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#clown makeup#Halloween#me#portraits#portrait photography#clowncore#clown girl#makeup#face paint#makeup artist#vintage clothing#tattoos#beautiful#strange#sad clown#second try at makeup like this#costume makeup#halloween costumes#happy halloween#stunning#sad
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I went to my first fiber festival this past weekend! Hoosier Hills Fiber Festival; if I'm still in this state come June next year, I'll probably be back and would love to meet anybody else there. Socializing/hanging out/talking to people without feeling like I was obstructing Real Customers was the one thing I missed, though I didn't really get to any of the free lectures so maybe that's where I could've met some people. Since it was an unknown situation with a lot of people and nearly an hour drive each way, I strategized to make sure I'd go:
First day, I signed up for a couple volunteer shifts. Absolutely a recommended strategy.
Got to be helpful!
They happened to have goodie bags, to help me justify the gas and time (I now have a nice tape measure to replace the one that's been vacationing with a missing sewing kit for a couple years and a lasercut wood two-inch gauge window that might help me with consistency versus my suboptimal practice of just trying to knit perfect squares when swatching in pattern)
I got to learn things about the layout and schedule I wouldn't know to ask when answering questions and acting as a gofer -- especially true working two different locations
And of course, some people were pretty much guaranteed to be happy to see me!
Second day, I signed up for a workshop in the morning so I'd be there and able to shop for anything I needed at the end. Ombre yarn dyeing was the class! It's acid dyes, something I'm several years off from wanting to get into enough to commit to dedicated cookware, full pots of dye powder, etc. The room with the workshop was a barn that had plenty of outlets--but they did not represent plenty of breakers. So there weren't quite enough functional heating elements for the class to have sufficiently cooked our yarn before leaving, and I did need to risk a giant stock pot at home for three batches of four jars, almost-simmering in a water bath for thirty minutes each, of the yarn that hadn't proven it was done (all but the two palest greens). I was a little worried the delay/drawn out heat situation would affect the results but if it did it wasn't much; I got pretty much exactly what I was hoping for with my two color gradient and the single is great too!
The single dye gradient is the color Moss, which did some interesting things with the red portion separating out once they were heated. Every skein has redder blotches, so I'm not bothered about any inconsistency -- if anything it'll help my finished product camouflage stains. Though it was definitely a surprise for me and the other Moss user in the class when our first yarn to have exhausted the dye was the complementary color to what it went in as.
The two color gradient used Rhodamine Red on one end, which was one end of one of our instructor's samples where she chose a cool-green for the other end to show how multi-component dyes mix less predictably than most paint. (It was kinda like shading with markers where you can still see washes of the pink and green in what you squint at and call a grey-brown.) The other end was Cantaloupe, which was one of the maybe three colors she didn't have a sample cut of yarn for. But she described it as the flesh of a perfect ripe cantaloupe and obviously I had to see that, and it sounded like it would be fairly guaranteed to combine nicely with the magenta while being just enough around a bend in the color wheel to be interesting--warm orange versus cool pink. As I said, it turned out pretty much exactly as I was picturing. Not anticipated was how much the jars looked like they were full of some delicious dragonfruit-mango beverage. Were I still a barista I'd be trying to recreate this for my shift drink.
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[ID: Five images following fourteen small skeins of sock yarn dyed in individual glass jars, in two gradients. One gradient is six skeins from a medium forest green through a pale creamy pink, the other is eight skeins from a vibrant yellow orange through an even more vibrant magenta. The first photo is inside under fluorescent lights, showing the 32oz glass canning jars with metal lids and rings, full of dye and yarn on a table at the end of the class in which they were filled and heated for a short time.
The next two images are animated gifs. The first gif is two frames showing the finished dye jars sitting in grass, with their yarn and with it removed. The green gradient left only transparent blue color in its jars, and most of the pink to orange gradient's water looks more orange without its yarn, aside from the third and fourth jars from the orange end, which shade toward a neon lilac with the peachy pink yarn removed. The second gif is a view of the inside of the bright green wash bucket, with just the pink-orange yarn in it, then all of them mixed up, all as they were after a soak with the rust-brown water, in the first rinse, and that rinse water alone showing its transparent but still brown tint.
The last two photos show the gradients lined up along a weathered wooden bench on the side of a deck. The first photo has the wet piles of yarn bundled in front of each of their respective jars with remaining dye. The final photo has the clean, dry yarn wound into center-pull balls and still vibrant in the direct sunlight. End ID]
#dyeing#cj gladback#fiber art#ramblings#not pictured or mentioned are the fleeces (a pound of shetland and two pounds of alpaca both dark brown) and second-hand carders i got#so many more fiber adventures in store!#but when i next do my spreadsheet calculating living expenses my entertainment budget is probably gonna have to be larger#even if a recent thrift shop visit was almost cheap enough to reinforce my delusional clothing budget from right out of college#when i was just trying to talk myself into jobs with unsustainable wages like ''ten dollars a year sounds right''#while applying places that required makeup not to mention dry cleaning or would potentially literally burn through your shoes#the carders at least shouldn't be consumables (though depending how the fleece prep goes i may have to buy new carding cloth)#and the yarn i make with the fleece could become part of the clothing or gift budget#anyway i gotta leave them in the bin and finish my time sensitive obligations but you better believe y'all will hear about it when i'm free
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#pathfinder#2007#movie#karl urban#moon bloodgood#big karl urban eyes#with eye makeup#He wants to help their captured buddy#and she's like#nah nah nah#they'll kill you too bro#I like the non-verbal communication in the second gif#my gifs#entertain me well enough#540px#10mb#i hate the colouring#but I can't figure out better yet#Also been trying some higher frame rates
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📸: Nicolás Sandino Moreno for Forbes
#i stared at this pic for a good while trying to figure out if this was an old or new pic#bc my brain just associates 'luke sitting in cars' with wfttwtaf lmao#5sos#5 seconds of summer#luke hemmings#luke#boy ep#kh4f post#and then lauren was like yeah but he has eye makeup on so it's new#and i was like ok yes of course how did i not notice 🦝#cool story Crystal
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white man experiences racism for the first time. sad!
#Every time I instinctively select Astarion to lead the party and try to talk to someone and they say I smell like shit and to fuck off#im kinda like. good. put him in his place. this is lae'zel's turf#bg3#aslo when he stands directly in the sunlight he hurts my eyes ALDKJSLGK#Also I have a mod that removes the girls' makeup so that's why my kar and lae look prettier than your games' does#ugh I cowered away from wyll art and sc with horns for so long because i thought it was act iii spoilers#but it turns out it's a good thing that happens five minutes in that usually everyone does because it's good#and I'm the only person on earth who fucked up and lost karlach bc I saved a child from being murdered in cold blood#which started a battle in the grove#so to be in character i had wyll kill karlach because i couldn't recruit her but i found her head in a chest and can't play that save anymo#after starting this second playthrough as astarion and becoming friends with karlach#and how she is so kind and loving and affectionate even though she feels no approval towards astarion#literally the other two are high approval but karlach is stuck firmly at neutral or fair#but she still talks to me like a friend and that makes me cry and i killed her in cold blood before i even knew her and i didn't mean to#sorry i hope i get meds that makes me care about humans as much as i care about characters :(
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someone on here will literally say "encouraging plastic surgery for the sole purpose of conforming to eurocentric beauty standards isn't actually feminism" and 200 other people will come out of the woodworks and chant in harmony LET WOMEN BE HAPPY and WHAT ABOUT TRANS PEOPLE AND BURN VICTIMS as if the post wasn't clearly 1. about womens' self image & insecurities being strongly influenced by the richest and whitest of society and 2. not about trans people or burn victims at all
#ive thought about it a lot and i know the main argument is that it's bodily autonomy and also having it more widely available makes it#easier for the people who really do need it to get it#but like. first of all the industry (and it is an industry) spends SO much money convincing women their bodies look wrong#if it wasnt advertised everywhere and if the expectation wasnt there to look 'perfect' according to the most recent trends#the amount of women getting elective plastic surgery would be drastically lower#second of all. yeah having more surgeons out there means more experience and safer treatments for those who really need it..#as long as they have the money#and for trans people as long as they have money and/or good insurance and/or all the required medical documentation and/or therapy#and at the end of the day you can criticize just part of something but not all of it. i feel like a lot of people forget that when they#start saying shit online. just stop and think and dont interact with people assuming the worst of them!!#when i criticize the beauty industry im never calling any woman who's ever worn makeup or gotten a facelift evil it's an INDUSTRY#it's systemic!!!#almost reminds me of how criticizing the patriarchy and systemic misogyny as a lesbian will get u painted as some man hating terf#i love men! i dont blame individual men for the system we're all a part of i just criticize its existence and try to work to dismantle it#and i know complaining on the internet is like a little raindrop in the ocean but still. it needs to be discussed i think
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SORRY I WASNT VERY CREATIVE WITH THIS ONE </3
YOU DON'T HAVE TO APOLOGIZE MIWOOOOOOOO. I don't blame you for not recognizing the last ones bc I've barely said anything about them, LIKE THE COWBOY BEBOP DOESN'T EVEN HAVE A NAME YET AND I'VE NEVER POSTED ABOUT HER
I LOVE HOW YOU CATEGORIZED RUDY AND VALENTINE JSJAHSHA THAT'S SO CUUUUTE
I saw Vermelho on the first one and for a second I was like "wait wh- OH RIGHT" KDJSJSJSHWJAJW
#📬#🩵 — Milo!!!#I seriously don't blame you for not recognizing them#the first one is Rosemary. I made her to be Drayden's wifey BUT I NEVER TALK ABOUT BC IDK. TOO MANY THINGS ON MY MIND SOMETIMES ARGHHH#she also works at the museum with Lenora heheheh besties hehehhe#THE SECOND ONE IS XYLO. sycamore's biggest hater#she is a constant jumpscare for Cassius and Bill too#THE THIRD ONE IS CYTRUCE. DRAGON BALL XENOVERSE OC. HE IS PASTELITO'S BROTHER#he is a time patroller just like Pastelito and he is Cooler's son teehee#he is trying his best believe him. he is just a little dumb#goku kick his ass#FOURTH ONE IS IRIS. SPIDERVERSE OC#they were supposed to be a thanatoesthetic (the people who prepares the dead with their clothes and makeup etc for the funeral)#they were also infected by venom and now it lives in their body only with the condition Iris lets it to eat the organs of the omes dead#NOW THAT I WRITE IT DOWN. IT WOULD MAKE MORE SENSE OF IRIS WAS AN EMBALMER#haha embalmer like Aeso#ok focus.#ANYWAYS#that's the basics for them I think O think#they are also Noir's husband wiwiwiwi#I NEVER DRAW THEM BC OF HOW DETAILED THEY ARE ARGHHH#OK. THE FIFTH ONE. I THINK#yes. OK THAT'S COWBOY BEBOP'S OC#I haven't figured out her lore completely yet BUT BUT ALL I GOTTA SAY FOR NOW IS THAT SHE USED TO WORK FOR THE POLICE#Ok in cowboy bebop there's a guy called Jett Black and they used to work on the police and then Jett decide to retire bc things happened#she kept working there until they started to get older and started to work with a BEAUTIFUL LADY called Victoria#that later happends to work with the group of idiots that's Jett Spike and Valentine. And that's when they find each other again#UHHHH LAST ONE.#THAT'S FROSTBITE. She is Cooler and Frieza's sister JSJAJSJAJAJJAJ#I'VE REACHED THE LIMIT BUT SHE IS THE OLDER SISTER AND ALSO BULMA'S WIFE she stealed her from Vegeta WE CELEBRATE
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Just thinking about those soft, mundane moments with Bakugou.
#you know the ones that would probably make the most boring fics? but somehow they’re so comforting#like you forget your phone in your rush to work and he drops it in to you before he starts his shift#or you forget your headphones and he brings them to you on your lunchbreak so you don’t have to sit on the train home in silence#or him turning the heating on before he leaves for his night shift so you come home to a warm house#a warm mug of tea waiting at home for you after a night out#you mention you need more space for your makeup so he goes out and buys you shelves/a cabinet#soft cuddles after a bad day while he reads a book#legs intertwined on the couch while you watch tv/play games#sitting in silence while you play the same two player switch game together#bringing you your handbag/shoes when you’re trying to get ready for an important event/gala#silly mirror selfies when you’re trying to do chores#grocery shopping together when he’s stopped by little kids every two seconds#grabbing coffee before a date in the park where he just knows your order without asking or speaking a word#<<< ORDERING FOR YOU#fixing your necklace/bracelet when it breaks#or replacing your favourite shirt when it’s broken beyond repair#just little domestic couple things🥺
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#my dream palettes/ favorite makeup haul ever 🤩#I’ve been wanting the first Sailor Moon palette for yeaaaars#I only use Colourpop eyeshadows/palettes since I discovered it (we don’t have it in France)#I wanted more vibrant/fun colors to experiment more with makeup#also I never tried blue/colder colors & I really want to try some looks with periwinkle and lilac so the second Sailor Moon palette was#perfect and it came in a bundle on sales on the website (still paid hefty taxes but still well worth it comparing to other brands)#Colourpop eyeshadows are much better than the high brands I used to use before#got some Supershock individuals too in less « safe colors like green & purple#and the Supershock highlighter in Lunch Money which is exactly what I’ve been searching for & the best highlighter I’ve ever tried#Americans are so lucky to have colourpop & for so cheap#the packaging of these palettes ahhhhh I feel like a little girl again#💫🌙#sailor moon#colourpop#makeup#haul#palettes#cute#adorable#collection#colorful#vibrant#pretty guardian#for love and justice#supershock#eyeshadows#ritz#ripple#rooftop cocktails#cosmetics
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the way some people on here reblog obviously edited pictures without a second thought 😭
#just saw a photo of sophia loren on my dash#heavily edited#they gave her a 2010s baddie makeup??#can't you see how anachronistic the makeup is?#there's tons of pictures like that in her tag on tumblr and each time they get lots of notes#and i'm always wondering first of all why would you try to fix something that doesn't need fixing#second of all what's the purpose of posting such edited pictures
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I told bf I really wanted to go out somewhere glamourous for drinks for my bday this year. Maybe in London. I hope we can make it happen.
#i feel like my life is just beginning sometimes#but simultaneously i'm approaching middle age#when i was younger i always thought i wasn't the type of person to do anything glamourous#but i think it was mainly about clothes and confidence. I knew glamour meant dresses and makeup and i didn't want it to#but since coming out i'm more confident dressing how i want and my confidence has increased AND i have disposable income#so it's like i realised i actually can do things now but omg it's SCARY#i don't want to waste my life and every second feels precious#i don't want to have a shit night and be disappointed but i'll never know if i don't try new things#i feel so annoyingly naive and i'm certain everyone can tell that i have barely any experience of going out to bars and clubs#plus the whole medication assisted lightweight situation...genuinely embarrassing but at least with my partner it wouldn't matter#i have to try anyway i have to try and have some fun now that i can and now i'm becoming my true self
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@beatingheart-bride
"Sounds like Dorian alright," Randall chuckled; even as a boy, his best friend seemed to take any and all opportunities he found to try and throw a party, and although these attempts didn't always pan out, he still tried. Even as a child, Randall knew it wasn't because Dorian enjoyed being the center of these parties (unlike what some suspected), it was simply because he wanted everyone to have a good time drinking, dancing, playing party games, and just overall having fun, and that especially went for Randall, who got to enjoy some of these lavish get-togethers through Dorian, who always insisted his best friend and his mother get to join in.
(And who knew-maybe that'd still be the case once they made it to California; Dorian throwing parties. They'd probably be scaled down from the wildly over-the-tip ones held at Gracey Manor, of course, but he could see his dear friend still putting quite a few on for even the most minute of celebrations.)
"I wish I could see these dresses too," he smiled, brightening at the idea of making him and Emily matching outfits, and especially giving his all when it came to his bride's dresses; he'd never do anything by half when it came to her. It was a shame she couldn't have brought them back with her from the future, he really would've liked to see them (and see if he'd any gotten better post-mortem-Lord knew he had all the time in the world to practice and improve!)
"Did you, uh, have a favorite that I made, for a particular party, I mean?"
#((i don't agree with it either; it totally feels like a HUGE cop-out! monsters deserve love and happiness too))#((and it shouldn't have to come at the cost of them either a) dying or b) becoming human!))#((and they really are oftentimes a lot more interesting/engaging than the human cast!))#((that's why the third 'black lagoon' movie; 'the creature walks among us' INFURIATED me as a kid))#((because the gill-man is my favorite monster; and the original 'black lagoon' is my favorite horror movie!))#((but then the sequel has scientists take away his gills; reducing him to looking like an ugly piece of wax))#((robbing him of his uniqueness and that gorgeous makeup design by millicent patrick!))#((he's still sympathetic of course but every other character around is as flat as cardboard))#((and the whole plot of them trying to make him more human is stupid and frustrating!))#((plus he dies in the end; unless he can regrow his gills; he drowns at sea since they removed both his gills))#((and the second set of lungs he has that allows him to breathe underwater! it's SO stupid and annoying!))#((let my favorite fish man live happily ever after with a nice girl back in his lagoon!))#((sorry for that wall of text; i just have a LOT of feelings about monsters being happy))#((and still being allowed to be monsters!))#outofhatboxes#beatingheart-bride#V:Days of Future Past
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more in depth explanation ig, i dont feel like i can listen to especially poets without thinking about the whole paternity test analysis thing.
when i first listened i felt really awful and embarrassed and i couldn't quite articulate why
while im still trying to figure it out, a huge part of my feelings was (and still is) that the part of me that wants to theorize about songs and who they're about, and connect it to taylor's life and imagine what she wrote about is at odds with what i hear in the lyrics about creeps who want the best for me and etc
there are some songs im better at just vibing with and some songs that i just actively have to force myself not to be like "oh thats about x person and so they did this and she did this and..."
I'm trying, and if anyone has suggestions or things that work for them please send them to me, im new to this and to online fandoms in general. i feel so shitty but then there's part of me that still doesn't see harm in thinking "x song is about taylor and x person, so using what you know about them both lets picture this in your mind" and "oh [symbol 1] that must mean it's about [person 1], but wait now there's also [symbol 2] so it's about [person 1 and person 2] but wait does that mean person 2 could also be related to symbol 1?" all the while all of these people are real actual people.
#another thing is i caught myself thinking ''god i love you taylor'' and then ''she'll never meet you don't adress her in the second person#she doesn't know you pretend like shes a character from a book so you don't makeup a parasocial relationship''#and i cant get it through my head that she's both a real person deserving of empathy and like an author or a person i really only know#through their work#because im stupid ig#so anyway im trying yo sort all this shit out and being online about taylor swift is really not helping lol#so i blocked every tag i could think of on most of my social medias#i might pop in on here from time to time but not for rebloging things because that feels like a minefield honestly#if anyone has suggestions probably ask box or dms is the best place to put them because i blocked the tags lol#i would really appreciate someone else's input on this and im totally willing to talk more about what my mindset is rn lol#thank you for reading through all this and have a good day#im gonna tag this with (some of) my blocked tags now so other people can see#poets#the tortured poets department#taylor swift#swifie#in shipping recovery#ttpd#tsttpd#taylor nation#taylornation#tortured poetry#tsttpdta#the anthology#the tortured poets department: the anthology
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being a fat GNC man makes me skittish to go to some places alone
i need fag friends who will go to the mall with me
#i want to get makeup and. well i highly doubt i could find a dress in my size maybe we'd go to a speciality store either before or after#but ya clothes and makeup and see what accessories are at claire's and if there's a bookstore and arcade and and and#first of all. i miss going to malls. that used to be my favorite thing as a teenager#second of all. i need enrichment. i need to hang out with other gay people#and get out more often than i've been going out#and i need like. some guidance. opinions. recommendations#it is so. so difficult making local friends though#and not for lack of trying!
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minx is interesting. It’s interesting and it’s interested in things in a way that I find a lot of current media about feminism not to be. There’s an active interest into poking into some of the uncomfortable areas without simple conclusions when it comes to how feminism should relate to sex and the market/capitalism.
also really appreciate the unapologetic 70’s ness and the use of 70’s events, catchwords, buzz etc in a way that doesn’t always feel tee hee
#Like idk if it always comes to the Conclusions but is really interesting to see a show which is ABOUT feminism and what it actually is#With imperfect people#What does it /mean/ to make something feminist and what does it mean when that thing has to be sold#There’s a couple moments so far that are like well this would blow someone’s mind off#It’s interesting to chew on relative to Daisy jones lol#I’m not going to say it’s anti capitalist but it’s also not that type of subliminal capitalist fantasy show#That just ignores the demands of capitalism to write off a world for the people who’ve already won#Very much almost in Convo with something like the bold type or classic sex and the city for that#Like the whole second episode thing with the ads#the ads unapologetically sucking and being soooo sexist#And upper class country club goer white feminist Joyce /also/ being extremely confined mentally to sexist advertising#Like I hate the edible panties. U know what’s great? Shampoo and makeup#And Doug mentioning that if they /don’t/ advertise the cost of the magazine will go above most people’s ability to pay for it#Like. It’s a show Thinking about a lot of this#I think Joyce is so interesting because she’s both so much more radical and so much more flawed than a lot of the /girlboss/ characters out#There. She’s the rare example of an upper class white feminist that I think the narrative is aware of the class part at least#And she’s flawed and kind of mean and totally out of it#And also like. 5000% more radical than a lot of the the equivalents#Like she isn’t trying to publish Feel Empowered with Sexy Lipstick articles#She’s trying to publish articles about birth control marital rape and abortion access#And her issues often come from where the radicality of her vision is being compromised by praxis#Like that’s so interesting
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In my Morticia Addams era
#just put the second one so you can see these awesome ass sleeves#this is actually a morticia addams dress and i tried to do makeup#it's carnival here like halloween for americans let's say#anyway i love this dress so much i will literally wear this costume the next 4 years for both halloween and carnival#morticia addams#the dress is from amazon btw i don't endorse amazon but i had a gift card so i got it#anyway on monday it's actual carnival day so i will do this again hopefully better#i wish i could find some black hair spray tho it'd be great#also try to do a photoshoot#with a cut off rose 😭🥰
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