#see i need to stop writing in the tags of random posts because everytime this happens to me i swear

[koriand3r]

Me: haha yeah i like amnesia and unreliable narrator stories cuz they're just so fun and unique

Also me: I have an existential crisis every time I pull up a memory more than a year old. Did that happen or do I just think I did. The memory is all cloudy and I don’t remember any faces, the only thing I'm confident in is a vague location. Even the stories that I tell often, I only know are real because I know I've told them before. The actual core memory is lost to me painted over stroke by stroke each time I tell it. When I was 8 I spent so much time staring at photo albums and now I only remember the pictures. As an adolescent I had so much shame I prayed I’d forget everything that made me feel bad and now I don’t remember my classmates names. In high school twice I forgot my locker combination on a Wednesday. I knew it the day before and I knew it the day after. But on Wednesday I tried for ten minutes before asking the office for the code. Some memories I have are ones that I knew I didn’t have before someone told me: “Do you remember the time this happened to us?” No I didn’t. But I do now. I’ll remember your words as a picture the way you tell it. At least for now. Who knows what will happen to that memory. I forgot my locker combination on a Wednesday.

[zyxy4j]

Infatuation chapter 1/2

Jason Todd is Arkham Knight, and he can't help but be near you. -cross-posted on ao3 with both chapters! chapter 2 is posted on a new post- (but I'll probably start posting chapters together since I basically write oneshots)

tags/warnings: nsfw with mask kink, gun kink, stalking but not weirdly?, exhibitionism/semi-public stuff, hair pulling, thigh kink, unsafe sex, rough sex, vaginal sex, p in v

You know you shouldn't be walking around Gotham alone, especially this late at night. However, you didn't really have much of a choice; you have to get to work somehow. Though you should be fine, the alley seems empty.

Shrugging off your fear of being isolated in the dark, you continue pacing through the dark path through Gotham; the only light to help you find your way coming from the moon. You shudder everytime you pass other alleys, careful to look for other people that could be plotting something. 

"Why did I choose Gotham?" You sigh. Shaking your head, you start to regret your choice to live here. The cool air blows on your face, leaving an unsettling feeling.

Walking further and making turns when needed, you get closer and closer to being safe inside your home. Unfortunately, you don't get home that easily. You are quickly interrupted by a random goon walking up to to you, and he quickly grabs onto you. The man has a mask on and a knife in his hand, he holds onto your shoulder and pulls you back, putting the knife up to your face. You hold your breath, trying to comply so you don't get hurt.

"Give me your purse and I'll leave you alone." He says, not sounding very intimidating. The unusually large knife clearly compensates for a lot. 

"Of course this happens right now." You mumble.

"...and so close to my fucking house." 

You struggle, trying to pull away from his grasp but you fail. He pulls the knife closer to your body, clearly frustrated. You wince from the cold blade touching you, but don't give up. Thrashing and struggling, you try and loosen his grip on you, with no success. Then, someone appears in front of you.

You recognize the figure, it's the Arkham Knight. The thief loses his composure a bit after seeing him here, but still manages to keep you in his grasp. You on the other hand can't stop staring at the Arkham Knight in awe, your mouth wide open. You get taken out of the unfortunate situation after he shows up- you've always had a interesting crush on the Knight. The suit makes him look huge, and the way you see him carry himself has always made your heart flutter. And the way his voice sounds because of the suit, everything about him is weirdly intoxicating.

He steps closer to you and you notice yourself staring hard. Your face gets a little hot as you get slightly embarrassed, and you stop admiring him. He steps closer to you and the man, and grips onto him. He stares at him, intimidating the criminal, yet you can't even see his face.

"Hi." The Arkham Knight says in his distorted voice, taunting the guy.

The man trembles and he lets go, stammering as he walks back from you slowly. You exhale, glad he didn't hurt you. The Arkham Knight walks over to follow him, and says something to him that makes the guy run off. You lift your eyebrows up in curiosity, and then he walks over to you.

"Are you okay?" He asks, sounding concerned for you yet still firm.

"Yeah! Thank you." You stutter, nervousness clear in your voice.

You both sit in silence for a minute, you staring at him while he stands tall in front of you. You definitely aren't hiding your admiration well, because he's now clearly amused.

"You should go home." He says, and you can hear him smiling. "It's surely not safe, princess."

You nod your head and smile, starting to rush home. Very quickly you realize what he just said to you, and look back but he's no longer there. Feeling your face get hot, you sprint inside of your door and close it. You sit there and think, trying to make sense of what just happened. This definitely didn't help your confusing feelings towards him.

-

You thankfully finished up work today quickly, getting to leave early. You took a day-shift so you'll atleast be able to do something after work, and not have to walk home in the dark.

You look around, and out the corner of your eye you see someone...and he seems familiar. You shake your head and no longer see him, but you swear you know exactly who you saw. You ignore it and start to finish up cleaning. You're ready to leave now, and walk out of the door in relief. Strolling carefully, you walk through a shortcut alley by the side of your place of employment.

A familiar figure walks up behind you. The Arkham Knight grabs you, and pulls you against the wall.

"There you are." He says in a low tone, almost sultry. His voice still distorted like always with his mask, yet you can still hear the intent behind his words. He's been waiting for you outside of your job.

You're confused, very confused. What is he doing here? You start stumbling over your words.

"What are you doing?"

"Shhh. Be quiet, princess." He says, bringing one of his hands over your shoulder. His suit feels cold on your skin, and your body chills.

"I don't understand?" You wince at his proximity, confused about what he's doing and saying. But to be this close with him again- you're secretly thrilled.

He brushes off your confusion.

"You're hard to find, you know." He leans in and talks into your ear, his body pushing against yours. You swallow out of nervousness.

"Yeah?" You reply, getting more bold.

"Yeah." He agreed, and your body tense under the pressure of his suit. He's huge, and he can easily overpower you. It's kinda hot.

"I've been following you for a while, way before the other day. And I just can't seem to stop thinking about you--" He mentions. A normal person would probably find this insane, but you honestly felt that it was captivating. 

He pulls closer into you, and runs his hand across you body, grazing your thighs with his hand. You choke a little, letting out a very light moan from the cool touch grazing you. He brings his hand down close to your inner thigh and you shutter, your arousal starting to be more obvious.

"--And I know what you've thought about me for a while." He continues talking.

"Fuck me." You whisper, annoyed. You realize that he knew what you were thinking when you both first actually ran into eachother, and your cheeks turn hot.

"Gladly." He jokes, and you hear the smirk on his face. You don't protest, and let him.

He moves down the pants of his suit, him pushing against your thighs with his cock. He grips your pants and moves them down, then proceeding to pull your panties down with them. You and him see the proof of arousal already on them. He moves his hips closer to you and lifts your legs up to rest on his waist, and gently begins putting his cock inside of you.

You moan, feeling the combined pressure of his muscular thighs against your legs, all while he moves inside of your pussy. He holds you up against the wall of the building you work at, and you bounce up and down on him. You feel like a ragdoll, pinned against the wall and just following his moves while he fucks you. He presses closer and hard against you, pushing you hard against the wall. You feel his armor heavily move against your body, sweating while you move with him roughly.

He changes pace, going faster and deeper inside of you. You feel his cock and every inch of it moving deeply inside, then in and out. You let out a moan that sounds like sob almost, out of breath and sensitive. You can hear his moans too, they sound nice.

"Fuck." He says, groaning. 

He keeps you pinned against the wall, still fucking you mercilessly as he takes off the glove from his hand. He grips onto your face and pulls it down, looking into your eyes through the mask. He then gets a grip on your hair, one hand against your waist for support while your legs move with his thrusts.

You let out a series of illicit moans due to the pain from your hair being yanked as fast as his hips thrust into you. It feels good, and he notices that you're into it.

"You like anything, huh?" He says, questioning how rough he should go.

"Shut up." You joke with him, stuttering through moans when you talk.

"I bet you'd like this." He says, moving his hand from the grip on your hair to the gun on his side. 

He lifts the gun under your shirt and grazes it against your body, you swallow down a moan and continues bouncing on his cock while he traces you with the weapon. He pulls it back and brings it to your throat, leaving it there while he goes faster and as deep as he can inside of you. You can feel yourself leaking all over him, while he keeps you pinned where he wants you. He occasionally lets out moans and grunts, while you can't stop making noises at his touch.

"Please-" You practically scream. You're finished, but are aching for him to fill you up, desperate almost.

"Told you that you'd like it, princess." He says.

"Shut up." You tell him again, accepting it. He starts breathing heavily, muttering as he's getting closer to an orgasm. He pushes the gun deep inside of your neck, slamming against your ass and inside of your pussy. He exhales, and comes inside of you while he slows down, keeping you on top of him as he does. He drags the gun down your neck and to his side, dropping it on the floor as he pulls out of you. You're dripping everywhere, and you stumble getting off of his waist to stand.

What he does next is unexpected, he pulls off his mask and brings you into a long, needy kiss. You kiss him back, pulling into eachothers grasp. Being the one pinned against the wall this time, he has his body pushed against you, his thighs and legs holding on to your waist as best as he can with his height. You could get used to him stalking you if it ends up like this.

[tiredly101]

A picture not ment to be seen pt.2

Pairing: Wally Darling x Writer!Male reader

New Neighbor Masterlist

Summary: Wally was shocked by his discovery at the bugdega where he remember bits nad pieces of this "M/n" and right then and there he decided he needed to get to the bottom of this and that led to Julie's house in a closet...

Illustrated Au, I edited the picture but you can find the original picture in this post and it was made by @doueiie

Wally looked at the picture on his hand and the longer he stared the more he felt like he recognized that man and then a memory hit him like a truck which made him drop the picture back on the counter.

M/n smiled at Wally before giggling while holding his hand, dragging him into a daisy field which in their steps awaked beautiful white butterflies which flew around them.

"C'mon Wally, hurry up!," Exclaimed M/n which made Wally laugh softly. He could almost forget that their was something else at the different side of their world everytime that M/n smiled at him. He hadn't tell M/n he loved him yet but he wanted too and yet he was scared of losing his best friend. Of losing M/n Cherry.

"M/n, I need to tell you something," said Wally pulling M/n to a halt so he could look at Wally directly in his eyes. Wally smiled softly while holding M/n's hand which made his smile grown in a shy manner and suddenly Wally was speechless while staring at M/n's beautiful eyes, he smiled before leaning closer to Wally and kissing him softly while hugging him. The pair heard a camara flashing and both looked to see Julie smiling, showing them the picture she took where both of them could be seen kissing and blushing. M/n laughed softly while hugging once again Wally who nuzzled in his neck with embarrassed.

Wally gasped for air and looked at the picture once more. He looked again at the man called M/n and touched his lips, the lingering feeling of the kiss still there. Wally exited the shop quietly and walked towards Julie's house knowing well that if she actually took that picture that it has to be in her photo album.

Wally sneaked into Julie's home through the open window and saw that photo album was sitting in the coffee table innocently. He approached quietly and skimmed through the pictures finding multiple ones with M/n in them but he only stopped when he saw the picture of his memory. Right there clear as day was M/n and him kissing in that daisy filled field with blushes clear as day in their faces.

Part 3? I believe so but let me know if you want to be tagged!

Tag list from New Neighbor because this is season two:

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[xsamuu]

~This is a repost from my old blog~

Mentions of female reader

Warnings ➪ nonee super softtt n’ fluffy <3

Soft!Tendou who throws his jacket over you everytime you come to one of his games because he claims it’s to keep sweaty boys from approaching you but he lowkey is possessive and gets super happy when you wear his number. There was a time at one of his games that he shut down an impressive spike and as the crowd erupted into whistles and hollering you stood up branding his number and screaming at the top of your lungs: “That’s my boyfriend!!” He couldn’t stop blushing the whole match he can’t help being so in love with you.

But also Soft!Tendou who always gives you homemade snackies that he always just happens to accidentally pack an extra portion for you. I feel like every Valentine’s Day you too go and do something like gross Rom-Com marathons and cook together. If you have socials media you always post and tag him and the comment sections are always arguing about “how cute y’all are” or “how you don’t have to rub it in” there is no inbetween

Soft!Tendou that throw all his body weight on to you at random times to see how you react. You’d think he would stop after surprising you with a trust fall when you was ready a book in the library and nearly cracking his skull open on a table when you failed to catch him and when you finally get back to him all he does is smile and cover you in kisses saying I still trust you <3

Soft!Tendou who kisses you anywhere anytime. No matter who is near if you’re busy he just needs to be near you his love language is most definitely physical touch. You know ushijima has had to pry Tendou off of you before practice because he has wrapped himself around you and won’t let go and your kinda just standing there like bread not trying to get out of the death hold but also not trying to get him in trouble with his team.

I don’t know if this is sad or cute but I’m literally screaming because Soft!Tendou definitely can sympathise with anyone and one Sunday afternoon you see him comforting a kid who is all by themselves and crying and you know he just goes to the kid and starts playing with them and spinning them around and building sandcastles with them and when he spots you it’s like your a little family and EEEEEEEEEEE *heart throb*

Soft!Tendou that loves doodling on his skin and one day during lunch just reaches for your hand and brings it into his lap and starts writing everything he loves about you and drawing cute variations of hearts and throwing in the occasional motivational quote like ‘be the best you can be’ or ‘Tendou Satori’s amazing, beautiful girlfriend ♡︎’

[peachbearies]

Poseidon E.Honoret

𑁍┊synopsis: Edwin and y/n have been together for months but have never taken it further into intimacy due to past relationships but today is one for the books.

𑁍┊Genre(s): Smut

𑁍┊Pairing: Edwin X Fem Reader

𑁍┊warning(s): soft choking, overstimulation, cursing, unprotected sex.

𑁍┊A/N: Mind of Poseidon has been in my head for days so I decided to write a smut about it I hope it’s good!

Proofread: yes/ no

Patiently dawdling for the boys to get off stage y/n scrolled through her tags on Instagram glimmering at how proud she is of the boys, touring with them has been a hassle but damn near worth it, getting out of her house away from a toxic environment. It felt like shimmering out of the water, her eyes wander up from her phone to be met with the man she fell in love with. Edwin was shouting along with the staff congratulating them for another tour date. Edwin was always shirtless by the end of a performance, it was either him or zion. Y/n was used to it, but today seemed different.

She felt the heat rise from the pit of her stomach, traveling through her veins to her cheeks. Letting out a desperate attempt of a sigh, she lingers back to her phone to read a post that happened to land on a hate comment. “Mi Amor don't believe none of that shit” Edwin tilt her head in between his thumb and index, his glistening skin creating moonlights under the light, his eyes holding a gaze of doubt.

“I don't, I just transpired to land on that post. You killed it out there baby” she smiles into his solace his thumb sweeps her cheeks. “I had a fucking blast tonight, something about today that it felt so good” his lips press against her ear already quivering in his touch “but you look rightfully adequate though” the spectacle she was embarking to stymie ignited up still. She laughs it off holding her hand on his wrist.

“Don't prevaricate, you don't glimmer like that when you're with me” she joked, Edwin hauled back with a stoic countenance “it's a farce sweetheart” she laughs “it better be” Edwin sternly ascertains. He plops next to her lobbing his arm around the davenport, she posteriors in his embrace her knees foraging her chest while his other hand fondled her exposed thighs. Nick walked in with a towel throwing one at Edwin that almost hit y/n in the face.

“Nick you wanna die tonight?!” she implored cackling afterward, “how many times you going to jump this man?” zion screeched, “as many times as I need to!” Edwin kisses in the crook of her neck to which she swivels her hand on his jawline.

“You missed me that much hm?” she taunts

“I haven't properly hung out with you in three days princess, of course, I miss your aggravating ass” she flicks his forehead earning a groan with a frown. Zion walks back in the room to see an Edwin in pain on the couch, and y/n smiling while pushing her hair behind her ears. “I swear Everytime I walk in the room Edwin is in pain because of you, you have no remorse” Zion chuckles at the end.

“No, he called me aggravating so I just showed him how aggravating I can be” she cupped his face before kissing his forehead repeatedly mumming soft “I’m sorry” and “I love you”, Zion shifts in his seat sinking into the leather couch “so you further proved his point? , but we all know you’re aggravating” Zion puffed out a cloud before choking a little

“Karma, you dusty tumbleweed” y/n snaps at him, Edwin’s tiny chuckles turn into loud laughters y/n had no choice but to join him in the laughter fest nick stumbling upon the couple scrunched his eyebrows. “Y’all are an evil couple” nick jokes.

When y/n and Edwin got to their hotel rooms, she couldn’t stop staring at his chiseled lines that formed on his stomach, the way his tattoo lines were glossed from the shower he just taken. “Get it together y/n” she mentally spoke to herself. As much as she was attracted to Edwin, they never did anything more than a makeout session. Ultimately Edwin left it up to her if they should go further after hearing the story of her ex boyfriend.

The way he would please himself and not her, if she did come before him, she had to figure out a way on her own. Her ex boyfriend brung down her confidence but a long shot. She didn’t feel comfortable wearing certain articles of clothing, never visited Edwin with light makeup, whenever they used to facetime, her screen was always paused or she’d tell him to FaceTime audio call. Edwin made her feel special reminded her everyday she is loved in the smallest ways. By taking her to get boba, random taco dates at the park.

Zoo visiting. The little things made her happy. Feeling tender endearments on her neck stirs her attention back to earth “what you thinking about princess?” He mumbles on her skin

“You, how much I love you” she lets out In a soft tone, if Edwin wasn’t so close he wouldn’t have caught it “mmm, I love you too darling, what we doing for the night or are we going to cuddle for the remainder of the night” looking up into his eyes, they follow each other’s movements, her hands caressing the structured lines that flexed his muscles, the veins in his hands as they gripped her waist was causing a heat to arise in her cheeks and stomach. Without thinking she cupped his face in her hands giving him a passionate kiss pulling his body on top of hers while she laid flat on the mattress.

His hands positioned on each side of the bed trapping her underneath him, Edwin towered over her as he deepened the kiss by bringing their bodies closer the metallic chains dangled on her skin, the cold sensation along with the passion trailed goosebumps up her spine to her arms. Her fingers caressing his undercut as he pulled away for air, both of their lips vibrant in hues of pink. “I want you” she whispered softly, Edwin maneuvered his fingers through her hair scanning her eyes for an sense of rejection. “You’re sure about this? I’ll wait as long as you want me too, okay?” He reminded her, y/n’s heart swelled even bigger for him.

“I’m entirely sure about this, I trust you so much. I love you so much” her eyes began to water in happiness and adoration, the man before her loved her so much and she loved him just as much “I love you more, this is about you, be vocal darling I’m trying to study everything about you” his plumped lips stickering on her skin from her neck down to her sternum , the tiny moles she had he kisses them all, the scars his lips lingered on longer. His slender fingers hooked on her skirt he found the zipper with ease before removing it from her body.

“I never got to tell you, but this new confidence of yours, looks so good on you” his lips kissing her inner thighs, before kissing the spot she ached for him the most, getting one quiver out her mouth was enough to make Edwin smirk his hands grabbing her ankles pulling her to the edge of the bed. Y/n gasped at his bold action holding her hands onto his forearm. Edwin raises up to her level stamping his lips onto hers before he travels in between her legs. “May I taste you?” He asks twirling her hair in between his fingers. “Please” she lets out desperately.

“Granted” his fingers lifts up the clothing soaking in between her slit, Edwin was so applaud by how beautiful her body is, everything about her screamed “goddess” to him, he felt like the luckiest man in the world to help her on a new journey of loving herself. His tongue lapping the juices produced just by a mere touch. She was puddy in his hands, her fingers reaching up to her mouth to suppress her moans, but Edwin wouldn’t allow it, grabbing her hands with one he wrapped his callouses around her wrists holding them on her stomach. “Hey, I said be vocal with me okay? I won’t ask nicely next time” her thighs quivering just by the sturdiness in his throat.

Letting go of her hands he trusted her to listen to him, his hands cupping the back of her of ankles made her head sink in the mattress, his tongue flicked on her needy bud, his fingers firmly pressed into her ankles, his tongue lapping up her slit creating a mess on his chin down to his Adam’s apple, he widen her legs to get further precision on her bundle of joy. “Oh my god” she desperately sighed, edwins chuckle sent vibration through her body that bought her closer to her edge, Edwin was make it harder for her to catch her breath as stayed in between her thighs her moans became louder by each lap of tongue.

Her pants were starting to break, Edwin loved the sight of her squirming in his hands. Every lap started to increase as she attempted to push him away from her clit, in order to not choke him with her thighs, but that it precisely what Edwin wanted. “Baby-“ she tried to warn him but the bubble in her throat stopped her. On his tongue he felt her twitch while her thighs closed, but he held them open his tongue swiping from left to right on her clit, her chest was heaving in a frenzy “oh my god Edwin” she practically screamed her nails raked down his forearm, her eyelashes prancing on her eyelids.

The rush of her blood made her body lift of the bed begging to close her legs, her second round rushing in fast, her words couldn’t form to tell Edwin what she really wanted. As her mouth opened by silence was taking her moans away, her toes curled with the hooks of her fingers in his hair. Edwin removed his face from the mess he created her legs closed shut with her body twitching without a single touch. Y/n looked up at him the glossy coat on his lips with the shimmer in his eyes made her body sink more into the mattress. “Mmh, you’re so beautiful princess” his eyes wander down to her lips, his lips engulfs hers as his fingers disappear in between her slit, a soft whimper echos throughout the kiss.

Edwins fingers pumps her needy hole, finding her g-spot like a pinned location her breath stammering as her nails grind into his back “look at you mamas, you look so beautiful” his other hand cupping her chin to look at him, the sounds of her juices and his palm repeatedly clapping against her clit. Edwin speeds up the pace moving his fingers in a circular motion, at this point her moans turned into desperate cries tbd louder they became the faster he went “fuck” she coherently “baby— baby I’m coming” a sentence she finally spoke since he’s started. Edwin kept going despite the tears of pleasure rolling down her face.

“I can’t— fuck baby” she grips his wrist while her legs squirm to calm her nerves. Edwin reached his hand down to rub her bud, her back lifting off the bed as she screams his name her juices coating his toned abs made her dig into his forearms while her body shivered “you did so well princess, only I can make you squirt like this” Edwin kissed her inner thigh as she continued to ride out her high. Her eyelashes batting at him slowly, she was seeing stars. Her fingers hooked on his pants attempting to unhook his belt.

Edwin watches how fucked out she looks but still wants more, he removes her hand taking off his clothing for her, she pumped him a couple of times before her thumb kneaded across his tip, she guided his tip into her, already twitching around his length. “You ready for this?” Edwin wipes her tear ducts “yes” was all she could form In that moment. Edwin slowly sinned into her seeing her eyes open slowly by each inch, when he was finally balls deep in, her legs were fumbling and her fingers were latched onto him. “Fuck you’re so beautiful” his fingers hooked underneath her knees as he pumped into her at a slow pace already making her grab the sheets. “Faster-“ she asked politely, her words made Edwin go feral, his thrusts were loud against her skin.

While her moans couldn’t be silenced anymore, the crescents in his forearm, made him almost rode out his high in this very moment but he held back, her legs now placed on his shoulder as their lips touched, his lips nibbling over her earlobe as he planted wet kisses along her neck. Her fingers combing through his freshly new hair cut. She could hear the sounds of how wet she is, the growls Edwin was letting out on her tepid skin as he drilled into her. Their eyes connected and she whispered ‘ I love you’s’ as she came for the what felt like the hundredth time, Edwin wrapped his hand around her throat lightly pressing force as she held his wrist with one of her hands.

Wet kisses connecting them together, beads of sweat dripping off onto her, then gliding onto the mattress, he thrusted into her a couple of times getting her attention on him, her legs wrapped around him in a fight to close,only made him go harder. The collision of their bodies engulfing each other caused her to whimper in euphoria. “I’m coming princess, you’re so beautiful” he wipes her hair back from her face, planting kisses to the crown of her hair.

“Fuck— I’m coming” she announced to him. Pulling his length out, his tip rubbed against her clit helping her ride out her high before he came on her stomach. She twitched at the soft touches of his manhood sliding in between her folds. “Mm edwin” Edwin shushed her with a kiss “I promise I’m done, I just wanted you to know how it feels when you come too baby” he kisses her softly before going to the bathroom to retrieve a damp warm cloth.

“Thank you” she mumbled “for what mi amor?” He asked cleaning her tummy off along with her sensitive spot, she flinched grabbing his wrist with a soft whimper “I’m sorry love” he chuckled a little “no you’re not” she rebuttals, lifting her up he helps her in the bathroom where he already had a bath ready for them.

“Baby” she pouts, Edwin shushed her with a soft endearment, grabbing her hand and helping her in. “ you deserve it”

Edwin laid his chin on her head as they cuddled in the bed, her soft breaths on her chest made him feel so serene, Edwin looked at her sleeping face smiling softly. “I love you so much, I hope you know that” kissing her cheeks he closed his eyes.

“I love you too baby, I hope you’re happy with me” she replied to which he responded by bringing her closer to him nose nuzzled in his neck his arm wrapped around her shoulder.

“ I am”

[a-small-batch-of-dragons]

My dude. I promise one day I will stop spamming creators with asks, but can you please explain how to do italics and stuff on Ao3? I’ve been using the website for forever and I STILL CAN’T FIGURE IT OUT.

AND IT IS IRKING ME.

So, could you please (because you’re the only human who I have enough courage to ask) tell me how you figured it out or explain if you have the time?

(Also! You’re the only author I’m subscribed to. Everytime I get a notification for one of your fics I drop everything. Immediately. And it’s worth it.)

TL;DR: Can you explain how to do italics and stuff on Ao3 or if there’s a website or something? I love your work.

Thanks. Sorry, cause this is random, and honestly, probably rude. I’m just tired of not being able to figure it out.

Absolutely NO worries my dude I gotchu

SO! When you go to create a new work it looks like this: 

See how the HTML thing is highlighted in the upper corner? That means all you’re going to be putting in is just plaintext. No spacing, no italics, no nothing. I presume you already know that I’m just walking it through for my peace of mind. When you click on the OTHER one, Rich Text, your thing changes to look like this:

You got a toolbar now! Bold, Italics, Underline, Strikethrough, and some other nifty things. Rich Text is a way for you to paste pre-formatted text in and it’ll preserve it. I never write straight into Ao3 (I mean I don’t really write straight either) so I’m always copying over my work from somewhere else. That means it already has all the italics and spacing that I want it to have. Using the Rich Text option makes it easy to make sure Ao3 doesn’t fuck up anything else. 

Now the tricky part is that only the Work Text block has the Rich Text option. Everywhere else; the summary, the author’s notes, the additional blocks, they don’t have it. That doesn’t mean you can’t use italics and underline and other stuff in them, it just means you have to do it yourself. 

How do you do that? Well, this is where you gotta know a little HTML. I won’t bore you with an in-depth explanation of absolutely everything but I will give you the ones I think you’ll need. Basically when you use HTML and you want to apply formatting--paragraph, italics, bold, whatever--you need to enclose the text you want to be formatted in a pair of tags. 

<i> if I want this text italicized in HTML, this is how I do it. </i>

If I want this text italicized in HTML, this is how I do it. 

See? You sandwich the stuff you want italicized between the <i> and </i> tags. 

<i> </i> is for italics (Ao3 also accepts the <em> </em> tags)

<b> </b> is for bold (Ao3 also accepts the <strong> </strong> tags)

<u> </u> is for underline

<p> </p> is for paragraph, helps break up the text like the enter key

This is how I italicized stuff in my summaries. Since I can’t use the Rich Text to keep my formatting, I gotta do it myself. This is what it looks like when I’m in the Post New Work screen:

And then this is how it looks once the work gets posted:

Hope this helps! 

[mysticprofessoralienhumanoid]

Maribat ideas I will probably never write

Now, before we start.

I realize that those may have already been made but I've never seen them and everything here came from my mind. But if you remember the titles, please tell me them or send a link to the stories, I'd love to read them.

This can be whatever ship you want Connorette, Daminette, Cassandra x Marinette, Brucinette... Any ship.

Here I'll refer to them just as the bats or one of the bats, or just choose a random one of them simply because I don't know the exact person that'd fit in the au with Marinette so I'm just leaving it up to you but... yeah.

[And yes, I know I said it could be Connor or Jon or anyone else, and I know they are not part of Batclan but for the lack of better word, just roll with it]

Yes, you can use any of them, but please tag me (i really want to read what you came up with) and include the link to my post so maybe someone else could use any other of these.

And if want to add anything or just brainstorm in the comments I'd love to do it with you, so don't be shy and say what you think (constructive critism only).

Maybe i will update this, but for now feel free to use any of these over 20 (i think at least) ideas I came with in these past 2 weeks cuz i was bored.

And before you start, I'm thinking of making mafia boss! Marinette AU, but i don't know what ship it should be... Suggestions? (Just not the love square please)

Hope you like it.

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Violinist Marinette. The Waynes got invited to a concert in which Mari played a solo. And they're all just enchanted with her talent.

Marinette a Badass Dancer. None of the bats is a dancer in this AU and I don't really have any direction where this would go, but i just had a scene where she kicks their asses even though she doesn't have much (or any) exprience in martial arts. Just her spinning and kicking one of them mid-spin in the face or... somewhere else...

So the scene is a Wayne Gala, right? Jagged Stone dares Marinette to sing a song on a stage (there’s live music band, i guess?). Everyone’s mesmerised by her voice and Jagged can be heard screaming “That’s my niece!” in the backround. I really want her to sing Creep , a cover by Scott Bradlee's Postmodern Jukebox ft. Haley Reinhart or Crazy in Love , also a cover made by Sofia Karlberg, though any other song is fine too

Bats and Marinette in a band. That's it. That's the whole AU.

One of the bats is sitting under a tree, all peacefully and relaxed, but then they look up to see a random girl with dark blue hair (??) just hanging upside down from a branch like an actual freaking bat. She gives them a heart attack.

Another Au with singing Marinette lol. In this one Marinette likes to sing in a park every other day and Damian comes here one day and hears her and is like “wow.”, and since then he comes there everyday in hopes of hearing her sing and getting her number. And maybe Luka or Adrien play while she sings, that’d be cool

Guys, Marinette and the Waynes being neighbours. No, but imagine. Them seeing some girl watering plants every week for a month or two and then not seeing her for a long period of time, and they're kinda worried, but then she's back and they're confused, because where the hell she'd been, the house looked like not used and just where the hell was she? Marinette seeing some... Weird things happening in the Wayne backyard. Balconies being in front of each other, so they're balcony neighbours too (the romance, the fluff, even the angst, guys). Marinette going to them with baked goods and introducing herself as their neighbour. Them going to hers and welcoming her with a basket of Alfred's cooking. 

Jason has to participate in a dating show because he lost a bet and Mari's one of the participants too...

Duke needs a date to a wedding (i don't know whose, your choice) and Marinette's his best friend, so be my fake date to this wedding?

Marinette as Tim's daughter??

The greatest showman AU. (Sibling dickinette. On the trapeze-)

Forget rouges, superheroes and vigilantes. Underground dancers. Because it's what i need, y'all

So in this, WE is a dance company, and Marinette's maybe an intern in a fashion department. One day Dick's going to one of the practice rooms where's been scheduled a meeting with a designer for his costume for the next show. Instead he's met with a girl he sees for the first time, practically flying on the dance floor. Just as he's about to reveal himself the rest comes and it turns out this is the fashion designer and it seems as no one knows she's an amazing dancer too

Teachers AU + Rivals AU = utter chaos. Them teaching the same subject and competing for their class' loves and/or arguing whose close is better. [Bonus points if everyone's thinking they hate each others guts, but they're secretly dating]

Fencers AU - on the same team on different teams, your choice. (And this honestly suits with Kagami too. I'm up for kagami x bat/marinette)

Damian in the park with Mar'i, but he's having trouble, because this kid has so much energy. How?? Just when he thinks he can take a breath, he notices Mar'i has wandered off and is talking to a young woman, so he rushes there and try to apologize, but she says it's no problem at all. Suddenly this gorgeous girl offers him her help. It looks like Mar'i has taken liking to her and he's so tired, so he agrees and for the rest day watches two Mari's play together and falls in love with the older one. Plotwist: this was plan all along. Mar'i is the ultimate wingwoman.

All the Wayne siblings decided to go to one of those haunted houses for a halloween and there's this petite girl who tagged along their group somehow. They didn't expect to see this tiny girl punching the worker dressed as a monster and knocking the daylight out of him. But it was so worth getting kicked out.

Marinette's a ghost and these four men came to her house and apparently they're doing a ghost investigation?? I mean, she was getting a bit lonely and bored, maybe it's time to "gain some friends" (read: scare the living out of them).

Pretty much the above but with bat/s as ghost/s and Marinette as the paranormal investigator with her team (i honestly want one of them to be Kagami, i don't know why). In both you need to decide who's a skeptic and who believes. It's fun, the ghost is trying to scare them off, but they're stubborn.

Sibling dickinette where Marinette calls her older brother everytime she wants to get out of a date and so he pretends to "arrest" her. (And then maybe dick decides to play a matchmaker and sets her up with one of his adoptive siblings)

Marinette as a lawyer. Her going against LexCorps who framed Wayne Enterprises for something. Or maybe Bruce was accused of murder (that he obviously did not commit) and now she has to prove his innocence. I just really want to read about badass lawyer Marinette, guys

Merlin AU. Is there any AUs with Marinette being Merlin and saving Arthur's ass (I honestly think it should be Chloe, no joke)?

Mominette where she adopts Cassandra. I just imagined them going to ballet lessons together and cooking and now I'm soft.

Marinette got dared by her friends to set a trap for the passerby that involved eggs, toy train and glitter and to then to pretend they're her ex and they cheated in her, and Jason had the misfortune to be that passerby. (Yes, this is probably crack lol)

Tim can rap. Marinette can rap. What could go wrong?? (Yes, this is probably crack too)

There's this girl they see every year when to go on trick-or-treating and she always has the most amazing or scariest costumes. But Damian will not go without a fight and so every year they compete over who has the better costume. This year they just so conveniently dressed up as the famous Halloween couple.

Jon is 17 now and it seems as no one is interested in him. He jokingly tells Damian he supects theres a ghost that's in love with him and they keep away any potential lovers from him. He doesn't know how much he's right. Marinette though, is freaking out.

Marinette decided to take a part-time job at a local pool as a life guard. There's a sudden increase in people coming to said pool but also a dramatic increase in people pretending to drown. Conner is one of them.

Marinette plays a therapist to all of the batfam. The amount of the ridiculous problems she had to listen to... She could write a book and she would make millions out of it, she swears.

"Some say "revenge is a dish best served cold.", then i read "revenge is sweet", so i came to conclusion revenge is ice cream." Huh, so that'd explain the sudden disappearance of ice cream in whole Gotham Jason had been hearing about for the past week from Bruce. The question is, what that petite bluenette is planning to do and who is going to be a victim of her ice cream revenge?

Tim had been in coma for a month after the drug bust, and he has just woken up. The first thing he does? He picks up the argument he and Marinette had been having before he's been put into a coma.

The couple at the place Jason had been at, started making out loudly, so he started making loud noises while eating his ice cream. They stopped. And he got this cute barista's phone number when she was walking past him.

Marinette's at the spa when she overhears two guys betting who can eat more slices of cucumber (that were supposed to be put on their eyelids) and she decided to participate. Safe to say they were all banned from all the spas in Gotham

Can i please get Jason/Duke/anyone making up a bedtime story for Marinette after she woke up from a nasty nightmare? I need it

Every morning and night Marinette pretends to be asleep just so she can feel Damian pull her closer, kiss her temple and whisper how much he loves her

Roy listening to Jason complaining about each first encounter of her girlfriend with his siblings and Bruce. Each is more ridiculous than the one before. He listens to it, after he and Marinette had gone through their own weird af first meeting.

Dick was so busy laughing at the bluenette who'd just walked into a post, he ran into the same post minute later. She asked him out... After she finished laughing and telling him karma's a bitch

Dick likes to think he's the reason Jason and Marinette got married. To his last days he will brag about how at his and Kori's wedding Marinette caught the bouquet, tripped and Jay caught her.

Jason asked Marinette on a date to one of the restaurant the WE owned. Then as a test, he told her he couldn't pay for all the expensive dishes they ordered. She took his hand and they ran out of the building. He's convinced he's going to marry her.

[tehohaews]

2020 CREATOR WRAP: FAVORITE WORKS

 Rules: It’s time to love yourselves! Choose your 5 (or so) favorite works you created in the past year (fics, art, edits, etc.) and link them below to reflect on the amazing things you brought into the world in 2020. Tag as many writers/artists/etc. as you want (fan or original) so we can spread the love and link each other to awesome works.

Thank you soooo much Nuria @taytawan for tagging me 🥺💖and ignore how late this is oops

Okay so 2020 is the year that I returned to “the internet” and I’m grateful cause otherwise I wouldn’t get to know all of you lovely people.Thank you for existing and making me feel like I belong somewhere 💖💖 So, along with my works I'm also gonna mention some of my favorite people and their works here and If you’ve ever made me smile you’re here and I love you <3

@snugglesweaters  Terryyyyyyy. My closest friend here 🥺 I’ve never told you this but if it wasn’t for you,I doubt I would’ve lasted this long here. It's nice knowing someone as clueless and a clown like me. I can talk to you about anything and I feel like we have similar views on stuffs.I love making random references to fics and knowing that you’ll get it cause we kind of read the same fics. I love this tine glitter fic of yours (yes tine glitter fic), obviously this cause (vampire) bright in a beanie AND the coffee shop au hc that only I know about hehe. I love your (almost) phd brain and hope you’re doing well in your dissertation. YOU CAN DO IT DW. And may you stay healthy,hydrated,safe and happy in the coming year 😊💖 I love you soooooooo muchhhhhhh 💖💖💖

@lesbian-earn Mayyyyy!!!. My co president of the short people supremacy club. You are so sweet and kind and thank you for reaching out to me that one day I was feeling a bit anxious.It’s always lovely to see you on my activity and on the dash. Like I once said, you remind me of sunshine and ilu 💖💖 Hope that the next year is kind to you and you’ll do well in your uni stuffs dw, I know you can.💖 Also I’ve said this before but i looooveeee this fic of yours and when I found out it was you dfjidfjidfidf

@taytawan Nuriaaaaaaa 💖💖 You say that I’m kind but it’s always because you are so sweet and talented that I can’t help screaming about your works everytime I see them. If I’m not mistaken, the name Nuria comes from the word Nur meaning light. You make the world brighter and a better place by your presence and I’ve said this before but really, it would’ve been very lonely without you in this 2g circus. I love these two sets of yours (I mean I did write an essay in the tags when I saw this) .Thank you for everything, I love you and I hope that you remain safe and happy in the coming year 💖💖 (Also join mine and May's short people club,Terry isn't invited ofc jdjsdjasjij)

@brightwinfilm NATH efhifhihis my (almost) birthday twin. LISTEN we’re gonna have so much fun in March, 1) Itsay part 2 AND your birthday 2)Sarawat’s birthday 3) My birthday and 4)since we’re here let’s just say Tine’s birthday is in March too hehehe. Thank you for all the lovely sarawatine and brightwin content you make, they never fail to make me smile.I love this set of yours and this also cause hehehe i WILL bring this back muhahhaa.You’re a wonderful person and you make the world a better place. Take care of yourself and I hope that you are always happy,healthy and safe 💖 i love youuu

@ryudian​ My go to person when I need any updates. You are SO HELPFUL and so NICE. I love going to your blog and seeing your st dolls and all the crazy stuffs you do because of bw. And I absolutely loved what you did with the oishi drinks here. May you be happy and safe in the coming year and stop spending so much money on merch I'm worried you'll go bankrupt

@komari-maxx​ I love seeing you on my activity and I love your st dolls and fics, specially this fruity4 one cause sdhididhid you included my hc of them arguing over the colour on lunch.This totally happened no one can change my mind. Hope you'll be happy (with your st dolls hehe) in the coming year

@teh-ohaew *tarn voice* Eyy TAY djidjijid hehe oops. Tay and Teh sound so similar specially in tarn's voice. Omg Teh Tay besties. TAYYYYY I love youuuu and I love reading your tags and seeing you on my dash except when you and Ayesha go crazy sdhusdh hehe jk. You are so nice and I love this sarawatine ig hc of yours. Hope you have a lovely year ahead and remain happy,healthy and safe. Don't forget to take care of yourself (by that I mean listen to the itsay original score on repeat)

@metawin JAYYYYY. I still remember the first time I came across your blog, it was when you were (probably) rewatching wyel and blogging about it crazily. I was laughing so hard at those and then you followed me back and I still to this day have no idea why. It's comforting seeing your posts in the tags and the dash and I absolutely love this itsay set of yours. You are so talented and lovely and I hope that you have a wonderful year ahead. Lots of love <3333

@gremlinmetawin Ayesha bb 🥺🥺 You were the first person who interacted with me here and I love you for that. It's lovely seeing you in my dash and thank you for tagging me in tag games, I have fun doing them 💖💖 tbh I know like 3 Ayeshas irl but you are the loveliest and kindest of them all. Hope that the next year is kind to you,bring you happiness and you finally finish all those unwatched shows

@khaotungthanawat SAMMMMM Have I said that you are SO TALENTED this week? although tbh you deserve to hear that everyday. You always say that it's nothing but no, you ARE talented and kind. It's wonderful seeing your posts ( I feel like you're everywhere nowadays another proof that you work hard). You are a blessing to this world and I hope for you to be always happy and safe 💖💖.I love this st set, this itsay one and the tags of this post 😂😂 I will never not laugh at this.If this doesn't happen in the st special special askdkdsks 

@metawwin ALIIIIIIIII, queen of parallels djijidjias. I love going through your blog and seeing all your 2g stuffs.I absolutely adore this set of yours. You are so talented and you make the world a happier place <3 I love youuuuu and I hope you're staying hydrated,taking care of yourself and doing the things you love. You deserve all the love and happiness in the world 💖💖

@wirapong AISHIIIIII Hope you're doing well. I've screamed about this already BUT this club drama fic? lives in my head rent free. Also I love all your soft baby wat fics cause WAT IS A BABY. Glad we have Tine as the President of the Sarawat protection squad. I love your writing. you're so talented and I hope that the coming year will bring you happiness <33

@acequinz Hi Ace!! I love your incorrect quotes sideblog and I love your fics, specially this, this and this. You're a lovely person and I hope that you have a wonderful year ahead.

@bisexualrep DORAAAA We haven't talked in a while but I smile whenever I see you in my activities. You are maybe the 4th person who followed me here and it still feels weird cause this and this? some of my fav wyel fics of all time. It's lovely reading your tags, they are so cheerful <3 Hope you're doing well and taking care of yourself. You deserve to be happy always 💖💖

Omg this is so long. If you're still here, here are some of the works that I'm proud of. 1)This itsay set. This was my first time doing big gifs and although this is loooong I like how this turned out, specially the colouring. 2) This cause do I do anything except 2g shitposting? No <3 I had this idea even before s2g aired but decided to wait so that I have more shots from s2g and I'm glad I did cause Earn basically got confirmed as a wlw so (Also special thanks to Terry cause the Man and Air hc were hers,her phd brain ikr) 3)This cause dcjsdjidi SARAWATINE SOULMATES. I love how the colouring turned out despite the fact that ps crashed halfway and I lost the gifs i spent 2 hours colouring. I tried to do this with scenes from the series only but couldn't cause wHen YoU aRe wItH yOuR cAmeRA SHOW US goddammit. If this was ao3 this would've been tagged as Tine teepakorn loves Sarawat guntithanon xD 4) Still2gether textposts obviously. I KNOW that 90% people follow me for my 2g shitposting and I got an ask once saying how were they so accurate and the reason for that is I spent HOURS on these. Atfirst it took a long time but after a while I got the hang of it. It was fun (though sometimes tiring) to make these after each ep aired. I'm proud of it and the fact that I managed to do 13 parts? gsjsdjsj 5) Still2gether subs that looks fake but aren't. shutup this was my first time giffing but it was funnnnn looking for the (canon) crack parts after every ep aired. 

Also,thank you to all the lovely people who likes and reblogs my posts, I do see you and I love you all <33 

Tagging: If you’re here then consider yourself tagged if you wanna do this or to anyone who sees this on the dash

[isabeladraws]

Do you have any hcs for your Lil and Bryce?

sorry it took so long to answer! these are very random but they’re very fun to write so thank you 💖

there’s a slow build up of bryce’s clothes in lilith’s bedroom

it started with a random sock, then a pair of gym shoes, a sweaty shirt

at some point jackie jokes he should pay for the laundry products with them

lilith caught feelings first

it hit lilith by random, they were just talking inbetween shifts and she just knew... her heart sank and she felt out of breath. bryce got so worried. lilith was saved by her pager 

she freaked out because she knew bryce was not ready to open up just yet. and she was falling hard when they had barely scratched the surface of bryce’s real self 

she tried to not see him for a week to figure her feelings out but it did not work. lilith kept bumping into him - on her way to lunch, inbetween shifts, on her way home. she can’t shake him. 

he somehow remembered she only drinks plant milk (without lilith even telling him) and dropped off a giant latte late at night for her which made her want to jump off a bridge than deal with the feelings she had.

they text a lot at night. it’s when their conversations spark up

bryce and lilith often use the excuse of “studying” to meet up

obviously they do not study. sienna learnt the bad way, too many times. she’s seen way too much

lilith is the better cook for sure. she doesn’t mind cooking but it’s always a 50/50 chance it’s gonna suck

at some point lilith smells like bryce after he left his favorite perfume in her bedroom 

they take rounds for who pays dinner. they usually eat dessert in another restaurant or pick up ice cream from a local pop-up. bryce never lets her pay for it and lilith got genuenely upset with him. she had the calculated change in her pocket since they order the same flavors everytime (lilith has a mix of vanilla and mango, bryce has a very generous scoop of cookie dough). once bryce saw the money in her hand he grabbed her hands and swiftly got the bill out of her grip. “you know the rules, valentine” “give it back, bryce!” “nah uh” they playfully wrestled each other, bryce won, she can’t get past his smirk. “you’re so annoying” “you like me that way”

(this is more book 2 territory but i do want to have a “fight” where they spit out their feelings and they can’t do much about it because there’s anger and confusion in the air OR MAYBE just full blown sex after realising their feelings are reciprocated. (hopefully keiki is not at the apt lmao) maybe bryce even gets mad by lilith not seeing how in love he is with her. her mind is so fogged with worries and fears and she doesn’t see the obvious while everyone else does. the jokes that insinuate they’re a couple messes her up because yeah they look like one, but there’s never any comfirmation from either that’s what their relationship is like. she’s dense and bryce finds it hard to say the words since he never had or wanted to.)

when lilith goes to his apt for the first time, she finds a little stash of vegan products in one of the cubbards. she thinks it might be for keiki so she asks her what is it that she can’t eat. keiki answers “i don’t have food restricitions” “so what’s all this vegan stuff?” bryce shyly answers he’d buy something vegan from the store that reminded him of lilith since she’s sensitive to milk. “i always forgot to bring it over your house so it kinda just sat here for when you came by”

when. not if... when

lilith smiled, and barely contained the urge to makeout with him right there.

bryce put lilith on the good quality pricey shampoo train. she got upset when she had to repurchase them because they’re over 30$ but lilith’s never going back

bryce doesn’t help at all with impulse-puppy-adopting-control. lilith tries to rationalize they don’t have a lot of time to raise a puppy but they keep scrolling through websites. they do this for almost a year until they finally bite the bullet and adopt a puppers. 

the puppy also forces them to realise they should just move in together instead of living in different places. 

lilith is more scared than bryce is, which surprises him because he’s the one that was afraid of committment. 

they enjoy buying furniture and decor together. they have similar taste which helps. some of their dates make up of going to thrift stores and looking for cool nicknacks. whoever gets the best item gets to have a special massage.

i don’t see them with kids 

even before they’re official, they have scheduled dates in one of the supply closets for pep talks and rants. sometimes they just sit there and hold each other because they’re so tired and just need a minute.

bryce cannot stop posting about lilith on instagram 

ethan made a snarky comment once about it. lilith just said “you can unfollow him, you know”

he looked appalled. “i could never.” “then, it’s above me, dr. ramsey”

they love to watch tv shows together. they have fun with very tacky reality tv.

when lilith’s starting to want a real relationship, craving him more and more, she gets scared he’ll pull away if she tells him how she feels

bryce is a good dancer. he loves latin music. do whatever you will with this. don’t @ me I’M RIGHT. he has the ass range 

they love to go to concerts together. the gang usually tags along too, which they don’t mind. 

AGAIN: sorry for typos, i don’t feel like proofreading this. i wanted to do more but i need to go back to uni work. i hope you like these 😌

[just-a-writing-fan]

Y'all have been so supportive, generally speaking and for my writing and so patient and I love that, thankyou so much. I know I haven't been writing as much as I would like to, and when I have it honestly hasn't met my own standards, I mean I haven't been feeling it. What I have written as of late I felt has been rushed or half assed or genuinely just not too great, in my opinion, and when I've started what I wanted and intended to be series I get a little ways in like barely started and I stop because it isn't working. I have been writing fanfics since highschool so y'know, years, I have some on Wattpad and I've had several tumblrs throughout the years. On Wattpad some of my work has gotten a lot of feedback be it likes or votes over there and comments, but, I haven't written anything there in gracious at least I don't know 8 months? Longer I believe. Here on this Tumblr what I have written has gotten more likes than any other tumblr I've written on in the past.

I don't want to lie, why don't I write more? I'll have to say it's several reasons.

Even though writing is one of my several hobbies and favorite things to do, I don't do it often because I work so much and after work and on days off I'm either too tired or not feeling it

Why "not feeling it"? The best way I can describe it is well I have a lot on my mind, mentally, I don't know, that always seems to happen. Be it writing, or playing games, or reading, or singing, or crafting, or art, I love all those things but I always end up giving up after a while, especially the past several years. It's like I'll start and do it a while then I fall back into feeling depressed. So there is that

Another reason is because like I said, lately I haven't been pleased with my own work.

Then, this one sounds shallow and ungrateful and I am sorry, but, lack of motivation. Like I said my work on this Tumblr has gotten more likes than on any other one I've had and I'm so happy about that but it is hard to keep going, keep writing when noone is commenting or reblogging or anything except hitting like and moving on. I only have 64 followers, it's hard to keep writing when only 5 or 6 of them want to be tagged or give a crap. When even less respond when I try to get feedback like if I ask "hey want to be tagged" "hey anything you want to read?" Etc etc. Then I see all of these other blogs and writers where they have a plethora of followers sending asks, sending requests, reblogging, so on and so forth and the admins are so closed off; in their profile it will say Requests Closed or something similar. I start thinking, what am I doing wrong? It can't be a it takes time thing because I've been trying for years

Lately, I have had a lot on my mind, I won't rant too much into that but I've been dealing with a lot within myself and in my life, be it work or otherwise; lately it's been mostly stemming from work except for like one thing

Final reason is because this is a themed blog, Tom Holland/Arvin Russell/TDATT and I love that theme, thus why I made it, but,there is such limited content. The reason I made a themed account was because my random personal blogs were never successful. Maybe if I could expand just a little and maybe make it multifandom?

So yeah, I'm trying to write and stay on it and I'm trying to get back into my other pleasures as well as I need to start trying to get back to being better myself because I've felt depressed, like a failure,a lot of mixed emotions really, lonely, angry, bitter, anxious, honestly in some moments bipolar. Anxiety I know I have and have been diagnosed, and I can safely self diagnose depression but I'm not going to say I'm bipolar but one minute I can be fine then I can be pissed, yesterday was a rare perfectly nice day at work and I cried out of nowhere all day, if I think I get down, I haven't been able to listen to any kind of music in months without bursting to tears. I'm happy and stable in life and happy in my relationship, that has nothing to do with it; it's been feelings because of people at work and my mom and I've been comparing myself--I'm rambling and ranting, I'm sorry

So yeah, I will do my best, and be back at it when I can.....

Thankyou for the love, support, patience, interest, and time

Also, I know a ton of times I just hit like but I want to reblog so badly, I've just been trying so hard to stick to the theme; and if I enjoy someone's work I at least follow them

Quite honestly, I think I might feel just a smidge better if I got some sexual healing, physical attention like cuddling the way we used to but that won't happen lol (don't take that the wrong way, he truly loves me and has been super sweet and has done nothing but care for me the past five years; believe it or not I was worse before and don't take that wrong because y'know it's life and shit happens and everyone has ups and downs it is never perfect), and if I could stop comparing myself to others and I don't know why I do that. Maybe socializing and having more of a life would help as well but I am "introverted as fuck", his words, so really this is as good as I can do especially when I'm not able to actually go out like most people; being social online has not been easy for me either. I try to be outgoing online and otherwise and sometimes I succeed but after a while those relationships fail for one reason or another; yet some reason I keep trying? I'm at a point where I want to give up thinking/knowing I'll be better off shutting myself off completely from as much of the world as I can and not wanting to quit and hanging onto hope that there may be a way....with a lot of my issues coming from work now, I don't know what good it would do.....

Y'all have seen that I do try because I'm still putting myself out there on the line and talking to yall; I honestly think I am the one that eventually screws up things everytime not knowing how-----no, that's another topic Jess

So yeah

I try to be a people person and I guess I'm not???

So far y'all have been exceedingly wonderful to me, thankyou for that too. I only hope I don't mess up somehow

So yeah, I will work on some things and write when I can (I have made this post so many times on so many blogs but this is as detailed and open as I've been)

[bouncyirwin]

Happy New Year!

I swear I meant to make this post yesterday but I got to bed at like 4:30 A.M. and pretty much passed out oops

2020, huh? That’s kinda wild, man. The start of a new decade and all. I didn’t even think I’d make it this far but I’m do glad I did. 2019 wasn’t very kind, but this fandom has been such an important aspect of my life, and such an amazing support all around.

Just a few thank yous to the most wonderful people ❤️

@birkastan2018 you may have singlehandedly made half of my year by just existing. Bless you for all your kindness and cheering, you’re truly wonderful and I don’t deserve you 💖

@sayurinomoe hands-down the funniest, most dedicated, most beautiful person I have ever had the pleasure of meeting. There’s no one like you Sayu-chan, and you’re just amazing in every way. My life would absolutely suck without you and I’m so grateful you continue to stick around ❤️

@mrssakurahatake your support and kindness mean the world, you’re such a sweetie and you deserve so much more ❤️ thank you for always cheering me up with your awesome reviews and messages 🙏🏼

@the-real-kakashisgf1 where would I be without you, you brilliant soul. You’re my partner in crime, and I’m so, so lucky. Your talents and kindess never cease to amaze me, and I’m looking forward to all the stuff we’ll do together this coming year ❤️

@thatpinkshinobi literally just seeing your art on my dash is enough to flip my mood like a switch. I hope you realise how amazing you are 💖 never ever stop drawing, the world would be duller for it 💖

@skittledoodles your comments on my art have been the highlight of my year! You’re such a talented artist and I really respect you and love your work so it means the world to me when you like my stuff. Thank you for all the support, you always push me to want to do better ❤️

@alienwritesstuff your fics have gotten me through the worst times, and cheered me up when I needed it the most. Gods, you’re a gift. We definitely don’t deserve you, you’re way way too wonderful. Love ya ❤️

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@spnfox you’ve been such an amazing source of help when it comes to art and poses, and I just want you to know I appreciate every second you take out of your time to help me or give me tips. Hope life’s treating you well, you’re so under appreciated man, thank you so much for everything you do ❤️

@sairusb you talented bean! Happy new year, I wish you all the best and hope to always see you in the KakaSaku tags because you make that place so much better! It always cheers me up to see you there, just wanted you to know I appreciate you and your wonderful work ❤️

Man I feel like I’ll never finish! @mhisa-mhisa @claudi3594 @moonlady9 @kakashis-kunoichi @alixx3pl @thingsmaygetalittlecrazy @fallinginlovebythemilligram @emesspozo @ayamashie @ceashax @xxleaf-kunoichixx @xxjayukixx you guys are the most wonderful supporters ever, and the kindest souls, truly blessed to have you in this fandom, you’re all are such cuties and I adore you to pieces ❤️ don’t you think I don’t notice you in my notifications hehe~ wishing you all the best this year! Keep on kickin’~

@ohayohimawari you do so, so much for everyone and especially for content creators. Your support, your kind words, your amazing fics, they were all part of why 2019 didn’t suck all around. You impact so many people around you in such a positive way, don’t you ever forget that ❤️

@mummapaintstheblues you always make me feel so loved and supported, and it means the whole world to me. Sometimes when I’m nervous to interact with everyone and I see you there, it gives me the little push I need to do it. Thank you for all the love and kindness you show me, it means the world ❤️ I wish you all the best for 2020!

@thekatthatbarks your cute little face makes my day 💖 I’m so excited to see you exploring digital art and can’t wait to see where it takes you! Thank you for the random messages that make my days so much better, I swear you have some sixth sense, because everytime you send me something it’s when I really need it the most. Love you darling 💖

@allicaj @kyo-chans literally just want to say thank you for existing. I know we don’t talk much but I love seeing you in the tags or my notifications, you’re such a solid and constant part of my fandom life and this place wouldn’t be the same without you. Keep being you, keep being awesome ❤️

@moderndayportia what would this bleak place be like without you and all the wonderful Kakashi art you bring to us? You’re a gift Portia 💝 you’re really under-appreciated so I’mma spend 2020 trying to change that! Just remember you’re loved and wonderful, stay awesome ❤️ sending good vibes your way~

@nikkigrand I couldn’t be happier to see you slowly coming back to fandom. You have impacted me in more ways than you probably realise. Did you know you beta’d my first ever smut? That’s absolutely crazy. Adaline has touched me so deeply it’s practically a part of me now. You’re so kind, wise, and amazing and so, so damn strong. You inspire me every day. Hope 2020 is kind to you, lots of love sweetie ❤️

@tipsyraconteur i know we don’t talk much (we should definitely change that!) but I want you to know I really love and respect you as a content creator and look up to you a lot. I wish you a productive year ahead! Can’t wait to see what other amazing stories you spin~

@raizagabriel aka super lady because there’s isn’t a thing this wonderful bean can’t do! I squeal everytime I see your art. I mean, literally squeal. You’re such a GIFT! Gods we are so damn blessed to have you in this fandom! What even is this fandom without you? This place would never ever be the same. Love you lots and lots, wishing you the best this coming year! Really looking forward to what you’ll share with us next 😍

@littlegreenstrawberry @doctorcapaldy you two are so under appreciated, don’t think I’ve forgotten you! Really excited to see how your art develops this upcoming year, you’re both slaying 😍 2020 will be THE year, you’ll see~ Feel free to slide into my PMs whenever you please, I would love to chat with you more ❤️

@groovy-hottub-llama i need more of you in the tags because you make it so much better! I lost count of how many times I read your little fic fatherhood. You have such a talent man, I hope you decide to bless us with more of your wonderful work! Happy new year, wish you all the best xx

@dimigex you probably don’t know this but I awiated your return patiently and with lots of crossed fingers! You impact more people than you realise and you’re so wonderful and talented. I’m really happy to see you in the fandom again, it always felt like something was missing when you weren’t around 💖

@denilmo I know you’ve taken a break from the fandom and I don’t know if you’re coming back but you have left a lasting impact on me and a lot of people. We miss you dearly, and you have a space here in this fandom carved out just for you for when you decide to come back. Lots of love darling, hope life’s treating you well and I wish you all the best for 2020 ❤️

@empress-nariko good gods I just ADORE you! The gods blessed me the day you came into this fandom, seriously. What a gift you are. And your support means the world in every way. I always look forward to your amazing reviews and kind words. Sending good vibes your way! Stay awesome, love youuu ❤️

@onemoreword-writesmore you’re one of the special ones I’ll tell you. You have impacted my life in such a positive way 💖 your constant messages and check-ups have gotten me through such rough times, I absolutely don’t deserve you and I don’t think I’ll ever be able to repay you your kindness in full. Looking forward to 2020 with you, happy new year honey 💖

@mouseymightymarvellous where do I even start?! You’re wonderful?? Amazing?? Unique?? An absolute legend??? Most under-upreciated person on the planet?? The most talented ever??? In case it’s not obvious I absolutely adore you. You absolutely deserve all the good in the damn world. I’m wishing you all the happiness this 2020 💖

@neraawritesxx @maxx-powers @kakawaifu @port-wind-waves @ravinemichelle don’t you think I forgot about you guys! I know we don’t talk much if at all, but you have all impacted me in your own unique ways (probably without even trying!), and your talents push me to better myself all the time. Really glad you’re part of this fandom, have an amazing year ahead! Happy new year 💖

@xoxoendoh my life would literally not be the same without you. You’re a wonderful soul and an absolute delight to be around, thank you for making 2019 for me, and I’m looking forward to 2020 with you! Maybe we’ll finally get around to writing some OtaYuri together ;) Hope life’s treating you well 💖

Oof, I really hope I didn’t miss anyone! If I did, hit me up let’s fix that! Happy new year, much love to everyone and particularly the new peeps! Welcome to the fandom ❤️

[theliterarywolf]

So... Let's talk about Hetalia. Controversies, Specifically.

Tagging @apply-force-too-begin since they’re the one who was interested.

Hetalia was one of my first big fandoms outside of 'The Big Three' anime (Naruto, Bleach, One Piece) and outside of video games (mostly whatever wee babby weeaboo me could get on the Gamecube).

And, you know what? It's a dumb, silly anime about stereotypes, poking fun at the absurdities of History, and one's relationships with clashing cultures. It's dumb... But, remember, we all need our daily thirty minutes of dumb. And some of the characters are cute.

And, you know what? Most of the most engaging aspects of the fandom were those who used the initial shallow splash of history that the anime gave them to actually research and make engaging, well-written, culturally-sensitive content.

Of course, I'm not going to ignore how... Over-the-top some members of the fandom have been. We've seen how, whenever recent political conflict or natural disaster have occurred, we have to remind younger members of the Hetalia fandom to not cutsiefy it with the Hetalia characters. Examples that come to mind are: when the conflict between Russia and Ukraine was surging up, kids kept trying to draw art of 'Russia just wants his big sister back~!', and the last major earthquake that hit Japan that had people making fanart of the Japan character which, while some was tasteful and was meant to bring awareness and donations for Disaster Relief, not... all of it was...

Hell, that’s not even bringing into account the last time I went to Anime Expo (way back during Hetalia’s hayday), I was walking around and saw a bunch of Russia and Baltic State cosplayers being interviewed by the news and the one dressed up in a USSR uniform was holding up a Communist flag and shouting ‘Whoo! SOVIET TAKEOVER!!’

However, one thing that I have noticed, while researching for this write-up, was this:

Most of the controversies and pieces of fandom-wank that have surrounded Hetalia and its fandom... Aside from one instance... Are the results of the Western-fandom and Western-localization of the anime  via Funimation.

Aside from one... Most of the issues surrounding Hetalia are due to the West and not even the source media in of itself.

So, with that in mind, let's talk about the main controversies of both Hetalia and its fanbase.

Controversy 1 – The South Korea Controversy/Protests

As I recently answered a question about this, so I'll just pull that answer for this segment:

'To summarize it: there’s a Hetalia character meant to represent South Korea. As every Hetalia character has a gag related to them (America gorges himself on fast food and constantly proclaims himself to be the Hero, Italy is cowardly, Germany is constantly angry, China constantly builds Chinatowns wherever he goes and sells bootleg merchandise, etc), so did S. Korea.

His gag was calling all the other Asian countries ‘big brother’ as well as groping the chests of male characters (China and Japan mostly), proclaiming ‘these mountains belong to South Korea, da ze!’

Of course, people would draw pictures of S. Korea doing his thing but one day during a meeting between a bunch of South Korean politicians and representatives, someone brought out a piece of fanart that depicted S. Korea groping Japan’s chest with the latter looking embarrassed and what not.

They interpreted the character as being an offensive, lecherous stereotype that was somehow belittling S. Korea’s worth as a country.

There were a bunch of small protests until, finally, Himaruya Hidekazu (the creator of Hetalia) just decided to say “you know what? Fine! I’m not getting rid of the character but he’ll never appear in the anime adaptation, okay?!’

So… Yeah! Fun times…'

Magnitude of Controversy – MAJOR

Like... In what universe is 'this meme hurt my feewings, we need to take VALUABLE TIME DURING GOVERNMENT FORUMS to talk about it RATHER THAN OTHER PRESSING ISSUES' a good response? And the fact that people took to the streets to protest? Come on, guys! There's so much more to worry about in this world...

Controversy 2 – Emperor Heliogabalus and Himaruya's 'Transgender Erasure'

There was a section of time where Himaruya Hidekazu, rather than focusing on the nation characters of the series, made chapters and updates about certain historical figures. They were all done for laughs while interspersing various bits of trivia and facts about them.

One of these updates centered around the Roman emperor Heliogabalus (or 'Elagabalus'). And this is where certain portions of this hellsite got soooooo upset...

You see, Himaruya titled the update centered on Heliogabalus as 'The Emperor Who Tried to Live as a Woman... Even Though He Was Really a Guy'.

Almost immediately people were typing up callout posts about how 'transphobic' Himaruya was for the title and 'how dare he misgender my precious trans baby~!' or 'this just goes to show how ignorant Japanese people are to Western history' and so many more, all because Himaruya didn't use out-and-out female pronouns for Heliogabalus.

Now. Mm, two things!

One! This was during the time when Himaruya had an open blog where, not only did he post pictures and updates about where in the world he was traveling and what he was researching, but it also had an inbox that was open for people to send insight to him.

So, if people were really incensed by this, you would think that they would use such a means to let a creator know 'hey, this is kind of problematic; can you edit it to show this information', right?

Right?

NO ONE tried to inform Himaruya of their upset; they literally didn't want an answer, they just wanted to be upset!

But, here's the kicker: the guy that all of these people were stanning for? Emperor Heliogabalus?

WASN'T FUCKING TRANS!!

The real Heliogabalus was a sadistic little shit who was connivingly put on the throne by his mother via a bunch of espionage and assassinations... Who, as thanks, had his own mother murdered once he was emperor. Other wonderful exploits of this 'icon' that tumblr kids decided to stan was:

Getting politicians and countrymen drunk and then, while they were passed out, brought in lions to kill and eat them

Deciding 'fuck Jupiter, Helios is my husbando – We're all going to worship him now!'

Completely wrecking Rome's monetary system

Promising favors to his lovers (whom he called his 'husbands' despite not making anything official) that strictly contradicted favors to his other lovers

And just generally being a hot mess

So... why were tumblr children so insistent on him being a transgender woman?

You ready for this?

Okay.

Because he occaisionally dressed in women's clothing and called his male lovers his 'husbands'.

Yeah.

One of the earliest case of tumblr children trying to ruin someone's life because they didn't follow their headcanons.

Magnitude of Controversy – Honestly, this was just fandom-wank. But it was one of the earlier instances of fandom brats using serious terms (transphobia) to justify being upset at a creator not following their headcanons.

Controversy 3 – The Passover Photoshoot

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…

I'm sorry, just...

Everytime I remember or have to go over this one, I have to stop and reflect; maybe grab a drink.

…

Okay.

So, pretty early into the Western reaches of the Hetalia fandom, a group of friends and Hetalia fans decided to meet up together at a mall for a cosplay photoshoot.

Okay. Cool. Fine.

They were all dressed up as their favorite characters from the series! Germany, Austria, Hungary, P-Prussia, Holy... Roman Empire...

Ahem. Okay. Cool. Fine.

So, they get to the mall and start taking pictures. But then someone in the group gets the amazing idea for everyone to do certain poses.

I... You know, why did I start this, I could have just not done thi--

Nazi salutes. You had a bunch of dumb kids dressed up as Germanic nations. Performing Nazi salutes and shouting 'Heil Hitler'.

Now, as bad as this was... you could have just drawn it out as shitty edgelord humor; we still have plenty of that going on today.

H-however. There were two factors that made this photoshoot 50 Shades of Tasteless.

Number one. This photoshoot took place during Passover.

And number two. The mall that this photoshoot took place at...

WAS JUST A HOP, SKIP, AND A JUMP FROM THE UNITED STATES HOLOCAUST MUSEUM!!!

This is the one, THE ONE, instance where, anytime someone talks about 'lol, young Hetalia fans are so cringey', this is what pops into my head.

Those of us older members of the fandom can never fucking forget this. Yeah, the perpetrators were called out; yeah, they learned their lessons, yeah it opened up a conversation about appropriate behavior in fandom. But this one event will always remain as the big 'Ooh, baby, nooooo! What are you doing?!' moment in the fandom.

Even moreso than what the current batch of hatedum is about.

Magnitude of Controversy – Huge. The South Korea controversy was discussed on a governmental scale, but the Passover Photoshoot is what remains as the biggest mark on the fandom.

Controversy 4 - FUCKING FUNIMATION!!

Okay, I... 

This one is so infuriating because it’s the result of Funimation just not giving a DAMN.

So, Hetalia got popular enough to be localized! Yay... And it was going to be handled by Funimation. Yay... They do quality work... Sometimes.

*kicks the Black Butler dub into the sun*

So, they dubbed Hetalia. And, you know what? So many questionable decisions went into this fucking dub. 

You have Vic Mignogna! You! *clap* Have! *clap* Vic! *clap* Mignogna! You could have easily put him as one of the Axis characters or the Allied characters and you...

Don’t use him...

Until three seasons down the line...

And then you have him as Greece. 

A character who barely says anything.

... And this was WAY before the clusterfuck of KickVic, so they really had no excuse. 

Oh, also! For China, who is a main character, maybe we should have an actual voice-actor?

Pssh! Fuck that shit, let’s just have some random chick from accounting voice him. 

... They literally had some random-chick from accounting do an overly stereotypical Chinese accent and said ‘yeah, that’s fine; print!’

And she gave us such... wonderful line-reads as: during the Hetalia movie Paint It, White! --

“SUCK BALLS! I knew za fortune cookie today was bad ruck~!”

But as bad as the dub got sometimes (Oh God, I’m having war flashbacks of Russia...), the exchange from the dub that people constantly point to as ‘see! This show was antisemitic all along!’ were these: 

Exchange 1 - 

S. Italy/Romano - ‘Hey asshole, I have a surprise for you~!’

Germany - ‘What is it? Another Jew?’

And, you know what? As asinine and idiotic as that brief exchange was... 

IT WASN’T IN THE ORIGINAL MATERIAL!

Funimation, in their infinite wisdom, wrote that in and thought ‘yeah, that’s fine; print!’

So, there goes another issue of ‘problem that only existed because of the idiocy of a Western presence’.

Magnitude of Controversy - Well, people are still talking about it, despite it literally being because of Funimation’s laziness, so...

'Controversy' 5 – The Civil War fanart

So, this segment will be short because it doesn't even need to exist. But, you may have noticed an upsurge in people hating on the series again; even going so far as to raid Discord servers for fans of the series with gore.

Hell, I even scrolled past one person doing a 'call to arms' for people to spam any server that has to do with Hetalia as a big 'gotcha'.

And you wanna know where this fandom-wank started?

Someone on tumblr re-posted an old piece of... questionable chibi fanart of Confederate!America and Union!America. Union!America is hiding a slave woman behind him while shouting at Confederate!America to 'Pick your own damn cotton!'

(deep breath... okay)

And, while the art in of itself is... not great, the fact that it is an old piece of fanart and that someone posted it onto tumblr for the 'lol, look at this cringe' lolz, is what rallied some people to start shitting on fans of the show and raiding servers.

There also may have been some drama over on picrew by some teenage LGBT user lashing out at the whole 'stop spamming Picrew with gay shit' sentiment and then some edgelord over on this hellsite screencapping their game and talking about 'lol, of course it would be a cringey Hetalian to post some dumb shit like this; get off the site, queer' but, honestly, this last one, while being the reason why people are acting dumber than usual, is the most inconsequential.

Magnitude of the Controversy – It would be minimal at best, especially compared to the other ones in this write-up, but like I said, it does have some trickling into the current hatedumb.

So, yeah, here was my little write-up/mini-dive into the madness. You guys can let me know if you want more insight or if you have any questions, and I love you and buh-bye!

[subloganrights]

A list of prompts...

...from the asks of my old sanders sides smut blog that I will never get around to writing for one reason or another, so, feel free to take them and use them in whatever way you want. (And feel free to tag me too)

[Sorry if any of these prompts are yours, yes some are very old, but I’ve either had no inspiration for them, dislike the ship for it now (in the case of prinxiety prompts), I simply have been unable to write them, or I’ve got something very similar already in the works]

prompt: patton x virgil with a daddy kink and some spanking? maybe patton punishing him for being bad or talking back-- or for teasing him to much. (i love the headcanons where patton is secretly kinky and that his entire personality changes in bed--) this is my first time asking for a prompt on a smut blog so sorry if its to kinky (or not kinky enough-- )

Prompt: Virgil taking care of Patton, not necessarily because Patton needs it, but because Virgil wants to. Virgil kissing, cuddling, praising, and loving on Patton (NSFW). Maybe body worship?

Prompt: Virgil accidentally bursting out to Roman: "I just had the weirdest dream about you and now i can’t stop imagining what you’d look like naked"

“Tie my jacket around your waist? Gross-! Just because you couldn’t hold it doesn’t mean I have to get my clothes soiled, too.” Virgil is the one who pissed himself, he washing his jacket or something already so he asked for Roman's jacket.

Prompt: “If you hadn’t drank so much everytime we go somewhere, you wouldn’t have had this problem…” if you’re up for it maybe Princiety? Thank you! I love your writing so much ❤️

Prompt: Sugardaddy au, Moxiety - Virgil is an art major at college and he wants to become an art teacher, but it's really hard for him because of his anxiety. He has a job that doesn't pay too well, but it's okay and he does art commissions for money, but he doesn't sleep or eat enough and is constantly stressed. So when he meets Patton and they get to know each other, Patton offers to be his Sugardaddy, but Virgil refuses. He always has been always will be. Patton continues to insist.

oneshot: virgil goes to see roman in a show and roman sneaks him backstage and dresses him in a costume and fucks virgil in it and makes him cum multiple times

Prompt: so Idk if you've looked at the omorashi tag recently put there us a post ralking about 'voodoo bladder control' and I was wondering if you could write a fic witg roman controlling virgil's bladder all day and V just losing it because "oh my God roman pleaseeee" but he can't do anything cause the group is spending time together and virgil is so embarrassed. I hope this makes sense, also love your blog btw it's amazing💙💙

Prompt: Three of the Sides tied down, vibrating cock rings on each of them. The one Side not tied up is dominating them all, teasing them further and further till all of them are begging messes. Each one tied down trying to please the dom the most so that they could finally cum.

Plz write a fic (or hc you choose fam) of the dom pat wanting sub Virge to scream for him. I beg💜

Fic prompt: strong Patton and needy verge. Virgil's a jittery mess and he needs something but getting off alone isn't helping. Que Pat walking in on the writhing whining mess that is virgil on the bed and just instantly picks him up. Of course this causes him to wrap his legs around the elder side. Long story short pat fucking him hard up against the wall is exactly what he needs 💜

Prompt: Remy and a side of your choosing indulging in some mild bondage and somnopholia

Prompt anon here sorry I haven't been online until now. I'm used to people /wanting/ vague prompts so I'm sorry for that. Maybe some moxiety with Virgil asking/begging Patton to do something and getting told to do it himself. (I.e., wanting to be fucked and ending up riding Patton and doing the work etc)

Prinxiety Prompt: "You look so helpless. How does it feel not having the upper hand?" When Virgil decides that he's gonna top Roman, and Roman talks a big game about how Virgil don't break him but uhh...... He breaks

Hello again! I’m the somnophilia Logince anon. Okay so maybe Logan and Roman are cuddling and then Roman ‘falls asleep’ and somehow tells (maybe Morse code or something) Logan that he wants to do this so Logan just sucks roman off and whispering ‘please don’t wake up’

Can you do a fic where Patton makes Virgil wear a vibrator and has a control for it and loves to set it off at random times?... Sometimes even in public. He does it when he doesn't listen to him. Virgil tries not to be turned on or react buuuut it doesn't work.

OH OKAY basically Logan and Roman are arguing about who can do things better and it goes from “i can make decisions better than you” to “at least I’m better at kissing” and then all the way to “i ride dick better than anyone” and it’s very sexually and frustration charged but ends happily post orgasms

prompt: Patton taking Virgil's virginity and it just being really soft and sweet 💕

Then could you do some logince knifeplay? Like power bottom Logan riding Roman who’s tied up and he’s using the (dull sided) knife and saying stuff like “Be still, we wouldn’t want to cut up that pretty face of yours.” And “How defenseless you look, a daring prince in the face of danger, moaning and whining for more.”

Omo prinx anon - I just really like the idea of Virgil flipping it around on usually dom roman, both of them surprised at how much they enjoy it. I’m new to omo? So I’m not sure. But maybe some light restraints? Praise/degradation? Roman being the bigger stronger one but Virgil is still completely in control?

Virgil and Patton go out to the mall, and Virgil waits too long to go to the bathroom, and the nearest one is out of order.

Fic: Patton making Virgil his pretty kitty, complete with a tail, ears, and a collar.

Prompt: Logan stressed out by school/finals/homework that one of the others fuck him to relax him enough to sleep.

Hcs or Prompt. Roman and Vergil sharing ice cream. Vergil flicks a spoonful of ice cream on Roman's shirt. say "Guess we gotta remove that shirt." Roman then smears a spoonful of ice cream down Vergil's cheek and across his shoulder. He then licks and sucks his way back up to vergil's mouth.

Yee! A few I have: Virgil gets scared/anxious and doesn’t realize it but he wets himself out of fear? (Could also work for Patton too) Or, on a lighter note, Roman or Patton giggling so hard they wet themselves. :3 (I blame my friend for that last one). Do with them what you wish my pal. -DA

If requests are open, is it possible for you to write a fake-rape prinxiety fic? Consensual non consent or whatever, with dom Virgil? ~ 💛

So um I'm not a fan of omo but prompt: Patton reminding everyone to stay hydrated and when they don't listen, Patton going all Dom on them forcing them to drink water and then things get messy and omo ensues

Logince and some accidental bondage + some sleepy sex (waking up to a blowjob and being so tangled in the sheets that they're technically restrained)

I'd die for some Remy getting recked, probably by Roman after he was done of the other's pettiness. Basically the prince trying to tame the brat (?) - Cal

when you have a chance could you do something with virgil getting wrecked, maybe by deciet and sleep, maybe have him cry alittle? Thanks you

Prompt: Roman and Logan deciding to shop online and the first thing to pop up on Romans computer is porn. Graphic porn. They decide to... recreate it - new ask sender whom you can call Louise

roman having a collar that says property of virgil or summin, and virgil finds it and ro is embarrassed but virge loves it!! also like. us petplay enthused fanders are having a field week

Prompt: Roman in a skirt in a train, Logan is with him. Ends up fucking him in public while on the train with a few people here and there in the car.

It's slightly odd but like, reverse daddy kink where Virgil is the one who likes being called "Daddy", along with bondage and a Pat being very loud and whimpery. You can choose the situation

[blissfulparker]

Give me a feeling ch.3—boxer!roomate!tom

Parings →boxer!roomate!tom x ballerina!reader

Summary →a gentle dancer crosses paths with a rough boxer, they end up living off each other making no rules except one, never fall in love.

Warnings→ cursing

A/n→ hey I know this is late but finals are coming up and I’m really stressed so I haven’t been here much(not gonna lie I only come on during my emotional breakdowns) so I’ll try and post as much as I can but it will be hard until around Christmas.

Tom once told you he hated attention, you thought that was the biggest lie he’s ever told.

Tom had spotlights in him all the time, girls chasing after him left and right, people only dreaming they could talk to him. You talked to him everyday, even rumored that you both were dating. He quickly shut that one down of course but with him being in the spotlight and you coming to fame because of him was hard. Hard for him to be himself sometimes. You knew how hard this was for him, all he wanted to do was box but sometimes he wanted a break from even that. You use to joke that the two of you would take a year break and live in France.

You woke up to the sound of puking in the bathroom, the walls were thin so it wasn’t hard to hear him curse and then vomit. You didn’t hesitate to run to his assistant once you heard him.

“Tom?” You come to rub his back as he let it all out in the toilet. “Tom are you okay?” You ask him and he nods as he grabs toilet paper to wipe his mouth.

“That was fucking disgusting.” He says as he leans back against the bathroom wall.

“Are you okay?” You ask him again and he nods.

“I think I need the day off.” He says, it was early in the morning so you knew Harrison would be awake.

“Okay I’ll call Harrison then my company so I can take the day—“ you start but cuts you off.

“No, I don’t want you taking the day off, I’m serious. You have that dance of yours coming up, I know it means a lot so don’t take a day off for me.” He tells you and you roll your eyes but agree.

“Fine, but I’m calling Harrison to tell him that you aren’t feeling well so you can’t come to work.” You tell Tom and he nods. “Oh and I want you to see a real doctor.” You give him a serious look before walking back to your room.

“There’s Nothing you cant fix love.” He yells before hurling over the toilet again.

~

When you left tom you were nervous, mostly because the boy never takes sick days and when he does you usually take care of him. He wasn’t exactly sick, you thought he might have a concussion but if you told him then he’d feel the need not to go to the doctors about it. You also knew that he wouldn’t go to the doctors without you, claiming that when he goes with you they don’t try and take his blood as for when he’s alone they try and poke him with a million needles.

“I think the spins were definitely a little—“ Dana was talking before she cut herself off seeing tom at the front desk with a bag of food and the girl drooling over him. “Are you gonna go get him or...” she asked staring at him with heart eyes.

“I told him to stay home.” You groaned as you walked over to him grabbing his arm. “What are you doing here?” You asked him and he looked up from the front desk woman.

“I brought you lunch darling, house got boring without you.” He smirked and handed you the bag. He knew the effect he had on the woman who danced here, he was practically their Greek god.

“Besides, I heard Blair just broke up with her boyfriend.” He says and you step on his foot with your point shoes.

“Leave Blair alone she’s actually very heartbroken.” You tell him. “Thank you for bringing me lunch, is there anything else you need?” You asked him and he nodded.

“I need you to come to the doctors with me.” He says as if he’s a child.

“Tom,” You sigh. “You’re 22 years old. you can go to the doctors without someone with you.” You say and he pouts.

“Please! Everytime I go alone they—“ before he can finish you cut him off.

“Try and stick a million needles in me yeah yeah, I know.” You tell him before you pull him off to the break room so you can sit and eat in private.

“I really love the attention they give me here.” He smirks at one of the girls who waved at him.

“Yeah, they should practically give you a damn staute.” You joked.

The two of you sat in the break room eating where a bunch of the other dancers ate and talked rather than going out or going home.

“Did you throw up again today?” You asked and he shook his head poking at his food with his fork.

“No, took the medicine you left for me and I have an appointment for 4:30 which I need you to be there.” He says and you sigh not wanting to go. “How’s the dance coming along?” He asked curious about the popular ballet Swan Lake where you were one of the back up dancers, not the star of the show.

“Good, tiring I need you to help me roll out my joints when I get home.” You tell him and he nods.

“I can do that.” He says as he takes a bite of his food. “If you come to the doctors.” He smirks and you roll your eyes.

“I’ll go, fine.” You tell him, you knew you let him win this little argument.

“Perfect,” He says as he stands up taking his trash and yours. “We should probably go now. I know you like being there early.” He says, you did like being to the doctors early but it was his appointment not yours.

“No, I know you’re scared and you’re going to try and get out of it at last minute.” You argue with him.

“Yeah sure.”

~

The two of you sat in the doctors office with you filling out the paper work and tom massaging his temples and enjoying the attention the woman at the front desk gave him there as well.

“Tom? Tom Holland?” A man who looked to be almost the same age as the two of you called out.

The both of you stood up before walking over to the man with you giving him the paperwork. The man gave a warm smile, almost too warm of one.

“You must be his sister—“ the doctor paid less attention to tom for a moment but rather focused on the beauty that you radiated.

“Girlfriend,” he coughed out grabbing your waist. “She’s my girlfriend. Are we going to get this done or...?” He asked and it only made you roll your eyes.

“Right, sorry.” The doctor says before he turns around. “Come with me the room is down here.”

As the three of you entered the room tom had hesitated as he sat down already acting like the child he was. He acted as if he was ready to throw a temper tantrum any second.

“He has a concussion, I think, he threw up this morning and got hit in the head pretty hard last night. He says he feels like his head is swelling.” You say and the doctor writes all of the things you say down and tom rolls his eyes.

“He could possibly, ill take his blood pressure and then do some tests to see where he’s at, I’ll be right back.” He turns out of the room smirking at you before leaving.

“What the hell is wrong with you?” You hit Toms arm.

“What?” He asks defensively.

“You acting like I’m your girlfriend! I’m allowed to date too you know! Not everything is about you!” You argue, the truth was, tom didn’t want you to date. He wanted—needed you all to himself.

“Fine you want to flirt with him then go for it! He doesn’t even look like he’s worth it though.” He says before he turns away.

The doctor came back in, the room filled with awkward tension and now you and tom both acting immature. He wasn’t fine just like you had thought, he had a concussion, severe one in fact, the doctor told him he should stay home and rest for about 3 days, 3 days was too long in Toms head though so you knew it was going to be hell, mostly because Harrison would force him to stay home.

“Thank you for your help, we really appreciate it.” You smile at the man before grabbing tom and taking him out of the place into the cold New York air.

“You hear that? No boxing for 3 days.” You tell him and he jerks his arm away.

“I’m not a damn child I understood him.” He pouts before you turn the corner to walk back to the apartment.

“You acted like a damn child.” You bantered at him.

“Stop I’m not in the mood.” He says before you step in front of him.

“Hey hey, look, I’m sorry I know this is like hell for you. I’ll get us Sushi tonight okay?” You offered and he nodded before you swung your arm around his shoulder.

“Don’t do that.” He pushes you off.

“Stop pouting,” You say before you turn into the complex.

“I’m not pouting.” He says before he tries to walk ahead.

You knew that this week was going to be the worst week of both of your lives.

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[briteboy]

WHO is Santi and WHERE is his face?

i am LIVING for your warm & colorful posts right now!! your editing is so amazing and it brightens my day everytime i see a new post of yours *.*

THANK YOU!!!! <3 i am so happy/relieved to be using warm colors once more, i feel like myself again. don’t get me wrong, i do like evoking different moods, but sometimes (a lot of the time, especially with santi) too much is too much. today’s posts were HOPEfully my last emo edits..............for now

LOL I actually made a comment about Fiona naming a cat/dog (once Pets comes out) Rodrigo. I'll go back underground now haha (still a great story, cant wait to read more) -Runaway NONY

OH I DIDN’T EVEN SEE THAT wtf. either tumblr ate it or i accidentally scrolled past it i’m sorry. i always enjoy seeing messages from anons who return to my inbox! but lmAO that’s a good idea. i actually met the most perfect dog today and now i know the breed and name of dog santi needs immediately

Hii! If you dont mind me askin, how do you edit your darker screenshots? I always end up making them too light or too dark to see a thing :( Thank you!

hmmm idk what to tell you about making them too light or too dark, because that’s a very specific thing that really depends on the picture. BUT i know that the dodge tool is my bff for brightening up dark pictures while still retaining some of the darker elements you want in them (aversely, the burn tool will help darken parts), messing with the exposure can also really help, coloring can also help too, selective color is my bff especially with blue shadows and orangey skin...this is kind of a broad answer, i’m sorry, but if you needed help with something specific, let me know!

I remember you answered an ask and said you drew tears when you edit right? Is there a reason you don't use CC tears?

i answered this like two weeks ago but i can’t find it so whateveR i’ve used cc tears a few times but there’s only like three of those in existence and my characters have cried a LOT. i feel like it would be kinda weird if they had the same tears every time. also there are just some variations that i like to customize myself by drawing, like sometimes they’ll be full on sobbing, sometimes just one single tear...it just depends on the situation, that’s why i draw ‘em.

Santi is my favorite Harvest Moon character.

idk shit about harvest moon so idk how to respond to this :[ here’s a small picture of michael cera with a cactus

Would you recommend buying a macbook for playing sims?

if a macbook is what you already have, then yeah, i’d say it suffices without many problems. if you’re specifically going out and buying a computer with the knowledge that you’ll be playing sims on it, then mmmmmm i’d probably say no...but it also depends on if you’re like gonna get REALLY into storytelling and cc n shit or if it’s just casual gameplay with a mods folder that’s like 5 gb or less...if it’s the latter i think it should also be fine. but yeah it just depends on what kind of gaming you’re planning on doing.

How can I read your story from the beginning? Is there a link or something? I keep seeing it on my feet and it looks so great!

thank you! there’s a button at the top of my page that says “story directory” but if you’re on mobile you can just go here or copy this link: http://femmesim.tumblr.com/tagged/story/chrono

I've talked to u like once before and I'm to shy to talk to u again... Why am I like fish?

This**

we are all like fish if you really think about it lmao but really just reach out my dude! if we talked once then y’know you already broke the ice so just go for it!! i am here and ready to talk about all the things under the sun

Do you use Topaz Clean?

yep

hi hello so maybe I am just a blind bean but may I ask how in god's name do you get your images to be so crisp? I have everything set up, but it seems as if when I do my thing in Photoshop, everything turns out lookin like a blobfish. I'm not sure if you use another person's topaz settings or if you have your own. Thank you so much if you do respond bc I was too much of a wuss to message you *cries in Spanish*

OMG well it’s mostly just resizing, smart sharpening, and most importantly topaz clean (see above) that makes them so crisp. i also use the sharpen tool on sims’ faces, and the smudge tool when something is particularly pixelated or whatever. everything i do is listed in here! UR NOT A WUSS *hugs you in spanish*

youre my inspiration to be a better writer. I know i'm good and giving characters depth and backgrounds and coming up with a rough story idea. but i rush things and i'm not great at putting it into a good story so ya. My story on simblr started out as casual gameplay but i wanted it to be more and i'm trying to get better @ everything

OMG ;_________; it sounds like you are a good writer already, and it’s awesome that you recognize your strengths while also acknowledging that you need to work on some things as well. i try to do the same and i think that’s what keeps me level headed. it sounds like you just need to dedicate some time to planning, that way you start to realize all the nuances of your story that come together to flesh out that initial rough idea. you seem to have a positive attitude, so that’s great!! you’re already getting better and better, i know it <3

now Santi's song is Post Malone - Congratulations

OMF LMAO u sent this when santi finally got to mexico and it’s fitting

sos i was listening to the song fight song by rachel platten when i saw the photoset of santi making it to mexico and now i can't stop ugly crying please make it stop

omG i see it TAKE BACK UR LIFE SANTI U GOT THIS

This is so random but like, can I just say that you're so amazing like?? Why?? You're so sweet and funny and I love you very much ok

AKJSKJDFKJS THANK YOU THIS IS SO NICEEEE ;-; i try but a lot of the time i feel like a sarcastic asshole lmao thank u for thinking otherwise <3

Am I the only one who's like... really mad about pets being NPCs? I just feel like being able to control them was the best part. I don't really feel like the EP is worth it without them. Like, don't get me wrong, I understand that the team worked really hard on it, but I feel like they didn't do it as well as they could have.

hmm i’m kind of meh on that front because like on one hand i did like controlling pets and the novelty of the fact that you could just see their different interactions firsthand, but ultimately i think i’m okay with not controlling them because it makes it more realistic for me and honestly they’re probably more likely to take care of themselves a little bit more if they’re automated, because i’m just thinking about ts3 pets and how i literally had to make them go pee outside otherwise they’d pee in the house...even if they were well trained and stuff lmao. plus there might be a cheat or mod that lets you control them, like there was in ts2? so don’t lose hope yet.

hey your blog is AWESOME, i read through your stories in a day and am obsessed (kind of in love with gianni) ❤ what are some of your favorite ts4 blogs? i'm trying to find more awesome blogs to read through during my miserable journey of trying to get the game to work on my computer lol

heyo here’s some! thank you btw, and i hope your miserable journey ends soon :{

(I really need to get this off my chest) ok so my aunt is currently in a critical condition after having a kidney failure and she's in desperate need for a new one and I'm the only one in my family that's a match (so far) but I'm not allowed to donate bc I myself have severe health issues affecting my day to day life that would make it extremely dangerous for me to remove a kidney. I'm so fucking frustrated you don't understand like I just want to cry most of the time

first off i’m so sorry that this is even happening to you ;__; and you’re an amazing person for being willing to help out your aunt like that, so just know it isn’t your fault that you’re unable to. don’t guilt yourself for it okay? is there any other possible donor at all? i wanna know how this situation ends up. i really hope your aunt will be okay. just stay close to your family for support and don’t blame yourself.

how did you get photoshop for free? I'm trying to find a link that won't give me a virus, but I had no luck yet

the pirate bay is ur friend

Ok I gotta rant. GoT does NOT deserve the hype/amazing ratings. Like, sure the cinematography is pretty great and they have ok actors but the freaking script is so mediocre I actually think I could write a better one. Me. A 16 y/o tiny child. There are so much better shows out there! Hell, even Supernatural has a better script than GoT

whenever ppl agree with me about how much GoT sucks i grow stronger and stronger even the actors are iffy at this point. watching daenerys act is painful, jon snow is wooden as hell, it’s just bad. ur 16 yr old self has more potential than these writers tbh. it’s just completely mediocre; it started out as something great because it followed the same layered storytelling pattern as the books, but it’s diverged from that completely because the writers got too caught up in the hype. and you’re right, it doesn’t deserve that hype! omfdkjsgkj i’ve never watched supernatural but i haven’t heard good things. that’s a low bar

[ask-svt-hearteu]

RANDOM CRAP THE ADMINS HAVE SAID TO EACH OTHER

admins: Hai everyone! To celebrate another follower milestone, we'd like to present-

RANDOM CRAP THE ADMINS HAVE SAID TO EACH OTHER (via announcements on our KakaoTalk)

(haha i hope this is funny and entertaining for you guys, also this was just us joking/messing around)

we sacrificed our sanity for this.

we need jisoos

MEMESOL DOES NOT APPROVE

i stay shook lol

YOU'RE WRITING NOT ME HEHE

IM JIHOON EVERYTIME THEY ASK HIM TO DO AEYGO

you can’t not love Diva boo

AND I FEEL PERSONALLY ATTACKED

im getting the joshua roll

WE’RE NEVER READY

jess do you like messi

i ship everyone with everyone

I STAN CHILDREN

JISOOS CHRIST

Every carat ever: before discovering seventeen) dang there’s thirteen members… how am I ever going to tell them apart. After like a week: That’s jun’s leg

Me: I refuse to be shorter than lee Jihoon by an inch. My friend: wtf why

WHERE ARE YOU HIDING JISOOS

LET ME BE SHOOK

ALL OF SVT WILL COME FOR YOU EVENTUALLY

//INCOHERENT SCREAMING//

So do me a favor and back up to Antarctica thanks

You didn’t see me REGRETTING MY LIFE while editing fam

I was walking out of the movie theater singing mansae

you go to sleep later but wake up earlier what kind of sorcery is this

VERKWAN IS JUST LIFE

And they just sat there like, “don’t interrupt the crazy Joshua stan unless you want to die"

LIKE SWEETIE THE GROUND AINT GOING TO GIVE YOU THE ANSWERS

TWO TEEN TWO TEEN

OUR FOLLOWERS ARE WILD

XU MINGHAO.

ZOOMING HOW.

IF JEONGHAN HAS A KID WHO WILL BE HIS BABY

I was just having a mental breakdown

Me: “My life is hamburger” | My grandmother: you like hamburger? Go to Mcdonalds | Me: LMAO NO ITS JUST SOMETHING WONWOO SAID

THATS WHAT I GET FOR QUOTING WONWOO

I. CANT. BE. LEAF. I. FORGOT. LEGIT. ONE. OF. MY. FAV. GROUPS.

i need to think of romantic cheesy stuff

LETS MAKE IT SO FLUFFY EVERYONE WILL WANT TO DIE

Whatever group it is GotSeventeen

drink water kids not alcohol

do drugs kids not school

hoshi just chose me i didnt do anything

IM NOT CRYJING YOU ARE

STAN TALENT. STAN CHINA LINE STRONG POWER THANK YOU.

“kidney function is not a right its a privilege”

CHAN IS A QT”

Waiting for confetti to fly out of my heart like in aju nice

the fun part is if people want to complain about asks being off, they can't because asks are off

MY NAME IS SOONYOUNG AND I KNEW I'D CATCH YOU SOON

do you ever think of random svt moments at school and you're about to explode and your teacher is like do you think the Pythagorean theorem is funny

does anyone else just feel attacked if your bias so much as breathes I'm sitting here trying to have lunch and a random Joshua moment comes along and I nearly choke

Jeonghan is my main competition with Joshua so you can understand my pain

MAN IF ANYONE'S GONNA DIG OUR GRAVES, IT'S GONNA BE SEVENTEEN

TUMBLR SHOULD PAY FOR OUR SUFFERING LOL

get you a boyfriend who can make your heart race as much as svt can

WTF WHO INVENTED ANGST LEMME HUNT THEM DOWN

right like yo we ain't svt either empty your bank account and go to a fansign bc you ain't getting answers for free

what svt crack watching fan would think of anything besides meanie HONESTLY

lmao I saw the post we are a disaster

we are a hurricane

yea haha no SATAN BEGONE

WHERE IS YOUR TAG

HONESTLY I'M LIKE SOONYOUNG YOU LOOK HOT AF BUT PLZ DON'T EVER LOSE WEIGHT BC YOU NEED TO KEEP THOSE CHEEKS

I'D RATHER HAVE "THAT WOULDN'T BE GREAT" TATTOOED ON MY ARM

you know you've spent too long on tumblr when you start referencing yourself

kpop ruined and fixed my life

(a photo of Memesol with chips in his mouth like a duck beak staring into your soul)

yeah yeah I hope they can start dating after like 5 years? bc I want to see mini seventeens

I HELP PEOPLE DATE SVT BY WRITING AU'S OKAY

(about the hip-hop team's mixtape volume 14) I WANT TO KNOW WHO THE FUCK DARED TO TAKE OVER CHWE HANSOL'S BODY IMMA FIGHT YOU

AND WHO THE FUCK TAUGHT WONWOO HOW TO CURSE IN ENGLISH HANSOL I EFFING BLAME YOUR DRAKE SONGS

(Seri and me still dying over the hip-hop team's mixtape) SEUNGKWAN COME COLLECT YOUR MAN

TBH I'M THINKING JOSHUA DEFINITELY NOT AS HOLY AS WE MAKE HIM OUT TO BE WITH HIS LONG SHOWERING HEADASS

AND TO THINK I WAS LISTENING TO EYES NOSE LIPS BEFORE THIS UN HAENG II CHI II CHI BULLSHIT

(a photo of Wonwoo crying with the caption "*ulgo shipji ana*")

FRICK YOU AND SVT I HATE AND LOVE YOU ALL (finally done freaking out over the hip-hop team's mixtape)

LEE JIHOON IS SHAKING IN HIS GRAVE

I KNOW WHO KILLED LEE JIHOON, YOU DID WITH THIS MDROXKBSNCOSWG

I've already sold my soul to seventeen, what more do you want

when you can't Hangul properly

PLEDIS. STOP. FREAKING. SLEEPING.ON. TALENT. AND. DPERIVING. US. (about China line)

has Joshua ever cried bc of Naruto

Svt was an experimental group sent to us by other beings in the universe bc they thought the earth was too dark and depressing without them

I must have been too focused on Hoshi's arms

where can I find a cup of black coffee that tastes like cotton candy

BASICALLY I WAS PUSHED INTO HOSHI LIKE SOMEONE WOULD BE IN OUR AU'S

I'M SORRY THAT THE MERE MENTION OF SHUA RENDERS ME AS USEFUL AS A BLADE OF GRASS

WOW KWON SOONYOUNG YOU DRINK SO PRETTY

tags you'd use on tumblr: #UM #THAT'S ILLEGAL

I NEED TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL I'M STUPID LOL

"hold up is soonyoung 17 years older than me?" "wow what a coincidence" "wtf seri he's 7 years older than you"

me thinks, "okay cmon we can get like 3 au's done today"

reality hits me like, "lmao watchu saying you don't got no time turner"

SERI MY DAUGHTER I WOULD LIKE TO GIVE YOU SOME ENCOURAGING AND INSPIRING WORDS BEFORE YOUR FIRST DAY OF HIGH SCHOOL WHAT I'M ABOUT TO SAY IS CRITICAL FOR YOUR SUCCESS- stan svt

and I have the soonyoung syndrome

I think I just died and have no more lives left

I have to write dates for thirteen 18+ year old boys

pffffffftttt sleep is for the weak

you're never gonna find another friend like me ;)

I CAN'T USE MY TIREDNESS AS AN EXCUSE FOR CRAZY GOSH

we're fuckin screwed

I feel like a swimming fool

wow you doing drugs? lame, I'm writing svt au's GET ON MY MOTHERFUCKA LEVEL

but all my svt songs are my night songs, my shower songs, my hw songs,,,

and I said, "you know I probably couldn't eat that ice cream bc I'm too salty"

I said, "you're a prefect match for that ice cream because you're so sweet" ;)

may Hong Jisoo be my guiding light (crying emojis)

and I thought 'I like suffering so might as well'

my relationship with angst is pretty much the same as my relationship with seventeen

HAVE AN EGG TART

MY FAV IS KWON SOONYOUNG AND NO I'M NOT BIASED OR ANYTHING PFFT

I can't listen to boom boom without a flannel or dress shirt on so I can stick out the side like they do at the beginning choreo:,,,)

I like svt //finger guns// //runs away//

I'd gladly be collected by soonyoung thanks

where do I sell my soul to get a studio version?