#secret mc directory

[valgreaves]

happy almost-september. in honor of fall please look at my it lives mcs

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Demo! 🍑 Directory! 🍑 Trigger Warnings! 🍑

It's the first day of senior year and the people are itching for some drama... apparently.

When you get caught slacking by your best friend and staring off into the abyss turns out to be resident cool kid Dylan Quinn you're dragged under in to the cess pool of love-based-drama that surrounds NYC's McKinley High.

Just as you're forced into a love triangle by the school's resident queen of mean, Kinsley Grace–Cameron, for the mere rumour of your supposed crush on Dylan, your least favourite teacher assigns you babysitting duties with the new guy, Shay Walker and the rebel-without-a-cause J Montgomery for your year long finals project──landing you with the starring role in the latest gossip mill.

How are you ever going to survive the graduating class of '25?

There's no murder, there's no magic, there's no monsters or ancient societies, no sci-fi future apocalypse, no treasure to find or deadly goons... just high school seniors navigating romance and maybe an asshole teacher and potential conspiracy theories.

Features! 🍑 FAQ! 🍑

romance one (or more*...) of five love interests! are you in touch with your feelings? could you be non-committal? do you fall hard and fast and with everyone?

customise your mc! from your appearance to your gender to your personality and your family relations!

overcome your senior year of school at Jackson McKinley High! are you studious or a slacker? do you care for popularity or are you content as a relative nobody?

get a job! in your family's bakery or your local café or something more unorthodox!

be the object of the rumour mill! does it feel like unwanted drama is following you? or do you live for it and actively feed into it?

+with five solo routes, two poly routes and two love triangles you have a plethora of choice! love triangles include──dylan and kinsley as well as dylan and theo while poly routes are as such──the cool crush and the mean girl, #kinslan──the new guy and the rebel, #jayne!

──*please note that this is a romance focused i.f and as such no set aro/ace/aroace route is present.

engage in the conspiracy theory surrounding your school! is your least favourite teacher dating your favourite teacher? is there actually a cannibal on the faculty? is there a reason for the sudden spike of suspensions?

Key Pieces! 🍑 [ LI Introductions! ]🍑

[RO] The ‘Crush’!──Dylan Quinn [gender locked─they/them─12/01/2006]

━@.dylquill

comforting smiles, playful eyes, paint stained clothes, chipped nail polish, chest binders, chalk covered fingers, messy hair, cluttered rooms, sculptural clay, dark hair, friendly words, genuine popularity, intense loyalty, unspoken understanding but silent judgement too.

[RO] The New Guy!──Shayne Walker [gender locked─he/him─04/04/2007]

━@.onlyshay

cheeky smirks and cheeky winks, ruffled hair, english accents, comedic timing, wide smiles, loudly laughing, wilting in silence, heartache for home, missing friends, curly brown hair, warm brown eyes, younger brother, older brother, everyday adventures, discovering new people, new places.

[RO] The Mean Girl!──Kinsley Grace–Cameron [gender locked─she/her─11/21/2006]

━@.kgracecameron/@.kinsleys_

shades of green and white, sun bleached blonde hair, cold blue eyes, sunblock tanned patterns, sickly sweet smiles, eye rolls, longing glances, hesitation in silence, secrets behind closed doors, heavy shoulders with a head held high, craving difference, stubborn to a fault.

[RO] The Rebel!──Jaxon/Jasmin Montgomery [gender selectable─he/him or she/her─06/17/2007]

━@.m0ntjax/@.m0ntjas

stick and poke tattoos, cigarette smoke, uncaring attitude, strong and silent type, doesn't know what a shirt is, bloody knuckles, sunglasses collections, secret book worm, borrowed vape pens, complicated family relations, exploding anger, protective older sibling, almost alcoholic, androgyny, short hair, italian heritage, intellectual depth, no regard for authority.

[RO] The Best Friend!──Theo Wesley [gender selectable─he/him, she/her or they them─09/30/2007]

━@.yelsewoeht

hair care as self care, cat parent, not-so-subtle pinning, rooftop picnics, friend dates, jazz cafés, plant parent, eco nerd, photos as memories, dark skin, coiled hair, far sighted glasses, people watching, balcony lover, bookshop worker, essays about love, hugs as a love language, suffer in silence type, made of money but would rather they weren't, smoking weed but only on the weekends, indescribable feeling of loneliness in a crowded room.

The Bestest Friend!──Chris/Chloe/Charlie West [gender locked─he/him, she/her or they/them─02/14/2007]

━@.east_coast_cw

The ‘Rival’!──Valory/Vinny Williamson [gender selectable─she/her or they/them─10/03/2007]

━@.victorywills

The Cool Teacher!──Easton/Estelle Bharti [gender selectable─he/him or she/her─05/19/1992]

The Asshole Teacher!──Nolan Thorp [gender locked─he/him─11/26/1978]

©️ bonnie berry 2023──@moretinyideas 🍑

[choicesbookclub]

Current Featured Book: Veil of Secrets

Welcome to the Veil of Secrets Book Club!

This Book Club is open to anyone and everyone! You can participate as much or as little as you want.

Our playthrough of Veil of Secrets will take place on Saturdays with posts going up around noon EST. However, late entries are more than welcome. [Learn how to participate here]

Meet our VOS MCs:

If you have a profile page for your MC, feel free to send it to me so I can add it to our directory.

Reading Schedule:

Saturdays beginning May 4

We will start with 2 chapters a week as decided by our poll, but if people feel this is too much, please don't hesitate to reach out and we can reevaluate.

Each week, I'll try to include questions, polls, or prompts to inspire some discussion. Feel free to send suggestions if you have something you want to see!

Weekly Prompts:

links will be added when the prompts are posted

May 4:

Chapter 1: Missing Persons

May 11:

Chapter 2: Unveiled

Chapter 3: The Powers That Be

May 18:

Chapter 4: First Blood

May 25:

Chapter 5: The Whole Bloody Affair

Chapter 6: Down by the Water

June 1:

Chapter 7: Into the Woods

June 8:

Chapter 8: ...And Found

Chapter 9: The Rocket's Red Glare

June 15:

Chapter 10: Collateral Damage

June 22:

Chapter 11: Lawful Good

Chapter 12: The Kraken

June 29:

Chapter 13: Under the Bed

Chapter 14: The Face of Evil

July 6:

Chapter 15: The End of the Line

Chapter 16: All's Well That Ends…

I hope you'll join us! 💛

[fickleminder]

Obey Me Masterlist

All writings feature GN!MC unless otherwise stated :)

✨ = Popular!

Masterlist Directory >> HERE

Latest:

crawl to the in-between > part 4/?

While recovering from an attack within the HoL, MC slowly finds out that there’s more to the Devildom than meets the eye.

Fics:

with you

“We’ll be with you, always. Your pacts, your memories, they can’t take those away from you.”

The Devil Who Loved Me

AU. The aftermath of being rescued by a handsome secret agent who might or might not be entirely human.

50 Ways to Die in the Devildom

To prevent another war, one of the cardinal requirements of the exchange program was for the exchange students to be alive at the end of it. No one said anything about what happens in-between.

Halloween 2024 fic.

face off

The one where your boyfriend looks like your murderer.

Inspired by the Identity pop quiz.

cosplay (with commissioned art)

You convince Raphael to cosplay for you.

forget you

You saw an opportunity to walk away, and you took it.

Inspired by the Glass pop quiz.

sacrificial lamb > part 1, part 2 ✨

The impossible choice between you and the Devildom.

Inspired by the Frost pop quiz.

seven supervillains and one (1) normie

You move in with seven normal, law-abiding housemates.

Written for the Devildom zine.

be good ✨

AU inspired by this prompt: Humans are born with demon counterparts to protect them. The more innocent and pure a person is, the more mean, fierce, and terrifying their demon becomes.

Halloween 2023 fic.

date night

Inspired by @777xara​‘s art here.

never after

Not all fairy tales have a happy ending.

Based on Satan’s Breaking Curses Devilgram and this post.

what’s up doc

Based on this post. Dedicated to the Satan simps who didn’t manage to pull his card in the Doctor Nightmare.

Zombie (commissioned art here) ✨

Mini-blurb based on an answered ask by @sparkbeast20​.

CW: blood and gore (in both the fic and the art).

would you lie with me (and just forget the world)

When taking out the trash, it’s more efficient to do it all in one go.

Karasu’s Confession Corner ✨

Seeing Karasu, one of Mammon’s crow familiars, at your windowsill isn’t an uncommon occurrence. He likes to stop by sometimes to hang out with you, but today he’s acting oddly for some reason…

Written for the OM Secret Santa 2022 event. Features Mammon x GN!MC.

let us die young (or let us live forever)

Life in the Devildom living with seven demon lords is pretty darn good. If there’s one thing you’re sure of, it’s that you’re loved, wholly, irrevocably, and forever.

Halloween 2022 fic.

The Escape

You are attacked while alone in the House of Lamentation.

Based on this scenario.

Bad Days ✨

You didn’t sign up to be their therapist, least of all their punching bag.

Inspired by @barbabetos‘ post here.

falling (for you) (commissioned art here) ✨

Five times you fell on Satan, and one time he returned the favor.

Obligatory 5+1 fic featuring Satan x GN!MC.

careful what you wish for

You and Satan find out that sometimes magic wishes have unexpected consequences.

Based on Satan’s Wish-Granting Charm Devilgram.

Food Favors

Mini-blurb based on an answered ask by @house-of-laminations.

Dirty Pop(sicles) ✨

When a human can’t even enjoy a popsicle on the beach without inviting salacious thoughts, you do what you have to do, toothache be damned.

CW: suggestive content but nothing explicit.

crawl to the in-between (part 1, part 2, part 3/?)

While recovering from an attack within the HoL, MC slowly finds out that there’s more to the Devildom than meets the eye.

This AU’s still a work-in-progress, summary to be updated.

forever valentine

Satan gives you flowers every Valentine’s Day.

Spin-off from this scenario (spoiler alert!) with a V-Day twist.

soft kitty, warm kitty

You sing Satan to sleep.

Lyrics taken from Big Bang Theory.

cum laude (commissioned art here) ✨

Season 1 AU. Snapshots from a year in which the human exchange student actually acts like one instead of playing demon family therapist.

Dedicated to all the goody two shoes MCs out there.

Inner Demon ✨

The one where the human exchange student gets possessed by a lesser demon.

Crack-ish fic inspired by this post. CW: mild body horror.

Cuddle Puddle

Technically every week is considered “hell week” in the Devildom, but this particular one has Elleroy ready to throw in the towel and call it quits.

Written for the OM Secret Santa 2021 event. Features Satan x M!OC x Asmo.

of electric rodents and demon butlers

Pokemon AU. Wooing a demon butler who hates rats on principle is a little tricky when you have an electric rodent on your team.

Self-indulgent Pokemon AU.

so wake me up (when it’s all over)

Your demons turn against you.

Halloween 2021 fic.

hear me cry > original, alt ending ✨

The one where the brothers team up to catch you.

Inspired by the Masked pop quiz. CW for alt ending: violence, blood.

Into The Woods > part 1 (commissioned art here), part 2

It’s like with Lilith all over again. Hindsight is 20/20, but given the circumstances, Lucifer has no qualms repeating history.

Inspired by The Nature of Sin.

Unholy

You haven’t said a word since you were moved back into your old room, but that’s okay. You’re in one piece, your burns are healing nicely, and there’s cream in the medicine cabinet for the scarring on your wrists and neck. The charred, bloody stumps on your back can wait; all Luke cares about is getting rid of the damned marks those accursed bangles had branded into your skin as they melted off.

Inspired by an answered ask from @obeythebutler.

the years start coming and they don’t stop coming > part 1 (commissioned art here), part 2 ✨

In which Lilith’s return distorts her brothers’ perception of time.

The original replaced!MC AU except we have Satan on our side.

Keeper

"Will one million Grimm be enough?” / “...How much is that in human currency?” / “Good point. One million American dollars it is then. We can say we sold everything at a charity auction or something.”

Inspired by the Angelic pop quiz.

Schrödinger (commissioned art here) ✨

Many ghosts dwell within the House of Lamentation alongside its demonic inhabitants. One in particular takes sick pleasure in tormenting Belphegor. (Alternatively: when the you that disappeared from Mammon’s arms isn’t completely gone)

Halloween 2020 fic.

Idea Blurbs:

the matchmaker

Mephisto is a difficult client to find a match for, but turns out you didn’t need to look far after all.

no hope, no love, no glory

Replaced!MC AU. Wherein falling out of favor with Mammon has consequences.

weakest link

Inspired by the key route in the Lantern event.

Emergency Contact ✨

MC’s night alone in the HoL takes a turn for the worse.

The Haunting of Serenity Manor

Haunted House AU inspired by this and this.

your name

Mini scenario where MC isn’t really “MC”.

soul on paper

Inspired by Satan’s 2021 birthday pop quiz and UR Devilgram.

equalizer

Features a fighter-MC, lots of OOC characters, and generally dark content.

Incorrect Quotes & Headcanons:

Gag Gift

Zero

Sugar Daddy ✨

Saving Daylight

Intimidate

Hidden Skills

Anime Run

Good Workout ✨

Depressed!MC moves into HoL AU ✨

[oursummer-if]

₊˚ପ⊹DEMO✬˖*°FAQ*ੈ✩‧₊˚DIRECTORY✧ ೃ༄

think high school musical 2 but instead of working over summer you find yourself on a outerbanks style treasure hunt in the pacific islands with as much mystery and danger as an uncharted game!

You've just finished senior year at high school, final exams are over and now you have a two to three month wait till you get your exam results and decide what your want to do with the rest of your life... which is the best time to take a senior summer trip all the way in a different continent, right?

Well even if it wasn't you're doing it anyway, having planned this with your best friend and next door neighbour for the past few months.

After coming across a piece of seemingly random information, you find yourself in a group chasing lost pirate treasure while being chased yourself!

OUR SUMMER (is what we make of it) is rated NC17/16+ on account of explicit language, sexual references, depictions of violence and the use of weaponry. please read trigger warnings! play at your discretion!

₊˚ପ⊹FEATURES✬˖*°[ trigger warnings ]✧ ೃ༄

customise your mc! from your appearance to your gender to your family relations and academic background!

chose which age bracket you fall into! are you graduating at 16 as a certified genius? did you have to retake the year, ending high school as a 19—year—old? or do you fall somewhere in between?

choose your familial background! will you create a fully customised family or with you go with one i've sprinkled in for flavor text?

+so far i have three planned backgrounds──american born and bred; afrikaans immigrants; and not—so—recently moved from canada! you are not restricted to these choices. they're just options that give you a bit of flavour text!

choose your feelings on travel! do you have an aversion of public transport? does flying give you the heebie-jeebies? do you have experience in cross-country or would you rather die than walk another step?

romance one (or more.. or none!) of eight love interests! are you romantically inclined? are you in touch with your feelings? could you be non-committal? do you fall hard and fast and with everyone? get attached to everyone or leave them all in deep waters.

+with an aroace route, eight solo routes ad three variants of poly routes you have a plethora of choice! poly routes include a triad (a/o), a vee (n/o) and a polycule (a/b/m/n)!

choose a special interest! are you into marine life? do you like history and historical artifacts? are you a bit of a polyglot? are you good at parkour?

find a hidden treasure! decide if you want to sell it for profit or simply split the money you'd get as a finders fee. or──do you take hush money and leave it to the gold hunters on your trail?

endure deadly and dangerous situations! or don't, not everyone knows their limits after all...

suffer through water based puns or bathe in water based metaphors!!

₊˚ପ⊹CHARACTERS✬˖*°[ li intros ]✧ ೃ༄

Adelaide/Adrien Beauchêne──your best friend!

[F/M—18] French. Your best friend, you met at the young age of 8 years old and have been kind of inseparable ever since!

Genuine, kind, loyal, safety, vulnerability, pining, frustration, trust.

*best friends to lovers──option of mutual pining, option of they fell first you fell harder, option of triad poly route with O Baek, option of polycule route with Bodie Monroe, M Wattson and N Rojas.

Bodie Monroe──the mysterious newbie!

[NB—18] Italian American. You only met Bodie about six months ago, for some reason you were the one the school asked to show them around and help them integrate into their last six months of high school however, you really don't know much about them other than they're polite and artsy!

Eye—opening, thoughtful, secretive, intriguing, frustration, worth.

*strangers to lovers──option of fwb route, option of polycule route with A Beauchêne, M Wattson and N Rojas.

Corelia/Corbin Malich──your mortal enemy!

[F/M—19] African American. You met C on your first day of middle school and instantly hit it off... in a bad way. It may have been an utter miscommunication or something you actually did but after that 'incident' it's felt like they've had it out for you any chance they got. You're left wondering if there's anything to be done to mend bridges or if this particular one is long past up-in-flames.

Anger, hurt, insecurities, tension, release, finality, heat.

*enemies/rivals to lovers──option of miscommunication of feelings, option of hard feelings to soft feelings, option of one sided rivalry!

Khin Thein Saeli─Kelly──your self—appointed tour guide!

[M—20] Half Thai Australian, Half Myanma (Burmese). Upon reaching your destination vacation you find yourself bumping into Khin Thein more than once, in what he calls a brush if fate he takes it upon himself to be your tour guide around the area. You don't know him at all but his charming smile and cheeky words are enough to keep you wanting!

Wonder, adventure, curiosity, questions, connections, mystery, cheek, timing.

*strangers to lovers──option of meet cute, option of gay awakening (masc!mc's), option of summer fling, option of near-instant-love!

Mohini/Mohan "Mo" Wattson──your home room desk partner!

[F/M—19] Indian American. Graduating a year before you did, M has always been kinda out of reach. They're nice and funny and always engaged in conversation with you during home room but you didn't have much more of a connection than that. After finding them in the same vacation spot as you, courtesy of their friendship with C, isn't something you considered before and you're left wondering if this is a good or a bad coincidence...

Enigmatic, charismatic, untouchable, fraternising, determination, unearthed, surprising.

*acquaintances/friends to lovers──option of long time crush, option of annoyances to lovers, option of fwb route, option of polycule with A Beauchêne, Bodie Monroe and N Rojas.

Nola/Noah Rojas──your plane seat mate!

[F/M—18] Venezuelan Canadian. After meeting on the first plane ride and finding out you have neighbouring seats the entire journey to the same location──“just what are the chances?”──you find yourself knowing more about this stranger than you ever thought you would. With an unwavering smile and an enigmatic personality you can't help but find yourself drawn to N. They're not shy about what they're interested in and you seem to be catching their eye!

Whimsy, easy, connection, hyper, emotion, bold, straightforward, cunning, athletic, unpredictable.

*strangers to lovers──option of meet ugly, option of it-must-be-destiny, option of vee poly with O Baek.

Oliver/Ollie/Olivia Baek──your next door neighbour!

[F/M/NB—17] Korean American. Having been your next door neighbour for as long as you can remember, you're more than familiar with O! They're a familiar and comforting face, more than you ever seemed to realise. O's warm demeanor and kind appearance seem to radiate like sunlight and you're left wondering if you'll be wilting if they ever leave your orbit!

Kind, comforting, radiance, withdrawn, quirky, concerned, shyness, reason.

*childhood friends/neighbours to lovers──option of first love, option of second chance romance, option of option of triad poly with A Beauchêne, option of vee poly with N Rojas, option of polycule route with A Beauchêne, Bodie Monroe and M Wattson.

Siteri Van Every──your islander info girl!

[F—17] Fijian New Zealander. At first she was just a name on a page, an option of information until she found you! Quick to make herself known as valid source of information she's inducted to the quest after a set of events that leave you with more and more questions for her.

Knowing, arrogance, secrets, intrigue, adventure, banter, answers.

*strangers to lovers──option of instant connection, option of gay awakening (fem!mc's), option of betrayal, option of summer fling, option of finding the one?

pictures aren't true representations of character visuals, none of them are mine──all found on pinterest.

Levi──your younger brother!

freshly turned 16, a bit of a tech nerd, got himself into two part time jobs and bought his own gaming PC, his gamer tag is Leviathan and you never let him forget it! he's not exactly shy, but compared to your sister he's definitely the quiet one. he floats on the surface of water, occasionally kicking out bursts of energy and easygoing wisdom that leaves your family stunned as he retreats back to his man cave of a bedroom──he may be the youngest but he's also the tallest, standing taller than even your father (and still growing). easygoing, smart, introverted, blunt.

Ellery──your older sister!

born on the day before your birthday, Ellery's the early twenties to your late teens. after taking her gap year times three she's ready to get into college and has been preparing for months now. she's a tiny ball of chaotic energy at the big age of 22 and has always, always, encouraged you to go with your gut.──easily the shortest of your family, you often joke she gave all her height to her siblings. energetic, creative, loyal, scattered.

Tanya──your mother!

working as a travel writer, Tanya has travelled pretty much all of her adult life! your 47 year old mother is somehow the perfect blend of your siblings—she's creative and energetic like Ellery while also being contemplative and thought provoking like Levi. she's committed and rooted as well as not compromising who she is to her core. Tanya has always wanted to support her family and was blessed to be able to do so without sacrificing her love of adventure... it's probably where you (may) get it from.──only just taller than Ellery she's still quite short. Supportive, busy, caring, semi-absent, accommodating, emotional.

Waylon──your father!

working as an art historian, Waylon hasn't had the most stable job in the world. when he landed his job at the high–end art museum you were 8 years old. he gives your life stability, finally finding a place to move to and stay there he became the backbone of your family. similarly to your mother he seems to be a combination of your siblings, he's calm and collected like Levi and always has your back like Ellery.──having only just been overtaken in height by your brother, he's easily one of the tallest in your family. stability, loyal, introverted, detail–oriented, secret keeper, logical.

Lillian──your niece!

a little ball of joy at only 6 years old. she's quite easily the most loved of the family, quite possibly due to the chubbiness of her cheeks or the dimples she shows off when she smiles. she absolutely adores you and always wants to hear your stories... you wonder if you'll ever make it back to tell her this one.

Maurice──your father's brother!

Lillian's single-parent father recently out of a divorce with his menace of a partner. He's had to pick up more jobs just to pay the bills and keep Lilli safe and cared for, especially when he refuses to take money from your parents. your family took it upon yourselves to step up and support him with Lillian, which really wasn't a chore to do. you just want to help.

Miss Patricia──your rival treasure hunter!

the real enemy on your treasure hunt. armed with a sharp and cutting smile and a shotgun Miss Patricia is not someone you ever want to come up against... except when you uncover a new piece of information she didn't have before you now you're a threat to her fortune.

Raphael&Tane──patricia's 'henchmen'!

big. burly. mean. scary. men... you could take them! or... outrun them? one is never far from the other so don't get cocky if you only come across one of them... you may just have fallen into their trap!

I'll do my best to give options regarding family closeness and reactions but for the most part it'll be set in stone that you come from a loving, if not chaotically busy, family with little strained relationships.

You can definitely decide how much you like or dislike Miss Patricia and The Guys™️

©️ bonnie berry 2023──@moretinyideas

[queerbookdirectory]

NEW BOOK SUBMISSION

FIRST CREATION || MARS ADLER

Another day, another book entry! Today the Queer Book Directory spit out First Creation by Mars Adler!

First Creation is a high spice horror novella following the Angel of Truth, Amitiel, as he runs from his fellow angels with the fallen angel Stolas. It's a lovely novella that I would argue is cozy horror, if you find cannibalism and the eroticization of The Horrors as cozy.

There's also the peach scene. I will never be able to look at peaches the same way.

SUMMARY

Amitiel, an angel of God, and Stolas, a fallen angel-turned-spy, should be enemies. However, after they uncover a shocking secret that drives them to desert, they go on the run together in modern-day America. Both are injured, and it’s only by chance that they stumble upon a long-abandoned church.

Ensconced in the alluring, stifling church with a forgotten cemetery and too many peach trees, they finally have time to heal. They also have time to think and plan, which is as much a blessing as it is a curse.

Amitiel must come to terms with his strange hunger and forbidden desires, while Stolas plans their next move. They both grapple with the knowledge of where their food rations came from, and that something is very wrong in the heart of Heaven itself. God has vanished, and if he isn’t giving the orders, who is condoning the atrocities the angels commit in the name of winning?

FIRST CREATION is an erotic horror novella. It is a love letter to fallen angels, rediscovering religion in a way that works for you, queer rage, and hunger of all kinds. It deals with some very heavy themes and is not intended for anyone under the age of 18. For a full list of content warnings please check the author’s website.

CONTENT WARNINGS

death, murder, blood and graphic gore, graphic cannibalism, war, food rationing and mentions of hunger and starvation, manipulation (mentioned, off page), blood drinking (erotic), explicit sexual content

REPRESENTATION

trans and queer MCs

GOODREADS LINK LINK TO PURCHASE THE BOOK

[andrea-cliffe-writing]

Project Directory: Fiction

A list of my writing projects.

Language Barriers

Status: Drafting

Genre: Ikesai; Fantasy; Adventure

Synopsis:

Benji appears in a new world: new surroundings, new people, new everything. So how is he supposed to know that his mother tongue is this world’s tongue of magic? After tripping on a tree root and telling it to ‘go to hell,’ he becomes wanted for burning down one of the few sacred forests left in the state. Now on the run, he meets Romeo, who helps him navigate both this new world and his new life as a felon. Trying to earn his place in Romeo’s group, Benji helps them steal and run from the state. From pickpocketing to grand larceny, his powers seem to continuously come in handy, even if the rest of the group doesn’t know about them. Throughout his journey, he starts falling in love with Romeo, starts to realize his feelings for him aren’t just platonic. However, when friends from his old world show up and tell him they have a plan to get back home, he has to make a choice. Stay here, with his newfound friends and the love of his life, or go home and be surrounded by his old friends and family once again?

The Son of The Damned

Status: Plotting

Genre: Supernatural; Adventure

Synopsis:

When C2’s classmates keep dying in weird ways, how is he not supposed to investigate? With the help of his three best friends, he sets out on a quest to figure this mystery out. But when a certain boy appears at their funerals, despite not knowing them, it starts to get creepy. (Not the final synopsis)

The Sight

Status: Drafting

Genre: Supernatural; Adventure

Blurb:

MC, a young orphan living on their own, has The Sight. It helps them locate the Troubled Ones, supernatural creatures, and to fix their problems. After helping hundreds of Troubled Ones, MC is highly revered in their community. So what are they supposed to say when they’re asked to stop the destruction of all the races? Riding with The Bandits, a crew of 5 young supes, they set out to find clues. Even though the rest of The Bandits are continuously ignored and brushed off, MC’s reputation helps them learn things fairly quickly. Once they know the person behind the massacre, they set out to find him. MC learns many things about themself and their family along the way, muddying the waters of their quest. When MC finds out something they never could have expected, they have a choice. Side with their friends to stop the massacre, or side with The Destroyer and restart the world?

Who Is This? A Collection of Short Stories

Status: Plotting

Genre: Supernatural; Adventure

Synopsis:

When MC inherits her great aunt's house, she's shocked to see that the only thing on the property is a black flip phone. Upon picking it up, she immediately gets a call asking for help. A little girl is on the other side. She says her name is Charollette Lancaster, that her mother is in danger, and that MC needs to go check on her. After a long day of searching, she finds the girl's mother at her office and assures Charollette that she is safe. When MC decides to sit down for a minute, she finds herself scrolling through the news. And there it was, in plain writing: Charollette Lancaster''s body found. After that, more ghosts start to call her, pleading for help to move on. MC makes it her life mission to help these poor souls, stuck in a world they can't be in.

The Doll of The Dead

Status: Plotting

Genre: Supernatural; Crime; Adventure

Blurb:

A broken doll and some family secrets. When MC's world bursts into flames, how is she supposed to save the rest of the Earth from being engulfed in the very fire she struggles to put out?

The Trial Of Champions

Status: Plotting

Genre: Supernatural; Action

Blurb:

When MC, a broke college student, is looking to make some extra funds, everything goes south. Now on the run from the law and the lab, she must find a way to trust the other fugitives.

The Lost Horn

Status: Still an idea

Genre: Supernatural; Mystical; Adventure

Blurb:

The farm, being the busiest it's ever been, starts to bore MC. To get away, he goes off to collect some firewood. His plan is interrupted shortly thereafter, though, when he sees a boy with iridescent skin. Upon closer inspection, are his eyes rainbow? If he had a horn, MC would've believed he was a unicorn. Spoiler alert: he is. Fascinated with the boy, MC agrees to help him find his lost horn. Their journey is filled with adventure and danger, bringing them closer and closer together. Will they find the horn? Or will it be put into the wrong hands before they can get it?

The Melody of Love

Status: Still an idea

Genre: Romance; Supernatural

Blurb:

When MC visits an art exhibit, how was he to know that he'd fall in love with a human? It's a forbidden romance: a siren and an artist. Navigating each other's world is harder than it looks, and they must overcome many obstacles. Will they figure it out? Or will they eventually be separated?

[onebizarrekai]

what's ibvs???

it stands for isaac beamer versus the supernatural! it’s an ao3 story that I’ve been working on since 2016. it started out as a utmv project but all of those specific characters became ocs pretty quickly due to them diverting from having any similarities to the characters they were inspired by, so anyone can read it 👍 if you click on the readmore of my directory post, you’ll find a link pretty easily.

it’s a melodramatic comedy about a bunch of idiot teenagers who coincidentally happen to have powers that they’re trying to keep a secret all while trying to figure out what’s wrong with their town. although there are a lot of characters who take turns being the mc, the real mcs are isaac and edward, an ostracized artist and a popular jock who do not get along but become unlikely friends because of their curiosity towards the unknown and their similar secrets. also this story is very gay.

by the way, this is basically my pitch for ibvs towards all my followers who don’t read it 💦

[unwelcome-ozian]

What are some anti-therapy programs that survivors should be on the lookout for and how to deal with them if they’re triggered? And do you have any recommendations for good therapists who are educated on RA/MC and offer secular therapy?

Also, what are your thoughts on hypnosis as a memory recovery tool? I’ve heard it can distort memories or create false ones. Would it be better for survivors to avoid therapists who use this method or can it be done safely?

Some of the programs that could impact therapy are:

Silence-Shut Down Programs-When enacted, such programs will cause the subject to "stop talking" and to cease revealing information. Though such programs may be triggered through awide variety of modalities, enactment via self-touch triggers are particularly common. Some shutdown programs will be directed toward specific alters, while others are meant for the system in general. Silence Programming- no talk programming.

Burning Programs-Burning programs are linked to Silence programs, and self punishment programs. Common modes of burning include: cigarettes, lighters, hot metal implements (i.e., knives, rods, wands), and/or a variety of scalding (or flammable) liquids and caustic chemicals.

Don’t Talk; Don’t Tell Programming- Triggers flooding, body memories, spinning programs if the subject attempts to talk about programming.

Nightmare-Night Terror Programs- Similar to flooding programs, subjects are conditioned to become overwhelmed with terrifying images/memories while asleep. They serve to keep the subject run-down and fatigued. Often, nightmare programs are triggered or tripped automatically when processing forbidden material in therapy.

Reporting Programs-Subjects are programmed to routinely contact and report back to their handler. These programs may be time-triggered (every month, full moon, etc.), date-triggered(i.e., corresponding to cult "holidays", etc.), or situational triggered (i.e., host personality enters therapy, reveals cult "secrets," etc.). Such programs keep the handler updated on the subject’s daily life.

Spin Programming-Designed to spread effects such as pain, painful emotions, and other feelings or urges globally throughout a subject’s personality system for purposes of either designing and building a young subject's personality system, or harassing older subjects and disrupting psychotherapy.

Therapy Interference Programs-Programs designed to interfere with the therapeutic process which trigger the subject to: (1) not see, (2) not think for self, (3) stay distracted, and (4) become resistant, mistrustful, and/or obnoxious toward the therapist.

Abreaction programming- Gives the subject topics to talk about in therapy or with other outside individuals who may be attempting to assist the subject.

The survivor may not know the programming is triggered during therapy. Often people leave therapy due to the programming feeling overwhelming and attributing it to therapy being ‘too much.’

I suggest working with a therapist to identify when a program has been triggered. This could be by identifying the symptoms of the program (cement mouth, feeling dizzy, flooding).

Focusing on safety. How to cope with the program. Ways to communicate. How to stay engaged in healing.

Some resources are:

Freedom of Mind

Treatment Centres for MPD/DID

Directory Of Cult Recovery Resources

I think hypnosis isn’t a good tool to use for those who live with dissociation.

Oz

[hongism]

mists of celeste masterlist

𝖘𝖕𝖆𝖈𝖊 𝖕𝖎𝖗𝖆𝖙𝖊 𝖆𝖚!𝖆𝖙𝖊𝖊𝖟

pairing: ??? x fem reader; side mxm pairings throughout genre: scifi/space au, pirate au, space pirate!ateez, angst, smut, fluff rating: M/18+ warnings: language, violence, fighting, guns and weaponry, blood, injuries, talk of past trauma, smut, depictions of anxiety depression and ptsd summary: Sneaking aboard the ship of a renowned space pirate may not have been the best idea, but you’ll have to make do with what fate has handed to you. current length: 426,876 words [☉] ongoing

note: it is advised that you read the interim chapters after completing all the chapters in the act rather than reading them based off number order. they are based around the relationships between the crew and interactions they share. also note that some of the interim chapters and perhaps regular chapters will contain mxm content. if you do not enjoy reading this content, then i advise you to avoid the series.

classified documents

teaser one | class system | playlist | references | planet guides

character directories

hongjoong | seonghwa | yunho | yeosang | san | mingi | unknown | jongho | mc

nightingale | papillon de la mort

act one - primitia (beginnings) - words: 49,124

start here: chapter 1 | chapter 2 | chapter 3 | chapter 4 | chapter 5 | chapter 6 | chapter 7 | chapter 8 | chapter 9 | chapter 10

interim chapters: chapter 0.5 | chapter 3.5 | chapter 10.5

act two - iustitia (justice) - words: 56,168

chapter 11 | chapter 12 | chapter 13 | chapter 14 | chapter 15 | chapter 16 | chapter 17 | chapter 18

interim chapters: chapter 17.5 | chapter 18.5

act three - consectatio acervi (pursuit of treasure) - words: 47,441

chapter 19 | chapter 20 | chapter 21 | chapter 22 | chapter 23 | chapter 24 | chapter 25

interim chapters: chapter 22.5 | chapter 23.5

act four - renovamen bestia (rebirth of a beast) - words: 68,065

chapter 26 | chapter 27 | chapter 28 | chapter 29 | chapter 30 | chapter 31 | chapter 32 | chapter 33

interim chapters: chapter 26.5 | chapter 33.5

act five - cinis cinerem (ashes to ashes) - words: 141,616

chapter 34 | chapter 35 | chapter 36 | chapter 37 | chapter 38 | chapter 39 | chapter 40 | chapter 41

interim chapters: chapter 37.5 | chapter 40.5 | chapter 41.5

act six - magis denudantis iudicia occulta (unveiling secrets) - words: 112,049

chapter 42 | chapter 43 | chapter 44 | chapter 45 | chapter 46 | chapter 47 | chapter 48

interim chapters: chapter 44.5 | chapter 47.5

act seven - contritus (crushed by guilt) - words: 69,930

chapter 49 | chapter 50 | chapter 51 | chapter 52 | chapter 53 | chapter 54 | chapter 55 | chapter 56

interim chapters: chapter 49.5 (hongjoong) | chapter 51.5 (san)

[cordialgargoyle]

So I thought I would start a MC directory since I have so many for all the IF’s I follow… this is one of my MC’s for @trinitytrilogy ‘s IF Zeus’ Dilemma

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Name is Azalea “Az” Gardener

Has Bad RBF but is a softie.

Daughter of Demeter

Is easily annoyed by secrets and gossip in general.

Has always wanted to meet Persephone.

Lets her younger siblings do her hair: When away from them she wears her hair in a neater ponytail instead .

[valgreaves]

holy water cant save you now bitch

[badass-at-fandoming]

Kill Your Boss post because it's the new book club book!!! Yes!!!!!! Gonna finish this motherfucker so fast. Part 1 here.

Where we last left our mafioso, the capos were supposed to meet the boss in their dandiest digs to plead their case. Logan and MC show up first, but Logan gets called away to check the dog pit. Yes. They have a dog pit. There's dogs in it. Death by puppy it shall be. I just--murder ain't my area, but I feel like there must be a less outrageous method to choose as your signature gang kill. Like. Hm. Is this a "it's so overt it's covert" thing or. How are these guys still in operation.

ANYWAY, MC and the boss chat about how MC has the nicest clothes and fanciest outfits. The boss favors Logan + MC to become the next Boss + Under-boss. However, he's worries there's a mole in the gang, because someone gave him a rap sheet of his crimes and how the courts could convict him. MC is like "Wait. That's not my report. Is one of my co-workers here?? Damn, I knew I should have familiarized myself with the Employee Directory." asdfghjkl;'sfjlf DUDE

The boss's drink runs out, and MC politely pours him more from a glass decanter. But oh no!! The drink is poisoned!!! The titular prophecy has come true!

MC panics. Logan returns and is like "MC...okay, I AM mad, but not disappointed." He throws the decanter against the wall to shatter the evidence because no shit is this a set up. They rush the boss to the hospital.

Hours later, said hospital is full of extremely jittery, extremely well-dressed gang members. Riam and his cohorts march in and demand an explanation. They've supposedly run fingerprints on the decanter shards and oh noes, Logan and MC's fingerprints are on it! Riam and Logan square off. Riam has a gun and Logan literally brings a knife to a gun fight. BOY. LOL

You have a choice to protect either man. I chose Logan because, for all his "murder is my preferred love language," he seems the most straightforward and honest. Riam shoots, and MC gets to see his own blood spray the wall, as a treat.

MC wakes up with an extremely distressed Logan at his bedside. They literally do the forehead boop thing and whisper desperate "Are we okay?" pleas while fingers card through hair and OUCH MY HEART. 💔💔💔

Everyone knows a gang war is on the horizon. Logan leaves to make preparations (nooo, don't go, the plot happens when you leaveeeeee) and let MC rest. One time skip later, MC is discharged with a gnarly-looking bandage. He makes contact with his CIA handler, who is very displeased about this whole affair. For some reason, she wants Logan in charge. Part of MC's mission is to ensure a smooth transition to Logan's reign. This is despite like, clearly having enough evidence to put the original boss and his two potential successors in jail.

Since Logan is under suspicion for the old boss's murder, Riam is poised to become the new boss. The CIA handler instructs MC to go to a secret sex club to get dirt on Riam and put Logan back on top.

And now we're back into full on fun. This isn't just a sex club: it's a secret BDSM sex club (gasp!), and Riam is one of their top clients. Code name White Stallion, he promises "a prize" to anyone who can "tame" him. Which supposedly no one has actually done, but turns out to be incredibly easy.

MC interrupts Riam's session with a dominatrix, which is rude, and she involves him in play without okay-ing everything first, which is very rude. MC takes it in stride and, once again, stomps on Reim's cock. i was in STITCHES AHHH LOL. MC gets a short villain monologue like "Haha! I know you're the White Stallion!" and flees.

Logan calls and asks MC to meet him in Logan's room, which, interestingly, looks exactly like MC's room. 👀 When MC arrives, Logan is like "Why do you smell like sweat and perfume?" and gets a wee bit possessive. By "wee bit" i mean, full on kabedon whilst kissing and teasing mutual handjobs. Gorgeous cheesy dialogue flits through the air like "Don't forget the lap you most love to sit on," and some solid advice like "Stay away from Riam: we're enemies now." The story is HORNY and I LOVE IT. It's blisteringly evident that Logan has fallen in love with his best friend/fuck buddy, and he doesn't know what to do with these emotions. And he's conflicted about the whole dead boss/gang war situation.

MC WISHES he could stay away from Riam, but his next text message is a helluva cold shower: Riam knows he's CIA and demands MC meet him. IDK why MC doesn't like, abort mission. Besides that this story still has 16 chapters. Anyway, he drives to an abandoned warehouse and is immediately surrounded by Riam's men. They escort him inside and the warehouse is all done up like a 5 star restaurant because....

this is a dinner date.

THESE TWO DORKS eat PASTA and POLITELY CHIT CHAT for a whole meal!!!! Pretending that everything is fine???!!! We're flirting now?? I guess we're flirting??? asdfghjkl;kjhgfds

FINALLY, the mask drops, and Riam says MC must join his side or be exposed. Logan may love MC, but that love doesn't necessarily win out over his loyalty to the gang. MC counters that he'll expose Riam as the White Stallion. Reim pushes MC to his knees and we get this CG:

[[Image ID, Kill Your Boss, Riam Zimmer CG 1, Wearing a gray suit with lighter gray paisley tie and black shirt, a bespectacled Riam sits on a plush leather sofa. The angle of the picture makes the viewer look up at him, granting Riam the illusion of authority and control. He crosses his legs and offers a leather loafer for the viewer to lick, if they're into that sort of thing.]]

Riam tells MC to lick his shoe (aka join him) or die. I was sweating bullets at this point. I don't want to betray Logan! There's no going back on forehead boop friends!! I clicked the option to refuse. I was fully expecting that my MC would die. It's happened before.

But no!!! MC defies fate! He head-butts Riam in the crotch.

how has this man made it to capo. Against the dulcet tones of horny groans, MC runs. Riam's men catch him, and MC is once again beaten into unconsciousness. He wakes up hours and miles away and by his bed...is his co-worker, Noah Young!!! Is he the other mole?!

I dunno! Noah is an Love Interest and he explains he's been sent in undercover to help MC out. As Riam's new secretary, he can feed MC info, and, if Logan fails, he can be the new CIA informant. I thought it was p clever. "He must be the adorable, sweet love interest!" I think right up until Noah points a gun at MC's head and the chapter ends.

Link to Part 3!

[choicesbookclub]

Veil of Secret MC Profile Template [Canva]

Follow the link below to edit the template and share details about your MC! Meet others' VOS MC at our MC directory!

If you use, please credit 💛

[waterfallwritings]

Hello! Since its been a hell of a long time since my original writeblr intro, and I’ve gained plenty of followers over time since then, so might as well reintroduce myself! 

About Me:

My name is Jason, I’m a young adult trans guy (he/him), and bisexual. I’m currently taking full-time university classes double majoring in Psychology (mainly) and Creative Writing (secondary). I’m Canadian!

I’ve been writing fiction in some capacity basically my entire life, since elementary school. But I only started writing frequently / seriously in high school.

My WIPs:

I almost exclusively write fantasy, usually involving mythological creatures like dragons, mermaids, sirens, selkies, werewolves, vampires, etc! Always involving magic and many LGBTQ+ characters! I also occasionally write and post short stories which you can find here.

A Selkie’s Home - Main WIP

What happens when a mistrusting selkie woman, a man who is secretly a sea monster, a man who yearns to sail, and a powerful monster hunting sea witch all end up stuck together? A chaotic adventure full of magic, secrets, bloody sword fights, friendship, and love as the group uncovers evils both above and below the waves.

Status: 3rd draft editing, plans to be self published February 2021 | Intro | Link Directory (with all the info on the wip you could want!)

Dragons Of The Forge

A cyberpunk world where many unique kinds of dragons live side by side with humans, and a dictator rules. A mlm / gay deaf MC Oliver, his crush Sammy who uses a wheelchair, and their friend Savannah who has ADHD each have their own dragon partners. But when the dictator outlaws dragon prosthetics and decrees that every dragon that is disabled or unable to work perfectly should be killed immediately, Oliver, Sammy, and Savannah must go on the run and find a way to save their dragons.

Status: outlining and brainstorming | Intro |  WIP Tag

A Witch’s Curse

The sequel to A Selkie’s Home and 2nd book in the trilogy. In A Witch’s Curse, Lorelai, a sea witch, finds herself on a tiny ship when suddenly the flashbacks of her traumatic past begin to haunt and disturb her much, much more frequently than they have in a long time. But when a horde of strangely crazed violent selkies begin attacking the group, it’s not Lorelai’s traumatic past that is brought to life– it’s Morgan’s, the selkie on board. When Morgan flees into the sea, she has no idea that she is leading all of them towards new discoveries, new friends, and right into the hands of their enemy: The Navy.

Status: First Draft | Intro | WIP Tag

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If any of my WIPs interest you even a little, don’t hesitate to ask to be added to it’s taglist! I hope to be as active as possible while being in full time uni, and can’t wait to post more about my WIPs, get involved in other people’s WIPs, and self publish in the new year! Thanks for reading~

[queerbookdirectory]

NEW BOOK SUBMISSION

THE BINDING OF BLOOM MOUNTAIN || SIGGY CHAMBERS

The Binding of Bloom Mountain is a cozy Appalachian Folk Horror set in an alternative Shenandoah Valley. The story follows Celeste Foster as the powers that be beckon her to a small town where the magic of a cursed mountain needs tended to.

I've decided that I'm going to post about the entries to the Queer Book Directory over here, and the way I'm going to decide which book gets posted is entirely up to the directory itself! Since the list is randomized each time the page is refreshed, I will pick whatever the first book shown is.

This time, the fates chose BoBM! This was one of my personal favorite books this year and I'm super excited to have it up on the directory!

SUMMARY

When Celeste Foster loses her job with the US Forestry Service, she finds solace in drinking herself stupid every night. But when she sees an ad that says “ADVENTURERS WANTED” and “compensation upon completion”, she pulls herself together to head for the town of Milton.

In the mountains of Northwest Virginia, she enters a portal to an alternate Shenandoah Valley. Here monsters and gods live alongside humans, and every family has magic in their blood. But a curse festers on the slopes of Bloom Mountain. A decade has passed with no one to bind the magic, and soon the curse will destroy Milton.

Armed with a recording, a bag of ritual items, and fresh scones from the cute barista that housed her, Celeste starts up Bloom Mountain. The Binding tests her endurance, sanity, and ability to adapt to this new world. If she can survive the horrors on the mountain, there might be more than just money waiting for her at the end.

The Binding of Bloom Mountain is an adult portal fantasy set in Northwest Virginia. There is light f/f romance, a cozy fantasy setting, and horror sections. See authors website for content information.

CONTENT WARNINGS

body horror, the death of children, horrific imagery, animal death, alcohol use, swearing, witchcraft, family secrets, mental, emotional and physical abuse, manipulation, drowning, death.

REPRESENTATION

sapphic MC

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