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BuckTommy Fluffebruary: Day 12
~A day at the beach~
Buck had thoroughly prepared to spend the entire day at the beach with Maddie and little Jee. What he hadn’t prepared for was the volleyball net set up not far from where they were relaxing, occupied by a group of guys playing an intense game.
So, Buck wasn’t expecting that while holding Jee on his lap, he would turn around to glance at his surroundings and end up spotting the most breathtakingly handsome guy he had ever seen in his life.
The guy was built like a Greek god, his muscles perfectly defined. He moved swiftly and jumped effortlessly as if he weighed nothing at all. His mesmerizing profile, slightly wavy hair, and sun-kissed skin glowing under the sun only added to his allure. His beach shorts were loose and long, but during certain jumps, the fabric tightened in all the right places, revealing his firm, round…
Buck quickly turned away, swallowing hard. He hoped no one had noticed him staring, but as soon as he met his sister’s gaze, he saw a knowing smile that did not bode well for him.
Jee suddenly spotted a familiar little girl on the beach and asked for permission to go say hi. She ran off to play, giving Maddie the perfect opportunity to slide closer to Buck and glance toward the volleyball court.
- Where were you looking? - Maddie asked in a silky voice. After a brief pause, she added, - At that guy in the palm-print shorts?
- What? No!! - Buck instantly exploded. - Of course not! What makes you think that? I wasn’t even looking there! And besides, a guy?! I don’t date guys, so -
- So, you were looking at the guy in the palm-print shorts, - Maddie cut off his frantic rant.
Buck wanted to argue with her, but Jee suddenly returned, reaching out to her mother.
- Mommy, I’m thirsty!
"Alright, sweetheart, - Maddie cooed, then turned to Buck. - Uncle Buck will go get us something to drink. What would you like, dear?
- Yes, of course, I-…- Buck had already started getting up but froze mid-movement. The beach bar was directly in front of them, and there was no way he could get there without passing the volleyball court.
He shot Maddie a pleading look.
- An orange juice for Jee and a Coke for me, please, Uncle Buck, - Maddie said in a tone that left no room for objections. Then she winked.
With a deep sigh, Buck headed toward the bar. The entire way, he stole glances at the guy who had caught his attention, grateful that he remained facing away. But just as Buck reached the bar, the player turned around - and Buck immediately averted his gaze.
Barely managing to recall Maddie’s order, Buck clutched the two cups in his hands and started walking back. He planned to resist looking at the players, but a commotion on the court caught his attention, and he glanced up - just in time to see the guy in palm-print shorts backing up to reach for the ball, completely unaware of Buck’s presence.
Buck had no time to dodge.
The collision was inevitable. The drinks fell to the sand, and Buck would have followed if the guy hadn’t reacted swiftly, spinning around and catching him mid-fall.
- I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean to, - the guy said as he helped Buck regain his footing. - I’ll buy you new drinks. This was my fault.
- You don’t have to… - Buck started to protest, but his throat went dry. Up close, the guy was even more stunning - sharp features, striking blue eyes that seemed to see right through him.
- It’s fine, I caused the accident, and I want to make it up to you, - the blue-eyed stranger said with a playful wink, leaving Buck utterly speechless. - What do I need to get?
- Uh… It’s… An orange juice for my niece and a Coke for my sister, - Buck finally managed to say.
- And for you?
- For me… What? - Buck couldn’t believe the guy was asking him.
- I knocked into you, so let me make up for it. What can I get you?
Buck still couldn’t tear his gaze away from him, and after a short pause, he answered.
- I’d prefer a beer, but since I’m with my family, I’ll take a non-alco one.
The guy chuckled, nodding in understanding.
- Don’t go anywhere. I’ll be right back, - he said, turning to leave before pausing and glancing back. - I’m Tommy, by the way.
As the evening rolled in, Maddie and Jee left for home, but Buck stayed - invited by Tommy. He cheered for Tommy’s team in volleyball and later sat by the ocean with him, drinking finally good beer and watching the small waves roll in.
That night, when Buck returned home and found Jee already fast asleep, he told Maddie that Tommy had kissed him at sunset, that he now had the guy’s number, and that he had been invited to a movie date that weekend. @bucktommyfluffebruary 💕
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"omg homophobia :( the lesbian ship i want to kiss didn't kiss in an episode that was obviously going to be the backstory of another main character :( hes EXPLICITLY gay in a MARVEL DISNEY+ show and kisses his boyfriend but its still so homophobic :( the episode wasn't straight out of my headcannon so i hate it :("
do you know how dumb u sound rn
#like i want agatha and rio to kiss as much as the next gal#but this was so obviously going to be a billy-centric epsiode#which advanced the plot which is literally the point of every single episode???#random agathario makeout session would make NO SENSE here bc there was such a massive reveal at the end of last episode#so they have to go back and explain it#also#sorry to rant and sorry to be so angry lol#ive seen people saying how they already knew about billy from leaks and theories and comics so this ep was dumb and unnecessary#but i watch this show with my mum she has none of that context#she forgot what happened in last weeks episode#like#not everyone is on tumblr fighting for their lesbian witches#there are casual viewers who arent watching breakdowns and reading theories#so this episode was needed#it wasnt out of place#it would have been way weirder to not develop the whole billy thing and just keep going with the trials#that isnt how tv shows work#especially marvel shows that are part of a wider universe and cant just stand alone#GRRR IM GETTING ANGRY#i havent engaged like this with marvel for years#but smth about the way certain people are acting... its not quite sitting right#thats all lol#agatha all along#agathario#agatha spoilers#billy maximoff#billy kaplan
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OMORITOBER DAY 14: LIBRARY
i like to imagine spirit mari tossing down her favorite memories for omori to read while peeking around to see omori's reaction :3
i was thinkin of drawing her too, but honestly i wasnt very sure what pose to do and i was a bit tired !!
thanks to @/ntrogensolar for the omoritober prompt list!
extra rant in the tags ab why this isnt a full piece!
#artists on tumblr#omori#omori fanart#omoritober#inktober#ez_draws#ez_rants#so heres the deal#i get very tired easily with the whole onyl certain amount of 'spoons' per day thing#i spend most of my time doing my homework#and after that i feel like ive gotta finish the drawing for the day#this means i subconsiously sacrifice time doing things that i truly wanna do including spending time with my friends and doing other things#if i prioritize doing the things that i want to do a little more than this challenge#it ends with me kiiinnddaaa staying up pretty late trying to finish the art#and also lower quality art in general!#however i dont wanna quit the challenge just yet; we'll see how things go but for now i was thinking just doing a sketch! it allows me to-#still do a daily drawing which is great for someone who sometimes goes months without drawing and still not burning myself out on the dail#for example - this drawing took about an hour even though i took my time! and i was also able to spend time with friends and family and-#still be productive! i know i dont have to explain myself; its my art after all but yk i like to explain stuff especially when in relation#to my art! i wanna make sure the art i make is something i truly enjoy and not a plaguing responsibility- so i'll be adapting this-#challenge to my own needs! anyway thats all- sorry for the long rant! and congrats to the people who have enough time and motivation to do#the full challenge!!!#ok byebyeee! and i might be posting more silly sketches in my free time!#rant over <3
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i finished this in the last 20 minutes of lesbian visibility week after not drawing at all LETS GO
#lila art#genshin#genshin impact#genshin fanart#arlecchino#arlecchino genshin#navia#navia genshin#arlevia#navicchino#i dont think thats a ship name that anyone uses but im tagging it just in case#arlecchino x navia#this took me SO FUCKING LONG you would not believe#to be fair it was because i kept getting distracted by youtube or twitter or the thoughts inside my head#but STILL#i am very proud of this though this is one of like. two kisses ive ever drawn that look Good and the other one i didn't finish lmao#i was kind of impartial to arlevia until like. Yesterday#and now they are very important to me#arlecchino has a big polycule full of all his lesbian girlfriends and one bisexual woman (clorinde)#im also lowk obsessed with drawing sideprofiles because i am fascinated with drawing different noses#and giving characters different nose and face shapes#it is so beautiful how humans are so diverse in even the shapes that our bodies make#i went on a rant with my friend about this a few weeks ago#ANYWAY i was going to say this earlier but i forgot#i am Sorry for those two panels being so rushed and bullshitted#i had been working on this for like 8 hours and i wanted to be done SO BAD#but i needed to finish before lesbian visibility week ended!!!!#ok going to farm for father before i pass out good bye
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cressida's storyline was genuinely shameful tbhhh it's like they started rewriting it in the first half of the season then completely forgot about the changes they'd made to make it fit the book plot and it just ends up making everyone else look bad😐 every character in the second half got a "penelope did nothing wrong" lobotomy so we ended up with eloise completely ignoring cressida being sold off to an horrible man (when she made every effort to support her in the first half of the season) and for some reason resenting her for pretending to be lady whistledown? Then they somehow frame her ignoring colin's offensively bad pleas as it being her turning away from redemption when all she's trying to do is escape being trapped in the country with her likely abusive aunt... and it ends with her meeting her horrible fate and it still being framed as tragic only to immediately juxtapose it with the bridgerton family winning the idgaf war while gleefully seeing off francesca and her future dead husband. The bridgertons were the villains of the season frfr
#bridgerton#almost as bad as marina's plot in season one. every horrible decision in this show revolves around penelope meeting no consequences ever#this is not an anti post or anything idc about the fandom ill forget about this show tomorrow but i need to get this off my chest#they had to give penelope a fairy tale ending WHICH IS FINE but they somehow did it by surgically removing everyone's personality#INCLUDING HERS#benedict's bi storyline was bad also im sorry. paul literally has like 4 lines of dialogue and he was really cool#i love tilley but she should have been cut😭 if they wanted to establish he was bi (given we know theyre not genderbending sophie)#they should have made the whole subplot about him being attracted to a man instead of a 5 minute footnote in the last episode#i liked francesca and her husband whose name idr but it felt like they were framing it as him not being her 'great love'#considering what happens to him i fjnd it childish and meanspirited soul mates aren't real and he deserves a lttl respect considering.. lmao#what else. the dialogues were horrible. especially the ones between penelope and colin in the second part im sorry#they need to fire the make up and hair department. every reference to queen charlotte felt like a wahh pls watch my show ad#i miss anthony they should change the books to make him the villain of every season bb please come back to ruin your sibilings relationships#portia and philippa were peak as always. violet deserves her own season. we need to put eloise out of her misery pls leave her in scotland#rant overrr#publishing it on my sideblog actually i feel like im gonna lose followers just for having watched this show lmaoo
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Okay so here's my thing: I figured I would hop right into part 2 of my babby Tim fic after finishing part 1, and then a really fucked up Tim/Ra's idea jumped into my head and got me by the throat, and now I have mood whiplash from my own brain/writing?!
Also, a scene from my truly stupid, self-indulgent "Jason and Tim accidentally become bros immediately" fic sprung into my sleepy mind and then poured itself out of my fingers fully formed into a Google Doc.
So. I may be writing multiple longfics at the same time. Wish me luck?!
#jacey rants#jacey writes#the jason and tim are bros fic is so funny to me#because essentially jason kidnaps tim and tries to terrify him out of being robin#and tim is such a little shit#that jason immediately goes oh no i have a little brother#get bruce's sorry ass kid#i will help#and then tim does not realize having jason as a big brother means he is now expected to not be in goblin mode 24/7#there is a lot of screeching#and mutual much-needed emotional release/support#they accidentally end up as very very good brothers#dick has no idea how to feel about it#and bruce is still in the dark#so yeah keep an eye out for that one#the scene i wrote is jason sternly making tim do a book report for himself because it develops critical thinking skills#and tim's entire view of english class is shook#he might have to like literature now?!#like wtf jason why you gotta make him a nerd on top of being a geek?#rude.#tim drake#jason todd#ra's al ghul#batfam
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autoimmune disease/chronic illness talk:
autoimmune sucks, :( my diet is limited and i hate it man. can't eat gluten, dairy, red meat, shellfish, like wow my body is a real asshole to itself. like once i was born i was automatically destined to have a body that hates the preciously mentioned stuff and if i have too much of it my psoriasis kicks down the door and comes to torture my body and my mental state (but THANK GOD i'm not experiencing that rn and am in remission and asymptomatic of psoraisis)
and a ton of the foods i like are all made from things i can't eat because if i do give in and eat stuff with gluten, (however if i do eat a little then it seems to be fine... but still) it's literal torture and the foods i love are restricted to me because of my fucking condition
even when i want to find a snack in the pantry every one of them that i like contains something i can't eat
i know that it's better for me to stick to not eating it but i don't like it. i wanna go devour all the things i love regardless if they can trigger my disease, but then again if i do my condition will flare up and i'll go back to being in both physical and mental pain, and i never wanna go back to that hellhole again it's traumatizing
i wanna have a normal immune system dammit >:(
#renn's vents#renn's rants#internally screaming#autoimmune struggles#lmao *cries*#autoimmune#autoimmune disease#chronically ill#chronic illness#psoriasis#psoriasis awareness#AAAAAAAAAAAAA#skin condition#skin issues#even after it passed#even after it passed it's still there#waiting for the moment to strike if i end up triggering it#i'm chronically ill and i will chronically hate this disease#sorry for the vent lol i needed to get my frustrations out#sharon speaks
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#perfectionism is really kicking my butt rn#that and the fact i had like a week away from writing properly bc chronic pain and now i can’t get back into the headspace#so yeah#perfectionism and brain fog#the inimitable duo#and i know i just need to be patient because it’ll get in the end there like it always does#but rn i’ve spent two nights in a row trying to polish up the last bits of this chapter#and i still just feel so detached from it all i want to pitch my laptop out the window#but i can’t afford a new laptop each time i want to defenestrate it#so this little rant will have to do instead#UGH#it’s so annoying because i am actually so so proud of this chapter and have loved writing it and can’t wait to share it#it’s just this last little bit that i seem to be hitting a brick wall with#anyway sorry#four walls readers don't worry i go through this just about every chapter lol#i'm just feeling it particularly this time because it's a particularly big chapter (both in terms of length and content)#and sometimes venting in the tags and creating an alex moodboard is very therapeutic#writing stuff#alex turner#writer's block#lulu posts
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i think its clear on a narrative level that sam kept the revelation about the demon blood from dean for so long because (not only was it super inconvenient seeing as he died right after he found out and then he like immediately found out dean was gonna die) he is clearly deeply ashamed of it
#sam kept it a secret for so long to show us. the audience. that he was embarrassed of it (and also writers strikes)#sorry i saw someone criticise him for keeping it a secret yesterday and i havent stop thinking about it since#also at the end of the day its a bad thing that happened to SAM#and it is completely consistent with his character that he took the time to process it privately#like idc if it would have been better for dean to know#i dont need my fictional characters to always act completely rationally#sorry i had to get the rant out
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I NEED to rant about the trigun stampede designs in comparison with trigun 1998 because like… they had so much potential and the show threw it out the window or something.
(Edit: i haven’t read the manga so the mole thing doesn’t stand much but, again, this is only compared to ‘98 so plss dont attack me guys i swear i liked stampede)
rant, spoilers (?) + photo evidence under the cut
Tbh Knives/Vash bother me most, esp during their childhood. In tri98, they look almost identical at first, with only difference their hair color (Vash’s is more of a saturated blonde while Knives’ is closer bleach-blonde), and the mole under Vash’s left eye. Later on Vash get his hair cut and styled in spikes by Rem, while Knives takes liberty and cuts his own hair military-style. That’s about when they start to have individuality. This individuality reflects on their actions, with Vash trying to free a butterfly from a spiderweb, and Knives just killing the spider, thinking it's the most rational solution.
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In tristamp, they lack any kind of individuality, with the twins having mirrored haircuts and Knives a mole under his right eye, which really really doesn’t make sense to me; I thought the mole was supposed to represent the flawed, more human nature of Vash (just like his scars), and the absence of it on Knives’ face to be a reminder that he is, for that reason, better, almost perfect and, most definitely, not human. (Edit: guys I’ve been informed it exists in the manga but I’d still like it if it didn’t)
With that they lose every kind of individuality, and it doesn't make sense for them to look so different while they're adults however having similar hairstyles despite not seeing each other for years.
(not even going to mention the fact that they made him dead pale in stampede and instead of increasing his melanin and making his hair lighter they lightened both skin and hair color but it's not relevant to this kind of analysis and just a stylistic choice i guess)
As adults in tri98 they keep their hairstyles and Knives keeps a more military-looking outfit, which looks a whole lot like the SEEDS outfit they wore when abandoning the ship, while Vash has this super over-the-top outfit with the red coat and all. Tristamp keeps the idea of Knives wearing a similar outfit and Vash going crazy with his fit, but by doing so they made both of them look insanely different and inhuman, Vash looking too clean, with technical, expensive-looking, new clothing, and Knives just straight up looking strange. Nothing about his outfit even suggests human.
For Knives I don't think the point is to look human, so it doesn't matter, but Vash is too odd-looking to be considered one of the humans, while his goal is just this; to look super cool but still human enough. In tri98 this communicates well, but not in tristamp.
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(i couldn't find a pic of knives as a kid w the uniform but its the same as vash's)
Also, they're built so differently... Vash looks like a 17 year old kid and Knives looks over 25, their bodies should look the same (they're Plants after all) but with Knives being stronger in terms of power and skill, not having abs.
Basically the main problem is that the designs rely a lot on the aesthetics but not the practicality/lore-accuracy of them. I know tristamp is not meant to follow the original plot line, it just makes me a little insane how little the relationships between the characters were incorporated into these designs.
#sorry for this i just had to get it out my system#my friends suffered this rant incoherently so i had the obligation to write an actual thing and post it on tumblr#rant#i need someone to talk abt this to#i dont know if it makes sense i sort of gave up during the end#trigun#trigun 1998#trigun stampede#vash the stampede#knives millions#millions knives
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SURPRISE ATTACK!!!
Coming in to get you!! and remind you how cool you are, you make the best outfit designs and have such funny and interesting ideas and the way you draw everybody is super pretty!! :D
waaaaa T T thank you!!!!
Ur the coolest <3
#I'm glad you like the designs!#I got an ask that made me overthink and now I feel a bit pressured..#takes the fun out of things a bit#(it was well meaning! just my fucked up brain lol)#it feels less exciting now#and I was so happy yesterday#moodswings T_T#I think If I push through and make stuff I like I can get back into it#it also may be the fact that I pumped out sm stuff yesterday and expecting to get back into that perfect rhythm is just gonna end badly#I'm trying to stay positive tho!!#And I shouldn't analyse my moods#That's too much thinking#I need to stop and draw floofy bois instead!!#Sorry abt the rant#Buttttt#If you do have questions abt the au#Or thoughts#That would help I think#Thank you for the ask#Reminds me I'm not alone <3#answered asks#Charlie Somegrumpynerd
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up next on chapter 36 of idol sengen… _(:3 」∠)_
#(my toxic trait is that i’ll complain about my work endlessly but still end up doing it anyway… eventually.)#there’s rant 1 (ft. a need to deduce what asuna is saying in full) and rant 2 (which is available in full but still…)#there’s also another mona-rambling session in chapter 38… that im not touching with a 50 foot pole#(all you need to know for that mona-rambling [about frusu] is that mona’s frusu oshi is all of them)#(and that she thinks miyu is like *the* pinnacle of centres in idol groups)#(also someone won a junior dance competition but idk who bc it’s obscured lmao)#can i outsource these panels for a corn chip lmaoooo#m. maybe i should’ve actually worked on this while i was still unemployed last month huh…#bc excuse me company wdymmmmmm im starting work next monday?? the interview was just this monday hello?#ig the interviewer was legit when she said ‘so if i asked you if you can start work next monday—’ huh…#sigh… maybe ch 36 next month then… i’ll do my best over the weekend thoughhhhh#seriously though why is this volume so text heavy l m a o i really wanna get to chapter 40 but…#and then there’s the hard to clean text boxes which… aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#…though i guess i should just count myself lucky that the chapters are still short enough to fit into a single post (with the image limits)#but dang. i just realised that my manga sengen thing has a page on manga updates lmao#who put it there lmaooooo and why is it only up till vol 2? wait. no. what. why does it link to manga.dex#bc dang. someone really had the time to dl the thing image by image? no wonder why they stopped after vol 2…#guess i might as well say why i dont want people to reupload my tls… since we’re in the final stretch and all#so. aside from the obvious ‘idw the creators to find out about it’… i probably made a ton of mistakes while tling it. esp in the early chaps#so i’d like to. y’know. have the chance to update the tls where possible. i’ve done that a couple of times already tbh.#like with rippei’s name post-vol 4 release. and some of the typesetting is p. gross in the early chaps tbvh#i swear tling idol sengen has made me incredibly conscious of grammar and typesetting like you wouldnt believe#esp with official tls… fan tls will always be perfect to me no matter how wonky the wording bc it’s hard but honest work yk#official tls (esp a.i tls) get no concessions from me bc it’s their job that they’re getting paid to do yk.#in any case (if you’ve read this far) if you see any mistakes in the tl please lemme know~~~ please dont hold back on your criticisms ok~~~?#just sound ‘em out in dms here or sth. don’t worry~~~ i won’t eat y’all if you try to correct me~~~~~ unless you’re the md reuploader (jk)#and ik i disabled comments on the other blog (or tried to at least) but that’s bc idw bots to flood the comments bc that’s annoying as he—#anyways sorry for the idol sengen wait (if anyone was waiting for it…) i’ll improve on my work ethic… tomorrow. maybe.
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forgot to post this
#knockout#transformers prime#tfp#tfp knockout#this is my first time drawing transformers and i ended up with 119 layers of coloring#i had fun but i do not look forward to any more alien gay robots on my virtual canvas for at least a few months#(immediately goes to draw him again)#to be fair this time it's gonna be humanization#i already started it and have surprisingly hard time designing him clothes. while character design is like. my profession.#no i designed him allright. the thing is#i know he wouldn't wear that if his life depended on it#and i also can't design smthn he WOULD wear becouse I WOULDN'T and it gives me a hard time fairly judjing if it is okay or a crap#ok this tags getting out of control sorry ig#it's just 4 am now and everyone else is asleep. i need to rant SOMEWHERE ok??????#yes i become very chatty when sleep deprived. idk what you should do with that info#and when I'm NOT sleep deprived i just. never fucking talk. how tf me workin'.#ok i stop now#good night or good morning or whatever#lisayon draws
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the assertion that anyone knows who they are and are always going to be at 16 is so deeply ridiculous. that's a teenager. teenagers are insecure and impatient, they want it all figured out and for it to be ok. telling them that there's a way to do just that and it's medicalization is pure fucking evil
#and i'm so fucking angry I fell for it! that they had my mother thinking she'd end up burying me if she didn't go along#I'm sorry for ranting I just need to get my thoughts out#detransition#trans ideology
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between my laptop battery blowing up and probably being due for a new drawing tablet that isnt a nearly decade old model with nib replacements running out i fear i wont be able to doodle much for quite some time
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will probably take out the old sketchbook at best and sudoku books at worst but even so. the agony has come to claim me once more
#duck rants about something#to the comms i have as of rn im v sorry for the foreseeable delay m( _ _')m#not to mention College stuff. get me Out of here (they are not In there yet)#im running out of food to keep myself going...... ive been scrolling twt from time to time for cute fanart but theres that mood boost that#comes from drawing things myself too that isnt even comparable and raghhh i want to draw#my own comics and years old pixiv logs can only keep me going for so long#didnt do nearly as much as i wanted to over the break but its honestly still a decent amount and more than i thougth i did in the end#and i think i mightve improved a bit!!!!! or not#apologies in advance if you see me rb old stuff from time to time though. its been one of those months#and also i need to learn to not feel incredibly ashamed at self rbing anyhow so 👊 its going great (its not)
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what does paul have against a-bo???
LITERALLY WHAT IM SAYING???? the problem with paul and something hes been critised for his whole coaching career is that he will always prefer to put in a vet over a young kid, especially vets hes worked with previously because he knows them better and newer kids have to go through trials and tribulations before he decides to start them regularly
it drives me mad because we're in need of a righty d so we can stop playing nate and kuli on their offsides. this isnt to say nate and kuli are bad on their offside theyve been holding down the mantle quite well it just its absolutely baffling that while ekky was out boqy shouldve stepped in (again) and at least run pp1, hes offensive, hes a puck mover and was just starting to gain chemistry with matthew and instead he was sat and put in like 1 back to back game and then tobi got called up.
im not mad at that decision i think tobi deserves to have more time to prove himself up with us but also youre best righthanded defenceman is out.. you decide to call up a lefty??? when boqy is right there??? and you have time to let him play out games and get used to the team (again)??? and you dont do that??? so now quite literally every pair has a lefty???? and you dont give him time to play and now ekkys back so now tobis down again and boqys back to being in jail???
the ideal here is that boqy slides up with mikksy because i think mikksy benefits from someone whos more offensively minded than he is (like monty was) while he hangs back at the blueline but i cant deny that his playstyle this season has really evolved where hes the dman whos jumping up more often in plays and joining rushes and the way he crowds the net is so very helpful and this due in large part to him adapating his play with kuli because last fucking season it was so notable how much the mikksy-kuli pair seemed to be too defensive and we're dragging each other down, and i was glad when monty came back because mikksy does benefit from a player like that. now it seems because of that its actually mikksy filling in the role of the more offensive dman with kuli because they have that chemistry now (not so much nate now because if i took a shot for the amount of times theyve taken each other out in plays because they havent had the time to properly establish their areas i think id be blackout drunk ofc the more time they play w eo the less of a problem that will be but when youre down ekky it looked not as good)
so now we have the conodrum of well the original plan of putting boqy up with mikksy kinda goes out the window because we realise how much the team benefits as a whole when mikksy gets on his horse and becomes a sometimes 5'10 winger, and you cant have two dman that are gonna be doing that... which is why when paul slotted in boqy he always put him with nathan. but that means uvis is out and you really dont want him out because he has great physicality and is also a puckmover so then youd be switching kuli nathan and uvis out which- 2 are vets, 2 have played for paul and-
you see whats happening here
#ask#i still think the mikksy-boqy pair could be great if given the time they need#and it makes me pull my hair out to know we're probably gonna shop for a righty d with scoring come the trade deadline#when boqy is right there and if you give him the ice time i really think he could be great#i think boqy should be running pp2 in all seriousness and its insane that hes not#idk maybe boqys dealing with something too that we just dont know#maybe thats why paul hasnt been giving him opportunities#but also this happened with muzzy last season this happened with many of our 4th liners#where you just didnt see them for so long because paul got too comfortable with the lineup#i think this is just another case of getting too comfortable with the lineup#and there was such a missed opportunity here where boqy couldve gotten so much playing time than he ended up doing#sorry its a rant im very fussy about all this i think boqy should be on the ice every single game#i think he should be with mikksy im sure they can figure something out like forsy-ekky have where they both rotate on whos attacking etc et
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