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hey y'all im& typing this out mostly bc i& feel the need to like make it extra clear bc sometimes i& feel like im& not coming off clearly enough & i already talked about it w/ macy where we both agree & this is general & @ /nbh so !! if i'm& sending you a bunch of stuff in discord dms, that's in no way me& tryna rush you for replies or anything like that, that's just me& being excited about our munchkins & their dynamics, you can take as long as you want to reply to me or just not even reply to asks/memes & shit bc it doesn't bother me @ all i& just love writing when i& feel inspo & i get a lot of ideas & when i& do that i& tend to like blast that out bc of a) i& get excited & that's gotta Come Out & b) this is the most important reason but i& have did so i& easily forget so i& make sure to like let it all out before i& forget so i& could send yall 100 asks/memes/starters or w/e & you could answer 100 of them or some of them & i'd& still not expect anything back bc life is obviously difficult for a lotta ppl out here rn, my& own included, you can take as long as you need to reply to my& shit, when i& throw in stuff in our& dms thats literally just me& thinking "oh hmmm this sounds interesting i wonder what [x] would think of this" & just pop off. yall are not obligated to reply to every single thing i& say (although if that happens thats cool) or reply in exactly 000000000.1 seconds i'm& never gonna be out here rushing people. like. I& Get It TM. this blog is permanently on semihiatus & medium to very low sporadic activity, our& writing speed entirely depends on motivation, there's days where i& write a few replies in seconds, several replies in one day or months or even years where i& post nothing at all, there's no in between bc this is a hobby. lmao. like. in my& case i& like having a clean dashboard so i& won't be following back every single blog that follows me & i unfollow ppl who're pretty much cricket silence w/ me for extended long periods of time (this obviously doesn't apply to people on hiatus or people that i Know are inherently low activity or very busy irl or if we're extremely close) but it Does apply to mutuals who like literally Never respond to starters i've written, answer memes i've sent, or people who never send me asks/memes or ppl who Never respond to our threads & otherwise making no genuine attempt to interact beyond clicking the follow button & that's It & never speaking to me ever all while being clearly active on the dash as i've& said previously on my rules, but again on the flip side, i'm& more than happy to refollow sb again if they approach me with genuine interest, but all of that is just to make sure my dash is active & communication is essential which leads me& to my& next point. but At The Same Time i expect to be told that if i'm doing or talking too much bc otherwise I Won't Know. esp bc im& not a mindreader. bc it's happened on occasions in the past in the older days of me being on here like years ago where like sb would like ignore me w/o saying a word (& that's not inherently a bad thing but it Does sting especially bc i have bpd) as to why. like. you can tell me to like slow it down bc you're overwhelmed & i& can literally just write it down in a discord server channel ykwim?? it aint hard. im& autistic & i& also have bpd & did, im& traumatized & there are days where i& just straight up do not feel like doing anything & that's perfectly normal. yall feel me?? tl;dr; if i'm& sending you a bunch of stuff in dms, that's in no way me& tryna rush you for replies or anything like that, take your time, take care of yourself first, but At The Same Time i expect to be told that if i'm doing/talking too much bc otherwise I Won't Know ok ily
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time for my once every four years semihiatus from weekly posts due to burnout!! (don't worry I still will very much be active lol)
I have some posts scheduled through october but BRO I am so burnt out and none of my usual stuff is fixing it lol. so. I'm just gonna be answering asks and taking a break from longer posts until my brain wakes back up lmao. in the words of fake guy fierri we've all had it. hm.
#blog update#believe me I don't like this anymore than you guys do#/lh#I'm okay btw#just#hnng#got like 3 new diagnoses recently so uh#also transferring jobs slowly#it's been a lot\#BUT I MISS YALL#I LOVE YALL#AND I HOPE YOURE DOING GOOD#LOVE YOU GUYS#<3333333
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SEMIHIATUS
Sept 17, 2024 — Hi. I’ve been gone awhile. Here’s why:
[ This story includes information related to cancer, terminal illness, injury, death, grief, depression, and suicide. Proceed with caution. ]
In late 2019 my Dad took the first steps to finding out why his left hip hurt so much. In early 2020 it was decided that he had severe arthritis and he was scheduled in to start physiotherapy to help manage his pain. Then the COVID lockdowns happened and his physiotherapy had to be postponed.
He was finally able to see a physiotherapist once the world started up again. They gave him an x-ray which showed a shadow in his groin. He was swiftly booked in for an appointment at the urology unit. They diagnosed him with stage 4 prostate cancer.
Fast forward to mid-2022. Dad had been having an injection of sorts to help keep his cancer under control. Even stage 4 prostate cancer can be controlled enough to give people up to 8 years longer — most people with prostate cancer simply die with the cancer, not from it. He had his left hip replaced.
By late 2022 he had developed an even worse pain in his right hip. He was whisked off to hospital for an x-ray. His right hip was shattered. The ball part of the joint had burst through the socket. The doctors said it looked like he’d either fallen from a building or been hit by a bus. He had been unable to walk more than a few steps for weeks, and was just sitting in his chair all the time. He remained in hospital for a month, getting poked and prodded and forgotten about. It was decided that they couldn��t do anything for his hip — another replacement wouldn’t work because there was no bone at all to attach the replacement onto.
He came home and was bed-bound with his right leg in traction to try to gently pull it back out of the shattered socket.
Early 2023. Dad’s pain became unmanageable and he was taken back into hospital for another month. He was diagnosed and undiagnosed then rediagnosed with various ailments. Eventually, after having to ask practically every member of staff there, we were told that Dad had a very rare bone cancer that was dissolving his bones. He no longer had any bone in his right hip, and it was spreading down his leg. They gave him a prognosis of mere weeks.
So now the poor man had primary stage 4 prostate cancer and primary terminal bone cancer.
September 21st 2023 at 11am, Dad died at home in his bed. The bone cancer had infected his blood and he died from sepsis.
My sisters are all married and live outside of the family home, but I still lived with Mum and Dad. Mum was devastated by losing Dad. I watched, helpless, as the grief consumed her. She developed agoraphobia. She had literally hundreds of photos of Dad hung up around the house — on the walls, the doors, the fridge, printed on cushion covers and blankets — the photos had originally brought her comfort, but eventually they caused her to have immeasurable sadness. She couldn’t talk or think about anything but Dad. She spent a huge majority of her time writing a sort of diary of their early relationship.
November 28th 2023 at 10pm, I said “see you in the morning” to Mum. She said “okay” and I went to bed.
November 29th 2023 at 6:59am, I woke up. Mum had died by suicide in the night. Nine weeks and six days after Dad had died.
By Christmas I was evicted from our home. I’ve been staying in my sister’s dining room ever since.
I have depression, anxiety, and PTSD.
So that’s the story of why I’ve been barely-here for the past year.
#i’m broken#edit (20 may): my life’s a mess but i’m getting there#edit (17 sept): this post may be triggering for some people
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[ i haven't been on comp for like 2 days wow. i am so sorry :') i know i'm still on semihiatus but still. basically the mmo i play is having an event and i can catch up with gear, so i have been vibing over there anyway. ]
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// this pride month, i s2g i’m actually gonna write up some info bout the love of blackwell’s life...
#//still on semihiatus but it's usually easier for me to crank out info posts than actual replies anyhow so we'll see#out of condition | OOC
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Arrow of Time
Gruvia week prompt 6: Nightmare
#fairy tail#gruvia#gruvia week#gray fullbuster#juvia lockser#giuloxar art#comic#own fave#i really doubt i'll make the next on time i'm very sorry#so just as new updates.. i still have.. 2 prompts more i guess? but i'm still at 50% and my classes slapped me very strongly so-#i doubt -i don't know tbh if- i'll tag it as gruvia week because i'll delay a lot but i'll write the prompts instead#i feel like a semihiatus artist omg im so sorry XD
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roger’s car place
#finals are here and im in distress#sorry this is so sketchy looking i havent drawn anything in 20 years#yes this is how ive spent my last 5 minutes of peace#i missed these 4#still on semihiatus#sorry shrugs#fizzy the soda can#roger the rulebook#that was his name right#neo the nightlight#megan the mug#dhmis oc#this was originally going to be Morty's Car Place#but i have another idea for him#heheheehe#ok bye
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fjfbsksnan i just realized the shirt from The Minho Outfit is the one chan has on the spread my wings video woah what a shirt
#that video is the best still to this day#i remember i watched it like ... so many times when it dropped because they all looked SO good#but minho looked cute af i couldnt resist#also i’m back to semihiatus (which is ironic bc i’m less active than whem i was on full hiatus???)#but i’m finally on summer break and i need some time off the internet and i dont feel too comfortable rn so theres that
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i was going to change my ask box title to reflect that i’ll be going on a semi-hiatus starting friday but still to send in asks during that time if you’d like because i’ll answer them when i get back, but i’d COMPLETELY forgotten that i’d made the title a doctor who reference and started laughing so hard that i decided not to change it
#if you want to know what it is go send an ask ;)#re: the semihiatus the q is absolutely still running and i've just scheduled about 15 gifsets so rest assured the blog will still be active#arwen.text
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we’re having a new roof put on because the last hurricane destroyed the old one and the builders have been at this for nine straight hours now, all of which i have been in the house listening to the hailstorm of feet and hammers above my head
#and like#i cant go outside and read or do anything bc#u know#strangers#so ive been extra trapped indoors#i think i've lost a bit of sanity listening to the banging for this long#lee talks#and breaks a semihiatus to complain#its almost 8 and they're still there#let me sleeeeeep
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To the anon that sent me more hate about Nyx and Láeg (again). We’re still shipping. In case you can’t see my fucking pages, Láeg is still listed as his canon servant and a week ago we established that they’re soulmates ( I’m cry ). So kindly go fuck off. I’m blocking the anon. If this keeps up I’ll turn it off completely.
#im at work and received more hate???#láeg is on a semihiatus right now and i still talk daily with the mun???#so you dont uave the right to fucking shit on him????#back up???
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ok but do u guys have any gay friends i only have one she's been my best friend since i can remember but i want a group of gays
a gay herd to be friends with
also hello i need a boyfriend !!!!!
#shes bi and awesome#btw semihiatus means i only log on from my phone bc my laptop is broken#so im still here making dumb posts#anyways I NEED A BF !!!
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WE'RE (TENTATIVELY) BACK BABEYYYYYY
I'm still struggling with tech issues but I have an interim solution so GUESS THE FUCK WHAT????
RICKY BOWEN DATING HEADCANONS ARE UP ON MY PATREON AND WILL DROP HERE ON THE 14TH AT 5PM!!!!!!!!
Im still hanging in semihiatus mode even though I'm probs gonna be writing more bc after not writing for literally exactly a month I'm getting back into the swing of it yk
I just don't wanna be like "regularly scheduled posts are back! :)" and then be like "regularly scheduled posts are not back actually! :("
but yeah after idk a week or two???? after I've been writing consistently long enough to be like yeah this is a regular thing again then I'll change it in my bio lmao
tldr; we're still in semihiatus until I'm back on a regular writing schedule, even if i'm posting regularly lol
(tagging the ppl in my tag list to give them a heads up cause I've been inactive forever <3 so hey @afidiofobia @aliyahsutherland there's more ricky content coming soon uwu)
#blog update#I LOVE YOU GUYS#TY 4 being PATIENT!!!#also shout out to the mvp whos manifesting my tech problems away#ricky bowen x reader
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OOC. update: i found some old drafts accidentally saved to other blogs again so rip. i moved them over. still on semihiatus. i want to keep working on commissions and also i’m a sad piece of shit. i might get my queue up and running again. i have a lot of horny memes in my inbox still lmao
i’m gonna do a follower purge before the end of the year also, just putting this here to remind myself.
#last couple weeks have been go go go go go for us#and i don't have a lot of wins rn#it'll get better but#this is why i am being more selective than normal and i'm sorry about it and also thank u#for ur patience and stuff#✦ ooc / mundane.
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OOC: Haitus —> Semi Hiauts
//Hey guys!
//So things have calmed down significantly, but I’m not sure what the future holds. So I’m lifting my hiatus and moving to SemiHiatus.
//I will be able to do threads now (tho I must ask for your patience as I still can only do like 1-2 replies per day).
//Anyways, thanks so much for sticking around and for the kind messages while I’ve been gone. I look forward to getting into shenanigans with you all and I hope you guys have a great day!
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so i’m catching up on the one point korean lessons and is no one talking about the fact that jackson said ‘라면 먹고 갈래’/wanna go eat ramen (the korean equivalent of netflix and chill) AGAIN and stared at jaebum while everyone else was just awkwardly silent or did i just miss the memo bc like
i’m sorry if you can’t read korean but like look at hIS FACE AND THEN JUST
BAMBAM EITHER TRYING TO DIFFUSE THE SITUATION OR NOT UNDERSTANDING AND THEN THE CHERRY ON TOP IN CASE YOU DIDN’T NOTICE
tHIS SHIT????? jackbum just WTF LOOK AT THEM i’m out
#why have i seen no postS ABOUT THIS#I MAY BE ON SEMIHIATUS BUT STILL#I LITERALLY JUMPED ON MY DESKTOP TO MAKE GIFS IMMEDIATELY BC WTF#PLS TELL ME IF I JUST MISSED THE POSTS ON THIS BC#SRSLY JACKBUM#just look at the rest of them mfg i'm dead#jackbum#got7#bias line#jackson#jb#i'm so done#emma being extra#mine#text post#my text post
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