it is all chaos and entropy. the thing is that the chaos and entropy make it beautiful and lovely.
yes, it's true that nature and the universe are uncaring and unspecific, and that is terrifying. i have lived through some of the unfairness - i got born like this, with my body caving into itself, with this ironic love of dance when i sometimes can't stand up for longer than 15 minutes. i am a poet with hands that are slowly shutting down - i can't hold a pen some days. recently i found a dead bird on our front porch. she had no visible injuries. she had just died, the way things die sometimes.
it is also true that nature and the universe are uncaring and unspecific, and that is wonderful. the sheer happenstance that makes rain turn into a rainbow. the impossible coincidence of finding your best friend. i have made so many mistakes and i have let myself down and i have harmed other people by accident. nature moves anyway. on the worst day of my life she delivers me an orange juice sunset, as if she is saying try again tomorrow.
how vast and unknowing the universe! how small we are! isn't that lovely. the universe has given us flowers and harp strings and the shape of clouds. how massive our lives are in comparison to a grasshopper. the world so bright, still undiscovered. even after 30 years of being on this earth, i learned about a new type of animal today: the dhole.
chance echoing in my life like a harmony between two people talking. do you think you and i, living in different worlds but connected through the internet - do you think we've ever seen the same butterfly? they migrate thousands of miles. it's possible, right?
how beautiful the ways we fill the vastness of space. i love that when large amounts of people are applauding in a room, they all start clapping at the same time. i love that the ocean reminds us of our mother's heartbeat. i love that out of all the colors, chlorophyll chose green. i love the coincidences. i love the places where science says i don't know, but it just happens.
"the universe doesn't care about you!" oh, i know. that's okay. i care about the universe. i will put my big stupid heart out into it and watch the universe feast on it. it is not painful. it is strange - the more love you pour into the unfeeling world, the more it feels the world loves you in return. i know it's confirmation bias. i think i'm okay if my proof of kindness is just my own body and my own spirit.
i buried the bird from our porch deep in the woods. that same day, an old friend reaches out to me and says i miss you. wherever you go, no matter how bad it gets - you try to do good.
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bitter that life is not a wg fic and i have to participate in society and fulfill obligations
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im not smart enough to make this post but something something im thinking abt abe and mihashi both being ostracized from their peers growing up but abe chose it (separating himself from the group) while mihashi didn't (looking in longingly)
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Luo Binghe really was entirely too forgiving about the whole abyss thing. Y’all talk about how the peak lords must have felt going through hell and high water for Shen Qingqiu, just for the man to still end up with Luo Binghe? Imagine if Luo Binghe had friends and they knew exactly what Shen Qingqiu had done to Luo Binghe over all those years 😬
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°•♡Imagine being a cum dump at a girls sleepover, all of them useing your mouth and finering you while they take turns and fim eatch other fucking you~little do you know they're sending the videos to the guys of the friend group who're masturbateing together to your out of breath body♡•°
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since vlive, along with all its contents, is being deleted, i’m compiling an archive of all the youtube channels/alternate sources that have compiled the vlives of different groups which are NOT going to be uploaded to weverse. below is a list of groups, ordered alphabetically, and a google doc master archive that is being worked on. i’ll be updating this post as i find more sources!
2pm
ab6ix
a.c.e
aespa
alice
aoa
astro
ateez
b1a4
cix [1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6]
b.a.p [1, 2]
btob
clc
cravity
day6
e'last
elris
eunbi
everglow
exid [1, 2]
exo
forestella
f(x)
gfriend/viviz
(g)i-dle
good day
gugudan
gwsn
h1-key
hello venus
i*zone
itzy
iu
ive
kard
ladies' code
kep1er
kingdom
lapillus
loona
lucy
mcnd
minju
monsta x
m.o.n.t
momoland
nct (127/dream/wayv) / nct night night [johnjae radio show]
n.flying
nmixx
nu’est
oneus
onewe
onf
omega x
pentagon
pixy
pristin/hinapia
purple kiss
red velvet
sejeong
sf9
shinee
sistar
snsd [1, 2]
somi
stray kids
superm
tempest
the boyz
the rose
trendz
twice
vixx
wanna one
weeekly
wei
weki meki [1, 2, 3]
wjsn
wonho
woodz [1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6]
xdinary heroes
yena
yuri (jo yuri)
**comprehensive vlive master archive (being updated) by @/strayglitch on twitter.
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you learn sign language to communicate with toge when you get word he’s going to be in your class and on his first day you sign hello and he pulls his phone out of his pocket to text you instead with the most flat expression on his face
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one thing i love so so much about wyll is that he's an atheist, not in the sense that he doesn't believe in them, they are materially real in the DnD setting, but that he doesn't think they're worthy of worship "the only thing the gods have ever given me is a cold shoulder" it's so evocative, so poignant, it says so much about him as a character. and really, to me, encapsulates the essence of his character: there is no divine intervention, there are no miracles, there are only people, and for them he's willing to sacrifice more than any god ever would
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