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There's something so... heart wrenchingly beautiful about Etho's playlist ending with a song called "Happier"
It feels like a "see you later" in weird sort of way? Not an actual ending or goodbye, but rather peace of mind knowing that in the end, perfect or not, everything ends up okay. All the pain and fear he went through was worth it. Because now he truly is "happier". He got his happy.. not ending, but happy life. It's not perfect, it's never going to be perfect, hell it's not even the end of his journey. There is still much more pain, and fear, and love that he has yet to experience, that he will experience because no matter what, he is human in some sense of the word, and that means he will never get an "ending" before the real end.
Yet despite all of that, ending on happier feels like meeting an old friend after growing apart, and finally accepting that it wasn't your fault. Finally getting the closure you needed. Finally being able to forgive and move on, because even if it's not pretty... it's better this way, and the journey is just a painful part of the beautiful destination where he is finally Happier.
FFFFF I'M GOING TO CRY, oh my god, oh my god yes. you get it. it's not an "ending" to his story, but its like a warm embrace and a reminder that all of his hardship has given him the tools to face whatever will come in the future--that's he's more equipped now, with both company and experience, to take whatever life throws at him in stride. Sobs into my hands, thank you this is such a beautiful analysis <3
#dbhc#dbhc music#dbhc etho#dbhc ask#ask#anon#SCREAMS INTO MY HANDS#sorry if this response makes no sense#ive been around screaming children for 3 hours#brain scrambled and needs to return to the blorbos i think#oooohhhh dbhc etho we're really in it now#unglued
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Oh, Captain.
Prudence spends nearly a year on the first while she waits for Odette to show up. A lot can happen in a year.
This is a very casual relationship, used for stress relief and companionship. Prudence is very attracted to competence and the fact that Lyna can be a little stern and all business, come on. She does everything in her power to be a nuisance.
#pigeon screens#prudence dubois#middie#midlander#ffxiv screenshots#lyna ffxiv#screams into my hands#anyway#wtf is lighting !!!!! we just!! don't!!! know!!!!!!!!!!!#but I am obsessed with lyna/pru now everytime she shows up Pru is there heart eyeing#nothing she loves more than to get under the skin of a powerful lady#and then later kiss that lady#there is just something so romantic about cut off faces....#shadowbringers#shadowbringers spoilers#AHH SORRY FORGOT THOSE
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hey
you are insane
#i judtv woke up#i forgot. i saw this last night#its like being hit by a truck#ooooh my gos#oh my god#ggghhhh kisses.. ecerywhere#themis is so real#screams into my hands#youuu are literally so fucjed up for thidsss#AUGH#selfship#monnley#monnie answers
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if varric considers you a friend, there is very little he would not do for you and he will wield all of the influence he possesses ( which is actually a great deal, he's not only a bestselling author but also an influential member of the dwarven merchants guild AND the viscount of kirkwall, plus he has powerful friends all over thedas ) in order to make you feel valued and appreciated and alleviate any troubles that you may have going on in your life :))
#* / character study ( varric tethras. )#i juST love him so much#screams into my hands#the caregiver to end all caregivers tbh
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THE FACT THAT LIAM OBRIEN MAKES A LIFE IS STRANGE REFERENCE AFTER USING THE FRAGMENT OF POSSIBILITY DURING CAMPAIGN 2 EPISODE 22 AND IT GOES COMPLETELY UNNOTICED IM SO. IM SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS OH MY GOD AND HOLY SHIT NOBODY CARES ABOUT THIS BUT ME BUT STILL. LIAM OBRIEN MY FAVORITE NERD
#OKAY SORRY#IM SO.#SCREAMS INTO MY HANDS#I’m so normal about this (lying)#the way he just said “Caleb will remember this AND EXPECTED ME NOT TO FUCKING DJVSSJSGJSV#critical role#caleb widogast#liam o'brien
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continuing to toss out gkv crumbs for the perhaps 3 people who will find this funny
#klint van zieks#genshin asogi#Lady Baskerville#genklintville#genklimtville#genklint#genklimt#baskerzieks#ziekerville#whatever genshin and lady b's is but it doesn't matter bc i'm the only one whose brain is consumed by those two specifically#i have a LOT of thoughts about genshin/lady b and i made up EVERYTHING ABOUT THEIR DYNAMIC THEY LITERALLY DON'T EVEN HAVE PERSONALITIES#SCREAMS INTO MY HANDS#dgs#dai gyakuten saiban#tgaa#the great ace attorney#tgaa 2 spoilers#my art
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spent like 15 minutes total doodling during a work meeting to keep my brain occupied enough to listen. shoulder and elbow fucking killing me now, because absolutely fuck me i guess
#i’m so fucking SICK OF THIS#screams into my hands#I JUST WANT TO DRAW!!!!!!!#WHY DOES IT HURT ALL THR FUCKING TIME#GGGRGGRGRRREAAAAHHHI CANT DO ANYTHJNG I LIKE#i can’t KNIT#i can’t DRAW#i can barely play computer games!!!!#i can’t SIT and rest my ARMS ON A DESK#i can’t sit and NOT rest my arms on a desk!!!#i can’t ROLL UP MY SLEEVES#i can’t HOLD MY PHONE TOO LONG#i can’t !!! I CANT I CANT!!!#pain is fucking EXAHAUSTING!!!!!!#BXBXNCNNJANjjcjvjjdjsjJCJFJXJS#i can’t even SLEEP WELL because my SHOULDERS get IRRITATED#i pay $90 a week to maintain not being in EVEN WORSE pain#sighs#i think i just need to accept that this is how my life is now
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❝ don’t talk like that. we’ll get out of here together. ❞ (jun-hee > dae-ho)
〇△□ SQUID GAME STARTERS ╱ 𝗞𝗔𝗡𝗚 ��𝗔𝗘-𝗛𝗢 & 𝗞𝗜𝗠 𝗝𝗨𝗡-𝗛𝗘𝗘 … @wr1tten
he can't quite bring himself to look at her. he hasn't been able to look at anyone, not since … fingers rake through his hair, and he still can't look at her. it's all his fault, if he could've only made himself move - but he'd only been able to freeze. maybe his father had always been right, he was weak, he was worthless, he was - “ how many people haven't made it out of here? huh? why should i speak like i have any hope ? ” his words are harsh, but his anger is not with her. he tugs at his hair, hardly realizing he's doing it until it hurts. he draws his hand away, looks at how it shakes. he finally looks up at jun-hee, and she reminds him so much of his sisters. their kindness, their hearts … their strength. gaze flickers down to the swell of her stomach, and then back up to her eyes. he knows what he has to do. “ i don't deserve to make it out of here... ” he knows what he'll do to redeem himself. he knows self-sacrifice can be his act of atonement. “ but you do. you need to get out of here, and i'll… i'll do whatever it takes to make that happen. ” a promise , words spoken steadily and with conviction. “ you won't change my mind , so please … don't try to stop me. ”
#wr1tten#〇△□ ─ 𝗦𝗤𝗨𝟭𝗗𝗚𝟰𝗠𝗘. ╱ kang dae-ho : answered .#SCREAMS INTO MY HANDS#that's his fifth sister!!!!!!!!!!!! he loves her sm!!!!!!!#he will die for her!!!!!!!!!!
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YOU'RE TELLING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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No thoughts, only more of Ninth House Cavalier Odette. Pictured here with two of her necromancer's skeletons.
#The Locked Tomb AU#Pigeon Screens#screams into my hands#these were real quick before making dinner so ignore the clipping and weird joints ahHHHHHHHHHH#anyway#the skull paint is by bani and it's so good i love it so much
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thinking about the kyoshi novels thinking about the kyoshi novels thinking about the kyoshi novels thinking about the kyoshi novels thinking about —-
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sometimes we must be self indulgent.
you understand.
#pigeon screens#screams into my hands#experimenting with scars and muscles for miss pru...#idk whose lipstick that is#probably a noble lady she fools around with#under the read more is near nudity just fyi#i imagine this hair is her hair a little grown out and messy from bed and bed activities
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everytime i think "oooh i cannot possibly get worse about him" i do. this is so fucked up literally. someone free me
#scrawny when i get you#ooooh fluff. fluff my greatest weakness#i will never recover#aughhhh#screams into my hands#monnie rambles
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i keep thinking about aphelios sitting alone in his room watching old videos of him and alune singing and laughing together during practices or old performances and just…. remembering
#tbd.#screams into my hands#there are some that he can’t bear to watch#and alune doesn’t bring up anything that he hasn’t mentioned already#even in heartsteel he’ll peruse his old videos and imagine what could have been#regret eats him up all the time#it’s 2am i have feelings
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me, holding jayvik in my hands : hey what do i do now riot
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