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Have you seen Ms. Harris Goes to Paris??? Spoilers to follow!!
This is long FYI 🙂
I just watched this movie and I’m drinking wine and couldn’t help but see all the things clicking when it came to astro and numerology!! I don’t think they did it on purpose so it’s really cool to see how it came together anyway. Enjoy 🙂💕
Okay so basically the movie is about this older woman who cleans rich people’s houses and it’s two people in particular and one of them is a young heiress and the character is basically like a spoiled brat with her parents money idk and the other one is an older woman who’s really rich and she gets a dress from Christian Dior and Mrs Harris (MH) sees the dress and she’s like I HAVE to get a Christian Dior dress so she does everything she can to get this dress and goes gambling and she loses her money 😭😭😭😭 and so she essentially gives up and is like well I guess it’s never gonna happen. Bc she not only needs money for the dress she needs money for the plane ticket! Then!!! A man from the military comes and tells her that they underpaid her dead husband or something and she gets enough for the dress and the plane ticket but only for one day!! She has to go, land, get the dress, get back on the plane and come back
First is that the story doesn’t give her an actual age lol google just said she’s “approaching 60” and of course! I was getting second saturn return vibes!!! Bc it happens around 58-60 and the reason why she failed at getting money herself is bc she tried get rich quick schemes and saturn doesn’t fuck with that 🤷🏾♀️
So saturn return is about growth you know so atp I’m like what is the growth about to be?? I’m thinking thing like following her dreams bc she’s like I gotta get this dress!
She gets to Paris and tbh everything is working out bc she’s immediately an inspiration bc they’re like WOW a cleaning lady came all this way to get Dior and they’re all supportive. BUT!! The rich people are not as supportive! Of course they have to fuck her over to do the power play. This man invites her as his guest to the Dior fashion show and she has to choose which dress she wants to buy and it’s in Paris in French so the guy who invited her translates for her the number of the dresses she likes
There’s two she likes number 73 and number 89 but 89 is the one she really loves!! This bitch who’s rich hears her and decides to quickly buy 89 so MH can’t get it and MH settles for 73
She finds out she has to stay a week bc she has to get fitted bc the dresses get made customized and blah blah blah not important to my analysis lol she tries the dress and gets the dress and she goes back home and she’s so happy and literally the same day she arrives who knocks at her door??? Young heiress brat! Do you see where this is going????? Brat ruined her dress to this party and wanted MH to help her but MH couldn’t and the girl starts crying and what does MH do??? LETS HER BORROW THE DIOR DRESS and that’s where I started getting mad like stop being a people pleaser!!! And you know what happens ?? That heiress bitch gets the dress caught on fire and it’s ruined before MH even gets to wear it!! And it made front page news! Everyone knew it was her dress smh
Astro steps back in bc in that moment?? She literally gets depressed when she finds out about the dress and when she comes out of it she realizes that she can’t keep going like this. She goes and gives the key back to the heiress and quits her job with the rich lady bc she’s done being the people pleaser! GROWTH! And she says “I want to be seen” 😭
Now back to the numbers and how they relate to her saturn return. “Number 73 spiritually reminds you that you are on the right path in life. Your guardian angels show you the way towards living a fulfilling and successful life. You need to maintain a positive and confident demeanor in order to make your dreams a reality. At all times, the divine realm is urging you to become a better version of yourself.”
That is the dress she settled for in Paris when she wanted number 89! The dress was her last lesson! Be confident and remain positive to achieve success to become a better version of yourself like that is exactly what she was trying to do! But it crept back up and she didn’t stay true to herself and she gave the dress away 😭😭😭😭 I felt so bad for her! But once she realized she had to put herself first do you know what happened?? She learned her lesson and saturn delivered
LITERALLY DELIVERED A PACKAGE FROM CHRISTIAN DIOR THAT HAD DRESS NUMBER 89 MADE CUSTOMIZED TO HER MEASUREMENTS BC THEY SAW IT IN THE PAPER AND KNEW SHE GAVE IT AWAY BC SHE WAS TOO KIND AND THEY COULDNT LET HER LOSE LIKE THAT 😭😭
You know what number 89 is??? Service to others! “As per 89 symbolism, life is short. To make the best out of your life, you need to be ready to make the necessary sacrifices. Be bold and brave in everything that you do in order to achieve all the great things in your life. Live your life to the fullest because you only live once. Live the best life that you can live because no one will live your life for you. Do not spend your life being miserable but instead always ensure that you are living a happy and fulfilled life.” !!!!!!!!! And that’s exactly what she did she took charge and quit the jobs where she wasn’t appreciated to live her life! She wore her 89 dress to a party and had a grand entrance and she was finally seen! 😭😭 and she danced the night away in her Dior dress 💕
Meanwhile back in Paris that bitch who had bought 89 initially never made the final payment bc her husband was a crook and he got arrested and she lost all her money bc it wasn’t their money 🤷🏾♀️ Saturn’s karma!
I think that MH had saturn 2H!! Bc it was dealing with her valuing herself like she already knew who she was and what she meant to people and how she could help them but she didn’t see herself as important to take up space you know?? And they say people get karma related to the house saturn is in for the person they wronged and it would make sense that lady lost all her money after wronging MH bc 2H!! 😤
And I also think that she turned 60 at the end bc that goes back to her “I want to be seen” statement bc she’s finally seen at the end of the movie and 60 is a 1H year!!! She would’ve felt hidden away all 12H year at 59 and just going through a lot of subconscious change to come out new when she turned 60 and completed her saturn return!! 😌
Even with the colors of the dresses! Green and red! Immediately made me think of Libra and Aries and how they’re on the same axis but one is ruled by Venus (green) and the other is ruled by mars (red)
When you think about growth during saturn return you think of all the obstacles that you face that teach you lessons and these obstacles come from aspects that the other planets are making to saturn it’s not saturn as a lone actor! Saturn is exalted in Libra meaning it’s comfortable there so you’re not going to be getting that same tension that leads you to your growth as you would with mars. Which is what we see when she pics the green dress! Appropriately named VENUS! That’s the one where she falls back into her usual habits (saturn) of people pleasing (Libra)! She settles just like she does with everything else.
However, what she came to Paris for is a drastic change in her life. Something to shake things up for her! And who better to do that for you than Mars??? The planet of action! She was drawn to the red dress! Saturn and mars have a lot of tension and that’s what we see happening with MH bc she not only has to fight against the socialite buying the dress first she also has to fight her own feelings of unworthiness! She wasn’t ready to overcome that on her first day in Paris that’s why it didn’t happen until after she left and saw the Venus dress get ruined and went through her depression! Lack of balance! She was giving too much of herself to people to the point where she gave her DREAM DRESS that she worked so hard for to some girl who burned it!
Further, lol, the name of the red dress is what? TEMPTATION!! That is what brought her to Paris! She saw a Dior dress in that woman’s closet she was cleaning and was so tempted to try it on but didn’t let herself so she just held it up in front of her by the mirror 😭 but temptation is ruled by what?? Pluto and Neptune
Pluto the planet of transformation! In a way that destroys the previous version (turned to ashes like the 73 dress) to make way for the new version! It was necessary bc MH would have never gotten the 89 dress without that girl burning it
Neptune comes in because if I’m correct in saying she turned 60 at the end and entered her 1H year finally being seen she would be in a 12H year before while trying to get the dress and 12H is ruled by Neptune bc that’s the pisces house (not her personal house idk what that is bc she doesn’t have a real bday lol) and she finally allowed herself to give in to her temptations by the end! She got the dress she was tempted by, she quit her job like she was tempted to, she made a grand entrance which she was tempted to do before but never did bc she didn’t feel like it was her place and she allowed herself to give this guy a chance even tho she had been tempted for years she felt guilty bc her husband died in the war or something
She also got rid of the burnt dress by throwing it into the river (Neptune!) and making space bc atp she didn’t know she would get the red dress
This was such a good movie imo 💕
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Annual Profections
✨Annual profections are used to identify themes and focal points for the years ahead. Annual profections use a circular chart (similar to your birth chart) divided into 12 equal sections, with each sector signifying a certain astrological house and ruling planet (also known as a Time Lord). U also always have to look for a sign that u have in the house because shows the theme and also the ruler of the house is very important.
1st house profection year
The first house shows you, appearance, personality, world view, interests, body shape and complexion, body vitality and strength, early childhood impressions ect.. This year shows you and how you experience the world around you. You get to know what kind of person you are and what you like about yourself. Many times there is a change in appearance and you start to change your style. More love can enter your life. During this year, significant things may occur to your aesthetics or who you are as a person. You may grow or change in some way, or simply reconnect to yourself in a deeper way, coming into a truer sense of self.
2nd house profection year
The second house shows things related to money, finances, pleasures, food, luxury. You can spend much more time enjoying the good things. You are in a state where you are looking more for value in others and in yourself. You look at it, which values are more important to you. You pay more attention to what you eat. You have greater contact with memory and memories in general. You lose something to gain something new. You can focus more on your inner feelings and how you feel about things. Contact with people is important to you. Finances may change, perhaps new opportunities for earning. You look more at how you give things and how you receive them. What you want to give to others and how much you want to receive yourself. The career path can be in the foreground and also long journeys related to work. This house can also represent some pleasure you find with another person. You can fall in love during this time or find someone you really appreciate or really care about.
3rd house profection year
This house has a lot to do with siblings. If you didn't have that much contact with them before, you will have more now. You can connect with them more and spend more time with them. Short trips (you can often go somewhere). A lot of driving. The rides can be related to a certain person or it can just be that there is more energy to travel a lot. You are starting to place greater emphasis on people's mentality, communication and intelligence. Conversations during this time are important. You're looking more for conversations with like-minded people. You can meet someone by chance. Your thinking can change. This year is also the year that shows the reason for moving away from home. Spouse's long journeys and his religious beliefs. During this time you can find yourself on a mental level and what kind of thinking you like. You look much more at how someone thinks and it is important to you that someone has good communication and you can also give a lot to it at this time.
4th house profection year
This year is related to home, family, mother, house, real estate. Situations after completed events such as (e.g. mood, attitude towards the situation, the outcome of things at the end of relationships, jobs, divorce). It shows the family tradition and how you maintain it. Conditions in later life. During this time, moving away from home is common, finding a new place in your life and a place where you feel safe. Financial situation of loved ones. During this time, you can put more emphasis on your comfort zone and how you feel somewhere. Where do you really want to be and where is the place you were looking for? It also shows the relationship you have with your family and how you maintain it. This house is also subject to love relationships, so it is more in the foreground.
5th house profection year
This house shows relaxation, fun, hobbies, children. During this time, you can focus more on your hobbies and finding relaxation. Gambling can be good. You can get money fast. If you are artistic, this may be heightened during this time, or you may discover a newfound sense of creativity. You may also desire to have children or come into focus with them in some other way. During this time, you and your spouse can spend more time with friends or be more social and go to parties. You are looking for passion more than usual and it is also much more important to you. You can also be more noticed for your work and have a larger audience. U can get a baby or become pregnant. The 5th house is like being young again, you feel like you can do anything you can imagine without a bad conscience. You follow yourself and follow the sun that is in front of you. This is the most shining house, because here you shine regardless of everything, regardless of what others think and what others expect. You can be selfish when it comes to your joy and hobbies A very pleasant house, because somehow you also feel more visible. Enjoy the things that the sun brings you.
6th house profection year
This house is related to routine and your way of life (the life you live every day). Maybe you can make a change in your life (for example, you start to live healthier, take care of your health and your body). It is also possible to change your job during this time, especially if you are not satisfied with it. Maybe you get a new pet or are thinking about getting one. But this house is also related to health, so you have to take better care of yourself. Maybe you can focus more on how your body works and how you take care of your hygiene. You can start using some body products or creams. Above all, this is the time when you are more focused on how your day works, what you would change and what you wouldn't.
7th house profection year
This house is related to relationships, marriage, and the general public. This year you will be much more focused on your relationships that you have with people not only romantic relationships, but in general the relationships, maybe you will be much more picky about it. But also with romantic relationships could happen that you can get married or engaged. This year can be future for love. and also for your partner you can also get a person who is the person of your dreams. A good friend can move abroad. During this time, you can also see all your conflicts with people (who suits you and who doesn't). Maybe you can have enemies or rivals. The outcome of the disease can also be here. You can also be invited to a wedding or one of your relatives is getting married. But there is a big focus on the relationship and how you get along with others.
8th house profection year
This house is an emphasis on depth, everything that is deeper and hidden. During this time, you can transform yourself internally and understand many things emotionally. Connections with legacies (which means it can be the beginning of something or the end). You can acquire some property. Because this house is also connected to others (you can gain a lot of others). You can get a lot of money through others. You can inherit something from your partner, or if you get married during this time, you will gain a lot from the marriage). The results of lawsuits are also shown here. You may encounter astrology or the spiritual world for the first time during this time. Short trips to work are also possible. You can find out some important secrets of people and at the same time the truth that you have been looking for for a long time. Maybe you will be more prone to seek the truth.
9th house profection year
This house is related to belief, path, spirituality in a different way. Lots of long trips to places you haven't seen before. You can go somewhere more spiritual. A lot of learning about the world and the people around you. You can finish the faculty, get a higher education. Or you start school again. Think more about what you are committed to and why. You are much more looking for optimism, happiness. It is also the house of marriage, so marriage can be more prominent. You are looking for more commitment into something. Things you can gain from spiritual and psychic experiences. You can connect more with your consciousness and find a higher part of yourself. It shows the health of the parent of the opposite sex to you. Enjoying love situations and finding new love. Many people do not realize that this house is also very prone to love, but in a different way and that marriage is manifested here. During this time you can learn a lot and get to know many things in life. Maybe you turn over a new leaf and start over. You go on a trip that gives you a new perspective. You learn that belief is the most important thing.
10th house profection year
This house is related to career and how you work in your profession. This year can be crucial in terms of your career and a lot can change. The connections with the father are more in the foreground and what is the relationship with him. Fame is also possible at this time. Many more karmic things can happen to you and everything that happens is more likely to happen. It is also the house of pride and how proud you are of yourself and how you show it in your voice. You want more respect from people. You work more on yourself and your ambitions. Spiritual resources and opportunities are also included. The rewards of karma. Money earned on long trips. This house teaches you a lot and gives you a lot. You become more mature and start to think and look at things more maturely. You are more dedicated to the thing you are working on and you are more focused on important things.
11th house profection year
This house is prone to friends, interests you have, dreams and hopes. This year you can be more focused on your dreams and hopes and have more expectations that it will happen. You become more rebellious towards some things and choose more for things that are really close to you. Maybe at this time you also have more considerations about who you are and who others are. Do you follow others or yourself. Fines and penalties are also associated with this house. You may think more about what you will spend your money on this year. You can also change a lot of friends and meet new better ones. This is the time when you work on your interests and dreams and when you meet a lot of new people. You get to know a part of yourself and how you function in society. You can also realize that many times you feel alienated from others. Or that you are very different from others. This house is usually related to how you do something differently than others.
12th house profection year
This house is associated with spirituality, the subconscious. Many unexpected and unforeseen realizations occur during this time. You start thinking about yourself more in an internal sense. You may also feel more alienated from others and spend more time alone. It is also the house of the hardest battles and tasks. Which means that during this time you can deal with many things that are foreign to you. It is a symbol of misfortunes, losses, enemies. You can also lose someone during this time. It can also represent the end of a romantic relationship. During this time, you can find new ways of relaxing and possibly sleeping. You can sleep better. Many things from the past can come up at this time and you also look back at how things were. You can also connect better with yourself and your soul.
-Rebekah🪐✨🍀
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Profection Year
What is a Profection year ? ⚗️
Life is made of cycle and profection year is the best way of understanding your own cycle !
Every cycle is 12 years : like the 12 zodiac sign.
You begin your first year of profection the very first day of your Life (1 years profection = from your birth to one year old) . You will also end your first profection cycle the very last day of your 11th year ! (Basically, thelast day of being 11.)
Each year is ruled by particular house and sign.
The sign ruling your year will be the one in the house ruling your year.
When I talk about year it’s from one birthday to another ! For exemple from the 04/08 to 04/08 of the next year !
To explain it better :
You are a Leo rising so your first year will be Leo ruled and influenced by the theme of the 1rst house with the planet sitting in it and if it's empty, it will be ruled by the planet associated to the sign. In this cas, Leo is ruled by the Sun ! Your second year will be in virgo and the big theme of this year could be finance,food, possession… (because of the influence of the second house).
The location of the planet in your chart will also influence your profection year !
So if you are a Leo rising and you have Venus in virgo, you will mostly have a venus influence in every year of virgo house/year !
As you can see in the wheel below, you will have a virgo and venus influenced year at 1,13,25,37…
Why do I love profection year so much ? My use of it :
I love to look and follow the profection year because it can show you the general atsmosphere of your birthday year.
For exemple : where you have Uranus is where and when you will experience new beginning !
I have Uranus in my 8th house and I moved out from my parent house unexpectedly at 19, I got a lot a new beginning and it was very transformative :)
You need to use the experience of your profection year. For exemple = don’t be afraid of the year/house where your saturn sit because it will mostly be a growth period for you.
Remind yoursel that every experience is unique, every chart is unique. You can be the same age as your friend and bth be in your 9 year but your experience will not be the same ! And that is because you don't have the same sign, planet, degree...
Tell me if you want a special profection post of the influence of planet and sign !
I hope you enjoyed this post 💓
Xoxo
Abyssal Faith
There is a little chart that will show every age associated with every profection year ! (Got it on Pinterelst)
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Marriage Represented By Annual Profections.
I have studied the Annual Profections of the women in some of Hollywood's Most Popular Marriages, in order to find significant patterns between their charts from the years they got married. Here are four.
Victoria Beckham - Married July 4th 1999.
Blake Lively - Married September 2012.
Nicole Kidman - Married June 25th 2006.
Joanne Woodward - January 29th 1958.
Annual Profections:
I have a running theory that you may get married during;
The Profection Year of your 7th House Ruler
The Profection Year of the House that has the most activity in your chart.
(For Example; a 2nd House stellium could get married in their 2nd House Profection Year.)
OR
You could get married when the Ruler of the Profection Year House in which you get married is in the house of your 7th House Ruler or is being ruled by the ruler of your 7th House. (That probably doesnt make sense)
Here's an example; You are a Sagittarius Rising with your 7th House in Gemini but you got married during your 4th House Profection Year. Why? Your 4th House Ruler could be in your 3rd or 6th House which are originally Ruled by your 7th House ruler Mercury. OR, your 4th House could be in Gemini or Virgo which are ruled by Mercury.
Here are a few more examples;
Victoria Beckham - Born April 17, 1974 in Harlow, England.
Natally, Victoria has her Ascendant in Cancer, putting her 7th House in Capricorn.
For Example; Victoria's 7th House Ruler is Saturn. We know that Saturn is the Ruler of the 10th House. Therefore we can conclude that Victoria could get married or engaged at any of the ages associated with the 10th according to the Annual Profection Wheel.
These ages are;
10th House - 21, 33, 45, 57, 69, 81, 93
Now. Victoria Beckham married David Beckham when she was 25 years old. This age is not in the 10th House Profection Year because Victoria got married during her 2nd House Profection Year. The Ruler of her 2nd House is in the 10th House, originally ruled by Saturn, her 7th House Ruler.
Because of this, we should look at the 2nd House Profection Year ages as well.
Those ages are; 13, 25, 37, 49, 61, 73, 85.
Blake Lively - Born August 25th, 1987 in Los Angeles, California.
Natally, Blake has her Ascendant in Leo, putting her 7th House in Aquarius.
Her 7th House Ruler is Uranus (Traditionally Saturn). We know that Uranus is the Ruler of the 11th House and that Saturn is the Ruler of the 10th House. Therefore we can conclude that Blake could get married or engaged at any of the ages associated with the 10th and 11th House according to the Annual Profection Wheel.
These ages are;
11th House - 22, 34, 46, 58, 70, 82, 94
10th House - 21, 33, 45, 57, 69, 81, 93
Blake Lively married Ryan Reynolds when she was 25 years old. She also got married during her 2nd House Profection Year like Victoria Beckham. Why? The 2nd House has the most activity in Blake's chart as it contains all of her inner planets.
Because of this, we should look at the 2nd House Profection Year ages as well.
Those ages are; 13, 25, 37, 49, 61, 73, 85.
Nicole Kidman - Born June 20th, 1967 in Honolulu, Hawaii.
Natally, Nicole has her Ascendant in Scorpio, putting her 7th House in Taurus.
Her 7th House Ruler is Venus. We know that Venus is the Ruler of both the 2nd and 7th House. Therefore we can conclude that Nicole could get married or engaged at any of the ages associated with the 2nd and 7th House according to the Annual Profection Wheel.
These ages are;
2nd House - 13, 25, 37, 49, 61, 73, 85.
7th House - 18, 30, 42, 54, 66, 78, 90.
(Nicole Kidman was married twice. Her first marriage was to Tom Cruise from 1990 - 2001, and her second marriage was to Keith Urban in 2006 - now. I will be focusing on her first marriage as it is the first time this commitment was made)
Nicole Kidman married Tim Cruise when she was 23 years old. She got married during her 12th House Profection Year. Her 12th House is in Libra, Ruled by Venus which is the natural ruler of her 7th House.
Because of this, we should look at the 12th House Profection Year ages as well.
Those ages are: 23, 35, 47, 59, 71, 83, 95.
Joanne Woodward - Born February 27th, 1930 in Thomasville, Georgia.
Natally, Joanne has her Ascendant in Capricorn, putting her 7th House in Cancer.
Her 7th House Ruler is Cancer. We know that The Moon is the Ruler of the 4th House. Therefore we can conclude that Joanne could get married or engaged at any of the ages associated with the 4th House according to the Annual Profection Wheel.
These ages are; 15, 27, 39, 51, 63, 75, 87
Joanne Woodward married Paul Newman when she was 27 years old.
Let me know how this theory works for you! I plan on making one for Solar Return Charts as well!
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Venus Rx. Check on that inner teenager!
This time is fundamental when it comes to our self worth/esteem/love! The relationship you have to yourself and how you show up in relationships at this stage gives us detail in how we view ourselves in relation to others! This is when one learns how they fit in (or not) with others/in this world(conformity vs non conformity), compatibility, exploring our understanding of how to apply love/create connection with others based on guidance from those older than us/more experience than us.
Age 13 is the 2nd house profection year. 2h rules self worth/esteem, what and who we value. 2nd house is ruled by Venus. Venus rules our ability to evaluate. Also, This is the second Jupiter return beginning to develop and shape our view of the world in how we occupy spaces with others romantically or platonically. One’s aesthetic is re-formed here too.
0-12 is our first Jupiter cycle. Age 12 we begin out Jupiter return as we are transitioning into a new part of brain development (Jupiter rules the brain)
The 1st 7 years (Mercury rules 7 ) is when there’s structure being built in the mind. (Mercury rules the mind) Major milestones/brain development. We are first experiencing ourselves in the world and forming a relationship with it through exploring our senses, being most in tune with our instincts, collecting information subconsciously. (Moon collects, Mercury utilizes the information). This time affects how you develop social skills. (Moon=sociability, Mercury=communication(verbal, body language, facial expressions)
Age 7 is the 8th house profection year. This is we begin to go through metamorphosis in how we interact with the world, gaining more independence. (8h=death, our separation from parents to explore other relationships and who we are, seeing reality from a different perspective )
Ages 8-12 is typically when we are beginning the journey of puberty, a transitional stage in life. This is when one becomes more aware of their body image (Venus)
12 to 13 is a great milestone in development. This is when we hit our second Jupiter Return. Jupiter rules growth, expansion, our political views, beliefs systems. Here is where we build upon or reassess this structure through our interaction with para-social & social relationships. Physical growth spurts(Jupiter) (Age 12: 1st house year=physical appearance)
That first cycle of the Jupiter return(0-12), we were gaining understanding/perception (Jupiter) of what the world is through our parental/guardian/family dynamics. Jupiter rules those that guide/educate us. This reflects in the relationship we choose with others.
13-17 we are more inclined to be influenced by peers. More likely to engage in risk and romance. External vs internal validation. This is typically when the Myelination(generation of myelin, which is a lipid, Jupiter rules lipids) of the brain is mostly complete ( development of cognitive & motor skills ) (the planet Jupiter is mature at 16) (except the prefrontal cortex , Mercury rules this (rationalizing thoughts, behavior, emotions) & Mercury Matures at 32, while the moon(who it gets info from) is mature at 24 & Venus(evaluative ability) matures at 25(when the prefrontal cortex reaches mature development )
Age 18 is the 7th house profection year. When experience our next phase in life, where we gain a new relationship to the world. Your status in the world changes.
Age 19 is the 8th house profection year. Upon gaining/losing a certain status in life, we are now on a fool’s journey, you may begin to look for new purpose or passion at this stage. 8th house= death. This is the ending of our teenage years.
Our cognizance of these years aides is in closing out past cycles, creating new experiences, finding a new direction in life, understanding the areas of our lives/selves in which we need to develop more, create a more stable/strong/secure foundation. Since this Venus Rx is paired with a Saturn Rx, we could be experiencing tower moments(upheavals/progression/transformation ) in current relationships(past relationships can be relevant too) , career paths, passions in life, self esteem, perception of love, etc.
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Siblings Astrology
I was inspired by followers asking about synastry in families, so this is going to be a special personal short story about my own birth told from my older sister's chart. I'm not going to talk about her life or mine, it's just a simple analysis of a cute omen of my existence in my sister's destiny.
Hers is a very interesting chart, but let's not think about who she is today, let's remind ourselves that this is basically solar return number zero, this is just a baby and it's her first year of life. She was born in the hospital by natural birth. Considering this as the chart that shows the first moments of a life, it's important to note and analyze what's significant that's going to happen more immediately.
The Moon
We can start with the Moon, which is in the 2nd house, but it's very close to the ascendant and about to start rising. After my sister's birth, something signified by the Moon is waiting for its own moment to rise too. The Moon can show siblings because it has a very important relationship with the 3rd house¹. The lunar goddess is said in myth to be the sister of the solar god, because she reflects his light. The Moon is conjunct the star Hamal, the star of the Ram's head. It's about to make an opposition to Jupiter and a sextile with Saturn.
Mercury
There's another important thing that will happen soon, which is the heliacal rising of Mercury. This is a special Mercury, because not only is it in domicile and exalted, it's also about to leave the Sun's rays and gain visibility. Mercury appeared exalted as an evening star only 2 days after she was born. This means that by secondary progressions you will see something related to Mercury happen in the first years of life and it's very significant. When a planet leaves the Sun's rays and becomes visible in the sky, we can interpret it symbolically as an apparition, an inauguration, a birth. Mercury rules the 3rd house of siblings, in addition to the 6th house.
2nd house Profection²
Now let's analyze the year when I was born, which was the second year of my sister's life. First of all, the ascendant profects to Taurus, thus activating Venus and the Moon as the timelords of the year, but the Moon is more important as the occupant of the house. The Moon and the main significator of siblings are both exalted in the natal chart. On that year, the Moon itself profected to Gemini, the sign of the 3rd house. Mercury profects to Libra, where it transmits matters to Venus, the other timelord of the year.
Solar Return
This is my sister's first Solar Return. The Moon is not only the timelord, but it also rules the ascendant and is in its joy in the 3rd house. On top of everything, it's also emerging from the Sun's rays, just like Mercury does in the natal chart, even the degree is the same. Very straightforward symbolism, right? Well, my sister was the one who asked for me to be born, according to my mother. I actually find it a bit suspicious that at 0 she had understood the concept of siblings and said she wanted one, but it's a good story that my mother likes to tell. The fact that when I was born she was a 1 year old learning how to talk also counts for the symbolism of the intense 3rd house activation.
Transits
I was born in April, when her Mercury profected to Taurus and the Moon transmitted to Saturn, on the day that Venus got into her 3rd house and the Moon reached the point of contra-antiscia with her Mercury. With Mercury in the 6th house opposite Saturn as my significator in her chart, my birth wasn't supposed to be easy and I had a lot of health issues as an infant. This is confirmed by my own 6th house. In my own birth chart, the 3rd house is ruled by Saturn, very fitting for an older sister, just like Mercury is for a younger one. Saturn is already strong in its heliacal rise as a morning star, born first. Morning stars can signify things that are precocious or that come early, or even before, and evening stars come later.
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¹ Read this article by Demetra George about the Moon and the 3rd house.
² See tag #profections to get more examples of how I use the technique.
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THE LESSON FROM 12TH HOUSE PROFECTION YEAR (AS A CAPRICORN RISING)
I've got my own karma.
When i was a school students, i was getting bullied by my teacher because my rebellion issue. I did that because i experienced some abandonment and neglect from my parents (and also physical harm). My parents were young, broke and unskilled on parenting. So, i was growing up as a troublemaker.
It's not like i was being a troublemaker because i did teenager shit like smoking, drinking, underage sex, or etc. I was being a troublemaker because i was a smart kid back then who couldn't stop myself to questioning things and when people had no idea or any answer that satisfy me. i consider that are incompetence. It turns me into someone who ironically acted as "holier than thou" person and it made me a horrible monster that hurt other people because they didn't meet my expectation or standard that was so incredibly hard, suffocating and sometimes way too unrealistic.
So, you guess it right. I become a lonely, depressed, sad, ambitious, melancholic bastard who doesn't have that many friends. Although i could loose up a little bit and finally get lot of friends and acquintances in the last year of high school and university, but karma still coming anyway.
12th house profection is a karmic profection. It will bring up the most karmic event in your life. The sign of your karmic 12th house profection will tell you where you accumulate the most karma and the planet there will tell you what kind of karma you get.
I have Sagittarius 12th house with Mars in 16 degrees there. So you could name it. My biggest karmic event come from my experience in school as social and educational government institution (Sagittarius). And Mars is about violence, anger, drive and action. So in my 12th house profection year, i got my own karma because what i have done when i was in school and university.
Let's cut it into the lesson because this post will be hell damn long if i continue to tell you what was happened during my 12th house profection year.
THE BIGGEST VILLAIN OF THE STORY ACTUALLY DOESN'T REALIZE THAT HE IS VILLAIN. No bully thinks that they have done a bullying to their victim even if they actually did it. No r4pist thinks that they have done a rape to their victim even if they did it. No murder thinks that they have done a murder to their victim, too. Their narrative story in their had always have the excuse that prohibit them to see the reality because they are wrapped up in their own delusion (notice that delusion and inability is a focus of 12th house theme)
IN THE REALITY, THE BIGGEST VILLAIN OF A STORY IS SOMEONE WHO THINKS THAT THEY ARE THE HOLY MESSIAH, THE SAVER, THE HERO OR THE REVOLUTIONARIST THAT COULD CHANGE THE WORLD. Think about the biggest war criminal in any world war. They never thought that what had he done to the people was a crime or a mistake. They simply thought that what has they done made them as a hero. That's why there will be always a phrase like "You'll die and become a hero or you'll see yourself end up live too long until you become a villain"
SOMEONE WHO THOUGHT THAT THEY NEVER DID ANYTHING WRONG, END UP HURT PEOPLE MORE THAN ANYBODY WHO THOUGHT THEY ALWAYS MAKE A MISTAKE. It's not like i want you to self doubt yourself and second-guessing yourself into making kindness. It's just that instead of doubting yourself when trying to do good to other people, question your motive first and make it clear that you did it without any hidden purpose or agenda back in your subconscious mind. You can make a good couse and end up hurting people when you did not realize what was the motivation and the thought that makes you decided like that.
(FOR CAPRICORN RISING ONLY) MAKE SURE YOU FILL YOUR OWN CUPS BEFORE FILL OTHER PEOPLE'S CUP. Capricorn Rising tend to feel like "Okay, if nobody is doing it then I WILL DO IT" thanks to their 4th house Aries. This is good because it force you to be assertive, but when it comes to service, you need to understand that the first things to do in the middle of chaos is not becoming a hero that saves people, but yourself.
(FOR CAPRICORN RISING ONLY) LET YOURSELF GRIEVE. GRIEVE IS A SIGN THAT YOU ARE FULLY ALIVE AND STILL NEED TO CONNECT YOURSELF WITH YOUR OWN SOUL. YOU ARE ALLOWED TO GRIEVE, CRIED AND BE UNPRODUCTIVE AS YOU TRY TO SHED YOUR SORROW.
(FOR CAPRICORN RISING AND LIBRA SUN ONLY) A KARMA IS SIMPLY LESSON IS SOMETHING THAT TEACH YOU WHAT YOU SUPPOSED TO DO. NOT SOMETHING THAT IMPRISONED YOU WITH THE FOREVER SENTENCE. LESSON IS A GIFT, NOT A PUNISHMENT. Saturn is the ruler of Capricorn Rising and exalt in Libra. When Saturn is giving you a lesson, consider that was a gift. Because when Saturn doesn't love you anymore, he would punish you with death as the "villain", "sinner" without any ability to have salvation and forgiving.
THE MOST SELF UNDOING WE DID IS NOT WHEN WE DECIDED TO NOT DO SOMETHING, BUT WHEN WE DECIDED TO DO SOMETHING OPPOSITE FROM WHAT WE ARE SUPPOSED TO DO. Self-undoing concept is kinda hard to grasp. When you look at 12th house sign, ask yourself about what kind of thing that you think you need to do buy you did the opposite anyway just because it felt so uncomfortable. Cancer 12th house do thinks that they need to be vulnerable, but they just to self-guard themselves so hard that nobody knows their emotion anyway just because vulnerability feels like suffering and being vulnerable is suffocating them.
This is maybe the longest take of Astrology Observation that i made, but i might consider to write more about 12th house next time. Ciao!
#astro notes#astrology#astro note#astrology observations#astro observations#capricorn#sagittarius#sagittarius 12th house#12th house#capricorn rising#Sagittarius Mars#mars in sagittarius#mars in 12th house
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Love her or hate her, Ariana Grande has had an interesting year.
Cancer is her sign of the year, but the Moon can’t be a timelord, so perhaps Venus fits better as a timelord considering her Moon is in the domicile of Venus.
My speculation of Venus being her timelord is because Venus was already in its shadow period in June 2023, but began to slow down to station retrograde in Leo as she was spotted without her wedding ring, reports that she and Dalton broke up and all that jazz. TMZ reports on 7.20.23 that she began a relationship with Ethan. All the drama, her natal Venus joying in the 5th is so loud. And because it’s her 7th House profection, her open enemies were out for blood.
Venus officially stationed retrograde in Leo on July 22nd, 2023, but it’s Ethan, a rumored love affair, who officially files for divorce on 7.26.23. Venus rules her 5th House and in turn, the 5th House rules love affairs, so when her timelord retrogrades in the 8th House, it’s Ethan filing for divorce. And all of this is highly public since Venus is also the lord of her 10th House and you know TMZ does…
If it’s even more damning that Venus is her timelord, she releases her seventh album eternal sunshine on 3.8.2023 while Venus is in Aquarius, transiting her second house of generating income. The album is full of love songs, as expected and she addresses her love life with a vulnerability that I just haven’t heard from her since thank u, next. Additionally, she samples Astrologer Diana Garland for her 4th track, Saturn Returns Interlude.
The album debuts #1 on the Hot Billboard 200 when Venus is exalted, or crowned in Pisces and meeting up in a trine with the Moon in Cancer, which is her 7th House ruler occupying its home in her sign of the year.
I just think Venus is her timelord and also, that she has an astrologer on hand. I wonder what will happen when Venus conjoins Saturn in the next coming days. Perhaps a tour announcement? I don’t feel like predicting.
I haven’t really given eternal sunshine the most thorough listen and I can’t name a favorite track right now, but imperfect for you stood out to me and is a great follow up to needy.
I don’t really look at celebrity charts that much anymore, but I just wanted to practice.
#astrology#astroblr#astro community#ariana grande#eternal sunshine#astrology observations#trying to be veryyyy detached when talking about her
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I don’t know the science of it all but it’s the second half of your 8th house profection year that pulls the tower card on you. I can tell you this for sure, because I’m almost done and it’s almost comical the way every single month in the second half had something to fuck me with
#astrology#astro observations#astrology observations#girlhood#destiny matrix#im fucking crazy#8th house#annual profections#profection years#8th house profection year
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First Leaf Falls
"Autumn is a second spring when every leaf is a flower." -Albert Camus
This year the leaves are turning early and falling onto my drive way. The first one I see, I pick up and thank for it's work throughout the past year. Now it's time to change the altar and begin preparing my craft for the new season.
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Altar
When I see the first leaf falls, I change out my altar for the coming season. Mostly I shift all the summer things off and put out what I currently have for fall after a good cleansing with four thieves vinegar. The altar cloth, incense, and candle all get changed out for fall. I also place that first leaf in a place of honor. As the season continues, more fall practices add to the altar. For now, we are just beginning.
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Bullet Journal/Book of Mirrors
At the first sign of the seasons changing, I get out my bullet journal and set up a new section to take stock of the upcoming season. While technically fall starts with Libra, we usually start to get the transition in Virgo so when I look at where the sun will be in my chart for that season I start with Virgo. I look at the house the sun is going through while in different signs for the season and evaluate how I’m feeling about those areas of my life (inspired by some of the things Tempests Temple does on YouTube).
At the beginning of each year, I find which major arcana is my card for the year through numerology, a word for the year, and draw an animal card for the animal spirit I’ll be working with. Each season I evaluate how the card and word for the year is showing up and where it could be going. The animal spirit gets its own page and I write about how it’s been showing up mundanely (if at all) as well as messages I’ve been getting (if any) and then what work I want to do with it going foreward.
From there I go back to astrology and look at the transits for my timelord that will be happening over the season (see this video for more information on profection years and Timelords in astrology). I then look at how it will be aspecting my chart throughout the season and make note of anything to watch for.
Lastly is my garden log and nature log where I note what I observe or do in those areas throughout the season. Then I can notice any patterns and it helps me to prepare for other celebrations that happen throughout the season.
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Cleanse & Protect
At the beginning of each season I take stock of the house and my protections. This usually starts with a physical deep clean. I use magical cleaners when I physically clean so after I do a pass with a smoke fumigation and that’s usually enough. Then I just check that my protections are still intact and make new ones if needed.
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Conclusion
Fall is my favorite season so I’m pretty excited to head into it. Starting each season with a clean slate and renewed focus has helped me a lot in my everyday life. I’d love to know how others welcome a new season and hope you all have a wonderful fall/spring wherever you are.
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Also who would have guessed my first 12th house profection year was about learning to be my worst enemy so in my second I could learn to be my #1 bestie and spot the other shit people.
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came to a realization today - so age 35 is your 12th house profection year, in hellenistic astrology. basically, annual profections are a timing technique that move as you age. your first year of life (birth year) is a first house year, where the themes of the first house and the sign on that cusp and the planet that rules that sign AND any planets in that sign are at the forefront of that year. when you turn 1 yr old, you move into your second house year, which is same thing for your second house etc. when you are 11, you're in your 12th house year, and then when you turn 12, you go back to your first house, and you just cycle around like that. (this is an EXTREMELY abridged explanation.)
so the 12th house, traditionally, is really kind of nebulous; it is in a sort of "blind spot" to the first house of self since it's right next to it and can't directly be "seen". what typically gets associated with it is self-undoing, enemies you don't know you have, the weird dark shit you refuse to look at inside of you like trauma, sometimes a sort of dark refuge from brighter things. it's called the house of ill spirit (as opposed to the house of good spirit, the 11th house). I'm actually in this profected year right now.
anyway the reason I bring all of this up is because I was talking to a friend and I mentioned how my 12th house year has been a lot of me enjoying cersei's incredibly fucked up shit thematically since we're the same age in feastdance, and then I realized that feastdance is cers and jam's 12th house year personified. and like... look I am pretty sure that's not what george intended but I'm just saying it fucking tracks, and of COURSE cersei is losing her shit and burning towers and recasting herself as robert and tywin in everything and getting the wind knocked out of her while jaime is muttering his lil madnesa mantra about lancel and the kettleblacks and moon boy for all he knows and thinking that threatening to trebuchet infants will get things done. they're just having their 12th house year and by god sometimes it do be like that
#asoiaf#jaime lannister#cersei lannister#this is a deeply unserious post but it did make me laugh#i promise i am not applying hellenistic astrological principles to asoiaf regularly. that way lies madness#but god the coincidence was so funny to me personally (having a 12th house year) that I just decided to enjoy it#anyway whomst am i to say. maybe george knows about hellenistic profection years. maybe he read agrippa and lilly#this is what happens when you are an occult girly reading vettius valens AND an asoiaf girly. you have unhinged shit like this in your head
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Hii, so from your last post, (for example) if my annual profection year was in my second house in Capricorn, I would look for where Saturn is transiting in my birth chart currently in my 4th house?.. Ik that’s sounds confusing I’m just making sure, if not can you please explain how to read it
You are correct! If Saturn is your planetary lord for the year, pay special attention to Saturn transits, as well as where Saturn is positioned within your Solar Return Chart.
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hello! I'm curious about something, what houses or planets in solar return chart/transits can indicate getting in trouble with the law?? I get it may be a very ambiguos question and dificult to answer. Maybe Jupiter has something to do with it?
It probably depends on what you mean by trouble with the law. I enjoy this question, because I never thought about this, so don't take this as my definitive answer, this is just me trying to think about this by establishing principles first.
I think there is often a misunderstanding in the interpretation of Jupiter as the law. I think it's more about Jupiter's role as justice itself and as keeper of the "order of the cosmos", of morals, ethics; he makes the laws, but he's a benevolent judge, he rejoices in the 11th house, and as Vettius Valens says he signifies "relief from troubles, release from bonds, freedom"¹, so I think Jupiter will be actually of help in these circumstances.
At first I think a planet that might be worth watching for is the Sun, which according to Valens is about "the ordinance of the gods, judgement, authority"² and a bad relationship to solar themes is what I think could be the closest thing to trouble with the law. Combustion can be read as servitude or imprisonment. And the 9th house, also known as "God" and the Sun's joy, signifies the court and judiciary.
Saturn is the ultimate challenger of authority actually, he's irreverent, he signifies imprisonment as it's the opposition to the authority, the Sun. He's Nemesis. I think it's pretty safe to say that if you have anything to do with the 12th house or Saturn it's always better to try to stay out of trouble. Valens says Saturn signifies "interminable lawsuits, subversion of business, secrets, imprisonment, chains, griefs, accusations".³
The 7th is famously used in the judgement of legal disputes. It's about enemies, adversaries.
Now, I couldn't really think of charts of people who "get in trouble with law" often, so I got in a tangent and I was trying to think of the anti of this character: people who are famous for escaping punishment, or just for doing well for themselves in court or legal disputes. Funny that I ended up thinking of 4 people and coincidentally all of them are Leo risings: OJ Simpson, Donald Trump, Johnny Depp and Ted Bundy. Even if at the end they get a negative balance, these are all very authoritative and charismatic people, who always try and have something go their way. For now I think it's just coincidence, maybe it's just because the Sun is in Leo right now and that's the energy that came first, but given what we know about the Sun, this probably a situation of "who watches the watchmen", right?
Let's look at Trump, for example. He's an obvious orange Leo rising who also has Regulus on the ascendant, the alpha star of the Lion. The Sun is in the 11th house, which, as we've already estabilished, it doesn't harm him at all and gives him much much luck. The Sun also has dignity in the 9th by exaltation and sees Jupiter by trine. Jupiter is relieving him ALL the time. Recently that immunity story sounded a lot like Regulus giving a god-king status, he's the watchman and no one will watch him. The danger comes from the north node on the Sun, Mars (9th ruler) on the ascendant and the Moon (12th ruler) opposing the Sun. But Mars is disposed by the Sun in a good and superior aspect, so Mars just works for him. The Moon is disposed by Jupiter, his benefic and reliever. This year he's in a 7th house profection, activating his Saturn in the 12th, and his Solar Return doesn't look good at all, which is one of the reasons why he won't win this election and why he's been having a tougher time. But Saturn doesn't have anything to do with the Sun or the ascendant, so it's hard to say he'll ever get imprisoned.
My second example is Johnny Depp, who similarly has the Sun in the 11th. Jupiter is IN the 9th house (the court), exalting him and making good aspects: a sextile to the Sun and a trine to the ascendant, so this is insane protection. Jupiter is on Alpheratz, a star that also gives freedom and relief from troubles. The ruler of the 11th is Mercury conjunct Venus in the most powerful house, which means his fandom is really there for his public image. Both are with Algol, which sometimes can be the strongest (vengeful) protector especially with benefics. The Moon doesn't see him, Mars is already way behind in comparison to Jupiter, and Saturn is a strong enemy but not really working as well against him as Jupiter for him. I won't get into it, but during the famous trial against Heard he was in an 11th house profection, his SR was really interesting and it also had Leo rising.
In OJ Simpson's chart we see the same ascendant again, so we'll look at similar things, but this is the first chart that has a clearer indication of someone who gets deprived of freedom or excluded from society, and he did go to jail for a little bit eventually for something else, because he does have the ascendant ruler in the 12th, together with Mercury and Venus while the Moon sees them, and Saturn in the 1st, so his reputation doesn't escape as well. Mars is in the 11th house, which can signify judgement working for his benefit. His Sun is also with the star Sirius, of the nature of Jupiter and Mars, which gives honors, fame, popularity, besides being also dangerous. His "dream team" is Mercury, and they're in another star that gives much of the same significations. During his long murder trial he went through a 12th house profection and it ended in his 1st house profection. Interesting, right? The Sun in Cancer exalts Jupiter and makes a beautiful trine to it, and ultimately relieves him. Jupiter is close and right in between the stars of the Scales, which I'll come back to.
Ted Bundy was the most charismatic serial killer who gained fans during his trial, which was one of the craziest ones in this regard. He has Saturn in the 1st, same as OJ Simpson, but the Sun is in Sagittarius. And his chart doesn't look as good: the Sun was just eclipsed, it's conjunct Mars, it applies a trine to Saturn and can't see Jupiter or Mercury, so there's no saving him. His fandom (Mercury) is strong but obscure and weird in the 4th and doesn't save his reputation (Venus). This is also the first night chart that we're looking at, so the Sun isn't as strong and Saturn is the greater malefic: disputes go worse for him and he doesn't have Jupiter or Mercury in sight to relieve him. He was executed in a Saturn profection. And also like in OJ's chart, there are 2 significant stars on those planets in Scorpio: the northern and southern scales of Libra, also known as the scorpion's claws. The 10th ruler is with the northern one, of the nature of Jupiter and Mercury, and this one is famous for making lawyers and giving success in legal disputes. He was a law student and arrogantly tried to act as his own lawyer. This is a good star to have for reputation and to stay out of trouble for a little bit, but it wasn't enough, Venus is still in bad shape. He was sentenced to the death penalty: Jupiter as the ruler of the 8th house of death is with the southern and punishing scale, of the nature of Saturn and Mars. You'll find exactly how significant this star is in his chart on the Constellation of Words website, but to keep it short I'll just emphasize Robson's signification for when it's with Jupiter: "Hypocrisy, deceit, dishonesty, pretended religious zeal for business purposes, danger of imprisonment".
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¹ Valens, The nature of the stars, Anthologies Book I (translation by Mark Twain).
² ibid.
³ ibid.
#answered#hellenistic astrology#traditional astrology#legal disputes#9th house#jupiter#the sun#saturn#12th house#7th house#libra#leo#the scales#zubeneschemali#zubenelgenubi#regulus#nativities
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being in a second house profection year w mars as timelord is so uncomfortable i had no idea i had so many wounds around money/values/wellbeing but APPARENTLY it's the loudest thing i've ever ignored. cant wait til i turn 26 and maybe venus will have mercy *remembers i have saturn in taurus* oh—
#astrology talk#a 3H profection year while jupiter transits taurus would be nice#also i gotta check when jupiter goes conjunct w my natal venus again bc maybe that will be nice and not the teeth gritting anxiety im livin#james.txt
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I have Déjà Vu Dreams, but they fill me with Dread (and some Astrology to explain)
I have had Déjà Vu happen to me throughout my life, but they're from Dreams that are actually my nightmares before the bad parts start. Earthquakes, fights, crashes, explosions, etc. The moment where everything is fine. The tranquil mundane seconds before, "Just kidding, it's Doom!"
Last night, I was at a holiday concert at the Newman Center in Denver. Never been there before, never seen pictures of the place, never heard the performance group, and I've never been to a concert like this, especially never with my husband.
Right when the Encore song was finishing, I had my Déjà Vu hit. All my sensories synced up to "I've experienced this exact moment before" right then. Those voices with those notes, that applause, looking at my wool coat sitting on my lap that I've worn for the first time in years in this the dim lighting, the people around me, and the urgent feeling that everyone was ready to go. It was all there, strangely familiar, yet I knew I've never done this before.
Then that terrible feeling hit me. It always does. A panic. Something bad is going to happen. Like you've seen a movie and know what comes next. I calmly stood up, half expecting someone to yell at us, like the dream. I acted like everything was normal and briskly left the concert hall, calmly escaping the scene.
The thing is that I don't usually recall my dreams. And my instances of Déjà Vu never feel like they're from recent dreams. It always feels like I had them years ago and that these moments were stored away and locked until my consciousness matched what my unconsciousness has already experienced.
I don't really know what to do with this. If I experience Déjà Vu, I tend to freeze and wait a second or two, bracing myself for something to happen. After the moment of panic, I'll carry on with my life, slightly haunted for a few days by the pop-up dread. They say if you work on it, you can strengthen these gifts, but I'm not exactly sure how to go about that. It doesn't feel very Gifty either. Does anyone know what to do? Can't really dream journal if I don't normally dream recall, so I feel stuck.
Astrology wise, I have Neptune in my 12th House, which is known for prophetic dreams, helping me tap into the Unconscious. I just looked at current transits and Mercury LITERALLY passed over my Natal Neptune last night 🤯
When Mercury is conjunct Neptune:
'It is likely that you will see, hear, or notice with other senses, things which most others do not...In its highest manifestation, this transit gives accurate psychic perception at all levels...In the negative expression of this transit, thoughts and words are twisted by misconception, irrationality, confusion, fear and paranoia."
So I got a little bit of everything from this transit 🥴 I'm coming up on a 12th House Profection Year. We'll see if this pops up more in a few months, when Neptune Transits will hit extra hard for me.
#déjà vu#deja vu#dreams#dream recall#astrology#capricorn neptune#12th house#neptune#medium#psychic#personal journey#spirituality#witch#witchblr#witch community#mercury conjunct neptune#mercury#personal astrology transits#astro witch#astrology witch
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