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Don't wanna study, Don't wanna school. I just wanna party, Cos I love being a fool.
SQL? Never heard of it Databases? Who cares! Fuck all this bullshit, I'd rather get eaten by bears.
#Don't ask why this exists#I'm so fed up with SQL rn#And Linux. Linux can suck my nonexistent dick.#In fact all forms of technology more complex than GTA IV can suck my dick#My poetry#Writing#my writing#writeblr#writerscommunity#creative writing#writing community#spilled ink#Poetry#School#Studyblr
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me when i try to write poems (not great)
Unholy Devotion
I despise you.
Deep-seated hatred
Seeps through.
I despise you.
Every inch of your body
Screams sacrilege
I cannot stay true.
I despise you.
When your voice raw with worship
Pounds in my head
Begging for entry
Stirring ado.
I despise you.
Silent longing exchanged
Across the sea of devotees
Twists my beliefs
All I once knew
As I abandon my virtue.
I despise you.
For this love I cannot undo.
#me when i suck#me when i feel creative about like minds but don’t wanna draw#me when i share things on the internet i know i’m gonna regret#anyways this is alex’s pov#i also submitted this to my schools magazine club!#that i am a staff memeber in!#let’s see how well this gets received#like minds#nigel colbie#alex forbes#like minds 2006#murderous intent#original poem#poem#poetry
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I have a board on Pinterest full of rats with food that I send to my mom when I want something and tell her that's me if I had that specific food the rat is eating
So I'm making Luffy do this because I think I'm funny and it'd be funny if he did that to law when he's at the grocery store
So just picture this, purposely bad grammar when asking for food followed by a rat picture holding/eating the food Luffy asked for
Law probably corrects Luffy's grammar though and tells him no, so Luffy would instead say "this could be me if you got me ____"
Of course law always gets it, they both know he'll always get what Luffy asks for. Law probably just enjoys getting the rat pictures
#trafalgar law#monkey d. luffy#one piece#lawlu#lulaw#luffy x law#law x luffy#my imagination is so broken rn i cant think of anything to post#i blame school it's sucked every ounce of creativity i have
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My honest confession I've been doing nothing but be on my phone for like a week i only wrote a bit today and that's it i feel like a dum dum right now help
#art isn't arting and my creative flow has been dead#i dunno if it's school or not#adhd sucks like it does#Cham/txt
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Good morning people! :)
#I started my creative writing class! Summer school doesn’t start today tho I just wanted to look at it#I don’t do any story writing yet… but if I do start story writing outside of class should I put it here?#Also despite my chipper mood things kinda suck. My period started yesterday :(#But I hope all of you are well!
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i forgot i had "character analysis is my passion" in my bio because i probably put it there in late 2022..? and at that point the only serious character analysis i'd done outside media class and posted online was for sth so it was kinda just me being obnoxious but i guess it fits now since prsk character analysis is the only real thing i contribute lol. foreshadowing but not intentionally
#it's funny as well because i've always kinda liked characters just as a whole#but i never really considered screenwriting or anything. probably because i suck at writing prose although my teachers would disagree#i still got graded higher for analysis on english lit and in media class#(16/25 marks highest score in class for literally one paragraph bc i ran out of time i will never forget u. impactful moment)#(sorry i hate bringing up my grades because people hate it when i do i'm just proud of that one specifically)#i guess it kinda just made sense after how tired i got with art. taking actual art lessons kinda just busted my creativity. weird as it#sounds. maybe the 100s of OCs i made growing up should've been a sign that i needed to take screenwriting.#“dami what the FUCK are you on about” i visited my old junior school yesterday and now i'm being introspective okay
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Don't Ever Forget
Hero and Partner week 2023 day 6: Farewell / Alone / Return
@heropartnerweek + AO3 Link
Rin and Nimbus have finally done it. They climbed Temporal Tower, brought Primal Dialga back from insanity, and saved the world from becoming trapped in time- and now they can finally go home and reunite with their friends. But on the path to the Rainbow Stoneship, Rin can barely keep up with Nimbus. She knows what's coming- only one of them will live to tell this story after all. But how can she say farewell to the most important pokemon in her life...?
The air was thick with dust and tension as Team Wispstar limped down the path to the Rainbow Stoneship.
Rin staggered behind Nimbus, trying not to fall behind. It shouldn’t have been so hard, what with the shinx also limping from her wounds, wearily looking around almost as if they were in a daze. But Rin’s entire body felt like it had been held down with stones. She struggled to lift her paws in the air, her tails dragged behind her, and her eyelids and lips practically sagged to the bottom of her chin. Her breath came out in haggard sighs, like her lungs were rejecting the air itself.
But nothing felt heavier than the pit in her stomach.
Rin had only been given less than a day to process her fate after Dusknoir had thrown it in her face back at the Old Ruins, and in that time, they had hyper focused on their mission to save the world.
It was all she could do to not betray her values and give into her fear of death. It was all she could do to keep going, to keep climbing Temporal Tower even as it collapsed around her, even as the shock waves threw her off her feet and the dungeon pokemon pounced on her every weakness, even as she looked in the eyes of Primal Dialga as he charged up his roar of time.
But now, it was all over with. And her fate was all she had left to conquer.
And Nimbus didn’t know a thing.
“Rin? What’s the matter?” Nimbus had looked behind her to see the vulpix a good way behind her, and stopped so she could catch up. Rin gazed blankly at her, her words stuck in her mouth as she dragged herself to her partner.
“It’s okay,” Nimbus rested her chin on Rin’s head, bringing some life back to Rin’s chest. “We’re almost at the rainbow stoneship. We can check the Hidden Land for supplies and take a rest.” She paused. “Gods know we need it,” she weakly chuckled.
Rin didn’t respond, but she didn’t have to. She never talked if she could help it, and Nimbus knew that. The two were content with sitting in silence. Rin barely registered that they had both sat down and pressed their sides against each other. Rin almost felt tempted to let her heavy eyelids rest and fall asleep, cozy next to her best friend. Even though they were both battered, both perched right by the nearly destroyed Temporal Tower along a broken path, Rin felt safe listening to Nimbus’s heartbeat.
The moment was broken by a sharp tremor that overtook the path. Nimbus leapt up and hissed, bushing out her fur reflexively. Rin grit her teeth and hugged the ground, too weak to stand.
The tremor died down. The two pokemon were still except for their wide eyes looking wildly around the path. It was intact, though the dust made it even more difficult for Rin to breathe.
Nimbus let out a haggard sigh. “... I guess things aren’t back to normal yet, huh.” She mewed it in a joking tone as if to lighten the mood, but her voice was shaky and weak, like she knew it wasn’t going to work. Rin gave her a weak smile anyways.
“We should… keep going. The sooner we get off this path, the better,” Nimbus mewed, holding out a paw for Rin to grab. Rin nodded, reaching for the paw.
And as they touched, a small yellow ball of light began to dance around Rin’s wrist.
Rin and Nimbus both startled at the light- Nimbus in shock, almost in curious awe as she watched the light float down Rin’s arm- and Rin in horror.
This light… She couldn’t take her eyes off of it. She couldn’t say how, or why… but something in her knew that this was it. Her body grew even heavier, unable to move. A storm was blowing in her mind, but somehow, she also felt like she was at ease… like a reluctant acceptance.
Her time with Nimbus was about to end.
“Rin…?” Nimbus whispered, eyes growing wide as more lights began to flow around her partner. “What is it? What’s happening to you…?”
Rin looked into Nimbus’s eyes, tired beyond belief. It took everything in her to sit on her hind legs.
“Nimbus…” her voice came out as a gasp, barely audible. Nimbus leaned in to hear her more clearly. “I’m sorry. I should have told you this long ago. I… have to say goodbye to you now, Nimbus.”
“What…?” Nimbus stepped back, her ears pinned back. “Goodbye? What are you saying?” Her voice cracked and she tilted her head.
“Dusknoir told me,” Rin croaked. “If we changed the future… everyone from the future will disappear, because we would never have come to be in this time. So now… I can’t exist here anymore. Not like this.”
Nimbus stared, confused and scared. She looked so small now, a far cry from the brave hero who put the time gears back in place. It hurt to see. “I… I don’t understand… Wh-Why…?”
“I’m sorry,” Rin whispered. “This was a long time coming… this was always going to happen, even if I forgot. I couldn’t go back. Not after everything we’ve been through.”
“But… that’s… but it’s not fair!” Nimbus cried, throwing herself onto Rin’s chest and embracing her. Rin nearly fell over at the shock as the shinx began to cry into her shoulder.
“You… you and Grovyle… you came here to save us! You came here to give us a better life! You’ve helped so many pokemon, you’ve helped me! You risked your life to save a bunch of Pokemon you didn’t even know so we could all survive and live in a beautiful world- and this is what you get for it?!”
Nimbus sobbed into her fur, soaking the vulpix’s shoulder. Rin stood still, her breath caught in her throat. She never knew the right words to help, especially not now on her deathbed. There was so much to say and no good way to say it- but it broke her to see Nimbus this shattered. To see her in such pain caused by her actions.
“It’s okay,” she whispered. It wasn’t. But it had to be. “I… I want to thank you, Nimbus. For everything. Even after this… I’ll never forget what you did for me.”
“What I did?” Nimbus gasped, lifting herself from Rin’s shoulder. “I… I was only able to get this far because of you! It’s only because of you that I was able to get this strong!” Her voice wavered. “Don’t you understand…? You saved me, Rin… I’m… If you go… I don’t think I can… I don’t think I can even…” She was shaking. Her voice softened to a whisper as she looked away. “I can’t survive without you… you make me strong, and without you, I can’t even… What was the point of saving the world… if you aren’t going to live in it with me…?”
“No,” Rin finally managed to raise her voice. Nimbus stopped shaking and met Rin’s eye again, her eyes overflowing with tears. “Nimbus, you are strong. It’s because of you we were both able to make it here. And you have to take that strength and get back home. You have to make it back, and tell everyone what happened here… so that nothing like this ever happens again.”
As she spoke, the light grew brighter. Rin gasped as she lost feeling in her tails and paws. Time was almost up.
“Rin!” Nimbus cried, throwing herself into Rin’s chest. “Please… don’t… don’t go… I need you, Rin… Please…”
Rin put her arms around Nimbus’s shaking form, holding her closer. The shinx returned the embrace, holding Rin for dear life.
“Thank you, Nimbus… Thank you for everything.” Before Rin knew, the words spilled out of her. “I’m glad we got to train together, and travel together, despite everything, I’m glad you were always there with me. I’m so… so happy I got to know you, Nimbus.”
Her voice wavered, and her eyes began to well up. Her throat swelled, making it even harder to speak. I… When was the last time I cried… Did I ever…? It took everything to hold back her sobs, to be Nimbus’s rock one last time.
“I’m so… so lucky you were the one to find me that day. I’m so… happy that you’re here…” She pressed her face on top of Nimbus’s head.”
I don’t want to go. She thought. I want to live in this beautiful, colorful, alive world with Nimbus. I want to keep exploring with her until the end of time. I want to wake up in the morning by her side and rest in the night listening to her heartbeat.
“I love you, Nimbus,” she finally broke. “I love you, so, so much, that it hurts.”
Nimbus startled, lifting her head away, still holding onto Rin for life. She stared into her eyes as if she couldn’t believe what she had just heard. Rin’s heart fluttered as she realized what she had just done. Just one more thing she had put off until the end.
But looking at Nimbus’s face, she knew. Nimbus’s lip quivered, on the verge of another sob. “Rin… Rin, Rin, Rin… I… I-”
The light became blinding. The two gasped, clinging onto one another for dear life. Rin realized she couldn’t even see Nimbus anymore- all that was left was the light.
Time was up.
“I’m sorry, Nimbus! Even after I disappear, I’ll never forget you!” she called.
And as she lost all feeling in her body, as she lost the ability to touch, to hear, to smell, to see… she just barely felt Nimbus lose her grip, screaming her name into empty air.
#hey so... i screwed up every other prompt but i spent forever on this one so its going#also hello! i've never posted my writing through here. or my writing in general since middle school. hi#i need to do it more ive been on and off for years so ripping the bandaid off#creative writing#writing#pmd#pokemon mystery dungeon#explorers of sky#pmd2#shinx#vulpix#rin#nimbus#pmd ocs#bro what if i confessed to you as i was dying wouldnt that suck#heropartnerweek
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Presidential facts.
BANDS/MUSIC
George Washington – English folk songs. +Hated the quality of the army’s songs. +Only president who didn’t hear a marine band.
John Adams – Classical Music.
Thomas Jefferson – Opera/Mozart.
James Madison – Mozart again/Classical, basically with a hint of rock.
James Monroe – We don’t know for sure, but he did have a piano.
John Quincy Adams – Ballads. +Played the flute!
Andrew Jackson – Ballets/’Auld Lang Syne’ song. +At one of his receptions, the Marine Band played this song while guests ate a 1,400 lbs. "Mammoth Cheese".
Martin Van Buren – I literally don’t know, I forgot this guy was a president, all I could find was lullabies and ballets.
William Henry Harrison – Couldn’t find anything again, but apparently, he inspired a political song in 1840, so maybe folk songs? Ha-ha, zinger!
John Tyler – Traditional folk, classical and national anthems.
James K. Polk – I’m personally guessing classical cause he took formal violin lessons.
Zachary Taylor – Polka!!
Millard Fillmore – Jenny Lind = Famous Diva, and Thomas Greene Bethune = Black Concert Piano Performer! + Ms. Fillmore enjoyed playing duets with her talented daughter, Mary Abigail, a fine amateur musician, proficient on the piano, harp and guitar.
Franklin Pierce – National Anthems, Patriotic, Classical.
James Buchanan – Polka and National Anthems? (Don’t take that accurately, he’s still a old fart so he might be into classical too.)
Abraham Lincoln – Operas! Who would’ve guessed he’s a theater nerd. +Couldn’t play a instrument to save his life.
Andrew Johnson – Children’s voices…and war/patriotic.
Ulysses S. Grant – Marine Bands and folk. +Did not enjoy military music!
Rutherford B. Hayes – Gospel.
James A. Garfield – Don’t know, but he was a keyboardist/bassist.
Chester A. Arthur - Fisk Jubilee Singers. +Their performance of "Safe in the Arms of Jesus" moved President Arthur to tears.
Grover Cleveland – Traditional American Folk.
Benjamin Harrison – Marine Bands. +Known for adding music to the White House Easter Egg Roll in 1889.
William McKinley – Jazz. +McKinley and First Lady Ida enjoyed ragtime music and dancing, including the American two-step, which they introduced at a White House Valentine's Day concert in 1901.
Theodore Roosevelt – National Anthems, and classical. +Enjoyed playing for his family and even composed his own pieces. He believed that music was one of the most forceful instruments for refining manners and softening character.
William Howard Taft - Enrico Caruso records, +Taft also had a gifted amateur pianist wife, Helen, who practiced almost every day.
Woodrow Wilson – Classical. +Was a violinist and sung Tenor, During World War I, he famously said, “Music now, more than ever before, is a national need”.
Warren G. Harding – Operas. +“I played every instrument but the slide trombone and the E-flat cornet.”
Calvin Coolidge - Couldn’t find anything, but he was known to play the harmonica in his free time. +After the breakfast, the White House lawns hosted impromptu entertainment by 40 stars from stage and screen, including Ray Miller's Jazz Band.
Herbert Hoover - The Hampton and Tuskegee choirs. +The Hoovers also hosted concerts and "musicales" at the White House, often after important dinners or receptions.
Franklin D. Roosevelt – Country.
Harry S. Truman – Didn’t like “modern noises”, preferred classical. +Truman was known to play piano for guests at the White House.
Dwight D. Eisenhower – Military music and Guy Lombardo. +In 1958, Eisenhower and his wife Mamie became the first presidential couple to bring Broadway musical theater to the White House.
John F. Kennedy - Broadway show tunes and Irish ballads. +First Lady Jacqueline Kennedy actively promoted the arts in the White House, organizing concerts and performances.
Lyndon B. Johnson – Musical Theater and country.
Richard Nixon – Classical and Touch of rock. +Played the piano, violin, clarinet, saxophone, and accordion, also granted Presley a federal narcotics badge during this visit.
Gerald Ford – Blues and Jazz.
Jimmy Carter - The Allman Brothers Band. +"Rock & Roll President.”
Ronald Reagan – Classic Rock.
George H. W. Bush – Classics.
Bill Clinton – Elvis Presley and Rock. +Had a music room in the White House for playing his saxophone, loved Rock and Roll of the '50's and '60's.
George W. Bush – Country.
Barrack Obama – Lizzo, Shakira, and Beyoncé. +On several occasions, he has burst into song, to the delight of his audience.
Donald Trump – Guns ‘N Roses. +Beyoncé, Foo Fighters and Jack White all expressed their dismay at Trump's team appearing to use their work without authorization. (Valid.)
Joe Biden – Adele.
ALL information is off Google, I tried not to use any Wikipedia or easier edited sites, but if anything is wrong, blame the internet, not me.
#us presidents#presidential history#presidents taste in music#we do nothing in class that I do creative essays on my own time#class#sophomore slump#high school sucks#no friends is even worse but chill#presidents are hot#anyway#kamala for president#embarrassed to be American
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Hiiii i just wanted to say i read your kaebedo series on ao3 about 2 years ago and have been rereading it regularly ever since! I really loved your characterization of them and your writing is so good too!! Anyway you're probably not into genshin or fic writing anymore but i just wanted to let you know i often visit your ao3 profile just because and if you wish to come back and drop a lil one shot whether it be kaebedo or not, i will most definitely be there to read it 🩷 Hope you're doing well, have a good day! also haha i don't use tublr so sorry if i wasn't meant to post this here
Hi!!!
Wow thank you so much for taking the time to write!
I am still very much into fic writing and Genshin (though the Genshin obsession has cooled off since 2022). I’m actually working on a longer Daisuga fic right now!
Writing for Genshin is so hard because the lore updates every 6 weeks. My first Kaebedo fic is a rough read for me because that was before the 2.3 update confirmed Albedo’s lore. Tidal Locking is my baby, though, because it’s essentially my treatise on love and what it means to be human lol.
I needed this encouragement today :’) I’ll get back to my writing eventually. And a one-shot isn’t a bad way to start.
#I’m also working a job that makes me physically sick from stress because my boss is like. evil.#so that sucks a lot of the joy and creativity and energy out of my life#but hopefully I can go work at a different school soon without breaking my contract :)#my daisuga fic is just me projecting my feelings about teaching onto Sugawara lmao#i should write a teacher kaebedo au#teacher AUs for everyone
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The good news- I have another part time job now as a cake decorator.
The bad news- I have another part time job now as a cake decorator.
#its creative and work i feel like i dont suck at but#gosh been 4 or 5 weeks now and between piping and drawing and stuff my hand and wrist are hurty#asked my gp if it was possible to see a physical therapist to get some advice and preventative excercises to i dont end up killing my hand#but like#made it thru art school for 4 years and never really had too much wrist pain#4 weeks piping frosting and it hurts to squeeze#just dont wanna mess up my drawing hand idek what I would do
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I KNOW IT'S FOR THE BETTER I KNOW IT'S FOR THE BETTER I KNOW IT'S FOR THE BETTER I KNOW IT'S FOR THE BETTER I KNOW IT'S FOR THE BETTER I KNOW IT'S FOR THE BETTER (no more english minor ☹️)
#okay explanation#i was going to do socio & creative writing at NT but then i got a social science offer from SM#and SM has a better socsci program than NT and better career prospects#but it's a business school so it doesn't have a lot of lit/humans courses#so i guess i will just suck it up and do a second major in communications or whatever#And then I will kill myself in front of everyone#Yay
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"I really don't think artists should compete with each other."
("Jane Lane" in Daria, S2E1: "Arts 'n Crass")
#daria#jane lane#wendy hoopes#writeblr#being creative#ms li#mr oneill#ms defoe#mtv animation#art projects#forced participation#high school sucks#daria morgendorffer#high school life#animated sitcom#glenn eichler#susie lewis lynn
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(Chainsaw Man Spoilers)
AU where Aki survives Part 1 and now not only has to deal with the existential horrors of his new state of being but is also incredibly allergic to dogs, so he lives in the apartment next door to Denji, Nayuta, and their dozen-or-so huskies. (He’s not as allergic to cats, but Meowy likes Denji more than him.)
#he walks Nayuta to school and shit. co-parenting bros (since apparently Kishibe just. brought Nayuta to Denji then ditched)#what’s up with that?#Denji reading parenting books versus Aki spiraling for the third time this week#they switch roles a bit because Denji is better at ignoring constant stress/guilt and adapting to large changes than Aki#Aki is used to being in control and the freedom/agency that being human allowed him. now? he’s lost that.#and he’s been turned - against his will- into a manifestation of the devil that killed his family/he hates most#so like. that sucks.#self-hatred to self-acceptance arc (for both of them in different ways)#Denji would be the type of dude to saw a cat door in the wall separating their apartments [positive]#also if public safety wasn’t aware of his death (again. creative liberties.) I have no idea what entry-level job he’d manage to put up with#I think. he would bully customers.#exclusively does organizational/stock room work#and I think that Denji does hero work while Aki handles crowd control (while avoiding any use of his new abilities whenever possible)#csm#csm aki#csm denji#chainsaw man#csm spoilers#chainsaw man spoilers#csm part 1 spoilers#chainsaw man part 1 spoilers#meposting#my csm thoughts#Aki lives#I think. they should both rest. everyone in chainsaw man needs a hug and a nap.#(except for himeno. she needs to be studied.)
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art class in elementary school was awesome. got to make shit out of clay and paper mache and be creative to your little hearts content. and then you got to middle/high school and they were like. ok class, i'm going to give you all the exact same fruits and vases. draw them. and if you were like well. i dont wanna draw these. i wanna draw what makes me happy and i cant finish this project because it doesnt inspire me whatsoever. they were like ok understood. here's an F.
#'youre such a good artist why didnt you go to art school?'#this is why#i had all the creativity sucked out of me#and now i feel like my art is pointless and im depressed so ahahh#no more art!#julian rants
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the terrible terrible thing about writing slow burn while also trying to keep it under 15 chapters is the constant WORRYING of pacing????? are things going too slow and will it be hard to engage with???? are things going too fast and it feels like rushing??? is a kiss too much 19 chapters in???? I thought it was supposed to be under 15????? who am I here?????????
#I’m writing an original book rn#and no lie it took them 16 chapters to have their first kiss#but also that was like 60k words in omfg#like I KNOW how to do slow burn BUT NOT THAT SLOW FOR FICS!!!!!!#I think this is my first fic with slow burn actually ajdhdjfjd#which is weird bc I only write p*rn so this is STRANGE for me#I love writing this tho!!!! :)#I’m just not sure where to go from here bc I finally wrote chap five#and there’s a small turning point in their relationship but like???? now what?????#how do you write friends???? this is awful sidhdkdjf#idk I have to talk it out with myself lol#it’s just a bit of a struggle since I’m coming up on my last week of school so that’s where my focus is#instead of being creative which sucks#but I’ll have like a two week break which is good so hopefully I can crank out a majority of chapters before the end!!!!#rambling sorry aidhdkdjfj#—in store chit chat! 🍫
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Some super fun/cool art I’ve done in the last month or so :3
#art#neon colors#neon aesthetic#neon#oc#dtyis#commission#commissions open#artist comms#art comms open#colorful#original character#I love that my art style has arrived at this point#my art’s only gotten more fun and better since I graduated art school#art school sucks the life and creativity out of u#I ain’t never been this creative before#this is crazy Sharon#but yeah
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