#schizophrenic sam winchester

[schizosamwincester]

"An Overdue Downfall" // Sam Winchester

I never thought I'd be pretentious enough to make a webweave of a poem I wrote in high school. Then I saw this webweave. And I went "woah, that is exactly Sam" and at the same time, "woah those lyrics are literally just that poem I wrote in high school." So. I kinda had to.

I wrote this poem about my psychotic break, so this is also a schizophrenic Sam webweave. Look at me, actually earning my url!

Full poem text:

invincible. I used to be indestructible, used to drink down other people's problems like they were water, not blood, used to let them shoot obligations at me like bullets and hold so much stress my veins began to bubble but I never bled until I broke.

[finalgirlsamwinchester]

R.D. Laing, Sanity, Madness and the Family (1964)

[psychoticcharacterbracket]

[stoned-blogger]

When Sam Winchester was seeing things he was “having premonitions”

When I see things I “have schizophrenia”

And I just want to say that whoever came up with that logic is so wrong because I can see the future

[t4tdexter]

ok so the thing abt sam winchester is that he’s my little sister and he’s the antichrist and he’s a trans woman and he’s a pretentious ivy league student and he’s a lesbian and he’s a whore and he’s a monster and he’s an asshole and he’s five years old and he’s 50 and he’s a rookie and he’s retired he’s balding and he has a beautiful brunette blowout with beach waves and subtle copper highlights and he has criminal 2014 hipster sideburns he’s a schizophrenic psychic and a christian i would do anything for him and if i saw him stuck in tar on the highway i’d floor it

[is-your-blorbo-neurodivergent]

does he have schizophrenia?

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reason: Well, as someone committed enough to this headcanon to have the url @schizosamwincester... Mostly just kinda vibes, honestly. He reminds me of myself, and I'm schizophrenic. The way he acts when he gets an idea in his head, how the world all zeros in to only that like he's wearing blinders, reminds me a lot of how I act when I am delusional. He'll just get very stuck on ideas, true or not, and it's very hard to dissuade him. He moves in a little bit of a ticcy way and so do I. Oh, and you know, he does actually canonically hallucinate. Not in a schizophrenic way but still, might as well claim him as our own. And he always feels broken and like a freak and an outsider, so my opinion is that any headcanon that increases that is a good headcanon. Plus he was really good in school. You know how many of us schizophrenics were really really good at academics before everything went downhill?

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[transfemgorgug]

society if sam winchester had been canonically schizophrenic

[littlebunnywitch]

A Ramble Rant about Cg-ifying Parentifed Older Siblings

So this Rambley rant is brought you by - Me having tried to find Agere Dean Winchester content and finding the majority of the content was Dean being a CG.

This is not targeted towards anyone - I'm just venting and questioning this. Feel Free to respond to my message with either your feelings and how this works - examples of your own characters you feel are only treated as a CG due to their status of older siblings - or whatever you want to.

This post will also be focusing more of Agere dynamics with canon characters not Fictional CG for Real people/Reader. I don't really care who you HC your personal CG is. I'm ranting about Older Siblings being forced into the CG role to their little siblings that people HC as age regressors.

I just don't understand why so many people auto make Older siblings the CG to the younger siblings even if it goes against the character's personality or history. Isn't this just prolonging and keeping characters who where likely abused at-least lightly in the toxic and abusive role they where forced into?

My four example characters off the top of my head are -

Dean Winchester - Literally was forced to be a parent to his little brother Sam at 4 years old. Having no childhood while dealing with a drunk father and knowing about monsters being real at a rather young age.

Lorelai Blyndeff - Has been criticized for not stepping up after her mother died to raise Molly despite in book being shown to having sever trauma over her mother's death and literally blames herself and is trying to hide away from the world because shes scared she'll end up hurting people she cares about.

Billy Hargrove - A self destructive abused teenager with abandonment issues. Who is punished for his step sister misbehaving, while being forced to take care of her most of the time.

Spencer Reid - Not an older sibling but Spencer Reid's Father left Spencer to take care of his schizophrenic mother at 4 years old.

These are all characters I've seen HC or written as CGs (Often times more then i see them written as Regressors) even when personality wise + trauma wise they would make alot of sense to be regressors. Dean and Lorelai are both canonically have childish behaviors, interests and likes - some even caused from their trauma. Characters like Billy and Lorelai who are actively written with a strong dislike for being forced into the role of caregiver are still given this treatment due to their status as older siblings. Dean and Spencer where both stripped of their childhoods so young that they would barley have any form of memory of being a kid due to the chooses and actions of people around them.

So here is my question to you guys. What about these characters who where from young ages forced into Caregiver roles at the cost of their own childhoods - Or just older siblings in general; Makes them feel like CG material? Cause whenever i see them i'm like... Yep you regress due to your trauma. XD

[schizo-sam-winchester]

Thinking about a schizophrenic Sam who starts taking meds in college but has to go off of them when he goes back to hunting. Who has to hide his symptoms and (after failing) loses the trust of everyone around him. Who turns to demon blood and finds it so much harder to stop because at least with the blood he has some sort of control over literally anything in his life.

Thinking about a later seasons schizophrenic Sam who has the option of medication and just, chooses not to take it? Like his whole life he’s been this way. He finds comfort in knowing his own neurosis.

Maybe he gets better at hiding it, maybe he doesn’t hide it at all. Idk I just want to talk about schizophrenic Sam Winchester

[ao3feed-destiel-02]

The Red Spiral

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/EHuMqsj by gardensofedenx originally published on Wattpad on 4.25.24, and completed in early Aug 2024 in which Castiel slowly loses his grip on reality. (my biggest SPN story yet!!) please heed to the tags if any of that triggers you!! there will be no other warnings Words: 2067, Chapters: 2/25, Language: English Series: Part 1 of The Red Spiral series Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005) Rating: Mature Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Categories: Gen Characters: Castiel (Supernatural), Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Meg | Demon Possessing Meg Masters, Original Characters Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester, Castiel/Sam Winchester, Castiel/Meg | Demon Possessing Meg Masters Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Supernatural Elements, Hurt Castiel (Supernatural), Blood, Self-Harming Castiel (Supernatural), Razors, Suicide Attempt, Anorexic Castiel (Supernatural), Bulimia, Schizophrenic Castiel (Supernatural), No Romance, Hurt No Comfort, Whump, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Tags Are Hard, Tags Are Fun, No Lucifer (Supernatural), hurt!castiel read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/EHuMqsj

[liopleurodean]

Season 9, Episode 4: Slumber Party

Charlie's back!

Darn right she is

And it's only two hours from me!

Flashback time

Getting Indiana Jones vibes

There we go

Poetic

Lol rip

Indeed

Interesting

???

Frank. And Dorothy. Frank Baum?

Yep

Schizophrenic

Would you?

Hey, Branson's alright

Oh, Kevin...

Dean, no

Right...

That's true

That would be pretty freaking awesome

Obviously. There's gotta be some kinda server room

'35, actually

Dean found it

Uh oh

That's not good

Heck yeah

IM MELTING THATS THE FREAKING WITCH

The boys should shut up

Don't take too long

Nice shirt

Good for her!

Um...

Yeah

Oh honey, you're in for a ride

Indeed

Hey, a Windows enjoyer!

Here we go

Mm...

Man, I wish

BECKY

Not even wedding bells?

Yes!

Ew, Sam, no

Ouch. That was uncalled for

Where is your home?

You're about to get it

Oh dear

Uh oh

Poor Jenkins

That's ominous

Freaky

Ew

Dorothy!

She's right

Hah! Hardly

Sure

A while

What was that?

Oh no. Crowley

Interesting

Daddy?

Yeah!

That's interesting

Poor guy

Good idea

Nice

Popular!

Right

Yikes

To Oz?

Heck yeah they do

Mom Mode™

One for each

I feel like I know that actor

There are many locked doors in the bunker

Dean touched it ages ago

Absolutely!

Charlie, you're lucky that I know you're not supposed to die here

Him? Never

Whack

Uh oh

Put it away

Charlie!

Oh Dean...

Oh, Dean...

If he can

Not even a question.

Oh thank goodness

Yeah

A lot of things

Whoa, Charlie

She's kinda loopy

This can last much longer

I mean. True

Yeah

No kidding

Sam...

Interesting theory

HECK YEAH!

Freaky

That's not good

Holy mother of Winchester it's beautiful

Are you my mummy?

There's no place like home

Fun

Not even close

That's so weird

Dean!

That's really not good

Weird

Yikes!

They're not pencil necks

That was weak

That wasn't a very sharp stiletto, though

Wow

Yup, all good

I love her

Don't be so dramatic

Not much

She's perfect

They do, actually

Not now, Charlie

But later is the key word

Absolutely

Dean...

Awww...

Nope

This is gonna make me cry

That's kinda awesome

Yup

Really?

[schizosamwincester]

Sam just had to make sure. Just one test to make sure it was just a delusion, and then he’d ask Dean to drop him off at the nearest emergency room. In a week, he would walk out with shiny new antipsychotics and that would be that. He took it right at the store. No reason to leave evidence of his absurdity behind in the motel. He pissed on the stick, then waited to finally, finally have proof that the whole thing was just a delusion that had gone on too far. Sam didn’t expect to keep hallucinating. At least. It had to be a hallucination. He peed on it with his dick. Obviously he wasn't pregnant. The second line was all in his head. But well. It was Lucifer. Who knew what Lucifer could do? He needed to ask Dean.

2.2k, schizophrenic!Sam Winchester, Sam Winchester & Dean Winchester, past Sam Winchester/Lucifer, mpreg

Hey look at me! I've finally earned the name of my blog! Anyway, thanks to @spnyuri for accidentally inspiring it with this post.

[samwenahetbait]

I finally finished my uquiz, in case you’ve ever wondered which ableist thing said against Sam Winchester in season 7 of the CW’s Supernatural you are and what it says about you?

link in the reblogs but please reblog and let me know what you get and if it’s accurate, i tried my best and watched season 7 episodes multiple times for this

[ao3feed-deanandsam]

Hallucinations 2 and 3 by NerdyLibrarian

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https://ift.tt/LUyW19r

Hallucinations 2 and 3

by NerdyLibrarian

In a world where hunters have successfully remained hidden from federal suspicion, Spencer finds himself attacked by a werewolf while protecting a teenager in an alley. Convinced he's having a schizophrenic break, Spencer has coffee with Sam and Dean while learning about what they do. Cue his team learning how to protect themselves from supernatural unsubs.

Words: 1273, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)/works), Criminal Minds (US TV)/works)

Rating: General Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: Gen

Characters: Spencer Reid, Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, David Rossi, Aaron Hotchner

Relationships: Dean Winchester &Sam Winchester, The BAU Team &Spencer Reid

Additional Tags: Spencer Reid Needs a Hug, Protective Spencer Reid, BAU Team Learns About the Supernatural, Werewolves

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[theyregoodfics]

i think about this schizophrenic!cas fic all the time. rating: 12/10

Days With You by @omgbubblesomg 

Rating: Explicit

Words: 5,846

Tags: Schizophrenic Castiel, Artist Castiel, Model Dean Winchester, Asexual Sam Winchester, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Medicinal Drug Use, Marijuana, Somnophilia, Sleepy Sex, Blow Jobs, Minor Gabriel/Sam Winchester

Summary: 

Dean’s almost tragically offended when he moves into a new apartment and despite his absolute best efforts he can’t win more than a smile from his devastatingly handsome neighbour.

[schizophrenicfordpinesmoved]

Followers who’s your characters that you’re like “you. you’re psychotic” (ok to respond even if you’re apsychotic)

i’ll start stanford pines is schizophrenic, sam winchester is schizoaffective depressive type, stanley pines is schizoaffective bipolar type and dean winchester has psychotic depression yes this is only s*pernatural and g/ravity falls i am so sorry