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Mine
Mine.
A simple, four-letter word. A basic concept.
And the most dangerous idea our species has ever come up with.
When I say “mine,” I mean all mine. Not just me first.
It’s not enough that I win. You have to lose.
Taken to its natural conclusion, that is where “mine” ends up.
If you’ve ever wondered what can destroy the strongest bonds of love and friendship, this is it.
If you’ve ever wondered what can separate us from God, what got us tossed out of the Garden, this is it.
“Mine” is the original sin.
We disguise “mine” in all kinds of ways. But whether we clothe in the language of success. Or power. Or influence. Or wealth. Or even fear. They’re all just different ways of saying “mine.”
In today’s Gospel, the questioners of Jesus may have dressed it up as a question about eternity. But Jesus sees it for what it really is. Just another way of saying “mine.”
It would be funny, if it wasn’t so sad. Because they’re saying “mine” about something that none of us can ever really say “mine” about. Eternity.
Not because eternity is beyond our control (although it is). But because eternity is the exact opposite of “mine.” As C.S. Lewis put it,
“Give up yourself, and you will find your real self. Lose your life and you will save it.
Submit to death, death of your ambitions and favorite wishes every day and death of your whole body, in the end submit with every fiber of your being, and you will find eternal life.
Keep back nothing. Nothing that you have not given away will be really yours.
Nothing in you that has not died will ever be raised from the dead.
Look for yourself, and you will find in the long run only hatred, loneliness, despair, rage, ruin, and decay.
But look for Christ and you will find Him, and with Him everything else thrown in.”
Today’s Readings
#Mine#Original Sin#God#Jesus#Catholic#Christian#Church#Eternity#Seek ye first#C.S. Lewis#Moments Before Mass
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Faith's Checkbook
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#I LOVE YOU#TWIN#twin soul#twinflame#♥️♥️♥️#seek ye FIRST#the kingdom of GOD#&all things will be added unto you#🙏🏾
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Sorry for not having a Year of the Dragon MDZS artwork; Unfortunately, I can only picture Dragon LWJ in this particular flavour.
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#wei wuxian#Dragon AU#MDZS AU#noodleji#(IT'S A REAL TAG!!! AAH!!! THROWING MY HAT TO THE LITTLE GUY LOVERS!)#Yes I watched Fruits Basket in my teen years and yes it left a significant impression on me.#'The Dragon Transforms' and its just into a small little guy.#Even more points if the human form is a Tall Guy.#Sadly this does not appear to be a common nor popular variation so I will sit on my little hill alone. (EDIT: I WAS WRONG)#Dragon LWJ probably would be some kind of river dragon. Lesser god of a small stream.#One that grows bigger with time but always has the reputation of being benevolent and calm to those who seek its clear waters.#Do not pollute these waters or your ass is going to be bit. 1000 tiny puncture marks.#I imagine that's probably how wwx first meets him (accidently pours booze into lwj's river) (gets bit - gets bit - gets bit-)#WWX eventually befriends him through stubbornly showing up every week to give him offerings.#Takes him into town in a little pot of water to show him how the people live. Maybe go to a festival.#When the day is done and he's back in his river and alone - LWJ finally feels a new emotion...it is longing and loneliness.
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Tumblr Hall of Fame post about how daddy issues make you a people pleaser but mommy issues make you a sociopath is so Dick Grayson and Jason Todd coded.
#also I am of the firm belief that Jason's personality is like Zuko's pre-death but more like Azula's post-death#Jason post-death is manipulative#anti-social and desperately seeks some type of connection all the while self sabotaging at almost every opportunity#You know#like Azula#And yes#Dick pre-boot is probably the most likely person to take first opportunity to bitch slap Bruce#but#he is also defined by his obsessive need to offer every ounce of who he is to assist other people all the while he slowly rots inside#Dick Grayson#nightwing#jason todd#red hood
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Stephanie me thinks has a habit of hanging from the ceiling and twisting her head around with no care about how other people feel about it. A bit of an issue with the Justice League lol
#Hey she's having fun with this sudden game of hide and seek tag lol#The league was not informed that Batman was bringing another child up lmao#possessed doll au#batman au#stephanie brown#robin#dcu#dc#art#sketch#Why yes her head is backwards *and* tilted upside down lol#Steph: How can I traumatize my not-dad's coworkers the most within 5 seconds....#Steph was bet 5 whole cookies that she couldn't do worse than Jason when he first got introduced and he got too excited and lost his head#Or dick losing an arm#At this point it's a competition between all the kids lol
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As far as character progression goes, I'd argue that the most important aspect of the RLJ reveal isn't just Jon learning that he isn't Ned's son. The most important part is him learning that he isn't Ned Stark's bastard son. He's spent all his life chasing after Ned's shadow, trying to prove to himself and to the world that he is worthy of being Ned Stark's son, "let them say that Eddard Stark had fathered four sons not three", “he was not a Stark but he could die like one” and all that. He's internalized the shame of being the one stain on honorable Ned Starks' reputation
“But it’s a lie,” Jon insisted. How could they think his father was a traitor, had they all gone mad? Lord Eddard Stark would never dishonor himself … would he? He fathered a bastard, a small voice whispered inside him. Where was the honor in that? And your mother, what of her? He will not even speak her name.
So it's important for him to finally stop chasing after that elusive shadow. It's important for him to understand that Ned's dishonor was a deliberate choice that he made by himself, and it's thus no fault of his own. Once Jon internalizes that, then he can finally move on and ask himself, who am I? What do I want for myself? What can I be in this world, just as I am? So far, he's been unable to do that successfully because he still has an incomplete (and false) understanding of who he is.
#jon snow#asoiaf#valyrianscrolls#jon specifically being ned’s bastard cannot be overstated#it heavily colors his outlooks on his own life and how he navigates through the world#like let’s talk about his sex hangups for example#being ned's bastard is so so important to his character arc#ffs whenever he meets someone new it’s always you must be ned stark’s bastard#it’s how he and everyone else understand his role in life so for him to progress as a character we need to ask#what happens when jon is no longer ned stark’s bastard?#what happens when the one thing that drove him to the wall - to seek glory and kickstarted his heroic journey#is proven to be false?#what then?#what does he do then? where does he go then? who does he become then?#I think he will at first be resistant - and it’s been my personal theory that his learning of robb’s will#will coincide with that and that will be the greatest temptation for him#just like with stannis’ offer and how he agonized over it he will try to cling to some form of#-I can still be ned’s son can’t I? look robb legitimized me as such-#yes I think he’ll already be aware of his parentage by the time he learns of the will#but ultimately he will choose to forge his own path in the end just like he chose to remain with the nw#which then doesn’t look good for the kitn prospects I’m ngl 😬#because just like accepting Stannis’ offer meant desecrating his father’s gods#accepting the will while knowing that he has no right over his now cousins would straight up be usurpation regardless of age or skill#and I can see grrm throwing in that moral dilemma for Jon because his arc is full of them#but just as he rejected stannis and ended up as lc then his final rejection will lead to something else that is greater - king of winter 🤭#Just my opinion tho 🙂#tagging#eddard stark#r plus l equals j#As well
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Some People : Ohhh Daenerys will be S O mad when she finally meets Jaime she will want to burn him alive for treason
What Daenerys will actually do : stare at Jaime for a long while in sheer amazement and then just say "tell me about T H E M".
#I want to know#I never knew my father#I want to know everything about him#The good and... the rest#and her mother#and her b r o t h e r#we shall talk when I return#i almost mistook you for aegon the conqueror#F U C K I NEED THIS FUCKING BOOK NOW#aghjhhh#jaime will finally get his chance of TALKING#and he has THINGS to say#asoiaf#valyrianscrolls#daenerys targaryen#jaime lannister#yes i am AWARE that i'm oversimplifying their first meeting and OF COURSE this is meant to get ugly at some point#but it is SO obvious to me that she will not hate the man and she will seek to understand and first of all LEARN from him#aspa rambles
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How Mahoro was initially presented in early promo materials and the first episode OP & ED
When Mahoro was first revealed, she was presented as this cute and peppy love interest character that you typically see in shoujo manga. And when I first look at her, I immediately thought she is kind of an odd duck due to the delinquent-like setting BUCCHIGIRI?! is.
The promo teaser even showed a split second shot of her just being the cute character who would give the main characters some motivation (well just Arajin lol). This of course made me fear that she would be a plot device that would cause a shitty ass love triangle.
OP and ED gets a bit weird in this. When she is presented in the OP, all of the guys (sans Kenichiro and Marito) are immediately taken aback by her. In the ED, all of the main guys are dancing with her, have few shots of them getting ship teased with her and when she did the heart hands thing, all of them are immediately charmed by her.
(Wish I could include all guys being heart handed by Mahoro but I want to put in more photos)
But in the main series? Nope. None of the guys except for Arajin (obviously) really like her or are close to her. And that’s because underneath her cute appearance, lies a selfish and toxic girl who only wants her brother’s attention only. And by doing so, she ‘dates’ guys in hopes that they become the new leader of Siguma and have Marito step down so that she can have him all for herself.
The Siguma members relationship with Mahoro:
- Outa is seen being exasperated by her fangirling antics in the first episode.
- One of the mooks commented that Mahoro dated guys 24 times all so that they can be beaten up by Marito, satisfying her brocon fantasies (which in truth they’re ’tests’ to see if they can beat her brother or not)
- Hagure is shown to be intimidated by her and kept running in circles while being behind Jabashiri’s back in the second episode.
- Jabashiri hardly noticed, much less pay attention to Mahoro.
- Marito is the exception since he is the older brother but even he has limits if the face he made in the second ep is of any indication.
This even applies to Minato Kai as well:
- Kenichiro, Kamao and Zabu doesn’t know her yet but in the case of the latter two, they probably know her in passing but otherwise they hardly paid attention to Mahoro.
- Matakara does but he dislikes the way she is manipulating Arajin for personally selfish reasons. When he tried to confront her, she straight up ignored him. When he did it again but with force, she screeched like a siren and ran off.
But with all that said, let’s take a glimpse of Mahoro’s character:
- Presents herself as a shojo manga-esque character.
- But in actuality, she’s a massively unhinged brocon.
- toxic and manipulative. All it takes is using a hand heart sign and guys would immediately be ‘motivated’ by her.
- Is known to go out with guys but has never really shown any care about their personal lives (if her actions in 1st and 3rd episode are of any indication)
- morally selfish but not downright evil. Just selfish.
- can fight back if she wants to.
- doesn’t care about anyone other than her brother.
- hates being touched by other random guys who tried to question her.
- ignores people who tried to confront her about her motives.
I know that I’ve made quite a few posts about Mahoro but she strikes me as an interesting character despite her actions in today’s episode but at the same time, I do hope that she at least have character development along the way, have a backstory that explains why she is the secretly toxic and selfish brocon that she is today and last but not least not thrown or sidelined into a unconventional damsel in distress.
Anyways, peace! ✌🏻
#rubi’s post#bucchigiri?!#mahoro jin#meta#character study#I wrote all of this at 12am#but again these are all of my thoughts on mahoro as a character#yes I will say it again that she is a toxic and selfish attention-seeking brat who needs to be put in her place#but at the same time I do believe that she has growth#and also because she’s a teen who is capable of change#but whether she wants to mature or not is up to future episodes and writing#but like I said first and foremost#MAPPA really needs to get their shit together when it comes to their production and work quality#before they can tackle any of this stuff
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Taken by nightmares
TW - nightmares, Cia being creepy, warriors gets bullied by his own brain 101, warriors get his soul stolen (in the dream F), Sky gets a little present, but its not pleasant, blood
Running running running
He was running out of time
Time ticked forward. The flames rose higher. The pain in his soul turned sickly.
"LINK!"
Turning around he found a monstrous beast.
Ganondorf.
The glow of the stolen fragments of the triforce shone from his head as the beast stomped forward. But he felt frozen in place.
Impa lay still on the ground nearby. He was too late to save her.
He raised the master sword in front of him, her glow reflecting in the beast's eyes. A final light in the darkness that was consuming the world around them as it fell away in pieces. The screams of his fellow soldiers echoed through the abyss as the wind picked up into a torrent of pain and destruction.
"You have failed."
A sickening voice echoed from behind him. Female....
Cia...
Unable to move he found hands tracing up his arms as nails dug into his flesh. slow steady footsteps filled his ears as she came into view. Her eyes glowed crimson as she tilted her head and smiled.
"You caused this pain." she smiled. Plaicing a hand to his chin as she drew herself into his face. He could feel the blood rushing to his ears. "You should have given yourself to me. It would have made this so much easier..."
He couldn't speak. He couldn't get away.
Trapped.
Alone.
"My chosen one, my perfect soul. Give yourself to me."
He struggled, he cried, but no noise came out.
Let me go! Let me go!
"Your gods can't hear you now..." She giggled, as she took a step back from him, "By my guiding hand, you are mine to the end!" Turning to him she raised her staff, a dark red mist emanating from its gemstone. Stretching across from her and ensnaring him in its grip.
Gold light begain to stretch across his body, "I will manipulate you into my image. And together my hero we shall rule this world."
Nonononononononononono
Let him go!
"..nk"
He could feel his very essence being drawn from him as the darkness began to seep into his bones.
"....ink..."
Just another sacrifice for her war.
Just another one converted to her perfected image...
"LINK!"
Bolting upright the first thing he did was grab the thing in front of him. Turning it around as a scream of pain left it. Green and red filled his vision as gold joined it.
"Link it's okay!"
"NO! NO I WONT BE A PUPPET! I WON'T BE PART OF YOUR PERFECT IMAGE!" He gripped tighter. forcing the object into the green fabric. Another sound reached his ears. Another yell. More pain more suffering.
"Sky can you get free?"
Sky?
"No."
Sky? Sky... Sky...
The next thing he registered was a knife in his hands. A blade pressed against skin. Panicked voices.
"Step back. You're scaring him." A calm voice, unwavering and unafraid.
Who were they ? They wanted to kill him. They were going to kill him or take him to Cia or or or...
"Link. It's okay. The threat has passed." He pushed the steel against the man's neck. "Put the knife down. No one is going to hurt you."
Dusty blond hair filled his vision. As he registered the wrist in his hand roll slightly.
"Who do you work for?" His voice was low, and the knife pressed tightly against his neck. "You have five seconds."
"I work for Hylia. My name is Link. Like yours. I'm a hero from an age before yours." The man spoke plainly and slowly.
Other Links? Other Links...
the chain...
He moved the knife away slowly but The man did not relax. "Put the knife down, captain. It's okay..."
"Its okay... ITs okay.... Its okay..." Slowly repeating it to himself he moved the blade ever so slowly away from his neck. Watching for sudden movements.
The shift of grass from a boot...
On instinct, he turned the blade and stabbed quickly. Finding his blade stopped short of the man's neck by his own arm. Which was now dripping crimson red blood.
Pushing the man to the ground he jumped on top of him, removing the blade from his arm and trying to space it into the neck where it would be safest.
If they can't talk they can't tell. If they can't tell they can't find you.
The man below him pushed away at his arms, pain ghosted his features as he found leverage and twisted his body sending him to the ground. The man above him pinned him down, his arms placed above his head as he felt something heavy collapse across his legs.
"Warriors! It's me! Sky!" The piercing blue eyes looked down at him.
Sky... Sky....
Sky!
He let out a gasp before looking towards the skyloftian again. "Sky?"
"Yep. Thats me. You back?"
Everything came rushing back to him. He'd attacked Sky. He'd almost killed him.
Dear hylia....
"Sky?"
"You had a bad dream, that knocked your senses for a bit." The skyloftian smiled. and offered him a hand.
He offered him a hand?!
His eyes fixed to the skyloftians bracer where blood pooled around some damage. He didn't say anymore. Turning away. "I'm sorry..."
He felt a pat on his shoulder. "I'm okay." You could hear the grimace in his voice. Trying to hide the pain. "Get some rest, we can talk in the morning."
Why would he want to talk to him in the morning?
"I almost killed you!" He spoke to the air. His voice filled with shock as a hand raised to his lips.
"You were taken by a nightmare. That is not your doing." Sky's voice was unwavering and calm.
How could he be so calm at a time like this?
"I...." He tried again.
"No. Get some rest. We will talk in the morning."
Curling up on his side he spoke no more, but he would not sleep either. The threat of nightmares returning too close for comfort.
#lu warriors#your turn!#lu sky#Angst wave#major writes to bully blorbos#bad cia is creepy#very creepy#soul harvesttttttt#linked universe#linkeduniverse#writing#creative writing#yes im writing these in real time#oh no my blorbos are bullying eachother!#sorry bud#trauma is bad for you kids#warriors seek help before you kill someone#again i dont know if anything will come of this#ive just been so desperate to do writing like this and this is how thats gonna happen#all of these are first drafts which is fun#you get to see my process first hand#good older bro sky cause he is#Sky took a potion he's fine#Warriors on the other hand.....#no beta we die like wild
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First
“If anyone comes to me without hating his father and mother, wife and children, brothers and sisters, and even his own life, he cannot be my disciple.”
That is harsh. Even for Jesus. Who is not exactly known for avoiding difficult things.
But that’s how today’s Gospel starts. So why would Jesus say that?
First, this isn’t about shock value. This – and the rest of the teaching that follows it – is Jesus unpacking something He said earlier,
“Seek ye first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things will be added unto you.”
This is what Jesus is following up on. Because when we hear, “Seek ye first the kingdom of God,” what you and I are thinking is, “Okay, this is important.”
So we add it into the mix. Think about it, maybe. And keep doing what we’re doing.
It’s like Jesus knows us (which He does). Which is what today’s Gospel is about.
Jesus is saying to us, “There’s more to ‘seek ye first.’ You’re missing out. First means first. Before anything else. Even before what you think are the most important things in life.”
Truth be told, those things that we think of as the most important things in life? Our relationships with those closest to us?
It’s not that they’re not important. They most certainly are.
It’s just that the road to get there isn’t direct. There’s someplace we need to go first. Because we don’t have everything we need. Not on our own.
If you want to have the insight you need to truly hear to someone, you’re going to need something more.
If you want to have the patience you need to truly help someone, you’re going to need something more.
If you want to have the strength you need to truly love someone, you’re going to need something more.
And that something more, is being grounded in God. Rest wholeheartedly in God. Depend fully on God’s grace. Be filled with God’s peace.
Which is the only way that you and I can have everything we need, so that those relationships can be all that they were meant to be.
“All these things will be added unto you.” Especially the most important things.
That is the secret, the “why” behind “seek ye first.”
Today’s Readings
#Depend on God#God's Grace#God's Peace#Peace#God#Jesus#Catholic#Christian#Church#Seek ye first#Moments Before Mass
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what do you think is the worst octopath take you’ve ever seen
ok i’ve seen a lot on reddit. because sadly i do crosspost there… so i can’t remember everything but one from recent memory that i remember clowning on with my friend is someone on reddit saying that alfyn and tressa wouldn’t like each other. literally why the fuck would they dislike each other they’re actually best friends forever
#like they said something like Alfyn wouldn’t like that tressa “sells junk to people#like. first of all. Alfyn only ever opposes people making money when it’s himself.#like he understands that you should charge for goods and services that is just a personal choice that he makes#also. tressa doesn’t like. scam people….#yes she sells stuff that’s not objectively useful like the skystones thing but that’s not… scamming. she doesn’t take advantage of anyone#in order to make money.#they have similar dispositions and outlooks.#i think the only thing is like… tressa at one point says alfyn shouldn’t be a merchant since he just doesn’t really care about making money#which is. like. fair.#but they have multiple travel banters where they both recognize things like#treasure is value to the beholder#like alfyn’s bag or ellen and flynn with the shells#not to mention like. they both are seeking to emulate the literal same guy.#they’re besties ok. to me.#i’m sure i’ve heard worse takes but that’s just one that i actually remember hearing and being like that’s not fucking true what the fuck
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Goodness, apparently Argenti's One and Only is named in Chinese after Rocinante, which is so fitting for him, especially with Himeko's words about him in mind
#How she says maybe the beauty he seeks may disappoint him if he hound it#How he may not recognise it for what it is blinded by what he seeks#But overall his every act and his words fit so much#How his approach to knighthood is more a portrayal of a knight than a knight and so how is a little chimerical#And yet how precisely for that in the end after knowing him he feels more sincere‚ movingly sincere#And makes one regain hope and illusion in the world and everything seems more worth it‚ brighter and beautiful#Because yes he may be weird and deranged and risible but after spending some time with him one can't help but think he makes sense#Yes people can be and should be and even are kinder. Yes every little battle can be a joust that feels larger than life#because this is our life. His grandiose acts are silly but he is honestly trying to be helpful and fair and kind and he feels so sincere#that the silly acts end up being endearing first and admirable at last#And after everything‚ after meeting him‚ one can't help but regard the world with wonderstruck eyes again#Because everything is as beautiful as he said it was. How could I forget?#I talk too much#I should probably delete this later#Argenti#Traces#I'm sorry if this appears in the tag but I wanted to save the Rocinante reference#Edit: doesn't entirely fit but Velite has a bit of Sancho Panza in this context
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i know that it is not the widely accepted headcanon but i must say janice and josh siblingism is incredibly fun to knock around my noodle
#the ‘their names are alliterate therefore they are related’ to ‘turns out they have a deep complex familial dynamic’ pipeline is real#it happened to me#like everyone knows her as the famed janice wood but thats just his big sister#him being the first person she comes out to#her being there to talk to him even when her career takes off#josh being the more extroverted ‘attention seeking’ sibling but janice being the one that ends up with the fame despite not wanting it#also yes she whittles him a chess set and he treasures it#i should have probably just put all this in the post but i forget and then i get carried away in here#whteva#janice wood#josh falcontheif#pibe#mrrow
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yes it's just me whining about the same thing for the billionth time, pls just scroll past nothing new to see here 👋
#i just want to enjoy the summer but i feel like i don't deserve to if i'm not constantly trying to become employed again 😭#''apply for jobs then? problem solved'' uh-huh yes but!! i also hate applying for jobs#job seeking can be so incredibly humiliating#first i have to send them a letter BEGGING to be invited to an interview#and then i have to try and convince them that i am actually competent and good at my job even though you have my cv right there#and then afterwards they call me to tell me they found someone who they liked better than me#(or rather someone who was more competent than me judging by their work history etc.)#it's like ''yes we are hiring but not YOU specifically lol''#like. at school if you take a test you get the grade you deserve based on how you did in the exam.#it's something you can actually directly affect yourself#but if someone who's applying for the same job with me has more work experience or whatever they will get hired over me no matter what i do#(at least that's how it usually works on my field)#in which case it doesn't matter if i do well in the interview or nah. bc the other person was always going to be picked for the job anyway#and yes one could say i can then be satisfied if i did my best but it's little consolation when i'm still unemployed!!#and so every time i apply for a job and get rejected it feels like a personal failure#and to avoid that feeling of failure i want to avoid applying for jobs altogether#so yeah. being active in job seeking is more likely to relieve me from this misery but job seeking is ALSO misery. so 🤷♀️#that on top of the fact i don't even _want_ to apply for all the open positions on my field#but i feel obliged to because it's what i have a degree on. and when i'm unemployed i don't have the luxury to choose which ones i apply fo#i can't afford to be picky#I DON'T DREAM OF LABOUR I JUST NEED MONEY TO LIVE BUT I ALSO DON'T WANT TO DO JUST ANY JOB! I AM NOT STRONG ENOUGH FOR THAT!#i don't want to come home crying from work every day because i hate every single aspect of my life INCLUDING my job 😭#when this semester i actually HAD a job i didn't mind waking up to every morning 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#it's not fair it's not fair it's not fair#to conclude i don't deserve to enjoy myself in the summer because i'm not doing enough to fix my unemployement situation#(just like i don't deserve to feel sad about being lonely because i don't work hard enough to maintain deep friendships#but that's a crisis for another day! stay tuned ✌️)
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