTHING away buy i’ll tell u this. there is no ending. the ending is very up to the reader :^)

but it’s gonna be called how to stop never being sad and i’ll post it when i finish.

im only talking abt this one bc none of my current published fics are finished or close to being finished.

17. post a line from a WIP that you’re working on.

a blanket of courage covering all of his ugly blemishes, leaving him with a dewy and luminous finish.

[girlablaze]

21, 27, 36 & 37 for the writer’s ask game !!!!!! pls bless me with your huge brain ❤️

a  writer's  ask  game   /   * accepting !

21.  who  is / are  your  favourite  character (s)  to  write?

aaaaa  i  was  HOPING  someone  would  send  me  this  one  so  i  can  ramble  endlessly  abt  my  own  characters <3  i’m  going  to  stick  with  my  wip  characters  ,  instead  of  my  rp  characters  tho  ,  otherwise  we  will  be  here  all  day .

foxwell  auden  :  this  one . . .  is  from  my  first  wip  which ?  i  still  have  in  my  Brain  ,  and  have  been  working  on  it  since  i  was  16  ,  but  rn  it’s  on  the  backburner  until  i  can  iron  out  the  kinks .  but  from  day  uno  ,  foxwell  has  ALWAYS  been  my  favourite  character  i’ve  ever  figured  out  and  i  think  70%  of  that  comes  from  the  fact  i  just  rlly  think  his  name  is  Neat  like . . .  imagine  being  called  FOXWELL ?  he  was  one  of  those  characters  that  just  came  to  me  fully  formed  ,  and  over  the  years  my  indecisiveness  has  never  altered  him  in  any  way ??  it’s  even  come  to  the  point  where  i’ll  arrange  the  whole  wip  around  him  ,  should  just  make  him  the  protagonist  at  this  point . . . hm . .  thoughts .   but  he’s  the  cousin  of  the  current  protagonist  ,  and  is  ?  the  conspiracist  of  their  scooby  gang .  .  .  thinks  he  lives  in  a  murder  mystery  .  .  .  he’s  the  get - up - and - go  type  who  somehow  always  manages  to  fall  on  his  feet  ,  but  he’s  also  an  alchemist   —   a  lineage  descended  from  the  salem  witch  trials  ,  but  he  doesn’t  know  it  <3  he’s  just  like  :  do  u  think  it’s  a  bad  omen  that  that  tree  just  bust  into  flames  when  i  looked  at  it  haha . . .  be  honest .  

ren  of  house  kuyeng   :  ok  now  we're  moving  onto  my  current  wip !  probably  one  of  my  ultimate  favourite  characters  from  the  edge  of  swords  &  she’s  not  even  in  the  first  book  i  have  planned ???   (  big  plans  for  her  tho . . .  BIG  plans !  definitely  the  character  i  get  the  most  excited  abt  writing  !  the  scenes  i’ve  envisioned  +  written  down  notes  /  drafts  for  on  my  phone . . . WHEW .  )  basically current  empress  of  shuzhao  ,  love  child  of  a  notorious  fling  that  started  a  bunch  of  conflict  between  the  realms  ,  and  like  marja  ,  ren  was  also  hidden  away  as  a  form  of  protection   as  a  child  —  the  only  difference  being  ,  ren  was  never  deprived  of  who  she  truly  was  &  as  such  has  grown  into  someone  extremely  politically  aware  /  emotionally  stable  /  a  POWERFUL  WOMAN !!  she  wants  justice !! she  wants  war !!  and  she  will  make  the  necessary  sacrifices  for  the  continued  survival  of  her  kingdom  ,  which  will  forever  be  her  number  one  priority  in  teos  series   ,  and  can  at  times  seem  a  little  harsh  /  unapproachable  because  of  it .  much  more  to  talk  abt . . .  but  <3  character  intro  coming  soon  <3  also  has  a  dragon !!!  

27.  favourite  line  /  scene .  

one  of  my  favourite  scenes  is  funnily . . . a  scene  i  haven’t  even  written  yet  but  i  have  many  thoughts  <3  many  notes  on  my  phone  abt  it  <3  bc  whew !  it’s  going  to  be  POWERFUL  +  a  good  turning  point !  basically  a  scene  between  ren  +  another  side  character  named  cedryc  (  more  abt  him  later . . .  but  just  imagine  he  is  one  of  the  most  powerful  /  respected  Men  on  the  playing  field  thus  far  ,  and  then  he  meets  an  empress  who  can  literally  strip  him  of  everything  within  minutes  of  meeting  him . .  .  the  DRAMA !  )   in  which  she  goes  OFF  &  demands  respect  she  Deserves !!!  very  much  a  scene  of  power -  struggle  and  introducing  her  capabilities   +  leaves  everyone  in  the  room  like  ‘ oh  shit !  ’   again  ,  no  coherent  thoughts  /  anything  good  rn  ,  but  basically  :  

cedryc  :   hello  i’m  — ren  :  u  are  nothing . . .  u’re  the  dirt  i  walk  on . . . u’re  a  mosquito  i  will  squash  . . .  i  do  not  care  for  u  in  any  way .  time  for  u  to  leave   ,  homeboy . 

36.  last  sentence  you  wrote .

oh  man  ,  do  i  have  anything  Coherent  for  my  wip  or  just  200+  random  ideas  written  roughly  on  the  notes  app  of  my  phone . . . THAT  is  the  real  question .  i’m  gonna  give  you  the  last  sentence  of  the  last  scene  i  was  drafting  tho !

she  wonders  if  the  day  she  promises  even  exists  ,  or  if  it  was  simply  another  lie  dressed  in  velvet  —  appealing  ,  but  no  less  venomous  from  the  tongue  of  a  viper  who  knows  nothing  else  besides  ache .

37.  first  sentence  of  your  current  wip .

so  cringy  j  . . .  but  it’s  the  first  draft  ,  it’s  SUPPOSED  TO  BE  CRINGY ! 

the  north  of  kyorva  was  unforgivingly  cold  ,  even  to  the  girl  who  favoured  frost  over  flames . 

[fmchiwon]

hello babies !!! i’m jin and this is the loml ryu chiwon aka c.won ( nineteen, model / child actor, elite’s lead dancer & vocal, and the sweetest boy to ever exist ) nD I RLY SHOULDN’T BE JOINING bc school n exams are a goddamn mess thnx ***………..but i still love u dw anw i’m here and i’m super hyped!!! u can find me on discord or twt (u can ask me for either!!) but i’ll mostly be on the im’s jsghfhdj . like this post pls and i’ll (v eagerly) come to you to plot!!! meanwhile u can find chiwon’s bio here and plots here (wip!) for ur viewing pleasure but w/o further ado here is some stuff abt him under the cut!

#1

just clearing stuff up bc his bio wasn’t that explicit and detailed! 

has been in the industry since he was five unfortunately n started out as a child model / actor

his family wasn’t that well-off but his parents had big dreams!!!! big hopes!!!! just……. not for themselves but for him…… mostly bc they missed their chance to shine a long time ago so now they’re projecting their aspirations onto him aka using him as an outlet to fulfil their dreams smh

he signed on with hjh ent at first but he found it so ?? stifling ???? esp since he had to grow up under the limelight and it was altogether just Tiring

modelling n stuff rlly took a toll on him bc he was expected to manage himself even at a young age and it stressed him out ??? ? ? ? so much, altho he got to hang out w the #starz but yea not enough compensation

it was kinda expected that along the way he discovered a passion for dance?? like i mean he was surrounded by idols…. and he often skipped modelling / acting lessons just to watch the sunbaes in the practice rooms

so he was more than happy when his contract was set to expire when he was 15,, he got the fuck out of that hellhole even tho his mom disapproved

their relationship has been tense ever since, mostly bc they lost their main source of income and she doesnt rly talk to him unless for him to send money back to their family

kinda has beef with hjh now, doesn’t make a habit of associating w them much. as a result, there have been like…….. wild rumors abt his absence and leave from the company

but in aug/sept of 2012, he secretly went for an audition that worldwide media was having, and entered as a trainee in october with dance

yeh now he’s here anxiously waiting for elite’s debut

#2

if u knew him, u’d be surprised at how much on-camera chiwon = off-camera chiwon

the only difference that on camera chiwon is calmer and kinda intimidating bc his stage presence is off the charts?? 

but his smile is one of the first things people notice simply bc of how prominent and bright it is, n he’s vvvvv charismatic and always makes u feel like the most important person in the world whenever he talks to u bc he focuses all his attention on u

he’s literally always the epitome of bubbly and affable, whether u know him personally or not!! v playful friendly and energetic and always tries to see the best in people, it’s almost to the point which it’s unrealistic

never seen without a smile on his face, he always has enough love to go around. constantly the moodmaker!!! he’s super perceptive to his surroundings so once he senses the atmosphere going down he’s immediately there to bring it up

doesn’t seem forced at all, 100% genuine and ppl actually doubt him for it bc how has the cruelty of the industry not wear you down?

but ha it actually has, he’s actually hella insecure about a lot of things except that he doesn’t let anyone in on his feelings, cries a lot into his pillow when he thinks no one’s around and makes sure that he’s always bright and happy the next day

he never lets anyone even think for a second that he’s upset or smth though, whatever he does feels really genuine

on a s/n Drop Dead Gorgeous is he even real

LIKE FOR REAL HE’S SO FUCKIN HANDSOME 2017 adonis @ his finest

knows how to make everyone happy (except for himself…..) and in a way its a substitute for him to fill up on his own deprivation of love n happiness

but he has the biggest heart, tries to take time out to help everyone when he can, and is super affectionate and can come off as overbearing / overwhelming at times

but he’s also a Heartbreaker ; /  mostly bc he’s super nice n flirty to everyone and it can be kinda misleading at times? BUT ITS NOT INTENTIONAL especially since he doesn’t seem to understand that it’s not ok to go around dropping random kisses on people and proclaiming his love for them all the time

once secretly dated a female trainee to protect her from the company finding out that she was gay

but that quickly turned into rumors wherein he dated another male trainee which….. may not be entirely false

a good friend, will always make time to listen to u and offer comfort

in a lot of ways he’s like a shelter and has been described as such by a lot of people that are close to him? mostly bc of how reliable and sturdy he is and how much he’s willing to take just about everyone in

haha but when he gets angry thats a whole different story

has the ability to stand up for others and will never hesitate to do so, esp if he doesn’t like what ur doing. he’s v stubborn and strongly-opinionated, however he’s almost always unable to stand up for himself, and instead he absorbs all the criticism he hears and takes it to heart

humble to the point of demeaning. he doesn’t believe that he would even be here without his members and (family…..ish)

gets a lot of hate for his singing bc when knetz heard his voice in one of their earlier releases they were like uhhhhhhhhh whomst and got a lot of criticism, mostly bc they think he’s just another untalented pretty face and that’s it

like but he’s constantly improving? and he rlly rlly works super hard to be better, and now he even drops small covers sometimes

ok but dance is the goddamn love of his life )-: posts a lot of dance covers and choreographs some dances too!

tries to contribute by learning how to compose and write lyrics, he’s constantly learning n experimenting w the help of the staff and his group members

SPEAKING OF WHICH he’s a total softie 4 them ok like to the level where he would give anything up for his members they’re his FAMILY n literally the only ppl who he’s ever seen him down

v loud, makes his presence known almost immediately

also he’s so!!!!! boyfriend!!!!!! icb

a TREE he’s so tall smh (perfect 4 u to lean on, cuddle, and be the small spoon to)

fashion is another passion of his, his entire wardrobe = fashion week all year long

a little hard to get super, seriously close to though bc of how much he bottles up inside himself. but he’s a little way too trusting and that fact gets taken advantage of a lot

has pet names for everyone

looks like he cant be taken srsly but he’s really observant and sharp, listens and watches his surroundings and hence he can AND will use ur words against u if u go against them

HE’S JUST A SWEETHEART TRYING 2 MAKE IT IN THIS JUNGLE OK thank u <3

if u read till here u deserve a gold medal

#3

i’m rly just here to develop my chara so i’m definitely open to any kind of plots at all! i mean it when i say that so plsplspls hmu w any ideas u may have whatsoever!!! or at least until i sort out a proper plots page or smth yikes…