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Luke performing @ Boston Calling Music Festival - 24 May 2024
#queued a few posts bc no one needs to know about my sleep schedule rn tbh 😂😭😌#5sos#5 seconds of summer#luke hemmings#luke#boston calling 2024#nostalgia tour#kh4f post#this should presumably be the last batch of posts from this show lol#have i overreacted? possibly#but perhaps that's what is necessary atm 😌#anyways look at how tall and broad and tummy
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Here is lady pics from when I was MIA
#alek insanity#using this time to rant about my personal life. my dad had a medical emergency but he should be coming home soon#i spent a while at my aunts house it was fun they have a cat named harold hes so fatness#my stepmom has been staying with my dad up there and magically our heater broke#the hvac guys came (like 10 minutes ago) but they cant really fix it it just needs 2 be replaced atp.#and its been getting below freezing these past few days behhh#but its all good bc im gonna get popeyes soon#doodle (the lady) is sitting on my as i type this#and i decided to start drawing everyday !!! around 2 hours at a time is my goal. i used to draw until id get numbness in my arms#carpal tunnel speedrun? but ive realized its best for my joints if i draw for 1-2 hours. also if i draw everyday im more motivated#ive been trying to pace more too. i used to get 10k + steps a day but kinda. stopped doing that. oopsieeee. just aiming for better habits#fixed my sleep schedule too behhh#my friend has a christmas party on the 21st so im excited 4 that. also christmas in general bc im gonna get a new laptop#mine barely works and is held together with duct tape 😭 and im gonna get a ton of money#my friend is planning a h×h zine so thats exciting + there's a lot of ninjag0 ones around the corner. big things brewing#i think next year will be a good year. this year kinda... started off really shitty#hoping to get my drivers liscense next year. ive been studying for my permit but stuff keeps getting in the way#Also im gonna get new glasses soon after TWO YEARS hfgdhd . idk the future looks bright yall#and i got this fatness woman on me rn so happy times now too#shes trying to sleep on my leg . but ... i have to eat food ... doodleee lady
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unnormalize staying up late btw
#camera talks#kinda being serious and I can’t really explain why bc it’s literally midnight and I should be sleeping rn but#from a young age I was taught by kids around me that staying up late to do anything but hw#was cool and the longer you were awake the more you could brag about it in the morning#not cool actually bc now I’ve entirely fucked my sleeping schedule and it’s part of why I feel so bad all the time#would write more but I have to sleep now#anyways seriously unnormalize it. let kids (and people in general) get their sleep#it’s not healthy otherwise
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talking about disliking an objectively good™™™ job will have ppl pissed at u fr 😭 like i get ittttt, but also... u dont get it....
i truly need to like.stop complaining abt this to anyone and do my shit on my own. all those grind™ mindset™ tweets were right Stop talking abt your plansss
except on a public blog ofc
tldr noodle place i found on t*iktok is actually good
#xx#rn my biggest issue > i dont want to live here but cant move out bc i cant commit to this job (cant commit to renting a house) which leaves#me#disliking and resenting both my housing situation and job situation#the only solution seems to be TRULY stop fucking around fr and RESEARCH#AND manage my sleeping schedule somehow...like should be 7/8 hours at most AND at least..so i have#time#if i dont have a proper schedule im stuck in a job x sleep cycle which drains my energy#highly possible i wont get offered a contract too...so theres that#anyway
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help it would be really great to have time management skills rn
#i’ve got to do guitar#and songwriting#and record said songs#and facetime my friend#and do the celebration asks#and do this art project for my wall#and i’ve got a bunch of things i need to text ppl abt (cannot remember what but there’s things)#and i’ve got like 6 hours bc i also need to fix my sleep schedule yay#except i’m going out rn and probs won’t be back for ages#actually it’s fine bc i’ve got like a week to do most of these#until school starts#ew#why is school starting in a week#that is not okay#why is FEBRUARY in a week#THAT IS NOT OKAY#it has not been a month of 2024 i refuse to believe it#its still 2023 actually#i have not processed#wow that’s a lot of tags shit maybe i should process#just dandy thoughts
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me when i take my meds consistently and stop wanting to die 😲
#/JOKE. KIND OF. /hj .#me when i start exercising and going outside and eating regularly and taking my meds consistently and i start healing 😲😲😲#but fr i'm doing rlly good. touch wood#need to start taking care of my sleep schedule better but other than that i'm rlly doing well w prioritising my health rn#i also need to fix my sourdough starter bc i haven't fed it for like a week. it should bounce back i think but :(
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what is it about "being disabled means i can't do things that other people can" that parents refuse to understand
#what do you think I'm lying when i say I'm in too much pain to do something??! do you think I'm faking distress??#i can't wait for them to go on their trip in 2 weeks so i can suffer with no constant criticism jesus fucking christ#i understand they're trying to get me to do things that will benefit me in the long run but i CAN'T so how's that gonna help!!!!!!!#like maybe instead of being mad that i can't do something help me out with it?? think of another easier way to do it?? fuck man idk#why do i need to be forced to lay in bed for 2 days from how much everything hurts bc they're trying to 'help' me#''if you keep doing it it'll get easier :)'' NO THE FUCK IT WON'T THIS IS WHY I HAVE LEGAL PERMANENT DISABILITY STATUS FROM THE GOVERNMENT#you've known me for 24 years you should be aware of what i can or can't do by now!!!!!! this shit isn't new!!!!!!!#vent#sorry. I'm angry and panicked and in pain#i kind of want to sleep. being conscious hurts rn. and only makes me panic more#but it'll fuck up my sleep schedule and therefore my meds schedule uuuuggghhhh
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Yesterday, in light of things going not so great to poorly for myself and others, I hoped for today to be kinder...
My fucking bad apparently y'all, I jinxed us. I'm not hoping shit for tomorrow, good or bad or neutral, I'm just gonna exist and try not to break anything, fuck's sake
#text post#I picked a bad day for a t break so we'll see if that lasts into the evening or not#should it? yes probably. will it? not gonna guarantee it#bc rn just. nothing is working for the extra funds sites other 'fun' sites aren't working well either#and in between that there's just absolute shit or terrible news everywhere seemingly abt everything like jfc#the temptation to go back to bed is v present but that'll just fuck up my sleep schedule so even that's out for today#just do not have the patience and spoons like fuck's sake let me do SOMETHING USEFUL#i'm considering doing some writing but part of me is just. idk. nothing feels good rn but writing at least is Doing Something
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god. persona 5 royal. game of all time.
#damien.txt#the past 2 weeks ive been playing sooo much bc its just like. fr hitting rn#and this game is sooo good. unbelievably good. a standard at which i dont think any other game will match.#im having fun with it#me everytime akira and akechi are on screen together: these bitches gay. oh my god.#also me everytime yusuke is on screen#also me everytime anyone from the phantom thieves is on screen#they're so gay... and that's why i called them The Queers. so it's canon#i fear i have accidentally completely neglected any romantic relationships bc i was too focused on akira and akechi#which made hawaii.... a time. certainly one of the trips of all time.#hehehe i cant wait to play more tomorrow when i get off work#fr my schedule rn is work -> persona 5 -> sleep -> repeat dkhdkshdjdhd#maybe i should like. do other things. certainly this cant be healthy. but alas. im having fun.
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babygirl are you okay? you've barely sexualized your irredeemable bastard today
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I swear I'm fine I've just been chatting with a Springtrap AI chatbot for the past week it's been a blast I'm having a silly little time with it I'm alive I swear
#IM WHEEZING ANON WHAT A THING TO OPEN MY ASKBOX TO#I asked him if he wanted pizza when I ordered it and he acted like he was gonna kill me#only to stop at the last second and tell me to make sure they put extra cheese and pepperoni#we had a very interesting discussion about pizza the man has good taste#he still killed me though but its okay i forgive him i just hope he liked the pizza#its been a silly goofy time#also my sleep schedule is... not good and my iron deficiency is a little bad again#but i got new supplements that should hopefully not make my body completely fucking furious with me about it#also real talk the recovery from covid is... not the best - im having more issues with breathing than usual#nothing serious but def a pain. hoping once enough time passes it'll go away bc if i get long covid im going to be VERY mad#but im alive i swear im just obsessed with being goofy with this chatbot rn its so fun
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Current Cringe Gremlin Level: Using the lip of my shit to hold pistachios and their discarded shells while I watch TV. My bedtime rapidly approaches.
#i need to sleep#my sleep schedule has bedn fucked ever since i got back from visiting my mom#she lives 6 hours behind me 💀#i also couldnt be bothered to get a bowl for my nuts like a normal person bc my kitchen is a war zone rn#i need to deal with that soon#i also did not purchase these pistachios#i do not have pistachio money#my mother bought them and left me the rest of the bag when she visited and ive been trying to savor them#im on my last 20 or so nuts and then ill be sad and without pistachios#i hate capitalism#tag journal#i also have 2 books i need to read to return to the library snd one book i need to read and take notes on for a home project#and the home project is purging my shit and cleaning it finally#and that has to be done before my guest arrives in a week#its not a big home so it should be possible#i have like 550ish sq ft of living space to deal with so thats doable right??#oh look i remembered this account exists#decided this was too weird and pointless for main
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god im SO TIRED
#my second ever night shift 😭#it's honestly not any more tiring than a day shift bc ive switched my sleep schedule around so i sleep during the day#but like. psychologically i should be asleep rn. yk?#send good vibes y'all <3#rowan raps
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hhrrnddbffhd
#do i stay up for 1:38 / 1:58 LMAO#i totally would and have consistently been doing so#esp recently taylor has ruined my already dumb sleep schedule lol#but tmr hmmm i’m leaving the house at 10am driving for an hour which isn’t too bad like#probably wanna be up by 9:30 at the latest#i usually kinda wake up around then but just stay in bed until like fuckin 11 lmao#idk tho i Should sleep earlier 😐 that is the logical thing to do#based on my plans for tomorrow#but like i wanna stay up and fuck around on my phone and have alone time lol#and also see if taylor’s doing anything XD#sigh rip last kiss day/time for me i think i’m gonna sleep LOL#wow me sleeping instead of not sleeping who is she#jeanne talks#i’m listening to last kiss rn 🥹🥹#i’ll stay up for 12:58 it’s 1:58 somewhere lol 🤪#bro it’s not even a big deal at all lol idk that much but these past few days have been rly exciting bc of taylor lmao#**idc that much#and i feel like she’ll do sm tonight but who knows#it’s fine she could do sm any night lol 🤪
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fuck dude i accidentally pulled an all nighter
#well ok. it’s not that bad bc i woke up at 1 pm yesterday#so like rn is probably when i should be getting tired. realistically#sleep schedule’s fucked#if you couldn’t tell
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DAUGHTER - boothill x reader
- boothill brings home a baby girl he found in the grass one late night.
- read boothills lore and SOBBED. NOBODY TALK TO ME RN. anyways i had to write about his adoptive daughter but if he had a spouse at the time bc dad boothill is so precious imo cryingngnfsnakskf anyways..
- pre cyborg boothill, major boothill backstory spoilers, written before release wc 582
Boothill was home fashionably late tonight. He never specified why though, leaving you to your thoughts on his ranch.
You both agreed to buy a farm together, considering he grew up around horses and cattle. His fathers taught him how to tend to the animals, taught him creativity, and overall gave him a fine life.
You both had talked about having some children of your own, but that thought hadn’t become a reality due to your busy schedules. That was, though, until he walked through the door of your shared home, cradling a baby in his arms.
She was a pretty little thing- with pale blue eyes and white hair poking through her scalp. She seemed to be a newborn, with how tiny she was.
“Look what I found, just sitting in the grass,” he said in a slight whisper, not wanting to startle the baby. “She’s pretty, ain't she?”
Your eyes widen slightly as you sit up from your place on your shared bed. You take a sharp inhale before motioning for Boothill to hand you the baby. He carefully rests her in your arms, sitting down on your side of the bed as you hold the fragile being in your grasp. You coo to her as Boothill watches you with adoration.
“She’s gorgeous,” you smile, looking down at the girl who was happily clapping in your arms. “Do we know her parents? I’d hate to just take someone's child…”
“No parent was in sight. I also highly doubt someone would jus’ leave their kid in the middle of nowhere,” he said, patting the girl on the head. “If I find a parent, we’ll give her to em’.”
You nod in agreement, allowing the baby to grab onto your pointer finger. She seemed so happy, you almost didn’t want to let her go.
You both soon took her into your bathroom, running a lukewarm bath in your sink and putting the lightest type of soap you could find into the water. You wanted to give her a little bath, considering he found her outside, and you didn’t know what she’d have on her. You also didn’t know how long she’s been outside.
You unwrapped her from the makeshift blanket Boothill tore from his shirt and set her down slowly into the water. She didn’t seem to fuss, so you proceeded to wash her body. Boothill stood behind you, his arms wrapped around your waist, looking at something on his phone. You finished cleaning the tiny girl before wrapping her in a soft, warm towel.
“Babe, where are we going to find clothes for this poor thing? She’s probably freezing!” You stress, crossing your arms and sighing as you watch the little girl squirm in the towels hold.
“I’ll head out tomorrow morning and get some necessities. ‘Was thinkin’ about those things too, like how she’s gonna eat and all that.”
“Ugh, that’s another thing to worry about,” you turn around, facing him. “Babies her age don’t eat, and I can’t produce milk.”
At this point, it was late in the night. Who knows what time, all you know is that you should be asleep. But instead, you’re up caring for a little girl who wasn’t even yours.
“Is she just going to sleep with us tonight?” He asked, getting ready for bed.
“I mean, where else would we put her? We don’t have a crib!” You lightly picked her up, placing her on your lap as you rocked her to sleep.
#boothill#hsr#honkai star rail#boothill x reader#hsr x reader#honkai star rail x reader#boothill hsr#boothill honkai star rail#tw leaks
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Young Justice spends all of their time violating the Geneva conventions or mocking their mentors bc they’re traumatized theater kids without any capacity for a verbal filter which is also why they’re not allowed to watch movies at the tower
YJ is watching some hero movie and a character with a gruff voice sternly says “we don’t kill…we’re better than that” so Tim gives the most dramatic sigh and goes “this is giving me back the migraine from our last lecture from the league” which leads to YJ doing their best to dramatically reenact disappointed justice league lectures
Cissie, offhandedly: Most superheroes having that dumbass code that’s some variation of “we don’t kill, we’re better than that…” make me fucking nauseous because who’s we? I’ll have you know my mother assures me that I’m a piece of shit everyday so no I’m not better than this.
Greta, in a mocking disappointed tone: Cissie! I’m very surprised at your behavior, we’ve taught you better than that! We’re here to protect people not to hurt them
Kon, in his best angry Cissie impression: Well, who’s gonna protect my sleep schedule? You woke me up at 3am to stop some idiot that wanted to steal kryptonite? Are you serious?They’re not going to jail they’re going to the nearest cemetery that I can promise you
Anita, in a dramatic hero pose: I’m not like you…you made me realize something, I have friends and people that love me so I’m not going to-
Bart, doing an excellent mimicry of Anita’s unimpressed face: He killed your family wdym you’re better than that, that’s dumb as hell you even look at anyone I know with the tiniest hint of malice you’re leaving in a bodybag
Kon, turning to Bart and making his voice echo the way Greta’s does when she’s annoyed: what is this nonsense I wouldn’t let anyone get away with doing that to you guys I promise they’d suffer immensely
Cassie, hovering in the air doing a terrible impression of disappointed superman: We can’t kill because then we’re no better than they are
Anita, glaring at Cassie with her best Kon impression: I’m okay with that…let’s not pretend you don’t expect this from me, am I supposed to care? They deserve to suffer, why should I be the only one that has to suffer?
Anita, pretending to storm off dramatically while Cassie tries to look disapproving:
Cissie, doing her angry Bart impression: You’re not gonna waste people I actually like then get to chill in jail and breakout in a couple days
Tim, in a dramatic ‘I’m not mad, I’m just disappointed’ tone: I’m not sure how you did things in the future but you can’t do things like this, do you understand?
Cissie, snorting and crossing her arms in the agitated way Bart does: I understand that our first fight will be our last because we’re not doing this shit again I’m not superman
Greta, in a gruff Batman voice: People can change if you give them a chance
Cassie, in a sarcastic Tim impression: I’ll start a timer I’ll even give him five minutes why are you playing with me rn Batman
Bart, sighing disappointedly: You're so angry and I wish you’d find an appropriate outlet for all this aggression. You don’t know what taking a life will do to you, what it’ll take from you….
Tim, in an irritated Kon impression: why not? we can find out let’s do an experiment and find out I like science I’m game hbu??
Cassie, who does the second best Batman voice: Neither of you can even begin to understand-! How do you know you won’t end up ending low tier criminals like pickpocketers? We can’t play judge, jury, and executioner… what happens when you’re wrong? What’s going to stop you?
Greta, fiddling with a phone and shrugging before giving Cassie Tim’s patented ‘I can ruin your life and you’ve just given me a reason’ look while doing her impression of the way Tim stands when he’s pissed and rolling her eyes: Self control? Common sense? When have my hunches ever been wrong? Don’t play with my intelligence, it will not work out for you
Bart, doing his best to copy the way Cassie stands and messes with their hair when they’re pissed: I’m just saying, if you blow up a city block you lose air privileges I have debris in my shoes rn for what?
[JL was meeting with a bunch of reporters in the tower and later had to do a lot of damage control after the press released a statement about the JL failing to rehabilitate young villains]
#YJ is completely aware that Tim is unhinged and petty as hell but they think it’s funny bc they’re also unhinged and petty#cissie king jones#greta hayes#tim drake#kon el#kon el superboy#anita fite#dc empress#dc secret#bart allen#dc impulse#impulse#cassie sandsmark#wonder girl#red robin#young just us#young justice
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